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T. +A Danish Romance + +by Hans Christian Andersen +Author of the "Improvisatore" and the "Two Baronesses" + + + + +CHAPTER I + +"Quod felix faustumque sit!" + +There is a happiness which no poet has yet properly sung, which no +lady-reader, let her be ever so amiable, has experienced or ever +will experience in this world. This is a condition of happiness +which alone belongs to the male sex, and even then alone to the +elect. It is a moment of life which seizes upon our feelings, +our minds, our whole being. Tears have been shed by the innocent, +sleepless nights been passed, during which the pious mother, the +loving sister, have put up prayers to God for this critical moment +in the life of the son or the brother. + +Happy moment, which no woman, let her be ever so good, so +beautiful, or intellectual, can experience--that of becoming a +student, or, to describe it by a more usual term, the passing of +the first examination! + +The cadet who becomes an officer, the scholar who becomes an +academical burgher, the apprentice who becomes a journeyman, all +know, in a greater or less degree, this loosening of the wings, +this bounding over the limits of maturity into the lists of +philosophy. We all strive after a wider field, and rush thither +like the stream which at length loses itself in the ocean. + +Then for the first time does the youthful soul rightly feel her +freedom, and, therefore, feels it doubly; the soul struggles for +activity, she comprehends her individuality; it has been proved and +not found too light; she is still in possession of the dreams of +childhood, which have not yet proved delusive. Not even the joy of +love, not the enthusiasm for art and science, so thrills through +all the nerves as the words, "Now am I a student!" + +This spring-day of life, on which the ice-covering of the school is +broken, when the tree of Hope puts forth its buds and the sun of +Freedom shines, falls with us, as is well known, in the month of +October, just when Nature loses her foliage, when the evenings +begin to grow darker, and when heavy winter-clouds draw together, +as though they would say to youth,--"Your spring, the birth of the +examination, is only a dream! even now does your life become +earnest!" But our happy youths think not of these things, neither +will we be joyous with the gay, and pay a visit to their circle. In +such a one our story takes its commencement. + + + +CHAPTER II + +"At last we separate: +To Jutland one, to Fünen others go; +And still the quick thought comes, +--A day so bright, so full of fun, +Never again on us shall rise."--CARL BAGGER. + +It was in October of the year 1829. Examen artium had been passed +through. Several young students were assembled in the evening at +the abode of one of their comrades, a young Copenhagener of +eighteen, whose parents were giving him and his new friends a +banquet in honor of the examination. The mother and sister had +arranged everything in the nicest manner, the father had given +excellent wine out of the cellar, and the student himself, here the +rex convivii, had provided tobacco, genuine Oronoko-canaster. With +regard to Latin, the invitation--which was, of course, composed in +Latin--informed the guests that each should bring his own. + +The company, consisting of one and twenty persons--and these were +only the most intimate friends--was already assembled. About one +third of the friends were from the provinces, the remainder out of +Copenhagen. + +"Old Father Homer shall stand in the middle of the table!" said one +of the liveliest guests, whilst he took down from the stove a +plaster bust and placed it upon the covered table. + +"Yes, certainly, he will have drunk as much as the other poets!" +said an older one. "Give me one of thy exercise-books, Ludwig! I +will cut him out a wreath of vine-leaves, since we have no roses +and since I cannot cut out any." + +"I have no libation!" cried a third,--"Favete linguis." And he +sprinkled a small quantity of salt, from the point of a knife, upon +the bust, at the same time raising his glass to moisten it with a +few drops of wine. + +"Do not use my Homer as you would an ox!" cried the host. "Homer +shall have the place of honor, between the bowl and the garland-cake! +He is especially my poet! It was he who in Greek assisted me to +laudabilis et quidem egregie. Now we will mutually drink healths! +Jörgen shall be magister bibendi, and then we will sing 'Gaudeamus +igitur,' and 'Integer vitae.'" + +"The Sexton with the cardinal's hat shall be the precentor!" cried +one of the youths from the provinces, pointing toward a rosy-cheeked +companion. + +"O, now I am no longer sexton!" returned the other laughing. "If +thou bringest old histories up again, thou wilt receive thy old +school-name, 'the Smoke-squirter.'" + +"But that is a very nice little history!" said the other. "We +called him 'Sexton," from the office his father held; but that, +after all, is not particularly witty. It was better with the hat, +for it did, indeed, resemble a cardinal's hat. I, in the mean time, +got my name in a more amusing manner." + +"He lived near the school," pursued the other; "he could always slip +home when we had out free quarters of an hour: and then one day he +had filled his mouth with tobacco smoke, intending to blow it into +our faces; but when he entered the passage with his filled cheeks +the quarter of an hour was over, and we were again in class: the +rector was still standing in the doorway; he could not, therefore, +blow the smoke out of his mouth, and so wished to slip in as he +was. 'What have you there in your mouth?' asked the rector; but +Philip could answer nothing, without at the same time losing the +smoke. 'Now, cannot you speak?' cried the rector, and gave him a +box on the ear, so that the smoke burst through nose and mouth. +This looked quite exquisite; the affair caused the rector such +pleasure, that he presented the poor sinner with the nota bene." + +"Integer vitae!" broke in the Precentor, and harmoniously followed +the other voices. After this, a young Copenhagener exhibited his +dramatic talent by mimicking most illusively the professors of the +Academy, and giving their peculiarities, yet in such a good-natured +manner that it must have amused even the offended parties +themselves. Now followed the healths--"Vivant omnes hi et hae!" + +"A health to the prettiest girl!" boldly cried one of the merriest +brothers. "The prettiest girl!" repeated a pair of the younger +ones, and pushed their glasses toward each other, whilst the blood +rushed to their cheeks at this their boldness, for they had never +thought of a beloved being, which, nevertheless, belonged to their +new life. The roundelay now commenced, in which each one must give +the Christian name of his lady-love, and assuredly every second +youth caught a name out of the air; some, however, repeated a name +with a certain palpitation of the heart. The discourse became more +animated; the approaching military exercises, the handsome uniform, +the reception in the students' club, and its pleasures, were all +matters of the highest interest. But there was the future +philologicum and philosophicum--yes, that also was discussed; +there they must exhibit their knowledge of Latin. + +"What do you think," said one of the party, "if once a week we +alternately met at each other's rooms, and held disputations? No +Danish word must be spoken. This might be an excellent scheme." + +"I agree to that!" cried several. + +"Regular laws must be drawn up." + +"Yes, and we must have our best Latin scholar, the Jutlander, Otto +Thostrup, with us! He wrote his themes in hexameters." + +"He is not invited here this evening," remarked the neighbor, the +young Baron Wilhelm of Funen, the only nobleman in the company. + +"Otto Thostrup!" answered the host. "Yes, truly he's a clever +fellow, but he seems to me so haughty. There is something about him +that does not please me at all. We are still no dunces, although +he did receive nine prae caeteris!" + +"Yet it was very provoking," cried another, "that he received the +only Non in mathematics. Otherwise he would have been called in. +Now he will only have to vex himself about his many brilliant +characters." + +"Yes, and he is well versed in mathematics!" added Wilhelm "There +was something incorrect in the writing; the inspector was to blame +for that, but how I know not. Thostrup is terribly vehement, and +can set all respect at defiance; he became angry, and went out. +There was only a piece of unwritten paper presented from him, +and this brought him a cipher, which the verbal examination could +not bring higher than non. Thostrup is certainly a glorious fellow. +We have made a tour together in the steamboat from Helsingöer to +Copenhagen, and in the written examination we sat beside each other +until the day when we had mathematics, and then I sat below him. I +like him very much, his pride excepted; and of that we must break +him." + +"Herr Baron," said his neighbor, "I am of your opinion. +Shall not we drink the Thou-brotherhood?" + +"To-night we will all of us drink the Thou!" said the host; "it is +nothing if comrades and good friends call each other _you_." + +"Evoe Bacchus!" they joyously shouted. The glasses were filled, one +arm was thrown round that of the neighbor, and the glasses were +emptied, whilst several commenced singing "dulce cum sodalibus!" + +"Tell me what thou art called?" demanded one of the younger guests +of his new Thou-brother. + +"What am I called?" replied he. "With the exception of one letter, +the same as the Baron." + +"The Baron!" cried a third; "yes, where is he?" + +"There he stands talking at the door; take your glasses! now have +all of us drank the Thou-brotherhood?" + +The glasses were again raised; the young Baron laughed, clinked his +glass, and shouted in the circle, "Thou, Thou!" But in his whole +bearing there lay something constrained, which, however, none of +the young men remarked, far less allowed themselves to imagine that +his sudden retreat, during the first drinking, perhaps occurred +from the sole object of avoiding it. But soon was he again one of +the most extravagant; promised each youth who would study theology +a living on his estate when he should once get it into his own +hands; and proposed that the Latin disputations should commence +with him, and on the following Friday. Otto Thostrup, however, +should he of the party--if he chose, of course being understood; +for he was a capital student, and his friend they had made a +journey together and had been neighbors at the green table. + +Among those who were the earliest to make their valete amici was +the Baron. Several were not yet inclined to quit this joyous +circle. The deepest silence reigned in the streets; it was the most +beautiful moonlight. In most houses all had retired to rest--only +here and there was a light still seen, most persons slept, even +those whose sense of duty should leave banished the god of sleep: +thus sat a poor hackney-coachman, aloft upon his coach-box, before +the house where he awaited his party, and enjoyed, the reins wound +about his hand, the much-desired rest. Wilhelm (henceforth we will +only call the young Baron by his Christian name) walked alone +through the street. The wine had heated his northern blood--besides +which it never flowed slowly; his youthful spirits, his jovial +mood, and the gayety occasioned by the merry company he had just +quitted did not permit him quietly to pass by this sleeping +Endymion. Suddenly it occurred to him to open the coach-door and +leap in; which having done, he let the glass fall and called out +with a loud voice, "Drive on!" The coachman started up out of his +blessed sleep and asked, quite confused, "Where to?" Without +reflecting about the matter, Wilhelm cried, "To the Ship in West +Street." The coachman drove on; about half-way, Wilhelm again +opened the coach-door, a bold spring helped him out, and the coach +rolled on. It stopped at the public-house of the Ship. The coachman +got down and opened the door; there was no one within; he thrust +his head in thoroughly to convince himself; but no, the carriage +was empty! "Extraordinary!" said the fellow; "can I have dreamed +it? But still I heard, quite distinctly, how I was told to drive to +the Ship! Lord preserve us! now they are waiting for me!" He leaped +upon the box and drove rapidly back again. + +In the mean time Wilhelm had reached his abode in Vineyard Street; +he opened a window to enjoy the beautiful night, and gazed out upon +the desolate church-yard which is shut in by shops. He had no +inclination for sleep, although everything in the street, even the +watchmen not excepted, appeared to rejoice the gift of God. Wilhelm +thought upon the merry evening party, upon his adventure with the +poor hackney-coachman, then took down his violin from the wall and +began to play certain variations. + +The last remaining guests from the honorable carousal, merrier than +when Wilhelm left them, now came wandering up the street. One of +them jodeled sweetly, and no watchman showed himself as a +disturbing principle. They heard Wilhelm violin and recognized the +musician. + +"Play us a Française, thou up there!" cried they. + +"But the watchman?" whispered one of the less courageous. + +"Zounds, there he sits!" cried a third, and pointed toward a +sleeping object which leaned its head upon a large wooden chest +before a closed booth. + +"He is happy!" said the first speaker. "If we had only the strong +Icelander here, he would soon hang him up by his bandelier upon one +of the iron hooks. He has done that before now; he has the strength +of a bear. He seized such a lazy fellow as this right daintily by +his girdle on one of the hooks at the weighing-booth. There hung +the watchman and whistled to the others; the first who hastened to +the spot was immediately hung up beside him, and away ran the +Icelander whilst the two blew a duet." + +"Here, take hold!" cried one of the merry brothers, quickly opening +the chest, the lid of which was fastened by a peg. "Let us put the +watchman into the chest; he sleeps indeed like a horse!" In a +moment, the four had seized the sleeper, who certainly awoke during +the operation, but he already lay in the chest. The lid flew down, +and two or three of the friends sprang upon it whilst the peg was +stuck in again. The watchman immediately seized his whistle and +drew the most heart-rending tones from it. Quickly the tormenting +spirits withdrew themselves; yet not so far but that they could +still hear the whistle and observe what would take place. + +The watchmen now came up. + +"The deuce! where art thou?" cried they, and then discovered the +place. + +"Ah, God help me!" cried the prisoner. "Let me out, let me out! I +must call!" + +"Thou hast drunk more than thy thirst required, comrade!" said the +others. "If thou hast fallen into the chest, remain lying there, +thou swine!" And laughing they left him. + +"O, the rascals!" sighed he, and worked in vain at opening the lid. +Through all his powerful exertions the box fell over. The young men +now stepped forth, and, as though they were highly astonished at +the whole history which he related to them, they let themselves be +prevailed upon to open the box, but only upon condition that he +should keep street free from the interference of the other +watchmen whilst they danced a Française to Wilhelm's violin. + +The poor man was delivered from his captivity, and must obligingly +play the sentinel whilst they arranged them for the dance. Wilhelm +was called upon to play, and the dance commenced; a partner, +however, was wanting. Just then a quiet citizen passed by. The +gentleman who had no partner approached the citizen with comic +respect, and besought him to take part in the amusement. + +"I never dance!" said the man, laughing, and wished to pursue his +way. + +"Yes," replied the cavalier, "yet you must still do me this +pleasure, or else I shall have no dance." Saying this he took hold +of him by the waist and the dance commenced, whether the good man +would or no. + +"The watchman should receive a present from every one!" said they, +when the Française was at an end. "He is an excellent man who thus +keeps order in the street, so that one can enjoy a little dance." + +"These are honest people's children!" said the watchman to himself, +whilst he with much pleasure thrust the money into his leathern +purse. + +All was again quiet in the street; the violin was also silent. + + + +CHAPTER III + +"Who looks into the shadowy realm of my heart?" + A. V. CHAMISSO. + +In the former chapter we heard mention made of a young student, +Otto Thostrup, a clever fellow, with nine prae caeteris, as his +comrades said, but also of a proud spirit, of which he must be +broken. Not at the disputations, which have been already mentioned, +will we make his acquaintance, although there we must be filled +with respect for the good Latin scholar; not in large companies, +where his handsome exterior and his speaking, melancholy glance +must make him interesting; as little in the pit of the Opera +although his few yet striking observations there would show him to +be a very intellectual young man; but we will seek him out for the +first time at the house of his friend, the young Baron Wilhelm. It +is the beginning of November: we find them both with their pipes in +their mouths; upon the table lie Tibullus and Anacreon, which they +are reading together for the approaching philologicum. + +In the room stands a piano-forte, with a number of music-books; +upon the walls hang the portraits of Weyse and Beethoven, for our +young Baron is musical, nay a composer himself. + +"See, here we have again this lovely, clinging mist!" said Wilhelm. +"Out of doors one can fairly taste it; at home it would be a real +plague to me, here it only Londonizes the city." + +"I like it!" said Otto. "To me it is like an old acquaintance from +Vestervovov. It is as though the mist brought me greetings from the +sea and sand-hills." + +"I should like to see the North Sea, but the devil might live +there! What town lies nearest to your grandfather's estate?" + +"Lernvig," answered Otto. "If any one wish to see the North Sea +properly, they ought to go up as far as Thisted and Hjörring. I +have travelled there, have visited the family in Börglum-Kloster; +and, besides this, have made other small journeys. Never shall I +forget one evening; yes, it was a storm of which people in the +interior of the country can form no conception. I rode--I was then +a mere boy, and a very wild lad--with one of our men. When the +storm commenced we found ourselves among the sand-hills. Ah! +that you should have seen! The sand forms along the strand high +banks, which serve as dikes against the sea; these are overgrown +with sea-grass, but, if the storm bursts a single hole, the whole +is carried away. This spectacle we chanced to witness. It is a true +Arabian sand-storm, and the North Sea bellowed so that it might be +heard at the distance of many miles. The salt foam flew together +with the sand into our faces." + +"That must have been splendid!" exclaimed Wilhelm, and his eyes +sparkled. "Jutland is certainly the most romantic part of Denmark. +Since I read Steen-Blicher's novels I have felt a real interest for +that country. It seems to me that it must greatly resemble the +Lowlands of Scotland. And gypsies are also found there, are they +not?" + +"Vagabonds, we call them," said Otto, with an involuntary motion of +the mouth. "They correspond to the name!" + +"The fishermen, also, on the coast are not much better! Do they +still from the pulpit pray for wrecks? Do they still slay +shipwrecked mariners?" + +"I have heard our preacher, who is an old man, relate how, in the +first years after he had obtained his office and dignity, he was +obliged to pray in the church that, if ships stranded, they might +strand in his district; but this I have never heard myself. But +with regard to what is related of murdering, why, the fishermen-- +sea-geese, as they are called--are by no means a tender-hearted +people; but it is not as bad as that in our days. A peasant died in +the neighborhood, of whom it was certainly related that in bad +weather he had bound a lantern under his horse's belly and let it +wander up and down the beach, so that the strange mariner who was +sailing in those seas might imagine it some cruising ship, and thus +fancy himself still a considerable way from land. By this means +many a ship is said to have been destroyed. But observe, these are +stories out of the district of Thisted, and of an elder age, before +my power of observation had developed itself; this was that golden +age when in tumble-down fishers' huts, after one of these good +shipwrecks, valuable shawls, but little damaged by the sea, might +be found employed as bed-hangings. Boots and shoes were smeared +with the finest pomatum. If such things now reach their hands, they +know better how to turn them into money. The Strand-commissioners +are now on the watch; now it is said to be a real age of copper." + +"Have you seen a vessel stranded?" inquired Wilhelm, with +increasing interest. + +"Our estate lies only half a mile from the sea. Every year about +this time, when the mist spreads itself out as it does to-day and +the storms begin to rage, then was it most animated. In my wild +spirits, when I was a boy, and especially in the midst of our +monotonous life, I truly yearned after it. Once, upon a journey to +Börglum-Kloster, I experienced a storm. In the early morning; it +was quite calm, but gray, and we witnessed a kind of Fata Morgana. +A ship, which had not yet risen above the horizon, showed itself in +the distance, but the rigging was turned upside down; the masts +were below, the hull above. This is called the ship of death, and +when it is seen people are sure of bad weather and shipwreck. +Later, about midday, it began to blow, and in an hour's time we had +a regular tempest. The sea growled quite charmingly; we travelled +on between sand-hills--they resemble hills and dales in winter +time, but here it is not snow which melts away; here never grows +a single green blade; a black stake stands up here and there, and +these are rudders from wrecks, the histories of which are unknown. +In the afternoon arose a storm such as I had experienced when +riding with the man between the sand-hills. We could not proceed +farther, and were obliged on this account to seek shelter in one of +the huts which the fishermen hail erected among the white sand-hills. +There we remained, and I saw the stranding of a vessel: I shall never +forget it! An American ship lay not a musket-shot from land. They cut +the mast; six or seven men clung fast to it in the waters. O, how +they rocked backward and forward in the dashing spray! The mast took +a direction toward the shore; at length only three men were left +clinging to the mast; it was dashed upon land, but the returning +waves again bore it away; it had crushed the arms and legs of the +clinging wretches--ground them like worms! I dreamed of this for +many nights. The waves flung the hull of the vessel up high on the +shore, and drove it into the sand, where it was afterward found. +Later, as we retraced our steps, were the stem and sternpost gone: +you saw two strong wooden walls, between which the road took its +course. You even still travel through the wreck!" + +"Up in your country every poetical mind must become a Byron," said +Wilhelm. "On my parents' estate we have only idyls; the whole of +Funen is a garden. We mutually visit each other upon our different +estates, where we lead most merry lives, dance with the peasant-girls +at the brewing-feast, hunt in the woods, and fish in the lakes. The +only melancholy object which presents itself with us is a funeral, +and the only romantic characters we possess are a little hump-backed +musician, a wise woman, and an honest schoolmaster, who still firmly +believes, as Jeronimus did, that the earth is flat, and that, were it +to turn round, we should fall, the devil knows where!" + +"I love nature in Jutland!" exclaimed Otto. "The open sea, the +brown heath, and the bushy moorland. You should see the wild moor +in Vendsyssel--that is an extent! Almost always wet mists float +over its unapproachable interior, which is known to no one. It is +not yet fifty years since it served as an abode for wolves. Often +it bursts into flames, for it is impregnated with sulphuric gas,-- +one can see the fire for miles." + +"My sister Sophie ought to hear all this!" said Wilhelm. "You would +make your fortune with her! The dear girl! she has the best head at +home, but she loves effect. Hoffman and Victor Hugo are her +favorites. Byron rests every night under her pillow. If you related +such things of the west coast of Jutland, and of heaths and moors, +you might persuade her to make a journey thither. One really would +not believe that we possessed in our own country such romantic +situations!" + +"Is she your only sister?" inquired Otto. + +"No," returned Wilhelm, "I have two--the other is named Louise; she +is of quite an opposite character: I do not know of which one ought +to think most. Have you no brothers or sisters?" he asked of Otto. + +"No!" returned the latter, with his former involuntary, half-melancholy +expression. "I am an only child. In my house it is solitary and silent. +My grandfather alone is left alive. He is an active, strong man, but +very grave. He instructed me in mathematics, which he thoroughly +understands. The preacher taught me Latin, Greek, and history: two +persons, however, occupied themselves with my religious education-- +the preacher and my old Rosalie. She is a good soul. How often have +I teased her, been petulant, and almost angry with her! She thought +so much of me, she was both mother and sister to me, and instructed +me in religion as well as the preacher, although she is a Catholic. +Since my father's childhood she has been a sort of governante in the +house. You should have seen her melancholy smile when she heard my +geography lesson, and we read of her dear Switzerland, where she was +born, and of the south of France, where she had travelled as a child. +The west coast of Jutland may also appear very barren in comparison +with these countries!" + +"She might have made you a Catholic! But surely nothing of this +still clings to you?" + +"Rosalie was a prudent old creature; Luther himself need not have +been ashamed of her doctrine. Whatever is holy to the heart of man, +remains also holy in every religion!" + +"But then, to erect altars to the Madonna!" exclaimed Wilhelm; "to +pray to a being; whom the Bible does not make a saint!--that is +rather too much. And their tricks with burning of incense and +ringing of bells! Yes, indeed, it would give me no little pleasure +to cut off the heads of the Pope and of the whole clerical body! To +purchase indulgence!--Those must, indeed, be curious people who can +place thorough faith in such things! I will never once take off my +hat before the Madonna!" + +"But that will I do, and in my heart bow myself before her!" +answered Otto, gravely. + +"Did I not think so? she has made you a Catholic!" + +"No such thing! I am as good a Protestant as you yourself: but +wherefore should we not respect the mother of Christ? With regard +to the ceremonials of Catholicism, indulgence, and all these +additions of the priesthood, I agree with you in wishing to strike +off the heads of all who, in such a manner, degrade God and the +human understanding. But in many respects we are unjust: we so +easily forget the first and greatest commandment, 'Love thy +neighbor as thyself!' We are not tolerant. Among our festivals we +have still one for the Three Kings--it is yet celebrated by the +common people; but what have these three kings done? They knelt +before the manger in which Christ lay, and on this account we honor +them. On the contrary, the mother of God has no festival-day; nay, +the multitude even smile at her name! If you will only quietly +listen to my simple argument, we shall soon agree. You will take +off your hat and bow before the Madonna. Only two things are to be +considered--either Christ was entirely human, or He was, as the +Bible teaches us, a divine being. I will now admit the latter. He +is God Himself, who in some inexplicable manner, is born to us of +the Virgin Mary. She must therefore be the purest, the most perfect +feminine being, since God found her worthy to bring into the world +the Son, the only one; through this she becomes as holy as any +human being can, and low we must bow ourselves before the pure, the +exalted one. Take it for granted that Christ was human, like +ourselves, otherwise He cannot, according to my belief, call upon +us to imitate Him; neither would it be great, as God, to meet a +corporeal death, from which He could remove each pain. Were He only +a man, born of Mary, we must doubly admire Him; we must bow in the +dust before His mighty spirit, His enlightening and consoling +doctrine. But can we then forget how much the mother has must have +influenced the child, how sublime and profound the soul must have +been which spoke to His heart? We must reverence and honor her! +Everywhere in the Scriptures where she appears we see an example of +care and love; with her whole soul she adheres to her Son. Think +how uneasy she became, and sought for Him in the temple--think of +her gentle reproaches! The words of the Son always sounded harsh in +my ears. 'Those are the powerful expressions of the East!' said my +old preacher. The Saviour was severe, severe as He must be! Already +there seemed to me severity in His words! She was completely the +mother; she was it then, even as when she wept at Golgotha. +Honor and reverence she deserves from us!" + +"These she also receives!" returned Wilhelm; and striking him upon +the shoulder he added, with a smile, "you are, according to the +Roman Catholic manner, near exalting the mother above the Son! Old +Rosalie has made a proselyte; after all, you are half a Catholic!" + +"That am I not!" answered Otto, "and that will I not be!" + + "See! the thunder-cloud advances!" +resounded below in the court: the sweet Neapolitan song reached the +ears of the friends. They stepped into the adjoining room and +opened the window. Three poor boys stood below in the wind and +rain, and commenced the song. The tallest was, perhaps, fourteen or +fifteen years old, his deep, rough voice seemed to have attained +its strength and depth more through rain and bad weather than +through age. The dirty wet clothes hung in rags about his body; the +shoes upon the wet feet, and the hat held together with white +threads, were articles of luxury. The other two boys had neither +hat nor shoes, but their clothes were whole and clean. The youngest +appeared six or seven years old; his silvery white hair formed a +contrast with his brown face, his dark eyes and long brown +eyelashes. His voice sounded like the voice of a little girl, as +fine and soft, beside the voices of the others, as the breeze of an +autumnal evening beside that of rude November weather. + +"That is a handsome boy!" exclaimed the two friends at the same +time. + +"And a lovely melody!" added Otto. + +"Yes, but they sing falsely!" answered Wilhelm: "one sings half a +tone too low, the other half a tone too high!" + +"Now, thank God that I cannot hear that!" said Otto. "It sounds +sweetly, and the little one might become a singer. Poor child!" +added he gravely: "bare feet, wet to the very skin; and then the +elder one will certainly lead him to brandy drinking! Within a +month, perhaps, the voice will be gone! Then is the nightingale +dead!" He quickly threw down some skillings, wrapped in paper. + +"Come up!" cried Wilhelm, and beckoned. The eldest of the boys flew +up like an arrow; Wilhelm, however, said it was the youngest who +was meant. The others remained standing before the door; the +youngest stepped in. + +"Whose son art thou?" asked Wilhelm. The boy was silent, and cast +down his eyes in an embarrassed manner. "Now, don't be bashful! +Thou art of a good family--that one can see from thy appearance! +Art not thou thy mother's son? I will give thee stockings and--the +deuce! here is a pair of boots which are too small for me; if thou +dost not get drowned in them they shall be thy property: but now +thou must sing." And he seated himself at the piano-forte and +struck the keys. "Now, where art thou?" he cried, rather +displeased. The little one gazed upon the ground. + +"How! dost thou weep; or is it the rain which hangs in thy black +eyelashes?" said Otto, and raised his head: "we only wish to do +thee a kindness. There--thou hast another skilling from me." + +The little one still remained somewhat laconic. All that they +learned was that he was named Jonas, and that his grandmother +thought so much of him. + +"Here thou hast the stockings!" said Wilhelm; "and see here! a coat +with a velvet collar, a much-to-be-prized keepsake! The boots! Thou +canst certainly stick both legs into one boot! See! that is as good +as having two pairs to change about with! Let us see!" + +The boy's eyes sparkled with joy; the boots he drew on, the +stockings went into his pocket, and the bundle he took under his +arm. + +"But thou must sing us a little song!" said Wilhelm, and the little +one commenced the old song out of the "Woman-hater," "Cupid never +can be trusted!" + +The lively expression in the dark eyes, the boy himself in his wet, +wretched clothes and big boots, with the bundle under his arm; nay, +the whole had something so characteristic in it, that had it been +painted, and had the painter called the picture "Cupid on his +Wanderings," every one would have found the little god strikingly +excellent, although he were not blind. + +"Something might be made of the boy and of his voice!" said +Wilhelm, when little Jonas, in a joyous mood, had left the house +with the other lads. + +"The poor child!" sighed Otto. "I have fairly lost my good spirits +through all this. It seizes upon me so strangely when I see misery +and genius mated. Once there came to our estate in Jutland a man +who played the Pandean-pipes, and at the same time beat the drum +and cymbals: near him stood a little girl, and struck the triangle. +I was forced to weep over this spectacle; without understanding how +it was, I felt the misery of the poor child. I was myself yet a +mere boy." + +"He looked so comic in the big boots that I became quite merry, and +not grave," said Wilhelm. "Nevertheless what a pity it is that such +gentle blood, which at the first glance one perceives he is, that +such a pretty child should become a rude fellow, and his beautiful +voice change into a howl, like that with which the other tall Laban +saluted us. Who knows whether little Jonas might not become the +first singer on the Danish stage? Yes, if he received education of +mind and voice, who knows? I could really have, pleasure in +attempting it, and help every one on in the world, before I myself +am rightly in the way!" + +"If he is born to a beggar's estate," said Otto, "let him as beggar +live and die, and learn nothing higher. That is better, that is +more to be desired!" + +Wilhelm seated himself at the piano-forte, and played some of his +own compositions. "That is difficult," said he; "every one cannot +play that." + +"The simpler the sweeter!" replied Otto. + +"You must not speak about music!" returned the friend "upon that +you know not how to pass judgment. Light Italian operas are not +difficult to write." + +In the evening the friends separated. Whilst Otto took his hat, +there was a low knock at the door. Wilhelm opened it. Without stood +a poor old woman, with pale sharp features; by the hand she led a +little boy--it was Jonas: thus then it was a visit from him and his +grandmother. + +The other boys had sold the boots and shoes which had been given +him. They ought to have a share, they maintained. This atrocious +injustice had induced the old grandmother to go immediately with +little Jonas to the two good gentlemen, and relate how little the +poor lad had received of flint which they had assigned to him +alone. + +Wilhelm spoke of the boy's sweet voice, and thought that by might +make his fortune at the theatre; but then he ought not now to be +left running about with bare feet in the wind and rain. + +"But by this means he brings a skilling home," said the old woman. +"That's what his father and mother look to, and the skilling they +can always employ. Nevertheless she had herself already thought of +bringing him out at the theatre,--but that was to have been in +dancing, for they got shoes and stockings to dance in, and with +these they might also run home; and that would be an advantage." + +"I will teach the boy music!" said Wilhelm; "he can come to me +sometimes." + +"And then he will, perhaps, get a little cast-off clothing, good +sir," said the grandmother; "a shirt, or a waistcoat, just as it +happens?" + +"Become a tailor, or shoemaker," said Otto, gravely, and laid his +hand upon the boy's head. + +"He shall be a genius!" said Wilhelm. + + + +CHAPTER IV + + "Christmas-tide, +When in the wood the snow shines bright." + OEHLENSCHLÄGER'S Helge + +We again let several weeks pass by; it was Christmas Eve, which +brings us the beautiful Christmas festival. We find the two friends +taking a walk. + +Describe to an inhabitant of the south a country where the earth +appears covered with the purest Carrara marble, where the tree +twigs resemble white branches of coral sprinkled with diamonds, and +above a sky as blue as that belonging to the south, and he will say +that is a fairy land. Couldst thou suddenly remove him from his +dark cypresses and olive-trees to the north, where the fresh snow +lies upon the earth, where the white hoar-frost has powdered the +trees over, and the sun shines down from the blue heaven, then +would he recognize the description and call the north a fairy land. + +This was the splendor which the friends admired. The large trees +upon the fortification-walls appeared crystallized when seen +against the blue sky. The Sound was not yet frozen over; vessels, +illuminated by the red evening sun, glided past with spread sails. +The Swedish coast seemed to have approached nearer; one might see +individual houses in Landskrona. It was lovely, and on this account +there were many promenaders upon the walls and the Langelinie. + +"Sweden seems so near that one might swim over to it!" said +Wilhelm. + +"The distance would be too far," answered Otto; "but I should love +to plunge among the deep blue waters yonder." + +"How refreshing it is," said Wilhelm, "when the water plays about +one's cheeks! Whilst I was at home, I always swam in the Great +Belt. Yes, you are certainly half a fish when you come into the +water." + +"I!" repeated Otto, and was silent; but immediately added, with a +kind of embarrassment which was at other times quite foreign to +him, and from which one might infer how unpleasant confessing any +imperfection was to him, "I do not swim." + +"That must be learned in summer!" said Wilhelm. + +"There is so much to learn," answered Otto; "swimming will +certainly be the last thing." He now suddenly turned toward the +fortress, and stood still. "Only see how melancholy and quiet!" +said he, and led the conversation again to the surrounding scenery. +"The sentinel before the prison paces so quietly up and down, the +sun shines upon his bayonet! How this reminds me of a sweet little +poem of Heine's; it is just as though he described this fortress +and this soldier, but in the warmth of summer: one sees the picture +livingly before one, as here; the weapon glances in the sun, and +the part ends so touchingly,--'Ich wollt', er schösse mich todt!' +It is here so romantically beautiful! on the right the animated +promenade, and the view over the Sund; on the left, the desolate +square, where the military criminals are shot, and close upon it +the prison with its beam-fence. The sun scarcely shines through +those windows. Yet, without doubt, the prisoner can see us walking +here upon the wall." + +"And envy our golden freedom!" said Wilhelm. + +"Perhaps he derides it," answered Otto. "He is confined to his +chamber and the small courts behind the beam-lattice; we are +confined to the coast; we cannot fly forth with the ships into the +mighty, glorious world. We are also fastened with a chain, only +ours is somewhat longer than that of the prisoner. But we will not +think of this; let us go down to where the beautiful ladies are +walking." + +"To see and to be seen," cried Wilhelm. "'Spectatum veniunt; +veniunt spectentur ut ipsae,' as Ovid says." + +The friends quitted the wall. + +"There comes my scholar, little Jonas!" cried Wilhelm. "The boy was +better dressed than at his last appearance; quickly he pulled his +little cap off and stood still: a young girl in a wretched garb +held him by the hand. + +"Good day, my clever lad!" said Wilhelm, and his glance rested on +the girl: she was of a singularly elegant form; had she only +carried herself better she would have been a perfect beauty. It was +Psyche herself who stood beside Cupid. She smiled in a friendly +manner; the little lad had certainly told her who the gentlemen +were; but she became crimson, and cast down her eyes when Wilhelm +looked back after her: he beckoned to Jonas, who immediately came +to him. The girl was his sister, he said, and was called Eva. +Wilhelm nodded to her, and the friends went on. + +"That was a beautiful girl!" said Wilhelm, and looked back once +more. "A rosebud that one could kiss until it became a full blown +rose!" + +"During the experiment the rosebud might easily be broken!" +answered Otto; "at least such is the case with the real flower. But +do not look back again, that is a sin!" + +"Sin?" repeated Wilhelm; "no, then it is a very innocent sin! +Believe me, it flatters the little creature that we should admire +her beauty. I can well imagine how enchanting a loving look from a +rich young gentleman may be for a weak, feminine mind. The sweet +words which one can say are as poison which enters the blood. I +have still a clear conscience. Not ONE innocent soul have I +poisoned!" + +"And yet you are rich and young enough to do so," returned Otto, +not without bitterness. "Our friends precede us with a good +example: here come some of our own age; they are acquainted with +the roses!" + +"Good evening, thou good fellow!" was the greeting Wilhelm received +from three or four of the young men. + +"Are you on Thou-terms with all these?" inquired Otto. + +"Yes," answered Wilhelm; "we became so at a carouse. There all +drank the Thou-brotherhood. I could not draw myself back. At other +times I do not willingly give my 'thou' to any but my nearest +friends. _Thou_ has something to my mind affectionate and holy. +Many people fling it to the first person with whom they drink a +glass. At the carouse I could not say no." + +"And wherefore not?" returned Otto; "that would never have troubled +me." + +The friends now wandered on, arm-in-arm. Later in the evening we +again meet with them together, and that at the house of a noble +family, whose name and rank are to be found in the "Danish Court +Calendar;" on which account it would be wanting in delicacy to +mention the same, even in a story the events of which lie so near +our hearts. + +Large companies are most wearisome. In these there are two kinds of +rank. Either you are riveted to a card-table, or placed against the +wall where you must stand with your hat in your hand, or, later in +the evening, with it at your feet, nay, even must stand during +supper. But this house was one of the most intellectual. Thou who +dost recognize the house wilt also recognize that it is not to be +reckoned with those,-- + "Where each day's gossiping stale fish + Is served up daily for thy dish." + +This evening we do not become acquainted with the family, but only +with their beautiful Christmas festival. + +The company was assembled in a large apartment; the shaded lamp +burned dimly, but this was with the intention of increasing the +effect when the drawing-room doors should open and the children +joyfully press in together. + +Wilhelm now stepped to the piano-forte; a few chords produced +stillness and attention. To the sounds of low music there stepped +forth from the side-doors three maidens arrayed in white; each wore +a long veil depending from the back of her head,--one blue, the +other red, and the third white. Each carried in her arms an urn, +and thus they represented fortune-tellers from the East. They +brought good or ill luck, which each related in a little verse. +People were to draw a number, and according to this would he +receive his gift from the Christmas-tree. One of the maidens +brought blanks--but which of them? now it was proved whether you +were a child of fortune. All, even the children, drew their +uncertain numbers: exception was only made with the family +physician and a few elderly ladies of the family; these had a +particular number stuck into their hands--their presents had been +settled beforehand. + +"Who brings me good luck?" inquired Otto, as the three pretty young +girls approached him. The one with a white veil was Wilhelm's +eldest sister, Miss Sophie, who was this winter paying a visit to +the family. She resembled her brother. The white drapery about her +head increased the expression of her countenance. She rested her +gaze firmly upon Otto, and, perhaps, because he was the friend of +her brother, she raised her finger. Did she wish to warn or to +challenge him? Otto regarded it as a challenge, thrust his hand +into the urn, and drew out number 33. All were now provided. The +girls disappeared, and the folding-doors of the drawing-room were +opened. + +A dazzling light streamed toward the guests. A splendid fir-tree, +covered with burning tapers, and hung over with tinsel-gold, gilt +eggs and apples, almonds and grapes, dazzled the eye. On either +side of the tree were grottoes of fir-trees and moss, hung with red +and blue paper lamps. In each grotto was an altar; upon one stood +John of Bologna's floating Mercury; upon the other, a reduced cast +in plaster of Thorwaldsen's Shepherd-boy. The steps were covered +with presents, to which were attached the different numbers. + +"Superbe! lovely!" resounded from all sides; and the happy children +shouted for joy. People arranged themselves in a half-circle, one +row behind the other. One of the cousins of the family now stepped +forth, a young poet, who, if we mistake not, has since then +appeared among the Anonymouses in "The New Year's Gift of Danish +Poets." He was appareled this evening as one of the Magi, and +recited a little poem which declared that, as each one had himself +drawn out of the urn of Fate, no one could be angry, let him have +procured for himself honor or derision--Fate, and not Merit, being +here the ruler. Two little boys, with huge butterfly wings and in +flowing garments, bore the presents to the guests. A number, which +had been purposely given to one of the elder ladies, was now called +out, and the boys brought forward a large, heavy, brown earthen +jug. To the same hung a direction the length of two sheets of +paper, upon which was written, "A remedy against frost." The jug +was opened, and a very nice boa taken out and presented to the +lady. + +"What number have you?" inquired Otto of Wilhelm's sister, who, +freed from her long veil, now entered the room and took her place +near him. + +"Number 34," she answered. "I was to keep the number which remained +over when the others had drawn." + +"We are, then, neighbors in the chain of Fate," returned Otto; "I +have number 33." + +"Then one of us will receive something very bad!" said Sophie. +"For, as much as I know, only every other number is good." At this +moment their numbers were called out. The accompanying poem +declared that only a poetical, noble mind deserved this gift. It +consisted of an illuminated French print, the subject a simple but +touching idea. You saw a frozen lake, nothing but one expanse of +ice as far as the horizon. The ice was broken, and near to the +opening lay a hat with a red lining, and beside it sat a dog with +grave eyes, still and expectant. Around the broken opening in the +ice were seen traces of the dog having scratched into the hard +crust of ice. "Il attend toujours" was the simple motto. + +"That is glorious!" exclaimed Otto. "An affecting thought! His +master has sunk in the depth, and the faithful log yet awaits him. +Had that picture only fallen to my lot!" + +"It is lovely!" said Sophie, and a melancholy glance made the young +girl still more beautiful. + +Soon after Wilhelm's turn came. + + "Open the packet, thou shalt see + The very fairest gaze on thee!" +ran the verse. He opened the packet, and found within a small +mirror. "Yes, that was intended for a lady," said he; "in that case +it would have spoken the truth! in my hands it makes a fool of me. + +"For me nothing certainly remains but my number!" said Otto to his +neighbor, as all the gifts appeared to be distributed. + +"The last is number 33," said the cousin, and drew forth a roll of +paper, which had been hidden among the moss. It was unrolled. It +was an old pedigree of an extinct race. Quite at the bottom lay the +knight with shield and armor, and out of his breast grew the many-branched +tree with its shields and names. Probably it had been bought, with other +rubbish, at some auction, and now at Christmas, when every hole and +corner was rummaged for whatever could be converted into fun or +earnest, it had been brought out for the Christmas tree. The cousin +read the following verse:-- + "Art thou not noble?--then it in far better; + This tree unto thy father is not debtor; + Thyself alone is thy ancestral crown. + From thee shall spring forth branches of renown, + And if thou come where blood gives honor's place, + This tree shall prove thee first of all thy race! + From this hour forth thy soul high rank hath won her, + Not will forget thy knighthood and thy honor." + +"I congratulate you," said Wilhelm, laughing. "Now you will have to +pay the nobility-tax!" + +Several of the ladies who stood near him, smiling, also offered a +kind of congratulation. Sophie alone remained silent, and examined +the present of another lady--a pretty pincushion in the form of a +gay butterfly. + +The first row now rose to examine more nearly how beautifully the +Christmas tree was adorned. Sophie drew one of the ladies away with +her. + +"Let us look at the beautiful statues," said she; "the Shepherd-boy +and the Mercury." + +"That is not proper," whispered the lady; "but look there at the +splendid large raisins on the tree!" + +Sophie stepped before Thorwaldsen's Shepherd-boy. The lady +whispered to a friend, "It looks so odd that she should examine the +figures!" + +"Ah!" replied the other, "she is a lover of the fine arts, as you +well know. Only think! at the last exhibition she went with her +brother into the great hall where all the plaster-casts stand, and +looked at them!--the Hercules, as well as the other indecent +figures! they were excellent, she said. That is being so natural; +otherwise she is a nice girl." + +"It is a pity she is a little awry." + +Sophie approached them; both ladies made room for her, and invited +her most lovingly to sit clown beside them. "Thou sweet girl!" they +flatteringly exclaimed. + + + +CHAPTER V + +"Hark to trumpets and beaten gongs, +Squeaking fiddles, shouts and songs. + Hurra! hurra! + The Doctor is here; +And here the hills where fun belongs." + J. L. HEIBERG. + +We will not follow the principal characters of our story step for +step, but merely present the prominent moments of their lives to +our readers, be these great or small; we seize on them, if they in +any way contribute to make the whole picture more worthy of +contemplation. + +The winter was over, the birds of passage had long since returned; +the woods and fields shone in the freshest green, and, what to the +friends was equally interesting, they had happily passed through +their examen philologicum. Wilhelm, who, immediately after its +termination, had accompanied his sister home, was again returned, +sang with little Jonas, reflected upon the philosophicum, and also +how he would thoroughly enjoy the summer,--the summer which in the +north is so beautiful, but so short. It was St. John's Day. +Families had removed from Copenhagen to their pretty country-seats +on the coast, where people on horseback and in carriages rushed +past, and where the highway was crowded with foot-passengers. The +whole road presented a picture of life upon the Paris Boulevard. +The sun was burning, the dust flew up high into the air; on which +account many persons preferred the pleasanter excursion with the +steamboat along the coast, from whence could be seen the traffic on +the high-road without enduring the annoyance of dust and heat. +Boats skimmed past; brisk sailors, by the help of vigorous strokes +of the oar, strove to compete with the steam-packet, the dark smoke +from which, like some demon, partly rested upon the vessel, partly +floated away in the air. + +Various young students, among whom were also Wilhelm and Otto, +landed at Charlottenlund, the most frequented place of resort near +Copenhagen. Otto was here for the first time; for the first time he +should see the park. + +A summer's afternoon in Linken's Bad, near Dresden, bears a certain +resemblance to Charlottenlund, only that the Danish wood is larger; +that instead of the Elbe we have the Sound, which is here three +miles broad, and where often more than a hundred vessels, bearing +flags of all the European nations, glide past. A band of musicians +played airs out of "Preciosa;" the white tents glanced like snow or +swans through the green beech-trees. Here and there was a fire-place +raised of turf, over which people boiled and cooked, so that the +smoke rose up among the trees. Outside the wood, waiting in long +rows, were the peasants' vehicles, called "coffee-mills," completely +answering ho the couricolo of the Neapolitan and the coucou of the +Parisian, equally cheap, and overladen in the same manner with +passengers, therefore forming highly picturesque groups. This scene +has been humorously treated in a picture by Marstrand. Between fields +and meadows, the road leads pleasantly toward the park; the friends +pursued the foot-path. + +"Shall I brush the gentlemen?" cried five or six boys, at the same +time pressing upon the friends as they approached the entrance to +the park. Without waiting for an answer, the boys commenced at once +brushing the dust from their clothes and boots. + +"These are Kirsten Piil's pages," said Wilhelm, laughing; "they +take care that people show themselves tolerably smart. But now we +are brushed enough!" A six-skilling-piece rejoiced these little +Savoyards. + +The Champs Elysées of the Parisians on a great festival day, when +the theatres are opened, the swings are flying, trumpets and drums +overpowering the softer music, and when the whole mass of people, +like one body, moves itself between the booths and tents, present a +companion piece to the spectacle which the so-called Park-hill +affords. It is Naples' "Largo dei Castello," with its dancing apes, +shrieking Bajazzoes, the whole deafening jubilee which has been +transported to a northern wood. Here also, in the wooden booths, +large, tawdry pictures show what delicious plays you may enjoy +within. The beautiful female horse-rider stands upon the wooden +balcony and cracks with her whip, whilst Harlequin blows the +trumpet. Fastened to a perch, large, gay parrots nod over the heads +of the multitude. Here stands a miner in his black costume, and +exhibits the interior of a mine. He turns his box, and during the +music dolls ascend and descend. Another shows the splendid fortress +of Frederiksteen: "The whole cavalry and infantry who have endured +an unspeakable deal; here a man without a weapon, there a weapon +without a man; here a fellow without a bayonet, here a bayonet +without a fellow; and yet they are merry and contented, for they +have conquered the victory." [Note: Literal translation of the +real words of a showman.] Dutch wafer-cake booths, where the +handsome Dutch women, in their national costume, wait on the +customers, entice old and young. Here a telescope, there a rare +Danish ox, and so forth. High up, between the fresh tree boughs, +the swings fly. Are those two lovers floating up there? A current +of air seizes the girl's dress and shawl, the young man flings his +arm round her waist; it is for safety: there is then less danger. +At the foot of the hill there is cooking and roasting going on; it +seems a complete gypsy-camp. Under the tree sits the old Jew--this +is precisely his fiftieth jubilee; through a whole half-century has +he sung here his comical Doctor's song. Now that we are reading +this he is dead; that characteristic countenance is dust, those +speaking eyes are closed, his song forgotten tones. Oehlenschläger, +in his "St. John's Eve," has preserved his portrait for us, and it +will continue to live, as Master Jakel (Punch), our Danish Thespis, +will continue to live. The play and the puppets were transferred from +father to son, and every quarter of an hour in the day the piece is +repeated. Free nature is the place for the spectators, and after every +representation the director himself goes round with the plate. + +This was the first spectacle which exhibited itself to the friends. +Not far off stood a juggler in peasant's clothes, somewhat advanced +in years, with a common ugly countenance. His short sleeves were +rolled up, and exhibited a pair of hairy, muscular arms. The crowd, +withdrawing from Master Jakel when the plate commenced its +wanderings, pushed Otto and Wilhelm forward toward the low fence +before the juggler's table. + +"Step nearer, my gracious gentlemen, my noble masters!" said the +juggler, with an accentuation which betrayed his German birth. He +opened the fence; both friends were fairly pushed in and took their +places upon the bench, where they, at all events, found themselves +out of the crowd. + +"Will the noble gentleman hold this goblet?" said the juggler, and +handed Otto one from his apparatus. Otto glanced at the man: he was +occupied with his art; but Otto's cheek and forehead were colored +with a sudden crimson, which was immediately afterward supplanted +by a deathly paleness: his hand trembled, but this lasted only a +moment; he gathered all his strength of mind together and appeared +the same as before. + +"That was a very good trick!" said Wilhelm. + +"Yes, certainly!" answered Otto; but he had seen nothing +whatsoever. His soul was strangely affected. The man exhibited +several other tricks, and then approached with the plate. Otto laid +down a mark, and then rose to depart. The juggler remarked the +piece of money: a smile played about his mouth; he glanced at Otto, +and a strange malicious expression lay in the spiteful look which +accompanied his loudly spoken thanks: "Mr. Otto Thostrup is always +so gracious and good!" + +"Does he know you?" asked Wilhelm. + +"He has the honor!" grinned the juggler, and proceeded. + +"He has exhibited his tricks in the Jutland villages, and upon my +father's estate," whispered Otto. + +"Therefore an acquaintance of your childhood?" said Wilhelm. + +"Of my childhood," repeated Otto, and they made themselves a way +through the tumult. + +They met with several young noblemen, relatives of Wilhelm, with +the cousin who had written the verses for the Christmas tree; also +several friends from the carouse, and the company increased. They +intended, like many others, to pass the night in the wood, and at +midnight drink out of Kirsten Piil's well. "Only with the +increasing darkness will it become thoroughly merry here," thought +they: but Otto had appointed to be in the city again toward +evening. "Nothing will come out of that!" said the poet; "if you +wish to escape, we shall bind you fast to one of us." + +"Then I carry him away with me on my back," replied Otto; "and +still run toward the city. What shall I do here at night in the +wood?" + +"Be merry!" answered Wilhelm. "Come, give us no follies, or I shall +grow restive." + +Hand-organs, drums, and trumpets, roared against each other; +Bajazzo growled; a couple of hoarse girls sang and twanged upon the +guitar: it was comic or affecting, just as one was disposed. The +evening approached, and now the crowd became greater, the joy more +noisy. + +"But where is Otto?" inquired Wilhelm. Otto had vanished in the +crowd. Search after him would help nothing, chance must bring them +together again. Had he designedly withdrawn himself? no one knew +wherefore, no one could dream what had passed within his soul. It +became evening. The highway and the foot-path before the park +resembled two moving gay ribbons. + +In the park itself the crowd perceptibly diminished. It was now the +high-road which was become the Park-hill. The carriages dashed by +each other as at a race; the people shouted and sung, if not as +melodiously as the barcarole of the fisher men below Lido, still +with the thorough carnival joy of the south. The steamboat moved +along the coasts. From the gardens surrounding the pretty country-houses +arose rockets into the blue sky, the Moccoli of the north above the +Carnival of the Park. + +Wilhelm remained with his young friends in the wood, and there they +intended, with the stroke of twelve, to drink out of Kirsten's +well. Men and women, girls and boys of the lower class, and jovial +young men, meet, after this manner, to enjoy St. John's Eve. Still +sounded the music, the swings were in motion, lamps hung out, +whilst the new moon shone through the thick tree boughs. Toward +midnight the noise died away; only a blind peasant still scratched +upon the three strings which were left on his violin; some servant-girls +wandered, arm-in-arm, with their sweethearts, and sang. At twelve +o'clock all assembled about the well, and drank the clear, ice-cold +water. From no great distance resounded, through the still night, +a chorus of four manly voices. It was as if the wood gods sang in +praise of the nymph of the well. + +Upon the hill all was now deserted and quiet. Bajazzo and il +Padrone slept behind the thin linen partition, under a coverlid. +The moon set, but the night was clear; no clear, frosty winter +night has a snore beautiful starry heaven to exhibit. Wilhelm's +party was merry, quickly flew the hours away; singing in chorus, +the party wandered through the wood, and down toward the strand. +The day already dawned; a red streak along the horizon announced +its approach. + +Nature sang to them the mythos of the creation of the world, even +as she had sung it to Moses, who wrote down this voice from God, +interpreted by Nature. Light banished the darkness, heaven and +earth were parted; at first birds showed themselves in the clear +air; later rose the beasts of the field; and, last of all, appeared +man. + +"The morning is fairly sultry," said Wilhelm; "the sea resembles a +mirror: shall we not bathe?" + +The proposal was accepted. + +"There we have the Naiades already!" said one of the party, as a +swarm of fishermen's wives and daughters, with naked feet, their +green petticoats tucked up, and baskets upon their backs, in which +they carried fish to Copenhagen, came along the road. The gay young +fellows cast toward the prettiest glances as warm and glowing as +that cast by the sun himself, who, at this moment, came forth and +shone over the Sound, where a splendid three-masted vessel had +spread all her sails to catch each breeze. The company reached the +strand. + +"There is some one already swimming out yonder," said Wilhelm. "He +stands it bravely. That is an excellent swimmer!" + +"Here lie his clothes," remarked another. + +"How!" exclaimed Wilhelm: "this is Otto Thostrup's coat! But Otto +cannot swim; I have never been able to persuade him to bathe. Now, +we will out and make a nearer acquaintance." + +"Yes, certainly it is he," said another; "he is now showing his +skill." + +"Then he must have been all night in the wood," exclaimed Wilhelm. +"Yes, indeed, he's a fine bird. Does he fly us? He shall pay for + this. Good morning, Otto Thostrup," criedhe; "have you lain all +night in the water, or in any other improper place? To quit friends +without saying a word does not appertain to the customs of +civilized people. Since you, therefore, show yourself such a man of +nature, we will carry away your garments; it cannot annoy you in +puris naturalibus to seek us out in the wood." + +Otto raised his head, but was silent. + +"Now, will you not come forth?" cried Wilhelm. "Only kneeling +before each of us can you receive the separate articles of your +dress, so that you may again appear as a civilized European." And +saying this he divided the clothes among the others; each one held +an article in his hand. + +"Leave such jokes!" cried Otto with singular earnestness. "Lay down +the clothes, and retire!" + +"Aye, that we will, presently," returned Wilhelm. "You are a fine +fellow! You cannot swim, you say. Now, if you should not kneel"-- + +"Retire!" cried Otto, "or I will swim out into the stream, and not +return again!" + +"That might be original enough," answered Wilhelm. "Swim forth, or +come and kneel here!" + +"Wilhelm!" cried Otto, with an affecting sigh, and in a moment swam +forth with quick strokes. + +"There he shoots away," said one of the party. "How he cuts the +waves! He is a splendid swimmer!" + +Smiling they gazed over the expanse; Otto swam even farther out. + +"But where will he swim to?" exclaimed, somewhat gravely, one of +the spectators. "He will certainly lose his strength before he +returns the same distance." + +They unmoored the boat. Otto swam far out at sea; with quick +strokes of the oars they rowed after him. + +"Where is he now?" cried Wilhelm shortly afterwards; "I see him no +longer." + +"Yes, there he comes up again," said another; "but his strength is +leaving him." + +"On! on!" cried Wilhelm; "he will be drowned if we do not come to +his help. Only see--he sinks!" + +Otto had lost all power; his head disappeared beneath the water. +The friends had nearly reached him; Wilhelm and several of the best +swimmers flung from themselves boots and coats, sprang into the +sea, and dived under the water. A short and noiseless moment +passed. One of the swimmers appeared above water. "He is dead!" +were the first words heard. Wilhelm and the three others now +appeared with Otto; the boat was near oversetting as they brought +him into it. Deathly pale lay he there, a beautifully formed marble +statue, the picture of a young gladiator fallen in the arena. + +The friends busied themselves about him, rubbing his breast and +hands, whilst two others rowel toward the land. + +"He breathes!" said Wilhelm. + +Otto opened his eyes; his lips moved; his gaze became firmer; a +deep crimson spread itself over his breast and countenance; he +raised himself and Wilhelm supported him. Suddenly a deep sigh +burst from his breast; he thrust Wilhelm from him, and, like a +madman, seized an article of dress to cover himself with; then, +with a convulsive trembling of the lips, he said to Wilhelm, who +held his hand, "I HATE YOU!" + + + +CHAPTER VI + +--"Art thou Prometheus, pierced with wounds? +The Vulture thou that tugs at his heart?" + J. CHR. V. ZEDLITZ'S Todtenkränze. + +Not half an hour after this adventure a carriage rolled toward the +city--a large carriage, containing three seats, but, beside the +coachman, there was only one person within. This was Otto; his lips +were pale; death, it is true, had touched them. Alone he dashed +forward; his last words to Wilhelm had been his only ones. + +"He has lost his wits," said one of the friends. + +"It is a fit of madness," answered another, "such as he was seized +with at the examination, when he only sent in a scrap of white +paper for the mathematical examination, because he felt himself +offended by the inspector." + +"I could quite vex myself about my stupid joke," said Wilhelm. "I +ought to have known him better; he is of a strange, unhappy +character. Give me your hands! We will mention to no one what has +occurred; it would only give occasion to a deal of gossip, and +wound him deeply, and he is an excellent, glorious fellow." + +They gave their hands upon it, and drove toward the city. + +The same day, toward evening, we again seek Otto. We find him in +his chamber. Silent, with crossed arms, he stands before a print, a +copy of Horace Vernet's representation of Mazeppa, who, naked and +bound upon a wild horse, rushes through the forest. Wolves thrust +forth their heads and exhibit their sharp teeth. + +"My own life!" sighed Otto. "I also am bound to this careering wild +horse. And no friend, not a single one! Wilhelm, I could kill thee! +I could see you all lying in your blood! O, Almighty God!" He +pressed his hands before his face and threw himself into a seat; +his eyes, however, again directed themselves toward the picture; it +exhibited a moment similar to the condition of his own mind. + +The door now opened, and Wilhelm stood before him. + +"How do you find yourself, Thostrup?" he inquired. "We are still +friends as before?" and he wished to give his hand. Otto drew back +his. "I have done nothing which could so much offend you," said +Wilhelm; "the whole was merely a joke! Give me your hand, and we +will speak no more of the affair!" + +"To the man whom I hate, I never reach my hand," replied Otto and +his lips were white like his cheeks. + +"A second time to-day you speak these words to me," said Wilhelm, +and the blood rushed to his face. "We were friends, wherefore +cannot we be so still? Have people slandered me to you? Have they +told lies about me? Only tell me faithfully, and I shall be able to +defend myself." + +"You must fight with me!" said Otto; and his glance became more +gloomy. Wilhelm was silent; there reigned a momentary stillness. +Otto suppressed a deep sigh. At length Wilhelm broke silence, and +said, with a grave and agitated voice,--"I am so thoughtless, I +joke so often, and regard everything from the ridiculous side. But +for all that I have both heart and feeling. You must have known how +much dearer you were to me than most other people. You are so +still, although you offend me. At this moment your blood is in a +fever; not now, but after a few days, you yourself will best see +which of us is the offended party. You demand that I fight with +you; I will if your honor requires this satisfaction: but you must +lay before me an acceptable reason. I will know wherefore we risk +our lives. Let some days pass by; weigh all with your understanding +and your heart! It will still depend upon yourself whether we +remain friends as before. Farewell!" And Wilhelm went. + +Each of his words had penetrated to Otto's heart. A moment he stood +silent and undecided, then his limbs trembled involuntarily, tears +streamed from his eyes--it was a convulsive fit of weeping; he +pressed his head back. "God, how unfortunate I am!" were his only +words. + +So passed some minutes; he had ceased to weep, and was calm; +suddenly he sprang up, shot the bolt in the door, drew down the +blinds, lighted his candle, and once more looked searchingly +around: the key-hole was also stopped up. He then flung his coat +away from him and uncovered the upper part of his body. + + + +CHAPTER VII + +"The towers pass by, even before we perceive them." + OEHLENSCHLÄER'S Journey to Fünen. + +Early the following morning, whilst Wilhelm still slept and dreamed +of his beloved sisters, well-known footsteps sounded on the stairs, +the door opened, and Otto stepped into the sleeping-room. Wilhelm +opened his eyes. Otto was pale; a sleepless night and sorrow of +heart had breathed upon his brow and eyes. + +"Thostrup!" cried Wilhelm, with joyous surprise, and stretched +forth his hand toward him, but it again sank; Otto seized it, and +pressed it firmly in his own, adding at the same time, with +gravity,--"You have humbled me! Is that sufficient satisfaction for +you?" + +"We are then friends!" said Wilhelm. "Friends must be very +indulgent toward each other. Yesterday you were a little strange, +to-morrow I may be so; that is the way in which one retaliates." + +Otto pressed his hand. "We will never speak again of the occurrence +of yesterday!" + +"Never!" repeated Wilhelm, affected by the strange gravity of his +friend. + +"You are a noble, a good creature!" said Otto, and bent over him; +his lips touched Wilhelm's forehead. + +Wilhelm seized his hand, and gazed frankly into his eye. "You are +not happy!" exclaimed he. "If I cannot assist you, I can, at least, +dear Otto, honestly share the grief of a friend!" + +"Even on that very point we may never speak!" replied Otto. +"Farewell! I have determined on travelling home; we have only +vacation for a few weeks, and I have not been in Jutland since I +became a student. Even a month's sojourn there cannot throw me +back; I am well prepared for the philosophicum." + +"And when will you set out?" asked Wilhelm. + +"To-morrow, with the steamboat. It is hot and sultry here in the +city: my blood becomes heated: it will, also, soon be a year since +I saw my family." + +"Thostrup!" exclaimed Wilhelm, through whom a thought suddenly +flashed, "I should also like to see my family; they have written to +me to come. Listen: make your journey through Funen, and only +remain three or four days with us. My mother's carriage shall +convey you then to Middelfart. Say 'Yes,' and we will set out this +evening." + +"That cannot be done!" replied Otto; but half an hour later, as +both sat together over the tea-table, and Wilhelm repeated his +wish, Otto consented, but certainly more through a feeling of +obligation than through any pleasure of his own. Toward evening, +therefore, they set out in the beautiful summer night to travel +through Zealand. + +Smartly dressed families wandered pleasantly through the city gate +toward the summer theatre and Fredericksberg. The evening sun shone +upon the column of Liberty; the beautiful obelisk, around which +stand Wiedewelt's statues, one of which still weeps, + "In white marble clothing, + Hand upon the breast, + Ever grief-oppressed, + Looking down upon the gloomy sea," +where were closed the eyes of the artist. Was it the remembrance +which here clouded Otto's glance, as his eye rested upon the +statues as they drove past, or did his own soul, perhaps, mirror +itself in his eyes? + +"Here it is gay and animated!" said Wilhelm, wishing to commence a +conversation. "Vesterbro is certainly your most brilliant suburb. +It forms a city by itself,--a little state! There upon the hill +lies the King's Castle, and there on the left, between the willows, +the poet's dwelling, where old Rahbek lived with his Kamma!" + +"Castle and poet's dwelling!" repeated Otto; "the time will be when +they will inspire equal interest!" + +"That old place will soon be pulled down!" said Wilhelm; "in such +a beautiful situation, so near the city, a splendid villa will be +raised, and nothing more remind one of Philemon and Baucis!" + +"The old trees in the park will be spared!" said Otto; "in the +garden the flowers will scent the air, and remind one of Kamma's +flowers. Rahbek was no great poet, but he possessed a true poet's +soul, labored faithfully in the great vineyard, and loved flowers +as Kamma loved them." + +The friends hail left Fredericksberg behind them. The white walls +of the castle glanced through the green boughs; behind Söndermark, +the large, wealthy village stretched itself out. The sun had set +before they reached the Dam-house, where the wild swans, coming +from the ocean, build in the fresh water fake. This is the last +point of beauty; nothing but lonely fields, with here and there a +cairn, extend to the horizon. + +The clear summer's night attracted their gaze upward; the postilion +blew his horn, and the carriage rolled toward the town of +Roeskilde, the St. Denis of Denmark, where kings turn to dust; +where Hroar's spring still flows, and its waters mingle with those +of Issefjords. + +They drove to a public-house to change horses. A young girl +conducted the friends into the public room; she lighted the way for +them. Her slender figure and her floating gait drew Wilhelm's +attention toward her; his hand touched her shoulder, she sprang +aside and fixed her beautiful grave eyes upon him; but their +expression became milder, she smiled and colored at the same time. + +"You are the sister of little Jonas!" cried Wilhelm, recognizing +the young girl he had seen with him at Christmas. + +"I must also thank you," said she, "for your kindness toward the +poor boy!" She quickly placed the lights on the table, and left the +room with a gentle glance. + +"She is beautiful, very beautiful!" exclaimed Wilhelm. "That was +really quite a pleasant meeting." + +"Is it then you, Herr Baron, who honor me thus?" cried the host, +stepping in--an elderly man with a jovial countenance. "Yes, the +Baron will doubtless visit his dear relations in hunch? It is now +some little time since you were there." + +"This is our host!" said Wilhelm to Otto. "He and his wife were +born upon my parent's estate." + +"Yes," said the host, "in my youth I have shot many a snipe and +wild duck with the Herr Baron's father. But Eva should spread the +table; the gentlemen will certainly take supper, and a glass of +good punch the Herr Baron will certainly not despise, if he is like +his blessed father." + +The young girl spread the cloth in an adjoining room. + +"She is pretty!" Wilhelm whispered to the old man. + +"And just as pious and innocent as she is pretty!" returned he; +"and that is saying much, as she is a poor girl, and from +Copenhagen. She is of good service to us, and my wife says Eva +shall not leave us until she is well married." + +Wilhelm invited the host to join them at a glass. The old man +became more animated, and now confided to him, half mysteriously, +what made Eva so honorable in the eyes of his wife, and what was, +indeed, really very nice of her. "My old woman," said he, "was in +Copenhagen, in search of a waiting-girl. Yes, there are enough to +be had, and they are fine girls; but mother has her own thoughts +and opinions: she has good eyes--that she has! Now, there came +many, and among others Eva; but, good Lord! she was very poorly +clad, and she looked feeble and weak, and what service could one +get out of her! But she had a good countenance, and the poor girl +wept and besought mother to take her, for she was not comfortable +at home, and would not remain at Copenhagen. Now, mother knows how +to make use of her words: it is unfortunate that she is not at home +to-night; how pleased she would have been to see the Herr Baron! +Yes, what I would say is, she so twisted her words about, that Eva +confessed to her why she wished to leave home. You see the girl is +petty; and the young gallant gentlemen of Copenhagen had remarked +her smooth face,--and not alone the young, but the old ones also! +So an old gentleman--I could easily name him, but that has nothing +to do with the affair--a very distinguished man in the city, who +has, besides, a wife and children, had said all sorts of things to +her parents; and, as eight hundred dollars is a deal of money to +poor people, one can excuse them: but Eva wept, and said she would +rather spring into the castle-ditch. They represented all sorts of +things to the poor girl; she heard of the service out here with us. +She wept, kissed my old woman's hand, and thus came to us; and +since then we have had a deal of service from Eva, and joy also!" + +Some minutes after Eva stepped in, Otto's eye rested with a +melancholy expression upon the beautiful form: never had he before +so gazed upon a woman. Her countenance was extraordinarily fine, +her nose and forehead nobly formed, the eyebrows dark, and in the +dark-blue eyes lay something pensive, yet happy: one might employ +the Homeric expression, "smiling through tears," to describe this +look. She announced that the carriage was ready. + +A keen observer would soon have remarked what a change the host's +relation had worked in the two friends. Wilhelm was no longer so +free toward poor Eva. Otto, on the contrary, approached her more,-- +and at their leave-taking they offered her a greater present than +they would otherwise have given. + +She stood with Otto at the door, and assisted him on with his +travelling cloak. + +"Preserve your heart pure!" said he, gravely; "that is more than +beauty!" + +The young girl blushed, and gazed at him with astonishment; in such +a manner had no one of his age ever before spoken to her. + +"The poor girl!" said Otto; "but I think she is come to good +people." + +"She has a strange glance!" said Wilhelm. "Do you know that there +is really a certain affinity between you and her? It was to me +quite striking." + +"That is a compliment which I cannot accept," returned Otto, +smiling. "Yet, perhaps, I might resemble her." + +It was not yet three o'clock when the friends reached Ringsted. + +"I have never before been so far in Zealand," said Otto. + +"Shall I be your guide?" returned Wilhelm. "Ringsted has a street +and an inn, and one is very badly served there, as you will soon +both see and experience yourself. Meanwhile, one can think of +Hagbarth and Signe; not far from here, at Sigersted, he hung his +mantle on the oak, and Signelil's abode stood in flames. Now only +remain fields and meadows, a cairn, and the old popular song. Then +we rush past the friendly Soroe, that mirrors itself with the wood +in the lake, which forms itself into so many bays; but we do not +see much of it. We have here another romantic spot, an old castle +converted into a church, high up on the hill near the lake, and +close to it the dismal place of execution. We then reach Slagelse, +an animated little town; with the Antvorskov convent, the poet +Frankenau's grave, and a Latin school, celebrated on account of its +poets. It was there Baggesen and Ingemann learned their Latin. When +I once questioned the hostess regarding the lions of the town, she +would only acknowledge two,--Bastholm's library, and the English +fire-engine. The curtain in the theatre represents an alley with a +fountain, the jets of which are painted as if spouting out of the +prompter's box; or is this, perhaps, the English fire-engine? I +know not. The scene-decoration for towns represents the market-place +of Slagelse itself, so that the pieces thus acquire a home-feeling. +This is the modern history of the little town; and, with regard to +its older and romantic history, learn that the holy Anders was +preacher here! Yes, indeed, that was a man! He has been also +sung of by our first poets. We end with Korsöer, where Baggesen +was born and Birckner lies buried. In the more modern history +of this town, King Solomon and Jörgen the hatter play a considerable +rôle. Besides this, I know that the town is said once to have +possessed a private theatre; but this soon was done for, and the +decorations were sold; a miller bought them, and patched his +windmill sails with them. Upon one sail was a piece of a wood, +upon another a shred of a room, or a street; and so they rushed +round one after the other. Perhaps this is mere slander, for I have +my information from Slagelse; and neighboring towns never speak +well of each other." + +In this manner Wilhelm gossiped on, and the friends travelled over +the way he had described. Slagelse, and the peasant village of +Landsgrav, they had already behind them, when Wilhelm ordered the +coachman to diverge from the high-road toward the right. + +"Where will you take us to?" asked Otto. + +"I will give you a pleasure!" returned Wilhelm. "We shall reach the +weariful Korsöer early enough: the steamboat leaves at ten, and it +is not yet seven. You shall be surprised--I know well that you are +half a Catholic; I will conduct you where you may believe yourself +carried back several centuries, and may imagine yourself in a +Catholic country. That is right pleasant, is it not?" + +Otto smiled. The friends alighted from the coach and walked over a +corn-field. They found themselves upon a hill, the whole landscape +spread itself out before them--they saw the Belt, with Sprogöe and +Funen. The surrounding country was certainly flat, but the variety +of greens, the near meadow, the dark stretch of wood in the +neighborhood of Korsöer, the bay itself, and all this seen in a +warm morning light, produced effect. The friends diverged to the +right; and before them, upon a hill, stood a large wooden cross, +with the figure of the Crucified One. Above the cross was built a +small roof to carry off the rain,--such as one may yet find in +Bavaria. The figure of the Redeemer was of wood, painted with +strong, tawdry colors; a withered garland of corn-flowers still +hung around his bowed head. + +"It is extraordinary," said Otto, "to find in our time, in the year +1830, such a Catholic symbol in Lutheran Denmark! And yet--yes, you +will laugh at me, but I find it lovely: it affects me, moves me to +worship." + +"That tawdry, tasteless figure!" cried Wilhelm. "Only see how +coarse! the hair is covered with tar to keep off the rain! The +peasants here have their peculiar superstition. If they allow the +cross to fall they have no luck with their lands. It was upon this +hill that the holy Anders, the celebrated preacher of Slagelse, +awoke. He visited the sepulchre of Christ, but through praying +there too long the ship sailed without him, and he was forced to +stay behind. Then came a man and took him upon his horse, and they +would ride to Joppa: the holy Anders fell asleep; but when he awoke +he lay here, and heard the bells ringing in Slagelse. Upon a foal, +only one night old, he rode round the extensive city lands, whilst +King Waldemar lay in his bath. He could hang his glove upon the +beams of the sun. This hill, where he awoke, was called Rest-hill; +and the cross, with the figure of the Redeemer erected upon it, +which still stands here, reminds us of the legend of the holy +Anders." + +A little peasant girl at this moment mounted the hill, but paused +when she perceived the strangers. + +"Don't be afraid, my child!" said Wilhelm. "What hast thou there? a +garland! shall it hang here upon the cross? Only come, we will help +thee." + +"It should hang over our Lord," said the little one, holding, in an +embarrassed manner, the garland of pretty blue cornflowers in her +hand. Otto took the garland, and hung it up in place of the faded +one. + +"That was our morning adventure!" said Wilhelm, and soon they were +rolling in the deep sand toward Korsöer, toward the hill where the +poet watched the sun and moon sink into the sea, and wished that he +had wings that he might catch them. + +Melancholy and silent lies the town on the flat coast, the old +castle turned into a farm-house--high grass grows upon the walls. +In a storm, when the wind blows against the city, the surf beats +against the outermost houses. High upon the church stands a +telegraph; the black wooden plates resemble mourning-flags hung +above the sinking town. Here is nothing for the stranger to see, +nothing except a grave--that of the thinker Birckner. The friends +drove to the public-house on the strand. No human being met them in +the street except a boy, who rung a hand-bell. + +"That calls to church," said Wilhelm. "Because there are no bells +in the tower, they have here such a wandering bell-ringer as this. +Holla! there lies the inn!" + +"Baron Wilhelm!" cried a strong voice, and a man in a green jacket +with pockets in the breast, the mighty riding-boots splashed above +the tops, and with whip in hand, approached them, pulled his horse-hair +cap, and extended his hand to Wilhelm. + +"The Kammerjunker from Funen!" said Wilhelm; "my mother's neighbor, +one of the most industrious and rich noblemen in all Funen." + +"You will come one of the first days to me!" said the Kammerjunker; +"you shall try my Russian steam-bath: I have erected one upon my +estate. All who visit me, ladies and gentlemen without any +exception, must try it!" + +"And do the cherry-trees bear well this year?" asked Wilhelm. + +"No, no," answered the Kammerjunker, "they are good for nothing; +but the apples are good! All the old trees in the hill-garden stand +in full splendor: I've brought them into condition! Two years ago +there was not, on all the trees together, a bushel of fruit. But I +had all the horses which had to be bled led under the trees, and +had the warm blood sprinkled upon the roots; this happened several +times, and it has been a real inoculation for life." + +"The wind is certainly favorable," said Otto, whom this +conversation began to weary. + +"No, just the contrary!" said the Kammerjunker. "The vane upon the +little house yonder lies; it points always to Nyborg, always shows +a good wind for us when we want to leave. In Nyborg is also a vane, +which stands even as firmly as this, and prates to the folk there +of good wind. I regard both vanes as a kind of guide-post, which +merely says, There goes the way! No, if we had had a wind I should +have gone with the boat, and not with the little splashing thing, +as the seamen call the steamboat. The carriage is doubtless +awaiting the young gentleman in Nyborg?" pursued he. "I will join +company with you--my brown horse waits for me at Schalburg. You +should see him! He has sinews like steel springs, and legs like a +dancing-master! He is my own brown." + +"No one knows that we are coming," answered Wilhelm. "We shall, +therefore, take a carriage from Nyborg." + +"We will join company," said the Kammerjunker, "and then you will +pay me a visit with the young gentleman. You shall sleep in the +black chamber! Yes, you will give me the pleasure?" said he to +Otto. "If you are a lover of the antique, my estate will afford you +pleasure; you find there moats, towers, guard-rooms, ghosts, and +hobgoblins, such as belong to an old estate. The black chamber! +after all, it is not quite secure there; is it, Herr Baron?" + +"No, the deuce remain a night with you!" said Wilhelm; "one gets to +bed late, and even then it is not permitted one to close one's +eyes. You, your sister, and the Mamsell,--yes, you are a pretty +clover-leaf! Yes, Thostrup, you cannot believe what pranks are +hatched upon the Kammerjunker's estate! One must be prepared for +it! It is said to be haunted, but if the dead will not take that +trouble the living do. The Kammerjunker is in the plot with his +women-folk. They sewed me lately live cockchafers into my pillow, +and they crawled and scrambled about till I did not know what the +deuce it could be! A live cock they had also placed under my bed, +and just in the morning, when I would go to sleep, the creature +began to crow!" + +"The women-folk had done that," said the Kammerjunker. "Did they +not the very same night fasten a door-bell to the head of my bed? I +never thought of it; fat Laender slept in the same room, and had +fastened along the wall a string to the bell. I awoke with the +ringing. 'What the devil is that bell?' said I, and glanced about +the room, for I could not conceive what it was. 'Bell?' asked +Laender--'there is no bell here!' The ringing also ceased. I +thought I must have dreamed, or that our merry evening must have +left some buzzing in my ears. Again it began to ring. Laender +looked so innocent all the time, I could not comprehend myself; +I thought it must be my imagination. I became quite fainthearted, I +denied my own hearing, and said, 'No, I have only dreamed!' and +commenced reckoning and counting to employ my mind; but that did +no good, and it nearly drove me mad! I sprang out of bed, and then +I found out the trick: but how Laender grinned! he was swollen and +red in the face with his mirth." + +"Do you play such jokes on your estate?" inquired Otto, addressing +himself to Wilhelm. + +"No, not such refined ones!" returned the Kammerjunker; "perhaps a +piece of wood, or a silly mask, is laid in your bed. Miss Sophie +gives us other clever things for amusement--tableaux and the magic-lantern. +I was once of the party. Yes, what was it I represented? Ah, I played, +Heaven help me! King Cyrus: had a paper crown on my head, and Miss +Sophie's cloak about me, the wrong side turned outward, for it is +lined with sable. I looked like Satan!" + +The steamboat passengers were summoned on board, the company went +down to the vessel, and soon it was cutting through the waves of +the Belt. + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +"See now, Fünen signifieth _fine_, + And much in that word lies; +For Fünen is the garden fine, + Where Denmark glads its eyes." + +The nakedness which the last aspect of Zealand presents occasions +one to be doubly struck by the affluent abundance and luxuriance +with which Funen steps forth. Green woods, rich corn-fields, and, +wherever the eye rests, noblemen's seats and churches. Nyborg +itself appears a lively capital in comparison with the still +melancholy Korsöer. One now perceives people upon the great bridge +of boats, on the ramparts, and in the broad streets with their high +houses; one sees soldiers, hears music, and, what is especially +animating upon a journey, one comes to an excellent inn. The drive +out through the arched gateway is an astonishment; it is the same +length and breadth as one of the gates of Copenhagen. Villages and +peasants' houses here assume a more well-to-do aspect than in +Zealand, where one often on the way-side imagines one sees a +manure-heap heaped upon four poles, which upon nearer examination +one finds is the abode of a family. On the highroads in Funen one +perceives only clean houses; the window-frames are painted; before +the doors are little flower-gardens, and wherever flowers are +grown, as Bulwer strikingly remarks, the peasant is in a higher +state of civilization; he thinks of the beautiful. In the ditches +along the highway one sees lilac with their white and lilac +flowers. Nature herself has here adorned the country with a +multitude of wild poppies, which for splendor of color might vie +with the most admired and beautiful in a botanic garden. Especially +in the neighborhood of Nyborg do they grow in exceeding abundance. + +"What a dazzling color!" exclaimed Otto, as the friends rolled past +these beautiful red flowers. + +"That is a proud color!" said the Kammerjunker, who rode near them +upon his brown steed, "a proud color! but they are manured with the +blood of Andalusian horses. It was just here where the battle +between these beasts took place. You know that sit the year 1808 +the Spaniards lay in Funen; the English ships were cruising about +in the Belt, and Romana fled with his whole army on board, but they +could net take their horses with them. These were the most splendid +Andalusian creatures that eyes ever saw. The Spaniards took off +their bridles, and left them here to scamper about the fields like +wild horses. The horses of Nyborg chanced also to graze here, and +as soon as the Andalusian steeds became aware of ours they arranged +themselves in a row, and fell upon the Danish horses: that was a +combat! At length they fell upon each other, and fought until they +fell bleeding to earth. Whilst still a boy I saw little skull of +one of these beasts. This is the last adventure left us from the +visit of the Spaniards to Denmark. In the village through which we +shall now pass are some outer remembrances. Remark the young lads +and lasses,--they are of a darker complexion than the inhabitants +of other Funen valleys; that is Spanish blood, it is said. It was +in this village that the story took its rise of the preacher's +servant-girl, who wept and was so inconsolable at the departure of +the Spaniards. But not on account of her bridegroom did she weep,-- +not over her own condition. The preacher consoled her, and then she +said she only wept to think that if the innocent child resembled +its father it certainly would speak Spanish, and then not a soul +would understand it! Yes, such histories as this have we in Funen!" +said he laughingly to Otto. + +With similar relations, and some agricultural observations, +according as they were called forth by surrounding objects, did our +excellent landed proprietor amuse our young gentlemen. They were +already distant several miles from Nyborg, when he suddenly broke +off in the midst of a very interesting discourse upon a +characteristic of a true inhabitant of Funen, which is, that +whenever he passes a field of buckwheat he moves his mouth as if +chewing, and made Wilhelm observe a Viennese carriage, which +approached them by a neighboring road. To judge from the coachman +and the horses, it must be the family from the hall. + +This was the case--they returned from paying a visit. Where the +roads crossed they met each other. Otto immediately recognized Miss +Sophie, and near to her sat an elderly lady, with a gentle, good-humored +countenance; this was the mother. Now there was surprise and joy. +Sophie blushed--this blush could not have reference to the brother; +was it then the Kammerjunker? No: that appeared impossible! therefore, +it must concern Otto. The mother extended her hand to him with a +welcome, whilst at the same time she invited the Kammerjunker to +spend the afternoon with them. There lay, in the manner with which +she proposed this, so much attention and consideration, that Otto +felt the man was here held in greater esteem, and was otherwise +regarded than he, during their short acquaintance, had imagined possible. + +Sophie added, smiling, "You must stay!" To which the Kammerjunker +replied with an apology for his travelling-dress. + +"We are not strangers!" said the mother; "it is only a family meal! +You see the usual circle. You, Mr. Thostrup," added she, with a +most obliging manner, "I know so well from Wilhelm's letters, that +we are no strangers. The gentlemen are acquainted with each other!" + +"I accept the invitation," said the Kammerjunker, "and I will now +show you into what a gallop I can put my steed! It is Carl Rise, +[Translator's Note: Name of one of the heroes in Waldemar the +Conqueror, a romance by Ingemann.] as you see, young lady--you +called him so yourself!" + +"Yes, ride forward," said Sophie, smiling. "By that means you will +oblige my sister. She might otherwise be quite frightened, did she +see such a mighty caravan approach the house, did she had not +properly prepared the dinner-table." + +"As my gracious young lady commands!" said the rider, and sprang +forward. + +The country became more woody; the road passed various small lakes, +almost overgrown with water-lilies and shaded by old trees; the +old-fashioned, indented gable-ends of the hall now peeped forth. +They drove through an avenue of wild chestnut-trees; the stone +pavement here threatened to smash the carriage axles. On the right +lay the forge, through the open door of which flew the sparks. A +little girl, with bare feet, opened a gate, and they now found +themselves in a large open space before the red-painted out-buildings. +The ground was covered with straw, and all the cows of the farm were +collected here for milking. Here they were obliged to drive, step +by step, until by the gateway they reached the larger courtyard, +which was inclosed by the barns and the principal building itself. +This was surrounded by broad ditches, almost grown over with reeds. +Over a solid bridge, resting upon pillars of masonry, and through +a principal wing which bore the armorial bearings and initials of +the old possessor, they arrived in the innermost court, which was +shut in by three wings, the antique one already mentioned, and two +others: the fourth side was inclosed by a low trellis-work which +adjoined the garden, where the canals lost themselves in a small lake. + +"That is an interesting old court!" exclaimed Otto. + +"O, that is not to be compared with the Kammerjunker's!" returned +Wilhelm: "you should first see his!" + +"Yes, you must come over some of these days," said the +Kammerjunker. "Silence, Fingal! Silence, Valdine!" cried he to the +barking dogs. A couple of turkey-cocks spread their feathers out, +and gobbled with all their might. Men and women servants stood at +the door: that was their reception! + +"Thostrup will have the red room, will he not?" said Wilhelm, and +the friends ascended the stairs together. + +A pale young girl, not free from freckles, but with eyes full of +soul, hastened toward them; this was Wilhelm's youngest sister. She +pressed her brother to her breast, and took Otto's hand with +kindness. She is not beautiful! was the first impression she made +upon him. His chamber was vaulted, and the walls painted in the +style of Gobelin tapestry; they represented the whole of Olympus. +On the left was an old fire-place, with decorations and a gilt +inscription; on the right stood an antiquated canopy-bed, with red +damask hangings. The view was confined to the moat and the interior +court. But a few minutes and Otto and Wilhelm were summoned to +table. A long gallery through two wings of the hall, on one side +windows, on the other entrances to the rooms, led to the dining-room. +The whole long passage was a picture-gallery. Portraits the size +of life, representing noble knights and ladies shining forth in +red powdered periwigs, children adorned like their elders, with +tulips in their hands, and great hounds by their sides, together +with some historical pieces, decorated the walls. + +"Have we no garland on the table?" asked Sophie, as she entered the +dining-room with the others. + +"Only a weak attempt to imitate my sister!" said Louise, smiling. + +"But there is not a single flower in the garland! What economy! And +yet it is sweet!" + +"How tasteful!" exclaimed Otto, examining the garland which Louise +had laid. + +All kinds of green leaves, with their innumerable shades, a few +yellow linden-leaves, and some from the copper-beech, formed, +through their varied forms and colors, a tasteful garland upon the +white table-cloth. + +"You receive a thistle and a withered leaf!" whispered Wilhelm, as +Otto seated himself. + +"But yet the most beautiful!" answered he. "The copper beech +contrasts so sweetly with the whitish-green thistle and the yellow +leaf." + +"My sister Sophie," said Louise, "lays us each day a different +garland;--it is such a pretty decoration! If she is not here we get +none; that would have been the case to-day, but when I learned that +Wilhelm was coming, and that we," she added, with a friendly +glance, "should have two other guests, I in great haste, made an +attempt, and"-- + +"And wished to show how nicely it could be made without robbing +your flowers!" interrupted Sophie, laughing. "In reality, I am very +cruel! I cut all the heads of her favorites off. To-morrow, as a +parody upon her garland of to-day, will I make one of green cabbage +and pea-shells!" + +"Madeira or port wine?" asked the Kammerjunker, and led the +conversation from flowers to articles of food and drink. + +"One feels one's self comfortable here at the hall! Miss Louise +cares for the body, and Miss Sophie for the soul!" + +"And mamma bestows a good cup of coffee," said the mother; "you +must also praise me a little!" + +"I give music after dinner!" cried Wilhelm; "and thus the whole +family will have shown their activity!" + +"But no voluntaries!" said the Kammerjunker; "no voluntaries, dear +friend! No, a brisk song, so that one can hear what it is! but none +of your artificial things!" A right proper blow on the shoulders +was intended to soften his expression. + + + +CHAPTER IX + +"She sees if the cloth is clean and white +--If the bed has pillows and sheets; +If the candle fits in the candlestick. ... + +"Modest she is, although you know + She makes the whole of the place; +And in she slips in the evening glow, + To light the room with her merry face "--OEHLENSCHLÄGER + +A quiet, busy house-fairy was Louise; the beautiful, fragrant +flowers were her favorites. Good-humoredly she smiled at the +raillery of her sister, quietly listened to each thoughtless jest; +but if any one, in joke, touched upon what was holy to her soul, +she was aroused from her calmness and attained a certain eloquence. + +We will now become more nearly acquainted with the sisters, and on +this account pass over to one of the following days. + +An abode together of a week, at a country-seat, will often bring +about a greater intimacy than if, throughout a whole winter, people +had met in large companies in cities. Otto soon felt himself at +home; he was treated as a near relative. Wilhelm related all he +knew of the beautiful Eva, and Sophie discovered that she was a +romantic character. Mamma pitied the poor child, and Louise wished +she had her on the estate: an inn was, after all, no proper place +for a respectable girl. They then spoke of the winter enjoyments in +Copenhagen, of art, and the theatre. Louise could not speak much +with them upon these subjects, although she had seen one play, +"Dyveke:" the amiable nature of the actress had spoken deeply to +her heart. + +Several days had passed; the sky was gray; the young people +assembled round the table; they were at no loss for a subject of +conversation. All those who have brothers or sons who study well, +have remarked how much they are especially fascinated by the +lectures on natural philosophy and astronomy; the world, as it +were, expands itself before the intellectual eye. We know that the +friends, during the past summer, had participated in these +lectures, and, like the greater number, were full of these +subjects, from the contemplation of a drop of water, with its +innumerable animalculae, to the distance and magnitude of stars and +planets. + +To most of us these are well-known doctrines; to the ladies, also, +this was nothing entirely new: nevertheless, it interested them; +perhaps partly owing to Otto's beautiful eloquence. The gray, rainy +weather led the conversation to the physical explanation of the +origin of our globe, as the friends, from Orsted's lectures, +conceived it to have been. + +"The Northern and Grecian myths agree also with it!" sail Otto. "We +must imagine, that in infinite space there floated an eternal, +unending mist, in which lay a power of attraction. The mist +condensed itself now to one drop--our globe was one enormous egg-shaped +drop; light and warmth operated upon this huge world egg, and hatched, +not alone ONE creature, but millions. These must die and give way +to new ones, but their corpses fell as dust to the centre: this +grew; the water itself condensed, and soon arose a point above +the expanse of ocean. The warmth of the sun developed moss and +plants; fresh islands presented themselves; for centuries did a +more powerful development and improvement show themselves, until +the perfection was attained which we now perceive!" + +"But the Bible does not teach us thus!" said Louise. + +"Moses invented his account of the creation," answered Otto; "we +keep to Nature, who has greater revelations than man." + +"But the Bible is to you a holy book?" asked Louise, and colored. + +"A venerable book!" returned Otto. "It contains the profoundest +doctrines, the most interesting histories, but also much which +belongs not at all to a holy book." + +"How can you say such things?" exclaimed Louise. + +"Do not touch upon religion in her presence," said Sophie; "she +is a pious soul, and believes, without desiring to know wherefore." + +"Yes," said Wilhelm, "this winter she became quite angry, and, as I +believe, for the first time angry with me, because I maintained +that Christ was a man." + +"Wilhelm!" interrupted the young girl, "do not speak of that; I +feel myself unhappy at this thought; I can and will not see the +Holy brought down to my level, and to that of every-day life. It +lies in my nature that I commit a sin if I think otherwise than I +have learned and than my heart allows me. It is profane, and if you +speak longer of religion in this strain I shall leave the room." + +At this moment the mother entered. "The festival has commenced," +said she; "I have been forced to give my brightest silver skilling. +Does Mr. Thostrup know the old custom which is observed here in the +country, when beer is brewed for the mowing-feast?" + +A piercing cry, as from a horde of savages, at this moment reached +the ears of the party. + +The friends descended. + +In the middle of the brew-house stood a tub, around which danced +all the female servants of the estate, from the dairymaids down to +the girl who tended the swine; their iron-bound wooden shoes dashed +against the uneven flag-stones. The greater number of the dancers +were without their jackets, but with their long chemise-sleeves and +narrow bodices. Some screamed, others laughed, the whole was +blended together in a howl, whilst they danced hand in hand around +the tub in which the beer should be brewed. The brewing-maid now +flung into it the silver skilling, upon which the girls, like wild +Maenades, tore off each other's caps, and with bacchanalian +wildness whirled round the tub. By this means should the beer +become stronger, and work more intoxicatingly at the approaching +mowing-feast. + +Among the girls, one especially distinguished herself by her Strong +frame of body, and her long black hair, which, now that her cap was +torn off, hung in disorder over her red face. The dark eyebrows +were grown together. All seemed to rage most violently within her, +and in truth she assumed something wild, nay almost brutal. Both +arms she raised high in the air, and with outstretched fingers she +whirled around. + +"That is disgusting!" whispered Otto: "they all look like crazy +people." + +Wilhelm laughed at it. The wild merriment was lost in a joyous +burst of laughter. The girl with the grown-together eyebrows let +fall her arms; but still there lay in her glance that wild +expression, which the loose hair and uncovered shoulders made still +more striking. Either one of the others had had the misfortune to +scratch her lip, or else she herself had bitten it in bacchanalian +wildness until it bled: she accidentally glanced toward the open +door where stood the friends. Otto's countenance became clouded, as +was ever the case when anything unpleasant affected him. She seemed +to guess his thoughts, and laughed aloud. Otto stepped aside; it +was as though he in anticipation felt the shadow which this form +would one day cast across his life. + +When he and Wilhelm immediately afterward returned to Sophie and +Louise, he related the unpleasant impression which the girl had +made upon him. + +"O, that is my Meg Merrilies!" exclaimed Sophie. "Yes, spite of her +youth, do you not find that she has something of Sir Walter Scott's +witch about her? When she grows older, she will be excellent. She +has the appearance of being thirty, whereas she is said not to be +more than twenty years old: she is a true giantess." + +"The poor thing!" said Louise; "every one judges from the exterior. +All who are around her hate her, I believe, because her eyebrows +are grown together, and that is said to be a sign that she is a +nightmare: [Note: This superstition of the people is mentioned in +Thieles's Danish traditions: "When a girl at midnight stretches +between four sticks the membrane in which the foal lies when it is +born, and then creeps naked through it, she will bear her child +without pains; but all the boys she conceives will become were-wolves, +and all the girls nightmares. You will know them in the daytime by +their eyebrows grown together over the nose. In the night she creeps +in through the key-hole, and places herself upon the sleeper's bosom. +The same superstition is also found in German Grimm speaks thus +about it: If you say to the nightmare,-- + Old hag, come to-morrow, + And I from you will borrow, +it retreats directly, and comes the next morning in the shape of a +man to borrow something."] they are angry with her, and how could +one expect, from the class to which she belongs, that she should +return scorn with kindness? She is become savage, that she may not +feel their neglect. In a few days, when we have the mowing-feast, +you yourself will see how every girl gets a partner; but poor +Sidsel may adorn herself as much as she likes, she still stands +alone. It is truly hard to be born such a being!" + +"The unfortunate girl!" sighed Otto. + +"O, she does not feel it!" said Wilhelm: "she cannot feel it; for +that she is too rude, too much of an animal." + + + +CHAPTER X + +"Were the pease not tender, and the vegetables fresh and sweet as sugar +What was the matter with the hams, the smoked goose-breasts, and the +herrings? What with the roasted lamb, and the refreshing red-sprinkled +head-lettuce? Was not the vinegar sharp, and the nut-oil balmy? Was not +the butter as sweet as a nut, the red radishes tender? What?" --VOSS'S +Louise. + +"Mr. Thostrup shall see the Kammerjunker's old country-seat; +to-morrow we must go over." + +Louise could not go with them, a hundred small duties chained her +to the house. The most important of them all was ironing. + +"But that the house-maid can do," said Sophie. "Do come with us." + +"When thou seest thy linen nice and neat in thy drawers," returned +Louise, "thou wilt certainly pardon me for remaining at home." + +"Yes, thou art a glorious girl!" said Sophie; "thou dost deserve to +have been known by Jean Paul, and made immortal in one of his +books. Thou dost deserve the good fortune of being sung of by such +a poet." + +"Dost thou call it good fortune," answered the sister, "when the +whole world directs its attention to one person?--that must be +painful! unhappy! No, it is much better not to be remarked at all. +Take my greetings with you, and ask for my Claudius back; they have +had it now a whole half year." + +"There, they have kept half my sister's library," said Sophie, +smiling to Otto. "You must know she has only two books: Mynster's +Sermons, and the 'Wandsbecker Boten.'" + +The carriage rolled away through the chestnut avenue. "There upon +the hill, close by the wood, did I act the elf-maiden," said +Sophie. "I was not yet confirmed; there were strangers staying with +us at the hall, and we wandered in the beautiful moonlight through +the wood. Two of my friends and I hastened toward the hill, took +hold of each other's hands and danced in a ring. The day after, two +persons of the congregation told the preacher about three elfin-maidens, +clad in white, who had danced upon the hill in the moonlight. The +elfin-maidens were we; but that our backs were hollow as baking-troughs, +and that the hill glanced like silver, was their own invention." + +"And in this oak," exclaimed Wilhelm, "when a boy, I killed the +first bird which fell from my shot. It was a crow, and was very +honorably interred." + +"Yes, beneath my sister's weeping-willow," said Sophie. "We buried +it in an old chapeaubras, adorned with white bows; the grave was +decorated with peony-leaves and yellow lilies. Wilhelm, who was +then a big boy, made an oration, and Louise strewed flowers." + +"You were little fools!" said the mother. "But see, who comes +here?" + +"O, my little Dickie, my dwarf of Kenilworth!" exclaimed Sophie, as +a little hump-backed man, with thin legs and an old face, +approached. He was dressed as a peasant, and bore upon his back a +little knapsack of red calfskin, the hairy side turned outward: in +this he carried his violin. + +"Is he called Dickie?" asked Otto. + +"No, that is only a joke of Sophie's," pursued Wilhelm; "she must +always make suitable people romantic. He is called commonly +'Musikanti.' The inhabitant of Funen Italianizes most names; +otherwise he is called Peter Cripple." + +"You will hear his tones," said Sophie. "The day after to-morrow, +when we have the mowing-feast, he will he number one. He +understands music with which you are scarcely acquainted; he will +play you the 'Shoemaker's Dance' as well as 'Cherry-soup:' such +dances as these have people here in the country." + +"We are now beyond my lands, and upon our neighbor's," said the old +lady. "You will see a thorough old mansion." + +"Now, I should like to know how the inhabitants will please Mr. +Thostrup," said Sophie. "The Kammerjunker you know; he is an +excellent country gentleman. His sister, on the contrary, is a +little peculiar: she belongs to that class of people who always, +even wily the best intentions, say unpleasant things. She has for +this quite a rare talent--you will soon experience this; but she +does not intend anything so bad. She can also joke! Thank God that +you will not remain there over night, otherwise you would +experience what she and the Mamsell can invent!" + +"Yes, the Mamsell is my friend!" said Wilhelm. "You will see her +work-box with all the curiosities. That little box plays a great +part: it is always taken out with her when she pays a visit--for +the sake of conversation it is brought out; all is then looked +through, and every article goes the round of the company. Yes, +there are beautiful things to be seen: a little wheelbarrow with a +pincushion, a silver fish, and the little yard-measure of silk +ribbon." + +"Yes, and the amber heart!" said Sophie; "the little Napoleon of +cast iron, and the officer who is pasted fast to the bottom of the +box: that is a good friend in Odense, she lately told to me in +confidence." + +"See what beautiful stone fences the Kammerjunker has made!" said +the mother. "And how beautifully the cherry-trees grow! He is an +industrious man!" + +They approached the garden. It was laid out in the old French +style, with straight walks, pyramids of box, and white painted +stone figures: satyrs and goddesses peeped through the green +foliage. You now caught sight of a high tower with a spire; and +soon the whole of the old mansion presented itself to view. The +water was conveyed away from the broad moats, where the weeping +willows with bowed heads and uncovered roots stood in the warm +sunshine. A number of work-people were busily employed in clearing +the moats of mud, which was wheeled in barrows on both sides. + +They soon reached the principal court-yard. The barns and the +out-buildings lay on the opposite side. A crowd of dogs rushed forth +barking toward the carriage--all possible races, from the large +Danish hound, which is known to the Parisian, down to the steward's +little pug-dog, which had mixed with this company. Here stood the +greyhound, with his long legs, beside the turnspit. You saw all +varieties, and each had its peculiar and melodious bark. A couple +of peacocks, with bright outspread tails, raised at the same time a +cry, which must have made an impression. The whole court-yard had a +striking air of cleanliness. The grass was weeded from between the +stones; all was swept and arranged in its appointed order. Before +the principal flight of steps grew four large lime-trees; their +tops, from youth bent together and then clipped short, formed in +spring and summer two large green triumphal arches. On the right +stood upon an upright beam, which was carved and formed into a +pillar, a prettily painted dove-cot; and its gay inhabitants +fluttered and cooed around. The peacock-pigeon emulated the peacock +in spreading its tail; and the cropper-pigeon elevated itself upon +its long legs, and drew itself up, as though it would welcome the +strangers with the air of a grand gentleman. The reddish-brown +tiles and the bright window-panes were the only things which had a +modern air. The building itself, from the stone window-seats to the +old-fashioned tower through which you entered, proclaimed its +antiquity. In the vaulted entrance-hall stood two immense presses: +the quantity of wood which formed them, and the artistical carving, +testified to their great age. Above the door were fastened a couple +of antlers. + +The Kammerjunker's sister, Miss Jakoba, a young lady of about +thirty, neither stout nor thin, but with a strange mixture of +joviality and indolence, approached them. She appeared to rejoice +very much in the visit. + +"Well, you are come over, then!" said she to Wilhelm. "I thought +you had enough to do with your examination." + +Wilhelm smiled, and assured her that after so much study people +required relaxation. + +"Yes, you doubtless study in handsome boots!" said the young lady, +and in a friendly manner turned toward Sophie. "Good heavens, +miss!" she exclaimed, "how the sun has burnt your nose! That looks +horrible! Don't you ever wear a veil? you, who otherwise look so +well!" + +Otto was a stranger to her. He escaped such unpleasant remarks. +"They should spend the whole day there," insisted Miss Jakoba; but +mamma spoke of being at home by noon. + +"Nothing will come of that!" said Jakoba. "I have expected you; and +we have cooked a dinner, and made preparations, and I will not have +had all this trouble in vain. There are some especial dishes for +you, and of these you shall eat." This was all said in such a +good-humored tone that even a stranger could not have felt himself +offended. The Kammerjunker was in the fields looking after his +flax; he would soon be back. Squire Wilhelm could in the mean time +conduct Mr. Thostrup about the premises: "he would otherwise have +nothing to do," said she. + +No one must remain in the sitting-room; it was so gloomy there! +The walls were still, as in by-gone days, covered with black +leather, upon which were impressed gold flowers. No, they should go +to the hall--that had been modernized since the Baroness was last +there. The old chimney-piece with carved ornaments was removed, and +a pretty porcelain stove had taken its place. The walls were +covered with new paper from Paris. You could there contemplate all +the public buildings of that city,--Notre Dame, Saint Sulpice, and +the Tuileries. Long red curtains, thrown over gilt rods, hung above +the high windows. All this splendor was admired. + +"I prefer the antique sitting-room, after all," said Sophie; "the +old chimney-piece and the leather hangings. One fairly lives again +in the days of chivalry!" + +"Yes, you have always been a little foolish!" said Jakoba, but +softened her words by a smile and a pressure of the hand. "No, the +hall is more lively. Ah!" she suddenly exclaimed; "Tine has placed +her work-box in the window! That is disorder!" + +"O, is that the celebrated work-box, with its many fool's tricks?" +inquired Wilhelm, as he laughingly took it up. + +"There are neither fools nor tricks in the box," said Jakoba. "But +only look in the mirror in the lid, and then you will perhaps see +one of the two." + +"No rude speeches, my young lady!" said Wilhelm; "I am an +academical burgher!" + +The Kammerjunker now entered, attired in the same riding dress in +which we made his acquaintance. He had visited his hay and oats, +had seen after the people who were working at the fences, and had +been also in the plantation. It had been a warm forenoon. + +"Now, Miss Sophie," said he, "do you see how I am clearing out the +court? It costs me above five hundred dollars; and still they are +the peasants of the estate who clear away the mud. But I shall get +a delicate manure-heap, so fit and rich that it's quite a pleasure. +But, Jakoba, where is the coffee?" + +"Only let it come in through the door," said Jakoba, somewhat +angrily. "You certainly ate something before you went from home. +Let me attend to the affairs of the ladies, and do thou attend to +the gentlemen, so that they may not stand and get weary." + +The Kammerjunker conducted the friends up the winding stone stairs +into the old tower. + +"All solid and good!" said he. "We no longer build in this manner. +The loop-holes here, close under the roof, were walled up already +in my father's time. But only notice this timber!" + +The whole loft appeared a gigantic skeleton composed of beams, one +crossing the other. On either side of the loft was a small vaulted +chamber, with a brick fire-place. Probably these chambers had been +used as guard-rooms; a kind of warder's walk led from these, +between the beam-palisade and the broad wall. + +"Yes, here," said the Kammerjunker, "they could have had a good +lookout toward the enemy. Look through my telescope. You have here +the whole country from Vissenberg to Munkebobanke, the Belt, and +the heights of Svendborg. Only see! The air is clear. We see both +Langeland and Zealand. Here one could, in 1807, have well observed +the English fleet." + +The three climbed up the narrow ladder and came past the great +clock, the leaden weights of which, had they fallen, would have +dashed through the stone steps, and soon the gentlemen sat on the +highest point. The Kammerjunker requested the telescope, placed it +and exclaimed:-- + +"Did I not think so? If one has not them always under one's eyes +they begin playing pranks! Yes, I see it very well! There, now, the +fellows who are working at the fences have begun to romp with the +girls! they do nothing! Yes, they don't believe that I am sitting +here in the tower and looking at them!" + +"Then a telescope is, after all, a dangerous weapon!" exclaimed +Wilhelm. "You can look at people when they least expect it. +Fortunately, our seat lies hidden behind the wood: we are, at all +events, safe." + +"Yes, that it is, my friend," returned the other; "the outer sides +of the garden are still bare. Did I not, last autumn, see Miss +Sophie quite distinctly, when she was gathering service-berries in +her little basket? And then, what tricks did she not play? She +certainly did not think that I sat here and watched tier pretty +gambols!" + +They quitted the tower, and passed through the so-called Knight's +Hall, where immense beams, laid one on the other, supported the +roof. At either end of the hall was a huge fireplace, with armorial +bearings painted above: the hall was now used as a granary; they +were obliged to step over a heap of corn before reaching the family +pew in the little chapel, which was no longer used for divine +service. + +"This might become a pretty little room," said the Kammerjunker, +"but we have enough, and therefore we let this, for curiosity's +sake, remain in its old state. The moon is worth its money!" and he +pointed toward the vaulted ceiling, where the moon was represented +as a white disk, in which the painter, with much naïveté, had +introduced a man bearing a load of coals upon his back; in faithful +representation of the popular belief regarding the black spot in +the moon, which supposes this to be a man whom the Lord has sent up +there because he stole his neighbor's coal. "That great picture on +the right, there," pursued he, "is Mrs. Ellen Marsviin; I purchased +it at an auction. One of the peasants put up for it; I asked him +what he would do with this big piece of furniture--he could never +get it in through his door. But do you know what a speculation he +had? It was not such a bad one, after all. See! the rain runs so +beautifully off the painted canvas, he would have a pair of +breeches made out of it, to wear in rainy weather behind the +plough; they would keep the rain off! I thought, however, I ought +to prevent the portrait of the highly honorable Mrs. Ellen Marsviin +being so profaned. I bought it: now she hangs there, and looks +tolerably well pleased. The peasant got a knight instead--perhaps +one of my own ancestors, who was now cut up into breeches. See, +that is what one gets by being painted!" + +"But the cupboard in the pillar there?" inquired Otto. + +"There, certainly, were Bibles and Prayer-books kept. Now I have in +it what I call sweetmeats for the Chancery-counselor Thomsen: old +knives of sacrifice, coins and rings, which I have found in the +horse-pond and up yonder in the cairns: not a quarter of a yard +below the turf we found one pot upon another; round each a little +inclosure of stones--a flat stone as covering, and underneath stood +the pot, with burnt giants' bones, and a little button or the blade +of a knife. The best things are already gone away to Copenhagen, +and should the Counselor come, he will, God help me! carry away the +rest. That may be, then, willingly, for I cannot use the stuff, +after all." + +After coffee, the guests wandered through the old garden: the +clearing away of the mud was more closely observed, the dairy and +pig-sty visited, the new threshing-machine inspected. But now the +Russian bath should be also essayed; "it was heated!" But the end +of the affair was, that only the Kammerjunker himself made use of +it. The dinner-table was prepared, and then he returned. "But here +something is wanting!" exclaimed he; left the room, and returned +immediately with two large bouquets, which he stuck into an ale-glass +which he placed upon the table. "Where Miss Sophie dines, the table +must be ornamented with flowers: certainly we cannot lay garlands, +as you do!" He seated himself at the end of the table, and wished, +as he himself said, to represent the President Lars: they had had +the "Wandsbecker Boten" half a year in the house, and it would +certainly please Miss Sophie if they betrayed some acquaintance + with books. This Lars and the flowers, here, meant quite as much +as in the south a serenade under the windows of the fair one. + +When, toward evening, the carriage for their return drew up before +the door, Otto still stood contemplating some old inscriptions +which were built into the tower-wall. + +"That you can look at another time," said Jakoba; "now you must be +of use a little!" And she reached him the ladies' cloaks. + +Amidst promises of a return visit and the parting yelping of the +dogs the carriage rolled away. + +"I have fairly fallen in love with the old place!" said Sophie. + +"The Kaminerjunker gains much upon nearer acquaintance," said Otto. + +They bad now reached the furthest extremity of the garden. A flower-rain +showered itself over them and the carriage. The Kammerjunker, Jakoba, +and the Mamsell, had taken a shorter way, and now waved an adieu to +the travellers, whilst at the same time they scattered hyacinths +and stocks over them. With a practiced hand Jakoba threw, as a +mark of friendship, a great pink straight into Otto's face. "Farewell, +farewell!" sounded from both sides, and, accompanied by the sound +of the evening-bell from the near village, for it was sunset, the +carriage rolled away. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +"Dance and stamp +Till the shoe-soles drop!" + --Danish Popular Song. + +On the following day should the much-talked-of mowing-festival take +place. It was the hay-harvest which occasioned all this merriment. +[Author's Note: It is true that serfdom is abolished, but the +peasant is still not quite free; neither can he be so. For his +house and land he must pay a tribute, and this consists in labor. +His own work must give way to that of his lord. His wagon, which he +has had prepared to bring home his own harvest, must, if such be +commanded, go to the nobleman's land, and there render service. +This is, therefore, a kind of tax which he pays, and for the +faithful payment of which he is rewarded by a harvest and mowing-feast; +at the latter he receives a certain quantity of brandy, and as much +ale as he can drink. The dance generally takes place in the middle +of the court-yard, and the dancers themselves must pay their musicians.] + +During three afternoons in succession, in the inner court and under +free heaven, should a ball be held. Along the walls, rough planks, +laid upon logs of wood, formed a row of benches. At both ends of +the court lay two barrels of the newly brewed ale, which had +received more malt than usual, and which, besides, through the +silver skilling, and the magic dance of the maidens round the tub, +had acquired extraordinary strength. A large wooden tankard, +containing several measures of brandy, stood upon a table; the man +who watched the bleaching-ground was placed as a kind of butler to +preside at this sideboard. A bread-woman, with new white bread from +Nyborg upon her barrow, wheeled into the court, and there +established her stall for every one; for it was only liquors the +guests received gratis. + +The guests now entered the court by pairs; the men, part in +jackets, part in long coats which hung down to their ankles. Out of +the waistcoat-pocket protruded a little nosegay of sweet-williams +and musk. The girls carried their "posies," as they called them, in +their neatly folded pocket-handkerchiefs. Two musicians--one quite +a young blade, in a laced coat with a stiff cravat, mid the other +the well-known Peter Cripple, "Musikanti" as he was called--led the +procession. They both played one and the same piece, but each +according to his own manner. It was both good and old. + +They now began to draw lots, who should dance before the door of +the family and who before that of the steward; after which the two +parties drew lots for the musicians. The girls seated themselves in +a row upon the bench, from whence they were chosen. The gallantry +accorded with the ball-room,--the hard stone pavement. Not even had +the grass been pulled up, but that would be all right after dancing +there the first day. "Nay, why art thou sitting there?" spoken with +a kind of morose friendliness, was the invitation to dance; and +this served for seven dances. "Only don't be melancholy!" resounded +from the company, and now the greater portion moved phlegmatically +along, as if in sleep or in a forced dance: the girl with her eyes +staring at her own feet, her partner with his head bent toward one +side, and his eyes in a direct line with the girl's head-dress. A +few of the most active exhibited, it is true, a kind of animation, +by stamping so lustily upon the stone pavement that the dust +whirled up around them. That was a joy! a joy which had occupied +them many weeks, but as yet the joy had not reached its height; +"but that will soon come!" said Wilhelm, who, with his sister +and Otto, had taken his place at an open window. + +The old people meanwhile kept to the ale-barrels, and the brandy. +The latter was offered to the girls, and they were obliged, at +least, to sip. Wilhelm soon discovered the prettiest, and threw +them roses. The girls immediately sprang to the spot to collect the +flowers: but the cavaliers also wished to have them, and they were +the stronger; they, therefore, boldly pushed the ladies aside, so +that some seated themselves on the stone pavement and got no roses: +that was a merry bit of fun! "Thou art a foolish thing! It fell +upon thy shoulder and thou couldst not catch it!" said the first +lover to his lady, and stuck the rose into his waistcoat-pocket. + +All got partners--all the girls; even the children, they leaped +about to their own singing out upon the bridge. Only ONE stood +forlorn,--Sidsel, with the grown-together eyebrows; she smiled, +laughed aloud; no one would become her partner. Peter Cripple +handed his violin to one of the young men and asked him to play, +for he himself wished to stretch his legs a little. The girls drew +back and talked with each other; but Peter Cripple stepped quietly +forward toward Sidsel, flung his arms around her, and they danced a +whirling dance. Sophie laughed aloud at it, but Sidsel directed her +extraordinary glance maliciously and piercingly toward her. Otto +saw it, and the girl was doubly revolting and frightful in his +eyes. With the increasing darkness the assembly became more +animated; the two parties of dancers were resolved into one. At +length, when it was grown quite dark, the ale barrels become empty, +the tankard again filled and once more emptied, the company +withdrew in pairs, singing. Now commenced the first joy, the +powerful operation of the ale. They now wandered through the wood, +accompanying each other home, as they termed it; but this was a +wandering until the bright morning. + +Otto and Wilhelm were gone out into the avenue, and the peasants +shouted to them a grateful "Good night!" for the merry afternoon. + +"Now works the witchcraft!" said Wilhelm; "the magical power of +the ale! Now begins the bacchand! Give your hand to the prettiest +girl, and she will immediately give you her heart!" + +"Pity," answered Otto, "that the Maenades of the north possess only +that which is brutal in common with those of the south!" + +"See, there goes the smith's pretty daughter, to whom I threw the +best rose!" cried Wilhelm. "She has got two lovers, one under +either arm!" + +"Yes, there she goes!" simpered a female voice close to them. It +was Sidsel, who sat upon the steps of a stile almost concealed in +the darkness, which the trees and the hedge increased still more. + +"Has Sidsel no lover?" asked Wilhelm. + +"Hi, hi, hi," simpered she; "the Herr Baron and the other gentleman +seek, doubtless, for a little bride. Am I beautiful enough? At +night all cats are gray!" + +"Come!" whispered Otto, and drew Wilhelm away from her. "She sits +like some bird of ill omen there in the hedge." + +"What a difference!" exclaimed Wilhelm, as he followed; "yes, what +a difference between this monster, nay, between the other girls and +Eva! She was, doubtless, born in the same poverty, in similar +circumstances, and yet they are like day and night. What a soul has +been given to Eva! what inborn nobility! It must be, really, more +than a mere freak of Nature!" + +"Only do not let Nature play her freaks with you!" said Otto, +smiling, and raised his hand. "You speak often of Eva." + +"Here it was association of ideas," answered Wilhelm. "The contrast +awoke remembrance." + +Otto entered his chamber--he opened the window; it was a moonlight +night. From the near wood resounded laughter and song. They came +from the young men and girls, who, on their wandering, gave +themselves up to merriment. Otto stood silent and full of thought +in the open window. Perhaps it was the moon which lent her paleness +to his countenance. On what did he reflect? Upon his departure, +perhaps? Only one more day would he remain here, where he felt +himself so much at home; but then the journey was toward his own +house, to his grandfather, to Rosalie, and the old preacher, who +all thought so much of him. Otto stood listening and silent. The +wind bore the song more distinctly over from the wood. + +"That is their joy, their happiness!" said he. "It might have been +my joy also, my happiness!" lay in the sigh which he heaved. His +lips did not move, his thoughts alone spoke their silent language. +"I might have stood on a level with these; my soul might have been +chained to the dust, and yet it would have been the same which I +now possess, with which I long to compass all worlds! the same, +endowed with this sentiment of pride, which drives me on to active +exertion. My fate wavered whether I should become one such as these +or whether I should rise into that circle which the world calls the +higher. The mist-form did not sink down into the mire, but rose +above into the high refreshing air. And am I become happy through +this?" His eye stared upon the bright disk of the moon. Two large +tears rolled over his pale cheeks. "Infinite Omnipotence! I +acknowledge Thy existence! Thou dost direct all; upon Thee will I +depend!" + +A melancholy smile passed over his lips; he stepped back into the +chamber, folded his hands, prayed, and felt rest and peace. + + + +CHAPTER XII + +"The travellers roll through the world of men, +Like rose leaves in a stream. +The past will ne'er come back again, +But fade into a dream."--B. S. INGEMANN. + +The following day, the last before Otto's departure, whilst he and +Wilhelm were walking in the garden, Sophie approached them with a +garland made of oak-leaves: this was intended for Otto; they were +now really to lose him. + +"Sophie will scarcely be up so early to-morrow morning," said +Louise; "she is, therefore, obliged to present her garland to-day. +I am never missing at the breakfast-table, as you well know; and I +shall then bring my bouquet." + +"I shall preserve both until we meet again," returned Otto; "they +are vignettes to my beautiful summer-dream. When I again sit in +Copenhagen, when the rain patters and the winter approaches with +cold and a joyless sky, I shall still see before me Funen with its +green woods, flowers, and sunshine; it will appear to me that it +must still be so there, and that the garland and bouquet are only +withered because they are with me in the winter cold." + +"In Copenhagen we shall meet again!" said Sophie. + +"And I shall see you again with the swallows!" said Louise, "when +my flowers spring up again, when we have again warm summer days! +As far as I am concerned, you belong to the summer, and not to the +cold, calm winter." + +Early on the following morning was Sophie, after all, at the +breakfast table. That was to honor Otto. Mamma showed herself as +the carriage was at the door. Wilhelm would accompany him as far as +Odense. It was, therefore, a double leave taking, here and there. + +"We will always remain friends, faithful friends!" said Wilhelm, +when they parted. + +"Faithful friends!" repeated Otto, and they rolled away toward +Middelfart; thus far should mamma's own carriage convey the +excellent Otto. Wilhelm remained behind in Odense; his coachman +drove Otto, and they discoursed upon the way. They passed +Vissenberg: the high, wooded hills there have received the name of +the Funen Alps. The legend relates of robbers who had here deep +passages underneath the high-road, where they hung bells which rang +when any one passed above. The inhabitants are still looked upon +with suspicion. Vissenberg appears a kind of Itri, between +Copenhagen and Hamburg. [Author's Note: "Itri," Fra Diavolo's +birthplace, lies in the Neapolitan States, on the highway between +Rome and Naples. The inhabitants are not, without reason, suspected +of carrying on the robber's trade.] Near the church there formerly +lay a stone, on which Knud, the saint, is said to have rested +himself when flying from the rebellious Jutlanders. In the stone +remained the impression of where he had sat; the hard stone had +been softer than the hearts of the rebellious people. + +This, and similar legends, the coachman knew how to relate; he was +born in this neighborhood, but not in Vissenberg itself, where they +make the false notes. [Author's Note: A number of years ago a band +of men were seized in Vissenberg who had forged bank-notes.] Every +legend gains in interest when one hears it in the place with which +it is connected. Funen is especially rich in such relations. + +"That cairn elevates itself at Christmas upon four red posts, and +one can then see the dance and merriment of the goblins within. +Through that peasant's farm there drives every night a glowing +coach, drawn by four coal-black horses. Where we now see a pond +overgrown with reeds and roots there once stood a church, but it +sank as the godless desecrated it; at midnight we still hear their +sighs, and hymns of repentance." + +It is true that the narrator mixed up together certain leg-ends +which related to other places in the country--that he took little +springs, and mingled his own thoughts with his relations; but Otto +listened to him with great interest. The discourse turned also upon +the family at the hall. + +"Yes, they are very much liked!" said the coachman; "the gentleman +may believe we know how to value them." + +"And now, which of the young ladies is the best?" asked Otto. + +"Yes, every one is best served by Miss Louise," returned the +fellow. + +"Miss Sophie is the prettiest," said Otto. + +"Yes, she is also very good,--she belongs to the learned ones! She +knows German, that she does! she can act comedy very excellently! I +once got permission with the rest of the people to be up-stairs in +the sitting-room--we stood behind the family; she did not manage +her affairs at all badly." + +However much the old legends interested Otto, it seemed as though +he listened with more pleasure to the simple reasonings of the +coachman upon the family who were become so dear to him. Words and +thoughts were busied about the objects there. Wilhelm, however, was +and still remained the dearest; he recollected with what mildness +Wilhelm had stretched forth his hand in reconciliation, when he +himself had thrust him from him. Already the happy summer days +which he had spent at the country-seat, the whole visit, appeared a +beautiful but short dream. + +Otto felt an inward impulse to express his gratitude; his pride +even, which was a fundamental feature of his character, commanded +him to do this. Wilhelm's affection, his desire for a continued +friendship, Otto thought he must reward; and on this account he +added the following words to the few lines which he gave the +coachman before his passage over the Little Belt:-- + +"Wilhelm, in future we will say thou to each other; that is more +confidential!" "He is the first to whom I have given my thou," said +Otto, when the letter was dispatched. "This will rejoice him: now, +however, I myself have for once made an advance, but he deserves +it." + +A few moments later it troubled him. "I am a fool like the rest!" +said he, and wished he could annihilate the paper. He was summoned +on board. The Little Belt is only a river between the two +countries; he soon found himself upon Jutland ground; the whip +cracked, the wheels turned round, like the wheels of fortune, up +and down, yet ever onward. + +Late in the evening he arrived at an inn. From his solitary chamber +his thoughts flew in opposite directions; now toward the solitary +country-seat of his grandfather, among the sand-hills; now toward +the animated mansion in Funen, where the new friends resided. He +had opened his box and taken out what lay quite at the top, the +garland of oak-leaves and the beautiful bouquet of flowers of this +morning. + +Most people maintain that one dreams at night of that which one has +thought much about. According to this, Otto must have thought a +deal about the North Sea, for of it he dreamed the whole night,-- +not of the young ladies. + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +"The heat-lark warbles forth his sepulchral melodies." + S. S. BLICHER. + +The peninsula of Jutland possesses nothing of the natural beauty +which Zealand and Funen present--splendid beeches and odoriferous +clover-fields in the neighborhood of the salt sea; it possesses at +once a wild and desolate nature, in the heath-covered expanses and +the far-stretching moors. East and west are different; like the +green, sappy leaf, and grayish white sea-weed on the sea shore. +From the Woods of Marselisborg to the woods south of Coldinger +Fjord, is the land rich and blooming; it is the Danish Nature in +her greatness. Here rises the Heaven Mountain, with its wilderness +of coppice and heather; from here you gaze over the rich landscape, +with its woods and lakes, as far down as the roaring Cattegat. + +The western coast, on the contrary, lies without a tree, without +bushes, with nothing but white sand-hills stretching along the +roaring ocean, which scourges the melancholy coast with sand-storms +and sharp winds. Between these contrasts, which the east and west +coasts present, the Hesperides and Siberia, lies the vast heath +which stretches itself from the Lyneborg sand to the Skagen's reef. +No hedge shows here the limits of possession. Among the crossing +tracks of carriage wheels must thou seek thy way. Crippled oaks, +with whitish-green moss overgrown to the outermost branches, twist +themselves along the ground, as if fearing storms and the sea-mist. +Here, like a nomadic people, but without flocks, do the so-called +Tartar bands wander up and down, with their peculiar language and +peculiar ceremonies. Suddenly there shows itself in the interior of +the heathy wilderness a colony--another, a strange people, German +emigrants, who through industry compel the meagre country to +fruitfulness. + +From Veile, Otto wished to take the road through Viborg, as the +most direct and the shortest to his grandfather's estate, which lay +between Nisumfjord and Lemvig. + +The first heath-bushes accosted him as dear friends of his +childhood. The beautiful beech-woods lay behind him, the expanse of +heath began; but the heath was dear to him: it was this landscape +which formed the basis of many dear recollections. + +The country became ever higher with brown heights, beyond which +nothing was visible; houses and farms became more rare, the cherry +orchards transformed themselves into cabbage-gardens. Only single +spots were free from heather, and here grew grass, but short, and +like moss or duckweed which grows upon ponds: here birds +congregated by hundreds, and fluttered twittering into the air as +the carriage drove past. + +"You know where to find the green spot in the heath, and how to +become happy through it," sighed Otto. "Could I only follow your +example!" + +At a greater distance rose bare hills, without ling or ploughed +land; the prickly heath looked brown and yellow on the sharp +declivities. A little boy and girl herded sheep by the way-side; +the boy played the Pandean pipe, the little girl sang a psalm,--it +was the best song which she knew how to sing to the traveller, in +order to win a little present from him. + +The day was warm and beautiful, but the evening brought the cold +mist from the sea, which, however, in the interior of the country +loses something of its power. + +"That is a kiss of welcome from my home," said Otto; "the death-kiss +of the mermaid! In Funen they call it the elf maiden." + +Within the last few years a number of children have been sent from +the Orphan Asylum to the heath, in order that, instead of +Copenhagen rogues, they may become honest Jutland peasants. Otto +had a boy of this description for his coachman. The lad was very +contented, and yet Otto became low-spirited from his relation. +Recollections from his own life stirred within his breast. "Return +thanks to God," said he, and gave the lad a considerable present; +"on the heath thou hast shelter and a home; in Copenhagen, perhaps, +the sandy beach would have been thy nightly resting-place, hunger +and cold the gifts which the day would bring thee." + +The nearer he approached the west, the more serious became his +frame of mind; it was as if the desolate scenery and cold sea-mist +entered his soul. The pictures of the gay country-seat at Funen +were supplanted by recollections of his home with his grandfather. +He became more and more low-spirited. It was only when a single +mile separated him from his home that the thought of surprising his +dear friends conquered his melancholy. + +He caught sight of the red roof of the house, saw the willow +plantations, and heard the bark of the yard-dog. Upon the hillock +before the gate stood a group of children. Otto could no longer +endure the slow driving through the deep ruts. He sprang out of the +carriage, and ran more than he walked. The children on the hillock +became aware of him, and all looked toward the side from whence he +came. + +The slow driving, and his being absorbed in melancholy fancies, had +relaxed his powerful frame; but now in one moment all his +elasticity returned: his cheeks glowed, and his heart beat loudly. + +From the court resounded singing--it was the singing of a psalm. He +stepped through the gateway. A crowd of peasants stood with bared +heads: before the door stood a carriage, some peasants were just +raising a coffin into it. In the doorway stood the old preacher, +and spoke with a man clad in black. + +"Lord Jesus! who is dead?" were Otto's first words, and his +countenance became pale like that of a corpse. + +"Otto!" all exclaimed. + +"Otto!" exclaimed also the old preacher, astonished; then seized +his hand, and said gravely, "The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken +away; blessed be the name of the Lord!" + +"Let me see the face of the dead!" said Otto. Not a tear came to +his eye; surprise and sorrow were too great. + +"Shall I take out the screws?" inquired the man who had just +screwed up the coffin. + +"Let him sleep the eternal rest!" said the preacher. + +Otto stared at the black coffin in which his grandfather lay. The +carriage drove away with it. Otto followed after with the preacher, +heard him throw earth upon it, heard words which he did not +comprehend, saw the last corner of the coffin, and it was then +removed from his sight. All was as a dream to him. + +They returned back to the preacher's abode; a pale figure +approached him: it was Rosalie--old Rosalie. + +"We have here no abiding-place, we all hasten toward futurity!" +said the old preacher. "Strengthen yourself now with meat and +drink! The body cannot suffer like the soul. We have accompanied +him to His sleeping chamber; his bed was well prepared! I have +prayed the evening prayer; he sleeps in God, and will awaken to +behold His glory. Amen!" + +"Otto! thou dear Otto!" said Rosalie. "The bitterest day brings me +this joy! How have I thought of thee! Amongst strangers shouldst +thou receive the tidings of his death! with no one who could feel +for thy sorrow! where thou shouldst see no eye weep for what thou +hast lost! Now thou art here! now, when I believed thee so far +distant--it is a miracle! Thou couldst only have received the +letter to-day which carried the intelligence of thy grandfather's +death to thee!" + +"I wished to surprise you," said Otto. "A melancholy surprise +awaited me!" + +"Sit down, my child!" said the preacher, and drew him toward the +covered table. "When the tree falls which gave us shade and fruit, +from which we, in our own little garden, have planted shoots and +sown seeds, we may well look on with sadness and feel our loss: but +we must not forget our own garden, must not forget to cherish that +which we have won from the fallen tree: we must not cease to live +for the living! I miss, like you, the proud tree, which rejoiced my +soul and my heart, but I know that it is planted in a better +garden, where Christ is the gardener." + +The preacher's invitation to remain with him, during his stay, in +his house, Otto declined. Already this first night he wished to +establish himself in his own little chamber in the house of +mourning. Rosalie also would return. + +"We have a deal to say to each other," said the old preacher, and +laid his hand upon Otto's shoulder. "Next summer you will hardly +press my hand, it will be pressed by the turf." + +"To-morrow I will come to you," said Otto, and drove back with the +old Rosalie to the house. + +The domestics kissed the hand and coat of the young master--he +wished to prevent this; the old woman wept. Otto stepped into the +room; here had stood the corpse, on account of which the furniture +had been removed, and the void was all the more affecting. The long +white mourning curtains fluttered in tire wind before the open +window. Rosalie led him by the hand into the little sleeping-room +where the grandfather had died. Here everything yet stood as +formerly--the large book case, with the glass doors, behind which +the intellectual treasure was preserved: Wieland and Fielding, +Millot's "History of the World," and Von der Hagen's "Narrenbuch," +occupied the principal place: these books had been those most read +by the old gentleman. Here was also Otto's earliest intellectual +food, Albertus Julius, the English "Spectator," and Evald's +writings. Upon the wall hung pikes and pistols, and a large old +sabre, which the grandfather had once worn. Upon the table beneath +the mirror stood an hour-glass; the sand had run out. Rosalie +pointed toward the bed. "There he died," said she, "between six +and seven o'clock in the evening. He was only ill three days; the +two last he passed in delirium: he raised himself in bed, and shook +the bed posts; I was obliged to let two strong men watch beside +him. 'To horse! to horse!' said he; 'the cannons forward!' His +brain dreamed of war and battles. He also spoke of your blessed +father severely and bitterly! Every word was like the stab of a +knife; he was as severe toward him as ever!" + +"And did the people understand his words?" asked Otto with a +wrinkled brow. + +"No, for the uninitiated they were dark words; and even had they +possessed any meaning, the men would have believed it was the +sickness which spoke out of him. 'There stands the mother with the +two children! The one shall fall upon the flank of the enemy and +bring me honor and joy. The mother and daughter I know not!' That +was all which I heard him say about you and your mother and sister. +By noon on the third day the fever had spent itself; the strong, +gloomy man was become as weak and gentle as a child; I sat beside +his bed. 'If I had only Otto here!' said he. 'I have been severely +attacked, Rosalie, but I am now much better: I will go to sleep; +that strengthens one.' Smilingly he closed his eyes and lay quite +still: I read my prayers, withdrew gently so as not to wake him; he +lay there unchanged when I returned. I sat a little while beside +his bed; his hands lay upon the coverlid; I touched them, they +were ice-cold. I was frightened, touched his brow, his face--he was +dead! he had died without a death-struggle!" + +For a long time did they converse about the dead man; it was near +midnight when Otto ascended the narrow stairs which led to the +little chamber in the roof, where as child and boy he had slept. +All stood here as it had done the year before, only in nicer order. +Upon the wall hung the black painted target, near to the centre of +which he had once shot. His skates lay upon the chest of drawers, +near to the nodding plaster figure. The long journey, and the +overpowering surprise which awaited him on his return, had strongly +affected him: he opened the window; a large white sand-hill rose +like a wall straight up before it, and deprived him of all view. +How often, when a child, had the furrows made by rain in the sand, +and the detached pieces, presented to him pictures,--towns, towers, +and whole marching armies. Now it was only a white wall, which +reminded him of a winding-sheet. A small streak of the blue sky was +visible between the house and the steep slope of the hill. Never +before had Otto felt, never before reflected, what it was to stand +alone in the world, to be lovingly bound to no one with the band of +consanguinity. + +"Solitary, as in this silent night do I stand in the world! +solitary in the mighty crowd of human beings! Only ONE being can I +call mine! only ONE being press as kindred to my heart! And I +shudder at the thought of meeting with this being--I should bless +the thought that she was dead! Father! thou didst ruin one being +and make three miserable. I have never loved thee; bitterness +germinated within my breast when I became acquainted with thee! +Mother! thy features have died out of my recollection; I revere +thee! Thou wast all love; to love didst thou offer up thy life-- +more than life! Pray for me with thy God! Pray for me, ye dead! if +there is immortality; if the flesh is not alone born again in grass +and the worm; if the soul is not lost in floods of air! We shall be +unconscious of it: eternally shall we sleep! eternally!" Otto +supported his forehead upon the window-frame, his arm sank +languidly, "Mother! poor mother! thou didst gain by death, even if +it be merely an eternal sleep,--asleep without dreams! We have only +a short time to live, and yet we divide our days of life with +sleep! My body yearns after this short death! I will sleep--sleep +like all my beloved ones! They do not awaken!" He threw himself +upon the bed. The cold air from the sea blew through the open +window. The wearied body conquered; he sank into the death-like +sleep, whilst his doubting soul, ever active, presented him with +living dreams. + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +"Man seems to me a foolish being; he drives along over the waves of +time, endlessly thrown up and down, and descrying a little verdant +spot, formed of mud and stagnant moor and of putrid green +mouldiness, he cries out, Land! He rows thither, ascends--and sinks +and sinks--and is no more to be seen."--The Golden Fleece of GRILLPARZER. + +Old Rosalie was pouring out coffee when Otto came down the next +morning. Peace and resignation to the will of God lay in her soft +countenance. Otto was pale, paler than usual, but handsomer than +Rosalie had seen him before: a year had rendered him older and more +manly; a handsome, crisp beard curled over his chin; manly gravity +lay in his eyes, in which, at his departure, she had only remarked +their inborn melancholy glance. With a kind of satisfaction she +looked upon this beautiful, melancholy countenance, and with +cordial affection she stretched forth her hand toward him. + +"Here stands thy chair, Otto; and here thy cup. I will drink to thy +welcome. It seems to me long since I saw thee, and yet it is, now I +have thee again, only a short time. Were that place only not +empty!" and she pointed to the place at the table which the +grandfather had used to occupy. + +"If I had only seen him!" said Otto. + +"His countenance was so gentle in death," said Rosalie. "The +severity and gravity which had settled in his eyes were softened +away. I was myself present when he was dressed. He had his uniform +on, which he always wore upon occasions of ceremony, the sabre by +his side and the great hat upon his head. I knew that this was his +wish!" Quietly she made the sign of the cross. + +"Are all my grandfather's papers sealed?" inquired Otto. + +"The most important--those which have the greatest interest for +thee," said Rosalie, "are in the hands of the preacher. Last year, +the day after thy departure, he gave them to the preacher; thy +father's last letter I know is amongst them." + +"My father!" said Otto, and glanced toward the ground. "Yes," +continued he, "there is truth in the words of Scripture,--the sins +of the fathers are visited upon the children unto the third and +fourth generation!" + +"Otto!" said Rosalie, with a beseeching and reproachful look, "thy +grandfather was a severe man. Thou last known him, hast seen his +darkest moments, and yet then age and cares had softened him: his +love to thee calmed every outbreak. Had he only loved thy father as +he loved thee, things would, perhaps, have ended better: but we may +not judge!" + +"And what have I done?" said Otto. "Thou, Rosalie, knowest the +history of my life. Is it not as if a curse rested upon me? I was a +high-spirited boy, I often occasioned thee tears; yet didst thou +always place thyself between me and punishment. It was my evil +blood, the blood of my birth in which the curse lay, that drove me +on!" + +"But thou didst become good and full of love, as thou art now!" +said Rosalie. + +"Only when I became acquainted with myself and my destiny. In the +thoughtlessness of childhood, unacquainted with myself and the +world, did I myself have that sign of my misery, which now presses +down my soul, cut into my flesh. Yes, Rosalie! I remember this very +well, and have clearly preserved this, my earliest recollection +before my grandfather took me, and I came here a boy. I remember +the great building from whence I was brought, the number of people +who there worked, sang, and laughed, and who told me extraordinary +stories of how badly people were treated in the beautiful world. +This was my parents' home, thought I, when I began to ponder upon +parents and their connection with children. It was a large +manufactory which they possessed, thought I; I remembered the +number of work-people. All played and romped with me. I was wild +and full of boisterous spirits a boy of only six years old, but +with the perseverance and will of one of ten. Rosalie, thou sawest +many proofs of the evil which lay in my blood; it bordered upon +insolence. I remembered well the strong, merry Heinrich, who always +sang at his loom; he showed me and the others his tattooed breast, +upon which he had his whole mournful history imprinted. Upon his +arm were his own and his bride's names. That pleased me; I wished +to have my name also on my arm. 'It is painful!' said he; 'then +thou wilt pipe, my lad!' That was spur enough to make me desire it. +I allowed him to puncture my skin, to puncture an O and a T upon my +shoulder, and did not cry,--no, not once whilst the powder burnt +into it; but I was praised, and was proud to bear the initials-- +proud of them until three years ago, when I met Heinrich here. I +recognized him, but he did not recognize me. I showed him my +shoulder, and besought him to read the name, this O and T: but he +did not say Otto Thostrup; he named a name which destroyed the +happiness of my childhood, and has made me miserable forever!" + +"It was a fearful day!" said Rosalie. "Thou didst demand from me an +explanation, thy grandfather gave it thee, and thou wast no longer +the Otto thou hadst formerly been. Yet wherefore speak of it? Thou +art good and wise, noble and innocent. Do not fill thy heart with +sorrow from a time which is past, and which, for thy sake, shall be +forgotten." + +"But Heinrich still lives!" said Otto; "I have met with him, have +spoken with him: it was as if all presence of mind forsook me." + +"When and where?" asked Rosalie. + +Otto related of his walk with Wilhelm in the park, and of the +juggler, in whom he had recognized Heinrich. "I tore myself from my +friends, I wandered the whole night alone in the wood. O Rosalie, I +thought of death! I thought of death as no Christian ought to do. A +beautiful morning followed, I wandered beside the sea which I love, +and in which I have so often dived. Since that explanation of the +initials on my shoulder was suggested, that explanation which +reminded me of my unhappy birth, I have never uncovered them before +any one. O, I have rubbed thorn with a stone, until they were +bloody! The letters are gone, but still I imagine I can read them +in the deep scar--that in it I see a Cain's mark! That morning the +desire to bathe came upon me. The fresh current infused life once +more into my soul. Just then Wilhelm and several acquaintance came +down; they called to me and carried off my clothes; my blood +boiled; all my unhappiness, which this night had stirred within my +soul, again overwhelmed me: it was as though the obliterated +initials on my shoulder would reveal themselves in the scar and +betray the secret of my grief. Disgust of life seized upon me. I no +longer knew what I shouted to them, but it seemed to me as if I +must swim out into the stream and never return. I swam until it +became night before my eyes. I sank, and Wilhelm rescued me! Never +since then have we spoken of this hour! O Rosalie! long is it since +I have been able to open my heart as before thee at this moment. +What use is it to have a friend if one cannot lay before him one's +whole thoughts? To no one have I been able to unfold them but to +thee, who already knowest them. I suffer, as a criminal and yet am +I innocent,--just as the misshapen, the deformed man, is innocent +of his ugliness!" + +"I do not possess thy knowledge, Otto," said Rosalie, and pressed +his hand; "have never rejoiced in such a clear head as thine; but I +have that which thou canst not as yet possess--experience. In +trouble, as well as in joy, youth transforms the light cobweb into +the cable. Self-deception has changed the blood in thy veins, the +thoughts in thy soul; but do not forever cling to this one black +spot! Neither wilt thou! it will spur thee on to activity, will +enervate thy soul, not depress thee! The melancholy surprise of thy +grandfather's death, whom thou didst believe active and well, has +now made thee dejected, and thy thoughts so desponding. But there +will come better days! happy days! Thou art young, and youth brings +health for the soul and body!" + +She led Otto into the garden, where the willow plantations +protected the other trees from the sharp west wind. The gooseberry-bushes +bore fruit, but it was not yet ripe: one bush Otto had planted when +a cutting; it was now large. Rosalie had tied the twigs to a palisade, +so that, as an espalier, it could thoroughly drink in the sun's rays. +Otto regarded the fetters more than the good intention. + +"Let it grow free!" said he; "if that brittle palisade should +tumble down, the twigs would be broken." And he cut the bands. + +"Thou art still the old Otto," said Rosalie. + +They went into her little room, where the crucifix, and before it a +small vase of flowers, adorned the table. Above the cross hung a +garland of withered heather. + +"Two years ago didst thou give me that, Otto!" said Rosalie. "There +were no more flowers, there was nothing green but the heath, and +thou twinedst a garland of it for me. Afterward I would not take it +down from the crucifix." + +They were interrupted by a visit. It was from the old preacher. + + + +CHAPTER XV + +"His coal was coarse, its fashion old; + He asked no dress of greater worth +Than that which kept from storm and cold + The Baptist when he preached on earth." + C. J. BORE. + +Not alone of Otto's affairs, but also of "the city yonder," as the +preacher called Copenhagen, would he speak. Only once a week came +the "Viborg Collector" to hint, and the Copenhagen papers were a +whole month going their round. "One would willingly advance with +the time," said he. Yesterday, at the interment, he had not found +it seemly to gratify his desire of hearing dear Otto talk about the +city, but to-day he thought it might well be done, and therefore he +would not await Otto's visit but come over to pay one himself. + +"Thou hast certainly seen our good king?" was his first question. +"Lord help the anointed one! he is then as vigorous and active as +ever--my good King Frederik!" And now he must relate a trait which +had touched his heart, and which, in his opinion, deserved a place +in the annals of history. This event occurred the last time that +the king was in Jutland; he had visited the interior of the country +and the western coast also. When he was leaving a public-house the +old hostess ran after him, and besought that the Father would, as a +remembrance, write his name with chalk upon a beam. The grand +gentlemen wished to deter her, but she pulled at the king's coat; +and when he had learned her wish he nodded in a friendly manner, +and said, "Very willingly!" and then turned back and wrote his name +on the beam. Tears came into the old man's eyes; he wept, and +prayed for his king. He now inquired whether the old tree was still +standing in the Regent's Court, and then spoke of Nyerup and +Abrahamson, whom he had known in his student days. + +In fact, after all, he was himself the narrator; each of his +questions related to this or that event in his own life, and he +always returned to this source--his student-days. There was then +another life, another activity, he maintained. His royal idea of +beauty had been Queen Matilda. [Translator's Note: The unhappy wife +of Christian VII. and daughter of our George III.] "I saw her often +on horseback," said he. "It was not then the custom in our country +for ladies to ride. In her country it was the fashion; here it gave +rise to scandal. God gave her beauty, a king's crown, and a heart +full of love; the world gave her--what it can give--a grave near to +the bare heath!" + +Whilst he so perpetually returned to his own recollections, his +share of news was truly not new, but he was satisfied. Copenhagen +appeared to him a whole world--a royal city; but Sodom and Gomorrah +had more than one street there. + +Otto smiled at the earnestness with which he said this. + +"Yes, that I know better than thou, my young friend!" continued the +old preacher. "True, the devil does not go about like a roaring +lion, but there he has his greatest works! He is well-dressed, and +conceals his claws and his tail! Do not rely upon thy strength! He +goes about, like the cat in the fable, 'pede suspenso,' sneakingly +and cautiously! It is, after all, with the devil as it is with a +Jutland peasant. This fellow comes to the city, has nothing, runs +about, and cleans shoes and boots for the young gentlemen, and by +this means he wins a small sum of money. He knows how to spare. He +can now hire the cellar of the house in which thou livest, and +there commence some small trade. The trade is successful, very +successful. It goes on so well that he can hire the lower story; +then he gains more profit, and before thou canst look about thee +he buys the whole house. See, that is the way with the Jutland +peasant, and just the same with the devil. At first he gets the +cellar, then the lower story, and at last the whole house!" + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +"Sure 'tis fair in foreign land, + But not so fair as home; + +Let me but see thy mountains grand + Glaciers and snowy dome! + +Let me but hear the sound that tells +Of climbing cattle, dressed with bells." + The Switzer's Homesickness. + +Not until after breakfast did the preacher pass over to Otto's +affairs. His grandfather's will made him the sole heir to the large +property; a man in Copenhagen, the merchant Berger, should be his +guardian, since the preacher did not wish to undertake the office. +Rosalie was not forgotten: her devotion and fidelity had won for +her a relative's right. Her last days should be free from care: she +had truly striven to remove all care from the dead whilst yet he +lived. An old age free from care awaited her; but Otto wished that +she should also have a happy old age. He imparted his plan to the +preacher; but the latter shook his head, thought it was not +practicable, and regarded it as a mere fancy--a whim. But such it +was not. + +Some days passed by. One afternoon Rosalie sat upon a small wooden +bench under the cherry-trees, and was making mourning for the +winter. + +"This is the last summer that we shall sit here," said she; "the +last summer that this is our home. Now I am become equally rooted +to this spot; it grieves me that I must leave it." + +"Thou wast forced to leave thy dear Switzerland," said Otto; "that +was still harder!" + +"I was then young," answered she. "The young tree may be easily +transplanted, but the old one has shot forth deeper roots. Denmark +is a good land--a beautiful land!" + +"But not the west coast of Jutland!" exclaimed Otto. "For thy green +pasture hast thou here heath; for thy mountains, low sand-hills." + +"Upon the Jura Mountains there is also heath," said Rosalie. "The +heath here often reminds me of my home on the Jura. There also is +it cold, and snow can fall already in August. The fir-trees then +stand as if powdered over." + +"I love Switzerland, which I have never seen," pursued Otto. "Thy +relation has given me a conception of the picturesque magnificence +of this mountain-land. I have a plan, Rosalie. I know that in the +heart of a mountaineer homesickness never dies. I remember well how +thy eyes sparkled when thou toldest of the walk toward Le Locle and +Neufchâtel; even as a boy I felt at thy words the light mountain +air. I rode with thee upon the dizzy height, where the woods lay +below us like potato fields. What below arose, like the smoke from +a charcoal-burner's kiln, was a cloud in the air. I saw the Alpine +chain, like floating cloud mountains; below mist, above dark shapes +with glancing glaciers." + +"Yes, Otto," said Rosalie, and her eyes sparkled with youthful +fire; "so looks the Alpine chain when one goes from Le Locle to +Neulfchâtel: so did I see it when I descended the Jura for the list +time. It was in August. The trees, with their autumnal foliage, +stood yellow and red between the dark firs; barberries and hips +grew among the tall fern. The Alps lay in such a beautiful light, +their feet blue as heaven, their peaks snow-white in the clear +sunshine. I was in a sorrowful mood; I was leaving my mountains! +Then I wrote in my book--O, I remember it so well!--The high Alps +appear to me the folded wings of the earth: how if she should raise +them! how if the immense wings should unfold, with their gay images +of dark woods, glaciers, and clouds! What a picture! At the Last +Judgment will the earth doubtless unfold these pinions, soar up to +God, and in the rays of His sunlight disappear! I also have been +young, Otto," pursued she, with a melancholy smile. "Thou wouldst +have felt still more deeply at the sight of this splendor of +nature. The lake at the foot of the mountains was smooth as a +mirror; a little boat with white sails swam, like a swan, upon its +expanse. On the road along which we drove were the peasants beating +down chestnuts; the grapes hung in large black bunches. How an +impression such as this can root itself in the memory! It is five +and thirty years since, and yet I still see that boat with the +white sail, the high Alps, and the black grapes." + +"Thou shalt see thy Switzerland again, Rosalie," exclaimed Otto; +"again hear the bells of the cows upon the green pastures! Thou +shalt go once more to the chapel in Franche Compté, shalt visit +thy friends at Le Locle, see the subterranean mill, and the Doub +fall." + +"The mill wheel yet goes round, the water dashes down as in my +youth; but the friends are gone, my relatives dispersed! I should +appear a stranger there; and when one has reached my age, nature +cannot satisfy--one must have people!" + +"Thou knowest, Rosalie, my grandfather has settled a sum upon thee +so long as thou livest. Now I have thought thou couldst spend thy +latter days with thy beloved ones at home, in the glorious +Switzerland. In October I take my philosophicum; the following +summer I would then accompany thee. I must also see that splendid +mountain-land,--know something more of the world than I have yet +known. I know how thy thoughts always dwell upon Switzerland. +Thither will I reconduct thee; thou wilt feel thyself less lonely +there than here in Denmark." + +"Thou art carried away by the thoughts of youth, as thou shouldst +and must be, thou dear, sweet soul!" said Rosalie, smiling. "At my +age it is not so easy." + +"We will make short days' journeys," said Otto, "go with the +steamboat up the Rhine--that is not fatiguing; and from Basel one +is soon in Franche Compté on the Jura." + +"No, upon the heath, near Vestervovov, as it is called here, will +old Rosalie die; here I have felt myself at home, here I have two +or three friends. The family at Lemvig have invited me, have for me +a place at table, a little room, and friendly faces. Switzerland +would be no longer that Switzerland which I quitted. Nature would +greet me as an old acquaintance; it would be to me music, once more +to hear the ringing of the cows' bells; it would affect me deeply, +once again to kneel in the little chapel on the mountain: but I +should soon feel myself a greater stranger there than here. Had it +been fifteen years ago, my sister would still have been living, the +dear, pious Adèle! She dwelt with my uncle close on the confines of +Neufchâtel, as thou knowest, scarcely a quarter of a mile from Le +Locle--_the town_, as we called it, because it was the largest +place in the neighborhood. Now there are only distant relations of +mine living, who have forgotten me. I am a stranger there. Denmark +gave me bread, it will also give me a grave!" + +"I thought of giving thee a pleasure!" said Otto. + +"That thou dost by thy love to me!" returned she. + +"I thought thou wouldst have shown me thy mountains, thy home, of +which thou hast so often spoken!" + +"That can I still do. I remember every spot, every tree--all +remains so clear in my recollection. Then we ascend together the +Jura higher and higher; here are no more vineyards to be found, no +maize, no chestnuts only dark pines, huge cliffs, here and there a +beech, as green and large as in Denmark. Now we have the wood +behind us, we are many feet above the sea; thou canst perceive this +by the freshness of the air. Everywhere are green meadows; +uninterruptedly reaches our ear the ringing of the cow-bells. Thou +as yet seest no town, and yet we are close upon Le Locle. Suddenly +the road turns; in the midst of the mountain-level we perceive a +small valley, and in this lies the town, with its red roofs, its +churches, and large gardens. Close beneath the windows rises the +mountain-side, with its grass and flowers; it looks as though the +cattle must be precipitated upon the houses. We go through the long +street, past the church; the inhabitants are Protestants--it is a +complete town of watchmakers. My uncle and Adèle also sat the whole +day, and worked at wheels and chains. That was for Monsieur +Houriet, in Le Locle. His daughters I know; one is called Rosalie, +like myself. Rosalie and Lydia, they will certainly have forgotten +me! But it is true that we are upon our own journey! Now, thou +seest, at the end of the town we do not follow the broad road--that +leads to Besançon; we remain in the lesser one, here in the valley +where the town lies. The beautiful valley! The green mountain-sides +we keep to our right; on it are scattered houses, with large stones +upon their steep wooden roofs, and with little gardens tilled with +plum-trees. Steep cliff-walls shut in the valley; there stands up a +crag; if thou climbest it thou canst look straight into France: one +sees a plain, flat like the Danish plains. In the valley where we +are, close under the rock, lies a little house; O, I see it +distinctly! white-washed and with blue painted window-frames: at +the gate a great chained dog. I hear him bark! We step into that +quiet, friendly little house! The children are playing about on the +ground. O, my little Henry-Numa-Robert! Ah, it is true that now he +is older and taller than thou! We descend the steps toward the +cellar. Here stand sacks and chests of flour; under the floor one +hears a strange roaring; still a few steps lower, and we must light +the lamp, for here it is dark. We find ourselves in a great water-mill, +a subterranean mill. Deep below in the earth rushes a river-- +above no one dreams of it; the water dashes down several fathoms +over the rushing wheel, which threatens to seize our clothes and +whirl us away into the circle. The steps on which we stand are +slippery: the stone walls drip with water, and only a step beyond +the depth appears bottomless! O, thou wilt love this mill as I love +it! Again having reached the light of day, and under free heaven, +one only perceives the quiet, friendly little house. Dost thou +know, Otto, often as thou hast sat quiet and dreaming, silent as a +statue, have I thought of my mill, and the repose which it +presented? and yet how wildly the stream roared in its bosom, how +the wheels rushed round, and how gloomy it was in the depth!" + +"We will leave the mill!" said Otto, and sought to lead her from +her reflections back to her own relation. "We find ourselves in the +wood, where the ringing of the evening-bell reaches our ear from +the little chapel in Franche Compté." + +"There stands my father's house!" said Rosalie. "From the corner-window +one looks over the wood toward Aubernez, [Author's Note: A village +in the canton Neufchâtel, lying close upon the river Doub, where +it forms the boundary between Switzerland and France.] where the +ridge leads over the Doub. The sun shines upon the river, which, +far below, winds along, gleaming like the clearest silver." + +"And the whole of France spreads itself out before us!" said Otto. + +"How beautiful! O, how beautiful!" exclaimed Rosalie, and her eyes +sparkled as she gazed before her; but soon her glance became sad, +and she pressed Otto's hand. "No one will welcome me to my home! I +know neither their joys nor their sorrows--they are not my own +family! In Denmark--I am at home. When the cold sea-mist spreads +itself over the heath I often fancy I am living among my mountains, +where the heather grows. The mist seems to me then to be a snow-cloud +which rests over the mountains, and thus, when other people are +complaining of the bad weather, I am up among my mountains!" + +"Thou wilt then remove to the family at Lemvig?" asked Otto. + +"There I am welcome!" returned she. + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +"Look at the calming sea. The waves still tremble in the depths, +and stem to fear the gale.--Over my head is hovering the shadowy +mist.--My curls are wet with the filling dew."--OSSIAN. + +Otto had not as yet visited the sand-hills on the strand, the +fishermen, or the peasants, among whom formerly he had spent all +his spare time. + +The beautiful summer's day drove him forth, his heart yearned to +drink in the summer warmth. + +Only the roads between the larger towns are here tolerable, or +rather as tolerable as the country will allow. The by-ways were +only to be discerned by the traces of cart-wheels, which ran on +beside each other; at certain places, to prevent the wheels sinking +into the deep sand, ling had been spread; where this is not the +case, and the tracks cross each other, a stranger would scarcely +find the way. Here the landmark places its unseen boundary between +neighboring possessions. + +Every farm, every cottage, every hill, was an old acquaintance to +Otto. He directed his steps toward Harbooere, a parish which, one +may say, consists of sand and water, but which, nevertheless, is +not to be called unfruitful. A few of the inhabitants pursue +agriculture, but the majority consists of fishermen, who dwell in +small houses and have no land. + +His first encounter upon his wandering was with one of those large +covered wagons with which the so-called eelmen, between the days of +St. John and St. Bartholomew, go with eels toward the small towns +lying to the south and east, and then, laden with apples and garden +produce, return home--articles which are rapidly consumed by the +common people. The eelman stopped when he saw and recognized +Otto. + +"Welcome, Mr. Otto!" said he. "Yes, you are come over abut a sad +affair! That Major Thostrup should have gone off so! But there was +nothing else to be expected from him he was old enough." + +"Death demands his right!" replied Otto, and pressed the man's +hand. "Things go, doubtless, well with you, Morten Chraenseu?" + +"The whole cart full of eels, and some smoked carp! It is also good +to meet with you, Mr. Otto. Upon the land a preacher is very good, +but not upon the sea, as they say at home. Yes, you are certainly +now a preacher, or will become one?" + +"No, I am not studying to become a preacher!" answered Otto. + +"No! will you then become a lawyer? It strikes me you are clever +enough--you have no need to study any more! You will just go and +say a few words to them at home? The grandmother sits and spins +yarn for eel-nets. She has now the cataract on the other eye, but +her mouth is as well as ever; she does not let herself grow dumb, +although she does sit in the dark. Mother provides the baits; she +has also enough to do with the hooks." + +"But Maria, the lively little Maria?" said Otto. + +"The girl? She has gone this year with the other fishergirls to +Ringkjoebing, to be hired for the hay and corn harvest; we thought +we could do without her at home. But now, God willing! I must +travel on." Cordially he shook Otto's hand, and pursued his slow +journey. + +The brothers of the eelman were active fishermen, as their father +had been before them; and although they were all married they lived +together. The swarm of children was not insignificant; young and +old formed one family, in which the old grandmother had the first +voice. + +Otto approached the dwelling; before it lay a little plot of land, +planted with potatoes and carrots, and also beds of onions and +thyme. Two large bull-dogs, with sharp teeth and wicked eyes, +rushed toward Otto. "Tyv! Grumsling!" shrieked a voice, and the +dogs let fall their tails and drew back, with a low growl, toward +the house. Here at the threshold sat an old woman in a red woolen +jacket, with a handkerchief of the same material and same color +about her neck, and upon her head a man's black felt hat. She spun. +Otto immediately recognized the old blind grandmother. + +"God's peace be in the house!" said he. + +"That voice I have not heard for a year and a day!" replied the old +woman, and raised her head, as if she would see him with her dead +eyes. "Are not you Major Thostrup's Otto? You resemble him in the +voice. I thought, truly, that if you came here you would pay us a +visit. Ide shall leave the baits and put on the kettle, that you +may have a cup of coffee. Formerly you did not use to despise our +entertainment. You have not grown proud with your journey, have +you? The coffee-vetch [Author's Note: Astragalus baeticus is used +as a substitute for coffee, and is principally grown upon the +sand-hills west of Holmsland. It is first freed from the husk, and then +dried and roasted a little.] is good; it is from Holmsland, and +tastes better than the merchant's beans." The dogs still growled at +Otto. "Cannot you stupid beasts, who have still eyes in your heads +to see with, recognize that this is the Major's Otto?" cried she +wrathfully, and gave them several good blows with her hand. + +Otto's arrival created a great stir in the little household that he +was welcome, you might see by every countenance. + +"Yes," said the grandmother, "now you are grown much wiser in the +town, could, very likely, were it needful, write an almanac! You +will very likely have found for yourself a little bride there, or +will you fetch one out of Lemvig? for no doubt she must be from a +town! Yes, I have known him ever since he was a little fellow; +yonder, on the wall, he made, out of herrings' heads, the living +devil, just as he lives and breathes. He thrust our sucking-pig +into the eel-cart, between the casks. We sought a whole day after +the sucking-pig without finding him, and he was forced to make the +journey with them to Holstebro. Yes, he was a wild fellow! Later, +when he was obliged to learn so much, he became sad. Yes, yes, +within the last years his books have overdone him!" + +"Yes, many a time has he put out to sea with my husband!" pursued +one of the daughters-in-law. "One night he remained out with him. +How anxious the French Mamsell at the hall was about him!" + +"He was never haughtty," said the grandmother. "He nibbled his +dried fish with the fresh fish, and drank a little cup of water, +although he was used to better things at home. But to-day we have +white bread, fresh and good; it came yesterday from Lemvig." + +The brandy-glass, with its wooden, red-painted foot, was placed +before Otto. Under the bed there was an anker of brandy,--"a little +stock," as all stranded goods are here called. + +Otto inquired after the married sons. They were with their men on +the shore, ready to embark on their fishing expedition, The +grandmother would accompany him thither; they were not yet +departed: she should first take them provisions. + +The old woman took her stick, the dog sprang forward, and now +commenced their wandering among the sand-hills, where their huts or +booths, built with rafters and smeared with earth, stood. Around +lay the refuse of fish,--heads and entrails, thrown about. The men +were just then busied in carrying the trough and fishing-tackle +[Author's Note: A "Bakke" consists of three lines, each of 200 +Danish ells, or about 135 yards, and of 200 fishing-hooks; the +stretched "Bakke" is thus about 200 yards, with 600 hooks; these +are attached to the line with strings half an ell long and as thick +as fine twine. To each "Bakke" belongs a square trough, on which it +is carried on board. To a larger fishing-boat are reckoned six lots +of hooks; each lot has eight to nine "Bakkes."] on board. + +The open sea lay before them, almost as bright as a mirror, for the +wind was easterly. Near to them paused a horseman; he was partly +dressed like a peasant, with riding-breeches on, which were +buttoned down at the sides. + +"Have you heard the news?" he cried to Otto. "I come from +Ringkjoebing. At Merchant Cohen's I have read the German paper; +there is a revolution in France! Charles X. is fled with the whole +royal family. Yes, in Paris, there is fine work!" + +"The French are a wild people!" said the grandmother. "A king and a +queen they have beheaded in my time; now they will do the same with +these. Will our dear Lord suffer that such things be done to His +anointed?" + +"There will be war again!" said one of the fishermen. + +"Then more horses will go out of the country," said the stranger, +pressed Otto's hand, and vanished behind the sandhills. + +"Was not that the horse-dealer from Varde?" inquired Otto. + +"Yes, he understands languages," said the fisherman; "and thus he +is acquainted with foreign affairs sooner than we. Then they are +now fighting in France! Blood flows in the streets; it will not be +so in Denmark before the Turk binds his horse to the bush in the +Viborg Lake. And then, according to the prophecy of the sibyl, it +will be near the end of the world." + +Meanwhile, everything was prepared for their embarkation. If Mr. +Otto would take the further oar, and was inclined to pass the night +on the sea, there was a place for him in the boat. But he had +promised Rosalie to be back before evening. The grandmother now +prayed, kneeling with the others, and immediately after quick +strokes of the oars the flat boat rowed away from the shore. The +fate of France was forgotten; their calling occupied the fishermen. + +The old woman seemed to listen to the strokes of the oars; her dead +eyes rested immovably on the sea. A sea-mew passed close to her in +its flight. "That was a bird!" said she. "Is there no one here +beside ourselves?" + +"No; no one at all," answered Otto, carelessly. + +"Is no one in the hut, no one behind the sand-hills?" again asked +the grandmother. "It was not on account of the dried meat that I +came here--it was not to wet my face on the shore; I speak with you +alone, which I could not do in the house. Give me your hand! Now +that the old man rests in the grave, you yourself will guide the +rudder; the estate will be sold, and you will not come again to the +west coast. Our Lord has made it dark before my eyes before He has +closed my ears and given me leave to go. I can no longer see you, +but I have you in my thought as you looked before you left our +land. That you are handsomer now I can easily imagine; but gayer +you are not! Talk you certainly can, and I have heard you laugh; +but that was little better than the two last years you were here. +Once it was different with you--no fairy could be wilder than you!" + +"With years one becomes more quiet," said Otto, and gazed with +astonishment at the blind woman, who did not leave go his hand. "As +a boy I was far too merry--that could not continue; and that I +should now be grave, I have, as you will see, sufficient reason--I +have lost my last support." + +"Yes, truly, truly!" repeated she slowly, and as if pondering; then +shook her head. "That is not the reason. Do you not believe in the +power of the devil? our Lord Christ forgive me! do not you believe +in the power of wicked men? There is no greater difference between +the human child and the changeling brat which the underground +spirits lay in his stead in the cradle, than there is between you +when you were a boy and you as you became during the last year of +your stay here. 'That comes from books, from so much learning,' +said I to other people. Could I only have said so to myself! But +you shall become gay; the trouble of your heart shall wither like a +poisonous weed. I know whence it sprung, and will, with God's help, +heal it. Will you solemnly promise, that no soul in the world shall +learn what we speak of in this hour?" + +"What have you to say to me?" asked Otto, affected by the +extraordinary earnestness of the old woman. + +"The German Heinrich, the player! You remember him well? He is to +blame for your grief! Yes, his name drives the blood more quickly +through your pulse. I feel it, even if I cannot see your face." + +"The German Heinrich!" repeated Otto, and his hand really trembled. +Had Heinrich, then, when he was here three years ago, told her and +the fishermen that which no human being must know,--that which had +destroyed the gayety of his youth? "What have I to do with the +German Heinrich?" + +"Nothing more than a pious Christian has to do with the devil!" +replied she, and made the sign of the cross. "But Heinrich has +whispered an evil word in your ear; he has banished your joyous +humor, as one banishes a serpent." + +"Has he told you this?" exclaimed Otto, and breathed more quickly. +"Tell me all that he has said!" + +"You will not make me suffer for it!" said she. "I am innocent, and +yet I have cooperated in it: it was only a word but a very unseemly +word, and for it one must account at the day of judgment!" + +"I do not understand you!" said Otto, and his eyes glanced around +to see whether any one heard. They were quite alone. In the far +distance the boat with the fishermen showed itself like a dark +speck. + +"Do you remember how wild you were as a boy? How you fastened +bladders to the cat's legs and tail, and flung her out of the +loft-window that she might fly? I do not say this in anger, for I +thought a deal of you; but when you became too insolent one might +wall say, 'Can no one, then, curb this lad?' See, these words I +said!--that is my whole fault, but since then have lain heavy on my +heart. Three years ago came the German Heinrich, and stayed two +nights in our house; God forgive it us! Tricks he could play, and +he understood more than the Lord's Prayer--more than is useful to a +man. With one trick you were to assist him, but when he gave you +the goblet you played your own tricks, and he could make nothing +succeed. You would also be clever. Then he cast an evil eye upon +you, although he was still so friendly and submissive, because you +were a gentleman's child. Do you remember--no, you will certainly +have forgotten--how you once took the baits of the hooks off and +hung my wooden shoes on instead? Then I said in anger, and the +anger of man is never good, 'Can no one, then, tame this boy for +me? He was making downright fun of you to your own face,' said I to +the player. 'Do you not know some art by which you can tame this +wild-cat?' Then he laughed maliciously, but I thought no more of +the matter. The following day, however, he said, 'Now I have curbed +the lad! You should only see how tame he is become; and should he +ever again turn unruly, only ask him what word the German Heinrich +whispered in his ear, and you shall. Then see how quiet he will +become. He shall not mock this trick!' My heart was filled with +horror, but I thought afterward it really meant nothing. Ei! ei! +from the hour he was here you are no longer the same as formerly; +that springs from the magical word he whispered in your ear. You +cannot pronounce the word, he told me; but by it you have been +enchanted: this, and not book-learning, has worked the change. But +you shall be delivered! If you have faith, and that you must have, +you shall again become gay, and I, spite of the evil words which I +spoke, be able to sleep peacefully in my grave. If you will only +lay this upon your heart, now that the moon is in its wane, the +trouble will vanish out of your heart as the disk of the moon +decreases!" And saying this she drew out of her pocket a little +leather purse, opened it and took out a piece of folded paper. "In +this is a bit of the wood out of which our Saviour's cross was +made. This will draw forth the sorrow from your heart, and bear it, +as it bore Him who took upon Himself the sorrow of the whole +world!" She kissed it with pious devotion, and then handed it to +Otto. + +The whole became clear to him. He recollected how in his boyish +wantonness he had caused Heinrich's tricks to miscarry, which +occasioned much pleasure to the spectators, but in Heinrich +displeasure: they soon again became friends, and Otto recognized in +him the merry weaver of the manufactory, as he called his former +abode. They were alone, Otto asked whether he did not remember his +name: Heinrich shook his head. Then Otto uncovered his shoulder, +bade him read the branded letters, and heard the unhappy +interpretation which gave the death-blow to his gayety. Heinrich +must have seen what an impression his words made upon the boy: he +gained through them an opportunity of avenging himself, and at the +same time of bringing himself again into repute: as a sorcerer. He +had tamed him, whispered he to the old woman,--he had tamed the boy +with a single word. At any future wantonness of Otto's, gravity and +terror would immediately return should any one ask him, What word +did the German Heinrich whisper into thy ear? "Only ask him," had +Heinrich said. + +In a perfectly natural manner there lay, truly, enchantment in +Heinrich's words, even although it were not that enchantment which +the superstition of the old woman would have signified. A +revelation of the connection of affairs would have removed her +doubts, but here an explanation was impossible to Otto. He pressed +her hand, besought her to be calm; no sorrow lay heavy on his +heart, except the loss of his dear grandfather. + +"Every evening have I named your name it my prayers said the old +grandmother." Each time when the harbingers of bad weather showed +themselves, and my sons were on the sea, so that we hung out flags +or lighted beacons as signals, did I think of the words which had +escaped my lips, and which the wicked Heinrich had caught up; I +feared lest our Lord might cause my children to suffer for my +injustice." + +"Be calm, my dear old woman!" said Otto. "Keep for yourself the +holy cross, on the virtue of which you rely; may it remove each +sorrow from your own heart!" + +"No, I am guilty of my own sorrow! yours has a stranger laid upon +your heart! Only the sorrow of the guiltless will the cross bear." + +The beautiful sentiment which, unconsciously to her, lay in these +words, affected Otto. He accepted the present, preserved it, sought +to calm the old woman, and once more at parting glanced toward the +splendid sea expanse which formed its own boundary. + +It was almost evening before he reached the house where Rosalie +awaited him. His last scene with the blind fisher-woman had again +thrown him into his gloomy mood. "After all, she really knows +nothing!" said he to himself. "This Heinrich is my evil angel! +might he only die soon!" It was in Otto's soul as if he could shoot +a ball through Heinrich's heart. "Did he only lie buried under the +heather, and with him my secret! I will have blood! yes, there is +something devilish in man! Were Heinrich only dead! But others live +who know my birth,--my sister! my poor, neglected sister, she who +had the same right to intellectual development as myself! How I +fear this meeting! it will be bitter! I must away. I will hence-- +here will my life-germ be stifled! I have indeed fortune--I will +travel! This animated France will drive away these whims, and--I am +away, far removed from my home. In the coming spring I shall be a +stranger among strangers!" And his thoughts melted into a quiet +melancholy. In this manner he reached the hall. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +"L'Angleterre jalouse et la Grèce homérique, +Toute l'Europe admire, et la jeune Amérique +Se lève et bat des mains du bord des océans. +Trois jours vous ont suffi pour briser vos entraves. +Vous êtes les aînés d'une race de braves, +Vous êtes les fits des géans!" + V. HUGO, Chants du Crépuscule. + + "Politiken, mine Herrer!" + MORTONS' Lystspil: den Hjemkomne Nabob + +"In France there is revolution!" was the first piece of information +which Otto related. "Charles X. has flown with his family. This, +they say, is in the German papers." + +"Revolution?" repeated Rosalie, and folded her hands. "Unhappy +France! Blood has flowed there, and it again flows. There I lost my +father and my brother. I became a refugee--must seek for myself a +new father-land." She wiped away a tear from her cheek, and sunk +into deep meditation. She knew the horrors of a revolution, and +only saw in this new one a repetition of those scenes of terror +which she had experienced, and which had driven her out into the +world, up into the north, where she struggled on, until at length +she found a home with Otto's grandfather--a resting abode. + +Everything great and beautiful powerfully affected Otto's soul; +only in one direction had he shown no interest--in the political +direction, and it was precisely politics which had most occupied +the grandfather in his seclusion. But Otto's soul was too +vivacious, too easily moved, too easily carried away by what lay +nearest him. "One must first thoroughly enter into life, before the +affairs of the world can seize upon us!" said he. "With the greater +number of those who in their early youth occupy themselves with +politics, it is merely affectation. It is with them like the boy +who forces himself to smoke tobacco so as to appear older than he +really is." Beyond his own country, France was the only land which +really interested Otto. Here Napoleon had ruled, and Napoleon's +name had reached his heart--he had grown up whilst this name passed +from mouth to mouth; the name and the deeds of the hero sounded to +him, yet a boy, like a great world adventure. How often had he +heard his grandfather, shaking his head, say, "Yes, now newspaper +writers have little to tell since Napoleon is quiet." And then he +had related to him of the hero at Arcole and among the Pyramids, of +the great campaign against Europe, of the conflagration at Moscow, +and the return from Elba. + +Who has not written a play in his childhood? Otto's sole subject +was Napoleon; the whole history of the hero, from the snow-batteries +at Brienne to the rocky island in the ocean. True, this poem was +a wild shoot; but it had sprung from an enthusiastic heart. At +that time he preserved it as a treasure. A little incident which +is connected with it, and is characteristic of Otto's wild outbreaks +of temper when a boy, we will here introduce. + +A child of one of the domestics, a little merry boy with whom Otto +associated a good deal, was playing with him in his garret. Otto +was then writing his play. The boy bantered him, pulling the paper +at the same time. Otto forbade him with the threat,--"If thou dost +that again I will throw thee out of the window!" The boy again +immediately pulled at the paper. In a moment Otto seized him by the +waist, swung him toward the open window, and would certainly have +thrown him out, had not Rosalie fortunately entered the room, and, +with an exclamation of horror, seized Otto's arm, who now stood +pale as death and trembling in every limb. + +In this manner had Napoleon awoke Otto's interest for France. +Rosalie also spoke, next to her Switzerland, with most pleasure of +this country. The Revolution had livingly affected her, and +therefore her discourse regarding it was living. It even seemed to +the old preacher as though the Revolution were an event which he +had witnessed. The Revolution and Napoleon had often fed his +thoughts and his discourse toward this land. Otto had thus, without +troubling himself the least about politics, grown up with a kind of +interest about France. The mere intelligence of this struggle of +the July days was therefore not indifferent to him. He still only +knew what the horse-dealer had related; nothing of the congregation, +or of Polignac's ministry: but France was to him the mighty world-crater, +which glowed with its splendid eruptions, and which he admired +from a distance. + +The old preacher shook his head when Otto imparted this political +intelligence to him. A king, so long as he lived, was in his eyes +holy, let him be whatever sort of a man he might. The actions of a +king, according to his opinion, resembled the words of the Bible, +which man ought not to weigh; they should be taken as they were. +"All authority is from God!" said he. "The anointed one is holy; +God gives to him wisdom; he is a light to whom we must all look +up!" + +"He is a man like ourselves!" answered Otto. "He is the first +magistrate of the land, and as such we owe him the highest +reverence and obedience. Birth, and not worth, gives him the high +post which he fills. He ought only to will that which is good; to +exercise justice. His duties are equally great with those of his +subjects." + +"But more difficult, my son!" said the old man. "It is nothing, as +a flower, to adorn the garland; more difficult is it to be the hand +which weaves the garland. The ribbon must be tight as well as +gently tied; it must not cut into the stems, and yet it must not be +too loose. Yes, you young men talk according to your wisdom! Yes, +you are wise! quite as wise as the woman who kept a roasted chicken +for supper. She placed it upon a pewter plate upon the glowing +coals, and went out to attend to her affairs. When she returned the +plate was melted, and the chicken lay among the ashes. 'What a wise +cat I have!' said she; 'she has eaten I the plate and left the +chicken!' See, you talk just so, and regard things from the same +foolish point of view. Do not speak like the rest of them in the +city! 'Fear God, and honor the king!' We have nothing to argue with +these two; they transact their business between them! The French +resemble young students; when these have made their examen artium +they imagine they are equal to the whole world: they grow restive, +and give student-feasts! The French must have a Napoleon, who can +give their something to do! If they be left to themselves they will +play mad pranks!" + +"Let us first see what the papers really say," replied Otto. + +The following day a large letter arrived; it was from Wilhelm:-- + +"My excellent Otto,--We have all drunk to Otto Thostrup's health. I +raised the glass, and drank the health. The friendship's dissonance +YOU has dissolved itself into a harmonious THOU, and thou thyself +hast given the accord. All at home speak of thee; even the +Kammerjunker's Mamsell chose lately thee, and not her work-box, as +a subject of conversation. The evening as thou drovest over the +Jutland heaths I seated myself at the piano, and played thy whole +journey to my sisters. The journey over the heath I gave them in a +monotonous piece, composed of three tones, quite dissimilar to that +composed by Rousseau. My sisters were near despair; but I told them +it was not more uninteresting than the heath. Sometimes I made a +little flight, a quaver; that was the heath-larks which flew up +into the air. The introduction to the gypsy-chorus in 'Preciosa' +signified the German gypsy-flock. Then came the thema out of +'Jeannot and Collin'--'O, joyous days of childhood!'--and then thou +wast at home. I thundered powerfully down in the bass; that was the +North Sea, the chorus in thy present grand' opéra. Thou canst well +imagine that it was quite original. + +"For the rest, everything at home remains in its old state. I have +been in Svendborg, and have set to music that sweet poem, 'The +Wishes,' by Carl Bagger. His verses seem to me a little rough; but +something will certainly come out of the fellow! Thy own wishes are +they which he has expressed. Besides this, the astonishing tidings +out of France have given us, and all good people here, an +electrical shock. Yes, thou in thy solitude hast certainly heard +nothing of the brilliant July days. The Parisians have deposed +Charles X. If the former Revolution was a blood-fruit, this one is +a true passionflower, suddenly sprung up, exciting astonishment +through its beauty, and as soon as the work is ended rolling +together its leaves. My cousin Joachim, who as thou knowest is just +now at Paris, has lived through these extraordinary days. The day +before yesterday we received a long, interesting letter from him, +which gave us--of the particulars as well as of the whole--a more +complete idea than the papers can give us. People assemble in +groups round the post-houses to receive the papers as they arrive. +I have extracted from my cousin's letter what has struck me most, +and send thee these extracts in a supplement. Thou canst thus in +thy retirement still live in the world. A thousand greetings from +all here. Thou hast a place in mamma's heart, but not less so in mine. + + "Thy friend and brother, + + "WILHELM. + +"P. S.--It is true! My sister Sophie begs thee to bring her a stone +from the North Sea. Perhaps thou wilt bring for me a bucket of +water; but it must not incommode thee!" + +This hearty letter transported Otto into the midst of the friendly +circle in Funen. The corner of the paper where Wilhelm's name stood +he pressed to his lips. His heart was full of noble friendship. + +The extract which Wilhelm had made from his cousin's letter was +short and descriptive. It might be compared with a beautiful poem +translated into good prose. + +In the theatre we interest ourselves for struggling innocence; but +we are still more affected when the destiny of a whole nation is to +be decided. It is on this account that "Wilhelm Tell" possesses so +much interest. Not of the single individual is here the question, +but of all. Here is flesh of our flesh, and bone of our bone. +Greater than the play created by the poet was the effect which this +description of the July days produced upon Otto. This was the +reality itself in which he lived. His heart was filled with +admiration for France, who fought for Liberty the holy fight, and +who, with the language of the sword, had pronounced the anathema of +the age on the enemies of enlightenment and improvement. + +The old preacher folded his hands as he heard it; his eyes +sparkled: but soon he shook his head. "May men so judge the +anointed ones of God? 'He who taketh the sword shall perish by the +sword!'" + +"The king is for the people," said Otto; "not the people for the +king!" + +"Louis XVIth's unhappy daughter!" sighed Rosalie; "for the third +time is she driven from her father-land. Her parents and brothers +killed! her husband dishonored! She herself has a mind and heart. +'She is the only man among the Bourbons,'" said Napoleon. + +The preacher, with his old-fashioned honesty, and a royalist from +his whole heart, regarded the affair with wavering opinion, and +with fear for the future. Rosalie thought most of those who were +made unhappy of the royal ladies and the poor children. Each +followed the impulse of their own nature, and the instinctive +feeling of their age; thus did Otto also, and therefore was his +soul filled with enthusiasm. Enthusiasm belongs to youth. His +thoughts were busied with dreams of Paris; thither flew his wishes. +"Yes, I will travel!" exclaimed he; "that will give my whole +character a more decided bias: I will and must," added he in +thought. "My sorrow will be extinguished, the recollections of my +childhood be forgotten. Abroad, no terrific figures, as here, will +present themselves to me. My father is dead, foreign earth lies +upon his coffin!" + +"But the office--examination!" said the old preacher, "pass that +first. It is always good to have this in reserve, even if thou dost +make no use of it. Only make this year thy philosophicum." + +"And in the spring I shall travel," said Otto. + +"That depends upon thy guardian, my son!" said the preacher. + +Several days passed, and Otto began to feel it solitary in his +home--all moved here in such a confined circle. His mind was +accustomed to a wider sphere of action. He began to grow weary, and +then the hours travel with the snail's pace. + "...minutterna ligesom räcka og strärka sig. +Man känner behof at göre sa med." [Note: Sketches of Every-day Life.] + +He thought of his departure. + +"Thou must take the road through Lemvig," said Rosalie. "I will +then visit the family there for a few days; it will make them quite +happy to see thee, and I shall then be so much longer with thee. +That thou wilt do, wilt thou not?" + +The day was fixed when they should travel. + +The evening previous, Otto paid his last visit to the preacher. +They spoke together a long time about the deceased grandfather. The +preacher gave up several papers to Otto; among them also his +father's last letter. + +In honor of Otto, a bottle of wine was placed upon the table. + +"To thy health, my son!" said the preacher, raising his glass. "We +shall hardly spend another evening together. Thou wilt have much to +learn before thou comest as far as I. The world has more thorn-bushes +than gold-mountains. The times look unsettled. France commences a new +description of campaign in Europe, and certainly will draw along with +it all young men: formerly it was the conquerer Napoleon who led to +the field; now it is the idea of liberty! May the Lord preserve our +good king, and then it will remain well with us! Thou, Otto, wilt fly +out into the wide world--hadst thou only first passed thy examination +for office! But when and where-ever thou mayest fly, remember on all +occasions the words of Scripture. + +"We all desire to rule. Phaeton wished to drive the chariot of the +sun, but not understanding how to guide the reins, he set fire to +the countries, precipitated himself from the chariot, and broke his +neck. I have no one in the city of Copenhagen whom I can ask thee +to greet for me. All the friends of my youth are scattered to the +east and to the west. If any of them still be in the city, they +will certainly have forgotten me. But shouldst thou ever go to the +Regent's Court, and smoke with the others a pipe under the tree, +think of me. I have also sat there when I was young like thee; when +the French Revolution drove also the blood quicker through my +veins, and thoughts of freedom caused me to carry my head more +high. The dear old tree! [Author's Note: At the end of the last +century it was felled, and two younger ones, which are now in full +growth, planted in its stead.] Yes, but one does not perceive in +it, as in me, how many years have passed since then!" + +He pressed a kiss on Otto's forehead, gave him his blessing, and +they parted. + +Otto was in a melancholy mood; he felt that he had certainly seen +the old man for the last time. When he arrived at home he found +Rosalie busy hacking. The following morning, by earliest dawn, they +were to travel toward Lemvig. Otto had not been there within these +two last years. In old times the journey thither had always been to +him a festival, now it was almost indifferent to him. + +He entered his little chamber; for the last time in his life he +should now sleep there. From the next morning commenced, so it +seemed to him, a new chapter in his life. Byron's "Farewell" +sounded in his ears like an old melody:-- + "Fare thee well, and if forever, + Still for ever fare thee well." + +At break of day the carriage rolled away with him and old Rosalie. +Both were silent; the carriage moved slowly along the deep ruts. +Otto looked back once more. A lark rose, singing above him. + +"It will be a beautiful day!" said the coachman; his words and the +song of the lark Rosalie regarded as a good omen for Otto's whole +journey. + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +"Geske.--Have you put syrup in the coffee? +Henrich.--Yes, I have. +Geske.--Be so good, dear madams, be so kind as to be contented." + HOLBERG'S Political Pewterer. + +Lemvig lies, as is well known, on an arm of the Limfjord. The +legend relates, that in the Swedish war a troop of the enemy's +cavalry compelled a peasant here to mount his horse and serve as a +guide. Darkness came on; they found themselves already upon the +high sand-banks. The peasant guided his horse toward a steep +precipice; in a farm-house on the other side of the fjord they +perceived a light. "That is Lemvig," said the peasant; "let us +hasten!" He set spurs to his horse, the Swedes followed his +example, and they were precipitated into the depth: the following +morning their corpses were found. The monument of this bold Lemvig +peasant consists of this legend and in the songs of the poets; and +these are the monuments which endure the longest. Through this +legend the bare precipice receives an intellectual beauty, which +may truly compare itself with the naturally beautiful view over the +city and the bay. + +Rosalie and Otto drove into the town. It was two years since he had +been here; everything seemed to him, during this time, to have +shrunk together: wherever he looked everything was narrow and +small. In his recollection, Lemvig was very much larger. + +They now drew up before the merchant's house. The entrance was +through the shop, which was decorated with wooden shoes, woolen +gloves, and iron ware. Close within the door stood two large casks +of tea. Over the counter hung an extraordinary stuffed fish, and a +whole bunch of felt hats, for the use of both sexes. It was a +business en gros and en détail, which the son of the house managed. +The father himself was number one in Lemvig; he had ships at sea, +and kept open house, as they call it, in the neighborhood. + +The sitting-room door opened, and the wife herself, a stout, square +woman, with an honest, contented countenance, stepped out and +received the guests with kisses and embraces. Alas! her good +Jutland pronunciation cannot be given in writing. + +"O, how glorious that the Mamsell comes and brings Mr. Thostrup +with her! How handsome he is become! and how grown! Yes, we have +his mark still on the door." She drew Otto along with her. "He has +shot up more than a quarter of a yard!" + +He looked at the objects which surrounded him. + +"Yes," said she, "that instrument we have had since you were last +here; it is a present to Maren from her brother. She will now sing; +you something. It is astonishing what a voice she has! Last +Whitsuntide she sang in the church with the musical people; she +sang louder than the organ!" + +Otto approached the sofa, over which a large piece of needlework +hung, in a splendid gold frame. "That is Maren's name-sampler," +said the mistress of the house. "It is very pretty. See! there +stand all our names! Can Mr. Thostrup guess who this is? Here are +all the figures worked in open stitch. That ship, there, is the +Mariane, which was called after me. There you see the Lemvig Arms-- +a tower which stands on the waves; and here in the corner, in +regular and irregular stitches, is her name, 'Maren, October the +24th, 1828.' Yes, that is now two years since. She has now worked a +cushion for the sofa, with a Turk upon it. It went the round of the +city--every one wished to see it; it is astonishing how Maren can +use her hands!" + +Rosalie inquired after the excellent girl. + +"She is preparing the table," said the lady. "Some good friends are +coming to us this evening. The secretary will also come; he will +then play with Maren. You will doubtless, in Copenhagen, have heard +much more beautiful music; ours is quite simple, but they sing from +notes: and I think, most likely the secretary will bring his +musical-box with him. That is splendid! Only lately he sang a +little song to the box, that was much better than to the larger +instrument; for I must say he has not the strong chest which Maren +has." + +The whole family assembled themselves for the first time at the +dinner-table. The two persons who took the lowest places at table +appeared the most original; these were the shopman and the aunt. +Both of them had only at dinner the honor of being with the family; +they were quite shut out from the evening parties. + +The shopman, who in the shop was the first person, and who could +there speak a few words, sat here like a quiet, constrained +creature; his hair combed toward one side, and exhibiting two red, +swollen hands: no sound escaped his lips; kissing the hand of the +lady of the house, at coming and going, was all he did beside eat. + +The aunt, who was not alone called so by the family, but by the +whole of Lemvig, was equally sparing of her words, but her face was +constantly laughing. A flowered, red cotton cap fitted close to the +thin face, giving something characteristic to the high cheek-bones +and hanging lip. "She assisted in the household, but could take no +part in genteel company," as the lady expressed herself. She could +never forget how, at the Reformation Festival, when only the +singers sang in the church, aunt began singing with them out of her +book, so that the churchwarden was forced to beg her to be silent; +but this she took very ill, and declared she had as notch right as +the others to praise God, and then sang in defiance. Had she not +been "aunt," and not belonged to the family to which she did, she +would certainly have been turned out. + +She was now the last person who entered and took her place at +table. Half an hour had she been sought after before she was found. +She had stood at the end of the garden, before the wooden trellis. +Grass had been mown in the field behind the garden, and made into a +rick; to see this she had gone to the trellis, the odor had +agreeably affected her; she had pressed her face against the +trellis-work, and from contemplation of it had fallen into thought, +or rather out of thought. There she was found, and the dreamer was +shaken into motion. She was again right lively, and laughed each +time that Otto looked at her. He had his seat between Maren and the +lady of the house, at the upper end of the table. Maren was a very +pretty girl--little, somewhat round, white and red, and well-dressed. +A vast number of bows, and a great variety of colors, were her weak +side. She was reading at this time "Cabal and Love." + +"Thou art reading it in German!" said the mother. + +"Yes, it must be a beautiful piece. I speak German very well, but +when I wish to read it I get on too slowly with it: I like to get +to the end of a book!" + +The husband had his place at the head of the table. A little black +cap sat smoothly on his gray hair, and a pair of clever eyes +sparkled in his countenance. With folded hands he prayed a silent +prayer, and then bowed his head, before he allowed the dinner to be +served. Rosalie sat beside him. Her neighbor on the right seemed +very talkative. He was an old soldier, who in his fortieth year had +gone as lieutenant with the land's troops, and had permission to +wear the uniform, and therefore sat there in a kind of military +coat, and with a stiff cravat. He was already deep in Polignac's +ministry and the triumph of the July days; but he had the +misfortune to confound Lafitte and Lafayette together. The son of +the house only spoke of bull-calves. The lady at the table was a +little mamsell from Holstebro, who sat beside him, dressed like a +girl for Confirmation, in a black silk dress and long red shawl. +She was in grand array, for she was on a visit. This young lady +understood dress-making, and could play upon the flute; which, +however, she never did without a certain bashfulness: besides this, +she spoke well, especially upon melancholy events. The bottle of +wine only circulated at the upper end of the table; the shopman and +aunt only drank ale, but it foamed gloriously: it had been made +upon raisin-stalks. + +"He is an excellent man, the merchant, whom you have received as +guardian, Mr. Thostrup," said the master of the house. "I am in +connection with him." + +"But it is strange," interrupted the lady, "that only one out of +his five daughters is engaged. If the young ladies in Copenhagen do +not go off better than that, what shall we say here?" + +"Now Mr. Thostrup can take one of them," said the husband. "There +is money, and you have fortune also; if you get an office, you can +live in floribus!" + +Maren colored, although there was no occasion for coloring; she +even cast down her eyes. + +"What should Mr. Thostrup do with one of them?" pursued the wife. +"He shall have a Jutland maiden! There are pretty young ladies +enough here in the country-seats," added she, and laid the best +piece of meat upon his plate. + +"Do the royal company give pretty operas?" asked Maren, and gave +another direction to the conversation. + +Otto named several, among others Der Freischütz. + +"That must be horrible!" said the lieutenant. "They say the wolf-glen +is so natural, with a waterfall, and an owl which flutters its wings. +Burgomaster Mimi has had a letter from a young lady in Aarhuus, +who has been in Copenhagen, and has seen this piece. It was so +horrible that she held her hand before her face, and almost +fainted. They have a splendid theatre!" + +"Yes, but our little theatre was very pretty!" said the lady of the +house. "It was quite stupid that the dramatic company should have +been unlucky. The last piece we gave is still clear in my +recollection; it was the 'Sandseslöse.' I was then ill; but +because I wished so much to see it, the whole company was so +obliging as to act it once more, and that, too, in our sitting-room, +where I lay on the sofa and could look on. That was an extraordinary +mark of attention from them! Only think--the burgomaster himself +acted with them!" + +In honor of the strangers, coffee was taken after dinner in the +garden, where, under the plum-trees, a swing was fixed. Somewhat +later a sailing party was arranged. A small yacht belonging to the +merchant lay, just unladen, near the bridge of boats. + +Otto found Maren and the young lady from Holstebro sitting in the +arbor. Somewhat startled, they concealed something at his entrance. + +"The ladies have secrets! May one not be initiated?" + +"No, not at all!" replied Maren. + +"You have manuscript poems in the little book!" said Otto, and +boldly approached. "Perhaps of your own composition?" + +"O, it is only a memorandum-book," said Maren, blushing. "When I +read anything pretty I copy it, for we cannot keep the books." + +"Then I may see it!" said Otto. His eye fell upon the written +sheet:-- + "So fliessen nun zwei Wasser + Wohl zwischen mir und Dir + Das eine sind die Thränen, + Das andre ist der See!" + [Note: Des Knaben Wunderhorn.] +he read. "That is very pretty! 'Der verlorne Schwimmer,' the poem +is called, is it not?" + +"Yes, I have copied it out of the secretary's memorandum-book; he +has so many pretty pieces." + +"The secretary has many splendid things!" said Otto, smiling. +"Memorandum-book, musical snuff-box"-- + +"And a collection of seals!" added the young lady from Holstebro. + +"I must read more!" said Otto; but the ladies fled with glowing +cheeks. + +"Are you already at your tricks, Mr. Thostrup?" said the mother, +who now entered the garden. "Yes, you do not know how Maren has +thought of you--how much she has spoken of you. You never wrote to +us; we never heard anything of you, except when Miss Rosalie +related us something out of your letters. That was not nice of you! +You and Maren were always called bride and bridegroom. You were a +pair of pretty children, and your growth has not been disadvantageous +to either of you." + +At four o'clock the evening party assembled--a whole swarm of young +ladies, a few old ones, and the secretary, who distinguished +himself by a collection of seals hanging to a long watch-chain, and +everlastingly knocking against his body; a white shirt-frill, stiff +collar, and a cock's comb, in which each hair seemed to take an +affected position. They all walked down to the bay. Otto had some +business and came somewhat later. Whilst he was crossing, alone, +the court-yard, he heard, proceeding from the back of the house, a +fearful, wild cry, which ended in violent sobbing. Terrified, he +went nearer, and perceived the aunt sitting in the middle of a +large heap of turf. The priestess at Delphi could not have looked +more agitated! Her close cap she had torn from her head; her long, +gray hair floated over her shoulders; and with her feet she stamped +upon the turf, like a willful child, until the pieces flew in +various directions. When she perceived Otto she became calm in a +moment, but soon she pressed her thin hands before her face and +sobbed aloud. To learn from her what was the matter was not to be +thought of. + +"O, she is only quarrelsome!" said the girl, to whom Otto had +turned for an explanation. "Aunt is angry because she was not +invited to sail with the company. She always does so,--she can be +quite wicked! Just lately, when she should have helped me to wring +out the sheets, she always twisted them the same way that I did, so +that we could never get done, and my hands hurt me very much!" + +Otto walked down to the bay. The sail was unfurled, the secretary +brought out his musical-box, and, accompanied by its tones, they +glided in the burning sunshine over the water. + +On the other side tea was to be drunk, and then Maren was to sing. +Her mother asked her to sing the song with the strong tones, so +that Otto might hear what a voice she had. + +She sang "Dannevang." Her voice had uncommon power, but no style, +no grace. + +"Such a voice, I fancy, you have not heard in the theatre at +Copenhagen?" said the secretary, with dogmatical gravity. + +"You might wish yourself such a chest!" said the lieutenant. + +The secretary should now sing; but he had a little cold, which he +had always. + +"You must sing to the musical-box!" said the lady, and her wish was +fulfilled. If Maren had only commenced, one might have believed it +a trial of skill between Boreas and Zephyr. + +They now walked about, drank tea, and after this they were to +return to the house, there to partake of fish and roast meat, a +piece of boxed ham, and other good things. + +Otto could by no means be permitted to think of leaving them the +following morning; he must remain a few days, and gather strength, +so that in Copenhagen he might apply himself well to work. But only +one day would he enjoy all the good things which they heaped upon +him. He yearned for other people, for a more intellectual circle. +Two years before he had agreed splendidly with them all, had found +them interesting and intellectual; now he felt that Lemvig was a +little town, and that the people were good, excellent people. + +The following play again brought capital cookery, good foul, and +good wine--that was to honor Mr. Thostrup. His health was drunk, +Maren was more confidential, the aunt had forgotten her trouble, +and again sat with a laughing face beside the constrained shopman. +They must, it is true, make a little haste over their dinner, for +the fire-engine was to be tried; and this splendor, they +maintained, Otto must see, since he so fortunately chanced to lie +there. + +"How can my mother think that this will give Mr. Thostrup +pleasure?" said Maren. "There is nothing to see in it." + +"That has given him pleasure formerly!" answered the mother. "It +is, also, laughable when the boys run underneath the engine-rain, +and the stream comes just in their necks." + +She spoke of the former Otto and of the present one--he was become +so Copenhagenish, so refined and nice, as well in the cut of his +clothes as in his manners; yet she still found an opportunity of +giving him a little hint to further refinement. Only think! he took +the sugar for his coffee with his fingers! + +"But where are the sugar-tongs, the massive silver sugar-tongs?" +asked she. "Maren, dost thou allow him to take the sugar with his +fingers?" + +"That is more convenient!" answered Otto. "I do that always." + +"Yes, but if strangers had been here," said the hostess, in a +friendly but teaching tone, "we must, like that grand lady you know +of, have thrown the sugar out of the window." + +"In the higher circles, where people have clean fingers, they make +use of them!" said Otto. "There would be no end of it if one were +to take it with the sugar-tongs." + +"They are of massive silver!" said the lady, and weighed them in +her hand. + +Toward evening Rosalie went into the garden under the plum trees. + +"These, also, remind me of my mountains," said she; "this is the +only fruit which will properly flourish there. Lemvig lies, like La +Locle, in a valley," and she pointed, smiling, to the surrounding +sand-hills. "How entirely different it is here from what it is at +home on thy grandfather's estate! There I have been so accustomed +to solitude, that it is almost too lively for me here. One +diversion follows another." + +It was precisely this which Otto did not like. These amusements of +the small towns wearied him, and he could not delight himself with +them, no longer mingle in this life. + +He wished to set out early the following morning. It would be too +exhausting to drive along the dry road in the sun's heat, they all +declared; he must wait until the afternoon, then it would be +cooler; it was, also, far pleasanter to travel in the night. +Rosalie's prayers decided him. Thus, after dinner and coffee, the +horses should be put into the carriage. + +It was the last day. Maren was somewhat in a grave mood. Otto must +write in her album. "He would never come to Lemvig again," said +she. As children they had played with each other. Since he went to +Copenhagen she had, many an evening, seated herself in the swing +near the summer-house and thought of him. Who knows whether she +must not have done so when she copied out of the secretary's +memorandum-book, the verses,-- + "So fliessen nun zwei Wasser + Wohl zwischen mir and Dir?" + +The sea certainly flows between Aarhuus and Copenhagen. + +"Maren will perhaps go over for the winter," said the mother; "but +we dare not speak too much about it, for it is not yet quite +settled. It will really make her gayer! lately she has been very +much inclined to melancholy, although God knows that we have denied +her no pleasure!" + +There now arrived a quantity of letters from different +acquaintance, and from their acquaintance: if Mr. Thostrup would +have the goodness to take care of this to Viborg, these to Aarhuus, +and the others as far as Copenhagen. It was a complete freight, +such as one gets in little towns, just as though no post went +through the country. + +The carriage stopped before the door. + +Rosalie melted into tears. "Write to me!" said she. "Thee I shall +never see again! Greet my Switzerland when thou comest there!" + +The others were merry. The lady sang,-- + "O could I, like a cloud, but fly!" + +The young lady from Holstebro bowed herself before him with an +Album-leaf its her hand, upon which she must beg Mr. Thostrup to +write her something. Maren gave him her hand, blushed and drew +back: but as the carriage rolled away she waved her while +handkerchief through the open window: "Farewell! Farewell!" + + + +CHAPTER XX + +"Stop! cried Patroclus, with mighty, thundering voice."--WILSTER'S Iliad. + +The parting with Rosalie, the hospitality of the family, and their +sincere sympathy, touched Otto; he thought upon the last days, upon +his whole sojourn in his home. The death of his grandfather made +this an important era in his life. The quiet evening and the +solitary road inclined him still more to meditation. + +How cheering and interesting had been a visit to Lemvig in former +times! Then it furnished matter for conversation with Rosalie for +many weeks; it now lay before him a subject of indifference. The +people were certainly the same, therefore the change must have +taken place in himself. He thought of Copenhagen, which stood so +high, and of the people there. + +"After all, the difference is not so great!" said he. "In +Copenhagen the social foci are more numerous, the interests more +varied; each day brings a fresh topic of conversation, and one can +choose one's society. The multitude, on the contrary, has something +citizenish; it obtrudes itself even from beneath the ball-dress +which shows itself at court; it is seen in the rich saloon of the +wholesale merchant, as well as in the house of the brandy +distiller, whose possessions give to him and his two brewers the +right of election. It is the same food which is presented to us; in +the small towns one has it on earthenware, in Copenhagen on china. +If one had only the courage, in the so-called higher classes, to +break through the gloss which life in a greater circle, which +participation in the customs of the world, has called forth, one +should soon find in many a lady of rank, in many a nobleman who +sits not alone in the theatre, on the first bench, merely that +empty common earthenware; and that, as with the merchant's wife in +Lemvig, a déjeuner or a soirée, like some public event, will +occupy the mind before and after its occurrence. A court-ball, at +which either the son or daughter has figured, resembles the most +brilliant success in an examination for office. We laugh at the +authorities of Lemvig, and yet with us the crowd runs after nothing +but authorities and newspapers. This is a certain state of +innocence. How many a poor officer or student must play the +subordinate part of the shopman at the table of the rich, and +gratefully kiss the hand of the lady of the house because she has +the right of demanding gratitude? And in the theatre, with the +multitude, what does not 'an astonishing chest' do? A strength of +voice which can penetrate right through the leather of the mind +gains stormy applause, whilst taste and execution can only be +appreciated by the few. The actor can be certain of applause if he +only thunder forth his parting reply. The comedian is sure of a +shout of bravo if he puts forth an insipidity, and rubs his legs +together as if replying with spirit and humor. The massive plate in +the house gives many a lady the boldness to teach that in which she +herself might perhaps have been instructed. Many a lady, like the +Mamsell from Holstebro, dresses always in silk and a long shawl, +and if one asks after her profession one finds it consists at most +in dress-making; perhaps she does not even possess the little +accompanying talent of playing the flute. How many people do not +copy, like Maren, out of other people's memorandum-books, and do +not excel musical-boxes! still one hears a deal of musical snuff-box +music, and is waited upon by voices which are equally as insignificant +as the secretary's." + +These were pretty much Otto's reflections, and certainly it was a +good feeling which lay at the bottom of them. Let us remember in +our judgment that he was so young, and that he had only known +Copenhagen _one_ year; otherwise he would most certainly have +thought _quite differently_. + +Night spread itself over the heath, the heavens were clear. Slowly +the carriage wound along through the deep sand. The monotonous +sound, the unchanging motion, all rendered Otto sleepy. A falling +star shot like a fire column across the sky--this woke him for a +moment; he soon again bowed his head and slept, fast and deep. It +was an hour past midnight, when he was awoke by a loud cry. He +started up--the fire burnt before them; and between it and the +horse stood two figures, who had taken hold of the leather reins. +Close beside them was a cart, under which was placed a sort of bed, +on which slept a woman and some children. + +"Will you drive into the soup-kettle?" asked a rough voice, whilst +another scolded in a gibberish which was unintelligible to Otto. + +It had happened to the coachman as to him, only that the coachman +had fallen asleep somewhat later; the horses had lost their track, +and uncertain, as they had long been, they were now traversing the +impassable heath. A troop of the so-called Scavengers, who wander +through these districts a nomadic race, had here taken up their +quarters for the night, had made a fire and hung the kettle over +it, to cook some pieces of a lamb they had stolen on their journey. + +"They were about half a mile from the highway," said an elderly +woman who was laying some bushes of heath under the kettle. + +"Half a mile?" replied a voice from the other side of the cart, and +Otto remarked a man who, wrapped in a large gray riding-cloak, had +stretched himself out among the heather. "It is not a quarter of a +mile to the highway if people know how to direct their course +properly!" + +The pronunciation of the man was somewhat foreign, but pure, and +free from the gibberish which the others employed in their speech. +The voice seemed familiar to Otto, his ear weighed each syllable, +and his blood ran quicker through his veins: "It is the German +Heinrich, the evil angel of my life!" he felt, and wrapt himself +closer in his mantle, so that his countenance was concealed. + +A half-grown lad came forward and offered himself as a guide. + +"But the lad must have two marks!" said the woman. + +Otto nodded assent, and glanced once more toward the man in whom he +believed he recognized the German Heinrich; the man had again +carelessly stretched himself among the heath, and did not seem +inclined to enter into farther discourse. + +The woman desired the payment in advance, and received it. The boy +led the horses toward one side; at the moment the fire flare up +between the turf-sods, a great dog, with a loose cord about his +neck, sprang forward and ran barking after the carriage, which now +travelled on over the heath in the gloomy night. + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +"Poetry does not always express sorrow; the rainbow can also arch +across a cloudless blue firmament."--JEAN PAUL. + +We again find ourselves in Copenhagen, where we meet with Otto, and +may every day expect Wilhelm, Miss Sophie, and the excellent mamma; +they would only stay a few weeks. To learn tidings of their +arrival, Otto determined to pay a visit where they were expected; +we know the house, we were present at the Christmas festival: it +was here that Otto received his noble pedigree. + +We will now become somewhat better acquainted with the family. The +husband had a good head, as people sat, had an excellent wine-cellar, +and was, as one of the friends maintained, a good l'hombre player. +But the soul of the house, the animating genius, which drew into +this circle all that possessed life and youth, was the wife. +Beautiful one could by no means call her, but, enchanted by her +natural loveliness, her mind, and her unaffectedness, you forgot +this in a few moments. A rare facility in appreciating the comic of +every-day life, and a good-humored originality in its representation, +always afforded her rich material for conversation. It was as if Nature, +in a moment of thoughtlessness, had formed an insipid countenance, but +immediately afterward strove to make good her fault by breathing into +it a soul, which, even through pale blue eyes, pale cheeks, and ordinary +features, could make her beauty felt. + +When Otto entered the room he heard music. He listened: it must be +either Weyse or Gerson. + +"It is the Professor Weyse," said the servant, and Otto opened the +door softly, without knocking. + +The astral-lamp burnt upon the table; upon the sofa sat two young +ladies. The mistress of the house nodded Otto a friendly welcome, +but then smiling laid her finger on her lips, as a sign of silence, +and pointed to a chair, on which he seated himself, and listened to +the soft tones, which, like spirits, floated from the piano at +which the musician sat. It was as if the slumbering thoughts and +feelings of the soul, which in every breast find a response, even +among the most opposite nations, had found a voice and language. +The fantasies died away in a soft, spiritual piano. Thus lightly +has Raphael breathed the Madonna di Foligno upon the clouds; she +rests there as a soap-bubble rests upon velvet. That dying away of +the tomes resembled the thoughts of the lover when his eye closes, +and the living dream of his heart imperceptibly merges and vanishes +in sleep. Reality is over. + +Here also the tones ceased. + + "Der Bettelvogt von Ninive + Zog hinab zum Genfersee, + Hm, hm!" + [Author's Note: An old popular German song.] +commenced the musician once more, with an originality and spirit +which influenced the whole company. Far too soon did he again break +off, after he had enchanted all ears by his own treasures, as well +as by the curiosities of the people's life in the world of sound. +Only when he was gone did admiration find words; the fantasies +still echoed in every heart. + +"His name deserves to be known throughout Europe!" said the +gracious lady; "how few people in the world know Weyse and Kuhlau!" + +"That is the misfortune of a musician being born in a small +country," said Otto. "His works become only manuscript for friends; +his auditory extends only from Skagen to Kiel: there the door is +closed." + +"One must console one's self that everything great and good becomes +at length known," said the cousin of the family, who is known to us +by his verses for the Christmas-tree. "The nations will become +acquainted with everything splendid in the kingdom of mind, let it +bloom in a small or in a large country. Certainly during this time +the artist may have died, but then he must receive compensation in +another world." + +"I truly believe," returned the gracious lady, "that he would wish +a little in advance here below, where it is so ordered that the +immortal must bow himself before the mortal." + +"Certainly," replied Otto; "the great men of the age are like +mountains; they it is which cause the land to be seen from afar, +and give it importance, but in themselves they are bare and cold; +their heights are never properly known." + +"Very beautiful," said the lady; "you speak like a Jean Paul." + +At this moment the door opened, and all were surprised by the +entrance of Miss Sophie, Wilhelm, and the dear mamma. They were +not expected before the following evening. They had travelled the +whole day through Zealand. + +"We should have been here to dinner," said Sophie, "but my brother +could not get his business finished in Roeskelde; then he had +forgotten to order horses, and other little misadventures occurred: +six whole hours we remained there. Mamma contracted quite a passion +there--she fell fairly in love with a young girl, the pretty Eva." + +"Yes, she is a nice creature!" said the old lady. "Had I not +reason, Mr. Thostrup? You and my Wilhelm had already made her +interesting to me. She has something so noble, so refined, which +one so rarely meets with in the lower class; she deserves to come +among educated people." + +"Otto, what shall our hearts say," exclaimed Wilhelm, "when my good +mother is thus affected?" + +They assembled round the tea-table. Wilhelm addressed Otto with the +confidential "thou" which Otto himself had requested. + +"We will drink together in tea and renew our brotherhood." + +Otto smiled, but with such a strangely melancholy air, and spoke +not a word. + +"He's thinking about the old grandfather," thought Wilhelm, and +laid his hand upon his friend's shoulder. "The Kammerjunker and his +ladies greet thee!" said he. "I believe the Mamsell would willingly +lay thee in her own work-box, were that to be done." + +Otto remained quiet, but in his soul there was a strange commotion. +It would be a difficult thing to explain this motive, which +belonged to his peculiarity of mind; it entered among the mysteries +of the soul. The multitude call it in individuals singularity, the +psychologist finds a deeper meaning in it, which the understanding +is unable to fathom. We have examples of men, whose strength of +mind and body were well known, feeling faint at the scent of a +rose; others have been thrown into a convulsive state by touching +gray paper. This cannot be explained; it is one of the riddles of +Nature. A similar relaxing sensation Otto experienced when he, for +the first time, heard himself addressed as "thou" by Wilhelm. It +seemed to him as though the spiritual band which encircled them +loosened itself, and Wilhelm became a stranger. It was impossible +for Otto to return the "thou," yet, at the same time, he felt the +injustice of his behavior and the singularity, and wished to +struggle against it; he mastered himself, attained a kind of +eloquence, but no "thou" would pass his lips. + +"To thy health, Otto," said Wilhelm, and pushed his cup against +Otto's. + +"Health!" said Otto, with a smile. + +"It is true," began the cousin, "I promised you the other day to +bring my advertisements with me; the first volume is closed." And +he drew from his pocket a book in which a collection of the most +original Address-Gazette advertisements, such as one sees daily, +was pasted. + +"I have one for you," said the lady; "I found it a little time +since. 'A woman wishes for a little child to bottle.' Is not that +capital?" + +"Here is also a good one," said Wilhelm, who had turned over the +leaves of the book: "'A boy of the Mosaic belief may be apprenticed +to a cabinet-maker, but he need not apply unless he will eat +everything that happens to be in the house.' That is truly a hard +condition for the poor lad." + +"Almost every day," said the cousin, "one may read, 'For the play +of to-day or to-morrow is a good place to be had in the third story +in the Christenbernikov Street.' The place is a considerable +distance from the theatre." + +"Theatre!" exclaimed the master of the house, who now entered to +take his place at the tea-table, "one can soon hear who has that +word in his mouth; now is he again at the theatre! The man can +speak of nothing else. There ought, ready, to be a fine imposed, +which he should pay each time he pronounces the word theatre. I +would only make it a fine of two skillings, and yet I dare promise +that before a month was over he would be found to pay in fines his +whole pocket-money, and his coat and boots besides. It is a real +mania with the man! I know no one among my young friends," added +he, with an ironical smile at Wilhelm,--"no, not one, who has such +a hobby-horse as our good cousin." + +"Here thou art unjust to him!" interrupted his wife; "do not place +a fine upon him, else I will place thee in a vaudeville! Thy life +is in politics; our cousin's in theatrical life; Wilhelm's in +thorough-bass; and Mr. Thostrup's in learned subjects. Each of you +is thus a little nail in the different world-wheels; whoever +despises others shows that he considers his wheel the first, or +imagines that the world is a wheelbarrow, which goes upon one +wheel! No, it is a more complicated machine." + +Later in the evening, when the company broke up, Otto and Wilhelm +went together. + +"I do not think," said Wilhelm, "that thou hast yet said thou to +me. Is it not agreeable to thee?" + +"It was my own wish, my own request," replied Otto. "I have not +remarked what expressions I have employed." He remained silent. +Wilhelm himself seemed occupied with unusual thoughts, when he +suddenly exclaimed: "Life is, after all, a gift of blessings! One +should never make one's self sorrows which do not really exist! +'Carpe diem,' said old Horace." + +"That will we!" replied Otto; "but now we must first think of our +examination." + +They pressed each other's hands and parted. + +"But I have heard no thou!" said Wilhelm to himself "He is an +oddity, and yet I love him! In this consists, perhaps, my own +originality." + +He entered his room, where the hostess had been cleaning, +and had arranged the books and papers in the nicest order. Wilhelm +truly called it disorder; the papers in confusion and the books in +a row. The lamp even had a new place; and this was called order! + +Smiling, he seated himself at the piano; it was so long since they +had said "Good day" to each other! He ran over the keys several +times, then lost himself in fantasies. "That is lovely!" he +exclaimed. "But it is not my property! What does it belong to? It +melts into my own feelings!" He played it again. It was a thema out +of "Tancredi," therefore from Rossini, even the very composer whom +our musical friends most looked down upon; how could he then guess +who had created those tones which now spoke to his heart? His whole +being he felt penetrated by a happiness, a love of life, the cause +of which he knew not. He thought of Otto with a warmth which the +latter's strange behavior did not deserve. All beloved beings +floated so sweetly before his mind. This was one of those moments +which all good people know; one feels one's self a member of the +great chain of love which binds creation together. + +So long as the rose-bud remains folded together it seems to be +without fragrance; yet only one morning is required, and the fine +breath streams from the crimson mouth. It is only one moment; it is +the commencement of a new existence, which already has lain long +concealed in the bud: but one does not see the magic wand which +works the change. This spiritual contrast, perhaps, took place in +the past hour; perhaps the last evening rays which fell upon the +leaves concealed this power! The roses of the garden must open; +those of the heart follow the same laws. Was this love? Love is, as +poets say, a pain; it resembles the disease of the mussel, through +which pearls are formed. But Wilhelm was not sick; he felt himself +particularly full of strength and enjoyment of life. The poet's +simile of the mussel and the pearl sounds well, but it is false. +Most poets are not very learned in natural history; and, therefore, +they are guilty of many errors with regard to it. The pearl is +formed on the mussel not through disease; when an enemy attacks her +she sends forth drops in her defense, and these change into pearls. +It is thus strength, and not weakness, which creates the beautiful. +It would be unjust to call love a pain, a sickness; it is an energy +of life which God has planted in the human breast; it fills our +whole being like the fragrance which fills each leaf of the rose, +and then reveals itself among the struggles of life as a pearl of +worth. + +These were Wilhelm's thoughts; and yet it was not perfectly clear +to him that he loved with his whole soul, as one can only love +once. + +The following forenoon he paid a visit to Professor Weyse. + +"You are going to Roeskelde, are you not?" asked Wilhelm. "I have +heard you so often play the organ here in Our Lady's church, I +should very much like to hear you there, in the cathedral. If I +were to make the journey, would you then play a voluntary for me?" + +"You will not come!" said the musician. + +"I shall come!" answered Wilhelm, and kept his word. Two days after +this conversation he rolled through the streets of Roeskelde. + +"I am come for a wager! I shall hear Weyse play the organ!" said he +to the host, although there was no need for an apology. + +Bulwer in his romance, "The Pilgrims of the Rhine," has with +endless grace and tenderness called forth a fairy world. The little +spirits float there as the breath of air floats around the material +reality; one is forced to believe in their existence. With a genius +powerful as that which inspired Bulwer, glorious as that which +infused into Shakespeare the fragrance we find breathed over the +"Midsummer-night's Dream," did Weyse's tones fill Wilhelm; the deep +melodies of the organ in the old cathedral had indeed attracted him +to the quiet little town! The powerful tones of the heart summoned +him! Through them even every day things assumed a coloring, an +expression of beauty, such as Byron shows us in words, Thorwaldsen +in the hard stone, Correggio in colors. + +We have by Goethe a glorious poem, "Love a Landscape-painter." The +poet sits upon a peak and gazes before him into the mist, which, +like canvas spread upon the easel, conceals all heights and +expanses; then comes the God of Love and teaches him how to paint a +picture on the mist. The little one now sketches with his rosy +fingers a picture such as only Nature and Goethe give us. Were the +poet here, we could offer him no rock on which he might seat +himself, but something, through legends and songs, equally +beautiful. He would then sing,--I seated myself upon the mossy +stone above the cairn; the mist resembled outstretched canvas. The +God of Love commenced on this his sketch. High up he painted a +glorious still, whose rays were dazzling! The edges of the clouds +he made as of gold, and let the rays penetrate through them; then +painted he the fine light boughs of fresh, fragrant trees; brought +forth one hill after the other. Behind these, half-concealed, lay a +little town, above which rose a mighty church; two tall towers with +high spires rose into the air; and below the church, far out, where +woods formed the horizon, drew he a bay so naturally! it seemed to +play with the sunbeams as if the waves splashed up against the +coast. Now appeared flowers; to the fields and meadows he gave the +coloring of velvet and precious stones; and on the other side of +the bay the dark woods melted away into a bluish mist. "I can +paint!" said the little one; "but the most difficult still remains +to do." And he drew with his delicate finger, just where the rays +of the sun fell most glowingly, a maiden so gentle, so sweet, with +dark blue eyes and cheeks as blooming as the rosy fingers which +formed the picture. And see! a breeze arose; the leaves of the +trees quivered; the expanse of water ruffled itself; the dress of +the maiden was gently stirred; the maiden herself approached: the +picture itself was a reality! And thus did the old royal city +present itself before Wilhelm's eyes, the towers of the cathedral, +she tay, the far woods, and--Eva! + +The first love of a pure heart is holy! This holiness may be +indicated, but not described! We return to Otto. + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +"A man only gains importance by a poet's fancy, when his genius +vividly represents to our imagination a clearer, but not an +ennobled image of men and objects which have an existence; then +alone he understands how to idealize."--H. HERTZ. + +We pass on several weeks. It was toward the end of September, the +examen philosophicum was near. Preparations for this had been +Otto's excuse for not yet having visited the family circle of his +guardian, the merchant Berger. This was, however, brought about by +Otto's finding one day, when he went to speak with his guardian, +the mistress of the house in the same room. We know that there are +five daughters in the house, and that only one is engaged, yet they +are all well-educated girls--domestic girls, as their mother +assured her friend upon more than one occasion. + +"So, then, I have at length the honor of making your acquaintance," +said Mrs. Berger. "this visit, truly, is not intended either for me +or the children, but still you must now drink a cup of coffee with +us. Within it certainly looks rather disorderly; the girls are +making cloaks for the winter. We will not put ourselves out of the +way for you: you shall be regarded as a member of the family: but +then you must come to us in a friendly way. Every Thursday our +son-in-law dines with us, will you then be contented with our dinner? +Now you shall become acquainted with my daughters." + +"And I must to my office," said the husband; "therefore let us +consider Thursday as an appointment. We dine at three o'clock, and +after coffee Laide gives us music." + +The lady now conducted Otto into the sitting-room, where he found +the four daughters in full activity with a workwoman. The fifth +daughter, Julle, was, as they had told him, gone to the shops for +patterns: yesterday she had run all over the town, but the patterns +she received were not good. + +The lady told him the name of each daughter; their characteristics +he naturally learnt later. + +All the five sisters had the idea that they were so extremely +different, and yet they resembled each other to a hair. Adelaide, +or Laide, as she was also called, was certainly the prettiest; that +she well knew also, therefore she would have a fur cape, and no +cloak; her figure should be seen. Christiane was what one might +call a practical girl; she knew how to make use of everything. +Alvilde had always a little attack of the tooth-ache; Julle went +shopping, and Miss Grethe was the bride. She was also musical, and +was considered witty. Thus she said one evening when the house-door +was closed, and groaned dreadfully on its hinges, "See now, we have +port wine after dinner." [Translator's Note: A pun which it is +impossible to translate. The Danish word Portviin according to +sound, may mean either port wine or the creaking of a door.] The +brother, the only son of the house, with whom we shall become +better acquainted, had written down this conceit; "but that was +only to be rude toward her," said Miss Grethe. "Such good ideas as +this I have every hour of the day!" + +We ought really to accuse these excellent girls of nothing foolish; +they were very good and wise. The lover, Mr. Svane, was also a +zealous wit; he was so lively, they said. Every one with whom he +became a little familiar he called immediately Mr. Petersen, and +that was so droll! + +"Now the father has invited Mr. Thostrup to come on Thursday!" said +the lady. "I also think, if we were to squeeze ourselves a little +together, he might find a place with us in the box; the room is, +truly, very confined." + +Otto besought them not to incommode themselves. + +"O, it is a large box!" said the lady, but she did not say how many +of them were already in it. Only eleven ladies went from the family +itself. They were obliged to go to the theatre in three parties, so +that people might not think; if they all went together, there was a +mob. One evening, when the box had been occupied by eighteen +persons, beside several twelve-year old children, who had sat in +people's laps, or stood before them, and the whole party had +returned home in one procession, and were standing before the house +door to go in, people streamed together, imagining there was some +alarm, or that some one had fallen into convulsions. "What is the +matter?" they asked, and Miss Grethe immediately replied, "It is a +select company!" [Translator's Note: A select or shut-out company. +We regret that this pun, like the foregoing one, is untransferable +into English.] Since that evening they returned home in separate +divisions. + +"It is really a good box!" said Alvilde; "if we had only other +neighbors! The doors are opening and shutting eternally, and make a +draught which is not bearable for the teeth. And then they speak so +loud! the other night I did not hear a single word of the pretty +song about Denmark." + +"But did you lose much through that?" asked Otto, smiling, and soon +they found themselves very much at variance, just as if they had +been old acquaintances. "I do not think much of these patriotic +scraps, where the poet, in his weakness, supports himself by this +beautiful sentiment of patriotism in the people. You will certainly +grant that here the multitude always applauds when it only hears +the word 'Father-land,' or the name of 'Christian IV.' The poet +must give something more; this is a left-handed kind of patriotism. +One would really believe that Denmark were the only country in the +world!" + +"Fie, Mr. Thostrup!" said the lady: "do you not then love your +father-land?" + +"I believe I love it properly!" returned he: "and because it really +possesses so much that is excellent do I desire that only what is +genuine should be esteemed, only what is genuine be prized." + +"I agree in the main with Mr. Thostrup," said Miss Grethe, who was +busied in unpicking and turning her cloak, in order, as she herself +said, to spoil it on the other side. "I think he is right! If a +poem is well spoken on the stage, it has always a kind of effect. +It is just the same as with stuffs--they may be of a middling +quality and may have an unfavorable pattern, but if they are worn +by a pretty figure they look well after all!" + +"I am often vexed with the public!" said Otto. "It applauds at +improper places, and sometimes exhibits an extraordinary +innocence." + +"Those are 'the lords of the kingdom of mind,'" said Miss Grethe, smiling. +[Note: "We are the lords of the kingdom of mind! + We are the stem which can never decay!" + --Students' Song, by CHRISTIAN WINTHER.] + +"No, the _neighbors_!" replied Otto quickly. + +At this moment Miss Julle entered. She had been wandering from shop +to shop, she said, until she could bear it no longer! She had had +the stuffs down from all the shelves, and at length had succeeded +so far as to become possessed of eight small pieces--beautiful +patterns, she maintained. And now she knew very well where the +different stuffs were to be had, how wide they were, and how much +the yard. "And whom did I meet?" said she; "only think! down the +middle of East Street came the actor--you know well! Our little +passion! He is really charming off the stage." + +"Did you meet him?" said Laide. "That girl is always lucky!" + +"Mr. Thostrup," said the mother, presenting him, for the young lady +seemed to forget him entirely, so much was she occupied with this +encounter and her patterns. + +Julle bowed, and said she had seen him before: he had heard +Mynster, and had stood near the chair where she sat; he was dressed +in an olive-green coat. + +"Then you are acquainted with each other!" said the lady. "She is +the most pious of all the children. When the others rave about +Spindler and Johanne Schoppenhauer, she raves about the clergyman +who confirmed her. You know my son? He became a student a year +before you. He sees you in the club sometimes." + +"There you will have seen him more amiable than you will find him +at home," said Adelaide. "Heaven knows he is not gallant toward his +sisters!" + +"Sweet Laide, how can you say so!" cried the mother. "You are +always so unjust toward Hans Peter! When you become better +acquainted with him, Mr. Thostrup, you will like him; he is a +really serious young man, of uncorrupted manners. Do you remember, +Laide, how he hissed that evening in the theatre when they gave +that immoral piece? And how angry he is with that 'Red Riding +Hood?' O, the good youth! Besides, in our family, you will soon +meet with an old acquaintance--in a fortnight a lady out of Jutland +will come here. She remains the winter here. Do you not guess who +it is? A little lady from Lemvig!" + +"Maren!" exclaimed Otto. + +"Yes, truly!" said the lady. "She is said to have such a beautiful +voice!" + +"Yes, in Lemvig," remarked Adelaide. "And what a horrible name she +has! We must christen her again, when she comes. She must be called +Mara, or Massa." + +"We could call her Massa Carara!" said Grethe. + +"No; she shall be called Maja, as in the 'Every-day Tales,'" said +Christiane. + +"I am of Jane's opinion!" said the mother. "We will christen her +again, and call her Maja." + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Men are not always what they seem.--LESSING. + +Our tale is no creation of fancy; it is the reality in which we +live; bone of our bone, and flesh of our flesh. Our own time and +the men of our own age we shall see. But not alone will we occupy +ourselves with every-day life, with the moss on the surface; the +whole tree, from the roots to the fragrant leaves, will we observe. +The heavy earth shall press the roots, the moss and bark of every-day +life adhere to the stern, the strong boughs with flowers and leaves +spread themselves out, whilst the sun of poetry shall shine among +them, and show the colors, odor, and singing-birds. But the tree of +reality cannot shoot up so soon as that of fancy, like the enchantment +in Tieck's "Elves." We must seek our type in nature. Often may +there be an appearance of cessation; but that is not the case. It +is even so with our story; whilst our characters, by mutual discourse, +make themselves worthy of contemplation, there arises, as with the +individual branches of the tree, an unseen connection. The branch +which shoots high up in the air, as though it would separate itself +from the mother-stem, only presses forward to form the crown, to lend +uniformity to the whole tree. The lines which diverge from the general +centre are precisely those which produce the harmony. + +We shall, therefore, soon see, though these scenes out of every-day +life are no digression from the principal events, nothing +episodical which one may pass over. In order still sooner to arrive +at a clear perception of this assertion, we will yet tarry a few +moments in the house of Mr. Berger, the merchant; but in the mean +time we have advanced three weeks. Wilhelm and Otto had happily +passed their examen philosophicum. The latter had paid several +visits, and was already regarded as an old friend of the family. +The lover already addressed him with his droll "Good day, Mr. +Petersen;" and Grethe was witty about his melancholy glance, which +he was not always able to conquer. She called it "making faces," +and besought him to appear so on the day of her funeral. + +The object of the five sisters' first Platonic love had been their +brother. They had overwhelmed him with caresses and tenderness, had +admired and worshipped him. "The dear little man!" they called him; +they had no other. But Hans Peter was so impolite and teasing +toward the dear sisters, that they were found to resign him so soon +as one of them had a lover. Upon this lover they all clung. Each +one seemed to have a piece of him. He was Grethe's bridegroom, +would be their brother-in-law. They might address him with the +confidential thou, and even give him a little kiss. + +Otto's appearance in the family caused these rays to change their +direction. Otto was handsome, and possessed of fortune; either of +which often suffices to bow a female heart. Beauty bribes the +thoughtless; riches, the prudent. + +Maren, or as she was here called, Maja, had arrived. The young +ladies had already pulled off some of her bows, arranged her hair +differently, and made one of her silk handkerchiefs into an apron; +but, spite of all this finesse, she still remained the lady from +Lemvig. They could remove no bows from her pronunciation. She had +been the first at home; here she could not take that rank. This +evening she was to see in the theatre, for the first time, the +ballet of the "Somnambule." + +"It is French!" said Hans Peter; "and frivolous, like everything +that we have from them." + +"Yes, the scene in the second act, where she steps out of the +window," said the merchant; "that is very instructive for youth!" + +"But the last act is sweet!" cried the lady. "The second act is +certainly, as Hans Peter very justly observed, somewhat French. +Good heavens! he gets quite red, the sweet lad!" She extended her +hand to him, and nodded, smiling, whereupon Hans Peter spoke very +prettily about the immorality on the stage. The father also made +some striking observation. + +"Yes," said the lady, "were all husbands like thee, and all young +men like Hans Peter, they would speak in another tone on the stage, +and dress in another manner. In dancing it is abominable; the +dresses are so short and indecent, just as though they had nothing +on! Yet, after all, we must say that the 'Somnambule' is beautiful. +And, really, it is quite innocent!" + +They now entered still deeper into the moral: the conversation +lasted till coffee came. + +Maren's heart beat even quicker, partly in expectation of the play, +through hearing of the corruptions of this Copenhagen Sodom. She +heard Otto defend this French piece; heard him speak of +affectation. Was he then corrupted? How gladly would she have heard +him discourse upon propriety, as Hans Peter had done. "Poor Otto!" +thought she; "this is having no relations, but being forced to +struggle on in the world alone." + +The merchant now rose. He could not go to the theatre. First, he +had business to attend to; and then he must go to his club, where +he had yesterday changed his hat. + +"Nay, then, it has happened to thee as to Hans Peter!" said the +lady. "Yesterday, in the lecture-room, he also got a strange hat. +But, there, thou hast his hat!" she suddenly exclaimed, as her eye +fell upon the hat which her husband held in his hand. "That is Hans +Peter's hat! Now, we shall certainly find that he has thine! You +have exchanged them here at home. You do not know each other's +hats, and therefore you fancy this occurred from home." + +One of the sisters now brought the hat which Hans Peter had got in +mistake. Yes, it was certainly the father's. Thus an exchange in +the house, a little intermezzo, which naturally, from its +insignificance, was momentarily forgotten by all except the parties +concerned, for to them it was an important moment in their lives; +and to us also, as we shall see, an event of importance, which has +occasioned us to linger thus long in this circle. In an adjoining +room will we, unseen spirits, watch the father and son. They are +alone; the family is already in the theatre. We may, indeed, watch +them--they are true moralists. It is only a moral drawn from a hat. + +But the father's eyes rolled, his cheeks glowed, his words were +sword-strokes, and must make an impression on any disposition as +gentle as his son's; but the son stood quiet, with a firm look and +with a smile on his lips, such as the moral bestows. "You were in +the adjoining room!" said he. "Where it is proper for you to be +there may I also come." + +"Boy!" cried the father, and named the place, but we know it not; +neither know we its inhabitants. Victor Hugo includes them in his +"Children's Prayer," in his beautiful poem, "La Prière pour Tous." +The child prays for all, even "for those who sell the sweet name of +love." [Note: "Prie! ... +Pour les femmes échevelées +Qui vendent le doux nom d'amour!"] + +"Let us be silent with each other!" said the son. "I am acquainted +with many histories. I know another of the pretty Eva!"-- + +"Eva!" repeated the father. + +We will hear no more! It is not proper to listen. We see the father +and son extend their hands. It appeared a scene of reconciliation. +They parted: the father goes to his business, and Hans Peter to the +theatre, to anger himself over the immorality in the second act of +the "Somnambule." + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +"L'amour est pour les coeurs, +Ce que l'aurore est pour les fleurs, +Et le printemps pour la nature."--VIGUE. + +"Love is a childish disease and like the small-pox. Some die, some +become deformed, others are more or less scarred, while upon others +the disease does not leave any visible trace."--The Alchemist, by +C. HAUCH. + +"Be candid, Otto!" said Wilhelm, as he one day visited his friend. +"You cannot make up your mind to say thou to me; therefore let it +be. We are, after all, good friends. It is only a form; although +you must grant that in this respect you are really a great fool." + +Otto now explained what an extraordinary aversion he had felt, what +a painful feeling had seized upon him, and made it impossible to +him. + +"There you were playing the martyr!" said Wilhelm, laughing. "Could +you not immediately tell me how you were constituted? So are most +men. When they have no trouble, they generally hatch one +themselves; they will rather stand in the cold shadow than in the +warm sunshine, and yet the choice stands open to us. Dear friend, +reflect; now we are both of us on the stream: we shall soon be put +into the great business-bottles, where we shall, like little +devils, stretch and strain ourselves without ever getting out, +until life withdraws from us!" He laid his arm confidentially upon +Otto's shoulder. "Often have I wished to speak with you upon one +point! Yes, I do not desire that you should confess every word, +every thought to me. I already know that I shall be able to prove +to you that the thing lies in a region where it cannot have the +power which you ascribe to it. In the cold zones a venomous bite +does not operate as dangerously as in warmer ones; a sorrow +in childhood cannot overpower us as it does in riper age. Whatever +misfortune may have happened to you when a child, if in your +wildness--you yourself say that you were wild--whatsoever you may +have then done, it cannot, it ought not to influence your whole +life: your understanding could tell you this better than I. At our +age we find ourselves in the land of joy, or we never enter it!" + +"You are a happy man!" exclaimed Otto, and gazed sorrowfully +before him. "Your childhood afforded you only joy and hope! Only +think of the solitude in which mine was passed. Among the sand-hills +of the west coast my days glided away: my grandfather was gloomy +and passionate; our old preacher lived only in a past time which +I knew not, and Rosalie regarded the world through the spectacles +of sorrow. Such an environment might well cast a shadow upon my +life-joy. Even in dress, one is strangely remarkable when one comes +from afar province to the capital; first this receives another cut, +and one gradually becomes like those around one. The same thing +happens in a spiritual relation, but one's being and ideas one does +not change so quickly as one's clothes. I have only been a short +time among strangers, and who knows?" added he, with a melancholy +smile, "perhaps I shall come into equilibrium when some really +great misfortune happens to me and very much overpowers me, and +then I may show the same carelessness, the same phlegm as the +multitude." + +"A really great misfortune!" repeated Wilhelm. "You do, indeed, say +something. That would be a very original means of cure, but you are +an original being. Perhaps lay this means you might really be +healed. 'Make no cable out of cobweb!' said a celebrated poet whose +name does not occur to me at this moment. But the thought is good, +you should have it embroidered upon your waistcoat, so that you +might have it before your eyes when you droop your head. Do not +look so grave; we are friends, are we not? Among all my young +acquaintance you are the dearest to me, although there are moments +when I know not how it stands with us. I could confide every secret +to you, but I am not sure that you would be equally open with me. +Do not be angry, my dear friend! There are secrets of so delicate a +nature, that one may not confide them even to the dearest friend. +So long as we preserve _our_ secret it is our prisoner; it is quite +the contrary, however, so soon as we have let it escape us. And +yet, Otto, you are so dear to me, that I believe in you as in my +own heart. This, even now, bears a secret which penetrates me with +joy and love of life! I must speak cut. But you must enter into my +joy, partake in it, or say nothing about it; you have then heard +nothing--nothing! Otto, I love! therefore am I happy, therefore is +there sunshine in my heart, life joy in my veins! I love Eva, the +beautiful lovely Eva!" + +Otto pressed his hand, but preserved silence. + +"No, not so!" cried Wilhelm. "Only speak a word! Do you I'm in a +conception of the world which has opened before me?" + +"Eva is beautiful! very beautiful!" said Otto, slowly. "She is +innocent and good. What can one wish for more? I can imagine how +she fills your whole heart! But will she do so always? She will not +always remain young, always lovely! Has she, then, mind sufficient +to be everything to you? Will this momentary happiness which you +prepare for her and yourself be great enough to outweigh--I will +not say the sorrow, but the discontent which this union will bring +forth in your family? For God's sake, think of everything!" + +"My dear fellow!" said Wilhelm, "your old preacher now really +speaks out of you! But enough: I can bear the confession. I answer, +'Yes, yes!' with all my heart, 'yes!' Wherefore will you now bring +me out of my sunshine into shade? Wherefore, in my joy over the +beauty of the rose should I be reminded that the perfume and color +will vanish, that the leaves will fall? It is the course of life! +but must one, therefore, think of the grave, of the finale, when +the act begins?" + +"Love is a kind of monomania," said Otto; "it may be combated: it +depends merely upon our own will." + +"Ah, you know this not at all!" said Wilhelm. "But it will come in +due time, and then you will be far more violent than others! Who +knows? perhaps this is the sorrow of which you spoke, the +misfortune which should bring your whole being into equipoise! That +was also a kind of search after the sorrowful. I will sincerely +wish that your heart may be filled with love as mine is; then will +the influence of the sand-hills vanish, and you will speak with me +as you ought to do, and as my confidence deserves!" + +"That will I!" replied Otto. "You make the poor girl miserable! Now +you love Eva, but then you will no longer be able. The distance +between you and her is too great, and I cannot conceive how the +beauty of her countenance can thus fill your whole being. A +waiting-girl! yes, I repeat the name which offends your ear: a +waiting-girl! Everywhere will it be repeated. And you? No one can +respect nobility less than I do--that nobility which is only +conferred by birth; it is nothing, and a time will come when this +will not be prized at all, when the nobility of the soul will be +the only nobility. I openly say this to you, who are a nobleman +yourself. The more development of mind, the more ancestors! But Eva +has nothing, can have nothing, except a pretty face, and this is +what has enchained you; you are become the servant of a servant, +and that is degrading yourself and your nobility of mind!" + +"Mr. Thostrup!" exclaimed Wilhelm, "you wound me! This is truly +not the first time, but now I am weary of it. I have shown too much +good nature, and that is the most unfortunate failing a man can be +cursed with!" + +He seated himself at the piano, and hammered away. + +Otto was silent a moment, his checks glowed, but he was soon again +calm, and in a joking tone said: "Do not expend your anger upon +that poor instrument because we disagree in our views. You are +playing only dissonances, which offend my ear more than your +anger!" + +"Dissonances!" repeated Wilhelm. "Cannot you hear that they are +harmonies? There are many things for which you have a bad ear!" + +Otto knew how to lead his anger to different points regarding which +they had formerly been at variance, but he spoke with such mildness +that Wilhelm's anger rather abated than increased. + +They were again friends, but regarding Eva not one word more was +said. + +"I should not be an honest and true friend to him, were I to let +him be swallowed up by this whirlpool!" said Otto to himself, when +he was alone. "At present he is innocent and good but at his age, +with his gay disposition!--I must warn Eva! soon! soon! The snow +which has once been trodden is no longer pure! Wilhelm will +scarcely forgive me! But I must!" + +On the morrow it was impossible for him to travel to Roeskelde, but +the following day he really would and must hasten thither. + +Still, in the early morning hour, Eva occupied his thoughts; she +busied Wilhelm's also, but in a different way: but they agreed in +the purity of their intentions. There was still a third, whose +blood was put in motion at the mention of her name, who said: "The +pretty Eva is a servant there! One must speak with her. The family +can make an excursion there!" + +"You sweet children!" said the merchant's wife, "the autumn is +charming, far pleasanter than the whole summer! The father, should +the weather remain good, will make an excursion with us to +Lethraborg the day after to-morrow. We will then walk in the +beautiful valley of the Hertha, and pass the night at Roeskelde. +Those will be two delightful days! What an excellent father you +have! But shall we not invite Mr. Thostrup to go with us? We are so +many ladies, and it looks well to have a few young gentlemen with +us. Grethe, thou must write an invitation; thou canst write thy +father's name underneath." + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +"These poetical letters are so similar to those of Baggesen, that +we could be almost tempted to consider the news of his death as +false, although so well affirmed that we must acknowledge it." +--Monthly Journal of Literature. + +"She is as slender as the poplar-willow, as fleet as the hastening +waters. A Mayflower odorous and sweet."--H. P. HOLST. + +"Ah, where is the rose?"--Lulu, by GUNTELBURG. + +The evening before Otto was to travel with the merchant's family to +Roeskelde he called upon the family where Miss Sophie was staying. +Her dear mamma had left three days before. Wilhelm had wished to +accompany him to Roeskelde, but the mother did not desire it. + +"We have had a pleasure to-day," said Sophie, "a pleasure from +which we shall long have enjoyment. Have you seen the new book, the +'Letters of a Wandering Ghost?' It is Baggesen himself in his most +perfect beauty, a music which I never believed could have been +given in words. This is a poet! He has made July days in the poetry +of Denmark. Natural thoughts are so strikingly, and yet so simply +expressed; one has the idea that one could write such verses one's +self, they fall so lightly." + +"They are like prose," said the lady, "and yet the most beautifully +perfect verse I know. You must read the book, Mr. Thostrup!" + +"Perhaps you will read to us this evening?" said Sophie. "I should +very much like to hear it again." + +"In a second reading one shall enter better into the individual +beauties," said the lady of the house. + +"I will remain and listen," said the host. + +"This must be a masterpiece!" exclaimed Otto,"--a true masterpiece, +since all are so delighted with it." + +"It is Baggesen himself; and truly as he must sing in that world +where everything mortal is ennobled." + +"'Meadows all fragrance, the strongholds of pleasure, + Heaven blue streamlets, +That speed through the green woods in musical measure,'" +began Otto, and the spiritual battle-piece with beauty and tone +developed itself more and more; they found themselves in the +midst of the winter camp of the Muses, where the poet with + ..."lyre on his shoulder and sword at his side, +Hastened to fight with the foes of the Muses." +Otto's gloomy look won during the perusal a more animated +expression. "Excellent!" exclaimed he; "this is what I myself have +thought and felt, but, alas! have been unable to express." + +"I am a strange girl," said Sophie; "whenever I read a new poet of +distinguished talent, I consider that he is the greatest. It was so +with Byron and Victor Hugo. 'Cain' overwhelmed me, 'Notre Dame' +carried me away with it. Once I could imagine no greater poet than +Walter Scott, and yet I forget him over Oehlenschläger; yes, I +remember a time when Heiberg's vaudevilles took almost the first +place among my chosen favorites. Thus I know myself and my +changeable disposition, and yet I firmly believe that I shall make +an exception with this work. Other poets showed me the objects of +the outer world, this one shows me my own mind: my own thoughts, my +own being he presents before me, and therefore I shall always take +the same interest in the Ghost's Letters." + +"They are true food for the mind," said Otto; "they are as words in +season; there must be movement in the lake, otherwise it will +become a bog." + +"The author is severe toward those whom he has introduced," said +the lady; "but he carries, so to say, a sweet knife. A wound from a +sharp sword-blade is not so painful as that from a rusty, notched +knife." + +"But who may the author be?" said Sophie. + +"May we never learn!" replied Otto. "Uncertainty gives the book +something piquant. In such a small country as ours it is good for +the author to be unknown. Here we almost tread upon each other, and +look into each other's garments. Here the personal conditions of +the author have much to do with success; and then there are the +newspapers, where either friend or enemy has an assistant, whereas +the being anonymous gives it the patent of nobility. It is well +never to know an author. What does his person matter to us, if his +book is only good? + +"'Crush and confound the rabble dissolute +That desecrate thy poet's grave?'" +read Otto, and the musical poem was at an end. All were enchanted +with it. Otto alone made some small objections: "The Muses ought not +to come with 'trumpets and drums,' and so many expressions similar +to 'give a blow on the chaps,' etc., ought not to appear." + +"But if the poet will attack what is coarse," said Sophie, "he must +call things by their proper names. He presents us with a specimen +of the prosaic filth, but in a soap-bubble. We may see it, but not +seize upon it. I consider that you are wrong!" + +"The conception of idea and form," said Otto, "does not seem to be +sufficiently presented to one; both dissolve into one. Even prose is a +form." + +"But the form itself is the most important," said the lady of the +house; "with poetry as with sculpture, it is the form which gives +the meaning." + +"No, pardon me!" said Otto; "poetry is like the tree which God +allows to grow. The inward power expresses itself in the form; both +are equally important, but I consider the internal as the most +holy. This is here the poet's thought. The opinion which he +expresses affects us as much as the beautiful dress in which he has +presented it." + +Now commenced a contest upon form and material, such as was +afterward maintained throughout the whole of Copenhagen. + +"I shall always admire the 'Letters of a Wandering Ghost,'" said +Sophie,--"always rave about these poems. To-night I shall dream of +nothing but this work of art." + +How little men can do that which they desire, did this very moment +teach. + +When we regard the fixed star through a telescope and lose +ourselves in contemplation, a little hair can conceal the mighty +body, a grain of dust lead us from these sublime thoughts. A letter +came for Miss Sophie; a traveller brought it from her mother: she +was already in Funen, and announced her safe arrival. + +"And the news?" said the hostess. + +"Mamma has hired a new maid, or, rather, she has taken to be with +her an amiable young girl--the pretty Eva in Roeskelde. Mr. +Thostrup and Wilhelm related to us this summer several things about +her which make her interesting. We saw her on our journey hither, +when mamma was prepossessed by her well-bred appearance. Upon her +return, the young girl has quite won her heart. It really were a +pity if such a pretty, respectable girl remained in a public-house. +She is very pretty; is she not, Mr. Thostrup?" + +"Very pretty!" answered Otto, becoming crimson, for Sophie said +this with an emphasis which was not without meaning. + +The following day, at an early hour, Otto found himself at the +merchant's. + +Spite of the changeable weather of our climate, all the ladies were +in their best dresses. Three persons must sit upon each seat. Hans +Peter and the lover had their place beside the coachman. It was a +long time before the cold meat, the provision for several days, was +packed up, and the whole company were seated. At length, when they +had got out of the city, Christiane recollected that they had +forgotten the umbrellas, and that, after all, it would be good to +have them. The coachman must go back for them, and meantime the +carriage drew up before the Column of Liberty. The poor sentinel +must now become an object of Miss Grethe's interest. Several times +the soldier glanced down upon his regimentals. He was a +Krähwinkler, who had an eye to his own advantage. A man who rode +past upon a load of straw occupied a high position. That was very +interesting. + +Otto endeavored to give the conversation another direction. "Have +not you seen the new poem which has just appeared, the 'Letters of +a Wandering Ghost?'" asked he, and sketched out their beauty and +tendency. + +"Doubtless, very heavy blows are dealt!" said Mr. Berger, "the man +must be witty--Baggesen to the very letter." + +"The 'Copenhagen Post' is called the pump!" said Hans Peter. + +"That is superb!" cried Grethe. "Who does it attack besides?" + +"Folks in Soroe, and this 'Holy Andersen,' as they call him." + +"Does he get something?" said Laide. "That I will grant him for his +milk and water. He was so impolite toward the ladies!" + +"I like them to quarrel in this way!" said the merchant's lady. +"Heiberg will doubtless get his share also, and then he will reply +in something merry." + +"Yes," said Mr. Berger, "he always knows how to twist things in +such a manner that one must laugh, and then it is all one to us +whether he is right or not." + +"This book is entirely for Heiberg," said Otto. "The author is +anonymous, and a clever man." + +"Good Heavens! you are not the author, Mr. Thostrup?" cried Julle, +and looked at him with a penetrating gaze. "You can manage such +things so secretly! You think so highly of Heiberg: I remember well +all the beautiful things you said of his 'Walter the Potter' and +his 'Psyche.'" + +Otto assured her that he could not confess to this honor. + +They reached Roeskelde in the forenoon, but Eva did not receive +them. The excursion to Lethraborg was arranged; toward evening they +should again return to the inn, and then Eva would certainly +appear. + +The company walked in the garden at Lethraborg: the prospect from +the terrace was beautiful; they looked through the windows of the +castle, and at length came to the conclusion that it would be best +to go in. + +"There are such beautiful paintings, people say!" remarked the +lover. + +"We must see them," cried all the ladies. + +"Do you often visit the picture-gallery of the Christiansborg?" +inquired Otto. + +"I cannot say that we do!" returned Mrs. Berger. "You well know +that what is near one seldom sees, unless one makes a downright +earnest attempt, and that we have not yet done. Besides, not many +people go up: that wandering about the great halls is so wearying." + +"There are splendid pieces by Ruysdal!" said Otto. + +"Salvator Rosa's glorious 'Jonas" is well worth looking at!" + +"Yes, we really must go at once, whilst our little Maja is here. It +does not cost more than the Exhibition, and we were there three +times last year. The view from the castle windows toward the canal, +as well as toward the ramparts, is so beautiful, they say." + +The company now viewed the interior of Lethraborg, and then +wandered through the garden and in the wood. The trees had their +autumnal coloring, but the whole presented a variety of tints far +richer than one finds in summer. The dark fir-trees, the yellow +beeches and oaks, whose outermost branches had sent forth light +green shoots, presented a most picturesque effect, and formed a +splendid foreground to the view over old Leire, the royal city, now +a small village, and across the bay to the splendid cathedral. + +"That resembles a scene in a theatre!" cried Mrs. Berger, and +immediately the company were deep in dramatic affairs. + +"Such a decoration they should have in the royal theatre!" said +Hans Peter. + +"Yes, they should have many such!" said Grethe. "They should have +some other pieces than those they have. I know not how it is with +our poets; they have no inventive power. Relate the droll idea +which thou hadst the other day for a new piece!" said she to her +lover, and stroked his cheeks. + +"O," said he, and affected a kind of indifference, "that was only +an idea such as one has very often. But it might become a very nice +piece. When the curtain is drawn up, one should see close upon the +lamps the gable-ends of two houses. The steep roofs must go down to +the stage, so that it is only half a yard wide, and this is to +represent a watercourse between the two houses. In each garret a +poor but interesting family should dwell, and these should step +forth into the watercourse, and there the whole piece should be +played." + +"But what should then happen?" asked Otto. + +"Yes," said the lover, "I have not thought about that; but see, +there is the idea! I am no poet, and have too much to do at the +counting-house, otherwise one might write a little piece." + +"Heavens! Heiberg ought to have the idea!" said Grethe. + +"No, then it would be a vaudeville," said the lover, "and I cannot +bear them." + +"O, it might be made charming!" cried Grethe. "I see the whole +piece! how they clamber about the roofs! The idea is original, thou +sweet friend!" + +By evening the family were again in Roeskelde. + +The merchant sought for Eva. Otto inquired after her, so did Hans +Peter also, and all three received the same answer. + +"She is no longer here." + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +"I wish I was air, that I could beat my wings, could chase the +clouds, and try to fly over the mountain summits: that would be +life."--F. RÜCKERT. + +The first evening after Otto's return to Copenhagen he spent with +Sophie, and the conversation turned upon his little journey. "The +pretty Eva has vanished!" said he. + +"You had rejoiced in the prospect of this meeting, had you not?" +asked Sophie. + +"No, not in the least!" answered Otto. + +"And you wish to make me believe that? She is really pretty, and +has something so unspeakably refined, that a young gentleman might +well be attracted by her. With my brother it is not all quite right +in this respect; but, candidly speaking, I am in great fear on your +account, Mr. Thostrup. Still waters--you know the proverb? I might +have spared you the trouble. The letter which I received a few +evenings ago informed me of her departure. Mamma has taken her with +her. It seemed to her a sin to leave that sweet, innocent girl in a +public-house. The host and hostess were born upon our estate, and +look very much up to my mother; and as Eva will certainly gain by +the change, the whole affair was soon settled. It is well that she +is come under mamma's oversight." + +"The girl is almost indifferent to me!" said Otto. + +"Almost!" repeated Sophie. "But this almost, how many degrees of +warmth does it contain? 'O Vérité! Où sont les autels et tes +prêtres?'" added she, and smiling raised her finger. + +"Time will show how much you are in error!" answered Otto with much +calmness. + +The lady of the house now entered, she had made various calls; +everywhere the Ghost's Letters were the subject of conversation, +and now the conversation took the same direction. + +It was often renewed. Otto was a very frequent guest at the house. +The ladies sat at their embroidery frames and embroidered splendid +pieces of work, and Otto must again read the "Letters of the +Wandering Ghost;" after this they began "Calderon," in whom Sophie +found something resembling the anonymous author. The world of +poetry afforded subjects for discourse, and every-day life +intermingled its light, gay scenes; if Wilhelm joined them, he must +give them music, and all remarked that his fantasies were become +far richer, far softer. He had gained his touch from Weyse, said +they. No one thought how much one may learn from one's own heart. +With this exception he was the same joyous youth as ever. No one +thought of him and Eva together. Since that evening when the +friends had almost quarreled, he had never mentioned her name; but +Otto had remarked how when any female figure met them, Wilhelm's +eyes flashed, and how, in society, he singled out the most +beautiful. Otto said jokingly to him, that he was getting oriental +thoughts. Oehlenschläger's "Helge," and Goethe's Italian sonnets +were now Wilhelm's favorite reading. The voluptuous spirit of these +poems agreed with the dreams which his warm feelings engendered. It +was Eva's beauty--her beauty alone which had awoke this feeling in +him; the modesty and poverty of the poor girl had captivated him +still more, and caused him to forget rank and condition. At the +moment when he would approach her, she was gone. The poison was now +in his blood. If is gay and happy spirit did not meanwhile let him +sink into melancholy and meditation; his feeling for beauty was +excited, as he himself expressed it. In thought he pressed beauty +to his heart, but only in thought--but even this is sin, says the +Gospel. + +Otto, on the contrary, moved in the lists of philosophy and poetry. +Here his soul conceived beauty--inspired, he expressed it; and +Sophie's eyes flashed, and rested with pleasure on him. This +flattered him and increased his inspirations. For many years no +winter had been to him so pleasant, had passed away so rich in +change as this; he caught at the fluttering joy and yet there were +moments when the though pressed upon him--"Life is hastening away, +and I do not enjoy it." In the midst of his greatest happiness he +experienced a strange yearning after the changing life of travel. +Paris glanced before his eyes like a star of fortune. + +"Out into the bustling world!" said he so often to Wilhelm, that +the same thought was excited in him. "In the spring we will +travel!" Now were plans formed; circumstances were favorable. Thus +in the coming spring, in April, the still happier days should +begin. + +"We will fly to Paris!" said Wilhelm; "to joy and pleasure!" + +Joy and pleasure were to be found at home, and were found: we will +introduce the evening which brought them; perhaps we shall also +find something more than joy and pleasure. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +"A midsummer day's entertainment--but how? In February? Yea, some +here and behold it!"--DR. BALFUNGO. + +With us the students form no Burschenschafts, have no colors. The +professors do not alone in the chair come into connection with +them; the only difference is that which exists between young and +old scholars. Thus they come in contact with each other, thus they +participate in their mutual pleasures. We will spend an evening of +this kind in the Students' Club, and then see for ourselves whether +Miss Sophie were right when she wished she were a man, merely that +she might be a student and member of this club. We choose one +evening in particular, not only that we may seek a brilliant +moment, but because this evening can afford us more than a +description. + +An excursion to the park had often been discussed in the club. They +wished to hire the Caledonia steam-packet. But during the summer +months the number of members is less; the majority are gone to the +provinces to visit their relations. Winter, on the contrary, +assembles them all. This time, also, is the best for great +undertakings. The long talked of excursion to the park was +therefore fixed for Carnival Monday, the 14th of February, 1831. +Thus ran the invitations to the professors and older members. "It +will be too cold for me," replied one. "Must one take a carriage +for one's self?" asked mother. No, the park was removed to +Copenhagen. In the Students' Club itself, in the Boldhuus Street, +No. 225, was the park-hill with its green trees, its swings, +and amusements. See, only the scholars of the Black School could +have such ideas! + +The evening of the 114th of February drew near. The guests +assembled in the rooms on the first floor. Meanwhile all was +arranged in the second story. Those who represented jugglers were +in their places. A thundering cracker was the steamboat signal, and +now people hastened to the park, rushing up-stairs, where two large +rooms had, with great taste and humor, been converted into the +park-hill. Large fir-trees concealed the walls--you found yourself +in a complete wood. The doors which connected the two rooms were +decorated with sheets, so that it looked as if you were going +through a tent. Hand-organs played, drums and trumpets roared, and +from tents and stages the hawkers shouted one against the other. +It was a noise such as is heard in the real park when the hubbub +has reached its height. The most brilliant requisites of the real +park were found here, and they were not imitated; they were the +things themselves. Master Jakel's own puppets had been hired; a +student, distinguished by his complete imitation of the first +actors, represented them by the puppets. The fortress of +Frederiksteen was the same which we have already seen in the park. +"The whole cavalry and infantry,--here a fellow without a bayonet, +there a bayonet without a fellow!" The old Jew sat under his tree +where he announced his fiftieth park jubilee: here a student ate +flax, there another exhibited a bear; Polignac stood as a wax +figure outside a cabinet. The Magdalene convent exhibited its +little boxes, the drum-major beat most lustily, and from a near +booth came the real odor of warm wafer-cakes. The spring even, +which presented itself in the outer room, was full of significance. +Certainly it was only represented by a tea-urn concealed between +moss and stones, but the water was real water, brought from the +well in Christiansborg. Astounding and full of effect was the +multitude of sweet young girls who showed themselves. Many of the +youngest students who had feminine features were dressed as ladies; +some of them might even be called pretty. Who that then saw the +fair one with the tambourine can have forgotten her? The company +crowded round the ladies. The professors paid court to them with +all propriety, and, what was best of all, some ladies who were less +successful became jealous of the others. Otto was much excited; the +noise, the bustle, the variety of people, were almost strikingly +given. Then came the master of the fire-engines, with his wife and +little granddaughter; then three pretty peasant girls; then the +whole Botanical Society, with their real professor at their head. +Otto seated himself in a swing; an itinerant flute-player and a +drummer deafened him with dissonances. A young lady, one of the +beauties, in a white dress, and with a thin handkerchief over her +shoulders, approached and threw herself into his arms. It was +Wilhelm! but Otto found his likeness to Sophie stronger than he had +ever before noticed it to be; and therefore the blood rushed to his +cheeks when the fair one threw her arms around him, and laid her +cheek upon his: he perceived more of Sophie than of Wilhelm in this +form. Certainly Wilhelm's features were coarser--his whole figure +larger than Sophie's; but still Otto fancied he saw Sophie, and +therefore these marked gestures, this reeling about with the other +students, offended his eyes. When Wilhelm seated himself on his +knee, and pressed his cheek to his, Otto felt his heart beat as in +fever; it sent a stream of fire through his blood: he thrust him +away, but the fair one continued to overwhelm him with caresses. + +There now commenced, in a so-called Krähwinkel theatre, the comedy, +in which were given the then popular witticisms of Kellerman. + +The lady clung fast to Otto, and flew dancing with him through the +crowd. The heat, the noise, and, above all, the exaggerated lacing, +affected Wilhelm; he felt unwell. Otto led him to a bench and would +have unfastened his dress, but all the young ladies, true to their +part, sprang forward, pushed Otto aside, surrounded their sick +companion and concealed her, whilst they tore up the dress behind +so that she might have air: but, God forbid! no gentleman might see +it. + +Toward evening a song was commenced, a shot was heard, and the last +verse announced:-- + +"The gun has been fired, the vessel must fly + To the town from the green wood shady. +Come, friends, now we to the table will hie, + A gentleman and a fair lady." + +And now all rushed with the speed of a steamboat downstairs, and +soon sat in gay rows around the covered tables. + +Wilhelm was Otto's lady--the Baron was called the Baroness; the +glasses resounded, and the song commenced:-- + +"These will drink our good king's health, + Will drink it here, his loyal students." + +And that patriotic song:-- + +"I know a land up in the North + Where it is good to be." + +It concluded with-- + + "An hurrah +For the king and the rescript!" + +In joy one must embrace everything joyful, and that they +did. Here was the joy of youth in youthful hearts. + +"No condition's like the student's; + He has chosen the better way!" + +so ran the concluding verse of the following song, which ended with +the toast,-- + +"For her of whom the heart dreams ever, + But whom the lips must never name!" + +It was then that Wilhelm seemed to glow with inward fire; he struck +his glass so violently against Otto's that it broke, and the wine +was spilt. + +"A health to the ladies!" cried one of the signors. + +"A health to the ladies!" resounded from the different rooms, which +were all converted into the banquet-hall. + +The ladies rose, stood upon their chairs, some even upon the table, +bowed, and returned thanks for the toast. + +"No, no," whispered Otto to Wilhelm, at the same time pulling him +down. "In this dress you resemble your sister so much, that it is +quite horrible to me to see you act a part so opposed to her +character!" + +"And your eyes," Said Wilhelm, smiling, "resemble two eyes which +have touched my heart. A health to first love!" cried he, and +struck his glass against Otto's so that the half of his wine was +again lost. + +The champagne foamed, and amidst noise and laughter, as during the +carnival joy, a new song refreshed the image of the nark which they +had just left:-- + +"Here if green trees were not growing + Fresh as on yon little hill, +Heard we not the fountains flowing, + We in sooth should see them still! +Tents were filled below, above, +Filled with everything but love! +*** +Here went gratis brushing-boys-- +Graduated have they all! +Here stood, who would think it, sir? +A student as a trumpeter!" + +"A health to the one whose eyes mine resemble!" whispered Otto, +carried along with the merriment. + +"That health we have already drunk!" answered Wilhelm, "but we +cannot do a good thing too often." + +"Then you still think of Eva?" + +"She was beautiful! sweet! who knows what might have happened had +she remained here? Her fate has fallen into mamma's hands, and she +and the other exalted Nemesis must now conduct the affair: I wash +my hands of it." + +"Are you recovered?" asked Otto. "But when you see Eva again in the +summer?" + +"I hope that I shall not fall sick," replied Wilhelm; "I have a +strong constitution. But we must now hasten up to the dance." + +All rushed from the tables, and up-stairs, where the park was +arranged. There was now only the green wood to be seen. Theatres +and booths had been removed. Gay paper-lamps hung among the branches, +a large orchestra played, and a half-bacchanalian wood-ball commenced. +Wilhelm was Otto's partner, but after the first dance the lady sought +out for herself a more lively cavalier. + +Otto drew back toward the wall where the windows were concealed by +the boughs of Fir-tree. His eye followed Wilhelm, whose great +resemblance to Sophie made him melancholy; his hand accidentally +glided through the branches and touched the window-seat; there lay +a little bird--it was dead! + +To increase the illusion they had bought a number of birds, which +should fly about during the park-scene, but the poor little +creatures had died from fright at the wild uproar. In the windows +and corners they lay dead. It was one of these birds that Otto +found. + +"It is dead!" said he to Wilhelm, who approached him. + +"Now, that is capital!" returned the friend; "here you have +something over which you may be sentimental!" + +Otto would not reply. + +"Shall we dance a Scotch waltz?" asked Wilhelm laughing, and the +wine and his youthful blood glowed in his cheeks. + +"I wish you would put on your own dress!" said Otto. "You resemble, +as I said before, your sister"-- + +"And I am my sister," interrupted Wilhelm, in his wantonness. "And +as a reward for your charming readings aloud, for your excellent +conversation, and the whole of your piquant amiability, you shall +now be paid with a little kiss!" He pressed his lips to Otto's +forehead; Otto thrust him back and left the company. + +Several hours passed before he could sleep; at length he was forced +to laugh over his anger: what mattered it if Wilhelm resembled his +sister? + +The following morning Otto paid her a visit. All listened with +lively interest to his description of the merry St. John's day in +February. He also related how much Wilhelm had resembled his +sister, and how unpleasant this had been to him; and they laughed. +During the relation, however, Otto could not forbear drawing a +comparison. How great a difference did he now find! Sophie's beauty +was of quite another kind! Never before had he regarded her in this +light. Of the kisses which Wilhelm had given him, of course, they +did not speak; but Otto thought of them, thought of them quite +differently to what he had done before, and--the ways of Cupid are +strange! We will now see how affairs stand after advancing fourteen +days. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +"Huzza for Copenhagen and for Paris! may they both flourish!" + The Danes in Paris by HEIBERG. + +Wilhelm's cousin, Joachim, had arrived from Paris. We remember the +young officer, out of whose letters Wilhelm had sent Otto a +description of the struggle of the July days. As an inspired hero +of liberty had he returned; struggling Poland had excited his +lively interest, and he would willingly have combated in Warsaw's +ranks. His mind and his eloquence made him doubly interesting. The +combat of the July days, of which he had been an eye-witness, he +described to them. Joachim was handsome; he had an elegant +countenance with sharp features, and was certainly rather pale--one +might perhaps have called him worn with dissipation, had it not +been for the brightness of his eyes, which increased in +conversation. The fine dark eyebrow, and even the little mustache, +gave the countenance all expression which reminded one of fine +English steel-engravings. His figure was small, almost slender, but +the proportions were beautiful. The animation of the Frenchman +expressed itself in every motion, but at the same time there was in +him a certain determination which seemed to say: "I am aware of +my own intellectual superiority!" + +He interested every one: Otto also listened with pleasure when +Cousin Joachim related his experiences, but when all eyes were +turned toward the narrator, Otto fixed his suddenly upon Sophie, +and found that she could moderate his attentions. Joachim addressed +his discourse to all, but at the points of interest his glance +rested alone on the pretty cousin! "She interests him!" said Otto +to himself. "And Cousin Joachim?" Yes, he relates well; but had we +only traveled we should not be inferior to him!" + +"Charles X. was a Jesuit!" said Joachim; "he strove after an +unrestrained despotism, and laid violent hands on the Charter. The +expedition against Algiers was only a glittering fire-work arranged +to flatter the national pride--all glitter and falseness! Like +Peirronnet, through an embrace he would annihilate the Charter." + +The conversation now turned from the Jesuits to the Charter and +Polignac. The minute particulars, which only an eyewitness can +relate, brought the struggle livingly before their eyes. They saw +the last night, the extraordinary activity in the squares where the +balls were showered, and in the streets where the barricades were +erected. Overturned wagons and carts, barrels and stones, were +heaped upon each other--even the hundred year-old trees of the +Boulevards were cut down to form barricades: the struggle began, +Frenchman fought against Frenchman--for liberty and country they +sacrificed their life. [Note: +"Ceux qui pieusement sont morts pour la patrie +Ont droit qu'à leur cerceuil la foule vienne et prie: +Entre le plus beaux noms, leur nom est le plus beau. +Toute gloire, près d'eux, passe et tombe éphèmere +Et, comme ferait une mère, +La voix d'un peuple entier les berce en leur tombeau!" +--VICTOR HUGO.] +And he described the victory and Louis Philippe, whom he admired +and loved. + +"That was a world event," said the man of business. "It electrified +both king and people. They still feel the movement. Last year was +an extraordinary year!" + +"For the Copenhageners also," said Otto, "there were three colors. +These things occupied the multitude with equal interest: the July +Revolution, the 'Letters of a Wandering Ghost,' and Kellermann's +'Berlin Wit.'" + +"Now you are bitter, Mr. Thostrup," said the lady of the house. +"The really educated did not occupy themselves with these Berlin +'Eckensteher' which the multitude have rendered national!" + +"But they hit the right mark!" said Otto; "they met with a +reception from the citizens and people in office." + +"That I can easily believe," remarked Joachim; "that is like the +people here!" + +"That is like the people abroad!" said the hostess. "In Paris they +pass over still more easily from a revolution, in which they +themselves have taken part, to a review by Jules Janin, or to a new +step of Taglioni's, and from that to 'une histoire scandaleuse!'" + +"No, my gracious lady, of the last no one takes any notice--it +belongs to the order of the day!" + +"That I can easily believe!" said Miss Sophie. + +The man of business now inquired after the Chamber. The cousin's +answer was quite satisfactory. The lady of the house wished to hear +of the flower-markets, and of the sweet little inclosed gardens in +the Places. Sophie wished to hear of Victor Hugo. She received a +description of him, of his abode in the Place Royale, and of the +whole Europe littéraire beside. Cousin Joachim was extremely +interesting. + +Otto did not pay another visit for two days. + +"Where have you been for so long?" asked Sophie, when he came +again. + +"With my books!" replied he: there lay a gloomy expression in his +eyes. + +"O, you should have come half an hour earlier--our cousin was here! +He was describing to me the Jardin des Plantes in Paris. O, quite +excellently!" + +"He is an interesting young man!" said Otto. + +"The glorious garden!" pursued Sophie, without remarking the +emphasis with which Otto had replied. "Do you not remember, Mr. +Thostrup, how Barthélemi has spoken of it? +'Où tout homme, qui rêve à son pays absent, +Retrouve ses parfums et son air caressant.' +In it there is a whole avenue with cages, in which are wild +beasts,--lions and tigers! In small court-yards, elephants and +buffaloes wander about at liberty! Giraffes nibble the branches of +high trees! In the middle of the garden are the courts for bears, +only there is a sort of well in which the bears walk about; it is +surrounded by no palisades, and you stand upon the precipitous +edge! There our cousin stood!" + +"But he did not precipitate himself down!" said Otto, with +indifference. + +"What is the matter?" asked Sophie. "Are you in your elegiac mood? +You look as I imagine Victor Hugo when he has not made up his mind +about the management of his tragic catastrophe!" + +"That is my innate singularity!" replied Otto. "I should have +pleasure in springing down among the bears of which you relate!" + +"And in dying?" asked Sophie. "No, you must live. +'C'est le bonheur de vivre +Qui fait la gloire de mourir.'" + +"You speak a deal of French to-day," said Otto, with a friendliness +of manner intended to soften the bitterness of the tone. "Perhaps +your conversation with the lieutenant was in that language?" + +"French interests me the most!" replied she. "I will ask our cousin +to speak it often with me. His accent is excellent, and he is +himself a very interesting man!" + +"No doubt of it!" answered Otto. + +"You will remain and dine with us?" said the lady of the house, who +now entered. + +Otto did not feel well. + +"These are only whims," said Sophie. + +The ladies made merry, and Otto remained. Cousin Joachim came and +was interesting--very interesting, said all. He related of Paris, +spoke also of Copenhagen, and drew comparisons. The quietness of +home had made an especial impression on him. + +"People here," said he, "go about as if they bore some heavy grief, +or some joy, which they might not express. If one goes into a +coffee-house, it is just as if one entered a house of mourning. +Each one seats himself, a newspaper in his hand, in a corner. That +strikes one when one comes from Paris! One naturally has the +thought,--Can these few degrees further north bring so much cold +into the blood? There is the same quiet in our theatre. Now I love +this active life. The only boldness the public permits itself is +hissing a poor author; but a wretched singer, who has neither tone +nor manner, a miserable actress, will be endured, nay, applauded by +good friends--an act of compassion. She is so fearful! she is so +good! In Paris people hiss. The decoration master, the manager, +every one there receives his share of applause or blame. Even the +directors are there hissed, if they manage badly." + +"You are preaching a complete revolution in our theatrical +kingdom!" said the lady of the house. "The Copenhageners cannot +ever become Parisians, and neither should they." + +"The theatre is here, as well as there, the most powerful organ of +the people's life. It has the greatest influence, and ours stands +high, very high, when one reflects in what different directions it +must extend its influence. Our only theatre must accommodate +itself, and represent, at the same time, the Theatre Français, the +grand Opera, the Vaudeville, and Saint-Martin; it must comprehend +all kinds of theatrical entertainments. The same actors who to-day +appear in tragedy, must to-morrow show themselves in a comedy or +vaudeville. We have actors who might compare themselves with the +best in Paris--only _one_ is above all ours, but, also, above all +whom I have seen in Europe, and this one is Mademoiselle Mars. You +will, doubtless, consider the reason extraordinary which gives this +one, in my opinion, the first place. This is her age, which she so +completely compels you to forget. She is still pretty; round, +without being called fat. It is not through rouge, false hair, or +false teeth, that she procures herself youth; it lies in her soul, +and from thence it flows into every limb--every motion becomes +charming! She fills you with astonishment! her eyes are full of +expression, and her voice is the most sonorous which I know! It is +indeed music! How can one think of age when one is affected by an +immortal soul? I rave about Léontine Fay, but the old Mars has my +heart. There is also a third who stands high with the Parisians-- +Jenny Vertprè, at the Gymnase Dramatique, but she would be soon +eclipsed were the Parisians to see our Demoiselle Pätges. She +possesses talent which will shine in every scene. Vertprè has her +loveliness, her whims, but not her Proteus-genius, her nobility. I +saw Vertprè in 'La Reine de Seize Ans,'--a piece which we have not +yet; but she was only a saucy soubrette in royal splendor--a +Pernille of Holberg's, as represented by a Parisian. We have Madame +Wexschall, and we have Frydendal! Were Denmark only a larger +country, these names would sound throughout Europe!" + +He now described the decorations in the "Sylphide," in "Natalia," +and in various other ballets, the whole splendor, the whole +magnificence. + +"But our orchestra is excellent!" said Miss Sophie. + +"It certainly contains several distinguished men," answered +Joachim; "but must one speak of the whole? Yes, you know I am not +musical, and cannot therefore express myself in an artistical +manner about music, but certain it is that something lay in my ear, +in my feeling, which, in Paris, whispered to me, 'That is +excellent!' Here, on the contrary, it cries, 'With moderation! with +moderation!' The voice is the first; she is the lady; the +instruments, on the contrary, are the cavaliers who shall conduct +the former before the public. Gently they should take her by the +hand; she must stand quite foremost; but here the instruments +thrust her aside, and it is to me as if each instrument would have +the first place, and constantly shouted, 'Here am I! here am I!" + +"That sounds very well!" said Sophie; "but one may not believe you! +You have fallen in love with foreign countries, and, therefore, at +home everything must be slighted." + +"By no means! The Danish ladies, for instance, appear the +prettiest, the most modest whom I have known." + +"Appear?" repeated Otto. + +"Joachim possesses eloquence," said the lady of the house. + +"That has developed itself abroad!" answered he: "here at home +there are only two ways in which it can publicly develop itself--in +the pulpit, and at a meeting in the shooting-house. Yet it is true +that now we are going to have a Diet and a more political life. I +feel already, in anticipation, the effect; we shall only live for +this life, the newspapers will become merely political, the poets +sing politics the painters choose scenes from political life. +'C'est un Uebergang!' as Madame La Flèche says. [Author's Note: +Holberg's Jean de France.] Copenhagen is too small to be a great, +and too great to be a small city. See, there lies the fault!" + +Otto felt an irresistible desire to contradict him in most things +which he said about home. But the cousin parried every bold blow +with a joke. + +"Copenhagen must be the Paris of the North," said he, "and that it +certainly would become in fifty, or twice that number of years. The +situation was far more beautiful than that of the city of the +Seine. The marble church must be elevated, and become a Pantheon, +adorned with the works of Thorwaldsen and other artists; +Christiansborg, a Louvre, whose gallery you visit; Öster Street and +Pedermadsen's passage, arcades such as are in Paris, covered with +glass roofs and flagged, shops on both sides, and in the evening, +when thousands of gas-lamps burnt, here should be the promenade; +the esplanades would be the Champs Elysées, with swings and slides, +music, and mâts de cocagne. [Author's Note: High smooth poles, to +the top of which victuals, clothes, or money are attached. People +of the lower classes then try to climb up and seize the prizes. The +best things are placed at the very top of the pole.] On the +Peblinger Lake, as on the Seine, there should be festive water +excursions made. Voilà!" exclaimed he, "that would be splendid!" + +"That might be divine!" said Sophie. + +Animation and thought lay in the cousin's countenance; his fine +features became striking from their expression. Thus did his image +stamp itself in Otto's soul, thus did it place itself beside +Sophie's image as she stood there, with her large brown eyes, round +which played thought and smiles, whilst they rested on the cousin. +The beautifully formed white hand, with its taper fingers, played +with the curls which fell over her cheeks. Otto would not think of +it. + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +"And if I have wept alone, it is my own sorrow."--GOETHE + +Latterly Otto had been but seldom at Mr. Berger's. He had no +interest about the merchant's home. The family showed him every +politeness and mark of confidence; but his visits became every week +more rare. Business matters, however, led him one day there. + +Chance or fate, as we call it, if the shadow of a consequence shows +itself, caused Maren to pass through the anteroom when Otto was +about taking his departure. She was the only one of the ladies at +home. In three weeks she would return to Lemvig. She said that she +could not boast of having enjoyed Mr. Thostrup's society too often. + +"Your old friends interest you no longer!" added she, somewhat +gravely. With this exception she had amused herself very well in +the city, had seen everything but the stuffed birds, and these she +should see to-morrow. She had been seven times in the theatre, and +had seen the "Somnambule" twice. However, she had not seen "Der +Frieschütz," and she had an especial desire to see this on account +of the wolf-glen. At Aarhuus there was a place in the wood, said +she, called the wolf-glen; this she knew, and now wished to see +whether it resembled the one on the stage. + +"May I then greet Rosalie from you?" she asked at length. + +"You will still remain three weeks here," said Otto: "it is too +soon to speak of leave-taking." + +"But you scarcely ever come here," returned she. "You have better +places to go to! The Baron's sister certainly sees you oftener; she +is said to be a pretty and very clever girl: perhaps one may soon +offer one's congratulations?" + +Otto became crimson. + +"In spring you will travel abroad," pursued she; "we shall not then +see you in Jutland: yes, perhaps yon will never go there again! +That will make old Rosalie sad: she thinks so incredibly much of +you. In all the letters which I have received here there were +greetings to Mr. Thostrup. Yes, I have quite a multitude of them +for you; but you do not come to receive them, and I dare not pay a +visit to such a young gentleman. For the sake of old friendship let +me, at least, be the first who can relate at home of the +betrothal!" + +"How can you have got such a thought?" replied Otto. "I go to so +many houses where there are young ladies; if my heart had anything +to do with it, I should have a bad prospect. I have great esteem +for Miss Sophie; I speak with her as with you, that is all. I +perceive that the air of Copenhagen has affected you; here in the +city they are always betrothing people. This comes from the ladies +in the house here. How could you believe such stories?" + +Maren also joked about it, but after they had parted she seated +herself in a corner, drew her little apron over her head and wept; +perhaps because she should soon leave the lively city, where she had +been seven times to the theatre, and yet had not seen the wolf-glen. + +"Betrothed!" repeated Otto to himself, and thought of Sophie, of +the cousin, and of his own childhood, which hung like a storm-cloud +in his heaven. Many thoughts passed through his mind: he +recollected the Christmas Eve on which he had seen Sophie for the +first time, when she, as one of the Fates, gave him the number. He +had 33, she 34; they were united by the numbers following each +other. He received the pedigree, and was raised to her nobility. +The whole joke had for him a signification. He read the verse again +which had accompanied it. The conclusion sounded again and again in +his ears:-- +"From this hour forth thy soul high rank hath won her, +Nor will forget thy knighthood and thy honor!" + +"O Sophie!" he exclaimed aloud, and the fire which had long +smouldered in his blood now burst forth in flames. "Sophie! thee +must I press to my heart!" He lost himself in dreams. Dark shapes +disturbed them. "Can she then be happy? Can I? The picture which +she received where the covering of ice was broken and the faithful +dog watched in vain, is also significant. That is the fulfillment +of hopes. I sink, and shall never return!" + +The image of the cousin mingled in his dreams. That refined +countenance with the little mustache looked forth saucily and +loquaciously; and Sophie's eyes he saw rest upon the cousin, whilst +her white hand played with the brown curls which fell over her +cheek. + +"O Sophie!" sighed Otto, and fell asleep. + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + ... "We live through others, +We think we are others; we seem +Others to be ... And so think others of us." + SCHEFER. + +When the buds burst forth we will burst forth also! had Otto and +Wilhelm often said. Their plan was, in the spring to travel +immediately to Paris, but on their way to visit the Rhine, and to +sail from Cologne to Strasburg. + +"Yes, one must see the Rhine first!" said Cousin Joachim; "when one +has seen Switzerland and Italy, it does not strike one nearly as +much. That must be your first sight; but you should not see it in +spring, but toward autumn. When the vines have their full variety +of tint, and the heavy grapes hang from the stems, see, it is then +the old ruins stand forth. These are the gardens of the Rhine! +Another advantage which you have in going there in autumn is that +you then enter Paris in winter, and that one must do; then one does +not come post festum; then is the heyday of gayety--the theatre, +the soirées, and everything which can interest the beau monde." + +Although Otto did not generally consider the cousin's words of much +weight, he this time entered wonderfully into his views. "It would +certainly be the most prudent to commence their journey toward +autumn," he thought: "there could be no harm in preparing +themselves a little more for it!" + +"That is always good!" said Joachim; "but, what is far more +advantageous abroad than all the preparations you can make at home, +is said in a few words--give up all intercourse with your own +country-people! Nowadays every one travels! Paris is not now +further from us than Hamburg was some thirty years ago. When I was +in Paris I found there sixteen or seventeen of my countrymen. O, +how they kept together! Eleven of them dwelt in the same hôtel: +they drank coffee together, walked out together, went to the +restaurateur's together, and took together half a bench in the +theatre. That is the most foolish thing a person can do! I consider +travelling useful for every one, from the prince to the travelling +journeyman. But we allow too many people to travel! We are not +rich, therefore restrictions should be made. The creative artist, +the poet, the engineer, and the physician must travel; but God +knows why theologians should go forth. They can become mad enough +at home! They come into Catholic countries, and then there is an +end of them! Wherefore should book-worms go forth? They shut +themselves up in the diligence and in their chambers, rummage a +little in the libraries, but not so much as a pinch of snuff do +they do us any good when they return! Those who cost the most +generally are of the least use, and bring the country the least +honor! I, thank God! paid for my journey myself, and am therefore +free to speak my opinion!" + +We will now hear what Miss Sophie said, and therefore advance a few +days. + +"We keep you then with us till August!" said she, once when she was +alone with Otto. "That is wise! You can spend some time with us in +Funen, and gather strength for your journey. Yes, the journey will +do you good!" + +"I hope so!" answered Otto. "I am perhaps able to become as +interesting as your cousin, as amiable!" + +"That would be requiring too much from you!" said Sophie, bantering +him. "You will never have his humor, his facility in catching up +character. You will only preach against the depravity of the +Parisians; you will only be able to appreciate the melancholy +grandeur of Switzerland and the solitude of the Hungarian forests." + +"You would make a misanthrope of me, which I by no means am." + +"But you have an innate talent for this character!" answered +Sophie. "Something will certainly be polished away by this journey, +and it is on account of this change that I rejoice." + +"Must one, then, have a light, fickle mood to please you?" asked +Otto. + +"Yes, certainly!" answered Sophie, ironically. + +"Then it is true what your cousin told me!" said Otto. "If one will +be fortunate with the ladies, one must at least be somewhat +frivolous, fond of pleasure, and fickle,--that makes one +interesting. Yes, he has made himself acquainted with the world, he +has experience in everything!" + +"Yes, perfectly!" said Sophie, and laughed aloud. + +Otto was silent, with contracted brow. + +"I wish you sunshine!" said Sophie, and smiling raised her finger. +Otto remained unchanged--he wrinkled his brow. + +"You must change very much!" said she, half gravely; and danced out +of the room. + +Three weeks passed by, rich in great events in the kingdom of the +heart; it was still a diplomatic secret: the eyes betrayed it by +their pantomimic language, the mouth alone was silent, and it is +after all the deciding power. + +Otto visited the merchant's family. Maren had departed just the day +before. In vain had she awaited his visit throughout the three +weeks. + +"You quite forget your true friends!" said the ladies. "Believe us, +Maja was a little angry with you, and yet we have messages. Now she +is sailing over the salt sea." + +This was not precisely the case; she was already on land, and just +at this moment was driving over the brown heath, thinking of +Copenhagen and the pleasures there, and of the sorrow also--it is +so sad to be forgotten by a friend of childhood! Otto was so +handsome, so clever--she did not dream at all how handsome and +clever she herself would appear at home. Beauty and cleverness they +had discovered in her before she left; now she had been in the +capital, and that gives relief. + +The little birds fluttered round the carriage; perhaps they sang to +her what should happen in two years: "Thou wilt be a bride, the +secretary's lovely little bride; thou shalt have both him and the +musical-box! Thou wilt be the grandest lady in the town, and yet +the most excellent mother. Thy first daughter shall be called Maja +--that is a pretty name, and reminds thee of past days!" + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +"The monastery is still called 'Andersskov' (the wood of Anders) in +memory of its being the habitation of the pious Anders. + +"The hill on which he awoke, comforted by sleep, is still called +'Hvile höi' (the hill of rest). A cross having a Latin inscription, +half-effaced, marks the spot."--J. L. HEIBERG. + +It was spring, fresh, life-bearing spring! Only one day and one +night, and the birds of passage were back again; the woods made +themselves once more young with green, odorous leaves; the Sound +had its swimming Venice of richly laden vessels; only one day and +one night, and Sophie was removed from Otto--they were divided by +the salt sea; but it was spring in his heart; from it flew his +thoughts, like birds of passage, to the island of Funen, and there +sang of summer. Hope gave him more "gold and green woods" than the +ships bear through the Sound, more than Zealand's bays can show. +Sophie at parting pressed his hand. In her eyes lay what his heart +might hope and dream. + +He forgot that hope and dreams were the opposites of reality. + +Cousin Joachim had gone to Stockholm, and would not return either +in the spring or summer to Funen. On the contrary, Otto intended to +spend a few weeks at the country-seat; not before August would he +and Wilhelm travel. There would at least be one happy moment, and +many perhaps almost as happy. In his room stood a rose-bush, the +first buds formed themselves, and opened their red lips--as pure +and tender as these leaves was Sophie's cheek: he bent over the +flower, smiled and read there sweet thoughts which were related to +his love. A rose-bud is a sweet mystery. + + "The myriad leaves enmaze + Small labyrinthine ways + Where spicy odor flows, + Thou lovelv bud o' the rose!" + +The day came on which Otto, after he had comfortably terminated his +visits of leave-taking, at midday, in the company of three young +students travelled away through Zealand. They had taken a carriage +together as far as Slagelse, where, like Abraham's and Lot's +shepherds, they should separate to the right and left. Otto +remained alone, in order to travel post that night to Nyborg. It +was only four o'clock in the afternoon, Otto had no acquaintance +here, therefore it was but to take a walk. + +"There still exist remains of the old Antvorskov convent, [Author's +Note: The convent was founded by Waldemar I., 1177.] do there not?" +asked he. + +"Yes, but very little!" answered the host. "The convent became a +castle, the castle a private house, and now within the last few +years, on account of the stones, it has been still more pulled +down. You will find nothing old remaining, except here and there in +the garden a piece of a red wall standing out. But the situation is +beautiful! If you will only take the road toward the large village +called Landsgrav, you are on the way to Korsöer, and close to the +cross of the holy Anders. It is a right pleasant excursion!" + +"Convent ruins and the holy cross!" said Otto; "that sounds quite +romantic!" And he commenced his wanderings. + +A few scholars from the Latin school, with their books held +together by a strait, and then a square built lancer, who greeted +in military style an elderly-young lady, who was seated behind a +barricade of geraniums and wall flowers, were the only individuals +he met with on his way. Yet Otto remarked that the windows were +opened as he passed; people wanted to see who the stranger might be +who was going up the street. + +A long avenue led from the town to the castle. On either side the +way lay detached houses, with little gardens. Otto soon reached the +remains of old Antvorskov. The way was red from the stones which +were flung about, and were now ground to dust. Huge pieces of wall, +where the mortar and stone were united in one piece, lay almost +concealed among the high nettles. Rather more distant stood a +solitary house of two stories. It was narrow, and whitewashed. A +thick pilaster, such as one sees in churches, supported the strong +wall. This was half of the last wing of the castle,--a mingling of +the ancient and incident, of ruin and dwelling-house. + +Otto went into the garden, which was laid out upon the hill itself, +and its terraces. Here were only young trees; but the walks were +everywhere overgrown. The view stretched itself far over the plain, +toward the Belt and Funen. He descended from the terrace down to +the lowest wall. In this there yet remained a piece of an old +tombstone, of the age of the convent, on which you perceived the +trace of a female form; and near to this the figure of a skeleton, +round which was twined a snake. Otto stood sunk in contemplation, +when an old man, with two water-buckets suspended from a yoke on +his shoulders, approached a near well. + +The old man was very ready to commence a conversation. He told of +excavations, and of an underground passage which had not been +discovered, but which, according to his opinion, was certainly in +existence. So far they had only found a few walled-round spaces, +which had most probably been prisons. In one of these was an iron +chain fastened into the wall. But with regard to the underground +passage, they had only not yet discovered the right place, for it +must exist. It led from here, deep under the lake and forest, +toward Soröe. There were large iron gates below. At Christmas one +could hear how they were swung to and fro. "Whoever should have +that which is concealed there," said the old man, "would be a made +man, and need not neither slip nor slide." + +Otto looked at the solitary wing which rose up over the terrace. +How splendid it had been here in former times! + +Close to the large wood, several miles in extent, which stretches +itself on the other side of Soröe, down to the shore of the King's +Brook, lay the rich convent where Hans Tausen spoke what the Spirit +inspired him with. Times changed; the convent vanished; + "Halls of state + Tower upon that spot elate; + Where the narrow cell once stood;" +[Author's Note: Anders-skov, by Oehlenschläger.] +where the monks sang psalms, knights and ladies danced to the sound +of beating drums: but these tone's ceased; the blooming cheeks +became dust. It was again quiet. Many a pleasant time did Holberg +ride over from Soröe, through the green wood, to visit the steward +of Antvorskov. Otto recollected what one of his daughters, when an +old woman, had related to a friend of his. She was a child, and lay +in the cradle, when old Holberg came riding there, with a little +wheaten loaf and a small pot of preserve in his pocket--his usual +provision on such little excursions. The steward's young wife sat +at her spinning-wheel. Holberg paced up and down the room with the +husband; they were discussing politics. This interested the wife, +and she joined in the conversation. Holberg turned round to her,-- +"I fancy the distaff speaks!" said he. This the wife could never +forget. [Translator's Note: Rokkehoved, distaff, means also dunce +in Danish.] + +Otto smiled at this recollection of the witty but ungallant poet, +quitted the garden, and went through a winding hollow way, where +the luxuriant briers hung in rich masses over the stone fence. +Slagelse, with its high hills in the background, looked +picturesque. He soon reached Landsgrav. The sun went down as he +walked over the field where the wooden cross stands, with its +figure of the Redeemer, in memory of the holy Anders. Near it he +perceived a man, who appeared to kneel. One hand held fast by the +cross; in the other was a sharp knife, with which he was probably +cutting out his name. He did not observe Otto. Near the man lay a +box covered with green oil-cloth; and in the grass lay a knapsack, +a pair of boots, and a knotty stick. It must be a wandering +journeyman, or else a pedlar. + +Otto was about to return, when the stranger rose and perceived him. +Otto stood as if nailed to the earth. It was the German Heinrich +whom he saw before him. + +"Is not that Mr. Thostrup?" said the man and that horrible grinning +smile played around his mouth. "No, that I did not expect!" + +"Does it go well with you, Heinrich?" asked Otto. + +"There's room for things to mend!" replied Heinrich "It goes better +with you! Good Lord, that you should become such a grand gentleman! +Who would have thought it, when you rode on my knee, and I pricked +you in the arm? Things go on strangely in this world! Have you +heard of your sister? She was not so much spoiled as you! But she +was a beautiful child!" + +"I have neither seen her nor my parents!" replied he, with a +trembling which he strove to conquer. "Do you know where she is?" + +"I am always travelling!" said Heinrich; "but thus much I know, +that she is still in Funen. Yes, she must take one of us, an +unpretending husband! You can choose a genteel young lady for +yourself. That's the way when people are lucky. You will become a +landed proprietor. Old Heinrich will then no doubt obtain +permission to exhibit his tricks on your estate? But none of its +will speak of former times!--of the red house on the Odense water!" +This last he whispered quite low. "I shall receive a few shillings +from you?" he asked. + +"You shall have more!" said Otto, and gave to him. "But I wish us +to remain strangers to each other, as we are!" + +"Yes, certainly, certainly!" said Heinrich, and nodded +affirmatively with his head, whilst his eyes rested on the gift +Otto had presented him with. "Then you are no longer angry with my +joke in Jutland?" asked he with a simpering smile, and kissed +Otto's hand. "I should not have known you then. Had you not shown +me your shoulder, on which I saw the letters O and T which I myself +had etched, it would never have occurred to me that we knew each +other! But a light suddenly flashed across me. I should have said +Otto Thostrup; but I said 'Odense Tugt-huus.' [Note: Odense house +of correction.] That was not handsome of me, seeing you are such a +good gentleman!" + +"Yes, now adieu!" said Otto, and extended to him unwillingly his +hand. + +"There, our Saviour looks down upon us!" said the German Heinrich, +and fixed his eyes upon the figure on the cross. "As certainly as +He lives may you rely upon the silence of my mouth. He is my +Redeemer, who hangs there on the cross, just as he is etched upon +my skin, and as he stands along the high-roads in my father-land. +Here is the only place in the whole country where the sign of the +cross stands under the free heaven; here I worship: for you must +know, Mr. Thostrup, I am not of your faith, but of the faith of the +Virgin Mary. Here I have cut into the wood the holy sign, such as +is placed over every door in my father-land,--an I, an H, and this +S. In this is contained my own name; for H stands for Heinrich; I, +for I myself; and S means Sinner; that is, I, Heinrich, Sinner. Now +I have completed my worship, and you have given me a handsome +skilling, I shall now go to my bed at the public-house; and if the +girl is pretty, and lets one flatter her, I am still young enough, +and shall fancy that I am Mr. Thostrup, and have won that most +glorious, elegant young lady! Hurrah! it is a player's life which +we lead!" + +Otto left him, but heard how Heinrich sang: + "Tri, ri, ro, + The summer comes once mo! + To beer, boys! to beer + The winter lies in bands, O! + And he who won't come here, + We'll trounce him with our wands, O! + Yo, yo, yo, + The summer comes once mo!" + +As, suddenly on a clear sunny day, a cloud can appear, extinguish +the warm sunshine, conceal the green coast, and change everything +into gray mist forms, so was it now with Otto, who had but just +before felt himself so happy and full of youthful joy. + +"You can sleep quietly!" said the host, when Otto returned to +Slagelse; "you shall be wakened early enough to leave with the +mail." + +But his rest was like a delirium. + +The post-horn sounded in the empty street; they rolled away--it was +at daybreak. + +"Is that a gallows?" inquired one of the travellers, and pointed toward +the hill, where at this distance the cross looked like a stake. + +"That is the cross of the holy Anders!" replied Otto; and livingly +stood before him the recollections of the evening before. + +"Does that really exist?" said the stranger. "I have read of it in +the 'Letters of a Wandering Ghost.'" + +This was a beautiful morning, the sun shone warmly, the sea was +smooth as a mirror, and so much the faster did the steamboat glide +away. The vessel with the mail, which had set sail two hours +earlier, still lay not far from land. The sails hung down loosely; +not a breeze stirred them. + +The steamboat glided close past her; the passengers in the mail-vessel, +the greater portion coachmen, travelling journeymen, and peasants, +stood on the deck to see it. They waved greetings. One of the +foremost leaned on his knotty stick, pulled off his hat, and +shouted, "Good morning, my noble gentlefolk!" It was the German +Heinrich; he then was going to Funen. Otto's heart beat faster, he +gazed down among the rushing waves which foamed round the paddle, +where the sunbeams painted a glorious rainbow. + +"That is lovely!" said one of the strangers, close to him. + +"Very lovely!" returned Otto, and stilled the sigh which would +burst forth from his breast. + +Scarcely two hours were fled--the cables were flung upon the Nyborg +bridge of boats, and the steamboat made fast to the island of Funen. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +"It is so sweet when friendly hands bid you a hearty welcome, so +dear to behold well-known features, wherever you turn your eyes. +Everything seems so home-like and quiet about you and in your own +breast." HENRIETTE HAUCK. + +Otto immediately hired a carriage, and reached the hall just about +dinner-time. In the interior court-yard stood two calashes and an +Holstein carriage; two strange coachmen, with lace round their +hats, stood in animated discourse when Otto drove in through the +gate. The postilion blew his horn. + +"Be quiet there!" cried Otto. + +"There are strangers at the hall!" said the postilion; "I will only +let them know that another is coming." + +Otto gazed at the garden, glanced up toward the windows, where mine +of the ladies showed themselves only out of a side building a +female head was stretched out, whose hair was put back underneath a +cap. Otto recognized the grown-together eyebrows. "Is she the first +person I am to see here?" sighed he; and the carriage rolled into +the inner court. The dogs barked, the turkey-cocks gobbled, but not +Wilhelm showed himself. The Kammerjunker came--the excellent +neighbor! and immediately afterward Sophie; both exclaimed with +smiles, "Welcome!" + +"See, here we have our man!" said the Kammerjunker; "we can make +use of him in the play!" + +"It is glorious you are come!" cried Sophie. "We shall immediately +put you under arrest." She extended her hand to him--he pressed it +to his lips. "We will have tableaux vivants this evening!" said +she: "the pastor has never seen any. We have no service from +Wilhelm; he is in Svendborg, and will not return for two days. You +must be the officer; the Kammerjunker will represent the +Somnambulist, who comes with her light through the window. Will +you?" + +"Everything you desire!" said Otto. + +"Do not speak of it!" returned Sophie, and laid her finger on her +lips. The mother descended the steps. + +"Dear Thostrup!" said she, and pressed, with warm cordiality, both +his hands. "I have really quite yearned after you. Now Wilhelm is +away, you must for two whole days put up with us alone." + +Otto went through the long passage where hung the old portraits; it +was as if these also wished welcome. It only seemed a night full of +many dreams which had passed since he was here; a year in the lapse +of time is also not so long as a winter's night in the life of man. + +Here it was so agreeable, so home-like; no one could have seen by +the trees that since then they had stood stripped of leaves and +covered with snow; luxuriantly green they waved themselves in the +sun's warmth, just as when Otto last gazed out of this window. + +He had the red room as before. The dinner-bell rang. + +Louise met him in the passage. + +"Thostrup!" exclaimed she, with delight, and seized his hand. "Now, +it is almost a year and a day since I saw you!" + +"Yes much has happened in this year!" said the Kammerjunker. "Come +soon to me, and you shall see what I have had made for pastime--a +bowling-green! Miss Sophie has tried her skill upon it." + +The Kammerjunker took the mother to dinner. Otto approached Sophie. + +"Will you not take the Kammerjunker's sister?" whispered she. + +Mechanically, Otto made his bow before Miss Jakoba. + +"Take one of the young ladies!" said she; "you would rather do +that?" + +Otto bowed, cast a glance toward Sophie; she had the old pastor. +Otto smiled, and conducted Jakoba to table. + +The Mamsell, renowned through her work-box, sat on his left hand. +He observed the company who, beside those we have already +mentioned, consisted of several ladies and gentlemen whom he did +not know. One chair was empty, but it was soon occupied; a young +girl, quiet in her attire, and dressed like Louise, entered. + +"Why do you come so late?" asked Sophie, smiling. + +"That is only known to Eva and me!" said Louise, and smiled at the +young girl. + +Eva seated herself. It was, perhaps, the complete resemblance of +their dress which induced Otto to observe both her and Louise so +closely, and even against his own will to draw comparisons. Both +wore a simple dark brown dress, a small sea-green handkerchief +round the neck. Louise seemed to him enchanting--pretty one could +not call her: Eva, on the contrary, was ideal; there lay something +in her appearance which made him think of the pale pink hyacinth. +Every human being has his invisible angel, says the mythos; both +are different and yet resemble each other. Eva was the angel; +Louise, on the contrary, the human being in all its purity. Otto's +eyes encountered those of Sophie--they were both directed to the +same point. "What power! what beauty!" thought he. Her mind is far +above that of Louise, and in beauty she is a gorgeous flower, and +not, like Eva, a fine, delicate hyacinth. He drew eloquence from +these eyes, and became interesting like the cousin, although he had +not been in Paris. + +The Kammerjunker spoke of sucking-pigs, but that also was +interesting; perhaps be drew his inspiration out of the same source +as Otto. He spoke of the power of green buckwheat, and how the +swine which eat it become mad. From this doubtless originated the +legend of the devil entering into the swine. It is only coal-black +pigs which can digest green buckwheat; if they have a single white +speck upon them, they become ill at eating. "This is extraordinary," +exclaimed he. + +In his enthusiasm his discourse became almost a cry, which caused +Miss Jakoba to say that one might almost think that he himself had +eaten green buckwheat. + +Otto meantime cut out of the green melon-peel a man, and made him +ride on the edge of his glass; that withdrew Sophie's attention +from the Kammerjunker. The whole company found that this little +cut-out figure was very pretty; and the Mamsell begged that she +might have it--it should lie in her work-box. + +Toward evening all were in preparation for the approaching tableaux. + +Eva must represent Hero. With a torch in her hand she must kneel on +a table, which was to be draped so as to represent a balcony. The +poor girl felt quite unhappy at having to appear in this manner. +Sophie laughed at her fear, and assured her that she would be +admired, and that therefore she must and should. + +"Give way to my sister," said Louise, in a beseeching voice; and +Eva was ready, let down her long brown hair, and allowed Sophie to +arrange the drapery. + +Otto must put on an officer's uniform. He presented himself to the +sisters. + +"That gold is not sewn fast on the collar," said Sophie, and +undertook to rectify it. He could easily keep the uniform on whilst +she did this, said she. Her soft hand touched Otto's cheek, it was +like an electric shock to him; his blood burned; how much he longed +to press the hand to his lips! + +They all burst out laughing when the Kammerjunker appeared in a +white petticoat which only reached a little below the knee, and in +a large white lady's dressing-jacket. Miss Sophie must arrange his +hair. She did it charmingly; her hand stroked the hair away from +his brow, and glided over his cheeks: he kissed it; she struck him +in the face, and begged him not to forget himself! "We are ladies," +said he, and rose in his full splendor. They all laughed except +Otto; he could not--he felt a desire to beat him. The spectators +arranged themselves in a dark room, the folding doors were opened. + +Eva as Hero, in a white linen robe, her hair hanging down on her +shoulders, and a torch in her hand, gazed out over the sea. No +painter could have imagined anything more beautiful; the large +dark-blue eyes expressed tenderness and melancholy; it was Eva's +natural glance, but here you saw her quiet. The fine black eyebrows +increased the expression, the whole figure was as if breathed into +the picture. + +Now followed a new picture--Faust and Margaret in the arbor; behind +stood Mephistophiles, with his devilish smile. The Kammerjunker's +Mamsell was Margaret. When the doors were opened she sent forth +aloud cry, and ran away; she would not stay, she was so afraid. The +group was disarranged, people laughed and found it amusing, but the +Kammerjunker scolded aloud, and swore that she should come in +again; at that the laughter of the spectators increased, and was +not lessened when the Kammerjunker, forgetting his costume as the +Somnambule, half stepped into the frame in which the pictures were +represented, and seated the Mamsell on the bench. This group was +only seen for one moment: the dorors were again closed; the +spectators applauded, but a whistle was heard. Laughter, and the +hum of conversation, resounded through the room; and it was +impossible to obtain perfect quiet, although a new picture already +shone in the frame. It was Sophie as Correggio's "Magdalene": her +rich hair fell in waves over her shoulders and round arms; before +her lay the skull and the holy book. + +Otto's blood flowed faster; never had he seen Sophie more +beautiful. The audience, however, could not entirely forget the +comic scene which they had just witnessed; there was heard a faint +suppressed laughter. + +This at length was able to take its free course when the following +picture presented itself, where the Kammerjunker, as the Somnambule, +his hand half-concealing the extinguished light, showed himself at +the open window. + +A most stormy burst of applause was awarded to the actors. + +"Miss Sophie has arranged the whole!" cried the Kammerjunker, and +now her name sounded from the lips of all the audience. + +Not before two days did Wilhelm return. He and Otto slept in the +same apartment. Otto told of the tableaux, and said how lovely Eva +had been as Hero. + +"That I can well believe," replied Wilhelm, but did not enter +further into the subject; he laughed about the Kammerjunker and the +disarranged group. + +Otto again named Eva, but Wilhelm lightly passed over this subject +in his replies. Otto could not fathom their connection. + +"Shall we not go to sleep?" said Wilhelm; they wished each other +good-night, and it was quiet. + +The old man Sleep, as Tieck has described him, with the box out of +which he brings his dream-puppets, now commenced his nightly +dramatic adventures, which lasted until the sun shone in through +the window. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +"He draws nearer and nearer to her. +'O, give my hope an answer by this pink-flower.' +She sighs: 'O, I will--no--I will not.'" + The Dancer, by PALUDAN-MÜLLER + +"I shall get to know!" thought Otto. "This violent love cannot be +evaporated." He paid attention to every little occurrence. Eva was +the same quiet, modest creature as formerly--a house-fairy who +exercised a friendly influence over all. Wilhelm spoke with her, +but not with passion, neither with affected indifference. However, +we cannot entirely rely upon Otto's power of observation: his +glance was directed too often toward a dearer object--his attention +was really directed to Sophie. + +They walked in the garden. + +"Once as you certainly know," said Otto, "your brother had a fancy +for the pretty Eva. Is it not, therefore, somewhat dangerous her +living here? Has your mother been prudent?" + +"For Wilhelm I am quite unconcerned!" answered Sophie. "Only take +care of yourself! Eva is very amiable, and has very much changed +for the better since she came here. My sister Louise quite raves +about her, and my mother regards her almost as an adopted daughter. +You have certainly remarked that she is not kept in the background. +Yet she is weak; she resembles the tender mountain-flowers which +grow in ice and snow, but which bow their heads in the soft +mountain air, when it is warmed by the sun. It really seems to me +that she is become weaker since she has enjoyed our care and happy +days. When I saw her at Roeskelde she was far more blooming." + +"Perhaps she thinks of your brother--thinks of him with quiet sorrow?" + +"That I do not think is the case," replied Sophie; "otherwise +Louise would have heard something of it. She possesses Eva's entire +confidence. You may make yourself easy, if you are jealous!" + +"What make you conjecture this? My thoughts are directed above, and +not beneath me!" said he, with a kind of pride, "I feel that I +could never fall in love with Eva. Feel love toward her? no! Even +when I think of it, I feel almost as though I had some prejudice +against her. But you joke; you will rally me, as you have so often +done. We shall soon part! Only two months longer shall I remain in +Denmark! Two long years abroad! How much may occur in that time! +Will you think of me--really think of me, Miss Sophie?" He bent, +and kissed her hand. + +Sophie became crimson. Both were silent. + +"Are you here!" said the mother, who came out of a side walk. + +Otto stooped lower, and broke one of the beautiful stocks which +hung over the border. + +"Are you taking Louise's favorite flowers?" said she, smiling. +"This bed is declared to be inviolable." + +"I was so unfortunate as to break it!" said Otto, confused. + +"He wished to gather the dark-red pink for my table-garland!" said +Sophie. "If he took it, my conscience would be clear!" + +And they all three walked along speaking of cherries, gooseberries, +of the linen on the bleaching-ground, and of the warm summer's day. + +In the evening Eva and the two sisters sat at their work, Otto and +Wilhelm had taken their seats beside them. They spoke of Copenhagen. + +Sophie knew how to introduce a number of little anecdotes, which +she had gathered among the young ladies there. Otto entered into +her ideas, and knew cleverly how to support what she said. What in +reality interested young ladies was discussed. + +"When a girl is confirmed, all manner of fancies awake!" said Otto. +"She experiences a kind of inclination for the heart of man; but +this may not be acknowledged, except for two friends to the +clergyman and the physician. For these she has quite a passion, +especially for the former; she stands in a kind of spiritual +rapport with him. His physical amiability melts into the spiritual. +Thus her first love one may designate clergyman-love." + +"That is well said!" exclaimed Sophie. + +"He preaches himself so deeply into her heart!" pursued Otto. "She +melts into tears, kisses his hand, and goes to church; but not for +the sake of God, but on account of the sweet clergyman!" + +"O, I know that so well!" said Sophie, and laughed. + +"Fie! you do not mean so!" said Louise; "and I do not know how you +can say such a thing Mr. Thostrup! That is frightful! You do not in +the least know a young girl's soul! do not know the pure feeling +with which she inclines herself to the man who has laid open before +her the holy things of religion! Do not make sport of the innocent, +the pure, which is so far removed from every earthly impression!" + +"I assure you," said Otto, smiling, "were I a poet, I would make +the clergyman-love ridiculous in a hundred witty epigrams; and were +I a teacher, I would protest against it from the chair." + +"That would be scattering poison into a well!" said Louise. "You, +as a man, do not know the pure, the holy sentiment which exists in +a young girl's bosom. Eva, thou art certainly of my opinion?" + +"Neither is this Mr. Thostrup's opinion?" answered she, and looked +at him with a mild gravity. + +Wilhelm laughed aloud. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +"Alas, I am no sturdy oak! +Alas, I'm but the flower + That wakes the kiss of May! +And when has fled its little hour, + Will voice of Death obey."--RUCKERT. + +The following afternoon came visitors--two young ladies from +Nyborg, friends of Sophie and Louise. Before dinner they would take +a walk through the wood to an inclosure where the flax was in bloom. +Otto was to accompany them. + +"I am also of the party!" said the Kammerjunker, who just galloped +into the court-yard as the ladies, with Otto, were about setting +out on their excursion. Thus the whole company consisted of five +ladies and two gentlemen. + +"The cows are not in the field over which we must go, are they?" +asked Eva. + +"No, my good girl!" returned Sophie; "you may be quite easy! +Besides, we have two gentlemen with us." + +"Yes; but they would not be able to protect us from the unruly +bullocks!" said Louise. "But we have nothing to fear. Where we are +going the cows do not go until after they are milked. I am no +heroine! Besides, it is not long since one bullock nearly gored the +cowherd to death. He also gored Sidsel a great hole in her arm just +lately: you remember the girl with her eyebrows grown together?" + +"There is also in the wood a wild sow, with eleven sucking pigs!" +said Sophie, in ironical gravity; "it would not be agree able to +meet with her!" + +"She is almost as dangerous as the bullocks!" said the Kammerjunker, + and laughed at Eva. + +The conversation took another turn. + +"Shall we not visit Peter Cripple?" asked Sophie. "The gentlemen +can then see the smith's pretty daughter; she is really too +beautiful to be his wife!" + +"Is Peter Cripple married?" inquired Otto. + +"No, the wedding will be held on Sunday!" replied the Kammerjunker; +"but the bride is already in the house. The bans were published +last Sunday, and they immediately commenced housekeeping together. +This often takes place even earlier, when a man cannot do without a +wife. She has taken him on account of his full money-bags!" + +"Yes, with the peasant it is seldom love which brings about the +affair!" said Louise. "Last year there was quite a young girl who +married a man who might have been her grandfather. She took him +only, she said, because he had such a good set of earthenware." + +"These were very brittle things to marry upon!" remarked Otto. + +Meantime they were nearly come to the edge of the wood. Here stood +a little house; hops hung luxuriantly over the hedge, the cat stood +with bent back upon the crumbling edge of the well. + +Sophie, at the head of the whole company, stepped into the room, +where Peter Cripple sat on the table sewing; but, light and active +as an elf, he sprang down from the table to kiss her hand. The +smith's pretty daughter was stirring something in an iron pot in +the hearth. St. John's wort, stuck between the beams and the +ceiling, shot forth in luxuriant growth, prophesying long life to +the inhabitants of the house. On the sooty ceiling glittered +herrings' souls, as a certain portion of the herring's entrails is +called, and which Peter Cripple, following the popular belief, had +flung up to the ceiling, convinced that so long as they hung there +he should be freed from the ague. + +Otto took no part in the conversation, but turned over a quantity +of songs which he found; they were stitched together in a piece of +blue tobacco-paper. The principal contents were, "New, Melancholy +Songs," "Of the Horrible Murder," "The Audacious Criminal," "The +Devil in Salmon Lane," "Boat's Fall," and such things; which have +now supplanted, among the peasants, the better old popular songs. + +With Louise, Eva, and one of the ladies from Nyborg, Otto slowly +preceded the others, who had still some pleasantries to say before +leaving Peter Cripple and his bride. + +"Shall we not go over the inclosure to the cairn?" said Louise. "It +is clear to-day; we shall see Zealand. The others will follow us; +here, from the foot-path, they will immediately discover us." + +Otto opened the gate and they went through the inclosure. They had +already advanced a considerable way, when the Kammerjunker and his +ladies reached the foot-path from which they could see the others. + +"They are going to the cairn," said he. + +"Then they will have a little fright!" said Sophie. "Down in the +corner of the inclosure lie the young cattle. They may easily +mistake them for cows, and the wild bullocks!" + +"Had we not better call them back?" asked the other lady. + +"But we must frighten them a little," said Sophie. "Shout to them +that there are the cows!" + +"Yes, that I can do with a clear conscience!" said the Kammerjunker; +and he shouted as loud as he could, "There are the cows! Turn back! +turn back!" + +Eva heard it the first. "O God!" said she, "hear what they are +calling to us!" + +Otto glanced around, but saw no cows. + +"They are standing still!" said Sophie; "call once again!" + +The Kammerjunker shouted as before, and Sophie imitated the lowing +of the cows. At this noise the young cattle arose. + +Louise now became aware of them. "O heavens!" exclaimed she; +"there, down in the corner of the inclosure, are all the cows!" + +"Let us run!" cried Eva, and took to flight. + +"For God's sake, do not run!" cried Otto; "walk slowly and quietly, +otherwise they may come!" + +"Come away, away!" resounded from the wood. + +"O Lord!" shrieked Eva, when she saw the creatures raise their +tails in the air as soon as they perceived the fugitives. + +"Now they are coming!" cried the lady who accompanied them, and +sent forth a loud scream. + +Eva fled first, as if borne by the wind; the lady followed her, and +Louise ran on after them. + +Otto now really saw all the cattle, which, upon the ladies flight, +had instinctively followed, chasing over the field after them in +the same direction. + +Nothing now remained for him but, like the others, to reach the +gate. This he opened, and had just closed again, when the cattle +were close upon them, but no one had eyes to see whether the cattle +were little or big. + +"Now there is no more danger!" cried Otto, as soon as he had well +closed the gate; but the ladies still fled on, passing among the +trees until they reached the spot where the Kammerjunker and his +two ladies awaited them with ringing laughter. + +Sophie was obliged to support herself against a tree through all +the amusement. It had been a most remarkable spectacle, this +flight; Eva at the head, and Mr. Thostrup rushing past them to open +the gate. Louise was pale as death, and her whole body trembled; the +friend supported her arm and forehead on a tree, and drew a long +breath. + +"Bah!" again cried Sophie, and laughed. + +"But where is Eva?" asked Otto, and shouted her name. + +"She ran here before me!" said Louise; "she is doubtless leaning +against a tree, and recovering her strength." + +"Eva!" cried Sophie. "Where is my hero: 'I want a hero!'" +[Author's Note: Byron's Don Juan.] + +Otto returned to seek her. At this moment Wilhelm arrived. + +The Kammerjunker regretted that he had not seen the race with them, +and related the whole history to him. + +"O come! come!" they heard Otto shout. They found him kneeling in +the high grass. Eva lay stretched out on the ground; she was as +pale as death; her head rested in Otto's lap. + +"God in heaven!" cried Wilhelm, and flung himself down before her. +"Eva! Eva! O, she is dead! and thou art to blame for it, Sophie! +Thou hast killed her!" Reproachfully he fixed his eyes on his +sister. She burst into tears, and concealed her face in her hands. + +Otto ran to the peasant's cottage and brought water. Peter Cripple +himself hopped like a mountain-elf behind him through the high +nettles and burdocks, which closed above and behind him again. + +The Kammerjunker took Eva in his strong arms and carried her to the +cottage. Wilhelm did not leave hold of her hand. The others +followed in silence. + +"Try and get her home," said Wilhelm; "I myself will fetch the +physician!" He rushed forth, and hastened through the wood to the +ball, where he ordered the men to bring out a sedan-chair for the +invalid; then had horses put into one of the lightest carriages, +seated himself in it as coachman, and drove away to Nyborg, the +nearest town, which, however, was distant almost twenty miles. + +Sophie was inconsolable. "It is my fault!" she said, and wept. + +Otto found her sitting before the house, under an elder-tree. She +could not endure to see Eva's paleness. + +"You are innocent," said Otto. "Believe me, to-morrow Eva will be +completely restored! She herself," added he, in an assuaging tone, +"behaved in an imprudent manner. I warned her not to run. Her own +terror is to blame for all." + +"No, no," returned Sophie; "my folly, my extravagance, has caused +the whole misfortune!" + +"Now it is much better," said the Kammerjunker, coming out of the +house. "She must be devilish tender to fly before a few calves! I +really must laugh when I think of it, although it did come to such +an end!" + +The men now arrived whom Wilhelm had sent with the sedan-chair. + +Eva thought she could walk, if she might lean upon some one; but it +would be better, her friends thought, if she were carried. + +"Dost thou feel any pain?" asked Louise, and gave her a sisterly +kiss on the brow. + +"No, none at all," replied Eva. "Do not scold me for having +frightened you so. I am so fearful, and the bullock were close +behind us." + +"They were, God help me, only calves!" answered the Kammerjunker; +"they wished to play, and only ran because you ran!" + +"It was a foolish joke of mine!" said Sophie, and seized Eva's +hand. "I am very unhappy about it!" + +"O no!" said Eva, and smiled so pensively, yet happily. "To-morrow +I shall be quite well again!" Her eye seemed to seek some one. + +Otto understood the glance. "The physician is sent for. Wilhelm has +himself driven over for him." + +Toward the middle of the wood the mother herself approached them; +she was almost as pale as Eva. + +All sought to calm her; Eva bowed her head to kiss the good lady's +hand. The Kammerjunker told the story to her, and she shook her +head. "What an imprudent, foolish joke!" said she; "here you see +the consequences!" + +Not before late in the afternoon did Wilhelm return with the +physician; he found his patient out of all danger, but prescribed +what should still be done. Quiet and the warm summer air would do +the most for her. + +"See," said Otto, when, toward evening he met Sophie in the garden, +"to-day Wilhelm did not conceal his feelings!" + +"I fear that you are right!" returned Sophie. "He loves Eva, and +that is very unfortunate. Tell me what you know about it." + +"I know almost nothing!" said Otto, and told about little Jonas and +the first meeting with Eva. + +"Yes, that he has told us already himself! But do you know nothing +more?" Her voice became soft, and her eyes gazed full of confidence +into Otto's. + +He related to her the short conversation which he had had last +autumn with Wilhelm, how angry he had been with his candid warning, +and how since then they had never spoken about Eva. + +"I must confide my fear to our mother!" said Sophie. "I almost now +am glad that he will travel in two months, although we shall then +lose you also!" + +And Otto's heart beat; the secret of his heart pressed to his lips; +every moment he would speak it. But Sophie had always still another +question about her brother; they were already out of the garden, +already in the court-yard, and yet Otto had said nothing. + +Therefore was he so quiet when, late in the evening, he and Wilhelm +entered their chamber. Wilhelm also spoke no word, but his eye +repeatedly rested expectantly on Otto, as if waiting for him to +break the silence. Wilhelm stepped to the open window and drank in +the fresh air, suddenly he turned round, flung his arms round Otto, +and exclaimed, "I can no longer endure it! I must say it to some +one! I love her, and will never give her up, let every one be +opposed! I have now silently concealed my feelings for some months; +I can do so no longer, or I shall become ill, and for that I am not +made!" + +"Does she know this?" asked Otto. + +"No, and yes! I do not know what I should answer! Here at home I +have never spoken alone with her. The last time when Weyse played +on the organ at Roeskelde I had bought a pretty silk handkerchief, +and this I took with me for her; I know not, but I wished to give +her pleasure. There came a woman past with lovely stocks; I stood +at the open window; she offered me a bouquet, and I bought it. +'Those are lovely flowers!' said Eva, when she entered. 'They will +fade with me!' said I; 'put them in water and keep there for +yourself!' She wished only to have a few, but I obliged her to take +them all: she blushed, and her eyes gazed strangely down into my +soul. I know not what sort of a creature I became, but it was +impossible for me to give her the handkerchief; it seemed to me +that this would almost be an offense. Eva went away with the +flowers, but the next morning it seemed to me that she was uneasy; +I fancied I saw her color come and go when I bade her adieu! She +must have read the thoughts in my soul!" + +"And the handkerchief?" interrupted Otto. + +"I gave it to my sister Sophie," said Wilhelm. + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + "Tell me +What would my heart? + My heart's with thee, +With thee would have a part." + GOETHE'S West-östlicher Divan. + +"There stands the man again-- +The man with gloomy mien." + Memories of Travel, by B. C. INGEMANN. + +Several days passed; the fine crimson again returned to Eva's +cheeks. The first occasion of her going out with the others was to +see the rape-stalks burned. These were piled together in two +immense stacks. In the morning, at the appointed hour, which had +been announced through the neighborhood that no one might mistake +it for a conflagration, the stalks were set fire to. This took +place in the nearest field, close beside the hall, where the +rape-seed was threshed upon an out-spread sail. + +The landscape-painter, Dahl, has given us a picture of the burning +Vesuvius, where the red lava pours down the side of the mountain; +in the background one sees across the bay as far as Naples and +Ischia: it is a piece full of great effect. Such a splendid +landscape is not to be found in flat Denmark, where there are no +great natural scenes, and yet this morning presented even there a +picture with the same brilliant coloring. We will study it. In the +foreground there is a hedge of hazels, the nuts hang in great +clusters, and contrast strongly with their bright green against the +dark leaves; the blue chicory-flower and the blood-red poppy grew +on the side of the ditch, upon which are some tall rails, over +which the ladies have to climb: the delicate sylph-like figure is +Eva. In the field, where nothing remains but the yellow stubble, +stand Otto and Wilhelm; two magnificent hounds wag their tails +beside them. To the left is a little lake, thickly overgrown with +reeds and water-lilies, with the yellow trollius for its border. In +the front, where the wood retreats, lie, like a great stack, the +piled-together rape-stalks: the man has struck fire, has kindled +the outer side of them, and with a rapidity like that of the +descending lava the red fire flashes up the gigantic pile. It +crackles and roars within it. In a moment it is all a burning +mound; the red flames flash aloft into the blue air, high above +the wood which is now no longer visible. A thick black smoke +ascends up into the clear air, where it rests like a cloud. Out of +the flames, and even out of the smoke, the wind carries away large +masses of fire, which, crackling and cracking, are borne on to the +wood, and which fill the spectator with apprehension of their +falling upon the nearest trees and burning up leaf and branch. + +"Let us go further off," said Sophie; "the heat is too great here." + +They withdrew to the ditch. + +"O, how many nuts!" exclaimed Wilhelm; "and I do not get one of +them! I shall go after them if they be ripe." + +"But you have grapes and other beautiful fruit!" said Eva smiling. +"We have our beautiful things at home!" + +"Yes, it is beautiful, very beautiful at home!" exclaimed Wilhelm; +"glorious flowers, wild nuts; and there we have Vesuvius before +us!" He pointed to the burning pile. + +"No," said Sophie; "it seems to me much more like the pile upon +which the Hindoo widow lays herself alive to be burned! That must +be horrible!" + +"One should certainly be very quickly dead!" said Eva. + +"Would you actually allow yourself to be burned to death, if you +were a Hindoo widow--after, for instance, Mr. Thostrup, or after +Wilhelm," said she, with a slight embarrassment, "if he lay dead in +the fire?" + +"If it were the custom of the country, and I really had lost the +only support which I had in the world--yes, so I would!" + +"O, no, no!" said Louise. + +"In fact it is brilliant!" exclaimed Sophie. + +"Burning is not, perhaps, the most painful of deaths!" said Otto, +and plucked in an absent manner the nuts from the hedge. "I know a +story about a true conflagration." + +"What is it like?" asked Wilhelm. + +"Yet it is not a story to tell in a large company; it can only be +heard when two and two are together. When I have an opportunity, I +shall tell it!" + +"O, I know it!" said Wilhelm. "You can relate it to one of my +sisters there, whichever you like best! Then I shall--yes, I must +relate it to Eva!" + +"It is too early in the day to hear stories told!" said Louise; +"let us rather sing a song!" + +"No, then we shall have to weep in the evening," replied Wilhelm. +And they had neither the song nor the story. + +Mamma came wandering with Vasserine, the old, faithful hound: they +two also wished to see how beautiful the burning looked. It +succeeded excellently with the rape-stalks; but the other burning, +of which the story was to be told, it did not yet arrive at an +outbreak! It might be expected, however, any hour in the day. + +In the evening Otto walked alone through the great chestnut avenue. +The moon shone brightly between the tree-branches. When he entered +the interior court Wilhelm and Sophie skipped toward him, but +softly, very softly. They lifted their hands as if to impress +silence. + +"Come and see!" said Sophie; "it is a scene which might be painted! +it goes on merrily in the servants' hall; one can see charmingly +through the window!" + +"Yes, come!" said Wilhelm. + +Otto stole softly forward. The lights shone forth. + +Within there was laughter and loud talking; one struck upon the +table, another sung,-- + "And I will away to Prussia land, + Hurrah! + And when I am come to Prussia land, + Hurrah!" [Note: People's song.] + +Otto looked in through the window. + +Several men and maids sat within at the long wooden table at the +end of this stood Sidsel in a bent attitude, her countenance was of +a deep crimson; she spoke a loud oath and laughed--no one imagined +that they were observed. All eyes were riveted upon a great fellow +who, with his shirt-sleeves rolled up, and a pewter tankard in his +hand, was standing there. It was the German Heinrich, who was +exhibiting to them his conjuring tricks. Otto turned pale; had the +dead arisen from the bier before him it could not have shocked him +more. + +"Hocus-pocus Larifari!" cried Heinrich within, and gave the tankard +to a half-grown fellow, of the age between boy and man. + +"If thou hast already a sweetheart," said he; "then the corn which +is within it will be turned to flour; but if thou art still only a +young cuckoo, then it will remain only groats." + +"Nay, Anders Peersen!" said all the girls laughing, "now we shall +see whether thou art a regular fellow!" + +Sophie stole away. + +The echoing laughter and clapping of hands announced the result. + +"Is it not the same person who was playing conjuring tricks in the +park?" inquired Wilhelm. + +"Yes, certainly," replied Otto; "he is to me quite repulsive!" And +so saying, he followed Sophie. + +Late in the evening, when all had betaken themselves to rest, +Wilhelm proposed to Otto that they should make a little tour, as he +called it. + +"I fancy Meg Merrilies, as my sister calls Sidsel," said he, "has +made a conquest of the conjuror, although he might be her father. +They have been walking together down the avenue; they have been +whispering a deal together; probably he will to-night sleep in one +of the barns. I must go and look after him; he will be lying there +and smoking his pipe, and may set our whole place on fire. Shall we +go down together? We can take Vasserine and Fingel with us." + +"Let him sleep!" said Otto; "he will not be so mad as to smoke +tobacco in the straw! To speak candidly, I do not wish to be seen +by him. He was several times at my grandfather's house. I have +spoken with him, and now that I dislike him I do not wish to see +him!" + +"Then I will go alone!" said Wilhelm. + +Otto's heart beat violently; he stood at the open window and looked +out over the dark wood, which was lit up by the moon. Below in the +court he heard Wilhelm enticing the dogs out. He heard yet another +voice, it was that of the steward, and then all was again silent. +Otto thought upon the German Heinrich and upon Sophie, his life's +good and bad angels; and he pictured to himself how it would be if +she extended to him her hand--was his bride! and Heinrich called +forth before her the recollections which made his blood curdle. + +It seemed to him as if something evil impended over him this night. +"I feel a forewarning of it!" said he aloud. + +Wilhelm came not yet back. + +Almost an hour passed thus. Wilhelm entered, both dogs were with +him; they were miry to their very sides. + +"Did you meet any one?" inquired Otto. + + +"Yes, there was some one," said Wilhelm, "but not in the barn. The +stupid dogs seemed to lose their nature; it was as if there was a +somebody stealing along the wall, and through the reeds in the +moat. The hounds followed in there; you can see how they look!--but +they came the next moment back again, whined, and hung down their +ears and tails. I could not make them go in again. Then the steward +was superstitious! But, however, it could only be either the +juggler, or one of the servant-men who had stilts. How otherwise +any one could go in among the reeds without getting up to their +necks, I cannot conceive!" + +All was again perfectly still without. The two friends went to the +open window, threw their arms over each other's shoulders, and +looked out into the silent night. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +"Bring' häusliche Hülfe +Incubus! incubus. +Tritt herhor und mache den Schluss." + GOETHE's Faust. + +"Es giebt so bange Zeiten, +Es giebt so trüben Muth!"--NOVALIS. + +The next morning Wilhelm related his evening adventure at the +breakfast-table; the sisters laughed at it. The mother, on the +contrary, was silent, left the room, and after some time returned. + +"There have been thieves here!" said she, "and one might almost +imagine that they were persons in the household itself. They have +been at the press where the table-linen is kept, and have not been +sparing in their levies. The beautiful old silver tankard, which I +inherited from my grandmother, is also missing. I would much sooner +have given the value of the silver than have lost that piece!" + +"Will not the lady let it be tried by the sieve?" asked the old +servant: "that is a pretty sure way!" + +"That is nothing but superstition," answered she; "in that way the +innocent may so easily be suspected." + +"As the lady pleases!" said the servant, and shook his head. + +In the mean time a search through the house was instituted. The +boxes of the domestics were examined, but nothing was discovered. + +"If you would only let the sieve be tried!" said the old servant. + +In the afternoon Otto went into the garden; he fell into discourse +with the gardener, and they spoke of the theft which had occurred. + +"It vexes every one of us," said he, "because we think much of the lady, +and of the whole family. And some one must, nevertheless, be suspected. +We believe that it was Sidsel, for she was a good-for-nothing person! +We folks tried among ourselves with the sieve, but however, at the +mention of her name, if it did not move out of its place. We had set +it upon the point of a knife, and mentioned the name of every person +about the place, but it stood as if it were nailed quite fast. But +there was really something to see, which not one of us would have +believed. I'll say no more about it, although we had every one of +us our own thoughts. I would have taken my oath of it." + +Otto pressed him to mention the person who was suspected. + +"Yes, to you perhaps, I may mention it," replied he; "but you will +not say anything about it? As we were standing today, at noon, +around the sieve, and it did not move at Sidsel's name, she became +angry, because a word bad been let fall which could not be +agreeable to her if she were innocent. She drew herself up as if in +a passion, and said to us, 'But there are also in the hall a many +people besides us, who may slip and slide! There are strangers +here, and the fine Mamsell, and the farmers. Yes, I suspect no one, +but every one ought to be named!' + +"And so we did it. Yes, we mentioned even your name, Mr. Thostrup, +although we knew very well that you were guiltless of the charge; +but we would not excuse any one. The sieve stood quite entirely +still until we mentioned Eva's name, and then it moved. Not one of +us actually could believe it, and the servant Peter said also that +it was because of the draught from the chimney. We mentioned yet +once more all the names, and the sieve stood still until we came to +Eva's, and then we perceived very plainly a movement. The servant +Peter at the same moment gave a great blow to the sieve, so that it +fell to the ground, and be swore that it was a lie, and that he +would answer for Eva. I would have done so too; but yet it was very +extraordinary with the sieve! Most of the folks, however, have +their own thoughts, but no one venture to express them to the +gentry who think so much of her. I cannot, however, rightly +reconcile it to myself!" + +"She is innocent!" said Otto; and it amazed him that any one should +cast the slightest suspicion on Eva. He thought of German Heinrich +and Sidsel, who alone appeared to him suspicious. There then +occurred to him an experiment of which he had heard from Rosalie. +It now seemed to him available, and, physiologically considered, +much more certain than that with the sieve. + +"Probably it may lead to a discovery," said he, after he had +communicated his whole plan to Sophie and the steward. + +"Yes, we mast try it!" said she; "it is excellent! I also will be +put to the proof, although I am initiated into the mystery." + +"Yes, you, your sister, Wilhelm, Eva, we all of us must," said +Otto. "Only I will not do the speaking: that the steward must do." + +"That is proper, very proper!" replied she: "it shall be tried this +evening when it is dark." + +The time came; the steward assembled the people. + +"Now I know," said he, "how we shall find the thief!" + +All were to remain in the first room: within a side-room, which was +quite dark, there stood in a corner on the right hand a copper +kettle; to this every person as they came in, one by one, were to +go and lay their hand down on the flat bottom of the kettle. The +hand of every one who was innocent would be brought out again white +and pure, but the hand of the criminal would be severely burned, +and would become black as a coal. + +"He who now," said the steward, addressing them, "has a good +conscience, may go with this and our Lord into the innermost room, +lay his hand upon the bottom of the kettle, and show it to me. Now +I go to receive you all!" + +The daughters went, the friends, Eva, and all the household. The +steward questioned them as they came in: "Answer me, upon thy +conscience, did thy hand touch the flat bottom of the kettle?" + +All replied, "Yes!" + +"Then show me your hand!" said he; and they showed them, and all +were black: Sidsel's alone was white. + +"Thou art the thief!" said the steward. "Thy evil conscience has +condemned thee. Thou hast not touched the kettle; hast not laid thy +hand upon it, or it would have become as black as that of the +others. The kettle was blackened inside with turpentine smoke; they +who came with a good conscience, knowing that their hands would +remain pure like their consciences, touched the kettle fearlessly +and their hands became black! Thou hast condemned thyself! Confess, +or it will go worse with thee!" + +Sidsel, uttered a horrible cry and fell down upon her knees. + +"O God, help me!" said she, and confessed that she was the thief. + +A chamber high up in the roof was prepared as a prison; here the +delinquent was secured until the affair, on the following day, +should be announced to the magistrate. + +"Thou shalt be sent to Odense, and work upon the treadmill!" said +Wilhelm: "to that thou belongest!" + +The family assembled at the tea-table. Sophie joked about the day's +adventure. + +"Poor Sidsel!" said Eva. + +"In England she would be hanged," said Wilhelm; "that would be a +fine thing to see!" + +"Horrible!" replied Louise; "they must die of terror in going to +the gallows." + +"Nay, it is very merry," said Wilhelm. "Now you shall hear what +glorious music has been set to it by Rossini!" And he played the +march from "Gazza Ladra," where a young girl is led to the gallows. + +"Is it not merry?" asked he. "Yes, he is a composer!" + +"To me it seems precisely characteristic," answered Otto. "They are +not the feelings of the girl which the composer wished to express; +it is the joy of the rude rabble in witnessing an execution--to +them a charming spectacle, which is expressed in these joyous +tones: it is a tragic opera, and therefore he chose exactly this +character of expression!" + +"It is difficult to say anything against that," replied Wilhelm; +"yet what you assert I have not heard from any other person." + +"When a soldier is executed they play some lively air," said Otto; +"the contrast in this case brings forth the strongest effect!" + +The servant now entered, and said with a smile that Peter Cripple, +the "new-married man," as he called him, was without and wished to +speak to the Baron Wilhelm. + +"It is about a waltz," said he, "which the Baron had promised to +him!" + +"It is late for him to come into the court!" said Sophie "the +peasants generally go to bed with the sun." + +In the lobby stood the announced Peter in his stocking-feet, with +his hat in one hand and a great stick in the other. He knew, he +said, that it was still daytime with the gentlefolks; he was just +coming past the hall and thought that he could, perhaps, have that +Copenhagen Waltz which the Baron had promised him: he should want +it to-morrow night to play at a wedding, and, therefore, he wished +to have it now that he might practice it first of all. + +Sophie inquired after his young wife, and said something merry. +Louise gave him a cup of tea, which he drank in the lobby. Otto +looked at him through the open door; he made comical grimaces, and +looked almost as if he wished to speak with him. Otto approached +him, and Peter thrust a piece of paper into his hand, making at the +same time a significant gesture indicative of silence. + +Otto stepped aside and examined the dirty piece of paper, which was +folded together like a powder and sealed with a lump of wax. On the +outside stood, in scarcely legible characters, + "TotH' WeL-borne, + Mr. Odto Tustraab." + +He endeavored, in the first place, to read it in the moonlight; but +that was scarcely possible. + +After considerable labor he made out the meaning of this letter, +written, as it was in a half-German, half-Danish gibberish, of the +orthography of which we have given a specimen in the direction. The +letter was from the German Heinrich. He besought Otto to meet him +this evening in the wood near Peter Cripple's house, and he would +give to him an explanation which should be worth the trouble of the +walk. It would occasion, he said, much trouble and much misery to +Mr Thostrup if he did not go. + +A strange anxiety penetrated Otto. How could he steal away without +being missed? and yet go he both must and should. An extraordinary +anxiety drove him forth. + +"Yes, the sooner the better!" said he, hastening down the steps and +leaping in haste over the low garden-fence lest the gate should, +perhaps, make a noise. He was very soon in the wood: he heard the +beating of his own heart. + +"Eternal Father!" said he, "strengthen my soul! Release me from +this anxiety which overpowers me! Let all be for the best!" + +He had now reached Peter Cripple's house. A figure leaned against +the wall; Otto paused, measured it with his eye to ascertain who it +was, and recognized German Heinrich. + +"What do you want with me?" inquired Otto. + +Heinrich raised his hand in token of silence, beckoned him forward, +and opened a little gate which led to the back of the house. Otto +mechanically followed him. + +"It goes on badly at the hall," said Heinrich. "Sidsel is really +put in prison, and will be taken to-morrow to Odense, to the red +house by the river." + +"It is what she has deserved!" said Otto. "I did not bring it +about." + +"O no!" answered Heinrich; "in a certain way we bring nothing +about; but you can put in a good word for her. You must see that +this punishment does not befall her." + +"But the punishment is merited!" replied Otto; "and how can I mix +myself up in the affair? What is it that you have to say to me?" + +"Yet, the good gentleman must not get angry!" began Heinrich again; +"but I am grieved about the girl. I can very well believe that he +does not know her, and therefore it gives him no trouble; but if I +were now to whisper a little word in his ear? She is your own +sister, Mr. Thostrup!" + +All grew dark before Otto's eyes; a chill as of death went through +his blood; his hands held firmly by the cold wall, or he must have +sunk to the earth; not a sound escaped his lips. + +German Heinrich laid his hand in a confidential manner upon his +shoulder, and continued in a jeering, agitated tone, "Yes, it is +hard for you to hear! I also struggled a long time with myself +before I could make up my mind to tell you. But a little trouble is +preferable to a great one. I had some talk with her yesterday, but +I did not mention you, although it seemed queer to me at my heart +that the brother should sit at the first table with the young +ladies, and the sister be farm swine-maiden. Now they have put her +in prison! I am very sorry for her and you too, Mr. Thostrup, for +it is disagreeable! If the magistrate come to-morrow morning, and +she fall into the claws of the red angel, it will not be so easy to +set her at liberty again! But yet you could, perhaps, help her; as, +for instance, to-night! I could make an opportunity--I would be in +the great avenue beyond the hall. If she could get thus far she +would be safe; I would then conduct her out of this part of the +country. I may as well tell you that we were yesterday half-betrothed! +She goes with me; and you can persuade the gracious lady at the hall +to let the bird fly!" + +"But how can I? how can I?" exclaimed Otto. + +"She is, however, always your sister!" said Heinrich, and they both +remained silent for a moment. "Then I will," said Heinrich, "if all +be still at the hall, wait in the avenue as the bell goes twelve." + +"I must!" exclaimed Otto; "I must! God help me!" + +"Jesu, Maria, help!" said Heinrich, and Otto left him. + +"She is my sister! she, the most horrible of all!" sighed he; his +knees trembled, and he leaned against a tree for support: his +countenance was like that of the dead; cold sweat-drops stood upon +his brow. All around him lay the dark night-like wood; only to the +left glimmered, between the bushes, the moonlight reflected from +the lake. + +"Within its depths," sighed he, "all would be forgotten--my grief +would be over! Yet, what is my sin? Had I an existence before I was +born upon this globe? Must I here be punished for sins which I then +committed?" + +His dark eye stared lifelessly out of his pale countenance. Thus +sit the dead upon their graves in the silent night; thus gazes the +somnambulist upon the living world around him. + +"I have felt this moment before--this moment which now is here; it +was the well-spring whence poison was poured over my youthful days! +She is my sister! She? unhappy one that I am!" + +Tears streamed from his eyes, it was a convulsive weeping; he cried +aloud, it was impossible to him to suppress his voice; he sank half +down by the tree and wept, for it was night in his soul: silent, +bitter tears flowed, as the blood flows when the heart is +transpierced. Who could breathe to him consolation? There lay no +balsam in the gentle airs of the clear summer night, in the +fragrance of the wood, in the holy, silent spirit of nature. Poor +Otto! + + "Weep, only weep! it gives repose, + A world is every tear that flows,-- + A world of anguish and unrest, + That rolleth from the troubled breast. + + "And hast thou wept whilst tears can flow, + A tranquil peace thy heart will know; + For sorrow, trivial or severe, + Hath had its seat in every tear. + + "Think'st thou that He, whose love beholds + The worm the smallest leaf enfolds,-- + That He, whose power sustains the whole + Forgets a world--thy human soul?" + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + +"Mourir! c'est un instant de supplice: mais vivre?"--FRÉDÉRIC SOULIE. + +The physician from Nyborg, who had been on a visit to a sick person +in the neighborhood, took this opportunity of calling on the family +and inquiring after Eva's health. They had prayed him to stay over +the night there, and rather to drive hone in the early morning than +so late in the evening. He allowed himself to be persuaded. Otto, +on his return, found him and the family in deep conversation. They +were talking of the "Letters of a Wandering Ghost." + +"Where have you been?" asked Sophie, as Otto entered. + +"You look so pale!" said Louise; "are you ill?" + +"I do not feel well!" replied Otto; "I went therefore down into the +garden a little. Now I am perfectly recovered." And he took part in +the conversation. + +The overwhelming sorrow had dissolved itself in tears. His mind had +raised itself up again from its stupefaction, and sought for a +point of light on which to attach itself. They were talking of the +immense caves of Maastricht, how they stretch themselves out into +deep passages and vast squares, in which sound is lost, and where +the light, which cannot reach the nearest object, only glimmers +like a point of fire. In order to comprehend this vacuity and this +darkness, the travellers let the guide extinguish his torch, and +all is night; they are penetrated, as it were, with darkness; the +hand feels after a wall, in order to have some restraint, some +thought on which to repose itself: the eye sees nothing; the ear +hears nothing. Horror seizes on the strongest mind: the same +darkness, the same desolate emotion, had Heinrich's words breathed +into Otto's soul; therefore he sank like the traveller to the +earth: but as the traveller's whole soul rivets itself by the eye +upon the first spark which glimmers, to kindle again the torch +which is to lead him forth from this grave, so did Otto attach +himself to the first awakening thought of help. "Wilhelm? his soul +is noble and good, him will I initiate into my painful secret, +which chance had once almost revealed to him." + +But this was again extinguished, as the first spark is extinguished +which the steel gives birth to. He could not confide himself to +Wilhelm; the understanding which this very confidence would give +birth to between them, must separate them from each other. It was +humiliating, it was annihilating. But for Sophie? No, how could he, +after that, declare the love of his heart? how far below her should +he be placed, as the child of poverty and shame! But the mother of +the family? Yes, she was gentle and kind; with a maternal sentiment +she extended to him her hand, and looked upon him as on a near +relation. His thoughts raised themselves on high, his hands folded +themselves to prayer; "The will of the Lord alone be done!" +trembled involuntarily from his lips. Courage returned refreshingly +to his heart. The help of man was like the spark which was soon +extinguished; God was an eternal torch, which illumined the +darkness and could guide him through it. + +"Almighty God! thou alone canst and willest!" said he; "to thou who +knowest the heart, do thou alone help and lead me!" + +This determination was firmly taken; to no human being would he +confide himself; alone would he release the prisoner, and give her +up to Heinrich. He thought upon the future, and yet darker and +heavier than hitherto it stood before him. But he who confides in +God can never despair the only thing that was now to be done was to +obtain the key of the chamber where Sidsel was confined, and then +when all in the house were asleep he would dare that which must be +done. + +Courage and tranquillity return into every powerful soul when it +once sees the possibility of accomplishing its work. With a +constrained vivacity Otto mingled in the conversation, no one +imagining what a struggle his soul had passed through. + +The disputation continued. Wilhelm was in one of his eloquent +moods. The doctor regarded the "Letters of the Wandering Ghost" as +one of the most perfect books in the Danish literature. Once Sophie +had been of the same opinion, now she preferred Cooper's novels to +this and all other books. + +"People so easily forget the good for the new," said Wilhelm; "if +the new is only somewhat astonishing, the many regard the author as +the first of writers. The nation is, aesthetically considered, now +in its period of development. Every really cultivated person, who +stands among the best spirits of his age, obtains, whilst he +observes his own advance in the intellectual kingdom, clearness +with regard to the development of his nation. This has, like +himself, its distinct periods; in him some important event in life, +in it some agitating world convulsion, may advance them suddenly a +great leap forward. The public favor is unsteady; to-day it strews +palm-branches, to-morrow it cries, 'Crucify him!' But I regard that +as a moment of development. You will permit me to make use of an +image to elucidate my idea. The botanist goes wandering through +field and wood, he collects flowers and plants; every one of these +had, while he gathered it, his entire interest, his whole thought-- +but the impression which it made faded before that of its +successor: nor is it till after a longer time that he is able to +enjoy the whole of his treasures, and arrange them according to +their worth and their rareness. The public seizes alike upon +flowers and herbs; we hear its assiduous occupation with the object +of the moment, but it is not yet come into possession of the whole. +At one time, that which was sentimental was the foremost in favor, +and that poet was called the greatest who best knew how to touch +this string; then it passed over to the peppered style of writing, +and nothing pleased but histories of knights and robbers. Now +people find pleasure in prosaic life, and Schröder and Iffland are +the acknowledged idols. For us the strength of the North opened +heroes and gods, a new and significant scene. Then tragedy stood +uppermost with us. Latterly we have begun to feel that this is not +the flesh and blood of the present times. Then the fluttering +little bird, the vaudeville, came out to us from the dark wood, and +enticed us into our own chambers, where all is warm and +comfortable, where one has leave to laugh, and to laugh is now a +necessity for the Danes. One must not, like the crowd, inconsiderately +place that as foremost which swims upon the waters, but treasure +the good of every time, and arrange them side by side, as the +botanist arranges his plants. Every people must, under the poetical +sunshine, have their sentimental period, their berserker rage, their +enjoyment of domestic life, and their giddy flights beyond it; it +must merge itself in individuality before it can embrace the beauty +of the whole. It is unfortunate for the poet who believes himself to +be the wheel of his age; and yet he, with his whole crowd of admirers, +is, as Menzel says, only a single wheel in the great machine--a little +link in the infinite chain of beauty." + +"You speak like a Plato!" said Sophie. + +"If we could accord as well in music as we do in poetry," said +Otto, "then we should be entirely united in our estimation of the +arts. I love that music best which goes through the ear to the +heart, and carries me away with it; on the contrary, if it is to be +admired by the understanding, it is foreign to me." + +"Yes, that is your false estimation of the subject, dear friend!" +said Wilhelm: "in aesthetics you come at once to the pure and true; +but in music you are far away in the outer court, where the crowd +is dancing, with cymbals and trumpets, around the musical golden +calf!" + +And now the aesthetic unity brought them into a musical disunity. +On such occasions, Otto was not one to be driven back from his +position; he very well knew how to bear down his assailant by +striking and original observations: but Otto, this evening, +although he was animated enough--excited, one might almost say--did +not exhibit the calmness, the decision in his thoughts and words, +which otherwise would have given him the victory. + +It was a long hour, and one yet longer and more full of anxiety, +which commenced with supper. The conversation turned to the events +of the day. Otto mingled in it, and endeavored therefrom to derive +advantage; it was a martyrdom of the soul. Sophie praised highly +his discovery. + +"If Mr. Thostrup had not been here," said she, "then we should +hardly have discovered the thief. We must thank Mr. Thostrup for +it, and really for a merry, amusing spectacle." + +They joked about it alai laughed, and Otto was obliged to laugh +also. + +"And now she sits up there, like a captive, in the roof!" said he; +"it must be an uncomfortable night to her!" + +"Oh, she sleeps, perhaps, better than some of us others!" said +Wilhelm: "that will not annoy her!" + +"She is confined in the gable chamber, out in the court, is she +not?" inquired Otto: "there she has not any moonlight." + +"Yes, surely she has!" answered Sophie; "it is in the gable to the +right, hooking toward the wood, that she is confined. We have +placed her as near to the moon as we could. The gable on the +uppermost floor is our keep." + +"But is it securely locked?" inquired Otto. + +"There is a padlock and a great bar outside the door; those she +cannot force, and no one about the place will do such a piece of +service for her. They dislike her, every one of them." + +They rose up from the table; the bell was just on the stroke of +eleven. + +"But the Baron must play us a little piece!" said the physician. + +"Then Mr. Thostrup will sing us the pretty Jutlandish song by +Steen-Blicher!" exclaimed Louise. + +"O yes!" said the mother, and clapped Otto on the shoulder. + +Wilhelm played. + +"Do sing!" said Wilhelm; all besought him to do so, and Otto sang +the Jutlandish song for them. + +"See, you sang that with the proper humor," said Sophie, and +clapped her hands in applause. With that all arose, offered to him +their hands, and Wilhelm whispered to him, yet so that the sisters +heard it, "This evening you have been right amiable!" + +Otto and Wilhelm went to their sleeping-room. + +"But, my good friend," said Wilhelm, "what did you really go into +the garden for? Be so good as to confess to me: you were not +unwell! You did not go only into the garden! you went into the +wood, and you remained a long time there! I saw it! You made a +little visit to the handsome woman while the fiddler was here, did +you not? I do not trust you so entirely!" + +"You are joking!" answered Otto. + +"Yes, yes," continued Wilhelm, "she is a pretty little woman. Do +you not remember how, last year at the mowing-feast, I threw roses +at her? Now she is Peter Cripple's wife. When she comes with her +husband then we have, bodily, 'Beauty and the Beast.'" + +That which Otto desired was, that Wilhelm should now soon go to +sleep, and, therefore, he would not contradict him; he confessed +even that the young wife was handsome, but added that she, as Peter +Cripple's wife, was to him like a beautiful flower upon which a +toad had set itself,--it would be disgusting to him to press the +flower to his lips. + +The friends were soon in bed. They bade each other good night, and +seemed both of them to sleep; and with Wilhelm this was the case. + +Otto lay awake; his pulse throbbed violently. + +Now the great hall clock struck twelve. All was still, quite still; +but Otto did not yet dare to raise himself. It struck a quarter +past the hour. He raised himself slowly, and glanced toward the bed +where Wilhelm lay. Otto arose and dressed himself, suppressing the +while his very breathing. A hunting-knife which hung upon the wall, +and which belonged to Wilhelm, he put in his pocket; and lifted up, +to take with him, the fire-tongs, with which he intended to break +the iron staple that held the padlock. Yet once more he looked +toward Wilhelm, who slept soundly. He opened the door, and went out +without his shoes. + +He looked out from the passage-windows to see if lights were +visible from any part of the building. All was still; all was in +repose. That which he now feared most was, that one of the dogs +might be lying in the lobby, and should begin to bark. But there +was not one. He mounted up the steps, and went into the upper +story. + +Only once before had he been there; now all was in darkness. He +felt with his hands before him as he went. + +At length he found a narrow flight of stairs which led into a yet +higher story. The opening at the top was closed, and he was obliged +to use his whole strength to open it. At length it gave way with a +loud noise. This was not the proper entrance; that lay on the +opposite side of the story, and had he gone there he would have +found it open, whereas this one had not been opened for a long +time. + +The violent efforts which he had made caused him great pain, both +in his neck and shoulders; but he was now at the very top of the +building, close before the door he sought, and the moonlight shone +in through the opening in the roof. + +By the help of the hunting-knife and the fire-tongs he succeeded in +forcing the door, and that without any very considerable noise. He +looked into a small, low room, upon the floor of which some dirty +coverlets were thrown. + +Sidsel slept deeply and soundly with open mouth. A thick mass of +hair escaped from beneath her cap, upon her brow; the moonlight +fell, through the window-pane in the roof, upon her face. Otto +bowed himself over her and examined the coarse, unpleasing +features. The thick, black eyebrows appeared only like one +irregular streak. + +"She is my sister!" was the thought which penetrated him. "She lay +upon the same bosom that I did! The blood in these limbs has +kinship with that in mine! She was the repelled one, the rejected +one!" + +He trembled with pain and anguish; but it was only for a short +time. + +"Stand up!" cried he, and touched the sleeper. + +"Ih, jane dou! [Author's Note: An exclamation among the common +people of Funen, expressive of terror.] what is it?" cried she, +half terrified, and fixed her unpleasant eyes wildly upon him. + +"Come with me!" said Otto, and his voice trembled as he spoke. +"German Heinrich waits in the avenue! I will help you out! Hence; +to-morrow it will be too late!" + +"What do you say?" asked she, and still looked at him with a +bewildered mien. + +Otto repeated his words. + +"Do you think that I can get away?" asked she, and seized him by +the arm, as she hastily sprang up. + +"Only silently and circumspectly!" said Otto. + +"I should not have expected theft from you!" said she. "But tell me +why you do it?" + +Otto trembled; it was impossible for him to tell her his reasons, +or to express the word,--"Thou art my sister!" + +His lips were silent. + +"To many a fellow," said she, "have I been kinder than I ought to +have been, but see whether any of them think about Sidsel! And you +do it! You who are so fine and so genteel!" + +Otto pressed together his eyelids; he heard her speak; an animal +coarseness mingled itself with a sort of confidential manner which +was annihilating to him. + +"She is my sister!" resounded in his soul. + +"Come now! come now!" and, descending the steps, she followed after +him. + +"I know a better way!" said she, as they came to the lowest story. +She seized his arm and they again descended a flight of steps. + +Suddenly a door opened itself, and Louise, still dressed, stepped +forth with a light. She uttered a faint cry, and her eye riveted +itself upon the two forms before her. + +But still more terribly and more powerfully did this encounter +operate upon Otto. His feet seemed to fail him, and, for a moment, +every object moved before his eyes in bright colors. It was the +moment of his severest suffering. He sprang forth toward Louise, +seized her hand, and, pale as death, with lifeless, staring eyes, +half kneeling, besought of her, with an agitated voice:-- + +"For God's sake, tell no one of that which you have seen! I am +compelled to serve her--she is my sister! If you betray my secret I +am lost to this world--I must die! It was not until this evening +that I knew this to be the case! I will tell you all, but do not +betray me! And do you prevent tomorrow any pursuit after her! O +Louise! by the happiness of your own soul feel for the misery of +mine! I shall destroy myself if you betray me!" + +"O God!" stammered Louise. "I will do all--all! I will be silent! +Conduct her hence, quick, that you may meet with no one!" + +She seized Otto's hand; he sank upon his knee before her, and +looked like a marble image which expressed manly beauty and sorrow. + +Louise bent herself with sisterly affection over him; tears flowed +down her cheeks; her voice trembled, but it was tranquillizing, +like the consolation of a good angel. With a glance full of +confidence in her, Otto tore himself away. Sidsel followed him and +said not a word. + +He led her to the lowest story and opened for her, silently, a +window, through which she could descend to the garden, and thence +easily reach the avenue where German Heinrich waited for her. To +have accompanied her any further was unnecessary; it would have +been venturing too much without any adequate cause. She stood now +upon the window-sill--Otto put a little money into her hand. + +"The Lord is above us!" said he, in a solemn voice. "Never forget +Him and endeavor to amend your life! All may yet be well!" He +involuntarily pressed her hand in his. "Have God always in your +thoughts!" said he. + +"I shall get safely away, however," said she, and descended into +the garden; she nodded, and vanished behind the hedge. + +Otto stood for a while and listened whether any noise was heard, or +whether any dog barked. He feared for her safety. All was still. + +Just as sometimes an old melody will suddenly awake in our +remembrance and sound in our ear, so awoke now a holy text to his +thoughts. "Lord, if I should take the wings of the morning, and +should fly to the uttermost parts of the sea, thither thou wouldst +lead me, and thy right hand would hold me fast! Thou art near to +us! Thou canst accomplish and thou willest our well-being! Thou +alone canst help us!" + +In silence he breathed his prayer. + +He returned to his chamber more composed in mind. Wilhelm seemed to +sleep; but as Otto approached his bed he suddenly raised himself, +and looked, inquiringly, around him. + +"Who is there?" exclaimed he; "you are dressed! where have you +been?" He was urgent in his inquiry. + +Otto gave a joking reason. + +"Let me have your hand!" said he. Otto gave it to him be felt his +pulse. + +"Yes, quite correct!" said he; "the blood is yet in commotion. One +sees plain enough that there is no concealing things! Here was I +sleeping in all innocence, and you were running after adventures. +You wicked bird!" + +The thoughts worked rapidly in Otto's soul. If Louise would only be +silent, no one would dream of the possibility of his having part in +Sidsel's flight. He must allow Wilhelm quietly to have his joke. + +"Was not I right?" asked Wilhelm. + +"And if now you were so," replied Otto, "will you tell it to any +one?" + +"Do you think that I could do such a thing?" replied Wilhelm; "we +are all of us only mortal creatures!" + +Otto gave him his hand. "Be silent!" he said. + +"Yes, certainly," said Wilhelm; and, according to his custom, +strengthened it with an oath. "Now I have sworn it," said he; "but +when there is an opportunity you must tell me more about it!" + +"Yes, certainly," said Otto, with a deep sigh. Before his friend he +no longer stood pure and guiltless. + +They slept. Otto's sleep was only a hateful dream. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + +"...Wie entzückend +Und süss es ist, in einer schönen Seele, +Verherrlicht uns zu fühlen, es zu wissen, +Das uns're Fruede fremde Wangen röthet, +Und uns're Angst in fremdem Busen zittert, +Das uns're Leiden fremde Augen nässen." + SCHILLER. + +"How pale!" said Wilhelm the next morning to Otto. "Do you see, +that is what people get by night-wandering?" + +"How so?" inquired Otto. + +Wilhelm made a jest of it. + +"You have been dreaming that!" said Otto. + +"How do you mean?" replied Wilhelm; "will you make me fancy that I +have imagined it? I was really quite awake! we really talked about +it; I was initiated in it. Actually I have a good mind to give you +a moral lecture. If it had been me, how you would have preached!" + +They were summoned to breakfast. Otto's heart was ready to burst. +What might he not have to hear? What must he say? + +Sophie was much excited. + +"Did you, gentlemen, hear anything last night?" she inquired. "Have +you both slept?" + +"Yes, certainly," replied Wilhelm, and looked involuntarily at Otto. + +"The bird is flown, however!" said she; "it has made its escape out +of the dove-cote." + +"What bird?" asked Wilhelm. + +"Sidsel!" replied she; "and, what is oddest in the whole affair is, +that Louise has loosed her wings. Louise is quite up to the romantic. +Think only! she went up in the night to the topmost story, unlocked +the prison-tower, gave a moral lecture to Sidsel, and after that let +her go! Then in the morning comes Louise to mamma, relates the whole +affair, and says a many affecting things!" + +"Yes, I do not understand it," said the mother, addressing Louise. +"How you could have had the courage to go up so late at night, and +go up to _her_! But it was very beautiful of you! Let her escape! +it is, as you say, best that she should. We should all of us have +thought of that last evening!" + +"I was so sorry for her!" said Louise; "and by chance it happened +that I had a great many things to arrange after you were all in +bed. Everything was so still in the house, it seemed to me as if I +could hear Sidsel sigh; certainly it was only my own imagination, +but I could do no other than pity her! she was so unfortunate! Thus +I let her escape!" + +"Are you gone mad?" inquired Wilhelm; "what a history is this? Did +you go in the night up to the top of the house? That is an +unseasonable compassion!" + +"It was beautiful!" said Otto, bending himself involuntarily, and +kissing Louise's hand. + +"Yes, that is water to his mill!" exclaimed Wilhelm. "I think +nothing of such things!" + +"We will not talk about it to anyone," said the mother. "The +steward shall not proceed any further in it. We have recovered the +old silver tankard, and the losing that was my greatest trouble. We +will thank God that we are well rid of her! Poor thing! she will +come to an unfortunate end!" + +"Are you still unwell, Mr. Thostrup?" said Sophie, and looked at +him. + +"I am a little feverish," replied he. "I will take a very long +walk, and then I shall be better." + +"You should take a few drops," said the lady. + +"O, he will come to himself yet!" said Wilhelm; "he must take +exercise! His is not a dangerous illness." + +Otto went into the wood. It was to him a temple of God; his heart +poured forth a hymn of thanksgiving. Louise had been his good +angel. He felt of a truth that she would never betray his secret. +His thoughts clung to her with confidence. "Are you still unwell?" +Sophie had said. The tones of her voice alone had been like the +fragrance of healing herbs; in her eye he had felt sympathy and-- +love. "O Sophie!" sighed he. Both sisters were so dear to him. + +He entered the garden and went along the great avenue; here he met +Louise. One might almost have imagined that she had sought for him: +there was no one but her to be seen in the whole avenue. + +Otto pressed her hand to his lips. "You have saved my life!" said +he. + +"Dear Thostrup!" answered she, "do not betray yourself. Yon have +come happily out of the affair! Thank God! my little part in it has +concealed the whole. For the rest I have a suspicion. Yes, I cannot +avoid it. May not the whole be an error? It is possible that she is +that which you said! Tell me all that you can let me know. From +this seat we can see everybody who comes into the avenue. No one +can hear us!" + +"Yes, to you alone I can confide it!" said Otto; "to you will I +tell it." + +He now related that which we know about the manufactory, which he +called the house, in which German Heinrich had first seen him, and +had tattooed his initials upon his shoulder; their later meeting in +the park, and afterwards by St. Ander's Cross. + +Louise trembled; her glance rested sympathizingly upon Otto's pale +and handsome countenance. He showed her the letter which had been +brought to him the last evening, and related to her what Heinrich +had told him. + +"It may be so," said Louise; "but yet I have not been able to lose +the idea all the morning that you have been deceived. Not one of +her features resembles yours. Can brother and sister be so +different as you and she? Yet, be the truth as it may, promise me +not to think too much about it. There is a good Ruler above who can +turn all things for the best." + +"These horrible circumstances," said Otto, "have robbed me of the +cheerfulness of my youth. They thrust themselves disturbingly into +my whole future. Not to Wilhelm--no, not to any one have I been +able to confide them. You know all! God knows that you were +compelled to learn them. I leave myself entirely in your hands!" + +He pressed her hand silently, and with the earnest glance of +confidence and truth they looked at each other. + +"I shall speedily leave my native country," said Otto. "It may be +forever. I should return with sorrow to a home where no happiness +awaited me. I stand so entirely alone in the world!" + +"But you have friends," said Louise; "sincere friends. You must +think with pleasure of returning home to Denmark. My mother loves +you as if she were your own mother. Wilhelm and Sophie--yes, we +will consider you as a brother." + +"And Sophie?" exclaimed Otto. + +"Yes, can you doubt it?" inquired Louise. + +"She knows me not as you know me; and if she did?"--He pressed his +hands before his eyes and burst into tears. "You know all: you know +more than I could tell her," sighed he. "I am more unfortunate than +you can believe. Never can I forget her--never!" + +"For Heaven's sake compose yourself!" said Louise rising. "Some one +might come, and you would not be able to conceal your emotion. All +may yet be well! Confide only in God in heaven!" + +"Do not tell your sister that which I have told you. Do not tell +any one. I have revealed to you every secret which my soul +contains." + +"I will be to you a good sister," said Louise, and pressed his hand. + +They silently walked down the avenue. + +The sisters slept in the same room. + +At night, after Sophie had been an hour in bed, Louise entered the +chamber. + +"Thou art become a spirit of the night," said Sophie. "Where hast +thou been? Thou art not going up into the loft again to-night, thou +strange girl? Had it been Wilhelm, Thostrup, or myself who had +undertaken such a thing, it would have been quite natural; but +thou"-- + +"Am I, then, so very different to you all?" inquired Louise. "I +should resemble my sister less than even Mr. Thostrup resembles +her. You two are so very different!" + +"In our views, in our impulses, we very much resemble each other!" +said Sophie. + +"He is certainly not happy," exclaimed Louise. "We can read it in +his eyes." + +"Yes, but it is precisely that which makes him interesting!" said +Sophie; "he is thus a handsome shadow-piece in everyday life." + +"Thou speakest about it so calmly," said Louise, and bent over her +sister, "I would almost believe that it was love." + +"Love!" exclaimed Sophie, raising herself up in bed, for now +Louise's words had become interesting to her; "whom dost thou think +that he loves?" + +"Thyself," replied Louise, and seized her sister's hand. + +"Perhaps?" returned Sophie. "I also made fun of him! It certainly +went on better when our cousin was here. Poor Thostrup!" + +"And thou, Sophie," inquired Louise, "dost thou return his love?" + +"It is a regular confession that thou desirest," replied she. "He +is in love--that all young men are. Our cousin, I can tell thee, +said many pretty things to me. Even the Kammerjunker flatters as +well as he can, the good soul! I have now resolved with myself to +be a reasonable girl. Believe me, however, Thostrup is in an ill +humor!" + +"If the Kammerjunker were to pay his addresses to you, would you +accept him?" asked Louise, and seated herself upon her sister's +bed. + +"What can make you think of such a thing?" inquired she. "Hast thou +heard anything?--Thou makest me anxious! O Louise! I joke, I talk a +deal; but for all that, believe me, I am not happy!" + +They talked about the Kammerjunker, about Otto, and about the +French cousin. It was late in the night. Large tears stood in +Sophie's eyes, but she laughed for all that, and ended with a +quotation from Jean Paul. + +Half an hour afterward she slept and dreamed; her round white arm +lay upon the coverlet, and her lips moved with these words: + "With a smile as if an angel + Had just then kissed her mouth." [Note: Christian Winther.] + +Louise pressed her countenance on the soft pillow, and wept. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +"A swarm of colors, noise and screaming, + Music and sights, past any dreaming, + The rattle of wheels going late and early,-- + All draw the looker-on into the hurly-burly." + TH. OVERSKOU. + +A few days passed on. Otto heard nothing of German Heinrich or of +his sister. Peter Cripple seemed not to be in their confidence. All +that he knew was, that the letter which he had conveyed to Otto was +to be unknown to any one beside. As regarded German Heinrich, he +believed that he was now in another part of tire country; but that +at St. Knud's fair, in Odense, he would certainly find him. + +In Otto's soul there was an extraordinary combating. Louise's +words, that he had been deceived, gave birth to hopes, which, +insignificant as the grain of mustard-seed, shot forth green +leaves. + +"May not," thought he, "German Heinrich, to further his own plans, +have made use of my fear? I must speak with him; he shall swear to +me the truth." + +He compared in thought the unpleasing, coarse features of Sidsel, +with the image which his memory faintly retained of his little +sister. She seemed to him as a delicate creature with large eyes. +He had not forgotten that the people about them had spoken of her +as of "a kitten that they could hardly keep alive." How then could +she now be this square-built, singularly plain being, with the +eyebrows growing together? "I must speak with Heinrich," resolved +he; "she cannot be my sister! so heavily as that God will not try +me." + +By such thoughts as these his mind became much calmer. There were +moments when the star of love mirrored itself in his life's sea. + +His love for Sophie was no longer a caged bird within his breast; +its wings were at liberty; Louise saw its release; it was about to +fly to its goal. + +St. Knud's fair was at hand, and on that account the family was +about to set out for Odense. Eva was the only one who was to remain +at home. It was her wish to do so. + +"Odense is not worth the trouble of thy going to see," said Sophie; +"but in this way thou wilt never increase thy geographical +knowledge. In the mean time, however, I shall bring thee a fairing +--a husband of honey cake, ornamented with almonds." + +Wilhelm thought that she should enjoy the passing pleasure, and go +with them; but Eva prayed to stay, and she had her will. + +"There is a deal of pleasure in the world," said Wilhelm, "if +people will only enjoy it. If one day in Paris is a brilliant +flower, a day at Odense fair is also a flower. It is a merry, +charming world that we live in! I am almost ready to say with King +Valdemar, that if I might keep--yes, I will say, the earth, then +our Lord might willingly for me keep heaven: there it is much +better than we deserve; and God knows whether we may not, in the +other world, have longings after the old world down here!" + +"After Odense fair?" asked Sophie ironically. + +Otto stood wrapped in his own thoughts. This day, he felt, would be +one of the most remarkable in his life. German Heinrich must give +him an explanation. Sophie must do so likewise Could he indeed meet +with success from them both? Would not sorrow and pain be his +fairings? + +The carriage rolled away. + +From the various cross-roads came driving up the carriages of the +gentry and the peasants; the one drove past the other; and as the +French and English Channel collects ships from the Atlantic Ocean, +so did the King's Road those who drove in carriages, those who rode +on horseback, and those who went on foot. + +Behind most of the peasant-vehicles were tied a few horses, that +went trotting on with them. Mamsells from the farms sat with large +gloves on their red arms and hands. They held their umbrellas +before their faces on account of the dust and the sun. + +"The Kammerjunker's people must have set off earlier than we," said +Sophie, "otherwise they would have called for us." + +Otto looked inquiringly at her. She thought on the Kammerjunker! + +"We shall draw up by Faugde church," said Sophie. "Mr. Thostrup can +see Kingo's [Author's Note: The Bishop of Funen, who died in 1703.] +grave--can see where the sacred poet lies. Some true trumpeting +angels, in whom one can rightly see how heavy the marble is, fly +with the Bishop's staff and hat within the chapel." + +Otto smiled, and she thought also about giving him pleasure. + +The church was seen, the grave visited, and they rapidly rolled +along the King's Road toward Odense, the lofty tower of whose +cathedral had hailed them at some miles' distance. + +We do not require alone from the portrait-painter that he should +represent the person, but that he should represent him in his +happiest moment. To the plain as well as to the inexpressive +countenance must the painter give every beauty which it possesses. +Every human being has moments in which something intellectual or +characteristic presents itself. Nature, too, when we are presented +only with the most barren landscape, has the same moments; light +and shadow produce these effects. The poet must be like the +painter; he must seize upon these moments in human life as the +other in nature. + +If the reader were a child who lived in Odense, it would require +nothing more from him than that he should say the words, "St. +Knud's fair;" and this, illumined by the beams of the imagination +of childhood, would stand before him in the most brilliant colors. +Our description will be only a shadow; it will be that, perhaps, +which the many will find it to be. + +Already in the suburbs the crowd of people, and the outspread +earthenware of the potters, which entirely covered the trottoir, +announced that the fair was in full operation. + +The carriage drove down from the bridge across the Odense River. + +"See, how beautiful it is here!" exclaimed Wilhelm. + +Between the gardens of the city and a space occupied as a bleaching +ground lay the river. The magnificent church of St. Knud, with its +lofty tower, terminated the view. + +"What red house was that?" inquired Otto, when they had lost sight +of it. + +"That is the nunnery!" replied Louise, knowing what thought it was +which had arisen in his mind. + +"There stood in the ancient times the old bishop's palace, where +Beldenak lived!" said Sophie. "Just opposite to the river is the +bell-well, where a bell flew out of St. Albani's tower. The well is +unfathomable. Whenever rich people in Odense die, it rings down +below the water!" + +"It is not a pleasant thought," said Otto, "that it rings in the +well when they must die." + +"One must not take it in that way now!" said Sophie, laughing, and +turned the subject. "Odense has many lions," continued she, "from a +king's garden with swans in it to a great theatre, which has this +in common with La Scala and many Italian ones, that it is built +upon the ruins of a convent. [Note: That of the Black Brothers.] + +"In Odense, aristocracy and democracy held out the longest," said +Wilhelm, smiling; "yet I remember, in my childhood, that when the +nobles and the citizens met on the king's birthday at the town-house +ball, that we danced by ourselves." + +"Were not, then, the citizens strong enough to throw the giddy +nobles out of the window?" inquired Otto. + +"You forget, Mr. Thostrup, that you yourself are noble!" said +Sophie. "I was really the goddess of fate who gave to you your +genealogical tree." + +"You still remember that evening?" said Otto, with a gentle voice, +and the thoughts floated as gayly in his mind as the crowd of +people floated up and down in the streets through which they drove. + +Somewhere about the middle of the city five streets met; and this +point, which widens itself out into a little square, is called the Cross +Street: here lay the hotel to which the family drove. + +"Two hours and a quarter too late!" said the Kammerjunker, who came +out to meet them on the steps. "Good weather for the fair, and good +horses! I have already been out at the West-gate, and have bought +two magnificent mares. One of them kicked out behind, and had +nearly given me a blow on the breast, so that I might have said I +had had my fairing! Jakoba is paying visits, drinking chocolate, +and eating biscuits. Mamsell is out taking a view of things. Now +you know our story." + +The ladies went to their chamber, the gentlemen remained in the +saloon. + +"Yes, here you shall see a city and a fair, Mr. Thostrup!" said the +Kammerjunker, and slapped Otto on the shoulder. + +"Odense was at one time my principal chief-city," said Wilhelm; +"and still St. Knud's Church is the most magnificent I know. God +knows whether St. Peter's in Rome would make upon me, now that I am +older, the impression which this made upon me as a child!" + +"In St. Knud's Church lies the Mamsell with the cats," said the +Kammerjunker. + +"The bishop's lady, you should say," returned Wilhelm. "The legend +relates, that there was a lady of a Bishop Mus who loved her cats +to that degree that she left orders that they should be laid with +her in the grave. [Author's Note: The remains of the body, as well +as the skeletons of the cats, are still to be seen in a chapel on +the western aisle of the church.] We will afterward go and see +them." + +"Yes, both the bishop's lady and the cats," said the Kammerjunker, +"look like dried fish! Then you must also see the nunnery and the +military library." + +"The Hospital and the House of Correction!" added Wilhelm. + +The beating of a drum in the street drew them to the window. The +city crier, in striped linsey-woolsey jacket and breeches, and with +a yellow band across his shoulders, stood there, beat upon his +drum, and proclaimed aloud from a written paper many wonderful +things which were to be seen in the city. + +"He beats a good drum," said the Kammerjunker. + +"It would certainly delight Rossini and Spontini to hear the +fellow!" said Wilhelm. "In fact Odense would be, at New Year's +time, a city for these two composers. You must know that at that +season drums and fifes are in their glory. They drum the New Year +in. Seven or eight little drummers and fifers go from door to door, +attended by children and old women; at that time they beat both the +tattoo and the reveille. For this they get a few pence. When the +New Year is drummed-in in the city they wander out into the +country, and drum there for bacon and groats. The New Year's +drumming in lasts until about Easter." + +"And then we have new pastimes," said the Kammerjunker. + +"Then come the fishers from Stige, [Author's Note: A fishing +village in Odense Fjord.] with a complete band, and carrying a boat +upon their shoulders ornamented with a variety of flags. After that +they lay a board between two boats, and upon this two of the +youngest and the strongest have a wrestling-match, until one of +them falls into the water. The last years they both have allowed +themselves to tumble in. And this has been done in consequence of +one young man who fell in being so stung by the jeers which his +fall had occasioned that he left, that same day, the fishing +village, after which no one saw him. But all the fun is gone now! +In my boyhood the merriment was quite another thing. It was a fine +sight when the corporation paraded with their ensign and harlequin +on the top! And at Easter, when the butchers led about a bullock +ornamented with ribbons and Easter-twigs, on the back of which was +seated a little winged boy in a shirt. They had Turkish music, and +carried flagons with them! See! all that have I outlived, and yet I +am not so old. Baron Wilhelm must have seen the ornamented ox. Now +all that is past and gone; people are got so refined! Neither is +St. Knud's fair that which it used to be." + +"For all that, I rejoice that it is not so!" said Wilhelm. "But we +will go into the market and visit the Jutlanders, who are sitting +there among the heath with their earthenware. You will stand a +chance there, Mr. Thostrup, of meeting with an old acquaintance; +only you must not have home-sickness when you smell the heather and +hear the ringing of the clattering pots!" + +The ladies now entered. Before paying any visits they determined +upon making the round of the market. The Kammerjunker offered his +arm to the mother. Otto saw this with secret gladness, and +approached Sophie. She accepted him willingly as an attendant; they +must indeed get into the throng. + +As in the Middle Ages the various professions had their distinct +streets and quarters, so had they also here. The street which led +to the: market place, and which in every-day life was called the +"Shoemaker Street," answered perfectly to its name. The shoemakers +had ranged their tables side by side. These, and the rails which +had been erected for the purpose, were hung over with all kinds of +articles for the feet; the tables themselves were laden with heavy +shoes and thick-soled boots. Behind these stood the skillful +workman in his long Sunday coat, and with his well-brushed felt-hat +upon his head. + +Where the shoemakers' quarter ended that of the hatters' began, and +with this one was in the middle of the great market-place, where +tents and booths formed many parallel streets. The booth of +galanterie wares, the goldsmith's, and the confectioner's, most of +them constructed of canvas, some few of them of wood, were points +of great attraction. Round about fluttered ribbons and handkerchiefs; +round about were noise and bustle. Peasant-girls out of the same +village went always in a row, seven or eight inseparables, with their +hands fast locked in each other; it was impossible to break the chain; +and if people tried to press through them, the whole flock rolled +together in a heap. + +Behind the booths there lay a great space filled with wooden shoes, +coarse earthenware, turners' and saddlers' work. Upon tables were +spread out toys, generally rudely made and coarsely painted. All +around the children assayed their little trumpets, and turned about +their playthings. The peasant-girls twirled and twisted both the +work-boxes and themselves many a time before the bargain was +completed. The air was heavy with all kinds of odors, and was +spiced with the fragrance of honey-cake. + +Here acquaintances met each other-some peasant-maidens, perhaps, +who had been born in the same village, but since then had been +separated. + +"Good day!" exclaimed they, took each other by the hand, gave their +arms a swing, and laughed. + +"Farewell!" + +That was the whole conversation: such a one went on in many places. + +"That is the heather!" exclaimed Otto, as he approached the quarter +where the Jutland potters had their station; "how refreshing is the +odor!" said he, and stooping down seized a twig fresh and green, as +if it had been plucked only yesterday. + +"Aye, my Jesus though! is not that Mr. Otto!" exclaimed a female +voice just beside him, and a young Jutland peasantwoman skipped +across the pottery toward him. Otto knew her. It was the little +Maria, the eelman's daughter, who, as we may remember at Otto's +visit to the fisher's, had removed to Ringkjoebing, and had hired +herself for the hay and cornharvest--the brisk Maria, "the girl," +as her father called her. She had been betrothed in Ringkjoebing, +and married to the rich earthenware dealer, and now had come across +the salt-water to Odense fair, where she should meet with Mr. Otto. + +"Her parents lived on my grandfather's estate," said Otto to +Sophie, who observed with a smile the young wife's delight in +meeting with an acquaintance of her childhood. The husband was +busily employed in selling his wares; he heard nothing of it. + +"Nay, but how elegant and handsome you are become!" said the +young wife: "but see, I knew you again for all that! Grandmother, +you may believe me, thinks a deal about you! The old body, she is +so brisk and lively; it does not trouble her a bit that she cannot +see! You are the second acquaintance that I have met with in the +fair. It's wonderful how people come here from all parts of the +world! The players are here too! You still remember the German +Heinrich? Over there in the gray house, at the corner of the +market, he is acting his comedy in the gateway." + +"I am glad that I have seen you!" said Otto, and nodded kindly. +"Greet them at home, and the grandmother, for me!" + +"Greet them also from me!" said Sophie smiling. "You, Mr. Thostrup, +must for old acquaintance sake buy something. You ought also to +give me a fairing: I wish for that great jug there!" + +"Where are you staying!" cried Wilhelm, and came back, whilst the +rest went forward. + +"We would buy some earthenware," said Sophie. "Souvenir de Jutland. +The one there has a splendid picture on it!" + +"You shall have it!" said Otto. "But if I requested a fairing from +you, I beseech of you, might I say"-- + +"That it possibly might obtain its worth from my hand," said +Sophie, smiling. "I understand you very well--a sprig of heather? I +shall steal!" said she to the young wife, as she took a little +sprig of heath and stuck it into his buttonhole. "Greet the +grandmother for me!" + +Otto and Sophie went. + +"That's a very laughing body!" said the woman half aloud, as she +looked after them; her glance followed Otto, she folded her hands-- +she was thinking, perhaps, on the days of her childhood. + +At St. Knud's church-yard Otto and Sophie overtook the others. They +were going into the church. On the fair days this and all the tombs +within it were open to the public. + +From whichever side this church is contemplated from without, the +magnificent old building has, especially from its lofty tower and +spire, something imposing about it; the interior produces the same, +nay, perhaps a greater effect. But as the principal entrance is +through the armory, and the lesser one is from the side of the +church, its full impression is not felt on entering it; nor is it +until you arrive at the end of the great aisle that you are aware +rightly of its grandeur. All there is great, beautiful, and light. +The whole interior is white with gilding. Aloft on the high-vaulted +roof there shine, and that from the old time, many golden stars. On +both sides, high up, higher than the side-aisles of the church, are +large Gothic windows, from which the light streams down. The +side-aisles are adorned with old paintings, which represent whole +families, women and children, all clad in canonicals, in long robes +and large ruffs. In an ordinary way, the figures are all ranged +according to age, the oldest first, and then down to the very least +child, and stand with folded hands, and look piously with downcast +eyes and faces all in one direction, until by length of time the +colors have all faded away. + +Just opposite to the entrance of the church may be seen, built into +the wall, a stone, on which is a bas-relief, and before it a grave. +This attracted Otto's attention. + +"It is the grave of King John and of Queen Christina, of Prince +Francesco and of Christian the Second," said Wilhelm; "they lie +together in a small vault!" [Author's Note: On the removal of the +church of the Grey Brothers, the remains of these royal parents and +two of their children were collected in a coffin and placed here in +St. Knud's Church. The memorial stone, of which we have spoken, was +erected afterwards.] + +"Christian the Second!" exclaimed Otto. "Denmark's wisest and +dearest king!" + +"Christian the Bad!" said the Kammerjunker, amazed at the tone of +enthusiasm in which Otto had spoken. + +"Christian the Bad!" repeated Otto; "yes, it is now the mode to +speak of him thus, but we should not do so. We ought to remember +how the Swedish and Danish nobles behaved themselves, what +cruelties they perpetrated, and that we have the history of +Christian the Second from one of the offended party. Writers +flatter the reigning powers. A prince must have committed crimes, +or have lost his power, if his errors are to be rightly presented +to future generations. People forget that which was good in +Christian, and have painted the dark side of his character, to the +formation of which the age lent its part." + +The Kammerjunker could not forget the Swedish bloodbath, the +execution of Torben Oxe, and all that can be said against the +unfortunate king. + +Otto drove him completely out of the field, in part from his +enthusiasm for Christian the Second, but still more because it was +the Kammerjunker with whom he was contending. Sophie took Otto's +side, her eye sparkled applause, and the victory could not be other +than his. + +"What is it that the poet said of the fate of a king?" said Sophie. + "Woe's me for him + Who to the world shows more of ill than good! + The good each man ascribes unto himself, + Whilst on him only rest the crimes o' th' age." + +"Had Christian been so fortunate as to have subdued the rebellious +nobles," continued Otto, "could he have carried out his bold plans, +then they would have called him Christian the Great: it is not the +active mind, but the failure in any design, which the world +condemns." + +Louise nevertheless took the side of the Kammerjunker, and +therefore these two went together up the aisle toward the tomb of +the Glorup family. Wilhelm and his mother were already gone out of +the church. + +"I envy you your eloquence!" said Sophie, and looked with an +expression of love into Otto's face; she bent herself over the +railing around the tomb, and looked thoughtfully upon the stone. +Thoughts of love were animated in Otto's soul. + +"Intellect and heart!" exclaimed he, "must admire that which is +great: you possess both these!" He seized her hand. + +A faint crimson passed over Sophie's cheeks. "The others are gone +out!" she said; "come, let us go up to the chancel." + +"Up to the altar!" said Otto; "that is a bold course for one's +whole life!" + +Sophie looked jestingly at him. "Do you see the monument there +within the pillars?" asked she after a short pause; "the lady with +the crossed arms and the colored countenance? In one night she +danced twelve knights to death, the thirteenth, whom she had +invited for her partner, cut her girdle in two in the dance and she +fell dead to the earth!" [Author's Note: In Thiele's Danish Popular +Tradition it is related that she was one Margrethe Skofgaard of +Sanderumgaard, and that she died at a ball, where she had danced to +death twelve knights. The people relate it with a variation as +above; it is probable that it is mingled with a second tradition, +for example, that of the blood-spots at Koldinghuus, which relates +that an old king was so angry with his daughter that he resolved to +kill her, and ordered that his knights should dance with her one +after another until the breath was out of her. Nine had danced with +her, and then came up the king himself as the tenth, and when he +became weary he cut her girdle in two, on which the blood streamed +from her mouth and she died.] + +"She was a northern Turandot!" said Otto; "the stony heart itself +was forced to break and bleed. There is really a jest in having the +marble painted. She stands before future ages as if she lived--a +stone image, white and red, only a mask of beauty. She is a warning +to young ladies!" + +"Yes, against dancing!" said Sophie, smiling at Otto's +extraordinary gravity. + +"And yet it must be a blessed thing," exclaimed he, "a very blessed +thing, amid pealing music, arm-in-arm with one's beloved, to be +able to dance life away, and to sink bleeding before her feet!" + +"And yet only to see that she would dance with a new one!" said +Sophie. + +"No, no!" exclaimed Otto, "that you could not do! that you will not +do! O Sophie, if you knew!"--He approached her still nearer, bent +his head toward her, and his eye had twofold fire and expression in +it. + +"You must come with us and see the cats!" said the Kammerjunker, +and sprang in between them. + +"Yes, it is charming!" said Sophie. "You will have an opportunity, +Mr. Thostrup, of moralizing over the perishableness of female +beauty!" + +"In the evening, when we drive home together," thought Otto to +himself consolingly, "in the mild summer-evening no Kammerjunker +will disturb me. It must, it shall be decided! Misfortune might +subject the wildness of childhood, but it gave me confidence, it +never destroyed my independence; Love has made me timid,--has made +me weak. May I thereby win a bride?" + +Gravely and with a dark glance he followed after Sophie and her +guide. + + + +CHAPTER XL + +"In vain his beet endeavors were; +Dull was the evening, and duller grew."--LUDOLF SCHLEF. + +"Seest thou how its little life + The bird hides in the wood? +Wilt thou be my little wife-- + Then do it soon. Good! +--A bridegroom am I."--Arion. + +Close beside St. Knud's Church, where once the convent stood, is +now the dwelling of a private man. [Author's Note: See Oehlenschläger's +Jorney to Funen.] The excellent hostess here, who once charmed the +public on the Danish stage as Ida Munster, awaited the family to dinner. + +After dinner they wandered up and down the garden, which extended +to the Odense River. + +In the dusk of evening Otto went to visit the German Heinrich; he +had mentioned it to Louise, and she promised to divert attention from +him whilst he was away. + +The company took coffee in the garden-house; Otto walked in deep +thought in the avenue by the side of the river. The beautiful scene +before him riveted his eye. Close beside lay a water-mill, over the +two great wheels of which poured the river white as milk. Behind +this was thrown a bridge, over which people walked and drove. The +journeyman-miller stood upon the balcony, and whistled an air. It +was such a picture as Christian Winther and Uhland give in their +picturesque poems. On the other side of the mill arose tall poplars +half-buried in the green meadow, in which stood the nunnery; a nun +had once drowned herself where now the red daisies grow. + +A strong sunlight lit up the whole scene. All was repose and summer +warmth. Suddenly Otto's ear caught the deep and powerful tones of +an organ; he turned himself round. The tones, which went to his +heart, came from St. Knud's Church, which lay close beside the +garden. The sunshine of the landscape, and the strength of the +music, gave, as it were, to him light and strength for the darkness +toward which he was so soon to go. + +The sun set; and Otto went alone across the market-place toward the +old corner house, where German Heinrich practiced his arts. Upon +this place stood St. Albani's Church, where St. Knud, betrayed by +his servant Blake, [Author's Note: Whence has arisen the popular +expression of "being a false Blake."] was killed by the tumultuous +rebels. The common people believe that from one of the deep cellars +under this house proceeds a subterranean passage to the so-called +"Nun's Hill." At midnight the neighboring inhabitants still hear a +roaring under the marketplace, as if of the sudden falling of a +cascade. The better informed explain it as being a concealed +natural water-course, which has a connection with the neighboring +river. In our time the old house is become a manufactory; the +broken windows, the gaps of which are repaired either with slips of +wood or with paper, the quantity of human bones which are found in +the garden, and which remain from the time when this was a church-yard, +give to the whole place a peculiar interest to the common people of +Odense. + +Entering the house at the front, it is on the same level as the +market-place; the back of the house, on the contrary, descends +precipitously into the garden, where there are thick old walls and +foundations. The situation is thus quite romantic; just beside it +is the old nunnery, with its dentated gables, and not far off the +ruins, in whose depths the common people believe that there resides +an evil being, "the river-man," who annually demands his human +sacrifice, which he announces the night before. Behind this lie +meadows, villas, and green woods. + +On the other side of the court, in a back gate-way, German Heinrich +had set up his theatre. The entrance cost eight skillings; people +of condition paid according to their own will. + +Otto entered during the representation. A cloth constituted the +whole scenic arrangement. In the middle of the floor sat a horrible +goblin, with a coal-black Moorish countenance and crispy hair upon +its head. An old bed-cover concealed the figure, yet one saw that +it was that of a woman. + +The audience consisted of peasants and street boys. Otto kept +himself in the background, and remained unobserved by Heinrich. + +The representation was soon at an end, and the crowd dispersed. It +was then that Otto first came forward. + +"We must speak a few words together!" said he. "Heinrich, you have +not acted honestly by me! The girl is not that which you +represented her to be; you have deceived me: I demand an +explanation!" + +German Heinrich stood silent, but every feature eloquently +expressed first amazement, and then slyness and cunning; his +knavish, malicious eye, measured Otto from top to toe. + +"Nay; so then, Mr. Thostrup, you are convinced, are you, that I +have been cheating you?" said he. "If so, why do you come to me? In +that case there needs no explanation. Ask herself there!" And so +saying he pointed to the black-painted figure. + +"Do not be too proud, Otto!" said she, smiling; "thou couldst yet +recognize thy sister, although she has a little black paint on her +face!" + +Otto riveted a dark, indignant glance upon her, pressed his lips +together, and tried to collect himself. "It is my firm determination +to have the whole affair searched into," said he, with constrained +calmness. + +"Yes, but it will bring you some disagreeables!" said Heinrich, and +laughed scornfully. + +"Do not laugh in that manner when I speak to you!" said Otto, with +flushing cheeks. + +Heinrich leaned himself calmly against the door which led into the +garden. + +"I am acquainted with the head of the police," said Otto, "and I +might leave the whole business in his hands. But I have chosen a +milder way; I am come myself. I shall very soon leave Denmark; I +shall go many hundred miles hence shall, probably, never return; +and thus you see the principal ground for my coming to you is a +whim: I will know wherefore you have deceived me; I will know what +is the connection between you and her." + +"Nay; so, then, it is _that_ that you want to know?" said Heinrich, +with a malicious glance. "Yes, see you, she is my best beloved; she +shall be my wife: but your sister she is for all that, and that +remains so!" + +"Thou couldst easily give me a little before thou settest off on +thy journey!" said Sidsel, who seemed excited by Heinrich's words, +and put forth her painted face. + +Otto glanced at her with contracted eyebrows. + +"Yes," said she, "I say 'thou' to thee: thou must accustom thyself +to that! A sister may have, however, that little bit of pleasure!" + +"Yes, you should give her your hand!" said Heinrich, and laughed. + +"Wretch!" exclaimed Otto, "she is not that which you say! I will +find out my real sister! I will have proof in hand of the truth! I +will show myself as a brother; I will care for her future! Bring to +me her baptismal register; bring to me one only attestation of its +reality--and that before eight days are past! Here is my address, +it is the envelope of a letter; inclose in it the testimonial which +I require, and send it to me without delay. But prove it, or you +are a greater villain than I took you for." + +"Let us say a few rational words!" said Heinrich, with a constrained, +fawning voice. "If you will give to me fifty rix-dollars, then you +shall never have any more annoyance with us! See, that would be a +great deal more convenient." + +"I abide by that which I have said!" answered Otto; "we will not +have any more conversation together!" And so saying, he turned him +round to go out. + +Heinrich seized him by the coat. + +"What do you want?" inquired Otto. + +"I mean," said Heinrich, "whether you are not going to think about +the fifty rix-dollars?" + +"Villain!" cried Otto, and, with the veins swelling in his +forehead, he thrust Heinrich from him with such force, that he fell +against the worm eaten door which led into the garden; the panel of +the door fell out, and had not Heinrich seized fast hold on some +firm object with both his hands, he must have gone the same way. +Otto stood for a moment silent, with flashing eyes, and threw the +envelope, on which his address was, at Heinrich's feet, and went +out. + +When Otto returned to the hotel, he found the horses ready to be +put to the carriage. + +"Have you had good intelligence?" whispered Louise. + +"I have in reality obtained no more than I had before!" replied he; +"only my own feelings more strongly convince me than ever that I +have been deceived by him." + +He related to her the short conversation which had taken place. + +The Kammerjunker's carriage was now also brought out; in this was +more than sufficient room for two, whereas in the other carriage +they had been crowded. The Kammerjunker, therefore, besought that +they would avail themselves of the more convenient seat which he +could offer; and Otto saw Sophie and her mother enter the +Kammerjunker's carriage. This arrangement would shortly before have +confounded Otto, now it had much less effect upon him. His mind was +so much occupied by his visit to German Heinrich, his soul was +filled with a bitterness, which for the moment repelled the impulse +which he had felt to express his great love for Sophie. + +"I have been made Heinrich's plaything--his tool!" thought he. "Now +he ridicules me, and I am compelled to bear it! That horrible being +is not my sister!--she cannot be so!" + +The street was now quiet. They mounted into the carriage. In the +corner house just opposite there was a great company; light +streamed through the long curtains, a low tenor voice and a high +ringing soprano mingled together in Mozart's "Audiam, audiam, mio +bene." + +"The bird may not flutter from my heart!" sighed Otto, and seated +himself by the side of Louise. The carriage rolled away. + +The full moon shone; the wild spiraea sent forth its odor from the +road side; steam ascended from the moor-lands; and the white mist +floated over the meadows like the daughters of the elfin king. + +Louise sat silent and embarrassed; trouble weighed down her heart. +Otto was also silent. + +The Kammerjunker drove in first, cracked his whip, and struck up a +wild halloo. + +Wilhelm began to sing, "Charming the summer night," and the +Kammerjunker joined in with him. + +"Sing with us man," cried Wilhelm to the silent Otto, and quickly +the two companies were one singing caravan. + +It was late when they reached the hall. + + + +CHAPTER XLI + +"Destiny often pulls off leaves, as we treat the vine, that its +fruits may be earlier brought to maturity."--JEAN PAUL. + +It was not until toward morning that Otto fell into sleep. Wilhelm +and he were allowed to take their own time in rising, and thus it +was late in the day before these two gentlemen made their +appearance at the breakfast-table; the Kammerjunker was already +come over to the hall, and now was more adorned than common. + +"Mr. Thostrup shall be one of the initiated!" said the mother. "It +will be time enough this evening for strangers to know of it. The +Kammerjunker and my Sophie are betrothed." + +"See, it was in the bright moonlight, Mr. Thostrup, that I became +such a happy man!" said the Kammerjunker, and kissed the tips of +Sophie's fingers. He offered his other hand to Otto. + +Otto's countenance remained unchanged, a smile played upon his +lips. "I congratulate you!" said he; "it is indeed a joyful day! If +I were a poet, I would give you an ode!" + +Louise looked at him with an extraordinary expression of pain in +her countenance. + +Wilhelm called the Kammerjunker brother-in-law, and smiling shook +both his hands. + +Otto was unusually gay, jested, and laughed. The ladies went to +their toilet, Otto into the garden. + +He had been so convinced in his own mind that Sophie returned his +passion. With what pleasure had she listened to him! with what an +expression had her eye rested upon him! Her little jests had been +to him such convincing proofs that the hope which he nourished was +no self-delusion. She was the light around which his thoughts had +circled. Love to her was to him a good angel, which sung to him +consolation and life's gladness in his dark moments. + +Now, all was suddenly over. It was as if the angel had left him; +the flame of love which had so entirely filled his soul, was in a +moment extinguished to its last spark. Sophie was become a stranger +to him; her intellectual eye, which smiled in love on the +Kammerjunker, seemed to him the soulless eye of the automaton. A +stupefying indifference went through him, deadly as poison that is +infused into the human blood. + +"The vain girl! she thought to make herself more important by +repelling from her a faithful heart! She should only see how +changed her image is in my soul. All the weaknesses which my love +for her made me pass over, now step forth with repulsive features! +Not a word which she spoke fell to the ground. The diamond has lost +its lustre; I feel only its sharp corners!" + +Sophie had given the preference to a man who, in respect of +intellect, stood far below Otto! Sophie, who seemed to be +enthusiastic for art and beauty, for everything glorious in the +kingdom of mind, could thus have deceived him! + +We will now see the sisters in their chamber. + +Louise seemed pensive, she sat silently looking before her. + +Sophie stood thoughtfully with a smile upon her lips. + +"The Kammerjunker is very handsome, however!" exclaimed she: "he +looks so manly!" + +"You ought to find him love-worthy!" said Louise. + +"Yes," replied her sister, "I have always admired these strong +countenances! He is an Axel--a northern blackbearded savage. Faces +such as Wilhelm's look like ladies'! And he is so good! He has +said, that immediately after our marriage we shall make a tour to +Hamburg. What dress do you think I should wear?" + +"When you make the journey to Hamburg?" inquired Louise. + +"O no, child! to-day I mean. Thostrup was indeed very polite! he +congratulated me! I felt, however, rather curious when it was told +to him. I had quite expected a scene! I was almost ready to beg of +you to tell him first of all. He ought to have been prepared. But +he was, however, very rational! I should not have expected it from +him. I really wish him all good, but he is an extraordinary +character! so melancholy! Do you think that he will take my +betrothal to heart? I noticed that when I was kissed he turned +himself suddenly round to the window and played with the flowers. I +wish that he would soon go! The journey into foreign countries will +do him good--there he will soon forget his heart's troubles. +To-morrow I will write to Cousin Joachim; he will also be +surprised!" + +Late in the afternoon came Jakoba, the Mamsell, the preacher, and +yet a few other guests. + +In the evening the table was arranged festively. The betrothed sat +together, and Otto had the place of honor--he sat on the other side +of Sophie. The preacher had written a song to the tune of "Be thou +our social guardian-goddess;" this was sung. Otto's voice sounded +beautifully and strong; he rang his glass with the betrothed pair, +and the Kammerjunker said that now Mr. Thostrup must speedily seek +out a bride for himself. + +"She is found," answered Otto; "but now that is yet a secret." + +"Health to the bride!" said Sophie, and rung her glass; but soon +again her intellectual eye rested upon the Kammerjunker, who was +talking about asparagus and stall-feeding with clover, yet her +glance brought him back again to the happiness of his love. + +It was a very lively evening. Late in the night the party broke up. +The friends went to their chamber. + +"My dear, faithful Otto!" said Wilhelm, and laid his hand on his +shoulder; "you were very lively and good-humored this evening. +Continue always thus!" + +"I hope to do so," answered Otto: "may we only always have as happy +an evening as this!" + +"Extraordinary man!" said Wilhelm, and shook his head. "Now we will +soon set out on our journey, and catch for ourselves the happiness +of the glorious gold bird!" + +"And not let it escape again!" exclaimed Otto. "Formerly I used to +say, To-morrow! to-morrow! now I say, To-day, and all day long! +Away with fancies and complainings. I now comprehend that which you +once said to me, that is. Man _can_ be happy if he only _will_ be +so." + +Wilhelm took his hand, and looked into his face with a half-melancholy +expression. + +"Are you sentimental?" inquired Otto. + +"I only affect that which I am not!" answered Wilhelm; and with +that, suddenly throwing off the natural gravity of the moment, +returned to his customary gayety. + +The following days were spent in visiting and in receiving +visitors. On every post-day Otto sought through the leathern bag of +the postman, but he found no letter from German Heinrich, and heard +nothing from him. "I have been deceived," said he, "and I feel +myself glad about it! She, the horrible one, is not my sister!" + +There was a necessity for him to go away, far from home, and yet he +felt no longing after the mountains of Switzerland or the luxuriant +beauty of the south. + +"Nature will only weaken me! I will not seek after it. Man it is +that I require: these egotistical, false beings--these lords of +everything! How we flatter our weaknesses and admire our virtues! +Whatever serves to advance our own wishes we find to be excellent. +To those who love us, we give our love in return. At the bottom, +whom do I love except myself? Wilhelm? My friendship for him is +built upon the foundation,--I cannot do without thee! Friendship is +to me a necessity. Was I not once convinced that I adored Sophie, +and that I never could bear it if she were lost to me? and yet +there needed the conviction 'She loves thee not,' and my strong +feeling was dead. Sophie even seems to me less beautiful; I see +faults where I formerly could only discover amiabilities! Now, she +is to me almost wholly a stranger. As I am, so are all. Who is +there that feels right lovingly, right faithfully for me, without +his own interest leading him to do so? Rosalie? My old, honest +Rosalie? I grew up before her eyes like a plant which she loved. I +am dear to her as it! When her canary-bird one morning lay dead in +its cage, she wept bitterly and long; she should never more hear it +sing, she should never more look after its cage and its food. It +was the loss of it which made her weep. She missed that which had +been interesting to her. I also interested her. Interest is the +name for that which the world calls love. Louise?" He almost spoke +the name aloud, and his thoughts dwelt, from a strong combination +of circumstances, upon it. "She appears to me true, and capable of +making sacrifices! but is not she also very different from all the +others? How often have I not heard Sophie laugh at her for it--look +down upon her!" And Otto's better feeling sought in vain for a +shadow of self-love in Louise, a single selfish motive for her +noble conduct. + +"Away from Denmark! to new people! Happy he who can always be on +the wing, making new friendships, and speedily breaking them off! +At the first meeting people wear their intellectual Sunday apparel; +every point of light is brought forth; but soon and the festival-day +is over, and the bright points have vanished." + +"We will set off next week!" said Wilhelm, "and then it shall be-- + 'Over the rushing blue waters away! + We will speed along shores that are verdant and gay!' +Away over the moors, up the Rhine, through the land of champagne to +the city of cities, the life-animating Paris!" + + + +CHAPTER XLII + +"A maiden stood musing, gentle and mild. I grasped the hand of the +friendly child, but the lovely fawn shyly disappeared. ... From +the Rhine to the Danish Belt, beautiful and lovely maidens are +found in palaces and tents; yet nobody pleases me."--SCHMIDT VON LÜBECK. + +The last day at home was Sophie's birthday. In the afternoon the +whole family was invited to the Kammerjunker's, where Jakoba and +the Mamsell were to be quite brilliant in their cookery. + +A table filled with presents, all from the Kammerjunker, awaited +Miss Sophie; it was the first time that he had ever presented to +her a birthday gift, and he had now, either out of his own head or +somebody's else, fallen on the very good idea of making her a +present for every year which she had lived. Every present was +suited to the age for which it was intended, and thus he began with +a paper of sugar-plums and ended with silk and magnificent fur; +but between beginning and end there were things, of which more than +the half could be called solid: gold ear-rings, a boa, French +gloves, and a riding-horse. This last, of course, could not stand +upon the table. It was a joy and a happiness; people walked about, +and separated themselves by degrees into groups. + +The only one who was not there was Eva. She always preferred +remaining at home; and yet, perhaps, to-day she might have allowed +herself to have been overpersuaded, had she not found herself so +extremely weak. + +Silently and alone she now sat at home in the great empty parlor. +It was in the twilight; she had laid down her work, and her +beautiful, thoughtful eyes looked straight before her: thoughts +which we may not unveil were agitating her breast. + +Suddenly the door opened, and Wilhelm stood before her. Whilst the +others were walking he had stolen away. He knew that Eva was alone +at home; nobody would know that he visited her, nobody would dream +of their conversation. + +"You here!" exclaimed Eva, when she saw him. + +"I was compelled to come," answered he. "I have slipped away from +the others; no one knows that I am here. I must speak with you, +Eva. To-morrow I set off; but I cannot leave home calmly and +happily without knowing--what this moment must decide." + +Eva rose, her checks crimsoned, she cast down her eyes. + +"Baron Wilhelm!" stammered she, "it is not proper that I should +remain here!" She was about to leave the room. + +"Eva!" said Wilhelm, and seized her hand, "you know that I love +you! My feelings are honorable! Say Yes, and it shall be holy to me +as an oath. Then I shall begin my journey glad at heart, as one +should do. Your assent shall stand in my breast, shall sound in my +ear, whenever sin and temptation assail me! It will preserve me in +an upright course, it will bring me back good and unspoiled. My +wife must you be! You have soul, and with it nobility! Eva! in +God's name, do not make a feeble, life-weary, disheartened being of +me!" + +"O Heavens!" exclaimed she, and burst into tears, "I cannot, and-- +will not! You forget that I am only a poor girl, who am indebted +for everything to your mother! My assent would displease her, and +some time or other you would repent of it! I cannot!--I do not love +you!" added she, in a tremulous voice. + +Wilhelm stood speechless. + +Eva suddenly rang the bell. + +"What are you doing?" exclaimed he. + +The servant entered. + +"Bring in lights!" said she; "but first of all you must assist me +with these flowers down into the garden. It will do them good to +stand in the dew." + +The servant did as she bade; she herself carried down one of the +pots, and left the room. + +"I do not love you!" repeated Wilhelm to himself, and returned to +the company which he had left, and where he found all gayety and +happiness. + +The supper-table was spread in the garden; lights burned in the +open air with a steady flame; it was a summer-evening beautiful as +the October of the South; the reseda sent forth its fragrance; and +when Sophie's health was drunk cannon were fired among the lofty +fir-trees, the pines of the North. + +The next morning those countenances were dejected which the evening +before had been so gay. The carriage drew up to the door. The dear +mother and sisters wept; they kissed Wilhelm, and extended their +hands to Otto. + +"Farewell!" said Louise; "do not forget us!" and her tearful glance +rested upon Otto. Eva stood silent and pale. + +"You will not forget me!" whispered Otto, as he seized Louise's +hand. "I will forget your sister!" + +The carriage rolled away; Wilhelm threw himself back into a corner. +Otto looked back once more; they all stood at the door, and waved +their white handkerchiefs. + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + +"In one short speaking silence all conveys-- +And looks a sigh, and weeps without a tear." + MRS. BROWNING. + +"Forgive us our debts as we + The debts of others forgive; +And lead us not in tempting ways; + Apart from evil let us live." + A. VON CHAMISSO. + +We will not accompany the friends, but will remain behind in Funen, +where we will make a bolder journey than they, namely, we will go +back one-and-twenty years. We will allow the circumstances of +Otto's birth again to come before us. It is a leap backward that we +take from 1830 to 1810. We are in Odense, that old city, which +takes its name from Odin. + +The common people there have still a legend about the origin of the +name of the city. Upon Naesbyhoved's Hill [Author's Note: Not far +from the city, by the Odense Channel; it is described in Wedel +Simonsen's City Ruins.] there once stood a castle; here lived King +Odin and his wife: Odense city was not then in existence, but the +first building of it was then begun. [Author's Note: The place is +given as being that of the now so-called Cross Street.] The court +was undecided as to the name which should be given to the city. +After long indecision it was at last agreed that the first word +which either King or Queen should speak the next morning should be +the name given to it. In the early morning the Queen awoke and +looked out from her window over the wood. The first house in the +city was erected to the roof, and the builders had hung up a great +garland, glittering with tinsel, upon the rooftree. "Odin, see!" +exclaimed the Queen; and thenceforward the city was called Odensee, +which name, since then, has been changed by daily speech to Odense. + +When people ask the children in Copenhagen whence they have come, +they reply, out of the Peblingsöe. The little children of Odense, +who know nothing about the Peblingsöe, say that they are fetched +out of Rosenbaek, a little brook which has only been ennobled +within the few last years, just as in Copenhagen is the case with +Krystal Street, which formerly had an unpleasant name. This brook +runs through Odense, and must, in former times, when united with +the Odense River, have formed an island where the city at that time +stood; hence some people derive the name of Odense from Odins Ei, +or Odins Ö, that is, Odin's Island. Be it then as it might, the +brook flows now, and in 1810, when the so-called Willow-dam, by the +West Gate, was not filled up, it stood, especially in spring, low +and watery. It often overflowed its banks, and in so doing +overflowed the little gardens which lay on either side. It thus ran +concealed through the city until near the North Gate, where it made +its appearance for a moment and then dived again in the same +street, and, like a little river, flowed through the cellars of the +old justice-room, which was built by the renowned Oluf Bagger. +[Author's Note: He was so rich that once, when Frederick the Second +visited him, he had the room heated with cinnamon chips. Much may +be found about this remarkable man in the second collection of +Thiele's Popular Danish Legends. His descendants still live in +Odense, namely, the family of the printer Ch. Iversen, who has +preserved many curiosities which belonged to him.] + +It was an afternoon in the summer of 1810; the water was high in +the brook, yet two washerwomen were busily employed in it; reed-matting +was fast bound round their bodies, and they beat with wooden staves +the clothes upon their washing-stools. They were in deep conversation, +and yet their labor went on uninterruptedly. + +"Yes," said one of them, "better a little with honor, than much +with dishonor. She is sentenced; to-morrow she is to go about in +the pillory. That is sure and certain! I know it from the +trumpeter's Karen, and from the beggar-king's [Author's Note: +Overseer of the poor.] wife: neither of them go about with lies." + +"Ih, my Jesus!" exclaimed the other, and let her wooden beater +fall, "is Johanne Marie to go in the pillory, the handsome girl? +she that looked so clever and dressed herself so well?" + +"Yes, it is a misfortune!" said the first; "a great misfortune it +must be! No, let every one keep his own! say I every day to my +children. After the sweet claw comes the bitter smart. One had much +better work till the blood starts from the finger-ends." + +"Ih, see though!" said the other; "there goes the old fellow, +Johanne Marie's father. He is an honest man; he was so pleased with +his daughter, and to-morrow he must himself bind her to the +pillory! But can she really have stolen?" + +"She has herself confessed," returned she; "and the Colonel is +severe. I fancy the Gevaldiger is going there." + +"The Colonel should put the bridle on his own son. He is a bad +fellow! Not long ago, when I was washing yarn there, and was merry, +as I always am, he called me 'wench.' If he had said 'woman,' I +should not have troubled myself about it, for it has another +meaning; but 'wench,' that is rude! Ei, there sails the whole +affair!" screamed she suddenly, as the sheet which she had wound +round the washing-stool got loose and floated down the stream: she +ran after it, and the conversation was broken off. + +The old man whom they had seen and compassionated, went into a +great house close by, where the Colonel lived. His eyes were cast +upon the ground; a deep, silent suffering lay in his wrinkled face; +he gently pulled at the bell, and bowed himself deeply before the +black-appareled lady who opened to him the door. + +We know her--it was the old Rosalie, then twenty years younger than +when we saw her upon the western coast of Jutland. + +"Good old man!" said she, and laid her hand kindly on his shoulder. +"Colonel Thostrup is severe, but he is not, however, inhuman; and +that he would be if he let you tomorrow do your office. The Colonel +has said that the Gevaldiger should stay at home." + +"No!" said the old man, "our Lord will give me strength. God be +thanked that Johanne Marie's mother has closed her eyes: she will +not see the misery! We are not guilty of it!" + +"Honest man!" said Rosalie. "Johanne was always so good and clever; +and now"--she shook her head--"I would have sworn for her, but she +has confessed it herself!" + +"The law must have its course!" said the old man, and tears +streamed down his cheeks. + +At that moment the door opened, and Colonel Thostrup, a tall, thin +man, with a keen eye, stood before them. Rosalie left the room. + +"Gevaldiger," said the Colonel, "to-morrow you will not be required +to act in your office." + +"Colonel," returned the old man, "it is my duty to be there, and, +if I may say a few words, people would speak ill of me if I kept +away." + +On the following forenoon, from the early morning, the square where +lay the council-house and head-watch, was filled with people; they +were come to see the handsome girl led forth in the pillory. The +time began to appear long to them, and yet no sign was seen of that +which they expected. The sentinel, who went with measured step +backward and forward before the sentry-box, could give no +intelligence. The door of the council-house was closed, and +everything gave occasion to the report which suddenly was put into +circulation, that the handsome Johanne Marie had been for a whole +hour in the pillory within the council-house, and thus they should +have nothing at all to see. Although it is entirely opposed to +sound reason that punishment should be inflicted publicly, it met +with much support, and great dissatisfaction was excited. + +"That is shabby!" said a simple woman, in whom we may recognize one +of the washerwomen; "it is shabby thus to treat the folks as if +they were fools! Yesterday I slaved like a horse, and here one has +stood two whole hours by the clock, till I am stiff in the legs, +without seeing anything at all!" + +"That is what I expected," said another woman; "a fair face has +many friends! She has known how to win the great people to her +side!" + +"Do not you believe," inquired a third, "that she has been good +friends with the Colonels son?" + +"Yes; formerly I would have said No, because she always looked so +steady, and against her parents there is not a word to be said; but +as she has stolen, as we know she has, she may also have been +unsteady. The Colonel's son is a wild bird; riots and drinks does +he in secret! We others know more than his father does: he had held +too tight a hand over him. Too great severity causes bad blood!" + +"God help me, now it begins!" interrupted another woman, as a +detachment of soldiers marched out of the guard-house, and at some +little distance one from the other inclosed an open space. The door +of the council-house now opened, and two officers of police, +together with some of the guard, conducted out the condemned, who +was placed in the pillory. This was a sort of wooden yoke laid +across the shoulders of the delinquent; a piece of wood came +forward from this into which her hands were secured: above all +stood two iron bars, to the first of which was fastened a little +bell; to the other a long fox's tail, which hung down the lack of +the condemned. + +The girl seemed hardly more than nineteen, and was of an unusually +beautiful figure; her countenance was nobly and delicately formed, +but pale as death: yet there was no expression either of suffering +or shame,--she seemed like the image of a penitent, who meekly +accomplishes the imposed penance. + +Her aged father, the Gevaldiger, followed her slowly; his eye was +determined; no feature expressed that which went forward in his +soul: he silently took his place beside one of the pillars before +the guard house. + +A loud murmur arose among the crowd when they saw the beautiful +girl and the poor old father, who must himself see his daughter's +disgrace. + +A spotted dog sprang into the open space; the girl's monotonous +tread, as she advanced into the middle of the square, the ringing +of the little bell, and the fox-tail which moved in the wind, +excited the dog, which began to bark, and wanted to bite the fox's +tail. The guards drove the dog away, but it soon came back again, +although it did not venture again into the circle, but thrust +itself forward, and never ceased barking. + +Many of those who already had been moved to compassion by the +beauty of the girl and the sight of the old father, were thrown +again by this incident into a merry humor; they laughed and found +the whole thing very amusing. + +The hour was past, and the girl was now to be released. The +Gevaldiger approached her, but whilst he raised his hand to the +yoke the old man tottered, and sank, in the same moment, back upon +the hard stone pavement. + +A shriek arose from those who stood around; the young girl alone +stood silent and immovable; her thoughts seemed to be far away. Yet +some people fancied they saw how she closed her eyes, but that was +only for a moment. A policeman released her from the pillory, her +old father was carried into the guard-house, and two policemen led +her into the council-house. + +"See, now it is over!" said an old glover, who was among the +spectators; "the next time she'll get into the House of Correction." + +"O, it is not so bad there," answered another; "they sing and are +merry there the whole day long, and have no need to trouble +themselves about victuals." + +"Yes, but that is prison fare." + +"It is not so bad--many a poor body would thank God for it; and +Johanne Marie would get the best of it. Her aunt is the head-cook, +and the cook and the inspector they hang together. It's my opinion, +however, that this affair will take the life out of the old man. He +got a right good bump as he fell on the stone-pavement; one could +hear how it rung again." + +The crowd separated. + +The last malicious voice had prophesied truth. + +Three weeks afterward six soldiers bore a woven, yellow straw +coffin from a poor house in East Street. The old Gevaldiger lay, +with closed eyes and folded hands, in the coffin. Within the +chamber, upon the bedstead, sat Johanne Marie, with a countenance +pale as that of the dead which had been carried away. A +compassionate neighbor took her hand, and mentioned her name +several times before she heard her. + +"Johanne, come in with me; eat a mouthful of pease and keep life in +you; if not for your own sake, at least for that of the child which +lies under your heart." + +The girl heaved a wonderfully deep sigh. "No, no!" said she, and +closed her eyes. + +Full of pity, the good neighbor took her home with her. + +A few days passed on, and then one morning two policemen entered +the poor room in which the Gevaldiger had died. Johanne Marie was +again summoned before the judge. + +A fresh robbery had taken place at the Colonel's. Rosalie said that +it was a long time since she had first missed that which was gone, +but that she thought it best to try to forget it. The Colonel's +violent temper and his exasperation against Johanne Marie, who, as +he asserted, by her bad conduct, had brought her old, excellent +father to the grave, insisted on summoning her before the tribunal, +that the affair might be more narrowly inquired into. + +Rosalie, who had been captivated by the beauty of the girl and by +her modest demeanor, and who was very fond of her, was this time +quite calm, feeling quite sure that she would deny everything, +because, in fact, the theft had only occurred within the last few +days. The public became aware of this before long, and the opinion +was that Johanne Marie could not possibly have been an actor in it; +but, to the astonishment of the greater number, she confessed that +she was the guilty person, and that with such calmness as amazed +every one. Her noble, beautifully formed countenance seemed +bloodless; her dark-blue eyes beamed with a brilliancy which seemed +like that of delirium; her beauty, her calmness, and yet this +obduracy in crime, produced an extraordinary impression upon the +spectators. + +She was sentenced to the House of Correction in Odense. Despised +and repulsed by the better class of her fellow-beings, she went to +her punishment. No one had dreamed that under so fair a form so corrupt +a soul could have been found. She was set to the spinning-wheel; +silent and introverted, she accomplished the tasks that were +assigned her. In the coarse merriment of the other prisoners she +took no part. + +"Don't let your heart sink within you, Johanne Marie," said German +Heinrich, who sat at the loom; "sing with us till the iron bars +rattle!" + +"Johanne, you brought your old father to the grave," said her +relation, the head-cook; "how could you have taken such bad +courses?" + +Johanne Marie was silent; the large, dark eyes looked straight +before her, whilst she kept turning the wheel. + +Five months went on, and then she became ill--ill to death, and +gave birth to twins, a boy and a girl--two beautiful and well-formed +children, excepting that the girl was as small and delicate as if its +life hung on a thread. + +The dying mother kissed the little ones and wept; it was the first +time that the people within the prison had seen her weep. Her +relation the cook sat alone with her upon the bed. + +"Withdraw not your hand from the innocent children," said Johanne +Marie; "if they live to grow up, tell them some time that their +mother was innocent. My eternal Saviour knows that I have never +stolen! Innocent am I, and innocent was I when I went out a +spectacle of public derision, and now when I sit here!" + +"Ih, Jesus though! What do you say?" exclaimed the woman. + +"The truth!" answered the dying one. "God be gracious to me!--my +children!" + +She sank back upon the couch, and was dead. + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + +"Ah! wonderfully beautiful is God's earth, and worthy it is to live +contented."--HÖLTY. + +We now return to the hall in Funen, to the family which we left +there; but autumn and winter are gone whilst we have been lingering +on the past. Otto and Wilhelm have been two months away. It is the +autumn of 1832. + +The marriage of the Kammerjunker and Sophie was deferred, according +to her wish, until the second of April, because this day is +immortal in the annals of Denmark. In the house, where there now +were only the mother, Louise, and Eva, all was quiet. Through the +whole winter Eva had become weaker; yet she did not resemble the +flowers which wither; there was no expression of illness about her-- +it was much more as if the spiritual nature overpowered the +bodily; she resembled an astral lamp which, filled with light, +seems almost resembled be an ethereal existence. The dark-blue eyes +had an expression of soul and feeling which attracted even the +simple domestics at the hall. The physician assured them that her + chest was sound, and that her malady was to him a riddle. A +beautiful summer, he thought, would work beneficially upon her. + +Wilhelm and Otto wrote alternately. It was a festival-day whenever +a letter came; then were maps and plans of the great cities fetched +out, and Louise and Eva made the journey with them. + +"To-day they are here, to-morrow they will be there," cried they. + +"How I envy them both, to see all these glorious things!" said +Louise. + +"The charming Switzerland!" sighed Eva. "How refreshing the air +must be to breathe! How well one must feel one's self there!" + +"If you could only go there, Eva," said Louise, "then you would +certainly get better." + +"Here all are so kind to me; here I am so happy!" answered she. "I +am right thankful to God for it. How could I have hoped for such a +home as this? God reward you and your good mother for your kindness +to me. Once I was so unhappy; but now I have had a double repayment +for all my sorrow, and all the neglect I have suffered. I am so +happy, and therefore I would so willingly live!" + +"Yes, and you shall live!" said Louise. "How came you now to think +about dying? In the summer you will perfectly recover, the +physician says. Can you hide from me any sorrow? Eva, I know that +my brother loves you!" + +"He will forget that abroad!" said Eva. "He must forget it! Could I +be ungrateful? But we are not suited for each other!" She spoke of +her childhood, of long-passed, sorrowful days. Louise laid her arm +upon her shoulder: they talked till late in the evening, and tears +stood in Louise's eyes. + +"Only to you could I tell it!" said Eva. "It is to me like a sin, +and yet I am innocent. My mother was so too--my poor mother! Her +sin was love. She sacrificed all; more than a woman should +sacrifice. The old Colonel was stern and violent. His wrath often +became a sort of frenzy, in which he knew not what he did. The son +was young and dissipated; my mother a poor girl, but very handsome, +I have heard. He seduced her. She had become an unfortunate being, +and that she herself felt. The Colonel's son robbed his father and +an old woman who lived in the family: that which had been taken was +missed. The father would have murdered the son, had he discovered +the truth; the son, therefore, sought in his need help from my poor +mother. He persuaded her to save him by taking the guilt on +herself. The whole affair as regarded her was, he intended, only to +come from the domestics. She thought that with her honor all was +lost. She, indeed, had already given him the best of which she was +possessed. In anguish of heart, and overpowered by his prayers, she +said, 'Yes; my father has been angry and undone already '" + +Eva burst into tears. + +"Thou dear, good girl!" said Louise, and kissed her forehead. + +"My poor mother," continued Eva, "was condemned to an undeserved +punishment. I cannot mention it. For that reason I have never had a +desire to go to Odense. The old lady in the Colonel's family +concealed, out of kindness, her loss; but by accident it was +discovered. The Colonel was greatly embittered. My mother was +overwhelmed by shame and misfortune: the first error had plunged +her into all this. She was taken to the House of Correction in +Odense. The Colonel's son shortly afterward went away in a vessel. +My unhappy mother was dispirited: nobody knew that she had endured, +out of despair and love, a disgrace which she had not deserved. It +was not until she lay upon her death-bed, when I and my brother +were born, that she told a relation that she was innocent. Like a +criminal, in the early morning she was carried to the grave in a +coffin of plaited straw. A great and a noble heart was carried +unacknowledged to the dead!" + +"You had a brother?" inquired Louise, and her heart beat violently. +"Did he die? and where did you, poor children, remain?" + +"The cook in the house kept us with her. I was small and weak; my +brother, on the contrary, was strong, and full of life. He lived +mostly among the prisoners. I sat in a little room with my doll. +When we were in our seventh year, we were sent for to the old +Colonel. His son died abroad; but before his death he had written +to the old man, confessing to him his crime, my mother's innocence, +and that we were his children! I resembled my father greatly. The +old gentleman, as soon as he saw me, was very angry, and said, 'I +will not have her!' I remained with my foster-mother. I never saw +my brother after that time. The Colonel left the city, and took him +with him." + +"O God!" cried Louise; "you have still some papers on this subject? +Do you not know your brother? It is impossible that it should be +otherwise! You are Otto's sister!" + +"O Heavens!" exclaimed Eva; her hands trembled, and she became as +pale as a corpse. + +"You are fainting!" cried Louise, throwing her arm around her +waist and kissing her eyes and her cheeks. "Eva! he is your +brother! the dear, good Otto! O, he will be so happy with you! +Yes, your eyes are like his! Eva, you beloved girl!" + +Louise related to her all that Otto had confided to her. She told +her about German Heinrich, and how Otto had assisted Sidsel away, +and how they had met. + +Eva burst into tears. "My brother! O Father in heaven, that I may +but live! live and see him! Life is so beautiful! I must not die!" + +"Happiness will make you strong! There is no doubt but that he is +your brother! We must tell it to mamma. O Heavens! how delighted +she will be! and Otto will no longer suffer and be unhappy! He may +be proud of you, and happy in you! O, come, come!" + +She led Eva out with her to her mother, who was already in bed; but +how could Louise wait till next morning? + +"May the Lord bless thee, my good child!" said the lady, and +pressed a kiss upon her forehead. + +Eva related now how the Colonel had, given a considerable sum to +her foster-mother; but that was all she was to receive, he had +said. Afterward, when the foster-mother died, Eva had still two +hundred rix-dollars; and on consideration of this the sister of the +deceased had taken Eva to live with her. With her she came to +Copenhagen and to Nyboder, and at that time she was ten years old. +There she had to nurse a little child--her brother she called it-- +and that was the little Jonas. As she grew older, people told her +that she was handsome. It was now four years since she was followed +one evening by two young men, one of whom we know--our moral Hans +Peter. One morning her foster-mother came to her with a proposal +which drove her to despair. The merchant had seen her, and wished +to purchase the beautiful flower. Upon this Eva left her home, and +came to the excellent people at Roeskelde; and from that day God +had been very good to her. + +She sank down upon her knees before the elderly lady's bed. She was +not among strangers: a mother and a sister wept with the happy one. + +"O that I might live!" besought Eva, in the depths of her heart. As +a glorified one she stood before them. Her joy beamed through +tears. + +The next morning she felt herself singularly unwell. Her feet +trembled; her cheeks were like marble. She seated herself in the +warm sunshine which came in through the window. Outside stood the +trees with large, half-bursting buds. A few mild nights would make +the wood green. But summer was already in Eva's heart; there was +life's joy and gladness. Her large, thoughtful eyes raised +themselves thankfully to heaven. + +"Let me not die yet, good God!" prayed she; and her lips moved to a +low melody, soft as if breezes passed over the outstretched chords:-- + + "The sunshine warm, the odorous flowers, + Of these do not bereave me! + I breathe with joy the morning hours, + Let not the grave receive me! + There can no pleasant sunbeams fall, + No human voice come near me; + There should I miss the flow'rets small, + There have no friends to cheer me. + + Now, how to value life I know-- + I hold it as a treasure; + There is no love i' th' grave below, + No music, warmth, or pleasure. + On it the heavy earth is flung, + The coffin-lid shuts tightly! + My blood is warm, my soul is young! + Life smiles--life shines so brightly!" + +She folded her hands: all became like flowers and gold before her +eyes. Afar off was the sound of music: she reeled and sank down +upon the sofa which was near her. Life flowed forth from her heart, +but the sensation was one of bliss; a repose, as when the weary +bow down their heads for sleep. + +"Here is a letter!" cried Louise, full of joy, and found her white +and cold. Terrified, she called for help, and bent over her. + +Eva was dead. + + + +CHAPTER XLV + +"Knowest thou the mountain and its cloudy paths? where the mule is +seeking its misty way."--GOETHE. + +The letter was from Wilhelm; every line breathed life's joy and +gladness. + +"MIA CARA SORELLA! + +"Does it not sound beautifully? It is Italian! Now then, I am in +that so-often-sung-of Paradise, but of the so much-talked-about +blue air, I have as yet seen nothing of consequence. Here it is +gray, gray as in Denmark. To be sure Otto says that it is +beautiful, that we have the heaven of home above us, but I am not +so poetical. The eating is good, and the filth of the people +strikes one horribly after being in Switzerland, the enchanting +Switzerland! Yes, there is nature! We have made a crusade through +it, you may think. But now you shall hear about the journey, and +the entrance into 'la bella Italia,' which is yet below all my +expectations. I cannot at all bear these feeble people; I cannot +endure this monk-odor and untruthfulness. We are come direct from +the scenery of Switzerland, from clouds and glaciers, from +greatness and power. We travelled somewhat hastily through the +valley of the Rhone; the weather was gray, but the whole obtained +therefrom a peculiar character. The woods in the lofty ridges +looked like heather; the valley itself seemed like a garden filled +with vegetables, vineyards, and green meadows. The clouds over and +under one another, but the snow-covered mountains peeped forth +gloriously from among them, It was a riven cloud-world which drove +past,--the wild chase with which the daylight had disguised itself. +It kissed in its flight Pissevache, a waterfall by no means to be +despised. In Brieg we rested some time, but at two o'clock in the +morning began again our journey over the Simplon. This is the +journey which I will describe to you. Otto and I sat in the +coupée. Fancy us in white blouses, shawl-caps, and with green +morocco slippers, for the devil may travel in slippers--they are +painful to the feet. + +"We both of us have mustaches! I have seduced Otto. They become us +uncommonly well, and give us a very imposing air; and that is very +good now that we are come into the land of banditti, where we must +endeavor to awe the robbers. Thus travelled we. It was a dark +night, and still as death, as in the moment when the overture +begins to an opera. Soon, indeed, was the great Simplon curtain to +be rolled up, and we to behold the land of music. Immediately on +leaving the city, the road began to ascend; we could not see a +hand before us; around us tumbled and roared the water-courses,--it +was as if we heard the pulse of Nature beat. Close above the +carriage passed the white clouds; they seemed like transparent +marble slabs which were slid over us. We had the gray dawn with us, +whilst deep in the valley lay yet the darkness of night; in an +hour's time it began to show itself there among the little wooden houses. + +"It is a road hewn out of the rocks. The giant Napoleon carried it +through the backbone of the earth. The eagle, Napoleon's bird, flew +like a living armorial crest over the gigantic work of the master. +There it was cold and gray; the clouds above us, the clouds below +us, and in the middle space steep rocky walls. + +"At regular distances houses (relais) are erected for the +travellers; in one of these we drank our coffee. The passengers sat +on benches and tables around the great fire-place, where the pine +logs crackled. More than a thousand names were written on the +walls. I amused myself by writing mamma's, yours, Sophie's, and +Eva's; now they stand there, and people will fancy that you have +been on the Simplon. In the lobby I scratched in that of Mamsell, +and added 'Without her workbox.' Otto was thinking about you. We +talked in our, what the rest would call 'outlandish speech,' when I +all at once exclaimed, 'It is really Eva's birthday!' I remembered +it first. In Simplon town we determined to drink her health. + +"We set off again. Wherever the glaciers might fall and destroy the +road the rocks have been sprung, and formed into great galleries, +through which one drives without any danger. One waterfall succeeds +another. There is no balustrade along the road, only the dark, +deep abyss where the pine-trees raise themselves to an immense +height, and yet only look like rafters on the mighty wall of rock. +Before we had advanced much further, we came to where trees no +longer grew. The great hospice lay in snow and cloud. We came into +a valley. What solitude! what desolation! only naked crags! They +seemed metallic, and all had a green hue. The utmost variety of +mosses grew there; before us towered up an immense glacier, which +looked like green bottle-glass ornamented with snow. It was +bitterly cold here, and in Simplon the stoves were lighted; the +champagne foamed, Eva's health was drunk, and, only think! at that +very moment an avalanche was so gallant as to fall. That was a +cannonade; a pealing among the mountains! It must have rung in +Eva's ears. Ask her about it. I can see how she smiles. + +"We now advanced toward Italy, but cold was it, and cold it +remained. The landscape became savage; we drove between steep +crags. Only fancy, on both sides a block of granite several miles +long, and almost as high, and the road not wider than for two +carriages to pass, and there you have a picture of it. If one +wanted to see the sky, one was obliged to put one's head out of the +carriage and look up, and then it was as if one looked up from the +bottom of the deepest well, dark and narrow. Every moment I kept +thinking, 'Nay, if these two walls should come together!' We with +carriage and horses were only like ants on a pebble. We drove +through the ribs of the earth! The water roared; the clouds hung +like fleeces on the gray, craggy walls. In a valley we saw boys and +girls dressed in sheep-skins, who looked as wild as if they had +been brought up among beasts. + +"Suddenly the air became wondrously mild. We saw the first fig-tree +by the road-side. Chestnuts hung over our heads; we were in Isella, +the boundary town of Italy. Otto sang, and was wild with delight; I +studied the first public-house sign, 'Tabacca e vino.' + +"How luxuriant became the landscape! Fields of maize and vineyards! +The vine was not trained on frames as in Germany!--no, it hung in +luxuriant garlands, in great huts of leaves! Beautiful children +bounded along the road, but the heavens were gray, and that I had +not expected in Italy. From Domo d'Ossola, I looked back to my +beloved Switzerland! Yes, she turns truly the most beautiful side +toward Italy. But there was not any time for me to gaze; on we +must. In the carriage there sat an old Signorina; she recited +poetry, and made: with her eyes 'che bella cosa!' + +"About ten o'clock at night we were in Baveno, drank tea, and +slept, whilst Lago Maggiore splashed under our window. The lake and +the Borromaen island we were to see by daylight. + +"'Lord God!' thought I, 'is this all?' A scene as quiet and riant +as this we--have at home! Funen after this should be called Isola +bella, and the East Sea is quite large enough to be called Lago +Maggiore. We went by the steamboat past the holy Borromeus +[Author's Note: A colossal statue on the shore of Lago Maggiore.] +to Sesto de Calende; we had a priest on board, who was very much +astonished at our having come from so far. I showed him a large +travelling map which we had with us, where the Lago Maggiore was +the most southern, and Hamburg the most northern point. 'Yet still +further off,' said I; 'more to the north!' and he struck his hands +together when he perceived that we were from beyond the great map. +He inquired whether we were Calvinists. + +"We sped through glorious scenes. The Alps looked like glass +mountains in a fairy tale. They lay behind us. The air was warm as +summer, but light as on the high mountains. The women wafted kisses +to us; but they were not handsome, the good ladies! + +"Tell the Kammerjunker that the Italian pigs have no bristles, but +have a coal-black shining skin like a Moor. + +"Toward night we arrived at Milan, where we located ourselves with +Reichmann, made a good supper, and had excellent beds; but I +foresee that this bliss will not last very long. On the other side +of the Apennines we shall be up to the ears in dirt, and must eat +olives preserved in oil; but let it pass. Otto adapts himself +charmingly to all things; he begins to be merry--that is, at times! +I, too, have had a sort of vertigo--I am taken with Italian music; +but then there is a difference in hearing it on the spot. It has +more than melody; it has character. The luxuriance in nature and in +the female form; the light, fluttering movement of the people, +where even pain is melody, has won my heart and my understanding. +Travelling changes people! + +"Kiss mamma for me! Tell Eva about the health-drinking on the +Simplon, and about the falling avalanche: do not forget that; that +is precisely the point in my letter! Tell me too how Eva blushed, +and smiled, and said, 'He thought of me!' Yes, in fact it is very +noble of me. My sweet Sophie and her Kammerjunker, Jakoba and +Mamsell, must have a bouquet of greetings, which you must arrange +properly. If you could but see Otto and me with our mustaches! We +make an impression, and that is very pleasant. If the days only did +not go on so quickly--if life did not pass so rapidly! + + "'Questa vita mortale + Che par si bella, a quasi piuma al vento + Che la porta a la perde in un momento,' [Note: Guarini] +as we Italians say. Cannot you understand that? + +"Thy affectionate brother, + +"WILHELM." + +Otto wrote in the margin of the letter, "Italy is a paradise! Here +the heavens are three times as lofty as at home. I love the proud +pine-trees and the dark-blue mountains. Would hat everybody could +see the glorious objects!" + +Wilhelm added to this, "What he writes about the Italian heavens is +stupid stuff. Ours at home is just as good. He is an odd person, as +you very well know! + +"'Addic! A rivederci!'" + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + +"Thou art master in thy world. +Hast thou thyself, then thou hast all!" +--WAHLMANN. + +In the summer of 1834 the friends had been absent for two years. In +the last year, violet-colored gillyflowers had adorned a grave in +the little country church-yard. + +"A heart which overflowed with love, +Was gone from earth to love and God," +were the words which might be read upon the grave-stone. + +A withered bouquet of stocks had been found by Louise, with the +certificate of Eva's birth and her hymn-book. These were the +flowers which Wilhelm had given her that evening at Roeskelde. +Among the dry leaves there lay a piece of paper, on which she had +written,--"Even like these flowers let the feelings die away in my +soul which these flowers inspire it with!" + +And now above her grave the flowers which she had loved sent forth +their fragrance. + +It was Sunday; the sun shone warm; the church-goers, old and young, +assembled under the great lime-tree near Eva's grave. They expected +their young preacher, who to-day was to preach for the third time. + +The gentlefolks would also certainly be there, they thought, +because the young Baron was come back out of foreign parts, and +with him the other gentleman, who certainly was to have Miss +Louise. + +"Our new preacher is worth hearing," said one of the peasant women; +"such a young man, who actually preaches the old faith! as gentle +and as meek in conversation as if he were one of ourselves! And in +the pulpit, God help us! it went quite down into my legs the last +time about the Day of Judgment!" + +"There is Father!" [Note: The general term applied to the preacher +by the Danish peasants.] exclaimed the crowd, and the heads of old +and young were uncovered. The women courtesied deeply as a young +man in priest-robes went into the church-door. His eyes and lips +moved to a pious smile, the hair was smooth upon his pale forehead. + +"Good day, children!" said he. + +It was Hans Peter. He had, indeed, had "the best characters," and +thus had received a good living, and now preached effectively about +the devil and all his works. + +The singing of the community sounded above the grave where the sun +shone, where the stocks sent forth their fragrance, and where Eva +slept: she whose last wish was to live. + +"There is no love i' th' grave below, +No music, warmth, or pleasure." + +The earth lay firm and heavy upon her coffin-lid. + +During the singing of the second hymn a handsome carriage drove up +before the church-yard. The two friends, who were only just +returned to their home in Denmark, entered the church, together +with the mother and Louise. + +Travelling and two years had made Wilhelm appear somewhat older; +there was a shadow of sadness in his otherwise open and life-rejoicing +countenance. Otto looked handsomer than formerly; the gloomy +expression in his face was softened, he looked around cheerfully, +yet thoughtfully, and a smile was on his lips when he spoke with +Louise. + +There was in the sermon some allusion made to those who had +returned home; for the rest, it was a flowery discourse interlarded +with many texts from the Bible. The community shed tears; the good, +wise people, they understood it to mean that their young lord was +returned home uninjured from all the perils which abound in foreign +lands. + +The preacher was invited to dinner at the hall. The Kammerjunker +and Sophie came also, but it lasted "seven long and seven wide," as +Miss Jakoba expressed herself, before they could get through all +the unwrapping and were ready to enter the parlor, for they had +with them the little son Fergus, as he was called, after the +handsome Scotchman in Sir Walter Scott's "Waverley." That was +Sophie's wish. The Kammerjunker turned the name of Fergus to +Gusseman, and Jacoba asserted that it was a dog's name. + +"Now you shall see my little bumpkin!" said he, and brought in a +square-built child, who with fat, red cheeks, and round arms, +stared around him. "That is a strong fellow! Here is something to +take hold of! Tralla-ralla-ralla!" And he danced him round the +room. + +Sophie laughed and offered her hand to Otto. + +Wilhelm turned to Mamsell. "I have brought something for you," said +he, "something which I hope may find a place in the work-box--a man +made of very small mussel-shells; it is from Venice." + +"Heavens! from all that way off!" said she and courtesied. + +After dinner they walked in the garden. + +Wilhelm spoke already of going the following year again to Paris. + +"Satan!" said the Kammerjunker. "Nay, I can do better with Mr. +Thostrup. He is patriotic. He lays out his money in an estate. It +is a good bargain which you have made, and in a while will be +beautiful; there is hill and dale." + +"There my old Rosalie shall live with me," said Otto; "there she +will find her Switzerland. The cows shall have bells on their +necks." + +"Lord God! shall they also be made fools of?" exclaimed Jakoba: +"that is just exactly as if it were Sophie." + +They went through the avenue where Otto two years before had wept, +and had related all his troubles to Louise. He recollected it, and +a gentle sigh passed his lips whilst his eyes rested on Louise. + +"Now, do you feel yourself happy at home?" asked she; "a lovelier +summer's day than this you certainly have not abroad." + +"Every country has its own beauties," replied Otto. "Our Denmark is +not a step child of Nature. The people here are dearest to me, for +I am best acquainted with them. They, and not Nature, it is that +makes a land charming. Denmark is a good land; and here also will I +look for my happiness." He seized Louise's hand; she blushed, and +was silent. Happy hours succeeded. + +This circle assembled every Sunday; on the third, their delight was +greater, was more festal than on any former occasion. + +Nature herself had the same expression. The evening was most +beautiful; the full moon shone, magnificent dark-blue clouds raised +themselves like mountains on the other side the Belt. Afar off +sailed the ships, with every sail set to catch the breeze. + +Below the moon floated a coal-black cloud, which foretold a squall. + +A little yacht went calmly over the water. At the helm sat a boy-- +half a child he seemed: it was Jonas, the little singing-bird, as +Wilhelm had once called him. Last Whitsuntide he had been +confirmed, and with his Confirmation all his singer-dreams were at +an end: but that did not trouble him; on the contrary, it had lain +very heavy upon his heart that he was not to be a fifer. His +highest wish had been to see himself as a regimental fifer, and +then he should have gone to his Confirmation in his red uniform, +with a sabre at his side, and a feather in his hat half as tall +as himself. Thus adorned, he might have gone with the girls into +the King's Garden and upon the Round Tower, the usual walk for poor +children in Copenhagen. On Confirmation-day they ascend the high +tower, just as if it were to gain from it a free view over the +world. Little Jonas, however, was confirmed as a sailor, and he now +sat at the helm on this quiet night. + +Upon the deck lay two persons and slept; a third went tranquilly up +and down. Suddenly he shook one of the sleepers, and caught hold on +the sail. A squall had arisen with such rapidity and strength, that +the vessel in a moment was thrown on her side. Mast and sail were +below the water. Little Jonas uttered a shriek. Not a vessel was +within sight. The two sleepers had woke in time to cling to the +mast. With great force they seized the ropes, but in vain; the +sail hung like lead in the water. The ship did not right herself. + +"Joseph, Maria!" exclaimed one of them, a man with gray hairs and +unpleasing features. "We sink! the water is in the hold!" + +All three clambered now toward the hinder part of the vessel, where +a little boat floated after. One of them sprang into it. + +"My daughter!" cried the elder, and bent himself toward the narrow +entrance into the cabin. "Sidsel, save thy life!" and so saying, he +sprang into the boat. + +"We must have my daughter out," cried he. One of the ship's cabin +windows was under water; he burst in the other window. + +"We are sinking!" cried he, and a horrible scream was heard within. + +The old man was German Heinrich, who was about to come with this +vessel from Copenhagen to Jutland: Sidsel was his daughter, and +therefore he wished now to save her life a second time. + +The water rushed more and more into the ship. Heinrich thrust his +arm through the cabin-window, he grasped about in the water within; +suddenly he caught hold on a garment, he drew it toward him; but it +was only the captain's coat, and not his daughter, as he had hoped. + +"The ship sinks!" shrieked the other, and grasped wildly on the +rope which held the boat fast: in vain he attempted to divide it +with his pocket-knife. The ship whirled round with the boat and +all. Air and water boiled within it, and, as if in a whirlpool, the +whole sunk into the deep. The sea agitated itself into strong +surges over the place, and then was again still. The moon shone +tranquilly over the surface of the water as before. No wreck +remained to tell any one of the struggle which there had been with +death. + +The bell tolled a quarter past twelve; and at that moment the last +light at the hall was extinguished. + +"I will go to Paris," said Wilhelm, "to my glorious Switzerland; +here at home one is heavy-hearted; the gillyflowers on the grave +have an odor full of melancholy recollections. I must breathe the +mountain air; I must mingle in the tumult of men, and it is quite +the best in the world." + +Otto closed his eyes; he folded his hands. + +"Louise loves me," said he. "I am so happy that I fear some great +misfortune may soon meet me; thus it used always to be. Whilst +German Heinrich lives I cannot assure myself of good! If he were +away, I should be perfectly tranquil, perfectly happy!" + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's O. T., A Danish Romance, by Hans Christian Andersen + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK O. 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