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diff --git a/77051-0.txt b/77051-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..82b5229 --- /dev/null +++ b/77051-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3002 @@ + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77051 *** + + + + + + BOOKS BY + NICHOLAS KALASHNIKOFF + + The Defender + Toyon: A Dog of the North and His People + Jumper: The Life of a Siberian Horse + They That Take the Sword + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + + THE DEFENDER + + by Nicholas Kalashnikoff + + illustrated by + Claire and George Louden, jr. + + New York 1951 + CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1951, BY + NICHOLAS KALASHNIKOFF + + PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. NO PART OF THIS BOOK + MAY BE REPRODUCED IN ANY FORM WITHOUT + THE PERMISSION OF CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS + + [Illustration] + + + + + TO + MY DAUGHTER + + + + +AUTHOR’S FOREWORD + + +_“Everywhere there is life, and everywhere there are warm human +hearts.” These words, spoken by a school-teacher, I remember from many +years ago when I was a boy in Siberia. The teacher, Ivan Pavin, was a +man who took joy in his work and passed joy on to his pupils. The world +was a more wonderful place for discovering it with him. Best of all, he +delighted to tell us about people--all kinds of people--but especially +those of northern Siberia who lived in never-ending conflict with a +harsh land._ + +_When I grew up and left the village, I spent several years in the Far +North, where I had many occasions to test the truth of this saying. +Yes--I found warm hearts in plenty, but none warmer than that of Tim, +who was of the Yakut tribe. Tim’s full name was Timofey. He was greatly +respected by people among whom he lived, not only because he was honest +and brave but because he had powerful fists to match his courage. When +words failed to convince, his fists often could. One thing about him +interested me in particular. He was a self-appointed champion of the_ +chubuku, _or wild mountain rams, and took every opportunity to plead +with hunters to spare these rare animals who were fast disappearing +from the region._ + +_“Why?” I asked him one day, upon hearing him threaten to punish a +hunter who dared kill a ram in that neighborhood. “Why do you put +yourself out to befriend these creatures? Are they so precious to you?”_ + +_“Why?” he repeated my question. “That is simple. My step-father, +Turgen, who was a Lamut, loved the mountain rams, and I made him a +promise to protect them after he was gone. He is dead now--a fine man, +as anyone will tell you. Perhaps you would like to hear about him.”_ + +_I assured him that I would...._ + + + + +CHAPTER 1 + +[Illustration] + + +This is the story of the Lamut, Turgen, who lived alone high in the +hills of northeastern Siberia and had for friends a herd of mountain +rams. + +Turgen, whose name means “fleet-of-foot” in the Lamut tongue, was a +lonely man. It had not always been so. When he was younger he had had +a wife and a son whom he loved. But both had died of an illness that +burned like fire, and rested now in a single grave under the larch tree +outside his door. He had also had the liking and trust of the Yakuts +who were his neighbors in the valley below. Among them he was famed for +his knowledge of medicine. Knowing him for a kindly, generous man, they +came to him for healing grasses, and were never refused. He, in turn, +visited them and sat by their _komeleks_, or fire-places, to exchange +the latest news. + +All this was in the past. Turgen no longer received callers or went +into the valley, except to take fish to the widow Marfa and receive +milk for his own use. Marfa and her two children, a son Tim and a +daughter Aksa, were Turgen’s only friends. For the most part he stayed +close to his _yurta_, a simple hut perched between two cliffs above a +mountain stream. On sunny days, when he was not hunting or fishing, he +loved to sit on a rough bench under a great larch tree and smoke his +pipe while watching the activity in the valley below. The mountains +were full of mystery and peace. Because of them he could think of the +past without regret. + +You wonder why the people of the valley shunned Turgen. The reason, you +will say, was no reason at all. Word had spread among them that he was +friendly with the wild rams who lived in the mountains. “Who ever heard +of friendship between a man and mountain rams?” the Yakuts asked. It +was impossible. And if it was impossible, then Turgen was a sorcerer--a +partner of the devil. + + + + +CHAPTER 2 + +[Illustration] + + +Gossip, starting like a small fire, got bigger and bigger. One occasion +especially helped this evil rumor. On a holiday, years before, the +people of the valley had gathered to eat and drink and dance. As +always, the shamanist was present--a man believed to have power to +communicate with the good and evil spirits who were part of an ancient +faith. And as always he ate and drank with the gayest of the company. + +The shamanist had long been jealous of Turgen because of his influence +over the Yakuts. For one thing, Turgen was a sober man and kept his +wits at all times, which the shamanist did not do. As the shamanist was +dependent upon voluntary contributions for his living, he could not +tolerate the thought of yielding any authority to another. + +On this day the party went on hour after hour, until the shamanist from +an excess of food, drink, and excitement fell down unconscious. To the +superstitious Yakuts, who revered him greatly, he was in a trance and +they waited eagerly to hear what he would report about his conversation +with the spirits when he awoke. + +A woman named Stepa went to him and wailed: + +“Arise, O Shamanist, and open our eyes, ignorant people that we are. +Tell us our future and what we have to fear.” + +In a short while the shamanist rose, looked about him with wild eyes, +seized his tambourine and struck it several times. + +“I saw,” he muttered, “I saw a dark cloud swim across the sky to +Turgen’s yurta. I looked. I looked, and in it was the figure of a +devil. A real devil, with horns and a tail like a cow’s. I spoke, +putting a spell upon him, and he changed into a wild ram. I made the +spell stronger, and he vanished in the exact spot where Turgen lives. O +my friends! Beware of the devil in the ram’s hide!” + +With that, the shamanist fell to the ground again exhausted. + +Amazed, the Yakuts said to one another, “He has seen the devil! Let us +be thankful that the devil passed us by and went instead after the soul +of Turgen.” + +[Illustration] + +But here the woman Stepa, who wanted to be in the shamanist’s good +graces, interrupted. “Beware the devil!” she screamed. “He can come +to you too. You say that Turgen is a Christian--but has anyone seen him +pray when the priest visited us? No. Believe me, the devil is looking +to have such people for a friend. Beware of Turgen! Avoid him!” + +The Yakuts were more impressed by the shamanist’s vision than by +Stepa’s words. Still they listened and remembered. When, not long +afterwards, the shamanist had another vision in which Turgen was +associating with the devil, the simple started to believe. They did not +condemn Turgen, nor would they harm him. “If he has bound himself to +the devil,” they said, “that is his affair. We’ll just stay away from +him.” + +They did so, and time passed. People might even have forgotten the +story of Turgen’s sorcery had not a simple, foolish man named Nikita +come running to the village one day to report in great excitement that +he had seen Turgen sitting on the bench beneath his larch tree while a +mountain ram strolled nearby. + +“With my own eyes I saw it,” he declared. “A wild ram in company with a +man.” + +Everyone knew Nikita for a careless talker who embroidered truth with +a lively imagination, but the Yakuts were a superstitious people and +like many others were easily convinced by loud shouting. “Think of it,” +they said, shaking their heads dolefully, “a wild ram has become tame. +Such a thing has never been heard of before. This really smells of the +devil’s work.” + +For these men had hunted the mountain rams all their lives and they +knew that no wild creature in the world was so fearful of human beings. +Hunting them was hazardous sport because the rams lived in the most +remote crags. Many a hunter had fallen and been crippled for life +trying to search them out. There was a saying that anyone who killed a +ram was certain to meet misfortune, but this was one of those popular +beliefs not to be examined too carefully for truth. + +Of course, the Yakuts might have gone to Turgen and questioned him, but +they didn’t. “Is it reasonable to ask a sorcerer why he takes the devil +for friend?” they asked. “Better stay out of harm’s way lest the evil +spirits reach out and take the inquisitive ones also into their net.” + +So it was that the people of the valley no longer visited Turgen, or he +them. + + + + +CHAPTER 3 + +[Illustration] + + +“Words that speak evil, though they have no teeth, can tear the heart,” +was an old proverb. It hurt Turgen that the Yakuts turned from him, +avoided his questions and all contact with him. It was as if a dead +wall of ill-will had suddenly risen between him and the people of the +valley. Because he was ignorant of any wrong on his part, he tried not +to think too much and went about his own affairs. But solitude is not +easy to endure, for the reason that thoughts cannot be trapped. They +keep buzzing round and round in the head, like angry autumn flies, +giving one no rest. + +Turgen thought of himself as independent, healthy and strong and in +need of no one’s assistance. Still it was difficult to be deprived of +human talk and human association. + +Fortunately for him, there lived in the valley a widow named Marfa with +her two children--a boy Tim and a girl Aksa--at whose komelek he was +welcome to sit whenever it pleased him. There he would smoke his pipe +and entertain the children with some story, and on leaving hear the +warm and comforting words: “Come again Turgen, and soon.” + +Marfa owned a good cow which furnished milk sufficient for her own +needs and for her friend. Turgen loved hot tea with milk, to him a real +treat. + +Marfa’s yurta stood near a lake which was surrounded by a forest, far +from other dwellings. The Yakuts seldom visited her. Knowing that she +was poor, they feared she might ask something of them, and because of +the children they might be moved to rash promises. Conscience has a way +of making itself felt, like a thorn in the body, so they reasoned that +it would be safer to stay away and avoid temptation. + +Marfa would have considered herself poor indeed had she not had a solid +yurta and her fine cow. But one cannot live on milk alone. Necessity +forced her to leave the children by day and work for some wealthy +Yakuts. Her heart was never at ease with the children alone at home, +but she had no choice. + +Hers was not an easy life. In the summer she caught fish by nets from +the lake, mowed the field grass to feed the cow in winter, made clothes +for the children, and saw to it that there was firewood stored away +for the cold weather. Trees were abundant, but it was beyond her +strength to chop them down, and she had no horse with which to drag the +logs out of the woods. So, in return for housework, her Yakut employer +chopped and delivered wood for her. In spite of work and worry, she did +not complain. She asked nothing of God, except good health for herself, +her children, and her cow. God must have seen and been pleased, for all +of them were blessed with the best of health. + +The cow lived in a warm shed separated from the yurta by a thin +partition which in summer opened like a window to admit her head. There +she would stand chewing her cud and regarding everybody with her kind +eyes. No wonder that she was considered a welcome member of the family. +The children carried on long conversations with her, not in the least +frightened by her great size and magnificent horns. They knew her to +be good-natured and fully believed that she understood everything they +said. Maybe she did. It is certain that she knew her name, Whitey, for +she answered to it promptly when called. In the grazing season the +children were charged to look after her lest she stray too far, but +Marfa sometimes wondered whether it was not Whitey who guarded the +children. In many ways her cow sense prompted her that her help was +necessary if Tim and Aksa were to grow up well and strong, and she gave +it gladly. + +These were Turgen’s friends in the valley, a kindly family but poor. + + + + +CHAPTER 4 + +[Illustration] + + +A person who is alone spends a great deal of time in thought. It was +so with Turgen. And though his thoughts repeated themselves day after +day, still he found pleasure in them. True, they got mixed up at times, +so that he found it difficult to separate present from past: all +appeared part of one precious experience, without beginning or end. But +whichever way his thoughts turned--there were Marfa and the children. + +They had become his friends shortly after the death of Marfa’s husband. +Turgen had known the couple for years, but acquaintance is not the same +as friendship. + +He remembered Marfa when she was a frightened girl working in the homes +of wealthy Yakuts. At that time he had no occasion to speak to her, and +besides she was very shy. Then when she was past her first youth she +married a Yakut in the neighborhood who needed a good worker to look +after his three cows. Marfa’s life was changed by marriage but it was +not improved. Her husband was a sickly man unable to do a full day’s +work, and when the children came her cares increased. The death of the +husband soon after the birth of their second child left Marfa with the +burden of the household upon her. Of the three cows, two had to be +sold. Hardships and the years put wrinkles in her face and she grew old +before her time. However, her body was fortunately still strong and she +accepted what God sent. + +This part of her life Turgen knew only from hearsay. It was later that +he met her as a friend, and he loved to recall the incident. + +One winter, returning from a hunt on skis, he was passing her yurta +when he noticed that neither sparks nor smoke came from the chimney. +He stopped at once, thinking in fright, “A dead chimney. What has +happened? I must investigate.” + +To people of the North a chimney without life in the cold of winter is +a sign of disaster. + +Turgen ran towards the yurta. While still some distance away he could +hear the anxious mooing of the cow and a child weeping. He opened the +door cautiously. The yurta was dark and cold. + +“Who is it? Come in and help me light a fire,” a childish voice +called. Turgen struck a match and saw a small boy, his face and hands +black with soot, rocking a cradle in which a baby sat crying as if the +world were lost. With his free hand he tried to stir the fire in the +komelek into life while he blew on its dead embers. + +“Let me,” Turgen said, and added, “Don’t be afraid of me. But I can see +that you are a big boy and not easily frightened.” + +“Yes,” the boy answered soberly. “Mama says that I am already five and +Aksa is two winters old. She is little and an awful cry-baby. My name +is Tim. What is yours?” + +“My name is Turgen. I like you, Tim.” + +“I like you, too.” + +Then, examining Turgen by the light of the new dancing fire, he said, +“Why should I be afraid of you? You built the fire, so you must be +kind.” + +“Where is your mother?” Turgen asked. + +“She went to work and I was to keep up the fire. But I slept and the +fire died,” the boy admitted guiltily. + +The yurta was now warm and cheerful. Both the cow and the baby had +stopped their crying. The little girl could not take her bright, +inquisitive eyes away from the strange man. + +[Illustration] + +While taking off his kuklianka Turgen questioned the boy. “Is the cow +hungry that she was calling so? And what about your sister?” + +Tim shrugged his shoulders. “Our cow always moos like that when there +is no fire in the komelek. She is afraid for us. And Aksa must be +hungry. Mama told me to give her milk with hot water to drink, but how +could I heat the water when there was no fire?” + +“Of course,” Turgen agreed. “That wasn’t your fault. I’ll do it right +away.” + +Having had her warm milk, Aksa was soon sitting on Turgen’s knees +looking with drowsy and contented eyes into the leaping fire. The +visitor pleased her as well as Tim. + +Happy to have their trust, Turgen considered what other help he could +give them. “Have you any flour, meat and fish?” he asked the boy. + +Tim shook his head, “Mama said that there is a little barley meal, but +no meat or fish. She will ask the neighbors for some. Perhaps you are +hungry. I will give you half of my mill-cake. Do you want it?” + +“No, thank you, Tim. I am not hungry. Besides, there is smoked uikola +in my bag. Do you like it?” + +“Very much. It is fat. Aksa also loves it, and Mama too. Give some to +them.” + +“I shall give you all that I have and later I’ll bring you more.” + +Turgen was enjoying his conversation with the bright little boy. “Tell +me, who taught you how to keep the fire going in the komelek?” + +“Mama,” said Tim promptly. “She says that if you blow on the hot coals +they will flare up. But no matter how hard I blew, nothing happened. We +have matches but Mama hides them from me. She is afraid I might set the +yurta on fire.” + +Aksa was ready to sleep now, so Turgen wrapped a blanket around her and +put her in the basket, which served as a crib. Then he examined the +yurta. + +Poverty stared at him from every corner. Nowhere could he see a sign of +food. “I will come tomorrow and bring more fish,” he promised himself, +“for I have plenty of everything.” + +“When do you expect your mother?” he asked Tim. + +“Soon. She never lets us stay alone in the dark, and it is almost +evening. Maybe she got a lot of fish and it is heavy for her to carry,” +he suggested. + +“Perhaps. But sit up until she comes, and keep the fire going. In +weather like this it is easy to freeze without a fire.” He picked up +his kuklianka. “Now I must be going. Tell your mother that the Lamut +Turgen was here. She knows me.” + +The boy looked at Turgen with eyes which begged him to stay. “I like to +watch the fire ... when I am not alone. You know how to do everything, +don’t you? When I grow up I will know everything too, just like you. +Please don’t go for a while.” + +“I must,” Turgen told him. “I live in the mountains and want to be home +before it gets too dark. It is good that you are not the cowardly sort.” + +“Why must you get home before dark?” Tim wanted to know. “Are you +afraid of wolves? I hear they attack people in winter. But you have a +gun. What kind is it? A good one?” + +Turgen threw back his head and laughed. “Oh, what a talker! You know +about wolves and even guns. Someday you’ll surely be a hunter. And now, +good-by. Mind you don’t fall asleep. I’ll be back soon.” + + + + +CHAPTER 5 + +[Illustration] + + +Night comes quickly in the north, so Turgen walked briskly. His heart +was troubled as he thought of the children. Only extreme want could +have forced Marfa to leave them alone. For the closest neighbor, he +knew, lived not less than half a mile away. + +“Poor woman! Here I have everything and she nothing. It is necessary to +help her. But how?” + +Arriving home, he was moved by a sudden impulse to fill a sack full of +frozen fish and partridges. Then, grabbing up some salt and tea, he +started back to Marfa’s. So high were his spirits, he did not feel the +weight of his load. As his skis carried him swiftly down hill, he could +see from a distance bright sparks flying from the yurta’s chimney. + +“The boy is not sparing with the wood. That is good.” Then it occurred +to him: “But maybe Marfa is home by now.” The thought abashed him, for +he reasoned: “Suppose she refuses my gift and says ‘I am not a pauper +that I should accept charity’?” And it was possible that she shared the +distrust of the valley people toward him. + +At the door he stood for some time hesitating. Finally he decided: “Be +what may. I will say that I have no money, but I wish to buy milk from +her and will pay for it with these foodstuffs.” Nevertheless, he set +the sack outside the door before he knocked timidly. + +Marfa’s voice said, “Who’s there? Come in.” + +As he stepped over the threshold the boy cried out in joy: “It is he, +Mama. The kind man who built the fire and gave us the uikola. I told +you he would return.” + +Marfa looked at Turgen, saw that he was embarrassed, and held out her +hand in greeting. “Don’t mind Tim. Take off your kuklianka and come sit +by the fire. Thank you for what you did for the children. I was working +and was delayed. It always worries me to leave them alone, but what can +I do?” + +Moving quickly, she placed a tea kettle on the fire, brought out a +small table and said: “Move closer to the fire and the light. Have some +hot tea with mill-cakes and the uikola you gave us. You are welcome to +all there is. Tomorrow they have promised to pay me in fish. My last +year’s catch was very poor and I have nothing left, although it is only +January.” + +Marfa spoke simply, but her voice was charged with anxiety. + +Squatting before the fire, Turgen took out his pipe and with his bare +fingers picked up a burning ember with which to light it. He inhaled +deeply, then let his breath go. From behind the screen of smoke he +looked at Marfa attentively. + +Now it came to him for the first time that he really did not know her +at all. She was a thin woman of medium height, quick and determined in +her movements. Her face had the prominent cheek bones and flattened +nose of the Yakut. While she was not pretty, she was pleasing to look +at with her dark, thick hair and hazel eyes full of kindness. “There +is beauty of soul in her eyes,” thought Turgen, “but sorrow too.” +He imagined he could read in them the truth she tried to hide: “If +tomorrow I don’t get anything, I really don’t know what will become of +us. You can see for yourself how poorly we live.” + +At a loss how to console her, and embarrassed by his own distress, +Turgen turned to Tim as a safe subject of conversation. “You know, you +have a fine son, Marfa. He was generous enough to offer me half of his +mill-cake. He should be a great help to you.” + +“Well,” Marfa answered hesitantly, “but it will take time. However, +the young do grow up fast. If only God will give me the strength to +raise them and put them on their feet.” Then she added more cheerfully, +“Do sit down. We’ll have some tea. Everything is ready.” + +Feeling bolder and more at ease now, Turgen said, “Thank you, I will. +Only permit me to give you a present. It is right here outside the +door.” + +Without waiting for her reply, he got the sack of provisions and +brought it into the yurta. + +“Mama, Mama,” Tim cried, “now you don’t have to go to work. Look at all +the food he brought us!” + +Marfa leaned against the wall and her eyes filled with tears. Turgen +was more embarrassed than ever. But before he could think what to say +or what to do, Marfa recovered her composure and thanked him warmly. +“My husband used to tell me that the Yakuts avoided you because you +lived in the mountains and ... were friendly with wild rams. He also +said that you were kind and that the people stupidly spread false tales +about you. Now I can see this for myself. Sit down. Do. Talk to Tim +while I go to prepare a real dinner.” + +That was an unforgettable evening for Turgen. Though few words were +exchanged, he felt that much had been communicated because the hours +held so much of friendship and hospitality. Tim was long asleep by the +time he was ready to leave. + +It had not been difficult to persuade Marfa to supply him with milk in +return for provisions. “To tell you the truth,” he said, “I have so +much food that it will take care of all of us. And I need your milk. I +used to get milk from the valley people, but now as you know they do +not approve of me. I am sorry about this, and I should be more than +sorry if they caused you any trouble because of your kindness to me.” + +Marfa’s voice was firm as she answered him: “You are my friend, Turgen. +You are saving my children and me from want and perhaps starvation. Who +can forbid me to choose my own friends? Do not fear. I will look out +for myself. Before I was timid, but now I am a mother and in my home I +am mistress.” + +So Turgen’s friendship with Marfa and her family began. In the next +fours years, until Tim was nine and Aksa six, it grew and flourished. +“Surely God Himself directed my footsteps to their yurta,” Turgen would +often think. + +All would have been well, except that the evil let loose in the valley +was spreading and the feeling of the people against him grew and grew. + + + + +CHAPTER 6 + +[Illustration] + + +From Marfa, Turgen learned what his neighbors thought of him and +said of him. Although he cared, he was a proud man and did not think +it necessary to justify his actions to anyone. Furthermore, he was +discovering that solitude can be a very pleasant thing. Now that +visitors no longer came with their trifling requests, he had time to +enjoy his small kingdom. Here he had lived all his life and he loved +it--the mountains with their strange enchantment, the brook, the lake, +the forest, the simple yurta. And always there was with him the memory +of the wife and son his love and knowledge had not been able to save +though he tried every art at his command. The flowers he had planted on +their grave bloomed each summer and beckoned him on warm days to sit +there on his bench with his pipe for company. + +Turgen was one of those lean, muscular men to whom the years are kind. +His coppery skin, so free of hair, was finely wrinkled under the +narrow, kindly eyes, deepset beneath bushy brows. His gray hair grew in +untidy rows like a neglected field. But his hands kept their firmness, +his eyes their sharpness, his feet the spring of youth. How old was +he? Impossible to say, for he had stopped reckoning the years when he +reached fifty. “Why count the winters?” he asked himself. “You live +through them, and thank God. For whom is it necessary to know?” + +In short, Turgen looked like what he was--a kindly man, built to endure +the life of a hunter and fisherman. In both these pursuits he was very +skillful. And he was not poor, though many considered him so because +he owned neither horses nor cows. No one is really poor who can have +food for the taking, and Turgen had besides valuable pelts which were +ready exchange for cartridges, yarn for nets, barley meal, salt, and +other provisions supplied by a merchant who called once a month. Kamov +was the merchant’s name. His visits gave Turgen much pleasure, for he +brought news of the world and was always ready for a friendly chat. + +What he got from the merchant Turgen shared with Marfa and her +children. It was a holiday for him just to sit in her yurta sipping +tea and saying nothing. To Marfa he had little to talk about, but with +the children he talked freely of many things--mostly of the life +around them, and of his boyhood. When the children, full of curiosity, +wanted to know more and more, and questioned him about other marvels +he knew, he told them tales to make their eyes grow big--tales of the +great warrior Tugan and his son Chaal, a famous athlete; stories of +the animals and fish who inhabited the tundra; legends explaining the +sun and moon and stars. The sun, it seemed, was servant to the Great +Spirit, a powerful warrior clothed in armor of precious stones and +wearing a crown of fire. The moon was his sister and one of her duties +was to guard the stars, those eyes of countless angels, to make sure +they did not go out and plunge the world into darkness. + +Yes, Turgen knew everything. + +These evenings were rare. In winter he did not call for his milk +oftener than twice a month but spent the long evenings weaving his nets +or smoking his pipe while he stared into the fire and reflected on the +odd turns that life takes, on the joys that he knew in the peace of his +mountains. Or if the solitude became a burden, he would take down from +a shelf a reed he had carved long ago from a willow tree. And placing +it to his lips he would bring forth a sweet, sad melody that would +express thoughts impossible to put in words. + +After that he would lie down to sleep like a marmot, covered snugly +under two blankets made of the skins of rabbits and wolves. If he was +fortunate, he would be carried off in dreams to another and happier +life. What he liked best was to dream of his wife and son, to re-live +the fine times they had together. But to his regret nice dreams were +few, the winters long and stern. + + + + +CHAPTER 7 + +[Illustration] + + +The mountain rams had become a part of Turgen’s life almost by +accident. It all began so long ago that he never gave thought to it +until one day Marfa out of curiosity asked him a question which brought +to mind an almost forgotten incident. + +“Why do you call them rams?” she wanted to know. “Are not they the same +as sheep?” + +“Yes and no,” Turgen answered. “In the family of domestic sheep only +the males have horns. But all wild rams have horns. Of course, those of +the female rams are smaller.” + +Marfa nodded. “But is it not strange that only recently you came to +love the rams? Surely you knew them before.” + +“Of course I knew them. When I was young I used to hunt them.” + +“You killed them?” Aksa asked in a shocked voice. + +“I did,” Turgen admitted. “It was a sin. Unfortunately, one has to live +many years to understand what is good and what evil. Living alone is a +help to thinking, and often something will happen to open a man’s eyes.” + +He paused, got up and put wood on the fire, sat down again and puffed +on his pipe. + +“Let me tell you what happened to me twenty or more years ago. It was +winter. November. Government officials called to order me to act as +guide to an important foreigner, a hunter. The man was impressive--tall +and stern and clean-shaven. I couldn’t understand a word he said +but an interpreter explained that he had come to hunt our mountain +rams. I wasn’t very anxious to go with him, but what could I do? The +authorities insisted. + +“Well, I led them up the mountain. A hunt--pah! It was a picnic. There +were about twenty people in the party, including Russian and Yakut +officials. There was so much to eat and drink that soon all were acting +as if they were insane--shooting at everything and anything until the +hills echoed with their noise. One thing I must admit though. They had +excellent guns.” + +Tim ventured an observation. “With such guns they undoubtedly killed +many animals.” + +Turgen’s smile was contemptuous. “No. How could they? They couldn’t +even aim straight. In two weeks they killed two wolves, ten rabbits, +and one bear they roused out of his lair. As for rams, I confess that I +was crafty and led them places where rams were usually not to be found. +Yet a family of five did appear suddenly out of nowhere. O, Lord, what +firing there was! They all fired at once, seized by greed. And somehow +they managed to kill the largest one, who was probably old and the last +in line. At least, that’s the only way I can explain their luck. The +poor fellow fell, and while the other rams vanished so quickly that not +even the dogs could catch up with them, the hunters threw themselves +upon him. What a disgusting spectacle it was. And for what? So that +the important visitor could have a pelt and some horns. The horns were +truly fine. ‘He will brag about them for the rest of his life,’ the +interpreter said. + +“It was this brutal murder,” Turgen went on, “that awoke in me pity for +the rams. I was more sly after that and led the party only to places +when rams would never go. When the officials grew angry, complaining +that I was a poor guide and that because of me they were disgraced +before the foreigner, I answered: ‘What can I do? Your shooting has +frightened the animals away and they have run for perhaps a hundred +miles.’ They complained and threatened some more. Then they held a +council to decide where they could find another guide. But the Yakuts +told them that Turgen was the best in the whole region. The affair +might have ended differently, but it got cold suddenly, there was +a blizzard, and the important visitor left post haste for his own +country. Of course, I rejoiced that the rams were now left in peace. +But for several winters I did not see them. They had gone from here. +In time, as you know, they returned. I saw them rarely. They came and +vanished. Still I was happy to have them living again in my mountains.” +As they listened intently, Marfa and the children shared Turgen’s fears +and happiness. Now they understood his affection for the rams. + + + + +CHAPTER 8 + +[Illustration] + + +By stepping on to a ledge outside his door, Turgen on a clear day had +a wonderful view of the valley below and the mountains above him. When +he tired of watching the tiny figures of men and women scurrying about +at the foot of his hill, he had only to turn his eyes upward to see a +different and fascinating sight. For there, dodging among the crags, +were specks which he knew to be wild rams. + +“How do they live?” he asked himself one evening. The hills were barren +except for sparse tufts of moss, an occasional thin clump of grass, +and now and then a tough, hardy shrub that could not contain much +nourishment. + +His curiosity and pity aroused, Turgen watched the rams intently all +that season and the next. He could make out nine individuals of what +he assumed to be a family--or, as he called it, a tribe. In summer +one lamb--or it might be two--were added to the number, but they +disappeared with cold weather. + +Then Turgen began to worry. For with the cold weather came snow to +cover the moss and grass and dry up the meagre shrubs. Even at a +distance he could sense the animals’ despair as they searched avidly +beneath the snow for any poor morsel to chew upon. Their grey-brown +wool hung loosely on them now, and they moved indifferently, without +spirit. Unless there was a hint of danger. Then they would lift their +heads proudly and take themselves into the distance with incredible +lightness and speed. + +“Poor things.” Turgen spoke his thoughts aloud. “To think that I used +to hunt you to kill you! What harm are you to anyone? You who ask only +for freedom.” + +But pity could not help them. He must find a way to give them practical +aid. He considered one thing, then another. At last he fixed upon a +plan. + +First he built a light sleigh which he loaded with hay. Then, putting +on skis, he pulled the sleigh to the ridge of the next mountain, dumped +the hay, and returned home. Not a ram was in sight, but he could feel +their inquisitive and fearful eyes upon him from behind the boulders +farther up the hill. + +From his own door he watched them approach the hay warily, circle it +and trample it, and stoop to nibble at it. They seemed to fear a trap. +But when he went back to the spot the hay was gone. After that he took +frequent offerings of food to them, and gradually the rams came to +accept his gifts without hesitation. Although they never approached +him when he visited the feeding ground, he caught glimpses of them in +hiding, awaiting his coming. In order to gain their greater confidence, +he made it a point never to carry a gun. He even gave up his habit of +carrying an iron-tipped stick which helped him in climbing. For he knew +that all animals fear the rod which gives forth noise and fire. + +It was not easy to conquer the fear of these wild creatures. It needed +patience as well as understanding. But Turgen had both. Season after +season he gave them care and attention, and was rewarded by knowing +that they accepted him and depended upon him even though they did not +fully trust him. A time came when they no longer hid from him but +stood watching from a safe distance as if to determine what sort of +being this was from whom they received nothing but good. And he had +another satisfaction. The food he gave them worked a miracle in their +appearance. They were no longer the sad, dishevelled animals of former +days. + +[Illustration] + +His heart leaped for joy one day when he went to the feeding ground +and discovered the entire ram family gathered in a group on a little +mound near by. + +“Eh!” Turgen declared with pleasure. “You are truly a good-looking +band--strong and healthy. And you eat now as if you enjoyed it.” + +The rams eyed him gravely, with an expression that might have been +gratitude on their long homely faces. + +“Yes,” they seemed to be saying. “Perhaps your pampered cattle down +below would not thrive on this fare, but for savages like us it is +nourishing. You see, we are not looking to put on fat, merely to +survive.” + +With these friends, who had become like his own children, Turgen knew +that he would never again be lonely as before. + + + + +CHAPTER 9 + +[Illustration] + + +“A good man greets each new day as if it were a holiday.” Turgen +thought of this proverb upon waking every morning now, because it +described exactly the way he felt. By becoming the protector of these +defenseless animals, he had found a mission which used all the warmth +of his lonely heart. He only regretted that the idea of feeding the +rams had occurred to him so late. “But why waste time in regret?” he +reflected. “Better rejoice that the idea came to me at last.” + +In order not to give the rams occasion for fright, it was necessary +to change certain of his habits. For one thing, he did no hunting at +all in the neighborhood of his yurta and the rams’ feeding ground, but +travelled some distance before permitting himself to fire a shot. He +was gratified to discover before long that with the coming of spring +birds and small animals, especially squirrels, flocked to his mountain +side in great numbers. It was as if a rumor had spread that his place +was their assurance of safety. The next spring and the next it was +the same. Gay and charming visitors he had never known before came to +delight him with their presence, and he felt himself being drawn into +another world. How wonderful to be looked upon as a friend rather than +as an enemy of these creatures! + +In three years the rams, too, showed growing confidence in him. He fed +them regularly, even when the snow melted and the crevices of the rocky +hills revealed young grass and tender new shoots on the shrubs. + +One sunny day he had gone as usual to the Rams’ Mountain and was +standing on a ledge near the feeding ground waiting for them to appear. +Soon he saw three coming cautiously toward him. Quickly he stepped out +of sight. By their watchful movements he judged that they had been sent +to reconnoitre, and he was more sure of this a moment later when they +bleated a piercing “Ma-a! Ma-a!” + +He could not doubt that this was a signal to inform hidden companions +that all was well, for the entire ram family now appeared, led by a +huge powerful fellow who held his head with its sharp spiralling horns +proudly. “What strength! What assurance!” Turgen thought, enchanted. +The long beard and tail indicated that the leader ram was not young, +but his legs were slender and built to endure. He had a reddish-brown +coat flecked here and there with white. By his extraordinary size and +confident attitude he impressed his authority on the herd. + +When the leader after a brief survey had satisfied himself that +there was no danger he spoke calmly to his charges. “Ma-a!” he said. +Whereupon all the rams fell to eating. + +Turgen counted them: six females and three males--with two lambs not +more than three weeks old, which he had not seen before. Unlike the +lambs he had noticed briefly in previous seasons, these were gay and +frisky and seemed prepared to enjoy a long life. Two lambs to six +females was not a large increase. Still they were promise of new +generations. Turgen was overjoyed. Surely the smaller one must be a +girl, the larger one a boy. He watched them drink greedily of their +mother’s milk, then pick at some grass only to reject it disdainfully +and return to their mothers. Clearly they preferred milk to the food of +grown-ups. + +Turgen could not take his eyes from the rams, his wild mountaineers. In +his imagination he saw this little family grown into a great herd. + + + + +CHAPTER 10 + +[Illustration] + + +Just then the leader sounded a sharp warning upon which the rams +vanished. Turgen looked to see what had frightened them, but could +discover nothing amiss. He listened, and heard a noise as of sifting +sand and gravel. Someone must be there. But who? Then his attentive +eyes caught sight of a bear stealthily creeping toward the clearing. He +was enormous. + +By nature a bear was clumsy and sluggish, no match in speed for the +light-footed rams, but he had his own sure method of hunting. He would +search out the path by which the rams traveled to get food and water, +and there he would lie in wait for them behind one of the cliffs. He +would wait for hours, patiently. Providing the wind was in his favor, +his scent did not betray him and the rams would come unsuspectingly +within reach. Then a pounce, a single blow of his enormous paw, and the +nearest ram would be killed. + +Turgen knew all this, knew also that the bear before him was an +experienced hunter. Lacking a gun, he was powerless to give the rams +any help. He thought of shouting, remembering that a bear is afraid of +the human voice, but this might frighten the rams even more and decide +them to seek another place of refuge. What then was he to do? + +Rocks! He would throw rocks at the bear. + +Taking quick aim, he fired a stone which lit near the bear’s feet. The +animal stopped, turned his head to sniff the air from all directions. +When his eyes fixed upon Turgen above him, he let out a roar of fright +that echoed from cliff to cliff and threw himself down the hillside. +The clatter was terrific as he rolled over brush and outthrustings of +rocks, crashing and bouncing and setting in motion a series of small +landslides. + +Attracted by the racket the old ram reappeared farther up the mountain +and stood watching his enemy’s progress with an expression of +contentment. + +Satisfied that the rams were safe, Turgen started home conscious that +the leader was following him with his eyes. A dreadful thought assailed +him: What if the rams associated him with the bear? What if their old +suspicion of man were aroused and they left this region for another? + + + + +CHAPTER 11 + +[Illustration] + + +That night Turgen could sleep little, but tossed and turned in anxiety +lest his charges desert him. For they had become necessary to him, +perhaps more necessary than he to them. The next morning he rose early +and hurried to the feeding ground with a generous supply of grass. Good +or bad, he must know the truth. + +His fears were promptly quieted when he saw the rams’ fresh tracks in +the clearing. As usual, he deposited the hay, then stood behind a rock +to wait. But not for long. First to come were the scouts, then the +leader. Then the family. In spite of their dirty-brown coats they were +to him a lovely sight in their strength and grace and daring. The old +leader was like a king arrayed in tatters, fully three feet in height +and nearly six feet from tip to tip. The females, appropriately, were +smaller, with almost straight horns, and held themselves with a kind of +humility. + +But it was the lambs to whom Turgen’s heart went out. “The darlings!” +he whispered. + +Of course, the shy one who never ventured from her mother’s side was a +female, the gay prankish one a male. If in his play he dared approach +the cliff, the old leader recalled him with a snort to his anxious +parent. + +“Eh! They are splendid children.” + +The rams seemed at home and at ease wandering about the clearing, and +Turgen was reminded that it took more than a single fright to make +them forsake their accustomed haunts. They were known to be stubbornly +faithful to the place which provided them with food and shelter. + +Turgen was starting down the mountain to return home when he noticed +the leader ram circle the clearing excitedly, then with amazing +lightness spring to the top of a rocky ledge where he had a good view +of the mountain side. Sharply he surveyed the region, and sharply gave +warning. + +The warning was taken up by the other males, and promptly the females +ranged themselves in a circle with their rumps together and their heads +pointing out. The lambs, held within the circle, pushed against their +elders inquisitively in an effort to get out, where were the other +males. + +As a general, the leader was magnificent. From a height of at least +twenty-five feet he dropped easily to the clearing and again made a +full swing around its center edge. On another signal from him the males +took posts along the cliff and the herd froze in position, front legs +braced, horns lowered, all facing the exposed slope. + +“An astonishing battle formation!” Turgen said to himself in excitement +and wonder. The rams were prepared to fight off an enemy. But who was +the enemy? “Wolves?” Turgen wondered. He had heard of rams’ exploits in +battle, but never had he seen anything like this. + +Intently he watched, and soon he saw three forest wolves approaching +the clearing, enormous beasts made bold and dangerous by hunger through +the winter. His heart beat fast with terror for his herd. What he would +have given for a gun! Lacking that, he made sure that his knife was +ready to hand, even though he knew himself to be a helpless onlooker +should the wolves attack. “For I’m not a bird and not a ram, to go from +crag to crag,” he thought. + +[Illustration] + +The first wolf had reached the edge of the clearing now. With his mouth +open, revealing powerful tusks, and the hair erect on his spine, he was +terrifying to look at. Turgen heard him growl, a low fierce rumble, and +waited for him to pounce, but instead he flung himself full length +on the ground while still keeping his burning eyes on the rams. Was he +perhaps selecting his prey? Turgen did not know, but he saw how the +female rams drew together in a closer circle behind the leader. It was +quite clear by their staunch attitudes that the rams had no intention +of running away. + +What a battle it would be! But what chance had the rams against those +three beasts? + +The first wolf, tiring of inactivity and prompted by greed, decided +against waiting longer for his companions and rose to his feet. Slowly +he advanced. With each cautious step Turgen expected him to plunge. + +Then an amazing thing happened. The old ram without warning, lowered +his head to the ground and sprang at the advancing enemy. So exactly +had he gauged the distance that his horns struck the wolf in the chest +with an impact strong enough to raise him in the air and send him +hurtling over the cliff. His howls echoed around the mountain as he +fell and so distracted the other two wolves that they turned from the +clearing and raced after their unlucky comrade. + +It seemed not more than a minute that it took to wage and win the +battle. Then the herd of rams broke formation to lie down and rest. +Except for the lambs who were as full of play as ever. + +Turgen, making his way home on legs which did not seem to belong to +him, lived over again the old ram’s victory. It was as if the triumph +were his own. + + + + +CHAPTER 12 + +[Illustration] + + +At home he could not get the incident out of his mind. These wild +mountaineers had become like his own flesh and blood--what happened to +them was his experience also. + +It was midnight, but he could not sleep from excitement. Reaching for +his reed, he started to play--and soon the yurta was filled with music +that spoke of sadness and at the same time of quiet rejoicing. The +melodies were new to him. They had seemingly sprung out of the air in +order to celebrate the afternoon’s wonderful adventure. + +At last he lay down to rest. With all his heart he desired this night +to see a fine dream. What kind of a dream he did not know, but he felt +that he must communicate the day’s fortune to the good spirit of the +yurta. For had not a good spirit come to drive out the evil spirit when +he made himself the protector of the rams? Turgen believed that it +had. For his faith in God--the Great Spirit who ruled the world--did +not exclude the possibility that there were other spirits known to his +forefathers who acted as messengers for God and Satan and had more time +to concern themselves with the affairs of a poor Lamut. + +His wish was granted him. In his sleep he saw a joyous dream. + +His wife and son entered the yurta, looking just as he remembered them. +He wanted to welcome them, to say a thousand things he had in his mind +to tell them, but no words came. He could only gaze at their dear faces +in silent astonishment. + +His wife came near, took him by the hand, smiled and said: “Turgen, get +up and come with us. The Great Spirit is happy that you are taking care +of the wild rams and wants to thank you personally.” + +Turgen rose as he was directed and went with them. But his wife and +son seemed to float through the air rather than walk and he had great +difficulty keeping up. Up hills, over vertical cliffs he followed after +them, gasping from exhaustion and fearful that they would abandon him. + +Finally he called out in despair: “Help me. I cannot keep up with you. +If you do not help me, I shall never see the Great Spirit.” + +Encouragingly his wife answered: “Yes, Turgen, you are tired. But don’t +be afraid. We will help you.” + +With that she took him by one hand, the son by the other, and all three +rose into the air. Higher and higher they flew, to dizzy heights where +it was hard to breathe, and came at last to a mountain whose top was +lost in the clouds. When they had landed in a small field Turgen looked +around him amazed. + +“What an immense place!” he exclaimed. “If the Great Spirit lives this +far away it is no wonder that we never see him.” + +The place was remarkable for more than its size. The mountains familiar +to Turgen were also high, but bleak and bare. Here were fields with +trees and flowers growing in abundance and giving off odors that +tickled the nostrils. And in the midst of the wonders he saw lambs +browsing under the guardianship of wolves. + +“What is this?” he asked his wife. “How can such young things be +entrusted to killer-beasts?” + +Smilingly she said: “There are no killers here, Turgen. Here +everyone--birds, animals, people--live in love and harmony.” + +“Wonderful!” Turgen exclaimed. “I should like to live here myself for a +while.” + +“You will in due time,” the woman assured him. “But come now--the Great +Spirit is expecting you.” + +Turgen looked around, expecting to see a large yurta in which the Great +Spirit lived, but instead he saw only a great larch tree and under it +a bench very like his own. An aged man dressed in white was sitting +there, a man who bore striking resemblance to his long-dead grandfather. + +“Who is this?” Turgen asked himself. “Is it possible that he is the +Great Spirit? I did not picture him so. This man is lean and not very +tall and there is nothing of grandeur about him. No doubt he is a +servant.” + +But meeting the old man’s eyes, which held a kind of fire, he was +seized with fear and reverence. Humbly he fell on his knees and +whispered: “Forgive me, Almighty! I, a sinner, failed to recognize you. +How could I recognize you, since I have never seen you?” + +A gentle voice replied: “Rise, my son. Do not be afraid. If you have +not seen me, yet you heard me when I said to you, ‘Turgen, go feed the +starving rams. They are my children too, just as you are.’ Your heart +is open to goodness. You have given me much joy. Now rise and sit here +beside me.” + +Eagerly, Turgen leaped to his feet--and woke up. + + + + +CHAPTER 13 + +[Illustration] + + +For a moment he was grievously disappointed at having lost his dream, +but soon a great happiness overtook him. Surely this was no ordinary +dream, he told himself. The Great Spirit in his mysterious wisdom had +chosen this way to make his favor known. Although Turgen longed to +rush down the hill and share the night’s adventure with Marfa and her +children, he didn’t--because the dream, for a reason he was at a loss +to explain, seemed to belong to him alone. + +Did Marfa notice that something of extraordinary importance had +happened to him? If so, she gave no sign, for it was not her habit to +question. Nevertheless, Turgen felt a sense of guilt that he should +conceal anything from his kind friends. + +The children especially might well have asked: “Turgen, why don’t you +tell us stories any more? Why don’t you play the reed and sit by the +komelek and smoke?” + +For he did none of these things, being so preoccupied by his own +thoughts and concerns. He went for his milk as usual, gave abrupt +greetings, asked absurd questions which deserved no answers, and +quickly departed. + +The truth was, he had to admit honestly, that the family of rams had +become dearer to him than anything or anyone. + +At home there was more than enough work to keep him busy, for it was +important that he make good use of what was left of the summer. Hay +must be dried and stored for the rams, wood chopped to last a long +winter, fish and game caught and packed away in a small cellar not far +from the yurta--a hole dug in the ground where food stayed fresh summer +and winter. He remembered the old proverb: + +“What the summer gives, the winter will swallow.” + +As a result of his dream he suddenly gave most careful attention to his +housekeeping. Every day he swept the floor, and he polished the kettles +and pots until they shone. He did this because, secretly, he cherished +the hope that his wife and son would visit him again. Maybe--who +knows?--the Great Spirit himself might condescend to drop in. + +But always the rams came first. At least twice a week, in every kind +of weather, he carried food to them. He fed them even though the +mountains were still green with vegetation, because they were now +more than ever necessary to him. Besides, the succulent grass which +he gathered in the valley gave variety to their diet and they loved +it. While the rams never came close to him but maintained a respectful +distance, they showed no nervousness at sight of him, and this pleased +him very much. + +The summer, brief as a dream, had brought changes in the flock. The +rams had taken on flesh, their coats were soft and thick and of a +uniform brown except for tufts of white on the sides, under the groin +and neck. The similar markings confirmed Turgen’s belief that they +were of the same family. Warm weather and plenty of food had made them +active, also; often, out of sheer high spirits, two grown up males +would lock horns in combat. And every day, it seemed, the lambs were +inspired to new feats of inventiveness and daring. + +The male lamb especially enchanted Turgen. Everything his elders did he +tried to imitate, executing leaps that made Turgen’s heart turn over in +fear. At times his impudent pranks brought him a sharp reprimand from +the leader. + +“The scamp!” Turgen exclaimed. “That one was born to get himself +noticed.” + +Soon, Turgen reminded himself, he must exercise still greater vigilance +for with autumn hunters would be abroad in the hills. While he doubted +that his superstitious neighbors from the valley would come near his +yurta, stranger things had happened and he dared not count on it. To +every hunter the rams were an irresistible attraction. + + + + +CHAPTER 14 + +[Illustration] + + +September came, bringing its customary changeable weather. One damp and +windy day when all the furies seemed loose, Turgen went as usual to +take food to his charges and stand watch. + +“Though why anyone should come out in this weather I don’t know,” he +thought. “Even the rams will surely keep under shelter.” + +But no. He had time only to drop the hay and retreat to his watching +post when there they were in full strength--the whole family. The rain +annoyed them and they shook themselves from time to time. Otherwise +they showed no discomfiture. While the leader and two other males +circled the clearing on the alert for danger, the rest stood quietly +in the lee of the cliff waiting for the rain to abate. Looking for the +lambs, Turgen saw them lying snugly under their mothers’ bellies. + +At the first sign of the weather’s clearing Turgen’s favorite jumped +up and ran to urge the second lamb to romp with him. She refused, +preferring her comfort. He then advanced on the older rams, trying by +all the wiles he could command to get their attention. Turgen almost +laughed aloud watching his antics. + +“What a show-off!” Then he worried. “It is cold and wet for one so +young. He will get sick.-- But that’s an absurd idea. He is not made of +clay that he will melt.” + +Soon after this the rain stopped and Turgen started for home. He +had gone only a few steps when a shot rang out. There were hunters +somewhere in the hills nearby--too far away to menace the herd of rams +but the sound of gunfire alone was enough to cause panic. While the +echo was still curling around the mountains the rams crowded around the +leader as he stood irresolute, his head raised, his nostrils distended +to test the air. It was he who must say what they should do. + +In a minute the old ram turned and came at a light trot across a narrow +stone abutment that formed a natural bridge between the clearing and +the adjoining hill where Turgen stood. Without hesitation the other +rams followed him in single file, males and females alternating. +Turgen’s lamb was behind his mother and just in front of the male ram +who brought up the rear. The bridge led to a labyrinth of caves where +escape was easy. That it led past Turgen seemed a matter of no concern +to the rams in the face of great danger. + +The bridge was no doubt slippery but the rams were sure-footed and they +did not give way to panic. They were moving in a direction away from +the gunfire. But Turgen had another plan. He would go toward the place +from which the shot came. Should he meet the hunter, the hunter would +understand that he was trespassing and leave the neighborhood--for such +was the custom. Only one hunter was allowed to a region. + +But before Turgen could act on his resolve, there was another shot. The +ram at the rear of the line, hearing it, jumped, made an incautious +step, and knocked against the lamb, who fell from the bridge. + + + + +CHAPTER 15 + +[Illustration] + + +Turgen’s heart turned in him as he watched the small body hurtle down +the crevasse. Then, peering over, he saw the lamb lying motionless on +the mountain slope. Quickly, he made his way to the spot, fearing that +wild animals would get there first. + +The lamb’s eyes, raised to his, were black with terror. It tried +convulsively to rise but could not. + +“Thank God, he’s alive,” was Turgen’s first thought. “There’s a chance +I can save him.” + +With that he stooped and lifted the lamb gently. + +“Ma-a,” said the lamb in a weak, childish whimper. And from a distance +came a mournful answering bleat. “Ma-a! Ma-a!” that might have been the +old leader. Then fog enveloped the mountain. + +The lamb was surprisingly heavy, but Turgen hardly noticed the burden +in his anxiety and excitement. Carefully he made his way to the yurta +through the darkness, and as he went he murmured reassurance to his +patient, who made no further effort to escape. + +“It is not far to go. Be quiet. Rest. Do not fear--I’ll do you no +harm.” Over and over Turgen said it, like a chant. + +At the yurta Turgen laid the lamb on some soft pelts to examine him. +Noticing fresh blood stains, he looked for a wound and found a flesh +cut under the right front leg. It took but a minute to wash it clean +and cover it with a poultice of plantain leaves to stop the bleeding. + +The lamb’s fright returned now and he struggled to gain his feet. But +his hind legs would not obey him. + +“There, there, lad,” Turgen soothed him with tender strokes and pats. +“What are you afraid of? I will soon make you well and take you back to +your family. Who am I but an old man? There is no harm in me. Besides, +who would dare to lift a hand against such a splendid fellow? Lie +still. Trust me.” + +Pain, weariness, and the strange but unterrifying sound made by a human +voice finally had their effect. The lamb rested while Turgen explored +more thoroughly for possible injuries. There were scratches and +bruises, none of them serious. And one hind leg was plainly swollen. + +[Illustration] + +“God forbid that it should be broken,” Turgen thought in dismay. For +he was expert with animals and he knew the difficulty of keeping a wild +young thing quiet while bone mended. + +Fortunately, he found that the injury was no more than a dislocation, +but extremely painful to the touch. With practiced skill, while the +patient bleated piteously, he swathed the whole body to keep it +immobile except for the head. Then, quickly and deftly, he set the +bone, bandaged the leg and hoof between splints and satisfied himself +that the lamb could do no harm to the injury should he get on his feet. +As he worked the lamb regarded him with fixed and startled eyes. It was +breathing heavily and clearly would have liked to offer resistance. + +The bandaging operation finished, the lamb grew calm, fright gave way +to weariness. + +“Why,” Turgen thought. “There is the same look in his eyes that I saw +in Tim’s when I set his arm. Children are alike. They suffer more from +fright than pain.” To the lamb he said: “That other little fellow drank +some milk and fell asleep when I had doctored him. And so should you.” + +Fortunately, Turgen had only the day before brought milk from Marfa’s +cow. It stood untouched in the cellar. He poured some into a large +wooden bowl and offered it to the lamb. At first the lamb turned his +head away in distaste, but when by accident a few drops found their +way into his mouth he smacked his lips with enjoyment. After that he +drank willingly, with relish, looking at Turgen as if to say: “Really, +this isn’t bad at all.” + +Turgen was beside himself with joy as his charge finished his meal and +promptly went to sleep. + +“Food and attention--that’s all anyone wants,” Turgen reflected. “Just +food and attention.” + +It was late when he himself was ready for bed, and after the agitating +events of the day he slept fitfully. Whenever he wakened, as he did +frequently, his first thought was for the lamb--and this stranger in +his yurta seemed not a wild ram but a person close and dear to him. By +going to his rescue, Turgen had found someone to share his yurta. + +It is true, he marvelled, what our people say: “Misfortune can +sometimes bring happiness.” + + + + +CHAPTER 16 + +[Illustration] + + +Man is a changeable creature--despairing one moment, filled with joy +and confidence the next. “The sun shines differently every day,” was +the way Turgen’s father had put it, and he found wisdom in the words. +How different yesterday was from today, he thought upon wakening, and +all because of two dark eyes full of anxiety which greeted him across +the room. + +Turgen rose, went to the lamb and stroked its head, under the soft +brown-gray curls were hard knob-like growths which would one day become +horns. Although the lamb shrank from his touch and tried to hide by +closing its eyes, it did not struggle as before. Nor did fear prevent +it from drinking a large bowl of milk for breakfast. + +“Oho!” Turgen exclaimed with satisfaction. “Anyone with a hearty +appetite like yours can not be suffering from internal injuries.” + +After the feeding, Turgen washed his patient’s wounds and covered them +with a mixture of fish oil and tar. “The oil is healing, the smell of +tar will keep flies and insects away.” This, too, Turgen had learned +from his father. He thought of freeing the lamb of the bandages, but +decided “No. He’s too young and frightened to be trusted. He would only +injure himself more.” As he worked Turgen talked aloud, sometimes to +himself and sometimes to the lamb but always keeping his voice quiet so +that the young stranger would not take alarm. + +The chores that day were like child’s play, so busy was Turgen’s mind +with plans. Returning from Marfa’s with a fresh supply of milk for +Lad, as he called the lamb--he thought, “What good fortune has come +to me. When Lad gets well I will take him back to the herd myself.” +And he pictured the reunion of the rams, how Lad would tell his family +of Turgen’s kindness. Who could say?--the news might even reach the +ears of the Great Spirit. For Turgen could not forget his dream. He +was convinced the lamb had come to him for a purpose, as a messenger +from the old man on the mountain to test Turgen’s devotion. Should he +receive care and attention, then Turgen at his death would be granted +permission to enter that world of beauty where his wife and son dwelt, +where wolves were nurses to creatures supposed to be their natural +enemies. + +Such thoughts made Turgen very happy. It seemed that on this bright and +sparkling day the birds were gayer, the grass greener, the brook more +talkative than he had ever known them to be before. + +When Lad’s wants had been attended to, Turgen went as usual to the +Rams’ Mountain with a feeding of hay. To his disappointment no rams +appeared, though he waited behind his special rock for some time. + +“Is it possible they have gone away because of yesterday’s accident?” +he worried. “No, surely not. They will return. They must. Not just +because of the food, but to look for the lamb.” + +This thought had hardly come to him when he caught sight of the leader +ram opposite him on the stone bridge. The old fellow moved slowly, +stopping from time to time to peer into the ravine. There was something +very forlorn about him and Turgen’s heart went out to him. As he came +to the middle of the bridge he paused, then on what seemed to be a +sudden impulse, he turned, leaped and vanished. + +Had he gone back to the herd? Turgen wondered. But no. There he was on +the ledge where the lamb had fallen. + +“Eh, poor fellow,” Turgen addressed him silently. “It’s too bad I can’t +tell you that your boy is alive, that I am caring for him and will soon +return him to you. Don’t grieve. I will keep my word. And you--you must +not go away from here.” + + + + +CHAPTER 17 + +[Illustration] + + +Turgen had but one determination--to see the lamb well again and back +with his family. + +The first few days were difficult. Although Lad was not as fearful and +suspicious as before, he was restive and tried by every trick to free +himself of the bandages. At the first opportunity, when the shoulder +wound began to heal, Turgen removed the wrappings. + +Like a flash, Lad sprang to his feet, shook himself, stretched, and +bounded on to Turgen’s bed. Then a look of astonishment came into his +eyes as he noticed his wooden leg. After gazing around the yurta he +turned to Turgen as if to question him. + +“Where am I? Who are you? Why do you live in such a tiny cave, where +there is no room for leaping? And why is my leg so stiff?” + +Turgen would have sworn that these were the questions in Lad’s eyes. As +he filled a bowl with milk he answered softly. “You are surprised, but +don’t be afraid, boy. That drone, maybe your brother or uncle, who was +behind you pushed you off the cliff. Remember? You have hurt yourself. +But in a couple of weeks you will be quite well again. Believe me.” + +Lad accepted attention willingly now. He ate and drank with an appetite +and submitted with evident enjoyment to being petted. But Turgen knew +that he was not to be trusted too far, so he made a collar and leash +when he wanted to take the lamb out for exercise. + +Upon leaving the yurta for the first time Lad stopped as if +thunderstruck by the sunlight and the sight of his familiar mountains. +Intoxicated with delight and longing, he plunged forward but the leash +held him fast. He turned, called in a piercing voice--“Ma-a, Ma-a....” +Then, receiving no answer, he jumped and circled desperately in an +effort to be free. + +“Come, come,” said Turgen as he picked up the young savage and carried +him back to the yurta. “I understand that you are reminded of your home +and family. You are tired of this dark cage and impatient to be gone. +But there are things that can’t be rushed. Calm yourself.” + +So for the next two days Lad stayed in the yurta while Turgen devoted +himself to his comfort and was entertained in turn. The lamb learned +to take his milk with a mixture of barley meal and water. He learned +that grass was good to eat, and how to distinguish the sweet, tender +blades from the tough dry ones which pricked and gave no satisfaction. +Turgen never tired of watching him. To his fond eyes Lad was beautiful +with his proud little head so like the leader ram’s and soft coat of +dark brown spotted with white near groin and haunches. A darker streak +the length of his long face from forehead to nostrils gave him the +expression of a solemn clown. + +“Truly, you are a handsome lad,” Turgen assured him. + +Lad loved praise, and did not question anything Turgen told him. Free +to go where he pleased indoors, he tapped his way boldly about the +yurta, thrusting his nose into everything, sniffing, examining like a +curious puppy. Only once did he show fright, when a fir log suddenly +sputtered in the komelek and sent out a shower of sparks. After that he +treated the fire with mixed caution and respect. + +Yes, Turgen thought, this four-legged wild creature had made his life +over and filled it with a great content. + + + + +CHAPTER 18 + +[Illustration] + + +It was several days before Turgen found time to return to the feeding +ground with hay for the rams. It troubled him that he had neglected +them, but in honesty he had to admit that with Lad for company he did +not think so often of the others. He wondered whether he would miss +them greatly should they abandon their mountain--providing, of course, +they left Lad behind. + +“But that is a dreadful thought,” he reproached himself the next +instant. “How could I take advantage of them by robbing them of their +young one? No, no, I will return him to his family.” + +It crossed his mind also that the Great Spirit would be angry if he +betrayed his trust. + +Again the only ram he could see was the leader standing on a rocky +ledge above him. Turgen imagined that the old fellow was questioning +him as their glances met. Impulsively he shouted: “It’s all right, my +friend. The lad is doing well and I will bring him back to you myself +in a couple of weeks.” + +To his pleasure the ram did not shy from his voice but seemed to wait +for further news of the lost one. + +“He knows me. He knows me, and he is not afraid,” Turgen gloated. The +rams would stay now, he was sure. + +Returning home, he was still some distance from the yurta when he heard +Lad calling “Ma-a! Ma-a!” Just inside the door the lamb was waiting +with eyes which said accusingly, “You stayed away a long time. Why? I’m +lonesome and I’m hungry.” + +Not a movement escaped the sharp young eyes as Turgen busied himself +preparing food, and everywhere Turgen went Lad came clumping behind +him. There was no doubt he had been alarmed by Turgen’s absence and +welcomed him home. + +“Eh, my darling, you are very clever,” Turgen complimented him. And to +test him further he called the little savage by name: “Lad, Lad.” + +Lad cocked his head attentively, which was the only sign Turgen needed +that they understood each other well. + +A few days later Turgen examined the lamb’s injuries to satisfy himself +that the dislocation was mending properly and there was no infection, +but it was a week or more before he decided that it was safe to +remove the splints. Lad was at first bewildered, then surprised, +then delighted. He leaped on the bed and down again. He pranced and +pirouetted. But when Turgen later took him for a walk he showed no +desire to run away. He was happy with the day which was as perfect as +September sometimes brings to the Far North. He was happy with the +limited freedom he was permitted on the end of his leash. Joyously he +danced and flung himself into the air, lowered his head to the ground +and kicked his legs high. And when he had had his fill he came to +Turgen of his own accord singing “Ma-a, Ma-a ...” in a voice warm with +contentment. + +Gladly this time he followed Turgen back to the yurta, and entered as +if the place belonged to him. A little later, having finished a hearty +meal, he folded his legs under him and fell sound asleep. Just like any +healthy infant, thought Turgen with pride. + + + + +CHAPTER 19 + +[Illustration] + + +Reasoning that a child can tell you when he is in pain and where the +pain is, but an animal can not, Turgen watched intently to make sure +that Lad ate and drank as he should and regularly fulfilled the demands +of nature. By this time he was fully assured that the lamb did not +suffer internal injuries. It was a pleasant duty Turgen performed, +making certain that this wild young thing survived its mishap, and when +occasionally he saw the old ram scrutinizing him inquisitively from the +mountainside he thought that the Great Spirit himself might be keeping +just as watchful an eye on him. “To see that I carry out His wishes.” + +Does it seem strange that the old ram and the Great Spirit of Turgen’s +dream appeared to him sometimes as one and the same person? It was not +strange to Turgen, who believed quite simply that the Great Spirit was +everywhere at all times. “Only man is too busy during the day to visit +with Him. Therefore He comes at night to call bringing new faith and +strength.” Surely He was powerful enough to take the shape of a ram if +He so desired. + +Such thoughts comforted Turgen and softened his dread of having to part +with Lad. + +With freedom to move about, young Lad joyfully took over the yurta. +Each day he became more attached to Turgen, following at his heels like +a dog as he went about his chores. The clearing outside the yurta he +also considered to be his special province and he made no move to run +away even when he was once allowed to go without collar or leash. + +His eyes questioned sometimes when the day was clear and the breeze +fresh off the hills: “Tell me--what of my family?” And at such times +Turgen answered: “They are well, believe me. And you are remembered. I +see the old ram often. When you return you must assure him that I was +good to you.” When Lad shook his head, pirouetted and leaped for glee, +Turgen took his antics to mean: “Ay--I certainly will.” + +It was one day when Lad was frolicking in the clearing and dancing +on his hind legs that the drunkard Nikita happened along and saw +him. Mistaking the lamb for the devil, Nikita fled shouting down the +mountain while Lad, equally alarmed by the strange voice, rushed to +Turgen for protection. + +Turgen guessed the cause of Nikita’s terror. “What a fool!” he remarked +to the flying figure. “Now he will spread more lies about me. But what +can one do? To shoot at a rock is but a waste of arrows.” + +That same evening Marfa reported the excitement in the valley when +Nikita spread the news of what he had seen. “He was like a madman,” +she said sharply, “shouting that he saw you at play with the devil and +the devil must be killed. When I noticed people listening to him, I +gave them a piece of my mind. I told them what they already knew if +their heads were not stuffed with hay--that there isn’t a better man +among them than you. No, nor a better hunter or fisherman. They are +envious--that is all. So they believe an idler whose words are worth +nothing. With his drunken eyes he saw a wild ram. Tphoo! Of course he +lied.” + +Tim and Aksa looked at their mother in amazement. This was not the +gentle woman they knew. + +Turgen shook his head regretfully. “Thank you, Marfa, but you shouldn’t +fret yourself so. Remember that dry mud won’t stick to a wall. And to +listen to gossip is like bailing out water with a sieve. It is true +that Nikita saw a wild ram lamb with me. Not a full grown ram but a +lamb which fell from a cliff and was injured. Since I have been caring +for him he has become almost tame. That is all. There is no sorcery +about it. Perhaps I should have told you. But as you know, I am not +much of a talker.” + +Tim and Aksa listened, their eyes burning with curiosity and +excitement. They were afraid to ask questions before their mother’s +anger had cooled. + +Marfa herself was surprised by what Turgen told her, but after a +moment’s thought she declared vehemently, “Well, what’s so remarkable +about your caring for a poor little lamb? The fools might better wonder +at your kindness and your skill than spread these silly stories. And I +shall tell them so.” + +Marfa shook her fist as warning to those “dumb ones.” Then to the +children’s delight she asked Turgen to stay for a cup of tea. Now they +would hear more about Turgen’s surprising guest. A mountain lamb! +Surely this was the finest of all possible treasures. But to their +disappointment Turgen was not in a mood to talk, and in fear of their +mother they held their itching tongues. + + + + +CHAPTER 20 + +[Illustration] + + +Walking home that evening, Turgen was troubled as he thought over what +Marfa had told him. + +“Such silly tattle can do me no harm,” he reasoned, “but what if +someone takes it into his stupid head to sneak up the hill and shoot +Lad? So long as he stays with me there will be this danger. I must give +him back to his family as quickly as possible. There in the mountains +he will have protection.” + +The resolution did not make him happy, especially when he saw how Lad +welcomed him and clung to him. + +“How strange,” Turgen thought, “that a wild animal can understand +affection while people, who should be wiser, can not.” + +For a long time he could not fall asleep but tossed from side to +side thinking of the empty days ahead when he would be alone again. +Weariness finally won, however, just as he was praying: “Great Spirit, +have pity on me ... help me ... teach me.” + +Then Turgen dreamed. In his dream it was raining and there were loud +crashes of thunder following upon lightning. He went out of the yurta +just in time to see the Great Spirit rush past. But so swift was his +flight that Turgen had no time to utter a word. Bitterly disappointed, +he returned indoors, thinking, “Evidently I am unworthy to talk to Him.” + +But hardly had he lain down again when someone knocked on the door. + +“Come in, come in,” Turgen called, and the door opened to admit a +gray-haired old man who looked strangely like himself. He carried a +staff in his hand and a pack on his back. + +The visitor bowed, saying, “Thank you, Turgen, for your invitation. It +is raining and I am tired. You live so far from me.” + +Turgen, delighted to have company, begged his guest, “Come, sit closer +to the fire, friend, and rest yourself. I will get you something to +eat.” Then, struck by the old man’s appearance, he added: “Why do you +climb mountains in this weather at your age? You’re not strong enough +for that. You see my yurta--it is spacious and I live here alone, +except for this lamb. But I must return him soon to his family. Won’t +you stay and make your home with me?” + +It didn’t surprise Turgen that Lad awoke just then, jumped from his +corner, and going over to the visitor placed his head on the old man’s +knees. The visitor stroked him as he said, “You are a good boy and you +fell into the hands of a good man.” + +Turgen, rejoicing at such praise, replied: “The lamb and his family are +a worry to me because people hunt them, even though they are harmless. +It is my belief that they should be allowed to live in freedom and +peace like....” He was about to say, “like the birds and beasts who +dwell with the Great Spirit,” but something told him that his guest +already knew what was in his mind for he was nodding. “There is a +whole tribe of wild rams not far from here,” Turgen went on. “Splendid +animals. While I am alive I’ll see that no one molests them. But I am +old and alone. Who will look after them when I die?” + +Instead of giving him the sympathy he expected, the old man burst out +in anger: “Alone, alone! And whose fault is that? Your own. Happiness +is right under your nose, but you don’t see it. You are blind as a bat! +Why don’t you ask Marfa and her children to share your yurta with you? +She is a fine woman, and so are the children.” + +“You know,” Turgen replied, taken aback, “I never thought of that. But +it is not yet too late.” + +“Don’t wait too long,” the visitor advised him. “Inquire of your heart +and act as it prompts you. In such matters the heart is better than the +head.” + +Turgen started to say that he agreed but would have to consult +Marfa--and what would the Yakuts say who called him a sorcerer? + +But the old man answered him before he could speak: “Don’t let this +disturb you. Marfa and the children will be delighted. As for the +Yakuts--don’t pay any attention to them. It is not that they are evil, +only ignorant. Believe me.” + +At this moment, before he could thank the visitor for his advice, +Turgen awoke. So real was his dream that he could not rid himself of +it. “Amazing,” he murmured. “A miracle.” + +The yurta was quiet. The fire in the komelek was dying. The lamb slept +peacefully in his corner. + +Being a man of simple faith, Turgen did not doubt that the dream was +a sign given him by unknown powers. Had he wanted to ask Marfa before +to bring the children and share his yurta? If so, he would never have +found the courage alone to speak to her of his desire. The dream made +everything simple and right. He had begged the Great Spirit for help, +and help was given him in the form of advice. Now he had only to act. + +It was Lad who roused Turgen from his reflections by butting him gently +and crying, “Ma-a, Ma-a....” + +“Yes, yes,” he agreed. “It is nearly daylight and time to get up and +you are hungry. Come, we’ll have breakfast and off we’ll go.” + +Although it was the last meal they would have together, Turgen was not +sad. Two thoughts were uppermost in his mind: Lad was going back to his +family where he belonged, and Turgen would soon have a family of his +own to love and care for. + + + + +CHAPTER 21 + +[Illustration] + + +Resolutely Turgen set off for the feeding ground with a bundle of +hay slung over his shoulder and the lamb skipping along by his side. +They might have been out for one of their usual walks. But as they +approached the clearing Turgen noted how the lamb hesitated and looked +about him expectantly. + +“Something tells him that he has been in this place before,” thought +Turgen. The thought made him happy and filled him with inner peace.... + +Suddenly Lad turned sharply and sang out in his youthful voice--“Ma-a, +Ma-a.” + +In reply came the same call, but more strongly and Turgen, searching +the cliffs, saw the old ram standing in his full magnificence as if +frozen to the rocky promontory. There was amazement in the look he +directed at the man and the returned lamb. + +Turgen shouted: “Come, old man. Come here and accept your son. You +see, I did bring him back to you. As you can see, he is well and happy.” + +In answer, the ram raised his head and sent a bellow--“Ma-a, +ma-a”--echoing around the hills. Joy, surprise, and anxiety were in +his voice, Turgen understood. For how could this savage be expected to +trust his old enemy man? + +While the ram stood there irresolute, not quite able to believe his +eyes, Lad whirled in a frenzy of excitement and started toward the +cliff. Memory guided him and he ran along the same stone bridge from +which he had fallen. But Turgen had no fear for him now. “Take care of +yourself, Lad,” he called. “Good-by, my dear!” + +Upon hearing his voice the lamb stopped briefly to send back an +affectionate--“Ma-a, ma-a.” It was both “Good-by” and “Thank you.” With +that he disappeared around a bend. + +For a moment both rams were lost to view. Then they reappeared on the +cliff together--the old fellow and the youngster who was so like him. + +Turgen greeted them joyfully: “I can see that you are glad to have Lad +back and safe. He will tell you that people are not all evil.” + +The rams answered him in soft chorus, and vanished. But they would +return--again and again. Of that Turgen was certain. There was a pact +between them now that could not be broken. Turgen would feed the family +and protect them from hunters. The old ram, so wise and strong, would +guard the herd against other enemies such as wolves and bears. + +“Until some day Lad grows up and takes his place as leader,” Turgen +promised. He was confident that he could foretell this much of the +future. + + + + +CHAPTER 22 + +[Illustration] + + +Turgen had known Marfa as a friend for many years, but it had never +entered his head to suggest that she and her children share his life. +Now here he was on his way to her, his mind filled with this very idea. +Yet the nearer he came to her yurta the more absurd he appeared to +himself. He was tortured with doubts. + +What was a man of his age to say to her? “Look Marfa--I live alone, +make my own fires, do my own cooking and sewing, and worry about no one +but myself. It’s not natural. So I have come to ask you to be my wife.” + +Certainly a sensible woman like Marfa could only say, “Why, you old +fogey, are you out of your senses? What would the neighbors think if I +went to live with you, whom they consider a sorcerer?” + +Such thoughts made Turgen’s legs grow cold and his feet drag. Still, +he reminded himself, he was following a dream. The Great Spirit had +spoken to him, and he believed. + +Nothing was as he imagined it. Perhaps it was that heart spoke to +heart. At any rate, the moment he entered the yurta, Marfa gave one +glance at him and exclaimed: + +“Turgen, your face shines like a nicely polished copper kettle! +Something wonderful must have happened to you! Is that true? Tell me.” + +Turgen thought, “How could I have doubted my dream? I did not know how +to speak and she has prompted me. But I’ll lead up to the question +gradually.” + +To Marfa he said: “You see, today I returned Lad to his family. I +fulfilled the promise made to the Great Spirit. It was good, don’t you +think?” + +“Yes,” Marfa answered, perplexed, “but why are you so happy? I thought +you were very much attached to him. And now you’ll be alone again.” + +“Yes, Marfa, but listen. I rejoice because the wild rams are my own. I +have had a sign. They will stay and I will look after them. Don’t you +understand that the Great Spirit himself has talked to me and thanked +me?” + +“Wait, wait, Turgen,” Marfa interrupted. “I don’t understand a word of +what you’re saying. I believe in the good spirits, but I can’t say that +I have ever talked with them. I’ve never even seen them in a dream. +Are you sure you are in your right mind?” There was anxiety in her +voice. + +Turgen smiled as he said firmly, “I am not out of my mind. Listen +to this--” And he told her from beginning to end how he had become +interested in the starving rams, how he had tended them and saved the +lamb. He told her too about his marvelous dreams. It seemed to him that +never before in his life had he been so eloquent. + +Toward the end, looking at Marfa’s attentive, smiling face, Turgen knew +without doubt that she understood everything he would say. + +When he had finished she put her hand on his head affectionately as if +he were one of her children and said: “You are a good man, Turgen.... +And your dreams are good, too. I wish nothing better for myself or for +the children. I know that they love you. We will all be happy. And once +we are living as husband and wife, people will stop their evil gossip.” + +She turned to Tim and Aksa, who were listening with curiosity and +whispering to each other. “Children, Turgen will live with us from now +on. Are you glad?” + +“Yes, yes!” they answered, their voices eager, their eyes sparkling. +They were delighted. + + + + +CHAPTER 23 + +[Illustration] + + +That was a day of gayety and laughter for all of them. When Turgen left +toward evening, Aksa who was more talkative and more inquisitive than +her brother asked her mother, + +“Now that Turgen belongs to us, will we go to live in his yurta?” + +“No, daughter,” Marfa replied. “We will live here, for he has not +enough room for us, and up in the mountains there is no food for a cow. +In the summer we can visit him.” + +This did not entirely please the children, who hoped that their new +life would be full of change and excitement. To live in the mountains, +which they did not know except from the valley, would be wonderful. But +grown-ups could not be expected to understand. + +“I want to look at the sky from the top of a mountain,” Aksa declared. +“Turgen says that good children can see angels in the sky. But I would +be happy just to see their wings.” + +Tim spoke up firmly: “And I want to see Lad and the other rams.” + +“So do I,” Aksa added quickly, not to be left out. + +Marfa smiled. “Turgen is coming again early tomorrow morning, and if +you ask him he might take you home with him for a visit. If the weather +is warm you can even stay over night.” + +“Oh, Mama!” the children exclaimed. “Will you ask him, too?” + +“Of course.” + +That night the children prayed that the next day would be warm and +Turgen would accept them as his guests, so it did not surprise them +upon wakening to find the day bright and their friend bending over them. + +“Dress yourselves, children,” Turgen said, smiling, “I am very glad to +take you with me if you think you can stand the walk uphill.” + +“Oh, we can. We are good walkers,” they answered him. + +Soon they were ready for what was their first adventure away from home. +Marfa gave them milk to take along, with barley cakes and dried fish. + +A twisted path led up the mountain. Turgen walked in front, with Aksa +behind him, and Tim bringing up the rear. The path followed a talkative +little brook and all around was heavy shrubbery with tall fir trees, +larches, and graceful white birches for background. Their progress was +slow because the children must stop every few steps to pick and eat +some of the black and red currants and bird-cherry berries so tasty +this time of year. + +Birds overhead twittered so noisily that Aksa asked Turgen seriously, +“What do you think? Are they rejoicing because we are here?” + +“I wouldn’t be surprised,” he answered just as seriously. “It is well +known that birds like good children.” + +Everything amazed the children. The familiar brook was brighter, +swifter, more mysterious in this higher ground. The woods held +fascinations and terrors they could only imagine. Never having +been far away from their yurta in the valley, they were--thanks to +Turgen--entering a brand-new world. If they stopped frequently, it was +not only because of the berries or because they were tired, but because +they needed time to take in all the wonders. From up here the valley +was a different place than they had known--like a child’s plaything +laid out in squares of green and brown, with the brook wending through +it, a silver thread. + +“How close it is!” they marveled. “And we thought we had walked a long +way. Close and small.” + +“Yes,” Turgen said, as they strained their eyes to find their yurta at +the bend of the river, “we live only four miles apart. From a mountain +everything appears clearer.” + +The path grew steeper the nearer they came to Turgen’s place, and care +had to be taken to avoid loose stones and trees blown down in a storm. +But neither Aksa nor Tim lagged behind their host. They were so happy +to have all of his attention, so eager for what was coming next, that +they could think of a hundred things to say. Aksa especially was very +inquisitive. + +“Turgen,” she asked, “why do you live in the mountains instead of the +valley, like us?” + +“Why? I don’t know myself,” Turgen answered. “We Lamuts always prefer +to live in the mountains near water. We aren’t like the Yakuts who need +good grazing grounds for their horses and cows. Look at me. I have +nothing except two guns, fishing tackle and my strong legs. I don’t +even own a dog. Most Lamuts are poor. It seems to be our fate. Besides, +there aren’t many of us left. Here--I’m the only one. There was another +family lived here several years ago, but they moved.” + +“Why?” Tim wanted to know. + +“I can’t say, my boy. Just as a fish seeks deeper water, so a man looks +for a place that will be better for him. Only happiness does not lie in +changing one place for another, but in belonging to a fine family like +yours.” + +Turgen patted Aksa’s head as he spoke. + +“Didn’t you have a family before?” she questioned. + +When Turgen answered her his face was sober. “Yes, but they went away, +leaving me alone.” + +“To what place did they go?” the girl persisted. + +But Turgen could not talk about this. “To the place all people must go. +It is too soon for you to understand.” + +Before Aksa could open her mouth for another question, Tim pulled her +painfully by her braid, saying, “We are now your family. So Mama said. +I will live with you, Turgen, forever.” + +“And so will I!” Aksa hastened to add. + +“Splendid!” Turgen said, the smile coming back to his eyes. “And now +that is settled we must get to the end of our journey.” + +Tim, wanting to distract attention from a subject that was plainly not +to Turgen’s liking, and also because he was bursting with questions +of his own, blurted out: “Is it true what people say, that you are +friendly with wild rams?” When Turgen showed no sign of distaste for +this subject, he rushed on: “I can hardly believe that rams will let +you come close to them. From what I hear, they run faster than the wind +and can jump from one mountain to another. It is difficult even to see +them. We have never seen them--not Mama nor Aksa nor I. Are they really +so smart that they know of danger before it comes near them? People +also say--” + +The boy broke off sharply. + +“That I am a sorcerer and bewitched. Is that what people say?” Turgen +finished for him. But his expression was kind. + +Tim nodded. “This we don’t believe.” + +“Good. People will always talk a lot of nonsense when they haven’t +anything better to do.” Turgen shook his head. “More’s the pity. But +since you are interested I will tell you what I know of the rams. What +you hear is part true and part exaggeration. Yes, Lad was my friend. +I cannot say as much for the old rams who are still fearful because +I am a man. And why should they love us who hunt them down?” Turgen +hesitated. “Later I will tell you more. And tomorrow, if you should +happen to wake up early, and the day is bright, you will be able to see +the rams for yourself on top of that cliff over there.” He pointed to +the one opposite his yurta. + +Aksa and Tim clapped their hands and whirled with joy. “Will you, +Turgen? Oh, will you? We will do anything you say, and get up very +early.” + +A sight of the rams was worth any promise. + + + + +CHAPTER 24 + +[Illustration] + + +Anything new has a special wonder. Tim and Aksa had never been in a +yurta like Turgen’s before and they had to explore every nook and +corner. The mountains hovering over it were giants standing guard. The +tiny window which with difficulty let in light might have belonged to a +playhouse they built for their own amusement. + +Listening to them exclaim and argue and laugh, Turgen prepared dinner. +Here and there, in and out, the children ran like busy moles. Secretly +they hoped for a glimpse of the mountain rams that same night. Yet they +were willing to wait, for Turgen had promised. It would be hard to say +whether Turgen or his guests were happier. + +Dinner was a feast. There was ukha or fish-soup which they drank out of +wooden bowls, there was also fat fish and pheasants roasted on a spit. +And to top it all was tea with ... sugar! Yes, it was a real feast, +something to tell their mother about. + +Yet the children’s real joy that day came not so much from the trip up +the mountain and the good food as from the attention Turgen paid them. +They were not used to this. Their mother, they knew, loved them, but +she was always so busy looking after them that she had little time to +play with them. Here was Turgen ready to devote a whole evening and day +to them. + +And this was not all. They would hear the story of the rams. + +Their stomachs so full that it seemed they must burst, Tim and Aksa +waited while Turgen cleared away the meal. He then went to the door and +stood looking out. They understood that he was hoping for a glimpse of +his rams. + +“Can’t see a thing,” he said finally, turning back to the room and +closing the door against the cold air. “What do you say to some more +logs on the fire?” + +The children nodded. + +Soon flames were dancing in the komelek, the room was snug and warm. +Turgen lit his pipe and smiled at his guests, well pleased with them +and the day. He was content now to sit in silence and enjoy the +comfort. But not Aksa. + +“Turgen, is it true that you are old?” she wanted to know. Then, seeing +him smile, she hastened to add, “Mama says that only your hair is +old--that you are strong and walk the earth as lightly as a mountain +ram.” + +Turgen’s face showed his pleasure. “A clever girl,” he thought, and was +not surprised by her next question: “You haven’t forgotten your promise +to tell us about yourself and the rams?” + +He shook his head. “How could I forget? It is all so close to my heart.” + +With that he began to talk. He started with the time long ago when he +had been young and happy, told of his struggles and adventures and +marriage. When he came to the death of his wife and son, Aksa and Tim +shed tears for him in his loneliness. The next moment they were all +smiles again as he described finding the rams who brought new meaning +to his life. But most exciting was the account of his remarkable +dreams. Here Aksa began to fidget on the bench by the fire and pressed +close to Tim, who sat motionless with his mouth open, his unblinking +eyes fixed on Turgen. + +To them it was not a dream that Turgen had visited the Great Spirit and +later entertained him as a mysterious wanderer. They accepted it all +as something which had really happened and their admiration for Turgen +was unbounded. + +“As I see it,” Turgen declared in conclusion, “the Great Spirit gave +me a love for these rams as a gift for my old age. Then, pleased that +I cared for them according to His bidding, He blessed me with a fine +family.” + +The children jumped up, ran to Turgen and embraced him. Their eyes were +full of love, their heads full of questions. + +“Now, together, we can protect our herd,” Turgen said with satisfaction. + +“But how?” asked Tim. + +“Quite simply,” Turgen replied. “We have a custom which says that only +one hunter is permitted in a district. As I live and hunt here, and do +not molest the rams, they are safe.” + +“But if you do not come close to them,” Tim persisted, “how can you be +sure they are the same rams you knew long ago?” + +Turgen hesitated. “That I can’t know for certain, my boy, but a bird +can be followed by its flight, and an animal by its tracks. I saw their +tracks more than once. The same family? Maybe. Maybe not. One thing I +know well, that rams love to return to their native haunts. Naturally, +they avoided me, for how could they know I was their friend? Their life +was very difficult.” + +Aksa’s eyes asked a question. + +“Why? Food is scarce and the rams have many enemies: people the most +dangerous of all. They can fight a wolf, run away from a bear, but +a hunter’s bullet is faster than their legs. So they hide among the +mountain cliffs. And what kind of food is there? In summer, a little +grass and a few thin shrubs--in winter, nothing but half-frozen twigs +and old dry moss. Not very nourishing. It is no wonder the poor +creatures die out.” + +Tim, who had been listening intently, now blurted out: “I think they +must be stupid to live in such places. All they have to do is come to +lower ground where there is plenty of food.” + +“On the contrary,” Turgen told him, “they are smart. Where they live +there is sand and gravel and loose stones to warn them of the approach +of an enemy. Have you ever tried to walk quietly on gravel?... Well! +The rams had their choice--to live in terror of their lives below where +there is food, or to go hungry and free. The dead need nothing. They +chose to live and be free. In their independence they remind me of my +own people--the Lamuts. We too are dying out, but we are free.” + +“The poor rams,” Aksa commented. “During a snow storm we keep a fire +burning day and night, but they have no way to warm themselves.” + +“Yes,” Tim agreed. “And even with fire and food we do not have an easy +time of it in winter.” + +Pleased to have aroused the sympathy of his young guests, Turgen +replied, “It is impossible not to pity these fine savages. Fortunately, +God has provided them with some things to help them in their struggle. +They are strong, have great endurance, and towards winter their wool +becomes thick and long. Moreover they are intelligent. You see how I +built my yurta between cliffs. In winter everything is so covered with +snow that there is not a chink for the wind to enter in. And wind is +far more dangerous than frost. The rams know this, so they seek for +themselves caves in the mountains where they too will be protected from +the wind. Their great misfortune is hunger.” + +Tim considered a moment. “Is there no way to help them?” + +“If we would, yes,” Turgen answered. “I have heard that in other +countries rare animals are protected by law. It is forbidden to hunt +them. But we have no such law, even for animals as rare and harmless as +these.” + +“We could tame them and use them,” Tim offered. “One of our neighbors +has sheep and I have heard that mountain rams are wild sheep.” + +Turgen shook his head. “So are dogs related to wolves. But there is +a proverb: No matter how much you feed a wolf, he will still long for +the woods. I have never seen or heard of a tame wolf. Wild rams are not +wolves, but it is impossible to tame them.” + +“What about Lad? You tamed him,” Aksa interrupted. + +“That is right. But Lad was very young, and at the time I got him he +was helpless. For a time he was satisfied to stay with me, but you +should have seen how eagerly he rushed to his father the instant he +heard his voice! When I called he turned his head and looked at me. +That was all.” + +“Ah, how ungrateful!” Aksa exclaimed. + +“It is not a question of gratitude at all. Imagine that you were lost +in the woods and hurt yourself. Someone found you and took care of you. +Then suddenly you saw your mother.... Wouldn’t you run to her?” + +Aksa’s eyes opened wide. “But Mother and I are people,” she objected. + +“So,” Turgen nodded, smiling. “But animals too have a feeling for their +own kind.” + +Tim now came to his sister’s defense. “I think Lad should have stayed +with you. Then he would have been warm and well fed.” + +Turgen answered with a question: “Would you leave your mother who is +poor to live in the yurta of a rich neighbor?” + +“Oh, no, no!” + +“I didn’t expect any other answer,” Turgen told the boy. “Our own +family always comes first. And sooner or later, looking at the +mountains, Lad would have been seized with longing to be there with the +other mountain rams. Only by force could I have kept him. Then, maybe, +by the second or the third generation....” + +“Why didn’t you?” Tim wanted to know. + +“Keep him by force? No. Better he should live in freedom.” Turgen +paused, and added, “Besides, I was afraid.” + +“Afraid!” Aksa exclaimed in disbelief. “What were you afraid of?” + +“The Great Spirit might have been angry,” Turgen explained, “had I not +given the lamb back to his family. I feared too that the people from +below might come and kill. If they could believe he was a devil in +disguise, they could do anything. There in the mountains he is safer. +It is where he belongs.” + +Turgen rose. “Now come. It is time to sleep if you want to see my rams +in the morning. They come to gather on that near cliff at sunrise.” + +After a day of such excitements, with the hope of more to come, +the children had hardly time to cover themselves with blankets and +quickly say a prayer than they were asleep. Turgen did not follow them +immediately but sat smoking by the fire. His face reflected joy in his +new fortune. In his heart too was a prayer. + +“I thank Thee for the gift of this fine family, and for your goodness +to my rams who are also dear to me. Teach people to let them live in +peace. For nothing is impossible to Thee.” + + + + +CHAPTER 25 + +[Illustration] + + +Turgen was wakened next morning by the cold rushing in through the +chimney of the now dead komelek. He jumped out of bed, revived the +fire, put water to boil for tea and then stepped out of the yurta. + +Before him were the mountains enveloped in a thick white-gray fog. He +peered in the direction of the cliff where he expected the rams, but +could see nothing. Anxiously he waited. They must come! The fog must +lift! He had promised the children. + +When the rising sun sent its first golden threadlike rays into the sky, +slowly, slowly the fog moved up the mountains. Fearing to miss a moment +Turgen shouted from the door of the yurta: “Tim! Aksa! Get up! It is +time!” + +The children scrambled from their beds and still in their bare feet +rushed to join Turgen. With eyes opened wide to miss nothing of the +spectacle, they saw for the first time day break over the mountains. +It was a dazzling sight. And as the mist gave way before the power of +the sun, there were the rams--shadowy silhouettes, then the whole herd +seen sharp and clear. + +[Illustration] + +The leader was standing in front by himself, with the others ranged +around him. They were posed as for a show. + +“Look,” Turgen was saying. “There beside the old fellow is my Lad. See, +he is looking straight at us. I am certain he has told them about us.” + +“Oh, they are beautiful!” Aksa exclaimed. + +To her, their beauty was enough. But Tim’s thoughts went farther. “I +hope they will always come to this mountain,” he said. + +“They will if we care for them and love them,” Turgen assured him. + +The three stood without moving, watching as the leader ram signalled to +the herd and led them down the mountain out of sight. Even then they +were reluctant to let the moment go. The rams and the mountain against +the red-gold sky was something to keep forever. + +Tim broke the silence, and his voice was a little sad: “Eh, Turgen, I +do want them to live in health so that we can enjoy them if only from +a distance. God save them from hunger and cold and wild beasts and +hunters.” + +“So long as I live,” Turgen answered, “they will eat well and be safe +from hunters. But what will become of them after I die? This is my +worry.” + +Impulsively Tim caught Turgen by the arm. “Then I will feed and +protect them. I promise you.” + +“And I, and I, too!” Aksa exclaimed. + +Turgen put his arm around the children. “Wonderful!” he said. “You make +me very happy. Feed the rams, love and protect them. The Good Spirit +will reward you for it, as He has rewarded me.” + +Indeed, at that moment Turgen felt himself to be the happiest of men. + + + + +CHAPTER 26 + +[Illustration] + + +Wings of happiness lifted Turgen’s spirit in the days immediately +following his understanding with Marfa, until it seemed that the +world was a new and more beautiful place. He looked at the sky, the +mountains and the forest around him with eyes that appeared to see them +for the first time. Even his yurta, so dark and cramped, was larger +and brighter, though its solitary window was still covered with snow. +In the silence surrounding him he caught sounds of life filled with +excitement and promise. + +“Is not all this a dream?” he asked himself. Then his common sense +answered: “No, it is not a dream, or there would be fear in my heart +that it would vanish. And my heart does not fear.” + +He was very gay as he climbed the mountain to the clearing with food +for his rams. The herd kept out of sight, but he felt their presence +close by in the shelter of the cliffs. + +“Hey there, my friends,” he shouted, “don’t hide yourselves!” And then, +because he had to confide his news to someone: “Life has now turned +her face to us and everything is going to be well. We are no longer +orphans. I will have a family, and it will be your family, too. Already +Tim and Aksa love you. And they have made me a promise. As for their +mother! Oh, that is a woman with a heart. The Great Spirit has blessed +us indeed.” + +Turgen delivered his message with full confidence that the rams heard +and understood all that he said, and rejoiced in his good fortune. He +knew the proverb, “Every man forges his own happiness,” but his case +seemed to be an exception. For what had he done, he asked himself, that +he should be so blessed? Was it all, perhaps, a sign from the stranger +who came to him in his dream? + +For three days his thoughts were rose-colored. But no mood will last +forever. Gradually doubts crept back into his mind and by feeding on +solitude grew into monsters. + +“What kind of an old fool am I to be thinking of marriage at my age?” +they went. “How do I dare take on the responsibility of a family? Not +that I am unable to provide for them. But why should innocent people +have to share with me the ill-will of the Yakuts in the valley?” + +Marfa was a fine brave woman. She and the children scoffed at the idea +that he was a sorcerer. But they didn’t know what it meant to have +their neighbors against them. + +What was he to do? How could he explain all this to Marfa and make her +understand that his fears were for her and not himself? + +That was the whole problem--to convince Marfa. It would require wisdom. +And where was he to find wisdom of the kind needed? Oh, what a muddle +it was, and all because of his pity for the mountain rams. How was it +possible that so much evil could come from good? + +While his mind worried itself in this fashion Turgen went about his +daily chores hoping that the Great Spirit would grant him still another +sign, and save him before the final moment of decision. There was much +work to be done. There were the fishing nets in the lake to watch. +There was game to be hunted, and snares to be examined from time to +time. Also he had promised to sew new moccasin boots for Tim and Aksa. +Then on the following Sunday he would return to Marfa’s, when she +expected to decide upon the day for the wedding. + +What this wedding would be like Turgen did not know. He remembered very +well his first marriage, which had taken place early in the autumn. +Several couples gathered outside the chapel and were united by one +ceremony. There was a small table holding a cross and a bowl of water. +A person called a monk read a prayer, sprinkled holy water over them, +and invited them to kiss the cross. Then a man wearing glasses wrote +down their names--and that was all. This had been long ago--so long +ago. How would it be now if Marfa was not persuaded by his reasoning? + +It was good to be busy, for then he could not think too much. + + + + +CHAPTER 27 + +[Illustration] + + +Early Saturday morning Kamov was due to call with provisions. Turgen +knew that he had a credit with the merchant amounting to more than +three hundred roubles. Add to this the value of the pelts he had on +hand, and the sum would be about five hundred roubles. A lot of money. +It would buy not only necessary supplies but dress goods for Marfa and +the children. + +“It might be well also,” he thought, “to get another cow and a good +horse.” For though he reasoned with himself against the marriage, he +could not give up hope. The merchant was a man to be trusted. He would +ask his advice. + +That night Turgen tossed in his sleep and his dreams were troubled. He +dozed, wakened, dozed again and heard himself mutter: “But I cannot let +the poor creatures starve in order to convince stupid people that I am +not a friend of the devil. What kind of happiness would I have? No and +no!” + +And then to his surprise he saw Lad at the door of the yurta, looking +at him with affection and saying in a human voice: “Why don’t you +sleep, Turgen? You know that I and my parents, and indeed the entire +herd, are praying for you. Sleep. All will be well.” + +Turgen sprang from his bed, rubbed his eyes and looked around the +yurta. No one was there. Logs crackled in the komelek, the room was +warm and snug. Stepping outside the door he looked at the moon and +stars, worlds away, making bright patterns in the night-black sky. A +wonder, but distant from his thoughts just now. “Merciful God,” he +whispered as he turned back, “what is wrong with me? Am I ill that such +strange things haunt me?” + +Suddenly something came over him, a feeling of peace and well-being +which seemed to promise that though he could not know the answers to +all his questioning, they would be revealed in good time. The Great +Spirit was on guard and would see to it. So, reassured, he fell asleep. + +When Kamov arrived in the morning, Turgen greeted him cordially and +set about preparing refreshments. Outwardly he was calm but he had +difficulty keeping mind on what the merchant was saying. Once he caught +himself hanging an empty kettle over the fire, and nothing he wanted +was in its usual place. + +Kamov could not help noticing Turgen’s distraction. Perhaps the man was +ill--worried. To live too much alone was bad. The merchant respected +the Lamut and liked him. He remembered with gratitude how once Turgen +had cured him of acute stomach pains, and he would return the favor if +he could. But it is not the habit of northern people to pry. There is a +right and a wrong time to ask questions. + +So the two men ate while they exchanged news of no importance. +Afterwards they settled back to enjoy their pipes. From behind a cloud +of smoke Kamov spoke. + +“You know, Turgen, you have a considerable sum of money with me. +Hundreds of roubles. Why don’t you spend some of it?” + +“Yes ... Well ... I have everything I need....” Turgen stopped, not +knowing how to tell the merchant what was in his mind. “However, I have +been thinking of making quite a large purchase.” + +Kamov saw that the conversation was taking an important turn. +Cautiously feeling his way, he said: + +“I mention this because we are living at God’s mercy. If I should +die, no one would know how much I owe you. For I carry everything in +my head. You know yourself that most of the hunters are in my debt. +And your case is special. I should not like to go before God owing +you so much. It happens that I have brought with me a great deal of +merchandise. Friend, take as much as you like.” + +“Why talk of death?” Turgen answered. “May God grant you many summers +and winters of life in good health. It is already more than thirty +winters that I have been dealing with you and I am not complaining. +Besides, who of us knows whose turn will come first?” + +Kamov sighed, “Nor am I complaining. My health and business are very +good. I won’t hide it from you. I make a fair profit, and without +cheating. Maybe that is why God has blessed me with a comfortable +living and a fine family. I am surprised that you go on living alone. +It must be hard--ay?” + +It was this question that Turgen needed to unlock his thoughts. He +took a long pull at his pipe before he replied: “It is difficult, very +difficult. But a change is about to take place in my life....” + +Carefully he told the merchant all about Marfa and the children, and +how happy he would be to have a family except that he feared the +ill-will of the Yakuts in the valley would spoil everything. + +“You know yourself,” he concluded, “that I am not a sorcerer. I +believe in God. I had thought to purchase quite a lot of your wares, +also to ask where I could get a good horse and cow. Then my household +would be complete. But what about this feeling about me? What was bad +before will be doubly bad if I have a family. I want to explain all +this to Marfa, but I don’t know how. God forbid, she might think me a +coward and afraid of responsibility. You are a wise man ... what do you +advise?” + +Kamov leisurely emptied the ashes from his pipe, was silent a moment +and then said: + +“You ask for advice? I’ll give it gladly. But this matter isn’t as +simple as it seems. It needs explaining. Yes, I’ve heard the gossip +about you--such lies I wonder anyone can believe them. You should have +spoken to me before. Why didn’t you?” + +“I don’t know,” Turgen admitted. “But a man is ashamed to be thought a +partner of the devil.” + +Kamov scratched the back of his head as he considered this. + +“It is and it isn’t a matter for laughing. When I was young and a +hunter, a bear once rumpled me badly. But the wounds healed long ago +and now I feel no pain at all. Yet human tongues speaking evil can +inflict wounds no medicines will heal....” + +He paused, filled his pipe and lit it. Suddenly a smile broke over his +face. “My friend, I have found a way out for you! Why didn’t I think of +it before? It is so very simple.” + +Excited, Turgen jumped to his feet. “Then tell me. Help me.” + +“Of course ... of course,” Kamov said reassuringly. + +He rose, paced back and forth for a minute, and stroked his forehead as +if gathering his thoughts together. + +“Turgen, you know that the Yakuts are like children. It is easy to lead +them astray with lying words. But no one can doubt that they believe +in God and fear the devil. No one. They are all Christians even though +many of them still run to the shamanists. It was the shamanist who did +you the greatest harm--because he was jealous of you. The people came +to you for advice and to be cured and you helped them without charge. +This took business away from him.” + +“Maybe,” Turgen admitted. + +“Believe me, it was so,” Kamov said positively. “And for that reason +the shamanist spread foolish tales about you--how with the devil’s help +you were able to make friends with the mountain rams. The simple people +could believe such nonsense because rams are known to hate the scent +of human beings--so why would they eat the food you brought?... No, the +Yakuts are stupid no doubt, but not evil. They just believed the first +thing they heard. Now--” + +Kamov paused dramatically. + +“My idea is this. The Yakuts are Christians. They believe in God. You +and Marfa are Christians. That being so, you must be married in the +Christian manner. You see how simple it is. Once you are joined in +God’s temple by a priest, who will sprinkle you with holy water and +give you the Gospel and the Cross to touch, not a soul will dare to say +that you are a friend of the devil. Believe me, faith and prayer--they +are the best answer to slander. Do you understand?” + +Turgen nodded. “I feel that you speak the truth, Kamov. Tell me, what +must I do? Go to a priest? That will be about sixty miles, but I can do +it easily on my skis. What shall I say to him? I have never in my life +had anything to do with a priest. And this is a delicate subject.... +Teach me, my friend!” + +Kamov patted Turgen on the shoulder, pleased to have his advice so +well received. “Don’t excite yourself. You need do nothing. I will see +to everything myself. The priest is a friend of mine. You will make +a donation to the church and pay the trifling expenses--that is all. +Thank God you are not a poor man.... And now we must set a day for +the wedding. What would you say to Sunday, two weeks from now? Time is +needed for preparations, and I want to spread news of the wedding among +the valley people. Father Peter, as you know, is greatly respected. I +shall tell the Yakuts, too,” Kamov added with a sly wink, “that I will +be your best man. Popov can give the bride away. Everyone looks up to +him, and besides he lives close to the chapel. Do you agree?” + +“I agree to everything. Thank you. Thank you,” said Turgen gratefully. + +“Well, then, all is settled. Just don’t say anything to Marfa. I will +see Popov at once, and arrange for a party at his house after the +wedding. He’s a good man and I do a lot of business with him. He won’t +refuse. About the cow--we will buy that from Popov. One hand washes the +other, you know.” Here Kamov winked at Turgen again. “As for the horse, +that will be my present, as best man, to you. But there is one thing I +ask of you.” + +“Yes, yes,” Turgen interrupted. “Anything.” + +“I know that you are not a drinking man, Turgen. Perhaps you do not +approve of others drinking. But the Yakuts will not think it possible +to celebrate an occasion as important as a wedding without both prayer +and vodka. Nothing too gay because you aren’t young any more. Just +enough to wet their throats and lighten their hearts.” + +Turgen smiled. “Why not? I have no objection. I do not drink because +many years ago I took a little too much of the poison, and when +returning home I lost my way, fell into a hole and almost froze to +death. That experience taught me a lesson, and I promised my wife that +never again would I touch a drop of the stuff. However, it is not for +me to sit in judgment upon others. Our guests must be free to do as +they please.” + +“Good!” Kamov exclaimed. “That’s a sensible and just way to look at it.” + +Kamov remembered at this point that his horses had not been fed or +watered. + +“It’s a pull up the mountain, too,” he explained, “though fortunately +the snow is not deep. Come help me bring the merchandise indoors where +you can examine it. If I don’t have everything you want with me, I’ll +get it from my store and send it direct to Marfa.” + +As Turgen selected from Kamov’s stores all the things he wanted for +Marfa and the children and the new home they would have together there +was joy in his heart. Thinking of the pleasure his purchases would +bring, he considered that he was performing one of the most important +acts of his lifetime. And this feeling of exaltation stayed with him +long after Kamov had left. + +“No, the world is not lacking in kind people,” he reflected. “How good +it is to open one’s heart to a friend.” Truly it was a miracle that +the Great Spirit had sent Lad in the night with the promise that all +would be well. And how comforting to know that he, Turgen, did not bear +his responsibility alone, but that Someone greater and wiser than he +commanded his life. + +He did his chores that evening as if wings lent lightness to his feet. +After emptying the nets and snares of game, he rushed to feed his rams. +“Eh, my darlings, if you could only know how happy I am!” he called. +But the herd did not show itself. + +Then before re-entering his yurta, he stopped by the grave of his wife +and son. “Long ago you went away from me, but still you are close,” he +addressed them, and his words were a prayer. “This is the place above +all places where I find peace. I have come to you often with my grief, +so now let me come to you with my joy. Give me your blessing, that I am +to be alone no longer. What have I done to deserve this I do not know, +but who does know the Great Spirit or the extent of His generosity? May +His grace be with us all, forever.” + +Such a day must be concluded in a fitting manner, so Turgen got out +his reed and played and played until it seemed the walls of the yurta +could not contain so much melody. He sang of hope and joy and beauty +and peace of soul. And finally he slept dreamlessly, hearing still the +music of his own creation. + + + + +CHAPTER 28 + +[Illustration] + + +The next two weeks sped by. There were visits to Marfa and the +children, plans to be made and discussed. And several times Kamov +called to report cheerfully that everything he had undertaken to do was +progressing splendidly. + +According to him, the people of the valley were at first completely +overwhelmed by his news. “Have you heard? Turgen is going to marry the +poor widow Marfa.” The word spread like fire. What seemed to occasion +surprise was not that Marfa was marrying a Lamut, but that Turgen was +taking upon himself the burden of providing for her and the children. + +Once that fact was accepted, everyone--men and women--had something +to say about the wedding. A real wedding, in their own small chapel, +with a service performed by Father Peter himself. And after the +ceremony--greatest marvel of all--there was to be a feast in the yurta +of the Bailiff Popov, with the doors open to rich and poor, young and +old. The people of the valley boiled with excitement and amazement. +“Just think of it, Father Peter himself will marry them! What a +blessing! The Father will travel sixty miles just for that! Such an +event does not occur every day.” + +Gradually, in the eyes of the people, Turgen was becoming a highly +respected man, and Marfa a fortunate woman to get him for her husband. +She was younger than he, but that was considered no obstacle so long as +a man was strong and not bad looking. Moreover, Turgen was well-to-do. +The woman who got him, said the wives sagely, would not have to work +hard. + +Public opinion was so strongly in Turgen’s favor that when someone +mentioned carelessly his friendship with the devil, the gossiper was +hissed into silence. “Keep your mouth shut,” bystanders ordered him. +“Would the priest have consented to give his blessing if what you say +were true? No. How is it possible that a sorcerer could cross the +threshold of a chapel? No and No. People were just talking nonsense.” + +Only the shamanist failed to express an opinion. Those who tried to +seek him out and question him were put off by the woman Stepa who +announced with authority, “The great shamanist is ill and unable to +talk.” But she gave it as a fact that he had nothing against the +marriage. + +This was enough to convince the shamanist’s ardent supporters that they +were free to approve Turgen’s action and attend the wedding. Their +approval was strengthened daily by rumors of important Yakuts who would +be among the guests. And outweighing all else was the fact that Kamov +would be best man. The merchant was held in such excellent regard that +any project he supported must surely be above suspicion. + +“As long as Kamov is his friend, who dares to be Turgen’s enemy?” the +Yakuts asked of one another. And so the word was passed along and the +day of the wedding arrived. + + + + +CHAPTER 29 + +[Illustration] + + +From early morning a large crowd of men, women, and children gathered +near the chapel. At the hour set for the ceremony a sigh of approval +went up as ten sleighs appeared drawn by white horses whose tails and +manes were braided with multicolored ribbons. Around the animals’ necks +tinkling bells were hung, and their harnesses were dazzling. + +“Not a bishop or a governor would be ashamed of such horses,” said one +watcher to another. + +In the first sleigh, driven by the eminent Popov, rode the priest with +his psalmist, at sight of whom the men uncovered their heads and the +women bowed low. Behind the priest rode Turgen with Kamov. Then came +Marfa with the children and the wife of Popov. And behind them notables +of the district with their wives. + +It was a real procession, grand enough to satisfy the most critical. +Even nature rejoiced. The sun was out and the snow sparkled under its +rays. + +The priest descending blessed the people, the chapel’s single bell +boomed out, and the guests crossed themselves as they knelt. + +With difficulty everyone crowded into the small chapel, for no one +wanted to miss this most unusual event. There was a feeling of +expectation and awe. + +Blessing the people again, the priest began to pray: + +“Brothers, sisters, let us pray to the Lord God for all our people and +for the prosperity of our great land.” + +It was a brief prayer, and after that the wedding service started. + +Turgen felt himself to be in a trance. Never before in his life had +he been the center of so much attention. The burning candles and the +singing moved him to wonder: “Is it possible that all this is for me, a +poor Lamut? What have I done to deserve such grace from God?” + +He was in fear of making an awkward movement that would mar the +service. But the priest lent him support with his kind, understanding +eyes, and from time to time when the questions were incomprehensible, +Kamov came to his assistance. Marfa beside him was solemn and composed +as she whispered what seemed to be a prayer, but when their glances +met her face lighted with a smile of quiet happiness. + +To the children it was all part of an enchanting fairy tale. This was +what their mother meant when she said that Turgen would become their +father! It was no more than fitting, of course, that he should be paid +such honor. For was not Turgen the greatest of storytellers and the +kindest of men? So thinking, they crossed themselves fervently. + +Still in a daze, unable either to think or to pray in such magnificent +surroundings, Turgen got through the ceremony, made a sign opposite his +name in a big book, and was taken to the home of the Popovs, where the +tables groaned under mountains of food. There was frozen and smoked +fish, steaming hot soup, slabs of venison and other meats, and finally +delicious cloudberry with frozen cream. + +After a few tumblers of vodka, the place was filled with friends who +slapped him on the back and showered him with good wishes. Fortunately, +Kamov noted his embarrassment and saved him from the noisiest guests, +while at the same time he saw to it that the supply of vodka was +limited. There was enough for gayety--and no more. The presence of the +priest also was a sobering influence. + +It was much later and time for the party to end when Kamov rose and +called for silence. + +“Friends,” he said, “let us wish Turgen, Marfa and the children a +long and happy life. There is a custom among us to give gifts to the +newlyweds, and for my part I am giving them a fine horse, with harness +and sleigh. I hope they will do me the honor to travel to their home in +it this night.” + +He was about to say something more, hesitated and then exclaimed: “Hail +to the new family!” + +The company broke into enthusiastic applause. “Fine, fine! Okse! Okse!” +It was an excellent speech, everyone agreed. No one could have done +better. + +Not to be outdone by the merchant, Popov now got to his feet: “And I am +making the new family a present of one of my best milk cows.” + +Others, stirred to generosity by the prevailing good will, shouted +above the hubbub declaring their gifts. Afterwards all trooped out to +the yard to see Turgen off, on the invitation of Kamov who longed to +hear the horse and sleigh admired. + +After seeing that Marfa and the children were made comfortable for the +ride, Turgen took his seat and to the accompaniment of gay, friendly +voices urged the horse into motion. Soon the voices were left behind. +The forest closed in on either side and there was nothing to be heard +but the pounding hoofs, the creak of runners, and the cheerful tinkle +of a bell around the horse’s neck. + +Marfa touched Turgen’s arm. “It is like a dream,” she said. “Such kind +people.” + +There were many things Turgen might have said in answer. But why +remember evil? So he only looked at his wife and smiled. + +Aksa, who had been unusually silent, now spoke up: “Turgen--Tim and I +have decided to call you Father. May we?” + +“Indeed you may,” Turgen responded heartily. “And just when did you +decide this?” + +“Oh, as soon as we left the church.” + +Turgen nodded. “I see. So that is settled and I suppose,” he added +slyly, “you have no other problems.” + +“Yes, I have,” she retorted. “I want to know what we are going to call +this horse.” + +Turgen deliberated. + +“Would Friend be a good name?” + +“Yes, very good!” the girl exclaimed. + +Tim, impatient with his bold, talkative sister, could hold in no +longer. “It seems to me we have a great many animals. But to whom will +the mountain rams belong?” + +[Illustration] + +Turgen felt a surge of love for the boy. Half-jokingly and +half-seriously he answered: “Yes, we have the beginning of a fine +household. But the rams belong to God, and they will always be His. You +and I can only guard and care for them. You remember you promised.” + +Then, his heart so full of happiness that he did not trust his voice +to express it, he grasped the reins and shouted to the horse: “Come +Friend. Hurry! We are going home.” + +The horse quickened its pace, the children shrieked in pleasure, Marfa +and Turgen looked at each other and smiled. Not one of them doubted +that they were rushing full speed toward a new and a good life. + + + + +CHAPTER 30 + +[Illustration] + + +Since that day many years have passed. Turgen and Marfa saw the +children grow up, and as the children grew their own well-being +increased. Wealth was never theirs, but they had enough for their +wants, and any visitor was assured of a welcome place by their fire. + +The Yakuts, conscious of their guilt before Turgen, did their best +to make up for their past behavior and show their respect. Even the +shamanist, now very old, came one day to beg forgiveness. When Turgen +said to him, “We’ll forget the past. Come and be my guest,” the +shamanist was so touched that he told everyone “Turgen is one of the +kindest of men. There is more wisdom in his little finger than in my +old head.” + +So the old injustice was buried. + +Gradually others came to settle near Marfa’s yurta, until a large +settlement sprang up around the lake. As they planned, Turgen and his +family lived in the valley during the winter and in the mountains +during the summer. Though a great change had come into his life, he did +not forget his rams but cared for them as before. When age made him +feebler, he had a fine assistant in Tim who was young and strong. + +Turgen lived to see his Lad the leader of a herd of his own. Then one +day, not long after Tim was married, he departed quietly for the other +world where Marfa had already gone. + +“Do not forget my poor rams and God will be merciful to you,” were the +last words he spoke. + +Tim and Aksa were faithful to their promise. In time there were four +herds in the mountains instead of one. And the rams no longer fled +pell-mell at the sight of human beings. Perhaps, as Turgen believed, +this was because of Lad and the things he had learned during the period +of his accident. Whatever the explanation, the rams of this region +lived in peace and flourished, while the people too knew comfort and +abundance. Surely the Great Spirit, who saw all, had given His blessing. + + * * * * * + +_So it was that I, a visitor by accident to Turgen’s mountain country, +found proof that my teacher spoke truly when he said: “Everywhere there +is life and everywhere there are warm human hearts.”_ + + + + +TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES: + + + Italicized text is surrounded by underscores: _italics_. + + Perceived typographical errors have been corrected. + + Inconsistencies in hyphenation have been standardized. + + Archaic or variant spelling has been retained. + + New original cover art included with this eBook is granted to the + public domain. + + Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S. + copyright on this publication was renewed. + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77051 *** |
