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CAXTON UPON COURAGE AND PATIENCE. + +"What is courage?" said my uncle Roland, rousing himself from a revery +into which he had fallen, after the Sixth Book in this history had been +read to our family circle. + +"What is courage?" he repeated more earnestly. "Is it insensibility to +fear? That may be the mere accident of constitution; and if so, there is +no more merit in being courageous than in being this table." + +"I am very glad to hear you speak thus," observed Mr. Caxton, "for I +should not like to consider myself a coward; yet I am very sensible to +fear in all dangers, bodily and moral." + +"La, Austin, how can you say so?" cried my mother, firing up; "was it not +only last week that you faced the great bull that was rushing after +Blanche and the children?" + +Blanche at that recollection stole to my father's chair, and, hanging +over his shoulder, kissed his forehead. + +MR. CAXTON (sublimely unmoved by these flatteries).--"I don't deny that I +faced the bull, but I assert that I was horribly frightened." + +ROLAND.--"The sense of honour which conquers fear is the true courage of +chivalry: you could not run away when others were looking on,--no +gentleman could." + +MR. CAXTON.--"Fiddledee! It was not on my gentility that I stood, +Captain. I should have run fast enough, if it had done any good. I +stood upon my understanding. As the bull could run faster than I could, +the only chance of escape was to make the brute as frightened as myself." + +BLANCHE.--"Ah, you did not think of that; your only thought was to save +me and the children." + +MR. CAXTON.--"Possibly, my dear, very possibly, I might have been afraid +for you too; but I was very much afraid for myself. However, luckily I +had the umbrella, and I sprang it up and spread it forth in the animal's +stupid eyes, hurling at him simultaneously the biggest lines I could +think of in the First Chorus of the 'Seven against Thebes.' I began with +ELEDEMNAS PEDIOPLOKTUPOS; and when I came to the grand howl of [A line in +Greek], the beast stood appalled as at the roar of a lion. I shall never +forget his amazed snort at the Greek. Then he kicked up his hind legs, +and went bolt through the gap in the hedge. Thus, armed with AEschylus +and the umbrella, I remained master of the field; but" (continued Mr. +Caxton ingenuously) "I should not like to go through that half-minute +again." + +"No man would," said the captain, kindly. "I should be very sorry to +face a bull myself, even with a bigger umbrella than yours, and even +though I had AEschylus, and Homer to boot, at my fingers' ends." + +MR. CAXTON.--"You would not have minded if it had been a Frenchman with a +sword in his hand?" + +CAPTAIN.--"Of course not. Rather liked it than otherwise," he added +grimly. + +MR. CAXTON.--"Yet many a Spanish matador, who does n't care a button for +a bull, would take to his heels at the first lunge /en carte/ from a +Frenchman. Therefore, in fact, if courage be a matter of constitution, +it is also a matter of custom. We face calmly the dangers we are +habituated to, and recoil from those of which we have no familiar +experience. I doubt if Marshal Turenue himself would have been quite at +his ease on the tight-rope; and a rope-dancer, who seems disposed to +scale the heavens with Titanic temerity, might possibly object to charge +on a cannon." + +CAPTAIN ROLAND.--"Still, either this is not the courage I mean, or it is +another kind of it. I mean by courage that which is the especial force +and dignity of the human character, without which there is no reliance on +principle, no constancy in virtue,--a something," continued my uncle, +gallantly, and with a half bow towards my mother, "which your sex shares +with our own. When the lover, for instance, clasps the hand of his +betrothed, and says, 'Wilt thou be true to me, in spite of absence and +time, in spite of hazard and fortune, though my foes malign me, though +thy friends may dissuade thee, and our lot in life may be rough and +rude?' and when the betrothed answers, 'I will be true,' does not the +lover trust to her courage as well as her love?" + +"Admirably put, Roland," said my father. "But a propos of what do you +puzzle us with these queries on courage?" + +CAPTAIN ROLAND (with a slight blush).--"I was led to the inquiry (though +perhaps it may be frivolous to take so much thought of what, no doubt, +costs Pisistratus so little) by the last chapters in my nephew's story. +I see this poor boy Leonard, alone with his fallen hopes (though very +irrational they were) and his sense of shame. And I read his heart, I +dare say, better than Pisistratus does, for I could feel like that boy if +I had been in the same position; and conjecturing what he and thousands +like him must go through, I asked myself, 'What can save him and them?' +I answered, as a soldier would answer, 'Courage.' Very well. But pray; +Austin, what is courage?" + +MR. CAXTON (prudently backing out of a reply).--"/Papae/!' Brother, since +you have just complimented the ladies on that quality, you had better +address your question to them." + +Blanche here leaned both hands on my father's chair, and said, looking +down at first bashfully, but afterwards warming with the subject, "Do you +not think, sir, that little Helen has already suggested, if not what is +courage, what at least is the real essence of all courage that endures +and conquers, that ennobles and hallows and redeems? Is it not PATIENCE, +Father? And that is why we women have a courage of our own. Patience +does not affect to be superior to fear, but at least it never admits +despair." + +PISISTRATUS.--"Kiss me, my Blanche, for you have come near to the truth +which perplexed the soldier and puzzled the sage." + +MR. CAXTON (tartly).--"If you mean me by the sage, I was not puzzled at +all. Heaven knows you do right to inculcate patience,--it is a virtue +very much required--in your readers. Nevertheless," added my father, +softening with the enjoyment of his joke,--"nevertheless Blanche and +Helen are quite right. Patience is the courage of the conqueror; it is +the virtue, /par excellence/, of Man against Destiny,--of the One against +the World, and of the Soul against Matter. Therefore this is the courage +of the Gospel; and its importance in a social view--its importance to +races and institutions--cannot be too earnestly inculcated. What is it +that distinguishes the Anglo-Saxon from all other branches of the human +family,--peoples deserts with his children and consigns to them the +heritage of rising worlds? What but his faculty to brave, to suffer, to +endure,--the patience that resists firmly and innovates slowly? Compare +him with the Frenchman. The Frenchman has plenty of valour,--that there +is no denying; but as for fortitude, he has not enough to cover the point +of a pin. He is ready to rush out of the world if he is bitten by a +flea." + +CAPTAIN ROLAND.--"There was a case in the papers the other day, Austin, +of a Frenchman who actually did destroy himself because he was so teased +by the little creatures you speak of. He left a paper on his table, +saying that 'life was not worth having at the price of such torments.'" + +MR. CAXTON (solemnly).--"Sir, their whole political history, since the +great meeting of the /Tiers Etat/, has been the history of men who would +rather go to the devil than be bitten by a flea. It is the record of +human impatience that seeks to force time, and expects to grow forests +from the spawn of a mushroom. Wherefore, running through all extremes of +constitutional experiment, when they are nearest to democracy they are +next door to a despot; and all they have really done is to destroy +whatever constitutes the foundation of every tolerable government. A +constitutional monarchy cannot exist without aristocracy, nor a healthful +republic endure with corruption of manners. The cry of equality is +incompatible with civilization, which, of necessity, contrasts poverty +with wealth; and, in short, whether it be an emperor or a mob I that is +to rule, Force is the sole hope of order, and the government is but an +army." + + [Published more than a year before the date of the French empire + under Louis Napoleon.] + +"Impress, O Pisistratus! impress the value of patience as regards man +and men. You touch there on the kernel of the social system,--the secret +that fortifies the individual and disciplines the million. I care not, +for my part, if you are tedious so long as you are earnest. Be minute +and detailed. Let the real Human Life, in its war with Circumstance, +stand out. Never mind if one can read you but slowly,--better chance of +being less quickly forgotten. Patience, patience! By the soul of +Epictetus, your readers shall set you an example." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Leonard had written twice to Mrs. Fairfield, twice to Riccabocca, and +once to Mr. Dale; and the poor proud boy could not bear to betray his +humiliation. He wrote as with cheerful spirits,--as if perfectly +satisfied with his prospects. He said that he was well employed, in the +midst of books, and that he had found kind friends. Then he turned from +himself to write about those whom he addressed, and the affairs and +interests of the quiet world wherein they lived. He did not give his own +address, nor that of Mr. Prickett. He dated his letters from a small +coffee-house near the bookseller's, to which he occasionally went for his +simple meals. He had a motive in this. He did not desire to be found +out. Mr. Dale replied for himself and for Mrs. Fairfield, to the +epistles addressed to these two. Riccabocca wrote also. + +Nothing could be more kind than the replies of both. They came to +Leonard in a very dark period in his life, and they strengthened him in +the noiseless battle with despair. + +If there be a good in the world that we do without knowing it, without +conjecturing the effect it may have upon a human soul; it is when we show +kindness to the young in the first barren footpath up the mountain of +life. + +Leonard's face resumed its serenity in his intercourse with his employer; +but he did not recover his boyish ingenuous frankness. The under- +currents flowed again pure from the turbid soil and the splintered +fragments uptorn from the deep; but they were still too strong and too +rapid to allow transparency to the surface. And now he stood in the +sublime world of books, still and earnest as a seer who invokes the dead; +and thus, face to face with knowledge, hourly he discovered how little he +knew. Mr. Prickett lent him such works as he selected and asked to take +home with him. He spent whole nights in reading, and no longer +desultorily. He read no more poetry, no more Lives of Poets. He read +what poets must read if they desire to be great--/Sapere principium et +fons/,--strict reasonings on the human mind; the relations between motive +and conduct, thought and action; the grave and solemn truths of the past +world; antiquities, history, philosophy. He was taken out of himself; he +was carried along the ocean of the universe. In that ocean, O seeker, +study the law of the tides; and seeing Chance nowhere, Thought presiding +over all, Fate, that dread phantom, shall vanish from creation, and +Providence alone be visible in heaven and on earth! + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +There was to be a considerable book-sale at a country house one day's +journey from London. Mr. Prickett meant to have attended it on his own +behalf, and that of several gentlemen who had given him commissions for +purchase; but on the morning fixed for his departure, he was seized with +a severe return of his old foe the rheumatism. He requested Leonard to +attend instead of himself. Leonard went, and was absent for the three +days during which the sale lasted. He returned late in the evening, and +went at once to Mr. Prickett's house. The shop was closed; he knocked at +the private entrance; a strange person opened the door to him, and in +reply to his question if Mr. Prickett was at home, said, with a long and +funereal face, "Young man, Mr. Prickett senior is gone to his long home, +but Mr. Richard Prickett will see you." + +At this moment a very grave-looking man, with lank hair, looked forth +from the side-door communicating between the shop and the passage, and +then stepped forward. "Come in, sir; you are my late uncle's assistant, +Mr. Fairfield, I suppose?" + +"Your late uncle! Heavens, sir, do I understand aright, can Mr. Prickett +be dead since I left London?" + +"Died, sir, suddenly, last night. It was an affection of the heart. The +doctor thinks the rheumatism attacked that organ. He had small time to +provide for his departure, and his account-books seem in sad disorder: I +am his nephew and executor." + +Leonard had now--followed the nephew into the shop. There still burned +the gas-lamp. The place seemed more dingy and cavernous than before. +Death always makes its presence felt in the house it visits. + +Leonard was greatly affected,--and yet more, perhaps, by the utter want +of feeling which the nephew exhibited. In fact the deceased had not been +on friendly terms with this person, his nearest relative and heir-at-law, +who was also a bookseller. + +"You were engaged but by the week, I find, young man, on reference to my +late uncle's papers. He gave you L1 a week,--a monstrous sum! I shall +not require your services any further. I shall move these books to my +own house. You will be good enough to send me a list of those you bought +at the sale, and your account of travelling expenses, etc. What may be +due to you shall be sent to your address. Good-evening." + +Leonard went home, shocked and saddened at the sudden death of his kind +employer. He did not think much of himself that night; but when he rose +the next day, he suddenly felt that the world of London lay before him, +without a friend, without a calling, without an occupation for bread. + +This time it was no fancied sorrow, no poetic dream disappointed. Before +him, gaunt and palpable, stood Famine. Escape!--yes. Back to the +village: his mother's cottage; the exile's garden; the radishes and the +fount. Why could he not escape? Ask why civilization cannot escape its +ills, and fly back to the wild and the wigwam. + +Leonard could not have returned to the cottage, even if the Famine that +faced had already seized him with her skeleton hand. London releases not +so readily her fated step-sons. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +One day three persons were standing before an old bookstall in a passage +leading from Oxford Street into Tottenham Court Road. Two were +gentlemen; the third, of the class and appearance of those who more +habitually halt at old bookstalls. + +"Look," said one of the gentlemen to the other, "I have discovered here +what I have searched for in vain the last ten years,--the Horace of 1580, +the Horace of the Forty Commentators, a perfect treasury of learning, and +marked only fourteen shillings!" + +"Hush, Norreys," said the other, "and observe what is yet more worth your +study;" and he pointed to the third bystander, whose face, sharp and +attenuated, was bent with an absorbed, and, as it were, with a hungering +attention over an old worm-eaten volume. + +"What is the book, my lord?" whispered Mr. Norreys. His companion +smiled, and replied by another question, "What is the man who reads the +book?" + +Mr. Norreys moved a few paces, and looked over the student's shoulder. +"Preston's translation of Boethius's 'The Consolations of Philosophy,'" +he said, coming back to his friend. + +"He looks as if he wanted all the consolations Philosophy can give him, +poor boy." + +At this moment a fourth passenger paused at the bookstall, and, +recognizing the pale student, placed his hand on his shoulder, and said, +"Aha, young sir, we meet again. So poor Prickett is dead. But you are +still haunted by associations. Books, books,--magnets to which all iron +minds move insensibly. What is this? Boethius! Ah, a book written in +prison, but a little time before the advent of the only philosopher who +solves to the simplest understanding every mystery of life--" + +"And that philosopher?" + +"Is death!" said Mr. Burley. "How can you be dull enough to ask? Poor +Boethius, rich, nobly born, a consul, his sons consuls, the world one +smile to the Last Philosopher of Rome. Then suddenly, against this type +of the old world's departing WISDOM stands frowning the new world's grim +genius, FORCE,--Theodoric the Ostrogoth condemning Boethius the +schoolman; and Boethius in his Pavian dungeon holding a dialogue with the +shade of Athenian Philosophy. It is the finest picture upon which +lingers the glimmering of the Western golden day, before night rushes +over time." + +"And," said Mr. Norreys, abruptly, "Boethius comes back to us with the +faint gleam of returning light, translated by Alfred the Great; and, +again, as the sun of knowledge bursts forth in all its splendour by Queen +Elizabeth. Boethius influences us as we stand in this passage; and that +is the best of all the Consolations of Philosophy,--eh, Mr. Burley?" + +Mr. Burley turned and bowed. + +The two men looked at each other; you could not see a greater contrast,-- +Mr. Burley, his gay green dress already shabby and soiled, with a rent in +the skirts and his face speaking of habitual night-cups; Mr. Norreys, +neat and somewhat precise in dress, with firm, lean figure, and quiet, +collected, vigorous energy in his eye and aspect. + +"If," replied Mr. Burley, "a poor devil like me may argue with a +gentleman who may command his own price with the booksellers, I should +say it is no consolation at all, Mr. Norreys. And I should like to see +any man of sense accept the condition of Boethius in his prison, with +some strangler or headsman waiting behind the door, upon the promised +proviso that he should be translated, centuries afterwards, by kings and +queens, and help indirectly to influence the minds of Northern +barbarians, babbling about him in an alley, jostled by passers-by who +never heard the name of Boethius, and who don't care a fig for +philosophy. Your servant, sir, young man, come and talk." + +Burley hooked his arm within Leonard's, and led the boy passively away. + +"That is a clever man," said Harley L'Estrange. "But I am sorry to see +yon young student, with his bright earnest eyes, and his lip that has the +quiver of passion and enthusiasm, leaning on the arm of a guide who seems +disenchanted of all that gives purpose to learning, and links philosophy +with use to the world. Who and what is this clever man whom you call +Burley?" + +"A man who might have been famous, if he had condescended to be +respectable! The boy listening to us both so attentively interested me +too,--I should like to have the making of him. But I must buy this +Horace." + +The shopman, lurking within his hole like a spider for flies, was now +called out. And when Mr. Norreys had bought the Horace, and given an +address where to send it, Harley asked the shopman if he knew the young +man who had been reading Boethius. + +"Only by sight. He has come here every day the last week, and spends +hours at the stall. When once he fastens on a book, he reads it +through." + +"And never buys?" said Mr. Norreys. + +"Sir," said the shopman, with a good-natured smile, "they who buy seldom +read. The poor boy pays me twopence a day to read as long as he pleases. +I would not take it, but he is proud." + +"I have known men amass great learning in that way," said Mr. Norreys. +"Yes, I should like to have that boy in my hands. And now, my lord, I am +at your service, and we will go to the studio of your artist." + +The two gentlemen walked on towards one of the streets out of Fitzroy +Square. + +In a few minutes more Harley L'Estrange was in his element, seated +carelessly on a deal table smoking his cigar, and discussing art with the +gusto of a man who honestly loved, and the taste of a man who thoroughly +understood it. The young artist, in his dressing robe, adding slow touch +upon touch, paused often to listen the better. And Henry Norrey s, +enjoying the brief respite from a life of great labour, was gladly +reminded of idle hours under rosy skies; for these three men had formed +their friendship in Italy, where the bands of friendship are woven by the +hands of the Graces. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Leonard and Mr. Burley walked on into the suburbs round the north road +from London, and Mr. Burley offered to find literary employment for +Leonard,--an offer eagerly accepted. + +Then they went into a public-house by the wayside. Burley demanded a +private room, called for pen, ink, and paper; and placing these +implements before Leonard, said, "Write what you please, in prose, five +sheets of letter-paper, twenty-two lines to a page,--neither more nor +less." + +"I cannot write so." + +"Tut, 't is for bread." + +The boy's face crimsoned. + +"I must forget that," said he. + +"There is an arbour in the garden, under a weeping-ash," returned Burley. +"Go there, and fancy yourself in Arcadia." + +Leonard was too pleased to obey. He found out the little arbour at one +end of a deserted bowling-green. All was still,--the hedgerow shut out +the sight of the inn. The sun lay warm on the grass, and glinted +pleasantly through the leaves of the ash. And Leonard there wrote the +first essay from his hand as Author by profession. What was it that he +wrote? His dreamy impressions of London, an anathema on its streets and +its hearts of stone, murmurs against poverty, dark elegies on fate? + +Oh, no! little knowest thou true genius, if thou askest such questions, +or thinkest that there under the weeping-ash the task-work for bread was +remembered; or that the sunbeam glinted but over the practical world, +which, vulgar and sordid, lay around. Leonard wrote a fairy tale,--one +of the loveliest you can conceive, with a delicate touch of playful +humour, in a style all flowered over with happy fancies. He smiled as he +wrote the last word,--he was happy. In rather more than an hour Mr. +Burley came to him, and found him with that smile on his lips. + +Mr. Burley had a glass of brandy-and-water in his hand; it was his third. +He too smiled, he too looked happy. He read the paper aloud, and well. +He was very complimentary. "You will do!" said he, clapping Leonard on +the back. "Perhaps some day you will catch my one-eyed perch." Then he +folded up the manuscript, scribbled off a note, put the whole in one +envelope, and they returned to London. + +Mr. Burley disappeared within a dingy office near Fleet Street, on which +was inscribed, "Office of the 'Beehive,'" and soon came forth with a +golden sovereign in his hand, Leonard's first-fruits. Leonard thought +Peru lay before him. He accompanied Mr. Burley to that gentleman's +lodging in Maida Hill. The walk had been very long; Leonard was not +fatigued. He listened with a livelier attention than before to Burley's +talk. And when they reached the apartments of the latter, and Mr. Burley +sent to the cookshop, and their joint supper was taken out of the golden +sovereign, Leonard felt proud, and for the first time for weeks he +laughed the heart's laugh. The two writers grew more and more intimate +and cordial. And there was a vast deal in Burley by which any young man +might be made the wiser. There was no apparent evidence of poverty in +the apartments,--clean, new, well-furnished; but all things in the most +horrible litter,--all speaking of the huge literary sloven. + +For several days Leonard almost lived in those rooms. He wrote +continuously, save when Burley's conversation fascinated him into +idleness. Nay, it was not idleness,--his knowledge grew larger as he +listened; but the cynicism of the talker began slowly to work its way. +That cynicism in which there was no faith, no hope, no vivifying breath +from Glory, from Religion,--the cynicism of the Epicurean, more degraded +in his sty than ever was Diogenes in his tub; and yet presented with such +ease and such eloquence, with such art and such mirth, so adorned with +illustration and anecdote, so unconscious of debasement! + +Strange and dread philosophy, that made it a maxim to squander the gifts +of mind on the mere care for matter, and fit the soul to live but as from +day to day, with its scornful cry, "A fig for immortality and laurels!" +An author for bread! Oh, miserable calling! was there something grand +and holy, after all, even in Chatterton's despair? + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +The villanous "Beehive"! Bread was worked out of it, certainly; but +fame, but hope for the future,--certainly not. Milton's Paradise Lost +would have perished without a sound had it appeared in the "Beehive." + +Fine things were there in a fragmentary crude state, composed by Burley +himself. At the end of a week they were dead and forgotten,--never read +by one man of education and taste; taken simultaneously and indifferently +with shallow politics and wretched essays, yet selling, perhaps, twenty +or thirty thousand copies,--an immense sale; and nothing got out of them +but bread and brandy! + +"What more would you have?" cried John Burley. "Did not stern old Sam +Johnson say he could never write but from want?" + +"He might say it," answered Leonard; "but he never meant posterity to +believe him. And he would have died of want, I suspect, rather than have +written 'Rasselas' for the 'Beehive'! Want is a grand thing," continued +the boy, thoughtfully,--"a parent of grand things. Necessity is strong, +and should give us its own strength; but Want should shatter asunder, +with its very writhings, the walls of our prison-house, and not sit +contented with the allowance the jail gives us in exchange for our work." + +"There is no prison-house to a man who calls upon Bacchus; stay, I will +translate to you Schiller's Dithyramb. 'Then see I Bacchus; then up come +Cupid and Phcebus, and all the Celestials are filling my dwelling.'" + +Breaking into impromptu careless rhymes, Burley threw off a rude but +spirited translation of that divine lyric. "O materialist!" cried the +boy, with his bright eyes suffused. "Schiller calls on the gods to take +him to their heaven with them; and you would debase the gods to a +ginpalace." + +"Ho, ho!" cried Burley, with his giant laugh. "Drink, and you will +understand the Dithyramb." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Suddenly one morning, as Leonard sat with Burley, a fashionable +cabriolet, with a very handsome horse, stopped at the door. A loud +knock, a quick step on the stairs, and Randal Leslie entered. Leonard +recognized him, and started. Randal glanced at him in surprise, and +then, with a tact that showed he had already learned to profit by London +life, after shaking hands with Burley, approached, and said, with some +successful attempt at ease, "Unless I am not mistaken, sir, we have met +before. If you remember me, I hope all boyish quarrels are forgotten?" + +Leonard bowed, and his heart was still good enough to be softened. + +"Where could you two ever have met?" asked Burley. "In a village green, +and in single combat," answered Randal, smiling; and he told the story of +the Battle of the Stocks, with a well-bred jest on himself. Burley +laughed at the story. "But," said he, when this laugh was over, "my +young friend had better have remained guardian of the village stocks than +come to London in search of such fortune as lies at the bottom of an +inkhorn." + +"Ah," said Randal, with the secret contempt which men elaborately +cultivated are apt to feel for those who seek to educate themselves,-- +"ah, you make literature your calling, sir? At what school did you +conceive a taste for letters? Not very common at our great public +schools." + +"I am at school now for the first time," answered Leonard, dryly. + +"Experience is the best schoolmistress," said Burley; "and that was the +maxim of Goethe, who had book-learning enough, in all conscience." + +Randal slightly shrugged his shoulders, and without wasting another +thought on Leonard, peasant-born and self-taught, took his seat, and +began to talk to Burley upon a political question, which made then the +war-cry between the two great parliamentary parties. It was a subject in +which Burley showed much general knowledge; and Randal, seeming to differ +from him, drew forth alike his information and his argumentative powers. +The conversation lasted more than an hour. + +"I can't quite agree with you," said Randal, taking his leave; "but you +must allow me to call again,--will the same hour tomorrow suit you?" + +"Yes," said Burley. + +Away went the young man in his cabriolet. Leonard watched him from the +window. + +For five days, consecutively, did Randal call and discuss the question in +all its bearings; and Burley, after the second day, got interested in the +matter, looked up his authorities, refreshed his memory, and even spent +an hour or two in the Library of the British Museum. + +By the fifth day, Burley had really exhausted all that could well be said +on his side of the question. + +Leonard, during these colloquies, had sat apart seemingly absorbed in +reading, and secretly stung by Randal's disregard of his presence. For +indeed that young man, in his superb self-esteem, and in the absorption +of his ambitious projects, scarce felt even curiosity as to Leonard's +rise above his earlier station, and looked on him as a mere journeyman of +Burley's. + +But the self-taught are keen and quick observers; and Leonard had +remarked that Randal seemed more as one playing a part for some private +purpose, than arguing in earnest; and that, when he rose, and said, "Mr. +Burley, you have convinced me," it was not with the modesty of a sincere +reasoner, but the triumph of one who has gained his end. But so struck, +meanwhile, was our unheeded and silent listener with Burley's power of +generalization and the wide surface over which his information extended, +that when Randal left the room the boy looked at the slovenly, +purposeless man, and said aloud, "True; knowledge is not power." + +"Certainly not," said Burley, dryly,--"the weakest thing in the world." + +"Knowledge is power," muttered Randal Leslie, as, with a smile on his +lip, he drove from the door. + +Not many days after this last interview there appeared a short pamphlet; +anonymous, but one which made a great impression on the town. It was on +the subject discussed between Randal and Burley. It was quoted at great +length in the newspapers. And Burley started to his feet one morning, +and exclaimed, "My own thoughts! my very words! Who the devil is this +pamphleteer?" + +Leonard took the newspaper from Burley's hand. The most flattering +encomiums preceded the extracts, and the extracts were as stereotypes of +Burley's talk. + +"Can you doubt the author?" cried Leonard, in deep disgust and ingenuous +scorn. "The young man who came to steal your brains, and turn your +knowledge--" + +"Into power," interrupted Burley, with a laugh,--but it was a laugh of +pain. "Well, this was very mean; I shall tell him so when he comes." + +"He will come no more," said Leonard. Nor did Randal come again. But he +sent Mr. Burley a copy of the pamphlet with a polite note, saying, with +candid but careless acknowledgment, that he "had profited much by Mr. +Burley's hints and remarks." + +And now it was in all the papers that the pamphlet which had made so +great a noise was by a very young man, Mr. Audley Egerton's relation. +And high hopes were expressed of the future career of Mr. Randal Leslie. + +Burley still attempted to laugh, and still his pain was visible. Leonard +most cordially despised and hated Randal Leslie, and his heart moved to +Burley with noble but perilous compassion. In his desire to soothe and +comfort the man whom he deemed cheated out of fame, he forgot the caution +he had hitherto imposed on himself, and yielded more and more to the +charm of that wasted intellect. He accompanied Burley now to the haunts +to which his friend went to spend his evenings; and more and more--though +gradually, and with many a recoil and self-rebuke--there crept over him +the cynic's contempt for glory, and miserable philosophy of debased +content. + +Randal had risen into grave repute upon the strength of Burley's +knowledge. But, had Burley written the pamphlet, would the same repute +have attended him? Certainly not. Randal Leslie brought to that +knowledge qualities all his own,--a style simple, strong, and logical; +a certain tone of good society, and allusions to men and to parties that +showed his connection with a Cabinet minister, and proved that he had +profited no less by Egerton's talk than Burley's. + +Had Burley written the pamphlet, it would have showed more genius, it +would have had humour and wit, but have been so full of whims and quips, +sins against taste, and defects in earnestness, that it would have failed +to create any serious sensation. Here, then, there was something else be +sides knowledge, by which knowledge became power. Knowledge must not +smell of the brandy-bottle. + +Randal Leslie might be mean in his plagiarism, but he turned the useless +into use. And so far he was original. But one's admiration, after all, +rests where Leonard's rested,--with the poor, riotous, lawless, big, +fallen man. Burley took himself off to the Brent, and fished again for +the one-eyed perch. Leonard accompanied him. His feelings were indeed +different from what they had been when he had reclined under the old +tree, and talked with Helen of the future. But it was almost pathetic to +see how Burley's nature seemed to alter, as he strayed along the banks of +the rivulet, and discoursed of his own boyhood. The man then seemed +restored to something of the innocence of the child. He cared, in truth, +little for the perch, which continued intractable, but he enjoyed the air +and the sky, the rustling grass and the murmuring waters. These +excursions to the haunts of youth seemed to rebaptize him, and then his +eloquence took a pastoral character, and Izaak Walton himself would have +loved to hear him. But as he got back into the smoke of the metropolis, +and the gas-lamps made him forget the ruddy sunset and the soft evening +star, the gross habits reassumed their sway; and on he went with his +swaggering, reckless step to the orgies in which his abused intellect +flamed forth, and then sank into the socket quenched and rayless. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Helen was seized with profound and anxious sadness. Leonard had been +three or four times to see her, and each time she saw a change in him +that excited all her fears. He seemed, it is true, more shrewd, more +worldly-wise, more fitted, it might be, for coarse daily life; but, on +the other hand, the freshness and glory of his youth were waning slowly. +His aspirings drooped earthward. He had not mastered the Practical, and +moulded its uses with the strong hand of the Spiritual Architect, of the +Ideal Builder; the Practical was overpowering himself. She grew pale +when he talked of Burley, and shuddered, poor little Helen? when she +found he was daily, and almost nightly, in a companionship which, with +her native honest prudence, she saw so unsuited to strengthen him in his +struggles, and aid him against temptation. She almost groaned when, +pressing him as to his pecuniary means, she found his old terror of debt +seemed fading away, and the solid healthful principles he had taken from +his village were loosening fast. Under all, it is true, there was what a +wiser and older person than Helen would have hailed as the redeeming +promise. But that something was grief,--a sublime grief in his own sense +of falling, in his own impotence against the Fate he had provoked and +coveted. The Sublimity of that grief Helen could not detect; she saw +only that it was grief, and she grieved with it, letting it excuse every +fault,--making her more anxious to comfort, in order that she might save. +Even from the first, when Leonard had exclaimed, "Ah, Helen, why did you +ever leave me?" she had revolved the idea of return to him; and when in +the boy's last visit he told her that Burley, persecuted by duns, was +about to fly from his present lodgings, and take his abode with Leonard, +in the room she had left vacant, all doubt was over. She resolved to +sacrifice the safety and shelter of the home assured her. She resolved +to come back and share Leonard's penury and struggles, and save the old +room, wherein she had prayed for him, from the tempter's danger ous +presence. Should she burden him? No; she had assisted her father by +many little female arts in needle and fancy work. She had improved +herself in these during her sojourn with Miss Starke. She could bring +her share to the common stock. Possessed with this idea, she determined +to realize it before the day on which Leonard had told her Burley was to +move his quarters. Accordingly she rose very early one morning; she +wrote a pretty and grateful note to Miss Starke, who was fast asleep, +left it on the table, and before any one was astir, stole from the house, +her little bundle on her arm. + +She lingered an instant at the garden-gate, with a remorseful sentiment, +--a feeling that she had ill-repaid the cold and prim protection that +Miss Starke had shown her. But sisterly love carried all before it. She +closed the gate with a sigh, and went on. + +She arrived at the lodging-house before Leonard was up, took possession +of her old chamber, and presenting herself to Leonard, as he was about to +go forth, said (story-teller that she was), "I am sent away, brother, and +I have come to you to take care of me. Do not let us part again. But +you must be very cheerful and very happy, or I shall think that I am +sadly in your way." + +Leonard at first did look cheerful, and even happy; but then he thought +of Burley, and then of his own means of supporting Helen, and was +embarrassed, and began questioning her as to the possibility of +reconciliation with Miss Starke. And Helen said gravely, "Impossible,-- +do not ask it, and do not go near her." + +Then Leonard thought she had been humbled and insulted, and remembered +that she was a gentleman's child, and felt for her wounded pride, he was +so proud himself. Yet still he was embarrassed. + +"Shall I keep the purse again, Leonard?" said Helen, coaxingly. + +"Alas!" replied Leonard, "the purse is empty." + +"That is very naughty in the purse," said Helen, "since you put so much +into it." + +"Did not you say that you made, at least, a guinea a week?" + +"Yes; but Burley takes the money; and then, poor fellow! as I owe all to +him, I have not the heart to prevent him spending it as he likes." + +"Please, I wish you could settle the month's rent," said the landlady, +suddenly showing herself. She said it civilly, but with firmness. + +Leonard coloured. "It shall be paid to-day." + +Then he pressed his hat on his head, and putting Helen gently aside, went +forth. + +"Speak to me in future, kind Mrs. Smedley," said Helen, with the air of a +housewife. "He is always in study, and must not be disturbed." + +The landlady--a good woman, though she liked her rent--smiled benignly. +She was fond of Helen, whom she had known of old. + +"I am so glad you are come back; and perhaps now the young man will not +keep such late hours. I meant to give him warning, but--" + +"But he will be a great man one of these days, and you must bear with him +now." And Helen kissed Mrs. Smedley, and sent her away half inclined to +cry. + +Then Helen busied herself in the rooms. She found her father's box, +which had been duly forwarded. She re-examined its contents, and wept as +she touched each humble and pious relic. But her father's memory itself +thus seemed to give this home a sanction which the former had not; and +she rose quietly and began mechanically to put things in order, sighing +as she saw all so neglected, till she came to the rosetree, and that +alone showed heed and care. "Dear Leonard!" she murmured, and the smile +resettled on her lips. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Nothing, perhaps, could have severed Leonard from Burley but Helen's +return to his care. It was impossible for him, even had there been +another room in the house vacant (which there was not), to install this +noisy, riotous son of the Muse by Bacchus, talking at random and smelling +of spirits, in the same dwelling with an innocent, delicate, timid, +female child. And Leonard could not leave her alone all the twenty-four +hours. She restored a home to him and imposed its duties. He therefore +told Mr. Burley that in future he should write and study in his own room, +and hinted, with many a blush, and as delicately as he could, that it +seemed to him that whatever he obtained from his pen ought to be halved +with Burley, to whose interest he owed the employment, and from whose +books or whose knowledge he took what helped to maintain it; but that the +other half, if his, he could no longer afford to spend upon feasts or +libations. He had another life to provide for. + +Burley pooh-poohed the notion of taking half his coadjutor's earning with +much grandeur, but spoke very fretfully of Leonard's sober appropriation +of the other half; and though a good-natured, warm-hearted man, felt +extremely indignant at the sudden interposition of poor Helen. However, +Leonard was firm; and then Burley grew sullen, and so they parted. But +the rent was still to be paid. How? Leonard for the first time thought +of the pawnbroker. He had clothes to spare, and Riccabocca's watch. No; +that last he shrank from applying to such base uses. + +He went home at noon, and met Helen at the street-door. She too had been +out, and her soft cheek was rosy red with unwonted exercise and the sense +of joy. She had still preserved the few gold pieces which Leonard had +taken back to her on his first visit to Miss Starke's. She had now gone +out and bought wool and implements for work; and meanwhile she had paid +the rent. + +Leonard did not object to the work, but he blushed deeply when he knew +about the rent, and was very angry. He paid back to her that night what +she had advanced; and Helen wept silently at his pride, and wept more +when she saw the next day a woful hiatus in his wardrobe. + +But Leonard now worked at home, and worked resolutely; and Helen sat by +his side, working too; so that next day, and the next, slipped peacefully +away, and in the evening of the second he asked her to walk out in the +fields. She sprang up joyously at the invitation, when bang went the +door, and in reeled John Burley,--drunk,--and so drunk! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +And with Burley there reeled in another man,--a friend of his, a man who +had been a wealthy trader and once well to do, but who, unluckily, had +literary tastes, and was fond of hearing Burley talk. So, since he had +known the wit, his business had fallen from him, and he had passed +through the Bankrupt Court. A very shabby-looking dog he was, indeed, +and his nose was redder than Burley's. + +John made a drunken dash at poor Helen. "So you are the Pentheus in +petticoats who defies Bacchus," cried he; and therewith he roared out a +verse from Euripides. Helen ran away, and Leonard interposed. + +"For shame, Burley!" + +"He's drunk," said Mr. Douce, the bankrupt trader, "very drunk; don't +mind him. I say, sir, I hope we don't intrude. Sit still, Burley, sit +still, and talk, do,--that's a good man. You should hear him--ta--ta-- +talk, sir." Leonard meanwhile had got Helen out of the room into her +own, and begged her not to be alarmed, and keep the door locked. He then +returned to Burley, who had seated himself on the bed, trying wondrous +hard to keep himself upright; while Mr. Douce was striving to light a +short pipe that he carried in his button-hole--without having filled it-- +and, naturally failing in that attempt, was now beginning to weep. + +Leonard was deeply shocked and revolted for Helen's sake; but it was +hopeless to make Burley listen to reason. And how could the boy turn +out of his room the man to whom he was under obligations? + +Meanwhile there smote upon Helen's shrinking ears loud jarring talk and +maudlin laughter, and cracked attempts at jovial songs. Then she heard +Mrs. Smedley in Leonard's room, remonstrating; and Burley's laugh was +louder than before, and Mrs. Smedley, who was a meek woman, evidently got +frightened, and was heard in precipitate retreat. Long and loud talk +recommenced, Burley's great voice predominant, Mr. Douce chiming in with +hiccoughy broken treble. Hour after hour this lasted, for want of the +drink that would have brought it to a premature close. And Burley +gradually began to talk himself somewhat sober. Then Mr. Douce was +heard descending the stairs, and silence followed. At dawn, Leonard +knocked at Helen's door. She opened it at once, for she had not gone +to bed. + +"Helen," said he, very sadly, "you cannot continue here. I must find out +some proper home for you. This man has served me when all London was +friendless, and he tells me that he has nowhere else to go,--that the +bailiffs are after him. He has now fallen asleep. I will go and find +you some lodging close at hand, for I cannot expel him who has protected +me; and yet you cannot be under the same roof with him. My own good +angel, I must lose you." + +He did not wait for her answer, but hurried down stairs. The morning +looked through the shutterless panes in Leonard's garret, and the birds +began to chird from the elmtree, when Burley rose and shook himself, and +stared round. He could not quite make out where he was. He got hold of +the water-jug, which he emptied at three draughts, and felt greatly +refreshed. He then began to reconnoitre the chamber,--looked at +Leonard's manuscripts, peeped into the drawers, wondered where the devil +Leonard himself had gone to, and finally amused himself by throwing down +the fireirons, ringing the bell, and making all the noise he could, in +the hopes of attracting the attention of somebody or other, and procuring +himself his morning dram. + +In the midst of this charivari the door opened softly, but as if with a +resolute hand, and the small quiet form of Helen stood before the +threshold. Burley turned round, and the two looked at each other for +some moments with silent scrutiny. + +BURLEY (composing his features into their most friendly expression).-- +"Come hither, my dear. So you are the little girl whom I saw with +Leonard on the banks of the Brent, and you have come back to live with +him,--and I have come to live with him too. You shall be our little +housekeeper, and I will tell you the story of Prince Pettyman, and a +great many others not to be found in 'Mother Goose.' Meanwhile, my dear +little girl, here's sixpence,--just run out and change this for its worth +in rum." + +HELEN (coming slowly up to Mr. Burley, and still gazing earnestly into +his face).--"Ah, sir, Leonard says you have a kind heart, and that you +have served him; he cannot ask you to leave the house; and so I, who have +never served him, am to go hence and live alone." + +BURLEY (moved).--"You go, my little lady; and why? Can we not all live +together?" + +HELEN.--"No, sir. I left everything to come to Leonard, for we had met +first at my father's grave; but you rob me of him, and I have no other +friend on earth." + +BURLEY (discomposed).--"Explain yourself. Why must you leave him because +I come?" + +Helen looked at Mr. Burley again, long and wistfully, but made no answer. + +BURLEY (with a gulp).--"Is it because he thinks I am not fit company for +you?" + +Helen bowed her head. + +Burley winced, and after a moment's pause said, "He is right." + +HELEN (obeying the impulse of her heart, springs forward and takes +Burley's hand).--"Ah, sir," she cried, "before he knew you he was so +different; then he was cheerful, then, even when his first disappointment +came, I grieved and wept but I felt he would conquer still, for his heart +was so good and pure. Oh, sir, don't think I reproach you; but what is +to become of him if--if---No, it is not for myself I speak. I know that +if I was here, that if he had me to care for, he would come home early, +and work patiently, and--and--that I might save him. But now when I am +gone, and you live with him,--you to whom he is grateful, you whom he +would follow against his own conscience (you must see that, sir), what is +to become of him?" + +Helen's voice died in sobs. + +Burley took three or four long strides through the room; he was greatly +agitated. "I am a demon," he murmured. "I never saw it before; but it +is true, I should be this boy's ruin." Tears stood in his eyes, he +paused abruptly, made a clutch at his hat, and turned to the door. + +Helen stopped the way, and taking him gently by the arm, said, "Oh, sir, +forgive me,--I have pained you;" and looked up at him with a +compassionate expression, that indeed made the child's sweet face +as that of an angel. + +Burley bent down as if to kiss her, and then drew back, perhaps with a +sentiment that his lips were not worthy to touch that innocent brow. + +"If I had had a sister,--a child like you, little one," he muttered, +"perhaps I too might have been saved in time. Now--" + +"Ah, now you may stay, sir; I don't fear you any more." + +"No, no; you would fear me again ere night-time, and I might not be +always in the right mood to listen to a voice like yours, child. Your +Leonard has a noble heart and rare gifts. He should rise yet, and he +shall. I will not drag him into the mire. Good-by,--you will see me no +more." He broke from Helen, cleared the stairs with a bound, and was out +of the house. + +When Leonard returned he was surprised to hear his unwelcome guest was +gone,--but Helen did not venture to tell him of her interposition. She +knew instinctively how such officiousness would mortify and offend the +pride of man; but she never again spoke harshly of poor Burley. Leonard +supposed that he should either see or hear of the humourist in the course +of the day. Finding he did not, he went in search of him at his old +haunts; but no trace. He inquired at the "Beehive" if they knew there of +his new address, but no tidings of Burley could be obtained. + +As he came home disappointed and anxious, for he felt uneasy as to the +disappearance of his wild friend, Mrs. Smedley met him at the door. + +"Please, sir, suit yourself with another lodging," said she. "I can have +no such singings and shoutings going on at night in my house. And that +poor little girl, too! you should be ashamed of yourself." + +Leonard frowned, and passed by. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Meanwhile, on leaving Helen, Burley strode on; and, as if by some better +instinct, for he was unconscious of his own steps, he took his way +towards the still green haunts of his youth. When he paused at length, +he was already before the door of a rural cottage, standing alone in the +midst of fields, with a little farmyard at the back; and far through the +trees in front was caught a glimpse of the winding Brent. + +With this cottage Burley was familiar; it was inhabited by a good old +couple who had known him from a boy. There he habitually left his rods +and fishing-tackle; there, for intervals in his turbid, riotous life, he +had sojourned for two or three days together, fancying the first day that +the country was a heaven, and convinced before the third that it was a +purgatory. + +An old woman, of neat and tidy exterior, came forth to greet him. + +"Ah, Master John," said she, clasping his nerveless hand, "well, the +fields be pleasant now; I hope you are come to stay a bit? Do; it will +freshen you; you lose all the fine colour you had once, in Lunnon town." + +"I will stay with you, my kind friend," said Burley, with unusual +meekness; "I can have the old room, then?" + +"Oh, yes, come and look at it. I never let it now to any one but you, +--never have let it since the dear beautiful lady with the angel's face +went away. Poor thing, what could have become of her?" + +Thus speaking, while Burley listened not, the old woman drew him within +the cottage, and led him up the stairs into a room that might have well +become a, better house, for it was furnished with taste, and even +elegance. A small cabinet pianoforte stood opposite the fireplace, and +the window looked upon pleasant meads and tangled hedgerows, and the +narrow windings of the blue rivulet. Burley sank down exhausted, and +gazed wistfully from the casement. + +"You have not breakfasted?" said the hostess, anxiously. + +"No." + +"Well, the eggs are fresh laid, and you would like a rasher of bacon, +Master John? And if you will have brandy in your tea, I have some that +you left long ago in your own bottle." + +Burley shook his head. "No brandy, Mrs. Goodyer; only fresh milk. I +will see whether I can yet coax Nature." + +Mrs. Goodyer did not know what was meant by coaxing Nature, but she +said," Pray do, Master John," and vanished. That day Burley went out +with his rod, and he fished hard for the one-eyed perch; but in vain. +Then he roved along the stream with his hands in his pockets, whistling. +He returned to the cottage at sunset, partook of the fare provided for +him, abstained from the brandy, and felt dreadfully low. + +He called for pen, ink, and paper, and sought to write, but could not +achieve two lines. He summoned Mrs. Goodyer. "Tell your husband to come +and sit and talk." + +Up came old Jacob Goodyer, and the great wit bade him tell him all the +news of the village. Jacob obeyed willingly, and Burley at last fell +asleep. The next day it was much the same, only at dinner he had up the +brandy-bottle, and finished it; and he did not have up Jacob, but he +contrived to write. + +The third day it rained incessantly. "Have you no books, Mrs. Goodyer?" +asked poor John Burley. + +"Oh, yes, some that the dear lady left behind her; and perhaps you would +like to look at some papers in her own writing?" + +"No, not the papers,--all women scribble, and all scribble the same +things. Get me the books." + +The books were brought up,--poetry and essays--John knew them by heart. +He looked out on the rain, and at evening the rain had ceased. He rushed +to his hat and fled. + +"Nature, Nature!" he exclaimed, when he was out in the air and hurrying +by the dripping hedgerows, "you are not to be coaxed by me! I have +jilted you shamefully, I own it; you are a female, and unforgiving. I +don't complain. You may be very pretty, but you are the stupidest and +most tire some companion that ever I met with. Thank Heaven, I am not +married to you!" + +Thus John Burley made his way into town, and paused at the first public- +house. Out of that house he came with a jovial air, and on he strode +towards the heart of London. Now he is in Leicester Square, and he gazes +on the foreigners who stalk that region, and hums a tune; and now from +yonder alley two forms emerge, and dog his careless footsteps; now +through the maze of passages towards St. Martin's he threads his path, +and, anticipating an orgy as be nears his favourite haunts, jingles the +silver in his pockets; and now the two forms are at his heels. + +"Hail to thee, O Freedom!" muttered John Burley, "thy dwelling is in +cities, and thy palace is the tavern." + +"In the king's name," quoth a gruff voice; and John Burley feels the +horrid and familiar tap on the shoulder. + +The two bailiffs who dogged have seized their prey. "At whose suit?" +asked John Burley, falteringly. "Mr. Cox, the wine-merchant." + +"Cox! A man to whom I gave a check on my bankers not three months ago!" + +"But it war n't cashed." + +"What does that signify?--the intention was the same. A good heart takes +the will for the deed. Cox is a monster of ingratitude, and I withdraw +my custom." + +"Sarve him right. Would your honour like a jarvey?" + +"I would rather spend the money on something else," said John Burley. +"Give me your arm, I am not proud. After all, thank Heaven, I shall not +sleep in the country." + +And John Burley made a night of it in the Fleet. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +Miss Starke was one of those ladies who pass their lives in the direst of +all civil strife,--war with their servants. She looked upon the members +of that class as the unrelenting and sleepless enemies of the unfortunate +householders condemned to employ them. She thought they ate and drank to +their villanous utmost, in order to ruin their benefactors; that they +lived in one constant conspiracy with one another and the tradesmen, the +object of which was to cheat and pilfer. Miss Starke was a miserable +woman. As she had no relations or friends who cared enough for her to +share her solitary struggle against her domestic foes; and her income, +though easy, was an annuity that died with herself, thereby reducing +various nephews, nieces, or cousins to the strict bounds of a natural +affection,--that did not exist; and as she felt the want of some friendly +face amidst this world of distrust and hate,--so she had tried the +resource of venal companions. But the venal companions had never stayed +long, either they disliked Miss Starke, or Miss Starke disliked them. +Therefore the poor woman had resolved upon bringing up some little girl, +whose heart, as she said to herself, would be fresh and uncorrupted, and +from whom she might expect gratitude. She had been contented, on the +whole, with Helen, and had meant to keep that child in her house as long +as she (Miss Starke) remained upon the earth,--perhaps some thirty years +longer; and then, having carefully secluded her from marriage and other +friendship, to leave her nothing but the regret of having lost so kind a +benefactress. Conformably with this notion, and in order to secure the +affections of the child, Miss Starke had relaxed the frigid austerity +natural to her manner and mode of thought, and been kind to Helen in an +iron way. She had neither slapped nor pinched her, neither had she +starved. She had allowed her to see Leonard, according to the agreement +made with Dr. Morgan, and had laid out tenpence on cakes, besides +contributing fruit from her garden for the first interview,--a +hospitality she did not think it fit to renew on subsequent occasions. +In return for this, she conceived she had purchased the right to Helen +bodily and spiritually, and nothing could exceed her indignation when she +rose one morning and found the child had gone. As it never had occurred +to her to ask Leonard's address, though she suspected Helen had gone to +him, she was at a loss what to do, and remained for twenty-four hours in +a state of inane depression. But then she began to miss the child so +much that her energies woke, and she persuaded herself that she was +actuated by the purest benevolence in trying to reclaim this poor +creature from the world into which Helen had thus rashly plunged. + +Accordingly she put an advertisement into the "Times," to the following +effect, liberally imitated from one by which in former years she had +recovered a favourite Blenheim:-- + + TWO GUINEAS' REWARD. + + STRAYED, from Ivy Cottage, Highgate, a Little Girl,--answers to the + name of Helen; with blue eyes and brown hair; white muslin frock, + and straw hat with blue ribbons. Whoever will bring the same to Ivy + Cottage, shall receive the above Reward. + + N. B.---Nothing more will be offered. + + +Now it so happened that Mrs. Smedley had put an advertisement in the +"Times" on her own account, relative to a niece of hers who was coming +from the country, and for whom she desired to find a situation. So, +contrary to her usual habit, she sent for the newspaper, and close by her +own advertisement, she saw Miss Starke's. + +It was impossible that she could mistake the description of Helen; and as +this advertisement caught her eye the very day after the whole house had +been disturbed and scandalized by Burley's noisy visit, and on which she +had resolved to get rid of a lodger who received such visitors, the good- +hearted woman was delighted to think that she could restore Helen to some +safe home. While thus thinking, Helen herself entered the kitchen where +Mrs. Smedley sat, and the landlady had the imprudence to point out the +advertisement, and talk, as she called it, "seriously," to the little +girl. + +Helen in vain and with tears entreated her to take no step in reply to +the advertisement. Mrs. Smedley felt that it was an affair of duty, and +was obdurate, and shortly afterwards put on her bonnet and left the +house. Helen conjectured that she was on her way to Miss Starke's, and +her whole soul was bent on flight. Leonard had gone to the office of the +"Beehive" with his manuscripts; but she packed up all their joint +effects, and just as she had done so, he returned. She communicated the +news of the advertisement, and said she should be so miserable if +compelled to go back to Miss Starke's, and implored him so pathetically +to save her from such sorrow, that he at once assented to her proposal of +flight. Luckily, little was owing to the landlady,--that little was left +with the maid-servant; and, profiting by Mrs. Smedley's absence, they +escaped without scene or conflict. Their effects were taken by Leonard +to a stand of hackney vehicles, and then left at a coach-office while +they went in search of lodgings. It was wise to choose an entirely new +and remote district; and before night they were settled in an attic in +Lambeth. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +As the reader will expect, no trace of Burley could Leonard find: the +humourist had ceased to communicate with the "Beehive." But Leonard +grieved for Burley's sake; and, indeed, he missed the intercourse of the +large, wrong mind. But he settled down by degrees to the simple, loving +society of his child companion, and in that presence grew more tranquil. +The hours in the daytime that he did not pass at work, he spent as +before, picking up knowledge at book-stalls; and at dusk he and Helen +would stroll out,--sometimes striving to escape from the long suburb into +fresh rural air; more often wandering to and fro the bridge that led to +glorious Westminster--London's classic land--and watching the vague lamps +reflected on the river. This haunt suited the musing, melancholy boy. +He would stand long and with wistful silence by the balustrade, seating +Helen thereon, that she too might look along the dark mournful waters, +which, dark though they be, still have their charm of mysterious repose. + +As the river flowed between the world of roofs, and the roar of human +passions on either side, so in those two hearts flowed Thought--and all +they knew of London was its shadow. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +There appeared in the "Beehive" certain very truculent political papers, +--papers very like the tracts in the tinker's bag. Leonard did not heed +them much, but they made far more sensation in the public that read the +"Beehive" than Leonard's papers, full of rare promise though the last +were. They greatly increased the sale of the periodical in the +manufacturing towns, and began to awake the drowsy vigilance of the Home +Office. Suddenly a descent was made upon the "Beehive" and all its +papers and plant. The editor saw himself threatened with a criminal +prosecution, and the certainty of two years' imprisonment: he did not +like the prospect, and disappeared. One evening, when Leonard, +unconscious of these mischances, arrived at the door of the office, he +found it closed. An agitated mob was before it, and a voice that was not +new to his ear was haranguing the bystanders, with many imprecations +against "tyrants." He looked, and, to his amaze, recognized in the +orator Mr. Sprott the Tinker. + +The police came in numbers to disperse the crowd, and Mr. Sprott +prudently vanished. Leonard learned, then, what had befallen, and again +saw himself without employment and the means of bread. + +Slowly he walked back. "O knowledge, knowledge!---powerless, indeed!" he +murmured. + +As he thus spoke, a handbill in large capitals met his eyes on a dead +wall, "Wanted, a few smart young men for India." + +A crimp accosted him. "You would make a fine soldier, my man. You have +stout limbs of your own." Leonard moved on. + +"It has come back then to this,--brute physical force after all! O Mind, +despair! O Peasant, be a machine again!" He entered his attic +noiselessly, and gazed upon Helen as she sat at work, straining her eyes +by the open window--with tender and deep compassion. She had not heard +him enter, nor was she aware of his presence. Patient and still she sat, +and the small fingers plied busily. He gazed, and saw that her cheek was +pale and hollow, and the hands looked so thin! His heart was deeply +touched, and at that moment he had not one memory of the baffled Poet, +one thought that proclaimed the Egotist. + +He approached her gently, laid his hand on her shoulder, "Helen, put on +your shawl and bonnet, and walk out,--I have much to say." + +In a few moments she was ready, and they took their way to their +favourite haunt upon the bridge. Pausing in one of the recesses, or +nooks, Leonard then began, "Helen, we must part!" + +"Part?--Oh, brother!" + +"Listen. All work that depends on mind is over for me, nothing remains +but the labour of thews and sinews. I cannot go back to my village and +say to all, 'My hopes were self-conceit, and my intellect a delusion!' I +cannot. Neither in this sordid city can I turn menial or porter. I +might be born to that drudgery, but my mind has, it may be unhappily, +raised me above my birth. What, then, shall I do? I know not yet,-- +serve as a soldier, or push my way to some wilderness afar, as an +emigrant, perhaps. But whatever my choice, I must henceforth be alone; +I have a home no more. But there is a home for you, Helen, a very humble +one (for you too, so well born), but very safe,--the roof of--of--my +peasant mother. She will love you for my sake, and--and--" + +Helen clung to him trembling, and sobbed out, "Anything, anything you +will. But I can work; I can make money, Leonard. I do, indeed, make +money,--you do not know how much, but enough for us both till better +times come to you. Do not let us part." + +"And I--a man, and born to labour--to be maintained by the work of an +infant! No, Helen, do not so degrade me." + +She drew back as she looked on his flushed brow, bowed her head +submissively, and murmured, "Pardon." + +"Ah," said Helen, after a, pause, "if now we could but find my poor +father's friend! I never so much cared for it before." + +"Yes, he would surely provide for you." + +"For me!" repeated Helen, in a tone of soft, deep reproach, and she +turned away her head to conceal her tears. + +"You are sure you would remember him, if we met him by chance?" + +"Oh, yes. He was so different from all we see in this terrible city, and +his eyes were like yonder stars, so clear and so bright; yet the light +seemed to come from afar off, as the light does in yours, when your +thoughts are away from all things round you. And then, too, his dog, +whom he called Nero--I could not forget that." + +"But his dog may not be always with him." + +"But the bright clear eyes are! Ah, now you look up to heaven, and yours +seem to dream like his." + +Leonard did not answer, for his thoughts were indeed less on earth than +struggling to pierce into that remote and mysterious heaven. + +Both were silent long; the crowd passed them by unheedingly. Night +deepened over the river, but the reflection of the lamp-lights on its +waves was more visible than that of the stars. The beams showed the +darkness of the strong current; and the craft that lay eastward on the +tide, with sail-less spectral masts and black dismal hulks, looked death- +like in their stillness. + +Leonard looked down, and the thought of Chatterton's grim suicide came +back to his soul; and a pale, scornful face, with luminous haunting eyes, +seemed to look up from the stream, and murmur from livid lips, "Struggle +no more against the tides on the surface,--all is calm and rest within +the deep." + +Starting in terror from the gloom of his revery, the boy began to talk +fast to Helen, and tried to soothe her with descriptions of the lowly +home which he had offered. + +He spoke of the light cares which she would participate with his mother +(for by that name he still called the widow), and dwelt, with an +eloquence that the contrast round him made sincere and strong, on the +happy rural life, the shadowy woodlands, the rippling cornfields, the +solemn, lone churchspire soaring from the tranquil landscape. + +Flatteringly he painted the flowery terraces of the Italian exile, and +the playful fountain that, even as he spoke, was flinging up its spray to +the stars, through serene air untroubled by the smoke of cities, and +untainted by the sinful sighs of men. He promised her the love and +protection of natures akin to the happy scene: the simple, affectionate +mother, the gentle pastor, the exile wise and kind, Violante, with dark +eyes full of the mystic thoughts that solitude calls from childhood,-- +Violante should be her companion. + +"And, oh!" cried Helen, "if life be thus happy there, return with me, +return! return!" + +"Alas!" murmured the boy, "if the hammer once strike the spark from the +anvil, the spark must fly upward; it cannot fall back to earth until +light has left it. Upward still, Helen,--let me go upward still!" + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +The next morning Helen was very ill,--so ill that, shortly after rising, +she was forced to creep back to bed. Her frame shivered, her eyes were +heavy, her hand burned like fire. Fever had set in. Perhaps she might +have caught cold on the bridge, perhaps her emotions had proved too much +for her frame. Leonard, in great alarm, called in the nearest +apothecary. The apothecary looked grave, and said there was danger. +And danger soon declared itself,--Helen became delirious. For several +days she lay in this state, be tween life and death. Leonard then felt +that all the sorrows of earth are light, compared with the fear of losing +what we love. How valueless the envied laurel seemed beside the dying +rose! + +Thanks, perhaps, more to his heed and tending than to medical skill, she +recovered sense at last. Immediate peril was over; but she was very weak +and reduced, her ultimate recovery doubtful, convalescence, at best, +likely to be very slow. + +But when she learned how long she had been thus ill, she looked anxiously +at Leonard's face as he bent over her, and faltered forth, "Give me my +work; I am strong enough for that now,--it would amuse me." + +Leonard burst into tears. + +Alas! he had no work himself; all their joint money had melted away. +The apothecary was not like good Dr. Morgan; the medicines were to be +paid for, and the rent. Two days before, Leonard had pawned Riccabocca's +watch; and when the last shilling thus raised was gone, how should he +support Helen? Nevertheless he conquered his tears, and assured her that +he had employment; and that so earnestly that she believed him, and sank +into soft sleep. He listened to her breathing, kissed her forehead, and +left the room. He turned into his own neighbouring garret, and leaning +his face on his hands, collected all his thoughts. + +He must be a beggar at last. He must write to Mr. Dale for money,--Mr. +Dale, too, who knew the secret of his birth. He would rather have begged +of a stranger; it seemed to add a new dishonour to his mother's memory +for the child to beg of one who was acquainted. with her shame. Had he +himself been the only one to want and to starve, he would have sunk inch +by inch into the grave of famine, before he would have so subdued his +pride. But Helen, there on that bed,--Helen needing, for weeks perhaps, +all support, and illness making luxuries themselves like necessaries! +Beg he must. And when he so resolved, had you but seen the proud, bitter +soul he conquered, you would have said, "This, which he thinks is +degradation,--this is heroism." Oh, strange human heart! no epic ever +written achieves the Sublime and the Beautiful which are graven, unread +by human eye, in thy secret leaves. + +Of whom else should he beg? His mother had nothing, Riccabocca was poor, +and the stately Violante, who had exclaimed, "Would that I were a man! +"--he could not endure the thought that she should pity him and despise. +The Avenels! No,--thrice No. He drew towards him hastily ink and paper, +and wrote rapid lines that were wrung from him as from the bleeding +strings of life. + +But the hour for the post had passed, the letter must wait till the next +day; and three days at least would elapse before he could receive an +answer. He left the letter on the table, and, stifling as for air, went +forth. He crossed the bridge, he passed on mechanically, and was borne +along by a crowd pressing towards the doors of parliament. A debate that +excited popular interest was fixed for that evening, and many bystanders +collected in the street to see the members pass to and fro, or hear what +speakers had yet risen to take part in the debate, or try to get orders +for the gallery. + +He halted amidst these loiterers, with no interest, indeed, in common +with them, but looking over their heads abstractedly towards the tall +Funeral Abbey,--imperial Golgotha of Poets and Chiefs and Kings. + +Suddenly his attention was diverted to those around by the sound of a +name, displeasingly known to him. "How are you, Randal Leslie? coming +to hear the debate?" said a member, who was passing through the street. + +"Yes; Mr. Egerton promised to get me under the gallery. He is to speak +himself to-night, and I have never heard him. As you are going into the +House, will you remind him of his promise to me?" + +"I can't now, for he is speaking already,--and well too. I hurried from +the Athenaeum, where I was dining, on purpose to be in time, as I heard +that his speech was making a great effect." + +"This is very unlucky," said Randal. "I had no idea he would speak so +early." + +"C----- brought him up by a direct personal attack. But follow me; +perhaps I can get you into the House; and a, man like you, Leslie, from +whom we expect great things some day, I can tell you, should not miss any +such opportunity of knowing what this House of ours is on a field-night. +Come on!" + +The member hurried towards the door; and as Randal followed him, +a bystander cried, "That is the young man who wrote the famous pamphlet, +--Egerton's relation." + +"Oh, indeed!" said another. "Clever man, Egerton,--I am waiting for +him." + +"So am I" + +"Why, you are not a constituent, as I am." + +"No; but he has been very kind to my nephew, and I must thank him. You +are a constituent--he is an honour to your town." + +"So he is: enlightened man!" + +"And so generous!" + +"Brings forward really good measures," quoth the politician. + +"And clever young men," said the uncle. + +Therewith one or two others joined in the praise of Audley Egerton, and +many anecdotes of his liberality were told. Leonard listened at first +listlessly, at last with thoughtful attention. He had heard Burley, too, +speak highly of this generous statesman, who, without pretending to +genius himself, appreciated it in others. He suddenly remembered, too, +that Egerton was half-brother to the squire. Vague notions of some +appeal to this eminent person, not for charity, but employment to his +mind, gleamed across him,--inexperienced boy that he yet was! And while +thus meditating, the door of the House opened and out came Audley Egerton +himself. A partial cheering, followed by a general murmur, apprised +Leonard of the presence of the popular statesman. Egerton was caught +hold of by some five or six persons in succession; a shake of the hand, a +nod, a brief whispered word or two, sufficed the practised member for +graceful escape; and soon, free from the crowd, his tall, erect figure +passed on, and turned towards the bridge. He paused at the angle and +took out his watch, looking at it by the lamp-light. + +"Harley will be here soon," he muttered,--"he is always punctual; and now +that I have spoken, I can give him an hour or so. That is well." + +As he replaced his watch in his pocket and re-buttoned his coat over his +firm, broad chest, he lifted his eyes, and saw a young man standing +before him. + +"Do you want me?" asked the statesman, with the direct brevity of his +practical character. + +"Mr. Egerton," said the young man, with a voice that slightly trembled +and yet was manly amidst emotion, "you have a great name, and great +power; I stand here in these streets of London without a friend, and +without employment. I believe that I have it in me to do some nobler +work than that of bodily labour, had I but one friend,--one opening for +my thoughts. And now I have said this, I scarcely know how, or why, but +from despair, and the sudden impulse which that despair took from the +praise that follows your success, I have nothing more to add." + +Audley Egerton was silent for a moment, struck by the tone and address of +the stranger; but the consummate and wary man of the world, accustomed to +all manner of strange applications and all varieties of imposture, +quickly recovered from a passing and slight effect. + +"Are you a native of?" (naming the town which the statesman represented). + +"No, sir." + +"Well, young man, I am very sorry for you; but the good sense you must +possess (for I judge of that by the education you have evidently +received) must tell you that a public man, whatever be his patronage, has +it too fully absorbed by claimants who have a right to demand it, to be +able to listen to strangers." + +He paused a moment, and as Leonard stood silent, added with more kindness +than most public men so accosted would have shown, + +"You say you are friendless,--poor fellow! In early life that happens to +many of us, who find friends enough before the close. Be honest, and +well-conducted: lean on yourself, not on strangers; work with the body if +you can't with the mind; and, believe me, that advice is all I can give +you, unless this trifle"--and the minister held out a crown-piece. + +Leonard bowed, shook his head sadly, and walked away. Egerton looked +after him with a slight pang. + +"Pooh!" said he to himself, "there must be thousands in the same state in +these streets of London. I cannot redress the necessities of +civilization. Well educated! It is not from ignorance henceforth that +society will suffer,--it is from over-educating the hungry thousands who, +thus unfitted for manual toil, and with no career for mental, will some +day or other stand like that boy in our streets, and puzzle wiser +ministers than I am." + +As Egerton thus mused, and passed on to the bridge, a bugle-horn rang +merrily from the box of a gay four-in-hand. A drag-coach with superb +blood-horses rattled over the causeway, and in the driver Egerton +recognized his nephew, Frank Hazeldean. + +The young Guardsman was returning with a lively party of men from dining +at Greenwich, and the careless laughter of these children of pleasure +floated far over the still river; it vexed the ear of the careworn +statesman,--sad, perhaps, with all his greatness, lonely amidst all his +crowd of friends. It reminded him, perhaps, of his own youth, when such +parties and companionships were familiar to him, though through them all +he had borne an ambitious, aspiring soul. "Le jeu vaut-il la chandelle?" +said he, shrugging his shoulders. + +The coach rolled rapidly past Leonard, as he stood leaning against the +corner of the bridge, and the mire of the kennel splashed over him from +the hoofs of the fiery horses. The laughter smote on his ear more +discordantly than on the minister's, but it begot no envy. + +"Life is a dark riddle," said he, smiting his breast. + +And he walked slowly on, gained the recess where he had stood several +nights before with Helen, and, dizzy with want of food, and worn out for +want of sleep, he sank down into the dark corner; while the river that +rolled under the arch of stone muttered dirge-like in his ear,--as under +the social key-stone wails and rolls on forever the mystery of Human +Discontent. Take comfort, O Thinker by the stream! 'T is the river that +founded and gave pomp to the city; and, without the discontent, where +were progress, what were Man? Take comfort, O THINKER! wherever the +stream over which thou bendest, or beside which thou sinkest, weary and +desolate, frets the arch that supports thee, never dream that, by +destroying the bridge, thou canst silence the moan of the wave! + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Before a table, in the apartments appropriated to him in his father's +house at Knightsbridge, sat Lord L'Estrange, sorting or destroying +letters and papers,--an ordinary symptom of change of residence. There +are certain trifles by which a shrewd observer may judge of a man's +disposition. Thus, ranged on the table, with some elegance, but with +soldier-like precision, were sundry little relics of former days, +hallowed by some sentiment of memory, or perhaps endeared solely by +custom; which, whether he was in Egypt, Italy, or England, always made +part of the furniture of Harley's room. Even the small, old-fashioned, +and somewhat inconvenient inkstand into which he dipped the pen as he +labelled the letters he put aside, belonged to the writing-desk which had +been his pride as a schoolboy. Even the books that lay scattered round +were not new works, not those to which we turn to satisfy the curiosity +of an hour, or to distract our graver thoughts; they were chiefly either +Latin or Italian poets, with many a, pencil-mark on the margin; or books +which, making severe demand on thought, require slow and frequent +perusal, and become companions. Somehow or other, in remarking that even +in dumb, inanimate things the man was averse to change, and had the habit +of attaching himself to whatever was connected with old associations, you +might guess that he clung with pertinacity to affections more important, +and you could better comprehend the freshness of his friendship for one +so dissimilar in pursuits and character as Audley Egerton. An affection +once admitted into the heart of Harley L'Estrange seemed never to be +questioned or reasoned with; it became tacitly fixed, as it were, into +his own nature, and little less than a revolution of his whole system +could dislodge or disturb it. + +Lord L'Estrange's hand rested now upon a letter in a stiff, legible +Italian character, and instead of disposing of it at once as he had done +with the rest, he spread it before him, and re-read the contents. It was +a letter from Riccabocca, received a few weeks since, and ran thus:-- + + + LETTER FROM SIGNOR RICCABOCCA TO LORD L'ESTRANGE. + +I thank you, my noble friend, for judging of me with faith in my honour, +and respect for my reverses. + +No, and thrice no, to all concessions, all overtures, all treaty with +Giulio Franzini. I write the name, and my emotions choke me. I must +pause, and cool back into disdain. It is over. Pass from that subject. +But you have alarmed me. This sister! I have not seen her since her +childhood; but she was brought up under his influence, + +--she can but work as his agent. She wish to learn my residence! It +can be but for some hostile and malignant purpose. I may trust in you, +--I know that. You say I may trust equally in the discretion of your +friend. Pardon me,--my confidence is not so elastic. A word may give +the clew to my retreat. But, if discovered, what harm can ensue? An +English roof protects me from Austrian despotism: true; but not the +brazen tower of Danae could protect me from Italian craft. And, were +there nothing worse, it would be intolerable to me to live under the eyes +of a relentless spy. Truly saith our proverb, 'He sleeps ill for whom +the enemy wakes.' Look you, my friend, I have done with my old life, +--I wish to cast it from me as a snake its skin. I have denied myself +all that exiles deem consolation. No pity for misfortune, no messages +from sympathizing friendship, no news from a lost and bereaved country +follow me to my hearth under the skies of the stranger. From all these +I have voluntarily cut thyself off. I am as dead to the life I once +lived as if the Styx rolled between it and me. With that sternness which +is admissible only to the afflicted, I have denied myself even the +consolation of your visits. I have told you fairly and simply that your +presence would unsettle all my enforced and infirm philosophy, and remind +me only of the past, which I seek to blot from remembrance. You have +complied on the one condition, that whenever I really want your aid I +will ask it; and, meanwhile, you have generously sought to obtain me +justice from the cabinets of ministers and in the courts of kings. I did +not refuse your heart this luxury; for I have a child--Ah! I have taught +that child already to revere your name, and in her prayers it is not +forgotten. But now that you are convinced that even your zeal is +unavailing, I ask you to discontinue attempts which may but bring the +spy upon my track, and involve me in new misfortunes. Believe me, +O brilliant Englishman, that I am satisfied and contented with my lot. +I am sure it would not be for my happiness to change it, 'Chi non ha +provato il male non conosce il bone.' + + ["One does not know when one is well off till one has known + misfortune."] + +You ask me how I live,--I answer, /alla giornata/,--[To the day]--not for +the morrow, as I did once. I have accustomed myself to the calm +existence of a village. I take interest in its details. There is my +wife, good creature, sitting opposite to me, never asking what I write, +or to whom, but ready to throw aside her work and talk the moment the pen +is out of my hand. Talk--and what about? Heaven knows! But I would +rather hear that talk, though on the affairs of a hamlet, than babble +again with recreant nobles and blundering professors about commonwealths +and constitutions. When I want to see how little those last influence +the happiness of wise men, have I not Machiavelli and Thucydides? Then, +by and by, the parson will drop in, and we argue. He never knows when he +is beaten, so the argument is everlasting. On fine days I ramble out by +a winding rill with my Violante, or stroll to my friend the squire's, and +see how healthful a thing is true pleasure; and on wet days I shut myself +up, and mope, perhaps till, hark! a gentle tap at the door, and in comes +Violante, with her dark eyes, that shine out through reproachful tears,-- +reproachful that I should mourn alone, while she is under my roof; so she +puts her arms round me, and in five minutes all is sunshine within. What +care we for your English gray clouds without? + +Leave me, my dear Lord,--leave me to this quiet happy passage towards old +age, serener than the youth that I wasted so wildly; and guard well the +secret on which my happiness depends. + +Now to yourself, before I close. Of that same yourself you speak too +little, as of me too much. But I so well comprehend the profound +melancholy that lies underneath the wild and fanciful humour with which +you but suggest, as in sport, what you feel so in earnest. The laborious +solitude of cities weighs on you. You are flying back to the /dolce far +niente/,--to friends few, but intimate; to life monotonous, but +unrestrained; and even there the sense of loneliness will again seize +upon you; and you do not seek, as I do, the annihilation of memory,--your +dead passions are turned to ghosts that haunt you, and unfit you for the +living world. I see it all,--I see it still, in your hurried fantastic +lines, as I saw it when we two sat amidst the pines and beheld the blue +lake stretched below, I troubled by the shadow of the Future, you +disturbed by that of the Past. + +Well, but you say, half seriously, half in jest, "I will escape from this +prison-house of memory; I will form new ties, like other men, and before +it be too late; I will marry. Ay, but I must love,--there is the +difficulty." Difficulty,--yes, and Heaven be thanked for it! Recall all +the unhappy marriages that have come to your knowledge: pray, have not +eighteen out of twenty been marriages for Love? It always has been so, +and it always will; because, whenever we love deeply, we exact so much +and forgive so little. Be content to find some one with whom your hearth +and your honour are safe. You will grow to love what never wounds your +heart, you will soon grow out of love with what must always disappoint +your imagination. /Cospetto/! I wish my Jemima had a younger sister for +you. Yet it was with a deep groan that I settled myself to a--Jemima. + +Now, I have written you a long letter, to prove how little I need of your +compassion or your zeal. Once more let there be long silence between us. +It is not easy for me to correspond with a man of your rank, and not +incur the curious gossip of my still little pool of a world which the +splash of a pebble can break into circles. I must take this over to a +post-town some ten miles off, and drop it into the box by stealth. +Adieu, dear and noble friend, gentlest heart and subtlest fancy that I +have met in my walk through life. Adieu. Write me word when you have +abandoned a day-dream and found a Jemima. + + ALPHONSO. + +P. S.--For Heaven's sake, caution and recaution your friend the minister +not to drop a word to this woman that may betray my hiding-place. + + +"Is he really happy?" murmured Harley, as he closed the letter; and he +sank for a few moments into a revery. + +"This life in a village, this wife in a lady who puts down her work to +talk about villagers--what a contrast to Audley's full existence! And I +cannot envy nor comprehend either! yet my own existence--what is it?" + +He rose, and moved towards the window, from which a rustic stair +descended to a green lawn, studded with larger trees than are often found +in the grounds of a suburban residence. There were calm and coolness in +the sight, and one could scarcely have supposed that London lay so near. + +The door opened softly, and a lady past middle age entered, and +approaching Harley, as he still stood musing by the window, laid her hand +on his shoulder. What character there is in a hand! Hers was a hand +that Titian would have painted with elaborate care! Thin, white, and +delicate, with the blue veins raised from the surface. Yet there was +something more than mere patrician elegance in the form and texture. A +true physiologist would have said at once, "There are intellect and pride +in that hand, which seems to fix a hold where it rests; and lying so +lightly, yet will not be as lightly shaken off." + +"Harley," said the lady--and Harley turned--"you do not deceive me by +that smile," she continued sadly; "you were not smiling when I entered." + +"It is rarely that we smile to ourselves, my dear mother; and I have done +nothing lately so foolish as to cause me to smile at myself." + +"My son," said Lady Lansmere, somewhat abruptly, but with great +earnestness, "you come from a line of illustrious ancestors; and methinks +they ask from their tombs why the last of their race has no aim and no +object, no interest, no home, in the land which they served, and which +rewarded them with its honours." + +"Mother," said the soldier, simply, "when the land was in danger I served +it as my forefathers served,--and my answer would be the scars on my +breast." + +"Is it only in danger that a country is served, only in war that duty is +fulfilled? Do you think that your father, in his plain, manly life of +country gentleman, does not fulfil, though perhaps too obscurely, the +objects for which aristocracy is created, and wealth is bestowed?" + +"Doubtless he does, ma'am,--and better than his vagrant son ever can." + +"Yet his vagrant son has received such gifts from nature, his youth was +so rich in promise, his boyhood so glowed at the dream of glory!" + +"Ay," said Harley, very softly, "it is possible,--and all to be buried in +a single grave!" + +The countess started, and withdrew her hand from Harley's shoulder. + +Lady Lansmere's countenance was not one that much varied in expression. +She had in this, as in her cast of feature, little resemblance to her +son. + +Her features were slightly aquiline,--the eyebrows of that arch which +gives a certain majesty to the aspect; the lines round the mouth were +habitually rigid and compressed. Her face was that of one who had gone +through great emotion and subdued it. There was something formal, and +even ascetic, in the character of her beauty, which was still +considerable, in her air and in her dress. She might have suggested to +you the idea of some Gothic baroness of old, half chatelaine, half- +abbess; you would see at a glance that she did not live in the light +world around her, and disdained its fashion and its mode of thought; yet +with all this rigidity it was still the face of the woman who has known +human ties and human affections. And now, as she gazed long on Harley's +quiet, saddened brow, it was the face of a mother. + +"A single grave," she said, after a long pause. "And you were then but a +boy, Harley! Can such a memory influence you even to this day? It is +scarcely possible: it does not seem to me within the realities of man's +life,--though it might be of woman's." + +"I believe," said Harley, half soliloquizing, "that I have a great deal +of the woman in me. Perhaps men who live much alone, and care not for +men's objects, do grow tenacious of impressions, as your sex does. But +oh," he cried, aloud, and with a sudden change of countenance, "oh, the +hardest and the coldest man would have felt as I do, had he known HER, +had he loved HER. She was like no other woman I have ever met. Bright +and glorious creature of another sphere! She descended on this earth and +darkened it when she passed away. It is no use striving. Mother, I have +as much courage as our steel-clad fathers ever had. I have dared in +battle and in deserts, against man and the wild beast, against the storm +and the ocean, against the rude powers of Nature,--dangers as dread as +ever pilgrim or Crusader rejoiced to brave. But courage against that one +memory! no, I have none!" + +"Harley, Harley, you break my heart!" cried the countess, clasping her +hands. + +"It is astonishing," continued her son, so rapt in his own thoughts that +he did not, perhaps, hear her outcry. "Yea, verily, it is astonishing, +that considering the thousands of women I have seen and spoken with, I +never see a face like hers,--never hear a voice so sweet. And all this +universe of life cannot afford me one look and one tone that can restore +me to man's privilege,--love. Well, well, well, life has other things +yet; Poetry and Art live still; still smiles the heaven and still wave +the trees. Leave me to happiness in my own way." + +The countess was about to reply, when the door was thrown hastily open, +and Lord Lansmere walked in. + +The earl was some years older than the countess, but his placid face +showed less wear and tear,--a benevolent, kindly face, without any +evidence of commanding intellect, but with no lack of sense in its +pleasant lines; his form not tall, but upright and with an air of +consequence,--a little pompous, but good-humouredly so,--the pomposity of +the Grand Seigneur who has lived much in provinces, whose will has been +rarely disputed, and whose importance has been so felt and acknowledged +as to react insensibly on himself;--an excellent man; but when you +glanced towards the high brow and dark eye of the countess, you marvelled +a little how the two had come together, and, according to common report, +lived so happily in the union. + +"Ho, ho! my dear Harley," cried Lord Lansmere, rubbing his hands with an +appearance of much satisfaction, "I have just been paying a visit to the +duchess." + +"What duchess, my dear father?" + +"Why, your mother's first cousin, to be sure,--the Duchess of +Knaresborough, whom, to oblige me, you condescended to call upon; and +delighted I am to hear that you admire Lady Mary--" + +She is very high bred, and rather--high-nosed," answered Harley. Then, +observing that his mother looked pained, and his father disconcerted, he +added seriously, "But handsome certainly." + +"Well, Harley," said the earl, recovering himself, "the duchess, taking +advantage of our connection to speak freely, has intimated to me that +Lady Mary has been no less struck with yourself; and to come to the +point, since you allow that it is time you should think of marrying, I do +not know a more desirable alliance. What do you say, Katherine?" + +"The duke is of a family that ranks in history before the Wars of the +Roses," said Lady Lansmere, with an air of deference to her husband; "and +there has never been one scandal in its annals, nor one blot on its +scutcheon. But I am sure my dear Lord must think that the duchess should +not have made the first overture,--even to a friend and a kinsman?" + +"Why, we are old-fashioned people," said the earl, rather embarrassed, +"and the duchess is a woman of the world." + +"Let us hope," said the countess, mildly, "that her daughter is not." + +"I would not marry Lady Mary, if all the rest of the female sex were +turned into apes," said Lord L'Estrange, with deliberate fervour. + +"Good heavens!" cried the earl, "what extraordinary language is this? +And pray why, sir?" + +HARLEY.--"I can't say; there is no why in these cases. But, my dear +father, you are not keeping faith with me." + +LORD LANSMERE.--"HOW?" + +HARLEY.--"You and my Lady, here, entreat me to marry; I promise to do my +best to obey you, but on one condition, that I choose for myself, and +take my time about it. Agreed on both sides. Whereon, off goes your +Lordship--actually before noon, at an hour when no lady, without a +shudder, could think of cold blonde and damp orange flowers--off goes +your Lordship, I say, and commits poor Lady Mary and your unworthy son to +a mutual admiration,--which neither of us ever felt. Pardon me, my +father, but this is grave. Again let me claim your promise,--full choice +for myself, and no reference to the Wars of the Roses. What War of the +Roses like that between Modesty and Love upon the cheek of the virgin!" + +LADY LANSMERE.--"Full choice for yourself, Harley: so be it. But we, +too, named a condition,--did we not, Lansmere?" + +THE EARL (puzzled).--"Eh, did we? Certainly we did." + +HARLEY.--"What was it?" + +LADY LANSMERE.--"The son of Lord Lansmere can only marry the daughter of +a gentleman." + +THE EARL.---"Of course, of course." + +The blood rushed over Harley's fair face, and then as suddenly left it +pale. + +He walked away to the window; his mother followed him, and again laid her +hand on his shoulder. + +"You were cruel," said he, gently, and in a whisper, as he winced under +the touch of the hand. Then turning to the earl, who was gazing at him +in blank surprise,--it never occurred to Lord Lansmere that there could +be a doubt of his son's marrying beneath the rank modestly stated by the +countess,--Harley stretched forth his hand, and said, in his soft winning +tone, "You have ever been most gracious to me, and most forbearing; it is +but just that I should sacrifice the habits of an egotist, to gratify a +wish which you so warmly entertain. I agree with you, too, that our race +should not close in me,--Noblesse oblige. But you know I was ever +romantic; and I must love where I marry; or, if not love, I must feel +that my wife is worthy of all the love I could once have bestowed. Now, +as to the vague word 'gentleman' that my mother employs--word that means +so differently on different lips--I confess that I have a prejudice +against young ladies brought up in the 'excellent foppery of the world,' +as the daughters of gentlemen of our rank mostly are. I crave, +therefore, the most liberal interpretation of this word 'gentleman.' +And so long as there be nothing mean or sordid in the birth, habits, and +education of the father of this bride to be, I trust you will both agree +to demand nothing more,--neither titles nor pedigree." + +"Titles, no, assuredly," said Lady Lansmere; "they do not make +gentlemen." + +"Certainly not," said the earl; "many of our best families are untitled." + +"Titles--no," repeated Lady Lansmere; "but ancestors yes." + +"Ah, my mother," said Harley, with his most sad and quiet smile, "it is +fated that we shall never agree. The first of our race is ever the one +we are most proud of; and pray, what ancestors had he? Beauty, virtue, +modesty, intellect,--if these are not nobility enough for a man, he is a +slave to the dead." + +With these words Harley took up his hat and made towards the door. + +"You said yourself, 'Noblesse oblige,'" said the countess, following him +to the threshold; "we have nothing more to add." + +Harley slightly shrugged his shoulders, kissed his mother's hand; +whistled to Nero, who started up from a doze by the window, and went his +way. + +"Does he really go abroad next week?" said the earl. "So he says." + +"I am afraid there is no chance for Lady Mary," resumed Lord Lansmere, +with a slight but melancholy smile. + +"She has not intellect enough to charm him. She is not worthy of +Harley," said the proud mother. + +"Between you and me," rejoined the earl, rather timidly, "I don't see +what good his intellect does him. He could not be more unsettled and +useless if he were the merest dunce in the three kingdoms. And so +ambitious as he was when a boy! Katherine, I sometimes fancy that you +know what changed him." + +"I!" Nay, my dear Lord, it is a common change enough with the young, +when of such fortunes, who find, when they enter life, that there is +really little left for them to strive for. Had Harley been a poor man's +son, it might have been different." + +"I was born to the same fortunes as Harley," said the earl, shrewdly, +"and yet I flatter myself I am of some use to old England." + +The countess seized upon the occasion, complimented her Lord, and turned +the subject. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +Harley spent his day in his usual desultory, lounging manner,--dined in +his quiet corner at his favourite club. Nero, not admitted into the +club, patiently waited for him outside the door. The dinner over, +dog and man, equally indifferent to the crowd, sauntered down that +thoroughfare which, to the few who can comprehend the Poetry of London, +has associations of glory and of woe sublime as any that the ruins of the +dead elder world can furnish,--thoroughfare that traverses what was once +the courtyard of Whitehall, having to its left the site of the palace +that lodged the royalty of Scotland; gains, through a narrow strait, that +old isle of Thorney, in which Edward the Confessor received the ominous +visit of the Conqueror; and, widening once more by the Abbey and the Hall +of Westminster, then loses itself, like all memories of earthly grandeur, +amidst humble passages and mean defiles. + +Thus thought Harley L'Estrange--ever less amidst the actual world around +him than the images invoked by his own solitary soul-as he gained the +bridge, and saw the dull, lifeless craft sleeping on the "Silent Way," +once loud and glittering with the gilded barks of the antique Seignorie +of England. + +It was on that bridge that Audley Egerton had appointed to meet +L'Estrange, at an hour when he calculated he could best steal a respite +from debate. For Harley, with his fastidious dislike to all the resorts +of his equals, had declined to seek his friend in the crowded regions of +Bellamy's. + +Harley's eye, as he passed along the bridge, was attracted by a still +form, seated on the stones in one of the nooks, with its face covered by +its hands. "If I were a sculptor," said he to himself, "I should +remember that image whenever I wished to convey the idea of Despondency!" +He lifted his looks and saw, a little before him in the midst of the +causeway, the firm, erect figure of Audley Egerton. The moonlight was +full on the bronzed countenance of the strong public man, with its lines +of thought and care, and its vigorous but cold expression of intense +self-control. + +"And looking yonder," continued Harley's soliloquy, "I should remember +that form, when I wished to hew out from the granite the idea of +Endurance." + +"So you are come, and punctually," said Egerton, linking his arm in +Harley's. + +HARLEY--"Punctually, of course, for I respect your time, and I will not +detain you long. I presume you will speak to-night?" + +EGERTON.--"I have spoken." + +HARLEY (with interest).--"And well, I hope?" + +EGERTON.--" With effect, I suppose, for I have been loudly cheered, which +does not always happen to me." + +HARLEY.--"And that gave you pleasure?" + +EGERTON (after a moment's thought).--"No, not the least." + +HARLEY.--"What, then, attaches you so much to this life,--constant +drudgery, constant warfare, the more pleasurable faculties dormant, all +the harsher ones aroused, if even its rewards (and I take the best of +those to be applause) do not please you?" + +EGERTON.--"What? Custom." + +HARLEY.--"Martyr." + +EGERTON.--"You say it: but turn to yourself; you have decided, then, to +leave England next week?" + +HARLEY (moodily).---"Yes. This life in a capital, where all are so +active, myself so objectless, preys on me like a low fever. Nothing here +amuses me, nothing interests, nothing comforts and consoles. But I am +resolved, before it be too late, to make one great struggle out of the +Past, and into the natural world of men. In a word, I have resolved to +marry." + +EGERTON.--" Whom?" + +HARLEY (seriously).--" Upon my life, my dear fellow, you are a great +philosopher. You have hit the exact question. You see I cannot marry a +dream; and where, out of dreams, shall I find this 'whom'?" + +EGERTON.--"You do not search for her." + +HARLEY. "Do we ever search for love? Does it not flash upon us when we +least expect it? Is it not like the inspiration to the muse? What poet +sits down and says, 'I will write a poem'? What man looks out and says, +'I will fall in love'? No! Happiness, as the great German tells us, +'falls suddenly from the bosom of the gods;' so does love." + +EGERTON.--"You remember the old line in Horace: 'The tide flows away +while the boor sits on the margin and waits for the ford.'" + +HARLEV.--"An idea which incidentally dropped from you some weeks ago, and +which I have before half-meditated, has since haunted me. If I could but +find some child with sweet dispositions and fair intellect not yet +formed, and train her up according to my ideal. I am still young enough +to wait a few years. And meanwhile I shall have gained what I so sadly +want,--an object in life." + +EGERTON.--"You are ever the child of romance. But what--" + +Here the minister was interrupted by a messenger from the House of +Commons, whom Audley had instructed to seek him on the bridge should his +presence be required. "Sir, the Opposition are taking advantage of the +thinness of the House to call for a division. Mr. ----- is put up to +speak for time, but they won't hear him." + +Egerton turned hastily to Lord L'Estrange. "You see, you must excuse me +now. To-morrow I must go to Windsor for two days: but we shall meet on +my return." + +"It does not matter," answered Harley; "I stand out of the pale of your +advice, O practical man of sense. And if," added Harley, with +affectionate and mournful sweetness,--"if I weary you with complaints +which you cannot understand, it is only because of old schoolboy habits. +I can have no trouble that I do not confide to you." + +Egerton's hand trembled as it pressed his friend's, and without a word, +he hurried away abruptly. Harley remained motionless for some seconds, +in deep and quiet revery; then he called to his dog, and turned back +towards Westminster. + +He passed the nook in which had sat the still figure of Despondency; but +the figure had now risen, and was leaning against the balustrade. The +dog, who preceded his master, passed by the solitary form and sniffed it +suspiciously. + +"Nero, sir, come here," said Harley. + +"Nero,"--that was the name by which Helen had said that her father's +friend had called his dog; and the sound startled Leonard as he leaned, +sick at heart, against the stone. He lifted his head and looked +wistfully, eagerly into Harley's face. Those eyes, bright, clear, yet so +strangely deep and absent, which Helen had described, met his own, and +chained them. For L'Estrange halted also; the boy's countenance was not +unfamiliar to him. He returned the inquiring look fixed on his own, and +recognized the student by the bookstall. + +"The dog is quite harmless, sir," said L'Estrange, with a smile. + +"And you call him 'Nero'?" said Leonard, still gazing on the stranger. + +Harley mistook the drift of the question. + +"Nero, sir; but he is free from the sanguinary propensities of his Roman +namesake." Harley was about to pass on, when Leonard said falteringly, + +"Pardon me, but can it be possible that you are one whom I have sought in +vain on behalf of the child of Captain Digby?" + +Harley stopped short. "Digby!" he exclaimed, "where is he? He should +have found me easily. I gave him an address." + +"Ah, Heaven be thanked!" cried Leonard. "Helen is saved--she will not +die," and he burst into tears. + +A very few moments and a very few words sufficed to explain to Harley the +state of his old fellow-soldier's orphan. And Harley himself soon stood +in the young sufferer's room, supporting her burning temples on his +breast, and whispering into ears that heard him as in a happy dream, +"Comfort, comfort; your father yet lives in me." + +And then Helen, raising her eyes, said, "But Leonard is my brother--more +than brother-and he needs a father's care more than I do." + +"Hush, hush, Helen. I need no one, nothing now!" cried Leonard, and his +tears gushed over the little hand that clasped his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Harley L'Estrange was a man whom all things that belong to the romantic +and poetic side of our human life deeply impressed. When he came to +learn the ties between these two Children of Nature, standing side by +side, alone amidst the storms of fate, his heart was more deeply moved +than it had been for many years. In those dreary attics, overshadowed by +the smoke and reek of the humble suburb, the workday world in its +harshest and tritest forms below and around them, he recognized that +divine poem which comes out from all union between the mind and the +heart. Here, on the rough deal table (the ink scarcely dry), lay the +writings of the young wrestler for fame and bread; there, on the other +side of the partition, on that mean pallet, lay the boy's sole comforter, +the all that warmed his heart with living mortal affection. On one side +the wall, the world of imagination; on the other, this world of grief and +of love. And in both, a spirit equally sublime,--unselfish devotion,-- +"the something afar from the sphere of our sorrow." + +He looked round the room into which he had followed Leonard, on quitting +Helen's bedside. He noted the manuscripts on the table, and pointing to +them, said gently, "And these are the labours by which you supported the +soldier's orphan?--soldier yourself in a hard battle!" + +"The battle was lost,--I could not support her," replied Leonard, +mournfully. + +"But you did not desert her. When Pandora's box was opened, they say +Hope lingered last--" + +"False, false," said Leonard; "a heathen's notion. There are deities +that linger behind Hope,--Gratitude, Love, and Duty." + +"Yours is no common nature," exclaimed Harley, admiringly, "but I must +sound it more deeply hereafter: at present I hasten for the physician; I +shall return with him. We must move that poor child from this low close +air as soon as possible. Meanwhile, let me qualify your rejection of the +old fable. Wherever Gratitude, Love, and Duty remain to man, believe me +that Hope is there too, though she may be often invisible, hidden behind +the sheltering wings of the nobler deities." + +Harley said this with that wondrous smile of his, which cast a brightness +over the whole room, and went away. Leonard stole softly towards the +grimy window; and looking up towards the stars that shone pale over the +roof-tops, he murmured, "O Thou, the All-seeing and All-merciful! how it +comforts me now to think that, though my dreams of knowledge may have +sometimes obscured the heavens, I never doubted that Thou wert there! +as luminous and everlasting, though behind the cloud! "So, for a few +minutes, he prayed silently, then passed into Helen's room, and sat +beside her motionless, for she slept. She woke just as Harley returned +with a physician; and then Leonard, returning to his own room, saw +amongst his papers the letter he had written to Mr. Dale, and muttering, +"I need not disgrace my calling,--I need not be the mendicant now"--held +the letter to the flame of the candle. And while he said this, and as +the burning tinder dropped on the floor, the sharp hunger, unfelt during +his late anxious emotions, gnawed at his entrails. Still, even hunger +could not reach that noble pride which had yielded to a sentiment nobler +than itself, and he smiled as he repeated, "No mendicant!--the life that +I was sworn to guard is saved. I can raise against Fate the front of Man +once more." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +A few days afterwards, and Helen, removed to a pure air, and under the +advice of the first physicians, was out of all danger. + +It was a pretty detached cottage, with its windows looking over the wild +heaths of Norwood, to which Harley rode daily to watch the convalescence +of his young charge: an object in life was already found. As she grew +better and stronger, he coaxed her easily into talking, and listened to +her with pleased surprise. The heart so infantine and the sense so +womanly struck him much by its rare contrast and combination. Leonard, +whom he had insisted on placing also in the cottage, had stayed there +willingly till Helen's recovery was beyond question. Then he came to +Lord L'Estrange, as the latter was about one day to leave the cottage, +and said quietly, "Now, my Lord, that Helen is safe, and now that she +will need me no more, I can no longer be a pensioner on your bounty. I +return to London." + +"You are my visitor, not my pensioner, foolish boy," said Harley, who had +already noticed the pride which spoke in that farewell; "come into the +garden and let us talk." + +Harley seated himself on a bench on the little lawn; Nero crouched at his +feet; Leonard stood beside him. + +"So," said Lord L'Estrange, "you would return to London? What to do?" + +"Fulfil my fate." + +"And that?" + +"I cannot guess. Fate is the Isis whose veil no mortal can ever raise." + +"You should be born for great things," said Harley, abruptly. "I am sure +that you write well. I have seen that you study with passion. Better +than writing and better than study, you have a noble heart, and the proud +desire of independence. Let me see your manuscripts, or any copies of +what you have already printed. Do not hesitate,--I ask but to be a +reader. I don't pretend to be a patron: it is a word I hate." + +Leonard's eyes sparkled through their sudden moisture. He brought out +his portfolio, placed it on the bench beside Harley, and then went softly +to the farther part of the garden. Nero looked after him, and then rose +and followed him slowly. The boy seated himself on the turf, and Nero +rested his dull head on the loud heart of the poet. + +Harley took up the various papers before him, and read them through +leisurely. Certainly he was no critic. He was not accustomed to analyze +what pleased or displeased him; but his perceptions were quick, and his +taste exquisite. As he read, his countenance, always so genuinely +expressive, exhibited now doubt and now admiration. He was soon struck +by the contrast, in the boy's writings, between the pieces that sported +with fancy and those that grappled with thought. In the first, the young +poet seemed so unconscious of his own individuality. His imagination, +afar and aloft from the scenes of his suffering, ran riot amidst a +paradise of happy golden creations. But in the last, the THINKER stood +out alone and mournful, questioning, in troubled sorrow, the hard world +on which he gazed. All in the thought was unsettled, tumultuous; all in +the fancy serene and peaceful. The genius seemed divided into twain +shapes,--the one bathing its wings amidst the starry dews of heaven; the +other wandering, "melancholy, slow," amidst desolate and boundless sands. +Harley gently laid down the paper and mused a little while. Then he rose +and walked to Leonard, gazing on his countenance as he neared the boy, +with a new and a deeper interest. + +"I have read your papers," he said, "and recognize in them two men, +belonging to two worlds, essentially distinct." Leonard started, and +murmured, "True, true!" + +"I apprehend," resumed Harley, "that one of these men must either destroy +the other, or that the two must become fused and harmonized into a single +existence. Get your hat, mount my groom's horse, and come with me to +London; we will converse by the way. Look you, I believe you and I agree +in this,--that the first object of every noble spirit is independence. +It is towards this independence that I alone presume to assist you, and +this is a service which the proudest man can receive without a blush." + +Leonard lifted his eyes towards Harley's, and those eyes swam with +grateful tears; but his heart was too full to answer. "I am not one of +those," said Harley, when they were on the road, "who think that because +a young man writes poetry he is fit for nothing else, and that he must be +a poet or a pauper. I have said that in you there seems to me to be two +men,--the man of the Actual world, the man of the Ideal. To each of +these men I can offer a separate career. The first is perhaps the more +tempting. It is the interest of the State to draw into its service all +the talent and industry it can obtain; and under his native State every +citizen of a free country should be proud to take service. I have a +friend who is a minister, and who is known to encourage talent,--Audley +Egerton. I have but to say to him, 'There is a young man who will repay +the government whatever the government bestows on him;' and you will rise +to-morrow independent in means, and with fair occasions to attain to +fortune and distinction. This is one offer,--what say you to it?" + +Leonard thought bitterly of his interview with Audley Egerton, and the +minister's proffered crown-piece. He shook his head, and replied, + +"Oh, my Lord, how have I deserved such kindness? Do with me what you +will; but if I have the option, I would rather follow my own calling. +This is not the ambition that inflames me." + +"Hear, then, the other offer. I have a friend with whom I am less +intimate than Egerton, and who has nothing in his gift to bestow. I +speak of a man of letters,--Henry Norreys,--of whom you have doubtless +heard, who, I should say, conceived an interest in you when be observed +you reading at the bookstall. I have often heard him say that literature +as a profession is misunderstood, and that rightly followed, with the +same pains and the same prudence which are brought to bear on other +professions, a competence at least can be always ultimately obtained. +But the way may be long and tedious, and it leads to no power but over +thought; it rarely attains to wealth; and though reputation may be +certain, fame, such as poets dream of, is the lot of few. What say you +to this course?" + +"My Lord, I decide," said Leonard, firmly; and then, his young face +lighting up with enthusiasm, he exclaimed, "Yes, if, as you say, there be +two men within me, I feel that were I condemned wholly to the mechanical +and practical world, one would indeed destroy the other. And the +conqueror would be the ruder and the coarser. Let me pursue those ideas +that, though they have but flitted across me, vague and formless, have +ever soared towards the sunlight. No matter whether or not they lead to +fortune or to fame,--at least they will lead me upward! Knowledge for +itself I desire; what care I if it be not power!" + +"Enough," said Harley, with a pleased smile at his young companion's +outburst. "As you decide so shall it be settled. And now permit me, if +not impertinent, to ask you a few questions. Your name is Leonard +Fairfield?" + +The boy blushed deeply, and bowed his head as if in assent. + +"Helen says you are self-taught; for the rest she refers me to you,-- +thinking, perhaps, that I should esteem you less--rather than yet more +highly--if she said you were, as I presume to conjecture, of humble +birth." + +"My birth," said Leonard, slowly, "is very--very--humble." + +"The name of Fairfield is not unknown to me. There was one of that name +who married into a family in Lansmere, married an Avenel," continued +Harley, and his voice quivered. "You change countenance. Oh, could your +mother's name have been Avenel?" + +"Yes," said Leonard, between his set teeth. Harley laid his hand on the +boy's shoulder. "Then, indeed, I have a claim on you; then, indeed, we +are friends. I have a right to serve any of that family." + +Leonard looked at him in surprise--"For," continued Harley, recovering +himself, "they always served my family; and my recollections of Lansmere, +though boyish, are indelible." He spurred on his horse as the words +closed, and again there was a long pause; but from that time Harley +always spoke to Leonard in a soft voice, and often gazed on him with +earnest and kindly eyes. + +They reached a house in a central, though not fashionable street. A man- +servant of a singularly grave and awful aspect opened the door,--a man +who had lived all his life with authors. Poor fellow, he was indeed +prematurely old! The care on his lip and the pomp on his brow--no +mortal's pen can describe! + +"Is Mr. Norreys at home?" asked Harley. + +"He is at home--to his friends, my Lord," answered the man, majestically; +and he stalked across the hall with the step of a Dangeau ushering some +Montmorenci into the presence of Louis le Grand. + +"Stay; show this gentleman into another room. I will go first into the +library; wait for me, Leonard." The man nodded, and conducted Leonard +into the dining-room. Then pausing before the door of the library, and +listening an instant, as if fearful to disturb some mood of inspiration, +opened it very softly. To his ineffable disgust, Harley pushed before, +and entered abruptly. It was a large room, lined with books from the +floor to the ceiling. Books were on all the tables, books were on all +the chairs. Harley seated himself on a folio of Raleigh's "History of +the World," and cried, "I have brought you a treasure!" + +"What is it?" said Norreys, good-humouredly, looking up from his desk. + +"A mind!" + +"A mind!" echoed Norreys, vaguely. + +"Your own?" + +"Pooh! I have none,--I have only a heart and a fancy. Listen. You +remember the boy we saw reading at the book stall. I have caught him for +you, and you shall train him into a man. I have the warmest interest in +his future, for I know some of his family, and one of that family was +very dear to me. As for money, he has not a shilling, and not a shilling +would he accept gratis from you or me either. But he comes with bold +heart to work,--and work you must find him." Harley then rapidly told +his friend of the two offers he had made to Leonard, and Leonard's +choice. + +"This promises very well; for letters a man must have a strong vocation, +as he should have for law. I will do all that you wish." + +Harley rose with alertness, shook Norreys cordially by the hand, hurried +out of the room, and returned with Leonard. + +Mr. Norreys eyed the young man with attention. He was naturally rather +severe than cordial in his manner to strangers,--contrasting in this, as +in most things, the poor vagabond Burley; but he was a good judge of the +human countenance, and he liked Leonard's. After a pause he held out his +hand. + +"Sir," said he, "Lord L'Estrange tells me that you wish to enter +literature as a calling, and no doubt to study it as an art. I may help +you in this, and you meanwhile can help me. I want an amanuensis,--I +offer you that place. The salary will be proportioned to the services +you will render me. I have a room in my house at your disposal. When I +first came up to London, I made the same choice that I hear you have +done. I have no cause, even in a worldly point of view, to repent my +choice. It gave me an income larger than my wants. I trace my success +to these maxims, which are applicable to all professions: 1st, Never to +trust to genius for what can be obtained by labour; 2dly, Never to +profess to teach what we have not studied to understand; 3dly, Never to +engage our word to what we do not our best to execute. + +"With these rules, literature--provided a man does not mistake his +vocation for it, and will, under good advice, go through the preliminary +discipline of natural powers, which all vocations require--is as good a +calling as any other. Without them, a shoeblack's is infinitely better." + +"Possibly enough," muttered Harley; "but there have been great writers +who observed none of your maxims." + +"Great writers, probably, but very unenviable men. My Lord, my Lord, +don't corrupt the pupil you bring to me." Harley smiled, and took his +departure, and left Genius at school with Common-Sense and Experience. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +While Leonard Fairfield had been obscurely wrestling against poverty, +neglect, hunger, and dread temptation, bright had been the opening day +and smooth the upward path of Randal Leslie. Certainly no young man, +able and ambitious, could enter life under fairer auspices; the +connection and avowed favourite of a popular and energetic statesman, +the brilliant writer of a political work that had lifted him at once into +a station of his own, received and courted in those highest circles, to +which neither rank nor fortune alone suffices for a familiar passport, +--the circles above fashion itself. the circles of POWER,--with every +facility of augmenting information, and learning the world betimes +through the talk of its acknowledged masters,--Randal had but to move +straight onward, and success was sure. But his tortuous spirit +delighted in scheme and intrigue for their own sake. In scheme and +intrigue he saw shorter paths to fortune, if not to fame. + +His besetting sin was also his besetting weakness. He did not aspire,-- +he coveted. Though in a far higher social position than Frank Hazeldean, +despite the worldly prospects of his old schoolfellow, he coveted the +very things that kept Frank Hazeldean below him,--coveted his idle +gayeties, his careless pleasures, his very waste of youth. Thus, also, +Randal less aspired to Audley Egerton's repute than he coveted Audley +Egerton's wealth and pomp, his princely expenditure, and his Castle +Rackrent in Grosvenor Square. It was the misfortune of his birth to be +so near to both these fortunes,--near to that of Leslie, as the future +head of that fallen House; near even to that of Hazeldean, since, as we +have seen before, if the squire had had no son, Randal's descent from the +Hazeldeans suggested himself as the one on whom these broad lands should +devolve. Most young men brought into intimate contact with Audley +Egerton would have felt for that personage a certain loyal and admiring, +if not very affectionate, respect. For there was something grand in +Egerton,--something that commands and fascinates the young. His +determined courage, his energetic will, his almost regal liberality, +contrasting a simplicity in personal tastes and habits that was almost +austere, his rare and seemingly unconscious power of charming even the +women most wearied of homage, and persuading even the men most obdurate +to counsel,--all served to invest the practical man with those spells +which are usually confined to the ideal one. But, indeed, Audley Egerton +was an Ideal,--the ideal of the Practical. Not the mere vulgar, +plodding, red-tape machine of petty business, but the man of strong +sense, inspired by inflexible energy and guided to definite earthly +objects. In a dissolute and corrupt form of government, under a decrepit +monarchy or a vitiated republic, Audley Egerton might have been a most +dangerous citizen: for his ambition was so resolute, and his sight to its +ends was so clear. But there is something in public life in England +which compels the really ambitious man to honour, unless his eyes are +jaundiced and oblique, like Randal Leslie's. It is so necessary in +England to be a gentleman. And thus Egerton was emphatically considered +a gentleman. Without the least pride in other matters, with little +apparent sensitiveness, touch him on the point of gentleman, and no one +so sensitive and so proud. As Randal saw more of him, and watched his +moods with the lynx-eyes of the household spy, he could perceive that +this hard mechanical man was subject to fits of melancholy, even of +gloom; and though they did not last long, there was even in his habitual +coldness an evidence of something compressed, latent, painful, lying deep +within his memory. This would have interested the kindly feelings of a +grateful heart; but Randal detected and watched it only as a clew to some +secret it might profit him to gain. For Randal Leslie hated Egerton; and +hated him the more because, with all his book-knowledge and his conceit +in his own talents, he could not despise his patron; because he had not +yet succeeded in making his patron the mere tool or stepping-stone; +because he thought that Egerton's keen eye saw through his wily heart, +even while, as if in profound disdain, the minister helped the protege. +But this last suspicion was unsound. Egerton had not detected Leslie's +corrupt and treacherous nature. He might have other reasons for keeping +him at a certain distance, but he inquired too little into Randal's +feelings towards himself to question the attachment, or doubt the +sincerity, of one who owed to him so much. But that which more than all +embittered Randal's feelings towards Egerton was the careful and +deliberate frankness with which the latter had, more than once, repeated +and enforced the odious announcement, that Randal had nothing to expect +from the minister's WILL, nothing to expect from that wealth which glared +in the hungry eyes of the pauper heir to the Leslies of Rood. To whom, +then, could Egerton mean to devise his fortune? To whom but Frank +Hazeldean? Yet Audley took so little notice of his nephew, seemed so +indifferent to him, that that supposition, however natural, was exposed +to doubt. The astuteness of Randal was perplexed. Meanwhile, however, +the less he himself could rely upon Egerton for fortune, the more he +revolved the possible chances of ousting Frank from the inheritance of +Hazeldean,--in part, at least, if not wholly. To one less scheming, +crafty, and remorseless than Randal Leslie, such a project would have +seemed the wildest delusion. But there was something fearful in the +manner in which this young man sought to turn knowledge into power, and +make the study of all weakness in others subservient to his own ends. He +wormed himself thoroughly into Frank's confidence. He learned, through +Frank, all the squire's peculiarities of thought and temper, and pondered +over each word in the father's letters, which the son gradually got into +the habit of showing to the perfidious eyes of his friend. Randal saw +that the squire had two characteristics, which are very common amongst +proprietors, and which might be invoked as antagonists to his warm +fatherly love. First, the squire was as fond of his estate as if it were +a living thing, and part of his own flesh and blood; and in his lectures +to Frank upon the sin of extravagance, the squire always let out this +foible,--"What was to become of the estate if it fell into the hands of a +spendthrift? No man should make ducks and drakes of Hazeldean; let Frank +beware of that," etc. Secondly, the squire was not only fond of his +lands, but he was jealous of them,--that jealousy which even the +tenderest fathers sometimes entertain towards their natural heirs. +He could not bear the notion that Frank should count on his death; and he +seldom closed an admonitory letter without repeating the information that +Hazeldean was not entailed; that it was his to do with as he pleased +through life and in death. Indirect menace of this nature rather wounded +and galled than intimidated Frank; for the young man was extremely +generous and high-spirited by nature, and was always more disposed to +some indiscretion after such warnings to his self-interest, as if to show +that those were the last kinds of appeal likely to influence him. By the +help of such insights into the character of father and son, Randal +thought he saw gleams of daylight illumining his own chance to the lands +of Hazeldean. Meanwhile, it appeared to him obvious that, come what +might of it, his own interests could not lose, and might most probably +gain, by whatever could alienate the squire from his natural heir. +Accordingly, though with consummate tact, he instigated Frank towards the +very excesses most calculated to irritate the squire, all the while +appearing rather to give the counter advice, and never sharing in any of +the follies to which he conducted his thoughtless friend. In this he +worked chiefly through others, introducing Frank to every acquaintance +most dangerous to youth, either from the wit that laughs at prudence, or +the spurious magnificence that subsists so handsomely upon bills endorsed +by friends of "great expectations." + +The minister and his protege were seated at breakfast, the first reading +the newspaper, the last glancing over his letters; for Randal had arrived +to the dignity of receiving many letters,--ay, and notes, too, three- +cornered and fantastically embossed. Egerton uttered an exclamation, and +laid down the newspaper. Randal looked up from his correspondence. The +minister had sunk into one of his absent reveries. + +After a long silence, observing that Egerton did not return to the +newspaper, Randal said, "Ahem, sir, I have a note from Frank Hazeldean, +who wants much to see me; his father has arrived in town unexpectedly." + +"What brings him here?" asked Egerton, still abstractedly. "Why, it +seems that he has heard some vague reports of poor Frank's extravagance, +and Frank is rather afraid or ashamed to meet him." + +"Ay, a very great fault, extravagance in the young!--destroys +independence; ruins or enslaves the future. Great fault,--very! +And what does youth want that it should be extravagant? Has it not +everything in itself, merely because it is? Youth is youth--what needs +it more?" + +Egerton rose as he said this, and retired to his writing-table, and in +his turn opened his correspondence. Randal took up the newspaper, and +endeavoured, but in vain, to conjecture what had excited the minister's +exclamations and the revery that succeeded it. + +Egerton suddenly and sharply turned round in his chair--"If you have done +with the 'Times,' have the goodness to place it here." + +Randal had just obeyed, when a knock at the street-door was heard, and +presently Lord L'Estrange came into the room, with somewhat a quicker +step and somewhat a gayer mien than usual. + +Audley's hand, as if mechanically, fell upon the newspaper,--fell upon +that part of the columns devoted to births, deaths, and marriages. +Randal stood by, and noted; then, bowing to L'Estrange, left the room. + +"Audley," said L'Estrange, "I have had an adventure since I saw you,--an +adventure that reopened the Past, and may influence my future." + +"How?" + +"In the first place, I have met with a relation of--of--the Avenels." + +"Indeed! Whom,--Richard Avenel?" + +"Richard--Richard--who is he? Oh, I remember, the wild lad who went off +to America; but that was when I was a mere child." + +"That Richard Avenel is now a rich, thriving trader, and his marriage is +in this newspaper,--married to an Honourable Mrs. M'Catchley. Well, in +this country who should plume himself on birth?" + +"You did not say so always, Egerton," replied Harley, with a tone of +mournful reproach. + +"And I say so now pertinently to a Mrs. M'Catchley, not to the heir of +the L'Estranges. But no more of these--these Avenels." + +"Yes, more of them. I tell you I have met a relation of theirs--a nephew +of--of--" + +"Of Richard Avenel's?" interrupted Egerton; and then added in the slow, +deliberate, argumentative tone in which he was wont to speak in public, +"Richard Avenel the trader! I saw him once,--a presuming and intolerable +man!" + +"The nephew has not those sins. He is full of promise, of modesty, yet +of pride. And his countenance--oh, Egerton, he has her eyes." + +Egerton made no answer, and Harley resumed, + +"I had thought of placing him under your care. I knew you would provide +for him." + +"I will. Bring him hither," cried Egerton, eagerly. "All that I can do +to prove my--regard for a wish of yours." Harley pressed his friend's +hand warmly. + +"I thank you from my heart; the Audley of my boyhood speaks now. But the +young man has decided otherwise; and I do not blame him. Nay, I rejoice +that he chooses a career in which, if he find hardship, he may escape +dependence." + +"And that career is--" + +"Letters." + +"Letters! Literature!" exclaimed the statesman. "Beggary! No, no, +Harley, this is your absurd romance." + +"It will not be beggary, and it is not my romance: it is the boy's. +Leave him alone, he is my care and my charge henceforth. He is of her +blood, and I said that he had HER eyes." + +"But you are going abroad; let me know where he is; I will watch over +him." + +"And unsettle a right ambition for a wrong one? No, you shall know +nothing of him till he can proclaim himself. I think that day will +come." + +Audley mused a moment, and then said, "Well, perhaps you are right. +After all, as you say, independence is a great blessing, and my ambition +has not rendered myself the better or the happier." + +"Yet, my poor Audley, you ask me to be ambitious." + +"I only wish you to be consoled," cried Egerton, with passion. + +"I will try to be so; and by the help of a milder remedy than yours. +I said that my adventure might influence my future; it brought me +acquainted not only with the young man I speak of, but the most winning, +affectionate child,--a girl." + +"Is this child an Avenel too?" + +"No, she is of gentle blood,--a soldier's daughter; the daughter of that +Captain Digby on whose behalf I was a petitioner to your patronage. He +is dead, and in dying, my name was on his lips. He meant me, doubtless, +to be the guardian to his orphan. I shall be so. I have at last an +object in life." + +"But can you seriously mean to take this child with you abroad?" + +"Seriously, I do." + +"And lodge her in your own house?" + +"For a year or so, while she is yet a child. Then, as she approaches +youth, I shall place her elsewhere." + +"You may grow to love her. Is it clear that she will love you,--not +mistake gratitude for love? It is a very hazardous experiment." + +"So was William the Norman's,--still he was William the Conqueror. Thou +biddest me move on from the Past, and be consoled, yet thou wouldst make +me as inapt to progress as the mule in Slawkenbergius's tale, with thy +cursed interlocutions, 'Stumbling, by Saint Nicholas, every step. Why, +at this rate, we shall be all night in getting into'--HAPPINESS! +Listen," continued Harley, setting off, full pelt, into one of his wild +whimsical humours. "One of the sons of the prophets in Israel felling +wood near the river Jordan, his hatchet forsook the helve, and fell to +the bottom of the river; so he prayed to have it again (it was but a +small request, mark you); and having a strong faith, he did not throw the +hatchet after the helve, but the helve after the hatchet. Presently two +great miracles were seen. Up springs the hatchet from the bottom of the +water, and fixes itself to its old acquaintance, the helve. Now, had he +wished to coach it up to heaven in a fiery chariot like Elias, be as rich +as Job, strong as Samson, and beautiful as Absalom, would he have +obtained the wish, do you think? In truth, my friend, I question +it very much." + +"I can't comprehend what you mean. Sad stuff you are talking." + +"I cannot help that; 'Rabelais is to be blamed for it. I am quoting him, +and it is to be found in his Prologue to the Chapters on the 'Moderation +of Wishes.' And a propos of 'moderate wishes in point of hatchet,' I +want you to understand that I ask but little from Heaven. I fling but +the helve after the hatchet that has sunk into the silent stream. I want +the other half of the weapon that is buried fathom deep, and for want of +which the thick woods darken round me by the Sacred River, and I can +catch not a glimpse of the stars." + +"In plain English," said Audley Egerton, "you want--" he stopped short, +puzzled. + +"I want my purpose and my will, and my old character, and the nature God +gave me. I want the half of my soul which has fallen from me. I want +such love as may replace to me the vanished affections. Reason not,--I +throw the helve after the hatchet." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +Randal Leslie, on leaving Audley, repaired to Frank's lodgings, and after +being closeted with the young Guardsman an hour or so, took his way to +Limmer's hotel, and asked for Mr. Hazeldean. He was shown into the +coffee-room, while the waiter went up-stairs with his card, to see if the +squire was within, and disengaged. The "Times" newspaper lay sprawling +on one of the tables, and Randal, leaning over it, looked with attention +into the column containing births, deaths, and marriages. But in that +long and miscellaneous list he could not conjecture the name which had so +excited Mr. Egerton's interest. + +"Vexatious!" he muttered; "there is no knowledge which has power more +useful than that of the secrets of men." + +He turned as the waiter entered and said that Mr. Hazeldean would be glad +to see him. + +As Randal entered the drawing-room, the squire, shaking hands with him, +looked towards the door as if expecting some one else; and his honest +face assumed a blank expression of disappointment, when the door closed, +and he found that Randal was unaccompanied. + +"Well," said he, bluntly, "I thought your old schoolfellow, Frank, might +have been with you." + +Have you not seen him yet, sir?" + +"No, I came to town this morning; travelled outside the mail; sent to his +barracks, but the young gentleman does not sleep there, has an apartment +of his own; he never told me that. We are a plain family, the +Hazeldeans, young sir; and I hate being kept in the dark,--by my own son, +too." + +Randal made no answer, but looked sorrowful. The squire, who had never +before seen his kinsman, had a vague idea that it was not polite to +entertain a stranger, though a connection to himself, with his family +troubles, and so resumed good-naturedly, "I am very glad to make your +acquaintance at last, Mr. Leslie. You know, I hope, that you have good +Hazeldean blood in your veins?" + +RANDAL (smiling).--"I am not likely to forget that; it is the boast of +our pedigree." + +SQUIRE (heartily).--"Shake hands again on it, my boy. You don't want a +friend, since my grandee of a half-brother has taken you up; but if ever +you should, Hazeldean is not very far from Rood. Can't get on with your +father at all, my lad,--more 's the pity, for I think I could have given +him a hint or two as to the improvement of his property. If he would +plant those ugly commons--larch and fir soon come into profit, sir; and +there are some low lands about Rood that would take mighty kindly to +draining." + +RANDAL.--"My poor father lives a life so retired--and you cannot wonder +at it. Fallen trees lie still, and so do fallen families." + +SQUIRE.--"Fallen families can get up again, which fallen trees can't." + +RANDAL.--"Ah, sir, it often takes the energy of generations to repair the +thriftlessness and extravagance of a single owner." + +SQUIRE (his brow lowering).--"That's very true. Frank is d---d +extravagant; treats me very coolly, too--not coming; near three o'clock. +By the by, I suppose he told you where I was, otherwise how did you find +me out?" + +RANDAL (reluctantly).--"Sir, he did; and to speak frankly, I am not +surprised that he has not yet appeared." + +SQUIRE.--"Eh!" + +RANDAL.--"We have grown very intimate." + +SQUIRE.--"So he writes me word,--and I am glad of it. Our member, Sir +John, tells me you are a very clever fellow, and a very steady one. And +Frank says that he wishes he had your prudence, if he can't have your +talent. He has a good heart, Frank," added the father, relentingly. +"But zounds, sir, you say you are not surprised he has not come to +welcome his own father!" + +"My dear sir," said Randal, "you wrote word to Frank that you had heard +from Sir John and others of his goings-on, and that you were not +satisfied with his replies to your letters." + +"Well." + +"And then you suddenly come up to town." + +"Well." + +"Well. And Frank is ashamed to meet you. For, as you say, he has been +extravagant, and he has exceeded his allowance; and knowing my respect +for you and my great affection for himself, he has asked me to prepare +you to receive his confession and forgive him. I know I am taking a +great liberty. I have no right to interfere between father and son; +but pray--pray think I mean for the best." + +"Humph!" said the squire, recovering himself very slowly, and showing +evident pain, "I knew already that Frank had spent more than he ought; +but I think he should not have employed a third person to prepare me to +forgive him. (Excuse me,--no offence.) And if he wanted a third person, +was not there his own mother? What the devil! [firing up] am I a +tyrant, a bashaw, that my own son is afraid to speak to me? 'Gad, I'll +give it him!" + +"Pardon me, sir," said Randal, assuming at once that air of authority +which superior intellect so well carries off and excuses, "but I strongly +advise you not to express any anger at Frank's confidence in me. At +present I have influence over him. Whatever you may think of his +extravagance, I have saved him from many an indiscretion, and many a +debt,--a young man will listen to one of his own age so much more readily +than even to the kindest friend of graver years. Indeed, sir, I speak +for your sake as well as for Frank's. Let me keep this influence over +him; and don't reproach him for the confidence placed in me. Nay, let +him rather think that I have softened any displeasure you might otherwise +have felt." + +There seemed so much good sense in what Randal said, and the kindness of +it seemed so disinterested, that the squire's native shrewdness was +deceived. + +"You are a fine young fellow," said he, "and I am very much obliged to +you. Well, I suppose there is no putting old heads upon young shoulders; +and I promise you I'll not say an angry word to Frank. I dare say, poor +boy, he is very much afflicted, and I long to shake hands with him. So, +set his mind at ease." + +"Ah, sir," said Randal, with much apparent emotion, "your son may well +love you: and it seems to be a hard matter for so kind a heart as yours +to preserve the proper firmness with him." + +"Oh, I can be firm enough," quoth the squire,--"especially when I don't +see him,--handsome dog that he is: very like his mother--don't you think +so? + +"I never saw his mother, sir." + +"'Gad! Not seen my Harry? No more you have; you must come and pay us a +visit. I suppose my half-brother will let you come?" + +"To be sure, sir. Will you not call on him while you are in town?" + +"Not I. He would think I expected to get something from the Government. +Tell him the ministers must go on a little better, if they want my vote +for their member. But go, I see you are impatient to tell Frank that all +'s forgot and forgiven. Come and dine with him here at six, and let him +bring his bills in his pocket. Oh, I sha'n't scold him." + +"Why, as to that," said Randal, smiling, "I think (forgive me still) that +you should not take it too easily; just as I think that you had better +not blame him for his very natural and praiseworthy shame in approaching +you, so I think, also, that you should do nothing that would tend to +diminish that shame,--it is such a check on him. And therefore, if you +can contrive to affect to be angry with him for his extravagance, it will +do good." + +"You speak like a book, and I'll try my best." + +"If you threaten, for instance, to take him out of the army, and settle +him in the country, it would have a very good effect." + +"What! would he think it so great a punishment to come home and live +with his parents?" + +"I don't say that; but he is naturally so fond of London. At his age, +and with his large inheritance, that is natural." + +"Inheritance!" said the squire, moodily,--"inheritance! he is not +thinking of that, I trust? Zounds, sir, I have as good a life as his +own. Inheritance!--to be sure the Casino property is entailed on him; +but as for the rest, sir, I am no tenant for life. I could leave the +Hazeldean lands to my ploughman, if I chose it. Inheritance; indeed!" + +"My dear sir, I did not mean to imply that Frank would entertain the +unnatural and monstrous idea of calculating on your death; and all we +have to do is to get him to sow his wild oats as soon as possible,--marry +and settle down into the country. For it would be a thousand pities if +his town habits and tastes grew permanent,--a bad thing for the Hazeldean +property, that! And," added Randal, laughing, "I feel an interest in the +old place, since my grandmother comes of the stock. So, just force +yourself to seem angry, and grumble a little when you pay the bills." + +"Ah, ah, trust me," said the squire, doggedly, and with a very altered +air. "I am much obliged to you for these hints, my young kinsman." And +his stout hand trembled a little as he extended it to Randal. + +Leaving Limmer's, Randal hastened to Frank's rooms in St. James's +Street. "My dear fellow," said he, when he entered, "it is very +fortunate that I persuaded you to let me break matters to your father. +You might well say he was rather passionate; but I have contrived to +soothe him. You need not fear that he will not pay your debts." + +"I never feared that," said Frank, changing colour; "I only feared his +anger. But, indeed, I fear his kindness still more. What a reckless +hound I have been! However, it shall be a lesson to me. And my debts +once paid, I will turn as economical as yourself." + +"Quite right, Frank. And, indeed, I am a little afraid that, when your +father knows the total, he may execute a threat that would be very +unpleasant to you." + +"What's that?" + +"Make you sell out, and give up London." + +"The devil!" exclaimed Frank, with fervent emphasis; "that would be +treating me like a child." + +"Why, it would make you seem rather ridiculous to your set, which is not +a very rural one. And you, who like London so much, and are so much the +fashion!" + +"Don't talk of it," cried Frank, walking to and fro the room in great +disorder. + +"Perhaps, on the whole, it might be well not to say all you owe, at once. +If you named half the sum, your father would let you off with a lecture; +and really I tremble at the effect of the total." + +"But how shall I pay the other half?" + +"Oh, you must save from your allowance; it is a very liberal one; and the +tradesmen are not pressing." + +"No; but the cursed bill-brokers--" + +"Always renew to a young man of your expectations. And if I get into an +office, I can always help you, my dear Frank." + +"Ah, Randal, I am not so bad as to take advantage of your friendship," +said Frank, warmly. "But it seems to me mean after all, and a sort of a +lie, indeed, disguising the real state of my affairs. I should not have +listened to the idea from any one else; but you are such a sensible, +kind, honourable fellow." + +"After epithets so flattering, I shrink from the responsibility of +advice. But apart from your own interests, I should be glad to save your +father the pain he would feel at knowing the whole extent of the scrape +you have got into. And if it entailed on you the necessity to lay by-- +and give up hazard, and not be security for other men--why, it would be +the best thing that could happen. Really, too, it seems hard upon Mr. +Hazeldean that he should be the only sufferer, and quite just that you +should bear half your own burdens." "So it is, Randal; that did not +strike me before. I will take your counsel; and now I will go at once +to Limmer's. My dear father! I hope he is looking well?" + +"Oh, very. Such a contrast to the sallow Londoners! But I think you had +better not go till dinner. He has asked me to meet you at six. I will +call for you a little before, and we can go together. This will prevent +a good deal of /gene/ and constraint. Good-by till then. Ha! by the +way, I think if I were you, I would not take the matter too seriously and +penitentially. You see the best of fathers like to keep their sons under +their thumb, as the saying is. And if you want at your age to preserve +your independence, and not be hurried off and buried in the country, like +a schoolboy in disgrace, a little manliness of bearing would not be +amiss. You can think over it." + +The dinner at Limmer's went off very differently from what it ought to +have done. Randal's words had sunk deep, and rankled sorely in the +squire's mind; and that impression imparted a certain coldness to his +manner which belied the hearty, forgiving, generous impulse with which he +had come up to London, and which even Randal had not yet altogether +whispered away. On the other hand, Frank, embarrassed both by the sense +of disingenuousness, and a desire "not to take the thing too seriously," +seemed to the squire ungracious and thankless. + +After dinner the squire began to hum and haw, and Frank to colour up and +shrink. Both felt discomposed by the presence of a third person; till, +with an art and address worthy of a better cause, Randal himself broke +the ice, and so contrived to remove the restraint he had before imposed, +that at length each was heartily glad to have matters made clear and +brief by his dexterity and tact. + +Frank's debts were not in reality large; and when he named the half of +them, looking down in shame, the squire, agreeably surprised, was about +to express himself with a liberal heartiness that would have opened his +son's excellent heart at once to him. + +But a warning look from Randal checked the impulse; and the squire +thought it right, as he had promised, to affect an anger he did not feel, +and let fall the unlucky threat, "that it was all very well once in a way +to exceed his allowance; but if Frank did not, in future, show more sense +than to be led away by a set of London sharks and coxcombs, he must cut +the army, come home, and take to farming." + +Frank imprudently exclaimed, "Oh, sir, I have no taste for farming. And +after London, at my age, the country would be so horribly dull." + +"Aha!" said the squire, very grimly--and he thrust back into his pocket- +book some extra bank-notes which his fingers had itched to add to those +he had already counted out. "The country is terribly dull, is it? Money +goes there not upon follies and vices, but upon employing honest +labourers, and increasing the wealth of the nation. It does not please +you to spend money in that way: it is a pity you should ever be plagued +with such duties." + +"My dear father--" + +"Hold your tongue, you puppy. Oh, I dare say, if you were in my shoes, +you would cut down the oaks, and mortgage the property; sell it, for what +I know,--all go on a cast of the dice! Aha, sir--very well, very well-- +the country is horribly dull, is it? Pray stay in town." + +"My dear Mr. Hazeldean," said Randal, blandly, and as if with the wish to +turn off into a joke what threatened to be serious, "you must not +interpret a hasty expression so literally. Why, you would make Frank as +bad as Lord A-----, who wrote word to his steward to cut down more +timber; and when the steward replied, 'There are only three sign-posts +left on the whole estate,' wrote back, 'They've done growing at all +events,--down with them!' You ought to know Lord A-----, sir; so witty; +and--Frank's particular friend." + +"Your particular friend, Master Frank? Pretty friends!" and the squire +buttoned up the pocket to which he had transferred his note-book, with a +determined air. + +"But I'm his friend, too," said Randal, kindly; "and I preach to him +properly, I can tell you." Then, as if delicately anxious to change the +subject, he began to ask questions upon crops and the experiment of bone +manure. He spoke earnestly, and with gusto, yet with the deference of +one listening to a great practical authority. Randal had spent the +afternoon in cramming the subject from agricultural journals and +parliamentary reports; and like all practised readers, had really learned +in a few hours more than many a man, unaccustomed to study, could gain +from books in a year. The squire was surprised and pleased at the young +scholar's information and taste for such subjects. + +"But, to be sure," quoth he, with an angry look at poor Frank, "you have +good Hazeldean blood in you, and know a bean from a turnip." + +"Why, sir," said Randal, ingenuously, "I am training myself for public +life; and what is a public man worth if be do not study the agriculture +of his country?" + +"Right--what is he worth? Put that question, with my compliments, to my +half-brother. What stuff he did talk, the other night, on the malt-tax, +to be sure!" + +"Mr. Egerton has had so many other things to think of, that we must +excuse his want of information upon one topic, however important. With +his strong sense he must acquire that information, sooner or later; for +he is fond of power; and, sir, knowledge is power!" + +"Very true,--very fine saying," quoth the poor squire, unsuspiciously, as +Randal's eye rested on Mr. Hazeldean's open face, and then glanced +towards Frank, who looked sad and bored. + +"Yes," repeated Randal, "knowledge is power;" and he shook his head +wisely, as he passed the bottle to his host. + +Still, when the squire, who meant to return to the Hall next morning, +took leave of Frank, his heart warmed to his son; and still more for +Frank's dejected looks. It was not Randal's policy to push estrangement +too far at first, and in his own presence. + +"Speak to poor Frank,--kindly now, sir--do;" whispered be, observing the +squire's watery eyes, as he moved to the window. + +The squire, rejoiced to obey, thrust out his hand to his son. + +"My dear boy," said he, "there, don't fret--pshaw!--it was but a trifle +after all. Think no more of it." + +Frank took the hand, and suddenly threw his arm round his father's broad +shoulder. + +"Oh, sir, you are too good,--too good." His voice trembled so that +Randal took alarm, passed by him, and touched him meaningly. + +The squire pressed his son to his heart,--heart so large, that it seemed +to fill the whole width under his broadcloth. "My dear Frank," said he, +half blubbering, "it is not the money; but, you see, it so vexes your +poor mother; you must be careful in future; and, zounds, boy, it will be +all yours one day; only don't calculate on it; I could not bear that, +I could not, indeed." + +"Calculate!" cried Frank. "Oh, sir, can you think it?" + +"I am so delighted that I had some slight hand in your complete +reconciliation with Mr. Hazeldean," said Randal, as the young men walked +from the hotel. "I saw that you were disheartened, and I told him to +speak to you kindly." + +"Did you? Ah--I am sorry he needed telling." + +"I know his character so well already," said Randal, "that I flatter +myself I can always keep things between you as they ought to be. What an +excellent man!" + +"The best man in the world," cried Frank, heartily; and then, as his +accents drooped, "yet I have deceived him. I have a great mind to go +back--" + +"And tell him to give you twice as much money as you bad asked for? He +would think you had only seemed so affectionate in order to take him in. +No, no, Frank! save, lay by, economize; and then tell him that you have +paid half your own debts. Something high-minded in that." + +"So there is. Your heart is as good as your head. Goodnight." + +"Are you going home so early? Have you no engagements!" + +"None that I shall keep." + +"Good-night, then." + +They parted, and Randal walked into one of the fashionable clubs. He +neared a table where three or four young men (younger sons, who lived in +the most splendid style, Heaven knew how) were still over their wine. + +Leslie had little in common with these gentlemen, but he forced his +nature to be agreeable to them, in consequence of a very excellent piece +of worldly advice given to him by Audley Egerton. "Never let the dandies +call you a prig," said the statesman. "Many a clever fellow fails +through life, because the silly fellows, whom half a word well spoken +could make his claqueurs, turn him into ridicule. Whatever you are, +avoid the fault of most reading men: in a word, don't be a prig!" + +"I have just left Hazeldean," said Randal. "What a good fellow he is!" + +"Capital!" said the Honourable George Borrowell. "Where is he?" + +"Why, he is gone to his rooms. He has had a little scene with his +father, a thorough, rough country squire. It would be an act of charity +if you would go and keep him company, or take him with you to some place +a little more lively than his own lodgings." + +"What! the old gentleman has been teasing him!--a horrid shame! Why, +Frank is not extravagant, and he will be very rich, eh?" + +"An immense property," said Randal, "and not a mortgage on it: an only +son," he added, turning away. + +Among these young gentlemen there was a kindly and most benevolent +whisper, and presently they all rose, and walked away towards Frank's +lodgings. + +"The wedge is in the tree," said Randal to himself, "and there is a gap +already between the bark and the wood." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +Harley L'Estrange is seated beside Helen at the lattice-window in the +cottage at Norwood. The bloom of reviving health is on the child's face, +and she is listening with a smile, for Harley is speaking of Leonard with +praise, and of Leonard's future with hope. "And thus," he continued, +"secure from his former trials, happy in his occupation, and pursuing the +career he has chosen, we must be content, my dear child, to leave him." + +"Leave him!" exclaimed Helen, and the rose on her cheek faded. + +Harley was not displeased to see her emotion. He would have been +disappointed in her heart if it had been less susceptible to affection. + +"It is hard on you, Helen," said he, "to be separated from one who has +been to you as a brother. Do not hate me for doing so. But I consider +myself your guardian, and your home as yet must be mine. We are going +from this land of cloud and mist, going as into the world of summer. +Well, that does not content you. You weep, my child; you mourn your own +friend, but do not forget your father's. I am alone, and often sad, +Helen; will you not comfort me? You press my hand, but you must learn to +smile on me also. You are born to be the comforter. Comforters are not +egotists; they are always cheerful when they console." + +The voice of Harley was so sweet and his words went so home to the +child's heart, that she looked up and smiled in his face as he kissed her +ingenuous brow. But then she thought of Leonard, and felt so solitary, +so bereft, that tears burst forth again. Before these were dried, +Leonard himself entered, and, obeying an irresistible impulse, she sprang +to his arms, and leaning her head on his shoulder, sobbed out, + +"I am going from you, brother; do not grieve, do not miss me." + +Harley was much moved: he folded his arms, and contemplated them both +silently,--and his own eyes were moist. "This heart," thought he, "will +be worth the winning!" + +He drew aside Leonard, and whispered, "Soothe, but encourage and support +her. I leave you together; come to me in the garden later." + +It was nearly an hour before Leonard joined Harley. + +"She was not weeping when you left her?" asked L'Estrange. + +"No; she has more fortitude than we might suppose. Heaven knows how that +fortitude has supported mine. I have promised to write to her often." + +Harley took two strides across the lawn, and then, coming back to +Leonard, said, "Keep your promise, and write often for the first year. +I would then ask you to let the correspondence drop gradually." + +"Drop! Ah, my Lord!" + +"Look you, my young friend, I wish to lead this fair mind wholly from the +sorrows of the past. I wish Helen to enter, not abruptly, but step by +step, into a new life. You love each other now, as do two children,--as +brother and sister. But later, if encouraged, would the love be the +same? And is it not better for both of you that youth should open upon +the world with youth's natural affections free and unforestalled?" + +"True! And she is so above me," said Leonard, mournfully. + +"No one is above him who succeeds in your ambition, Leonard. It is not +that, believe me." + +Leonard shook his head. + +"Perhaps," said Harley, with a smile, "I rather feel that you are above +me. For what vantage-ground is so high as youth? Perhaps I may become +jealous of you. It is well that she should learn to like one who is to +be henceforth her guardian and protector. Yet how can she like me as she +ought, if her heart is to be full of you?" + +The boy bowed his head; and Harley hastened to change the subject, and +speak of letters and of glory. His words were eloquent and his voice +kindling; for he had been an enthusiast for fame in his boyhood, and in +Leonard's his own seemed to him to revive. But the poet's heart gave +back no echo,--suddenly it seemed void and desolate. Yet when Leonard +walked back by the moonlight, he muttered to himself, "Strange, strange, +so mere a child! this cannot be love! Still, what else to love is there +left to me?" + +And so he paused upon the bridge where he had so often stood with Helen, +and on which he had found the protector that had given to her a home, to +himself a career. And life seemed very long, and fame but a dreary +phantom. Courage still, Leonard! These are the sorrows of the heart +that teach thee more than all the precepts of sage and critic. + +Another day, and Helen had left the shores of England, with her fanciful +and dreaming guardian. Years will pass before our tale re-opens. Life +in all the forms we have seen it travels on. And the squire farms and +hunts; and the parson preaches and chides and soothes; and Riccabocca +reads his Machiavelli, and sighs and smiles as he moralizes on Men and +States; and Violante's dark eyes grow deeper and more spiritual in their +lustre, and her beauty takes thought from solitary dreams. And Mr. +Richard Avenel has his house in London, and the Honourable Mrs. Avenel +her opera-box; and hard and dire is their struggle into fashion, and +hotly does the new man, scorning the aristocracy, pant to become +aristocrat. And Audley Egerton goes from the office to the parliament, +and drudges, and debates, and helps to govern the empire in which the sun +never sets. Poor sun, how tired he must be--but not more tired than the +Government! And Randal Leslie has an excellent place in the bureau of a +minister, and is looking to the time when he shall resign it to come into +parliament, and on that large arena turn knowledge into power. And +meanwhile he is much where he was with Audley Egerton; but he has +established intimacy with the squire, and visited Hazeldean twice, and +examined the house and the map of the property, and very nearly fallen a +second time into the ha-ha, and the squire believes that Randal Leslie +alone can keep Frank out of mischief, and has spoken rough words to his +Harry about Frank's continued extravagance. And Frank does continue to +pursue pleasure, and is very miserable, and horribly in debt. And Madame +di Negra has gone from London to Paris, and taken a tour into +Switzerland, and come back to London again, and has grown very intimate +with Randal Leslie; and Randal has introduced Frank to her; and Frank +thinks her the loveliest woman in the world, and grossly slandered by +certain evil tongues. And the brother of Madame di Negra is expected in +England at last; and what with his repute for beauty and for wealth, +people anticipate a sensation. 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