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SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR + + IV. THE LETTER THAT WAS POSTED + + V. A CHAIN + + VI. MARY + + VII. IN THE SUNLIGHT + + VIII. THE BAY WINDOW + + IX. PROUD + + X. THE HARDEST THING + + XI. THE ARRIVAL + + XII. THE LOST LETTER + + XIII. AN ANGRY ELEPHANT + + XIV. A DREAM + + XV. AT RIVERSIDE + + XVI. INVADED + + XVII. AT THE FARM + + XVIII. NORMAN'S SUPPER + + XIX. CONFIDENCES + + XX. A PRESENT + + XXI. ON THE DOORSTEP + + XXII. HOUSEKEEPING + + XXIII. A PARTING + + XXIV. GOOD NEWS + + XXV. DISMAY. + + XXVI. INTERRUPTED + + XXVII. BY THE WINDOW + +XXVIII. A SUNSET + + XXIX. MALA + + XXX. DR. BROWN'S PLAN + + XXXI. THE HOUSE IN THE TREES + + XXXII. A LARGE FAMILY + +XXXIII. IN THE SHADED ROOM + + + + THE DOCTOR'S DAUGHTER. + + ——— + +CHAPTER I. + +_LONELY._ + +"WELL, my dear!" said a quick, rather pleasant voice. "Here you are!" + +"Yes, father, always here," answered another voice, as a young girl +emerged from behind the curtains of the bay window, where she had been +standing gazing out on the pretty garden. "What a wet day you have had!" + +"Pretty well," he answered, as he came forward to the fire, "but I do +not feel it in the carriage as other folks do who have to trudge along +in the mud." + +"No," she assented, helping him off with his coat and carrying it into +the hall; "are you ready for your tea, father?" + +"I should think 'you' are," he answered, glancing at the clock. "Such +a list of patients as I have had to-day. I thought I should never get +through." + +"I suppose it is the wet weather," she remarked as she rang the bell. +"It is wonderfully cold for April!" + +Her father sat down in the armchair she had placed for him, and warmed +his hands in a placid way, looking round on his daughter with contented +eyes. + +"Is Dr. Arundel come, father?" + +"Not yet; he arrives this evening. Heigho! I'd sooner have rubbed along +by myself, I do believe, than to undertake to get someone else into the +work." + +"Oh! But, then, see how the work keeps on increasing, and now we live +up the hill, it is such a long way from the town. You could not do it +all." + +He smiled a little. "You know best, don't you?" he said fondly. "Here +is the teapot; pour out a cup, there's a dear; I'm weary." + +She handed it to him, pressing him with pretty persuasion to take +something to eat. + +She was a dainty little thing, with wavy hair, small hands and feet, +and an engaging manner. + +He watched her as she moved quickly and noiselessly about, and then he +sighed. + +She turned her head quickly. + +"Is the tea not good?" she asked. + +"Oh, yes, perfectly. Very nice, my dear." + +She sat down by his side, with her own cup in her hand, and looked +into the fire. She was always disturbed if her father sighed. "I was +thinking, Ruth, that it was a mistake to have come up here to live; I +wish we had not." + +"Then we will go to the town again," she answered decidedly; "it is +nothing to move." + +"Nothing!" he responded. "That is all you know!" + +"Why do you regret it, particularly?" asked Ruth. + +"I came up here for your mother's sake, and after all, it did not save +her. Nothing could, as far as that went; but I wish I had not moved +from the town." + +There was an instant's pause. + +"Oh, well!" she said brightly. "We can think it over. I like being at +The Firs ten times as much as in the old frowsy town, but if you do +not, we'll go back there. I love the dear old house! See, your tea is +getting cold; let me give you another cup. Perhaps Dr. Arundel's coming +will make ever so much difference." + +"I should not wonder." Then there was another sigh, and after a moment +he asked, "Let me see, how old are you, Ruth?" + +"I am seventeen—" she hesitated an instant—"to-morrow." + +"To-morrow!" he exclaimed, rousing himself. "Why did no one tell me, or +remind me?" Then, with the heaviest sigh he had yet given, he went on, +"It was your mother who always thought of these things." + +Ruth had privately wondered if he would remember. He was so clever in +all outside things. But as long as she was cheerful, and in her place +to welcome him, he seemed to think very little about her, or so she +thought. + +Perhaps she was mistaken. But sometimes when she had finished a long +day of pretty ministry to him, and was shut up in her own room at +night, she would lay her head in her mother's chair and cry bitterly +for the want of she knew not what. Whether it was the lack of +mother-love or sympathy, or simple desolateness, she could not tell. + +"What would you like me to give you, my dear?" asked her father, +turning round abruptly. + +And Ruth's thoughts came back to the present. + +"I do not know, father," she answered colouring. "Anything you like—or +nothing—" + +"That is likely, is it not, my precious?" he said fondly. "Well, I +must 'cudgel my brains,' as people say; girls are curious creatures. I +expect you will have to help me?" + + + +CHAPTER II. + +_ARTHUR ARUNDEL._ + +AFTERNOON tea was scarcely over when the telephone bell was heard. And +in a few moments, the parlourmaid came in to say the doctor was wanted +at once. + +"Oh, dear!" said Ruth. "I did hope you would have had a little peace! +However, that's the way, isn't it? There's James with the carriage; I +expect he and Dobbin have had a cup of tea, too!" + +She laughed merrily, and her father, with a hasty kiss, hurried off, +and she was again alone. + +Presently, after a slight knock, a pleasant elderly person entered and +came forward. + +"I thought you must be lonely this wet afternoon, Miss Ruth, so I came +to see if I could do anything for you." + +"No, Morris, I do not think I am. I was just going to practise my +violin." + +"Master has been down on his way out to ask me what you would like for +your birthday present, miss. He's really put about that he has nothing +ready. I told him if he'd excuse my saying so, I expect you would like +to be consulted better than to have something as a surprise that you +did not exactly want." + +"Yes," said Ruth, looking up, "that is just what I do feel; but I do +not know what my father would like to spend upon it! Do sit down, +Morris. Will it be too cold for you with this window open? It has +almost left off raining. But see, I will shut it. Can you spare time to +have a chat?" + +The housekeeper had intended nothing else. When Ruth had no other +visitors, she often came up and did her best to pass away some of the +long, lonely afternoons. + +So she sat down by the window and answered comfortably, "Well, Miss +Ruth, if I might suggest, I think it would be a good plan for the +master to tell you what he thought of spending, and then for you and me +to go to Worcester to-morrow to buy it." + +Ruth smiled. "All right," she said: "that would be lovely. But you must +tell him, Morris, because if I did—well, it would seem like asking him +for a present, would it not?" + +It was long past seven before the wheels were heard again, and the +carriage came up the drive. Dinner had been kept back, and Ruth had sat +with her fancy work, waiting and wondering. + +To her astonishment, she heard two voices in the hall, and a great +bustle of hanging up coats. Then her father threw open the drawing-room +door, and said cheerfully, "Dr. Arundel, my dear! Dr. 'Arthur' Arundel, +as he likes to be called. I have brought him to stay with us. I thought +it was dull for him in a new place this first evening." + +Ruth shook hands, and privately hoped Morris would have arranged enough +dinner for three, and that the room was ready. + +It came out that her father had driven to meet his new partner at the +junction, and thinking it would be but lonely in lodgings that first +evening, he had decided to get to know him at once. Ruth was accustomed +to chance guests, and took it all calmly, listening to the conversation +very quietly, but following it with interest, her bright eyes sparkling +at anything that amused her, while her father said a word now and then +in a fond, teasing way to include her, but otherwise was absorbed in +his guest and his politics. + +When dinner was over, Dr. Brown turned to her. "You have your German +to prepare, my dear, I expect. We will join you in the drawing-room +presently." + +Ruth made her escape, and sat down by her little table, and tried to +busy herself with her preparation, but she found it hard work. She +forgot for a moment about the new partner, and her thoughts flew to her +birthday to-morrow, and of this time last year, when she had not been +motherless. + +It seemed like a dream. She wondered if she had done everything she +could to make home happy for her father. Had she done all she could? +Morris thought she had, but then Morris could not know how often her +father gave those weary sighs. Besides, Morris thought "religion" could +ease every care under the sun, and Ruth did not see that; she could +not understand it. Her father and she did very well without it, she +thought. And even if her mother had been influenced by Morris to think +of such things, why, of course, invalids always must, and that was only +natural. + +She did not know that Morris would have been shocked if she had been +told that in Ruth's thoughts what was her joy and comfort could be +called "religion!" + +"It's just having Christ in your heart and in your life," she would say +to herself, as she sat in her sitting-room downstairs, "and I can but +pray that they may understand it for themselves; for it is eternal life +to them that know Him!" + + + +CHAPTER III. + +_"SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR."_ + +DR. BROWN and his guest came to the drawing-room for a cup of coffee, +but quickly went back to the library to talk over "the practice," and +Ruth was alone once more. + +Were all her days to pass thus? A music or German lesson in the +morning, a few odd callers in the afternoon varied by an occasional +cycle ride with an old schoolfellow, then back to be ready for her +father's cup of tea, then violin practice till it was time to dress +for dinner. After which, if her father were at home, she would listen +to his paper, or hear his news of his patients. But if he were out, a +long, dreary solitude, with nothing to relieve it. + +When the library door shut, Ruth's first impulse was to lean back in +her chair and enjoy her own thoughts. But she was an energetic girl, +and she shook off her dreaminess and turned to the piano, choosing a +difficult sonata that would be real hard work. + +An hour passed thus, and then she heard Dr. Arundel go out at the front +door, and she went to the library at once to find her father. + +"Well, little girl," he said briskly, "I think I shall get on with +him. Now we will go and have half an hour's music. I have heard you +practising." + +"But, father, I thought he was going to stay the night here!" + +"So he is. But he has taken some lodgings for a week, and he has had to +go back to tell them he will not be there to-night." + +"Taken them for a week! How did he know of them?" + +"Well, my dear, I did not ask him that. I suppose he knew someone here; +he did not say. Now, if you have done questioning me, can I have some +music?" + +"Oh, I have not heard anything yet! Do tell me—" + +"Eh? There is nothing special to tell you. He is very nice, and much +more friendly than I expected." + +"Yes—but 'is' he married? Did you find that out?" + +"Married? Yes, I told you so. I thought when I saw him in Northampton +he said so. He has taken these lodgings here that he may look round, +and then his wife will come, and they will choose a house together." + +"Oh, I see! Well, I'm glad. I wonder what she will be like?" + +"He speaks very highly of her. She was a Miss Linthorpe. Do you not +remember that my cousin, Mr. Brown, of Grange Park, married one of +those girls? Very nice people, I believe." + +"Oh, I know! Alice—that was the name of the one who married Mr. Brown. +I have heard ever so much about them. Is this one young or old?" asked +Ruth eagerly. + +"Young, I should think. It seems he had fixed his heart on her years +ago." + +"Now, that is nice," said Ruth enthusiastically. "I shall like them, I +do believe." + +"May I have my music now?" he asked, smiling a little. + +"Oh, yes! But you cannot wonder that I wanted to know about Dr. Arundel +and his wife! Why, father, to have a friend will be something to live +for!" + +"Something to live for?" Dr. Brown looked at her anxiously for a moment. + +Was her life too cramped and dull up here at The Firs? Was he keeping +his treasure to himself to her detriment? + +That must be thought of in those long hours when she was gone to bed, +and when he generally paced sorrowfully up and down his lonely library. + +So, putting aside the anxious thoughts till another time, he said +cheerfully: "By the bye, Morris says I am to tell you what I am going +to spend, and she thinks you would like to get your birthday present +yourself. That's a good idea. Let's see. Would this get anything you +want?" + +He fished in his pocket, and laid two sovereigns in her palm. + +"Oh, father!" said Ruth, colouring. "Not all that!" + +"Too much, is it? Then put some in the bank. No, I'm not going to take +it back. Cannot you think of anything you want?" + +"Oh, I never thought of so much as this," exclaimed Ruth, "but I do +want—only I am afraid it seems grasping of me—but I think this would +buy a little silver watch! My old one is quite worn out. Would it, +father?" + +"I really do not know. You and Morris find out at Worcester to-morrow. +And if it will not, I'll tell her she can spend a little more." + +"Oh, no," said Ruth. "I feel sure it would." + +"That is all right, then. Now play me something soothing, and then you +shall go to bed. I shall be up for Dr. Arundel." + +Ruth kissed and thanked him. + +And soon after, she bade him good-night, and went to her room. + +There stood Morris waiting for her. + +"Look, Morris!" exclaimed Ruth. "Am I not a lucky girl?" + +"Very, Miss," smiled Morris; "what a nice treat for us to go to +Worcester. And to get your present, too!" + +For Morris was very anxious that this birthday should be as cheerful as +possible, for she thought sadly what a change had come over the bright +prospects of her young lady in that short, and yet long, year. + +She often looked in the sweet girlish face and wondered how things +were prospering within. She had a vague idea that Ruth's life was too +monotonous and quiet; that the girl wanted something more than to go +for her occasional lessons in the morning, practice all the afternoon, +and fill her time with gentle ministrations to her bereaved father. No +outside life seemed to touch her. Dr. Brown discouraged visitors, and +Ruth confided to Morris that she found he was more weary and depressed +after anyone had spent the evening with her than he was when they two +sat together quietly. + +Ruth was busily thinking her own thoughts, and she burst out with +unusual eagerness:— + +"And what do you think, Morris? Dr. Arundel 'is' married, and his wife +is one of those Miss Linthorpes that live near father's cousin, Mr. +Brown! Don't you remember he married one of them?" + +"Oh, I know! The one that lost his two sons on the ice. Well, to be +sure!" + +"Yes, and Dr. Arundel is going to telegraph for his wife to-morrow, and +if she is nice, I shall have a friend!" + +"I hope she will be, miss; you must not be in too great a hurry," +smiled the housekeeper. + +"No—but, Morris, I can't tell how lonely I am. I do hope she will be +nice, but I feel sure she will!" + +Morris had not seen her so animated since the beginning of her mother's +illness. + +And when she left Ruth that night, she saw that her birthday and going +to Worcester had faded into the background, while the new hope of a +human friendship had done her all the good in the world. + +What would this friend be? wondered the steady old servant, as she made +her way to her own domain. + +"Well, well! The Lord knows," she said to herself, resting her anxiety +on Him who cared for her: "Old Morris doesn't know everything, that's +certain, and somehow or other He'll see to my young lady for me! I +haven't prayed for her since the day she was born for nothing! The Lord +doesn't disappoint His children so!" + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +_THE LETTER THAT WAS POSTED._ + +WHEN Ruth went upstairs, Dr. Brown crossed the carpeted hall and shut +himself in his study. He paced up and down the floor for a long time, +with his head bent down and his hands clasped behind him. + +Presently, he unlocked a drawer and took out a thin, closely written +letter, and after reading it carefully, he resumed his walk up and down +again. + +Was Ruth lonely? Was he allowing his own desolate feeling to injure the +child whom he loved so tenderly? + +"I'll write," he ejaculated, half aloud; "I'll write this very night! +My only brother has a great claim on me, and some bright young people +will do Ruth good! I'll write to-night and make them welcome. I can't +say it is what I should have chosen, but there is no one to advise me +now. It will be some young life for Ruth, and, after all, this house is +very large and empty for two!" + +He sat down to his desk and wrote busily for half an hour. Then he +chose a thin envelope, stamped it with a foreign stamp, and, putting +on his hat, took it to the post himself, thinking with a grim little +smile, "Ruth is always coaxing me to go for 'constitutionals,' so now I +will carry out her wishes!" + +Little did the sleeping girl upstairs know that the whole course of her +life was to be altered by that letter! + + +Dr. Brown managed not to forget the birthday greetings, even though +he was decidedly full of his new partner, and was discussing possible +houses with Ruth and Dr. Arundel all breakfast-time. + +Dr. Arundel left the moment after, having some letters to write at his +lodgings. + +And Dr. Brown turned to Ruth with, "Well, my dear! He's a nice fellow, +isn't he?" + +"Oh, I like him!" she exclaimed warmly. + +Before Dr. Brown went out on his rounds, he had a moment's private +conversation with Mrs. Morris, which resulted in nods and smiles +on her part and on his, while he added, "Go to Hickson's; they are +trustworthy." + +"Good-bye, my precious," he said, more cheerily than usual, to his +daughter as he ran down the steps. "Take care of yourself, and come +back to your old father as soon as you can!" + +"So I will," she answered brightly, "and to-morrow, I shall have a +friend!" + +"Eh?" he asked, pausing with the carriage door in his hand. "Eh?" + +"Young Mrs. Arundel—" + +"Oh, don't fix your hopes too much," he answered, with the caution of +experience; "new friends are not always what you expect—" + +"But I've heard of those girls—and somehow anybody Mr. Arundel had +liked so long—" + +"Yes, yes! Good-bye; I must go." + + +It was afternoon by the time Ruth and Mrs. Morris had done their +shopping, and they timed their return so that the carriage should take +them up on its way home, and thus save them the long walk up the hill +to The Firs. + +They found Dr. Brown seated in it. + +And the moment Ruth got in, she exclaimed: "Oh, you dear, naughty +extravagant father! To think of such a present as this! Oh, I feel as +if I had asked for more than I ought! 'Did' you think it was nasty of +me?" + +She drew out of her little handbag a morocco case, and on opening it, +displayed a lovely little gold watch. + +"So you like it?" asked her father. + +"Like it? Why I can't tell you—" + +"Then do not. I thought you and Morris would be able to find something—" + +"But fancy your giving her all that money! I shall value it so much." + +"Now I suppose the next thing will be a chain?" he said, pretending to +be grim. + +"Oh, no—I can—I can work one, or—" + +"I'll see to that. 'I' must go into Worcester now, I suppose, and see +what I can get." + +So they talked on, until Ruth exclaimed suddenly, "What about Dr. +Arundel?" + +"Oh, he's all right. The patients seem pleased with him, and there's +something so straight about him that I think he will take." + +"When is he going to send for Mrs. Arundel?" + +"He has sent already. The lodgings seem to be comfortable, and she will +be down to-morrow, I think." + +"Then will he come up to dinner to-night?" + +"No; he wants to make the rooms a little bright for her, and has +ordered in a few things, a plant or two, and so on." + +"I wish I could help—" + +"Oh, there is nothing much can be done with apartments, but what can +be, he has done. It will not be for long, you see." + +"Did you show him those two houses?" + +"Yes, and when she comes, she will choose. He would not even go to see +them till she came." + +"That's nice!" + +"You think so? Well, that is evidently what he thinks. Here we are at +home. Morris, I expect you are tired?" + +"Thank you, sir; I've enjoyed myself very much," answered the +housekeeper, delighted at the brightness of Ruth's face, and that the +dreaded birthday was passing so happily. + +Dr. Brown had a call that evening, so that there was no time to tell +his daughter of the new plans which filled his thoughts, and of which +that letter, on its way to India, was the expression. And as he walked +down to the town so as not to use the carriage again, he had plenty of +time to think over what he had done. + +"After all, I do not think I shall say anything about it till I hear +from my brother George; it is not worth while," he thought. "George +may not be willing to part with them after all, and if he does not, it +would be a pity to raise Ruth's hopes. I wonder if she will like it?" +He paused a moment, almost with a start. But he was accustomed to think +that whatever he liked, Ruth would like, and wondering within himself +that he could have had a momentary misgiving, he dismissed it, and went +on with his soliloquy. + +"It will be very nice for her to have companions, and they are near +enough her own age, too. There's Heston, the eldest boy; he's fifteen. +He'll have to go to school at Worcester, and come back for week-ends. +Then there's Judith; she's twelve, he says. And there is little +Norman; he's eight. Heigho! It's a pretty great care! But George is in +ill-health, and he is anxious about these children, and I am afraid he +does not expect to get better. I'd like to do anything I could for him, +poor fellow!" + +"So Ruth is seventeen to-day! She is getting quite a little woman! But, +really, she's not much more than a child! No—she has a year or two yet +before her." + +He strode on. He almost began to wish he had not posted that letter +without asking Ruth what she thought of it. But it was gone, and now +there was nothing but to wait. + +"Dr. Arundel will take these evening calls for me by and by," he went +on to himself, "and I am sure he will be liked. How kindly he sat down +this morning by that young man. And while we were talking about the +case, I saw him soothing the man's pain by passing his hand up and +down his spine as he lay there. I wondered what made the poor fellow's +face change, and a look of relief come into it. Dr. Arundel had no +need to do it, and yet—yes, that was a bit of his character that came +out unexpectedly. If I do not mistake, he will not let anyone have any +suffering that he can relieve! But I greatly fear he is—rather too +religious!" + +But Dr. Brown had come to his patient's, and went in from the darkness +to try to relieve another case of suffering. + + + +CHAPTER V. + +_A CHAIN._ + +MEANTIME, Ruth was once more alone, and as her father had gone out +directly he had swallowed his dinner, she knew she must settle herself +for a long, lonely evening. She made up the fire and sat down on the +skin rug, resting her elbow against a soft armchair in her favourite +position. If it had not been that her mind was full of her father's +partner, and where he would live, and what his young wife would be +like, her thoughts would have wandered sorrowfully over her dull, +cramped life; for unless she was rousing herself to be cheery with her +father, there was ever present with her a certain undefined feeling +that it was hard of him to frown upon all her friends, and to think +that she could do very well without them. + +But to-night her little ticking watch, her change of scene at +Worcester, her anticipations of an outside interest, and her hopes of +a friend made her quite happy. And she sat there dreaming of what she +would do, and how she would plan, till her head sank on her arm and her +day-dreams lost themselves in a real sleep. + +"Hullo! All in the dark!" said Dr. Brown's voice. "Where are you Ruth? +Ring for the lights, my dear. Why, I've something to show you!" + +Ruth sprang up, and soon there was a blaze of light, and the maid +brought tea. + +"I'm so sorry," she said. "I got thinking, and fell asleep, I believe." + +"I believe you did! Well, there is a man waiting in the servants' hall +who has an interesting parcel under his arm!" + +Ruth looked amazed. What could her father mean? + +"And if he is to catch the last train back, we must release him. +I determined I would not be 'done,' even if I had forgotten your +birthday!" + +"But you had not! See here?" + +"Tell him to walk up," said Dr. Brown. + +So the young man came in, and the parcel was opened on the ottoman, and +its contents spread out before Ruth's astonished eyes. + +"I thought I should not be in Worcester for a long time, so I +telephoned to Hickson to send me over some chains, and here they are! +You can choose the one that pleases you best, for I told Hickson they +were all to be within the price I named." + +"Oh, father! But may Morris come up? I should like her to help me +choose. She was so kind over my watch." + +"Certainly." + +So Morris was sent for, and a happy three bent over the glittering +cases, while Ruth, satisfied that she might suit her taste without any +fear of being what she called "grasping," chose the very chain of all +others that she had wished to possess—a long, delicate one which she +assured her father would keep her dear watch much safer than one that +would let it fall out of her belt. + +"If you are pleased, I am!" he said, and took the man into the library +to settle the bill, while Morris stood by with beaming smiles. + +"When master sets at a thing, he does it quickly, doesn't he, Miss +Ruth?" she said. "To think of his having telephoned for them." + +"Indeed he does! Has the young man had any supper?" + +"Oh, I've seen to that while he was waiting for master. And he was +grateful, for he had had nothing since midday. He missed the train +through a mistake, or he would have been here at seven." + +So ended Ruth's birthday; for as soon as her father had taken his tea, +she wished him good-night and went up to her room. + +There she found Morris making up the fire. + +"Oh, Morris! How kind of you! Did Jane forget it?" + +"No, miss; she was just coming up, but I said I would come as it is +your birthday." + +Ruth stood looking into the fire for a moment in silence, and Morris +turned over her pretty presents thoughtfully. + +"You have been very kind to me to-day, Morris, and I appreciate it. +I've had a very nice birthday." + +"I'm so glad, my dear," said Morris, in her comfortable voice. + +But as she kissed her dear young lady and went downstairs, she said to +herself, "Well, well! There's no one but Jesus can comfort her truly; +and if she will not allow me to say much to her, she cannot hinder me +from praying. And the Lord can draw her to Him in His own time and way; +and I believe He will!" + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +_MARY._ + +"FATHER!" said Ruth at breakfast the next morning. "I want to go and +make Mrs. Arundel's acquaintance. What time is she coming?" + +Dr. Brown looked up from his paper with some surprise in his eyes. + +"To-day?" he asked. + +"Yes, to-day!" answered Ruth decidedly. "I am hoping to have a friend +to-day, father!" + +"My dear child, do not be in such a hurry. Wait till you get to know +her. She may be the sweetest girl in the world (except a certain little +girl that I love), but then, she may not. Do not be in such a hurry!" + +"But I am in a hurry," persisted Ruth, smiling. "If you knew how I have +longed—at least, if you could understand what I feel, you know—you dear +old father, you would let 'your duckling swim on the pond'!" + +"Well!" he answered good-humouredly. "The old hen, as I conclude you +consider me, must stand and watch at the edge, I suppose." + +"The duckling did not come to any harm, now did it, father?" + +"No-o," he said reluctantly, "but the old hen never had it as her own +afterwards!" + +"Oh, you naughty father!" exclaimed Ruth, jumping up and coming round +to kiss him. "Just as if I should be anything but your own little girl, +however many friends I had!" + +"Yes, yes," he assented rather absently, which Ruth instantly +perceived, for he was thinking about that letter already on its way in +the mail steamer to India. + +"Then," she said, after a moment's hesitation, "what time is she +coming? Did you hear?" + +"By the four o'clock train from London." + +"Then I will go down with you in the carriage and call upon her about +five. Will you tell Dr. Arundel if you see him?" + +"Oh, I shall see him! We shall be about together all the morning." + +"Have you told him what a dear old house ours was in the town?" + +"Yes; for many reasons that would be the wisest for him to take. But he +will not express an opinion till his wife has seen it." + +"There is that villa on the Worcester road that is very nice and +modern—I wonder if he will take that?" said Ruth. + +Dr. Brown was so astonished at what he called Ruth's "curiosity," that +he went on reading his paper without answering, to give himself a +little time to think. + +This was Ruth in a new light! Perhaps he had kept her too closely shut +up. It rather dismayed him. + +"There! I will not worry you!" she exclaimed, quickly perceiving his +troubled look, and jumping up to kiss his puckered forehead. "I shall +find out all about it myself. You need not fear that I shall be too +full of 'curiosity' when I see her. That is only for your benefit." + +So she relapsed into silence, and soon he finished his breakfast and +went to his study, where he busied himself with his books, or studied +his cases, unless a chance patient should come from the country round, +or make his way up from the town to catch the doctor before he started +on his rounds. + +Ruth meanwhile made a pretence of ordering dinner, which her mother +had told her it was her duty to do. She generally went to Morris's +sitting-room, and together they planned the day's doings, set the +accounts right, and paid the bills. Then she went back to the +preparation of her German, and at eleven o'clock was ready to start +in the carriage with her father to take her lesson, walking home in +time for her solitary lunch. Her father had his in the town at a +pastry-cook's near his surgery, where now he had a comfortable, quiet +room and nicely cooked meal ready at one o'clock. + +Just outside the town, at one of the houses along the Worcester road, +Dr. Brown's carriage stopped about five o'clock. + +With a nod and smile at her father, Ruth alighted and ran up the flight +of steps to the door. Her father, as he drove off, did not guess what +a very pit-a-pat heart was beating beneath that arch, half-audacious +little look! + +And then, Ruth found herself being welcomed by Dr. Arundel with the +words, "How kind of you to look us up! Mary, this is Miss Brown." + +Then, as Mrs. Arundel came forward, he added, "I shall leave you to +make acquaintance, as I have to meet Dr. Brown at the surgery at five." + +He was gone in a moment, and Ruth found herself in the presence of a +pleasant, rather pretty girl, with frank, dove-like eyes, and gentle, +straightforward manners. + +Whether she thought all that in the one shy glance she gave her, or +came to the conclusion afterwards, she was not sure. But she told +Morris when she reached home that she fell in love with her on the spot. + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +_IN THE SUNLIGHT._ + +"SIT down," said Mary, when Dr. Arundel had left them. "How very kind +of you to come so soon—" + +"I hope I am not intruding! But indeed I do want to know you; I have +been so looking forward to your coming—and—and—I do want a friend so +badly!" + +Mary looked at the young face, at the deep mourning dress, and could +not withstand the appeal of the glistening eyes. + +She bent her taller head, and kissed Ruth gently. "I feel sure we shall +be friends," she said. + +There was a moment's silence, as if both of them were a little +astonished at the unconventionality of their greeting. Mary found a +lump in her throat, and Ruth brushed away two tears which had somehow +got into her eyes. + +"You have not seen our rooms, have you?" asked Mary, recovering her +voice. "I think they are very nice till we get our own house; do not +you?" + +"I was admiring this very much," said Ruth. "How bright Dr. Arundel has +made it." + +"Yes he is very clever at that sort of thing," said his wife, smiling, +"they all are. He seems to know by intuition what will make people +comfortable." + +"How nice," exclaimed Ruth. "I can well believe it from what my father +said." + +"It is a great gift," said Mrs. Arundel. + +"I do hope you will be comfortable—" + +"We advertised for rooms in the local paper; my husband thought we +should enjoy furnishing our house together." + +"I think that is a lovely way," said Ruth. + +"We have bought most of the furniture in London during our honeymoon," +said the bride, blushing; "we have had such a busy fortnight! But it +was all fun." + +"And the things will be sent when you have found a house?" + +"Yes—Dr. Arthur has not had time to tell me much, but you will know the +district and can tell us the advantages and disadvantages." + +"Our old house is empty!" said Ruth. "That is in the very middle of the +town, and is a dear old house, with a nice surgery and old-fashioned +rooms, and—oh, a lovely garden!" + +"A garden!" said Mary, with brightening eyes. + +"Yes, you would not think it from the street, but it slopes away +behind, a narrow piece at first, and then it widens till it is quite +large, ending with a meadow and the river." + +"Oh!" was all Mary could say. + +"Yes; my father always has regretted leaving it, but I like being up +on the hill myself. I love wide views, and the Welsh hills in the +distance, and the feeling of liberty. Do you know that feeling?" + +Ruth paused, blushing at her candid speech. Was she sailing out on the +pond her father talked of, too suddenly? + +But Mary answered thoughtfully— + +"I think I know what you mean! But I am not quite sure whether it is +wise to encourage too much dreaming—" + +"Is that dreaming?" asked Ruth, her thoughts on the wide prospect, +the green fields and hedges, the undulating hills near, the changing +colours and the blue distances. + +"Though I am not 'very' old," said Mary, smiling, "I have thought a +great deal, and gradually my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ has filled +all my life with the desire first of all to be His, and to live for +Him—" + +Ruth was silent, but she turned very white. Perhaps she had never +had such a shock in her life before, as those tender, gently spoken, +earnest words. + +Was this her friend? Was there at the outset a barrier to the +friendship which she had been so counting on? Her heart sank. + +Mary saw the change in her face instantly. + +"Dear Ruth, may I call you Ruth? I see you have not thought about this, +and it shocks you. But it is my greatest joy, and by and bye it will be +yours, I hope." + +Mary got up and kissed her again, a kiss full of something which Ruth +felt was like a blessing. + +"Now come and see my little domain," said Mrs. Arundel brightly. "You +will excuse the number of boxes, for I have only been here an hour, and +have not unpacked a thing. There! I have never thanked you for those +lovely flowers you sent." + +"Oh, that is nothing—" + +"You and I shall have to 'learn' each other, you know, and I shall have +to introduce you to my brothers and sisters—Harry and Alice and Flora, +and Vincent, my twin; and Archie and Rose. My sister Alice is Dr. +Brown's cousin. Is it not strange? I mean, how circles meet." + +"Yes; I expect I have heard more about you than you about me," said +Ruth, smiling. "Our housekeeper, Mrs. Morris, comes from your part, and +was there when there was that dreadful accident on the ice—oh, I should +not have said anything about that!" exclaimed Ruth, stopping short at +the change in her companion's face. + +"Ah!—" said Mary. "I can never think of that day without such a pain at +my heart as seems to give me a sort of blow." + +"I did not know you—?" + +"That I had anything to do with it? No, I daresay not. But those +were the days in which I was living, not 'In the Sunlight' of God's +love, but 'out of it.' If I had stood up for the right that day, that +accident might never have happened." + +"Oh, I am so sorry I so thoughtlessly alluded to it!" + +"No, do not be sorry. We shall be the better friends. For you will see +in knowing me that I am full of faults—but oh, I do want to please God!" + +Just then a carriage was heard drawing up at the door, and Dr. Arundel +came in to announce to Ruth that her father was waiting for her. + +With a hasty, but very warm good-bye, Ruth hurried off. At the door, +she turned back to Mary for one moment, and said earnestly, "Thank you +for telling me; I shall never forget your confidence!" And then she was +gone. + +"A nice little girl," said Arthur Arundel. + +"A very nice little girl," answered Mary. "Oh, Arthur, I pray to be +made a blessing to her." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +_THE BAY WINDOW._ + +"WELL?" asked Dr. Brown, as the carriage rolled swiftly homewards, +Dobbin as well as the coachman knowing that they had done for the day. +"Well?" + +Ruth knew that question would come, and she was not prepared to answer +it at the moment. + +"Is she all you expected?" he asked, as she did not volunteer any +answer. He had anticipated a stream of enthusiastic delight, and was +surprised and almost dismayed. + +"She is far more than I expected," said Ruth slowly, as if making up +her mind as she went along. "Quite different—and nicer in every way +than I expected—" + +"Then you are not disappointed?" + +"No, I am not disappointed," said Ruth, "but do you know, father, I can +hardly tell you yet what I feel. With Mrs. Arundel, you come down to +the heart of things; you do not just skim the surface." + +They relapsed into silence; Dr. Brown because he was so surprised at +all Ruth said, and Ruth because her mind was full, and she could not +forget the look of that earnest face, which had seemed like a glimpse +into a new world. + +After dinner, Ruth told her father that Mrs. Arundel had asked her +to come and show them the old house, and that she had promised to go +directly after her violin lesson in the morning. + +Her father was interested in this, and reminded her of different +excellencies to be pointed out. + +"I wish he would take it," he said, "for numbers of people feel as if +the practice clung round that house, and if any strange doctor set up +there, we should lose half the patients, I believe." + +"I hope he will," said Ruth, "but these rainy days will not show it +off." + + +However, the morrow turned out sunny, to Ruth's great joy. + +And when she called for Mrs. Arundel, she found her with her hat on +ready, and Dr. Arundel came in almost directly, and proposed to set out +at once. + +"Have you been over the house in this road?" asked Ruth, a little +timidly, as they shut the gate behind them. + +"Yes, we have already been this morning. It is on the same plan as our +lodgings," said Mrs. Arundel, "so we could judge pretty well. But we do +not like that flight of steps up to the door." + +"No," answered Ruth, "and Morris says they do take up a servant's time, +and a doctor has to have them so clean!" + +She laughed and blushed. "Please excuse me if I give advice! My father +says I know everything! He is laughing at me, of course. But indeed I +do not mean to be interfering!" + +"I am quite sure of that," said Dr. Arundel heartily, "and we shall +be most grateful for any hints. We are young at it, besides being +strangers here." + +They had already turned their steps to the old house, and in a few +minutes were standing at the familiar door, and Ruth produced her +father's latchkey. + +"Father has kept on this house till he had a partner," she remarked, as +they stepped into a square hall, which opened flat from the street. + +"This is the dining-room," said Ruth, turning to a pleasant room on the +right. "It is very cheerful at breakfast, because it faces east, and +people cannot see in much with wide thin curtains. We used to have a +plant in each window which made a nice shield." + +Then she opened a door at the back of the room, and Mary gave an +exclamation of delight, for the whole of the end of the room they +entered was filled up with a low bay window opening with French doors +out to the lawn, which sloped gently away from the house, down and +down, till it was lost in graceful shrubs and foliage, between which +could be seen a green meadow and the glittering water of the river. + +"How lovely!" Mary exclaimed, turning to her husband. "Oh, Arthur!" + +"Does it suit you better than the Worcester Road, Mary? Because, as far +as we have seen, it suits me." + +"Then there is the surgery on that side," pursued Ruth, "and the +kitchens behind it. I will wait here while you look at the rest of +it, for you will like to be able to take it all in quietly. My father +hardly liked my coming, for fear I should be too enthusiastic—" + +Dr. Arundel smiled. "I do not mind a little enthusiasm in this workaday +world. Come, Mary, as Miss Brown wishes it, we will go up 'and take it +all in' as she suggests." + +Ruth sat down on the window seat, and looked out over the +well-remembered prospect. She had never entered the old home since her +mother's death, and every corner of the rooms was associated with her +presence, not as the invalid which she had been at The Firs, but as the +mother who had been the centre and joy of her father's life, and of +hers. + +And then her mind flew to those brief weeks in which sudden illness had +come on, and though they had moved to high ground, how all had been +unavailing. But it was not that which Ruth dwelt on now; somehow the +sloping garden and the gleaming river had brought back one memorable +day. + +It was about a week before they moved, and Ruth remembered afterwards +that her mother had latterly got used to sitting in the garden a great +deal, and even had a couch lifted out there to rest on. It had also +become the practice for Morris to bring her work out to keep her mother +company. But Ruth had never guessed what it meant. She was busy with +her lessons, and went in and out to the High School only full of the +absorbing interest of her education. + +But one Friday afternoon, when she came through the house to find her +mother in the garden and ran to her with the exclamation, "There! I'm +'off duty till Monday,' as the nurses say," she noticed that her mother +looked up at her more earnestly than usual, and that Morris got up with +her needle in her hand, and began to move towards the house. + +"Don't go, Morris!" she had said. + +But Morris murmured something about "Your mother's tea." + +And Ruth threw her bag of books down on the grass, and bent and kissed +her mother in her usual careless, loving little way. + +Ah, the last time that kiss was ever careless! + +"Sit down, dear," said her mother gently, and something in the tone +struck Ruth as unusual. "I wanted—I wanted to see you—" + +"Why, little mother, you see me often enough, don't you?" Ruth had +answered. "Have I been too full of my girls and my music?" she added, +with compunction. "I did not mean it." + +"No, dearest—oh, no. But, Ruth—I do not know how to tell you—but I +must—I have not been very strong lately." + +"No; but the new house is to make you well, you know! We shall soon be +up there, and father thinks—" + +"He 'hopes,' Ruth—he does not think. But in case I do not get well, in +case I get more weak, I wanted to tell you something—" + +Ruth heard as if in a dream. There was a sound of rushing in her ears, +and she felt cold chills creeping over her. + +"Ruth, dear!" The thin hand was put out and took hers. She had +never noticed how thin it was till that moment. "Ruth, dear, there +is something I want to say to you very much. Lately I have been +thinking—thinking about preparing to meet God! At first, when I began +to be ill, it was a very dreadful thought. I remembered so many things +that I wished had been different. I was overwhelmed at first to +remember that I had lived without thinking much about God at all, or +trying to please Him; I had never given it a thought. Oh, Ruth! What I +felt when I had to confess I had never given God a thought! + +"And then Morris tried to comfort me. She read me a verse out of her +little textbook: + + "'If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our +sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.' + +"And she told me how she had found Jesus Christ 'faithful to forgive,' +and how glad and happy she had been ever since. + +"And, Ruth, I was so miserable and so hopeless, that I just did as dear +old Morris read from that text. I confessed everything to my Saviour, +Who had died for me, and I found Him faithful to forgive—" + +And then Ruth remembered how she had burst away from the detaining +hand, and had rushed indoors and up to her own room. She remembered +flinging herself down by her window, and looking at that prospect! + +She remembered how green the trees were, how the river had sparkled in +the sunshine, and how she had cried out in her bitterness that God was +hard and cruel, for did not her mother mean that she was surely going +to die? + +From that day, Ruth was an altered girl. Her school life, her interest +in the town doings, everything seemed swept away by the thought that +God was cruel, and if it was necessary to love Him, she never would +have that eternal life which her mother spoke of with such growing joy. + +She shut her heart up, and nothing that her mother or Morris could say +seemed to make the least impression. + +"I did without it before, and I must do without it now," she once said +to Morris, in a hard tone, "so let me alone, Morris!" + +So as Ruth gazed at the prospect, all that scene swept over her. If +ever it had come across her, she dismissed the unwelcome thought as +quickly as she could, rushing at her German or music with all the +energy of her young, strong nature, and striving to forget that she had +ever had a mother who had looked at her out of wistful eyes, and who +had whispered that last day: + + "'We love Him, because He first loved us!'" + +But her reverie was interrupted, and she was brought back to the +present by voices on the stairs. With a sudden start, she thought— + +"And now, when at last I have got a friend, she thinks the same +as—'that!'" + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +_PROUD._ + +DR. ARTHUR ARUNDEL did take the house in the town, and Ruth found that +her life was no longer without interest. + +Mary, as she begged Ruth to call her, was delighted to have her +society, and claimed her help in arranging the dear old rooms, so that +in a few weeks everything was done, and they had "settled in," as Ruth +called it. + +She and Mary had, of course, often had a good deal of talk, but after +that first day there had been no great confidences between them. Ruth +held back, as she had held back with Morris, all that sad year since +her mother's death, and Mary saw that her heart was not yet ready +to open out. She was affectionate, saucy, matter-of-fact, and even +brilliant by turns, but Mary knew she had only seen the real Ruth once, +and that once was nearly two months ago now. + +One morning, she saw Ruth pass with her violin-case, and ran to the +window to wave her hand to her. She was surprised to see a very pale, +set little face turn round, and then a pair of dark, almost glittering +eyes met hers. + +Mary opened the casement, and said: "Shall you be in afterwards?" + +And Ruth nodded without a word, and hurried on. + +"Mary!" exclaimed Arthur, coming in presently, "What are you looking +at, my dear?" + +"I was watching for Ruth! Somehow, she looks as if she had had some +blow—" + +"Oh! I thought Dr. Brown seemed rather disturbed this morning, and I +asked him if he felt well. He replied a little testily that he had +received a letter from India which had—had—worried him. But he did not +explain." + +Mary turned from the window, where she had been eagerly watching the +door of the High School, which could be seen across the road. + +"New friends?" he smiled, as he put his hand on her shoulder. "Poor +little Mary!" + +"But they were not of my seeking," she answered quickly, "and I can +only do with my life what God sends into it." + +"Yes, indeed, dearest! I am glad He sent 'me' into it," he added gently +and reverently. + +"So am I," she answered. + +"I must be off—I hope the news little Miss Brown may bring will not +really be serious. Good-bye, my dearest!" + +Mary put the room straight, and did not look anxiously from the window +any more. Those few words with her husband had made her recall what +was her life motto: "Bless me, and make me a blessing." So with rested +heart, she put herself afresh into God's Hands to be used as He wished, +and then her path seemed clear before her. + +She took her work into the cosy drawing-room, and placing the chair +Ruth liked by the window, she sat down to wait. It was not long before +the light, quick steps were heard in the hall, and after a slight tap, +Ruth entered. + +She put her violin-case in its accustomed corner, and came to Mary's +side without speaking. Once or twice she tried, but the voice did not +come. + +"I am afraid something is the matter, dear?" said Mary, kissing her. +"Sit down here on your own little chair, and tell me if you can." + +Ruth stood looking out of the window, and after some moments' silence, +she said, with husky voice, "I have quarrelled with my father—" + +"'Quarrelled?'" echoed Mary. It seemed such an impossible word. + +"Yes," assented Ruth. "I never in my life had a wry word with him +before. We both got angry and lost our tempers, and he shut himself up +in his study till he went to his patients, and never came to wish me +good-bye; and I—" + +"And you?" asked Mary, too dismayed to waste words. + +"I sat for two hours as if I were turned to stone—and then came out to +my lesson." + +"But what could be the cause," said Mary, "if I may ask the question?" + +"You may ask," answered Ruth, in a hard tone. "He has written to India +without consulting me, inviting my uncle's three children to come over +to live with us, and they will be here in a week!" + +"And that causes your grief? I see it does, poor Ruth—" + +"Grief?" echoed Ruth in her turn. "It has spoilt my life!" + +Mary did not attempt consolation in words yet. Swiftly her heart +rose in prayer to Him who was her "Strong habitation, whereunto" she +"continually resorted." And then, putting her hand softly on the rigid +little ones, she said tenderly, "Come and sit down. How came it about, +dear?" + +Ruth shook her head. Then, after a moment, she said, as if her tongue +were parched: "Uncle wrote, two months ago—he asked for them to come. +My father said yes—and that is all." + +"I suppose your uncle needed to send them very much, or he would not +have parted—?" Mary hesitated. + +Ruth gave a short gasp. "I suppose he did—he is dying." + +"Dying!" + +"Yes," she burst forth, "and you will think I am a cruel, cruel girl! +But if only—oh, Mary, if only my father had asked me—had taken me into +his confidence! If only we had tried to bear it together, I should not +have minded so much!" + +"It is a great blow for you," said Mary, slowly. "I can understand a +little about it, because when I was younger, I had something like it. +Not so bad as yours, but very bad to me at the time. And it turned to +blessing, Ruth! Indeed it did." + +"This never will," exclaimed Ruth, passionately. "If only he had not +kept it to himself all this time, I could have borne it—" + +"'If onlys' lead to distraction," said Mary, very softly. "I have +learned by many ups and downs that, somehow or other, God turns things +to blessings to them that love Him." + +"Ah!" said Ruth, withdrawing her hand hastily. "But then, you see, I +don't." + +"Not yet," said Mary gently, "but I have hopes—" + +There was a long silence. Then Ruth burst out impetuously, "I hate to +trouble you with all this! I think I will go home now, Mary, and when I +have got over the shock and am more myself again, I will come back. I +have no one to speak to—" + +Then she broke down, and, laying her proud little head in Mary's lap, +she wept and wept till some of the anger began to die down in her heart. + +"What must your dear father be feeling?" said Mary at length, as she +smoothed the wavy hair, and ever and anon kissed the bowed head. + +Ruth started. "He should not have used me so," she said bitterly. + +"I am sorry he did," said Mary. "I dare say he is sorry, too. I dare +say he never thought it would hurt you so." + +Ruth shook her head. + +"I have a very tender father at home," said Mary, and as she said it +she could hear his gentle 'What is it, Molly? There is nothing too hard +for God!' And her eyes filled with soft tears. "And he told me, Ruth, +that children have no idea of the love their fathers and mothers bear +them: have no idea of the pain that they feel if any alienation arises +between them and their children." + +"I never thought it could," said Ruth, very low. "I thought it was as +impossible for me to be angry with my father, as for the sun to fall +from the sky. And yet—yet I am more angry—I have been more angry than I +have ever been in my life." + +Her face, which had been raised for a moment in her eagerness, was +buried again, but her hand in touching Mary's gave it a little pressure. + +"Dear Ruth!" said Mary lovingly, "Will you not go to him and try to +comfort him?" + +"I do not think I can—yet." + +"Think how sad he must be about his brother!" + +"Yes," said Ruth, "I know that. But he ought to have told me." + +"I think he ought," said Mary, hesitating a little, "but I cannot think +that, even if he had made an error in judgment, it could justify a +daughter in feeling as you have. Forgive me, dear; I should not be a +true friend if I did not say so." + +"You are a true friend," said Ruth brokenly, "and I thank you. But all +the same for that, I can't make myself feel right, and so it is of no +use saying I do." + +"Certainly not," said Mary decidedly, "but—" + +Ruth was a little startled. + +"What do you mean?" she asked, raising her head, and her eyes meeting +Mary's. + +"I mean that what is utterly impossible to us, God can do." + +"Not this," said Ruth. "As you say, it is utterly impossible, with my +present feelings." + +"If we were to ask God, it would be done," said Mary firmly. "Are you +willing to 'ask?'" + +Ruth could not answer. Thought after thought chased through her heart +and her brain. Could she, would she? How could that proud, stubborn +will, which since she could remember had never allowed itself to bow, +how could she voluntarily ask God to bow it for her? + +But her father! Her dear, bereaved father! Could she hold out against +Mary's loving persuasions? Could she dare to estrange herself one +moment longer from that dear father whom she had vowed to cherish and +comfort? + +And then God! She who had never asked a single favour of God, could +she ask now to have her will made ready to do His will? But Mary was +speaking softly, and the words that reached Ruth's astonished ears were +these— + + "Oh, dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thou who knowest how hard it is to say +'Thy Will, not mine, be done,' bring us both to desire from the heart +that which Thou dost command. Amen." + +And Mary heard a broken whispered echo of her Amen, just before Ruth +flung her arms round her neck, sobbing out: "Oh, I will go, I will go! +How could I stay away from him like this!" + + + +CHAPTER X. + +_THE HARDEST THING._ + +WHEN Ruth stepped into the carriage which called for her at four +o'clock, to her surprise her father was not seated in it. Concluding +that he had been detained somewhere, she sat buried in thought till +they drew up at The Firs. + +Directly she got in, instead of going upstairs which was her usual +custom, she rang for Mrs. Morris, who came at once. + +"Oh, Morris," she exclaimed, "I suppose father has been detained. Will +you come and have a cup of tea with me?" + +"Master came home at one o'clock, Miss Ruth," she answered; "he is gone +to lie down." + +Ruth's heart stood still. "Was he not well?" she asked hurriedly. + +"So he said, dear. He would not have anything, but just wanted to be +quiet, he said." + +Ruth was already half-way to the hall, and then she disappeared up the +stairs, and Morris heard her tap softly at her father's door. + +A voice said, "Come in." + +And Ruth advanced to the sofa, where her father was lying with a rug +over him. + +She knelt down by his side, and put her arms round his neck. "Oh, +father, father!" she whispered. "I never meant to grieve you! Is it +what I said that has made you feel ill? What is it?" + +He did not respond very heartily to her beseeching tone; she felt his +head withdrawn slightly from her kisses, and he turned his face away. + +"Can't you tell me?" she urged piteously. + +"You would not understand," he answered slowly. + +Ruth clasped him the closer, sorrow and dismay in her voice, as +she exclaimed, "I never meant it! I was only thinking of my own +disappointment. It was very cruel of me—I never thought! Can you not +forgive me, father?" + +"I will try," he said huskily, sitting up and shivering a little. "Go +down now, and I will come presently." + +Thus dismissed, she found herself once more in the drawing-room, +looking with blank face into Morris's anxious one. + +"Morris! You know about it?" she said, almost inarticulately. + +"Yes; Master told me. He was very grieved, dearie, and very sorry to +have hurt you." + +"But he is angry, too, is he not, Morris?" she asked, with burning +cheeks. + +"I think so, Miss. Oh, my childie! What did you say to him to vex him +so?" + +Ruth hung her head. "I was in a passion, and I said he had spoiled my +life—" + +"Oh, my dear!" + +"It was very wicked of me! He did not mean it, he did not know. Mrs. +Arundel has shown me that; and I came back to ask him to forgive +me—but, Morris, he hasn't." + +She sat down utterly crushed, while Morris poured out some tea for her. + +"Drink this, dearie, then you will be more fit to be cheerful when he +comes down! You must remember that men are not always just like women. +They do not take so much notice of little things, but if a thing does +hurt them, they are much harder to come round than we are. At least, +that is what I have noticed." + +Ruth looked hopeless. Her passion and her unforgiveness seemed to look +worse than ever. + +"Morris, what can I do?" she asked, imploringly. + +"Only ask God, dearie, to make a way out of it for you." + +"But it was so wrong of me! So thoughtless of his sorrow; so selfish!" + +She broke off suddenly, for there was a step on the stairs, and the +Doctor came in, looking as if ten years had been added to his life +since that morning. + +"Oh, father, father!" again said Ruth. "I will try to make it up to +you! But oh, do forgive me when you can—" + +She looked pitifully in his face, and he allowed her to nestle in his +arms. But after a momentary pressure, he turned to the fire, and said: +"I should like a cup of tea, if you do not mind; and then you can read +the paper to me." + +Thus ended Ruth's hopes of a downright reconciliation. She had said she +would never forgive him, but little did she think, when those hasty +words crossed her lips, that it would be he who would find it so hard +to forgive her! + +From that time, quiet preparations were made to welcome the new +inmates. Morris only remarked to Ruth and to the servants that they +must all remember it was Master's house; and he could do what he +thought best with his own: and she set about all matters connected with +their visitors with cheerful alacrity. + +Ruth was too sorrowful to care now for anything except to see to the +necessary work of getting the rooms ready, and to arrange with her +father, and then with Morris, where her cousins were to sleep and what +they would do. + +Dr. Brown gradually resumed almost his ordinary manner, but Ruth knew +the difference, and it cut her to the heart. + + +Mary gave her the same advice as Morris did. "You can pray, now, dear +Ruth," she said, "so pray every time it crosses your mind, and somehow +or other God will bring light out of darkness!" + +"If I could only think so!" she would mourn. + +"Have you not seen 'the impossible' done once?" asked Mary, in that +little blunt tone that Ruth had got to love. + +So Ruth began to pray. And though she knew but little of God, her +faith, by the very exercise she gave it, began to grow. + +One morning, she called to see Mary, and directly she had greeted her, +she exclaimed, "I cannot stay a minute. We have had a telegram to say +they will be here with their Ayah by the four o'clock train. + +"You will find, I hope, that it is not as bad as you expected—it is +very bad for you to-day, dear." + +Ruth shook her head. "I feel as if their coming is positively nothing +to the fear I have that my father is angry with me still—" + +Mary looked in her face with loving solicitude. "That will be better by +and by if you go on praying about it." + +"Yes," answered Ruth, sorrowfully, "but it is so bad to live through. +He does not say anything, but he is never cheery now. He is quiet and +grave, and sits in his study instead of the drawing-room. I feel more +lonely than ever. Why, it was only yesterday that I asked him if he +were coming for some music, and he just gathered up his papers, and +said he should be busy. Do you think it would be of any use to try to +make it up—I thought I had said all I could—" + +Mary paused before answering, and after a moment or so, she said +slowly, "I 'think' I should just be as dutiful as ever you can, show +him by every action that you love him dearly and want to be the same as +ever. I cannot help hoping that it will be better in time, if you can +be patient." + +"I know it was mostly my own fault, for being so angry and saying those +hard things." + +"Yes—" + +"I did ask him to forgive me, and yet he has not!" + +"Forgiveness is sometimes the hardest thing! Only God can soften his +heart. When it comes, there will be no doubt about it." + +Ruth threw her arms round Mary's neck. + +"Ah! You do comfort!" she exclaimed. "How is it?" + +"Because I've been 'comforted of God' myself," she answered simply. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +_THE ARRIVAL._ + +RUTH and Morris stood at the window overlooking the drive, long before +the travellers could by any possibility arrive from the station, were +the train never so punctual. + +Ruth was pale and flushed by turns, and Morris had hard work to cheer +her into any degree of pleasant anticipation. Her father's continued +depression, and the feeling of his displeasure, weighed on her spirits +like a gloomy cloud over what might otherwise have been a bright +prospect. + +Old Morris held her hand, softly stroking it with her fingers, ever and +anon suggesting gentle little hopeful sentences in answer to Ruth's +doleful prognostications. + +"I know they'll be horrid!" she exclaimed at last. + +"At any rate, they are almost as bad as orphans, dearie," said Morris +in answer. + +Ruth drew her hand away quickly. + +"Perhaps you will be able to comfort them? I expect they will be +home-sick—" said Morris. + +"'Home-sick'? This will be their home now." + +"Ah! But they will not feel it so at first. They have left their father +and all they love—and their mother's grave—" + +Ruth turned startled eyes on the housekeeper's face. + +"I never thought of them as anything but a bother—" + +"No, dearie; but it makes such a difference if we think we can do +something to make them happy—and to make their lives seem a little less +forlorn in a strange land." + +"'A strange land,'" echoed Ruth again. But after a moment she added, +with a heavy, weary sigh, "Oh, I don't care one way or the other! If my +father is dull and vexed with me, what is there to care about? It makes +all the rest of little consequence." + +The housekeeper ventured to put her arm round Ruth's shoulders as she +used when she was a little girl. "Dearie," she said softly, "I know it +is very hard for you, but do go on as if all were just as it used to +be. The dear master is as sorrowful as you, but ask God to help you to +be your bright self, and by and by, you will see that the Lord 'will +turn darkness into light before you.'" + +"That is what Mrs. Arundel says," answered Ruth, turning to kiss the +faded cheek of her old friend; "I will try, Morris, indeed I will—" + +Her sentence was broken short, for at the moment, the station fly +turned in at the gate, piled up with luggage, and several young faces +peeped out of the window. + +"Here, Ruth!" called Dr. Brown. "Where are you?" + +But Ruth was already at the door, and found a tall boy shaking hands +with her, and an ayah dressed in Indian costume helping a delicate +looking little boy from the cab, who seemed hardly to have strength to +walk up the two broad steps to the door. + +A little girl with a proud little head and dark flashing eyes followed, +carrying a dainty basket and a light Indian shawl. + +Ruth bent and kissed the two children much more warmly than she could +have done half an hour ago, and then, motioning them to follow Morris +to the dining-room, she ran up to her father and flung her arms round +his neck. + +"'Dear' father!" she said earnestly. + +He glanced at her hastily, and then followed the party into the +dining-room, where a pleasant meal was spread ready for them. + +"I will show you where to hang your coat, Heston," said Ruth. + +He followed her through the hall, and hung up his coat as directed, +while she managed to ask if they had had a nice journey. + +"From India?" he questioned. + +"I meant from London," answered Ruth, smiling. "I suppose that is +nothing after all your travels?" + +"No," he responded. + +And Ruth wondered what next she could say to interest him if the first +question fell flat like this. + +Morris now suggested that they should be shown their rooms, while the +maid brought in the meal. + +So Ruth took Norman's hand, and was going on before, when the ayah +interposed. + +"He not walk quickly," she said; "I bring him. Will you go on, missy?" + +Norman shrank to the ayah's side, and Ruth went on, followed by Judith +and Heston. + +"This is your room, Heston, next to my father's, and we have put Norman +in this little room next to you." + +Heston looked so dismayed that she broke off abruptly. + +"He used to sleep in a room adjoining Mala's. He isn't strong," said +Judith almost reproachfully. + +Ruth turned to Morris. "What shall we do, Morris? How can we manage?" + +"Let them take off their hats, Miss Ruth, in the rooms we have got +ready, and we can ask the Doctor what he would think best." + +Ruth gladly assented, and then conducted Judith to a sunny +dressing-room which opened from her own chamber. It had cost her a +great deal to give up that dressing-room, but her father had objected +to the little stranger being put on the upper floor far away from her +brothers. + +Mala looked rather glum, but she began taking off Norman's gloves in +the little room apportioned to him, brushing his hair and making him +ready for tea. + +Ruth went downstairs with a heavy heart. This beginning was worse even +than she had anticipated. + +Her father was waiting with an expectant look. "Well," he asked, "do +they like their quarters?" + +"They have hardly settled in yet," answered Ruth, who had been used for +the last year to make the best possible of everything. "They are taking +off their things now." + +"Yes—yes. I expect they are shy." + +"Very shy; and Morris thinks they will be home-sick—" + +"Eh? Oh, perhaps they will. He's a big boy, Heston, isn't he? And looks +as if he knew his own mind." + +"Yes, I daresay he does," she assented, thinking that at any rate +Judith did, and so did the ayah! + +They soon came down. The ayah put Norman comfortably at the table, +and gave him a footstool, which she produced from beneath her flowing +garments, one he had evidently used on the journey. After which, with a +comprehensive glance all round, she silently and noiselessly left the +room, and the meal began. + +Dr. Brown busied himself with helping his young guests, and Ruth poured +out the tea and tried to make conversation. + +Heston responded quite pleasantly to all that was said, and seemed +accustomed to talking to older people, so that he and Dr. Brown plunged +into the topics of the day, which the boy had evidently heard discussed +on board the steamer, and his observations were modest and acute. Dr. +Brown decided in his own mind that his nephew had good sense worth +cultivating. + +Judith sat in silence, her dark eyes scanning the faces of each in +turn. She answered Ruth's remarks politely, but in a condescending way +that made poor Ruth's cheeks burn. Her one thought seemed her little +brother, and life to her was how it might affect him. While Ruth saw +this and respected it, she thought that she might have waited to +see how they all treated Norman before she decided that he would be +neglected. + +Dr. Brown, busy as he was with talking, kept his observant eyes on the +pale little guest whose appetite seemed to fail him after the first few +minutes, and who turned whiter and whiter as the meal progressed. + +"My dear," he said at last, in the tone Ruth was accustomed to hear +when he spoke to his little patients, "you look tired; would you rather +lie on the sofa, or go into the other room?" + +Norman started on being spoken to, but did not answer otherwise than by +looking appealingly towards Judith. + +She sprang up and came and bent over him. + +After an instant, she answered, "He feels rather faint and sick. I will +take him to Mala," which she proceeded to do before Ruth could have +presence of mind to ring the bell. + +She came back very quietly in a few moments, and finished what was on +her plate, refusing any more rather abruptly. + +Ruth would fain have made things go more smoothly, but the discomfort +of the situation was becoming almost unbearable. + +"Shall we go upstairs and unpack, Judith?" she asked, as they rose from +the table. + +"Mala will do all that," said Judith, "but I will go up and see Norman +to bed. That is, if I know where he is to sleep." + +"I will ask my father," said Ruth. "Will you and Heston go to the +drawing-room while we speak about it?" + +"He has to have Mala in the same room," exclaimed Judith, "she is his +nurse; he never sleeps alone! My father said before we left India that +he had written to uncle all about it. He's an invalid—I never thought +anyone could be so unkind as to put him to sleep alone!" she concluded +passionately. + +Ruth turned toward Dr. Brown in dismay. + +"I will see to it," said Dr. Brown gravely and firmly. "You two go into +the drawing-room, as Ruth said, and I will come to you there when I +have spoken to her." + +Judith looked in two minds whether to obey, but Heston hastily drew her +into the other room, and Ruth and her father found themselves in the +study. + +"This is a 'kettle of fish'!" he exclaimed. "I had no idea the poor +child was an invalid, or that we were going to be saddled with that +ayah—" + +"Don't you think I had better go up and begin to help them unpack? +Perhaps we shall get more sociable so?" + +"Yes, perhaps you had better do that. Send Heston to me. My brother +ought to have told me more about them. I feel weary with it all." + +Ruth looked longingly at him, but he did not respond as he once would +have done. + +"Bring Heston," he repeated. "I must find out what they think is wrong +with the child—" + +Ruth turned to the door with her message, and in a moment, Heston came +in with some anxiety in his eyes. + +"I must go to Judith," said Ruth, turning to the door. "I will come +down again presently." + +"My boy," said Dr. Brown kindly, as he put his hand on his nephew's +shoulder, "I was unprepared for your little brother being such an +invalid. What is it?" + +"Did not my father write to you? Has not the letter reached? It was +that which made him so anxious about our coming, that Norman might have +the best advice. Did not the letter come?" + +"No letter has come about him—no particulars about any of you." + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +_THE LOST LETTER._ + +"COME, Judith," said Ruth, when she went back to the others, "we will +go upstairs and put away some of your things, shall we?" + +"Just as you like—" + +"Then we will. There is a dear little chest of drawers in your room, +just what will suit you! I had them when I was your age." + +"I do not much mind," said Judith. "I wish I knew where Norman is to +sleep—" + +The ayah looked up eagerly, and was going to explain her view of the +case, but Ruth stopped her at once. "My father will hear all about it, +and will then decide. He is a doctor, and is sure to be kind." + +With this Mala had to be satisfied, though she submitted with very bad +grace, fussing over her little charge ostentatiously, and asking him if +he were not tired, and did not want to go to bed? + +To all of which he seemed to reply very little, but sat patiently on +the sofa, holding something evidently very precious in his arms, and +peeping in at the side of the parcel very often. + +Ruth had never been used to opposition or contradiction since her +babyhood, and it made her blood boil to have the ayah defy her in +manner, if not in words. + +"How shall I bear it," she thought. And then, with a sense of relief, +she remembered Mary Arundel's words, "Nothing is impossible to God," +and then all at once the acuteness of the burden seemed lifted. "I'll +try to be loving to her," she said to herself, and turned to Judith, +who was standing near her, with her dark eyes fixed upon her face. + +"Judith, dear!" she exclaimed, in a gentle beseeching tone. + +Just at this moment, they heard Heston's step springing up the stairs. +He entered the open door and seated himself, as if quite at home, upon +one of Judith's trunks. Then after a glance at the other two, he bent +forward to undo the fastenings of a Gladstone bag in front of him. + +Ruth had wound herself up to a great effort; a sudden hope had sprung +up in her heart that she might win this proud little cousin, instead of +almost hating her. + +"Judith, dear," she said, almost in a whisper, "can you not try to love +me? Indeed, I mean to be kind, and do all I can to make you happy—" + +Ruth's eyes were full. She sat down on the edge of a chair, and took +the child's delicate little hands in hers, and looked up in her face. + +"You can treat me as you like!" exclaimed Judith. "I can bear it. It is +Norman, poor little afflicted Norman, who cannot stand up for himself, +that I care about—" + +"But, dear, Norman shall have every care—" + +"What!" exclaimed his sister passionately. "And the very first thing +you do is to put him in a room by himself, away from everybody, when he +may be frightened, and cannot call if he were! I think it is cruel—" +and she wrenched away her hand. + +"Cannot call?" echoed Ruth, turning her eyes appealingly to Heston, who +suddenly exclaimed, "Dry up this fuss, Judith. Cousin Ruth, I'm awfully +sorry, but my uncle never had the letter; so of course you don't know." + +"Know what?" asked Ruth, with sinking heart at she knew not what. + +And then Judith's little fingers were laid on hers with trembling +eagerness, and the dark eyes were raised beseechingly, as she said with +a sob— + +"He cannot speak—he is dumb!" + +Ruth had enough tenderness and womanliness to gather the trembling +child into her arms, as she exclaimed, "Oh, I never knew! How is it we +did not know? I cannot believe it—" + +"The letters did not reach uncle," said Heston, coming to their side, +"but don't take on, Cousin Ruth. Perhaps something may be done for him. +That's partly why my father was so glad for us to come to England." + +"But when?" asked Ruth, looking up and wiping her eyes. + +"While I was at school in Germany. It was a sudden fright. My father +always hoped he would outgrow it, so very little was said about it at +the time. But it is four years now." + +Judith was still standing within Ruth's arm; Mala was bustling about +from room to room, carrying clothes and belongings to their different +places. + +How much she took in of the facts of the case could not be guessed from +her impassive face. + +Suddenly Judith moved. She had not spoken one word hitherto since her +outburst. She had only scanned Ruth's face to see there, perhaps, the +truth or falsehood of this astonishing situation. Apparently having +satisfied herself, she stepped in front of her cousin, and said humbly, +"Cousin Ruth, I beg your pardon for what I said—I was mistaken—" And +with that, she fled into the other room, and was found kissing her +little brother and making much of him. + +"He want to open his mice, missy Ruth. But he tired now—where I put him +to bed?" + +"It's all settled," said Heston; "at least, you are to go down, please, +Cousin Ruth, and see uncle. I forgot to tell you before. Come along, +Norman, I'll undo the mice, and we'll see if they are all right. You +will soon be in bed now, and can have them by you, as usual, uncle +says." + +As Ruth went down the stairs, she felt as if a great piece of life had +passed since that afternoon. But she had the warm feeling at her heart +that once again she had been "helped," and this gave her fresh courage +for the future. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +_AN ANGRY ELEPHANT._ + +RUTH opened the study door. + +Her father was seated by his writing-table with his head on his hands. +When he looked up there was a haggard expression on his face. + +She came close and put her arms round his neck. How could she comfort +him, when her own heart felt so heavy? + +But another thought came, a thought of forgiveness. She bent and kissed +his forehead. + +"Father," she said, in a tremulous voice, "we must make the best of it, +must we not? If you and I can face it together, it will not seem so +bad!" + +"I'll try, my dear," he responded. And then suddenly, he turned his +head and kissed her warmly—as he had not kissed her since the sorrowful +day that she had said he had spoilt her life. + +Ruth's heart beat. She managed to whisper, "You have forgiven me then? +I may be sure that no cloud is between us now?" + +There was a moment's pause, and then he kissed her again with the +greatest tenderness. + +"My dear, you have something to forgive too; but we will begin again." + +Ruth swallowed her tears, and tried to recover her voice so as not to +grieve him. + +"I came down to ask you about the bedroom for Norman. Is it not +dreadful about him?" + +Her father rose and led the way back to the drawing-room, and sat down +in his usual chair with a sigh of relief. Ruth remembered that he had +not once been in there since that day. + +"Well!" he said. "We will make the best of it, as you said—after all, +many people would say that a pretty little girl and a bright boy were +not such a terrible task, and as to the poor little fellow, if only he +gets good, and is happy—" + +He broke off, and looked meditatively at the fern-filled fireplace. + +"Yes—oh, yes!" said Ruth eagerly, "I mean to make up my mind to it +happily. I feel sure I shall, if you are not—worried." + +He smiled a little sadly. + +"Well, about this room? We shall have to give them up the spare room, +Ruth!" + +"We seldom use it—" + +"No; at any rate, we can say he and the ayah shall have that for the +present. How would that be? I would give something if that ayah had not +come. I do not trust her face." + +"I cannot say I like her." + +"Well—we shall see. The child could not have travelled without her, +that is one thing." + +So Ruth sped upstairs, for she felt anxious that the little invalid +should be able to go to bed as soon as possible. + +She went straight to where she heard Heston's voice. + +"Heston," she said, "we are going to put Norman into the spare room for +the present, and Mala can have her bed brought into the corner; there +is plenty of room. Come, Norman dear, I am sure you are tired with your +journey. Shall I show you where it is? The room is next to Judith's!" + +She bent over him and kissed his forehead, then offering her hand, she +led him gently along the landing to the back of the house, where the +view over to the Welsh hills was now fading into purple mist. + +Norman looked round with a pleased expression, and Judith glanced +gratefully at Ruth. + +"He likes it," she nodded. "Thank you." + +"Mala can put him quietly to bed, and when he is comfortable we will +come in and have a little look at him," said Ruth, kindly. "Meanwhile, +the servants shall bring down Mala's bedstead, and have it ready to +wheel in." + +"Can I help?" asked Heston. "You see, Cousin Ruth, I've been used to +brisk Germany, and not lazy India! I can do all sorts of things in a +handy way." + +"I am so glad!" exclaimed Ruth. "That will suit my father. Thank you, +then, if you would direct the maids how to bring it down the back +stairs. And please, Heston, call me Ruth! I'm only a year older than +you, and have only just got out of a school-girl." + +"All the better," said Heston, bluntly. "I was almost afraid, by your +looks, you were a young lady!" + +Ruth laughed merrily. She felt so lighthearted at her father's having +cheered up, that the whole world wore a different aspect. + +At length all was done, the little pale face on the white pillow was +smiled upon, and Ruth had whispered to the dumb child that she should +soon learn how to understand his finger-talking, and with another +good-night to Judith, who also wished to go to bed, Ruth and Heston +went down to find Dr. Brown. + +He had, however, been called out, so they sat down in the drawing-room +and began to get acquainted. + +Heston had plenty to tell her of his school in Germany, and the reasons +why his father had decided against his coming to England; and it was +some time before Ruth could lead him back to what her mind was so full +of—the cause of the sad affliction that had come to little Norman. + +"You see, it was like this," explained Heston, who, having lately +told his uncle, felt as if it were rather an old tale—"sometimes my +father's official business gave him occasion to go into the jungle; he +often used elephants on these journeys. My mother before her death, +four years ago, accompanied him when she could, and on the particular +journey which we have such cause to remember, she took Norman with her. + +"He was an extremely sensitive child, and, we remembered afterwards, +had always been timid of the elephant rides. One day, my father had a +call to make at one of the outlying residences, and my mother decided +not to alight, so the elephants waited with their drivers beneath the +shade of some trees. + +"The driver of mother's elephant was very partial to one of the other +drivers, who was not a favourite with anyone. + +"Mother noticed that this man kept on teasing her elephant, and that +the animal was growing very restless. + +"They remember that Norman's eyes were wide open with fear lest the +elephant should get really angry, when suddenly he turned on the man +and caught him up with his trunk, and made off with him towards the +river! + +"Our driver's frantic efforts to stop him were unavailing, for the +elephant took no notice of him, nor of the full howdah on his back. He +made straight for the river and our mother thought they would all be +drowned. + +"When he reached the edge of the water, he splashed down into it up to +his knees, and proceeded to plunge the man in three times over! Then, +satisfied that justice had been awarded, he turned and deposited the +man on the bank, himself quietly walking back to the shade of the trees +and to the other elephants. + +"When Mala and mother recovered from their terror, our little Norman +was found to have fainted, and from that time to this he has never +spoken a word." + +"Oh, how sad! Does my father think that anything can be done for him?" +exclaimed Ruth. + +"He is going to watch him carefully before he gives any opinion. But I +think—I hope I was not mistaken in thinking—that he does not consider +it quite hopeless." + +"Poor little boy!" said Ruth, pitifully. + +There was a pause, and at length Heston said, with frank earnestness— + +"Cousin Ruth! I'm afraid we have been an awful bother coming like this! +We do appreciate Uncle's kindness and yours, though our first beginning +does not look much like it. I hope you'll understand that we meant to +be nice." + +He held out his hand, and Ruth shook it with a grateful look in her +clear eyes. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +_A DREAM._ + +IT was late when Dr. Brown came in, and long before that, Heston had +suggested that he should go upstairs to write to his father, and then +go to bed. + +"You look tired, cousin Ruth," he had added solicitously. "I am sure +this has been a hard day to you, so I will leave you in peace." + +"You will come down and have some tea with me presently? Perhaps my +father will be in." + +"Thank you—but I think I will let you be quiet?" + +"Oh, no!" exclaimed Ruth. "Come back at nine, and we will be cosy." + +So when the clock in the hall chimed nine, Heston came bounding down +the stairs. + +"I have finished my letter, and now I shall not stay long! You and +uncle have had no time together." + +Ruth smiled. She had wanted a talk with her father very much, but she +thought it was very thoughtful of Heston to think of it. + +He soon wished her good-night, and she was left alone. + +Morris came up then, but after a few words, she said Ruth looked tired, +and she also went. + +Ruth was tired. She sat motionless in her chair with her hands in her +lap. And then her mind went back to her father and to his changed +attitude towards her. What had caused the sudden difference? And had he +meant by what he had said that he should explain it to her? + +Her heart bounded at the thought that God had heard her prayer, and +that the sorrowful estrangement seemed to have passed away. + +She sat so for a long time, her mind reverting to Judith, and Mala, +and Norman, and then coming back with a sense of relief to the thought +of Heston's friendliness. Truly, to-night she had many things to be +thankful for, as Morris had whispered with her good-night kiss. + +At length her father's latchkey was heard, and his step in the hall, +weary enough she knew. + +She sprang up and welcomed him, and he came in to the pleasant, bright +room where his delayed meal was spread ready for him. + +He was very silent, but not a silence that grieved her. She was sure it +was only that he had much to think of. + +Presently he began to talk about Norman, but she was sure he had +something else to say, and that this was only while the maid went in +and out in waiting on him. + +"I have been to see Dr. Arundel," he said, "and he looks hopefully upon +Norman's recovery, as far as he can judge from my account. He wants to +thoroughly go into his case with me as soon as the child has got used +to us. It is of no use to be in a hurry in these nervous cases." + +"Oh, no; and he is so shy yet." + +"Just so." + +The cloth had been removed by this time, and they were now alone. The +clock had just struck eleven, and they felt as if the house were to +themselves. + +"Oh, Ruth, my dear, I am glad to have you to come back to!" said her +father fondly. "Come and sit by me; I want to tell you something." + +How gladly she ran to him, and sat down on her low chair by his side. +How naturally her head sought its old place on his shoulder, and how +inexpressibly comforting it was to feel his arm put round her once more. + +There was a long silence. Ruth knew he had something to say, so she +waited patiently, and at length he spoke. + +"I have had a very strange experience to-day, Ruth, and I do not know +that I can properly tell you about it. But I must try—" + +"About one of your patients, father?" + +"Yes; about that man who has been ill so long out in the village +yonder—up by the farmhouse—you know—" + +"Oh, yes—Smith—I know!" + +"Well, yes. He has been ill for three months, and he has fretted +dreadfully about what is to become of his wife and children—but that is +by the way, it has nothing to do with to-day. Well, the district nurse +has been caring for him very nicely, and lending him good books and +talking to him; but it all seemed of very little use, as he was just +the same, and nothing seemed to comfort him at all. + +"This morning, knowing that he had been suffering all yesterday, I +drove round there as early as I could. + +"His wife met me at the door, and she said at once, 'Oh, doctor, he's +better; he's had such a wonderful dream!' + +"'I am glad if he is better,' I said, entering. + +"'The nurse is up there, and he's telling her about it.' + +"So I went up, and, to my amazement, the man's face was altered, and +his whole bearing different. + +"'Doctor,' he said, holding out his hand, 'I'm telling nurse my +wonderful dream. May I tell you?' + +"You know, Ruth, as a rule I am too busy to listen to dreams, but +something impelled me to stay and hear what had made all the difference +to poor Smith. + +"'Tell on, my friend,' I said, and sat down behind the nurse, so that +he continued to address himself to her. + +"'Listen,' he said, 'nurse, do you remember saying to me yesterday, +"Prepare to meet thy God"?' + +"So the nurse said, 'I remember very well—' + +"'After you were gone, I couldn't get those words out of my head. +"Prepare to meet thy God!" I knew I was not prepared, and I did not +know how to prepare! All was dark and gloomy, and yet over and over in +my heart rang those words, "Prepare to meet thy God!" + +"'While I was thinking ever so sorrowfully about them, I seemed to fall +asleep, and yet what I saw was as clear as if it were happening before +my eyes. + +"'I saw the cross of our Saviour set up right in front of me! And on +the cross I could see our Saviour hanging. Think of it! To see our +Saviour nailed to the cross in front of me! + +"'And close to the cross, between me and it, there was a great, deep +hole—a dark pit—and I found myself moving nearer and nearer to that +deep pit. + +"'But though I could not but see that pit, and knew that I should fall +into it because I was not prepared to meet God, yet I could not but +look on our Saviour's face. For as He hung there, tears rolled down it, +and I did not like to see Him cry! + +"'So I said to someone standing by me, "Why does our Saviour cry?" + +"'And the one who stood by answered, "Because you will fall into that +dreadful pit. He is dying to save you, and you will not come to Him to +be saved!" + +"'And I said, "Oh, dear Saviour, I do not want to make you cry, I +'will' come and be saved! You shall not die in vain for me!" + +"'And then when I looked for the pit, it had gone all away; it was +filled quite up! And then I began to wake up from my dream, and I found +my wife was shaking me by the arm, and she said, "Smith, Smith, you are +singing in your sleep!" + +"'And I said, "What was I singing?" + +"'And she said, "The hymn that was in that book nurse lent you— + + "'"Wash me in the Blood of the Lamb, + And I shall be whiter than snow!"'" + +"'And so, nurse, I woke up! But instead of saying over and over to +myself "Prepare to meet thy God," I'm saying all the time— + + "'"Wash me in the Blood of the Lamb, + And I shall be whiter than snow!" + +"'And nurse,' he added, 'I'm not going to fret about my wife and my +children any more, nor about the rent either, for my Saviour's going to +see to all that for me!'" + + • • • • • + +Ruth hid her face in her father's breast. To her had come in this story +a new revelation of her own sinfulness and of her Saviour's love. +Hitherto Mary Arundel's words had helped her to a living contact with +Christ, but her knowledge had been small, both of Him and of herself. +Now she realised how little she had loved Him, who had borne so much +that she might be saved! + +But her father was speaking, while he pressed her tenderly to his heart. + +"Ruth, my darling, I want you to forgive your father all his hard +thoughts and unkind ways for the last month! I never saw it in its +true light till I stood, as it were, by that cross this morning, and +the moment I saw my own sinfulness, then I found I could forgive those +words of yours that had cut me to the heart— + +"Oh, father, father!" sobbed Ruth. + +"Forgive my mentioning them, my dear! Only this once, and then never +again. We were both in fault; I far more than you. Will you forgive me?" + +Ruth raised her lips and kissed him. "I never ought to have said it. +Oh, father, do not speak as if I had to forgive you—it was all my +fault—" + +She could not go on, and nothing but speechless caresses of tenderness +sealed the pardon on both sides. + +"Now, my dear," he said at last, "we will go hand in hand towards your +mother's home, as she begged us. I've been looking up a text she wrote +with trembling hand in her Bible for me— + + "'Thou hast cast all my sins behind Thy back.' + +"He's done that for me and for you, I know, and now life is a different +thing for us henceforth." + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +_AT RIVERSIDE._ + +"MARY, this is the prettiest place, I think, that I have ever seen!" + +They were standing at the bottom of the garden, looking down the +stretch of shining river, which shone like silver in the morning sun. + +"Lovely! Is it not, Vincent? Who would have thought after all my +grumbles, and want of faith, that I should be given my heart's desire +like this!" + +"Oh, well, Mary, I don't know about grumbles and want of faith! We all +have our little grumbles at times. But one thing I do know, and that is +that when once you set out to do God's will, you went at it." + +Mary smiled at her twin, while she shook her head. + +"I don't know, Vincent; sometimes I think God has had more patience +with me than with any of His children!" + +Vincent pondered. But after a moment or two, he answered, "Don't you +think we all of us feel that, knowing a little of our own hearts? He +has patience with us in our different ways, and leads us on that we may +be 'conformed to His image' more and more." + +"Yes—" she answered slowly. Then turning to him, she said— + +"Let us go up and sit on the garden-seat where the maids will see us. +They will think I am lost to be out at this time in the morning." + +She led the way back over the field and through the pretty shrubbery +till they came in view of the house. + +"Now, Pollie!" he exclaimed. "Tell me all about yourself." + +"I don't know where to begin," she answered, smiling. "I'm so happy, +Vincent!" + +"You look it," he answered. + +"Yes, I never guessed that I should have His 'more abundantly,' as +Arthur says, like this—" + +"Well, I'm glad," he answered heartily. + +"But tell me about your doings," she responded. "Mine are all summed up +in what I have told you, and you see the filling in of it all in this +sweet house and garden, and my happy surroundings." + +"My doings are on the old style. Mr. Brown is very kind, and I am +getting on first rate. How funny, Pollie, that Arthur's partner should +be my Mr. Brown's cousin!" + +"Yes, is it not? You have heard that Dr. Brown's daughter is my little +friend?" + +"A rival to Ada?" he asked mischievously. + +"I don't deal in rivals; I never did. My heart has got sort of +chambers, Vincent, which hold different people. No one takes from +anyone else! The more people I love, the bigger my heart grows." + +Vincent laughed. "What's she like?" he asked. + +"Not like anyone we know at home," she answered, shaking her head. "But +you will see for yourself, I expect. She is sure to come in presently +if she can." + +Then Mary told him about Ruth's trouble over the Indian children, and +also that she had not seen her since their arrival. + +"How long can you stay?" she asked at length. "You have never told me +that." + +"Perhaps I was waiting to be asked," he answered. + +"Oh—well," laughed Mary, "perhaps you were! That would not be like the +Vincent of old days." + +"But then you see you've got a 'better half.' Suppose he does not want +me?" + +"Nonsense!" said Mary. "Think how he greeted you last night. You are a +naughty boy, Vincent." + +"Well, if I am to tell you how long I can stay, I can be here over +Sunday, if you'll have me. Mr. Brown had a particular parcel he wanted +to send to your Dr. Brown, and he thought I should like to see you, and +so—here I am." + +"I never was more surprised, or I think more glad. I have been longing +to see you." + + +Meanwhile, Ruth had despatched her housekeeping duties, and had seen +her cousins comfortably settled in the garden, and excusing herself for +a short time, she drove down as usual with her father. + +"I shall have to give up my lessons, father," she said, as she sat by +his side. "I shall not be able to be out all the morning, shall I?" + +"I am afraid not," said Dr. Brown slowly. "But we will talk that over +this evening. You and I shall quite value our little bits of time +together, my dear!" + +"Ah! Shall we not," answered Ruth happily. + +"How have you got on with them this morning?" + +"Quite nicely. Heston is so kind; and Judith means to be nice, but she +is evidently rather suspicious. Norman is a dear little fellow. I have +learnt some of his finger-talking already." + +"It is not difficult; but I am glad you have taken to him." + +"He is so helpless! And he looks so pitifully at you when he wants you +to understand." + +"I am longing to have Arundel up to see him. But we must not be in a +hurry." + +"No—I want him to feel confidence in us. If it were not for Mala, I +think all would be smooth. The servants cannot bear her, Morris says." + +Dr. Brown looked earnestly at her, but at the moment, the carriage drew +up at Riverside, and Ruth wished him a hasty good-bye and sprang out. + +The maid seemed surprised to see her so early, but on her enquiry for +Mrs. Arundel she answered, "She's in the garden, miss; shall I call +her?" + +"Oh, no, I will find her," said Ruth. + +And so it came to pass that Mary and Vincent, still sitting on the +sunny seat, saw a vision of a little figure coming through the garden +door and flying over the lawn towards them. + +When Ruth paused in front of them and looked up from under her shady +hat, her amazement knew no bounds. + +"Oh, I beg your pardon!" she faltered. "I thought you were sitting with +Dr. Arthur—" + +"It is my brother Vincent," said Mary, smiling; "you have often heard +of him—" + +Ruth shook hands, but she was much annoyed with herself for her +mistake, and it was some moments before she had recovered sufficiently +to bear her part in the conversation. + +Mary, however, was always too natural and downright to let small +mishaps trouble her long. She laughed the matter off, and begged Ruth +to tell her how she had fared with her guests from India. + +We know the story, and Ruth soon began to lose her shyness in telling +Mary about the ayah and about Norman, so that before very long they +were chatting away as if they had known each other for years. + +"There will be something for you to do," said Vincent, in his +straightforward way. + +"For me?" asked Ruth. "Did you mean that I could aid in his recovery?" + +"I was thinking so too," said Mary. + +Ruth coloured with pleasure and surprise. + +"I should 'like' to—" + +"No one will have so much chance, I should think," said Mary. + + +As Ruth went home, walking up that long hill, she pondered very deeply +on what the brother and sister had suggested. + +She had taken a great fancy to Norman, and he evidently had taken the +same liking for her. If she could indeed be the means of doing him any +good, what a joy and delight it would be! But what could she do? + +She set herself to consider the matter in all its bearings. She thought +if she were dumb, what would she wish done for her—how would she like +people to treat her? + +All at once, the instinct of nursing seemed to spring up in her heart. +She had never guessed at its presence till now, and it came as a +revelation. Her mother used to say she nursed beautifully, but all the +sorrow and misery she had gone through had made her forget it till this +moment. She remembered now that if her father had been indisposed, she +had always been able to devise palliative measures, and to carry them +out with great comfort. Could it be that this was a gift? + +And if a gift—her heart leapt to another thought. She would thank the +Giver of the gift, and ask Him to bless it! + +She stood still beneath the fir-trees, and looked over the lovely +prospect to be seen between them. + +"Help me to be the means of blessing to Norman!" she prayed with +clasped hands. + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +_INVADED._ + +THE next morning when Ruth went, as usual, to speak to Morris about the +dinner, she found the housekeeper unusually perturbed, and it did not +take long for her to discover the cause of it. + +The cook had just been in to say she and the other servants wished to +give notice in a body because of Mala! They declined to let her share +their kitchen or their meals. + +Ruth felt as if the cares of the world were on her shoulders. + +"What 'shall' we do?" she exclaimed, almost piteously. + +She had just settled her three cousins in the dining-room with the +bagatelle board, while Mala had crept upstairs in her usual silent +fashion to see to her children's rooms. + +Ruth had thought that she need not think about them again for an hour +perhaps, and now this was worse than ever! + +"I believe it often is an objection," was Morris's hardly consolatory +answer; "and I am afraid, Miss Ruth, that we shall have to tell the +Doctor. Something must be done, and it would be a pity to lose all our +nice maids for the sake of one!" + +"But my father says Mala must stay till Norman gets used to us—for ever +so long, I am afraid." + +Morris was silent. She shared in the trial it was to have their quiet +home broken up, and she felt it keenly. All had been working so well, +and they had been so happy. + +"My father has enough to worry him without this," Ruth went on, looking +up in her old friend's face. + +"Yes, dearie," answered Morris, slowly. "I've been thinking a good bit +all night of any way out of it, that is, if the Doctor does not wish to +part with her, and the only way I can see is this—" + +There was a momentary hesitation, and Ruth felt sure that the plan +which was going to be proposed would cost Morris a great deal. + +"Yes?" she said, gently. + +"After all, dearie, though we don't like Mala very much at present, +she's one for whom Christ died, and it doesn't do for us to despise +each other. He did not wait till we were worthy before He loved us!" + +"Oh, no!" assented Ruth. "And you thought—what, dear Morris?" + +"I thought, dearie, that as we could not give her a sitting-room to +herself—we have not one—that if the other servants will stay, I will +have Mala with me." + +"In here?" asked Ruth, looking round blankly on the cosy little room +which had been the old housekeeper's sanctum and chief joy. + +"Yes, in here," said Morris, more steadily. "I think I can put up with +her and make her happy, and the question has seemed to come to me all +night, 'Can you not do it for Christ's sake?'" + +"Oh, Morris, dear, I do not think my father will ever allow it!" + +"Oh yes, he will, if you put it before him in the right light. It may +not be for very long; but, anyway, we shall do nicely. Will you go up +and ask master about it, and I'll see to the dinners to-day, because +something must be settled at once." + +So Ruth kissed Morris affectionately, and ran up to the library with +her unpleasant budget. + +Her father's answer when he had heard it was very calm. "I'm not +surprised," he said. + +The end of it was that Dr. Brown accepted Morris's self-denying plan, +"for the present," and before lunch-time, a carpet chair and a little +table were placed in a corner of the housekeeper's room for Mala, and +she brought down her basket and settled herself silently there as if +it had been her home for years. Whenever Morris saw the black head +bending over her work, or caught sight of the bright flowing garments +coming and going, she said to herself, "For Christ's sake," and it was +wonderful how that helped her to be not only patient, but happy. + +The morning had been showery, but towards twelve o'clock, the sun came +out on a refreshed and beautiful world, and Heston said he was sure Dr. +Arundel would consider it fine enough to drive. + +However, just as they were talking about it, the servant announced, +"Mr. Vincent Linthorpe." + +And there was Mary's brother with a note for Ruth, and with Mr. Brown's +packet for Dr. Brown. + +"Have you walked all this way?" asked Ruth, shaking hands. + +"I came on Arthur's bicycle. But I cannot say I did much but walk up +these hills!" + +"No, indeed! It will be much better going down," laughed Ruth. + +"The view is worth it all though! I do not think I ever saw finer +country." + +"We are very fond of it." + +"Mary has sent this note, and a message to say the wagonette will be +here at half-past two; will that suit you?" + +"How very kind! I was planning how I could get Norman to Riverside, but +have been so busy this morning that I have not ordered the fly. That +did not matter, as the man who keeps them lives very near. You see, we +are a little colony up here all to ourselves. A butcher, a general shop +'with candles and other pickles,' including bread! and a tiny draper's. +All else we have to 'shift' for." + +"What is 'shifting?'" asked Vincent, smiling. + +"Don't you know? We once had lodgings at an out-of-the-way seaside +place, and when the butcher did not arrive with the meat, the landlady +suggested, 'Can't you shift?'" + +"I see," said Vincent, laughing heartily; "but that is not pleasant if +it happens often." + +"But it doesn't," said Ruth; "Morris and I are far too good managers +for that!" + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +_AT THE FARM._ + +PUNCTUALLY at half-past two, a wagonette and pair drove up at the front +door of The Firs. Seated in it were Dr. and Mrs. Arundel and Vincent +Linthorpe. + +Ruth had tried to coax her father to accompany them, but he said he was +too old for that sort of thing, and he should be happier seeing after +the patients. + +Ruth looked wistfully at him; he gave her a tender kiss, but would not +be moved from his decision. + +Dr. Arundel placed them all in the seats which Mary and he had +arranged. He told Heston he was sure he would like the box seat, and +by the sparkle of Heston's eye, nobody doubted but that he had guessed +right. + +Mala was packed in first, with Norman and Judith opposite to her, and +then the rest got in and found themselves pleasantly disposed, the two +gentlemen against the door, and the two girls opposite each other. + +"I call this nice!" said Mary, when the horses were fairly off. + +"How beautifully you have arranged us," said Ruth, with a glance +towards the upper end. "They are so cosy there." + +Norman's eyes were watching everything with interest, and as he could +not see the horses, or feel responsible in any way, he forgot to be +nervous. + +Vincent produced some chocolates, which he passed up to the other end +after offering them to Ruth and his sister. And under the influence of +these, the little party began to be sociable. + +"We are going to have tea at a cottage," said Mary presently, when they +had exhausted all the exclamations there were at the lovely scenery, +the hills and valleys, the river winding in and out, and the blue +distances crowned by the Welsh hills. + +"A cottage!" exclaimed Ruth. "Where?" + +"Ah! Where, indeed? Vincent has been scouring the country on Arthur's +cycle this morning, and he has found a lovely sort of farm up ever so +far in the hills, where we shall find tea, and bread and butter, and +cream!" + +The horses were walking up a long hill at the moment, so Heston heard +this part of the conversation. + +"Cream!" he echoed. "That's prime." + +"And under your seat, Heston, unless they have been left behind," +laughed Mary, "there are sundry cakes! The landlady at the farm looked +askance at the idea of cakes at a moment's notice, so Vincent told her +'we could buy up the confectioner's.'" + +"What 'did' she say?" asked Ruth, of Vincent. + +"She looked me up and down to see if I were a duke or somebody of the +millionaire kind, and then she saw my eyes, and she laughed. 'All +right; "you" see to the cakes and I'll see to the bread and butter,' +was her final shot." + +After about an hour, they reached the farm, and they all got out. The +cakes were found to be safe, and a man came forward to help with the +horses. + +Wraps and coats were taken into the house, and the landlady told them +where the best view of the mountains was to be obtained, "or they could +go round the farm if they pleased, and see the creatures, as all the +young folks likes to do." + +Heston decided on the latter plan, especially as the landlady had +remarked that "there was their old pony that the young lady or +gentleman could ride if they pleased." + +Judith's eyes brightened: it reminded her of India, and she went with +Heston with more alacrity in her step than she had shown since her +arrival. + +Ruth looked undecided whether to follow her charge or not, but Mary +whispered, "Let them go, dearest, they will be safe with Heston; and, +poor children, it must be very perplexing to have to see so many +strangers!" + +"Yes," said Ruth, with filling eyes, "I am so sorry for them—and for +myself!" + +"It will be better soon," said Mary. + +"Oh, yes, and it is all right even now; but sometimes, it seems to +surge over me that the comfort of being alone is gone." + +"That will be better too, presently, when they go to school." + +Vincent and Dr. Arundel had been watching the horses put up, and now +returned, and they all started to see the view. + +How lovely it was! Ruth held her breath as she stood silently gazing. + +"Doesn't it make you feel like heaven!" she said to Mary, in a low tone. + +But not so low but that Vincent caught it, and smiled. "I think so, +too," he said, and then coloured at having seemed to intrude. + +"Vincent and I have always shared these sort of things together," said +Mary, "and it seems strange for me to be away from him. Sometimes I can +hardly believe it can be true." + +"I believe it, I can tell you," said Vincent, "for not one of the +others is 'my' sister like Mary," he added, turning to Ruth. "Mary and +I had no need to talk much, we understood without." + +"I have never had a sister or a brother," said Ruth, slowly. "Mary +seems the nearest to it that I know, and she is—inexpressibly dear!" + +Vincent could quite believe it, as he knew what Mary was. + +"Well, I will go and see about tea," said Mary. "You come when you have +had enough view!" + +She ran off, laughing, and Ruth wanted to help her, but Vincent said he +must just show her a discovery he had made that morning, and invited +Arthur to come and see it too. + +But Arthur said he was lazy, and meant to have a doze. + +So he led the way round the barn, and in another moment, he and Ruth +came upon a bit of ivy-covered ruin, standing on the very edge of a +sharp, precipitous piece of ground, which sank away down and down +without a break right to some green meadows far beneath, where the cows +and sheep looked like little red and grey dots. + +"There!" said Vincent. "How does that make you feel! Though, indeed, I +must apologise for having spoken of what was not intended for my ears!" + +"Oh, never mind," said Ruth. "No, this has not the same feeling as that +other view for me. I think this reminds me of earth more—and—do you +think, one might say it reminded one a little of the twenty-third Psalm— + + "'The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.' + +"It is so peaceful down there with those sheep." + +Vincent looked in silence after one glance at her face. + +"Yes, I think you are right," he answered, quietly. + +"I am going to find the children," said Ruth, after they had looked for +a few moments. "I hear their voices quite near. Perhaps they are in +this barn?" + +And there they were found, watching the milking of the cows with +intense interest. + +"We are to have the pony after tea," said Heston, "the men were busy +just now!" + +Oh, what a farmhouse kitchen that was! How their eyes went round and +round, admiring the bright pewter plates and shining candlesticks on +the high mantleshelf; and the low, latticed windows stretching the +whole length of the southern wall, and open now on to the old-fashioned +garden, where stocks and roses and Sweet Williams, lilac and guelder +roses, made up the soft summer fragrance that seems to rest the spirit +and speak of peace. + +Ruth could hardly bear to turn her eyes, even to the welcome tea. + +But Heston told her she must not go dreaming in daylight, and Vincent +handed her a knife, and told her to cut Mary's cakes, and see if he had +bought nice ones! + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +_NORMAN'S SUPPER._ + +AFTER tea, the pony was bridled, and the three Indian children enjoyed +a ride. Heston tried it first and pronounced it very nice, but not +quite up to his pony in India, and yielded it up to Judith, who was not +so particular as to pony breed. She in her turn quickly yielded it to +Norman, who stood looking longingly at the sleek little white creature, +who was as quiet as a lamb, Judith said. + +So Heston lifted him up, and with promises not to let go, led him up +and down the quiet lane for half an hour. + +"How kind he is!" said Ruth, looking after the party as they turned for +the third time. + +"Very," responded Dr. Arundel; "in fact, I never saw such devotion as +they all show." + +"Do you think 'massage' would do him good?" asked Ruth, rather shyly, +drawing nearer to Dr. Arundel. "And if so, could I learn to do it? I +think I could." + +"Quite easily," he answered. + +"I have not had time to speak to my father, yet," said Ruth, blushing +as if she had been interfering, "but I keep on thinking of all the +things that might help him. And being so much with my father, I pick up +a few stray bits of information!" + +Arthur smiled. "Do not hesitate to tell us any suggestion. This is a +case apparently of a purely nervous nature, and ordinary means will not +be so likely to do good." + +Vincent and Mary had strolled on in front, and were going to see the +ruin. And Ruth proposed that "as they had done their medical talk!" she +and Dr. Arundel should follow them. + +At length, there seemed to be a great stir in the yard, with sounds of +the horses being led out, and then one of the men came forward to ask +if Dr. Arundel was ready to return. + +"Why, it is seven o'clock already!" exclaimed Vincent. "How quickly the +time has gone." + +"That is better than its dragging," said Ruth. "I have not enjoyed +anything so much since—oh, not for years! I only wish my father had +come." + +They all packed into the wagonette again, and with pleasant farewells +to their entertainers, the happy party turned homewards. + + +When they reached The Firs, Mary and Dr. Arundel would not alight, but +said they would be taken home at once. So with good-byes and earnest +thanks from Ruth and Heston, there was great waving of hands and hats, +and Ruth found herself standing on the steps in the soft evening light +with her little family round her. + +"What shall we do next, Heston?" she asked, as they turned to the +dining-room. + +"Oh, Ruth! Here is supper spread, and I am so hungry! Mrs. Arundel's +tea was splendiferous, but I declare I could eat a—a haystack!" + +"You shall have something better than that! But I suppose farm talk +will be the order of the day till the next excitement! Judith, what +could you eat?" + +But Judith was too dignified to respond to the joke. She hardly +answered, but acknowledged on being pressed by Heston that she should +not mind some supper. + +Norman asked in his silent finger-talk to go to bed, and Ruth promised +to bring him some supper when Mala came to announce his being ready. + +"'I' take him his supper," said Mala. + +Ruth glanced at her in surprise, and then said gently and firmly, "Let +me know when he is ready, Mala," and took her place at the head of the +table. + +Judith sat very silent, and evidently was uneasy. Mala had hitherto +ruled them all, and it was too astonishing for anyone to rule Mala! + +Ruth saw what it involved, and inwardly quaked. Then she remembered +that Mary had said, "In every difficulty, ask for counsel of God; He +will help you." + +So she sat silent, thinking of Mary's advice, and trying to follow her +in her straightforward desire to please God and do the next thing. + +At that moment, her father entered, and Heston was pleased to tell him +all the delights of the day. + +"Judith," whispered Ruth, "would you go up and tell Norman what is on +the table, and ask him what he would like best? You and I will take it +up to him, while Mala has her supper." + +Judith's eyes looked grateful. She softly left the room, and then Ruth +breathed more freely. She hoped the difficulty had blown over. + +At length, Judith came down, her face rather pale, and her eyes looking +anxious again. + +"Norman would like some apple and custard," she said, hesitating, "but +Mala says she is sure he cannot eat it without her, and she would +rather stay and see to him—if you do not mind, Cousin Ruth." + +Judith added the last sentence in a beseeching tone. + +"I think you and I can manage," said Ruth. + +And then she went over and held a whispered conversation with her +father, which resulted in his saying, "I'll see it through. If there is +any trouble, just call me!" + +"But we have to think of Norman," whispered Ruth. + +"Indeed we have. I'll not forget that." + +So she and Judith and the apple and custard went up together. + +Norman was in bed, and Mala was seated by his side with a stony look on +her face. + +"Take it in, dear," said Ruth, pausing at the door, "and tell Mala I +want to speak to her." + +Ruth stood within view, silently waiting. And after a few moments, in +which Judith had evidently whispered advice to Mala, the ayah got up +slowly and glided to the door. + +Ruth stepped across to her own room, and then spoke in an undertone, +which she feared was trembling, though there was no hesitation in her +intentions. + +"Mala," she said, raising her eyes and looking full into the dark face, +"if you wish to do Norman a kindness, and to remain here to attend +upon him, you will have to do exactly as you are told! My father hopes +we may be able to do him good, and make him happier than he has ever +been—but remember what I have said." + +With a stately tread, Ruth passed the astonished ayah, and before she +could recover her surprise, Ruth was already seated by her little +cousin, asking him smilingly how "his" "haystack" tasted! + +How her heart was beating! + +But Norman responded with a bright look, and Judith waited upon him and +put his food temptingly ready, and all went well. + +When at length he would take no more, Judith carried away his tray, and +Ruth bent over him to wish him good-night. + +"Dear little boy," she said, lovingly. "I do love you! And I have +thought of ever so many things that may do you good! You will trust me, +will you not?" + +Norman squeezed her hand for Yes, and with a pleased look lay back on +the pillows. + +When Judith returned, he took her hand eagerly and rapidly spelt out— + +"Ask her if she thinks I shall some day be able to talk?" + +"We have great hopes of it," said Ruth, tenderly, "if it is God's will." + +The child understood. + +"You know, Norman," Ruth added, "since I have begun to love Jesus, I +pray about everything! So we can pray about this, and if God sees it is +good for us, and best, He will give it to us!" + +Judith came close to Ruth's side, and put both her arms round her neck. + +"Oh, Cousin Ruth, Cousin Ruth," she whispered, with a sob, "I'll pray +too, though—though—I never have before!" + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +_CONFIDENCES._ + +WHILE these things were happening at The Firs, the wagonette was +swiftly taking the rest of the party back to Riverside. + +When they got in, Dr. Arundel found there was a summons for him to go +to a sick man some two miles in another direction. But the messenger +had left word that any time that evening would do. + +"They are very considerate," he remarked, as they gathered round the +supper-table. "But I am sorry to leave you both—" + +"So am I," said Vincent, who had been reading a letter which he had +found on the mantelshelf, "for this is my last evening: Mr. Brown has +written to recall me. He does not explain, but says the urgency of it +justifies him in asking for my return; and that he will spare me again +in a week or so if I like." + +"Oh, that is all right then!" exclaimed his sister. "We can look +forward to that! You must come back, Vincent. This has not been a +quarter long enough!" + +"It is very kind of you to wish it—but I hardly think I can come again +so soon—" objected Vincent. + +"Do," exclaimed Arthur, heartily. "Arrange to spend a week with us. +There is plenty to see, and to such a cyclist as you are, the Welsh +mountains are within reach!" + +Vincent shook his head, but as if the prospect held out were very +tempting. + +And then, when Arthur was gone and the twin brother and sister went +into the drawing-room, Vincent sat in the twilight very silent. + +"You will come again soon, Vincent, will you not?" asked Mary, softly. + +"I don't know, Pollie—" + +"Why?" + +"I do not suppose it would be of much use—" + +"Coming to see me, do you mean?" + +"You know I don't mean that, Pollie! But though I can't explain it, I +never saw anyone before that I cared about in the least. And now I do +care about—Ruth—and she—I do not suppose I could ever get her to care +for me." + +"I do not see why not," said Mary, calmly. She knew Vincent well enough +to be sure that he would not be ready to have any sympathy or gladness +shewn him. + +"Pollie," he went on slowly, in such a smothered tone that she could +hardly catch his words, "the moment I saw her, I felt my fate had come!" + +"Your fate?" + +"Well—whatever you like to call it! I wish it were not so, but—there it +is." + +"Why do you wish it were not so?" she asked, surprise in her voice. It +was getting too dark to see each other's faces. + +"Because, can't you see? She does not care for me, and just treats me +as your brother and nothing else—" + +"But, Vincent, she cannot be supposed to guess at this—" exclaimed +Mary, earnestly. + +He seemed to listen, and she went on. + +"Is there any other difficulty in the way?" + +"Yes—even if—even—should I be able to get her to think of it—I do not +see how she could leave her father? He is all alone, and my work lies +at Mr. Brown's, near home." + +"I see that; is there anything else?" + +"You agree with me that there is that insurmountable difficulty?" he +said, quickly. + +"Not too fast! That would have to be considered. Is there anything +else?" + +"She has been used to luxuries, and I could only give her a quiet +little home—though I would try to make her happy." + +"That's nothing!" said Mary, promptly. "Any girl worth anything does +not mind beginning quietly. Anything else?" + +"You've got a lot of questions ready, Pollie!" he exclaimed, laughing a +little nervously. "You are a regular inquisitor!" + +"You know me of old," she said, "so I can't alter to please you now. +The fact is, Vincent, it is just this! Do you mean to try to smother +your feelings, or do you mean to try to win her?" + +Vincent was silent for a long time, and Mary said not another word. She +was inexpressibly touched by his confidence, but how to tell him so she +did not know. His communication had come as an intense surprise. + +At length, he stirred, and took hold of his sister's hand firmly. + +"You are not sorry, Pollie!" he said, hesitating a little. + +"Very, very glad, if it is for your happiness!" + +"You like her—you would do all you could, wouldn't you, Pollie?" + +"Why, Vincent, of course I should!" + +"Yes, yes! And now I've to go away, Pollie. It seems so hard." + +"I shall expect you back soon." + +"I'm afraid there is everything against me." + +"Do not be so faint-hearted, Vincent—I think there is everything in +your favour!" + +"Then, besides all the rest, she is devoting herself to this little +cousin—" + +"Oh, well, that is all as it should be. Why should she not? Perhaps he +will get better, Vincent; do not look at the obstacles, but think now +of the old days when things were too hard for us to manage, and try the +old remedy in this new difficulty. If God has this joy in store for you +by and bye, ask Him to make you ready for it when He sends it." + +He turned towards her, and kissed her softly. "Dear old Pollie, there's +no one like you in all the world." + +"All the world?" she said, archly. + +"All the world," he reiterated; "all the world, at present." + +So Mary knew what the answer was to one of her questions, though she +did not get it in so many words. + +The moonlight was streaming in at the window, and flooding the room +with its tender light. + +"Let us go out, Pollie, unless you are tired?" + +"Oh, no. But I will just leave word where Arthur may find us." + +So they went down to the river's edge, and sat there talking of +everything that concerned them, till after a long time all the church +clocks struck ten, and they heard Arthur's footsteps coming along the +gravel. + +"I shall not bind you down not to tell him, Pollie," said Vincent, "but +if you don't mind, let it be when I am gone." + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +_A PRESENT._ + +"MY dear!" said Dr. Brown to his daughter, on the night of the picnic. +"It will never do to have you sitting up late to talk to me, and yet we +do want to be together, do we not?" + +"Indeed we do, father! We shall have to plan in some way to have a +little time quiet. But that will be easy when we settle down." + +"I wanted to ask you something," said Dr. Brown, hesitating a little, +and half turning away to the bookcase. + +"What is it?" asked Ruth, rather astonished. But so many astonishing +things had happened within a week that she thought she should hardly be +surprised at anything. + +"I have been thinking—" he said, slowly, "whether we ought not to begin +prayers in the morning, now we have all these children here—and—now I +feel so differently from what I used?" + +He turned back, and looked more boldly in her face, though the colour +had deepened in his, and he seemed hardly able to bring out his words. + +"Oh, I am so glad!" exclaimed Ruth, heartily. + +"Are you? Then you will help me through with it?" + +"Of course I will! Why, it was only last Sunday that the curate said if +people would begin it, they would find such a blessing." + +"Did he? Well, I'm convinced it is right, but the first step is such an +effort." + +Ruth came over and leant her hands on his arm. + +"If I had a little book—it seems absurd to be shy over it, doesn't it?" +he said, awkwardly, "but yet I am—" + +Ruth kissed him lovingly. "It is a great effort, but we shall be glad. +How strange that the curate should mention it, was it not? He said +that if people would read a few words from the Bible, and kneel down +together and repeat the Lord's prayer slowly together, it would be a +beginning, and would bring a great blessing." + +"We could do that," said Dr. Brown, looking relieved. + +"When shall we begin?" asked prompt Ruth. + +"To-morrow!" he answered, only waiting for her helpful acquiescence. + +"I'm sure it would be better," she said, heartily. + +"Then, tell Morris and the servants. Eight o'clock sharp, my dear." + +So Ruth wished him good-night, and then ran back again, and threw her +arms round his neck. "You dear, dear father!" she whispered. + + +All went well the next day. Dr. Brown looked rather pale when he came +in at the sound of the bell, but he took his usual place at the table, +and then looked round on the assembled family. + +"I did not think of this as a duty till lately," he said, "but I am +sure we shall have God's blessing if we seek it. Let us each in our +different ways try to find something in the morning portion that will +help us all day." + +He opened the Bible where there was a mark, and read out in an +impressive voice just the one verse,— + + "'God commendeth His love towards us, in that while we were yet sinners +Christ died for us.'" + +"Now let us repeat the Lord's Prayer together, petition by petition. +There will be something in it—many things probably—that we all want. +And let us think of it as we say the words, and may He answer our +petitions for Christ's dear sake." + +The children, and Ruth and the servants, never forgot that prayer, nor +the moved, broken voice of the master of the house, as he prayed with +them for the first time. + +Then they all rose and left the room silently, and there were not a +few tears winked away on the stairs as the servants sought their own +quarters. + +"God bless him!" said old Morris to herself, as she went into her own +room. "The Lord has been better to me than my fears! 'Mine eyes have +seen His salvation!'" + + +After breakfast, when Ruth and her father were having a talk over the +treatment that should be begun for Norman, there was a ring at the +bell, and Mr. Vincent Linthorpe was announced. + +He soon explained that he was called home sooner than he had expected, +and had come to say farewell, and to ask if he could be the bearer of +any letter or message to Mr. Brown. + +Dr. Brown said he should like to write a line, so Ruth proposed that +they should leave him to do so while they found the others. + +No one was to be seen but Heston, who was sitting in the dining-room +window deep in one of his uncle's books. + +"Where are they all?" asked Ruth. + +"Mala has taken them down that winding path along the hillside," said +Heston. "I hope it will not be too far for Norman. She will go very +slowly, I expect." + +"My father says you and I may go to Worcester to-day and see if we can +get him a little invalid carriage for Mala to wheel him about in!" +exclaimed Ruth. "Shall we go this morning, Heston?" + +"Oh, how jolly. Uncle is very kind! When shall we go?" + +"Soon," said Ruth, glancing towards their guest. "But there is no +hurry, if you can stay a little time. I think you said you had to go +directly, though?" + +"Directly," said Vincent. "My train is at 10.20. I pass through +Worcester," he added, eagerly, "could we all go together?" + +"I daresay we could! I will run and ask my father if he has any other +plans." + +She hastened away, and the other two stood looking after her. + +"She is going to do everything she can to get Norman better," Heston +said, in a grateful tone. + +"Yes; it is so sad for him—" + +"Very. I little thought when it was arranged for us to come to England +that we should find such kindness. I cannot speak of it, but I do feel +it—" + +Ruth came tripping back. "We may go, Heston, and if Mr. Linthorpe can +wait ten minutes, I shall be quite ready, and so will you?" + +Heston laughed. "I shall not be as long as that. But run away, Ruth, or +you will not keep your promise." + + +"I wish I could stop at Worcester with you," said Vincent, as they sat +in the train. + +"I wish you could," answered Ruth, heartily, "for I feel it quite an +undertaking to buy this little invalid carriage. My father has given me +a picture out of one of his books, so I hope I shall manage." + +"What kind of thing is it to be?" asked Heston. + +"He is to be able to lie flat in it, so as to rest if he needs it, and +yet he is to be able to sit almost upright in it." + +"I think I've seen them at the seaside," said Vincent. + +"Yes—and my father says we are all to go to the sea directly he can +arrange it. He thinks that Norman ought to be out of doors all day +long." + +"Shall you like that?" + +"To go to the sea? Oh, yes, I shall enjoy it intensely; especially if +it does Norman good. But nothing is quite like these hills and views to +'me.' But I shall enjoy the sea very much for a time." + +"I am so glad you like Mary, and that she has a friend in you!" +exclaimed Vincent, as all too soon the train began to slow down outside +Worcester. + +"She has done me all the good in the world!" said Ruth. "I never saw +anyone like her." + +Vincent looked into the glowing face. + +"I'm more glad than I can say!" he said, heartily. "Good-bye. Mary says +I may come back, as my visit has been cut short!" + +And then the train stopped. And in another moment, Ruth and Heston were +lost to sight in the hurrying crowd on the platform. + + +"Norman," said Ruth, when she and Heston had returned from Worcester, +"I have brought you a present, and I want you to try to do something +for me." + +She had found him alone for once, as Mala had gone down to get his tea. + +The bright eyes looked into her face questioningly, and then at the +parcel in her hand. + +"See! You are so fond of living creatures that I thought this would +give you pleasure. It is a dear little bullfinch, and I think you will +be able to teach him all sorts of tricks." + +Norman took her hand, and kissed it. Poor little fellow, he had no +words to express his feelings. + +She undid the wrappings, and there was the beautiful little bird, +looking as perky and at home as possible. + +He hopped down to help himself to some seed, and Norman looked +delighted. + +"Here is some hemp," pursued Ruth, "and soon he will come to take it +off your finger. Let us try now." + +She pressed a seed into her finger and put it through the bars, but +though Dickie looked at it very earnestly, and turned his head first +on one side and then another, he was too strange to advance along the +perch at present. + +"He will soon do it," said Ruth, well satisfied with their first +attempt. + +"Now, Norman," she continued, "I'm going to tell you what I want you to +do. Can you whistle?" + +Norman coloured, but shook his head. "Never mind! Some day when you are +alone with Dickie you can try. You might teach him a tune, perhaps, by +and bye." + +Then, as Norman's eyes still looked questioningly into hers, she added, +"Yes, I have something else I want you to do. I want you, when you +are alone with Dickie, to talk to him with your lips, as if you could +speak." + +The child looked distressfully at her, but she went on gently— + +"I know you cannot—but I want you to act as if you could. When you feel +inclined, you know! Just form your lips into the word, 'Dickie! Dickie +here's your food!' And though you cannot make any sound, just persevere +in doing that for me, will you?" + +She bent over him and kissed his cheek, and he looked into her eyes +with a promise. + +"There is a dear little boy!" she exclaimed. "I knew you would be +sensible enough to try to do what I wanted. We need not tell anyone +else about it. I told my father of my thought for you, and he is +pleased. We will not tell the others at present till you have learned +to do it quite easily. I do hope it may help you." + +Norman kissed her hands again, and tried to make her understand, but at +present she was not used enough to his finger-talking to do much in the +way of communication. So she only kissed him lovingly in return. And at +the moment Mala appeared with his tea-tray, and she hastened away to +pour out for the rest. + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +_ON THE DOORSTEP._ + +THREE weeks later, Ruth and her cousins were established at the seaside. + +"A Furnished House." Yes, Dr. Brown had decided that that was the right +thing, and Ruth, who had never been to a furnished house, and knew +nothing of the cares of housekeeping, acquiesced at once. She supposed +it would be all right. + +Certainly it gave her a pang to remember that Cook would not be there, +and that Jane was not very clever at anything but housework! But she +would have Morris with her to refer to, and she did want to learn +"cooking and things." + +So, though Morris looked rather grave, they made their plans, the +furnished house was taken, and in a very short time, they had begun +their seaside life. + +To the Indian children it was unalloyed happiness. All day long they +were out on the beach, or Heston was exploring the rocks and the +cliffs. The invalid carriage was a great success, and Mala wheeled her +charge about everywhere, Heston assisting very kindly when necessary. + +Norman was blissfully content. He lay and rested when he liked, or +got out and sat on the sand or picked up shells. His colour had begun +to improve, and Ruth could see that as the days went on, he attempted +more, and began to look less pitiful. + +Twice each day she gave half an hour to his "massage" treatment, and +while that was going on, she always sent Mala to help Jane in the +household work. + +At first, Mala had strongly objected to leave him, making it as +unpleasant for Ruth as she could. + +But Ruth had looked up, and said gravely, "Remember what I told you, +Mala!" + +And the ayah, with a deep flush on her face, had turned away silently. + +Left there alone with her little cousin, Ruth devoted herself to making +the time pass happily and brightly. Mary had reminded her that it was +a precious opportunity, if she would only use it. And though Ruth had +given one of her startled looks, when she came to think it over, she +saw how true it was. + +So, while her hands were busy over her "massage," she talked to him, or +told him simple stories from the Bible. She soon found that she must +get ready a little story fresh from the Bible for each time. And while +learning for him, she got to know more herself than she had ever known +before. + +Understanding more of God's great love herself, she felt confidence +that Norman would get to understand too. + +She was not disappointed. She was "letting him come to Jesus," as Mary +said she always translated the words, "Suffer the little children to +come unto ME." + +Yes, she was helping, and not hindering, and a flood of joy came into +her heart as she saw that Norman was drawing near, and learning to look +up in his Saviour's face, and stand, as it were, within His loving arms. + +It would be difficult to say how Ruth knew that it was so, but she did. +The child's eyes had lost their weary, dissatisfied look, and as she +talked to him, he would drink in every word as if his thirst were being +quenched. + +As she became more used to understanding him, when he talked on his +fingers, he began to express his feelings more, until one day, when +she had finished her "treatment," and was just clearing up, he caught +her hand in his, and kissing it tenderly, he spelt out, "Thank you for +telling me about Jesus; I do love Him!" + +When Ruth had kissed him in return, and told him how very, very glad +she was, she ran away to her own room. + +She knelt down by her bed, but only tears would come and broken +thanksgivings. + +"And I grudged having them!" she thought. "And yet God has been so good +to me as this!" + +Day by day during these happy weeks for her cousins, Ruth watched her +own especial charge with loving, observant eyes. + +His bird was almost as great a pet as his mice, and he was eager to +teach him any trick which he could hear of, watching by his cage on +rainy days for hours and hours, patiently getting him to eat from his +hand, or come out on the table to take his bath. + + +One day, when she happened to come into the room unexpectedly, she +found Norman alone, and he looked up eagerly and nodded to her +confidentially. + +"You are doing what I suggested?" she asked, whispering. + +He nodded again, and then spelt on his fingers, "I can do it much +better now!" + +So Ruth was very content, and hailed every sign of improvement with +great joy. + +But Morris feared that, however good this seaside change was for the +children, the housekeeping cares were more than her dear young lady +had in her inexperience expected, and she thought she was growing thin +under her new work. + +"Well!" said the old housekeeper to herself, as she often did many +times a day. "The Lord knows, and I don't! He can see to it!" And thus +her burden rolled off once again. + + +One Saturday, Ruth was expecting her father to spend the week-end with +them, and when the children were safely off to the beach with Mala, and +Heston had started on a long walk, she betook herself to the kitchen +and looked round. + +Her father liked pastry, and she had often wished to try her hand at +it, but hitherto had been too busy. + +"Morris, do you think I 'could' make a pie?" she asked. + +"Why, yes, dearie. I could sit by you and tell you. The Doctor would be +pleased." + +But just as Ruth was beginning, she found that she had not ordered the +requisite fruit, and Jane was quickly despatched to get some at the +nearest shop. + +"Nobody will come to the door in those few moments," she said to +Morris, who had a cold, and was sitting by the fire nursing it. "And if +they do—I can open it, I suppose!" + +Morris smiled. How her childie was growing, to be sure. + +But Jane had no sooner whisked off down the road, than a ring came to +the front door, followed by a decided rat-tat-tat. + +"Eleven o'clock!" said Ruth, looking at the clock, and dusting off the +flour from her white fingers. "Who can it be, Morris, at this time of +the morning." + +She hurried to the door, and there stood Vincent Linthorpe, holding a +Gladstone bag in his hand, and with a look of apology in his face. + +"Dr. Brown sent me with a note," he said, "May I come in?" + +"Oh, yes!" said Ruth, opening the door wide. "I was so taken by +surprise. I am sorry if I looked astonished." + +Vincent smiled slightly. "The fact is, I called at The Firs last night +to see you all, and I found you flown. Dr. Brown told me he thought of +coming here to-day for the week-end, and that I might come and tell you +he would be here about three." + +"That is sooner than I thought—" + +"Yes—so he bade me say. I will go and deposit my bag at the hotel, and +then—may I come back?" + +"Oh, yes!" said Ruth, thinking of her pie and her dinner still uncooked. + +"I am afraid it may not be convenient?" said Vincent, hesitating. + +"Oh, yes it is. I am only making my first pie, and I was wondering if +it would be eatable." + +"'That' does not matter!" he said. "I wanted to see you, +because—because I am going abroad!" + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +_HOUSEKEEPING._ + +"COME in!" said Ruth, stepping back and proceeding to lead the +way to the dining-room. Then, looking up in his face, she added, +questioningly, "You seem sorry? Is it not what you want to do?" + +"I do not think I do," he answered slowly, putting his bag in a corner +and following her in; "it has been such a sudden thing that I hardly +know whether I am sorry or glad." + +"That must be perplexing," she answered; "but did—was there not a +choice given you?" + +"Not exactly; Mr. Brown, your father's cousin, you know, thought it +such a wonderful opportunity for me, that he took it for granted I +should go. It will be two years before I return." + +Ruth saw that it was a trouble to him, but though she would have been +glad to console, she hardly knew what to say. Oh, why was not Mary +here, who always knew the right thing to comfort people? + +"You will be glad of it afterwards," she ventured, gently. + +"You think I shall?" he answered, eagerly. + +"I know I have been about these children," she said. "I felt so badly +about their coming, and Mary and our good old housekeeper, Morris, both +told me God could turn the seeming hard things into good, if we would +trust Him." + +Vincent looked into her face earnestly. + +"You are right," he said. "We ought to be able to trust, but—" he +paused. + +"Mary would say," said Ruth, "that we must take the 'but' to God, and +let Him turn it into 'best.'" + +"I will try to let Him," said Vincent, in a voice that somehow sounded +unlike his ordinary one. Ruth wondered, and then, as he took his hat in +his hand as if to go, she said pleasantly:— + +"Will you come back and eat some of my pie at lunch-time? It will be +our dinner, for we are very primitive here." + +"I should like it of all things," he answered. "But here is Dr. Brown's +note. I had forgotten that." + +So Vincent departed with his bag, promising to return in due time, Ruth +giving full instructions as to the direction of Heston's walk, and +begging her visitor not to lose himself searching for him. + +She went back to Morris and her pie with her thoughts very full of +Mary's brother, and of wonder as to what should make him so very loth +to go to New York when the opportunity was thought to be so very good. + +True to the time, the three from the beach duly turned up, followed +very soon by Heston and Vincent. + +Ruth's dinner passed off very satisfactorily. Her pie, thanks to +Morris's clever instructions and Ruth's dainty carrying of them out, +was all that could be desired, and Heston and the children did not +spare their praises. Vincent said he did not expect anything else, +which made Heston laugh and ask if that were intended for a compliment +or otherwise. + +Then he and Vincent volunteered to meet Dr. Brown at the Junction, +going by the cliff, which Heston said was a lovely walk. + +They both tried to persuade Ruth to go too, but though she would have +dearly liked to have the walk, she said she had housekeeping duties to +perform, and gladly saw them start, and to be left free for a little +while. + +"You are tired, dearie," said Morris, when she brought her an early cup +of tea. + +"No-o," said Ruth, "I do not know that I am; but I think, Morris, if I +had been more used to doing things, I should not find it quite such a +task!" She sighed a little wearily. + +"I do not think any of us quite realized what a 'Furnished House' +meant, dearie! But this is one way of 'learning to do things,' as you +wished, isn't it?" + +"I suppose it is," said Ruth, "but I would rather have learned quietly +with you at home, Morris." + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +_A PARTING._ + +"WELL, my dear!" said Dr. Brown that evening. "Now tell me all about +everything." + +"I do not think there is much to tell more than I have said in my +letters. Have I not been very good in writing, father?" + +"Very good! I shall be glad when you are at home again. But the child +looks worlds better!" + +"Oh, he is, and so is Judith. She is getting much more sociable, too." + +"And Mala?" + +"Mala is—better," answered Ruth, hesitating a little as to what word +to choose. "Morris is so good to her, and every day I read them all a +little piece out of the Gospels, and do you know, father, Mala begins +to listen!" + +"That is good news! Ruth, you and I must go to church together +to-morrow. I have no patients here; and, indeed, I sometimes think I +might have managed it even at home." + +Ruth's sparkling eyes were an answer. "Oh, I am so glad!" she exclaimed. + + +So Sunday dawned, and Vincent came early to have as much time with them +as possible. He could only stay till the middle of Monday, and every +moment he could spend with Ruth was precious in his eyes. + +The day was one of cloudless beauty, and they all felt it to be one of +cloudless happiness too. + +Dr. Brown said he had not been so happy for years, and Ruth looked +round on the bright faces of those she called "her family," and could +not be but thankful for what she saw there. + +The hours seemed to pass very quickly to them all, and Vincent counted +each one with a sort of pang. Could it be possible that he would have +to say good-bye to-morrow? + + +And then Monday came. As early as they could, they all went out on +the beach together, and wandered among the rocks till it was time for +Vincent to go to his train. He had sent his bag by the omnibus which +conveyed Dr. Brown to the station for his train the other way, while +Vincent proposed to walk over the cliffs to the Junction to take an +express train northwards. + +Heston offered to accompany him, but to his surprise Vincent +answered in a low tone, meant for his ear only, "I would rather go +alone—unless—I thought I would ask your cousin if she would walk a +little way with me. She has not seen the cliffs—and it is my last time." + +Of course, Heston said "All right." And when he saw Vincent asking Ruth +to go, he drew the others off to see a new boat, in the building of +which they were much interested. + +When at length they all looked up, the other two were but specks along +the cliffs. + +"Is Ruth gone?" asked Judith, looking rather forlorn. + +"Then you would rather she were here?" asked Heston, with a slight +smile. + +"Ye-es," hesitated Judith. + +"I'm glad you have got as far as that!" said Heston, bluntly. "You have +been slow in doing her justice after all her kindness!" + +"I'm not!" said Judith. "I 'never' am nasty to her now! Surely you have +seen that, Heston? I always try to do what she says, and I get Mala to, +as well." + +Heston considered. "I believe you do," he said, heartily, taking his +little sister's hand in his, and turning homewards. + +"But why has she gone?" persisted Judith. "It will be quite dull +without her." + +"Vincent wanted a walk with her, I think." + +But the figures were now obscured by the jutting cliff, and Judith +looked after them in vain. + + +The two walked on quickly at first. Ruth thought that there was not +much time, and Vincent thought that each rapid step brought him nearer +to what he seemed unable to bear. + +"There is no hurry," he said at last. "I have plenty of time for my +train." + +They were talking on indifferent subjects, chiefly about Norman's +progress in strength and vitality, and Ruth said how she wished his +father could see him before he died. To all of which Vincent listened +with downcast face and heavy heart. + +When they reached the summit of the cliff, Vincent paused as if to look +for the last time at the wonderful view of sea and sky, and Ruth began +to gather some of the grasses and poppies which grew in profusion at +their feet. + +"I shall never forget this walk," said Vincent, as they walked on. + +"It is beautiful," said Ruth; "only I am sure you are sad because +you have to leave England. I am sorry, but that does not make it any +better, does it?" + +Vincent's answer was smothered. + +She thought he said something about "it did make a difference," but she +could hardly catch his meaning, so she remained silent, wishing she +could do something to make his evident pain less. + +And then Vincent saw the roof of the Junction peeping out from between +some trees, and he knew that he must say "good-bye." + +He held out his hand. "You must not come any further," he said +hoarsely. "I do not know how to say good-bye! It is not only leaving +England and home—that is bad enough—but to leave you—" + +"Me?" questioned Ruth, surprised, and almost dismayed by his agitated +words. + +"Will you—will you remember me when I am far away?" he asked, looking +in her face. + +"I—of course I shall remember you," she said hastily; "how could I do +anything else? Besides, you are Mary's brother!" + +"Only Mary's brother?" he asked, dropping her hand suddenly. + +"I meant that I have always heard so much of you from Mary that I +seemed to know you before you came." + +There was a distant whistle of the train, loud and shrill. + +"I must go now!" he exclaimed. "Oh, Ruth, say one kind word to me +before I go." + +"I do not know how," said Ruth, with her eyes full of tears. + +He caught her hand again without looking at her, and thus they parted. + +Vincent strode on to the station. + +And Ruth stood looking after him till she saw the steam of the train +coming over the trees, when with slow and faltering steps she made her +way home, wondering vaguely what had happened to make her heart so very +heavy. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +_GOOD NEWS._ + +AS Ruth entered her home, she felt as if it was all very forlorn and +desolate. + +Her father gone; Mary's brother displeased and disappointed; the +household cares on her shoulders more than she knew how to manage and +cope with! All things seemed against her. + +She went upstairs to take off her hat, and sat down by the window and +buried her face in her hands. It was silly to cry, she thought, and yet +she felt utterly spent and forlorn. + +A soft step on the carpet startled her, and almost before she could +raise her head, two tender little arms were flung round her neck, and +kisses and tears touched her cheek, as Norman mutely asked her what was +the matter. + +She took him on her lap, and told him "It was nothing; she was only +tired, and rather lonely." + +And the child gazed wistfully in her face, and once or twice his lips +moved as if he would speak to her. + +For a moment, Ruth's heart stood still, and then her tears fell faster +than ever, as she pressed him to her, and murmured that "she would be +better directly, and he must not mind; she was sorry he had seen her +cry!" + +The child stroked her face and smoothed her hair for a little while, +and when he saw that she seemed quieter, he slipped off her lap and +went to her little table. On it lay the Bible from which she had been +reading to him that morning. It lay open at the place, as Norman saw, +of the picture of Christ stilling the storm which she had shown him +there. + +He seemed searching for something, and Ruth had time to dry her eyes +and try to collect her thoughts as to the next thing that she had to do. + +At that moment, Norman came back to her side, laid the book on her +knees, and pointed with his finger to one of her marked verses, and her +eyes fell upon the words: + + "'Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid.'" + +"Oh, Norman!" she exclaimed. "Have you turned my little comforter?" + +"Yes," he said softly. + +She heard the word distinctly, and though she gave a start of joy, she +only clasped her arms round him gently and lovingly. + +"You have done me good, darling," she whispered. "I never thought when +I read you those words about the storm that I should so soon feel as if +I were in a storm, 'toiling in rowing, and the wind contrary.' But if +Jesus comes to us walking on the water, we shall be glad of the storm +afterwards that brought Him so near!" + +With another murmured "Yes," and a tight clasp round her neck, Norman +took her hand and led her to the door, for the dinner-bell was ringing, +and the rest would be waiting. + +Trembling with gladness and thankfulness, Ruth went down. She would +have given a great deal to speak to Heston, but her fear of doing harm +to Norman made her instantly decide to take no notice whatever of his +recovered speech. + +Heston looked at her once or twice as if he could not understand her +face. It was so touching in its tenderness and joy, though he could see +that she had shed many tears. He, however, did his best to enliven the +party, and waited till he should hear the explanation, if explanation +there were. + +Mala fetched Norman directly after dinner for his ride in his invalid +carriage, and Judith went with them. + +Ruth helped them off, and, as usual, wished her little cousin good-bye +before he started. + +She took the opportunity to whisper brightly, "I am all right now, +Norman! Thank you for pointing out those sweet words to me!" + +And with a loving look from Norman in return, the little carriage moved +on, Mala being impatient to set out. + +"Heston!" said Ruth, as she went back. "Come into the garden; I want to +speak to you." + +"Is anything wrong, Cousin Ruth?" he asked quickly. + +"No, no! Everything is right. I only got a fit of home-sickness or +something. Heston! Norman came in and found me crying, and tried to +comfort me—and—he spoke! He said two words, quite distinctly!" + +"Cousin Ruth!" + +"Yes, he did. I know I was not mistaken; but I took no notice. Oh, +Heston, Heston! How shall we thank God?" + +"I cannot believe it yet," said Heston, colouring with excitement. "Are +you 'sure?'" + +"Perfectly sure. Now, Heston, we must just go on as if nothing had +happened. I shall only tell dear old Morris. The rest must be content +to wait for the happy news till he speaks again. Of course I shall +write to my father by this post." + +Heston sat as if lost in amazement. "Cousin Ruth," he exclaimed, at +length, "it is all owing to you!" + +"No, no! Ever since Norman came, I have asked God to give the blessing +to our efforts. Heston, it is just that He has guided to the means." + +When Norman came home from his ride, he looked very cheerful, but he +appeared not to remember the wonderful events of the morning. The only +difference in his manner was that he kept close to Ruth's side, looking +wistfully in her face, and seeming to ask over and over again whether +all was right with her. + +It was not till she was doing her evening "massage" that anything +special happened. + +As usual, Ruth was chatting to him, telling him any little bits of news +or of interest she had been able to save up for his benefit, when he +quietly looked up in her face and said gently, "I think my speech has +come back, Cousin Ruth! Will you kneel down and tell the Lord Jesus how +much I thank Him?" + +Ruth dropped on her knees by his side, and she clasped her arms round +him, while he, with shining eyes whispered a loving "thank you" after +her few earnest words. + +"I wasn't sure," he said presently, as she went on with his massage. "I +could hardly believe it this morning. But when they left me alone with +Dickie-bird, I tried to speak to him, and I found I could! I don't want +them all to come kissing and fussing, Cousin Ruth. Only you tell them, +and say they can tell God how glad they are—because I don't think I can +bear it yet." + +His lip trembled. + +"I am sure you cannot, dear. Nobody but Heston need know yet, if you +would rather not." + +"No—" he said, "that would seem unkind. If Mala might just put me to +bed before she knows, I think I shall be all right. Only it makes me +tremble—in a sort of way—as if it might go away again—" + +"But," she said tenderly, "when you tremble, you can say to yourself, +'If God my Father has given me this blessing, He can keep it for me by +His power!'" + +"So He can!" said Norman, with a grateful glance. "I forgot that." + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +_DISMAY._ + +"MALA," said Ruth, when the ayah came down from putting Norman to bed, +"I want to speak to you." + +Mala glided into the room, surprise and a little fear in her glance. + +"Mala," said Ruth, putting her hand on the servant's shoulder, "I want +to know if you can be trusted to keep to yourself what I am going to +tell you?" + +"I think I can, missie—now," Mala answered, in a heartier tone than she +had ever spoken in before. + +"Will you promise me that you will not speak to Norman about what I am +going to tell you, till you have my father's permission?" + +"Yes, missie, I promise. Mrs. Morris has been telling me about Christ +loving me, and I feel different from when I came. And, missie, you've +been so good to my child—" + +"It is about him I want to speak to you," said Ruth, with glistening +eyes, as her heart rose in thanksgiving for this added joy of Mala's +change. + +"Yes, missie?" + +"We want you to know, and your great devotion to him makes us tell you, +that we have great hopes that he has recovered his speech." + +Mala's intent look was her only answer. + +"But," pursued Ruth earnestly, "it is most important that, as it has +been a nervous affection, nothing should now be said to him by anyone. +If he were to be overpowered by congratulations and questions, I fear +it might bring back his dumbness. Can you understand this?" + +Mala nodded eagerly, and then said, "But 'has' he spoken, missie?" + +So Ruth explained, and told her she could learn all particulars from +Morris. And then, telling her how very glad she was about what she had +said, Ruth heartily shook her hand and dismissed her, desiring her to +send Judith to her at once. + +A happy, grateful party went to bed that night under the roof of "The +Furnished House!" + + +The next morning at breakfast, a telegram was brought in for Ruth. + +It was from her father, asking her to come home at once for a few +hours, as Dr. Arundel and he wished to hear all particulars. + +All was bustle to find the next train, and to get Ruth off, and Heston +and Judith flew about till it was time for her and Heston to start for +the train. + +Just as she was ready, Norman came down the stairs, holding Mala's hand. + +Ruth looked in his face, and saw all was right there. + +He nodded to her, and then whispered in her ear, "Mala hasn't kissed me +and fussed, but I think she knows it." + +"She promised she would not," whispered Ruth back, "but she is very +glad." + +So she sped after Heston, who was waiting outside. + +"Heston!" she exclaimed. "He has spoken quite naturally to me again, +but in a whisper. Oh, I am so thankful!" + + +It was only an hour's journey, and soon Ruth found herself in her own +familiar High Street, and opposite Riverside. + +She could not pass Mary's door without getting her sympathy in the joy +which she had to tell. + +For a moment she thought of Vincent, but, after all, the remembrance of +that unsatisfactory parting, so sorrowful on both sides for different +reasons, would have to be lived through. Ruth determined never to +mention it, and she doubted if Mary would, even if she heard of it, +which did not seem likely. + +So she rang the door-bell, and the maid told her Mrs. Arundel was in +the drawing-room. + +She hung her hat in the hall, and after her usual little knock, Ruth +peeped in with a smiling, "I have come, Mary, but it is to bring you +good news of Norman—" + +To her dismay, Mary was sitting on the sofa, with her head buried in +the cushions, in what looked like an abandonment of grief. + +"Mary!" said Ruth fearfully, coming over to her side. "Mary, darling, +what is it?" + +The corner of a letter peeped out from her lap, and Ruth guessed the +post must have brought bad news. + +But Mary's shoulder was withdrawn from the light touch of Ruth's gentle +little hand. + +"Can you not tell me?" she asked at length. + +"You would not understand," said Mary. + +"Understand what?" asked Ruth. + +But something in Mary's tone, different from anything she had ever +heard from her before, made her heart sink, and stilled her inquiries. +Was it, after all, to do with Vincent? + +"Tell me, dear Mary," she implored, after what seemed a dreadful pause, +in which Mary's sobs were the only sound. "It will be far better to +tell me, then I can at least try to comfort you." + +"There is no comfort," said Mary, with stiff lips, sitting up and +brushing away her tears. "If you do not care for him, that is the end +of it. But oh, my poor Vincent!" + +"But I—didn't know—did not expect—it was all so sudden. Mary, why did +he not let me know before; I never guessed he had set his heart on it +till the last moment, and even now I hardly know what he meant." + +"He is gone now," said Mary, weeping again. "I never thought, as I +parted from him on Saturday, when he was coming to you, that you would +treat him so." + +"How 'so'?" said Ruth, turning pale. "Did I do anything that was unkind +or untruthful?" + +"I daresay not," answered Mary wearily; "but, all the same, Vincent is +gone to America with a sore heart, and nothing that anyone can do can +make it otherwise." + +Ruth's lips took that little proud look which Mary had not seen since +the time of her estrangement with her father. + +"Now I have hurt you!" she exclaimed, throwing her arms round Ruth's +neck. "Oh, forgive me for being so grieved. You cannot help it that you +do not love him. But there is no one like Vincent in my eyes, and I +thought—I hoped that you would find it out." + +"I was so taken by surprise," whispered Ruth, caressing her friend. "Do +not be so sorry, dear Mary. Perhaps he will be comforted soon; and, +indeed, I did not mean to be unkind." + +"I am sure of that," said Mary, rousing herself, and looking in the +tearful, burning face of her little friend. + +And then the two girls were startled by hearing Dr. Brown's voice in +the hall, and Arthur's answering eagerly, "She is here; how glad I am, +for we can both see her and hear the good news together." + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +_INTERRUPTED._ + +RUTH and Mary sprang up and tried to compose their countenances as well +as they could in the moment's pause while the gentlemen hung up their +hats. + +But the two doctors were so intent on the little patient, and on all +they had to hear, that they hardly noticed anything amiss. If Arthur +thought Mary had been crying, he concluded that it was in sympathy with +the touching particulars of the child's recovery. + +So Ruth had to tell it all over again from the beginning, and great was +the rejoicing at every detail of the news. + +At length Arthur said to Ruth, "Do you think he should remain at Sandy +Cove, or come home now?" + +Ruth looked at her father, but as he did not speak she answered slowly, +"I had thought—" + +"Well? Do tell us!" said Arthur. + +"I had thought that we had better remain another week, and perhaps by +that time, he will have got used to speaking to us. I think it would be +a pity to disturb the present associations till he has confidence in +himself. Is that what you think?" she asked, looking from one doctor to +the other. + +"It is a pity you are not in the profession!" smiled her father. But +he got up and kissed her forehead. "That was only my fun! You have a +wonderfully wise little head, my dear!" + +So the doctors went off, and Ruth, with rather a sorrowful face, turned +to Mary. + +"I am going up to The Firs to fetch a few things," she said, "so I must +wish you good-bye." + +"Will you not return to lunch, or tea, Ruth? You are not going to leave +me—like this?" + +Ruth coloured deeply. "I think I shall go home first, dear Mary, and if +I have time, I will run in about half-past three o'clock, just before +my train." + +Mary was obliged to let her go, and Ruth walked back to the station and +took a fly. She felt as if she could not drag herself up those long +hills to-day. + +Dr. Brown had told the servants to expect her, so she found a welcome. +And after talking to cook for a little while, she sat down to her +solitary lunch. + +It was only just over when the cook sent up word that she would like to +speak to her. + +"Miss Ruth!" she said, when Ruth had sent for her. "Do you think master +would let me come down to Sandy Cove and stay with you till you come +home? I could cook for you, and I'm sure you look quite over-done with +it all! It's a lot to see to, and then it isn't as if you understood +how to do things yet! How should you? In another year or two, you will +know a lot more things. 'Do' let me, dear Miss Ruth!" + +Ruth was very near bursting into tears. "But my father?" she said. "He +would be uncomfortable." + +"Oh, no, miss! The parlourmaid says she can manage beautifully, and +there's my sister—James's wife, you know—at the cottage. She says +she'll run in of a morning and look round—I've been to see her to ask +her to do so after I'd sent in your lunch." + +"Oh, cook, it would be the greatest comfort!" + +"Then if master agrees—you might telephone to him, couldn't you, Miss +Ruth?" she added coaxingly. + +So Ruth telephoned, and Dr. Brown acquiesced at once, only thankful +that some relief had come to what he saw was too great an undertaking +for his little daughter. + +It was past three o'clock before Ruth, with cook and her little box, +took their seats in the fly to go down to the station. They would have +half an hour to spare in which cook would do a little shopping, and +Ruth repaired to Riverside with beating heart, hardly knowing how she +could bear to meet Mary again that day. + +But Mary was one who set a thing right at once if it were possible. The +moment Ruth entered, she ran to her with out-stretched hands. + +"Dear Ruth!" she said lovingly. "You caught me at an unlucky moment +this morning. I had not had time to recover my disappointment or I +should not have blamed you as I did. In fact, I had no business to +blame you! Will you forgive me?" + +Ruth kissed her warmly, but though she tried she could not get out a +word. + +"The tea is ready, have you time for a cup?" asked Mary. + +"Thank you," said Ruth, "I think I have. If I leave here at five +minutes to four—" + +Mary saw that she was not ready for any private talk. The same set +look was in her face, and though she spoke of Norman and of Mary's +interests, Vincent's name was never mentioned. + +"We are coming back in a week, I hope," she said as she rose to go. + +"Oh, I am glad. I have missed you terribly." + +"And so I have you!" exclaimed Ruth. "Oh, Mary! Do not cast me off +because of this!" + +"Cast you off! Is it likely?" + +And then Ruth went. + +And Mary sat down and cried as she had not cried for years. Thus Arthur +found her on his return from his patients. + +"My poor Mary!" he said, after he had drawn out the whole story from +her. "It is a very bad bit for you to go through, but do not forget the +Anchor!" + +"The anchor?" asked Mary, leaning her head on his shoulder and feeling +inexpressibly comforted by his sympathetic, hopeful tone. + +"Yes; the anchor which used to comfort me in the years when I was not +sure whether I should ever get a certain little Mary!" + +"Oh! And what was it, Arthur. Perhaps it will do me good—and Vincent—" + +"The anchor was this: + + "'My times are in Thy hand.' + +"There I rested, and the anchor held fast even in the storm! Write to +Vincent, and tell him from me that there's nothing like 'committing our +way' to God to find it 'brought to pass'!" + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +_BY THE WINDOW._ + +THE first sight that met Ruth as she looked out of the train at the +Sandy Cove Station was Judith's little figure standing on the platform. + +When she met her eyes, however, she saw, to her great relief, that +nothing was wrong. Gladness beamed there instead of the usual grave +patience. + +"He has spoken to me!" exclaimed Judith, linking her arm in her +cousin's as they turned out of the station. + +"He has?" + +"Yes, I could not exactly believe it before," said Judith +apologetically. "It seemed so impossible! But it happened like this, +Cousin Ruth—" + +"Do tell me!" + +"Mala had one of her dreadful headaches, and she had to go to bed. So I +sent Jane out in the garden to lead Norman about while I did the two or +three little things I had promised you." + +"Oh, they could have been left, dear, if you were busy." + +"I knew you would wish that—but you see, Jane does sometimes help him, +so I thought it would be all right; and she is so kind. And then, +Cousin Ruth, when I peeped out of the window at them, he appeared to be +prattling away to her quite naturally." + +"Oh, how lovely!" exclaimed Ruth. + +"Yes; do you know, after that, I could not do a thing more! I just +cried, I was so thankful! And then I thought I would finish your +dusting quickly, and I could hardly see what I was doing, I was so +glad. But I had to stop crying, or Norman would have guessed. So when +I had done all you asked me, I put on my shady hat and ran down the +garden. + +"'I've done, Jane,' I called, 'and if you will get Norman's carriage +out here, we will sit in the shade and I will read to him.' + +"Jane went to fetch it with such a joyful look in her face, and we +helped him to get in, and then she wheeled him under the trees, and +I sat down to find the place in your book. I could not make out just +where you had left off, and Norman raised himself on his elbow and said +eagerly, 'It's just there! I know it was the end of a chapter!' + +"So I thought of what you said, Cousin Ruth, and I answered quite +quietly, 'Oh, yes, so it is.' + +"And after that, he spoke to me when he had anything to say, just as if +he had been talking all these years!" + +Ruth pressed the little hand which clung to her arm. + +"I was never so happy!" said Judith. "Oh, Cousin Ruth, to think that I +hated to come to England, and was so horrid to you when I first came!" + +"All that is past, dear," said Ruth, affectionately; "but here we are +at home, and there is Norman at the window with Jane." + +Of course, everyone was surprised to see cook, and delighted too. Jane +took her off to introduce her to the kitchen, while Ruth sought Morris +to hear all that had been done in her absence. + +Morris glanced at her dear young lady several times, as if to make sure +that all was right, but Ruth answered the look by a gentle kiss. + +"Morris," she said, hesitating, "I have been rather troubled by +something—something Mrs. Arundel told me—but I shall be all right +to-morrow I hope. I am tired now; do not worry over me." + +"No dearie," answered her old friend, softly. + +So they sat down to a late tea, and everybody talked but Norman. He +seemed content to watch the others, and did not venture on any remarks. + +Ruth told them that her father had decided that they should stay +another week. And that now cook had come, she hoped to be able to go +out with them and enjoy herself. And Heston said in that case, he +should enjoy himself twice as much, as leaving her at home to do the +housekeeping had made him quite miserable. + +But when Ruth went up to bed, and all the house was quiet, in a very +sober mood, she sat down by her open window and thought over the events +of the last few days, while she listened to the sound of the waves as +they gently broke on the shore. + +She rejoiced inexpressibly at Norman's recovery. But somehow, the +uppermost thought to-night was that a check had come to her friendship +with Mary, and that things would never, never be the same again. + +"I thought nothing could ever come between us," she sighed, as +she rested her head wearily on the window-sill, "and now quite a +little thing, that was nobody's fault, and that could not have been +anticipated, has divided us! Oh, Mary! Did I make an idol of you?" + +"And yet," she went on to herself, "I was very angry with her! I +thought she was hard on me. I could not help what Vincent said—girls +can't always help what a fellow chooses to say—and he gave me no time +to think, or to answer him properly." + +Then there was nothing but the sound of the waves, so soothing in their +gentle murmur, but so sad, she thought, to-night. + +She felt how lonely she was. For the last few months, there had always +been Mary to whom she could tell everything. Now there was no one. Even +if she and Mary should ever feel the same again, there must always be +this subject on which neither of them could touch. + +Poor Ruth shed many bitter tears over the loss of her friend, and then, +chilled and forlorn, she turned from the window, pulled down the blind, +and lighted her candle. + +Her eyes fell upon her open Bible, where that morning she had been +preparing her little story for Norman from the fourteenth chapter of +Matthew. The words flashed across her now with a ray of comfort,— + + "'Bring them hither to Me!'" + +What? Was she to bring her vexation, her burdened, disappointed little +heart, her weariness, her feeling that all was going wrong with her? +Was she to bring these things to Christ to be set straight? + +Was the grace to bear, the strength to go on again, the courage which +would rise to the emergency—were these things all included in the five +loaves and the two fishes which looked so insufficient for the feeding +of five thousand men, and yet were to be brought to Him! + +With a sudden sense of relief, Ruth came back to her Resting-place. +And the first grateful thought was, that even without Mary, cut off +from all human sympathy, without an outside help of any sort, Jesus +Christ had been sufficient to fill her heart and give her a rejoicing +realisation of His presence. + +She had brought the trying circumstances to Him, as He had bidden her +in those gracious words of His, "Bring them hither to Me," and she +found she had enough and to spare! + +So she laid her head on her pillow, and, like Hannah of old, "her +countenance was no more sad." + +"God can bring it all right, and make Mary understand," was her last +thought before she slept. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +_A SUNSET._ + +"RUTH," said Heston at breakfast next morning, "when we get back, I +must ask my uncle to let me really begin." + +"Begin?" + +"To study for what I am going to be. I should like to be a doctor." + +Ruth looked earnestly at him, but Heston met her gaze steadily. "I mean +it," he said. "Doctors have such a splendid chance of doing good, and +helping people. I thought so in India and in Germany, but I think so +ten times as much now." + +"I think so," said Ruth, heartily, "and I am glad you do." + +"I have had a long letter from poor father this morning," continued +Heston, "but nothing but the signature is in his own writing. I fear he +must be very ill. Do you think uncle would mind my wiring the good news +about Norman to him? I should like him to get it before—" he paused. + +"I feel sure he would wish it, if we can make it up intelligibly." + +"Oh; no fear of that. But I tell you what, Ruth, as father is so ill, +I'll just send the telegram along to uncle for his approval. It will +only delay it for a few hours." + +So Heston wrote it out while Ruth stood by making suggestions. And when +it was done, he gave Ruth his father's letter to read while he ran to +catch the early post. + +It was a long letter, and evidently had been dictated at various times +when he felt able, for the inks were different, as well as the writing. + +Ruth could not help crying over the touching farewell, thinking what +it had cost that suffering father so far away, and then she found a +message to herself. + +"Tell your Cousin Ruth," it ran, "that no words of mine can express the +thanks I feel for her love to you all, and for receiving you into her +loving heart." Thus the letter ended. + +"Oh, Heston," said Ruth, looking up with tearful eyes when he came in, +"how sad it is!" + +"Yes; but how you have comforted him, Ruth! I shall never forget all +you have done for us—never!" + +"When you do think of it, Heston, just remember that it has not been my +goodness or love at all, but just God's great love to me!" + +"All right," said Heston. "I know you mean it, so I won't say another +word!" + + +So the last week passed by, Norman gaining strength and liveliness +every day, and then they went home. + +As they sat in the train, Judith edged up close to Ruth's side and +whispered, "Cousin Ruth, will you let me be your little sister when we +go home?" + +"Willingly, dear," said Ruth, turning round and looking into the sweet +blushing face. + +"I should like to be just your little sister! To do what you want, and +be kind to you, and—and a comfort—if I could." + +"You can, dear," said Ruth, with watering eyes; and her heart felt +lighter than it had done for ever so long. + +That evening, she and her father and Heston settled their future plans. + +Dr. Brown was very pleased with Heston's good sense, and readily +promised to forward his wishes to be a doctor. + +"I do not know about money," said Heston, colouring deeply, "my father +was too ill and too sorrowful at parting with us to ask him much, but +I understand that he had some to leave us, but whether it would be +enough—" + +"There will be enough for your education, my dear," said Dr. Brown, +kindly, "and for the rest, I will take care of them. Do not worry your +head over that." + +Heston could not get out much in the way of thanks, but his uncle +understood. + +Then they fell to talking of Judith's schooling, and it was arranged +that she should go to the High School where Ruth had been so happy. And +Ruth undertook to take Norman's lessons for the present till he should +be quite robust. + + +So the next morning, she went down to the Town to call on the Head +Mistress. And when the preliminaries were settled, she turned her steps +to Riverside with a beating heart. She almost wondered whether she +would be welcome; and then chid herself for her want of confidence in +her friend. + +But Mary came running to her, and clasped her in her arms. + +"Oh, Ruth, how I have missed you!" she exclaimed. "The days have seemed +so cold and long without your dear little presence." + +Ruth looked up shyly. "Are you glad to see me, dear Mary?" she asked. + +"'Glad!'" + +She glanced up into Mary's face with her clear, frank look, and Mary +once more kissed her earnestly "and they made it up." + +But Ruth remembered that evening by the window at Sandy Cove, and she +knew that it was God her Saviour who had answered her prayer, subdued +her proud little heart, and had given her back her friend. + +During that happy summer, Ruth and Norman spent half their days in +the sunny garden at Riverside, to their great content and Mary's +enjoyment. Dr. Brown's carriage brought them, and fetched them home in +the afternoon, and Ruth sat under the trees teaching Norman, or helping +Mary with her needlework, and the brief misunderstanding they had had +seemed like a dream. + +Sometimes, she thought there was a gravity about Ruth's face that +she had never noticed before. But then, she reflected, Ruth had been +through a great deal. + +Vincent wrote to his sister frequently, but she seldom spoke to Ruth of +the contents of his letters. + +"Thank Arthur for his message," he said, in one of them. "Never was +there a nicer one, and it did me more good than I can say." + + +One day, in the late autumn, Dr. Brown and Ruth were walking up the +hills together. Ruth had laughingly told him she meant to see the +sunset from a certain spot, and that she was bent on his accompanying +her. + +So, with a good-humoured smile, he put on his hat, and they set out +together. + +When at length, they had climbed to the top and could look over the +view on either side, Ruth gave a deep sigh. Whether of weariness or +content, her father was uncertain. He looked in her face, and she +turned towards him with a tender smile. + +"Are you happy, my dear?" he asked, a little wistfully. + +"Oh, yes, dear father," she said, as she clasped his arm closer. + +"Vincent Linthorpe wrote to me this morning," he said, still looking +down upon her. + +"Did he!" asked Ruth, startled. + +"Yes; he spoke most warmly of the time he spent with us in the summer. +Sometimes I have thought that you were going to tell me something, and +then you have drawn back!" + +"There is nothing to tell," said Ruth, distressfully, hanging her head. +"Nothing that I can tell exactly. He said half-a-dozen words, and I was +taken by surprise—and that's all! Then he went." + +"And you were sorry?" said Dr. Brown, gently. + +"I don't know," said Ruth. "Yes, I was sorry that it happened. But it +cannot be helped now, father." + +She brushed away two or three tears, and her father stood silent, only +pressing her arm closely. + +"He says he will be home in the spring," he remarked at length. "I do +not think the opening has been as profitable as was expected. I think +he will be glad." + +No more was said, but Ruth was wonderfully comforted by her father's +tenderness. And as they retraced their steps, her sweet brightness +shone out again. + +"Father," she said, as they stood for a moment to watch the glorious +sunset over the mountains, "I think God has brought nothing but +blessing out of these children's coming." + +"I am sure of it," he said, heartily. "I thank God every day for it." + +"Heston is content," she went on; "Mala is quite changed; Norman is +almost well; Judith is my little sister; and you and I are 'very' +happy, aren't we?" + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +_MALA._ + +LITTLE did Ruth think, when she and Morris made up their minds to bear +with Mala, that soon she would prove their greatest comfort. + +Winter days succeeded that lovely autumn day when she and her father +watched the sunset, and at The Firs peace and happiness reigned. But +when the cold weather came, Morris seemed to fail, and was obliged to +keep to her room and often to her bed. + +One evening, just as Ruth was wishing her old friend good-night after +doing all she could for her comfort, Mala knocked at the door and came +softly to the bedside. + +"Missie Morris," she said gently, "will you let Mala sleep in your room +and nurse you? Missie Ruth has got them all to see to, and Mala has +plenty of time! Do let me, dear Missie Morris, for all your love to me! +I'm different now," she added beseechingly. + +Ruth glanced in Morris' face. "Would you wish it, dear?" she asked, +bending over her. + +For answer, Morris put out her hand, and took the dark one in hers. "It +would be a great comfort to me, because I know my childie has more than +enough to do." + +"If you will help me, Mala," said Ruth, turning to her, "I should +be very grateful, but I could not give up my dear Morris to anyone +entirely!" + +"Oh no, Missie! I meant that. Let Mala do what she can. Indeed, I will +do all you say. I have kept my promise about Master Norman, Missie, +haven't I?" + +"Indeed you have," said Ruth, heartily. + +And so it was settled, to the great comfort of all parties; for Morris +knew that her dear young lady was less tired; and for herself, the +thought that thus her Lord had provided for her illness was a well of +content. + +"I shall soon see Him," she would say with a peaceful look; "it will be +only a little while now." + +And she was right. Before the snowdrops had peeped out, dear old +Morris, with her hand clasped in Ruth's, and with Mala standing quietly +by, entered into her eternal rest. + +The day before she died, she said to Ruth, "Dearie, you will let Mala +help you all she can? I feel sure you may trust her now. She says she's +been made new all over." + +And Ruth said "Yes," with thankful heart. + +Ruth's own sorrow at the loss of her dear old friend was quiet and +deep, but she said very little about it for the sake of the others. + +At first she had dreaded lest Mala should shew extravagant grief after +her great devotion to her patient. But she soon found that her fears +were groundless. + +"Mala not grieving," she answered, when once Ruth looked in her face +questioningly; "Missie Morris with Jesus now; she happy: so Mala happy +too!" + +She crept into her own accustomed corner by her own little work-table, +and the only difference was that Morris' bible lay open on it beneath +her work, and that there was a chastened brightness in the dark face +which had been growing there ever since Morris welcomed her into her +room for Christ's sake. + +When the weather allowed, Ruth and Norman often went down to Riverside. +And while Norman sat at the table with his lessons, Ruth and Mary +worked and chatted. Happy, peaceful days in which they learned to know +each other thoroughly. + +There was only one subject on which they never touched. Mary would +speak of Vincent among the rest, and often his name was on her lips, +but it came in her stories of the days of her old struggles, when she +kept that diary which she had called "In the Sunlight and out of it," +and she seldom referred to his present doings. The fact that he was +coming home soon was the only one that she mentioned. + +As they sat and worked, Mary would tell Ruth stories of the old days +when her friendship with Ada Arundel was her great joy; of the long, +waiting time of Cuthbert Reid before he gained the treasure of Ada's +love; of Nellie Arundel and her many brothers and sisters; of her own +love story with Arthur; and Ruth learned to love them all, and to know +them through Mary's eyes. + +The life in the two large families to which Mary now belonged was so +entirely different from anything that Ruth had known that she felt +invigorated by all she heard, and grew stronger in spirit and more +brave when she realised that the struggles and difficulties of others +were as many as her own, though they might be different, and that the +same grace was brought to bear upon them from the same everlasting +Source of Supply. + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +_DR. BROWN'S PLAN._ + +RUTH and Norman were sitting one sunny afternoon in April on the +hillside just above The Firs. Ruth often brought the child to this +spot, for the wide expanse of country stretching out before them +rested her, and she thought that it did the same for her loving little +companion. + +There was a certain place which she always chose, with a large broken +rock as a background which sheltered them from the wind, and with +several smaller rocks which served "as chairs and tables" as Norman +said. Above them and around them were scattered firs and larches, and +between their stems, the green fields and peeps of hills beyond seemed +to be fairer and more beautiful than when looked at in an unbroken +sweep. + +Ruth had brought out some dainty work for Mary, but it had fallen into +her lap, and her eyes were gazing at the prospect. Presently a little +hand touched hers, and almost made her start. + +"There's Vincent coming up that winding path!" Norman said, pointing. + +"Vincent? Are you sure, Norman?" + +"You just look!" answered Norman. "But he's hidden by those trees now. +Oh, there he is! Yes, it is Vincent; I knew it was." + +He was close to them by this time. + +And then as Ruth rose, he came up to them and shook hands. + +There was a moment's constraint, and then Vincent said: + +"I only landed at Liverpool this morning, and I wanted to see you first +of all." + +"I did not know that you had even started." + +"No; it was quickly decided at the last." + +Then there was another pause, and Ruth said something about its being +time for them to go home. + +"Oh; but might I just pick my flowers?" asked Norman, taking up his +basket. "I shall not be long, Cousin Ruth; and you can have my seat," +he said, turning to Vincent, and pointing to the stone by Ruth's side. + +"Well, do not be long, dear," she said, "for we must be going." + +"Is it time?" asked the child, surprised. + +"Yes, quite time to-day," said Ruth. + +He went to the edge of the little path, where in sunny corners beneath +the broken rocks and underwood a few wild flowers were peeping out. + +Vincent took his offered seat. "May I stay for a few minutes?" he +asked. "The servants told me where you were to be found, and I ventured +to follow you. I am afraid I was very clumsy and abrupt when I parted +from you that day," he said, gently, "and I cannot tell you how much I +have regretted it. I do not like to ask you to forgive it, because—" + +Ruth was silent. There was nothing to answer; and she wondered dimly +whether Mary would be angry with her to-morrow, and think she had +treated Vincent badly "this" time. + +But he was looking in her face as if expecting her to reply, and her +eyes came back from the prospect, and met his with a certain distressed +look in them which he could not fathom. + +Mary had whispered, as she had kissed him that morning just before he +started for The Firs, "Make your wishes plain, Vincent! I am afraid you +want her to understand without words!" + +Was he wanting her to understand without words now? + +"I came to you the moment I landed, to explain!" he exclaimed. + +"I did not know there was anything to explain—" + +"I wanted to tell you a number of things! May I try to tell you my +meaning? I am very stupid, but it is because my heart is so bound up in +what I am asking that I bungle so. Have patience with me, Ruth—it is +because I love you so much; and I am afraid I shall go away, and not +have made you understand after all!" + +There was a moment's silence. What could Ruth reply? Had he given her +any opportunity of replying to him? + +Her cheeks burned and tears of mortification rose to her eyes. Yes, +he would go away again, just as he did before, and Mary would be +disappointed, and—it was too horrid: why did her heart ache like this? +She almost wished he had stayed in America. + +"How is it to be, dear?" he ventured, very softly. "I loved you the +first moment I saw you, and I have loved you ever since; and now I want +you—" and then came what he wanted all in a breath, "I want you to be +my wife!" + +Ruth turned her shy eyes to his face. Must she give him her answer now? +Was that what he had meant to ask her when they parted all those months +ago? + +"I did not understand then," she said, with deepening colour. + +"But you do now?" + +"Yes—" + +His face had turned pale now, and the hope which had flushed into it +was dying out. After all, she did not care! + +But he thought of Mary's advice, and would make one more effort. + +"Tell me that you will, dear!" he entreated. "Can you?" + +"I think I could—if—" she said, slowly. + +"There can be no 'ifs' after that!" he joyfully exclaimed, taking her +hands in his and drawing her to him. + +"I do not see how I can leave my father," she whispered, hanging her +head. + +"I settled all that with him last autumn!" exclaimed Vincent. + +"You settled with my father!" she said, drawing back. + +"He told me he should never stand in the way of your happiness—if you +loved anyone, he would come and live near you. Oh, Ruth, if that is the +only objection, his generosity has removed that!" + +Ruth paused once more. She sat down on her seat again, and had turned +very pale. + +"It is asking a great deal of my father," she said slowly, with +faltering lips. + +"It is—a great deal—but he loves you better than himself, Ruth." + +"And I ought to love him better than myself," she said, more steadily. +"I think I would like to talk to him. I should see things more plainly +then." + +She rose and turned homewards, and Norman, seeing them move, sprang to +her side and looked in her face wistfully. + +"It's all right, darling," she whispered, bending down. + +"Are you sorry about something?" he asked. + +"I ought not to be," she answered, turning towards Vincent with a +grateful look. + +And Vincent on that took her hand in his, and would not let it go till +they reached the bit of high road just by The Firs. + +"I must go back to Mary now, I suppose," he said reluctantly; "but I +will come again this evening. You expect Dr. Brown soon?" + +"At four o'clock," said Ruth. + +"What makes you sad, Cousin Ruth," asked Norman as Vincent strode off +down the hill. + +"Because he wants me to give him something, and I do not know whether I +can." + +The child put her hand against his face caressingly. + +"Is it too difficult to ask God about?" he whispered. + +Ruth stroked his flushed cheek tenderly. "Of course it isn't, dear!" +she exclaimed. "I was so taken by surprise that I had not time. Oh, +Norman, what a comforter you are!" + +Mala came forward to meet them, and Ruth ran up to her own room. + +She knelt by her bed, and all she could ask was that she might be +taught what to do, and not be allowed to hurt her father. + +Presently, she heard the carriage wheels, and she went down, afraid +that her tearful eyes would not escape her father's notice. + +But for the moment he was so full of his news that he did not even +glance at her. + +"You will be delighted to hear, my dear, that Mrs. Arundel has a fine +little son!" he exclaimed. + +"Oh how glad I am!" said Ruth. + +Then her father caught sight of her face, and drew her into the library. + +"Has anything gone wrong, my dear?" + +But Ruth found it hard to tell. It was a long time before Dr. Brown +could get at the bottom of it all, but with his arms round her and her +head on his shoulder, he made it out at last. + +"Then it's the old father that stands in the way?" he said, with a +tender smile, looking down on the fair little face he loved so well. + +"Oh, no! No!" + +"But, you see, he isn't in the way, because he made up his mind months +and months ago that he'd pack up and come and live next door to you if +that would make it easy!" + +"Oh, you dear, dear father! But—" + +"No 'buts' at all! Dr. Arundel can manage the practice, and I must +retire some day. We can easily build a double nest for us both, and +have a door between! I've thought it all out, you see, and we shall +enjoy planning it together. Vincent says he will not mind the old +father and the Indian children next door, and I—shall be more happy +than I ever thought to be again! Does that satisfy you?" + +"It ought to," she answered, burying her face in his breast. "Oh, +father, father, how good you are!" + +"Poor, Vincent!" he responded "I am afraid you did not give him much +hope from the look of him as I passed him on the hill; he did not even +see me." + +"He is coming presently," said Ruth, raising her head and blushing. + +"I am glad of it!" said her father, heartily. "He's a good man, Ruth; +and I thank God that my darling has found such an one. I pray God to +bless you both." + +He put his hands on her head and murmured words of blessing, and then +Ruth threw herself into his arms, and though her tears rained down, she +was comforted. + + +When Vincent came back after an hour or two, she was herself once more. +She told Heston and Judith that he wanted to speak to her, and she went +to him in the drawing-room, holding out her hand frankly when he looked +questioningly in her face. + +"It was so hard to decide," she said, "but, oh, I cannot tell you what +my father has been to me!" She gave a little smile as she added, "He +says I was not as kind as you deserved this afternoon! Was I very bad?" + +And Vincent said "she had not been bad at all, but that he had felt so +afraid—" + +"But you are not afraid now?" she asked gently. "You need not be, +Vincent, for you have made me very happy. Do be happy, too." + +"Then I am!" he exclaimed joyfully. + +And indeed he looked so, for no cloud rested on Ruth's face now. + + +"Have you given it?" whispered Norman to her, when they went back to +the others. + +"Yes." + +"Does he like it?" questioned the child. + +"I think he does." + +"I'm so glad! I thought it would come right! I like to see you happy, +Cousin Ruth." + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +_THE HOUSE IN THE TREES._ + +SO Vincent went back to Riverside with the understanding that he would +see Ruth to-morrow before he started for his home. Heston had repaired +to the library to study, and the children had long since gone to bed. + +Left together, the father and daughter sat very silent at first. And +after a while, Ruth got up and came over to her accustomed place and +laid her head on her father's shoulder. + +"It won't make a bit of difference!" she murmured so softly that he +only just heard it. + +"I know that, my dear—" + +"You are sure that it will not make you unhappy?" she asked, raising +her eyes to his face. + +"On the contrary, it has made me very happy!" + +She nestled her head closer again for reply. + +"Why did you not answer him in the autumn?" asked her father smiling a +little. + +"I did not know—I was taken by surprise, and there was nothing to +answer either, father." + +"It is a good thing he managed to give you something to answer this +time, then! Ruth, I have seen two lives entirely spoilt in my young +days, because the man left so much unsaid." + +"Who was it?" asked Ruth. + +"Nobody you ever heard of. He went abroad, and she has never married. I +always feel sad when I think of it." + +Ruth could not help thinking how nearly that might have been their lot, +and she was glad it had not been. + +"I have told Vincent," pursued her father after a pause, in which he +had been fondly stroking her flushed cheek, "that I think you too young +to be married yet awhile. He is quite willing to wait for two years, +and by that time, my dear, we shall have been able, I hope, to find or +build two suitable houses near Mr. Brown's works, and Dr. Arundel will +have thoroughly taken up the whole of the practice." + +"Dear father!" + +"I shall make arrangements to retire in a year, I think, that will give +us plenty of time. You see, I have been thinking about it for months." + +"I did not know that he had spoken to you," said Ruth blushing. + +"Yes: it was one of those things I could not speak of. It was better +that you should get to understand yourself—and him—without any help +from me." + +"He wants me to go home with him to be introduced to his mother and +father. Do you think I had better go?" + +"Certainly. They will want to see you too. And while you are staying +there, I will come over and look round at the neighbourhood. Will Brown +will be pleased to see me; I have often promised to make acquaintance +with his wife, and now she will be your sister!" + +"I shall feel dreadfully shy at going among such a lot of strangers—" + +"I tell you what, Ruth!" exclaimed her father suddenly. "I will wire +to Will Brown to-morrow and ask him if he can have us both, and then +you can go and see the Linthorpes from there. You will not feel half so +strange then." + +"That would be better," said Ruth, raising her head, "but will Norman +be all right?" + +"There are Judith and Heston to leave in charge," he answered, "and we +shall not be away very long. I think he will be happy—" + +"Might I ask him? I feel as if he is part of my life now, father!" + +"So he is," said Dr. Brown, "but you must go to bed. Oh, my precious, +how glad I am that it is all so happily settled." + +"Dear father! How good you have been to me," said Ruth as she gave him +her good-night kiss. + +Then she turned back at the door to say "I am to be allowed to have a +peep at Mary to-morrow, am I not?" + +"Yes, I hope so. Perhaps you will go down with Vincent?" + +"He is not coming till twelve; he said he had something to do he could +not put off." + +"Then you will go after lunch? I will tell Mrs. Arundel you are coming." + + +Ruth, with a little help from Judith, Norman, and Mala, was busy all +the morning collecting and packing her belongings; for she felt sure +that when once her father had decided on going, he would give her but +little time before the project was carried out. + +She was not mistaken. For before twelve o'clock, Dr. Brown telephoned +to her from the town that he had received the answer from his Cousin +Will, and they were to go to-morrow. + +Ruth laughed with Heston over the promptness, and said that her father +evidently thought that she would only want to take a few handkerchiefs! +She was flying downstairs on some errand when the front door opened, +and Vincent stood there. + +He came forward. "It has seemed such a long time!" he exclaimed. "I +could not come earlier because I had to go to Worcester." + +"To Worcester?" she asked. + +He drew her into the drawing-room, and still keeping her hand in his, +searched in his waistcoat pocket. + +"I have been hoping I might suit your taste, dearest, in choosing +this—have I?" He put on her slender finger a ring, and as its stones +flashed in the sunshine, he whispered, "Will you let it speak for me +when I am away, and tell you I love you!" + +"It is beautiful!" said Ruth, glancing up. "I never saw one I liked +better." + +"I am so glad! I had to be very particular, you see, for such a very +dear and dainty little lady!" + +"You could not have chosen better," said Ruth; "but how did you guess +the size so well?" + +"Ah! Mary helped me to that. She said you and she had laughed over her +engagement ring once, and you had tried it on—" + +"So I did!" exclaimed Ruth, blushing crimson. + +"And Mary told me hers was a little large for you, so I guessed the +rest." + +"You are a wonderful 'guesser,' then," smiled Ruth. + +"I've had to take a good many things on trust for a good many months," +he said archly. + +"Poor Vincent," she said kindly, "I am so sorry; but—" + +"Yes, yes, dear, it was my fault. And so Mary and you nearly broke your +hearts over it?" + +"Nearly," said Ruth gravely, "and I do not know whether Mary has really +forgiven me from the bottom of her heart yet." + +"Mary does not owe grudges," said Vincent. + +"No—she is the dearest, sweetest—but, you see, it was her twin who was +made sorry; and it was all so difficult to explain." + + +But when that afternoon, she bent over Mary and received her kiss, Ruth +knew that all was right between them, and that what had been so hard to +explain was made clear now. + +"My little sister," Mary whispered. + +Then she gave a sweet smile as she turned to the pillow by her side. +"Am I not rich?" she asked, as she uncovered the little downy head and +showed her son. "Arthur says I may call him Vincent! But perhaps I +shall have to ask you now?" + +Ruth laughed a little as she blushingly said, if she were asked, +nothing could please her better. + +And then nurse remarked time was up, and Ruth had to go. + +Mary caught her hand. "Let me see!" she said archly. "Do you like +Vincent's choice?" + +"Very much indeed; only it is too beautiful." + +"He thinks nothing too beautiful for you," smiled Mary. + +So they managed to way-lay Dr. Brown's carriage and to get home for +afternoon tea, having arranged together on the way that they would try +to devote themselves to the children to-night to let them share as much +of their gladness as they might. + + +The next afternoon, the train bore them both, as well as Dr. Brown, +towards Vincent's home. + +Mr. Brown's carriage was at the station to meet them, with Willie Brown +inside, of whom Ruth had often heard. + +"My father is so pleased at your coming," he said, when they were +seated and Vincent had gone towards his home; "he says it could not be +better. And Alice is pleased too." + +Then smiling a little and colouring, he added, "You will be surprised +to hear me call my stepmother 'Alice,' but it was her wish. We are the +dearest of friends, and I cannot give you an idea of all her goodness +and sterling worth. She is sister and mother to me at once, and I love +her dearly." + +"It is very kind of you to tell us," said Ruth. + +"Well—to say the truth, I came on purpose. Alice is thoroughly +unselfish, and she makes my father very happy." + +"I expect your kindness to her helps," said Ruth. She took a fancy to +the young man on the spot. + +He shook his head, smiling, and soon they drew up at Mr. Brown's +handsome house, and a well-dressed, sweet-looking lady of about thirty +came forward to meet them. + +"This is dear Ruth, is it?" she asked, kissing the bright, blushing +face. "We shall get acquainted soon. You are my cousin now, you know, +but by and bye you are to be my sister!" + +There was an impression of ease and comfort in the whole air of the +house, and when Ruth saw her room, she gave an exclamation of pleasure. + +"There!" said Alice, going to the window. "Do you see those poplars, +with that red-gabled roof behind them?" + +"Yes," said Ruth. + +"That is our home—Vincent's home! He is there by this time, telling +them all about you." + +"I am afraid they may be disappointed in me," said Ruth, looking up in +Alice's pleasant face. + +"I do not think they will, dear." + +"I am so young—and so ignorant—I have no merit except—" + +"Except?" asked Alice, smiling. + +"Except that we love each other!" she said, and then turned away +covered with confusion. + +Alice kissed her affectionately, and was just leaving the room, when +Ruth looked up once more. + +"I do not know why I said all that, but I think it was your kindness, +and that you reminded me a little of Mary." + +"Do I?" + +"Yes—and I want you to know that Vincent and I do not forget Who has +given us our happiness; and we have promised each other that loving and +serving Him shall be the very first thing with us." + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +_A LARGE FAMILY._ + +LEFT alone, Ruth sat down in a luxurious arm chair by the window, and +looked out over the green meadows. + +Mary had told her how their windows at home had a view of Mr. Brown's +house, but she little thought then that before long she would be +sitting there herself, and that the mistress of the house was to become +her own sister! + +But she must not spend time in day-dreams, for her father would miss +her, and had not Alice told her that tea was just ready? + +She hastened her toilet, and soon was finding her way down. A maid came +forward from one of the rooms and conducted her to the drawing-room, +where Mr. Brown was talking to her father, and Alice was pouring out +tea from a lovely old china teapot into cups such as Ruth had never +seen. Her busy father had had other things to think about than old +china, she thought! + +There was much to tell between the two cousins, and Ruth and Alice were +left to entertain each other. + +Ruth found she had to tell all about Norman's recovery, and Alice and +Willie Brown were full of interest in everything she could tell them, +so that the time slipped by very fast. And just as Alice was proposing +a walk round the grounds, Vincent's step was heard, and his smiling +face appeared at the door. + +"So you could not stay away long!" said Alice in a fond teasing tone. +"Come along, we have not been complete without you!" + +"Nor I," he said, "but Alice, mother and father cannot wait until +to-morrow to see Ruth, so I have come to fetch her!" + +"Not till after dinner?" asked Alice. "Just as you like about that." + +So it was arranged. And visitors happening to come in, Vincent was told +to show Ruth the beauties of the grounds, and the two went out together +to the shady lawn, where seats and arbours and summer-houses seemed to +abound, and they found themselves for the first time with opportunity +to talk together over their plans, and of the new life that was opening +before them. + +It seemed all too short when Vincent exclaimed, "There is the first +dinner gong! I declare it seems no time since Alice sent us out. It was +jolly of her, was it not?" + +"We must go now, though," smiled Ruth. "How long do they give us, +Vincent?" + +"Half an hour," said Vincent, grudgingly. "Does it take you all that +time to make yourself smart. You look just right as you are!" + +With which compliment, Ruth ran off laughing. + + +After dinner, Vincent came up to her as they stood about in the +drawing-room. + +"Shall we go now?" he asked. And when she turned rather pale, he added +softly, "You need not be nervous, they will love you dearly!" + +So they set forth in the sweet evening light. There were only two or +three fields to cross, and soon they were walking up the garden at +Vincent's home. + +Mrs. Linthorpe had been watching for them, and met them at the garden +door. + +One glance at her face, and Ruth knew that she had nothing to fear. + +She found two loving arms round her, and a very soft voice saying +"Welcome, my dear!" + +Her first thought was that this was Mary's mother, her next that she +was Vincent's mother, and would be her own. + +Lovingly the gentle eyes scanned the new daughter's face: + +"We shall get to know each other, and love each other soon," said Mrs. +Linthorpe, "though I do love you already, for my boy's sake. Now I am +going to take you to Mr. Linthorpe at once, or you will be dreading the +interview all the time! Come in, dear!" + +She led the way into a shaded drawing-room, and there Ruth saw the +invalid father of whom Mary had often told her. + +He held out his thin hand, and she bent to receive his kiss. + +"You seem like a little piece of my Molly!" he said, smiling. "How was +she when you left, and my little grandson?" + +Ruth smiled brightly; how thankful she felt to him that he spared her +any further greetings and congratulations. + +She gladly told him how she had been privileged to see both Mary and +the grandson yesterday, and how well both were, and what happy messages +Mary had sent to her father. And then Ruth's cheeks began to cool, and +she could bear now the thought of the family of future brothers and +sisters who would come in presently to be introduced. + +When that ordeal was over, and at length it was time to go home, +Vincent took her across the fields once more in the moonlight, and the +rest gathered round Mr. Linthorpe's chair to compare notes. + +"She looks very young," said Flora. + +"That will improve," said their mother. + +"She's pretty," said Harry. + +"That's nothing," exclaimed Archie bluntly, "She's a regular brick, +that's what I call her; there's lots of stuff in her, I'm certain." + +"What do 'you' think, father?" asked Rose, bending over him. + +"I like all I have seen and all I have heard, exceedingly." + +"Father is such a judge of character," said Flora. + +"Now mother! It is your turn," said Harry, laughing. "I say! A poor +daughter-in-law has a lot of people to please!" + +The rest laughed too, till Harry quite blushed. + +"He's thinking of his turn," said Archie. + +"Well—mother?" Harry urged. + +"Mothers have to be very quiet over their different children!" smiled +Mrs. Linthorpe, "But I think she will make Vincent happy!" + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +_IN THE SHADED ROOM._ + +THE next day was spent in "looking round," as Mr. Brown called it. + +He was exceedingly pleased that Dr. Brown thought of settling down near +him, and that Vincent Linthorpe, of whom he spoke most highly, should +have formed such a happy connection with his cousin's family. + +There were endless jokes as to the new relationships, but everybody +seemed pleased, and the topic of the existing houses, or the building +of another, occupied all their thoughts. + +Dr. Brown's two wishes were that the house should be on high ground and +have an established garden; and these things circumscribed the number +of available spots. + +"We shall have to look out for anything that falls vacant," said Cousin +Will, at the end of their first day's search. + +"I think myself," said Dr. Brown, "that I shall have to buy a cottage +perhaps, and build on to it. I shall get you to keep your eyes open for +me." + +"We will most gladly," said Alice; "and Vincent goes about so much, he +may hear of something." + +Ruth had now become quite at home with the Linthorpes, and had spent +many happy half-hours with Vincent's mother and his invalid father. + +On the morning of the day on which she was going home, she was sitting +with them with her needlework in her hand, but she did not get on very +fast. She was listening to such talks as she had never heard before, +and she was wondering at the grace which sustained the patient invalid +for all those long years. + +"You bring me near to my Molly," he was saying. "Sometimes I think I +catch a tone of her voice in yours!" + +"Do you? You see we have been so much together! I cannot tell you what +I owe to Mary, Mr. Linthorpe; and she says she owes it to you and her +mother!" + +"Oh! my dear, and we all owe it to God. It is His love and His patience +and His strength that help us to go on at all! But Mary is a great +treasure! Truly her prayer has been answered, 'Bless me, and make me a +blessing.' Has it not?" + +"It has to me—" said Ruth. "I was so hard and so self-willed before I +knew Mary." + +"Were you, my dear?" + +"Dreadful!" said Ruth, shaking her head. + +"Ah, well, my dear," said Mr. Linthorpe affectionately. "When we put +ourselves into God's hands to do the best for us, and to mould us +to His will, there is every prospect of a happy issue. He will not +disappoint us of our hope." + +"That is what my old Morris used to tell me," said Ruth, with +glistening eyes. "But, Mr. Linthorpe, I feel so untried. I often wonder +how people 'bear' things! I feel as if I 'could' not! And yet that does +not seem right, I know." + +"I understand," he answered tenderly, "but, my dear, God does not ask +us to bear everything that everybody has! He has promised grace for +that which He calls 'us' to pass through! That thought has been a great +comfort to me. I was thinking about it only the other week. Satan said +to me, 'You have had a great many years of weakness, and you have been +very patient' (yes, my dear, he twitted me with that!), 'but now there +are other things you may have to bear, how will you do then?' + +"For a moment I was staggered, but then came another thought, straight +from my Lord and Saviour, 'But "He" said unto me, My grace is +sufficient for thee, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.'" + +Ruth's eyes filled. She knew from Mary what all the years had been, and +she bent and kissed the suffering, peaceful face almost reverently. + +He looked up and gave a beaming smile. + +"Do you know the end of that quotation?" he asked tenderly. + +"No—" + +"'"Most gladly," therefore, will I glory in my infirmities that the +power of Christ may rest upon me!'" + +So after a very happy four days, Ruth and Dr. Brown went home, and +Vincent was left behind to apply himself to his work and to look +forward to the next meeting. + + +"Well, Cousin Ruth," said Heston, when they got home, "I would not have +believed that the house would be so empty without you!" + +"I expect it was," said Ruth. + +"Did you wish you were back here?" asked Judith. + +"Sometimes. I caught myself feeling home-sick two or three times in +spite of being so happy." + +"That's right," said Heston; "I didn't want you to be asked there for +ever!" + +"'For ever?'" she questioned smilingly. + +"Well, you know what I mean! Endlessly paying visits away from us, you +know." + +"Oh, well, we shall see. I do not intend to leave my father, anyway—so +you need not be afraid." + + +When she went up to wish Norman good-night, he looked wistfully in her +face after her kiss. "Well, dear?" she asked. + +"Must you go down directly?" + +"Oh, no; I will sit by you. Did you want me to talk to you?" + +"A little while. It is so nice to have you back. No one is just like +you, you know." + +She stroked his head. + +"Everybody has been so kind," pursued Norman, "especially Heston. Don't +you think Heston is awfully kind—for a boy?" + +Ruth laughed softly. + +"He is—for a boy. He is every way, I think, one of the kindest boys I +ever met." + +"He used to read to me every night, just like you do, and then when he +had done reading the first evening, he said, 'Doesn't Cousin Ruth say a +prayer with you?'" + +"I said, 'Yes.' + +"And so he knelt down and repeated 'Our Father.' Was it not kind?" + +"'Very' kind." + +"And then, Cousin Ruth, he sat down by me, and told me about one night +on board the steamer when we were coming home from India. + +"He was standing on deck watching the stars, leaning on the railings, +when an old sailor came up to him, and asked him if he might say a word +to the young gentleman, because he was a bit like his son who was far +away? So Heston said he might certainly if he liked. + +"And then the old sailor said he made bold to speak because he knew +what it was to have our Saviour as his own, and he wanted the young +gentleman to have Him too." + +"What a dear old man," said Ruth. + +"Yes; and Heston said that after that, he could not forget his words, +and how the old sailor had said,— + + "'Him that cometh unto Me I will in no wise cast out.' + +"And those words rang in his ears all the rest of the voyage. And then, +Cousin Ruth, on the second morning that uncle had prayers with us, the +words he read were those very ones!— + + "'Him that cometh unto Me I will in no wise cast out.' + +"And Heston was so struck with them that he thought the best thing was +to 'Come,' as the words said, and he has felt happier ever since!" + +"How glad I am," said Ruth joyfully. + +"I knew you would be," said Norman, throwing his arms round her neck. + +So once more Ruth "settled in" as she called it. + +Norman was now considered well enough to do a few hours' schooling +every day, and he was able to walk down to the town daily and ride up +with his uncle at four o'clock. + +So Ruth found herself much more at liberty in the middle of each day. + + +When the Term began, Heston went to school at Worcester and returned +for the week-ends, and they all missed him very much. + +But Ruth had plenty to do. She diligently set herself to learn all the +housewifely arts that came in her way. And cook, who was her devoted +instructress, delighted in the success which attended their efforts. + +In the evenings, when Judith's lessons were prepared, the two "sisters" +as Judith insisted on naming them, sat at their needlework. + +"I only wish Missie Morris could see," Mala sometimes remarked. + +And Judith would say saucily as she called a blush in Ruth's face, "The +fact is Cousin Ruth, you want to be a perfect wife." + +"That I never shall be!" said Ruth shaking her head. "For Mary's father +told me that human nature is chiefly remarkable for its failure!" + +Judith paused with the scissors in her hand and looked at her +dubiously. "Then shall you not be a perfect wife after all your +efforts?" + +"I'll be as perfect as I can," said Ruth smiling; "but seriously, +Judith, do you not find in your heart, that when you would do good, +evil is present with you?" + +"I thought that was because I was so far worse than other people!" said +Judith. + +"No, I do not think that is it. I think it is that we are faulty, and +full of evil, and we want to be freshly forgiven, and freshly enabled +every day and every hour." + +Judith was silent; she went on with her work as if absorbed in it, but +really, she was thinking of what they had been talking about. + +"I should like to be good and please Jesus," she said at length, "but +I do fail so often! I get cross if I am called off my lessons to do +things. And then if we are working, and Mala comes in and wants me to +find the key of my drawers, I feel so annoyed with her! I am afraid, +Ruth, that I have not a very good temper—" + +Ruth was leaning over for the scissors, and she took the opportunity to +kiss Judith's soft little cheek. + +"I am sure all these things that we are conscious of as failures will +improve if we are watchful," she said, affectionately, "and if our +chief aim is really to please God in our everyday life." + +"Do you really think so? That is very comforting," the girl responded, +and then took up her work again and went on with it with fresh zest. + + +Thus the winter advanced, but nothing was heard of any house being to +let which would suit Dr. Brown's ideas. + +"I shall have to build, after all, I fear," he said one evening, "but I +shall wait till March before deciding." + +Vincent came for week-ends as often as he could, and Mr. Brown, with +his usual thoughtfulness, made things as easy for him as he could. Mary +often laughed, and quoted to Arthur that "it was an ill wind that blew +nobody any good," for she had quite a treat of her twin now. + +Ruth, as usual, spent many of her spare hours with her friend. + +The baby would lie and kick and crow on the pillow on the floor, while +Mary made endless garments for him, and Ruth plied her needle over her +own preparations. + + +One day, after two or three days' absence, Ruth entered Mary's +dining-room with an unusually eager look on her face. + +"Have you come back?" asked Mary, looking up. + +"Yes—this morning; just now. I felt I must come in to tell you. We have +bought the house!" + +"Oh, have you?" + +"Yes; you knew that my father and I went the day before yesterday? It +was all in such a hurry that I could not come in to tell you. Norman +promised he would." + +"And so he did, dear. Do tell me all about it." + +"The man who had the house to sell would not wait. I cannot explain +why, but something about foreclosing a mortgage." + +"Yes, I know—" + +"So we had to settle it soon, and father was afraid of losing it. Mary, +it is lovely! It is on the highest ground anywhere round, and has nice +views over the fields, and such a sweet garden." + +"And how about the house? Is that suitable for what Dr. Brown wants?" + +"Yes; it can be altered capitally. It is little more than two cottages, +and father proposes to build on the ends of them a sort of wing to +each. Oh, such dear old-fashioned staircases, and such low, sloping +ceilings! I never saw anything so pretty! + +"Father says he shall open a doorway between the two little halls, so +that we may be able to visit each other without going out of doors." + +"That will be very nice," said Mary heartily. + +"Vincent likes it," said Ruth; "he is not afraid that we shall see too +much of them. He says he has always been used to a large family, and he +thinks it is the very happiest thing that could be. + +"Oh, Mary! If you could have been there, and have seen us dancing about +for joy at such a lovely home as it will be!" + +"Will they spoil the garden very much with their building operations?" + +"Father thinks not. Of course the two grass-plots will suffer, but +he says there is more than a year, and that is easily replaced. No, +it is the trees, and the currants and gooseberries, the syringas and +the laurels, that charm him, to say nothing of the old-fashioned +flower-beds full of all kinds of perennials which are already beginning +to peep out." + +Mary's sympathy was very great. She dearly loved "planning" houses, +and told Ruth she must bring the plans for her to see, as no one would +enjoy them more! + +"We have had no time to talk of them," said Ruth; "but do you know, +Mary, I consider father is growing quite young again with the interest +of all this. He never gives those heavy sighs now!" + +"His heart is at rest, dear, for one thing: what a difference that +makes." + +"I sometimes look back, and am amazed," said Ruth softly, "at all the +changes that have come in the last year or two. How sad we were, and +how dear old Morris was the only one in our house who cared about the +best things. And now—" + +"It is very wonderful," said Mary. + +"Oh, it is! I trace a great deal of it to dear old Morris's prayers, +Mary! And then, next, to 'you.' You have been made a blessing to me, +indeed!" + +"A most unworthy one, then," said Mary. + +Just at that moment Arthur came in, having met Dr. Brown in the town, +and having heard the news of the house from him. + +"So you are the happy possessor of ten acres, Ruth, and a couple of +pretty cottages into the bargain!" he said, in a congratulatory tone. + +"Yes, my father has bought it." + +"Bought it for you, he told me. It is to be made out in your name!" + +Ruth turned crimson with surprise. "I did not know," she exclaimed; "he +did not tell me that." + +"He made no secret of it to me," smiled Arthur. "He said 'it was a +love-token for the Doctor's Daughter,' if you know who that is!" + + + + THE END. + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78887 *** diff --git a/78887-h/78887-h.htm b/78887-h/78887-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..43aa976 --- /dev/null +++ b/78887-h/78887-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,6275 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + The Doctor's Daughter | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/image001.jpg" type="image/cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; + font-size:12.0pt; + font-family:"Verdana"; +} + +p {text-indent: 2em;} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +h2 {font-size: 1.17em;} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} + +.w100 { + width: auto + } + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + +p.t1 {text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 125%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t2 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 150%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3b { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + font-weight: bold; + text-align: center + } + +p.t4 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 80%; + text-align: center + } + +p.letter {text-indent: 0%; + margin-left: 10% ; + margin-right: 10% } + +p.poem { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; + padding: 20px 0; + text-align: left; + width: 555px; + } + +p.thought {text-indent: 0% ; + letter-spacing: 5em ; + text-align: center } + + </style> +</head> + +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78887 ***</div> + + +<p>Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image001" style="max-width: 33.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image001.jpg" alt="image001"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image002" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image002.jpg" alt="image002"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Ruth passed the astonished Ayah.—CHAP. XVIII.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t1"> +<em>[The Arundel Family series]</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<h1>The Doctor's Daughter</h1> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY<br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +CATHARINE SHAW<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +Author of "The Gabled Farm," "Nellie Arundel," "In the Sunlight,"<br> +"At Last," &c., &c.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +JOHN F. SHAW & CO., LTD.<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +3 PILGRIM STREET<br> +<br> +LUDGATE HILL, LONDON, E.C.4<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>CHAP.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_1">I. LONELY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_2">II. ARTHUR ARUNDEL</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_3">III. SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_4">IV. THE LETTER THAT WAS POSTED</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_5">V. A CHAIN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_6">VI. MARY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_7">VII. IN THE SUNLIGHT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_8">VIII. THE BAY WINDOW</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_9">IX. PROUD</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_10">X. THE HARDEST THING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_11">XI. THE ARRIVAL</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_12">XII. THE LOST LETTER</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_13">XIII. AN ANGRY ELEPHANT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_14">XIV. A DREAM</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_15">XV. AT RIVERSIDE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_16">XVI. INVADED</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_17">XVII. AT THE FARM</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_18">XVIII. NORMAN'S SUPPER</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_19">XIX. CONFIDENCES</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_20">XX. A PRESENT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_21">XXI. ON THE DOORSTEP</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_22">XXII. HOUSEKEEPING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_23">XXIII. A PARTING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_24">XXIV. GOOD NEWS</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_25">XXV. DISMAY.</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_26">XXVI. INTERRUPTED</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_27">XXVII. BY THE WINDOW</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_28">XXVIII. A SUNSET</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_29">XXIX. MALA</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_30">XXX. DR. BROWN'S PLAN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_31">XXXI. THE HOUSE IN THE TREES</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_32">XXXII. A LARGE FAMILY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_33">XXXIII. IN THE SHADED ROOM</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>THE DOCTOR'S DAUGHTER.</b><br> +<br> +———<br> +</p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>LONELY.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WELL, my dear!" said a quick, rather pleasant voice. "Here you are!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, father, always here," answered another voice, as a young girl +emerged from behind the curtains of the bay window, where she had been +standing gazing out on the pretty garden. "What a wet day you have had!"</p> + +<p>"Pretty well," he answered, as he came forward to the fire, "but I do +not feel it in the carriage as other folks do who have to trudge along +in the mud."</p> + +<p>"No," she assented, helping him off with his coat and carrying it into +the hall; "are you ready for your tea, father?"</p> + +<p>"I should think 'you' are," he answered, glancing at the clock. "Such +a list of patients as I have had to-day. I thought I should never get +through."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it is the wet weather," she remarked as she rang the bell. +"It is wonderfully cold for April!"</p> + +<p>Her father sat down in the armchair she had placed for him, and warmed +his hands in a placid way, looking round on his daughter with contented +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Is Dr. Arundel come, father?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet; he arrives this evening. Heigho! I'd sooner have rubbed along +by myself, I do believe, than to undertake to get someone else into the +work."</p> + +<p>"Oh! But, then, see how the work keeps on increasing, and now we live +up the hill, it is such a long way from the town. You could not do it +all."</p> + +<p>He smiled a little. "You know best, don't you?" he said fondly. "Here +is the teapot; pour out a cup, there's a dear; I'm weary."</p> + +<p>She handed it to him, pressing him with pretty persuasion to take +something to eat.</p> + +<p>She was a dainty little thing, with wavy hair, small hands and feet, +and an engaging manner.</p> + +<p>He watched her as she moved quickly and noiselessly about, and then he +sighed.</p> + +<p>She turned her head quickly.</p> + +<p>"Is the tea not good?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, perfectly. Very nice, my dear."</p> + +<p>She sat down by his side, with her own cup in her hand, and looked +into the fire. She was always disturbed if her father sighed. "I was +thinking, Ruth, that it was a mistake to have come up here to live; I +wish we had not."</p> + +<p>"Then we will go to the town again," she answered decidedly; "it is +nothing to move."</p> + +<p>"Nothing!" he responded. "That is all you know!"</p> + +<p>"Why do you regret it, particularly?" asked Ruth.</p> + +<p>"I came up here for your mother's sake, and after all, it did not save +her. Nothing could, as far as that went; but I wish I had not moved +from the town."</p> + +<p>There was an instant's pause.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well!" she said brightly. "We can think it over. I like being at +The Firs ten times as much as in the old frowsy town, but if you do +not, we'll go back there. I love the dear old house! See, your tea is +getting cold; let me give you another cup. Perhaps Dr. Arundel's coming +will make ever so much difference."</p> + +<p>"I should not wonder." Then there was another sigh, and after a moment +he asked, "Let me see, how old are you, Ruth?"</p> + +<p>"I am seventeen—" she hesitated an instant—"to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"To-morrow!" he exclaimed, rousing himself. "Why did no one tell me, or +remind me?" Then, with the heaviest sigh he had yet given, he went on, +"It was your mother who always thought of these things."</p> + +<p>Ruth had privately wondered if he would remember. He was so clever in +all outside things. But as long as she was cheerful, and in her place +to welcome him, he seemed to think very little about her, or so she +thought.</p> + +<p>Perhaps she was mistaken. But sometimes when she had finished a long +day of pretty ministry to him, and was shut up in her own room at +night, she would lay her head in her mother's chair and cry bitterly +for the want of she knew not what. Whether it was the lack of +mother-love or sympathy, or simple desolateness, she could not tell.</p> + +<p>"What would you like me to give you, my dear?" asked her father, +turning round abruptly.</p> + +<p>And Ruth's thoughts came back to the present.</p> + +<p>"I do not know, father," she answered colouring. "Anything you like—or +nothing—"</p> + +<p>"That is likely, is it not, my precious?" he said fondly. "Well, I +must 'cudgel my brains,' as people say; girls are curious creatures. I +expect you will have to help me?"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>ARTHUR ARUNDEL.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTERNOON tea was scarcely over when the telephone bell was heard. And +in a few moments, the parlourmaid came in to say the doctor was wanted +at once.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear!" said Ruth. "I did hope you would have had a little peace! +However, that's the way, isn't it? There's James with the carriage; I +expect he and Dobbin have had a cup of tea, too!"</p> + +<p>She laughed merrily, and her father, with a hasty kiss, hurried off, +and she was again alone.</p> + +<p>Presently, after a slight knock, a pleasant elderly person entered and +came forward.</p> + +<p>"I thought you must be lonely this wet afternoon, Miss Ruth, so I came +to see if I could do anything for you."</p> + +<p>"No, Morris, I do not think I am. I was just going to practise my +violin."</p> + +<p>"Master has been down on his way out to ask me what you would like for +your birthday present, miss. He's really put about that he has nothing +ready. I told him if he'd excuse my saying so, I expect you would like +to be consulted better than to have something as a surprise that you +did not exactly want."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ruth, looking up, "that is just what I do feel; but I do +not know what my father would like to spend upon it! Do sit down, +Morris. Will it be too cold for you with this window open? It has +almost left off raining. But see, I will shut it. Can you spare time to +have a chat?"</p> + +<p>The housekeeper had intended nothing else. When Ruth had no other +visitors, she often came up and did her best to pass away some of the +long, lonely afternoons.</p> + +<p>So she sat down by the window and answered comfortably, "Well, Miss +Ruth, if I might suggest, I think it would be a good plan for the +master to tell you what he thought of spending, and then for you and me +to go to Worcester to-morrow to buy it."</p> + +<p>Ruth smiled. "All right," she said: "that would be lovely. But you must +tell him, Morris, because if I did—well, it would seem like asking him +for a present, would it not?"</p> + +<p>It was long past seven before the wheels were heard again, and the +carriage came up the drive. Dinner had been kept back, and Ruth had sat +with her fancy work, waiting and wondering.</p> + +<p>To her astonishment, she heard two voices in the hall, and a great +bustle of hanging up coats. Then her father threw open the drawing-room +door, and said cheerfully, "Dr. Arundel, my dear! Dr. 'Arthur' Arundel, +as he likes to be called. I have brought him to stay with us. I thought +it was dull for him in a new place this first evening."</p> + +<p>Ruth shook hands, and privately hoped Morris would have arranged enough +dinner for three, and that the room was ready.</p> + +<p>It came out that her father had driven to meet his new partner at the +junction, and thinking it would be but lonely in lodgings that first +evening, he had decided to get to know him at once. Ruth was accustomed +to chance guests, and took it all calmly, listening to the conversation +very quietly, but following it with interest, her bright eyes sparkling +at anything that amused her, while her father said a word now and then +in a fond, teasing way to include her, but otherwise was absorbed in +his guest and his politics.</p> + +<p>When dinner was over, Dr. Brown turned to her. "You have your German +to prepare, my dear, I expect. We will join you in the drawing-room +presently."</p> + +<p>Ruth made her escape, and sat down by her little table, and tried to +busy herself with her preparation, but she found it hard work. She +forgot for a moment about the new partner, and her thoughts flew to her +birthday to-morrow, and of this time last year, when she had not been +motherless.</p> + +<p>It seemed like a dream. She wondered if she had done everything she +could to make home happy for her father. Had she done all she could? +Morris thought she had, but then Morris could not know how often her +father gave those weary sighs. Besides, Morris thought "religion" could +ease every care under the sun, and Ruth did not see that; she could +not understand it. Her father and she did very well without it, she +thought. And even if her mother had been influenced by Morris to think +of such things, why, of course, invalids always must, and that was only +natural.</p> + +<p>She did not know that Morris would have been shocked if she had been +told that in Ruth's thoughts what was her joy and comfort could be +called "religion!"</p> + +<p>"It's just having Christ in your heart and in your life," she would say +to herself, as she sat in her sitting-room downstairs, "and I can but +pray that they may understand it for themselves; for it is eternal life +to them that know Him!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>"SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR."</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>DR. BROWN and his guest came to the drawing-room for a cup of coffee, +but quickly went back to the library to talk over "the practice," and +Ruth was alone once more.</p> + +<p>Were all her days to pass thus? A music or German lesson in the +morning, a few odd callers in the afternoon varied by an occasional +cycle ride with an old schoolfellow, then back to be ready for her +father's cup of tea, then violin practice till it was time to dress +for dinner. After which, if her father were at home, she would listen +to his paper, or hear his news of his patients. But if he were out, a +long, dreary solitude, with nothing to relieve it.</p> + +<p>When the library door shut, Ruth's first impulse was to lean back in +her chair and enjoy her own thoughts. But she was an energetic girl, +and she shook off her dreaminess and turned to the piano, choosing a +difficult sonata that would be real hard work.</p> + +<p>An hour passed thus, and then she heard Dr. Arundel go out at the front +door, and she went to the library at once to find her father.</p> + +<p>"Well, little girl," he said briskly, "I think I shall get on with +him. Now we will go and have half an hour's music. I have heard you +practising."</p> + +<p>"But, father, I thought he was going to stay the night here!"</p> + +<p>"So he is. But he has taken some lodgings for a week, and he has had to +go back to tell them he will not be there to-night."</p> + +<p>"Taken them for a week! How did he know of them?"</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear, I did not ask him that. I suppose he knew someone here; +he did not say. Now, if you have done questioning me, can I have some +music?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have not heard anything yet! Do tell me—"</p> + +<p>"Eh? There is nothing special to tell you. He is very nice, and much +more friendly than I expected."</p> + +<p>"Yes—but 'is' he married? Did you find that out?"</p> + +<p>"Married? Yes, I told you so. I thought when I saw him in Northampton +he said so. He has taken these lodgings here that he may look round, +and then his wife will come, and they will choose a house together."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see! Well, I'm glad. I wonder what she will be like?"</p> + +<p>"He speaks very highly of her. She was a Miss Linthorpe. Do you not +remember that my cousin, Mr. Brown, of Grange Park, married one of +those girls? Very nice people, I believe."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know! Alice—that was the name of the one who married Mr. Brown. +I have heard ever so much about them. Is this one young or old?" asked +Ruth eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Young, I should think. It seems he had fixed his heart on her years +ago."</p> + +<p>"Now, that is nice," said Ruth enthusiastically. "I shall like them, I +do believe."</p> + +<p>"May I have my music now?" he asked, smiling a little.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! But you cannot wonder that I wanted to know about Dr. Arundel +and his wife! Why, father, to have a friend will be something to live +for!"</p> + +<p>"Something to live for?" Dr. Brown looked at her anxiously for a moment.</p> + +<p>Was her life too cramped and dull up here at The Firs? Was he keeping +his treasure to himself to her detriment?</p> + +<p>That must be thought of in those long hours when she was gone to bed, +and when he generally paced sorrowfully up and down his lonely library.</p> + +<p>So, putting aside the anxious thoughts till another time, he said +cheerfully: "By the bye, Morris says I am to tell you what I am going +to spend, and she thinks you would like to get your birthday present +yourself. That's a good idea. Let's see. Would this get anything you +want?"</p> + +<p>He fished in his pocket, and laid two sovereigns in her palm.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" said Ruth, colouring. "Not all that!"</p> + +<p>"Too much, is it? Then put some in the bank. No, I'm not going to take +it back. Cannot you think of anything you want?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I never thought of so much as this," exclaimed Ruth, "but I do +want—only I am afraid it seems grasping of me—but I think this would +buy a little silver watch! My old one is quite worn out. Would it, +father?"</p> + +<p>"I really do not know. You and Morris find out at Worcester to-morrow. +And if it will not, I'll tell her she can spend a little more."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," said Ruth. "I feel sure it would."</p> + +<p>"That is all right, then. Now play me something soothing, and then you +shall go to bed. I shall be up for Dr. Arundel."</p> + +<p>Ruth kissed and thanked him.</p> + +<p>And soon after, she bade him good-night, and went to her room.</p> + +<p>There stood Morris waiting for her.</p> + +<p>"Look, Morris!" exclaimed Ruth. "Am I not a lucky girl?"</p> + +<p>"Very, Miss," smiled Morris; "what a nice treat for us to go to +Worcester. And to get your present, too!"</p> + +<p>For Morris was very anxious that this birthday should be as cheerful as +possible, for she thought sadly what a change had come over the bright +prospects of her young lady in that short, and yet long, year.</p> + +<p>She often looked in the sweet girlish face and wondered how things +were prospering within. She had a vague idea that Ruth's life was too +monotonous and quiet; that the girl wanted something more than to go +for her occasional lessons in the morning, practice all the afternoon, +and fill her time with gentle ministrations to her bereaved father. No +outside life seemed to touch her. Dr. Brown discouraged visitors, and +Ruth confided to Morris that she found he was more weary and depressed +after anyone had spent the evening with her than he was when they two +sat together quietly.</p> + +<p>Ruth was busily thinking her own thoughts, and she burst out with +unusual eagerness:—</p> + +<p>"And what do you think, Morris? Dr. Arundel 'is' married, and his wife +is one of those Miss Linthorpes that live near father's cousin, Mr. +Brown! Don't you remember he married one of them?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know! The one that lost his two sons on the ice. Well, to be +sure!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and Dr. Arundel is going to telegraph for his wife to-morrow, and +if she is nice, I shall have a friend!"</p> + +<p>"I hope she will be, miss; you must not be in too great a hurry," +smiled the housekeeper.</p> + +<p>"No—but, Morris, I can't tell how lonely I am. I do hope she will be +nice, but I feel sure she will!"</p> + +<p>Morris had not seen her so animated since the beginning of her mother's +illness.</p> + +<p>And when she left Ruth that night, she saw that her birthday and going +to Worcester had faded into the background, while the new hope of a +human friendship had done her all the good in the world.</p> + +<p>What would this friend be? wondered the steady old servant, as she made +her way to her own domain.</p> + +<p>"Well, well! The Lord knows," she said to herself, resting her anxiety +on Him who cared for her: "Old Morris doesn't know everything, that's +certain, and somehow or other He'll see to my young lady for me! I +haven't prayed for her since the day she was born for nothing! The Lord +doesn't disappoint His children so!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE LETTER THAT WAS POSTED.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN Ruth went upstairs, Dr. Brown crossed the carpeted hall and shut +himself in his study. He paced up and down the floor for a long time, +with his head bent down and his hands clasped behind him.</p> + +<p>Presently, he unlocked a drawer and took out a thin, closely written +letter, and after reading it carefully, he resumed his walk up and down +again.</p> + +<p>Was Ruth lonely? Was he allowing his own desolate feeling to injure the +child whom he loved so tenderly?</p> + +<p>"I'll write," he ejaculated, half aloud; "I'll write this very night! +My only brother has a great claim on me, and some bright young people +will do Ruth good! I'll write to-night and make them welcome. I can't +say it is what I should have chosen, but there is no one to advise me +now. It will be some young life for Ruth, and, after all, this house is +very large and empty for two!"</p> + +<p>He sat down to his desk and wrote busily for half an hour. Then he +chose a thin envelope, stamped it with a foreign stamp, and, putting +on his hat, took it to the post himself, thinking with a grim little +smile, "Ruth is always coaxing me to go for 'constitutionals,' so now I +will carry out her wishes!"</p> + +<p>Little did the sleeping girl upstairs know that the whole course of her +life was to be altered by that letter!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Dr. Brown managed not to forget the birthday greetings, even though +he was decidedly full of his new partner, and was discussing possible +houses with Ruth and Dr. Arundel all breakfast-time.</p> + +<p>Dr. Arundel left the moment after, having some letters to write at his +lodgings.</p> + +<p>And Dr. Brown turned to Ruth with, "Well, my dear! He's a nice fellow, +isn't he?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I like him!" she exclaimed warmly.</p> + +<p>Before Dr. Brown went out on his rounds, he had a moment's private +conversation with Mrs. Morris, which resulted in nods and smiles +on her part and on his, while he added, "Go to Hickson's; they are +trustworthy."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, my precious," he said, more cheerily than usual, to his +daughter as he ran down the steps. "Take care of yourself, and come +back to your old father as soon as you can!"</p> + +<p>"So I will," she answered brightly, "and to-morrow, I shall have a +friend!"</p> + +<p>"Eh?" he asked, pausing with the carriage door in his hand. "Eh?"</p> + +<p>"Young Mrs. Arundel—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't fix your hopes too much," he answered, with the caution of +experience; "new friends are not always what you expect—"</p> + +<p>"But I've heard of those girls—and somehow anybody Mr. Arundel had +liked so long—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! Good-bye; I must go."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>It was afternoon by the time Ruth and Mrs. Morris had done their +shopping, and they timed their return so that the carriage should take +them up on its way home, and thus save them the long walk up the hill +to The Firs.</p> + +<p>They found Dr. Brown seated in it.</p> + +<p>And the moment Ruth got in, she exclaimed: "Oh, you dear, naughty +extravagant father! To think of such a present as this! Oh, I feel as +if I had asked for more than I ought! 'Did' you think it was nasty of +me?"</p> + +<p>She drew out of her little handbag a morocco case, and on opening it, +displayed a lovely little gold watch.</p> + +<p>"So you like it?" asked her father.</p> + +<p>"Like it? Why I can't tell you—"</p> + +<p>"Then do not. I thought you and Morris would be able to find something—"</p> + +<p>"But fancy your giving her all that money! I shall value it so much."</p> + +<p>"Now I suppose the next thing will be a chain?" he said, pretending to +be grim.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no—I can—I can work one, or—"</p> + +<p>"I'll see to that. 'I' must go into Worcester now, I suppose, and see +what I can get."</p> + +<p>So they talked on, until Ruth exclaimed suddenly, "What about Dr. +Arundel?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's all right. The patients seem pleased with him, and there's +something so straight about him that I think he will take."</p> + +<p>"When is he going to send for Mrs. Arundel?"</p> + +<p>"He has sent already. The lodgings seem to be comfortable, and she will +be down to-morrow, I think."</p> + +<p>"Then will he come up to dinner to-night?"</p> + +<p>"No; he wants to make the rooms a little bright for her, and has +ordered in a few things, a plant or two, and so on."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could help—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, there is nothing much can be done with apartments, but what can +be, he has done. It will not be for long, you see."</p> + +<p>"Did you show him those two houses?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and when she comes, she will choose. He would not even go to see +them till she came."</p> + +<p>"That's nice!"</p> + +<p>"You think so? Well, that is evidently what he thinks. Here we are at +home. Morris, I expect you are tired?"</p> + +<p>"Thank you, sir; I've enjoyed myself very much," answered the +housekeeper, delighted at the brightness of Ruth's face, and that the +dreaded birthday was passing so happily.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown had a call that evening, so that there was no time to tell +his daughter of the new plans which filled his thoughts, and of which +that letter, on its way to India, was the expression. And as he walked +down to the town so as not to use the carriage again, he had plenty of +time to think over what he had done.</p> + +<p>"After all, I do not think I shall say anything about it till I hear +from my brother George; it is not worth while," he thought. "George +may not be willing to part with them after all, and if he does not, it +would be a pity to raise Ruth's hopes. I wonder if she will like it?" +He paused a moment, almost with a start. But he was accustomed to think +that whatever he liked, Ruth would like, and wondering within himself +that he could have had a momentary misgiving, he dismissed it, and went +on with his soliloquy.</p> + +<p>"It will be very nice for her to have companions, and they are near +enough her own age, too. There's Heston, the eldest boy; he's fifteen. +He'll have to go to school at Worcester, and come back for week-ends. +Then there's Judith; she's twelve, he says. And there is little +Norman; he's eight. Heigho! It's a pretty great care! But George is in +ill-health, and he is anxious about these children, and I am afraid he +does not expect to get better. I'd like to do anything I could for him, +poor fellow!"</p> + +<p>"So Ruth is seventeen to-day! She is getting quite a little woman! But, +really, she's not much more than a child! No—she has a year or two yet +before her."</p> + +<p>He strode on. He almost began to wish he had not posted that letter +without asking Ruth what she thought of it. But it was gone, and now +there was nothing but to wait.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Arundel will take these evening calls for me by and by," he went +on to himself, "and I am sure he will be liked. How kindly he sat down +this morning by that young man. And while we were talking about the +case, I saw him soothing the man's pain by passing his hand up and +down his spine as he lay there. I wondered what made the poor fellow's +face change, and a look of relief come into it. Dr. Arundel had no +need to do it, and yet—yes, that was a bit of his character that came +out unexpectedly. If I do not mistake, he will not let anyone have any +suffering that he can relieve! But I greatly fear he is—rather too +religious!"</p> + +<p>But Dr. Brown had come to his patient's, and went in from the darkness +to try to relieve another case of suffering.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_5">CHAPTER V.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A CHAIN.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MEANTIME, Ruth was once more alone, and as her father had gone out +directly he had swallowed his dinner, she knew she must settle herself +for a long, lonely evening. She made up the fire and sat down on the +skin rug, resting her elbow against a soft armchair in her favourite +position. If it had not been that her mind was full of her father's +partner, and where he would live, and what his young wife would be +like, her thoughts would have wandered sorrowfully over her dull, +cramped life; for unless she was rousing herself to be cheery with her +father, there was ever present with her a certain undefined feeling +that it was hard of him to frown upon all her friends, and to think +that she could do very well without them.</p> + +<p>But to-night her little ticking watch, her change of scene at +Worcester, her anticipations of an outside interest, and her hopes of +a friend made her quite happy. And she sat there dreaming of what she +would do, and how she would plan, till her head sank on her arm and her +day-dreams lost themselves in a real sleep.</p> + +<p>"Hullo! All in the dark!" said Dr. Brown's voice. "Where are you Ruth? +Ring for the lights, my dear. Why, I've something to show you!"</p> + +<p>Ruth sprang up, and soon there was a blaze of light, and the maid +brought tea.</p> + +<p>"I'm so sorry," she said. "I got thinking, and fell asleep, I believe."</p> + +<p>"I believe you did! Well, there is a man waiting in the servants' hall +who has an interesting parcel under his arm!"</p> + +<p>Ruth looked amazed. What could her father mean?</p> + +<p>"And if he is to catch the last train back, we must release him. +I determined I would not be 'done,' even if I had forgotten your +birthday!"</p> + +<p>"But you had not! See here?"</p> + +<p>"Tell him to walk up," said Dr. Brown.</p> + +<p>So the young man came in, and the parcel was opened on the ottoman, and +its contents spread out before Ruth's astonished eyes.</p> + +<p>"I thought I should not be in Worcester for a long time, so I +telephoned to Hickson to send me over some chains, and here they are! +You can choose the one that pleases you best, for I told Hickson they +were all to be within the price I named."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father! But may Morris come up? I should like her to help me +choose. She was so kind over my watch."</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>So Morris was sent for, and a happy three bent over the glittering +cases, while Ruth, satisfied that she might suit her taste without any +fear of being what she called "grasping," chose the very chain of all +others that she had wished to possess—a long, delicate one which she +assured her father would keep her dear watch much safer than one that +would let it fall out of her belt.</p> + +<p>"If you are pleased, I am!" he said, and took the man into the library +to settle the bill, while Morris stood by with beaming smiles.</p> + +<p>"When master sets at a thing, he does it quickly, doesn't he, Miss +Ruth?" she said. "To think of his having telephoned for them."</p> + +<p>"Indeed he does! Has the young man had any supper?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've seen to that while he was waiting for master. And he was +grateful, for he had had nothing since midday. He missed the train +through a mistake, or he would have been here at seven."</p> + +<p>So ended Ruth's birthday; for as soon as her father had taken his tea, +she wished him good-night and went up to her room.</p> + +<p>There she found Morris making up the fire.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Morris! How kind of you! Did Jane forget it?"</p> + +<p>"No, miss; she was just coming up, but I said I would come as it is +your birthday."</p> + +<p>Ruth stood looking into the fire for a moment in silence, and Morris +turned over her pretty presents thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"You have been very kind to me to-day, Morris, and I appreciate it. +I've had a very nice birthday."</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad, my dear," said Morris, in her comfortable voice.</p> + +<p>But as she kissed her dear young lady and went downstairs, she said to +herself, "Well, well! There's no one but Jesus can comfort her truly; +and if she will not allow me to say much to her, she cannot hinder me +from praying. And the Lord can draw her to Him in His own time and way; +and I believe He will!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_6">CHAPTER VI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>MARY.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"FATHER!" said Ruth at breakfast the next morning. "I want to go and +make Mrs. Arundel's acquaintance. What time is she coming?"</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown looked up from his paper with some surprise in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"To-day?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, to-day!" answered Ruth decidedly. "I am hoping to have a friend +to-day, father!"</p> + +<p>"My dear child, do not be in such a hurry. Wait till you get to know +her. She may be the sweetest girl in the world (except a certain little +girl that I love), but then, she may not. Do not be in such a hurry!"</p> + +<p>"But I am in a hurry," persisted Ruth, smiling. "If you knew how I have +longed—at least, if you could understand what I feel, you know—you dear +old father, you would let 'your duckling swim on the pond'!"</p> + +<p>"Well!" he answered good-humouredly. "The old hen, as I conclude you +consider me, must stand and watch at the edge, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"The duckling did not come to any harm, now did it, father?"</p> + +<p>"No-o," he said reluctantly, "but the old hen never had it as her own +afterwards!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you naughty father!" exclaimed Ruth, jumping up and coming round +to kiss him. "Just as if I should be anything but your own little girl, +however many friends I had!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," he assented rather absently, which Ruth instantly +perceived, for he was thinking about that letter already on its way in +the mail steamer to India.</p> + +<p>"Then," she said, after a moment's hesitation, "what time is she +coming? Did you hear?"</p> + +<p>"By the four o'clock train from London."</p> + +<p>"Then I will go down with you in the carriage and call upon her about +five. Will you tell Dr. Arundel if you see him?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I shall see him! We shall be about together all the morning."</p> + +<p>"Have you told him what a dear old house ours was in the town?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; for many reasons that would be the wisest for him to take. But he +will not express an opinion till his wife has seen it."</p> + +<p>"There is that villa on the Worcester road that is very nice and +modern—I wonder if he will take that?" said Ruth.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown was so astonished at what he called Ruth's "curiosity," that +he went on reading his paper without answering, to give himself a +little time to think.</p> + +<p>This was Ruth in a new light! Perhaps he had kept her too closely shut +up. It rather dismayed him.</p> + +<p>"There! I will not worry you!" she exclaimed, quickly perceiving his +troubled look, and jumping up to kiss his puckered forehead. "I shall +find out all about it myself. You need not fear that I shall be too +full of 'curiosity' when I see her. That is only for your benefit."</p> + +<p>So she relapsed into silence, and soon he finished his breakfast and +went to his study, where he busied himself with his books, or studied +his cases, unless a chance patient should come from the country round, +or make his way up from the town to catch the doctor before he started +on his rounds.</p> + +<p>Ruth meanwhile made a pretence of ordering dinner, which her mother +had told her it was her duty to do. She generally went to Morris's +sitting-room, and together they planned the day's doings, set the +accounts right, and paid the bills. Then she went back to the +preparation of her German, and at eleven o'clock was ready to start +in the carriage with her father to take her lesson, walking home in +time for her solitary lunch. Her father had his in the town at a +pastry-cook's near his surgery, where now he had a comfortable, quiet +room and nicely cooked meal ready at one o'clock.</p> + +<p>Just outside the town, at one of the houses along the Worcester road, +Dr. Brown's carriage stopped about five o'clock.</p> + +<p>With a nod and smile at her father, Ruth alighted and ran up the flight +of steps to the door. Her father, as he drove off, did not guess what +a very pit-a-pat heart was beating beneath that arch, half-audacious +little look!</p> + +<p>And then, Ruth found herself being welcomed by Dr. Arundel with the +words, "How kind of you to look us up! Mary, this is Miss Brown."</p> + +<p>Then, as Mrs. Arundel came forward, he added, "I shall leave you to +make acquaintance, as I have to meet Dr. Brown at the surgery at five."</p> + +<p>He was gone in a moment, and Ruth found herself in the presence of a +pleasant, rather pretty girl, with frank, dove-like eyes, and gentle, +straightforward manners.</p> + +<p>Whether she thought all that in the one shy glance she gave her, or +came to the conclusion afterwards, she was not sure. But she told +Morris when she reached home that she fell in love with her on the spot.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_7">CHAPTER VII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>IN THE SUNLIGHT.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"SIT down," said Mary, when Dr. Arundel had left them. "How very kind +of you to come so soon—"</p> + +<p>"I hope I am not intruding! But indeed I do want to know you; I have +been so looking forward to your coming—and—and—I do want a friend so +badly!"</p> + +<p>Mary looked at the young face, at the deep mourning dress, and could +not withstand the appeal of the glistening eyes.</p> + +<p>She bent her taller head, and kissed Ruth gently. "I feel sure we shall +be friends," she said.</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence, as if both of them were a little +astonished at the unconventionality of their greeting. Mary found a +lump in her throat, and Ruth brushed away two tears which had somehow +got into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"You have not seen our rooms, have you?" asked Mary, recovering her +voice. "I think they are very nice till we get our own house; do not +you?"</p> + +<p>"I was admiring this very much," said Ruth. "How bright Dr. Arundel has +made it."</p> + +<p>"Yes he is very clever at that sort of thing," said his wife, smiling, +"they all are. He seems to know by intuition what will make people +comfortable."</p> + +<p>"How nice," exclaimed Ruth. "I can well believe it from what my father +said."</p> + +<p>"It is a great gift," said Mrs. Arundel.</p> + +<p>"I do hope you will be comfortable—"</p> + +<p>"We advertised for rooms in the local paper; my husband thought we +should enjoy furnishing our house together."</p> + +<p>"I think that is a lovely way," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"We have bought most of the furniture in London during our honeymoon," +said the bride, blushing; "we have had such a busy fortnight! But it +was all fun."</p> + +<p>"And the things will be sent when you have found a house?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—Dr. Arthur has not had time to tell me much, but you will know the +district and can tell us the advantages and disadvantages."</p> + +<p>"Our old house is empty!" said Ruth. "That is in the very middle of the +town, and is a dear old house, with a nice surgery and old-fashioned +rooms, and—oh, a lovely garden!"</p> + +<p>"A garden!" said Mary, with brightening eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you would not think it from the street, but it slopes away +behind, a narrow piece at first, and then it widens till it is quite +large, ending with a meadow and the river."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" was all Mary could say.</p> + +<p>"Yes; my father always has regretted leaving it, but I like being up +on the hill myself. I love wide views, and the Welsh hills in the +distance, and the feeling of liberty. Do you know that feeling?"</p> + +<p>Ruth paused, blushing at her candid speech. Was she sailing out on the +pond her father talked of, too suddenly?</p> + +<p>But Mary answered thoughtfully—</p> + +<p>"I think I know what you mean! But I am not quite sure whether it is +wise to encourage too much dreaming—"</p> + +<p>"Is that dreaming?" asked Ruth, her thoughts on the wide prospect, +the green fields and hedges, the undulating hills near, the changing +colours and the blue distances.</p> + +<p>"Though I am not 'very' old," said Mary, smiling, "I have thought a +great deal, and gradually my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ has filled +all my life with the desire first of all to be His, and to live for +Him—"</p> + +<p>Ruth was silent, but she turned very white. Perhaps she had never +had such a shock in her life before, as those tender, gently spoken, +earnest words.</p> + +<p>Was this her friend? Was there at the outset a barrier to the +friendship which she had been so counting on? Her heart sank.</p> + +<p>Mary saw the change in her face instantly.</p> + +<p>"Dear Ruth, may I call you Ruth? I see you have not thought about this, +and it shocks you. But it is my greatest joy, and by and bye it will be +yours, I hope."</p> + +<p>Mary got up and kissed her again, a kiss full of something which Ruth +felt was like a blessing.</p> + +<p>"Now come and see my little domain," said Mrs. Arundel brightly. "You +will excuse the number of boxes, for I have only been here an hour, and +have not unpacked a thing. There! I have never thanked you for those +lovely flowers you sent."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is nothing—"</p> + +<p>"You and I shall have to 'learn' each other, you know, and I shall have +to introduce you to my brothers and sisters—Harry and Alice and Flora, +and Vincent, my twin; and Archie and Rose. My sister Alice is Dr. +Brown's cousin. Is it not strange? I mean, how circles meet."</p> + +<p>"Yes; I expect I have heard more about you than you about me," said +Ruth, smiling. "Our housekeeper, Mrs. Morris, comes from your part, and +was there when there was that dreadful accident on the ice—oh, I should +not have said anything about that!" exclaimed Ruth, stopping short at +the change in her companion's face.</p> + +<p>"Ah!—" said Mary. "I can never think of that day without such a pain at +my heart as seems to give me a sort of blow."</p> + +<p>"I did not know you—?"</p> + +<p>"That I had anything to do with it? No, I daresay not. But those +were the days in which I was living, not 'In the Sunlight' of God's +love, but 'out of it.' If I had stood up for the right that day, that +accident might never have happened."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am so sorry I so thoughtlessly alluded to it!"</p> + +<p>"No, do not be sorry. We shall be the better friends. For you will see +in knowing me that I am full of faults—but oh, I do want to please God!"</p> + +<p>Just then a carriage was heard drawing up at the door, and Dr. Arundel +came in to announce to Ruth that her father was waiting for her.</p> + +<p>With a hasty, but very warm good-bye, Ruth hurried off. At the door, +she turned back to Mary for one moment, and said earnestly, "Thank you +for telling me; I shall never forget your confidence!" And then she was +gone.</p> + +<p>"A nice little girl," said Arthur Arundel.</p> + +<p>"A very nice little girl," answered Mary. "Oh, Arthur, I pray to be +made a blessing to her."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_8">CHAPTER VIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE BAY WINDOW.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WELL?" asked Dr. Brown, as the carriage rolled swiftly homewards, +Dobbin as well as the coachman knowing that they had done for the day. +"Well?"</p> + +<p>Ruth knew that question would come, and she was not prepared to answer +it at the moment.</p> + +<p>"Is she all you expected?" he asked, as she did not volunteer any +answer. He had anticipated a stream of enthusiastic delight, and was +surprised and almost dismayed.</p> + +<p>"She is far more than I expected," said Ruth slowly, as if making up +her mind as she went along. "Quite different—and nicer in every way +than I expected—"</p> + +<p>"Then you are not disappointed?"</p> + +<p>"No, I am not disappointed," said Ruth, "but do you know, father, I can +hardly tell you yet what I feel. With Mrs. Arundel, you come down to +the heart of things; you do not just skim the surface."</p> + +<p>They relapsed into silence; Dr. Brown because he was so surprised at +all Ruth said, and Ruth because her mind was full, and she could not +forget the look of that earnest face, which had seemed like a glimpse +into a new world.</p> + +<p>After dinner, Ruth told her father that Mrs. Arundel had asked her +to come and show them the old house, and that she had promised to go +directly after her violin lesson in the morning.</p> + +<p>Her father was interested in this, and reminded her of different +excellencies to be pointed out.</p> + +<p>"I wish he would take it," he said, "for numbers of people feel as if +the practice clung round that house, and if any strange doctor set up +there, we should lose half the patients, I believe."</p> + +<p>"I hope he will," said Ruth, "but these rainy days will not show it +off."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>However, the morrow turned out sunny, to Ruth's great joy.</p> + +<p>And when she called for Mrs. Arundel, she found her with her hat on +ready, and Dr. Arundel came in almost directly, and proposed to set out +at once.</p> + +<p>"Have you been over the house in this road?" asked Ruth, a little +timidly, as they shut the gate behind them.</p> + +<p>"Yes, we have already been this morning. It is on the same plan as our +lodgings," said Mrs. Arundel, "so we could judge pretty well. But we do +not like that flight of steps up to the door."</p> + +<p>"No," answered Ruth, "and Morris says they do take up a servant's time, +and a doctor has to have them so clean!"</p> + +<p>She laughed and blushed. "Please excuse me if I give advice! My father +says I know everything! He is laughing at me, of course. But indeed I +do not mean to be interfering!"</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure of that," said Dr. Arundel heartily, "and we shall +be most grateful for any hints. We are young at it, besides being +strangers here."</p> + +<p>They had already turned their steps to the old house, and in a few +minutes were standing at the familiar door, and Ruth produced her +father's latchkey.</p> + +<p>"Father has kept on this house till he had a partner," she remarked, as +they stepped into a square hall, which opened flat from the street.</p> + +<p>"This is the dining-room," said Ruth, turning to a pleasant room on the +right. "It is very cheerful at breakfast, because it faces east, and +people cannot see in much with wide thin curtains. We used to have a +plant in each window which made a nice shield."</p> + +<p>Then she opened a door at the back of the room, and Mary gave an +exclamation of delight, for the whole of the end of the room they +entered was filled up with a low bay window opening with French doors +out to the lawn, which sloped gently away from the house, down and +down, till it was lost in graceful shrubs and foliage, between which +could be seen a green meadow and the glittering water of the river.</p> + +<p>"How lovely!" Mary exclaimed, turning to her husband. "Oh, Arthur!"</p> + +<p>"Does it suit you better than the Worcester Road, Mary? Because, as far +as we have seen, it suits me."</p> + +<p>"Then there is the surgery on that side," pursued Ruth, "and the +kitchens behind it. I will wait here while you look at the rest of +it, for you will like to be able to take it all in quietly. My father +hardly liked my coming, for fear I should be too enthusiastic—"</p> + +<p>Dr. Arundel smiled. "I do not mind a little enthusiasm in this workaday +world. Come, Mary, as Miss Brown wishes it, we will go up 'and take it +all in' as she suggests."</p> + +<p>Ruth sat down on the window seat, and looked out over the +well-remembered prospect. She had never entered the old home since her +mother's death, and every corner of the rooms was associated with her +presence, not as the invalid which she had been at The Firs, but as the +mother who had been the centre and joy of her father's life, and of +hers.</p> + +<p>And then her mind flew to those brief weeks in which sudden illness had +come on, and though they had moved to high ground, how all had been +unavailing. But it was not that which Ruth dwelt on now; somehow the +sloping garden and the gleaming river had brought back one memorable +day.</p> + +<p>It was about a week before they moved, and Ruth remembered afterwards +that her mother had latterly got used to sitting in the garden a great +deal, and even had a couch lifted out there to rest on. It had also +become the practice for Morris to bring her work out to keep her mother +company. But Ruth had never guessed what it meant. She was busy with +her lessons, and went in and out to the High School only full of the +absorbing interest of her education.</p> + +<p>But one Friday afternoon, when she came through the house to find her +mother in the garden and ran to her with the exclamation, "There! I'm +'off duty till Monday,' as the nurses say," she noticed that her mother +looked up at her more earnestly than usual, and that Morris got up with +her needle in her hand, and began to move towards the house.</p> + +<p>"Don't go, Morris!" she had said.</p> + +<p>But Morris murmured something about "Your mother's tea."</p> + +<p>And Ruth threw her bag of books down on the grass, and bent and kissed +her mother in her usual careless, loving little way.</p> + +<p>Ah, the last time that kiss was ever careless!</p> + +<p>"Sit down, dear," said her mother gently, and something in the tone +struck Ruth as unusual. "I wanted—I wanted to see you—"</p> + +<p>"Why, little mother, you see me often enough, don't you?" Ruth had +answered. "Have I been too full of my girls and my music?" she added, +with compunction. "I did not mean it."</p> + +<p>"No, dearest—oh, no. But, Ruth—I do not know how to tell you—but I +must—I have not been very strong lately."</p> + +<p>"No; but the new house is to make you well, you know! We shall soon be +up there, and father thinks—"</p> + +<p>"He 'hopes,' Ruth—he does not think. But in case I do not get well, in +case I get more weak, I wanted to tell you something—"</p> + +<p>Ruth heard as if in a dream. There was a sound of rushing in her ears, +and she felt cold chills creeping over her.</p> + +<p>"Ruth, dear!" The thin hand was put out and took hers. She had +never noticed how thin it was till that moment. "Ruth, dear, there +is something I want to say to you very much. Lately I have been +thinking—thinking about preparing to meet God! At first, when I began +to be ill, it was a very dreadful thought. I remembered so many things +that I wished had been different. I was overwhelmed at first to +remember that I had lived without thinking much about God at all, or +trying to please Him; I had never given it a thought. Oh, Ruth! What I +felt when I had to confess I had never given God a thought!</p> + +<p>"And then Morris tried to comfort me. She read me a verse out of her +little textbook:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our +sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"And she told me how she had found Jesus Christ 'faithful to forgive,' +and how glad and happy she had been ever since.</p> + +<p>"And, Ruth, I was so miserable and so hopeless, that I just did as dear +old Morris read from that text. I confessed everything to my Saviour, +Who had died for me, and I found Him faithful to forgive—"</p> + +<p>And then Ruth remembered how she had burst away from the detaining +hand, and had rushed indoors and up to her own room. She remembered +flinging herself down by her window, and looking at that prospect!</p> + +<p>She remembered how green the trees were, how the river had sparkled in +the sunshine, and how she had cried out in her bitterness that God was +hard and cruel, for did not her mother mean that she was surely going +to die?</p> + +<p>From that day, Ruth was an altered girl. Her school life, her interest +in the town doings, everything seemed swept away by the thought that +God was cruel, and if it was necessary to love Him, she never would +have that eternal life which her mother spoke of with such growing joy.</p> + +<p>She shut her heart up, and nothing that her mother or Morris could say +seemed to make the least impression.</p> + +<p>"I did without it before, and I must do without it now," she once said +to Morris, in a hard tone, "so let me alone, Morris!"</p> + +<p>So as Ruth gazed at the prospect, all that scene swept over her. If +ever it had come across her, she dismissed the unwelcome thought as +quickly as she could, rushing at her German or music with all the +energy of her young, strong nature, and striving to forget that she had +ever had a mother who had looked at her out of wistful eyes, and who +had whispered that last day:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'We love Him, because He first loved us!'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>But her reverie was interrupted, and she was brought back to the +present by voices on the stairs. With a sudden start, she thought—</p> + +<p>"And now, when at last I have got a friend, she thinks the same +as—'that!'"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_9">CHAPTER IX.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>PROUD.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>DR. ARTHUR ARUNDEL did take the house in the town, and Ruth found that +her life was no longer without interest.</p> + +<p>Mary, as she begged Ruth to call her, was delighted to have her +society, and claimed her help in arranging the dear old rooms, so that +in a few weeks everything was done, and they had "settled in," as Ruth +called it.</p> + +<p>She and Mary had, of course, often had a good deal of talk, but after +that first day there had been no great confidences between them. Ruth +held back, as she had held back with Morris, all that sad year since +her mother's death, and Mary saw that her heart was not yet ready +to open out. She was affectionate, saucy, matter-of-fact, and even +brilliant by turns, but Mary knew she had only seen the real Ruth once, +and that once was nearly two months ago now.</p> + +<p>One morning, she saw Ruth pass with her violin-case, and ran to the +window to wave her hand to her. She was surprised to see a very pale, +set little face turn round, and then a pair of dark, almost glittering +eyes met hers.</p> + +<p>Mary opened the casement, and said: "Shall you be in afterwards?"</p> + +<p>And Ruth nodded without a word, and hurried on.</p> + +<p>"Mary!" exclaimed Arthur, coming in presently, "What are you looking +at, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"I was watching for Ruth! Somehow, she looks as if she had had some +blow—"</p> + +<p>"Oh! I thought Dr. Brown seemed rather disturbed this morning, and I +asked him if he felt well. He replied a little testily that he had +received a letter from India which had—had—worried him. But he did not +explain."</p> + +<p>Mary turned from the window, where she had been eagerly watching the +door of the High School, which could be seen across the road.</p> + +<p>"New friends?" he smiled, as he put his hand on her shoulder. "Poor +little Mary!"</p> + +<p>"But they were not of my seeking," she answered quickly, "and I can +only do with my life what God sends into it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, dearest! I am glad He sent 'me' into it," he added gently +and reverently.</p> + +<p>"So am I," she answered.</p> + +<p>"I must be off—I hope the news little Miss Brown may bring will not +really be serious. Good-bye, my dearest!"</p> + +<p>Mary put the room straight, and did not look anxiously from the window +any more. Those few words with her husband had made her recall what +was her life motto: "Bless me, and make me a blessing." So with rested +heart, she put herself afresh into God's Hands to be used as He wished, +and then her path seemed clear before her.</p> + +<p>She took her work into the cosy drawing-room, and placing the chair +Ruth liked by the window, she sat down to wait. It was not long before +the light, quick steps were heard in the hall, and after a slight tap, +Ruth entered.</p> + +<p>She put her violin-case in its accustomed corner, and came to Mary's +side without speaking. Once or twice she tried, but the voice did not +come.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid something is the matter, dear?" said Mary, kissing her. +"Sit down here on your own little chair, and tell me if you can."</p> + +<p>Ruth stood looking out of the window, and after some moments' silence, +she said, with husky voice, "I have quarrelled with my father—"</p> + +<p>"'Quarrelled?'" echoed Mary. It seemed such an impossible word.</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Ruth. "I never in my life had a wry word with him +before. We both got angry and lost our tempers, and he shut himself up +in his study till he went to his patients, and never came to wish me +good-bye; and I—"</p> + +<p>"And you?" asked Mary, too dismayed to waste words.</p> + +<p>"I sat for two hours as if I were turned to stone—and then came out to +my lesson."</p> + +<p>"But what could be the cause," said Mary, "if I may ask the question?"</p> + +<p>"You may ask," answered Ruth, in a hard tone. "He has written to India +without consulting me, inviting my uncle's three children to come over +to live with us, and they will be here in a week!"</p> + +<p>"And that causes your grief? I see it does, poor Ruth—"</p> + +<p>"Grief?" echoed Ruth in her turn. "It has spoilt my life!"</p> + +<p>Mary did not attempt consolation in words yet. Swiftly her heart +rose in prayer to Him who was her "Strong habitation, whereunto" she +"continually resorted." And then, putting her hand softly on the rigid +little ones, she said tenderly, "Come and sit down. How came it about, +dear?"</p> + +<p>Ruth shook her head. Then, after a moment, she said, as if her tongue +were parched: "Uncle wrote, two months ago—he asked for them to come. +My father said yes—and that is all."</p> + +<p>"I suppose your uncle needed to send them very much, or he would not +have parted—?" Mary hesitated.</p> + +<p>Ruth gave a short gasp. "I suppose he did—he is dying."</p> + +<p>"Dying!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she burst forth, "and you will think I am a cruel, cruel girl! +But if only—oh, Mary, if only my father had asked me—had taken me into +his confidence! If only we had tried to bear it together, I should not +have minded so much!"</p> + +<p>"It is a great blow for you," said Mary, slowly. "I can understand a +little about it, because when I was younger, I had something like it. +Not so bad as yours, but very bad to me at the time. And it turned to +blessing, Ruth! Indeed it did."</p> + +<p>"This never will," exclaimed Ruth, passionately. "If only he had not +kept it to himself all this time, I could have borne it—"</p> + +<p>"'If onlys' lead to distraction," said Mary, very softly. "I have +learned by many ups and downs that, somehow or other, God turns things +to blessings to them that love Him."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Ruth, withdrawing her hand hastily. "But then, you see, I +don't."</p> + +<p>"Not yet," said Mary gently, "but I have hopes—"</p> + +<p>There was a long silence. Then Ruth burst out impetuously, "I hate to +trouble you with all this! I think I will go home now, Mary, and when I +have got over the shock and am more myself again, I will come back. I +have no one to speak to—"</p> + +<p>Then she broke down, and, laying her proud little head in Mary's lap, +she wept and wept till some of the anger began to die down in her heart.</p> + +<p>"What must your dear father be feeling?" said Mary at length, as she +smoothed the wavy hair, and ever and anon kissed the bowed head.</p> + +<p>Ruth started. "He should not have used me so," she said bitterly.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry he did," said Mary. "I dare say he is sorry, too. I dare +say he never thought it would hurt you so."</p> + +<p>Ruth shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I have a very tender father at home," said Mary, and as she said it +she could hear his gentle 'What is it, Molly? There is nothing too hard +for God!' And her eyes filled with soft tears. "And he told me, Ruth, +that children have no idea of the love their fathers and mothers bear +them: have no idea of the pain that they feel if any alienation arises +between them and their children."</p> + +<p>"I never thought it could," said Ruth, very low. "I thought it was as +impossible for me to be angry with my father, as for the sun to fall +from the sky. And yet—yet I am more angry—I have been more angry than I +have ever been in my life."</p> + +<p>Her face, which had been raised for a moment in her eagerness, was +buried again, but her hand in touching Mary's gave it a little pressure.</p> + +<p>"Dear Ruth!" said Mary lovingly, "Will you not go to him and try to +comfort him?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think I can—yet."</p> + +<p>"Think how sad he must be about his brother!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ruth, "I know that. But he ought to have told me."</p> + +<p>"I think he ought," said Mary, hesitating a little, "but I cannot think +that, even if he had made an error in judgment, it could justify a +daughter in feeling as you have. Forgive me, dear; I should not be a +true friend if I did not say so."</p> + +<p>"You are a true friend," said Ruth brokenly, "and I thank you. But all +the same for that, I can't make myself feel right, and so it is of no +use saying I do."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not," said Mary decidedly, "but—"</p> + +<p>Ruth was a little startled.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" she asked, raising her head, and her eyes meeting +Mary's.</p> + +<p>"I mean that what is utterly impossible to us, God can do."</p> + +<p>"Not this," said Ruth. "As you say, it is utterly impossible, with my +present feelings."</p> + +<p>"If we were to ask God, it would be done," said Mary firmly. "Are you +willing to 'ask?'"</p> + +<p>Ruth could not answer. Thought after thought chased through her heart +and her brain. Could she, would she? How could that proud, stubborn +will, which since she could remember had never allowed itself to bow, +how could she voluntarily ask God to bow it for her?</p> + +<p>But her father! Her dear, bereaved father! Could she hold out against +Mary's loving persuasions? Could she dare to estrange herself one +moment longer from that dear father whom she had vowed to cherish and +comfort?</p> + +<p>And then God! She who had never asked a single favour of God, could +she ask now to have her will made ready to do His will? But Mary was +speaking softly, and the words that reached Ruth's astonished ears were +these—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Oh, dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thou who knowest how hard it is to say +'Thy Will, not mine, be done,' bring us both to desire from the heart +that which Thou dost command. Amen."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And Mary heard a broken whispered echo of her Amen, just before Ruth +flung her arms round her neck, sobbing out: "Oh, I will go, I will go! +How could I stay away from him like this!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_10">CHAPTER X.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE HARDEST THING.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN Ruth stepped into the carriage which called for her at four +o'clock, to her surprise her father was not seated in it. Concluding +that he had been detained somewhere, she sat buried in thought till +they drew up at The Firs.</p> + +<p>Directly she got in, instead of going upstairs which was her usual +custom, she rang for Mrs. Morris, who came at once.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Morris," she exclaimed, "I suppose father has been detained. Will +you come and have a cup of tea with me?"</p> + +<p>"Master came home at one o'clock, Miss Ruth," she answered; "he is gone +to lie down."</p> + +<p>Ruth's heart stood still. "Was he not well?" she asked hurriedly.</p> + +<p>"So he said, dear. He would not have anything, but just wanted to be +quiet, he said."</p> + +<p>Ruth was already half-way to the hall, and then she disappeared up the +stairs, and Morris heard her tap softly at her father's door.</p> + +<p>A voice said, "Come in."</p> + +<p>And Ruth advanced to the sofa, where her father was lying with a rug +over him.</p> + +<p>She knelt down by his side, and put her arms round his neck. "Oh, +father, father!" she whispered. "I never meant to grieve you! Is it +what I said that has made you feel ill? What is it?"</p> + +<p>He did not respond very heartily to her beseeching tone; she felt his +head withdrawn slightly from her kisses, and he turned his face away.</p> + +<p>"Can't you tell me?" she urged piteously.</p> + +<p>"You would not understand," he answered slowly.</p> + +<p>Ruth clasped him the closer, sorrow and dismay in her voice, as +she exclaimed, "I never meant it! I was only thinking of my own +disappointment. It was very cruel of me—I never thought! Can you not +forgive me, father?"</p> + +<p>"I will try," he said huskily, sitting up and shivering a little. "Go +down now, and I will come presently."</p> + +<p>Thus dismissed, she found herself once more in the drawing-room, +looking with blank face into Morris's anxious one.</p> + +<p>"Morris! You know about it?" she said, almost inarticulately.</p> + +<p>"Yes; Master told me. He was very grieved, dearie, and very sorry to +have hurt you."</p> + +<p>"But he is angry, too, is he not, Morris?" she asked, with burning +cheeks.</p> + +<p>"I think so, Miss. Oh, my childie! What did you say to him to vex him +so?"</p> + +<p>Ruth hung her head. "I was in a passion, and I said he had spoiled my +life—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear!"</p> + +<p>"It was very wicked of me! He did not mean it, he did not know. Mrs. +Arundel has shown me that; and I came back to ask him to forgive +me—but, Morris, he hasn't."</p> + +<p>She sat down utterly crushed, while Morris poured out some tea for her.</p> + +<p>"Drink this, dearie, then you will be more fit to be cheerful when he +comes down! You must remember that men are not always just like women. +They do not take so much notice of little things, but if a thing does +hurt them, they are much harder to come round than we are. At least, +that is what I have noticed."</p> + +<p>Ruth looked hopeless. Her passion and her unforgiveness seemed to look +worse than ever.</p> + +<p>"Morris, what can I do?" she asked, imploringly.</p> + +<p>"Only ask God, dearie, to make a way out of it for you."</p> + +<p>"But it was so wrong of me! So thoughtless of his sorrow; so selfish!"</p> + +<p>She broke off suddenly, for there was a step on the stairs, and the +Doctor came in, looking as if ten years had been added to his life +since that morning.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, father!" again said Ruth. "I will try to make it up to +you! But oh, do forgive me when you can—"</p> + +<p>She looked pitifully in his face, and he allowed her to nestle in his +arms. But after a momentary pressure, he turned to the fire, and said: +"I should like a cup of tea, if you do not mind; and then you can read +the paper to me."</p> + +<p>Thus ended Ruth's hopes of a downright reconciliation. She had said she +would never forgive him, but little did she think, when those hasty +words crossed her lips, that it would be he who would find it so hard +to forgive her!</p> + +<p>From that time, quiet preparations were made to welcome the new +inmates. Morris only remarked to Ruth and to the servants that they +must all remember it was Master's house; and he could do what he +thought best with his own: and she set about all matters connected with +their visitors with cheerful alacrity.</p> + +<p>Ruth was too sorrowful to care now for anything except to see to the +necessary work of getting the rooms ready, and to arrange with her +father, and then with Morris, where her cousins were to sleep and what +they would do.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown gradually resumed almost his ordinary manner, but Ruth knew +the difference, and it cut her to the heart.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Mary gave her the same advice as Morris did. "You can pray, now, dear +Ruth," she said, "so pray every time it crosses your mind, and somehow +or other God will bring light out of darkness!"</p> + +<p>"If I could only think so!" she would mourn.</p> + +<p>"Have you not seen 'the impossible' done once?" asked Mary, in that +little blunt tone that Ruth had got to love.</p> + +<p>So Ruth began to pray. And though she knew but little of God, her +faith, by the very exercise she gave it, began to grow.</p> + +<p>One morning, she called to see Mary, and directly she had greeted her, +she exclaimed, "I cannot stay a minute. We have had a telegram to say +they will be here with their Ayah by the four o'clock train.</p> + +<p>"You will find, I hope, that it is not as bad as you expected—it is +very bad for you to-day, dear."</p> + +<p>Ruth shook her head. "I feel as if their coming is positively nothing +to the fear I have that my father is angry with me still—"</p> + +<p>Mary looked in her face with loving solicitude. "That will be better by +and by if you go on praying about it."</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Ruth, sorrowfully, "but it is so bad to live through. +He does not say anything, but he is never cheery now. He is quiet and +grave, and sits in his study instead of the drawing-room. I feel more +lonely than ever. Why, it was only yesterday that I asked him if he +were coming for some music, and he just gathered up his papers, and +said he should be busy. Do you think it would be of any use to try to +make it up—I thought I had said all I could—"</p> + +<p>Mary paused before answering, and after a moment or so, she said +slowly, "I 'think' I should just be as dutiful as ever you can, show +him by every action that you love him dearly and want to be the same as +ever. I cannot help hoping that it will be better in time, if you can +be patient."</p> + +<p>"I know it was mostly my own fault, for being so angry and saying those +hard things."</p> + +<p>"Yes—"</p> + +<p>"I did ask him to forgive me, and yet he has not!"</p> + +<p>"Forgiveness is sometimes the hardest thing! Only God can soften his +heart. When it comes, there will be no doubt about it."</p> + +<p>Ruth threw her arms round Mary's neck.</p> + +<p>"Ah! You do comfort!" she exclaimed. "How is it?"</p> + +<p>"Because I've been 'comforted of God' myself," she answered simply.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_11">CHAPTER XI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE ARRIVAL.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>RUTH and Morris stood at the window overlooking the drive, long before +the travellers could by any possibility arrive from the station, were +the train never so punctual.</p> + +<p>Ruth was pale and flushed by turns, and Morris had hard work to cheer +her into any degree of pleasant anticipation. Her father's continued +depression, and the feeling of his displeasure, weighed on her spirits +like a gloomy cloud over what might otherwise have been a bright +prospect.</p> + +<p>Old Morris held her hand, softly stroking it with her fingers, ever and +anon suggesting gentle little hopeful sentences in answer to Ruth's +doleful prognostications.</p> + +<p>"I know they'll be horrid!" she exclaimed at last.</p> + +<p>"At any rate, they are almost as bad as orphans, dearie," said Morris +in answer.</p> + +<p>Ruth drew her hand away quickly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you will be able to comfort them? I expect they will be +home-sick—" said Morris.</p> + +<p>"'Home-sick'? This will be their home now."</p> + +<p>"Ah! But they will not feel it so at first. They have left their father +and all they love—and their mother's grave—"</p> + +<p>Ruth turned startled eyes on the housekeeper's face.</p> + +<p>"I never thought of them as anything but a bother—"</p> + +<p>"No, dearie; but it makes such a difference if we think we can do +something to make them happy—and to make their lives seem a little less +forlorn in a strange land."</p> + +<p>"'A strange land,'" echoed Ruth again. But after a moment she added, +with a heavy, weary sigh, "Oh, I don't care one way or the other! If my +father is dull and vexed with me, what is there to care about? It makes +all the rest of little consequence."</p> + +<p>The housekeeper ventured to put her arm round Ruth's shoulders as she +used when she was a little girl. "Dearie," she said softly, "I know it +is very hard for you, but do go on as if all were just as it used to +be. The dear master is as sorrowful as you, but ask God to help you to +be your bright self, and by and by, you will see that the Lord 'will +turn darkness into light before you.'"</p> + +<p>"That is what Mrs. Arundel says," answered Ruth, turning to kiss the +faded cheek of her old friend; "I will try, Morris, indeed I will—"</p> + +<p>Her sentence was broken short, for at the moment, the station fly +turned in at the gate, piled up with luggage, and several young faces +peeped out of the window.</p> + +<p>"Here, Ruth!" called Dr. Brown. "Where are you?"</p> + +<p>But Ruth was already at the door, and found a tall boy shaking hands +with her, and an ayah dressed in Indian costume helping a delicate +looking little boy from the cab, who seemed hardly to have strength to +walk up the two broad steps to the door.</p> + +<p>A little girl with a proud little head and dark flashing eyes followed, +carrying a dainty basket and a light Indian shawl.</p> + +<p>Ruth bent and kissed the two children much more warmly than she could +have done half an hour ago, and then, motioning them to follow Morris +to the dining-room, she ran up to her father and flung her arms round +his neck.</p> + +<p>"'Dear' father!" she said earnestly.</p> + +<p>He glanced at her hastily, and then followed the party into the +dining-room, where a pleasant meal was spread ready for them.</p> + +<p>"I will show you where to hang your coat, Heston," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>He followed her through the hall, and hung up his coat as directed, +while she managed to ask if they had had a nice journey.</p> + +<p>"From India?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>"I meant from London," answered Ruth, smiling. "I suppose that is +nothing after all your travels?"</p> + +<p>"No," he responded.</p> + +<p>And Ruth wondered what next she could say to interest him if the first +question fell flat like this.</p> + +<p>Morris now suggested that they should be shown their rooms, while the +maid brought in the meal.</p> + +<p>So Ruth took Norman's hand, and was going on before, when the ayah +interposed.</p> + +<p>"He not walk quickly," she said; "I bring him. Will you go on, missy?"</p> + +<p>Norman shrank to the ayah's side, and Ruth went on, followed by Judith +and Heston.</p> + +<p>"This is your room, Heston, next to my father's, and we have put Norman +in this little room next to you."</p> + +<p>Heston looked so dismayed that she broke off abruptly.</p> + +<p>"He used to sleep in a room adjoining Mala's. He isn't strong," said +Judith almost reproachfully.</p> + +<p>Ruth turned to Morris. "What shall we do, Morris? How can we manage?"</p> + +<p>"Let them take off their hats, Miss Ruth, in the rooms we have got +ready, and we can ask the Doctor what he would think best."</p> + +<p>Ruth gladly assented, and then conducted Judith to a sunny +dressing-room which opened from her own chamber. It had cost her a +great deal to give up that dressing-room, but her father had objected +to the little stranger being put on the upper floor far away from her +brothers.</p> + +<p>Mala looked rather glum, but she began taking off Norman's gloves in +the little room apportioned to him, brushing his hair and making him +ready for tea.</p> + +<p>Ruth went downstairs with a heavy heart. This beginning was worse even +than she had anticipated.</p> + +<p>Her father was waiting with an expectant look. "Well," he asked, "do +they like their quarters?"</p> + +<p>"They have hardly settled in yet," answered Ruth, who had been used for +the last year to make the best possible of everything. "They are taking +off their things now."</p> + +<p>"Yes—yes. I expect they are shy."</p> + +<p>"Very shy; and Morris thinks they will be home-sick—"</p> + +<p>"Eh? Oh, perhaps they will. He's a big boy, Heston, isn't he? And looks +as if he knew his own mind."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I daresay he does," she assented, thinking that at any rate +Judith did, and so did the ayah!</p> + +<p>They soon came down. The ayah put Norman comfortably at the table, +and gave him a footstool, which she produced from beneath her flowing +garments, one he had evidently used on the journey. After which, with a +comprehensive glance all round, she silently and noiselessly left the +room, and the meal began.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown busied himself with helping his young guests, and Ruth poured +out the tea and tried to make conversation.</p> + +<p>Heston responded quite pleasantly to all that was said, and seemed +accustomed to talking to older people, so that he and Dr. Brown plunged +into the topics of the day, which the boy had evidently heard discussed +on board the steamer, and his observations were modest and acute. Dr. +Brown decided in his own mind that his nephew had good sense worth +cultivating.</p> + +<p>Judith sat in silence, her dark eyes scanning the faces of each in +turn. She answered Ruth's remarks politely, but in a condescending way +that made poor Ruth's cheeks burn. Her one thought seemed her little +brother, and life to her was how it might affect him. While Ruth saw +this and respected it, she thought that she might have waited to +see how they all treated Norman before she decided that he would be +neglected.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown, busy as he was with talking, kept his observant eyes on the +pale little guest whose appetite seemed to fail him after the first few +minutes, and who turned whiter and whiter as the meal progressed.</p> + +<p>"My dear," he said at last, in the tone Ruth was accustomed to hear +when he spoke to his little patients, "you look tired; would you rather +lie on the sofa, or go into the other room?"</p> + +<p>Norman started on being spoken to, but did not answer otherwise than by +looking appealingly towards Judith.</p> + +<p>She sprang up and came and bent over him.</p> + +<p>After an instant, she answered, "He feels rather faint and sick. I will +take him to Mala," which she proceeded to do before Ruth could have +presence of mind to ring the bell.</p> + +<p>She came back very quietly in a few moments, and finished what was on +her plate, refusing any more rather abruptly.</p> + +<p>Ruth would fain have made things go more smoothly, but the discomfort +of the situation was becoming almost unbearable.</p> + +<p>"Shall we go upstairs and unpack, Judith?" she asked, as they rose from +the table.</p> + +<p>"Mala will do all that," said Judith, "but I will go up and see Norman +to bed. That is, if I know where he is to sleep."</p> + +<p>"I will ask my father," said Ruth. "Will you and Heston go to the +drawing-room while we speak about it?"</p> + +<p>"He has to have Mala in the same room," exclaimed Judith, "she is his +nurse; he never sleeps alone! My father said before we left India that +he had written to uncle all about it. He's an invalid—I never thought +anyone could be so unkind as to put him to sleep alone!" she concluded +passionately.</p> + +<p>Ruth turned toward Dr. Brown in dismay.</p> + +<p>"I will see to it," said Dr. Brown gravely and firmly. "You two go into +the drawing-room, as Ruth said, and I will come to you there when I +have spoken to her."</p> + +<p>Judith looked in two minds whether to obey, but Heston hastily drew her +into the other room, and Ruth and her father found themselves in the +study.</p> + +<p>"This is a 'kettle of fish'!" he exclaimed. "I had no idea the poor +child was an invalid, or that we were going to be saddled with that +ayah—"</p> + +<p>"Don't you think I had better go up and begin to help them unpack? +Perhaps we shall get more sociable so?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, perhaps you had better do that. Send Heston to me. My brother +ought to have told me more about them. I feel weary with it all."</p> + +<p>Ruth looked longingly at him, but he did not respond as he once would +have done.</p> + +<p>"Bring Heston," he repeated. "I must find out what they think is wrong +with the child—"</p> + +<p>Ruth turned to the door with her message, and in a moment, Heston came +in with some anxiety in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I must go to Judith," said Ruth, turning to the door. "I will come +down again presently."</p> + +<p>"My boy," said Dr. Brown kindly, as he put his hand on his nephew's +shoulder, "I was unprepared for your little brother being such an +invalid. What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Did not my father write to you? Has not the letter reached? It was +that which made him so anxious about our coming, that Norman might have +the best advice. Did not the letter come?"</p> + +<p>"No letter has come about him—no particulars about any of you."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_12">CHAPTER XII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE LOST LETTER.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"COME, Judith," said Ruth, when she went back to the others, "we will +go upstairs and put away some of your things, shall we?"</p> + +<p>"Just as you like—"</p> + +<p>"Then we will. There is a dear little chest of drawers in your room, +just what will suit you! I had them when I was your age."</p> + +<p>"I do not much mind," said Judith. "I wish I knew where Norman is to +sleep—"</p> + +<p>The ayah looked up eagerly, and was going to explain her view of the +case, but Ruth stopped her at once. "My father will hear all about it, +and will then decide. He is a doctor, and is sure to be kind."</p> + +<p>With this Mala had to be satisfied, though she submitted with very bad +grace, fussing over her little charge ostentatiously, and asking him if +he were not tired, and did not want to go to bed?</p> + +<p>To all of which he seemed to reply very little, but sat patiently on +the sofa, holding something evidently very precious in his arms, and +peeping in at the side of the parcel very often.</p> + +<p>Ruth had never been used to opposition or contradiction since her +babyhood, and it made her blood boil to have the ayah defy her in +manner, if not in words.</p> + +<p>"How shall I bear it," she thought. And then, with a sense of relief, +she remembered Mary Arundel's words, "Nothing is impossible to God," +and then all at once the acuteness of the burden seemed lifted. "I'll +try to be loving to her," she said to herself, and turned to Judith, +who was standing near her, with her dark eyes fixed upon her face.</p> + +<p>"Judith, dear!" she exclaimed, in a gentle beseeching tone.</p> + +<p>Just at this moment, they heard Heston's step springing up the stairs. +He entered the open door and seated himself, as if quite at home, upon +one of Judith's trunks. Then after a glance at the other two, he bent +forward to undo the fastenings of a Gladstone bag in front of him.</p> + +<p>Ruth had wound herself up to a great effort; a sudden hope had sprung +up in her heart that she might win this proud little cousin, instead of +almost hating her.</p> + +<p>"Judith, dear," she said, almost in a whisper, "can you not try to love +me? Indeed, I mean to be kind, and do all I can to make you happy—"</p> + +<p>Ruth's eyes were full. She sat down on the edge of a chair, and took +the child's delicate little hands in hers, and looked up in her face.</p> + +<p>"You can treat me as you like!" exclaimed Judith. "I can bear it. It is +Norman, poor little afflicted Norman, who cannot stand up for himself, +that I care about—"</p> + +<p>"But, dear, Norman shall have every care—"</p> + +<p>"What!" exclaimed his sister passionately. "And the very first thing +you do is to put him in a room by himself, away from everybody, when he +may be frightened, and cannot call if he were! I think it is cruel—" +and she wrenched away her hand.</p> + +<p>"Cannot call?" echoed Ruth, turning her eyes appealingly to Heston, who +suddenly exclaimed, "Dry up this fuss, Judith. Cousin Ruth, I'm awfully +sorry, but my uncle never had the letter; so of course you don't know."</p> + +<p>"Know what?" asked Ruth, with sinking heart at she knew not what.</p> + +<p>And then Judith's little fingers were laid on hers with trembling +eagerness, and the dark eyes were raised beseechingly, as she said with +a sob—</p> + +<p>"He cannot speak—he is dumb!"</p> + +<p>Ruth had enough tenderness and womanliness to gather the trembling +child into her arms, as she exclaimed, "Oh, I never knew! How is it we +did not know? I cannot believe it—"</p> + +<p>"The letters did not reach uncle," said Heston, coming to their side, +"but don't take on, Cousin Ruth. Perhaps something may be done for him. +That's partly why my father was so glad for us to come to England."</p> + +<p>"But when?" asked Ruth, looking up and wiping her eyes.</p> + +<p>"While I was at school in Germany. It was a sudden fright. My father +always hoped he would outgrow it, so very little was said about it at +the time. But it is four years now."</p> + +<p>Judith was still standing within Ruth's arm; Mala was bustling about +from room to room, carrying clothes and belongings to their different +places.</p> + +<p>How much she took in of the facts of the case could not be guessed from +her impassive face.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Judith moved. She had not spoken one word hitherto since her +outburst. She had only scanned Ruth's face to see there, perhaps, the +truth or falsehood of this astonishing situation. Apparently having +satisfied herself, she stepped in front of her cousin, and said humbly, +"Cousin Ruth, I beg your pardon for what I said—I was mistaken—" And +with that, she fled into the other room, and was found kissing her +little brother and making much of him.</p> + +<p>"He want to open his mice, missy Ruth. But he tired now—where I put him +to bed?"</p> + +<p>"It's all settled," said Heston; "at least, you are to go down, please, +Cousin Ruth, and see uncle. I forgot to tell you before. Come along, +Norman, I'll undo the mice, and we'll see if they are all right. You +will soon be in bed now, and can have them by you, as usual, uncle +says."</p> + +<p>As Ruth went down the stairs, she felt as if a great piece of life had +passed since that afternoon. But she had the warm feeling at her heart +that once again she had been "helped," and this gave her fresh courage +for the future.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_13">CHAPTER XIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>AN ANGRY ELEPHANT.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>RUTH opened the study door.</p> + +<p>Her father was seated by his writing-table with his head on his hands. +When he looked up there was a haggard expression on his face.</p> + +<p>She came close and put her arms round his neck. How could she comfort +him, when her own heart felt so heavy?</p> + +<p>But another thought came, a thought of forgiveness. She bent and kissed +his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said, in a tremulous voice, "we must make the best of it, +must we not? If you and I can face it together, it will not seem so +bad!"</p> + +<p>"I'll try, my dear," he responded. And then suddenly, he turned his +head and kissed her warmly—as he had not kissed her since the sorrowful +day that she had said he had spoilt her life.</p> + +<p>Ruth's heart beat. She managed to whisper, "You have forgiven me then? +I may be sure that no cloud is between us now?"</p> + +<p>There was a moment's pause, and then he kissed her again with the +greatest tenderness.</p> + +<p>"My dear, you have something to forgive too; but we will begin again."</p> + +<p>Ruth swallowed her tears, and tried to recover her voice so as not to +grieve him.</p> + +<p>"I came down to ask you about the bedroom for Norman. Is it not +dreadful about him?"</p> + +<p>Her father rose and led the way back to the drawing-room, and sat down +in his usual chair with a sigh of relief. Ruth remembered that he had +not once been in there since that day.</p> + +<p>"Well!" he said. "We will make the best of it, as you said—after all, +many people would say that a pretty little girl and a bright boy were +not such a terrible task, and as to the poor little fellow, if only he +gets good, and is happy—"</p> + +<p>He broke off, and looked meditatively at the fern-filled fireplace.</p> + +<p>"Yes—oh, yes!" said Ruth eagerly, "I mean to make up my mind to it +happily. I feel sure I shall, if you are not—worried."</p> + +<p>He smiled a little sadly.</p> + +<p>"Well, about this room? We shall have to give them up the spare room, +Ruth!"</p> + +<p>"We seldom use it—"</p> + +<p>"No; at any rate, we can say he and the ayah shall have that for the +present. How would that be? I would give something if that ayah had not +come. I do not trust her face."</p> + +<p>"I cannot say I like her."</p> + +<p>"Well—we shall see. The child could not have travelled without her, +that is one thing."</p> + +<p>So Ruth sped upstairs, for she felt anxious that the little invalid +should be able to go to bed as soon as possible.</p> + +<p>She went straight to where she heard Heston's voice.</p> + +<p>"Heston," she said, "we are going to put Norman into the spare room for +the present, and Mala can have her bed brought into the corner; there +is plenty of room. Come, Norman dear, I am sure you are tired with your +journey. Shall I show you where it is? The room is next to Judith's!"</p> + +<p>She bent over him and kissed his forehead, then offering her hand, she +led him gently along the landing to the back of the house, where the +view over to the Welsh hills was now fading into purple mist.</p> + +<p>Norman looked round with a pleased expression, and Judith glanced +gratefully at Ruth.</p> + +<p>"He likes it," she nodded. "Thank you."</p> + +<p>"Mala can put him quietly to bed, and when he is comfortable we will +come in and have a little look at him," said Ruth, kindly. "Meanwhile, +the servants shall bring down Mala's bedstead, and have it ready to +wheel in."</p> + +<p>"Can I help?" asked Heston. "You see, Cousin Ruth, I've been used to +brisk Germany, and not lazy India! I can do all sorts of things in a +handy way."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad!" exclaimed Ruth. "That will suit my father. Thank you, +then, if you would direct the maids how to bring it down the back +stairs. And please, Heston, call me Ruth! I'm only a year older than +you, and have only just got out of a school-girl."</p> + +<p>"All the better," said Heston, bluntly. "I was almost afraid, by your +looks, you were a young lady!"</p> + +<p>Ruth laughed merrily. She felt so lighthearted at her father's having +cheered up, that the whole world wore a different aspect.</p> + +<p>At length all was done, the little pale face on the white pillow was +smiled upon, and Ruth had whispered to the dumb child that she should +soon learn how to understand his finger-talking, and with another +good-night to Judith, who also wished to go to bed, Ruth and Heston +went down to find Dr. Brown.</p> + +<p>He had, however, been called out, so they sat down in the drawing-room +and began to get acquainted.</p> + +<p>Heston had plenty to tell her of his school in Germany, and the reasons +why his father had decided against his coming to England; and it was +some time before Ruth could lead him back to what her mind was so full +of—the cause of the sad affliction that had come to little Norman.</p> + +<p>"You see, it was like this," explained Heston, who, having lately +told his uncle, felt as if it were rather an old tale—"sometimes my +father's official business gave him occasion to go into the jungle; he +often used elephants on these journeys. My mother before her death, +four years ago, accompanied him when she could, and on the particular +journey which we have such cause to remember, she took Norman with her.</p> + +<p>"He was an extremely sensitive child, and, we remembered afterwards, +had always been timid of the elephant rides. One day, my father had a +call to make at one of the outlying residences, and my mother decided +not to alight, so the elephants waited with their drivers beneath the +shade of some trees.</p> + +<p>"The driver of mother's elephant was very partial to one of the other +drivers, who was not a favourite with anyone.</p> + +<p>"Mother noticed that this man kept on teasing her elephant, and that +the animal was growing very restless.</p> + +<p>"They remember that Norman's eyes were wide open with fear lest the +elephant should get really angry, when suddenly he turned on the man +and caught him up with his trunk, and made off with him towards the +river!</p> + +<p>"Our driver's frantic efforts to stop him were unavailing, for the +elephant took no notice of him, nor of the full howdah on his back. He +made straight for the river and our mother thought they would all be +drowned.</p> + +<p>"When he reached the edge of the water, he splashed down into it up to +his knees, and proceeded to plunge the man in three times over! Then, +satisfied that justice had been awarded, he turned and deposited the +man on the bank, himself quietly walking back to the shade of the trees +and to the other elephants.</p> + +<p>"When Mala and mother recovered from their terror, our little Norman +was found to have fainted, and from that time to this he has never +spoken a word."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how sad! Does my father think that anything can be done for him?" +exclaimed Ruth.</p> + +<p>"He is going to watch him carefully before he gives any opinion. But I +think—I hope I was not mistaken in thinking—that he does not consider +it quite hopeless."</p> + +<p>"Poor little boy!" said Ruth, pitifully.</p> + +<p>There was a pause, and at length Heston said, with frank earnestness—</p> + +<p>"Cousin Ruth! I'm afraid we have been an awful bother coming like this! +We do appreciate Uncle's kindness and yours, though our first beginning +does not look much like it. I hope you'll understand that we meant to +be nice."</p> + +<p>He held out his hand, and Ruth shook it with a grateful look in her +clear eyes.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_14">CHAPTER XIV.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A DREAM.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was late when Dr. Brown came in, and long before that, Heston had +suggested that he should go upstairs to write to his father, and then +go to bed.</p> + +<p>"You look tired, cousin Ruth," he had added solicitously. "I am sure +this has been a hard day to you, so I will leave you in peace."</p> + +<p>"You will come down and have some tea with me presently? Perhaps my +father will be in."</p> + +<p>"Thank you—but I think I will let you be quiet?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" exclaimed Ruth. "Come back at nine, and we will be cosy."</p> + +<p>So when the clock in the hall chimed nine, Heston came bounding down +the stairs.</p> + +<p>"I have finished my letter, and now I shall not stay long! You and +uncle have had no time together."</p> + +<p>Ruth smiled. She had wanted a talk with her father very much, but she +thought it was very thoughtful of Heston to think of it.</p> + +<p>He soon wished her good-night, and she was left alone.</p> + +<p>Morris came up then, but after a few words, she said Ruth looked tired, +and she also went.</p> + +<p>Ruth was tired. She sat motionless in her chair with her hands in her +lap. And then her mind went back to her father and to his changed +attitude towards her. What had caused the sudden difference? And had he +meant by what he had said that he should explain it to her?</p> + +<p>Her heart bounded at the thought that God had heard her prayer, and +that the sorrowful estrangement seemed to have passed away.</p> + +<p>She sat so for a long time, her mind reverting to Judith, and Mala, +and Norman, and then coming back with a sense of relief to the thought +of Heston's friendliness. Truly, to-night she had many things to be +thankful for, as Morris had whispered with her good-night kiss.</p> + +<p>At length her father's latchkey was heard, and his step in the hall, +weary enough she knew.</p> + +<p>She sprang up and welcomed him, and he came in to the pleasant, bright +room where his delayed meal was spread ready for him.</p> + +<p>He was very silent, but not a silence that grieved her. She was sure it +was only that he had much to think of.</p> + +<p>Presently he began to talk about Norman, but she was sure he had +something else to say, and that this was only while the maid went in +and out in waiting on him.</p> + +<p>"I have been to see Dr. Arundel," he said, "and he looks hopefully upon +Norman's recovery, as far as he can judge from my account. He wants to +thoroughly go into his case with me as soon as the child has got used +to us. It is of no use to be in a hurry in these nervous cases."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; and he is so shy yet."</p> + +<p>"Just so."</p> + +<p>The cloth had been removed by this time, and they were now alone. The +clock had just struck eleven, and they felt as if the house were to +themselves.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ruth, my dear, I am glad to have you to come back to!" said her +father fondly. "Come and sit by me; I want to tell you something."</p> + +<p>How gladly she ran to him, and sat down on her low chair by his side. +How naturally her head sought its old place on his shoulder, and how +inexpressibly comforting it was to feel his arm put round her once more.</p> + +<p>There was a long silence. Ruth knew he had something to say, so she +waited patiently, and at length he spoke.</p> + +<p>"I have had a very strange experience to-day, Ruth, and I do not know +that I can properly tell you about it. But I must try—"</p> + +<p>"About one of your patients, father?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; about that man who has been ill so long out in the village +yonder—up by the farmhouse—you know—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes—Smith—I know!"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes. He has been ill for three months, and he has fretted +dreadfully about what is to become of his wife and children—but that is +by the way, it has nothing to do with to-day. Well, the district nurse +has been caring for him very nicely, and lending him good books and +talking to him; but it all seemed of very little use, as he was just +the same, and nothing seemed to comfort him at all.</p> + +<p>"This morning, knowing that he had been suffering all yesterday, I +drove round there as early as I could.</p> + +<p>"His wife met me at the door, and she said at once, 'Oh, doctor, he's +better; he's had such a wonderful dream!'</p> + +<p>"'I am glad if he is better,' I said, entering.</p> + +<p>"'The nurse is up there, and he's telling her about it.'</p> + +<p>"So I went up, and, to my amazement, the man's face was altered, and +his whole bearing different.</p> + +<p>"'Doctor,' he said, holding out his hand, 'I'm telling nurse my +wonderful dream. May I tell you?'</p> + +<p>"You know, Ruth, as a rule I am too busy to listen to dreams, but +something impelled me to stay and hear what had made all the difference +to poor Smith.</p> + +<p>"'Tell on, my friend,' I said, and sat down behind the nurse, so that +he continued to address himself to her.</p> + +<p>"'Listen,' he said, 'nurse, do you remember saying to me yesterday, +"Prepare to meet thy God"?'</p> + +<p>"So the nurse said, 'I remember very well—'</p> + +<p>"'After you were gone, I couldn't get those words out of my head. +"Prepare to meet thy God!" I knew I was not prepared, and I did not +know how to prepare! All was dark and gloomy, and yet over and over in +my heart rang those words, "Prepare to meet thy God!"</p> + +<p>"'While I was thinking ever so sorrowfully about them, I seemed to fall +asleep, and yet what I saw was as clear as if it were happening before +my eyes.</p> + +<p>"'I saw the cross of our Saviour set up right in front of me! And on +the cross I could see our Saviour hanging. Think of it! To see our +Saviour nailed to the cross in front of me!</p> + +<p>"'And close to the cross, between me and it, there was a great, deep +hole—a dark pit—and I found myself moving nearer and nearer to that +deep pit.</p> + +<p>"'But though I could not but see that pit, and knew that I should fall +into it because I was not prepared to meet God, yet I could not but +look on our Saviour's face. For as He hung there, tears rolled down it, +and I did not like to see Him cry!</p> + +<p>"'So I said to someone standing by me, "Why does our Saviour cry?"</p> + +<p>"'And the one who stood by answered, "Because you will fall into that +dreadful pit. He is dying to save you, and you will not come to Him to +be saved!"</p> + +<p>"'And I said, "Oh, dear Saviour, I do not want to make you cry, I +'will' come and be saved! You shall not die in vain for me!"</p> + +<p>"'And then when I looked for the pit, it had gone all away; it was +filled quite up! And then I began to wake up from my dream, and I found +my wife was shaking me by the arm, and she said, "Smith, Smith, you are +singing in your sleep!"</p> + +<p>"'And I said, "What was I singing?"</p> + +<p>"'And she said, "The hymn that was in that book nurse lent you—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"'"Wash me in the Blood of the Lamb,<br> + And I shall be whiter than snow!"'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"'And so, nurse, I woke up! But instead of saying over and over to +myself "Prepare to meet thy God," I'm saying all the time—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"'"Wash me in the Blood of the Lamb,<br> + And I shall be whiter than snow!"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"'And nurse,' he added, 'I'm not going to fret about my wife and my +children any more, nor about the rent either, for my Saviour's going to +see to all that for me!'"</p> + +<p class="thought"> +<br> +•••••<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Ruth hid her face in her father's breast. To her had come in this story +a new revelation of her own sinfulness and of her Saviour's love. +Hitherto Mary Arundel's words had helped her to a living contact with +Christ, but her knowledge had been small, both of Him and of herself. +Now she realised how little she had loved Him, who had borne so much +that she might be saved!</p> + +<p>But her father was speaking, while he pressed her tenderly to his heart.</p> + +<p>"Ruth, my darling, I want you to forgive your father all his hard +thoughts and unkind ways for the last month! I never saw it in its +true light till I stood, as it were, by that cross this morning, and +the moment I saw my own sinfulness, then I found I could forgive those +words of yours that had cut me to the heart—</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, father!" sobbed Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Forgive my mentioning them, my dear! Only this once, and then never +again. We were both in fault; I far more than you. Will you forgive me?"</p> + +<p>Ruth raised her lips and kissed him. "I never ought to have said it. +Oh, father, do not speak as if I had to forgive you—it was all my +fault—"</p> + +<p>She could not go on, and nothing but speechless caresses of tenderness +sealed the pardon on both sides.</p> + +<p>"Now, my dear," he said at last, "we will go hand in hand towards your +mother's home, as she begged us. I've been looking up a text she wrote +with trembling hand in her Bible for me—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Thou hast cast all my sins behind Thy back.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"He's done that for me and for you, I know, and now life is a different +thing for us henceforth."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_15">CHAPTER XV.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>AT RIVERSIDE.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"MARY, this is the prettiest place, I think, that I have ever seen!"</p> + +<p>They were standing at the bottom of the garden, looking down the +stretch of shining river, which shone like silver in the morning sun.</p> + +<p>"Lovely! Is it not, Vincent? Who would have thought after all my +grumbles, and want of faith, that I should be given my heart's desire +like this!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, Mary, I don't know about grumbles and want of faith! We all +have our little grumbles at times. But one thing I do know, and that is +that when once you set out to do God's will, you went at it."</p> + +<p>Mary smiled at her twin, while she shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I don't know, Vincent; sometimes I think God has had more patience +with me than with any of His children!"</p> + +<p>Vincent pondered. But after a moment or two, he answered, "Don't you +think we all of us feel that, knowing a little of our own hearts? He +has patience with us in our different ways, and leads us on that we may +be 'conformed to His image' more and more."</p> + +<p>"Yes—" she answered slowly. Then turning to him, she said—</p> + +<p>"Let us go up and sit on the garden-seat where the maids will see us. +They will think I am lost to be out at this time in the morning."</p> + +<p>She led the way back over the field and through the pretty shrubbery +till they came in view of the house.</p> + +<p>"Now, Pollie!" he exclaimed. "Tell me all about yourself."</p> + +<p>"I don't know where to begin," she answered, smiling. "I'm so happy, +Vincent!"</p> + +<p>"You look it," he answered.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I never guessed that I should have His 'more abundantly,' as +Arthur says, like this—"</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm glad," he answered heartily.</p> + +<p>"But tell me about your doings," she responded. "Mine are all summed up +in what I have told you, and you see the filling in of it all in this +sweet house and garden, and my happy surroundings."</p> + +<p>"My doings are on the old style. Mr. Brown is very kind, and I am +getting on first rate. How funny, Pollie, that Arthur's partner should +be my Mr. Brown's cousin!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, is it not? You have heard that Dr. Brown's daughter is my little +friend?"</p> + +<p>"A rival to Ada?" he asked mischievously.</p> + +<p>"I don't deal in rivals; I never did. My heart has got sort of +chambers, Vincent, which hold different people. No one takes from +anyone else! The more people I love, the bigger my heart grows."</p> + +<p>Vincent laughed. "What's she like?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Not like anyone we know at home," she answered, shaking her head. "But +you will see for yourself, I expect. She is sure to come in presently +if she can."</p> + +<p>Then Mary told him about Ruth's trouble over the Indian children, and +also that she had not seen her since their arrival.</p> + +<p>"How long can you stay?" she asked at length. "You have never told me +that."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I was waiting to be asked," he answered.</p> + +<p>"Oh—well," laughed Mary, "perhaps you were! That would not be like the +Vincent of old days."</p> + +<p>"But then you see you've got a 'better half.' Suppose he does not want +me?"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said Mary. "Think how he greeted you last night. You are a +naughty boy, Vincent."</p> + +<p>"Well, if I am to tell you how long I can stay, I can be here over +Sunday, if you'll have me. Mr. Brown had a particular parcel he wanted +to send to your Dr. Brown, and he thought I should like to see you, and +so—here I am."</p> + +<p>"I never was more surprised, or I think more glad. I have been longing +to see you."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Ruth had despatched her housekeeping duties, and had seen +her cousins comfortably settled in the garden, and excusing herself for +a short time, she drove down as usual with her father.</p> + +<p>"I shall have to give up my lessons, father," she said, as she sat by +his side. "I shall not be able to be out all the morning, shall I?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid not," said Dr. Brown slowly. "But we will talk that over +this evening. You and I shall quite value our little bits of time +together, my dear!"</p> + +<p>"Ah! Shall we not," answered Ruth happily.</p> + +<p>"How have you got on with them this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Quite nicely. Heston is so kind; and Judith means to be nice, but she +is evidently rather suspicious. Norman is a dear little fellow. I have +learnt some of his finger-talking already."</p> + +<p>"It is not difficult; but I am glad you have taken to him."</p> + +<p>"He is so helpless! And he looks so pitifully at you when he wants you +to understand."</p> + +<p>"I am longing to have Arundel up to see him. But we must not be in a +hurry."</p> + +<p>"No—I want him to feel confidence in us. If it were not for Mala, I +think all would be smooth. The servants cannot bear her, Morris says."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown looked earnestly at her, but at the moment, the carriage drew +up at Riverside, and Ruth wished him a hasty good-bye and sprang out.</p> + +<p>The maid seemed surprised to see her so early, but on her enquiry for +Mrs. Arundel she answered, "She's in the garden, miss; shall I call +her?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I will find her," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>And so it came to pass that Mary and Vincent, still sitting on the +sunny seat, saw a vision of a little figure coming through the garden +door and flying over the lawn towards them.</p> + +<p>When Ruth paused in front of them and looked up from under her shady +hat, her amazement knew no bounds.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I beg your pardon!" she faltered. "I thought you were sitting with +Dr. Arthur—"</p> + +<p>"It is my brother Vincent," said Mary, smiling; "you have often heard +of him—"</p> + +<p>Ruth shook hands, but she was much annoyed with herself for her +mistake, and it was some moments before she had recovered sufficiently +to bear her part in the conversation.</p> + +<p>Mary, however, was always too natural and downright to let small +mishaps trouble her long. She laughed the matter off, and begged Ruth +to tell her how she had fared with her guests from India.</p> + +<p>We know the story, and Ruth soon began to lose her shyness in telling +Mary about the ayah and about Norman, so that before very long they +were chatting away as if they had known each other for years.</p> + +<p>"There will be something for you to do," said Vincent, in his +straightforward way.</p> + +<p>"For me?" asked Ruth. "Did you mean that I could aid in his recovery?"</p> + +<p>"I was thinking so too," said Mary.</p> + +<p>Ruth coloured with pleasure and surprise.</p> + +<p>"I should 'like' to—"</p> + +<p>"No one will have so much chance, I should think," said Mary.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>As Ruth went home, walking up that long hill, she pondered very deeply +on what the brother and sister had suggested.</p> + +<p>She had taken a great fancy to Norman, and he evidently had taken the +same liking for her. If she could indeed be the means of doing him any +good, what a joy and delight it would be! But what could she do?</p> + +<p>She set herself to consider the matter in all its bearings. She thought +if she were dumb, what would she wish done for her—how would she like +people to treat her?</p> + +<p>All at once, the instinct of nursing seemed to spring up in her heart. +She had never guessed at its presence till now, and it came as a +revelation. Her mother used to say she nursed beautifully, but all the +sorrow and misery she had gone through had made her forget it till this +moment. She remembered now that if her father had been indisposed, she +had always been able to devise palliative measures, and to carry them +out with great comfort. Could it be that this was a gift?</p> + +<p>And if a gift—her heart leapt to another thought. She would thank the +Giver of the gift, and ask Him to bless it!</p> + +<p>She stood still beneath the fir-trees, and looked over the lovely +prospect to be seen between them.</p> + +<p>"Help me to be the means of blessing to Norman!" she prayed with +clasped hands.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_16">CHAPTER XVI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>INVADED.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE next morning when Ruth went, as usual, to speak to Morris about the +dinner, she found the housekeeper unusually perturbed, and it did not +take long for her to discover the cause of it.</p> + +<p>The cook had just been in to say she and the other servants wished to +give notice in a body because of Mala! They declined to let her share +their kitchen or their meals.</p> + +<p>Ruth felt as if the cares of the world were on her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"What 'shall' we do?" she exclaimed, almost piteously.</p> + +<p>She had just settled her three cousins in the dining-room with the +bagatelle board, while Mala had crept upstairs in her usual silent +fashion to see to her children's rooms.</p> + +<p>Ruth had thought that she need not think about them again for an hour +perhaps, and now this was worse than ever!</p> + +<p>"I believe it often is an objection," was Morris's hardly consolatory +answer; "and I am afraid, Miss Ruth, that we shall have to tell the +Doctor. Something must be done, and it would be a pity to lose all our +nice maids for the sake of one!"</p> + +<p>"But my father says Mala must stay till Norman gets used to us—for ever +so long, I am afraid."</p> + +<p>Morris was silent. She shared in the trial it was to have their quiet +home broken up, and she felt it keenly. All had been working so well, +and they had been so happy.</p> + +<p>"My father has enough to worry him without this," Ruth went on, looking +up in her old friend's face.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dearie," answered Morris, slowly. "I've been thinking a good bit +all night of any way out of it, that is, if the Doctor does not wish to +part with her, and the only way I can see is this—"</p> + +<p>There was a momentary hesitation, and Ruth felt sure that the plan +which was going to be proposed would cost Morris a great deal.</p> + +<p>"Yes?" she said, gently.</p> + +<p>"After all, dearie, though we don't like Mala very much at present, +she's one for whom Christ died, and it doesn't do for us to despise +each other. He did not wait till we were worthy before He loved us!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" assented Ruth. "And you thought—what, dear Morris?"</p> + +<p>"I thought, dearie, that as we could not give her a sitting-room to +herself—we have not one—that if the other servants will stay, I will +have Mala with me."</p> + +<p>"In here?" asked Ruth, looking round blankly on the cosy little room +which had been the old housekeeper's sanctum and chief joy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, in here," said Morris, more steadily. "I think I can put up with +her and make her happy, and the question has seemed to come to me all +night, 'Can you not do it for Christ's sake?'"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Morris, dear, I do not think my father will ever allow it!"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, he will, if you put it before him in the right light. It may +not be for very long; but, anyway, we shall do nicely. Will you go up +and ask master about it, and I'll see to the dinners to-day, because +something must be settled at once."</p> + +<p>So Ruth kissed Morris affectionately, and ran up to the library with +her unpleasant budget.</p> + +<p>Her father's answer when he had heard it was very calm. "I'm not +surprised," he said.</p> + +<p>The end of it was that Dr. Brown accepted Morris's self-denying plan, +"for the present," and before lunch-time, a carpet chair and a little +table were placed in a corner of the housekeeper's room for Mala, and +she brought down her basket and settled herself silently there as if +it had been her home for years. Whenever Morris saw the black head +bending over her work, or caught sight of the bright flowing garments +coming and going, she said to herself, "For Christ's sake," and it was +wonderful how that helped her to be not only patient, but happy.</p> + +<p>The morning had been showery, but towards twelve o'clock, the sun came +out on a refreshed and beautiful world, and Heston said he was sure Dr. +Arundel would consider it fine enough to drive.</p> + +<p>However, just as they were talking about it, the servant announced, +"Mr. Vincent Linthorpe."</p> + +<p>And there was Mary's brother with a note for Ruth, and with Mr. Brown's +packet for Dr. Brown.</p> + +<p>"Have you walked all this way?" asked Ruth, shaking hands.</p> + +<p>"I came on Arthur's bicycle. But I cannot say I did much but walk up +these hills!"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed! It will be much better going down," laughed Ruth.</p> + +<p>"The view is worth it all though! I do not think I ever saw finer +country."</p> + +<p>"We are very fond of it."</p> + +<p>"Mary has sent this note, and a message to say the wagonette will be +here at half-past two; will that suit you?"</p> + +<p>"How very kind! I was planning how I could get Norman to Riverside, but +have been so busy this morning that I have not ordered the fly. That +did not matter, as the man who keeps them lives very near. You see, we +are a little colony up here all to ourselves. A butcher, a general shop +'with candles and other pickles,' including bread! and a tiny draper's. +All else we have to 'shift' for."</p> + +<p>"What is 'shifting?'" asked Vincent, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Don't you know? We once had lodgings at an out-of-the-way seaside +place, and when the butcher did not arrive with the meat, the landlady +suggested, 'Can't you shift?'"</p> + +<p>"I see," said Vincent, laughing heartily; "but that is not pleasant if +it happens often."</p> + +<p>"But it doesn't," said Ruth; "Morris and I are far too good managers +for that!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_17">CHAPTER XVII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>AT THE FARM.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>PUNCTUALLY at half-past two, a wagonette and pair drove up at the front +door of The Firs. Seated in it were Dr. and Mrs. Arundel and Vincent +Linthorpe.</p> + +<p>Ruth had tried to coax her father to accompany them, but he said he was +too old for that sort of thing, and he should be happier seeing after +the patients.</p> + +<p>Ruth looked wistfully at him; he gave her a tender kiss, but would not +be moved from his decision.</p> + +<p>Dr. Arundel placed them all in the seats which Mary and he had +arranged. He told Heston he was sure he would like the box seat, and +by the sparkle of Heston's eye, nobody doubted but that he had guessed +right.</p> + +<p>Mala was packed in first, with Norman and Judith opposite to her, and +then the rest got in and found themselves pleasantly disposed, the two +gentlemen against the door, and the two girls opposite each other.</p> + +<p>"I call this nice!" said Mary, when the horses were fairly off.</p> + +<p>"How beautifully you have arranged us," said Ruth, with a glance +towards the upper end. "They are so cosy there."</p> + +<p>Norman's eyes were watching everything with interest, and as he could +not see the horses, or feel responsible in any way, he forgot to be +nervous.</p> + +<p>Vincent produced some chocolates, which he passed up to the other end +after offering them to Ruth and his sister. And under the influence of +these, the little party began to be sociable.</p> + +<p>"We are going to have tea at a cottage," said Mary presently, when they +had exhausted all the exclamations there were at the lovely scenery, +the hills and valleys, the river winding in and out, and the blue +distances crowned by the Welsh hills.</p> + +<p>"A cottage!" exclaimed Ruth. "Where?"</p> + +<p>"Ah! Where, indeed? Vincent has been scouring the country on Arthur's +cycle this morning, and he has found a lovely sort of farm up ever so +far in the hills, where we shall find tea, and bread and butter, and +cream!"</p> + +<p>The horses were walking up a long hill at the moment, so Heston heard +this part of the conversation.</p> + +<p>"Cream!" he echoed. "That's prime."</p> + +<p>"And under your seat, Heston, unless they have been left behind," +laughed Mary, "there are sundry cakes! The landlady at the farm looked +askance at the idea of cakes at a moment's notice, so Vincent told her +'we could buy up the confectioner's.'"</p> + +<p>"What 'did' she say?" asked Ruth, of Vincent.</p> + +<p>"She looked me up and down to see if I were a duke or somebody of the +millionaire kind, and then she saw my eyes, and she laughed. 'All +right; "you" see to the cakes and I'll see to the bread and butter,' +was her final shot."</p> + +<p>After about an hour, they reached the farm, and they all got out. The +cakes were found to be safe, and a man came forward to help with the +horses.</p> + +<p>Wraps and coats were taken into the house, and the landlady told them +where the best view of the mountains was to be obtained, "or they could +go round the farm if they pleased, and see the creatures, as all the +young folks likes to do."</p> + +<p>Heston decided on the latter plan, especially as the landlady had +remarked that "there was their old pony that the young lady or +gentleman could ride if they pleased."</p> + +<p>Judith's eyes brightened: it reminded her of India, and she went with +Heston with more alacrity in her step than she had shown since her +arrival.</p> + +<p>Ruth looked undecided whether to follow her charge or not, but Mary +whispered, "Let them go, dearest, they will be safe with Heston; and, +poor children, it must be very perplexing to have to see so many +strangers!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ruth, with filling eyes, "I am so sorry for them—and for +myself!"</p> + +<p>"It will be better soon," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, and it is all right even now; but sometimes, it seems to +surge over me that the comfort of being alone is gone."</p> + +<p>"That will be better too, presently, when they go to school."</p> + +<p>Vincent and Dr. Arundel had been watching the horses put up, and now +returned, and they all started to see the view.</p> + +<p>How lovely it was! Ruth held her breath as she stood silently gazing.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't it make you feel like heaven!" she said to Mary, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>But not so low but that Vincent caught it, and smiled. "I think so, +too," he said, and then coloured at having seemed to intrude.</p> + +<p>"Vincent and I have always shared these sort of things together," said +Mary, "and it seems strange for me to be away from him. Sometimes I can +hardly believe it can be true."</p> + +<p>"I believe it, I can tell you," said Vincent, "for not one of the +others is 'my' sister like Mary," he added, turning to Ruth. "Mary and +I had no need to talk much, we understood without."</p> + +<p>"I have never had a sister or a brother," said Ruth, slowly. "Mary +seems the nearest to it that I know, and she is—inexpressibly dear!"</p> + +<p>Vincent could quite believe it, as he knew what Mary was.</p> + +<p>"Well, I will go and see about tea," said Mary. "You come when you have +had enough view!"</p> + +<p>She ran off, laughing, and Ruth wanted to help her, but Vincent said he +must just show her a discovery he had made that morning, and invited +Arthur to come and see it too.</p> + +<p>But Arthur said he was lazy, and meant to have a doze.</p> + +<p>So he led the way round the barn, and in another moment, he and Ruth +came upon a bit of ivy-covered ruin, standing on the very edge of a +sharp, precipitous piece of ground, which sank away down and down +without a break right to some green meadows far beneath, where the cows +and sheep looked like little red and grey dots.</p> + +<p>"There!" said Vincent. "How does that make you feel! Though, indeed, I +must apologise for having spoken of what was not intended for my ears!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind," said Ruth. "No, this has not the same feeling as that +other view for me. I think this reminds me of earth more—and—do you +think, one might say it reminded one a little of the twenty-third Psalm—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"It is so peaceful down there with those sheep."</p> + +<p>Vincent looked in silence after one glance at her face.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think you are right," he answered, quietly.</p> + +<p>"I am going to find the children," said Ruth, after they had looked for +a few moments. "I hear their voices quite near. Perhaps they are in +this barn?"</p> + +<p>And there they were found, watching the milking of the cows with +intense interest.</p> + +<p>"We are to have the pony after tea," said Heston, "the men were busy +just now!"</p> + +<p>Oh, what a farmhouse kitchen that was! How their eyes went round and +round, admiring the bright pewter plates and shining candlesticks on +the high mantleshelf; and the low, latticed windows stretching the +whole length of the southern wall, and open now on to the old-fashioned +garden, where stocks and roses and Sweet Williams, lilac and guelder +roses, made up the soft summer fragrance that seems to rest the spirit +and speak of peace.</p> + +<p>Ruth could hardly bear to turn her eyes, even to the welcome tea.</p> + +<p>But Heston told her she must not go dreaming in daylight, and Vincent +handed her a knife, and told her to cut Mary's cakes, and see if he had +bought nice ones!</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_18">CHAPTER XVIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>NORMAN'S SUPPER.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTER tea, the pony was bridled, and the three Indian children enjoyed +a ride. Heston tried it first and pronounced it very nice, but not +quite up to his pony in India, and yielded it up to Judith, who was not +so particular as to pony breed. She in her turn quickly yielded it to +Norman, who stood looking longingly at the sleek little white creature, +who was as quiet as a lamb, Judith said.</p> + +<p>So Heston lifted him up, and with promises not to let go, led him up +and down the quiet lane for half an hour.</p> + +<p>"How kind he is!" said Ruth, looking after the party as they turned for +the third time.</p> + +<p>"Very," responded Dr. Arundel; "in fact, I never saw such devotion as +they all show."</p> + +<p>"Do you think 'massage' would do him good?" asked Ruth, rather shyly, +drawing nearer to Dr. Arundel. "And if so, could I learn to do it? I +think I could."</p> + +<p>"Quite easily," he answered.</p> + +<p>"I have not had time to speak to my father, yet," said Ruth, blushing +as if she had been interfering, "but I keep on thinking of all the +things that might help him. And being so much with my father, I pick up +a few stray bits of information!"</p> + +<p>Arthur smiled. "Do not hesitate to tell us any suggestion. This is a +case apparently of a purely nervous nature, and ordinary means will not +be so likely to do good."</p> + +<p>Vincent and Mary had strolled on in front, and were going to see the +ruin. And Ruth proposed that "as they had done their medical talk!" she +and Dr. Arundel should follow them.</p> + +<p>At length, there seemed to be a great stir in the yard, with sounds of +the horses being led out, and then one of the men came forward to ask +if Dr. Arundel was ready to return.</p> + +<p>"Why, it is seven o'clock already!" exclaimed Vincent. "How quickly the +time has gone."</p> + +<p>"That is better than its dragging," said Ruth. "I have not enjoyed +anything so much since—oh, not for years! I only wish my father had +come."</p> + +<p>They all packed into the wagonette again, and with pleasant farewells +to their entertainers, the happy party turned homewards.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When they reached The Firs, Mary and Dr. Arundel would not alight, but +said they would be taken home at once. So with good-byes and earnest +thanks from Ruth and Heston, there was great waving of hands and hats, +and Ruth found herself standing on the steps in the soft evening light +with her little family round her.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do next, Heston?" she asked, as they turned to the +dining-room.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ruth! Here is supper spread, and I am so hungry! Mrs. Arundel's +tea was splendiferous, but I declare I could eat a—a haystack!"</p> + +<p>"You shall have something better than that! But I suppose farm talk +will be the order of the day till the next excitement! Judith, what +could you eat?"</p> + +<p>But Judith was too dignified to respond to the joke. She hardly +answered, but acknowledged on being pressed by Heston that she should +not mind some supper.</p> + +<p>Norman asked in his silent finger-talk to go to bed, and Ruth promised +to bring him some supper when Mala came to announce his being ready.</p> + +<p>"'I' take him his supper," said Mala.</p> + +<p>Ruth glanced at her in surprise, and then said gently and firmly, "Let +me know when he is ready, Mala," and took her place at the head of the +table.</p> + +<p>Judith sat very silent, and evidently was uneasy. Mala had hitherto +ruled them all, and it was too astonishing for anyone to rule Mala!</p> + +<p>Ruth saw what it involved, and inwardly quaked. Then she remembered +that Mary had said, "In every difficulty, ask for counsel of God; He +will help you."</p> + +<p>So she sat silent, thinking of Mary's advice, and trying to follow her +in her straightforward desire to please God and do the next thing.</p> + +<p>At that moment, her father entered, and Heston was pleased to tell him +all the delights of the day.</p> + +<p>"Judith," whispered Ruth, "would you go up and tell Norman what is on +the table, and ask him what he would like best? You and I will take it +up to him, while Mala has her supper."</p> + +<p>Judith's eyes looked grateful. She softly left the room, and then Ruth +breathed more freely. She hoped the difficulty had blown over.</p> + +<p>At length, Judith came down, her face rather pale, and her eyes looking +anxious again.</p> + +<p>"Norman would like some apple and custard," she said, hesitating, "but +Mala says she is sure he cannot eat it without her, and she would +rather stay and see to him—if you do not mind, Cousin Ruth."</p> + +<p>Judith added the last sentence in a beseeching tone.</p> + +<p>"I think you and I can manage," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>And then she went over and held a whispered conversation with her +father, which resulted in his saying, "I'll see it through. If there is +any trouble, just call me!"</p> + +<p>"But we have to think of Norman," whispered Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Indeed we have. I'll not forget that."</p> + +<p>So she and Judith and the apple and custard went up together.</p> + +<p>Norman was in bed, and Mala was seated by his side with a stony look on +her face.</p> + +<p>"Take it in, dear," said Ruth, pausing at the door, "and tell Mala I +want to speak to her."</p> + +<p>Ruth stood within view, silently waiting. And after a few moments, in +which Judith had evidently whispered advice to Mala, the ayah got up +slowly and glided to the door.</p> + +<p>Ruth stepped across to her own room, and then spoke in an undertone, +which she feared was trembling, though there was no hesitation in her +intentions.</p> + +<p>"Mala," she said, raising her eyes and looking full into the dark face, +"if you wish to do Norman a kindness, and to remain here to attend +upon him, you will have to do exactly as you are told! My father hopes +we may be able to do him good, and make him happier than he has ever +been—but remember what I have said."</p> + +<p>With a stately tread, Ruth passed the astonished ayah, and before she +could recover her surprise, Ruth was already seated by her little +cousin, asking him smilingly how "his" "haystack" tasted!</p> + +<p>How her heart was beating!</p> + +<p>But Norman responded with a bright look, and Judith waited upon him and +put his food temptingly ready, and all went well.</p> + +<p>When at length he would take no more, Judith carried away his tray, and +Ruth bent over him to wish him good-night.</p> + +<p>"Dear little boy," she said, lovingly. "I do love you! And I have +thought of ever so many things that may do you good! You will trust me, +will you not?"</p> + +<p>Norman squeezed her hand for Yes, and with a pleased look lay back on +the pillows.</p> + +<p>When Judith returned, he took her hand eagerly and rapidly spelt out—</p> + +<p>"Ask her if she thinks I shall some day be able to talk?"</p> + +<p>"We have great hopes of it," said Ruth, tenderly, "if it is God's will."</p> + +<p>The child understood.</p> + +<p>"You know, Norman," Ruth added, "since I have begun to love Jesus, I +pray about everything! So we can pray about this, and if God sees it is +good for us, and best, He will give it to us!"</p> + +<p>Judith came close to Ruth's side, and put both her arms round her neck.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Cousin Ruth, Cousin Ruth," she whispered, with a sob, "I'll pray +too, though—though—I never have before!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_19">CHAPTER XIX.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>CONFIDENCES.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHILE these things were happening at The Firs, the wagonette was +swiftly taking the rest of the party back to Riverside.</p> + +<p>When they got in, Dr. Arundel found there was a summons for him to go +to a sick man some two miles in another direction. But the messenger +had left word that any time that evening would do.</p> + +<p>"They are very considerate," he remarked, as they gathered round the +supper-table. "But I am sorry to leave you both—"</p> + +<p>"So am I," said Vincent, who had been reading a letter which he had +found on the mantelshelf, "for this is my last evening: Mr. Brown has +written to recall me. He does not explain, but says the urgency of it +justifies him in asking for my return; and that he will spare me again +in a week or so if I like."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is all right then!" exclaimed his sister. "We can look +forward to that! You must come back, Vincent. This has not been a +quarter long enough!"</p> + +<p>"It is very kind of you to wish it—but I hardly think I can come again +so soon—" objected Vincent.</p> + +<p>"Do," exclaimed Arthur, heartily. "Arrange to spend a week with us. +There is plenty to see, and to such a cyclist as you are, the Welsh +mountains are within reach!"</p> + +<p>Vincent shook his head, but as if the prospect held out were very +tempting.</p> + +<p>And then, when Arthur was gone and the twin brother and sister went +into the drawing-room, Vincent sat in the twilight very silent.</p> + +<p>"You will come again soon, Vincent, will you not?" asked Mary, softly.</p> + +<p>"I don't know, Pollie—"</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"I do not suppose it would be of much use—"</p> + +<p>"Coming to see me, do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"You know I don't mean that, Pollie! But though I can't explain it, I +never saw anyone before that I cared about in the least. And now I do +care about—Ruth—and she—I do not suppose I could ever get her to care +for me."</p> + +<p>"I do not see why not," said Mary, calmly. She knew Vincent well enough +to be sure that he would not be ready to have any sympathy or gladness +shewn him.</p> + +<p>"Pollie," he went on slowly, in such a smothered tone that she could +hardly catch his words, "the moment I saw her, I felt my fate had come!"</p> + +<p>"Your fate?"</p> + +<p>"Well—whatever you like to call it! I wish it were not so, but—there it +is."</p> + +<p>"Why do you wish it were not so?" she asked, surprise in her voice. It +was getting too dark to see each other's faces.</p> + +<p>"Because, can't you see? She does not care for me, and just treats me +as your brother and nothing else—"</p> + +<p>"But, Vincent, she cannot be supposed to guess at this—" exclaimed +Mary, earnestly.</p> + +<p>He seemed to listen, and she went on.</p> + +<p>"Is there any other difficulty in the way?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—even if—even—should I be able to get her to think of it—I do not +see how she could leave her father? He is all alone, and my work lies +at Mr. Brown's, near home."</p> + +<p>"I see that; is there anything else?"</p> + +<p>"You agree with me that there is that insurmountable difficulty?" he +said, quickly.</p> + +<p>"Not too fast! That would have to be considered. Is there anything +else?"</p> + +<p>"She has been used to luxuries, and I could only give her a quiet +little home—though I would try to make her happy."</p> + +<p>"That's nothing!" said Mary, promptly. "Any girl worth anything does +not mind beginning quietly. Anything else?"</p> + +<p>"You've got a lot of questions ready, Pollie!" he exclaimed, laughing a +little nervously. "You are a regular inquisitor!"</p> + +<p>"You know me of old," she said, "so I can't alter to please you now. +The fact is, Vincent, it is just this! Do you mean to try to smother +your feelings, or do you mean to try to win her?"</p> + +<p>Vincent was silent for a long time, and Mary said not another word. She +was inexpressibly touched by his confidence, but how to tell him so she +did not know. His communication had come as an intense surprise.</p> + +<p>At length, he stirred, and took hold of his sister's hand firmly.</p> + +<p>"You are not sorry, Pollie!" he said, hesitating a little.</p> + +<p>"Very, very glad, if it is for your happiness!"</p> + +<p>"You like her—you would do all you could, wouldn't you, Pollie?"</p> + +<p>"Why, Vincent, of course I should!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! And now I've to go away, Pollie. It seems so hard."</p> + +<p>"I shall expect you back soon."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid there is everything against me."</p> + +<p>"Do not be so faint-hearted, Vincent—I think there is everything in +your favour!"</p> + +<p>"Then, besides all the rest, she is devoting herself to this little +cousin—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, that is all as it should be. Why should she not? Perhaps he +will get better, Vincent; do not look at the obstacles, but think now +of the old days when things were too hard for us to manage, and try the +old remedy in this new difficulty. If God has this joy in store for you +by and bye, ask Him to make you ready for it when He sends it."</p> + +<p>He turned towards her, and kissed her softly. "Dear old Pollie, there's +no one like you in all the world."</p> + +<p>"All the world?" she said, archly.</p> + +<p>"All the world," he reiterated; "all the world, at present."</p> + +<p>So Mary knew what the answer was to one of her questions, though she +did not get it in so many words.</p> + +<p>The moonlight was streaming in at the window, and flooding the room +with its tender light.</p> + +<p>"Let us go out, Pollie, unless you are tired?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. But I will just leave word where Arthur may find us."</p> + +<p>So they went down to the river's edge, and sat there talking of +everything that concerned them, till after a long time all the church +clocks struck ten, and they heard Arthur's footsteps coming along the +gravel.</p> + +<p>"I shall not bind you down not to tell him, Pollie," said Vincent, "but +if you don't mind, let it be when I am gone."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_20">CHAPTER XX.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A PRESENT.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"MY dear!" said Dr. Brown to his daughter, on the night of the picnic. +"It will never do to have you sitting up late to talk to me, and yet we +do want to be together, do we not?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed we do, father! We shall have to plan in some way to have a +little time quiet. But that will be easy when we settle down."</p> + +<p>"I wanted to ask you something," said Dr. Brown, hesitating a little, +and half turning away to the bookcase.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" asked Ruth, rather astonished. But so many astonishing +things had happened within a week that she thought she should hardly be +surprised at anything.</p> + +<p>"I have been thinking—" he said, slowly, "whether we ought not to begin +prayers in the morning, now we have all these children here—and—now I +feel so differently from what I used?"</p> + +<p>He turned back, and looked more boldly in her face, though the colour +had deepened in his, and he seemed hardly able to bring out his words.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am so glad!" exclaimed Ruth, heartily.</p> + +<p>"Are you? Then you will help me through with it?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I will! Why, it was only last Sunday that the curate said if +people would begin it, they would find such a blessing."</p> + +<p>"Did he? Well, I'm convinced it is right, but the first step is such an +effort."</p> + +<p>Ruth came over and leant her hands on his arm.</p> + +<p>"If I had a little book—it seems absurd to be shy over it, doesn't it?" +he said, awkwardly, "but yet I am—"</p> + +<p>Ruth kissed him lovingly. "It is a great effort, but we shall be glad. +How strange that the curate should mention it, was it not? He said +that if people would read a few words from the Bible, and kneel down +together and repeat the Lord's prayer slowly together, it would be a +beginning, and would bring a great blessing."</p> + +<p>"We could do that," said Dr. Brown, looking relieved.</p> + +<p>"When shall we begin?" asked prompt Ruth.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow!" he answered, only waiting for her helpful acquiescence.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure it would be better," she said, heartily.</p> + +<p>"Then, tell Morris and the servants. Eight o'clock sharp, my dear."</p> + +<p>So Ruth wished him good-night, and then ran back again, and threw her +arms round his neck. "You dear, dear father!" she whispered.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>All went well the next day. Dr. Brown looked rather pale when he came +in at the sound of the bell, but he took his usual place at the table, +and then looked round on the assembled family.</p> + +<p>"I did not think of this as a duty till lately," he said, "but I am +sure we shall have God's blessing if we seek it. Let us each in our +different ways try to find something in the morning portion that will +help us all day."</p> + +<p>He opened the Bible where there was a mark, and read out in an +impressive voice just the one verse,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'God commendeth His love towards us, in that while we were yet sinners +Christ died for us.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Now let us repeat the Lord's Prayer together, petition by petition. +There will be something in it—many things probably—that we all want. +And let us think of it as we say the words, and may He answer our +petitions for Christ's dear sake."</p> + +<p>The children, and Ruth and the servants, never forgot that prayer, nor +the moved, broken voice of the master of the house, as he prayed with +them for the first time.</p> + +<p>Then they all rose and left the room silently, and there were not a +few tears winked away on the stairs as the servants sought their own +quarters.</p> + +<p>"God bless him!" said old Morris to herself, as she went into her own +room. "The Lord has been better to me than my fears! 'Mine eyes have +seen His salvation!'"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>After breakfast, when Ruth and her father were having a talk over the +treatment that should be begun for Norman, there was a ring at the +bell, and Mr. Vincent Linthorpe was announced.</p> + +<p>He soon explained that he was called home sooner than he had expected, +and had come to say farewell, and to ask if he could be the bearer of +any letter or message to Mr. Brown.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown said he should like to write a line, so Ruth proposed that +they should leave him to do so while they found the others.</p> + +<p>No one was to be seen but Heston, who was sitting in the dining-room +window deep in one of his uncle's books.</p> + +<p>"Where are they all?" asked Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Mala has taken them down that winding path along the hillside," said +Heston. "I hope it will not be too far for Norman. She will go very +slowly, I expect."</p> + +<p>"My father says you and I may go to Worcester to-day and see if we can +get him a little invalid carriage for Mala to wheel him about in!" +exclaimed Ruth. "Shall we go this morning, Heston?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, how jolly. Uncle is very kind! When shall we go?"</p> + +<p>"Soon," said Ruth, glancing towards their guest. "But there is no +hurry, if you can stay a little time. I think you said you had to go +directly, though?"</p> + +<p>"Directly," said Vincent. "My train is at 10.20. I pass through +Worcester," he added, eagerly, "could we all go together?"</p> + +<p>"I daresay we could! I will run and ask my father if he has any other +plans."</p> + +<p>She hastened away, and the other two stood looking after her.</p> + +<p>"She is going to do everything she can to get Norman better," Heston +said, in a grateful tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it is so sad for him—"</p> + +<p>"Very. I little thought when it was arranged for us to come to England +that we should find such kindness. I cannot speak of it, but I do feel +it—"</p> + +<p>Ruth came tripping back. "We may go, Heston, and if Mr. Linthorpe can +wait ten minutes, I shall be quite ready, and so will you?"</p> + +<p>Heston laughed. "I shall not be as long as that. But run away, Ruth, or +you will not keep your promise."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I wish I could stop at Worcester with you," said Vincent, as they sat +in the train.</p> + +<p>"I wish you could," answered Ruth, heartily, "for I feel it quite an +undertaking to buy this little invalid carriage. My father has given me +a picture out of one of his books, so I hope I shall manage."</p> + +<p>"What kind of thing is it to be?" asked Heston.</p> + +<p>"He is to be able to lie flat in it, so as to rest if he needs it, and +yet he is to be able to sit almost upright in it."</p> + +<p>"I think I've seen them at the seaside," said Vincent.</p> + +<p>"Yes—and my father says we are all to go to the sea directly he can +arrange it. He thinks that Norman ought to be out of doors all day +long."</p> + +<p>"Shall you like that?"</p> + +<p>"To go to the sea? Oh, yes, I shall enjoy it intensely; especially if +it does Norman good. But nothing is quite like these hills and views to +'me.' But I shall enjoy the sea very much for a time."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you like Mary, and that she has a friend in you!" +exclaimed Vincent, as all too soon the train began to slow down outside +Worcester.</p> + +<p>"She has done me all the good in the world!" said Ruth. "I never saw +anyone like her."</p> + +<p>Vincent looked into the glowing face.</p> + +<p>"I'm more glad than I can say!" he said, heartily. "Good-bye. Mary says +I may come back, as my visit has been cut short!"</p> + +<p>And then the train stopped. And in another moment, Ruth and Heston were +lost to sight in the hurrying crowd on the platform.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Norman," said Ruth, when she and Heston had returned from Worcester, +"I have brought you a present, and I want you to try to do something +for me."</p> + +<p>She had found him alone for once, as Mala had gone down to get his tea.</p> + +<p>The bright eyes looked into her face questioningly, and then at the +parcel in her hand.</p> + +<p>"See! You are so fond of living creatures that I thought this would +give you pleasure. It is a dear little bullfinch, and I think you will +be able to teach him all sorts of tricks."</p> + +<p>Norman took her hand, and kissed it. Poor little fellow, he had no +words to express his feelings.</p> + +<p>She undid the wrappings, and there was the beautiful little bird, +looking as perky and at home as possible.</p> + +<p>He hopped down to help himself to some seed, and Norman looked +delighted.</p> + +<p>"Here is some hemp," pursued Ruth, "and soon he will come to take it +off your finger. Let us try now."</p> + +<p>She pressed a seed into her finger and put it through the bars, but +though Dickie looked at it very earnestly, and turned his head first +on one side and then another, he was too strange to advance along the +perch at present.</p> + +<p>"He will soon do it," said Ruth, well satisfied with their first +attempt.</p> + +<p>"Now, Norman," she continued, "I'm going to tell you what I want you to +do. Can you whistle?"</p> + +<p>Norman coloured, but shook his head. "Never mind! Some day when you are +alone with Dickie you can try. You might teach him a tune, perhaps, by +and bye."</p> + +<p>Then, as Norman's eyes still looked questioningly into hers, she added, +"Yes, I have something else I want you to do. I want you, when you +are alone with Dickie, to talk to him with your lips, as if you could +speak."</p> + +<p>The child looked distressfully at her, but she went on gently—</p> + +<p>"I know you cannot—but I want you to act as if you could. When you feel +inclined, you know! Just form your lips into the word, 'Dickie! Dickie +here's your food!' And though you cannot make any sound, just persevere +in doing that for me, will you?"</p> + +<p>She bent over him and kissed his cheek, and he looked into her eyes +with a promise.</p> + +<p>"There is a dear little boy!" she exclaimed. "I knew you would be +sensible enough to try to do what I wanted. We need not tell anyone +else about it. I told my father of my thought for you, and he is +pleased. We will not tell the others at present till you have learned +to do it quite easily. I do hope it may help you."</p> + +<p>Norman kissed her hands again, and tried to make her understand, but at +present she was not used enough to his finger-talking to do much in the +way of communication. So she only kissed him lovingly in return. And at +the moment Mala appeared with his tea-tray, and she hastened away to +pour out for the rest.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_21">CHAPTER XXI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>ON THE DOORSTEP.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THREE weeks later, Ruth and her cousins were established at the seaside.</p> + +<p>"A Furnished House." Yes, Dr. Brown had decided that that was the right +thing, and Ruth, who had never been to a furnished house, and knew +nothing of the cares of housekeeping, acquiesced at once. She supposed +it would be all right.</p> + +<p>Certainly it gave her a pang to remember that Cook would not be there, +and that Jane was not very clever at anything but housework! But she +would have Morris with her to refer to, and she did want to learn +"cooking and things."</p> + +<p>So, though Morris looked rather grave, they made their plans, the +furnished house was taken, and in a very short time, they had begun +their seaside life.</p> + +<p>To the Indian children it was unalloyed happiness. All day long they +were out on the beach, or Heston was exploring the rocks and the +cliffs. The invalid carriage was a great success, and Mala wheeled her +charge about everywhere, Heston assisting very kindly when necessary.</p> + +<p>Norman was blissfully content. He lay and rested when he liked, or +got out and sat on the sand or picked up shells. His colour had begun +to improve, and Ruth could see that as the days went on, he attempted +more, and began to look less pitiful.</p> + +<p>Twice each day she gave half an hour to his "massage" treatment, and +while that was going on, she always sent Mala to help Jane in the +household work.</p> + +<p>At first, Mala had strongly objected to leave him, making it as +unpleasant for Ruth as she could.</p> + +<p>But Ruth had looked up, and said gravely, "Remember what I told you, +Mala!"</p> + +<p>And the ayah, with a deep flush on her face, had turned away silently.</p> + +<p>Left there alone with her little cousin, Ruth devoted herself to making +the time pass happily and brightly. Mary had reminded her that it was +a precious opportunity, if she would only use it. And though Ruth had +given one of her startled looks, when she came to think it over, she +saw how true it was.</p> + +<p>So, while her hands were busy over her "massage," she talked to him, or +told him simple stories from the Bible. She soon found that she must +get ready a little story fresh from the Bible for each time. And while +learning for him, she got to know more herself than she had ever known +before.</p> + +<p>Understanding more of God's great love herself, she felt confidence +that Norman would get to understand too.</p> + +<p>She was not disappointed. She was "letting him come to Jesus," as Mary +said she always translated the words, "Suffer the little children to +come unto ME."</p> + +<p>Yes, she was helping, and not hindering, and a flood of joy came into +her heart as she saw that Norman was drawing near, and learning to look +up in his Saviour's face, and stand, as it were, within His loving arms.</p> + +<p>It would be difficult to say how Ruth knew that it was so, but she did. +The child's eyes had lost their weary, dissatisfied look, and as she +talked to him, he would drink in every word as if his thirst were being +quenched.</p> + +<p>As she became more used to understanding him, when he talked on his +fingers, he began to express his feelings more, until one day, when +she had finished her "treatment," and was just clearing up, he caught +her hand in his, and kissing it tenderly, he spelt out, "Thank you for +telling me about Jesus; I do love Him!"</p> + +<p>When Ruth had kissed him in return, and told him how very, very glad +she was, she ran away to her own room.</p> + +<p>She knelt down by her bed, but only tears would come and broken +thanksgivings.</p> + +<p>"And I grudged having them!" she thought. "And yet God has been so good +to me as this!"</p> + +<p>Day by day during these happy weeks for her cousins, Ruth watched her +own especial charge with loving, observant eyes.</p> + +<p>His bird was almost as great a pet as his mice, and he was eager to +teach him any trick which he could hear of, watching by his cage on +rainy days for hours and hours, patiently getting him to eat from his +hand, or come out on the table to take his bath.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One day, when she happened to come into the room unexpectedly, she +found Norman alone, and he looked up eagerly and nodded to her +confidentially.</p> + +<p>"You are doing what I suggested?" she asked, whispering.</p> + +<p>He nodded again, and then spelt on his fingers, "I can do it much +better now!"</p> + +<p>So Ruth was very content, and hailed every sign of improvement with +great joy.</p> + +<p>But Morris feared that, however good this seaside change was for the +children, the housekeeping cares were more than her dear young lady +had in her inexperience expected, and she thought she was growing thin +under her new work.</p> + +<p>"Well!" said the old housekeeper to herself, as she often did many +times a day. "The Lord knows, and I don't! He can see to it!" And thus +her burden rolled off once again.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One Saturday, Ruth was expecting her father to spend the week-end with +them, and when the children were safely off to the beach with Mala, and +Heston had started on a long walk, she betook herself to the kitchen +and looked round.</p> + +<p>Her father liked pastry, and she had often wished to try her hand at +it, but hitherto had been too busy.</p> + +<p>"Morris, do you think I 'could' make a pie?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, dearie. I could sit by you and tell you. The Doctor would be +pleased."</p> + +<p>But just as Ruth was beginning, she found that she had not ordered the +requisite fruit, and Jane was quickly despatched to get some at the +nearest shop.</p> + +<p>"Nobody will come to the door in those few moments," she said to +Morris, who had a cold, and was sitting by the fire nursing it. "And if +they do—I can open it, I suppose!"</p> + +<p>Morris smiled. How her childie was growing, to be sure.</p> + +<p>But Jane had no sooner whisked off down the road, than a ring came to +the front door, followed by a decided rat-tat-tat.</p> + +<p>"Eleven o'clock!" said Ruth, looking at the clock, and dusting off the +flour from her white fingers. "Who can it be, Morris, at this time of +the morning."</p> + +<p>She hurried to the door, and there stood Vincent Linthorpe, holding a +Gladstone bag in his hand, and with a look of apology in his face.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Brown sent me with a note," he said, "May I come in?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" said Ruth, opening the door wide. "I was so taken by +surprise. I am sorry if I looked astonished."</p> + +<p>Vincent smiled slightly. "The fact is, I called at The Firs last night +to see you all, and I found you flown. Dr. Brown told me he thought of +coming here to-day for the week-end, and that I might come and tell you +he would be here about three."</p> + +<p>"That is sooner than I thought—"</p> + +<p>"Yes—so he bade me say. I will go and deposit my bag at the hotel, and +then—may I come back?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" said Ruth, thinking of her pie and her dinner still uncooked.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid it may not be convenient?" said Vincent, hesitating.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes it is. I am only making my first pie, and I was wondering if +it would be eatable."</p> + +<p>"'That' does not matter!" he said. "I wanted to see you, +because—because I am going abroad!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_22">CHAPTER XXII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>HOUSEKEEPING.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"COME in!" said Ruth, stepping back and proceeding to lead the +way to the dining-room. Then, looking up in his face, she added, +questioningly, "You seem sorry? Is it not what you want to do?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think I do," he answered slowly, putting his bag in a corner +and following her in; "it has been such a sudden thing that I hardly +know whether I am sorry or glad."</p> + +<p>"That must be perplexing," she answered; "but did—was there not a +choice given you?"</p> + +<p>"Not exactly; Mr. Brown, your father's cousin, you know, thought it +such a wonderful opportunity for me, that he took it for granted I +should go. It will be two years before I return."</p> + +<p>Ruth saw that it was a trouble to him, but though she would have been +glad to console, she hardly knew what to say. Oh, why was not Mary +here, who always knew the right thing to comfort people?</p> + +<p>"You will be glad of it afterwards," she ventured, gently.</p> + +<p>"You think I shall?" he answered, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"I know I have been about these children," she said. "I felt so badly +about their coming, and Mary and our good old housekeeper, Morris, both +told me God could turn the seeming hard things into good, if we would +trust Him."</p> + +<p>Vincent looked into her face earnestly.</p> + +<p>"You are right," he said. "We ought to be able to trust, but—" he +paused.</p> + +<p>"Mary would say," said Ruth, "that we must take the 'but' to God, and +let Him turn it into 'best.'"</p> + +<p>"I will try to let Him," said Vincent, in a voice that somehow sounded +unlike his ordinary one. Ruth wondered, and then, as he took his hat in +his hand as if to go, she said pleasantly:—</p> + +<p>"Will you come back and eat some of my pie at lunch-time? It will be +our dinner, for we are very primitive here."</p> + +<p>"I should like it of all things," he answered. "But here is Dr. Brown's +note. I had forgotten that."</p> + +<p>So Vincent departed with his bag, promising to return in due time, Ruth +giving full instructions as to the direction of Heston's walk, and +begging her visitor not to lose himself searching for him.</p> + +<p>She went back to Morris and her pie with her thoughts very full of +Mary's brother, and of wonder as to what should make him so very loth +to go to New York when the opportunity was thought to be so very good.</p> + +<p>True to the time, the three from the beach duly turned up, followed +very soon by Heston and Vincent.</p> + +<p>Ruth's dinner passed off very satisfactorily. Her pie, thanks to +Morris's clever instructions and Ruth's dainty carrying of them out, +was all that could be desired, and Heston and the children did not +spare their praises. Vincent said he did not expect anything else, +which made Heston laugh and ask if that were intended for a compliment +or otherwise.</p> + +<p>Then he and Vincent volunteered to meet Dr. Brown at the Junction, +going by the cliff, which Heston said was a lovely walk.</p> + +<p>They both tried to persuade Ruth to go too, but though she would have +dearly liked to have the walk, she said she had housekeeping duties to +perform, and gladly saw them start, and to be left free for a little +while.</p> + +<p>"You are tired, dearie," said Morris, when she brought her an early cup +of tea.</p> + +<p>"No-o," said Ruth, "I do not know that I am; but I think, Morris, if I +had been more used to doing things, I should not find it quite such a +task!" She sighed a little wearily.</p> + +<p>"I do not think any of us quite realized what a 'Furnished House' +meant, dearie! But this is one way of 'learning to do things,' as you +wished, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose it is," said Ruth, "but I would rather have learned quietly +with you at home, Morris."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_23">CHAPTER XXIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A PARTING.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WELL, my dear!" said Dr. Brown that evening. "Now tell me all about +everything."</p> + +<p>"I do not think there is much to tell more than I have said in my +letters. Have I not been very good in writing, father?"</p> + +<p>"Very good! I shall be glad when you are at home again. But the child +looks worlds better!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he is, and so is Judith. She is getting much more sociable, too."</p> + +<p>"And Mala?"</p> + +<p>"Mala is—better," answered Ruth, hesitating a little as to what word +to choose. "Morris is so good to her, and every day I read them all a +little piece out of the Gospels, and do you know, father, Mala begins +to listen!"</p> + +<p>"That is good news! Ruth, you and I must go to church together +to-morrow. I have no patients here; and, indeed, I sometimes think I +might have managed it even at home."</p> + +<p>Ruth's sparkling eyes were an answer. "Oh, I am so glad!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So Sunday dawned, and Vincent came early to have as much time with them +as possible. He could only stay till the middle of Monday, and every +moment he could spend with Ruth was precious in his eyes.</p> + +<p>The day was one of cloudless beauty, and they all felt it to be one of +cloudless happiness too.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown said he had not been so happy for years, and Ruth looked +round on the bright faces of those she called "her family," and could +not be but thankful for what she saw there.</p> + +<p>The hours seemed to pass very quickly to them all, and Vincent counted +each one with a sort of pang. Could it be possible that he would have +to say good-bye to-morrow?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>And then Monday came. As early as they could, they all went out on +the beach together, and wandered among the rocks till it was time for +Vincent to go to his train. He had sent his bag by the omnibus which +conveyed Dr. Brown to the station for his train the other way, while +Vincent proposed to walk over the cliffs to the Junction to take an +express train northwards.</p> + +<p>Heston offered to accompany him, but to his surprise Vincent +answered in a low tone, meant for his ear only, "I would rather go +alone—unless—I thought I would ask your cousin if she would walk a +little way with me. She has not seen the cliffs—and it is my last time."</p> + +<p>Of course, Heston said "All right." And when he saw Vincent asking Ruth +to go, he drew the others off to see a new boat, in the building of +which they were much interested.</p> + +<p>When at length they all looked up, the other two were but specks along +the cliffs.</p> + +<p>"Is Ruth gone?" asked Judith, looking rather forlorn.</p> + +<p>"Then you would rather she were here?" asked Heston, with a slight +smile.</p> + +<p>"Ye-es," hesitated Judith.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you have got as far as that!" said Heston, bluntly. "You have +been slow in doing her justice after all her kindness!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not!" said Judith. "I 'never' am nasty to her now! Surely you have +seen that, Heston? I always try to do what she says, and I get Mala to, +as well."</p> + +<p>Heston considered. "I believe you do," he said, heartily, taking his +little sister's hand in his, and turning homewards.</p> + +<p>"But why has she gone?" persisted Judith. "It will be quite dull +without her."</p> + +<p>"Vincent wanted a walk with her, I think."</p> + +<p>But the figures were now obscured by the jutting cliff, and Judith +looked after them in vain.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The two walked on quickly at first. Ruth thought that there was not +much time, and Vincent thought that each rapid step brought him nearer +to what he seemed unable to bear.</p> + +<p>"There is no hurry," he said at last. "I have plenty of time for my +train."</p> + +<p>They were talking on indifferent subjects, chiefly about Norman's +progress in strength and vitality, and Ruth said how she wished his +father could see him before he died. To all of which Vincent listened +with downcast face and heavy heart.</p> + +<p>When they reached the summit of the cliff, Vincent paused as if to look +for the last time at the wonderful view of sea and sky, and Ruth began +to gather some of the grasses and poppies which grew in profusion at +their feet.</p> + +<p>"I shall never forget this walk," said Vincent, as they walked on.</p> + +<p>"It is beautiful," said Ruth; "only I am sure you are sad because +you have to leave England. I am sorry, but that does not make it any +better, does it?"</p> + +<p>Vincent's answer was smothered.</p> + +<p>She thought he said something about "it did make a difference," but she +could hardly catch his meaning, so she remained silent, wishing she +could do something to make his evident pain less.</p> + +<p>And then Vincent saw the roof of the Junction peeping out from between +some trees, and he knew that he must say "good-bye."</p> + +<p>He held out his hand. "You must not come any further," he said +hoarsely. "I do not know how to say good-bye! It is not only leaving +England and home—that is bad enough—but to leave you—"</p> + +<p>"Me?" questioned Ruth, surprised, and almost dismayed by his agitated +words.</p> + +<p>"Will you—will you remember me when I am far away?" he asked, looking +in her face.</p> + +<p>"I—of course I shall remember you," she said hastily; "how could I do +anything else? Besides, you are Mary's brother!"</p> + +<p>"Only Mary's brother?" he asked, dropping her hand suddenly.</p> + +<p>"I meant that I have always heard so much of you from Mary that I +seemed to know you before you came."</p> + +<p>There was a distant whistle of the train, loud and shrill.</p> + +<p>"I must go now!" he exclaimed. "Oh, Ruth, say one kind word to me +before I go."</p> + +<p>"I do not know how," said Ruth, with her eyes full of tears.</p> + +<p>He caught her hand again without looking at her, and thus they parted.</p> + +<p>Vincent strode on to the station.</p> + +<p>And Ruth stood looking after him till she saw the steam of the train +coming over the trees, when with slow and faltering steps she made her +way home, wondering vaguely what had happened to make her heart so very +heavy.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_24">CHAPTER XXIV.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>GOOD NEWS.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AS Ruth entered her home, she felt as if it was all very forlorn and +desolate.</p> + +<p>Her father gone; Mary's brother displeased and disappointed; the +household cares on her shoulders more than she knew how to manage and +cope with! All things seemed against her.</p> + +<p>She went upstairs to take off her hat, and sat down by the window and +buried her face in her hands. It was silly to cry, she thought, and yet +she felt utterly spent and forlorn.</p> + +<p>A soft step on the carpet startled her, and almost before she could +raise her head, two tender little arms were flung round her neck, and +kisses and tears touched her cheek, as Norman mutely asked her what was +the matter.</p> + +<p>She took him on her lap, and told him "It was nothing; she was only +tired, and rather lonely."</p> + +<p>And the child gazed wistfully in her face, and once or twice his lips +moved as if he would speak to her.</p> + +<p>For a moment, Ruth's heart stood still, and then her tears fell faster +than ever, as she pressed him to her, and murmured that "she would be +better directly, and he must not mind; she was sorry he had seen her +cry!"</p> + +<p>The child stroked her face and smoothed her hair for a little while, +and when he saw that she seemed quieter, he slipped off her lap and +went to her little table. On it lay the Bible from which she had been +reading to him that morning. It lay open at the place, as Norman saw, +of the picture of Christ stilling the storm which she had shown him +there.</p> + +<p>He seemed searching for something, and Ruth had time to dry her eyes +and try to collect her thoughts as to the next thing that she had to do.</p> + +<p>At that moment, Norman came back to her side, laid the book on her +knees, and pointed with his finger to one of her marked verses, and her +eyes fell upon the words:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Oh, Norman!" she exclaimed. "Have you turned my little comforter?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said softly.</p> + +<p>She heard the word distinctly, and though she gave a start of joy, she +only clasped her arms round him gently and lovingly.</p> + +<p>"You have done me good, darling," she whispered. "I never thought when +I read you those words about the storm that I should so soon feel as if +I were in a storm, 'toiling in rowing, and the wind contrary.' But if +Jesus comes to us walking on the water, we shall be glad of the storm +afterwards that brought Him so near!"</p> + +<p>With another murmured "Yes," and a tight clasp round her neck, Norman +took her hand and led her to the door, for the dinner-bell was ringing, +and the rest would be waiting.</p> + +<p>Trembling with gladness and thankfulness, Ruth went down. She would +have given a great deal to speak to Heston, but her fear of doing harm +to Norman made her instantly decide to take no notice whatever of his +recovered speech.</p> + +<p>Heston looked at her once or twice as if he could not understand her +face. It was so touching in its tenderness and joy, though he could see +that she had shed many tears. He, however, did his best to enliven the +party, and waited till he should hear the explanation, if explanation +there were.</p> + +<p>Mala fetched Norman directly after dinner for his ride in his invalid +carriage, and Judith went with them.</p> + +<p>Ruth helped them off, and, as usual, wished her little cousin good-bye +before he started.</p> + +<p>She took the opportunity to whisper brightly, "I am all right now, +Norman! Thank you for pointing out those sweet words to me!"</p> + +<p>And with a loving look from Norman in return, the little carriage moved +on, Mala being impatient to set out.</p> + +<p>"Heston!" said Ruth, as she went back. "Come into the garden; I want to +speak to you."</p> + +<p>"Is anything wrong, Cousin Ruth?" he asked quickly.</p> + +<p>"No, no! Everything is right. I only got a fit of home-sickness or +something. Heston! Norman came in and found me crying, and tried to +comfort me—and—he spoke! He said two words, quite distinctly!"</p> + +<p>"Cousin Ruth!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he did. I know I was not mistaken; but I took no notice. Oh, +Heston, Heston! How shall we thank God?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot believe it yet," said Heston, colouring with excitement. "Are +you 'sure?'"</p> + +<p>"Perfectly sure. Now, Heston, we must just go on as if nothing had +happened. I shall only tell dear old Morris. The rest must be content +to wait for the happy news till he speaks again. Of course I shall +write to my father by this post."</p> + +<p>Heston sat as if lost in amazement. "Cousin Ruth," he exclaimed, at +length, "it is all owing to you!"</p> + +<p>"No, no! Ever since Norman came, I have asked God to give the blessing +to our efforts. Heston, it is just that He has guided to the means."</p> + +<p>When Norman came home from his ride, he looked very cheerful, but he +appeared not to remember the wonderful events of the morning. The only +difference in his manner was that he kept close to Ruth's side, looking +wistfully in her face, and seeming to ask over and over again whether +all was right with her.</p> + +<p>It was not till she was doing her evening "massage" that anything +special happened.</p> + +<p>As usual, Ruth was chatting to him, telling him any little bits of news +or of interest she had been able to save up for his benefit, when he +quietly looked up in her face and said gently, "I think my speech has +come back, Cousin Ruth! Will you kneel down and tell the Lord Jesus how +much I thank Him?"</p> + +<p>Ruth dropped on her knees by his side, and she clasped her arms round +him, while he, with shining eyes whispered a loving "thank you" after +her few earnest words.</p> + +<p>"I wasn't sure," he said presently, as she went on with his massage. "I +could hardly believe it this morning. But when they left me alone with +Dickie-bird, I tried to speak to him, and I found I could! I don't want +them all to come kissing and fussing, Cousin Ruth. Only you tell them, +and say they can tell God how glad they are—because I don't think I can +bear it yet."</p> + +<p>His lip trembled.</p> + +<p>"I am sure you cannot, dear. Nobody but Heston need know yet, if you +would rather not."</p> + +<p>"No—" he said, "that would seem unkind. If Mala might just put me to +bed before she knows, I think I shall be all right. Only it makes me +tremble—in a sort of way—as if it might go away again—"</p> + +<p>"But," she said tenderly, "when you tremble, you can say to yourself, +'If God my Father has given me this blessing, He can keep it for me by +His power!'"</p> + +<p>"So He can!" said Norman, with a grateful glance. "I forgot that."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_25">CHAPTER XXV.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>DISMAY.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"MALA," said Ruth, when the ayah came down from putting Norman to bed, +"I want to speak to you."</p> + +<p>Mala glided into the room, surprise and a little fear in her glance.</p> + +<p>"Mala," said Ruth, putting her hand on the servant's shoulder, "I want +to know if you can be trusted to keep to yourself what I am going to +tell you?"</p> + +<p>"I think I can, missie—now," Mala answered, in a heartier tone than she +had ever spoken in before.</p> + +<p>"Will you promise me that you will not speak to Norman about what I am +going to tell you, till you have my father's permission?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, missie, I promise. Mrs. Morris has been telling me about Christ +loving me, and I feel different from when I came. And, missie, you've +been so good to my child—"</p> + +<p>"It is about him I want to speak to you," said Ruth, with glistening +eyes, as her heart rose in thanksgiving for this added joy of Mala's +change.</p> + +<p>"Yes, missie?"</p> + +<p>"We want you to know, and your great devotion to him makes us tell you, +that we have great hopes that he has recovered his speech."</p> + +<p>Mala's intent look was her only answer.</p> + +<p>"But," pursued Ruth earnestly, "it is most important that, as it has +been a nervous affection, nothing should now be said to him by anyone. +If he were to be overpowered by congratulations and questions, I fear +it might bring back his dumbness. Can you understand this?"</p> + +<p>Mala nodded eagerly, and then said, "But 'has' he spoken, missie?"</p> + +<p>So Ruth explained, and told her she could learn all particulars from +Morris. And then, telling her how very glad she was about what she had +said, Ruth heartily shook her hand and dismissed her, desiring her to +send Judith to her at once.</p> + +<p>A happy, grateful party went to bed that night under the roof of "The +Furnished House!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The next morning at breakfast, a telegram was brought in for Ruth.</p> + +<p>It was from her father, asking her to come home at once for a few +hours, as Dr. Arundel and he wished to hear all particulars.</p> + +<p>All was bustle to find the next train, and to get Ruth off, and Heston +and Judith flew about till it was time for her and Heston to start for +the train.</p> + +<p>Just as she was ready, Norman came down the stairs, holding Mala's hand.</p> + +<p>Ruth looked in his face, and saw all was right there.</p> + +<p>He nodded to her, and then whispered in her ear, "Mala hasn't kissed me +and fussed, but I think she knows it."</p> + +<p>"She promised she would not," whispered Ruth back, "but she is very +glad."</p> + +<p>So she sped after Heston, who was waiting outside.</p> + +<p>"Heston!" she exclaimed. "He has spoken quite naturally to me again, +but in a whisper. Oh, I am so thankful!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>It was only an hour's journey, and soon Ruth found herself in her own +familiar High Street, and opposite Riverside.</p> + +<p>She could not pass Mary's door without getting her sympathy in the joy +which she had to tell.</p> + +<p>For a moment she thought of Vincent, but, after all, the remembrance of +that unsatisfactory parting, so sorrowful on both sides for different +reasons, would have to be lived through. Ruth determined never to +mention it, and she doubted if Mary would, even if she heard of it, +which did not seem likely.</p> + +<p>So she rang the door-bell, and the maid told her Mrs. Arundel was in +the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>She hung her hat in the hall, and after her usual little knock, Ruth +peeped in with a smiling, "I have come, Mary, but it is to bring you +good news of Norman—"</p> + +<p>To her dismay, Mary was sitting on the sofa, with her head buried in +the cushions, in what looked like an abandonment of grief.</p> + +<p>"Mary!" said Ruth fearfully, coming over to her side. "Mary, darling, +what is it?"</p> + +<p>The corner of a letter peeped out from her lap, and Ruth guessed the +post must have brought bad news.</p> + +<p>But Mary's shoulder was withdrawn from the light touch of Ruth's gentle +little hand.</p> + +<p>"Can you not tell me?" she asked at length.</p> + +<p>"You would not understand," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Understand what?" asked Ruth.</p> + +<p>But something in Mary's tone, different from anything she had ever +heard from her before, made her heart sink, and stilled her inquiries. +Was it, after all, to do with Vincent?</p> + +<p>"Tell me, dear Mary," she implored, after what seemed a dreadful pause, +in which Mary's sobs were the only sound. "It will be far better to +tell me, then I can at least try to comfort you."</p> + +<p>"There is no comfort," said Mary, with stiff lips, sitting up and +brushing away her tears. "If you do not care for him, that is the end +of it. But oh, my poor Vincent!"</p> + +<p>"But I—didn't know—did not expect—it was all so sudden. Mary, why did +he not let me know before; I never guessed he had set his heart on it +till the last moment, and even now I hardly know what he meant."</p> + +<p>"He is gone now," said Mary, weeping again. "I never thought, as I +parted from him on Saturday, when he was coming to you, that you would +treat him so."</p> + +<p>"How 'so'?" said Ruth, turning pale. "Did I do anything that was unkind +or untruthful?"</p> + +<p>"I daresay not," answered Mary wearily; "but, all the same, Vincent is +gone to America with a sore heart, and nothing that anyone can do can +make it otherwise."</p> + +<p>Ruth's lips took that little proud look which Mary had not seen since +the time of her estrangement with her father.</p> + +<p>"Now I have hurt you!" she exclaimed, throwing her arms round Ruth's +neck. "Oh, forgive me for being so grieved. You cannot help it that you +do not love him. But there is no one like Vincent in my eyes, and I +thought—I hoped that you would find it out."</p> + +<p>"I was so taken by surprise," whispered Ruth, caressing her friend. "Do +not be so sorry, dear Mary. Perhaps he will be comforted soon; and, +indeed, I did not mean to be unkind."</p> + +<p>"I am sure of that," said Mary, rousing herself, and looking in the +tearful, burning face of her little friend.</p> + +<p>And then the two girls were startled by hearing Dr. Brown's voice in +the hall, and Arthur's answering eagerly, "She is here; how glad I am, +for we can both see her and hear the good news together."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_26">CHAPTER XXVI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>INTERRUPTED.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>RUTH and Mary sprang up and tried to compose their countenances as well +as they could in the moment's pause while the gentlemen hung up their +hats.</p> + +<p>But the two doctors were so intent on the little patient, and on all +they had to hear, that they hardly noticed anything amiss. If Arthur +thought Mary had been crying, he concluded that it was in sympathy with +the touching particulars of the child's recovery.</p> + +<p>So Ruth had to tell it all over again from the beginning, and great was +the rejoicing at every detail of the news.</p> + +<p>At length Arthur said to Ruth, "Do you think he should remain at Sandy +Cove, or come home now?"</p> + +<p>Ruth looked at her father, but as he did not speak she answered slowly, +"I had thought—"</p> + +<p>"Well? Do tell us!" said Arthur.</p> + +<p>"I had thought that we had better remain another week, and perhaps by +that time, he will have got used to speaking to us. I think it would be +a pity to disturb the present associations till he has confidence in +himself. Is that what you think?" she asked, looking from one doctor to +the other.</p> + +<p>"It is a pity you are not in the profession!" smiled her father. But +he got up and kissed her forehead. "That was only my fun! You have a +wonderfully wise little head, my dear!"</p> + +<p>So the doctors went off, and Ruth, with rather a sorrowful face, turned +to Mary.</p> + +<p>"I am going up to The Firs to fetch a few things," she said, "so I must +wish you good-bye."</p> + +<p>"Will you not return to lunch, or tea, Ruth? You are not going to leave +me—like this?"</p> + +<p>Ruth coloured deeply. "I think I shall go home first, dear Mary, and if +I have time, I will run in about half-past three o'clock, just before +my train."</p> + +<p>Mary was obliged to let her go, and Ruth walked back to the station and +took a fly. She felt as if she could not drag herself up those long +hills to-day.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown had told the servants to expect her, so she found a welcome. +And after talking to cook for a little while, she sat down to her +solitary lunch.</p> + +<p>It was only just over when the cook sent up word that she would like to +speak to her.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ruth!" she said, when Ruth had sent for her. "Do you think master +would let me come down to Sandy Cove and stay with you till you come +home? I could cook for you, and I'm sure you look quite over-done with +it all! It's a lot to see to, and then it isn't as if you understood +how to do things yet! How should you? In another year or two, you will +know a lot more things. 'Do' let me, dear Miss Ruth!"</p> + +<p>Ruth was very near bursting into tears. "But my father?" she said. "He +would be uncomfortable."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, miss! The parlourmaid says she can manage beautifully, and +there's my sister—James's wife, you know—at the cottage. She says +she'll run in of a morning and look round—I've been to see her to ask +her to do so after I'd sent in your lunch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, cook, it would be the greatest comfort!"</p> + +<p>"Then if master agrees—you might telephone to him, couldn't you, Miss +Ruth?" she added coaxingly.</p> + +<p>So Ruth telephoned, and Dr. Brown acquiesced at once, only thankful +that some relief had come to what he saw was too great an undertaking +for his little daughter.</p> + +<p>It was past three o'clock before Ruth, with cook and her little box, +took their seats in the fly to go down to the station. They would have +half an hour to spare in which cook would do a little shopping, and +Ruth repaired to Riverside with beating heart, hardly knowing how she +could bear to meet Mary again that day.</p> + +<p>But Mary was one who set a thing right at once if it were possible. The +moment Ruth entered, she ran to her with out-stretched hands.</p> + +<p>"Dear Ruth!" she said lovingly. "You caught me at an unlucky moment +this morning. I had not had time to recover my disappointment or I +should not have blamed you as I did. In fact, I had no business to +blame you! Will you forgive me?"</p> + +<p>Ruth kissed her warmly, but though she tried she could not get out a +word.</p> + +<p>"The tea is ready, have you time for a cup?" asked Mary.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Ruth, "I think I have. If I leave here at five +minutes to four—"</p> + +<p>Mary saw that she was not ready for any private talk. The same set +look was in her face, and though she spoke of Norman and of Mary's +interests, Vincent's name was never mentioned.</p> + +<p>"We are coming back in a week, I hope," she said as she rose to go.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am glad. I have missed you terribly."</p> + +<p>"And so I have you!" exclaimed Ruth. "Oh, Mary! Do not cast me off +because of this!"</p> + +<p>"Cast you off! Is it likely?"</p> + +<p>And then Ruth went.</p> + +<p>And Mary sat down and cried as she had not cried for years. Thus Arthur +found her on his return from his patients.</p> + +<p>"My poor Mary!" he said, after he had drawn out the whole story from +her. "It is a very bad bit for you to go through, but do not forget the +Anchor!"</p> + +<p>"The anchor?" asked Mary, leaning her head on his shoulder and feeling +inexpressibly comforted by his sympathetic, hopeful tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes; the anchor which used to comfort me in the years when I was not +sure whether I should ever get a certain little Mary!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! And what was it, Arthur. Perhaps it will do me good—and Vincent—"</p> + +<p>"The anchor was this:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'My times are in Thy hand.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"There I rested, and the anchor held fast even in the storm! Write to +Vincent, and tell him from me that there's nothing like 'committing our +way' to God to find it 'brought to pass'!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_27">CHAPTER XXVII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>BY THE WINDOW.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE first sight that met Ruth as she looked out of the train at the +Sandy Cove Station was Judith's little figure standing on the platform.</p> + +<p>When she met her eyes, however, she saw, to her great relief, that +nothing was wrong. Gladness beamed there instead of the usual grave +patience.</p> + +<p>"He has spoken to me!" exclaimed Judith, linking her arm in her +cousin's as they turned out of the station.</p> + +<p>"He has?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I could not exactly believe it before," said Judith +apologetically. "It seemed so impossible! But it happened like this, +Cousin Ruth—"</p> + +<p>"Do tell me!"</p> + +<p>"Mala had one of her dreadful headaches, and she had to go to bed. So I +sent Jane out in the garden to lead Norman about while I did the two or +three little things I had promised you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, they could have been left, dear, if you were busy."</p> + +<p>"I knew you would wish that—but you see, Jane does sometimes help him, +so I thought it would be all right; and she is so kind. And then, +Cousin Ruth, when I peeped out of the window at them, he appeared to be +prattling away to her quite naturally."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how lovely!" exclaimed Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Yes; do you know, after that, I could not do a thing more! I just +cried, I was so thankful! And then I thought I would finish your +dusting quickly, and I could hardly see what I was doing, I was so +glad. But I had to stop crying, or Norman would have guessed. So when +I had done all you asked me, I put on my shady hat and ran down the +garden.</p> + +<p>"'I've done, Jane,' I called, 'and if you will get Norman's carriage +out here, we will sit in the shade and I will read to him.'</p> + +<p>"Jane went to fetch it with such a joyful look in her face, and we +helped him to get in, and then she wheeled him under the trees, and +I sat down to find the place in your book. I could not make out just +where you had left off, and Norman raised himself on his elbow and said +eagerly, 'It's just there! I know it was the end of a chapter!'</p> + +<p>"So I thought of what you said, Cousin Ruth, and I answered quite +quietly, 'Oh, yes, so it is.'</p> + +<p>"And after that, he spoke to me when he had anything to say, just as if +he had been talking all these years!"</p> + +<p>Ruth pressed the little hand which clung to her arm.</p> + +<p>"I was never so happy!" said Judith. "Oh, Cousin Ruth, to think that I +hated to come to England, and was so horrid to you when I first came!"</p> + +<p>"All that is past, dear," said Ruth, affectionately; "but here we are +at home, and there is Norman at the window with Jane."</p> + +<p>Of course, everyone was surprised to see cook, and delighted too. Jane +took her off to introduce her to the kitchen, while Ruth sought Morris +to hear all that had been done in her absence.</p> + +<p>Morris glanced at her dear young lady several times, as if to make sure +that all was right, but Ruth answered the look by a gentle kiss.</p> + +<p>"Morris," she said, hesitating, "I have been rather troubled by +something—something Mrs. Arundel told me—but I shall be all right +to-morrow I hope. I am tired now; do not worry over me."</p> + +<p>"No dearie," answered her old friend, softly.</p> + +<p>So they sat down to a late tea, and everybody talked but Norman. He +seemed content to watch the others, and did not venture on any remarks.</p> + +<p>Ruth told them that her father had decided that they should stay +another week. And that now cook had come, she hoped to be able to go +out with them and enjoy herself. And Heston said in that case, he +should enjoy himself twice as much, as leaving her at home to do the +housekeeping had made him quite miserable.</p> + +<p>But when Ruth went up to bed, and all the house was quiet, in a very +sober mood, she sat down by her open window and thought over the events +of the last few days, while she listened to the sound of the waves as +they gently broke on the shore.</p> + +<p>She rejoiced inexpressibly at Norman's recovery. But somehow, the +uppermost thought to-night was that a check had come to her friendship +with Mary, and that things would never, never be the same again.</p> + +<p>"I thought nothing could ever come between us," she sighed, as +she rested her head wearily on the window-sill, "and now quite a +little thing, that was nobody's fault, and that could not have been +anticipated, has divided us! Oh, Mary! Did I make an idol of you?"</p> + +<p>"And yet," she went on to herself, "I was very angry with her! I +thought she was hard on me. I could not help what Vincent said—girls +can't always help what a fellow chooses to say—and he gave me no time +to think, or to answer him properly."</p> + +<p>Then there was nothing but the sound of the waves, so soothing in their +gentle murmur, but so sad, she thought, to-night.</p> + +<p>She felt how lonely she was. For the last few months, there had always +been Mary to whom she could tell everything. Now there was no one. Even +if she and Mary should ever feel the same again, there must always be +this subject on which neither of them could touch.</p> + +<p>Poor Ruth shed many bitter tears over the loss of her friend, and then, +chilled and forlorn, she turned from the window, pulled down the blind, +and lighted her candle.</p> + +<p>Her eyes fell upon her open Bible, where that morning she had been +preparing her little story for Norman from the fourteenth chapter of +Matthew. The words flashed across her now with a ray of comfort,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Bring them hither to Me!'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>What? Was she to bring her vexation, her burdened, disappointed little +heart, her weariness, her feeling that all was going wrong with her? +Was she to bring these things to Christ to be set straight?</p> + +<p>Was the grace to bear, the strength to go on again, the courage which +would rise to the emergency—were these things all included in the five +loaves and the two fishes which looked so insufficient for the feeding +of five thousand men, and yet were to be brought to Him!</p> + +<p>With a sudden sense of relief, Ruth came back to her Resting-place. +And the first grateful thought was, that even without Mary, cut off +from all human sympathy, without an outside help of any sort, Jesus +Christ had been sufficient to fill her heart and give her a rejoicing +realisation of His presence.</p> + +<p>She had brought the trying circumstances to Him, as He had bidden her +in those gracious words of His, "Bring them hither to Me," and she +found she had enough and to spare!</p> + +<p>So she laid her head on her pillow, and, like Hannah of old, "her +countenance was no more sad."</p> + +<p>"God can bring it all right, and make Mary understand," was her last +thought before she slept.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_28">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A SUNSET.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"RUTH," said Heston at breakfast next morning, "when we get back, I +must ask my uncle to let me really begin."</p> + +<p>"Begin?"</p> + +<p>"To study for what I am going to be. I should like to be a doctor."</p> + +<p>Ruth looked earnestly at him, but Heston met her gaze steadily. "I mean +it," he said. "Doctors have such a splendid chance of doing good, and +helping people. I thought so in India and in Germany, but I think so +ten times as much now."</p> + +<p>"I think so," said Ruth, heartily, "and I am glad you do."</p> + +<p>"I have had a long letter from poor father this morning," continued +Heston, "but nothing but the signature is in his own writing. I fear he +must be very ill. Do you think uncle would mind my wiring the good news +about Norman to him? I should like him to get it before—" he paused.</p> + +<p>"I feel sure he would wish it, if we can make it up intelligibly."</p> + +<p>"Oh; no fear of that. But I tell you what, Ruth, as father is so ill, +I'll just send the telegram along to uncle for his approval. It will +only delay it for a few hours."</p> + +<p>So Heston wrote it out while Ruth stood by making suggestions. And when +it was done, he gave Ruth his father's letter to read while he ran to +catch the early post.</p> + +<p>It was a long letter, and evidently had been dictated at various times +when he felt able, for the inks were different, as well as the writing.</p> + +<p>Ruth could not help crying over the touching farewell, thinking what +it had cost that suffering father so far away, and then she found a +message to herself.</p> + +<p>"Tell your Cousin Ruth," it ran, "that no words of mine can express the +thanks I feel for her love to you all, and for receiving you into her +loving heart." Thus the letter ended.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Heston," said Ruth, looking up with tearful eyes when he came in, +"how sad it is!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but how you have comforted him, Ruth! I shall never forget all +you have done for us—never!"</p> + +<p>"When you do think of it, Heston, just remember that it has not been my +goodness or love at all, but just God's great love to me!"</p> + +<p>"All right," said Heston. "I know you mean it, so I won't say another +word!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So the last week passed by, Norman gaining strength and liveliness +every day, and then they went home.</p> + +<p>As they sat in the train, Judith edged up close to Ruth's side and +whispered, "Cousin Ruth, will you let me be your little sister when we +go home?"</p> + +<p>"Willingly, dear," said Ruth, turning round and looking into the sweet +blushing face.</p> + +<p>"I should like to be just your little sister! To do what you want, and +be kind to you, and—and a comfort—if I could."</p> + +<p>"You can, dear," said Ruth, with watering eyes; and her heart felt +lighter than it had done for ever so long.</p> + +<p>That evening, she and her father and Heston settled their future plans.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown was very pleased with Heston's good sense, and readily +promised to forward his wishes to be a doctor.</p> + +<p>"I do not know about money," said Heston, colouring deeply, "my father +was too ill and too sorrowful at parting with us to ask him much, but +I understand that he had some to leave us, but whether it would be +enough—"</p> + +<p>"There will be enough for your education, my dear," said Dr. Brown, +kindly, "and for the rest, I will take care of them. Do not worry your +head over that."</p> + +<p>Heston could not get out much in the way of thanks, but his uncle +understood.</p> + +<p>Then they fell to talking of Judith's schooling, and it was arranged +that she should go to the High School where Ruth had been so happy. And +Ruth undertook to take Norman's lessons for the present till he should +be quite robust.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So the next morning, she went down to the Town to call on the Head +Mistress. And when the preliminaries were settled, she turned her steps +to Riverside with a beating heart. She almost wondered whether she +would be welcome; and then chid herself for her want of confidence in +her friend.</p> + +<p>But Mary came running to her, and clasped her in her arms.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ruth, how I have missed you!" she exclaimed. "The days have seemed +so cold and long without your dear little presence."</p> + +<p>Ruth looked up shyly. "Are you glad to see me, dear Mary?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"'Glad!'"</p> + +<p>She glanced up into Mary's face with her clear, frank look, and Mary +once more kissed her earnestly "and they made it up."</p> + +<p>But Ruth remembered that evening by the window at Sandy Cove, and she +knew that it was God her Saviour who had answered her prayer, subdued +her proud little heart, and had given her back her friend.</p> + +<p>During that happy summer, Ruth and Norman spent half their days in +the sunny garden at Riverside, to their great content and Mary's +enjoyment. Dr. Brown's carriage brought them, and fetched them home in +the afternoon, and Ruth sat under the trees teaching Norman, or helping +Mary with her needlework, and the brief misunderstanding they had had +seemed like a dream.</p> + +<p>Sometimes, she thought there was a gravity about Ruth's face that +she had never noticed before. But then, she reflected, Ruth had been +through a great deal.</p> + +<p>Vincent wrote to his sister frequently, but she seldom spoke to Ruth of +the contents of his letters.</p> + +<p>"Thank Arthur for his message," he said, in one of them. "Never was +there a nicer one, and it did me more good than I can say."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One day, in the late autumn, Dr. Brown and Ruth were walking up the +hills together. Ruth had laughingly told him she meant to see the +sunset from a certain spot, and that she was bent on his accompanying +her.</p> + +<p>So, with a good-humoured smile, he put on his hat, and they set out +together.</p> + +<p>When at length, they had climbed to the top and could look over the +view on either side, Ruth gave a deep sigh. Whether of weariness or +content, her father was uncertain. He looked in her face, and she +turned towards him with a tender smile.</p> + +<p>"Are you happy, my dear?" he asked, a little wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, dear father," she said, as she clasped his arm closer.</p> + +<p>"Vincent Linthorpe wrote to me this morning," he said, still looking +down upon her.</p> + +<p>"Did he!" asked Ruth, startled.</p> + +<p>"Yes; he spoke most warmly of the time he spent with us in the summer. +Sometimes I have thought that you were going to tell me something, and +then you have drawn back!"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to tell," said Ruth, distressfully, hanging her head. +"Nothing that I can tell exactly. He said half-a-dozen words, and I was +taken by surprise—and that's all! Then he went."</p> + +<p>"And you were sorry?" said Dr. Brown, gently.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Ruth. "Yes, I was sorry that it happened. But it +cannot be helped now, father."</p> + +<p>She brushed away two or three tears, and her father stood silent, only +pressing her arm closely.</p> + +<p>"He says he will be home in the spring," he remarked at length. "I do +not think the opening has been as profitable as was expected. I think +he will be glad."</p> + +<p>No more was said, but Ruth was wonderfully comforted by her father's +tenderness. And as they retraced their steps, her sweet brightness +shone out again.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said, as they stood for a moment to watch the glorious +sunset over the mountains, "I think God has brought nothing but +blessing out of these children's coming."</p> + +<p>"I am sure of it," he said, heartily. "I thank God every day for it."</p> + +<p>"Heston is content," she went on; "Mala is quite changed; Norman is +almost well; Judith is my little sister; and you and I are 'very' +happy, aren't we?"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_29">CHAPTER XXIX.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>MALA.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>LITTLE did Ruth think, when she and Morris made up their minds to bear +with Mala, that soon she would prove their greatest comfort.</p> + +<p>Winter days succeeded that lovely autumn day when she and her father +watched the sunset, and at The Firs peace and happiness reigned. But +when the cold weather came, Morris seemed to fail, and was obliged to +keep to her room and often to her bed.</p> + +<p>One evening, just as Ruth was wishing her old friend good-night after +doing all she could for her comfort, Mala knocked at the door and came +softly to the bedside.</p> + +<p>"Missie Morris," she said gently, "will you let Mala sleep in your room +and nurse you? Missie Ruth has got them all to see to, and Mala has +plenty of time! Do let me, dear Missie Morris, for all your love to me! +I'm different now," she added beseechingly.</p> + +<p>Ruth glanced in Morris' face. "Would you wish it, dear?" she asked, +bending over her.</p> + +<p>For answer, Morris put out her hand, and took the dark one in hers. "It +would be a great comfort to me, because I know my childie has more than +enough to do."</p> + +<p>"If you will help me, Mala," said Ruth, turning to her, "I should +be very grateful, but I could not give up my dear Morris to anyone +entirely!"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, Missie! I meant that. Let Mala do what she can. Indeed, I will +do all you say. I have kept my promise about Master Norman, Missie, +haven't I?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed you have," said Ruth, heartily.</p> + +<p>And so it was settled, to the great comfort of all parties; for Morris +knew that her dear young lady was less tired; and for herself, the +thought that thus her Lord had provided for her illness was a well of +content.</p> + +<p>"I shall soon see Him," she would say with a peaceful look; "it will be +only a little while now."</p> + +<p>And she was right. Before the snowdrops had peeped out, dear old +Morris, with her hand clasped in Ruth's, and with Mala standing quietly +by, entered into her eternal rest.</p> + +<p>The day before she died, she said to Ruth, "Dearie, you will let Mala +help you all she can? I feel sure you may trust her now. She says she's +been made new all over."</p> + +<p>And Ruth said "Yes," with thankful heart.</p> + +<p>Ruth's own sorrow at the loss of her dear old friend was quiet and +deep, but she said very little about it for the sake of the others.</p> + +<p>At first she had dreaded lest Mala should shew extravagant grief after +her great devotion to her patient. But she soon found that her fears +were groundless.</p> + +<p>"Mala not grieving," she answered, when once Ruth looked in her face +questioningly; "Missie Morris with Jesus now; she happy: so Mala happy +too!"</p> + +<p>She crept into her own accustomed corner by her own little work-table, +and the only difference was that Morris' bible lay open on it beneath +her work, and that there was a chastened brightness in the dark face +which had been growing there ever since Morris welcomed her into her +room for Christ's sake.</p> + +<p>When the weather allowed, Ruth and Norman often went down to Riverside. +And while Norman sat at the table with his lessons, Ruth and Mary +worked and chatted. Happy, peaceful days in which they learned to know +each other thoroughly.</p> + +<p>There was only one subject on which they never touched. Mary would +speak of Vincent among the rest, and often his name was on her lips, +but it came in her stories of the days of her old struggles, when she +kept that diary which she had called "In the Sunlight and out of it," +and she seldom referred to his present doings. The fact that he was +coming home soon was the only one that she mentioned.</p> + +<p>As they sat and worked, Mary would tell Ruth stories of the old days +when her friendship with Ada Arundel was her great joy; of the long, +waiting time of Cuthbert Reid before he gained the treasure of Ada's +love; of Nellie Arundel and her many brothers and sisters; of her own +love story with Arthur; and Ruth learned to love them all, and to know +them through Mary's eyes.</p> + +<p>The life in the two large families to which Mary now belonged was so +entirely different from anything that Ruth had known that she felt +invigorated by all she heard, and grew stronger in spirit and more +brave when she realised that the struggles and difficulties of others +were as many as her own, though they might be different, and that the +same grace was brought to bear upon them from the same everlasting +Source of Supply.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_30">CHAPTER XXX.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>DR. BROWN'S PLAN.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>RUTH and Norman were sitting one sunny afternoon in April on the +hillside just above The Firs. Ruth often brought the child to this +spot, for the wide expanse of country stretching out before them +rested her, and she thought that it did the same for her loving little +companion.</p> + +<p>There was a certain place which she always chose, with a large broken +rock as a background which sheltered them from the wind, and with +several smaller rocks which served "as chairs and tables" as Norman +said. Above them and around them were scattered firs and larches, and +between their stems, the green fields and peeps of hills beyond seemed +to be fairer and more beautiful than when looked at in an unbroken +sweep.</p> + +<p>Ruth had brought out some dainty work for Mary, but it had fallen into +her lap, and her eyes were gazing at the prospect. Presently a little +hand touched hers, and almost made her start.</p> + +<p>"There's Vincent coming up that winding path!" Norman said, pointing.</p> + +<p>"Vincent? Are you sure, Norman?"</p> + +<p>"You just look!" answered Norman. "But he's hidden by those trees now. +Oh, there he is! Yes, it is Vincent; I knew it was."</p> + +<p>He was close to them by this time.</p> + +<p>And then as Ruth rose, he came up to them and shook hands.</p> + +<p>There was a moment's constraint, and then Vincent said:</p> + +<p>"I only landed at Liverpool this morning, and I wanted to see you first +of all."</p> + +<p>"I did not know that you had even started."</p> + +<p>"No; it was quickly decided at the last."</p> + +<p>Then there was another pause, and Ruth said something about its being +time for them to go home.</p> + +<p>"Oh; but might I just pick my flowers?" asked Norman, taking up his +basket. "I shall not be long, Cousin Ruth; and you can have my seat," +he said, turning to Vincent, and pointing to the stone by Ruth's side.</p> + +<p>"Well, do not be long, dear," she said, "for we must be going."</p> + +<p>"Is it time?" asked the child, surprised.</p> + +<p>"Yes, quite time to-day," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>He went to the edge of the little path, where in sunny corners beneath +the broken rocks and underwood a few wild flowers were peeping out.</p> + +<p>Vincent took his offered seat. "May I stay for a few minutes?" he +asked. "The servants told me where you were to be found, and I ventured +to follow you. I am afraid I was very clumsy and abrupt when I parted +from you that day," he said, gently, "and I cannot tell you how much I +have regretted it. I do not like to ask you to forgive it, because—"</p> + +<p>Ruth was silent. There was nothing to answer; and she wondered dimly +whether Mary would be angry with her to-morrow, and think she had +treated Vincent badly "this" time.</p> + +<p>But he was looking in her face as if expecting her to reply, and her +eyes came back from the prospect, and met his with a certain distressed +look in them which he could not fathom.</p> + +<p>Mary had whispered, as she had kissed him that morning just before he +started for The Firs, "Make your wishes plain, Vincent! I am afraid you +want her to understand without words!"</p> + +<p>Was he wanting her to understand without words now?</p> + +<p>"I came to you the moment I landed, to explain!" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"I did not know there was anything to explain—"</p> + +<p>"I wanted to tell you a number of things! May I try to tell you my +meaning? I am very stupid, but it is because my heart is so bound up in +what I am asking that I bungle so. Have patience with me, Ruth—it is +because I love you so much; and I am afraid I shall go away, and not +have made you understand after all!"</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence. What could Ruth reply? Had he given her +any opportunity of replying to him?</p> + +<p>Her cheeks burned and tears of mortification rose to her eyes. Yes, +he would go away again, just as he did before, and Mary would be +disappointed, and—it was too horrid: why did her heart ache like this? +She almost wished he had stayed in America.</p> + +<p>"How is it to be, dear?" he ventured, very softly. "I loved you the +first moment I saw you, and I have loved you ever since; and now I want +you—" and then came what he wanted all in a breath, "I want you to be +my wife!"</p> + +<p>Ruth turned her shy eyes to his face. Must she give him her answer now? +Was that what he had meant to ask her when they parted all those months +ago?</p> + +<p>"I did not understand then," she said, with deepening colour.</p> + +<p>"But you do now?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—"</p> + +<p>His face had turned pale now, and the hope which had flushed into it +was dying out. After all, she did not care!</p> + +<p>But he thought of Mary's advice, and would make one more effort.</p> + +<p>"Tell me that you will, dear!" he entreated. "Can you?"</p> + +<p>"I think I could—if—" she said, slowly.</p> + +<p>"There can be no 'ifs' after that!" he joyfully exclaimed, taking her +hands in his and drawing her to him.</p> + +<p>"I do not see how I can leave my father," she whispered, hanging her +head.</p> + +<p>"I settled all that with him last autumn!" exclaimed Vincent.</p> + +<p>"You settled with my father!" she said, drawing back.</p> + +<p>"He told me he should never stand in the way of your happiness—if you +loved anyone, he would come and live near you. Oh, Ruth, if that is the +only objection, his generosity has removed that!"</p> + +<p>Ruth paused once more. She sat down on her seat again, and had turned +very pale.</p> + +<p>"It is asking a great deal of my father," she said slowly, with +faltering lips.</p> + +<p>"It is—a great deal—but he loves you better than himself, Ruth."</p> + +<p>"And I ought to love him better than myself," she said, more steadily. +"I think I would like to talk to him. I should see things more plainly +then."</p> + +<p>She rose and turned homewards, and Norman, seeing them move, sprang to +her side and looked in her face wistfully.</p> + +<p>"It's all right, darling," she whispered, bending down.</p> + +<p>"Are you sorry about something?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I ought not to be," she answered, turning towards Vincent with a +grateful look.</p> + +<p>And Vincent on that took her hand in his, and would not let it go till +they reached the bit of high road just by The Firs.</p> + +<p>"I must go back to Mary now, I suppose," he said reluctantly; "but I +will come again this evening. You expect Dr. Brown soon?"</p> + +<p>"At four o'clock," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"What makes you sad, Cousin Ruth," asked Norman as Vincent strode off +down the hill.</p> + +<p>"Because he wants me to give him something, and I do not know whether I +can."</p> + +<p>The child put her hand against his face caressingly.</p> + +<p>"Is it too difficult to ask God about?" he whispered.</p> + +<p>Ruth stroked his flushed cheek tenderly. "Of course it isn't, dear!" +she exclaimed. "I was so taken by surprise that I had not time. Oh, +Norman, what a comforter you are!"</p> + +<p>Mala came forward to meet them, and Ruth ran up to her own room.</p> + +<p>She knelt by her bed, and all she could ask was that she might be +taught what to do, and not be allowed to hurt her father.</p> + +<p>Presently, she heard the carriage wheels, and she went down, afraid +that her tearful eyes would not escape her father's notice.</p> + +<p>But for the moment he was so full of his news that he did not even +glance at her.</p> + +<p>"You will be delighted to hear, my dear, that Mrs. Arundel has a fine +little son!" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Oh how glad I am!" said Ruth.</p> + +<p>Then her father caught sight of her face, and drew her into the library.</p> + +<p>"Has anything gone wrong, my dear?"</p> + +<p>But Ruth found it hard to tell. It was a long time before Dr. Brown +could get at the bottom of it all, but with his arms round her and her +head on his shoulder, he made it out at last.</p> + +<p>"Then it's the old father that stands in the way?" he said, with a +tender smile, looking down on the fair little face he loved so well.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! No!"</p> + +<p>"But, you see, he isn't in the way, because he made up his mind months +and months ago that he'd pack up and come and live next door to you if +that would make it easy!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you dear, dear father! But—"</p> + +<p>"No 'buts' at all! Dr. Arundel can manage the practice, and I must +retire some day. We can easily build a double nest for us both, and +have a door between! I've thought it all out, you see, and we shall +enjoy planning it together. Vincent says he will not mind the old +father and the Indian children next door, and I—shall be more happy +than I ever thought to be again! Does that satisfy you?"</p> + +<p>"It ought to," she answered, burying her face in his breast. "Oh, +father, father, how good you are!"</p> + +<p>"Poor, Vincent!" he responded "I am afraid you did not give him much +hope from the look of him as I passed him on the hill; he did not even +see me."</p> + +<p>"He is coming presently," said Ruth, raising her head and blushing.</p> + +<p>"I am glad of it!" said her father, heartily. "He's a good man, Ruth; +and I thank God that my darling has found such an one. I pray God to +bless you both."</p> + +<p>He put his hands on her head and murmured words of blessing, and then +Ruth threw herself into his arms, and though her tears rained down, she +was comforted.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When Vincent came back after an hour or two, she was herself once more. +She told Heston and Judith that he wanted to speak to her, and she went +to him in the drawing-room, holding out her hand frankly when he looked +questioningly in her face.</p> + +<p>"It was so hard to decide," she said, "but, oh, I cannot tell you what +my father has been to me!" She gave a little smile as she added, "He +says I was not as kind as you deserved this afternoon! Was I very bad?"</p> + +<p>And Vincent said "she had not been bad at all, but that he had felt so +afraid—"</p> + +<p>"But you are not afraid now?" she asked gently. "You need not be, +Vincent, for you have made me very happy. Do be happy, too."</p> + +<p>"Then I am!" he exclaimed joyfully.</p> + +<p>And indeed he looked so, for no cloud rested on Ruth's face now.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Have you given it?" whispered Norman to her, when they went back to +the others.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Does he like it?" questioned the child.</p> + +<p>"I think he does."</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad! I thought it would come right! I like to see you happy, +Cousin Ruth."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_31">CHAPTER XXXI.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>THE HOUSE IN THE TREES.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>SO Vincent went back to Riverside with the understanding that he would +see Ruth to-morrow before he started for his home. Heston had repaired +to the library to study, and the children had long since gone to bed.</p> + +<p>Left together, the father and daughter sat very silent at first. And +after a while, Ruth got up and came over to her accustomed place and +laid her head on her father's shoulder.</p> + +<p>"It won't make a bit of difference!" she murmured so softly that he +only just heard it.</p> + +<p>"I know that, my dear—"</p> + +<p>"You are sure that it will not make you unhappy?" she asked, raising +her eyes to his face.</p> + +<p>"On the contrary, it has made me very happy!"</p> + +<p>She nestled her head closer again for reply.</p> + +<p>"Why did you not answer him in the autumn?" asked her father smiling a +little.</p> + +<p>"I did not know—I was taken by surprise, and there was nothing to +answer either, father."</p> + +<p>"It is a good thing he managed to give you something to answer this +time, then! Ruth, I have seen two lives entirely spoilt in my young +days, because the man left so much unsaid."</p> + +<p>"Who was it?" asked Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Nobody you ever heard of. He went abroad, and she has never married. I +always feel sad when I think of it."</p> + +<p>Ruth could not help thinking how nearly that might have been their lot, +and she was glad it had not been.</p> + +<p>"I have told Vincent," pursued her father after a pause, in which he +had been fondly stroking her flushed cheek, "that I think you too young +to be married yet awhile. He is quite willing to wait for two years, +and by that time, my dear, we shall have been able, I hope, to find or +build two suitable houses near Mr. Brown's works, and Dr. Arundel will +have thoroughly taken up the whole of the practice."</p> + +<p>"Dear father!"</p> + +<p>"I shall make arrangements to retire in a year, I think, that will give +us plenty of time. You see, I have been thinking about it for months."</p> + +<p>"I did not know that he had spoken to you," said Ruth blushing.</p> + +<p>"Yes: it was one of those things I could not speak of. It was better +that you should get to understand yourself—and him—without any help +from me."</p> + +<p>"He wants me to go home with him to be introduced to his mother and +father. Do you think I had better go?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. They will want to see you too. And while you are staying +there, I will come over and look round at the neighbourhood. Will Brown +will be pleased to see me; I have often promised to make acquaintance +with his wife, and now she will be your sister!"</p> + +<p>"I shall feel dreadfully shy at going among such a lot of strangers—"</p> + +<p>"I tell you what, Ruth!" exclaimed her father suddenly. "I will wire +to Will Brown to-morrow and ask him if he can have us both, and then +you can go and see the Linthorpes from there. You will not feel half so +strange then."</p> + +<p>"That would be better," said Ruth, raising her head, "but will Norman +be all right?"</p> + +<p>"There are Judith and Heston to leave in charge," he answered, "and we +shall not be away very long. I think he will be happy—"</p> + +<p>"Might I ask him? I feel as if he is part of my life now, father!"</p> + +<p>"So he is," said Dr. Brown, "but you must go to bed. Oh, my precious, +how glad I am that it is all so happily settled."</p> + +<p>"Dear father! How good you have been to me," said Ruth as she gave him +her good-night kiss.</p> + +<p>Then she turned back at the door to say "I am to be allowed to have a +peep at Mary to-morrow, am I not?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I hope so. Perhaps you will go down with Vincent?"</p> + +<p>"He is not coming till twelve; he said he had something to do he could +not put off."</p> + +<p>"Then you will go after lunch? I will tell Mrs. Arundel you are coming."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Ruth, with a little help from Judith, Norman, and Mala, was busy all +the morning collecting and packing her belongings; for she felt sure +that when once her father had decided on going, he would give her but +little time before the project was carried out.</p> + +<p>She was not mistaken. For before twelve o'clock, Dr. Brown telephoned +to her from the town that he had received the answer from his Cousin +Will, and they were to go to-morrow.</p> + +<p>Ruth laughed with Heston over the promptness, and said that her father +evidently thought that she would only want to take a few handkerchiefs! +She was flying downstairs on some errand when the front door opened, +and Vincent stood there.</p> + +<p>He came forward. "It has seemed such a long time!" he exclaimed. "I +could not come earlier because I had to go to Worcester."</p> + +<p>"To Worcester?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He drew her into the drawing-room, and still keeping her hand in his, +searched in his waistcoat pocket.</p> + +<p>"I have been hoping I might suit your taste, dearest, in choosing +this—have I?" He put on her slender finger a ring, and as its stones +flashed in the sunshine, he whispered, "Will you let it speak for me +when I am away, and tell you I love you!"</p> + +<p>"It is beautiful!" said Ruth, glancing up. "I never saw one I liked +better."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad! I had to be very particular, you see, for such a very +dear and dainty little lady!"</p> + +<p>"You could not have chosen better," said Ruth; "but how did you guess +the size so well?"</p> + +<p>"Ah! Mary helped me to that. She said you and she had laughed over her +engagement ring once, and you had tried it on—"</p> + +<p>"So I did!" exclaimed Ruth, blushing crimson.</p> + +<p>"And Mary told me hers was a little large for you, so I guessed the +rest."</p> + +<p>"You are a wonderful 'guesser,' then," smiled Ruth.</p> + +<p>"I've had to take a good many things on trust for a good many months," +he said archly.</p> + +<p>"Poor Vincent," she said kindly, "I am so sorry; but—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, dear, it was my fault. And so Mary and you nearly broke your +hearts over it?"</p> + +<p>"Nearly," said Ruth gravely, "and I do not know whether Mary has really +forgiven me from the bottom of her heart yet."</p> + +<p>"Mary does not owe grudges," said Vincent.</p> + +<p>"No—she is the dearest, sweetest—but, you see, it was her twin who was +made sorry; and it was all so difficult to explain."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>But when that afternoon, she bent over Mary and received her kiss, Ruth +knew that all was right between them, and that what had been so hard to +explain was made clear now.</p> + +<p>"My little sister," Mary whispered.</p> + +<p>Then she gave a sweet smile as she turned to the pillow by her side. +"Am I not rich?" she asked, as she uncovered the little downy head and +showed her son. "Arthur says I may call him Vincent! But perhaps I +shall have to ask you now?"</p> + +<p>Ruth laughed a little as she blushingly said, if she were asked, +nothing could please her better.</p> + +<p>And then nurse remarked time was up, and Ruth had to go.</p> + +<p>Mary caught her hand. "Let me see!" she said archly. "Do you like +Vincent's choice?"</p> + +<p>"Very much indeed; only it is too beautiful."</p> + +<p>"He thinks nothing too beautiful for you," smiled Mary.</p> + +<p>So they managed to way-lay Dr. Brown's carriage and to get home for +afternoon tea, having arranged together on the way that they would try +to devote themselves to the children to-night to let them share as much +of their gladness as they might.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The next afternoon, the train bore them both, as well as Dr. Brown, +towards Vincent's home.</p> + +<p>Mr. Brown's carriage was at the station to meet them, with Willie Brown +inside, of whom Ruth had often heard.</p> + +<p>"My father is so pleased at your coming," he said, when they were +seated and Vincent had gone towards his home; "he says it could not be +better. And Alice is pleased too."</p> + +<p>Then smiling a little and colouring, he added, "You will be surprised +to hear me call my stepmother 'Alice,' but it was her wish. We are the +dearest of friends, and I cannot give you an idea of all her goodness +and sterling worth. She is sister and mother to me at once, and I love +her dearly."</p> + +<p>"It is very kind of you to tell us," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Well—to say the truth, I came on purpose. Alice is thoroughly +unselfish, and she makes my father very happy."</p> + +<p>"I expect your kindness to her helps," said Ruth. She took a fancy to +the young man on the spot.</p> + +<p>He shook his head, smiling, and soon they drew up at Mr. Brown's +handsome house, and a well-dressed, sweet-looking lady of about thirty +came forward to meet them.</p> + +<p>"This is dear Ruth, is it?" she asked, kissing the bright, blushing +face. "We shall get acquainted soon. You are my cousin now, you know, +but by and bye you are to be my sister!"</p> + +<p>There was an impression of ease and comfort in the whole air of the +house, and when Ruth saw her room, she gave an exclamation of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"There!" said Alice, going to the window. "Do you see those poplars, +with that red-gabled roof behind them?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"That is our home—Vincent's home! He is there by this time, telling +them all about you."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid they may be disappointed in me," said Ruth, looking up in +Alice's pleasant face.</p> + +<p>"I do not think they will, dear."</p> + +<p>"I am so young—and so ignorant—I have no merit except—"</p> + +<p>"Except?" asked Alice, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Except that we love each other!" she said, and then turned away +covered with confusion.</p> + +<p>Alice kissed her affectionately, and was just leaving the room, when +Ruth looked up once more.</p> + +<p>"I do not know why I said all that, but I think it was your kindness, +and that you reminded me a little of Mary."</p> + +<p>"Do I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—and I want you to know that Vincent and I do not forget Who has +given us our happiness; and we have promised each other that loving and +serving Him shall be the very first thing with us."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_32">CHAPTER XXXII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A LARGE FAMILY.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>LEFT alone, Ruth sat down in a luxurious arm chair by the window, and +looked out over the green meadows.</p> + +<p>Mary had told her how their windows at home had a view of Mr. Brown's +house, but she little thought then that before long she would be +sitting there herself, and that the mistress of the house was to become +her own sister!</p> + +<p>But she must not spend time in day-dreams, for her father would miss +her, and had not Alice told her that tea was just ready?</p> + +<p>She hastened her toilet, and soon was finding her way down. A maid came +forward from one of the rooms and conducted her to the drawing-room, +where Mr. Brown was talking to her father, and Alice was pouring out +tea from a lovely old china teapot into cups such as Ruth had never +seen. Her busy father had had other things to think about than old +china, she thought!</p> + +<p>There was much to tell between the two cousins, and Ruth and Alice were +left to entertain each other.</p> + +<p>Ruth found she had to tell all about Norman's recovery, and Alice and +Willie Brown were full of interest in everything she could tell them, +so that the time slipped by very fast. And just as Alice was proposing +a walk round the grounds, Vincent's step was heard, and his smiling +face appeared at the door.</p> + +<p>"So you could not stay away long!" said Alice in a fond teasing tone. +"Come along, we have not been complete without you!"</p> + +<p>"Nor I," he said, "but Alice, mother and father cannot wait until +to-morrow to see Ruth, so I have come to fetch her!"</p> + +<p>"Not till after dinner?" asked Alice. "Just as you like about that."</p> + +<p>So it was arranged. And visitors happening to come in, Vincent was told +to show Ruth the beauties of the grounds, and the two went out together +to the shady lawn, where seats and arbours and summer-houses seemed to +abound, and they found themselves for the first time with opportunity +to talk together over their plans, and of the new life that was opening +before them.</p> + +<p>It seemed all too short when Vincent exclaimed, "There is the first +dinner gong! I declare it seems no time since Alice sent us out. It was +jolly of her, was it not?"</p> + +<p>"We must go now, though," smiled Ruth. "How long do they give us, +Vincent?"</p> + +<p>"Half an hour," said Vincent, grudgingly. "Does it take you all that +time to make yourself smart. You look just right as you are!"</p> + +<p>With which compliment, Ruth ran off laughing.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>After dinner, Vincent came up to her as they stood about in the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"Shall we go now?" he asked. And when she turned rather pale, he added +softly, "You need not be nervous, they will love you dearly!"</p> + +<p>So they set forth in the sweet evening light. There were only two or +three fields to cross, and soon they were walking up the garden at +Vincent's home.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Linthorpe had been watching for them, and met them at the garden +door.</p> + +<p>One glance at her face, and Ruth knew that she had nothing to fear.</p> + +<p>She found two loving arms round her, and a very soft voice saying +"Welcome, my dear!"</p> + +<p>Her first thought was that this was Mary's mother, her next that she +was Vincent's mother, and would be her own.</p> + +<p>Lovingly the gentle eyes scanned the new daughter's face:</p> + +<p>"We shall get to know each other, and love each other soon," said Mrs. +Linthorpe, "though I do love you already, for my boy's sake. Now I am +going to take you to Mr. Linthorpe at once, or you will be dreading the +interview all the time! Come in, dear!"</p> + +<p>She led the way into a shaded drawing-room, and there Ruth saw the +invalid father of whom Mary had often told her.</p> + +<p>He held out his thin hand, and she bent to receive his kiss.</p> + +<p>"You seem like a little piece of my Molly!" he said, smiling. "How was +she when you left, and my little grandson?"</p> + +<p>Ruth smiled brightly; how thankful she felt to him that he spared her +any further greetings and congratulations.</p> + +<p>She gladly told him how she had been privileged to see both Mary and +the grandson yesterday, and how well both were, and what happy messages +Mary had sent to her father. And then Ruth's cheeks began to cool, and +she could bear now the thought of the family of future brothers and +sisters who would come in presently to be introduced.</p> + +<p>When that ordeal was over, and at length it was time to go home, +Vincent took her across the fields once more in the moonlight, and the +rest gathered round Mr. Linthorpe's chair to compare notes.</p> + +<p>"She looks very young," said Flora.</p> + +<p>"That will improve," said their mother.</p> + +<p>"She's pretty," said Harry.</p> + +<p>"That's nothing," exclaimed Archie bluntly, "She's a regular brick, +that's what I call her; there's lots of stuff in her, I'm certain."</p> + +<p>"What do 'you' think, father?" asked Rose, bending over him.</p> + +<p>"I like all I have seen and all I have heard, exceedingly."</p> + +<p>"Father is such a judge of character," said Flora.</p> + +<p>"Now mother! It is your turn," said Harry, laughing. "I say! A poor +daughter-in-law has a lot of people to please!"</p> + +<p>The rest laughed too, till Harry quite blushed.</p> + +<p>"He's thinking of his turn," said Archie.</p> + +<p>"Well—mother?" Harry urged.</p> + +<p>"Mothers have to be very quiet over their different children!" smiled +Mrs. Linthorpe, "But I think she will make Vincent happy!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="Chapter_33">CHAPTER XXXIII.</a></h2> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>IN THE SHADED ROOM.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE next day was spent in "looking round," as Mr. Brown called it.</p> + +<p>He was exceedingly pleased that Dr. Brown thought of settling down near +him, and that Vincent Linthorpe, of whom he spoke most highly, should +have formed such a happy connection with his cousin's family.</p> + +<p>There were endless jokes as to the new relationships, but everybody +seemed pleased, and the topic of the existing houses, or the building +of another, occupied all their thoughts.</p> + +<p>Dr. Brown's two wishes were that the house should be on high ground and +have an established garden; and these things circumscribed the number +of available spots.</p> + +<p>"We shall have to look out for anything that falls vacant," said Cousin +Will, at the end of their first day's search.</p> + +<p>"I think myself," said Dr. Brown, "that I shall have to buy a cottage +perhaps, and build on to it. I shall get you to keep your eyes open for +me."</p> + +<p>"We will most gladly," said Alice; "and Vincent goes about so much, he +may hear of something."</p> + +<p>Ruth had now become quite at home with the Linthorpes, and had spent +many happy half-hours with Vincent's mother and his invalid father.</p> + +<p>On the morning of the day on which she was going home, she was sitting +with them with her needlework in her hand, but she did not get on very +fast. She was listening to such talks as she had never heard before, +and she was wondering at the grace which sustained the patient invalid +for all those long years.</p> + +<p>"You bring me near to my Molly," he was saying. "Sometimes I think I +catch a tone of her voice in yours!"</p> + +<p>"Do you? You see we have been so much together! I cannot tell you what +I owe to Mary, Mr. Linthorpe; and she says she owes it to you and her +mother!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! my dear, and we all owe it to God. It is His love and His patience +and His strength that help us to go on at all! But Mary is a great +treasure! Truly her prayer has been answered, 'Bless me, and make me a +blessing.' Has it not?"</p> + +<p>"It has to me—" said Ruth. "I was so hard and so self-willed before I +knew Mary."</p> + +<p>"Were you, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Dreadful!" said Ruth, shaking her head.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, my dear," said Mr. Linthorpe affectionately. "When we put +ourselves into God's hands to do the best for us, and to mould us +to His will, there is every prospect of a happy issue. He will not +disappoint us of our hope."</p> + +<p>"That is what my old Morris used to tell me," said Ruth, with +glistening eyes. "But, Mr. Linthorpe, I feel so untried. I often wonder +how people 'bear' things! I feel as if I 'could' not! And yet that does +not seem right, I know."</p> + +<p>"I understand," he answered tenderly, "but, my dear, God does not ask +us to bear everything that everybody has! He has promised grace for +that which He calls 'us' to pass through! That thought has been a great +comfort to me. I was thinking about it only the other week. Satan said +to me, 'You have had a great many years of weakness, and you have been +very patient' (yes, my dear, he twitted me with that!), 'but now there +are other things you may have to bear, how will you do then?'</p> + +<p>"For a moment I was staggered, but then came another thought, straight +from my Lord and Saviour, 'But "He" said unto me, My grace is +sufficient for thee, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.'"</p> + +<p>Ruth's eyes filled. She knew from Mary what all the years had been, and +she bent and kissed the suffering, peaceful face almost reverently.</p> + +<p>He looked up and gave a beaming smile.</p> + +<p>"Do you know the end of that quotation?" he asked tenderly.</p> + +<p>"No—"</p> + +<p>"'"Most gladly," therefore, will I glory in my infirmities that the +power of Christ may rest upon me!'"</p> + +<p>So after a very happy four days, Ruth and Dr. Brown went home, and +Vincent was left behind to apply himself to his work and to look +forward to the next meeting.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Well, Cousin Ruth," said Heston, when they got home, "I would not have +believed that the house would be so empty without you!"</p> + +<p>"I expect it was," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Did you wish you were back here?" asked Judith.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes. I caught myself feeling home-sick two or three times in +spite of being so happy."</p> + +<p>"That's right," said Heston; "I didn't want you to be asked there for +ever!"</p> + +<p>"'For ever?'" she questioned smilingly.</p> + +<p>"Well, you know what I mean! Endlessly paying visits away from us, you +know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, we shall see. I do not intend to leave my father, anyway—so +you need not be afraid."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When she went up to wish Norman good-night, he looked wistfully in her +face after her kiss. "Well, dear?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Must you go down directly?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I will sit by you. Did you want me to talk to you?"</p> + +<p>"A little while. It is so nice to have you back. No one is just like +you, you know."</p> + +<p>She stroked his head.</p> + +<p>"Everybody has been so kind," pursued Norman, "especially Heston. Don't +you think Heston is awfully kind—for a boy?"</p> + +<p>Ruth laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"He is—for a boy. He is every way, I think, one of the kindest boys I +ever met."</p> + +<p>"He used to read to me every night, just like you do, and then when he +had done reading the first evening, he said, 'Doesn't Cousin Ruth say a +prayer with you?'"</p> + +<p>"I said, 'Yes.'</p> + +<p>"And so he knelt down and repeated 'Our Father.' Was it not kind?"</p> + +<p>"'Very' kind."</p> + +<p>"And then, Cousin Ruth, he sat down by me, and told me about one night +on board the steamer when we were coming home from India.</p> + +<p>"He was standing on deck watching the stars, leaning on the railings, +when an old sailor came up to him, and asked him if he might say a word +to the young gentleman, because he was a bit like his son who was far +away? So Heston said he might certainly if he liked.</p> + +<p>"And then the old sailor said he made bold to speak because he knew +what it was to have our Saviour as his own, and he wanted the young +gentleman to have Him too."</p> + +<p>"What a dear old man," said Ruth.</p> + +<p>"Yes; and Heston said that after that, he could not forget his words, +and how the old sailor had said,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Him that cometh unto Me I will in no wise cast out.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"And those words rang in his ears all the rest of the voyage. And then, +Cousin Ruth, on the second morning that uncle had prayers with us, the +words he read were those very ones!—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Him that cometh unto Me I will in no wise cast out.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"And Heston was so struck with them that he thought the best thing was +to 'Come,' as the words said, and he has felt happier ever since!"</p> + +<p>"How glad I am," said Ruth joyfully.</p> + +<p>"I knew you would be," said Norman, throwing his arms round her neck.</p> + +<p>So once more Ruth "settled in" as she called it.</p> + +<p>Norman was now considered well enough to do a few hours' schooling +every day, and he was able to walk down to the town daily and ride up +with his uncle at four o'clock.</p> + +<p>So Ruth found herself much more at liberty in the middle of each day.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When the Term began, Heston went to school at Worcester and returned +for the week-ends, and they all missed him very much.</p> + +<p>But Ruth had plenty to do. She diligently set herself to learn all the +housewifely arts that came in her way. And cook, who was her devoted +instructress, delighted in the success which attended their efforts.</p> + +<p>In the evenings, when Judith's lessons were prepared, the two "sisters" +as Judith insisted on naming them, sat at their needlework.</p> + +<p>"I only wish Missie Morris could see," Mala sometimes remarked.</p> + +<p>And Judith would say saucily as she called a blush in Ruth's face, "The +fact is Cousin Ruth, you want to be a perfect wife."</p> + +<p>"That I never shall be!" said Ruth shaking her head. "For Mary's father +told me that human nature is chiefly remarkable for its failure!"</p> + +<p>Judith paused with the scissors in her hand and looked at her +dubiously. "Then shall you not be a perfect wife after all your +efforts?"</p> + +<p>"I'll be as perfect as I can," said Ruth smiling; "but seriously, +Judith, do you not find in your heart, that when you would do good, +evil is present with you?"</p> + +<p>"I thought that was because I was so far worse than other people!" said +Judith.</p> + +<p>"No, I do not think that is it. I think it is that we are faulty, and +full of evil, and we want to be freshly forgiven, and freshly enabled +every day and every hour."</p> + +<p>Judith was silent; she went on with her work as if absorbed in it, but +really, she was thinking of what they had been talking about.</p> + +<p>"I should like to be good and please Jesus," she said at length, "but +I do fail so often! I get cross if I am called off my lessons to do +things. And then if we are working, and Mala comes in and wants me to +find the key of my drawers, I feel so annoyed with her! I am afraid, +Ruth, that I have not a very good temper—"</p> + +<p>Ruth was leaning over for the scissors, and she took the opportunity to +kiss Judith's soft little cheek.</p> + +<p>"I am sure all these things that we are conscious of as failures will +improve if we are watchful," she said, affectionately, "and if our +chief aim is really to please God in our everyday life."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think so? That is very comforting," the girl responded, +and then took up her work again and went on with it with fresh zest.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Thus the winter advanced, but nothing was heard of any house being to +let which would suit Dr. Brown's ideas.</p> + +<p>"I shall have to build, after all, I fear," he said one evening, "but I +shall wait till March before deciding."</p> + +<p>Vincent came for week-ends as often as he could, and Mr. Brown, with +his usual thoughtfulness, made things as easy for him as he could. Mary +often laughed, and quoted to Arthur that "it was an ill wind that blew +nobody any good," for she had quite a treat of her twin now.</p> + +<p>Ruth, as usual, spent many of her spare hours with her friend.</p> + +<p>The baby would lie and kick and crow on the pillow on the floor, while +Mary made endless garments for him, and Ruth plied her needle over her +own preparations.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>One day, after two or three days' absence, Ruth entered Mary's +dining-room with an unusually eager look on her face.</p> + +<p>"Have you come back?" asked Mary, looking up.</p> + +<p>"Yes—this morning; just now. I felt I must come in to tell you. We have +bought the house!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; you knew that my father and I went the day before yesterday? It +was all in such a hurry that I could not come in to tell you. Norman +promised he would."</p> + +<p>"And so he did, dear. Do tell me all about it."</p> + +<p>"The man who had the house to sell would not wait. I cannot explain +why, but something about foreclosing a mortgage."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know—"</p> + +<p>"So we had to settle it soon, and father was afraid of losing it. Mary, +it is lovely! It is on the highest ground anywhere round, and has nice +views over the fields, and such a sweet garden."</p> + +<p>"And how about the house? Is that suitable for what Dr. Brown wants?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; it can be altered capitally. It is little more than two cottages, +and father proposes to build on the ends of them a sort of wing to +each. Oh, such dear old-fashioned staircases, and such low, sloping +ceilings! I never saw anything so pretty!</p> + +<p>"Father says he shall open a doorway between the two little halls, so +that we may be able to visit each other without going out of doors."</p> + +<p>"That will be very nice," said Mary heartily.</p> + +<p>"Vincent likes it," said Ruth; "he is not afraid that we shall see too +much of them. He says he has always been used to a large family, and he +thinks it is the very happiest thing that could be.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mary! If you could have been there, and have seen us dancing about +for joy at such a lovely home as it will be!"</p> + +<p>"Will they spoil the garden very much with their building operations?"</p> + +<p>"Father thinks not. Of course the two grass-plots will suffer, but +he says there is more than a year, and that is easily replaced. No, +it is the trees, and the currants and gooseberries, the syringas and +the laurels, that charm him, to say nothing of the old-fashioned +flower-beds full of all kinds of perennials which are already beginning +to peep out."</p> + +<p>Mary's sympathy was very great. She dearly loved "planning" houses, +and told Ruth she must bring the plans for her to see, as no one would +enjoy them more!</p> + +<p>"We have had no time to talk of them," said Ruth; "but do you know, +Mary, I consider father is growing quite young again with the interest +of all this. He never gives those heavy sighs now!"</p> + +<p>"His heart is at rest, dear, for one thing: what a difference that +makes."</p> + +<p>"I sometimes look back, and am amazed," said Ruth softly, "at all the +changes that have come in the last year or two. How sad we were, and +how dear old Morris was the only one in our house who cared about the +best things. And now—"</p> + +<p>"It is very wonderful," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is! I trace a great deal of it to dear old Morris's prayers, +Mary! And then, next, to 'you.' You have been made a blessing to me, +indeed!"</p> + +<p>"A most unworthy one, then," said Mary.</p> + +<p>Just at that moment Arthur came in, having met Dr. Brown in the town, +and having heard the news of the house from him.</p> + +<p>"So you are the happy possessor of ten acres, Ruth, and a couple of +pretty cottages into the bargain!" he said, in a congratulatory tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my father has bought it."</p> + +<p>"Bought it for you, he told me. It is to be made out in your name!"</p> + +<p>Ruth turned crimson with surprise. "I did not know," she exclaimed; "he +did not tell me that."</p> + +<p>"He made no secret of it to me," smiled Arthur. 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