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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9f57f44 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,13 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text +*.htm text +*.html text +*.png binary +*.jpg binary +*.svg text +*.pdf binary +*.bmp binary +*.zip binary +*.midi binary +*.mp3 binary diff --git a/78888-0.txt b/78888-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..37206a2 --- /dev/null +++ b/78888-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8567 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78888 *** + +Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed. + + + +[Illustration: HARK, HARK, THE LARK + FROM A PAINTING BY W. E. EVANS] + + + + SUNDAY + + SUNSHINE. + + + EDITED BY + + CATHARINE SHAW. + + + AUTHOR OF + + "Something for Sunday," "Mother-Meg," "Dickie's Secret," etc. + + + [Illustration] + + + LONDON + JOHN F. SHAW AND CO. + 48, PATERNOSTER ROW + + + + [Illustration] + + CONTENTS. + + A Black Sheep. + A Charge. + A Dark Night. + A Decision. + A Favour. + A Lightened Load. + I. + II.—Changed. + An Uninvited Guest. + At Bethany. + A Telegram. + A Wet Day. + Devotion. + God's Messages—Lettice's Lark. + Gossip. + Grand-dad's Advice. + "Hail, King of the Jews!" + Her Sailor Boy. + Hindered. + Hira's Quest. + I.—A Strange Visit. + II.—Hira's Friend. + III.—A Startling Question. + IV.—A Sad Story. + V.—Alone in the Storm. + VI.—Father and Daughter. + VII.—Sukhiya's Scheme. + VIII.—The Old, Old Story. + IX.—"His Great Love." + X.—Rest. + XI.—"Ask, and It Shall Be Given You." + XII.—"He Careth for You." + XIII.—Hira's Quest Ended. + XIV.—Believing and Confessing. + XV.—Hunger and Thirst. + XVI.—Home at Last. + XVII.—Another Prodigal Son. + XVIII.—The Father's House. + XIX.—Sukhiya's Fall. + XX.—Behári Lál. + XXI.—Brought Home. + XXII.—"She Only Touched The Hem of His Garment." + "If Thou Hadst Known!" + In the Prison. + "I Love Him Still." + Jesus Looked round about upon all Things. + Jim. + Looking for Father's Boat. + Making the Best of a Bad Job. + "Master, Rebuke Thy Disciples." + Memories. + "Me Too." + Nellie's Card. + Nora's Message. + On the Moors. + Our Jack-a-Napes. + I. + II. + III. + Out of the Tombs. + "Peter Followed Afar Off." + Pollie's New Mistress. + Pulling. + "Punchinello." + Royalty and Loyalty. + Scripture Clock. + Smoothed Out. + So Much the More! + Sunday Lessons. + Sunset for Jamie. + The Alms-house Inmates. + The Call of Peter. + The First Day. + The Hill above Nazareth. + The New Governess. + The Ringleaders. + The Stay of the Family. + To-day. + Turned Out. + Twenty Times. + Under the Lych Gate. + "What Doest thou here, Elijah?" + When? + "Will I?" + + [Illustration] + + + + [Illustration: Illustrations.] + + A blind beggar. + A "boat from the French shore picked him up." + "'Ain't you sold any more than that?'" + "All day she sat quiet and waited." + "A soft hand rested on his shoulder." + "Beatrice fidgeted her hoop backwards and forwards." + Big Bob and Little Bob were carrying Liz in a net between them. + Bring your work, and sit under the trees. + Dick bringing home the wood. + "Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate." + Elijah in the wilderness. + "Geraldine worked in a corner apart." + "Gladys is the little teacher." + "'Go out and stay by the church gate.'" + "Hail, King of the Jews!" + "He only moved his position nearer to the fire." + Her late Majesty distributing gifts to soldiers' children. + "Hira would steal away to this quiet corner." + His mother clasped him in her arms. + "'I don't believe I shall ever learn it!'" + "I never saw such a sweet baby," said Grannie. + "Ivan drew out his little Bible." + "'I will go with them myself,' said Geraldine." + Jesus and the angry Jews. + Jesus and the blind man. + Jesus and the man possessed with a devil. + Jesus at Bethany. + Jesus at Simon's house. + Jesus entering the Temple. + Jesus going up to Jerusalem. + Jesus viewing Jerusalem. + "Jim drew the child nearer and admired her fish." + Joseph interpreting dreams. + Launching the boat. + "Mary went out into the November mist." + Memories. + Milly getting her ticket. + "Minette took Hans by the hand." + Nellie's card. + "'Now I'll put him on his hat.'" + "'Oh, has it!' asked Tommy, looking up surprised." + Peace I leave with you. + Peter in the court of the palace. + "Pollie hardly saw what flowers she gathered." + Pulling. + "Rollo stood looking on." + Scripture clock. + "She lay back exhausted." + "She lay in her arms for her 'cuddle.'" + "She's in the passage, kneeling by the window." + "She stooped and tied a ribbon round her dog." + "She tossed the corn to the fowls." + "'Sleep, lambkin, sleep,' she sang softly." + "Taking the lamp she started back to the child." + The alms-house inmates. + The call of Peter. + "'The "Doris" is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie.'" + The fishing-boat. + "The foam broke up white at the water's edge." + The new governess. + Tommy's grandfather. + "Two laughing girls sat down to a cup of chocolate." + "'What "doesn't" he say?' she responded lightly." + "'What do you want?' Sandy growled." + When she got out into the fields better thoughts came. + "'Why, see, child, it's all coming undone!'" + "'Why, you are reading a story book!'" + "'Yes; and it is all my fault,' sobbed the girl." + + [Illustration] + + + + SUNDAY SUNSHINE + + Edited by CATHARINE SHAW + + [Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +BY LOUISE MARSTON. + +CHAPTER I.—A STRANGE VISIT. + +THE sun was just sinking to rest in a mass of soft white clouds which +were banked up against a clear blue sky—streaks and waves of crimson +mingled with tints of almost indescribable hues showed upon the white +background with an intensity of beauty for those who had eyes to see it. + +The earthly scene, from which the sun was just hiding itself, was very +different to the heavenly; "that" consisted of a few straggling mud +houses, which could not be called a village: they were too near to the +large Indian city of which they had originally formed a part, but had +by some means become separated. + +Near by was a muddy pond, which dried up in the dry, hot months, but +now afforded a cool, refreshing resting-place to a herd of buffaloes, +who wisely showed they knew the best place to be comfortable in. Except +for these ungainly animals, which could not be said to add any beauty +to the scene, the place looked so silent and deserted that it was +difficult to believe it to be inhabited by any human being. + +Suddenly the dreary dinginess was brightened by a patch of bright red, +which appeared on the roof of one of the desolate-looking mud houses. +It moved warily across the flat roof, and then subsided in a corner, +where it became a "very" small patch, and kept very still. + +A closer inspection would have revealed the fact that this red patch +was a sari worn by a little Hindu girl. From between its folds, which +were often disturbed by the breeze, could be seen her face, very small +and thin, surrounded by black hair, which apparently did not receive +much attention. The sad, patient expression of the child's face could +not fail to be noticed, and though she sat as if gazing on the glorious +sky before her, no sign of pleasure helped to dispel the sadness. + +It was not to see the beauties of the sunset that she had crept up to +the roof, and sat there so still. + +It mattered not to her whether the sun rose or set, except for the +heat of its rays, for amidst the brightest glare of a tropical sun she +remained in perfect darkness, for Hira was blind. + +She had never thought of grieving over this sad fact, but quietly +accepted it, as she did everything which came to her. Joy and happiness +were words which had no meaning for her, and therefore sorrow and +sadness could not be known by contrast—just as, never having seen the +light, she could hardly comprehend the dense darkness in which she +dwelt. + +If she had been asked whether she was happy, she would have been sorely +perplexed how to answer, for she knew no more of happiness than she did +of the world in which she lived. + +If she could have analysed her thoughts and feelings and put them into +words, she might have said that what she liked best of all was to climb +on to the roof, and sit alone in the dark, and "listen," for though she +had no eyes to see, she had ears which no sound escaped. + +She loved silence too, and that could seldom be had in the courtyard +and verandah below, where children cried, and women talked or +quarrelled, and men scolded. + +So, as soon as the sun went down, Hira would steal away to this quiet +corner, which she knew so well that she never feared as she groped her +way to it. + +She talked very little, this blind child, but she thought much, though +it might be difficult to explain "how," when she had so little to think +about. + +Her mother was dead, and her father had gone away years ago and never +come back; so she lived with her uncle and aunt, who had plenty of +children of their own. She never missed the love which she had never +known, and it was only when she received an extra hard blow, dealt by +some impatient hand, or did not receive enough food to satisfy her +hunger, that she would creep away to her corner on the roof, where her +tears fell unseen and unknown. Even then she did not know that she was +unhappy. + +As she sat on that evening with her chin resting on her hands, suddenly +she gave a start, for an unusual sound had reached her quick ears. + +It was not often she heard anything like this, and a more critical +listener than she might have been pleased to hear the clear, full tones +of the manly voice which broke the stillness. + +Hira was not left to enjoy her delight alone; it suddenly became +evident that this was not such a deserted region as it appeared. A +small crowd collected round the singer, and several women came on to +the roof, that they might hear from there. The words were very simple +and oft repeated, and before the hymn was finished, two were clearly +imprinted on the blind child's memory, words never to be forgotten, for +they were the name of Jesus Christ. + +The hymn told how His work was to save souls, and because He had laid +down His life that He might be the Saviour, no sinner could ever come +to Him and not receive salvation at His hand. + +Clear and distinct the words rang out on the still evening air, and +were wafted afar on the breeze. + +The singer's heart rejoiced, for a stranger in a strange land, as yet +separated by an unknown language from those into whose midst he had +come to dwell, he had found a means of telling the good news which he +had come so far to proclaim. + +But he had another message to give before he went on his way, and, not +now in tones of persuasive sweetness, but as a command given by one in +authority rang out the words, not twice, but again and again, "Prepare +to meet thy God." + +Then the messenger went on his way, and the astonished listeners never +asked him why or whence he came. + +For a time, people talked of the mysterious stranger who had come and +gone so quickly and sang with such a beautiful voice. Then they forgot. + +But there was one who always remembered. + +[Illustration] + +Blind Hira, wrapped in her red sari on the corner of the roof, heard +the words of the command, and, perhaps because she could not be so +easily distracted by the things of earth, which were hidden from her, +they remained written on her memory and heart. + +"Prepare to meet thy God." "Prepare to meet thy God." + +The words rang on and on, sometimes mixing with the words of the +hymn, telling of One of whom she had never heard, and having heard, +understood nothing, but yet whose name became so familiar, even Jesus +Christ, the sinner's Saviour. + + + +GOD'S MESSAGES—LETTICE'S LARK. + +"LETTICE, go out and sit on the form in the shade till I am ready for +church," said her mother. + +"May I pick some moon-daisies for old Mrs. Robins? She does love them +so." + +"Very well, but do not make yourself dirty." + +So Lettice set forth, and when she had filled her basket, she sat down +to rest. + +How quiet it all was! How soft the air blew, bringing on it the sound +of the distant church bells; while from the field, a lark rose up +singing with all its might. + +Lettice's eyes followed it far up into the blue sky, and her thoughts +went further than her eyes—even into heaven, where angels and the +redeemed were praising God. + +When she carried the marguerites into the sick chamber of old Mrs. +Robins, her face brought a message, though the little girl was quite +unconscious of it. As the invalid looked at the flowers that quiet +Sunday evening, she said over and over again to herself, "God's little +messenger, that's what she was! She looked as if she'd been talking to +Him." + + + +AN UNINVITED GUEST. + +ONE day when the Lord Jesus was on this earth, He was invited to dinner +by a rich man named Simon. + +Perhaps this rich man asked the Lord Jesus to dinner because he wished +to see Him do some miracle—something wonderful, which no one else could +do; or he may have imagined that people would think more of himself if +he had Jesus for a guest. At any rate, by what we read afterwards, I am +afraid the Pharisee did not invite Jesus because he "loved" Him. + +But there was somebody at that feast who did love Jesus, but she was +not invited! + +In Eastern lands, the houses are not shut up like our houses, but +because it is so warm, the dining-rooms are often open to the air on +one or two sides. + +When a great man makes a feast, people hear of it, and come round the +house to look at what is going on. + +In the city, there lived a poor sinful and sorrowful woman who had +learned to love the Lord Jesus; perhaps she had heard Him say those +loving words: "Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, +and I will give you rest." + +When this sorrowful woman heard that Jesus was gone to dinner at the +Pharisee's house, she brought a little box made of alabaster, which was +filled with some very sweet-smelling ointment, and she made her way +into the open dining-hall, and when she saw where the Lord was sitting, +on a sort of couch close to the table, she came up and stood behind Him. + +And as she stood there and thought of all her sinfulness, and of all +His love and compassion, she began to weep, and her tears fell down +over His feet as He reclined at the table. + +Then she wiped His feet with her hair and anointed them with the sweet +ointment. + +But the Pharisee who had invited the Lord Jesus looked on with great +anger. He thought if Jesus were a great teacher, He would not have +allowed a woman from the city to come and wash His feet with her tears. + +But Jesus knows all our hearts, and He could see that the poor woman +loved Him so much that she would go away and try never to grieve Him +any more. + +By-and-by, He told Simon to look at this woman, and compare her love +with his. + +[Illustration] + +Jesus said words something like this: "Simon, I was tired and dusty +when I came in, but you did not give Me water to bathe My feet; but she +has washed My feet with her tears; you did not offer Me a kiss, but +this woman has not ceased to kiss My 'feet'; you did not anoint My head +with oil, but she has even anointed My 'feet' with precious ointment. +She has loved Me very much because I have forgiven her very much." + +And turning to the woman, Jesus said to her, "Thy sins are +forgiven; . . . go in peace." + +Oh, the joy of hearing Jesus say those words! And we may have the joy +too, if we come to Him with humble, loving heart, and tell Him that we +are sorry. + +He never turns anyone away who comes to Him; so, dear little children, +let us trust His loving heart, and though we know we are very unworthy, +do not let us stay away for that, for Jesus longs that we may be +forgiven, and so be able to go away "in peace." + + + +JIM. + +THE "Sailors' Arms" had held out alluring hands to Jim Adams for many a +long day. His was the most familiar figure by its fireside in winter, +and in fact, the "Sailors' Arms" saw more of Jim Adams when he was home +from sea than the bare, dirty cottage where he lodged. + +[Illustration] + +But one sunny summer afternoon, Jim turned out of the "Sailors' Arms" +earlier than his wont. + +Somehow he had got thinking of the Lizzie who would have been his wife +if she hadn't taken the fever and died. He mightn't have been the Jim +Adams he was now if she had lived. Who cared for him? Nobody. Who +respected him? Nobody. Who would shed a tear if he never came back from +sea? Nobody. They called him a drunken ne'er-do-weel, and they took a +drink from him and laughed at him almost openly, and the respectable +men and women drew away from him. It was a black picture that Jim drew +of himself as he sat on the shingle and looked at the sea. + +A sound of voices and laughter came up to him, and he saw Bob Sheppard +and his children coming over the sand. Big Bob and little Bob were +carrying small Liz in a net between them. + +Jim watched them wistfully. He might have had a little laughing +daughter like that. + +The two bearers deposited the child on the shingle, and Liz, after +looking round for something to do, came trotting straight towards Jim. + +Jim held his breath. He didn't know what made him think of such a +thing, but he decided that if she turned from him, there was no chance +of his being different, but if she came past him without fear, he would +try to be more like the Jim that the dead Lizzie had known. + +Little Liz stooped and picked up a piece of shining seaweed; she came +towards Jim and held it out. "That's for you!" she said in her baby +voice. + +Jim took it. He looked at it, and folded it and put it in his pocket, +and the child stood and watched him as he got slowly up and went away. + +[Illustration: Big Bob and little Bob were carrying Liz in a net +between them.] + +Three days later, Jim Adams went to sea again, and Liz's bit of seaweed +went in his pocket. For three days he had been perfectly sober, and the +"Sailors' Arms" had been feeling empty. + +Bob Sheppard sailed with him, and sometimes he would look pitifully at +his neighbour's lowering, morose face. But Jim was such a well-known +character that Bob never once dreamed of his wanting a helping hand or +of the wish to be different. + +But wish as Jim would, he had no power to make himself different, and +when the ship put in at the seaport near his village home, he went on +shore and got drunk. He was sitting on deck next morning feeling more +ashamed and sorry than he ever remembered feeling before, and there was +a terrible depression at his heart. He could never be different, never +be good enough to meet Lizzie. He would not try any more. He even took +out the little bit of seaweed that he had thought would be a talisman +to help him, and was going to throw it into the sea, when a small voice +beside him said,— + +"Did you like my bit of seaweed? You never said you did." + +[Illustration] + +Jim started violently. There stood little Liz, hugging a great fish, +and behind her was her mother, smiling at her. The two had come over as +a great treat to see Bob, and Liz had spied her old friend and sought +him out. + +Jim felt almost too shy to speak to her, but Mrs. Sheppard was talking +quietly to her husband, and Jim drew the child nearer and admired her +great fish. The two grew quite friendly, and hope began to creep back +to Jim's heart. Suddenly looking up, he found Mrs. Sheppard looking +down at him with a kindly expression in her eyes. + +"My little Liz has taken quite a fancy to you," she said. + +"I wish I was a better man," he said huskily. "I did try, but it don't +seem no use." + +"The Lord Jesus would help you," she answered softly. "He loves you and +died for you." + +A light came into Jim's bleared eyes. + +"Lizzie used to talk like that," he said, "but it's too late now; I'm +too bad." + +"It's never too late," cried Mrs. Sheppard warmly. "Don't you remember— + + "'The dying thief rejoiced to see + That fountain in his day; + And there may I, as vile as he, + Wash all my sins away.'" + +Bob called her just then, and she and Liz wished him good-bye. But +before she parted from Bob, she said hesitatingly, "You know Jim Adams, +Bob? Give him a kind word now and then; little Liz has taken such a +fancy to him, and he looks lonely." + +Bob looked down into little Liz's clear blue eyes thoughtfully. "He +wouldn't take a word from me," he said, "but I'll think of it. You +know, we think of those at home when we're out on the quiet nights, and +I will see," he added fondly. + +He watched Jim curiously after that. He wondered what had made Lizzie +take to the man. She was a rather shy, particular little lady, and Jim +was not prepossessing in appearance. + +Bob watched Jim a good deal that voyage. + +Jim was usually morose and taciturn; now, silent as ever, he looked +different, less unkempt, less unhappy. But Bob did not find a chance of +speaking to him; their duties lay apart, and it seemed as if all things +combined to separate them. + +One night a wild gale sprang up, and the ship, never very seaworthy in +Bob's eyes, strained and tossed, and was beaten hither and thither in +an alarming manner. Signals were fired, for they were in sight of the +French coast, and as the tardy morning dawned, they saw that a small +boat was putting out to them. + +The storm had subsided and the sea had gone down, but the wild waves +had done their work on the old ship and she was sinking fast, and but +one boat was coming out in answer to the signals of distress. + +Jim Adams stood looking out over the heaving water. He had a lifebelt +on. He had just been at the pumps, and he knew the ship was doomed, and +he was facing death and eternity. Yes, he could face them calmly now. +He took out the bit of seaweed little Liz had given him—his first ray +of hope—and he murmured over the verse Liz's mother had repeated. As he +said the last line, he lifted his head with a look of triumph in his +eyes— + + "And there may I, as vile as he, + Wash all my sins away." + +He started as he felt someone stand beside him, and Bob Sheppard's +voice said, "She's going fast." + +Jim nodded. "It's all right for me," he said gruffly. Then he added +quickly, "Where's your lifebelt, man? That boat will never reach in +time, and you've dear ones waiting at home." + +Little Liz's fair face seemed to rise before Bob's eyes, but he knew +nothing of the ring of pathos that came into his voice as he answered +quietly, "There aren't enough belts to go quite round." + +Jim made a quick movement, and Bob cried out earnestly, "No, no! Not +your belt, Jim Adams; I'm determined about that." + +"So am I," answered Jim; "I'll try for the boat. I've no one to shed +a tear if I go down, and you have wife and child. If it should be so, +tell little Liz when she's growed up as she pointed the way to God to a +poor lost sinner—she and your missis." + +He would take no denial, and he had but bound the life-preserver round +Bob, when there was a sudden cry from below, "She's going!" + +She was, indeed. In the rush of the swirl of water as the ship sank, +Bob saw no more of Jim. He was not to wait for the boat after all, and +Bob was borne away on the crest of a wave. + +A spar touched his hand, and he grasped it. He would fight for the life +Jim had tried to give him while his strength held out. An hour later, +the boat from the French shore picked him up and bore him to land. + +All his mates were saved but one, and the one that was missing was Jim. + +[Illustration] + +It was early morning when the ill-fated boat that carried Jim Adams and +Bob Sheppard sank into the seething water. The gale that had lulled +somewhat rose again, and a few hours later, a little fishing-smack came +in to the hospitable shore where Bob and his companions were recovering +from their experiences. And with them, cold and still and altogether +peaceful, came all that was left of Jim Adams. The fishermen said they +had picked him up just alive, but in spite of all they could do, he had +died before they could reach home. + +As Bob Sheppard stood looking down on the face of the man who had +given his life for him, great tears welled up into his eyes and rolled +unheeded down his rough face. What was he that Jim Adams should give +his chance of life for him? He remembered his wife's interest in Jim, +and Jim's love for little Liz. Jim had given them back their dearest, +and had died in the giving. + +[Illustration] + +Bob stooped down and took a piece of seaweed from the hand of the dead +man. It was twisted firmly in the fingers, and Bob took it as a little +remembrance. It was all that he could take to tell of that morning's +work. But he did not know that he was taking the bit of seaweed that +Liz had given in the innocence of her childish heart that day when Jim +had left the "Sailors' Arms" and gone to think of his lost Lizzie on +the beach. + +Bob did not guess that the seaweed that he folded in his pocket-book +had been the first ray of hope for a new life for Jim. But he +determined that the life given back to him that day should be devoted +more wholly to following his Saviour. + +He saw Jim laid to rest in the little French burying-place, and then he +took the first opportunity of going back to his home. + +How warm was his welcome! + +And as he and his wife gathered round the fire that first evening, with +small Bob at his elbow and Liz close clasped in his arms, he told them +how Jim had given his life for him. + +Ah, Jim! You thought that no tears would be shed for you; you thought +no one would care! No one at the "Sailors' Arms" gave you another +thought. Other sailors, tied and bound by the curse of drink, occupied +the "Sailors' Arms," but you were mourned and spoken of gently in one +home, the home where little Liz lived. + +As Liz grew up, her mother often told her of Jim Adams, for the child +had no knowledge of what her little innocent gift of seaweed had done +for Jim, though she could well remember Jim's face and figure. And the +story had an effect on all her life, making her kind and thoughtful for +the sad and downtrodden, and ever ready to hold out a helping hand, or +give a cheering word to those who had few to care for them. + +[Illustration] + + + +TURNED OUT. + +IT could not be true! George looked at his employer blankly; surely he +had misunderstood. But once more, the harsh words fell on his ears, and +he knew he had heard aright. + +"Here are your wages, and I shall not need your services after next +week." + +George took the pile of silver handed him and walked mechanically out +of the office. Some of the men eyed him curiously as he passed, not a +few openly jeered, but George walked on, dragging his feet wearily. + +At the corner he paused, then turned sharply away from the village +towards the desolate bare heaps of refuse which lay around, and walked +rapidly on. How could he go home and face his mother with that story, +that mother so dependent on him, for whom he had toiled so long? + +Making sure no one was within sight, he flung himself on the ground and +moaned aloud. Oh, why had they left their little country home and come +to this drear spot? It was all dark to him, and there was no one to +comfort him then. + +At last, he roused himself and turned back towards the village; the +sun was setting in a red glow behind the church tower, and the rooks +in the vicarage garden were flying homewards. All was at rest and in +peace, but he alone. And why was it? What had he done that he should be +dismissed? Ah! He knew, but the thought brought him no comfort yet. + +"'Saint,'" they had called him, "'coward'" too, because he had refused +to join in their gambling and drinks, and had mocked him; ay, and +cursed him too for the loving care he gave to his mother. + +[Illustration] + +So he strode through the village angry and sad. Angry, for he thought +God had forsaken him, sad because his faith was dim, and he saw not the +hand stretched out even then to shield. + +He had passed the little gate which led from the vicarage garden, when +a cheery voice called to him, and he turned to see the vicar leaning +over it. A glance at his face told the vicar he was in trouble, and +drawing him inside, he paced silently beside the lad while he told his +tale. + +He could do little then to comfort, but his sympathy helped George and +took the hardness out of his heart and voice. + +Then he hastened home and broke the news to his mother, never noticing +in his trouble the glad bright light on her face. + +When he had finished, she took her son by the arm and led him to the +window, where lay a strange, long envelope. George took it, wondering, +then read the letter almost with awe. + +"Mother!" he said, and clasped her in his arms. "Then God has not +forgotten." + +The letter was from a strange lawyer, telling them that George's uncle +had died in Australia and had left £500 to George's dear mother. + + + +[Illustration] + +HER SAILOR BOY. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"I'D better go away, mother, and get over it as best I can!" + +"Away from 'me,' Benny?" + +"I shall be better away. It's no use trying here. I shall meet Mary +every day, and I can't stand it." + +Then the mother knew that what she had feared had come upon her. She +only held his hand and looked into his face. + +"There's only one way that I know on, to get broken hearts healed," she +said, falteringly; "and that ain't going into foreign parts! There's a +Healer as will do better for you nor that!" + +The young man would not pull his hand away, for might it not be the +last time she might hold it? But a slight movement on his part showed +his unwillingness, which she well understood. + +"Come back to me when you are tired of it," she said gently and +tenderly. "If I'm alive, I shall be here waiting for you; and there's +One as is nearer than ever I could be." + +Then he packed his bundle; and with sore, wounded heart, and burning +anger against the friend who had played him false, he went to sea. + +His mother betook herself to her Refuge. She knew it would take time +for the wound to heal; she knew that it would be hard for him to meet +every day of his life the girl who had wronged him, and she let him go +without further persuasion. Did she not know, too, that where she could +not help him, God could? + +Perhaps Ben had not guessed all it would cost him to leave his seaside +cottage, and the fishing smacks, and the fisher folk. + +He took train to the nearest seaport, and choosing a vessel that took +his fancy, he engaged himself for a long voyage, and was soon off. + +Whatever home-sickness he felt, he kept to himself. In the silent, +starry nights when he was on watch, there were thoughts that passed +through his mind that no one would have guessed in the day while busy +life was round him. + +Perhaps he thought more of his mother's God than he had ever done +before; perhaps he humbled himself to seek comfort from Him who +has so lovingly invited the weary and heavy laden to come to Him. +But the three years were lengthened to many more. He had not meant +to stay longer, but a sailor who was his chum persuaded him to try +gold-digging, and somehow—Ben never knew how—he stayed on and on, +writing to his mother that he was coming home "soon," but putting off +the decision till ten long years had gone by. + +At length, a letter reached him in a handwriting he knew long ago. + + "I that did you the greatest unkindness years ago, will do you a +kindness now," it said. "Your mother has aged a good bit lately. To my +thinking, she won't be here so very long." + +Then Ben woke up. All at once he realised that years instead of months +had gone past. His mother's letters and her assurances of being well +and thinking of him always had satisfied him. But now the world had +grown dark suddenly, and he rubbed his hands across his eyes, wondering +how everything was suddenly changed. + +"I meant not to go back till I could take her a fortune," he said to +his mate, "but I've mistook mother. She don't want a fortune, she wants +to see me agin, and to know somethin' about me; that's better nor any +fortune." + +When once Ben had made up his mind to do a thing, it did not take long +for him to begin it. The next morning saw him on his way home with much +such a bundle as he had started with, but with a few nuggets hidden +among his clothes. In the quiet nights of the homeward voyage, his real +fortune came to him. It came in words which he had learned thirty years +ago at his mother's side—"Seek ye the Lord while He may be found, call +ye upon Him while He is near." + +When his mother clasped him in her arms and looked in his face, she +knew that the desire of her heart had been granted. + +"The Lord's way is a right way," she said gently. "Welcome home, my +boy, welcome home!" + +[Illustration: His mother clasped him in her arms.] + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER II.—HIRA'S FRIEND. + +HIRA had a friend, though even that fact she did not attempt to put +into words, but merely accepted. She could not remember the time when +Sukhiya had not come to her uncle's house to sell butter and milk. She +was a kindhearted woman with an empty place in her heart which had been +left desolate, as one by one her ten children had pined away and died. +That had happened ten years ago now, but she still wept when she spoke +of it. It was just after the tenth had gone the way of all the rest +that Hira was born, and her mother died. + +The heart of the mother with no children went out to the child who had +no mother, and whenever she went to the house to sell her milk, she +used to ask after the little one, who looked so small and frail that +even with the best of care it seemed unlikely that she would ever live +to grow up. But in spite of the fact that none cared whether she did +or not, as we know, Hira did live, and if her life had brought little +happiness to herself, at least it had been a comfort to the childless +mother. + +It may have been partly owing to the kind woman that her life lasted so +long, for many and many a time had a brimming saucer of milk or cream +found its way out of Sukhiya's basket and helped to feed the blind +child. + +Hira had not always been blind, but when she was three years old, like +so many other children in India, she had a severe attack of inflamed +eyes, and because no one took the trouble to see that they were +properly treated, Hira had to pay the penalty and spend her life in the +dark. + +Before this happened, and as the sad fact began to dawn upon Sukhiya +that she would never have other children than the ten who had been +born only to die, she sometimes cherished the secret hope that the +motherless child might be given to her. But now she had to give up any +such ambition, for she knew her husband would never consent to her +taking charge of a blind child, from whom they could never expect to +gain anything, and who might always be on their hands. + +Nevertheless, she did what she could for the child, who often used +to follow her from house to house, as she went on her rounds, and +sometimes spend many hours in her little hut beside her. + +Whenever the child was missing, it was easily guessed where she was, +and sooner or later she would be sure to be brought back. Although +Hira seldom talked to anyone else, she had always plenty to say to +Sukhiya, who never wearied of listening to the child's prattle. All her +knowledge of the world in which she lived had come to her from this +source; even the red sari, which she wore on the roof that memorable +evening, had been a present from this faithful friend. + +Now that Hira was growing up, she was not allowed as much liberty as +she had had as a very small child, but still she and Sukhiya found +plenty of opportunities for meeting. + +After the evening of the strange Englishman's visit, the blind child +waited anxiously for the coming of her friend, who would be able to +explain the wonderful event, and answer the many questions which were +puzzling her little brain. Several days passed, and when she did not +come, Hira determined to go in search of her. By asking her way, she +could easily find the house, as she had often done before; so, when no +one was looking, she slipped out of the door and was gone. + +Sukhiya was lying on her bed, groaning with fever, but as soon as she +heard the blind child's voice asking, "Is there anyone here?" she +forgot all her aches and pains and was on her feet in a moment, opening +the door for the child, who for her meant all she knew of love and +happiness. + +A long story had to be told of the illness which had prevented Sukhiya +going on her usual rounds, of the pain in her head which kept her from +thinking, and the pain in her back which kept her from walking. In +time, however, all was explained, and then came Hira's turn, and this +is the story which was told:— + +"I was sitting on the roof, trying to see some of the things you tell +me about so often, and listening to all I could hear, but it was so +still, just like it is at night when everybody is asleep. All at once I +heard something I have never heard before; how shall I tell you what it +was like? It was someone singing, only it didn't make my head ache, or +want to shut up my ears, like I do when they grind and sing. This time +I wanted my ears to be open quite wide so that I might hear every bit, +and when it stopped, I felt so sad, I almost cried." + +"But who was it, child? And what did he sing?" asked Sukhiya. + +"How can I tell you?" answered the child. "The singer I could not see, +and what he sang I could not understand; only two words he sang many, +many times, and so they are written on my heart. 'Jesus Christ' was the +sound; perhaps they were English words, for I heard it said that he +was an English gentleman, but I want to know why he sang so many, many +times those words, 'Jesus Christ.' Can you tell me what they mean? Or +if not, can you find out?" + +"Jesus Christ? Yes, child, those are no new words. I have heard and +known them for many years, for that is the name of Him whom the English +worship. It must have been an English gentleman who sang that day, +but it is strange he should have come into these parts, for I have +never seen one here, though I have in other places. It comes to me now +the very first time I heard that name. I had gone to a house to sell +butter, and while I was sitting there waiting, an English lady came in, +for there was a girl in the house she was teaching to read. + +"That day she was out, so there was no lesson given, but the lady said, +'I will tell you all a story.' + +"So we gathered round, and then she told how one day a blind man was +sitting by the roadside begging, and Jesus Christ came along. When the +blind man knew who it was, he called after Him, and would not be quiet +any way. By-and-by, he came up to where Jesus Christ was standing by, +and as soon as He touched his eyes, he could see quite plainly." + +[Illustration] + +"Oh, Sukhiya," cried the child plaintively, "why did you never tell me +this before? If Jesus Christ gave new eyes to a blind beggar, I am sure +He would to a poor little girl like me. How could you be so unkind as +never to tell me? And now perhaps He has gone a long way off." + +The woman looked distressed at the child's grief as she answered, "Why, +little one, Jesus Christ is not here. How do I know where He is? That +is the story the lady told. I expect it is only a story, and perhaps +Jesus Christ is only just a name, and not any real person." + +But the child was not to be so easily satisfied. "Promise me," she +said, "that you will find out where Jesus Christ lives, and then that +you will take me to Him. Just think if I had eyes like other people, +and didn't have to sit in the dark all day and all night—oh, how glad I +would be! Say, quick, that you will find out." + +Sukhiya was willing to say anything to pacify the child, and she +promised that as soon as she was well, and able to go about again, she +would find out all she could. + +Then Hira went back to her story, and said, "But I haven't told you all +about that gentleman and what he said. When he had finished singing, he +called out in a loud voice, so that all could hear, 'Prepare to meet +thy God.' + +"What did he mean? Is God going to come here, or is He going to send +for us to go where He is? And how does He want us to get ready? I have +been thinking and thinking ever since, but I don't know any better, so +I came to tell you, for you must find out for me. + +"When I ask my aunt she says, 'It will be time enough for you to learn +about the gods when you are married.' + +"But who will marry a blind girl?" + +Sukhiya looked puzzled as she said, "Little one, why do you think about +such things, such as never come into the thoughts of other children? It +is enough for us to think of what we shall eat and wear, and how we are +to get enough pice to keep us alive. It is for Brahmins and pundits to +think about God: don't trouble your little head any more, and I will +buy you a new doll to play with." + +"But, I don't want a new doll," cried the child petulantly; "I want to +know and understand, and there is nobody to tell me but you." + +"And I am only a poor ignorant woman, who understands nothing but how +to sell milk and butter, and count up pice. Yes, there is one other +thing: I know how to weep, but maybe I have cried away all my tears, +for they do not come as they used to. Now, child, my head and back are +aching." + +And not feeling inclined for any more talk on deep subjects, the woman +lay back on the bedstead on which she had been lying when the child +came in. + +Hira said nothing, but sat on for a while in perfect silence, which +was only broken by an occasional groan from the woman as she turned +restlessly on her bed. + +Presently she stood up, "I am going now," she said, "and remember you +have promised to find out about Jesus Christ for me—and oh, do be quick +and take me to Him, for I am so tired of groping in the dark." + +"Yes, child, I will remember, and as soon as this pain in my head and +back gets better, I will find out all I can. Take care how you walk, +and don't forget to turn the corner." + +The child groped her way out at the door, as the woman muttered to +herself, "Poor little one, she is always thinking how she can get out +of the dark, but I fear neither Jesus Christ nor anyone else can give +her new eyes." Then the blind child was forgotten in the woes of a bad +attack of fever. + +[Illustration] + + + +A WET DAY. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +WHAT a day! The rain kept on steadily pouring down. Mrs. Rolle looked +out on the rather dingy street in which she lived, and saw the settled +look of the weather, and she sighed. For she knew that people would "do +without" to-day. + +And then the school children! Instead of their racing to her shop and +standing, to peep in at her glass door and perhaps enter and buy, they +would hurry by beneath their umbrellas (if they had any); and perhaps +they would run home another way and spend their pennies elsewhere! + +She descended to her tiny back parlour and her solitary breakfast, and +though her bullfinch warbled a sweet song of praise, she failed to +notice him, but went on with her gloomy calculations of how near rent +day was, and how little she might expect in to meet it. + +So she pushed aside her plate and cup, and instead of tidily washing +them and putting them away, as she usually did, she went into her shop +and sat down to wait for customers. + +[Illustration] + +Again and again she counted her payments, again and again she thought +of her bad trade, till her heart quite died within her. + +Suddenly she raised her head. + +She had forgotten in her pressure of spirit to read her daily portion +ere she began her day's work. She put her hand slowly and hesitatingly +beneath the counter, and felt on the usual shelf for her Bible. Yes, +there it was, and to her surprise open in the darkness. + +Now she remembered she had been reading yesterday when a customer came +in, and she had popped it beneath in a hurry. Her eyes fell upon the +open leaf, and as if the words were written for her and for no one +else, she read one startling line— + + "My people shall be satisfied with My goodness, saith the Lord." + +Her heart leapt up with sudden rejoicing faith. "It is 'His' goodness +I am to be satisfied with!" she murmured, while her eyes dimmed with +penitent tears. "Why am I wanting earthly things so ardently, and +forgetting that what He sees best He will give?" + +She pressed her lips to the words, and closed her Bible. Then she sat +on, and in humble, gentle whispers she told the Lord all her cares—all +about the rent day, all about the slack trade, all about the weary +dropping rain. + +All day she sat quiet and waited. "My people shall be satisfied with +'My' goodness," she repeated again and again. + +Just as she was shutting up the shop for the night, the postman passed +across the street. He thrust a dripping letter into her box, and passed +on. + +The letter was from an old friend, whom she had supposed dead, +inclosing a cheque which would keep her far from want for many a long +day. + +"I 'was' satisfied with His goodness," she said humbly, as she lay down +in her bed, "and I said, 'The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want!' +It was just like Him to send me this." + + + +"What Doest thou here, Elijah?" + +HERE is a man sitting in a very bare place, where there was no water +and no food, and he was all tired out. + +Now, God knew all about Elijah: he was God's servant, and loved Him +very much, and God was taking care of him all the time. + +King Ahab was a very wicked king, and his wife, Jezebel, was more +wicked still. She hated Elijah, and made up her mind to kill him, +because he had been sent by God to destroy the wicked priests of the +idol Baal whom Jezebel worshipped. + +So Jezebel sent word to Elijah that she would certainly kill him before +to-morrow. + +Now, as I said, Elijah was a very good man, and had served God very +faithfully, but just now he was tired out. + +So when Queen Jezebel sent him that message, Elijah forgot about God +taking care of him, and he ran away as fast as he could into the +wilderness, and there, when he thought he was far enough off to be safe +from Jezebel, he threw himself down on the ground and asked God that he +might be allowed to die. + +Poor Elijah! So as he sat there in the wilderness, so tired that he +wished to die, his eyes closed, and he fell asleep. + +As he lay and slept, God sent one of His angels to him, and the angel +touched him and told him to get up and eat. + +Perhaps Elijah's first thought was that there was nothing to eat there +in the wilderness. But when he opened his eyes, to his astonishment he +saw by his side a cake of bread and a bottle of water! + +So he ate and drank, and laid himself down again to sleep. + +By-and-by, the angel came again and touched him, and said to him, +"Arise and eat; for the journey is too great for thee." + +See how God cares for His children, and how He knows whether things are +too hard for us. + +So Elijah ate and drank again, and then being wonderfully strengthened +and rested, he rose up and went a very long journey till he came to a +cave in a mountain-side, where he stopped a little time, still fearing +that Jezebel would catch him and kill him. + +And then the word of the Lord came to him again, and said to him, "What +doest thou here, Elijah?" + +[Illustration] + +Then Elijah told the Lord how he had tried to serve Him, and how +Jezebel had killed numbers of the Lord's prophets, and that he feared +he was the only one who was left, and that soon she would kill him. + +Then the Lord told him to stand outside the cave while He passed by. +And there was a great earthquake and storm, and then a very gentle +voice, and the Lord asked him again: "What doest thou here, Elijah?" + +And when Elijah told the Lord again that he feared Jezebel would kill +him, the Lord sent him to give two very important messages for Him, and +assured him that He could take care of him, saying He had still seven +thousand faithful ones who loved Him, who were being kept as safe as He +would keep Elijah. + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER III.—A STARTLING QUESTION. + +FOR several days, Hira waited, not patiently, but most impatiently, for +Sukhiya to come and tell her what she wanted to know. + +She would have gone again to seek her, but her last expedition had cost +her a good beating, which she did not care to have repeated. Besides, +if she was not careful, she would be so watched that she would have no +opportunity of going out by herself. So she waited, counting the days, +and at last Sukhiya came. It seemed that day as if it would never be +settled just how much butter was wanted, and then how much must be paid +for it. But at last, Sukhiya stood up ready to put her basket on her +head. + +Now Hira's time was come; she groped her way to a small passage by the +door through which her friend would have to pass, so as to be ready +to stop her there, where there would be no one to listen to what was +said. As soon as Sukhiya saw the child, she put down her basket on the +ground, and sat down beside it, as if quite prepared to stay as long as +she was wanted, for time was no matter of great consideration. + +"Tell me, Sukhiya," whispered the child eagerly, "Where is Jesus +Christ, and how can I find Him? And has He ever made any other blind +girl see? Tell me quickly." + +"Stay, stay, child! What a hurry you are in! You make my head swim with +so many questions, and I still weak from the fever; listen quietly, +and you shall hear all. I went to a babu's house yesterday, where I +sometimes go to sell, and as they are Christians, I thought they would +tell me what you want to know. They laughed when I said that a blind +girl I knew wanted to go to Jesus Christ, to ask Him to give her new +eyes. I did not see anything to laugh at, but they seemed to think I +was not quite in my right senses. And then I got angry, and came away, +so that is all I know." + +"Oh, how unkind!" cried the child in a tone of bitter disappointment. +"How cruel of them to laugh, and how silly of you to be angry and not +to ask any more! But I 'will' find out; I will go myself and ask. I +wonder they can laugh at a poor blind girl!" + +"Very well," said the woman, glad to see a way of escape; "that will be +a very good thing. I will take you some day, and you shall find out all +you want to know." + +"Let us go to-day. Why should we not go now?" cried the child +impatiently. "Surely I have waited long enough." + +Sukhiya considered a minute, and then, seeing no serious objection, she +agreed, and so they started on their way—the woman with a basket on her +head, followed by the small figure in a red sari. + +It was not far to the Christian babu's house, and as the door was open, +Sukhiya walked straight in. The house was not very different to those +in the midst of which it stood, but still, there was quite enough to +show that it was not inhabited by ordinary Hindus or Mahomedans. + +Several tables and chairs, none too clean and in some cases broken, +stood here and there, while the walls were decorated with various +pictures and prints, in the midst of which was a text surrounded by +Christmas cards. + +The courtyard and verandah seemed quite empty and deserted, but as +Sukhiya called out, "Is there anyone at home?" a woman holding a baby +in her arms came out of the inner room. She very well matched her +house, being dressed in a style which was partly English and partly +Hindustani, not over clean or tidy. She looked weary and listless, +as if life had not proved itself very attractive to her, and she had +ceased to take much interest in it. She sat down on the first seat she +came to, and Sukhiya, putting down her basket before her, sat down +beside it, Hira, who was holding on to the end of her chaddar, doing +likewise. + +Sukhiya, who had little thought of her own business, but was thinking +rather of the child beside her, and how to get her satisfied, came at +once to the point, and told the object of her visit. + +"This is the blind girl I told you of," she said, "who wants to know +about Jesus Christ, and whether He can make her see as He has done +other people. So, as you are a Christian and know all about these +things, will you please tell her? For she won't be satisfied any way +till she knows, and I cannot tell her." + +Mary Dayál looked up in surprise, and a gleam of interest lighted +up her otherwise dull face. She was not accustomed to being asked +questions like this, and she hesitated a little before giving an +answer. Then she said, "The little girl must be very ignorant not to +know that Jesus Christ is not here now. It is hundreds of years ago +since He gave sight to the blind." + +"Is Jesus Christ dead?" interrupted Hira. "Then why does the English +gentleman sing hymns about Him? What use is a dead person?" + +"But Jesus Christ is 'not' dead," answered Mary. "He is alive in +heaven, but not in this world, and He doesn't make blind people see any +more. You had better go to the hospital and have your eyes looked at; +something might be done for you there." + +The child's eager face clouded over; she had so hoped that she would be +able to find Jesus Christ, and that He would just touch her eyes and +she would see. Now it was all of no use, for He was dead. How could it +be true that He was alive? If He was not anywhere, He must be dead, and +this woman was talking nonsense. She drew her red sari further over her +face and said nothing more. + +And the two women began to talk to each other about such things as milk +and butter. + +Presently Sukhiya took up her basket, and Hira stood up also, ready to +follow her. Suddenly a new thought seemed to strike her, and raising +her sightless eyes to Mary's face, she asked earnestly, "Have you got +ready to meet God?" + +The woman started at this unexpected question, and turning to Sukhiya, +asked, "Is this child in her right mind, that she asks such strange +questions?" + +Quite indignant at such a thing being said of her little favourite, +Sukhiya answered quickly, "In her right mind! Of course she is, but +while we spend all our time thinking of bread, and money, and such +things, she, poor little one, sitting in the dark, thinks of God. It +seems as if when the Almighty took away her eyes, He gave her a double +share of understanding, for there are few of us as wise as she." + +Then turning to the child, "Come, little one," she said, "there is +nothing to be learnt here, that is certain." And the two went out. + +But Hira, though she had gained nothing herself, left a message behind +her. Mary Dayál sat on alone, for the baby had fallen asleep, and in +the silence came back again the blind child's question: "Have you got +ready to meet God?" + +The questioner was only a little heathen girl, who knew nothing about +the true God, and the one of whom she had asked was a Christian, who +had been baptised and belonged to the Christian Church, and yet the +unanswered question had made her feel uneasy, all the more so because +it had come so unexpectedly. + +If she had heard the words in church, as doubtless she often had done, +they would have been soon forgotten, but it was quite different when +this strange child, with her patient, eager face, and sightless eyes, +stood before her and asked, as if she really wished to know, "Have you +got ready to meet God?" + +The question brought others. When and where would she have to meet God? +What did it mean to be ready? And how could she get ready? + +In the depths of her heart, she knew that she had no wish to meet God. +She only knew Him from very far-off, and she had no desire to come +nearer. She went to church when there was nothing to prevent, but very +often there was, and when she was not too busy or too tired, she read +a chapter in the Bible; if that would make her ready to meet God, then +she was ready. But something seemed to whisper in her heart that God +would require more than that. Then the baby woke, and soon the other +children came in from school, and there was no more time for thinking. + +[Illustration] + + + +NORA'S MESSAGE. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"NORA, ain't you ready?" asked a querulous voice from the bed. + +The child addressed was putting on a pair of heavy boots, while by her +side on a box lay a rather tattered hat, and a shawl. + +[Illustration] + +Nora did not answer; she was a good-tempered little girl, and she took +things as they came, generally. + +"It's hard to lie here and know it will be hours before you bring home +a bit of bread or tea," moaned the invalid. + +"I'm bein' as quick as I can, mother," said the child, "but these laces +is so broken; I was near havin' a new pair yesterday—" + +"You sure wasn't going to spend a penny when a bit of string would do?" +sharply suggested the invalid. + +Nora laughed a little. "Well, no, I didn't think of spendin' a penny, +no more ner you would, mother!" she answered. "Not on that, leastways." + +How often she had stood by the boys with trays of buns, and felt as if +she would give her whole basket of flowers 'almost' for one of those +warm, spongy, sugary, shiny dainties! + +"Then how?" asked her mother, raising herself on her elbow. + +"I was crossin' over a wide place, one of them old fellers with laces +was crossin' too, and one of 'em fell off the wire in the mud—" + +"And you didn't?" inquired her mother. + +"I could easy ha' had it—nothin' easier," pursued the child, with a +nod, "but—" + +"But what?" asked the invalid, laying herself wearily back on her +pillow. + +"But I thought of what teacher telled us—and I couldn't! So I picked it +up and give it to him." + +"What did she tell you?" asked the invalid a little curiously. + +"She telled us that 'Jesus' noticed what we was doin', and I couldn't +after that!" + +She took up her basket and ran out, and the mother lay in her weariness +and faintness, and pondered. + +"Jesus notices what we're doing," she repeated again and again. "Then +if He notices, He knows all about us!" she thought. "He sees my pain, +and how hungry and miserable I am. I wonder if He cares?" + +There was a little rap at the door. "May I come in?" said a gentle, +bright voice. "I thought you would like to see a friend this morning; +and I've brought you a piece of toast we had on the table and a cup of +hot tea in a bottle. Feel how warm it is wrapped in my cloak! I brought +it because Jesus loves you! Is not that a nice comforting thought?" + + + +[Illustration: Peace I leave with you, + My peace I give unto you.] + + + +So Much the More! + +SEE how loving Jesus looks! He never turned anyone away who wanted Him. + +When people are tired, we sometimes hear them say, "Don't come and ask +me; I'm too tired." But Jesus never did like that; He always was ready +to help and bless. + +Perhaps you little children say in your hearts, "Yes, but then that was +so long ago, and Jesus is not on earth now. I wish He were, and that I +were there in the Holy Land, and could tell Him just what troubles me." + +And so you turn away with a sigh, and wish Jesus were here now. + +But though you cannot see the Lord Jesus, He "is" near you all the +time. It is true that He left this earth and went back to heaven. But +because He is God, He is here, close to us all the time, and is ready +to help you the moment you speak to Him in your heart. + +You see this picture? You would like to hear about it, I know, because +the Lord Jesus looks so kind, and the poor man seems so anxious to get +to Him. + +[Illustration] + +Jesus was close to the city of Jericho, and as He passed along, a +number of people were with Him who had seen the wonderful things He did. + +Just outside the city, a blind man sat near the road, begging of +those who passed by. His ears were very quick, and he soon heard the +trampling of feet and guessed something unusual was going on. + +He eagerly asked what it meant, and when they told him that Jesus of +Nazareth passeth by, he called out aloud, "Jesus, Thou son of David, +have mercy on me!" + +The people who went before did not like the interruption, and told him +to be quiet. But the blind man had heard of Jesus and knew He could +make him well, so he cried out louder than ever. + +The dear Lord never refuses a cry of distress: He stood still, and +commanded the blind man to be brought to Him. + +So the people ran to the blind man and said to him, "Be of good cheer, +rise; He calleth thee." + +So the blind man was led to Jesus, and Jesus inquired what he wanted. +And the blind man asked Him to do the most difficult thing in the +world, next to raising the dead; he asked that his blind eyes might be +made to see. + +But nothing is difficult to the Lord Jesus. In a moment, Jesus had +given him what he asked, and told him that his faith had saved him. + +And then the blind man did what all of us should do who have been to +Jesus and received a blessing or an answer to our prayers from Him—we +should "follow Him in the way, glorifying God." + +We should try to please Jesus in all our daily work and play. When we +think how He has heard our prayer, or comforted us, or made us pleasant +when we felt cross, or helped us to forgive somebody who had been +unkind to us—then we should say in our hearts,— + + "Dear Lord Jesus, thank You." + +And so we should find our faces grow brighter and our lives happier, +and we should be following Him in the way. + + + +[Illustration] + +SMOOTHED OUT. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"WHERE is Margaret?" asked cook crossly. + +"She's in the passage, kneeling by the window," said the housemaid. + +"'What?'" asked the cook emphatically. + +"Writing letters!" said Jenny. + +The cook marched to the door with quick step, and stood looking at +Margaret with wrath in her eyes. + +"How often have I told you that I will not have you writing letters +before your work is done!" she exclaimed. + +Margaret turned round, and her face grew scarlet as she rose from her +knees. + +"No wonder you are ashamed!" exclaimed cook. "What with Jenny always +wanting to go out, and you always wanting to be writing letters, and +Martha neglecting her work like she does, I have enough of it. I shall +tell mistress that I can't make anything of you, and that she had +better get another girl!" + +With which words, she went into the kitchen and slammed the door. + +Margaret stood dumbfounded; then she looked down at her letter, +and then angrily she crumpled the freshly written pages together, +and stuffing them into her little blotter, she hurried back to the +scullery, where a whole heap of washing-up awaited her. + +Boiling with anger, she plunged the plates into the tub, and dashed +away at her work in a desperate fashion. All the time, she was +conscious of that crumpled letter in her blotting-case. And that, worst +of all, it was mail day, and there would be no time to write another. + +Burning tears scalded her cheeks and dropped into the tub, till she was +forced to get out her handkerchief and wipe them away. Then she dashed +on again, the thought of having lost the mail making her half beside +herself. + +Just at that moment, there came a sudden check; a cover of one of the +best vegetable dishes flew into two pieces in her cloth. + +Here was a disaster! Margaret hid her face in her hands. + +Cook had almost given her her dismissal; she had broken one of the +best dishes, and she had spoilt the letter which was to have gone to +her soldier brother by that afternoon's post! She put down the pieces +of the cover without any noise now. She wrung out her dish-cloth and +emptied away the water, and then slowly and sorrowfully she took her +blotter and went upstairs to her room. + +"What shall I do? What shall I do?" she sobbed, as she threw herself on +her knees by her bed. + +Oh that her own mother were alive, or that she could lay her head on +her faithful brother's shoulder and tell him all her grief! + +And if she did, what would he say? The thought quieted her. She ceased +to cry so hopelessly, and her head sank on her arms. + +"He would tell me to look to Jesus," she whispered to herself, "and +he would say that He can straighten out the worst of life's tangles. +Oh, dear! Oh, dear! But how can I ask Him after my passion? And then +there's the mail—and cook—and the vegetable dish." + +It did seem too many tangles to get straightened out. And yet— + +Her head bowed lower and lower, and her heart went out to that loving +Saviour who is near us when we call upon Him in truth. + +After a minute or two she rose, and the first thing she saw was cook, +standing in front of her with the broken dish in her hand and tears in +her eyes. + +"Oh, cook!" sobbed Margaret, "I was coming to tell you—" + +"And I was coming to tell you," said cook gently, "that I'm sorry I +spoke quite so sharp to you. I know you try to be a good girl, but I +was vexed about the letter. We must make time in future for you not to +be so drove over it. Cheer up, and I'll make it right with mistress +about the dish!" + +She stooped and gave Margaret a kiss—the first kiss she had ever given +in that house. + +"Where's your letter?" she asked kindly. + +Margaret hesitated; then, still blinded by her tears, she drew it out +of her case. + +"I can't send it," she whispered; "I'm ashamed to let him see it—and +I've never missed before!" + +Cook sat down and took the case on her knee. She smoothed the crumpled +edges and pressed the letter out with her fingers, and then she +exclaimed— + +"There's an iron hot on the stove; run down and iron it. There's just +time!" + +So Margaret flew down, and cook followed slowly. + +"May I add just a line?" she asked humbly. + +"All right!" said cook, who was bending over the fire. + +And Margaret added— + + "Oh, Jack, I've been so cross, and things did seem so hard, but Jesus +has helped me, and I'm going to trust Him, as you wanted me to." + +Who can tell what joy that sentence gave to the young soldier fighting +at the front? + +After that day, things grew better for Margaret. It was surprising how +different cook was, and how many little pleasures she seemed able to +put in the busy kitchenmaid's life. + +[Illustration] + +And Margaret on her part was different too. At first, she shyly tried +to be ready to do willingly what was required of her. And by-and-by, a +mutual understanding of love sprang up between her and the lonely cook. + +Sometimes in the quiet night, cook would say to herself, "Margaret has +no mother, and I have no child; I'll be a mother to her." + +Margaret did not guess that for many a long day. But she often +wondered, and thanked God in her heart many times a day, that in giving +her His heavenly love, He had sent her cook's earthly love as well. + + + +"WILL I?" + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +THE letter had come that morning, and Mary had glanced at it as she sat +at breakfast among her brothers and sisters, and had then stuffed it in +her pocket, reserving it for the first quiet moment she could get. + +"What does he say?" asked her favourite brother, looking up quizzically +in her face. + +[Illustration] + +"What 'doesn't' he say?" she responded lightly. + +The fact was her eyes had caught a sentence which changed the whole +course of her life. Instead of the long engagement which she had +thought inevitable, here was her Jack proposing to be married within +three months. + + "You must think it well over," he said, in almost his first sentence, +"and weigh all the things there are against it, as well as for it." + +How good Jack was, she thought, and then she stuffed the letter in her +pocket and tried to give her mind to helping the bacon and cutting the +bread. + +It seemed as if everybody wanted everything that morning. But at last, +she found herself with her duties done, able to shut her door and sit +down to think it well over, as Jack said. + +But Mary did not sit there a moment. With the quiet came a habit, a +holy habit, of using her solitude in talking to her Lord Jesus. She +sank on her knees by her bed and whispered that she was ignorant what +to do, uncertain what would be best, and asking Him to take "the +government upon His shoulder," to be her Counsellor. + +Then softly she arose and went back to her seat at the window and read +Jack's letter over carefully. + +"He wants it," she said thoughtfully, "but he would not press me to do +it without well considering it. He has had a new place in the country +offered him—a better position—and he says that it will be very lonely +for him, and he asks me if I will be content to begin in a very small +way. (Of course I will!) And he says that we cannot have the comforts +and luxuries we may have had in our fathers' homes, but we can have +happiness and each other, even if we do have to work a little harder." + +She looked down at her pretty hands, in which she confessed to take +some pride. "But that is nonsense," she thought quickly; "he says we +shall have the upper half of a house, or perhaps a little one all +to ourselves; and he promises to help me as much as he can, and not +to shirk the hard things (dear Jack!) and he thinks there is every +prospect in this new opening of improvement year by year." + +"I know what I should like, if mother and father think it prudent," she +said, "and they will help me to decide rightly." + +So there was a long consultation that evening in the library, and Mary +learned afresh what the tenderness of the parents' love is. Perhaps +it helped her to understand a little more of the love and care of the +great Heavenly Father. + +The letter to Jack went off before post time and it was entirely to his +satisfaction. + + "I am not above work, you know, Jack," she said, "and I will make +your money go as far as ever I can. We will go without what we cannot +afford; and mother thinks we shall do very well, and be very happy; so +there!" + + + +[Illustration: Bring your work, and sit under the trees.] + +A CHARGE. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +WHAT a long time it seemed! What a long fortnight to take care of all +those children, with responsibility from morning to night! + +Lettice waved the last good-bye to her brother and his wife, as they +drove away from the door, and then turned round to survey the scene. + +Roland and Ralph, her twin nephews, stood looking at her earnestly. +Little Ivy nestled up against her with tears in her eyes, and +Marjory—ah! That was the difficulty—what would her headstrong niece +Marjory say and do? + +"Come into the garden, auntie," called Ralph; "Roland and I are going +to catch butterflies, and we want you to sit on the form and watch us." + +"Yes, and I am going to pick flowers for you," said Ivy, winking away +her tears, as she tried not to think of her parents gone away for all +that time. + +"Very well," said Lettice, "but what is Marjory going to do?" + +"'I' don't need looking after, thank you," said Marjory disdainfully. +"I have plenty to do, and can take care of myself. Father said I could—" + +Aunt Lettice raised her eyes inquiringly. There was a gentle look in +them in which the firmness was almost hidden. + +"At least—" said Marjory, hesitating a little. + +"At least?" echoed Aunt Lettice. Then she paused for an instant, while +her heart sent up a swift prayer. + +[Illustration] + +"Marjory," she said, "I want you to be my great help—will you?" + +Marjory was silent. She stooped and tied a ribbon round her dog. She +had meant to declare war to the knife with her auntie—but— + +"Come along," said Lettice brightly, "we will try to have a very happy +time. What a lovely day! Bring your work, and come and sit under those +shady trees. We can watch the twins from there; and see, Ivy is already +picking flowers. The fortnight will soon pass away." + +When Lettice went to bed that night, as she passed Marjory's door a +voice called to her— + +"Good-night, auntie!" + +Then, as she bent over Marjory's bed, she heard her whisper, "Thank you +for being so patient; I 'will' try to help you!" + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER IV.—A SAD STORY. + +MARY DAYÁL had had a sad, weary life, not marked by any special joys, +but clouded by many sorrows. The daughter of Christian parents, she had +taken it for granted that she was a Christian also, and never thought +of being anything else. She had been sent to school as soon as she +was old enough, and had there learnt English, and many other things, +which had been soon forgotten. When she was seventeen, her parents had +arranged for her marriage. + +Her married life had not been a very happy one. Her husband had a knack +of getting out of work, and they were never sure of any certain income. +Sometimes he earned good wages, and they lived in comfort, but those +days did not last long. + +Very soon, through no fault of his, so he said, he was sent away; then +there was nothing to live on, so what could they do but go into debt? +And so they did. + +They had had eight children, but out of those, only four were living: +Reuben, the eldest, a boy of ten; Julius, seven years old; Maggie, six; +and baby Rose. + +The three eldest went to school, which was a great comfort to their +mother. At the time of Hira's visit, the father of the family had +some employment, though, as he considered, far beneath a man of his +capabilities; so these were not some of the darkest days. + +Still, they were quite dark enough, for there was a heavy debt on +which they had to pay so much interest that they had little left to +pay their daily expenses. And as Mary sat nursing her baby in the +empty, quiet house, she used to think and wonder what could be done to +bring in more money and ease her of this heavy load which weighed so +upon her. Indeed, the one thought which filled her mind and absorbed +all her attention was this: How can I provide food and clothes for +my family? No wonder that she looked dull and listless, that she was +cross and impatient with her children, and anything but an attractive, +affectionate wife to her husband. + +Mark Dayál was one who might have been a different man under different +circumstances. From his earliest days, he had been allowed to do just +as he liked. When he was ten years old, his father died, which made +matters still worse, for it was he who ruled his mother, and not his +mother who ruled him. Some kind friends paid for his education, and +finding that he was a clever, bright boy, quite expected to see the +reward of their kindness in his becoming a good, useful man. But they +were sorely disappointed; the boy began to think himself far more +clever than he really was, and thought everything was so easy that he +need not take pains about anything, and so he became careless and lazy. + +When he was twenty years old, though he had little or nothing to +support a wife (that was a "small" matter), he married; the result +has already been told. Now he was a hard, disappointed man, blaming +everybody else for his want of success in life, but never thinking of +blaming himself. + +Such was the household to which blind Hira came to ask how she could +find new eyes, that she might see, and what the command meant, "Prepare +to meet thy God." Mary did not know it at the time, but the visit of +the blind child was the beginning of what will never end. The question +asked had made her "think," and thinking, when it is about what is +good, will surely bring good results, as it did in this case. + +For the first time in her life, the thought of coming into contact with +God had claimed her attention, and though it was not a thought which +brought her any pleasure, she could not get rid of it. + + ———————————— + + + +CHAPTER V.—ALONE IN THE STORM. + +THE days of which we write were hard times for all, except those who +lived in plenty, and of such there were few. + +In many parts of India, famine was raging, and even where it was not +actually present, it had its effect, and prices were so high that those +to whom the question of rupees, annas, and pice was always a serious +problem, were now sorely perplexed as to how to provide the necessities +of life. Amongst those were Mary Dayál's family, as well as that in +which Hira found a home. For the latter especially, life was anything +but smooth, and many and bitter were the complaints of those who had to +work, and of those who had to eat. The one who suffered most was Mira, +and again was she reminded that it was her father's place to provide +for her, but where that father was, no one knew. + +Hira was a good deal to blame for what she had to suffer, and it was +hardly to be wondered at that nobody cared to deny themselves for +the sake of a child, who did so little to make herself loved. Except +Sukhiya, whose mother's heart was touched by the child's sad, forlorn +condition, no one had a good word for Hira. Though generally very +silent, when once started, she could pour out torrents of abuse, +without any regard as to who was the victim. There was not much she +"could" do, and even that little she refused, or did very grudgingly. + +Poor little Hira was like a plant grown in utterly uncongenial soil; +there was more "good" in her than in anyone else in the house, but her +circumstances only served to develop the bad and extinguish the good. +Suddenly there came a great change in her life, and this was how it +happened. + +One day everything had gone wrong. Money was scarce, and therefore food +also, and each one blamed somebody else. Hira was told that there was +no food for her, and if she wanted any, she had better go out and beg +for it. The child said little, but in her heart, she made up her mind +she would go and seek her living elsewhere. Why should she stay in this +house to be starved and abused, when Sukhiya loved her and would feed +her on milk and ghi? So to Sukhiya she determined to go. + +It did not seem a very difficult matter, as she had often been there +before, and found her way quite easily. She waited till evening, for +though the light and darkness made no difference to her, she would be +less likely to be seen by others. + +She could not see, poor child, and so she did not know that heavy black +clouds had gathered round, and a great storm was pending. + +Just after she had started, a terrific clap of thunder made her start, +for Hira, so susceptible to sound, had a natural terror of thunder. +Soon heavy rain began to fall, and in two or three minutes, the red +sari was soaked through. In her fear and confusion, the blind child +missed turning the corner which would have led her to Sukhiya's house, +and then she was hopelessly lost. + +It would not have been a serious matter at any ordinary time, for she +could easily have asked her way, and would have been soon guided safely +home, but at this hour and in the midst of the storm which was raging, +there was no one to see the small red figure, from whom the water was +now pouring, nor to hear the piteous words: + +"Is there anyone about? Is there anyone near?" + +Indeed, none could have heard if they had been there, for the torrents +of rain and roaring thunder drowned every other sound. + +For some time the child pressed on, driven by terror, and feeling that +anything must be better than the place where she now was. At last, she +could go no further; not only was the rain streaming down upon her, but +a torrent of water was rushing down the narrow lane through which she +was trying to force her way, and threatening to carry her off her feet. +Groping her way by the walls of the houses, she came to some steps, +and climbing up these, she was at any rate safe from the rushing water +below. She sat down and tried to think, but this was no easy matter in +the noise and confusion round her. + +Then she began to do what she always did when she was troubled and +distressed, the only thing she could do—she began to cry, a piteous +wailing cry. It was hopeless to think that anyone would hear it, but at +any rate it was better than doing nothing. Gradually the storm, having +spent itself, began to subside, and still Hira went on wailing and +weeping. + +Suddenly the door behind her was opened, and a voice asked into the +darkness, "Is there anyone there?" + +Hira only wailed the louder. Then a hand was stretched out and the +speaker was able to gain some idea as to who it was who was in such +distress. She recrossed the large courtyard, and entering the house, +went into a room where a man was sitting reading. + +"Father," she said, "it is a child crying; it seems to be a little +girl, and she is soaked through with the rain. I have come to fetch a +light, and then I will bring her in, and we will try and find out who +she is, and why she is crying alone in the dark." + +The man looked up from his book with a face full of interest, and +rising from his seat, said, "Yes, child, and I will come with you and +carry the light." + +"Oh, no, father! Indeed you must not. See how the water has collected +in the courtyard, and only yesterday you had high fever. I will be back +directly." + +And, taking the lamp in her hand, the daughter started back to the +child before her father had time to speak again. + +Hira's cries were now pitched in a lower key, but as the noise of the +storm still continued, it was difficult for the speaker to make her +voice heard. + +"Poor little girl," she said as clearly as she could, "why are you +sitting here alone in the rain? Come inside, and I will give you a dry +sari, and you shall tell me why you are crying." + +[Illustration] + +Still Hira said nothing, but cried the louder. Her new friend was +sorely puzzled; it was still raining heavily, and she herself would +soon be as wet as the child, and yet she could not go back and leave +her there. + +Again she tried. "Don't be afraid of me, little one," she said kindly. +"I only want to take you in out of the dark and rain, and you shall go +away as soon as you want to." + +Then Hira's cries ceased, and the plaintive answer came: "I am blind, +and I have lost my way, and I don't know where I am nor who you are." + +If anything more had been needed to touch the heart of Hira's would-be +helper, surely this was enough, and without saying anything more, she +set down the lamp, and taking the dripping child in her arms, lifted +her through the door. + +She could scarcely attempt to carry her across the flooded courtyard, +but having brought her so far, with loving words of encouragement, the +child became willing to be led into the dry, comfortable dwelling. + +They were met on the verandah by the master of the house and an old +servant, who had no eyes for the strange child, but was full of concern +for her young mistress, whom she pressed to come inside at once and +change her wet clothes. + +"She is blind, father," whispered the daughter, "and has lost her way; +no wonder she cried so piteously." + +Then tender hands quickly changed the wet red sari for a dry white one, +and Hira was transformed. Then came the question: What was to be done +next? Gladly would the father and daughter have fed and sheltered the +desolate child, who had been found weeping at their door, but until +they knew from whence, and why she had come, and what her future would +be, they shrank from doing anything which would cut her off from those +to whom she belonged. Being Christians, how could they feed a child who +was a Hindu? + +The great difficulty was that the little girl could not be persuaded to +give any account of herself. After having told that she was blind and +lost, she would say nothing more; only in reply to the question, "Had +she a father and mother?" she shook her head. As to the whereabouts of +her home, she would tell nothing. + +One thing soon became quite certain—she must stay where she was for the +night. + +The old servant Anandi wished to take charge of her, but Shushila +having found her, claimed the right to keep her, and took her to sleep +in her room. Rest did not come to either very quickly; evidently the +blind child had received a great shock, and seemed nervous and restless. + +"I wonder if she would like to be sung to?" thought Shushila. + +And without saying anything, she began to sing what came first to her +mind, the very same hymn which Hira had listened to on the roof. + +She was little prepared for the look of joyful surprise which suddenly +lighted up the blind girl's face. + +She listened quietly till the hymn was finished, and then asked with +almost breathless eagerness, "Tell me, do you know Him, the Jesus +Christ you have been singing about?" + +"Yes, little one," was the answer, "I do know Jesus Christ. He is my +best and dearest Friend." + +"Then you know where He lives, and you will take me to Him and ask Him +to give me new eyes? That cruel woman said that He was dead, but I +didn't believe He was. Say, will you take me to-morrow?" + +Shushila did not speak at once; she was thinking how she could make +this child, who knew so little, understand that He, whom she wished to +seek, was even then close beside her, ready to give her, if not new +eyes, what was of infinitely greater value. + +At last she spoke. "No, little one, Jesus Christ is not dead, and He +will never, never die, and I need not take you to Him, because He is +here already, nearer to you than I am." + +"Then ask Him to give me new eyes. I was so frightened all alone in the +dark, and the rain and thunder made such a noise, but if Jesus Christ +makes me see like other people, I shall never be frightened again." + +Shushila drew the trembling child closer to her, as she said, "Dear +little one, only be patient, and I will tell you about Jesus Christ, +and how much He loves you, and how He will give you what is even better +than eyes." + +"But," interrupted the child, "if Jesus Christ is here, why does He not +give me new eyes now? He did not tell that other man that he must wait, +or that He would give him something else instead. You have told me a +lie, and Jesus Christ is not really here; perhaps that other woman told +me truly and He is really dead." + +Then Shushila knelt down by the bed on which the child had thrown +herself in her grief and disappointment, and prayed softly,— + + "Lord Jesus, we know that Thou art here, and that Thou seest us though +we cannot see Thee. We thank Thee that Thou didst take care of this +poor little one in the storm, and didst bring her safely here. She is +very tired and weary. Wilt Thou give her rest? Amen." + +Hira said no more. And as Shushila knelt on beside her, softly singing, +she gradually lay still, and the watcher knew that for the present she +was at rest. + +[Illustration] + + + +DEVOTION. + +"YOU 'darling!'" exclaimed the young mother rapturously. + +"You 'darling!'" echoed grandmother in the same tone. + +While the father, just passing the window and seeing his sweet little +daughter held up to be admired, stopped and admired her too. + +"Does she not look rosy from her sleep?" said Anora. "Why, she has been +asleep this two hours." + +"I've been sitting here a great deal too long," said grannie, with a +start. "What will grandfather say? He'll tell me I'm a bit silly over +that baby, and so I am!" She gave a pleasant little laugh as she rose +and gathered her basket handles together preparatory to setting forth. + +[Illustration] + +"Well, father's as bad himself," smiled Anora, nodding and chirping to +the baby, while smile after smile broke over the little one's face in +response. + +"I never saw such a sweet baby!" said grannie emphatically. "But I must +go to see after grandfather's dinner. He'll be short of something nice, +unless I mind." + +She had a good kiss of her grandchild, and then, poking her vegetables +further into her basket, she hurried off to her cottage. + +That evening, when the baby was asleep, and Jacques was sitting by the +fire resting after his day's work, Anora put her hand into his and +looked into his face thoughtfully. + +"Well, dear?" he said kindly. + +"I'm so afraid we are getting to love her too well—" + +There was no need to ask whom she meant, and to Jacques' surprise, +there was a sound of tears in her usually cheerful voice. + +He looked up quickly. "I never thought of that," he said at length. + +"No more did I. But when mother went out this afternoon, somehow it +came over me—What would life be without baby? And then—" + +Jacques shook his head and they both looked towards the cradle. + +"We do want to love God best of all, don't we?" she murmured. + +"But He has sent us our child." + +"I tell you what!" said Anora, suddenly brightening up. "I've thought +of something! If we thank God for her every time we think how sweet and +dear she is, I do believe that will save us from making an idol of her. +I'll run in and tell grannie. I know she'll do it!" + + + +Out of the Tombs. + +ONE day the Lord Jesus was sailing over the lake of Galilee, and a +great storm of wind came down between the mountains, and made the waves +beat into the ship so that it nearly sank. + +The Lord was tired with all His loving work among the people, and He +fell asleep in the hinder part of the ship. + +When the storm came on, the disciples woke Him up in a great hurry, +asking Him if He did not care that they were in danger. + +Now, Jesus always cares. Perhaps He was asleep during that storm that +they might learn to trust Him more. + +So at their despairing cry, He arose and told the wind and the waves to +be still. And immediately there was a great calm. + +So Jesus said to them, "How is it that you have so little faith?" + +And the disciples felt a great surprise and awe come over them, because +the Master whom they loved could have power over even the wind and the +waves. + +But Jesus wanted to show them that there are other things over which He +has power besides the storm and the tempest. + +So when they came out of the ship, as they were passing through the +rocky country by the sea, a very strange and unhappy man met them. + +The disciples were very frightened, for they knew that this poor man +lived in the tombs and was possessed with a devil, so that no man could +live with him, or do anything to make him happy. He had often been put +in a safe place by his friends, but he was so strong that he had burst +open the door and broken the chains that bound him, and day and night +he was crying and cutting himself with stones. + +But Jesus has power even over a man such as that. + +When he who was possessed with the devil saw the Lord coming up from +the lake, he ran to meet Him and bowed himself to the ground and +worshipped Him, crying with a loud voice, "What have I to do with Thee, +Jesus, Thou Son of the most high God?" + +For Jesus had said to the devil that possessed him, "Come out of the +man, thou unclean spirit." + +[Illustration] + +So the devils were obliged to come out of the poor man, and by-and-by, +when the people of that country came to see what had been done to him, +they found him sitting with clothes on, and in his right mind, close to +Jesus, and happy in His presence and His love. + +Now, what do we learn, little children, from these two stories of the +great power of the Lord Jesus? + +Is it not that there is "nothing" too hard for Him to do? + +That if there is a great storm in our lives, if things seem too hard +for us to manage, Jesus is ready, and at our first call, He will arise +and rebuke the storm, and smooth the difficulty, and bring us straight +to land. + +And if our sins and Satan's power, and our tempers and our temptations, +seem to make us dwell in the tombs (as it were), if Jesus comes near, +we may be delivered. And we can be found sitting near Him listening to +His voice, and delivered for ever from Satan our great enemy. + + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER VI.—FATHER AND DAUGHTER. + +IT was no ordinary home to which Hira's feet had been guided when she +was lost in the storm. Rámpál Singh, the master of the house, was one +who, brought up and educated as a Hindu, had been led to seek for One +worthy of his heart's homage and obedience, and finding Christ to be +that One, had left all to follow Him. + +Never for one moment had he regretted that decision, but as in every +new circumstance and time of need he proved his chosen Master to be +all-sufficient, he longed more and more that others might share in the +blessing which he had gained, and rejoice in the same great salvation. + +For some years, he had spent his life going about from village to +village teaching and preaching, but about a year ago, a severe attack +of fever had made it necessary for him to lead a less wearing kind of +life. So having taken this house, he sought to shed a light in the +darkness surrounding him. His only daughter, Shushila, whose greatest +joy and delight was to be with her father and share his work, was his +faithful attendant and companion. Surely it could have been none other +than the Good Shepherd Himself who had guided the steps of the lost +child to those who were so well fitted to teach her what she so longed +to know and understand! + +The next morning, Hira was burning and tossing with fever, which was +not to be wondered at, after the exposure and shock of the night +before. The father and daughter took counsel together, and sought for +that wisdom which is promised to those who lack, that they might know +what was the right thing to do in this difficult case. + +"Oh, father, I would just love to keep her always and teach her about +the Lord Jesus!" said Shushila, whose whole heart went out towards the +helpless child who had been thrown so unexpectedly on her hands. + +"And so you shall," answered her father, "if she really has been sent +to us, as it seems likely, and there is no one who has the right to +take her from us. But it may be that even now others are anxiously +looking for her, and it seems only right that we should seek to let +them know that she is safe." + +Then Anandi, who had been standing near, proposed that she should go +out and make inquiries as to whether a blind child was missing from +any house. This was thought to be an excellent plan, as if the child +belonged to the neighbourhood, and any consternation was felt at her +disappearance, the news would certainly spread. So Anandi set forth on +her errand, doing her day's shopping at the same time. + +Wherever she went, she asked the same question, "Do you know of any +blind child living in these parts?"—Always receiving the same answer. +No one knew of any such child. + +The old woman had the wisdom to add, "If you should hear of any child +having been lost, you can just tell them to come and inquire of us." + +She returned home having learnt nothing, but those who had sent her +felt more contented having done what they could. + +Later in the day, Shushila remembered that she had promised to send +some broth to a child who was ill, and Anandi went to take it. It was +Mary Dayál's child, and through her illness, Shushila had found an +entrance into this house, and appeared as an angel of mercy to the +heavily laden mother who dragged out her weary existence there. + +Anandi had given the broth, inquired after the sick child, and was just +going out at the door, when she turned back and said, "Have you ever +heard of a blind child living in these parts, a little girl who wears a +red sari?" + +Mary looked up with some interest. There flashed before her sight the +vision of the small, red figure, the earnest face with its sightless +eyes, and once more, the oft-remembered words sounded afresh in her +ears, "Have you got ready to meet God?" + +In a moment it came and went, and without any pause she answered, "Yes, +a blind girl in a red sari came here one day. She came with a woman who +comes to sell butter, and asked me such strange questions for a child, +that I thought she was not quite right in her head. Why do you ask? +What do you want to know about her?" + +Then Anandi told the story of the voice crying at the door, and how +her young mistress had brought in the lost child and put her to sleep +in her own bed, and would gladly keep her altogether, if she could be +quite sure that no one else wanted her. + +When she had told all, Mary Dayál remarked, "There is one person who +could tell you all about her, and that is the woman who comes to +sell butter. She has no children of her own—they have all died, poor +thing—and she seems to love this blind child as if she belonged to her. +Hira, I remember she called her." + +Here at last was some light, though to know who could tell was of +little use unless she could be found, and that was no easy matter, for +all that Mary knew was that she lived some little distance off. + +Having received the promise that if she came there to sell milk, she +should be at once sent on, Anandi went home to give time information +she had gained. Mary Dayál went back to her sick child, and as she sat +and watched beside her, she thought again of the blind girl. She felt +glad to think that she was with one who was so well able to tell her +what she wanted to know. She had often thought with shame of how this +child had come to ask her about Him of whom she ought to have been so +glad to speak, and had learnt nothing. Now as she heard of her being +sheltered by Shushila's loving care, she thought to herself,— + +"Perhaps God sent her to me first, and because I could not, or would +not, help her, He led her Himself to one who can." + +Then the burden which had pressed so heavily on her heart pressed so +sorely that she buried her face in her hands and murmured,— + + "O God, make me ready to meet Thee; for I am surely no better than that +little heathen blind girl." + +If only she had understood, how she would have rejoiced to know that, +first by the message sent through the lips of Him, and then by this +hunger in her heart, her heavenly Father was drawing His child home to +Himself. One day she would hear the words, "I have loved thee with an +everlasting love, therefore with loving-kindness have I drawn thee," +and know them to be true. + + ———————————— + + + +CHAPTER VII.—SUKHIYA'S SCHEME. + +THERE was not much rest for Sukhiya during the night of the storm; +even after the worst violence had spent itself, the rain continued to +stream through the roof. And when a dry place had been found for the +butter and milk still left for sale, and another sheltered spot for her +husband, who being an old man must be kept as dry as possible, there +was none left for the mistress of the house, who had to be contented to +do the best she could, and hope to be dry again some time. + +Towards morning, the rain ceased and Sukhiya was roused early out of a +deep sleep by someone knocking at the door. + +No answer came to her inquiry, "Who is there?" + +So she got up off the wet bedstead on which she had been lying, and +went to the door. + +"Is Hira here?" asked a voice, which she quickly recognised as that of +one of the blind girl's cousins. + +In a moment, Sukhiya was thoroughly awake, and the door quickly opened. + +"What do you ask, Is Hira here?" she said, in a voice of some concern. +"How could that be? Does she ever pass the night here? Whenever she +comes, I always bring her back, and nowadays she seldom comes." + +"Then how can we tell where she is?" remarked the boy in a voice which +sounded as if he at any rate did not much care. "She is not in our +house, and if she is not here, where can she be?" + +A great dread seized the heart of Sukhiya; she knew that her little +favourite had been becoming more and more unhappy in her uncle's house, +and not long ago had said in a determined voice, "Some time I will run +away." + +Maybe this was what she had done. But where could she have gone, if she +had not come to her, and where could she have been during the storm? + +The ghi-seller was a shrewd woman, and as she stood at the door in the +early morning, facing the boy who had come to tell her that the blind +child was lost, she at once made up her mind on one point—if Hira had +run away from her uncle's house, she should never go back there again, +if she could help it. So she answered in a tone of indifference, "Tell +your father that I have not seen the child for several days, for she +has quite given up ever coming to my house." Then she asked, "Since +when has she been missing?" + +The boy answered, "She hasn't eaten anything since the morning, and no +one has seen anything of her since just before the storm." + +"Well, what can I do?" said Sukhiya again. "Those to whom she belongs +are the right ones to look for her if she is lost, and they will know +best why the child has run away." + +Then the boy, finding no more to be gained, went back to give the +answer to the question he had been sent to ask. + +Although Sukhiya had appeared to be so indifferent, she was far from +feeling so. And in spite of having implied that it was not her business +to look for the lost child, she at once began to think how she could +best do it. + +She would have liked to have set off at once, but the cow must be +milked, and as she did not wish Hira's uncle to know that she was +making any efforts to find the child, she could not do better than make +her inquiries as she went on her rounds. + +So from house to house went Sukhiya with her basket on her head and a +heavy burden on her heart, which grew heavier and heavier as the day +wore on, and still there was no trace of the lost child. She longed to +go to the uncle's house and ask whether she had returned, but then that +might spoil her little scheme. + +Little rest was found that night either. And the next morning, the +poor woman began her day's work with a heavy heart, for with Hira, she +seemed to have lost all her interest in life. + +The first day she had kept to her own neighbourhood, not thinking it +likely that the blind child could have strayed far away. The next day +she went a greater distance, and so came at length to Mary Dayál's +house. + +The woman's sad, hopeless face reminded Mary at once of Anandi and the +blind child, and she asked, "Do you know anything of the blind child +you brought here one day? Is she safe and well?" + +The simple question was too much for the sore heart of the anxious +woman, and, bursting into tears, she answered, "She is lost, the poor +helpless little one; there was no one to love and care for her, though +I would have done it if I could. But she is gone, and how will I ever +see her again?" + +"I think I can tell you where she is," said Mary, glad to be able to +comfort the sorrowful woman. + +As Sukhiya listened to what Anandi had said, she felt certain it must +be Hira who had been found on the doorstep. Was not the red sari she +wore the very one she had given to her? + +The children had gone to school, and Mary could not leave her home to +show the way, but there was little fear that Sukhiya would not find +the house which contained her lost treasure. So having received full +directions, she set off to seek it. + +Hira was still burning with fever, which had risen so high that she +took little notice of anything or anyone near her, only sometimes +muttering such words as "I don't know where I am; I must be lost. If +Jesus Christ would come and give me eyes, but He won't. He must be +dead." + +Shushila, who dearly loved to tend anyone who was ill, sat by her side, +putting wet cloths on her head, and speaking now and then in a soft, +gentle voice, which seemed to soothe the restless child. + +Sukhiya found the door open and walked in. Besides what she had heard +from Mary Dayál of Shushila's goodness, her own eyes told her that +however Hira had found her way to this spot, she had certainly found +refuge in a peaceful, happy home, and if she could only stay there +always, it would be well for her. So she quickly made up her mind to +try and bring this about. + +"Do you want any butter or milk to-day?" she asked, setting down her +basket. + +Anandi soon appeared to answer the call. And seeing the woman, asked at +once, "Have you come about the blind child?" + +"What blind child?" was the answer in a most indifferent tone. + +Then Anandi told what she knew, and Sukhiya listened, but said nothing +till the story was finished. + +"There is a blind child I have seen about sometimes; if I were to see +her, I should know whether it is the same." + +So Sukhiya was taken to where Hira lay, just at that time in a heavy +sleep. Shushila was sitting near, and as soon as the woman caught sight +of her sweet, gentle face, she still more fully made up her mind that, +even though these people were Christians, Hira could find no better +home. + +She tried to conceal her anxiety at the child's illness, and when +Shushila called her out of the room and asked what she knew of the +child and her relatives, she answered, "What can I tell more than that +she has neither father nor mother, nor anyone else to care for her? For +many a day she has been half starved, and now it has come to this." + +"Then you think," said Shushila, "that I may keep her and that no one +will want to take her away from me?" + +"Who is there to take her away? Have not I said that she has neither +father nor mother, nor anyone who cares whether she is alive or dead? +Great will be your reward if you take this helpless little one and feed +and clothe her." + +Shushila was much relieved by the woman's words, but she thought it +right to say, "If you should hear of anyone inquiring for her, you will +tell them where she is, and that she is being well cared for." + +"Who is there to ask?" was the reply. "Certainly I will tell if I +should meet any such person. But surely you are needing some butter or +milk, and you will find none better than mine." + +Anandi was called to make a small purchase, and Sukhiya determined that +it should not be the last, for how else would she be able to see the +child in whose interests she had been working? + +Although the woman felt glad for the child's sake, she felt sad for her +own. What more would Hira care for her, poor ignorant creature, now she +had a friend with a beautiful face and soft, sweet voice, to care for +her? It was true that the blind eyes could see neither the beauty of +the one nor the lack of it in herself, but something would surely tell +her the difference. Anyway, she would be no longer needed, and Sukhiya +felt as if she had lost yet another child. + +However, there was still one more thing to be done before her work for +Hira was complete. A few days later, she arrived at the blind child's +old home, and having put down her basket on the ground began to cry and +wail piteously. + +The whole household gathered around and begged to know what was the +matter. + +It was a long time before Sukhiya's distress would allow her to speak, +and then she sobbed out, "Alas! Alas! All my children have died, and +now this helpless little one I loved as my own is gone too; it matters +nothing to you, but my heart is made desolate." + +"What do you mean?" was the general exclamation. "Have you heard any +news of Hira? What has happened to her?" + +Sukhiya shed a few more tears, and then, with a quivering voice, +explained, "She got lost that night you turned her out in that heavy +rain, and only a thin, worn sari to cover her. Was it any wonder +that she should get fever and die?" And again the woman's cries and +lamentations broke forth. + +Then an angry voice asked, "Who says we turned her out? She went away +herself; and it is you who are to blame that she was lost in the rain, +for it was you who taught her to go wandering from house to house, +which was most improper for a girl of her age. Now you can go and never +come here again accusing innocent people of what you are to blame for +yourself." + +Sukhiya was only too thankful to find that she was not to be +cross-examined on the story which she had made up. And taking up her +basket quickly, departed. And for many days nothing was seen of the +ghi-seller in Hira's old home. + +[Illustration] + + + +A BLACK SHEEP. + +BY MABEL MACKINTOSH. + +ARTHUR NEAL was the black sheep of the school. The biggest among +the little boys, there was no sort of possible mischief in which +he did not entangle himself, no sort of naughtiness or laziness or +don't-carishness in which he was not foremost. They had scolded him, +kept him in, deprived him of extra pleasures, caned him; but nothing +seemed to affect him. He had once overheard the head master call him +incorrigible and a black sheep; he rather gloried in it, and his mother +and father in India grieved over the bad accounts of their boy, and +wrote lectures and good advice and pleadings, and Arthur only laughed. +India was a long way off, and nobody loved him and he loved nobody. + +But the term was over and holidays had come, and Arthur was to go to +Scotland to his cousins' home, for the head master had positively +refused to keep him for the holidays. Arthur was well pleased. Here was +a new field for his mischievous energies! Wouldn't he lead Ivan and +Archie a life? Wouldn't he teach them a thing or two? + +[Illustration] + +He was very quiet that first day in Glasgow; he was taking in his +surroundings. His aunt thought he had been belied; it had cost her +much to invite this little ne'er-do-well to meet her boys, and yet she +prayed that this uncared-for little soul might find a blessing. Was he +to go on to rack and ruin for want of a helping hand? + +Ivan and Archie watched him curiously, too, the first day. They were +in a difficulty. In the summer, both of them had given themselves to +Christ to be His soldiers and servants, and since then, they had read +together a chapter from their little Bibles directly after tea. What +should they do now? Should they put it off and read separately at +another time, or should they read aloud as usual, and let their new +cousin laugh if he liked? It was a hard struggle, this first taking up +the reproach of their Master, but the two boys conquered. When the tea +was cleared, they sat down in the glowing firelight, and Ivan drew out +his little Bible. + +"We always read together," he said a little brusquely, for it was a +very big effort to him. + +Arthur said nothing. He was too surprised, too flabbergasted, to make +any resistance. Had he had a minute to think, he would have retired +with a sneer. But already Ivan had begun, and he sat still. + +It began with the story of the lost sheep, and the shepherd seeking +over the mountains until he found it. It rushed into Arthur's mind that +he was called a black sheep, and it seemed as if the story was all +written for him. + +[Illustration] + +He did not hear the other stories in the chapter; he was too intent +on this one. He hardly noticed when his cousins rose and left him. He +only moved his position nearer to the fire, and sat staring into it. He +knew enough of Bible teaching to know the meaning of the shepherd. He +had heard often enough of the love of Jesus, but he had never thought +of Jesus loving "him," wanting to find "him," the black sheep of the +school. + +But still, if Jesus wanted to find him, how was it all done? How could +he know he was found, he was such a naughty boy? How could he become a +white sheep safe in the fold? He puzzled and puzzled over it for three +days. And then, when he lay in his little bed on the third night, his +auntie came to him and solved his problem for him. + +She sat down beside him and laid her soft hand on his. And then in the +dim light, she saw his eyes were full of tears. + +"What is it, dear?" she said gently. + +"I didn't know you loved me," Arthur answered. + +"Didn't you, poor lonely boy?" she answered. "I love you and Jesus +loves you." + +Arthur sighed deeply. "I'm such a naughty boy, a black sheep," he said; +"but the boys were reading about the shepherd looking for the sheep. +Would He look for me?" + +"'The Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me,'" said auntie +softly. "He loved you so that He gave His own life to find you." + +"How shall I be found?" asked Arthur. + +"If you were a little lost sheep lying on the dark mountain, and you +heard the shepherd calling you, what would you do?" + +"I would call to him, 'Here I am.'" + +Auntie knelt down by the little bed, and, still holding Arthur's hand, +she spoke to the Good Shepherd. + + "Dear Lord Jesus," she said, "Arthur has heard you calling, and he says +he is here. Take him and make him Thy lamb, and wash his sins in Thy +precious blood." + +"And thank you for loving me, auntie!" + + + +NELLIE'S CARD. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"SIT down, just a little while, Sister!" coaxed Nellie. "You haven't +sat down all the afternoon, for I've been watching you!" + +Sister Ruth smiled. + +"Well! Just a little while, Nellie," she said sitting down beside her. +"Why did you want me to, particularly?" + +"'Cause you look tired; and besides, I wanted you to talk to me." + +"What a lot of Christmas cards!" said the nurse, glancing at the little +table on which Nellie had arranged all her treasures in front of her. + +"Yes," she said softly, "everybody, almost, that loves me has sent me +one!" + +[Illustration] + +"What a rich little girl!" + +She smiled a happy little smile; and then as the nurse laid her hand +gently on hers, she looked up with an earnest glance. + +"I know you're sorry for me," she said. "I feel it every time you come +near." + +"Indeed I am." + +"Do you know, when I first came here, Sister, I was not—I didn't feel +as I do now." + +"You were so very ill," asked Sister Ruth, "and in such pain?" + +"No-o," said Nellie reflectively, "it wasn't only that." + +"Well?" asked Sister Ruth. A weary craving in her own heart made her +long, somehow, to know what made Nellie's face so peaceful. + +"At first I couldn't 'bear' it," said the child slowly, "and then all +seemed dark and miserable." + +"Poor little Nellie!" + +"Then, on Christmas Eve, somebody sent me this." + +She put her little hand out towards a card which rested in the very +centre of all the rest. "That changed everything." + +The nurse bent forward where she pointed, and read—"'Come unto Me all +ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.'" + +Sister Ruth was startled; startled at the child's look of heavenly +peace, as she went on— + +"I thought at first, when my foot had to be taken off, that all the joy +had gone out of my life; as if nothing was any good any more. I thought +how it would be when I got home, to be limping about on crutches; how +it would feel to be unlike everybody else for always!" + +"And how could that card make any difference?" asked Sister Ruth +incredulously, and the longing in her eyes grew greater. + +This child had lost all that made life dear to her—deep down in her +heart she knew that she too had done the same. + +"It did!" said the child with a flash of light in her eyes. "The words +were so plain, and I was so sad! When I thought of my foot, I knew how +heavy laden I was—and so—" + +"And so?" asked Sister Ruth. + +"I just told Jesus I was glad to come if He'd have me! And after that, +the black darkness rolled away, and I've felt quite different." + +The nurse bent and kissed the little hand that lay near her, almost +reverently, while she turned away to hide her tears. + +"Does He cure all sorrows, do you think, Nellie?" she asked softly. + +"I expect He does; if the people are heavy laden, and come. I'm sure He +does—oh, yes, dear Sister! I know He does!" + + + +[Illustration: When she got out into the fields + better thoughts came.] + + + +[Illustration] + +A DECISION. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"WAIT for me at the stile, Mary: I'll be sure to come!" Charlie had +said. + +"How early you are going, Mary!" called her father a little +complainingly after breakfast the next morning. + +"Not earlier than usual, father." + +"It don't take you an hour to get to town. What makes you start so +soon?" + +"I like going along by the hedges and picking the wild flowers," said +Mary, while the slightest tinge of pink reddened her cheeks to a deeper +shade. + +"Oh, well!" said her father crossly. "I don't see the sense of it. +You're always picking flowers, or sauntering along, or something—" + +"Oh, I don't saunter," said Mary reproachfully. "I never saunter—" She +took up her basket of eggs and went out abruptly, calling Fox sharply, +settling her sun-bonnet on her head with a determined little shake that +spoke volumes. + +But when she got out into the quiet fields, better thoughts came, and +all the irritation passed from her step. If father was unreasonable, +she herself had not been blameless. + +"Look here, Charlie," she said, directly he came up, "this mustn't go +on any more. If I don't take care, I shall get to be an untruthful +girl! Here, for the sake of meeting you, I've been and told father that +I like to pick wild flowers, and that I started early for that! So I +do, but—" + +Charlie stood silent, and Fox, who had listened eagerly to the +conversation, hung his tail. + +"If we speak, he'll put an end to it," said Charlie slowly. + +"Yes—at least, I think so—and yet, Charlie—" + +The young fellow came closer to the stile, and he looked in her face. +"I wouldn't be the one to ask you to do wrong," he said very gravely. +"I've not been easy myself over it. Suppose we go back at once—" + +"Now?" said Mary. She remembered her haughty departure and her father's +black looks, and her heart almost failed her. + +"If it's 'right,'" he said tenderly. It was that tenderness of +Charlie's that had won her. + +"I'll do it," she said, "and we shall be 'helped,' Charlie!" + +And so they were. + +Mary ran into the cottage and put her arms round her father's neck: +"Oh, I'm so sorry I said that about the flowers!" she said, hiding her +face. "Father, it was partly to meet Charlie. And Charlie has come back +to ask you if we may." + +[Illustration] + + + +A FAVOUR. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"KOTCHED!" exclaimed Roland, with a chuckle, stopping at the kitchen +door. + +"What?" asked Kathleen, looking up. "'Kotched' over what?" + +"Why, you are reading a story book, while you are pretending to cook my +dinner! I've kotched you!" + +"Have you, indeed?" said his sister, springing up and chasing him. +"I've a good mind to threaten that you shan't have a bit of my golden +pudding!" + +"Your 'what?'" asked Roland. + +"Golden pudding. Look here, Rol, I want you to do me a favour—" + +"I'm not workin'" said Roland, backing. + +"Oh, yes, you are! No one can work like you when you've a mind." + +"But you see I haven't a mind—" + +He had reached the front door and managed to escape, and Kathleen +slowly turned back to the kitchen with a more sober face. + +[Illustration] + +Roland went down the road whistling, and somehow his whistling fell +into a tune like this— + +"I believe that girl's been at it pretty nearly all day! I wonder +what she wanted of me? How pretty she looked in that apron, and what +a nuisance it must be to have to see to things in the house when you +want to be out and about! I wonder if Kathleen does ever want to be out +and about? I declare I'll take her to the football match on Saturday; +I never thought of that. I wonder what she did want of me? Not that I +care! I can't be called upon to do odds and ends for her all the time. +By-the-by, I wish I'd asked her to see to those buttons for me—what +a nuisance I forgot! I wonder what she did want me to do? Nothing of +importance, I dare say." + +So Roland called in to see a friend, and forgot all about Kathleen and +her wants. + +Kathleen seemed to have forgotten all about them too, he thought, +when he came in again. She was sitting very quietly at the table, and +everything was prepared with the utmost nicety. + +Roland did not feel easy; he still wondered what the favour had been +that Kathleen had asked. Some "girls' tripe," he thought. + +If he could have seen a letter in the pillar-box opposite, he would +perhaps have ceased to wonder. + + "Darling Nettie,—I have never missed sending you a present for +your birthday before, but I simply could not get out to-day—nor +yesterday—nor the day before. You know we are single-handed just now, +and mother is upstairs ill, and I have to keep everything going. You +will not think I have forgotten you? I meant to send you a bottle of +scent; perhaps I shall be able next week." + +That little note had not been written without tears of disappointment. +And the only thing that made Kathleen able to meet Roland with a bright +face was a line she read on her wall as she closed her letter— + + "'My times are in 'Thy' hand!'" + +And she went on bravely. + + + +"If Thou Hadst Known!" + +PERHAPS you ask, dear children, "Who is that standing there looking so +sorrowful? And what is He doing?" + +Well, I will tell you. + +I have heard that as travellers approach the city of Jerusalem, it is +hidden from them by the hills which surround it. But at one point, when +you least expect it, the view of the city bursts upon you, and you see +all at once that which you have been travelling many weary miles to +catch a sight of. + +Perhaps that is how heaven will seem to us when we die. We may be +travellers towards it, and our feet may be tired with the rough way, +and all at once, we shall open our eyes and find that the toilsome +journey is over, and we are there! + +Be that as it may, this picture shows us the Lord Jesus when the view +of Jerusalem burst upon His view. + +He had been travelling many long miles to reach it, and He well knew +that there He was going to offer up His precious life as a ransom for +all. + +But to Jesus that view of the city was not all joy. St. Luke tells us +that when He beheld the city, He wept over it. + +Why did He weep? Ah, that is the question. Why did the Son of God, +having been doing works of love and pity for three years, and now going +up to Jerusalem to obtain eternal salvation for us, why should He weep? + +Little children, Jesus cried because He knew that very few in that +beautiful city would come to Him to be saved. + +He cried because the people there would not believe in Him, or accept +Him as their Saviour. + +So when He wept, He said, "If thou hadst known, even thou . . . in this +thy day, the things which belong to thy peace! but now they are hid +from thine eyes." + +I think that this story of the Lord Jesus weeping over Jerusalem should +make our hearts very soft and tender. + +We should think to ourselves, "Jesus is very sorry when we do not love +Him, and come to Him to be saved from our sins. I would not like to +make Jesus sorry, who suffered so much for me; so I will just tell Him +that I love Him, and that will make Him glad." + +[Illustration] + +And so it will, children. And the very thought of doing a little thing +to make the Lord Jesus glad will make us happy too, and we shall be +more cheerful over our lessons, and more bright in our play, than we +should have been otherwise. + +Jesus said to Peter, "Lovest thou Me?" Shall we not answer gladly, +"Thou knowest all things; Thou 'knowest' that I love Thee"? + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER VIII.—THE OLD, OLD STORY. + +AFTER several days' fight with fever, Hira began to recover. + +Though she could see nothing of her surroundings, she knew quite well +that she was in a different world to that in which her life had been +passed hitherto. + +She heard no harsh, scolding voices, no complaining and quarrelling +about money, but she seemed to be in an abode of peace and love; even +Sukhiya's house, her old refuge, was nothing compared to this. + +If she had learnt of heaven, she would certainly have thought she was +there, and that Shushila, with her sweet voice and gentle touch, was +one of the angels who ministered to her. But what did she know of +heaven? + +As she grew better, she began to wonder what could happen next. Would +her uncle come and fetch her away, or would she stay always in this +lovely, peaceful spot, where everyone was kind and good to her? + +It all seemed like a dream: the terrible storm with the thunder, which +had struck such terror to her heart, the noise and confusion, in the +midst of which, she had felt so utterly helpless to think of anything. +Then loving hands had lifted her out of the storm and noise into peace +and quiet, and there she was still; but what would happen next? + +She did not care to see her uncle and aunt again, but if only Sukhiya +would come and speak to her, and tell her where she was! She had a kind +of vague feeling that during the dream from which she was awakening, +Sukhiya really had come, but perhaps it was only part of the dream. + +Presently she grew tired of thinking and trying to understand, so she +put out her hand, and asked, "Is anyone there?" + +Immediately, the voice she had learnt to know and love answered, "Yes, +little one, I am here; is there anything you want?" + +"I want to know where I am and where I am going to?" said the child +feebly. + +Then Shushila answered, "You were lost in the storm, Hira, and God, who +takes care of little girls, brought you here, and if you like to be +with me and my father, we will keep you always, so that you will never +be lost again. Will you be my little sister, and stay with me?" + +Hira did not speak at once. Then she said, "Tell me about God, for I +don't know anything, and there was no one who could tell me. Did you +see Him when He brought me here?" + +It was Shushila's turn to pause now. Where should she begin to tell +this child, who knew nothing, but was so eager to learn, of the +glorious truths which were so precious to her? While she was thinking +what she should say, the blind child spoke again. + +"But tell me first, who is Jesus Christ? And if He is alive and here, +why does He not give me eyes? I thought it was a dream, but now I +remember that you told me that He was here." + +Then Shushila answered, "Hira, I will tell you all about Jesus Christ, +but it is a long story, and I am afraid so much talking will make your +head ache. Will you not wait a few days till you are quite well?" + +The blind child laughed, as if the very thought amused her, as she +said, "How can it make my head ache to hear you talk? When I had fever +in my uncle's house, there was noise and talking all the time, and no +one thought they must be quiet." + +So Shushila said no more, but began to tell her story. + +"Long, long ago Jesus Christ lived in heaven with God. We cannot tell +what heaven is like, because we have never seen it, but we know that +there is no sorrow nor crying there, nor pain nor sickness of any kind. +No one ever dies, and, what is best of all, there is no sin there. That +could not be, because heaven is God's house, and sin cannot be where +God is. + +"But the Lord did not stay in heaven. He knew that in this world in +which we live there is sin, and sorrow, and crying; and so, when God +said He would send Him down from heaven to come here, Jesus Christ was +very, very glad to come. + +"He might have come as a very rich man, or as a great king, but He +chose instead to be quite poor, and live amongst poor people." + +"Was He as poor as my uncle?" interrupted Hira. + +"Yes, I expect He was poorer, because He had no house at all," said +Shushila; "but though He had no money to give away, He helped everybody +who came to Him, and He could help as no one else could, because He +could do what no one else could. They all came to Him—the blind and +lame, lepers, and sick people—and whatever was the matter with them, He +healed them all, and even when they were dead, made them live again. +But it was not to heal the sick, not even to make the dead alive, that +Jesus Christ left His beautiful home in heaven and came into our world. +He came to do something very much greater than that." + +"But what could be more than making blind people see, and dead people +alive?" asked Hira eagerly. "Tell me, for I cannot understand." + +Then Shushila answered, "There is something, Hira, even worse than +being blind, or lame, or ill, or even than being dead. The worst thing +of all is to be sinful. Sin is the very worst of all diseases, worse +even than leprosy. It is sin which makes all the sorrow and sadness +that there is in the world. Some day I will show you that it is sin +which has made you so unhappy, and not being blind. Jesus Christ came +into the world not to keep us from being blind, and lame, and ill, +because that does not matter so very much, but He came to keep us from +sin, to make us holy like He Himself is holy, and like God is holy." + +"But I would like best of all to be able to see," interrupted the +listener, "and if Jesus Christ can give me eyes, why 'doesn't' He?" + +"Listen, child, and I will tell you more, and by-and-by, you will +understand," said Shushila, and then she continued, "God wants us to +know Him and be like Him, and then He will be able to have us in His +house to dwell with Him; but sin is like a black curtain which comes +between us and God, and hides Him from us, and it makes us so unclean +that we cannot possibly go to live with God unless we get rid of it." + +"Then is that what the gentleman meant when he told us to get ready to +meet God?" asked Hira. + +"Yes," said Shushila, "that is just it." + +"But what has that to do with making people see, and walk? And what +have we to do to get ready?" questioned the child eagerly. + +Again the speaker paused, there was so much to tell and the listener +knew so little. + +Then she continued, "Hira, that is why the Lord Jesus came down from +heaven, that He might make us fit to meet God. We cannot make ourselves +clean and holy, and there is no one in all the world who can do it for +us, because all are alike, and there is not anyone who is not sinful; +but Jesus Christ is holy, just as God is holy, and so He can make us +holy too. + +"Jesus Christ became a man like us that He might make us like God; He +came down 'from' heaven that He might lift us up 'to' heaven. + +"Now, little one, you are tired, and I must not talk to you any more. +Every day I will tell you something more about the dear Lord Jesus, and +all that He has done for us, and it will make you so happy to think +that He loves you and cares for you, though you are only a little blind +girl." + +Hira's answer was to cling close to her friend as she bent over her and +whisper, "Perhaps if I had not been blind, you would not have brought +me into your house and taken care of me, so I think I am glad that I am +blind, and I don't mind a bit being in the dark if you are with me." + +Just then Shushila was called away, and she went with a light heart, +rejoicing to think how the child to whom she was ministering would one +day learn to know One who could bring light into the very darkest spot, +and whose companionship can make the hardest lot shine with glory. + + + +[Illustration] + +WHEN? + +BY MABEL MACKINTOSH. + +"YOU always want to talk about those sort of things, mother," said Jim +Harris, hitching his shoulder away from the hand that lay on it. "You'd +take all the heart out of a fellow if you could, talking of dying and +another world, and such-like. I'm young and I ain't a-going to die yet. +When I see death coming, I'll prepare, maybe." + +He had shaken off her hand, but he glanced into the face that still +bent over him, and his heart softened. It was his last night at home. +To-morrow he would be on the wide sea. The wind was howling round the +house, and the waves broke heavily and monotonously on the beach. "I +don't want to be rough with you, mother," he said, pulling her down for +a kiss; "you shouldn't vex me the last night, but you knows I loves +you, if I am a bit hasty." + +He rose up and went out into the night. There was a moon between the +scudding clouds, and the foam broke up white at the water's edge. He +looked at it all and at the few boats lying at anchor, or on the shore. + +"To-morrow I shall be out there," he thought. "I'll go back to mother; +it's her last night of me." + +The next day he had gone. + +It was not an eventful voyage. Day succeeded day, and his conversation +with his mother was forgotten till one evening when he and his +favourite mate, Ben Davis, turned in. + +"Jim," said Ben, "I don't believe as I shall last long." + +"What!" said Jim, aghast and staring. "You're playing, Ben." + +"No," said Ben slowly, "I ain't; I've not been well all the voyage, +and captain, he's tried all he knows; he thinks I'm better, but he's +mistook. My father, he went just like me." + +Jim sat down and looked blankly at him. + +All suddenly, his own words came back to him. "I'm young; when I see +death coming, I'll prepare." + +Death was coming, not to him, but to Ben! + +"Ben," he said hoarsely, "are you ready?" + +There was a long, long pause, and then Ben answered. + +"No, lad," he said. + +There was no sleep for Jim that night. He might have seen death coming +for him, and yet it was Ben who was to die. Jim lay and tossed and +turned. All his mother's words came back to him that night. He had +never sought Christ's salvation for himself, and yet he was torn with +anxiety that Ben should be saved! + +Early next morning, he turned over his few possessions and found his +long-forgotten Bible. Ben was leaning dejectedly over the ship's side, +and he went to him and slipped the Bible into his hand. Ben glanced at +it, and then his eyes sought Jim's. + +"Jim," he said, "I'm no reader; tell me the way." + +It was a strange scene—the man who was to die listening to the old, +old story told by the lips of one who hitherto had had no care for it. +Jim's mother's teaching was bearing fruit; her boy knew the way of +salvation well enough. + +"Jim," said Ben slowly, "do you believe all that?" + +Jim's face was hidden. "My mother does," he said huskily. + +Ben opened the little Bible. "Can't you show me one place where it puts +it plain?" + +Jim took it and turned over the pages, and his eyes fell on an +underlined text. He remembered his mother marking it the day she gave +the book to him. + + "'God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that +whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting +life.'" + +"That's good," said Ben, with a long breath. + +Three days later, when the evening sun was lighting up the sea with a +crimson glow, Ben died. His last look was for Jim, his last word was, +"I'm ready, lad." + +And as Jim knelt beside him, looking down at the peaceful dead face, +his heart went out in one great cry to Ben's Saviour,— + + "God be merciful to me a sinner!" + +A great peace filled his heart, and it seemed to him that he could +almost follow Ben up the sunset path into that holy, happy land where +he had gone to be with Christ. + +That very night, he sat down and wrote to his mother, telling her how +her words and her teaching had been the means used for Ben's salvation, +and that when he came home again, she might talk about heaven and dying +as much as she liked. + +[Illustration] + + + +PULLING. + +"I NEVER do what I don't want to!" exclaimed Poll. "I just 'don't.'" + +"Oh! Well," said Ellen, "that's not my motto, is it, grandma?" + +Grandma smiled. "I've seen a deal of life," she said thoughtfully, "and +I could just tell you what I've found." + +Ellen sat down by her affectionately, and leant her arm on her knee. + +[Illustration] + +"The people that have the strongest wills 'do' the most!" said grandma. + +"I told you so!" exclaimed Poll. "That's what I always say." + +"But they have the most trouble with themselves, and with other people +too," said grandma. + +"How?" asked Poll. + +"They're for ever knocking themselves against the fence," said +grandmas, smiling. + +"The fence!" + +"Yes, and oh! What a job it is to get 'em to come into the shed!" + +"The shed!" again echoed Poll. + +"The shed where their food is! In my young days," said grandma, "I had +an invalid father, and he was that gentle and patient. One day he said +to me after I had had a self-willed fit, 'Mary, will you go out and get +the calf in?' + +"'Why, father,' I said, 'you know what a plague she is! She'll keep +me ages pulling and pulling, and she'll knock against the fence, and +she'll bang into the posts of the shed, and I shall be as hot and as +uncomfortable as possible. I wish you'd send Bill out to get the calf +in.' + +"And so father smiled a bit, and he said, 'If you don't take care, +Mary, you'll be as bad as the calf that doesn't know no better! Break +your self-will now, my dear, and you'll be a happier girl ever after.' + +"Well, I went out and got the calf in, but all the time, she was +pulling this way and that way, for all that her nice food was waiting +in the shed for her. + +"I assure you, my dears, I did not forget his object lesson. And the +more I saw of life, the more I saw that the self-willed people need a +deal of discipline before they come out into tractable obedient folks." + +Poll stood listening thoughtfully. There was "plenty of stuff in her," +people were always saying, and she felt rather proud of it. But what +if she should let that "plenty of stuff" cover over every other good +quality? + +She looked at the sweet patient face of her grandmother. + +"And 'you' were like that calf," she said at last, incredulously. + +"Exactly, my dear!" said grandma. + +"And how did you get into—what you are now, grandma?" asked Poll, a +little wistfully. + +"By being watchful, and asking God to make me what would please Him." + +Poll did not say anything, but as she went about her business, her +proud heart humbled itself to say,— + + "Teach me to do Thy will!" + +And by-and-by, it came to be much easier than she had thought it ever +could be. + + + +MEMORIES. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"NOW, Milly! If you'll get through the work quickly, you and I will +have a treat." + +"Oh, what?" exclaimed Milly, looking up from her sweeping. + +"Not but what there's heaps to do," added her elder sister cheerily; +"but you and I can well do it, if we take one thing at a time. You +shall have the dinner things to wash, and the hearth to clean, and the +kitchen to sweep, and I will go up stairs and clean the bedrooms; we +must have it all bright against mother comes back, mustn't we?" + +"Oh, yes," assented Milly. It was so pleasant working under May's +cheery direction. She felt as if she could do wonders. + +May gathered the pail and broom and floor-cloth which she required for +her share of the work, and disappeared through the little red door that +led upstairs. + +Then Milly looked round. Which should she do first? She was now +sweeping up the kitchen, but May had spoken of that as the last thing. +After an instant's thought, she decided that she had better finish what +she was about, and then go to the dinner things. What a lot there were: +should she ever get done, and what was the treat if she did? + +She could hear May's spirited scrubbing overhead, and this nerved her +to work away bravely. When at length, after an hour, her sister came +down, a tidy smiling little girl stood by the clean hearth, and all was +done. + +"Why, you've scrubbed the table!" said May approvingly. "Now for the +treat!" + +[Illustration] + +She undid a long-shaped parcel and drew forth a large book. "This +was one of father's greatest treasures," she said; "it is a book in +which he used to draw all the things that happened. Father could draw +beautifully, you know." + +She sat down on a settee, and Milly edged up close to her, and laid her +head on her sister's shoulder. + +"That is a picture of the first house father and mother lived in, and I +remember father telling us how he made a little trapdoor in the ceiling +of the kitchen so that he could talk to mother if she was upstairs +putting the baby to bed." + +"Oh!" said Milly. "How funny! Did any one ever fall through?" + +"No; it was made like a box upstairs, and I can remember mother peeping +down and asking father something. And once, he had a joke and passed me +up to mother through it! See, there is the picture of that!" + +"Did he love us very much?" asked Milly, to whom her father was little +else but a loved name. + +"Love us!" echoed May, her dark eyes softening and glistening. "I've +often understood more about God through thinking of father's love." + +One day, little Mary was tiresome, and I had put her in the corner; and +she sent word she was sorry. I was vexed with her, and I said, "I'd +come presently." + +"'Oh, don't keep her waiting for forgiveness,' said dear father +tenderly; 'think how ready to pardon God is!' I never forgot that, +Milly!" + +"I wish I could remember him," said Milly wistfully. + +"You'll see him some day in the Home above!" said May, kissing her. +"But I never forget him—never!" + + + +AT BETHANY. + +THERE seems to have been one home where the Lord Jesus loved to visit. + +We hear a great deal about the people who lived in this home, perhaps +more about them than any other of the friends of the Lord Jesus. + +Their names were Lazarus, Martha, and Mary. + +"Oh, yes," you say, eagerly, "Lazarus was raised from the dead!" + +And someone else remembers, "Yes, it was Mary who poured the precious +ointment over the Lord Jesus only the week before He was crucified." + +"Yes, and Martha served them at the feast," someone else remarks. + +All these things are true, but our picture is not about either one of +them. + +One day the Lord Jesus was going about healing the sick and teaching +people of His heavenly Father, and in His journey, He came to the +village of Bethany, where Martha and Mary and Lazarus lived. + +Now, you must imagine Martha as a very industrious, energetic woman. + +When she saw Jesus and the disciples coming, I dare say she ran out to +meet them, and invited them into her house to have something to eat. + +She bustled about and spread the table; she told her servants what to +bring to set before the large company who had suddenly come to her; and +with joyful alacrity, she hurried to put before them whatever she could +think of to make them welcome. + +Suddenly her eyes fell upon her only sister, Mary. She was not bustling +about and getting the dinner ready; she was sitting near Jesus eagerly +listening to His words, and satisfied to be in His presence. + +[Illustration] + +Poor Martha! She loved to hurry about and make Jesus welcome, but to +have Mary sit idle and enjoy to hear Him talk was more than she could +bear. + +So she got quite cross and vexed. She felt that it was too hard, and +she ran to Jesus and asked Him how it was He did not care that Mary had +left her all the work to do alone, and begged Him to bid her come and +help her. + +And then, Jesus turned to her and said those words which have been a +lesson to busy, bustling people all these hundreds of years: "Martha, +Martha, you are too much troubled over these many things; only one +thing is 'needful,' and Mary has chosen that good part which shall +never be taken away from her." + +Do you ask, children, what that one thing is? + +It is learning of Jesus and hearing His voice. + +Even if everything else is lost to us, if we have the Lord Jesus, we +can be happy. + +People who have everything that this world can give are often very +miserable. But even the most wretched, ill, or poor person in the +world, who has heard the voice of "Jesus," has the "one thing" which +will make him happy here, and give him endless joy and glory by-and-by. + + + +[Illustration] + +SCRIPTURE CLOCK. + +CHOOSE A WORD FROM THE BIBLE, SUCH AS LOVE, AND WRITE IT NEATLY IN THE +DIVISION OVER FIGURE I, WITH THE PLACE WHERE IT IS TO BE FOUND IN THE +SPACE BETWEEN THE OUTER CIRCLES. THEN FIND A TEXT OF TWO WORDS, ONE +OF WHICH IS LOVE, AS "HIS LOVE," (ISA. 63. 9), AND WRITE IT IN THE +DIVISION OVER FIGURE II. NEXT, ONE WITH THREE WORDS, AS "WALK IN LOVE" +(EPH. 5. 2), AND SO ON TILL YOU HAVE A TEXT CONTAINING TWELVE WORDS, AS +"LOVE NOT THE WORLD NEITHER THE THINGS THAT ARE IN THE WORLD" (1 JOHN +2. 15). + +WORDS SUGGESTED:—Faith, Peace, Jesus, Father, Trust, Believe, Forgive, +Look, Seed, Sins, Blood, Glory, Everlasting. + + + +THE NEW GOVERNESS. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"I AM certain I shan't like her." + +"Oh, Miss Doris!" + +"Quite certain. I heard mother talking about her to Mrs. Foster this +afternoon; and I am certain she's the kind that I don't like." + +"What kind?" asked the nurse, as she brushed out Doris' long curls. + +"Oh, I don't know," said Doris carelessly; "it's a dreadful pity mother +keeps on having governesses! They're always a plague, and there is not +one in a hundred that—" + +Her cousin Lilian looked up from the corner where she was sitting +buried in a book. The book had been forgotten while Doris was speaking; +instead of the printed words, a picture had come up before her eyes. + +A far-off land, a wide shaded verandah, an invalid couch, a figure +stretched upon it; sweet eyes resting on her face, an arm round her +neck, gentle words of parting counsel—they came back now— + +"Lilian! If the life is very different in England, and it must be, +seek to please your Heavenly Lord, rather than yourself. Try to make +other people happy, whether it is your aunt, or your cousins, or the +governess who has such a lonely, trying life." + +She remembered it all vividly, and how she had promised within her +heart that she would. + +Now she had come to England and these things seemed like a dream. + +Directly she arrived, Doris had told her of the new governess, and then +her mother's words had flashed across her. She was not inclined to want +a governess any more than Doris, but what if she were lonely and Lilian +should forget her mother's words! + +Her earnest eyes looked across the nursery now, and Doris stopped in +her tirade suddenly. Lilian was a funny girl, she thought, and one +never could say anything spiteful before her! + +Everybody in the house knew that Doris did not "get on" with the +governesses. The nurse gave good advice, the parlourmaid thought it was +rather a joke; and the cook said governesses always held their heads so +high that she was not surprised. + +[Illustration] + +So the governess came one morning just before lunch, and the little +girls came to the schoolroom as the bell rang. It would be difficult to +say which of the three dreaded the interview most! + +"I will say grace and then we shall get more sociable," said Miss Smith +with tremulous lips. + +"We don't say grace," said Doris. + +"Not, dear?" + +"No—and I don't care about it, please." + +Over Lilian's cheeks spread a burning blush, she could hardly raise her +eyes to Miss Smith's face, which had turned very pale. Could she speak +out? What was seemly and right for her to do? + +Before Miss Smith had time to answer, the little girl said very gently +but distinctly: "Please do, Miss Smith; I always do at home—and here—I +couldn't be happy without—" + +She knew months afterwards that that had been the one drop of comfort +to the new governess on that first hard day. + + + +ON THE MOORS. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"SLEEP, lambkin, sleep!" she sang softly, as she rocked the cradle to +and fro in the shade of the doorway of her little cottage on the border +of the moor. + +The September sunshine shone brightly without, and far away she could +hear the tinkle of the sheep-bells, while she dreamily pictured to +herself her husband walking among his flock, leading them to the +greenest grass, tending them with love and care such as only a shepherd +knows. + +"I'm glad he's a shepherd!" thought the young wife. "It is so nice to +think he's something like the Lord in that!" + +A shadow fell across the sunshine of the door, and she looked up to see +her husband stagger into the cottage and guide himself uncertainly to +the nearest chair. + +"Alec!" she said, springing to his side. Was he ill, was he dying? What +could it be? + +He leant his head upon her bosom, but was dumb. Something in his action +told her it was grief and not illness which had struck her husband. + +"What is it, Alec?" she asked, bracing herself to be strong to bear for +his sake. "Can't you tell me?" + +"I telled ye lang syne that I'd hed a son that had gone awa' to +Amerikay—and had got lost! He's come—back—Jeannie!" + +She guessed it all in those few broken words. + +She knew without telling that he had come back dishonoured. + +"Where is he?" she whispered. + +[Illustration] + +In that moment's pause, she had seen her own baby a man, wandering away +in a far country, having spent all he had—ruined, hopeless, forsaken. + +She had pictured him turning towards his father's home on the moors; +she had seen him crossing the ocean and making his weary way home! + +Should she have pity, or should she turn away? + +"Where is he?" she whispered, with her eyes fixed on the cot where her +innocent babe slept. + +"In the wood juist beyond—" + +When the poor wanderer looked up as he heard a rustle on the path, he +saw a gentle face gazing down upon him, and two hands held out to him. + +"Come home!" she said tenderly. "And I'll nurse you and love you for +Christ's sake. He gave His life for you!" + +"I've come to die," he groaned. "Can you have such as me?" + +For answer, she raised him from the bank, and together they slowly made +their way to the cottage, and straight into the little room she called +her parlour. + +There she laid him upon the little sofa and bidding him rest, she went +to her husband. + +"Jeannie?" he said, raising his eyes to her face. + +"Yes," she answered simply, "I shall take him as my own, and some day—" + +"Some day?" he asked with a groan. + +"There'll be joy in the presence of the angels of God over a sinner +that repents. I know it will be so. + +"Cheer up, Alec, and trust the Good Shepherd who is seeking His lost +sheep!" + + + +[Illustration: Her late Majesty distributing gifts to the Soldiers' +children.] + + + +ROYALTY AND LOYALTY. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +[Illustration] + +GLADYS pushed away her lessons impatiently, and laid her +head down on the table. + +"Why, Gladys," said her governess, "so tired as all that?" + +"I hate learning, and I hate French, and I'm so vexed at this tiresome +cough that I'm sick of everything." + +"Yes, it is disappointing!" + +"And I wanted to go out to-day ever so much; this afternoon father was +going to take me to see the Queen when she went for a drive, and I +'did' want to see the dear Queen." + +"I am so sorry," said her governess gently. Then she added brightly, +"Did you see the picture in this week's 'Illustrated News' of our Queen +distributing Christmas gifts to the soldiers' children?" + +"No," said Gladys, raising her head. + +"Well, here it is—see what a sweet picture! Should not you have liked +to be there?" + +"Oh! Should I not!" Gladys looked at it long and earnestly. She thought +she would almost like to be a soldier's child for such a privilege as +that. But then—oh, the poor soldiers! + +She sat for a good while silent, and her next remark was not of the +soldiers, for whom her childish heart bled, but of scenes long past. + +"I wonder what sort of a 'girl' the Queen was when she was my age," she +said thoughtfully, "to have been such a good and true woman all these +years." + +"I can tell you that, for I was reading yesterday what her governess +said about her. It was just this, Gladys; she told her governess in the +sweetest way, when looking out on life and all its responsibilities, 'I +will be good!'" + +"Did she?" asked Gladys earnestly, her face flushing with a new thought. + +"Indeed she did, and she has kept her promise nobly, Gladys; and when +now she sympathises with the sorrowful and rejoices with the happy, and +wins love and admiration of her people by all her acts, we follow her +exultingly, and thank God for such a sweet and such a noble woman as +our beloved Queen!" + +Gladys smiled through two bright tears, and she said naïvely, "I +mustn't fret about my cough after that!" + +[Illustration] + + + +POLLIE'S NEW MISTRESS. + +"I'M sure I shall be miserable, mother, and I shan't stop. I'll let her +get settled in, and then I'll go away to Miss Edith. She always wanted +me to be with her, she said so when she went away. I shall be miserable +here, and then the baby will be miserable." And with that, Pollie burst +into tears, and hugged the baby so tight that he cried too. + +"Miserable!" echoed her mother. "What nonsense, girl! The master did +right to marry again, and bring home a mother to his child, and a good +one, too, as he writes. What are we, plain people too, to bring up his +son in a gardener's cottage? Not but what we would bring him up as good +as we knew. And the master's been considerate and good to us; he'll not +part us from the boy, for you're to be nurse in the grand house and +have the charge of him. As for going to Miss Edith, why, she's married." + +"I know that," sobbed Pollie, still holding the baby tight, "but I know +I shan't like it, and the new mistress will be cross if the baby loves +me, and of course he loves me." + +"You're a silly girl," said her mother. "Give me the child to dress, +and go and get the flowers to deck the rooms, and then make yourself +neat. We must be ready for them in two hours. Are the master and his +lady to come and find us not ready?" + +[Illustration] + +Pollie went slowly away down the garden. How sweet and peaceful the +flowers looked! How little they knew that the master and a new wife +were coming home that day, and that Pollie's heart was sore at the +thought of the change and that she had determined to leave her precious +charge rather than endure it. + +But God knew. Somehow Pollie's thoughts went straight from the flowers +to God, and her eyes filled with tears. God knew what was best for the +baby, God knew what was best for her, and what was best for the master +who had been so sorely bereaved a year ago. + +Pollie hardly saw what flowers she gathered into her muslin apron. +There was a battle in her heart, a battle between right and wrong, +a battle between being a good girl to her new mistress and being a +naughty girl and going away to serve Miss Edith. + +But the right conquered, and before Pollie went back to her mother, she +had looked up through the leafy trees and asked God to help her to be a +good girl and to do right. + +Two hours later, the flowers were all arranged, the baby wore his best +frock and his blue ribbons, and Pollie and her mother stood in the hall +to welcome the master home, for the rest of the servants were not to +come till the new mistress had settled in. + +Then there was the sound of carriage wheels, and the master, tall and +handsome, leaped out, and behind him came —Pollie's head seemed to +swim, and she held the baby tighter that she might not drop him—behind +the master came her dear Miss Edith. + +Pollie knew now that God had been planning happiness for them all, even +while she had been encouraging that discontented spirit! + +How joyfully she held the baby out to its father and new mother, and +what a happy smile lighted her eyes as she hurried to help her mother +prepare the travellers' meal! + +And often in after-days, when things seemed to be dark, she remembered +how good God had been, and that He was always the same. + + + +THE CALL OF PETER. + +WHEN the Lord was on earth, He did so many kind and loving things, and +made so many people well who were sick that the multitude followed Him +about everywhere, so that sometimes Jesus and His disciples had not +even time to eat. + +One day, when He was by the Lake of Gennesaret (which is sometimes +called the Sea of Galilee), the people pressed so close to Him that, +seeing two ships drawn up on the shore, He entered one of these and +asked the owner to put his ship a little way out from the land, so that +He might speak to the multitude where they could all hear. The boats +were empty, for the fishermen were gone out of them and were washing +their nets in the lake. + +The one that the Lord Jesus entered belonged to Simon Peter, whose +wife's mother had been healed by Jesus a very short time before. +Peter loved Jesus very much, but he had not yet been chosen to be His +disciple. + +So when the Lord had done talking to the people, He told Simon to +launch the ship out into deep water, and let down their nets to catch +some fishes. + +But Simon told Him that they had been up working hard all night, but it +had all been for nothing, as they had not caught any fish. + +But Simon did not stop there; he added what has been a comfort to +hundreds and thousands of people since then—"Nevertheless, at Thy word +I will let down the net." + +Do you think they caught nothing this time? + +Ah, if you do, you have not thought what it is to be in the boat with +Jesus! + +When He commands, He also makes it possible to obey. You will find that +out, children, the more you love Him and trust Him. + +So they let down the net, and now they enclosed such an immense number +of fishes that their net began to break, and they were obliged to +beckon to their partners, who were in the other ship, to come and help +them. + +[Illustration] + +So they filled both the ships full, so that they began to sink. + +Then Simon Peter fell down at the feet of Jesus and told Him that he +was too sinful to be near Him. + +But Jesus comforted him with the loving words which are so often +repeated in the Bible for all who are afraid—"Fear not." + +Then Jesus told Peter that he should be a fisher of men, that he should +be used by God to draw people into the kingdom of heaven. + +And when Peter and his partners, James and John, heard that, and saw +the wonderful miracle that Jesus had performed, they left everything +and followed Him, and became very soon His three chief disciples who +were chosen above all the rest to be close to Him. + + + +Making the Best of a Bad Job. + +"I SAY, girls, I have got a holiday on Friday. Couldn't we make up a +skating party, start early for the lake, take lunch and eat it at the +cottage, and come home here for high tea? What do you all say? Shall +we, father?" + +"Splendid!" cried Rose and Flora and Liz. + +"I am quite pleased if the girls can manage it," said their father. + +"Well, ask a nice set," said Gerald. "It's time I was off to the +station." He disappeared from the breakfast table, but after two or +three minutes, he reappeared and tossed a note across to Lizzie. + +"Take that to Jess Bristowe," he said; "I want her to come." + +"You'll lose that train," grumbled Lizzie. "Why don't you deliver your +own notes? I don't want to." + +But Gerald hardly heard her; he had risked the train to write the note, +and he had to run for it. + +[Illustration] + +"I do hate being asked to do his errands," went on Lizzie, giving the +obnoxious note a toss. "Whom shall we ask, Rose? It's rather a jolly +plan!" + +So the talk drifted into other things, the girls wrote notes, made a +list of needed provisions, and hunted up their skates. Lizzie told +herself she supposed she must go with the tiresome note sometime, but +she shouldn't trouble when, and consequently she forgot all about it. + +Friday morning broke clear and bright, and promised an ideal day. + +Breakfast was over, and Rose and Flora were trying to persuade their +father to accompany them, when Gerald suddenly asked Lizzie what answer +Jess had sent. + +Lizzie gasped. "I never went," she said slowly. + +"Then I shan't go," cried Gerald, his face flushing. "I never thought +you would fail me." + +"Can't we ask her now?" asked Lizzie lamely. + +"At the last minute!" cried Gerald. "I told her I meant to have a +party, and she must come, and a poor compliment she would think it! +Well, you'll have to go alone." He went off into the study and stood +moodily looking into the fire. The day would be spoilt without Jess. + +[Illustration] + +A soft hand rested on his shoulder and Rose's voice said, "Gerald!" + +"It's no good your coming persuading," he said roughly; but Rose knew +it was disappointment made him rough. + +"I think," she said gently, "that if I went down to Jess at once and +explained how it was, she would quite understand, and she is not one to +take offence, and she would so enjoy the day. I should have plenty of +time. May I, Gerald?" + +"It will tire you so," objected Gerald. "You'll be wet and cold before +we start." + +"Oh, no!" said Rose hopefully. "I'll bring Jess back with me, and if +you have a cup of chocolate ready for us, we shall start warm." + +"All right!" said Gerald briskly, for to make chocolate for Jess was an +alluring prospect. "You are a good girl, Rose!" + +It "was" a rather cold, long walk, but Rose went cheerily. And +by-and-by, two laughing girls sat down to a cup of chocolate presided +over by a smiling young man. And after that, the skating party went as +merrily as marriage bells. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER IX.—"HIS GREAT LOVE." + +AS the days passed and no one came to claim the blind child, Rámpál +Singh and his daughter felt assured that she had been sent to them by +God, and that in caring for this helpless little one, they were indeed +serving Him to whom they belonged. They were not long in discovering +that Hira was no ordinary child, and blind though she was, it was +possible that God had some special work for her to do, for which they +were to prepare her. + +The little girl was very loath to speak of her past life. But from the +little they were able to gather from her, it was very plain that there +had been no one who really loved her, and therefore no one who would +mourn her loss, and this seemed to justify her remaining where she was. + +It was a great day in Hira's experience when she first went to church. + +Naturally there was much which she could not understand, but the +assurance that they were in God's house, and speaking to Him, made a +great impression on her, while the singing thrilled her to the very +depths of her heart. + +A few days later, Shushila was going to see Mary Dayál and inquire +after her sick child, and took Hira with her. + +The child had no idea that she was going to the same house where she +had been taken by Sukhiya, but Mary knew her at once, though the red +sari had been exchanged for a blue one. + +A great change was coming over Mary Dayál, the beginning of which had +been the question asked by the blind child. + +Soon after that, her youngest child had been taken ill, and Shushila, +always ready to minister to anyone who was in need, had seized this +opportunity of making the acquaintance of one whose sad, weary face had +already won her sympathy. + +It did not take long for Mary to discover that her new friend was one +who knew God and lived in fellowship with Him. Here was a living proof +that it is possible to meet with God and walk with Him, even amid the +scenes of a most commonplace earthly life. And again and again the +question repeated itself in her heart, "How can I get ready to meet +God?" + +Once more, the blind child was to bring her a message. + +Hira's quick ear soon recognised the voice, which she had heard before, +and while Shushila was talking, she had quite made up her mind that +this must be the same house to which she had come with Sukhiya. What +could be more likely? For did she not now belong to Christians, and was +soon to become one herself? + +As Mary sat quietly by herself, the old scene came back to her, and she +almost thought with pity of the poor ignorant child who had come to ask +where Jesus Christ lived. Now she knew so much that maybe she could +teach the one of whom she had come that day to learn. She gave a start +when suddenly Shushila drew her towards her, and said— + +"This is my new little sister God sent to me in the storm." + +Mary Dayál spoke kindly to the child, but said nothing of the former +meeting; perhaps she felt a little ashamed of it. But Hira had nothing +to be ashamed of, so she said boldly, "I have been here before. I came +to ask about Jesus Christ, for I knew nothing then, but now I know a +great deal, and some day I am going to have new eyes and see quite +well. I do not mind waiting a little while, now I live with my dear +sister Shushila." + +Then she paused, thinking someone else would speak, but when no one +did, she went on, "You never told me that day whether you had got ready +to meet God, but of course you must have done, because you are not an +ignorant little girl like I was. I do not think I am quite ready even +yet, but I am going to be." + +Still, there was no answer. Mary did not know what to say, and Shushila +was hoping that the child's words would go home to the heart of the +woman for whom she was longing and praying that she might learn to know +and love God. + +Then suddenly, Mary's lips were unsealed; the longing of her heart +could not keep silent any longer, and she said wistfully, "Child, it +is easy for you to get ready; it is no fault of yours that you are not +so already, for there has been no one to tell you about God. But it is +quite different with me. All my life I have known of God, but my mind +has been filled with other things." + +Hira looked puzzled. Then she said, "But cannot Jesus Christ make +people even as bad as you ready? I should think He could, but then I +don't know much. Why don't you ask my sister Shushila?" + +But Shushila felt that the simplicity of the child's words and faith +might give God's message more effectually than she could, so instead +of explaining herself, she said, "Hira, what makes you think the Lord +Jesus can make us ready? And how does He do it?" + +The child hesitated a minute, and then she said— + +"Sister, I only know what you tell me: you say that to be ready means +to get rid of sin, and that God hates sin so much, and yet loves us so +that He sent His only Son all the way from heaven to save us." + +Shushila saw that Mary was listening intently to the child's words, so +again she asked, "But tell me, Hira, what did the Lord Jesus do to get +rid of our sin?" + +Softly the blind child answered, "He took them all on Himself, a great, +great load, and then He put them right away, but He had to die to do +it. He must want us to be ready very much when He tried so hard to put +our sin away." + +"But," said Mary sadly, "it is the sin in my own heart I want to get +rid of; every day I get cross and impatient, and feel ashamed for God +to see me." + +Hira knew of no remedy for this difficulty. + +And Shushila saw it was the time for her to speak, and so she said, +"We cannot be ready to meet God as long as we are keeping sin in our +hearts, but the Lord Jesus will save us from that too. + +"We cannot keep sin out of our hearts, but if we let the Lord Jesus +come in, He can keep out the crossness and impatience. I think what we +need is to believe more in the 'great love' and the 'great power' of +our dear Lord. + +"He would do so much more for us if we would only let Him. Shall we +kneel down and ask Him now?" + +So they knelt together—one who had known of God and His great salvation +all her life, but had never received it for herself; another to whom +had suddenly come the glorious news of a Divine Saviour, which had +been received gladly and fully; and lastly the blind child, into whose +darkness had shone the bright rays of the heavenly light, which would +go on shining brighter and brighter. + +Surely there was still Another present, though unseen, with pierced +hands filled with blessings to be poured out on those who sought them. + +Then Shushila prayed: + + "Dear Lord Jesus, we come to Thee to tell Thee that we want to be made +holy as Thou art holy, so holy that we shall be ready to meet God. We +cannot get rid of the sins which we have committed, nor of the sins in +our own hearts, so we come to Thee, because Thou art our Saviour, who +hast died to save us. Wilt Thou come Thyself into our hearts and turn +out all which does not please Thee? Amen." + +"Amen," said Mary too, and she meant it, for there came to her a vision +of what it would be to have a heart at peace and rest in the midst of +the many trials and perplexities around her. And she realised, for the +first time, that in order to obtain this rest, she must let the Great +Rest-Giver come in. + +When they were seated again, Hira said, "Sister, won't you sing the +hymn about the hill?" + +And Shushila sang— + + "There is a green hill far away, + Without a city wall, + Where the dear Lord was crucified, + Who died to save us all. + + "We may not know, we cannot tell, + What pains He had to bear, + But this we know, it was for us + He hung and suffered there. + + "He died that we might be forgiven, + He died to make us good, + That we might go at last to heaven, + Saved by His precious blood. + + "There was none other good enough + To pay the price of sin, + He only could unlock the gate + Of heaven, and let us in. + + "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + And we must love Him too, + And trust in His redeeming blood, + And try His works to do." + +It was a very simple hymn, which even a little child could understand, +and yet it told the great facts of redemption, which one of the +listeners had heard again and again, but never grasped; it told her +once again what she so much needed to know. + +"Would you mind singing that last verse once more?" she asked, as +Shushila finished the hymn. + +Once more the words were sung— + + "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + And we must love Him too, + And trust in His redeeming blood, + And try His works to do." + +"Thank you," said Mary; her heart was too full to say any more, and +Shushila, seeing this, took Hira's hand and led her away. + +Then Mary was left alone, except for the sleeping baby on the bedstead +near by. + + "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + And we must love 'Him too.'" + +She knew the words were true, but had she loved this One, who had loved +her to the death? Had she tried His works to do? + +Her own heart told her plainly, "No." She had thought before of her +sins of crossness and impatience, but now she saw plainly that all +her life had been wrong, because she had shut out of it the only One +who could give her the power to live it. It was true that the Son of +God had died for her on the cross, but never once had she thanked Him +for all He had suffered for her. It was true that He was alive for +evermore, ready to save her to the uttermost, but never till now had +she cared to be saved. + +It had all been put before her—this mighty loving Saviour, the great +salvation which He had given His life to win, the forgiveness and rest +which He promised to all who came to Him, and at last, a place in His +Father's house, which He Himself was getting ready. But she had been so +taken up with her own affairs, her poverty, her husband, and children, +the debt which weighed so heavily, that she had had no eyes to see +God's great gifts, no heart to care for His unsearchable riches. + +She knew now that if her heart had been at rest, if she had had the +presence of this Divine Helper and Keeper, she would have been a far +better wife and mother, and not so burdened by her own cares and +sorrows; which, instead of keeping her away from God, made her need of +Him the greater. + +She knew now how great that need was; she could no longer live on earth +without God, neither was she fit to meet Him and find a dwelling-place +with Him; whichever way she looked, it was all dark, unless she could +find the true Light. + +If she had only understood, it was shining all around her, but as yet +her eyes were shut to its brightness. + +[Illustration] + + + +A DARK NIGHT. + +[Illustration] THE parks were almost deserted when Nurse Clarice passed +through the gates and slowly made her way to a seat beneath the trees. +She had just come from "a case" and was quite tired out. + +"Mother," she had said, as she put down her parcel, "don't you tell +anyone that I've come home till to-morrow morning! I'll get half an +hour's air, and then I'll lay my head on my pillow." + +Her mother looked up anxiously from her work, and shook her head at her +girl's tired face. + +"Oh, well!" said Clarice, in reply to the shake. "You know in such a +time of epidemic it can't be helped. I shall get rested by-and-by." + +But though she had spoken so hopefully to her mother, when she walked +through the twilight streets, all at once she began to think of the +many things that worried her, and not least, that thin, tired mother +who sat in the little dull house she had just left. + +As she sat on the seat in the park, she felt as if life were too full +for her to bear. + +She so longed for rest, and somehow it so seldom came. She supposed +there was nothing for it but for her to conjure up such patience as she +could, and go on again. + +As she looked up across to the sunset sky, which was rapidly darkening, +a little thin line of the new moon was just visible. + +With a start of surprise, she smiled to herself as the words came to +her remembrance: "Neither shall thy moon withdraw itself: for the Lord +shall be thine everlasting light, and thy God thy glory." + +Already she was rested, for Clarice knew the secret of finding in God +her comfort, and she rose up and made her way back to her mother's home. + +"Now for bed!" she said, as she knocked at the shabby door. "And I am +even too tired to talk to mother. Poor mother! I believe I've been more +than half an hour." + +But before she got in, a telegram had come for her, and the mother +worked with a more wearied look. + +"Come at once to No. —, Park Gate." + +"Oh, nurse!" said a young girl, meeting Clarice in the hall when she +entered, "I am so glad to see you! My mother is so dreadfully ill! Will +you come up at once?" + +"If you wish, miss. But would you let me take off my cloak first?" + +"Oh, yes! Come into this little room," she said, leading the way. "I +have had this got ready for you." + +[Illustration] + +But when they crossed the threshold, the girl's face changed from the +forced calm which she had been trying to assume, and she covered it +with her hands. + +"Is she so bad, miss?" asked Clarice, while she quickly laid aside her +bonnet and took her cap from the tray of her little box. + +"Yes, and it is all my fault," sobbed the girl hopelessly, yielding +to the sympathy in Clarice's eyes. "It was like this. Yesterday—only +yesterday—she wished me not to go to a concert with some friends. I +had promised, and she was very upset that I would persist in going. +I ought not—I know that—she never denies me anything that she thinks +for my good; but I would not heed, and ran up to dress in a hurry. She +did not approve of the people I was going with, and did not wish me to +appear in public with them. And she hurried upstairs to my room to try +to persuade me to give it up. + +"I was vexed that she should do what I knew was bad for her, and spoke +crossly while I threw on my things. And after she had said all she +could, she turned away with a very white face. I would not heed, but +drove off in the brougham as if I had not a care. + +"How I felt when I remembered her look, and that her heart was weak, +I cannot tell you. I didn't enjoy myself one bit. When I came home, +it was to find her very ill, and to-day they tell me her life is in +danger." + +"I am ready now, miss," said Clarice, pausing, however, to put her +hand gently on the girl's arm. "Miss, there's a Refuge for us in time +of trouble, if we will go to Him for it," she said earnestly; "and +forgiveness for what's past too." + +The girl looked at her almost startled, but then, comprehending, her +eyes fell; but she gave the nurse's hand a squeeze. + +"Thank you," she murmured, and led the way to a spacious room, where +the invalid lay attended by her anxious maid. + +Clarice put aside her weariness "till another time," she said to +herself. And then came a resting, comforting thought, "'They that wait +upon the Lord shall renew their strength.'" + +For more than a week, the invalid's life hung in the balance, and her +daughter and Clarice, assisted by the maid, waited upon her with tender +care. + +Every day, when Madge's sad eyes were raised to the nurse's with +anxious inquiry, Clarice would say, "Take heart, miss. Remember you can +go to God in time of trouble!" + +And Madge would go to her room and once again ask that her precious +mother might be spared to her. + +Then came a day when Clarice could say cheeringly, "I think there's a +little improvement, miss; and now we must thank God!" + +And so it went on, till the mother was sitting up in her room and +needed the busy nurse no longer. + +Altogether, it was a happy time to Clarice, for we cannot try to do +God's work without a quick reward, even in this present time. + +When she was putting her last things into her little box at the end of +three weeks, there was a light tap at the door. + +"Good-bye, dear nurse," said a sweet voice. "You have done more for me +than anyone ever did before! I hope I shall be a 'comfort' to mother +now, instead of a self-willed plague! But oh! If God had not forgiven +my waywardness, how should I be feeling now?" + + + +"Peter Followed Afar Off." + +DO you think, if Peter had kept close to the Lord Jesus, he would have +denied Him? + +But Peter, though he loved Jesus dearly, followed Him afar off. And +there is no surer way of getting into sin and difficulties than +forgetting to keep close to Jesus. + +Now, listen to the story of how poor Peter, who did love Jesus, came to +deny that he ever knew Him. + +The Lord knew all about Peter, and how he was apt to trust in his own +strength and energy and courage; and just before that dreadful night +when all the disciples forsook Him and fled, Jesus had warned Peter +that Satan was very anxious to make him do wrong, and if possible to +separate him from Himself altogether. + +Peter trusted so much in his own strength and courage that he could +hardly believe that the warning was needed. + +He told the Lord that he was ready to go with Him to prison or to death! + +But Jesus warned him again that before the cock should crow the next +morning, Peter would have denied that he knew Him. + +Then Jesus and His disciples went to the Mount of Olives. And there, +Judas, the wicked disciple, betrayed Him to a band of soldiers. And +Jesus was taken away by them to the high priest's palace, and all the +disciples forsook Him and fled. Jesus knew all that would happen to +Him, and He gave Himself up willingly for our sakes; but that does not +make it any less wicked of the men who used Him so cruelly. + +There seem to have been two of His disciples who, after running away at +first, loved Jesus so much that they followed Him to the palace to see +what would become of Him. + +John, the disciple whom Jesus loved, was known to the high priest, and +he seems to have gone right into the palace. And when he saw Peter +standing outside, he spoke to the servant and she let Peter enter. + +So the night being cold, and Peter having followed "afar off," he +turned aside near the door, and seeing a fire lighted in the court +round which the servants were gathered, he sat down among them and +warmed himself. + +Oh, foolish Peter, not to have pressed in close after his Master! Would +he have denied Him then, if he had seen those dear and holy eyes upon +him? I think not. + +But being afar off, and being confident in his own strength, when +a servant-maid charged him with belonging to Jesus, he denied Him, +saying, "Woman, I know Him not." + +And so, as he stood and warmed himself, Peter did, at three different +times, tell one and another that he did not know Jesus. + +[Illustration] + +At last the cock crew, and the dear Lord, from the place where He was +being examined, turned round and looked upon Peter. + +And Peter remembered how Jesus had warned him, and he went out and wept +bitterly. Oh, can you not imagine how sorrowful he was? + +Perhaps you ask: Was Peter ever forgiven for his sin? Oh yes, indeed. +Jesus is full of love and compassion, and when He rose from the +grave, He sent a special message to Peter to come and see Him. And +afterwards, He talked to him many times, and gave him some of the +sweetest directions to serve Him which the Bible contains. Peter was +His faithful servant till his life's end. + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER X.—REST. + +THAT night, Mary Dayál was so overwhelmed by a new trial and anxiety +that for a time the craving in her heart for spiritual blessing was +forgotten. + +At the usual time of returning from his work, her husband did not +appear. That was nothing remarkable, for he was often late. But when +hour after hour passed and still he did not come, her heart began to +grow heavy. The eldest boy, Reuben, was sent to inquire at different +houses where he might possibly have gone, but nowhere was any news to +be heard. + +One by one the children dropped asleep, but there was no rest for the +anxious wife. It was true that her husband had not been the kindest or +best of men, but now that he was gone, she knew not where, everything +changed; the faults had all been hers, and she had driven him away by +her constant grumblings and complainings. Was it any wonder that he had +not cared to stay in a house with an untidy, cross wife, and children +who were always clamouring for more than he could give them? There +could be no doubt that his patience and courage had been worn-out, and +now he had gone away to seek for peace and comfort elsewhere. Who could +blame him if he had? + +Then the darkness around the poor weary woman grew denser, till her +heart ached with the sorrow pressing upon her. + +"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved." + +Clearly came back to her the words of the hymn she had heard sung so +lately, though it seemed long, long ago. + +Though her husband had left her, yet she was not altogether alone, for +nothing could change this divine love, which had proved itself stronger +than death. + +If it was true that that love went out still to the most sinful and +needy, then who could claim it more than she? + +Oh for eyes to see the blessed form of Him who had called the weary +and heavy laden to come to Him! Oh for ears to catch His words of +forgiveness and comfort! + +Mary Dayál had been brought up to say her prayers when she was a child, +and she had never entirely given up doing so, only very often she was +too tired, and the children made too much noise. But she had never +known what it was really to "pray," to seek God because her heart cried +out after Him, to ask Him for what He alone could give, what she felt +she "must" have. + +But now in her sorrow and desolation, there rose in her heart a great +desire to come into contact with One who could do for her what no one +else could. + +The voice of the Son of God said "Come," and she heard it and came. + +If she had been asked, she could hardly have told what it was which +had so changed her that night of sorrow; she might have said that the +burden of sin had grown light because for the first time she "knew" +what she had before only "heard"—that Christ had put it away by the +sacrifice of Himself; or she might have said that the burden of +loneliness had been lightened by finding the presence of One who had +promised never to leave or forsake her. + +She had been like a child lost in a dreary forest, faint with hunger +but having no food to eat, surrounded by dangers from which there was +no one to protect her. Now she was like a child in its father's house, +satisfied with that father's love and sure of his protection and care. + +Again and again she had said and heard the words, "Our Father which art +in heaven," but never till that night had she known the joy of having +a Father in heaven. The darkness had passed away before the bright +shining of heavenly light, and in that light, the form of everything +was changed. + +She had still to face the grinding poverty which had made her life a +weariness to her; what was worse still, she had to face it alone if her +husband did not return. There were four children to be fed and clothed, +and a debt to be paid, and it might be, no money to do it with. And +yet, in spite of all, Mary Dayál felt more light-hearted than she had +ever done in her life, for she knew that henceforth these burdens would +not have to be borne alone—that the great Burden-Bearer would be with +her. + +It was long before she went to sleep that night. But as she was saying +over to herself the words, "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved," gradually +all things faded into unconsciousness. + +She woke the next morning with a sense of loss, and yet of gain, and it +took her some little time to distinguish one from the other. Gradually +it all came clearly back to her: she had found God, but her husband was +missing. She realised then how hard it would have been to begin this +new day with this added burden if it had not been for the rest in her +heart. + +The children soon found that in some way, which they could not +understand, their mother was different. Never before had they known her +so patient and gentle; they thought it must be because their father was +not there. They were all sent to school as usual, and then Mary, taking +the baby in her arms, locked up the house, and went to ask advice of +her new friends Rámpál Singh and his daughter. + +Both listened to her story with all the interest, and sympathy she +could desire. And when it was finished, Rámpál Singh proposed that he +should go to the office in which Mark Dayál had been employed, and +ascertain whether he had been there the day before. Knowing something +of the man's history, he thought it was very possible that he had been +dismissed, as so often happened, and rather than tell his wife the +news, had gone off and left her; but of this, he "said" nothing. + +As soon as her father had left the house, Shushila began more freely to +express her sympathy with the anxious wife. + +Great was her surprise and joy when Mary looked at her with a smile, +though there were tears in her eyes, and said, "Shushila, whatever +happens, the darkest part of my life is over. With the love of Christ +in my heart, I can bear anything." + +Neither had noticed that Hira was near by, but now she came eagerly +forward and asked, "Do you mean that you have got ready to meet God?" + +"Yes," said Mary gladly; "I never wanted to meet God before, but now I +long to, because I know He is my heavenly Father." + +"But tell me," said the child, "how did you get ready? What did you do?" + +Mary paused a moment, and then she said, "Little one, once a man full +of leprosy came to the Lord Jesus, and He put His hand on him, and +said, 'I will; be thou clean,' and all his leprosy was gone. I was full +of sin, but last night, the Lord Jesus came and put His hand on me, and +said, 'Be clean,' and so I know He has put away my sin, and I am not +afraid to meet God any more." + +Hira gave a little sigh as she said, "Perhaps the Lord Jesus comes more +to big people than He does to little girls, because to me, He seems +such a long, long way off. If He would speak only one word, then I +should know that He had come." + +"And that is just how I know, little one," said Mary. "I did not hear +His voice in my ear, but I heard it quite plainly in my heart; if you +listen, you will hear it too." + +Hira looked perplexed, but she did not speak again. And very soon, she +got up and groped her way to another part of the house, leaving the two +friends alone. + + +GOSSIP. + +"FATHER, you'll let me take something down for the Harvest Festival! +Something nice from the grounds, you know, and some flowers and fruit. +I should like to help to decorate the church." + +"Certainly, my dear," answered Mr. Granville, "I had thought of it +myself when the curate spoke of the Festival. I will give Haydon orders +about it." + +"I will go with them myself," said Geraldine importantly, "and I can +arrange where they go." + +"Remember, dear, that you will be one of the youngest there," said her +father gently. + +Geraldine did not reply, unless a little toss of her head could be +regarded as one. + +The following Saturday was the morning appointed for all offerings +to reach the church. And on the Friday evening, Mr. Granville asked +Geraldine if Haydon had provided such flowers and green stuff as she +wanted. + +Geraldine reddened; "I don't think I shall trouble about it," she said. +"Miss Whyte is seeing after it all, and I'm not going to be at Miss +Whyte's beck and call." + +"Why not?" asked her father, curiously. + +"I don't like her." + +Geraldine would say no more, but her father went on, "I should wish +the flowers to go just the same, my child, and if you 'do' go to help, +remember that in all church work, we are working for our Lord and +Master, not for men." + +"If the flowers go, so shall I," said Geraldine to herself, and she +went. + +The vestry presented a very busy scene, and Geraldine and her flowers +were met with a hearty welcome, and Miss Whyte asked her pleasantly +if she had any special wish about them, and though Geraldine answered +properly enough, there was something aggressive in her tone that sent +the colour to Miss Whyte's face. She had guessed for some time that +Geraldine disliked her. + +So Geraldine worked in a corner apart, for she could not feel friendly +to anyone. Her father's words rankled. + +[Illustration] + +Miss Whyte was busily decorating a pillar when her eyes fell on the +proud little face in the corner. It seemed such a pity for two who were +decorating God's house to be at enmity. She jumped lightly from her +chair and went round to Geraldine. + +"Geraldine! Have I done anything to vex you?" + +"You had no business to say I couldn't draw a bit." + +"When did I say so?" gasped out Miss Whyte. + +"The girls told me you said so at the Prize-giving at school." + +"My dear!" said Miss Whyte. "I said 'I had no idea that Geraldine +drew.' Somebody has made mischief. Let us be friends; it seems so sad +to have a difference and to be working together in God's house." + +Geraldine lifted her frank eyes, "I am sorry; it is my fault for +listening to such stories. May I come and help you? It is so dull +alone." + +And so there was peace in the church. + +Sunday by Sunday, long after the harvest thanksgiving had passed away, +as Geraldine sat in the church, she would glance over to that little +corner where she had sat alone, and the remembrance of it helped her +all her life to try to be one of God's blessed Peacemakers. + +[Illustration: "I will go with them myself," said Geraldine.] + + + +"I LOVE HIM STILL." + +"AND what has happened, then, Mrs. Lloyd?" + +The silver-haired clergyman had just finished his reading, and had +paused, his fingers still in the place that opened of itself at the +story of the cross, to hear some fragments of Mrs. Lloyd's story. The +white face in its clean frilled cap was scarcely less white than the +pillow on which it lay. But the expression was peaceful, though the +wrinkles on the fine brow told of trials long and painful. + +A week ago Mrs. Lloyd had been brought, badly burned, to a kindly +neighbour's, and little hope was entertained from the first of her +recovery. + +[Illustration] + +No one knew how the accident had happened; the baby was safe, that they +all knew. And though Mrs. Lloyd was reticent and scarcely answered any +questions the doctors and nurses put to her as they dressed her burns, +it had oozed out among the neighbours that Jim Lloyd had been seen to +enter the cottage not long before the place had been found in flames, +and that he was drunk at the time. + +But now Mrs. Lloyd's tongue was loosened; she was alone with the vicar +she had known and loved from her youth, and she must tell him all, that +he might comfort Jim. + +Jim was her one care. Such a brave, strong fellow he had been when +she first met him and loved him years ago. But the demon of drink had +seized on him, and had pushed him far on the downward path. + +"Well, sir," continued the dying woman, slightly raising herself on her +elbow in her earnestness, "you must not be hard on Jim, but help him +to live right, for the baby's sake. Tell him, sir, as I'm sure he did +not mean it, and that I forgive him and love him still. Be sure you say +that, sir. I love him still." + +She lay back exhausted by the effort she had made, but after a moment +she went on— + +"I was out washing in the back yard, sir, for I had not heard his step. +His dinner was all ready for him on the stove, and baby was asleep in +the cradle. I don't know how long he'd been home, when I noticed a +queer smell, but I didn't think much of it, 'cause there's often bits +of rag and such-like burnt by the neighbours. But in a few moments, I +noticed smoke coming out of the back kitchen door, and I knew it was +all wrong. + +"The first thing I saw as I got to the door was a great blaze. The +clothes-horse was full of blouses I'd just starched, and they were just +one great flame. I made a rush for the cradle, but I never saw Jim +until I fell over him, and then I suppose my clothes caught fire, but +I didn't notice them. I felt I must save Jim even before the baby, for +she was ready, the little darling, and my Jim wasn't. So I just pulled +him out by his legs, and then I ran back for baby. I thought maybe +she'd be safe, for I just prayed God to spare her if only I could pull +out Jim. And there she was sitting up in her cradle, and laughing at +the 'pitty fire.' I suppose the neighbours saw the smoke, for when I +got outside again, they were holding out their hands for the baby, and +some were looking after Jim, and then I didn't know any more until I +got here. But you'll tell Jim I loved him still, and best of all that +God loves him too?" And the faint voice ceased for ever. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XI.—"ASK, AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN YOU." + +THERE was much to talk of, for though Shushila was much younger in +years than Mary Dayál, she had been learning in God's school for +several years, while the other had only just enrolled her name as a +scholar. + +While the talk was still going on, Rámpál Singh returned. He had found +what he had expected. Mark Dayál had been dismissed the day before, and +that was evidently the reason of his disappearance. + +"He will probably go and get work elsewhere, and will then write and +tell you of his whereabouts," added he, anxious to give some comfort. + +Then he proposed that they should commit the matter into the hands of +their heavenly Father, and ask Him to guide and keep the one who had +gone, as well as those who were left. + +Mary Dayál never forgot that prayer, for it taught her what true prayer +really means, and her heart rejoiced as she realised that, having +become a child of God through faith in Christ Jesus, a key had been put +into her hand, with which she could unlock the storehouse of heavenly +riches. + +If she had lost her husband, she had found a Father; and the grief and +anxiety caused by the loss, only increased the joy of the gain. + +It was only after she returned to her desolate house that she began +fully to realise what it really meant to be left with four children to +feed and clothe, and no means, as far as she could see, to provide for +them. Whichever way she looked, she could see no light. Her parents +lived so far away that it would cost a great deal to get to them, and +they were quite unable to support a family. Besides, how could she bear +to tell them that her husband had gone and left her? Whatever happened, +she would be loyal to him, and shield him all she could. + +If there was anyone to blame, it was she, for not being more patient +and gentle, and she determined that if her husband returned, he should +never hear a word of reproach from her lips. + +Of course he "would" return, she told herself again and again, or if +not, he would send for her and the children. He never intended to +desert them, but only to seek employment to enable him to provide for +them. As soon as he succeeded, he would surely write. + +Then there came over her a great desire that her husband should be one +with her in her newly found happiness, that he too should be ready to +meet God. Gradually all other needs seemed to be lost sight of in this +great cry of her heart. + +And why should it not be granted? The mighty Hand which had been +stretched out to save her could reach her husband also, wherever he +might be. The first treasure which she would seek to obtain by this +newly found key should be the salvation of her husband, and never would +she cease seeking until she knew she had obtained it. + +So, as she had committed herself into the hands of this almighty +Friend, she committed her husband also, and prayed that wherever +his wanderings might lead him, or whatever his disappointments or +difficulties might he, he might at last be guided, as she had been, if +not by easy means, then through sorrow and suffering, to the cross of +Christ, there to find pardon and salvation. + +Then Mary began to think of the present, and consider her earthly lot. +Something must be done, and besides herself there was none to do it, so +it was quite plain that she "must" find some work; but what was it to +be? + +Besides learning her lessons in school, and, after her marriage, +looking after her house and children, which her conscience told her had +been very badly done, she had never tried to do anything. + +It was true that sometimes in her days of greatest poverty, when her +husband was out of work, she had thought of trying to get employment as +a Zenana teacher, but though she knew of others who did this in order +to obtain the salary, her own heart told her that it should not be so, +and that only those who knew God themselves were fitted to teach others +about Him. + +It was different now. Having found salvation herself, it would be +a joy and privilege to tell others about it; only who, knowing her +circumstances, would be able to understand that she was not seeking her +own good only? + +Again, she remembered her newly found key. Did not her heavenly Father +know all her needs and difficulties, as well as the change in her heart? + +If He would call her to take a share in His work, and count her worthy, +it would not matter what others thought. And so again, Mary prayed that +God Himself would lead and direct her, and make it quite plain what +work He would have her do. + +By-and-by, the children returned from school full of questions about +their father, whose sudden disappearance sorely perplexed them all. The +mother tried her best to satisfy them, by saying she believed he had +gone away to find work, and very soon they would hear from him. + +Reuben, the eldest, listened gravely to all his mother said, and did +not join in the questions of the others. + +Though only ten years old, in many ways he seemed older, being a +steady, studious boy, more fond of learning than of playing. From this +time, he seemed suddenly to grow older still, and to realise that he +must be the helper and comforter of his mother, so in this also the +deserted wife found comfort in her sorrow. + +[Illustration] + + + +A TELEGRAM. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"SHE'S dyin'! That's what the telegram's put, and I'm goin' down by the +next train." + +There was a pause, for Milly had had a hard struggle, and how to find +the four and eight-pence for the fare she knew not. But the kind +neighbour came to her aid. She searched deep in a drawer, and brought +out an old stocking foot, and from this, she counted out five precious +shillings. + +[Illustration] + +"I'll pay you, if I work my fingers to the bone," said Milly +gratefully; and then she made her way, just as she was, to the station. + +Meantime, down in a country village, far away from the din of London, +Milly's sister lay and watched from her little window. + +[Illustration] + +"Go out," she whispered to her pretty, tidy children, "and stay by the +church gate; and when you see your aunt, bring her to the door, but no +further. I haven't seen her for twelve years!" + +The invalid lay on a neat bed beneath the window of the front room. + +And when Milly came, her eyes rested on a face which had once been like +hers, but was not so any longer, for peace and joy shone on the wasted +features, instead of hard care. + +"Agnes!" she said, and came forward and knelt by the bed, burying her +face in her hands. + +"I could not find your address! I've tried over and over," whispered +Agnes. "Look up, Milly, and kiss me; our time may not be long together." + +So Milly got up and kissed her over and over again, stroking her thin +hand fondly. + +Both remembered that they had parted in anger twelve years before, and +Milly had said she "would never see her, never, till her dying day!" + +Ah! Words too true, as words are sometimes, which we fain would not +have spoken! + +"Will you forgive me?" said Milly brokenly. + +"And will you forgive me?" asked Agnes. "I know what it is to be +forgiven myself, by Him who loved me and died for me; and since then, +I've never ceased to seek for you that you might be happy too, whether +for life or death." + +"Life!" groaned Milly. "That's but a hard, poor thing to me." + +"Ah! But if you have my Saviour, it will all be different," whispered +Agnes faintly. "You'll take care of the children—and there's a little +annuity for you besides. God's been very good to me! I felt sure He +would send you in time." + +And it was in time. Before Agnes went "Home," Milly had time to go back +to London and pack up her few belongings. + +She bid good-bye to her kind neighbour, and thanked her over again +for enabling her to travel down to see her dear sister. And then she +returned to the sweet country home, and nursed Agnes and settled down +to the care of the children, which she was to undertake henceforth. + +"What you have been to me," whispered Agnes on the last day, "and what +the Lord has done for me, words cannot say. To think He should let me +'know' that you have come to trust Him! That is worth all the rest." + +"I am lost in wonder to think of His love," said Milly. + + + +Hira's Quest. + +CHAPTER XII.—"HE CARETH FOR YOU." + +AS soon as Mary Dayál had left, Rámpál Singh and his daughter began to +think what means they could take for helping her, for they believed in +"doing" as well as "praying." + +"Shall I go and see my uncle," suggested Shushila, "and see what he +advises? He knows Mark Dayál and his wife, and will know better than +anyone else what is the best thing to do." + +Rámpál Singh quite approved, and so, accompanied by the faithful +Anandi, Shushila started for the house of her uncle Harnáth Singh, who +was the pastor of the Hindustáni Church in this city. + +It did not require much argument to enlist his sympathy with Mary Dayál +and her family, and greatly did he rejoice to hear that one of his +flock had received such great spiritual blessing. He advised waiting a +few days to see whether the runaway husband would return, or send his +wife any news of his intention. But in the meantime, he would be making +all inquiries with regard to finding means of help. + +When Komela, Shushila's aunt, joined her husband and niece, she was +able at once to throw some light on the subject. + +"It was only yesterday," she said, "that Miss Elsemere came to ask me +if I knew of any truly Christian woman who could take charge of a small +school she is opening for Hindu girls. She said, 'It must be one who +will do this work for "Christ's sake," and not merely for the sake of +a salary. I "cannot" ask anyone to take a share in our Lord's work who +does not really love Him and wish to serve Him.'" + +Shushila hastened to reassure her aunt on this point, and they all +agreed that nothing would be so likely to strengthen the faith and warm +the love of one who had so lately found Christ herself as to teach +others about Him. + +"Whether her husband returns or not, it will be well for her to have +this work to do," said Harnáth Singh; "so the best thing will be to let +Miss Elsemere hear of her at once, then she can go and see her." + +"I am so glad," said Shushila, with a beaming face; "it seems as if +God knew of the need which was coming and had prepared the supply +beforehand. It will be a proof to Mrs. Dayál of what she may expect now +that she has learned to know God and trust in Him." + +"Yes, indeed," answered her aunt, "she will soon find what a difference +it makes when we give up ourselves and all that concerns us into God's +keeping, and know that our heavenly Father cares for us. But now tell +me about your little blind Hira; I have heard nothing of her for some +days." + +"She is a strange child," answered Shushila, "and very difficult to +understand. She is at the same time 'so' naughty and 'yet' so 'good.'" + +"How do you mean?" asked Komela. + +"I mean," was the answer, "that in some ways she is more naughty than +most children. She will not do anything unless she chooses, and as +for telling lies, she thinks nothing of it. But at the same time, she +loves to hear about God and our Lord Jesus, and though she has been +learning such a little while, it is quite wonderful how much she knows +and remembers. I cannot understand what has come over her to-day; she +has been sitting in the quietest corner of the house, and even when I +called her to eat, she would not come, so I just left her alone." + +"The more I hear of her," said Komela, "the more it seems to me that +God Himself sent her to you, and that He has a work for you to do in +training her, and then some special work for her to do. You will need +much love and patience to accomplish your task, but I feel sure that it +will not be in vain." + +"I just love to have her," said Shushila warmly, "in spite of her +naughtiness. I love her dearly, and her love for me quite makes up for +any trouble I have. Most of all, I want you to pray that she may truly +receive Christ into her heart, for until she does, I cannot think that +it is right for her to be called by His name. I do not think she wants +it either, for she seems quite to understand that there must be a great +change in her before she can be a Christian." + +"Would that all knew as much as this blind child!" said Komela +earnestly. "Then there would not be so many bearing Christ's name and +yet bringing dishonour on Him." + +The day after this conversation, as Mary Dayál was busy in her house, +there came a knock at her door. + +For a moment, her heart beat faster; could it be that her husband had +returned? Quickly, she went to unfasten the chain, and then saw that +it was not her husband, but an English lady, who was standing there +waiting for admittance. + +Mary knew Miss Elsemere very well by sight, and had met her more than +once. But this was the first time she had come to her house. + +She was at once asked in, one of the broken chairs dusted for her, and +then Mary waited to hear what was the cause of this unexpected visit. + +She very soon felt at ease with her visitor, who spoke so kindly, and +sympathised so warmly in her husband's absence, though she never said a +word which implied that she knew why he had gone, or that he was in any +way to blame. + +Very soon she introduced the subject which was in her mind. She was +just about to open a school for Hindu children, and wanted someone to +take charge of it. Having heard of Mrs. Dayál, she had come to ask her +about it. + +For a moment, Mary was almost too much overcome to answer. Had the +answer to her prayer come so quickly as this? It seemed almost too good +to be true. Her heart was too full to say much, and if Miss Elsemere +had not already heard her story, especially the spiritual part, she +might almost have doubted whether this very silent, grave woman would +be a suitable teacher for bright little girls. + +When all arrangements had been made and she was just leaving, a little +glimpse was given her into the heart of the one who, she trusted, had +been chosen of God to be a fellow-worker with her in His service. + +With tears in her eyes, Mary Dayál said earnestly, "It seems to me that +it was God Himself who put it into your heart to ask me to do this +work, and if so, He will help me to do it, though it may be difficult +at first." + +Miss Elsemere pressed her hand warmly as she answered, "We may be quite +sure that God never gives us anything to do in our own strengths; in +all our times of need, His word to us is, 'My grace is sufficient for +thee.' I am sure you will find it so." + +As soon as she was alone, Mary Dayál gave thanks for the light which +had shone upon her path. Glad as she was to know that her children +would be provided for, she was most glad to have this proof of her +heavenly Father's care, and of His readiness to hear and answer His +children's prayer. + +Then there came to her mind that other petition, offered at the same +time, that her husband might not only be brought back to her, but also +be made ready to meet God. + +If one had been granted, then why not the other also? So with +strengthened faith, the wife determined that she would not grow weary, +though she might have to wait many days to see the desire of her heart +granted. + +But there was something else for her to do besides pray; the prospect +of so soon beginning to teach others about God made her realise how +very little she knew herself. + +The Bible, which had been for many days so little read and never +studied, was now often in her hands, and as she sought for food to feed +others, she was fed herself. + +"It is a perfectly 'new' book," she said one day to Shushila. "I used +to read the words, but they did not mean much to me; now it is just as +if God Himself is speaking to me, and the words go right into my heart. +I would rather give up anything than this book, though I have had it +all these years, and cared little for it." + +Shushila answered earnestly, "Is not that because it contains God's +message to His children? As long as we do not know Him, we do not care +to listen, but as soon as we know our heavenly Father and love Him, we +listen to hear what He will say to us." + +"If only I had known all this before!" said Mary with a sigh. "What a +difference it would have made to my life! Now I feel that it has been +wasted and spoiled." + +"Yes, indeed," answered Shushila, "you have missed what alone makes our +lives worth living. But do not be too sad; now you have given your life +to God, He will make it new again according to His will; and after all, +'this' life is only just beginning—our real, perfect life we shall live +with God." + +That evening, the three younger children had gone to sleep, Mary was +reading, and Reuben preparing his lessons for the next day. + +Suddenly the boy looked up from his books. "Mother, tell me what it +all means. Why has my father gone away like this? And why do you read +so much and seem so different? It seems to me as if something has +happened, and yet I do not know what." + +Mary smiled at her boy's perplexity as she answered, "Yes, something +very wonderful has happened, Reuben, but I do not know whether you will +understand if I tell you." + +"Why, mother, of course I will; you forget how old I am," said the boy +with an air of importance; "please tell me." + +Then the mother answered, "Reuben, this is what has happened: I have +been trying to live my life without God, but lately my heart became so +hungry that I could not stay away from Him any longer. The Lord Jesus +has put away my sin and so brought me to God." + +The boy looked surprised, for he had not expected such an answer. It +seemed so strange to hear of heavenly things from the lips of one who +had always been so taken up with the things of earth. + +He had himself learnt much in school, but his mother was the last +person to whom he would have thought of speaking of what was in his +heart. His class in Sunday-school had at one time been taught by +the pastor's son, Harnám Singh, and young though he was, he had not +forgotten his teacher's earnest words; and this fact remained clearly +impressed on his mind, that to belong to Christ and serve Him was the +greatest honour to which anyone could attain. + +When the teacher had had to be separated from his class, he had given +to each of the boys a card, on which was printed the words, "If any man +will serve Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there shall also My +servant be." + +This card Reuben kept among his special treasures, and as often as he +looked at it, he would say to himself, "When I am a man, I am going to +serve Christ." + +He had not yet learnt that "any man" means anyone, even a boy of ten +years old. He felt glad as he listened to his mother's words, and after +a while, said thoughtfully, "It will not matter so much that my father +has gone away if God has come; He will take care of us." + +The mother then told her son how that care had already been shown, but +she added, "Although God is with us and caring for us, yet we must ask +Him to bring your father back, for we want him too." + +Already the faithful wife had forgotten all her husband's failings, and +only longed for his return. + +[Illustration] + + + +The Alms-house Inmates. + +CHRISTMAS EVE was terribly cold, the snow fell fast, and the wind +howled round the alms-houses, making the inmates shiver and draw nearer +to their firesides. In the first house lived old Mrs. Lunn, or Beckie +as she was commonly called, and when the wind blew more fiercely, she +spread her old wrinkled hands to the blaze and said reverently,— + + "I thank Thee, Lord, for all my comforts. Here I have a home and fire +and many kind friends, while there are others who are hungry and alone. + +"I wonder," added the old woman, "how Nancy is next door; she'll +feel the cold terribly, and she always is in pain, so she can't help +grumbling a wee bit." + +Nancy was lying on her bed in the next house, while every bone in her +old worn-out body ached. Yet when the bells rang out over the snow, she +crossed her hands and whispered,— + + "Let me be in heaven next year, dear Lord, and free from pain." + +In number three lived Mrs. Peck, a little, nimble, bright old lady, who +hopped about on one leg, as bright as a button. + +"To-morrow is Christmas Day," she said. "Well, we'll all get something +warm from the Squire's lady for sure; may mine be a petticoat, which I +need sorely, then I'll be very thankful." + +Away at the end of the row, and opposite to the men's houses, a couch +was drawn to the window, and a frail, delicate woman gasped her life +away. + + "On Christmas Day—to meet them all again! Oh, I am ready, dear Lord, +quite ready." + +And when the Squire's lady bent over and whispered, "Mary, can you +hear me?" the dying woman murmured, "Yes, the angels with their harps +ringing over the snow." + +[Illustration] + +When Christmas Day dawned, all the earth was white and beautiful. The +old alms people, men and women, walked up to the Manor House, when each +one received a present. + +"There is one parcel over, ma'am," said the maid, when all the old +folks had departed. + +"Ah! Yes," replied the lady; "that was for Mary, but she needs no +present now, her eyes have seen the King." + +By Beckie's fireside sat Nancy, wrapped up warm and comfortable in a +new Scotch plaid, and Mrs. Peck was there also, holding her petticoat +under her arm. + +"It's a wonderful thing, is prayer," she was saying. "I just asked God +to let the Squire's lady give it me, and sure enough, I have it—you +see." + + + +The Hill above Nazareth. + +LOOK at those angry men! You ask, "Whom are they angry with, and what +has he done?" + +That is the dear Lord Jesus. + +Now I will try to tell you why the Jews were angry with Him, and what +they wanted to do to Him that day. + +Jesus had been baptised in Jordan, and had been led by the Holy Spirit +into the wilderness to be tempted by Satan for more than a month. + +So you see Jesus knows what temptations mean, and He can feel for us. + +Well, when Satan had finished all the temptations, Jesus came back to +Nazareth, the town where He had been brought up, and when the Sabbath +day came, He went, as He usually did, to the synagogue to worship God. + +He stood up to read the Bible to the Jews, and then He explained to +them how God had sent Him to be the Messiah they were looking for, and +how He would bind up broken hearts and make all sorrowful people joyful. + +The Jews listened to Him with great wonder, and some of them could +not believe that one who had been brought up in their own town could +possibly be the Christ. + +Then the Lord told them that strangers and Gentiles would believe on +Him, if the Jews would not; and after that, they grew very angry and +took hold of Him, and thrust Him out of the synagogue and led Him up to +the brow of the hill on which the town was built, that they might cast +Him down from there. + +How sad that they should want to kill the blessed Lord, who had just +told them that He would be their Saviour and their Messiah! + +You notice in the picture that Jesus did not resist them or seem angry +with their cruelty. He was ever patient and loving. + +The Bible does not say "how" He escaped out of their hands. It says: +"But He, passing through the midst of them, went His way, and came +down to Capernaum," and began healing the sick and doing kind things +directly to those who needed His help. + +[Illustration] + +Very soon, people began saying all round the country what wonderful +things He did. + +One day, He entered into Simon Peter's house, and there He found the +mother of Peter's wife very ill with a bad fever. They had all seen +the wonderful things that Jesus could do, so they begged Him to heal +her. So Jesus told the fever to leave her, and she felt quite well all +at once, and got up and waited on the Lord Jesus, and did her work as +usual. + +Soon the heat of the day began to subside, and all the people who had +sick people in their houses brought them to Jesus, and the dear loving +Saviour laid His hands on every one of them and healed them all. + +Let us, like those people at Capernaum, bring all our troubles and +sorrows to Jesus; let us kneel down and tell Him what we want most, and +believe that He is able and willing to help us, and we shall know that +He draws near to us and gives us the blessing which we most need. + + + +The Stay of the Family. + +"THE 'Doris' is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie, at once!" + +"'What,' mother?" + +"To the Cape at once!" repeated her mother slowly. + +"Oh, mother! I thought Jim was going to cruise about in the Channel." + +She bent over to see the words for herself, and her pretty placid +countenance fell. The world would be changed for her if brother Jim +were gone out of their life. + +Hitherto he had been the one to see after their mother since father's +death. His advice had been what had been acted on, his loving wishes +had ruled the little home. + +[Illustration: "The 'Doris' is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie, at +once!"] + +Nellie drew her fallen work back to her lap, but there was no more +cheerful gossip with her mother, no more remarks as to what Molly and +Pollie were learning at school, and how George was getting on at his +new place—instead came down over her a blank feeling of dismay. Who +would take the responsibility of the home if Jim were gone? + +Then her thoughts went back to what she had been thinking of and +praying about lately—how she could be more of a comfort to her invalid +mother. Was this the opportunity come which she had longed for? But how +different from anything she had planned! + +Then she looked up and put her hand gently on her mother's arm. + +"We shall all try to take care of you when brother is gone," she +faltered with quivering lips. "I hoped he'd have come backwards and +forwards as he had been doing; but if he goes—" Nellie knelt down +hastily by her mother's side and put her head on her shoulder with an +unwonted caress—"If he goes, there's always Jesus left," she whispered, +"and He will never leave us and never forsake us, mother." + +And while Jim was at the war, that was how Nellie became the stay of +the family. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XIII.—HIRA'S QUEST ENDED. + +WHILE Mary Dayál was rejoicing in her newly found peace and happiness, +Hira's heart was daily growing sadder. At the time Mary told her that +if she listened, she would hear the voice of the Lord Jesus speaking +to her, she made up her mind that she would begin to listen with all +her might. If she could not "see," at least she could hear, better than +most. + +So she crept away to the quietest corner she could find, and after +saying,— + + "Please, Lord Jesus, speak to me—" + +sat still and waited for the answer. But though she waited long and +refused to eat food, which she was always so ready for, or to sit by +her dear sister Shushila, yet hour after hour passed, and still no +voice came. + +Again and again she cried,— + + "Please, Lord Jesus, speak to me like you did to Rose's mother." + +But there was no answer. + +Then she began to grow angry. She had been deceived by everybody; there +was no Jesus Christ at all. How could anyone know if they had never +seen Him? It must be a lie to say anyone had heard His voice. If He +were alive and close by her, as Shushila said, why did He not give her +eyes, or at least answer her when she spoke to Him? + +So she groped her way to where Shushila was sitting, and before her new +sister knew that she was anywhere near, she was suddenly aroused by +hearing an indignant voice say, "It is very wicked of you all to tell +lies to a poor little blind girl who cannot see for herself. It is not +true that Jesus Christ is alive; I do not believe He ever was. He does +not make blind people see, and He does not speak so that we can hear +His voice. I have been listening and listening, but no voice came. + +"I am not going to get ready to meet God, because there is no one to +make me ready. I will just go on being as naughty as I want to be, and +if you do not like to have a naughty girl to live with you, I will go +and beg. That is what my aunt always told me to do." + +Shushila listened with astonishment to this outburst of childish wrath. +But by the time it was over, the child, who was trembling with anger +and excitement, felt two loving arms round her, and she was gently led +to a seat. + +Shushila did not speak at once, for it required some thought and prayer +to know what to say. But she tenderly soothed and calmed the child she +held so closely to her. + +Presently she said, "Little sister, do you remember the night you came +here? How you sat on the doorstep in the dark and storm, trembling with +fear of the thunder and lightning? Then I came to you, and though you +could not see me, nor hear my voice, yet you let me lift you in my arms +and bring you into the house. You trusted me, even though you could +neither hear nor see me. + +"You are afraid now, not of storm and tempest, but of meeting God. You +are afraid of your own heart, which is so full of all kinds of sin and +naughtiness; and just as I lifted you in my arms and saved you from the +rain and storm, so the Lord Jesus will surely save you from the fear +and sin which are troubling you so much. Cannot you 'trust' Him, even +though you cannot see or hear Him, just as you trusted me that night? +It will grieve Him so if you do not, and He has loved us so dearly." + +"But Rose's mother said she heard His voice," said Hira in a subdued +tone. + +"Yes, dear, so will you some day, just as you hear my voice every day, +now you are in the house beside me and there is no noise of rain and +storm. But you did not hear it when you were sitting outside on the +doorstep, and did not know who was speaking to you." + +"I think I will go away again," said Hira. + +And as Shushila unclasped her arms, she groped her way back to her old +place. + +Then she knelt down as Shushila had taught her, and said,— + + "Lord Jesus, I want to see you very much, but I am blind, and I want +to hear your voice, but you do not speak to me; but most of all, I want +to be ready to meet God, and to be made good, because I am so bad. +Shushila says you are quite sure to do this, even though you do not +give me eyes, or speak to me in a loud voice, because she says you love +us so. Please, Lord Jesus, here I am." + +Then into the dark, sinful heart of the blind girl, a light shone—the +light of the divine love poured out in death on the cross for the very +weakest and most unworthy. + +As of old, the Son of God took the children in His arms and blessed +them, so, as the risen and exalted Son of God, He drew the blind child +to Himself, and Hira's quest was ended as she found the Saviour. + +In the distance, she heard Shushila softly singing— + + "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + And we must love Him too, + And trust in His redeeming blood, + And try His works to do." + +And as she listened, she knew what Mary Dayál meant when she said she +heard the Lord Jesus speak to her. + +[Illustration] + + + +TWENTY TIMES. + +"COME near, Lizzie, and hear what I have to say!" + +"I can hear!" called Lizzie at the top of her voice. + +And the hens clucked, and the little kid "baa'd," and Snap barked, but +Lizzie came no nearer. She tossed the corn to the fowls, and took no +further notice of her mother waiting there. + +"Lizzie!" called her mother, coming out of the doorway. "Lizzie, come +at once!" + +"What is it?" asked Lizzie very coolly. + +Her mother advanced out into the sunshine and came slowly up to +her. "Lizzie, you grieve me very much. I like you to play and enjoy +yourself, but when it comes to not attending when I call you—" + +[Illustration] + +She took the basket out of the little girl's hand, and led her gently +into the house. + +"What are you going to do with me?" asked Lizzie, raising her blue eyes +wonderingly. + +"I'm going to make you remember." + +"But I haven't finished feeding the fowls." + +No answer. + +"Mother!" + +No answer. + +"Can't I put the little kid away?" + +Her mother was getting out pencil and paper, which she laid on the +table in front of the little girl. And then she drew a chair forward +and put her gently into it. + +Lizzie was awed by these proceedings. She was conscious that lately she +had been taking advantage of her mother's frail health to do as she +chose. + +Her mother's thin fingers were tracing some words in large writing +across one of the sheets of her copy-book, which, to Lizzie's +astonishment, she had torn out for the purpose. + +Torn out a leaf of her copy-book! The occasion must indeed be great. +Then five words stood before her in rather trembling, but plain, +round-hand— + +"I must obey my mother." + +"Write that twenty times before you move, Lizzie," said mother, "and +when it is done, come up and show it to me." + +Slowly she left the room, and Lizzie saw her going out to shut up the +goat, and then watched her stoop and pick up the puppy and put him in +his kennel. Fancy mother doing that! + +"Twenty times!" How "could" she write all that? was her next thought. + +At first, she decided she would not even try to do it. Then she heard +her mother come back through the scullery and go up the stairs very +wearily. + +Lizzie's heart smote her. She remembered with dismay all those thoughts +of independence and restiveness which she had been cherishing. + +The sounds ceased, and perfect silence reigned. What was mother doing? +But she might not go to see till the twenty lines were done! + +Tears filled the blue eyes at last. + +"Oh, mother, mother," she sobbed, "I do love you! Come down and kiss +me!" + +Perhaps her sobs were heard; there was a little movement above, and +presently the face Lizzie loved best in the world was close to hers, +and two arms were about her, and mother was whispering words of +forgiveness and "beginning again!" + +"Lizzie," she said, "if I were to let you go on being self-willed, what +an unhappy girl you would grow up, and how wrong it would be of me! I +love you too well, my darling." + +And Lizzie wrote those twenty lines with dimmed eyes. But she did +"begin again" in good earnest, and turned out to be mother's greatest +comfort. + + + +HINDERED. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"I DON'T believe I shall ever learn it!" Hugh thought hopelessly. "It's +just one of those lessons that 'won't' get into your head." + +"I say," began his next door neighbour, in a whisper, "did you see my +kite go up last night?" + +"Oh, bother!" exclaimed Hugh. "I'd almost got a line, and now I've lost +it!" + +"No, but did you?" persisted his neighbour. + +[Illustration] + +Hugh frowned, and put his fingers in his ears. Harry was always trying +to distract him, and the consequence was, down he went in his class. + +No, the lesson would not get learned. Instead of the tiresome lines of +poetry, which he hated, came a string of thoughts like these:— + +"Harry does it on purpose; of course, Harry is clever, he can carry +anything before him. My master always sets me the hardest pieces he can +find! I've had a headache all the morning, and Harry always bothers +more when he sees I've got a headache." + +The preparation hour was over, and Hugh put his books into his satchel +with a hopeless feeling that if he had conquered that tiresome poetry, +he would have been able to fly "his" kite that evening. But now it was +quite useless: there would be such a chatter at home, that with his +headache, he would never do it! + +So he entered the dining-room at home with clouded brow and heavy +heart. His eyes fell on his little invalid sister, lying on her pillow +in the corner. + +She saw in a moment that something had gone wrong, and beckoned him to +her side. + +"Put my pillow straight, Hughie!" she said, gently. + +He bent to do it, and then kissed the little white face. + +"Has it been so tiresome?" she asked wistfully. + +"The old story!" he said, bitterly. "Headache and stupidity. It's no +use, Angel!" + +"There's another 'old story' besides that one," she whispered, with a +slight nod of her little head. + +He shook his, as much as to say he was willing to be comforted, but— + +Yes, she understood that, but it did not daunt her. She stroked his +boyish hand with her thin fingers, and went on softly—"A lesson I had +to learn seemed very hard this morning—" + +He looked at her suddenly. Angel learning a lesson? + +But she went on—"And I felt I could not! And then—then I remembered to +tell Jesus about it, and He said, 'I'll help you, Angel; I've set it, +and I won't let it be too hard!'" + +Her eyes were full of tears, and his watered in sympathy. + +"And then?" he asked. + +"Then I felt I could go on learning it—if 'He' had set it!" + +He squeezed her hand, thinking—how could he put Harry and his headache +into one of the lessons Jesus was teaching? Then he raised his head. + +"I see," he said, more brightly. "Angel, after tea, may I come and read +my poetry over to you, line by line!" + +And then the rest came rushing in, but the little comforter had had her +chance—and had taken it! + + + +[Illustration: A Schoolboy's Message. + "Oh, has it?" asked Tommy, looking up surprised.] + +THE FIRST DAY. + +"WELL, Tommy, where are you off to?" + +"To 'school!'" said Tommy impressively, with surprise in his tone. He +thought everyone knew that this was his first day at school, and that +he had in his pocket a bright penny which grandfather had given him in +honour of the day. + +"Oh, I see!" said the big boy, smiling down upon him and taking his +hand. "So you have a new suit and a new slate. How kind your mother is!" + +"Yes," said Tommy, as if that were a very ordinary affair, "and +grandfather has given me this," letting the penny peep out of his +pocket just a little bit. + +[Illustration] + +"Oh!" said the big boy. "Someone else kind too, eh?" + +"Grandfather's going away by train to the country to-day," pursued +the child; "he's going to where 'he' was a little boy, and lived at +a windmill, and went to school, like me, and he said he should be +thinking about me all day!" + +"I'm not as old as grandfather," said the big boy, "and so it's no +wonder that I remember the first day 'I' went to school, is it? And +you know I had no kind mother like you have, Tommy, and it was 'your' +grandfather that gave me a kind word as I went past his cottage, that's +done the good ever since." + +"Oh! Has it?" asked Tommy, looking up surprised. + +"Yes. He told me to remember that the Lord Jesus was close to me all +the time, and would be better to me in everything than even father and +mother! I've never forgotten it—never!" + +They hurried along hand in hand, the little boy skipping over the +ground with eagerness; while the big boy, who was a true missionary at +heart, wondered if the tiny seed he had tried to sow would bear fruit +some day. + +But he remembered that we have to sow in faith, like Tommy's +grandfather did in his case; so he ran along by the little boy, +brightly planning to meet him after school to hear how he had got on. + +Tommy never did forget that kind little word, and often when he would +have been over-pressed by difficulty, or evil, he suddenly thought, +"The Lord Jesus is close to me!" and took courage. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XIV.—BELIEVING AND CONFESSING. + +ALTHOUGH Hira fully made up her mind that henceforth she was going to +"try His works to do" who had so loved her, yet she found it was not +always easy to leave off doing those very different works which she had +been doing all her life. + +It was not easy always to ask, "What would the Lord Jesus like me to +do?" for one who had been accustomed to ask, "What would 'I' like to +do?" + +Shushila looked on and prayed much as she saw daily battles being +fought, in which her little charge was sometimes defeated and sometimes +victorious. + +She understood that every contest was a clear proof that a new +principle had been introduced into the child's life which was trying to +subdue the old one. + +There could be no doubt that, though still weak and faulty, Hira was +really a new child in Christ Jesus. + +Shushila began to wonder how she could best explain to the little girl +the next step to be taken, so as to make her baptism a very real and +lasting blessing to her. + +So one day she read to her the story of the woman who touched the hem +of Christ's garment and was made whole. And as she finished, she asked, +"Hira, why do you think the Lord Jesus asked who it was who had touched +Him? Because He must have known." + +Hira considered a minute, and then she said, "Perhaps it was because +He wanted her to say 'Thank you,' just like you teach me to say 'Thank +you' when you give me anything." + +Shushila smiled as she answered, "Yes, I think that was one reason, and +besides that, I think He wanted her to let all those other people know +how good He had been to her. When we were in church to-day, I thought +that perhaps if the Lord Jesus had been there, as He was that day, He +might have asked, 'Where is that little girl whom I have made ready to +meet God?'" + +"But, sister, if He had, I would have said directly, 'Here I am.'" + +Then Shushila explained how the Lord Jesus had appointed a way by which +His followers could confess Him before men, and let it be known that +they belong to Him. + +Hira listened gladly, then she said, "I am so glad, because I would not +like anyone to think that I am a little heathen girl when I am not, and +really belong to the Lord Jesus. Please let me be baptised very soon." + +Shushila did not answer at once, then she said, "Hira, I want very +much that you should be, but supposing after you have been called by +the name of Christ and received into His Church you tell lies and get +into those naughty tempers, those who see you will say, 'Is that what +Christians do? Hira is no better than heathen girls'; and so the name +of our Lord Jesus will be dishonoured." + +The little girl looked very sad and grave, then she said, "Sister, do +let me be baptised, and I will ask the Lord Jesus to put His hand on my +lips so that the lies will not be able to come out, and another on my +heart to keep the naughty tempers away." + +"Yes, Hira," was the answer, "He surely will if you trust Him, for that +is just what He came down from heaven and gave His life on the cross +for. You have learnt that verse, 'Thou shalt call His name Jesus: for +He shall save His people from their sins.' You are one of His people, +and these are your two special sins, so I am sure He will save you from +them; it is just what He came to do." + +Hira gave a little sigh as she said, "I wish I could be cured like that +leper was you told me about, his leprosy went away all at once. I wish +my naughtiness would go like that." + +Shushila could not help sympathising with the child's wish. "Do not you +think, little sister," she asked, "that if you want to tell a lie, or +to be angry, and you do not because you want to please the Lord Jesus, +that is one way of showing that you love him, and that He is really +able to save you? Those who are in no danger do not need to be saved, +do they? You are going to be made a soldier of the Lord Jesus, and +soldiers always have to fight." + +"But you do not have to fight," said Hira. + +Shushila smiled. "Yes, indeed I do," she answered; "sometimes I have to +fight very hard not to be impatient with a little girl who will not do +as she is told." + +At this point someone came in, and so the conversation ended. + +A few Sundays later, Hira had her wish and was baptised. It was a day +never to be forgotten in her experience, for it was the "visible" line +which separated the old life from the new, darkness from light. + +Besides Rámpál Singh and his daughter, there were two others among +those who were present who watched the ceremony with strong feelings of +interest. + +Of these, one was Mary Dayál, who had been much interested in the blind +child ever since she came into their midst. + +As she saw her openly confessing her faith in the Lord Jesus, and being +received into His church, there was some regret mixed with her joy. She +thought to herself, "Hira is a precious jewel which the Lord gave 'me' +the opportunity of seeking and finding for Him, but I was unfitted for +the work, and so He has given the honour to another." + +As she thought of this, she determined that she would with all her +heart seek for other jewels which should adorn her Master's crown. + +The other spectator was of a very different appearance, and had very +different feelings. Soon after the service began, there crept into the +church a poor woman, who looked as if she was little accustomed to +enter such places. Without looking for a seat, she sat down in a corner +on the ground. No one noticed her except those who were sitting close +by, and while the last prayer was being read, she got up and went out. +Then Mary Dayál saw her and recognised Sukhiya. + +Her fears had been to some extent realised. It was quite true that +Hira, in the days of her comfort and prosperity, did not feel the need +of her old friend as she had done when she was her only friend. + +This was quite as much the woman's fault as the child's; for, partly +because she thought she was no longer needed, and partly because she +feared to let it be seen on what familiar terms she had been with +the blind girl, she kept out of her way, and except when she came +occasionally to sell her milk and butter, Hira saw nothing of her. + +Still, it had occurred to her that she would like her old friend to be +present at her baptism, and so she had begged her to come. + +Sukhiya had promised, and that is why she was there; but to her, it +was a time almost as sad as when her last child died. It was the final +severing of the link which had bound her to the child who had filled +the empty place in her heart, and been the one bright spot in her sad +life. + +Now Hira was a Christian, and to Sukhiya's mind that meant that +henceforth she lived in another world to her own. + +It was very true that every time the child had had an opportunity she +had pleaded with her, "Sukhiya, do believe on the Lord Jesus, and let +Him make you ready to go to heaven, for I do want you to come too." + +But she had always shaken her head and said, "Child, I am too old +and stupid to understand these new things. All my sense has gone in +weeping. I will go on selling butter and milk a little longer, and then +my days will end." + +Hira grieved over the indifference of her old friend, for one of the +first lessons taught her was that, having come to Christ herself, she +should now seek to bring others; and who so likely to be the first as +the one who had done so much for her in the darkest days of her life? + +After leaving the church, Sukhiya went to her home, and that day no +food was cooked, and no milk and butter sold, for the poor woman cared +nothing for those things. + +All that day she sat and wept. The next, she went out with her basket +as usual, and her husband found his food cooked, and from that time, +all went on as before, only that Sukhiya never talked of the blind +child, and went to see her even less frequently than before. + +There had been some discussion as to whether Hira's name should be +changed at her baptism. It was Harnáth Singh's custom to let each +convert choose for himself or herself, and child though she was, Hira +was quite capable of knowing her own mind. + +When she was told what was the meaning of her name, she said, "Then, +please, let me keep it always, for I like to be a jewel belonging to +the Lord Jesus; and some day, He will make me as shining and beautiful +as a real diamond." + +So Hira she remained. + + + +A LIGHTENED LOAD. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +CHAPTER I. + +"IT'S so fearfully cold to-day, Mary! I do not seem to be able to get a +bit of warmth!" + +Mary looked at the fire, warm still, but dying down on the hearth. How +fast the wood did die down, she thought, with a sigh. How many little +things there were to do even to keep moderate comfort round her mother. + +"I'll get some more wood, mother," she said patiently. + +"Yes, do," said the invalid, not thinking much of the tired legs of her +little nurse, nor noticing the pale cheeks which lately had grown so +thin. + +Mary put away the cups she had been washing, and took off her apron. + +"Is there any wood outside?" asked her mother. + +"Only a stick or two," said Mary. "It does burn away so fast!" + +"I wish there were, I'm that cold, Mary! Be quick, child, and get some, +will you?" + +She cowered over the red embers, and Mary, thus urged, put on her hat +and went out into the November mist. + +She would not have disliked this if her legs had not ached so much, and +if she had not felt so faint and hungry. She had been cleaning up all +the morning; and then she had cooked mother's gruel. But the invalid +had never asked her if she had had anything to eat. + +Poor little Mary! + +[Illustration] + +She took a piece of cord in her hand and slowly left the cottage door. +She knew she would have a good way to go, for she and her mother, +before she became ill, had picked up every scrap of wood that they +could find near the house. + +"I wish mother would get into bed; she would not feel the cold there," +she thought, and then she ran back to suggest this. + +"Oh, no, any dear; I'd a deal rather sit by the fire," said the +invalid. "Only you be quick with the wood." + +Thus bidden, Mary started once more. She walked and ran, walked and +ran, till she had reached a spot in the forest where the wood began to +lie about, and there she halted out of breath. + +The autumn grass was strewn with leaves and bits of the branches +blown off by the wind; and instead of gathering them up eagerly and +returning, the little burdened girl sat down on the damp leaves and hid +her face in her hands. + +It was so hard—so hard! And she was so tired, and mother only thought +of how bad she felt herself, and never guessed how tired and dispirited +little Mary was. + +Was there no help? Had she only to wipe away her tears and get up and +go on again? + +Mary sobbed hopelessly for a few minutes, and then a thought came over +her, which, to her surprise, brought a sense of relief and comfort. How +could it be? She was as hungry, as tired, as hopeless as before, and +yet— + +The words were, "Jesus wept." + +She had a tiny text-book given her when for a few months she had lived +in the town and had gone to Sunday-school, which contained a selection +of the shortest texts in the Bible. Mary had promised her teacher she +would read it, and occasionally she glanced in it to keep her word. + +To-day, her eyes had lighted upon those two short words, and she had +wondered, and closed the book. + +Now they came over her with a sense of sweetness. + +"Jesus wept"? That meant then that when He was on earth, He had been +sorrowful like her! Was He? That was a nice thought, because then He +would know something of how sad and lonely she felt. + +"Jesus wept"! Then He felt for her, she was sure He did; for she +remembered her teacher had told her that the Saviour knew all that was +passing on this earth, even though He is in heaven. + +[Illustration] + +Mary sat very still, while she thought of all this; and as she thought +of it, she felt, without knowing how, that she had had an interview +with the King of Glory, and that earth was a changed place. + +Then her eyes fell upon the scattered wood, and she quickly gathered a +large bundle, tied it together, and set off homewards. + +She had not taken many steps before she heard a voice, and turned to +find a neighbour calling to her to stop. + +"Mary, I'll help you along with that bundle. Why, see, child, it's all +coming undone! Lucky for you I overtook you. Why, child, what a pale +face you have! I guess you've thought a goodish bit more of your mother +than you have of yourself by the looks of you! I'll help you home with +that wood." + + ———————————— + + + +CHAPTER II.—CHANGED. + +SO, helped by the kind neighbour, Mary brought the wood into the shed, +and, carrying a few sticks in her hand, she entered the cottage once +more. + +Had a change come over her own heart only, or was there something +different in her mother's too? + +Was it only the unexpected bright blaze of the firelight that made +Mary's blue eyes shine? + +"See, Mary! Dick brought home this wood all of his own accord, and I've +got nice and warm; and I've made a cup of tea ready against you came +in. Why, child, how pale you look!" + +Mary's blue eyes, which had been shining in the firelight, were shining +in tears now, the solicitude was so unexpected—and so sweet. + +"Thank you, mother," she said gratefully; "but where is Dick?" + +"Dick's gone out again to fetch in some more. Come right along and have +a cup of this steaming tea. It will put some life into you, child!" + +[Illustration] + +Mary took the tea, and stood by the fire warming herself and looking +down on her mother. + +"Are you better, then, mother?" she asked quietly. + +"I don't know as I am, my dear. But while you were out in the forest, +and I sat thinkin' by those few embers, I kind of dreamed that I heard +someone a-knockin' at the door. It was different from our neighbour's +knock, and somehow I knew it wasn't her; and I sez, 'Come in, Lord,' +afore I thought as this ain't no place to ask Him into." + +Mary looked up startled, while her mother went on— + +"And He said some words like these, which it seems to me as I've heard +long ago, 'Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear My +voice, and open the door, I will come in and sup with him, and he with +Me." + +"How nice!" whispered Mary. Had her mother seen a vision of Jesus too? +That Saviour who wept with the sorrowful, would He come in and sup with +those who welcomed Him? + +She bent and kissed her mother's forehead. + +"So I seemed to wake from my dream, and I said, 'Lord Jesus, if you are +knocking at my heart, I'm willing.'" + +Mary's eyes shone again. + +"I have not thought of these things as much as I ought," she went on +musingly, "but there was a time when I did. Perhaps this illness, Mary, +has been sent to lead me back to Him. If so, I'm glad on it!" + +That night when Mary went to bed, she knelt down in the moonlight and +looked up to her pitiful Saviour, and thanked Him for letting her feel +His sympathy, and for bearing her through so wonderfully. + +When she came down the next morning, Dick had already lighted the fire +and set on the kettle. + +"Why, Dick!" she exclaimed. + +"Do you like it?" smiled her brother. + +"Oh, Dick, you can't think how a little thing is a help. Thank you so +much." + +So they set about getting the breakfast together, and it took half the +time, of course, to Mary's great satisfaction. + +They did all very quietly so as not to wake their mother in the next +room. And when they sat down, Mary whispered, "Do you know, Dick, who +it was, I think, that told you to help me?" + +Dick shook his head. "Nobody did," he said, stuffing a piece of bread +into his mouth. + +"Ah, but I know better," said Mary, smiling; "and, Dick, I like to tell +you, because He'll help you too—it was Jesus our Saviour, Dick!" + + + +IN THE PRISON. + +YOU have most of you heard the story of Joseph: how his jealous +brothers sold him for a slave, and how he was carried away from his +loving father to a country, a long way off, called Egypt. + +Yes, you smile and say you have heard all about Joseph: how God was +with him and made him ruler over the land, and how his father and his +brothers all came down to Egypt, and how he forgave his brothers and +gave them nice fields for their flocks, and made them as happy as ever +he could. + +But there is one thing which I wonder whether you have ever heard about +Joseph. + +You ask what that can be, because you have read the history in Genesis +so many times. + +This picture tells you what it is. + +In the 105th Psalm and the 17th and 18th verses we read: "He sent a man +before them, even Joseph, who was sold for a servant: whose feet they +hurt with fetters: he was laid in iron." + +Now, I think this verse is a great comfort to people who are in any +trouble. + +Perhaps you ask—Why? Because it tells me that though it was hundreds of +years after when God told David to write that psalm, yet "God" had not +forgotten that His faithful Joseph had been laid in iron and had his +feet hurt with fetters. + +So it seems to me that there are numbers of places in the Bible which +show us that God is watching over us all at all times; that whether our +troubles are very great or very small, He notices them, and remembers +them, and sends us deliverance out of them. + +Joseph was cast into prison and bound by his angry master, though he +had done nothing wrong, yet God soon delivered him from the chains and +fetters. + +We read that the Lord was with Joseph, and showed him mercy, and made +the keeper of the prison kind to Joseph, so that he began to trust him +and gave him charge of the other prisoners, and whatever Joseph thought +best to be done, they did. + +Joseph was in the prison for quite two years, but God was watching over +him, and at the end of that time caused Pharaoh the king to have a +wonderful dream; and he sent for Joseph to explain it to him. + +Perhaps you remember how Joseph had told Pharaoh's butler and baker the +meanings of their dreams when they were in the prison with him? At any +rate, when Pharaoh had his dream, the chief butler suddenly remembered +how he had promised when he was set free to speak to the king about +Joseph. + +[Illustration] + +So he asked Pharaoh to send for him, which he did. And God told Joseph +all about the dream, and Pharaoh was so astonished and delighted that +he released Joseph from prison, and made him a great ruler in the land +of Egypt. + +See what it is to be "God's" servant! + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XV.—HUNGER AND THIRST. + +[Illustration] + +MANY days had passed without bringing any news of Mark Dayál, but still +his wife watched and prayed, believing that sooner or later she would +see the answer to her second petition, as she had done to the first. + +In the meantime, the school had been opened and Mary installed as +teacher. At first, it hardly seemed as if this could be work for God, +teaching the alphabet to children who at first seemed to make no +progress, and only wished to play and tear their books. + +When it came to the Scripture lesson, it was not much better; either +they "could" not or "would" not remember, and every day the same thing +had to be repeated. + +But as time went on, a change came. The teacher found that if "some" +of her pupils were dull and stupid, "all" were not, and as she saw +their faces beginning to brighten with interest, and their eagerness to +answer the questions put to them, her courage began to rise. + +Perhaps one great secret of the change was this: Miss Elsemere came +to the school one day, and seeing the teacher looking very depressed, +and hearing her words of discouragement, she said as she was leaving, +"Shall I tell you what has often helped me very much in my work? When +I have had to teach those who seemed careless and indifferent, I have +prayed,— + + "'Lord, help me to love these children as Thou dost love them; give me +love like Thine.' + +"And you know love makes everything easy." + +Having proved the help of prayer in other difficulties, Mary was quite +ready to try it in this also. She was not disappointed, and as she +began to love her little pupils, she wondered how she could ever have +thought them dull and unlovable. + +But it was not only in her new work that Mary Dayál found that knowing +Christ, and seeking to follow Him, had not changed the world in which +she lived, though it had entirely changed her relationship towards it. +Like Hira, she too proved that a soldier must fight, and many a hard +battle she had to engage in. + +Like Hira, too, she turned to Shushila for help and guidance. Doubtless +they both felt, without saying so, that one who lived so near to God +must know His will and be able to help others to do it. + +One day Shushila found her friend looking more than usually downcast, +and without waiting to hear the cause, asked, "What new trouble is it, +Mary, which is making you look so sad to-day? Have the children been +more troublesome than usual?" + +"Oh, no, it is not the children; I think they get better every day. It +is myself I am troubled about, for I seem to get worse daily. I thought +that when I let the Lord Jesus come into my heart, He would turn all +the evil straight out, and I would find it quite easy to be good; but +it is not so. I have been doing my own works so long that it is almost +impossible to leave them off and do only His works, though I do want +to." + +"That is just what Hira says," answered Shushila, "and I am sure all +the followers of the Lord Jesus have to learn the same lesson. We have +to find out our own utter weakness before we can prove the greatness of +His power. It is not enough to commit ourselves to Him; we must also +believe that He is able to 'keep' that which we commit. + +"It often seems to me that many of our difficulties arise from this, +that we so little know and comprehend the unspeakable 'love' and +'power' of our dear Lord. We are so inclined to think of Him as being +like ourselves." + +Mary did not speak, so Shushila spoke again. + +"I have learnt so many new lessons since Hira came to live with us. +She can do so little for herself, poor little one, and yet she is so +anxious to that, she often gets into trouble. + +"Only to-day she wanted to take a message to my father alone. I let her +go, but she fell and hurt herself; presently she came to my side, and +slipping her hand in mine, said, 'Sister, you take me.' I thought, 'Is +not that just how it often is with us and the Lord Jesus?' We try to go +our way alone, and do what we have to do without Him. If we would only +in the beginning, put our hand in His and say, 'Lord, do Thou take me,' +He would indeed fulfil His promise and keep us from falling." + +Mary's face brightened as she said, "I am sure it was the Lord Himself +who sent you to me this afternoon, for it just seemed as if I had come +to such a difficult place that I could not go on any farther. Now I see +that it does not so much matter if the place is difficult, if the Lord +Jesus leads me over it." + +Then after a pause, she said again, "It seems as if I have so much to +learn, because all my life I have been doing things and seeing others +do them which I did not think were really sins, but now I see they must +be for those who are called by the name of Christ and profess to follow +Him." + +"What sort of things do you mean?" asked Shushila. + +Mary paused a minute, and then answered, "I feel almost ashamed to tell +you, because you are so good, but I have never thought it any harm to +tell a lie sometimes, if it seemed necessary, or to go into debt. And +as for grumbling and complaining if things did not go right, or getting +angry if others did not please me, why, I have done it constantly, and +never thought I was sinning against God." + +"But what makes you think that these are sins now?" asked Shushila. + +Mary smiled as she said, "Knowing you for one thing, for I see quite +plainly that you do not do them, and if they are not right for you, +they cannot be for me either. Then, too, I read so much in the Bible +which I never noticed before about being holy. I cannot think now how I +could ever have thought that I could be a Christian and yet do just as +I like." + +Shushila took up a Bible which was lying on the table, and opening it, +read, "'The great God and Saviour Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for +us, that He might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto Himself +a people for His own possession, zealous of good works.' Whatever we +or others may think it means to be a Christian, that tells us quite +plainly what the Lord Jesus means by it, and why He gave Himself for +us—not just to take us to heaven that we may be happy there, but 'to +redeem us from all iniquity, and to make us a people for His own +possession.'" + +"But that must mean after we get to heaven," said Mary. + +"I do not think it can mean that," answered Shushila, "because listen +to what is written, 'For the grace of God hath appeared, bringing +salvation to all men, instructing us to the intent that, denying +ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, and righteously, +and godly "in this present world," looking for the blessed hope and +appearing of the glory of our great God and Saviour Jesus Christ, who +gave Himself for us that He might redeem us from all iniquity, and +purify unto Himself a people for His own possession, zealous of good +works.' You see, it says quite plainly what we are to be in 'this +present world,' not at any future time." + +"But surely there are very few who do this," said Mary, with a sigh. + +"Then all the more reason that 'we' should," was the answer. "Does it +not seem very sad that the dear Lord should not see the accomplishment +of His purpose? We may be quite sure that nothing less will satisfy Him +than that for which He gave Himself. 'He died to make us good.' Does +not the thought make us long to be so?" + +Shushila found it was now time for her to return home, but she left a +bright ray of light behind her. And as Mary thought over what had been +said, she began to realise that what the Son of God had given Himself +to accomplish, must be possible. + +Then there came to her mind a text she had often repeated in her +childhood, but little understood the meaning of, "Blessed are they that +hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled." + +With all her heart, she thanked God for the hunger and thirst of her +own heart, which brought with it the blessed assurance of future +satisfaction. + +[Illustration] + + + +THE RINGLEADERS. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"THAT'S our master!" said Jim. + +"It isn't! He ain't a bit like that." + +"You do it better, then!" said Jim. + +"All right," said Ned, "so I will." + +He took the chalk, and, with his companion jeering at him all the time, +he rubbed out the first attempt and accomplished a second, much to his +own satisfaction. + +"Now I'll put him on his hat," exclaimed Jim, "and then we'll walk away +and watch to see the old bird coming along. Won't he just be mad?" + +[Illustration] + +There was a lot of loose wood piled up in the corner of their +playground, which afforded delight to the boys at all times. Sometimes +it served for a lion's den, at another for a castle, at another for a +palace most rare and beautiful. + +To-day, as the two hastened towards it, their imagination made it into +a cave in which fierce robbers lurked, and they stealthily made their +way behind some of the slanting pieces, and crouched down to watch for +their victim. + +It seemed a long ten minutes, and their patience was almost exhausted. +They could hear the other boys racing and tearing and shouting in the +field on the other side of the wall; and they almost thought of giving +it up and joining the more lively game beyond. + +Just as they had reached this conclusion, and were whispering it to +each other, the head master came out into the empty playground. He +glanced round, and then slowly began to pace up and down in the shade, +his head bent and his hands clasped behind him. + +"He's up to mischief," said Jim. + +"No, he ain't; that's the way he walks mostly when he's thinkin'. He's +not a bad sort," said Ned. + +"N-o-o," assented Jim; "if you don't come across 'im too much. Hush—" + +The master turned their way, and walked straight to where their sketch +stood out boldly in the sun. The master came to a stand in front of it, +and still he kept his quiet hands clasped behind him. Then he walked +briskly towards the wood pile. + +Jim and Ned shook in their shoes, or would have if they had had them. +But Ned bethought himself that he had done no wrong. And when the +master peeped down beneath the boards, his eyes met a candid pair of +brown ones that somehow touched his heart with a sort of tender stab. + +"Hullo!" he said. "What are you two doing here?" + +Jim was covered with confusion, and could think of no ready answer. + +But Ned, still looking into his master's face, added naïvely, "We was +waitin' for someone, sir—" + +"I suppose it is meant for me," said the master, smiling slightly. +"Nobody else wears a hat quite like mine. Was it meant for a +compliment?" + +He sat down on one of the logs, and took Ned's soiled little hand in +his. "You are the two boys who love to be called pickles! I was wanting +to ask you both if you'd be my right-hand boys. I once had one such as +you," he said, glancing at Ned, "and I wish I had him now, pickles and +all!" + +After that, the head master had no firmer friends than Jim and Ned, +and somehow, when the ringleaders in mischief turned good, the rest +followed. + +The master never forgot that pair of brown eyes, and years afterwards, +Ned became his greatest comfort, as his love that day had been Ned's +greatest help. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XVI.—HOME AT LAST. + +MONTH after month glided quietly on, till a year had elapsed since Mark +Dayál left his home. + +His children had almost forgotten the time when they had a father—all +except Reuben, who had grown a tall, manly boy, and was the chief help +and support of his mother. + +Those who spoke of the missing man shook their heads and whispered +mysteriously that there must have been more in his disappearance than +they had imagined; if he were living, he would surely have sent some +news of himself before this. + +Mary heard nothing of these hints and suspicions, and it was well for +her she did not. In spite of her faith that God would hear and answer +her prayer, her heart sometimes failed her, and she grew weary of the +long waiting and watching. + +It was true that this year of sorrow and anxiety had also been one of +great blessing; that was evident to all. + +The family had been obliged to move into a smaller house, at a lower +rent, but it was kept so much more clean and tidy that no one could +regret the change. Mary herself in her busy life, teaching her school +and looking after her own children, could hardly be recognised as +the untidy, discontented woman who had done so little in past days. +The children too, though it needed more than a year to correct the +negligence and bad management of former years, were learning to be +obedient and less self-willed. + +The heavy burden of debt under which it would have been almost +impossible for the lonely wife to have made her way had been taken off +her by the united efforts of several kind friends on condition that +nothing should ever induce her to go into debt again. + +To this Mary readily agreed, especially when it was pointed out to her +that "Owe no man anything" is one of the commands of God's Word, and +cannot be broken by His own obedient children. + +Harnáth Singh had undertaken the education of Reuben, while another +friend had shown the same kindness to Julius, the second boy. And thus +the burden had been lightened, and with great care, it was possible for +Mary to provide for the needs of her family. + +The school had prospered under her charge, and as she listened to the +children joining eagerly in Christian hymns and repeating texts so +willingly, and realised that only a year ago they had not even heard +the name of Christ, she thanked God for having given her the honour +and privilege of making known His great salvation to these little ones +outside the fold. + +If it had not been for the cloud which always rested on her heart and +life on account of her husband, Mary Dayál would have counted herself a +much-favoured and happy woman. + +One day she was returning home from school, when, just as she reached +her door, a postman came up, "Can you tell me anything of a Mrs. +Dayál?" he asked. "Here is a letter with that name, but the address +does not seem to be right, for I cannot find it anywhere." + +"I am Mrs. Dayál," said Mary, her heart beginning to beat. Could it be +that news had come at last? + +She held out her hand for the letter and recognised her husband's +handwriting at once. + +The postman, relieved at having found the rightful owner, went on his +rounds, while Mary turned into her house, and with eager hands opened +the much-longed-for letter. + +Her hands trembled so that she could hardly read it, and the letters +seemed to dance before her eyes. Gradually she became calmer and was +able to read what was written. + + "MY DEAR WIFE, + + "I am almost ashamed to write the word because I feel I no longer +deserve to call myself your husband, and that is one reason why I am +writing this letter instead of coming myself. Another reason is that I +cannot come to be a burden on you. After these many days of silence, my +own fault I know, the other day I heard news of you and my children, +and from what I heard, I know that my going away did you no harm, but +rather good. + + "I am told that my wife has become so good and industrious that I +should hardly know her, and my children so well-behaved and obedient +that they are favourites with all. I might tell you that I am changed +too; but how will you trust me when I have so often deceived you? I +shrink from coming to the home which 'you' have made for yourself and +the children. I would rather make a home to which I could fetch you, +but that may take time, and there is much I want to tell you. + + "First of all, I ask you to forgive me for forsaking you as I did, and +I leave it for you to decide whether I shall return. + + "Your affectionate husband, + + "MARK DAYÁL." + +By the time Mary had finished her letter, she could hardly see for +tears, but they were tears of joy, not of sorrow. Was not this letter +a proof that her prayer had been answered? What but the grace of God +could have transformed her husband so as to make him write a letter +like this?—He who had always been so quick to blame her, but never +himself. + +No time must be lost in sending an answer. And though writing materials +were not abundant or often used in this house, a sheet of paper was +found, and the few words necessary quickly written. + + "MY DEAR HUSBAND, + + "Come home as quickly as you can. I forgive you all; please forgive me +too. The new house is very near the old one. + + "Your loving wife, + + "MARY DAYÁL." + +Just as the letter was finished, Reuben came in and was at once +despatched to buy a stamp and post the letter. + +"It is to your father; he is coming home," was all the explanation +given to the astonished boy as he was hurried off on his errand. + +It was difficult for Mary to give her mind to her work the next day. +However much she tried to keep her attention to what she was teaching, +she constantly found herself wondering by what train her husband would +arrive, and would she be there to receive him. + +Happily for her, Miss Elsemere paid a visit to the school that day, +which relieved her for a time and also gave her an opportunity to say, +"I am expecting my husband home to-morrow." + +Miss Elsemere knew enough of the teacher's story to understand how much +that one sentence meant, and her heart went out in loving sympathy to +the wife who had borne her grief so bravely. + +"Then you must have a holiday," she said at once; "so do not think of +coming to school, and I will arrange for someone to take your place." + +This removed a great difficulty, and as Mary saw her pupils depart and +started for home, she felt she was now free to give herself up to the +thought of meeting her husband and hearing all he had to tell her. + +"How much 'I' shall have to tell," she thought to herself; "and even if +he has not yet come back to God, surely when he hears of all the Lord's +goodness to me and the children, it will touch his heart and bring him +back." + +But something seemed to tell her that her husband, like herself, +was already "a new creature in Christ Jesus." Had not this been her +constant prayer all through the year? And why should she not believe +that it had been heard and answered? + +Very little sleep came to Mary Dayál that night. And when it was still +scarcely morning, she was awake and active, for it might be that the +traveller would arrive by some very early train. + +When school-time came, the children begged that they might have a +holiday as well as their mother, and so all the family waited in +readiness to welcome the father home. + +It proved to be a long wait, and when four o'clock came and still no +arrival, Mary's heart began to sink. Perhaps the letter had not been +received, or she had not said enough to show that he would be welcomed +back. + +Suddenly the door opened, and the long-expected wanderer was present in +their midst. + +In a moment, Mary saw how much her husband must have suffered during +those days of absence; he looked so thin and ill, and at least ten +years older than when he went away. But the change in his words and +manner was even greater than that in his appearance, and again came the +thought, "What but the grace of God can have accomplished this?" + +The children, who had forgotten so much of the past and felt no fear of +this quiet, gentle man, clustered round him, while baby Rose very soon +held out her arms, and claimed the place of honour. + +It was just as well that the little ones were so ready to talk, for +their parents found their hearts too full to say very much at present, +and each was longing to hear the story the other had to tell, but as +yet there was no opportunity. + +For some months, Mary had made it a custom to gather her children round +her after the evening meal, and read and pray with them. + +As the time drew near, she began to wonder what she should do. She felt +too shy to pray before her husband, and yet she could not be quite sure +that he would be willing to take her place if she asked him. + +Reuben solved the problem. It was always his part to fetch his mother +the Bible; this evening, he hesitated a moment, and then handing it to +his father, said, "Will you read to-night, father?" + +Mark Dayál took the book with a look of surprise and pleasure, and +after turning over the leaves, began to read Psalm ciii. + +Then they knelt down, and as Mary heard her husband pray, she knew +without the shadow of a doubt that her own prayer had been answered. +These were not the words of one going his own way and seeking to do +his own will, but rather the reconciled and forgiven son telling out +the gratitude of his heart to the loving Father who had so wonderfully +cared for and guided His children. + +As Mark's prayer ended, Mary's heart was too full to remain silent, and +she added her petition and thanksgiving to that of her husband, and so +it came to pass that each learnt of the change in the other, and of the +blessing received, as they knelt at the feet of Him who had done so +much for them. + +As they rose from their knees, Maggie whispered, "Sometimes we sing a +hymn; would you like to hear us, father?" + +A ready consent was given, and after a little discussion, "mother's +most favourite one" was chosen. And so the first message which Mark +Dayál heard from his children's lips was the one which had gone home +with such power to the heart of his wife. As they heard together the +words— + + "Oh, dearly, dearly, has He loved, + And we must love Him too, + And trust in His redeeming blood, + And try His works to do—" + +each determined afresh that, because of that great redeeming love which +had done so much for them, they would, with all their hearts, and to +their life's end, "try His works to do." + + + +LOOKING FOR FATHER'S BOAT. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"COME along, Hans!" said his sister, pushing back the bowl which had +held his porridge. "What a time you have been!" + +Hans looked rather discomfited. He glanced at his spoon, and then at +the empty bowl, taken so far away, and finally deciding that it was +very unpleasant to be spoken to so roughly, he began to cry. + +"Hullo!" exclaimed his sister sharply. "What's that for? You leave off, +or you'll get a slap, I tell you!" + +She paused abruptly, for slowly and painfully their invalid mother was +making her way into the kitchen, and Minette had not intended her to +hear such talk as that. + +The mother bent over her little boy, and kissed his forehead, and then +stood smoothing his hair with her thin white fingers. Minette often +thought how white they were for a working woman. + +She did not speak, but her presence soothed both her children—the +eldest and the youngest. Hans left off his sobs, and Minette busied +herself in finding her bonnet and a fish basket, preparatory to going +down to meet her father's boat. + +[Illustration] + +"Run outside, Hans," said their mother's gentle voice, "and Minette +will come in a minute." + +The girl moved towards the door, but a gesture from her mother stopped +her. + +The child ran out, and their mother sat down by the fire and beckoned +her daughter to her side. + +"What is it, dear?" she asked, raising her eyes anxiously to the +clouded face above her. + +"Nothing," answered Minette, abruptly. + +"Nothing, when you treat your good little brother so?" asked her +mother. "What if I were not here, Minette?" + +Minette felt a great inward pang, but she replied gruffly, "You're +always fancying things, mother! One can't be sweet all the time—at +least, I can't—and Hans has been half an hour over his porridge, and +you said he must not go till it was done." + +"Well?" asked her mother, gently. + +"Well! I wanted to go quickly," said Minette, frowning, "and Hans +always spoils everything. You're so faddy with him, mother! It would +not have hurt him to go a little short for once—" + +"I think he would often go short if it were left to you, dear," said +her mother, patiently. She ceased to look up, for her eyes were +filling, and she could not. + +"May I go?" asked Minette, edging towards the door. + +"Yes, dear," answered her mother. "Someday, you will understand how +patient we have to be with the little ones—" + +And then Minette took Hans by the hand, and they went to the shore, +while the wind blew in their faces and moaned round the boats. + +The fishing boats were long in coming, and Minette had time to think +over her mother's words. Surely "she" had had patience shown her all +those twenty years she had lived in that little cottage! Could she not +bear with her little brother? + +"Poor mother," she thought, with fresh tenderness, "poor, dear, mother! +How hard it must be to be so ill, and to know that she'll have to leave +little Hans to—such as me! But when I go back, I will kiss her and tell +her I'm sorry, and that I'll never behave so again—never!" + + + +[Illustration: Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate.] + +Under the Lych Gate. + +[Illustration] THERE were voices in the doctor's hall, and Eileen +Lanyon sprang from her seat and opened the drawing-room door to peep +out. Was it her father at last? + +But no! A tall, awkward boy stood there facing the old housekeeper. +There was a pitiful ring in his voice, though it was angry too. + +"I tell you it'll be too late!" he said. "Can't ye tell me where I'll +find the doctor? My mother's dying! The doctor might save her." + +"I don't know!" said the housekeeper's voice. "I can't say what I don't +know, I s'pose." + +"Then it will be too late!" The boy turned away, and the housekeeper +went back to her kitchen grumbling. "It's all nonsense about dying," +she muttered; "it's all dying if their little finger aches. They'll +kill the doctor between 'em." + +Eileen shut the drawing-room door and pondered. Where was her father? +Why, he had said he would finish putting up the Christmas motto in the +church at five o'clock! Like a flash, she was across the hall and had +flung open the front door. But the boy was gone. Nothing but the white +snow and the dark, bare trees lay between her and the road. It was +getting dark, and only the red sunset still lingered in the west, but +Eileen's resolution was taken. She would go down to the church herself +and tell her father. She could still hear Dick Donovan's despairing +"Too late!" + +In three minutes, Eileen was dressed and on her way. Such a little girl +to be out alone on that snowy Christmas Eve! However, the loneliness +did not daunt Eileen. + +But the church was still and dark. Evidently her father had not come +yet. Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate. How lonely it was! +How still! Eileen's heart seemed to stand still as the trees creaked in +the breeze. Once she turned to rush home, but then the thought of Mrs. +Donovan checked her, and she looked up into the quiet sky. After all, +Christ, whose birthday they would celebrate to-morrow, was near her. No +harm could happen to her, and He could keep Mrs. Donovan alive till her +father could come. + +So busy was she with this thought that she did not hear her father's +step till he spoke her name: "Why Eileen!" + +She sprang into his arms and poured out her story, and the doctor went +at once. + +Late that night, when the Christmas bells were pealing joyfully, the +doctor bent over Eileen's bed. + +"Mrs. Donovan is saved," he whispered. "Half an hour later and I should +have been too late." + +[Illustration] + + + +"ME TOO." + +THE glory of the setting sun streamed across the wide sea, and one long +ray crept through a port-hole in a ship and lit up a tiny cabin. + +In the narrow berth, a young seaman lay dying, and he spoke to the +sailor who knelt beside him. + +"The sun's setting," he said. "I'd have liked to die at home, but it +doesn't matter now—I'm nearly home, John. Ask Sandy Miller to see me +before I go." + +John rose obediently and passed out of the little cabin, but he felt +it was on a fruitless errand, and he wished George had been satisfied +to die without asking for Sandy. George had been no favourite with the +elderly Scotchman, and if Sandy had an enemy—well, the enemy was apt to +have an unpleasant time, and George had had no peace since the day when +he had openly confessed before the men that he was a Christian. + +And now George was dying—they had hoped to reach England before the end +came, but the disease had come with a gallop, and he would not see home +again. He had always been John's "protégé," but John was astonished now +to see how the other sailors rallied round George. They nursed him, +watched by him, read his little Bible to him, and vied with each other +in serving him; and yet he was the youngest and most insignificant on +board, and he had dared to speak to each of his Saviour. + +[Illustration] + +Sandy alone never visited the lad, Sandy alone never asked of his +welfare, and now George had begged for him to be fetched. + +Sandy leant on a rail watching the setting sun. He started as John +touched him. + +"What do you want?" Sandy growled. + +"George is dying, and he wants to see you," said John briefly. + +Sandy's face turned to a dull red. "Let him die," he shouted hoarsely. +"How dare you come to me with his messages? Let him die, and the sooner +the better; there'll be one less to ask if you're saved. Saved, indeed! +I wish I had thrown him overboard before he asked me." + +He flung off John's hand and turned his back. + +Well might he wish that he had thrown George overboard before the lad +spoke about his soul's salvation, for not one minute's peace had Sandy +had since. + +John went away, and Sandy leaned on his rail and watched the sinking +sun. A sort of hush came over the ship, and he knew that George was +dead. And if he were, where was he gone, and what made him happy to go +into that unknown world? + +Sandy shivered as his eyes followed the pathway of crimson that +stretched away to the far-off sun. What a long way away heaven was! And +how could one be sure of going there? + +Then like a whisper of the sea wind came back to his memory the words +George had said that day he spoke to Sandy: "This Man receiveth +sinners." + +And Sandy's proud heart bowed itself. + +"Me too, Lord," he whispered. "I have been a sinner and a rebel all +these many years, but if I'm not too bad, take me and make me clean." + +And somehow a sweet assurance that Christ Jesus had accepted him came +to his heart. + +Sandy did not keep his change of heart to himself. That very night, he +told his mates that he was a Christian like George now. And when he had +done speaking, one by one his mates rose up and shook his rough hand. + +"George has done us all good," they said. + + + +"MASTER, REBUKE THY DISCIPLES." + +WHEN the time was getting very close for the Lord Jesus to be +crucified—that He might die for our sins instead of us—He went up to +Jerusalem, willingly going among the Jews who, He knew, would take Him +and kill Him. He did all this because He loved us so very much. + +As He got near to the city, He sent on two of His disciples to find a +colt for Him to ride on. + +Jesus knew everything beforehand, and He told them just where the colt +was tied and what they should say to the man to whom it belonged. + +This man must have loved Jesus, for directly the disciples said "The +Lord hath need of him," he let the colt go at once. + +No one had ever ridden that colt before, but Jesus, the Lord of Glory, +did not have any trouble with him. They put their garments on him for a +saddle, and Jesus sat on him, and so they went along towards the city. + +The people who had been healed, and who had seen some of the wonderful +things Jesus had done, began to rejoice very much as they saw Him +riding there so gentle and lowly, and with such tender compassion in +His face. + +They ran before Him, casting down their clothes for Him to ride over. +Others cut down branches of trees and strewed them along the path; +while even the children ran along by His side shouting, "Hosanna! +Blessed is He that cometh in the name of the Lord." + +And the whole multitude, as they went down the hill from the Mount of +Olives, began to praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works +which they had seen. + +But some of the Jews were very displeased indeed, and they asked Jesus +to stop His disciples. + +But Jesus told them that if the disciples were to hold their peace the +very stones would cry out for joy. + +And why do you think that was? Because He was coming to save us. + + "He knew how wicked men had been; | So out of pity Jesus said + He knew that God must punish sin; | He'd bear the punishment instead." + +Do you feel, children, that you wish you were good, or that you are +sorry that you did something that was naughty, perhaps to-day, or +yesterday, or a long time ago? + +[Illustration] + +Well then, think of His love in dying for you, and be comforted. + +You can say to yourself: "Jesus came to save even me. He lived on this +earth for thirty-three years, and at last died on the cross that I +might be forgiven and made God's happy, holy child." + +There is a very short little prayer that you can pray every day: + + "Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow." + +That little prayer has made little children, and old people too, so +happy. For if we ask God from our hearts to wash us in our Saviour's +precious blood, we shall be whiter than snow, and we "shall" be ready +to go and be with Him in heaven. + + + +[Illustration] + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XVII.—ANOTHER PRODIGAL SON. + +WHEN the children, in spite of the excitement of the day, had at last +fallen asleep—all except Reuben, who had his lessons to prepare for the +next day—Mark Dayál proposed to his wife that they should go and sit on +the roof, where they could talk together without disturbing anyone, or +being overheard, and Mary was only too glad to comply. + +The first question to be settled was, which was to be the first to +relate the story of the past year. + +The wife insisted that Mark must have his turn first, because, she +said, "You can see that we are all quite well and have not suffered, +but when I look at you, I know that you must have gone through much +trouble and distress, and I long to hear all about it." + +Mark could not deny his wife's words, and consented to tell his story +first, which shall be related as he told it. + +"I expect you soon guessed why it was that I went away—that once more I +had lost my employment and felt ashamed to come home and confess it. + +"I was angry with my master, and spoke rudely to him, so he dismissed +me at once, saying that he already had had no intention of keeping me. + +"I felt still more angry then, and I thought, What would be the use +of going home to be scolded by you and hear the children crying for +food? You had had trouble enough with me, now I would see how you would +get on without me. So I determined to go away. I had no intention of +staying away so long, or of sending no news. I thought I should soon +find work elsewhere, and then I would send you word where I was and +what I was doing. + +"But the time never seemed to come when I could give a good report of +myself. If I found work, I lost it again sooner than ever. I just lived +from hand to mouth, and every day my condition seemed to get worse. + +"I could not write and tell you this, so I thought I had better not +write at all. Then I began to think it would be better if I never +wrote. It was much better that you should have no husband than a bad +one, and that the children should have no father than such a one as I +was. + +"I knew that you had good friends in Harnáth Singh and his brother, and +that they would never let you starve; indeed, they would find it far +easier to help you when I was out of the way. + +"So the time passed on, and more and more I became weary of my life and +weary of myself. I did not always stay at the same place; again and +again I persuaded some kind person to pay my fare to another town, on +the plea that if I could only get there, I was sure of obtaining work. +But it was not often that my hopes were realised. + +"In this way month after month passed by, till at last I felt as I +think one must do who has fallen into some deep pit. + +"I was sinking, sinking lower and lower; below me was ever dense +darkness and above me appeared no gleam of light. + +"I little thought that my very depth of need was to bring me +deliverance. + +"During all those days of want and misery, I had very seldom been +inside a church. + +"At first, I did not care whether I went or not, for I had hard +thoughts against God, and considered that He had favoured me less than +others, and less than I deserved. + +"Later on, if I had wanted to go, I should have felt ashamed. My +clothes were so old and ragged, and, as you know, I had always liked to +'look' tidy and respectable, whatever I might be. + +"That particular Sunday I was going to tell you about, I felt more than +usually wretched and miserable. I was really ill, although I did not +know it, and if I was ill in body, I was still more so in mind. + +"Then I heard the church bells begin to ring, and suddenly it came into +my mind, 'I will go into the church to-day.' I know now that it was God +who sent that thought to me. + +"I never considered how I looked, I had got past caring about that; +besides, no one would know me. So I started in the direction the sound +of the bells seemed to come from, for this was a strange place to me, +and I had never seen the church. When I tried to walk, I found how weak +I was, but though I had to stop and rest every now and then, still I +kept on—something seemed to say that I 'must' get to that church. + +"At last I arrived, but the service had begun, so I just slipped into a +seat at the back, where I thought no one would see me. At first I was +too tired to take much notice of anything, and though someone was kind +enough to offer me a prayer-book, I felt too weak to stand up and join +in the service. Suddenly I found my attention drawn to what was going +on; before that I had only been thinking about myself and my own misery. + +"A young man from the congregation was reading the Second Lesson, and +as he read, I could not help listening, every word sounded so real. It +was not that he was reading any thing new and strange; it was only the +story of the Prodigal Son, of which I had learnt every word by heart +when I was a boy at school. + +"But somehow as I listened that Sunday morning, it seemed as if I was +hearing my own story, as if I was that very prodigal son myself. + +"I could just see that poor fellow in his rags and hunger, having come +to the end of everything, and he was a perfect picture of myself. As +I heard the words, 'Father, I have sinned against Heaven and in thy +sight,' I just caught another sight of myself which I had never seen +before. I was no longer the poor, unfortunate, ill-used man, to be +pitied and helped, but I was a guilty sinner before God, bearing a name +which I had no right to, and bringing dishonour on Him whom it ought to +have been my greatest delight to honour and obey. + +"My life, so full of sin and failure, passed before me, and in my +shame and sorrow of heart, I forgot to think of my physical weakness +and misery. Surely it was God who drew me to that church that Sunday +morning and then met me there. + +"It would have been well for me if I had said then and there, 'I will +arise and go to my Father'; but though I heard the words, I did not +make them my own. Surely I was the son in the far-off country, but I +had no strength to turn my steps towards the Father's house. + +"I don't remember anything of the rest of the service; I had heard my +message, and nothing else mattered to me. + +"The closing hymn had been sung, the last prayer read; then the +congregation began to disperse, but still I sat on. I seemed to have no +strength left to get up and go away. + +"By-and-by, someone came and touched my arm and said, 'Brother, I fear +you are ill. Can I do anything to help you?' + +"I lifted my head and saw that it was the young man who had read the +Second Lesson, which had so much impressed me, who was standing by my +side. + +"'Yes, I am ill,' I answered with some difficulty; and then I could say +no more, I was too faint and dizzy. + +"I hardly know what happened next; I heard voices which seemed to me +far away in the distance, then I felt a strong arm put round me, and I +was led out of the church. After that came a perfect blank, of which I +can tell nothing. + +"One day I came back to life and found myself lying on a bed in a +strange house. At first I thought I was quite alone. But after a while, +I heard a sound as of someone moving about, and presently a man came in +sight. + +"I was still more puzzled, for I knew I had never seen him before, and +had no idea as to who he was. He did not notice that I was watching him +till he came to my side with a cup of soup, then he looked very pleased +and surprised. + +"I drank the soup without a word, for I felt too weak to talk, though I +longed to ask where I was and what had happened. + +"Then I fell asleep, and was awaked by the sound of voices. And when I +opened my eyes, I saw standing by my bedside, not only the man who had +given me the soup, but also the young man who had read the lesson in +church. + +"I soon found that he must be a doctor, for he felt my pulse and asked +many questions about me. He evidently thought me much better and seemed +very pleased. Then, turning to the other man, he said, 'You will be +willing for him to go to the hospital now? He is so much better that it +will be quite easy.' + +"'Why should he go to the hospital,' was the answer, 'now that he is +getting well? In a few days, there will be nothing wrong with him.' + +"'You are an obstinate man, Sath Guru Dàs,' said the young doctor, 'and +evidently determined to have your own way, so I suppose I must let you +keep your patient. You have done a good deal towards saving his life, +so it is only right you should.' + +"I said nothing, but I wondered more than ever what it could all mean. + +"When the doctor had left, I called the other man, whose name I found +was Sath Guru Dàs, to my side and asked him to tell me what it all +meant, and how I came to be there. + +"Then he said, 'When you came into church last Sunday, I saw you, and +I thought to myself, "That is some brother in trouble." I watched you +all through the service, and felt sure that you must be very ill and +weak. When the congregation left and you still sat on in your place, I +asked the young doctor who was here just now to come and speak to you. +He said you were very ill, and as my house was close by, we brought you +here, and here you have stayed.' + +"'Why did you not take me to the hospital?' I asked. + +"After a pause my new friend answered, 'That I can hardly tell myself, +only I think the Lord must have put it into my heart to bring you here +and care for you myself. Perhaps some day we may understand why it was.' + +"Then I said, 'If you had known what a worthless fellow I am, you would +never have taken me in.' + +"There was a tone of rebuke in his voice as he said, 'Brother, you are +worth so much that the dear Lord came down from heaven and gave His +life on the cross for you; that which cost Him so much can never be +worthless to His followers.'" + +[Illustration] + + + +SUNDAY LESSONS. + +[Illustration: Gladys is the little teacher.] + + IT is peaceful Sunday morning, | 'Tis the story of the shepherd, + Stillness in the air, | Who his lambs doth guide, + Only all the birds are making | In the pastures green and happy + Music everywhere. | By the waterside. + | + In the nursery too are voices, | Gladys is the little teacher, + Earnest, low and sweet, | Bob the scholar small, + As the children to each other | And the Shepherd is the Saviour, + Holy words repeat. | Who has loved us all. + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XVIII.—THE FATHER'S HOUSE. + +[Illustration] "AFTER that I did not answer, but I lay and thought. Of +course I knew all about the life and death of Christ; indeed, I know it +so well that it had become like an old story to me. I had never doubted +that Christ gave His life to save the world, but this man seemed to single +me out as if it had been only for me that the great sacrifice was made. + +"Then there came back to me the words I had heard read in the church, +and how I had felt myself to be the prodigal son who had wandered far +away from the Father's house. + +"I was too weak to think it all out, but this much I knew and +understood, that I had sinned against Heaven and in God's sight; and +now here was another great fact, heard from the lips of the man who +had taken me, a needy stranger, into his own house: 'The dear Lord +came down from heaven and gave His life on the cross for you.' If it +was true I was a great sinner, it was true also that there was a great +Saviour. + +"From that day, I began to improve rapidly. The young doctor came to +see me regularly, and Sath Guru Dàs never seemed to weary of attending +to me. + +"I used to look at that man and wonder what made him so different to +other men. I could see that he had not had much education, for it was +with difficulty that he could spell out the words of his Bible, which +he seemed to love to read. Another thing I noticed was that he seemed +to do nothing without praying about it first; I got to know that when +he went away and left me, as he did sometimes quite suddenly, it was +that he might go into a little room alone and pray. And so I began to +understand that this man, who in himself was neither clever, nor great, +nor better than others, possessed a wonderful power, because he lived +his life with God and in constant touch with Him. + +"One day I overheard him as he was praying say,— + + "'O Lord, reveal Thyself unto this poor, sad heart, that he may know +what a Saviour he has in Thee, and let him go away from here to live a +new life in Thy strength.' + +"I cannot tell you how it touched me to hear this stranger praying for +me so earnestly, and my own heart said,— + + "'O Lord, reveal Thyself to me.' + +"I believe that was the first time I had ever 'really' prayed. + +"I found that my new friend was a colporteur, and as soon as I was well +enough to be left, he began to go his rounds with his books to sell. + +"One evening he said to me, 'Brother, do you feel well enough to read a +little? I am but a poor reader myself, but I love to be read to.' + +"Of course I said I was quite willing, and asked what I should read. + +"He brought me a New Testament in Hindi, and pointing to Luke xv. said, +'Will you read that, brother?' + +"I felt quite startled when I saw what it was. It seemed almost as if +he must have known what had been in my mind during those days. + +"I began to read, but as I read on, it became more and more difficult. +The words almost seemed to choke me, and my voice trembled again and +again. + +"As I read the sentence 'He arose and came to his father,' Sath Guru +Dàs suddenly put his hand on mine, and said in a voice almost of +entreaty, 'Brother, will you?' + +"I was wholly taken by surprise. What did this stranger know about +me, that he should understand that I was like the son in the far-off +country? It was true that 'I' knew, but how should 'he?' + +"I determined then that I would hide nothing from this true friend, who +had done so much to save my life, and was now praying for my salvation. +So I said, 'Brother, I will tell you all, and you shall judge whether I +am fit to be received into the Father's house.' + +"He answered, 'Brother, it is not a question of your fitness, but of +the Father's love; but tell me all.' + +"Then I told him the story of my life, and you may be sure that I did +not try to make myself out any better than I was. + +"When I finished, he said, 'Brother, one thing I am quite sure of—that +you are just the very one the Lord Jesus spoke of when He said, "The +Son of Man is come to seek and to find that which was lost." You are so +altogether lost that none but He "could" find you. He has followed you +into the "far country," and now, don't you hear His voice calling you +home to the Father's house?' + +"I could not deny his words. Surely it was nothing less than a divine +hand which had been leading me on step by step till I stood at the very +threshold of God's kingdom. + +"I could not turn back, and so I arose and came to my Father. + +"I need not tell you that I was not turned away; that, as I had seen I +was like the son in the parable, so I found that the loving, forgiving +father who ran and fell on his son's neck and kissed him was a picture +of God Himself. + +"I found, too, that the son wandering in the far-off country, ragged +and hungry and weary, was just a new man altogether when he came into +the father's house and was clothed and fed and loved. It was indeed +true 'old things had passed away, and all things had become new.'" + +"Thank God!" said Mary earnestly as she listened to her husband's +words. And then, after a pause, she asked, "And did you find out who +your friend was, and why he had been so good to you, a stranger?" + +"There was not much to find out," was the answer. "He was only a +poor ignorant man, as this world would call him, who had only been a +Christian for a few years, but I feel sure he is a prince in God's +kingdom, and will have a seat very near his Master in the coming glory. +It was for the love of that same Master, he took me in and served me so +faithfully. And when I expressed my wonder at his goodness to me, he +only said, 'Brother, it was for the dear Lord's sake. What am I here in +this world for unless it be to do His work? It is what He himself would +have done, only far more; and what right have we to be called by His +name if we do not follow in His steps?' + +"The next day he said to me, 'Brother, what are you going to do now?' + +"I had not made any plans or thought what I would do; indeed, my heart +was so full of joy and thanksgiving that my sins had been forgiven +and I received by the Father, that I had not thought much of earthly +things. But my friend's words made me think, and of course I knew that +I could not continue where and as I was. + +"So we talked things over, and as I shrank from coming back to be a +burden to you, we decided that I should wait a few days and gain a +little more strength, for I was still very weak. What astonished me +very much was to see the joy of both Sath Guru Dàs and the young doctor +over the change which had been wrought in me. If their own brother had +been raised from the dead, I do not think they could have been more +glad. + +"But I must not tell you any more, for mine has been a long story; and +now tell me yours." + +So Mary told what had befallen her, which we already know. And as +she finished, her husband exclaimed, "Now I see it all as plain +as daylight; you were praying hard, in the dark, as it were, not +even knowing whether I was dead or alive, and God was listening and +answering, and leading me step by step on the path which was to bring +me home to Himself." + +Then together the husband and wife afresh prayed for forgiveness for +all the sins of the past, especially for the great sin of forgetting +Him who had so manifested His love for them. Together they gave thanks +for the great salvation which had become theirs, and gave themselves +anew to be His for ever who had endured the cross for their sakes. + +[Illustration] + + + +Jesus Looked round about upon all Things. + +AFTER the Lord had been brought in triumph into Jerusalem, and after +the multitudes had done crying out, "Hosanna to the Son of David!" +Jesus entered into the Temple. And it tells us in the Gospel of Mark +that "He looked round about upon all things." + +Now it seems to me, children, that this is what we should think the +Lord Jesus is doing now. + +He comes into the temple of our hearts, or He comes into our homes, +into every room that we live in, and He looks round about upon all +things. + +What does He see? + +Here in this picture of the Temple of God, when He was upon earth, He +saw many things which He did not like at all. + +The people who had offerings to bring to God, had got careless about +the holiness of God's House, and they began to buy and sell the +offerings within the Temple. The people bargained and cheated, and +bought and sold, without thinking that God was dwelling there, and that +His House was not to be made into a market. + +Then some people wanted their money changed, and so tables were set up +where the money was spread out, and those who were buying went to them +to get change to pay for their purchases. + +At length, things got to such a pass that the Jews even kept their +oxen and sheep inside the Temple to be ready to be bought by those who +wished to make God an offering for their sins. + +Think what confusion, and dirt, and disorder must have been all about. + +So the Lord Jesus was very grieved, and the next day, He came and +turned them all out, and told the Jews that God's Temple was meant to +be a House of Prayer, but that they had made it a den of thieves. + +Now, before we finish this little story, I want us to look into our +hearts and just think what the Lord Jesus sees there, when He comes and +looks round about upon all things. + +[Illustration] + +What does He see? Does He see a heart with lots of naughty things in +it? A heart which does not mind telling an untruth? A heart that would +not mind cheating in a game? A heart which does not mind thinking a +naughty thought, or doing a naughty act? + +Oh, if He can see any of those things in the temple of our hearts, let +us ask Him to turn them all out, and make it clean and fit for Him to +visit and stay in. + +Perhaps, instead of that sad list of things, Jesus can see a heart that +loves Him. + +Perhaps He can see a heart that goes, every time it gets soiled by sin, +to His precious cleansing blood to be washed white. + +If He does, then Jesus is glad to look into that loving, washed heart, +and He says, "I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that +is of a humble and contrite heart, to revive the heart of the contrite +ones, and to revive the spirit of the humble." + +This is what Jesus will do for you, and for me. + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XIX.—SUKHIYA'S FALL. + +[Illustration] + +IT was one day, a few weeks after Mark Dayál's return to his family, +that Sukhiya was sitting in her house alone. + +It was a hot, sultry evening, and there seemed to be no air to breathe +in the tiny courtyard and still smaller verandah of her poor abode. + +The evening meal had been cooked and put on one side for when it was +wanted, and, having nothing more to do, Sukhiya decided that she would +go on the roof, where it might be a little cooler than it was below. + +It was a poor, rickety ladder to climb, but that was nothing to one who +was accustomed to have most things broken and rickety. The roof, too, +looked anything but safe, but Sukhiya never gave that a thought, for +had she not sat on that same roof many and many a time during the past +years and nothing had ever befallen her? So she sat and fanned herself, +and gradually the sun went down and darkness gathered round her. + +Suddenly she heard a sound below. Maybe her husband had come back and +wanted his evening meal, or worse still, it might be one of the many +monkeys of the neighbourhood, who had come to help himself to some of +her bread. Anyway, she must not sit fanning herself any longer, but go +quickly to see what was happening. + +Alas, poor Sukhiya! She tried to go too quickly, and in her haste +and the darkness, she never saw how near her foot was to the sloping +edge of the roof. There was a cry of distress, a heavy thud, and a +motionless figure lay in the middle of the small courtyard below. + +Happily it was not a monkey, but Sukhiya's husband, whose coming in had +disturbed her and brought about this catastrophe. + +He was a poor, helpless old man at the best of times, and as he saw his +wife lying at his feet unable to move or lift herself up, he was very +perplexed. + +Gradually it occurred to him that if he could do nothing himself, at +least he could call someone who could. + +When it was once started, it did not take long for the news to spread. +And in a very short time, the small courtyard was crowded. They lifted +the injured woman, regardless of her groans, on to a bedstead, and felt +her limbs to see what bones were broken. + +Each one had some different remedy to suggest, and some of the wiser +ones advised taking her to the hospital, but as others protested +against it, nothing was done. + +Presently Sukhiya left off groaning for a minute, and with some +difficulty gasped out, "Bring Hira—I want to see Hira." + +Then there followed a discussion as to where Hira was to be found, and +an old woman, who said she knew the house, volunteered to go and bring +her. + +"Tell her," gasped the injured woman, "that Sukhiya is dying; then she +will surely come." + +So the old woman started on her errand. She had some distance to go and +she could not walk very fast, for her back was bent nearly double, and +it was only with the help of a stick that she could walk at all. + +When at last she reached the house, it was some time before she +succeeded in making anyone hear. Rámpál Singh and his daughter were +not at home, Anandi was ill, and Hira was absorbed in her book, which +Shushila was teaching her to read with her fingers. + +When the old woman came in, she was so tired with her long walk that +she had to wait a little to recover herself. Then she explained, +"Sukhiya the ghi-seller sent me; she has fallen off the roof. She says +she is dying, and wants the blind girl who lives here to come and see +her." + +Hira needed no persuading, and was ready to go at once, but Anandi was +not so sure. What would her master and mistress say if they returned +and found that the blind girl had gone out alone with a stranger who +was quite unfit to protect her? If she could have gone herself, it +would have been quite easy, but that was impossible, for she had no +strength to walk so far. + +In the meantime, Hira had thrown a large shawl round her, and was ready +to start. What could Anandi say? So she let her go, but with many +misgivings and entreaties to return as soon as she possibly could. + +When the old woman and her charge arrived, the crowd was still there, +indeed it had increased, for as they looked at the face of the +suffering woman, they knew that what she said was true; she was indeed +dying. + +They had tried their best to help her; one had brought oil to rub her +with, but she groaned so when she was touched that not much could be +done in that way. Another, who said he knew how to set bones, tried to +show his skill, but Sukhiya's screams soon put an end to his attempts. +A doctor was brought and ordered some medicine for her to drink, which +someone was busy preparing. + +In the midst of it all, Hira arrived, and the crowd divided to let her +pass. The past year had wrought a great change in the blind girl's +appearance. She had grown so much taller, and instead of being unwashed +and uncared-for, as in the days of old, everything betokened the touch +of loving hands. In her spotless sari, she formed a great contrast to +the dirty, squalid group into the midst of which she came. + +There was no need for anyone to lead her to the spot where Sukhiya lay. +The groans of the dying woman were a quite sufficient guide. + +Sukhiya tried to raise herself as she saw the girl coming to her side, +but only fell back with a heavier groan, as she moaned, "All my bones +are broken; that terrible fall has killed me, but I had to see you once +more. Come close, for my eyes are getting dim and I can hardly see you." + +Hira stretched out her hands to find a place by her old friend's side, +and then sat down on the edge of the bedstead. She could not see the +look of death creeping over the face she had never seen, and knowing +how little the expression, "I am killed," often means, she wondered +whether the case was really quite so hopeless. + +How she wished that Shushila, or even Anandi, had been there with her! + +She too had heard of the hospital and what wonders were sometimes +accomplished there, so she also thought that if only the sufferer could +be carried there, even if her bones were broken, she might live and not +die. + +But as soon as Sukhiya heard the word "hospital" she only groaned +again and said, "What is the use of a hospital when I am all broken to +pieces? I tell you, child, I am killed, and now that I have seen you I +am quite ready to die and escape from this pain and misery." + +At the words "I am quite ready to die," Hira started. Supposing it was +true that her old friend's life was ending, was she ready to die, still +more, was she ready to meet God? If there was nothing to be done to +restore her to life, at least she might try to prepare her for death; +for she knew that of all the crowd assembled there she alone knew that +secret. + +Bending over the stricken form beside her, she said softly, "Sukhiya, +you say you are ready to die, but are you quite sure? We must get rid +of sin before we can meet God." + +"Child," gasped the woman, "what do I know about sin? I have always +told you I have no understanding for such things. And now I can only +think of this awful pain, and long to get out of it." + +Poor Hira, it seemed so easy and simple to her that the dying woman +should stretch out her hand to the One mighty to save, and find life as +she met death. But what could she say when the one for whose salvation +she so longed seemed to care nothing about it herself? + +"Shall I sing you a hymn?" she asked, thinking of nothing else to say +or do, and Sukhiya always liked to hear her sing. + +"Yes, child, sing," said the voice, growing feebler every moment. + +A hush fell on the crowd, and not a sound was heard as the blind girl +sang in a clear, sweet voice the same words that had first told her of +Jesus Christ and His great salvation. + +Sukhiya had left off groaning; she had hardly strength even for that. +But the eyes, which were fast closing to the things of earth, rested +lovingly on the face of the blind girl. + +"You are never hungry now, little one, and no one ever beats you or +makes you cry," she whispered. + +"Oh, no, Sukhiya dear; everybody is so good to me, and I am always +happy," answered Hira, wondering what she meant. + +"I would have taken care of you and kept you, but what could I do? I +could not even keep my own children; they all went one by one. Now I am +going too." Slowly came the words, and then Sukhiya lay still. + +Hira bent fondly over her. "Sukhiya, Jesus Christ is here; take hold of +Him, and He will save you." + +"Jesus Christ, save my soul!" The words were so low that only Hira +could catch them, but surely there was One standing by whom they saw +not, whose ear can catch the faintest whisper, and who never fails to +see the least spark of faith. + +There was silence for a few seconds, then someone said, "She is dead," +and straightway rose a wail of grief and mourning. + +[Illustration] + + + +OUR JACK-A-NAPES. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +CHAPTER I. + +[Illustration] THAT morning, as Sailor Jem had been busy on the shore +preparing for his fishing expedition, his son Jack had come sauntering +along the sands with his baskets of fish. + +"Ain't you sold any more than that?" asked his father in surprise. + +Jack hated to be blamed (who does not?), and he answered rather +roughly, "I've sold all I could; it ain't my fault that the folks won't +buy." + +"Have you been up to the Vicarage?" asked his father. + +"No; the baskets was that heavy I couldn't get as far. I thought when I +had sold some, they'd be a bit lighter." + +"And they will have been looking out for you all the morning!" said his +father vexedly. "The cook always likes some fresh fish for lunch, and +you'll be too late! Run off as fast as you can!" + +"I'm not agoin' to run," grumbled Jack beneath his breath. "It's a mile +if it's a inch, and it'll take me a good hour, and all for nothing, +perhaps." + +"Go at once!" thundered his father. And then he turned to his boat and +went on splicing a rope, his face grave and his heart as heavy as a +piece of lead. + +[Illustration: "Ain't you sold any more than that?" asked his father.] + +When Jack was at length out of sight, an old man, who had been watching +them both, turned to Jem with a quiet sympathy in his look as he said, +"'Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord—' We mustn't get +too disheartened, my son!" + +"No—no!" said Jem. "But sometimes one gets so disappointed, father! The +youngster ain't doin' quite as I like. He's lazy, he is. You may work +for 'em night and day, and after all, if it don't go exactly as they +consider it should, then they go and think you're hard on 'em! That's +what I find." + +"Yes, Jem, that's so; but I got to learn, as I grew older, that it's a +good thing as the Lord's patience don't run out as soon as ours, for if +it did the rope wouldn't be long enough to pull us to shore!" + +"I'll think of that, father." And then he went home to his dinner, and +to wish his wife good-bye. + + ———————————— + + + +CHAPTER II. + +"YOU'LL get that net done, I reckon, before I come home again, Minnie?" + +"That depends how long ye're gone," his wife answered with a smile, +which in her young days had caught her James's fancy more than anything +else about her. + +He laughed now in a good-humoured sort of way, as he turned over the +net and measured it with his eyes. + +"And see to that young Jack-a-Napes of yours, and make him a good boy." + +His wife put down her netting needle and looked at him. "Do you really +mean that?" she asked gently. + +"Of course I do! One can't get a bit of peace with him, first this, +then that—you make him mind, wife! That's what I mean." + +"I can make him mind," she said very seriously, "but as to making him +good—" + +He stooped and kissed her good-bye. Perhaps he did not guess what a +pang of pain he had given her. + +"I'm off," he said cheerily. + +But she detained him by an earnest gesture. "Jem," she said, "he's your +'Jack-a-Napes' as much as mine! We must both pray for him that God may +make him all we would have him—it's only He can." + +The father nodded, and then, the last moment having come, he made a +bolt for it, and went clattering down the little steps to the shore, +while she stood watching till she saw him get into his boat and start +with the others for his two or three days' fishing. + +She did not know why her husband's mind had been specially full of +young "Jack-a-Napes" as he had called their only boy, but she wished he +had not spoken of it at the moment of their parting. + +Jack made his way slowly back from the Vicarage. He had been too late, +after all. When he sauntered into the cottage, his baskets were heavier +than he liked, and his pockets were lighter. + +"Why, Jack!" said his mother peeping into the basket. + +For answer, Jack sat down and burst into tears. + +"Aren't you well?" asked his mother. + +Jack shook his head, and then sobbed out that father was cross, and he +wasn't going to sell fish any more if people wouldn't buy, and if he +was to be scolded when he did his best. + +His mother looked at him for a few moments without speaking, and then +she placed his food near him, and went on with her netting. + +Jack wiped his eyes and ate his dinner in silence. He could not quite +make his mother out. + +"Jack," she said, when he had finished, "take one of those baskets and +go out again and see what you can do. 'If a man will not work, neither +shall he eat,' is the Bible rule. And I'm not going to have you idle +all the morning, and then think you'll play and eat as usual." + +Jack slowly went forth again, but he found most people supplied, and he +had hard work to get even some of his fish sold. + +Meanwhile, his mother prayed over her netting. She had been young and +troublesome herself, she knew; and every day, even now, she saw how +much patience God had with her! + + ———————————— + + + +CHAPTER III. + +SO when Jack brought his empty basket at last, and laid the money down +on the table, she kissed him, and said a cheery word or two. + +"Jack, I see you have done your best to make up for this morning! Now, +have your tea, and then you may go down to see the boats in. There's a +high sea on, and they'll have a job to beach them. I'm glad in that way +that your father won't be in to-night. He's safer out there." + +Jack lifted his face to give her a kiss. + +"Thank you, mother," he said, more gratefully than was his wont. + +And he was off like a shot to the only landing place where, in rough +weather, the boats could be brought up, and there he stood among the +men, ready to catch the rope that was thrown, or to do any little +service with all his might. + +"I hope it won't be like this when father lands to-morrow," said Jack +to himself. "Poor father! I wish I hadn't been so rough to him to-day. +But I never can hold my tongue! Perhaps some day, when I get older—" + +And then some of his grandfather's words had come back to +him—"Jack-a-Napes, there's nothing like serving Christ for getting rid +of the devil! That's the best way, my boy!" + +The next day, however, the wind had risen to a gale, and the waves +dashed against the cliff with the noise of thunder. + +Jack did not say much. But he started out bright and early with the +remainder of his fish, and often he cast a glance over the sea and at +the scudding clouds, longing that the wind might abate before the other +fishing boats were expected. + +Perhaps he had never spent such an unhappy day. He remembered how he +had wished in his anger yesterday that father never would come back; +and the thought seemed to burn into him like fire. + +The moment he could get off, he ran down to the beach, and there he +stood for many long hours, sheltering from the wind behind a big rock, +and watching the sea line with large anxious eyes. What if father never +came back? + +It began to grow dusk, but still he watched. Suddenly in his despair, +he thought of praying! He dropped on his knees behind the great rock, +and though his voice was drowned by the thunder of the waves, he felt +sure God heard his broken words. + + "Please, heavenly Father, forgive me, and make me a good boy to father, +and bring him safe home, for Jesus' sake." + +He rose feeling wonderfully comforted, and then he saw a stir among the +sailors, and on the crest of a wave fast coming in was his father's +boat! + +"Thank the Lord!" said grandfather's voice close to him. "For hearing +our prayers and bringing him home, Jack-a-Napes!" + +[Illustration] + + + +"PUNCHINELLO." + +A TRUE STORY. + +GWENDOLINE hugged her doll rapturously, and, looking up in her mother's +face, exclaimed, "I love Punchinello better than 'anything' in the +world!" + +So saying, she put him down to go and learn her evening text. + +To-night it was, "Little children, keep yourselves from idols." + +"What does 'idols' mean, mother?" + +"Anything in our hearts that we put in the place God ought to have; or +anything that we love more than we do Him," said her mother softly. + +In her own mind, she was learning the text too, and as she gazed at her +little daughter afresh, she was asking that she might love her heavenly +Father more—much more—and her fatherless little girl next. + +Gwendoline, unconscious of her mother's thoughts, learned her text, and +then went to bed, returning only for her good-night kiss. + +"Mother," said she, as she lay in her arms for her "cuddle," as she +called it, "mother, is God sad if we have an idol?" + +[Illustration] + +"Why, yes, Gwenny, He is, for He loved us so much as to give His Son to +die for us." + +"Then—" with a slight sob—"I mustn't love Punchinello 'best' any more." + +"No, darling; and He loves you so much, it will not be hard to love +Him." + +"I will, I do," said the child softly. "And, mother, please may I give +Punchinello to the little lame Mary, and that will 'help' me not to +love him too much." + +So next day, Gwendoline took her dear Punchinello to little lame Mary, +and added a great brightness and joy to the life of the sick child. + +As she put the doll into Mary's hand, Gwendoline whispered, "It is +because Jesus loves me I give you that, and also to help me remember to +love 'Him' best; so you'll remember too, won't you?" + +Mary did remember, every time she played with her dear dolly. + +And little Gwenny went home and remembered too. + +So years passed on, and Gwendoline learned to love Jesus Christ and God +much best, and was content to leave her nice home and go and teach the +heathen of His great love. + +And her mother had her prayer answered, and she too learned to love God +best, and was willing to spare her child to do God's great work. + +And so their prayer was answered. + +[Illustration] + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XX.—BEHÁRI LÁL. + +DURING the time Rita was singing, a boy who was passing down the lane +had been attracted by the unusual sound. And then, seeing the crowd +gathered, had joined in, and standing on the outskirts listened to +the hymn being sung. At first, he could not see the singer, but by +gradually forcing his way, he at last came in sight of her. + +If anyone had been watching him, they would have seen him give a +violent start. He might have seen a ghost, and indeed he thought he +had, for as he looked at the scene before him he felt quite certain +that the blind girl, arrayed in her clean white sari, sitting by the +side of the dying woman, was none other than his cousin Hira, who had +died a year ago. + +Had he not been present when Sukhiya had come in and announced her +death, with bitter cries and reproaches? + +Anyway, she was sitting there before him—whether in real flesh and +blood or not, he could not tell. He had heard of strange things +happening at the time of death, and even he could see that the woman +lying there was dying, so maybe the girl who had been so loved by her, +though by no one else, had appeared to comfort her at that hour. + +Still, being a plain, matter-of-fact boy, he hardly thought this +likely, and was much more inclined to believe that Hira really had +never died; so he determined to wait and see what would happen next. + +As soon as Hira knew that her old friend was dead, she began to think +of returning home, for she remembered Anandi's parting injunction not +to stay a minute longer than she could possibly help. + +Then the difficulty arose—how was she to get back? The old woman, whose +legs were still aching, did not volunteer to take another walk, and +there was no one else who knew the house. + +Here Behári Lál (Hira's cousin) saw his opportunity, and determined +to have a little fun out of the strange event. So coming forward, he +offered the girl to see her safely home. + +To Hira's quick ear, the voice had a familiar sound, but when or where +she had heard it, she could not remember. And being only too glad to +find anyone who was willing to be her escort, she was quite ready to +trust herself to the boy's guidance. + +But Behári Lál had no intention of taking his cousin to Rámpál Singh's +house. If he had told the truth, he had not the least idea where it +was; rather he meant to take her to his own home, and give those there +a good fright by showing them a ghost. What fun it would be to see +their consternation! + +So the two started on their way. Hira's mind was too full of the scene +she had just left, to think of which way she was going, so she the more +easily fell into the trap laid for her. + +The boy thought it best to keep silent, lest his voice should betray +him. So nothing was said till they reached the house, and Behári Lál +knocked with the chain on the door. + +"Where are the steps?" asked Hira in a bewildered voice, as she felt +for the familiar entrance and did not find it. + +"Just wait a minute till they bring a light; it is so dark I can hardly +see where we are," answered the boy. "Perhaps I have brought you to the +wrong door. Don't be troubled; I will see you safely home." + +After a further knocking and waiting, the door was opened. + +Behári Lál had taken care to have a good grasp of Hira's arm. And +before she had time to think, she was inside the courtyard. Then +followed a scene of great confusion. + +"I have brought someone to see you," said the boy. + +And his mother, catching sight of the blind girl, whom she had thought +of as dead for more than a year, uttered a loud scream. + +By this time, she knew that she had been led astray, that she had not +been brought to Rámpál Singh's house, but to some strange place. + +Then, as she began to distinguish the voices, it flashed upon her what +it all meant; the familiar voice was that of her cousin, and he had +brought her to her uncle's house. But why her appearance should have +caused such consternation she could not imagine. Now her heart sank +within her! Suppose they should refuse to let her go, and she had to go +back to the old life of poverty and misery? Gradually the clamour of +voices grew less, and she was able to make herself heard. + +"Why have you been so cruel as to bring me here," she asked, "where +no one wants me? You promised to take me home, and this is my home no +longer. I am a Christian and live with Christians. Take me back to +them; they will all be looking for me." + +"Tell us first," answered the aunt angrily, "who made up all that fine +story that we had turned you out into the storm and you had died of +cold and wet? Fine Christians those who have taught you to lie like +that, though certainly you did not need much teaching." + +Then Hira began to get angry too, for she understood nothing of the +story of her death. "I never said I was dead," she said in a shrill, +excited voice. "I never said you turned me out; I never said anything +about you, and it was you who taught me to lie. Now I am a Christian, I +know better, and I never tell lies. But take me home—do take me home; +they will all be wondering where I am." + +"And where is your home but here, where your father left you? And +what will he say when he comes back and hears that you have become a +Christian? Far better that he should hear that you are dead, as we all +thought." + +"But I 'won't' stay here," cried Hira, stamping her feet angrily; "if +you try to keep me, I will run away again; you cannot make me stay if I +don't want to. How can a Christian live with Hindus? Oh, do let me go!" + +"How do 'we' know where your Christian friends live?" asked Behári Lál. +"So how can we take you there? They are no friends of ours, these new +friends of yours, who steal other people's children." + +Hearing this, Hira became more angry than ever, and uttered many bitter +words of anger and scorn. If it had not been for her tall figure and +clean, tidy clothes, it might have been the very same child who had +disappeared a year ago. + +"A fine Christian you are!" said her aunt contemptuously. "And nice +friends those must be who have taught you to come back and abuse your +relations like this. We have heard quite enough of you for now, so you +had better be quiet and go to sleep." + +Hira's only answer was to sit down on the ground and weep bitterly. + +No one took any more notice of her, and when she was exhausted with +crying, she lay down where she was, but no sleep came to her. + +Gradually the rest of the household left off talking, and settled +themselves for the night. And in the silence that followed, Hira had a +good opportunity for thinking over what had passed and what was likely +to happen next. + +Her anger had begun to subside, and in its place a feeling of shame +begets to steal over her. Again, she seemed to hear the words of her +aunt, "A fine Christian you are, and nice friends those must be." + +How often she had been told that it was useless to bear the name of +Christ unless she also had His spirit and did as He would do! Now she +had proved to her heathen relations that the so-called Christian Hira +was no different to, no better than, the Hindu Hira. + +Again she wept bitterly, but this time they were not tears of rage and +bitterness, but of shame and sorrow. + +She felt so lonely and desolate, for she was not only separated from +her earthly friends, but how could she believe that her heavenly Friend +could be near her when she had so sinned against Him? + + "Please, Lord Jesus, forgive me for being so naughty and keep me from +getting angry any more. And oh, do take me home again," she whispered. + +And so from that heathen home went up the first prayer which had ever +been offered in it. + +We may be quite sure that it was answered, and in spite of her sorrow +and loneliness, a sense of quietness and peace stole into the child's +heart. She knew she was alone no longer, that there was One beside her +able to take care of her under all circumstances, and to save her from +the greatest dangers. + +Then she began to wonder what she could do to atone for the wrong she +had done. And finally made up her mind that as soon as her aunt woke, +she would ask her to forgive her. Then, she thought, she will see that +if Christians do naughty things, they are sorry for it afterwards. +After that, with a mind at rest, she fell asleep. + +The next morning she woke with a start, roused by the sound of voices. +For a moment, she could not think where she was. How did she come to be +lying on the hard ground? And who were those people who were talking so +loudly around her? + +Then it all came back to her: Sukhiya's death, her being brought to +her uncle's house, the stormy scene which had followed, her prayer for +forgiveness, and her determination to confess her fault to her aunt. + +Again from her heart went up a cry for divine help. + + "Please, Lord Jesus, keep me good and tell me what to say." + +Then she listened to what was being said, and found that Behári Lál +was being scolded for bringing her there. Suddenly the voices became +more subdued and she could only just catch the mention of rupees, and +understood nothing of what it meant. + +As soon as the discussion had come to an end, she got up from the place +where she had been lying, and groping her way along, called her aunt by +name. + +The response she received was not encouraging. But Hira never lacked +courage, and she said bravely, "Please, aunt, forgive me for being so +angry last night; I know it was very naughty. And please send me home." + +A sudden silence fell on the group, for all were surprised to hear the +fiery Hira speaking words of such gentleness. It was probably the first +time in their lives that they had ever heard anyone confess themselves +in the wrong, or ask for forgiveness. + +The aunt hardly knew how to grant it, never having done so before, +so she only looked at the blind girl with astonishment. And, after a +pause, said, "Let you go home! Why shouldn't we? We have no money to +buy you fine clothes like those; and what would you say to our food +now, I wonder? Besides, how can Hindus and Christians live together?" + +"Then you will send me back?" cried Hira joyfully. + +"And where are we to send you?" asked the uncle, who was standing by. +"'You' cannot find the way, and 'we' don't know it." + +Here was a difficulty Hira had not thought of. She shrank from being +entrusted to Behári Lál's care, but what else could be done? So she +said, "Let Behári Lál go with me, and we will ask and ask until we find +the house. Everyone knows Rámpál Singh and his daughter, because they +are so good." + +But Behári Lál thought differently. "No indeed," he exclaimed on +hearing the proposal; "I was abused enough last night for bringing you +here; I am not going to take you anywhere else." + +It was difficult for Hira not to give an angry and reproachful answer. +But, remembering her late repentance, she held back the words which +were so ready to come, and said nothing. + +In the meantime, her uncle and aunt whispered together, after which the +latter said quite kindly, "Wait patiently a little while, and all will +be settled rightly. Your uncle is going out, and will, maybe, find out +where these people live." + +So Hira had to be as patient as she knew how. In a little while, the +men of the household went out, and she and her aunt were left alone. +Then she was glad she had not gone away at once when she wanted to, for +in the talk which followed, she was able to tell all which had befallen +her. + +And for the first time in her life, the one who had never heard the +good news of salvation, listened to the sweet story as it was told by +her blind niece. + +She listened attentively, and at the end said, with a sigh, "Your words +are very good, Hira, and as I listen, I forget everything else and feel +glad; but they are not for me. It is a good thing for you that you have +become a Christian, for by doing so you have got food to eat and good +clothes to wear; but what can I do? I must just go on as I am." + +"But it was not to get clothes and food that I became a Christian," +cried the girl eagerly; "it was to get my sins put away and be ready to +meet God; and the Lord Jesus will do just the same for you if you ask +Him." + +"No, no, child," was the answer. "What time have I to learn these new +things? All my time goes in thinking of food and pice. I will go the +same way as my forefathers have gone, and what I don't know, God does." + +Hira was sorely disappointed with this indifferent answer, and wondered +that anyone should hear such good news without being glad. + +Just then a woman came in with flour to sell, so there was no more +opportunity for talking. The new-comer was full of the story of +Sukhiya's accident and death, which Hira, so taken up with her +own experiences, had forgotten to mention. She too expressed her +astonishment at the appearance of the blind girl, whom all had thought +to be dead. + +This led to Hira's asking for an explanation. And she heard of the +false story which her old friend had invented on her behalf, and how +she had thought and planned for her good. + + + +"Hail, King of the Jews!" + +WHEN the chief priests of the Jews had determined to kill the Lord +Jesus, after examining Him for many hours on that dreadful night in +which He had been betrayed by Judas and forsaken by His disciples, as +they did not like to put Him to death themselves, they took Him when +the morning dawned to Pilate, the Roman governor, for they thought he +would do what they wished. + +The Jews and the high priest had asked the Lord Jesus whether He really +was the Christ, the Son of God; and Jesus, to leave them without +excuse, told them plainly that He was, and that hereafter they would +see Him sitting in heaven and coming back to earth in the clouds. + +At this, they were fearfully angry, and tore their clothes, and led Him +away to Pilate, in the hopes that Pilate would at once order Him to be +put to death. + +So Pilate examined Jesus and put to Him many questions. But the dear +Lord, who could have asked His Father to send thousands of angels to be +with Him, stood before Pilate and answered nothing. + +Pilate was very much afraid to do anything to the Lord Jesus. His wife +sent to him when he was sitting on the judgment-seat, telling him of a +dream she had had, and begging him to have nothing to do with Jesus, +because He had done nothing wrong. + +But the Jews kept on clamouring that Jesus should be crucified, and +Pilate was more afraid of the Jews than he was of displeasing God. So +at last, he ordered the dear Lord to be scourged, and then told the +soldiers they could take Him away to be crucified. + +So they led Him into a great hall, and there they gathered together all +the rest of the soldiers, and began to mock at the dear Lord whom we +love so much. + +They clothed Him with a purple robe and plaited a crown of long sharp +thorns and put it on His loving head, and then they began to bow to Him +and call Him in mockery the King of the Jews. + +Jesus did not mind being called the King of the Jews, because He came +to be their King; He was only sorry they would not love Him or have Him +for their King. + +But oh, how it must have cut Him to the heart in all His pain to have +them mock Him, and beat Him on the head, and spit upon Him, and pretend +to worship Him! + +If our hearts are filled with grief that He could have suffered so +much, should it not make us love Him more than ever, and hate the sins +which He died on purpose to put away? + +[Illustration] + +We may not know, we cannot tell, | There was no other good enough + What pains He had to bear, | To pay the price of sin, +But we believe it was for us | He only could unlock the gate + He hung and suffered there. | Of heaven, and let us in. + | +He died that we might be forgiven, | Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + He died to make us good, | And we must love Him too, +That we might go at last to heaven, | And trust in His redeeming blood, + Saved by His precious blood. | And try His works to do. + + + +GRAND-DAD'S ADVICE. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +ROLLO had said only that morning that he wished Clare's brat were at +the bottom of the sea! + +And he had wished it just then, for all night long Clare had been +walking up and down her room, while the baby had moaned and cried +ceaselessly. + +But now here was Clare coming down over the beach, with white face and +eyes heavy with unshed tears; and surely she looked as if something +were the matter as she came up and showed the babe to grandfather. + +Rollo's heart smote him; beneath his rough boyish exterior he had a +tender spot, and that was for his sister Clare who had brought him up +since he was a toddling child. + +[Illustration] + +"What is it, my dear?" asked grandfather in his sympathetic, cheery +tones, looking in the little face as he spoke. + +"I can't think," said Clare despairingly. "The neighbours say I shall +lose him. There was a white dove flew against the window this morning—" + +"I wouldn't trouble over that," he said gently, "but think what's best +to be done for the little 'un. I should take him indoors, and give him +a warm bath and keep him wrapped up a bit. And then—" + +"Then?" asked Clare, raising her heavy eyes. + +"Then I should tell the Lord all about it, and ask Him to bless what +you've done, and make the little 'un better in His own time." + +"I wish I could trust Him like you do, grand-dad," she said tearfully, +as she turned and made her way back to the cottage with her treasure. + +Rollo stood looking on. + +What if his cruel thought that morning were to deprive Clare of her +baby? + +"Grand-dad," he said, moving closer, "if you was to wish a wrong thing +in your heart and then be ever so sorry you had, what would you do?" + +"I'd run quick and ask the Lord to forgive it; and I'd make what amends +I could, if so be I'd hurt anyone." + +Rollo ran after his sister. + +"Clare," he said, "I'm ever so sorry I was nasty about the baby—and +indeed, I've asked God to forgive me, and to make him better—" + +"Dear old Rollo!" she said, but she felt comforted. + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XXI.—BROUGHT HOME. + +[Illustration] WHEN Rámpál Singh and his daughter returned home on the +night of Sukhiya's death, they heard, with some consternation, that +Hira had gone out alone with a strange old woman. + +They had no heart to reproach Anandi for letting her go, for the old +servant was so distressed herself that they could not add to her grief. + +As no one had the least idea where the ghi-seller lived, it was +impossible to go in search of the missing girl, so they could only wait +and pray, hoping that she would soon return. + +As night closed in and still she did not come, Rámpál Singh started out +in hopes of hearing some news. But as he took the opposite direction +and went away from, instead of towards, Sukhiya's home, he naturally +heard nothing, and returned as much in the dark as ever. + +The night was passed by the whole household in great anxiety, for who +could tell that the story was a true one? It was more than possible +that Sukhiya's accident had been invented as a means of enticing the +blind girl away from her Christian friends. + +As soon as morning dawned, the search was begun in good earnest. In +spite of her weakness, Anandi persisted in taking her part, for she +bitterly reproached herself for having let the girl go, and longed to +do all in her power to bring her back. + +On her way, she met Reuben Dayál, who was more than ready to help those +who had been such good friends to his family in time of need. + +"I know Sukhiya quite well," he said cheerily, "and will soon find out +whether she really fell off the roof or not. If she did, everybody will +know it." + +The boy was not at all sure of the house, but he went in the right +direction. And the first person he met told him that it was quite true +that the ghi-seller had fallen off the roof, that she had died soon +after, and even now preparations were being made for her funeral. + +Reuben was delighted to think that he was to be the one to restore Hira +to her friends, and hurried on to the house, which had been pointed out +to him. + +Here a new difficulty arose. There were several amongst those gathered +to take part in the funeral who bore witness to the fact that a blind +girl had been there the night before, but none could tell what had +become of her. All they knew was that a boy in the crowd had offered to +see her home, and she had left with him. + +Reuben was sorely disappointed that he was again thrown off the track. +Still, he determined not to give up, for it was plain that Hira could +not be very far-off. + +As he was standing outside, wondering where he should go next, a man +and boy passed him; they were talking very earnestly, and he thought he +caught the name of Rámpál Singh. This might be a clue, so he followed +them, and as they turned a corner, he caught them up and asked eagerly, +"Have you heard anything of a blind girl who was here last night, in +the ghi-seller's house?" + +Reuben was a sharp boy, and he knew from the look of warning which the +man gave to his son that he did know something, whether he said so or +not. + +"What blind girl are you asking after? And what should we know about +her?" was the evasive answer given. + +"Tell us what she is like," said Behári Lál, "for there are many blind +girls, and we might tell you of the wrong one." + +Reuben gave a few particulars of Hira's appearance, which the father +and son gravely listened to. + +And at the end, the man asked, "And who may 'you' be, that you should +be looking for this girl? Perhaps you are her brother?" + +"Oh, no, I am not," answered Reuben; "I am no relation at all. But +Rámpál Singh and his daughter have been very kind to my mother, and as +they are in great trouble about this lost girl, I am trying to find +her." + +"And who is Rámpál Singh? And where does he live?" asked the man +carelessly. + +Reuben was delighted at the opportunity, and eagerly exclaimed, "Shall +I take you to his house? Then you can tell him all you know." + +"What do I know about this girl?" was the answer. "But you can show me +the house; it will do no harm." + +So Reuben led the way while the others followed. + +When they arrived, Rámpál Singh had just returned after another vain +search. + +Reuben introduced his two companions by saying, "I think this man knows +something about Hira, so I have brought him to you." + +Behári Lál was ready to contradict this statement, but his father +stopped him. + +Then began a conversation, from which Rámpál Singh gathered, with some +difficulty, for he could get no direct answer, that the man "could" +give some information, but he was determined to gain something for +himself by doing so. It was quite evident that if a sufficient reward +was offered, Hira would very soon be produced. + +This was a perplexing turn for things to take, for, anxious as Rámpál +Singh was to rescue the blind girl and bring her home again, he +hesitated at taking such means. Besides, if it should be proved that +the man was any relation, and so had a claim on the girl, having once +obtained money on this account, he might try to do so again and again. + +Before there had been time to settle this knotty point, suddenly +Shushila and Anandi appeared in sight, bringing Hira with them. + +The man's face fell, and Behári Lál gave an exclamation of surprise. +But neither of them revealed the fact that this was the blind girl of +whom they could have given some information if they had chosen. + +Rámpál Singh said gravely, "I see my daughter has found the missing +child, so we need not trouble you any more." + +And the father and son quietly walked away. + +[Illustration] + + + +TO-DAY. + +"THERE!" cried Mrs. Rosendale, stopping short in her walk. "I have +never given poor Mrs. Lee that money after all! How stupid of me!" + +"You gave her the parcel," said Beatrice; "won't that do for to-day?" + +Mrs. Rosendale sighed. She was very, very tired—almost too tired to +contemplate another twenty minutes' walk through the snow, and yet the +money she had taken for Mrs. Lee was urgently needed. + +She hesitated still, and Beatrice fidgeted her hoop backwards and +forwards. She knew her mother was weary and that she might offer to go +by herself, but it was dull to go alone. + +"Can't they wait till to-morrow?" she said grudgingly. "You are always +doing things for them." + +"He that 'seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his compassion +from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?'" said Mrs. Rosendale +thoughtfully. "We know their need, Beatrice. Yes, I must go." She +turned round resolutely and set off at a brisk pace. + +"I 'spose I can go," said Beatrice, lagging a step or so behind. "You +go home, mother. Mrs. Lee ought to be very grateful to you, wearing +yourself out like this." + +[Illustration] + +"I shouldn't like you to go grudgingly, dear," said Mrs. Rosendale, +pausing and looking into the clouded little face, "for to help these +poor ones is to serve the Lord Jesus." + +"I said I'd go," repeated Beatrice. + +She could not quite conjure up a smile, it did seem such an unnecessary +bother to go back, but she held out her hand for the money, and +strolled slowly away. + +She had not intended to do more than pop the money into Mrs. Lee's hand +and return at once; but such a mite of a boy opened the door and told +her to come to mother 'cause baby was a-dying that she felt obliged to +step inside. And once in, she stood fascinated. + +Such a poor bare room, such a tiny fire, such a pale, sorrowful mother, +such a tiny, pinched baby lying with closed eyes on her lap. + +"Mother sent you this," said Beatrice in a whisper. + +Mrs. Lee's eyes brightened. "The doctor has just been, miss, and he +said as how we might still save the baby with proper nourishment. +Will you tell your dear mother, and say I can't thank her enough? The +money's just come in time, please God." + +Beatrice went home to find warm shoes and hot cocoa awaiting her, and +she delivered her message, but she said little of all she had seen. + +The next day, thought snow was falling fast, she volunteered to go +again and see how the baby did. And an hour later, she came flying into +her mother's room. + +"Mother, it's better! It's got its eyes open and smiled at me!" Then +she flung her arms round her mother's neck, and her eyes filled with +sudden tears. "Oh, mother darling, if you hadn't persisted in going +yesterday, it might have been dead." + +"I thought 'you' went, my child." + +"Yes," said Beatrice slowly, "but I hated going. Now I am so very, very +glad. Mrs. Lee said God must have sent us just at the right minute." + + + +HIRA'S QUEST. + +CHAPTER XXII.—"SHE ONLY TOUCHED THE HEM OF HIS GARMENT." + +HIRA had much to tell of all which had befallen her from the time when +she left her home under the protection of the old woman. + +The child had a natural gift for telling stories, and as she related +her adventures, the whole household listened with the keenest interest. + +As she described Sukhiya's death, she felt as if she were living +through the scene, and what had been for a time banished from her mind +by other things, now came back with intense reality. + +"I never knew she loved me so much," said the girl tearfully, "but I +see it all now, and that she told that lie—that believing me to be +dead, no one might try to get me back again. If only she had believed +on the Lord Jesus and had been made ready to meet God, I would not +mind, because then I would have been sure of seeing her again; but now +she has gone, and I will never see her any more. Poor Sukhiya!" + +"But how do you know that she did not trust the Lord Jesus, and that He +did not make her ready to meet God?" asked Rámpál Singh. + +The girl's face brightened. "Oh! Do you think He did? She did not seem +to care, and there was such a little while." + +"And how long did it take the Lord Jesus to cleanse the man who was +full of leprosy, or to heal the woman who touched the hem of His +garment? Sukhiya said, 'Lord Jesus, save my soul,' but that woman did +not say one word, and yet she was healed. It takes us a long time to do +a very little thing, but the Lord can do a great work in a very little +time." + +"Then you really think," said Hira joyfully, "that I shall see my dear +old Sukhiya again, and be able to tell her that I did really love her?" + +"I know this," was the answer, "that the love of our Lord is just as +tender and forgiving and His power is just as great as it was before He +died on the cross, and if Sukhiya asked Him from her heart to save her, +that He never said her nay." + +"Then I 'will' believe that Sukhiya has gone to be with God, and that +I shall meet her there. And I am very glad now that I got lost again, +though I was so frightened at the time." + +As she continued her story, she told how, after her uncle and cousin +had gone out, and her aunt was bargaining with the flour-seller, she +went and sat close by the door and began to sing, because, she said, +"I knew I could not see if anyone I knew passed by, and my aunt would +have been angry if I had sat with the door open, or on the doorstep, so +that I could be seen. But I thought, 'If I sit and sing, someone who is +looking for me may hear my voice and know that I am here.'" + +"It must have been God who put that thought into your heart," said +Shushila, "for that is just how we found you. We did not know where to +go and look for you, but all at once, I heard the sound of singing, and +when I came a little nearer, I said, 'It is surely Hira's voice.' And +when I pushed the door open, there you were." + +"And was your aunt willing to let you go?" asked Rámpál Singh. + +"No, indeed she was not," said Shushila. "She said Hira must wait till +her uncle returned, to say what was to be done. I think she really +wanted to let her go, but was afraid what her husband would say." + +Then Hira spoke. "So I said I was very hungry, and I asked her to give +me something to eat. She said quite angrily, 'Do you think I am going +to feed a Christian?' + +"So I asked, 'How can I live here if you will not feed me?' + +"Then we came away and she did not try to stop us, only we heard her +talking very loud as we walked away down the lane. Oh, I am glad that +I have come back, for I was so afraid they would keep me, and that I +should get angry again." + +There was no need for Shushila and her father to say that they were +very glad too. But there was fear mixed with their joy, for now that +Hira's relatives had discovered where she lived, and were evidently +anxious to make something out of her, it was hardly likely that they +would be left in peace. + +However, as the days passed by and nothing more was heard or seen of +Behári Lál and his father, the fear was soon forgotten, and except for +the remembrance of Sukhiya and the closing scene of her life, Hira's +adventure passed from the minds of all. + +It was only a few days later that Mary Dayál came to Rámpál Singh's +house to ask for some advice from her friend. + +Shushila and her father were not at home, but Hira, recognising the +voice, cried eagerly, "Please don't go away. I am here, and I want you +to listen to something." + +Mary, who always had a warm place in her heart for the blind child, was +quite willing to spend a little time with her. + +When she had been seated, Hira said, "You must not try to 'see' +anything, you must only listen." + +Then a voice began to read, rather slowly and hesitatingly, but quite +clearly, "'In My Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I +would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.'" + +It was difficult not to look round and see the reader, but Mary obeyed +her orders. After several verses had been read, Hira came to her +friend's side, and with a beaming face asked,— + +"Do you know who was reading? It was I, but you didn't know that blind +people could read before, did you?" + +Mary expressed quite enough surprise and pleasure to satisfy the +delighted child, who was then quite willing to fetch her book and show +its wonders. + +Suddenly she exclaimed, "And, oh, I want to tell you something I never +knew before. Shushila says that when the Lord Jesus said those words, +'I will come again, and receive you unto Myself,' He meant just exactly +what He said, and that He is really and truly coming back again, +perhaps very soon. Are you not glad?" + +There was a thrill of joy in Mary's voice as she answered, "Yes, +indeed, child. Why should we not be glad to see our dear Lord whom we +love so much?" + +"But it will be best of all for me," cried the child again, "because +when Jesus comes, I shall have my new eyes and not be blind any more. +And shan't I be just like that blind man? Because the first person he +ever saw was the Lord Jesus, and so He will be the first that I shall +see. It used to make me angry that I did not have my new eyes all at +once, but now I think I am rather glad, because it makes me want the +Lord Jesus to come all the more, and Shushila says it must make Him sad +if we do not want Him to come." + +"I am afraid," said Mary sadly, "there are a great many who do not care +about His coming." + +Then said Hira thoughtfully, "That must be either because they do +not know and love Him, or else, that they are not ready to meet Him. +Shushila says we cannot be glad unless we are ready, and now I know +what she meant when she said the Lord Jesus would give me something +better than new eyes. He has given me a new heart, and some day I shall +have the new eyes too." + +There was silence, and then Mary spoke again. "When I first heard that +the Lord Jesus was coming back, I felt very glad, but sometimes I feel +afraid, because I think I shall be ashamed that I am not more fit to +meet Him." + +Neither of the two speakers had noticed that Shushila and her father +had come in, and they started as Rámpál Singh said earnestly, "We know +that when He shall appear, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him +as He is. There will be no need to be ashamed when we are like our own +blessed Lord." + +No one spoke till Shushila said joyously, "Oh, how happy and how good +we ought to be, for whether we have much or little in this world, we +have 'everything' in Jesus Christ our Lord; and when we look forward to +what we are going to 'be' and to 'have,' no words seem enough to thank +and praise God for all His wonderful love and goodness." + +"And," responded her father, "the very least we can do is to seek to +walk worthily of this high calling, and so to be to the praise of His +glory." + +Thus, we leave them. The father and daughter seeking to raise others +to the same height of spiritual life and happiness to which they have +themselves been brought. + +The husband and wife starting life afresh, with an almighty hand to +uphold them as they run together the heavenly race. And Hira, the blind +child, whose eyes had been opened already to see the things "which are +unseen and eternal," looks forward with joy to the time when in the day +of perfect vision she will see "the King in His beauty." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +SUNSET FOR JAMIE. + +BY CATHARINE SHAW. + +"WHAT'S father doing now?" asked a little invalid, raising his head +ever so slightly from his pillow. + +"I don't rightly know, Jamie; but I see it's near sundown, and he and +the sheep will be making their way home." + +The little boy's eyes brightened. "I'm glad of that," he said, with a +weary little sigh. "I'm always glad when sunset comes, and then again +I'm always glad when sunrise comes. Isn't that funny?" + +"Not that I know of," said the busy mother, darning in and out over a +big hole in her eldest boy's stocking. She thought she was glad too +when the sunset came, and the day's work was nearly over; and then when +the light came once more, she was glad that the new day was there, with +its new duties and new strength to do them. + +Perhaps something else in her thought was reflected in the child's +eyes; for she put down her work and stroked his hair tenderly. + +"There's the same Shepherd to lead His little lamb towards Home at +sunset as there is to lead him to the pastures at sunrise, Jamie. He +loves you, and will not give you more to bear than He will give you +strength for." + +Jamie's eyes watered in sympathy with hers. He knew that his mother had +learned the lesson herself, or she would not have said it. + +"And what is father doing 'now?'" he asked, when she took up her +darning again. + +"He is getting near home, I should think; and the sheep and lambs are +hurrying a little to reach the fold before nightfall. And father is +thinking of his Jamie, and praying that his pain may be better—" + +Jamie nodded ever so little; he was sure of all that too. + +"You can tell him that I think it is—a little," he whispered; "that +will make him eat his supper better—" + +Then there was a stir in the yard, and the sheep-dog came barking up +the path. And in a moment, a kind, weather-beaten face peeped in, and a +cheery voice, which was music to Jamie's heart, said— + +"And how's my little laddie to-night? Here's father come back, and all +the sheep are in the fold, Jamie!" + + + + [Illustration: END.] + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78888 *** diff --git a/78888-h/78888-h.htm b/78888-h/78888-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0f3a54d --- /dev/null +++ b/78888-h/78888-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,9846 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + Sunday Sunshine | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/image001.jpg" type="image/cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; + font-size:12.0pt; + font-family:"Verdana"; +} + +p {text-indent: 2em;} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +h2 {font-size: 1.17em;} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} + +.w100 { + width: auto + } + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + +p.t1 {text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 125%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t2 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 150%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3b { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + font-weight: bold; + text-align: center + } + +p.t4 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 80%; + text-align: center + } + +.container{ + display:flex; + } + +.container img{ + width: 200px; + height: 175px; +} + +.container p{ + margin:0; +} + +p.letter {text-indent: 0%; + margin-left: 10% ; + margin-right: 10% } + +p.poem { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; + padding: 20px 0; + text-align: left; + width: 555px; + } + + </style> +</head> + +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78888 ***</div> + + +<p>Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image001" style="max-width: 33.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image001.jpg" alt="image001"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image002" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image002.jpg" alt="image002"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>HARK, HARK, THE LARK</b><br> +<b>FROM A PAINTING BY W. E. EVANS</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h1>SUNDAY <br> +<br> + SUNSHINE.</h1> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +EDITED BY<br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +AUTHOR OF<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +"Something for Sunday," "Mother-Meg," "Dickie's Secret," etc.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +LONDON<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +JOHN F. SHAW AND CO.<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +48, PATERNOSTER ROW<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004"> +</figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#S_1">A Black Sheep.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_2">A Charge.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_3">A Dark Night.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_4">A Decision.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_5">A Favour.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_6">A Lightened Load.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_6_C_1"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">I.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_6_C_2"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">II.—Changed.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_7">An Uninvited Guest.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_8">At Bethany.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_9">A Telegram.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_10">A Wet Day.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_11">Devotion.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_12">God's Messages—Lettice's Lark.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_13">Gossip.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_14">Grand-dad's Advice.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_15">"Hail, King of the Jews!"</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_16">Her Sailor Boy.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_17">Hindered.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18">Hira's Quest.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_1"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">I.—A Strange Visit.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_2"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">II.—Hira's Friend.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_3"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">III.—A Startling Question.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_4"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">IV.—A Sad Story.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_5"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">V.—Alone in the Storm.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_6"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">VI.—Father and Daughter.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_7"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">VII.—Sukhiya's Scheme.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_8"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">VIII.—The Old, Old Story.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_9"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">IX.—"His Great Love."</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_10"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">X.—Rest.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_11"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XI.—"Ask, and It Shall Be Given You."</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_12"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XII.—"He Careth for You."</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_13"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XIII.—Hira's Quest Ended.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_14"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XIV.—Believing and Confessing.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_15"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XV.—Hunger and Thirst.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_16"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XVI.—Home at Last.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_17"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XVII.—Another Prodigal Son.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_18"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XVIII.—The Father's House.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_19"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XIX.—Sukhiya's Fall.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_20"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XX.—Behári Lál.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_21"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XXI.—Brought Home.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_18_C_22"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">XXII.—"She Only Touched The Hem of His Garment."</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_19">"If Thou Hadst Known!"</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_20">In the Prison.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_21">"I Love Him Still."</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_22">Jesus Looked round about upon all Things.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_23">Jim.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_24">Looking for Father's Boat.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_25">Making the Best of a Bad Job.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_26">"Master, Rebuke Thy Disciples."</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_27">Memories.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_28">"Me Too."</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_29">Nellie's Card.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_30">Nora's Message.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_31">On the Moors.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_32">Our Jack-a-Napes.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_32_C_1"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">I.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_32_C_2"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">II.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_32_C_3"><span style="margin-left: 3em;">III.</span></a></p> +<p><a href="#S_33">Out of the Tombs.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_34">"Peter Followed Afar Off."</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_35">Pollie's New Mistress.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_36">Pulling.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_37">"Punchinello."</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_38">Royalty and Loyalty.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_39">Scripture Clock.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_40">Smoothed Out.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_41">So Much the More!</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_42">Sunday Lessons.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_43">Sunset for Jamie.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_44">The Alms-house Inmates.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_45">The Call of Peter.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_46">The First Day.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_47">The Hill above Nazareth.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_48">The New Governess.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_49">The Ringleaders.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_50">The Stay of the Family.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_51">To-day.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_52">Turned Out.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_53">Twenty Times.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_54">Under the Lych Gate.</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_55">"What Doest thou here, Elijah?"</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_56">When?</a></p> +<p><a href="#S_57">"Will I?"</a></p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image005" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image006" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image006.jpg" alt="image006"></figure> +<p class="t3"> +<b>Illustrations.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Image021">A blind beggar.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image015">A "boat from the French shore picked him up."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0113">"'Ain't you sold any more than that?'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image023">"All day she sat quiet and waited."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image064">"A soft hand rested on his shoulder."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0121">"Beatrice fidgeted her hoop backwards and forwards."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image012">Big Bob and Little Bob were carrying Liz in a net between them.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image033">Bring your work, and sit under the trees.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image092">Dick bringing home the wood.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image099">"Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image024">Elijah in the wilderness.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image072">"Geraldine worked in a corner apart."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0106">"Gladys is the little teacher."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image078">"'Go out and stay by the church gate.'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0117">"Hail, King of the Jews!"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image042">"He only moved his position nearer to the fire."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image059">Her late Majesty distributing gifts to soldiers' children.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image009">"Hira would steal away to this quiet corner."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image019">His mother clasped him in her arms.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image086">"'I don't believe I shall ever learn it!'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image038">"I never saw such a sweet baby," said Grannie.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image043">"Ivan drew out his little Bible."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image073">"'I will go with them myself,' said Geraldine."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image081">Jesus and the angry Jews.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image029">Jesus and the blind man.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image039">Jesus and the man possessed with a devil.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image055">Jesus at Bethany.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image010">Jesus at Simon's house.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0109">Jesus entering the Temple.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0103">Jesus going up to Jerusalem.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image049">Jesus viewing Jerusalem.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image013">"Jim drew the child nearer and admired her fish."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image093">Joseph interpreting dreams.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image014">Launching the boat.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image090">"Mary went out into the November mist."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image054">Memories.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image077">Milly getting her ticket.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image098">"Minette took Hans by the hand."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image044">Nellie's card.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image096">"'Now I'll put him on his hat.'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image087">"'Oh, has it!' asked Tommy, looking up surprised."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image028">Peace I leave with you.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image070">Peter in the court of the palace.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image062">"Pollie hardly saw what flowers she gathered."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image053">Pulling.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0118">"Rollo stood looking on."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image056">Scripture clock.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image074">"She lay back exhausted."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0115">"She lay in her arms for her 'cuddle.'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image031">"She's in the passage, kneeling by the window."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image034">"She stooped and tied a ribbon round her dog."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image085">"She tossed the corn to the fowls."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image058">"'Sleep, lambkin, sleep,' she sang softly."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image036">"Taking the lamp she started back to the child."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image080">The alms-house inmates.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image063">The call of Peter.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image082">"'The "Doris" is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie.'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0114">The fishing-boat.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image052">"The foam broke up white at the water's edge."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image057">The new governess.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image088">Tommy's grandfather.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image065">"Two laughing girls sat down to a cup of chocolate."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image032">"'What "doesn't" he say?' she responded lightly."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image0102">"'What do you want?' Sandy growled."</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image045">When she got out into the fields better thoughts came.</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image091">"'Why, see, child, it's all coming undone!'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image048">"'Why, you are reading a story book!'"</a></p> +<p><a href="#Image069">"'Yes; and it is all my fault,' sobbed the girl."</a></p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image007" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image007.jpg" alt="image007"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>SUNDAY SUNSHINE</b><br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +Edited by CATHARINE SHAW<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image008" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image008.jpg" alt="image008"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_18">HIRA'S QUEST.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY LOUISE MARSTON.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_1">CHAPTER I.—A STRANGE VISIT.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE sun was just sinking to rest in a mass of soft white clouds which +were banked up against a clear blue sky—streaks and waves of crimson +mingled with tints of almost indescribable hues showed upon the white +background with an intensity of beauty for those who had eyes to see it.</p> + +<p>The earthly scene, from which the sun was just hiding itself, was very +different to the heavenly; "that" consisted of a few straggling mud +houses, which could not be called a village: they were too near to the +large Indian city of which they had originally formed a part, but had +by some means become separated.</p> + +<p>Near by was a muddy pond, which dried up in the dry, hot months, but +now afforded a cool, refreshing resting-place to a herd of buffaloes, +who wisely showed they knew the best place to be comfortable in. Except +for these ungainly animals, which could not be said to add any beauty +to the scene, the place looked so silent and deserted that it was +difficult to believe it to be inhabited by any human being.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the dreary dinginess was brightened by a patch of bright red, +which appeared on the roof of one of the desolate-looking mud houses. +It moved warily across the flat roof, and then subsided in a corner, +where it became a "very" small patch, and kept very still.</p> + +<p>A closer inspection would have revealed the fact that this red patch +was a sari worn by a little Hindu girl. From between its folds, which +were often disturbed by the breeze, could be seen her face, very small +and thin, surrounded by black hair, which apparently did not receive +much attention. The sad, patient expression of the child's face could +not fail to be noticed, and though she sat as if gazing on the glorious +sky before her, no sign of pleasure helped to dispel the sadness.</p> + +<p>It was not to see the beauties of the sunset that she had crept up to +the roof, and sat there so still.</p> + +<p>It mattered not to her whether the sun rose or set, except for the +heat of its rays, for amidst the brightest glare of a tropical sun she +remained in perfect darkness, for Hira was blind.</p> + +<p>She had never thought of grieving over this sad fact, but quietly +accepted it, as she did everything which came to her. Joy and happiness +were words which had no meaning for her, and therefore sorrow and +sadness could not be known by contrast—just as, never having seen the +light, she could hardly comprehend the dense darkness in which she +dwelt.</p> + +<p>If she had been asked whether she was happy, she would have been sorely +perplexed how to answer, for she knew no more of happiness than she did +of the world in which she lived.</p> + +<p>If she could have analysed her thoughts and feelings and put them into +words, she might have said that what she liked best of all was to climb +on to the roof, and sit alone in the dark, and "listen," for though she +had no eyes to see, she had ears which no sound escaped.</p> + +<p>She loved silence too, and that could seldom be had in the courtyard +and verandah below, where children cried, and women talked or +quarrelled, and men scolded.</p> + +<p>So, as soon as the sun went down, Hira would steal away to this quiet +corner, which she knew so well that she never feared as she groped her +way to it.</p> + +<p>She talked very little, this blind child, but she thought much, though +it might be difficult to explain "how," when she had so little to think +about.</p> + +<p>Her mother was dead, and her father had gone away years ago and never +come back; so she lived with her uncle and aunt, who had plenty of +children of their own. She never missed the love which she had never +known, and it was only when she received an extra hard blow, dealt by +some impatient hand, or did not receive enough food to satisfy her +hunger, that she would creep away to her corner on the roof, where her +tears fell unseen and unknown. Even then she did not know that she was +unhappy.</p> + +<p>As she sat on that evening with her chin resting on her hands, suddenly +she gave a start, for an unusual sound had reached her quick ears.</p> + +<p>It was not often she heard anything like this, and a more critical +listener than she might have been pleased to hear the clear, full tones +of the manly voice which broke the stillness.</p> + +<p>Hira was not left to enjoy her delight alone; it suddenly became +evident that this was not such a deserted region as it appeared. A +small crowd collected round the singer, and several women came on to +the roof, that they might hear from there. The words were very simple +and oft repeated, and before the hymn was finished, two were clearly +imprinted on the blind child's memory, words never to be forgotten, for +they were the name of Jesus Christ.</p> + +<p>The hymn told how His work was to save souls, and because He had laid +down His life that He might be the Saviour, no sinner could ever come +to Him and not receive salvation at His hand.</p> + +<p>Clear and distinct the words rang out on the still evening air, and +were wafted afar on the breeze.</p> + +<p>The singer's heart rejoiced, for a stranger in a strange land, as yet +separated by an unknown language from those into whose midst he had +come to dwell, he had found a means of telling the good news which he +had come so far to proclaim.</p> + +<p>But he had another message to give before he went on his way, and, not +now in tones of persuasive sweetness, but as a command given by one in +authority rang out the words, not twice, but again and again, "Prepare +to meet thy God."</p> + +<p>Then the messenger went on his way, and the astonished listeners never +asked him why or whence he came.</p> + +<p>For a time, people talked of the mysterious stranger who had come and +gone so quickly and sang with such a beautiful voice. Then they forgot.</p> + +<p>But there was one who always remembered.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image009" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image009"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image009.jpg" alt="image009"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Blind Hira, wrapped in her red sari on the corner of the roof, heard +the words of the command, and, perhaps because she could not be so +easily distracted by the things of earth, which were hidden from her, +they remained written on her memory and heart.</p> + +<p>"Prepare to meet thy God." "Prepare to meet thy God."</p> + +<p>The words rang on and on, sometimes mixing with the words of the +hymn, telling of One of whom she had never heard, and having heard, +understood nothing, but yet whose name became so familiar, even Jesus +Christ, the sinner's Saviour.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_12">GOD'S MESSAGES—LETTICE'S LARK.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"LETTICE, go out and sit on the form in the shade till I am ready for +church," said her mother.</p> + +<p>"May I pick some moon-daisies for old Mrs. Robins? She does love them +so."</p> + +<p>"Very well, but do not make yourself dirty."</p> + +<p>So Lettice set forth, and when she had filled her basket, she sat down +to rest.</p> + +<p>How quiet it all was! How soft the air blew, bringing on it the sound +of the distant church bells; while from the field, a lark rose up +singing with all its might.</p> + +<p>Lettice's eyes followed it far up into the blue sky, and her thoughts +went further than her eyes—even into heaven, where angels and the +redeemed were praising God.</p> + +<p>When she carried the marguerites into the sick chamber of old Mrs. +Robins, her face brought a message, though the little girl was quite +unconscious of it. As the invalid looked at the flowers that quiet +Sunday evening, she said over and over again to herself, "God's little +messenger, that's what she was! She looked as if she'd been talking to +Him."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_7">AN UNINVITED GUEST.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ONE day when the Lord Jesus was on this earth, He was invited to dinner +by a rich man named Simon.</p> + +<p>Perhaps this rich man asked the Lord Jesus to dinner because he wished +to see Him do some miracle—something wonderful, which no one else could +do; or he may have imagined that people would think more of himself if +he had Jesus for a guest. At any rate, by what we read afterwards, I am +afraid the Pharisee did not invite Jesus because he "loved" Him.</p> + +<p>But there was somebody at that feast who did love Jesus, but she was +not invited!</p> + +<p>In Eastern lands, the houses are not shut up like our houses, but +because it is so warm, the dining-rooms are often open to the air on +one or two sides.</p> + +<p>When a great man makes a feast, people hear of it, and come round the +house to look at what is going on.</p> + +<p>In the city, there lived a poor sinful and sorrowful woman who had +learned to love the Lord Jesus; perhaps she had heard Him say those +loving words: "Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, +and I will give you rest."</p> + +<p>When this sorrowful woman heard that Jesus was gone to dinner at the +Pharisee's house, she brought a little box made of alabaster, which was +filled with some very sweet-smelling ointment, and she made her way +into the open dining-hall, and when she saw where the Lord was sitting, +on a sort of couch close to the table, she came up and stood behind Him.</p> + +<p>And as she stood there and thought of all her sinfulness, and of all +His love and compassion, she began to weep, and her tears fell down +over His feet as He reclined at the table.</p> + +<p>Then she wiped His feet with her hair and anointed them with the sweet +ointment.</p> + +<p>But the Pharisee who had invited the Lord Jesus looked on with great +anger. He thought if Jesus were a great teacher, He would not have +allowed a woman from the city to come and wash His feet with her tears.</p> + +<p>But Jesus knows all our hearts, and He could see that the poor woman +loved Him so much that she would go away and try never to grieve Him +any more.</p> + +<p>By-and-by, He told Simon to look at this woman, and compare her love +with his.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image010" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image010"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image010.jpg" alt="image010"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Jesus said words something like this: "Simon, I was tired and dusty +when I came in, but you did not give Me water to bathe My feet; but she +has washed My feet with her tears; you did not offer Me a kiss, but +this woman has not ceased to kiss My 'feet'; you did not anoint My head +with oil, but she has even anointed My 'feet' with precious ointment. +She has loved Me very much because I have forgiven her very much."</p> + +<p>And turning to the woman, Jesus said to her, "Thy sins are +forgiven; . . . go in peace."</p> + +<p>Oh, the joy of hearing Jesus say those words! And we may have the joy +too, if we come to Him with humble, loving heart, and tell Him that we +are sorry.</p> + +<p>He never turns anyone away who comes to Him; so, dear little children, +let us trust His loving heart, and though we know we are very unworthy, +do not let us stay away for that, for Jesus longs that we may be +forgiven, and so be able to go away "in peace."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_23">JIM.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE "Sailors' Arms" had held out alluring hands to Jim Adams for many a +long day. His was the most familiar figure by its fireside in winter, +and in fact, the "Sailors' Arms" saw more of Jim Adams when he was home +from sea than the bare, dirty cottage where he lodged.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image011" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image011.jpg" alt="image011"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>But one sunny summer afternoon, Jim turned out of the "Sailors' Arms" +earlier than his wont.</p> + +<p>Somehow he had got thinking of the Lizzie who would have been his wife +if she hadn't taken the fever and died. He mightn't have been the Jim +Adams he was now if she had lived. Who cared for him? Nobody. Who +respected him? Nobody. Who would shed a tear if he never came back from +sea? Nobody. They called him a drunken ne'er-do-weel, and they took a +drink from him and laughed at him almost openly, and the respectable +men and women drew away from him. It was a black picture that Jim drew +of himself as he sat on the shingle and looked at the sea.</p> + +<p>A sound of voices and laughter came up to him, and he saw Bob Sheppard +and his children coming over the sand. Big Bob and little Bob were +carrying small Liz in a net between them.</p> + +<p>Jim watched them wistfully. He might have had a little laughing +daughter like that.</p> + +<p>The two bearers deposited the child on the shingle, and Liz, after +looking round for something to do, came trotting straight towards Jim.</p> + +<p>Jim held his breath. He didn't know what made him think of such a +thing, but he decided that if she turned from him, there was no chance +of his being different, but if she came past him without fear, he would +try to be more like the Jim that the dead Lizzie had known.</p> + +<p>Little Liz stooped and picked up a piece of shining seaweed; she came +towards Jim and held it out. "That's for you!" she said in her baby +voice.</p> + +<p>Jim took it. He looked at it, and folded it and put it in his pocket, +and the child stood and watched him as he got slowly up and went away.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image012" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image012"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image012.jpg" alt="image012"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Big Bob and little Bob were carrying Liz</b><br> +<b>in a net between them.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Three days later, Jim Adams went to sea again, and Liz's bit of seaweed +went in his pocket. For three days he had been perfectly sober, and the +"Sailors' Arms" had been feeling empty.</p> + +<p>Bob Sheppard sailed with him, and sometimes he would look pitifully at +his neighbour's lowering, morose face. But Jim was such a well-known +character that Bob never once dreamed of his wanting a helping hand or +of the wish to be different.</p> + +<p>But wish as Jim would, he had no power to make himself different, and +when the ship put in at the seaport near his village home, he went on +shore and got drunk. He was sitting on deck next morning feeling more +ashamed and sorry than he ever remembered feeling before, and there was +a terrible depression at his heart. He could never be different, never +be good enough to meet Lizzie. He would not try any more. He even took +out the little bit of seaweed that he had thought would be a talisman +to help him, and was going to throw it into the sea, when a small voice +beside him said,—</p> + +<p>"Did you like my bit of seaweed? You never said you did."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image013" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image013"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image013.jpg" alt="image013"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Jim started violently. There stood little Liz, hugging a great fish, +and behind her was her mother, smiling at her. The two had come over as +a great treat to see Bob, and Liz had spied her old friend and sought +him out.</p> + +<p>Jim felt almost too shy to speak to her, but Mrs. Sheppard was talking +quietly to her husband, and Jim drew the child nearer and admired her +great fish. The two grew quite friendly, and hope began to creep back +to Jim's heart. Suddenly looking up, he found Mrs. Sheppard looking +down at him with a kindly expression in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"My little Liz has taken quite a fancy to you," she said.</p> + +<p>"I wish I was a better man," he said huskily. "I did try, but it don't +seem no use."</p> + +<p>"The Lord Jesus would help you," she answered softly. "He loves you and +died for you."</p> + +<p>A light came into Jim's bleared eyes.</p> + +<p>"Lizzie used to talk like that," he said, "but it's too late now; I'm +too bad."</p> + +<p>"It's never too late," cried Mrs. Sheppard warmly. "Don't you remember—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"'The dying thief rejoiced to see<br> + That fountain in his day;<br> + And there may I, as vile as he,<br> + Wash all my sins away.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Bob called her just then, and she and Liz wished him good-bye. But +before she parted from Bob, she said hesitatingly, "You know Jim Adams, +Bob? Give him a kind word now and then; little Liz has taken such a +fancy to him, and he looks lonely."</p> + +<p>Bob looked down into little Liz's clear blue eyes thoughtfully. "He +wouldn't take a word from me," he said, "but I'll think of it. You +know, we think of those at home when we're out on the quiet nights, and +I will see," he added fondly.</p> + +<p>He watched Jim curiously after that. He wondered what had made Lizzie +take to the man. She was a rather shy, particular little lady, and Jim +was not prepossessing in appearance.</p> + +<p>Bob watched Jim a good deal that voyage.</p> + +<p>Jim was usually morose and taciturn; now, silent as ever, he looked +different, less unkempt, less unhappy. But Bob did not find a chance of +speaking to him; their duties lay apart, and it seemed as if all things +combined to separate them.</p> + +<p>One night a wild gale sprang up, and the ship, never very seaworthy in +Bob's eyes, strained and tossed, and was beaten hither and thither in +an alarming manner. Signals were fired, for they were in sight of the +French coast, and as the tardy morning dawned, they saw that a small +boat was putting out to them.</p> + +<p>The storm had subsided and the sea had gone down, but the wild waves +had done their work on the old ship and she was sinking fast, and but +one boat was coming out in answer to the signals of distress.</p> + +<p>Jim Adams stood looking out over the heaving water. He had a lifebelt +on. He had just been at the pumps, and he knew the ship was doomed, and +he was facing death and eternity. Yes, he could face them calmly now. +He took out the bit of seaweed little Liz had given him—his first ray +of hope—and he murmured over the verse Liz's mother had repeated. As he +said the last line, he lifted his head with a look of triumph in his +eyes—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"And there may I, as vile as he,<br> + Wash all my sins away."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>He started as he felt someone stand beside him, and Bob Sheppard's +voice said, "She's going fast."</p> + +<p>Jim nodded. "It's all right for me," he said gruffly. Then he added +quickly, "Where's your lifebelt, man? That boat will never reach in +time, and you've dear ones waiting at home."</p> + +<p>Little Liz's fair face seemed to rise before Bob's eyes, but he knew +nothing of the ring of pathos that came into his voice as he answered +quietly, "There aren't enough belts to go quite round."</p> + +<p>Jim made a quick movement, and Bob cried out earnestly, "No, no! Not +your belt, Jim Adams; I'm determined about that."</p> + +<p>"So am I," answered Jim; "I'll try for the boat. I've no one to shed +a tear if I go down, and you have wife and child. If it should be so, +tell little Liz when she's growed up as she pointed the way to God to a +poor lost sinner—she and your missis."</p> + +<p>He would take no denial, and he had but bound the life-preserver round +Bob, when there was a sudden cry from below, "She's going!"</p> + +<p>She was, indeed. In the rush of the swirl of water as the ship sank, +Bob saw no more of Jim. He was not to wait for the boat after all, and +Bob was borne away on the crest of a wave.</p> + +<p>A spar touched his hand, and he grasped it. He would fight for the life +Jim had tried to give him while his strength held out. An hour later, +the boat from the French shore picked him up and bore him to land.</p> + +<p>All his mates were saved but one, and the one that was missing was Jim.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image014" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image014"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image014.jpg" alt="image014"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>It was early morning when the ill-fated boat that carried Jim Adams and +Bob Sheppard sank into the seething water. The gale that had lulled +somewhat rose again, and a few hours later, a little fishing-smack came +in to the hospitable shore where Bob and his companions were recovering +from their experiences. And with them, cold and still and altogether +peaceful, came all that was left of Jim Adams. The fishermen said they +had picked him up just alive, but in spite of all they could do, he had +died before they could reach home.</p> + +<p>As Bob Sheppard stood looking down on the face of the man who had +given his life for him, great tears welled up into his eyes and rolled +unheeded down his rough face. What was he that Jim Adams should give +his chance of life for him? He remembered his wife's interest in Jim, +and Jim's love for little Liz. Jim had given them back their dearest, +and had died in the giving.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image015" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image015"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image015.jpg" alt="image015"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Bob stooped down and took a piece of seaweed from the hand of the dead +man. It was twisted firmly in the fingers, and Bob took it as a little +remembrance. It was all that he could take to tell of that morning's +work. But he did not know that he was taking the bit of seaweed that +Liz had given in the innocence of her childish heart that day when Jim +had left the "Sailors' Arms" and gone to think of his lost Lizzie on +the beach.</p> + +<p>Bob did not guess that the seaweed that he folded in his pocket-book +had been the first ray of hope for a new life for Jim. But he +determined that the life given back to him that day should be devoted +more wholly to following his Saviour.</p> + +<p>He saw Jim laid to rest in the little French burying-place, and then he +took the first opportunity of going back to his home.</p> + +<p>How warm was his welcome!</p> + +<p>And as he and his wife gathered round the fire that first evening, with +small Bob at his elbow and Liz close clasped in his arms, he told them +how Jim had given his life for him.</p> + +<p>Ah, Jim! You thought that no tears would be shed for you; you thought +no one would care! No one at the "Sailors' Arms" gave you another +thought. Other sailors, tied and bound by the curse of drink, occupied +the "Sailors' Arms," but you were mourned and spoken of gently in one +home, the home where little Liz lived.</p> + +<p>As Liz grew up, her mother often told her of Jim Adams, for the child +had no knowledge of what her little innocent gift of seaweed had done +for Jim, though she could well remember Jim's face and figure. And the +story had an effect on all her life, making her kind and thoughtful for +the sad and downtrodden, and ever ready to hold out a helping hand, or +give a cheering word to those who had few to care for them.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image016" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image016.jpg" alt="image016"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_52">TURNED OUT.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT could not be true! George looked at his employer blankly; surely he +had misunderstood. But once more, the harsh words fell on his ears, and +he knew he had heard aright.</p> + +<p>"Here are your wages, and I shall not need your services after next +week."</p> + +<p>George took the pile of silver handed him and walked mechanically out +of the office. Some of the men eyed him curiously as he passed, not a +few openly jeered, but George walked on, dragging his feet wearily.</p> + +<p>At the corner he paused, then turned sharply away from the village +towards the desolate bare heaps of refuse which lay around, and walked +rapidly on. How could he go home and face his mother with that story, +that mother so dependent on him, for whom he had toiled so long?</p> + +<p>Making sure no one was within sight, he flung himself on the ground and +moaned aloud. Oh, why had they left their little country home and come +to this drear spot? It was all dark to him, and there was no one to +comfort him then.</p> + +<p>At last, he roused himself and turned back towards the village; the +sun was setting in a red glow behind the church tower, and the rooks +in the vicarage garden were flying homewards. All was at rest and in +peace, but he alone. And why was it? What had he done that he should be +dismissed? Ah! He knew, but the thought brought him no comfort yet.</p> + +<p>"'Saint,'" they had called him, "'coward'" too, because he had refused +to join in their gambling and drinks, and had mocked him; ay, and +cursed him too for the loving care he gave to his mother.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image017" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image017.jpg" alt="image017"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So he strode through the village angry and sad. Angry, for he thought +God had forsaken him, sad because his faith was dim, and he saw not the +hand stretched out even then to shield.</p> + +<p>He had passed the little gate which led from the vicarage garden, when +a cheery voice called to him, and he turned to see the vicar leaning +over it. A glance at his face told the vicar he was in trouble, and +drawing him inside, he paced silently beside the lad while he told his +tale.</p> + +<p>He could do little then to comfort, but his sympathy helped George and +took the hardness out of his heart and voice.</p> + +<p>Then he hastened home and broke the news to his mother, never noticing +in his trouble the glad bright light on her face.</p> + +<p>When he had finished, she took her son by the arm and led him to the +window, where lay a strange, long envelope. George took it, wondering, +then read the letter almost with awe.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" he said, and clasped her in his arms. "Then God has not +forgotten."</p> + +<p>The letter was from a strange lawyer, telling them that George's uncle +had died in Australia and had left £500 to George's dear mother.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image018" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image018.jpg" alt="image018"></figure> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_16">HER SAILOR BOY.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I'D better go away, mother, and get over it as best I can!"</p> + +<p>"Away from 'me,' Benny?"</p> + +<p>"I shall be better away. It's no use trying here. I shall meet Mary +every day, and I can't stand it."</p> + +<p>Then the mother knew that what she had feared had come upon her. She +only held his hand and looked into his face.</p> + +<p>"There's only one way that I know on, to get broken hearts healed," she +said, falteringly; "and that ain't going into foreign parts! There's a +Healer as will do better for you nor that!"</p> + +<p>The young man would not pull his hand away, for might it not be the +last time she might hold it? But a slight movement on his part showed +his unwillingness, which she well understood.</p> + +<p>"Come back to me when you are tired of it," she said gently and +tenderly. "If I'm alive, I shall be here waiting for you; and there's +One as is nearer than ever I could be."</p> + +<p>Then he packed his bundle; and with sore, wounded heart, and burning +anger against the friend who had played him false, he went to sea.</p> + +<p>His mother betook herself to her Refuge. She knew it would take time +for the wound to heal; she knew that it would be hard for him to meet +every day of his life the girl who had wronged him, and she let him go +without further persuasion. Did she not know, too, that where she could +not help him, God could?</p> + +<p>Perhaps Ben had not guessed all it would cost him to leave his seaside +cottage, and the fishing smacks, and the fisher folk.</p> + +<p>He took train to the nearest seaport, and choosing a vessel that took +his fancy, he engaged himself for a long voyage, and was soon off.</p> + +<p>Whatever home-sickness he felt, he kept to himself. In the silent, +starry nights when he was on watch, there were thoughts that passed +through his mind that no one would have guessed in the day while busy +life was round him.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he thought more of his mother's God than he had ever done +before; perhaps he humbled himself to seek comfort from Him who +has so lovingly invited the weary and heavy laden to come to Him. +But the three years were lengthened to many more. He had not meant +to stay longer, but a sailor who was his chum persuaded him to try +gold-digging, and somehow—Ben never knew how—he stayed on and on, +writing to his mother that he was coming home "soon," but putting off +the decision till ten long years had gone by.</p> + +<p>At length, a letter reached him in a handwriting he knew long ago.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "I that did you the greatest unkindness years ago, will do you a +kindness now," it said. "Your mother has aged a good bit lately. To my +thinking, she won't be here so very long."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Then Ben woke up. All at once he realised that years instead of months +had gone past. His mother's letters and her assurances of being well +and thinking of him always had satisfied him. But now the world had +grown dark suddenly, and he rubbed his hands across his eyes, wondering +how everything was suddenly changed.</p> + +<p>"I meant not to go back till I could take her a fortune," he said to +his mate, "but I've mistook mother. She don't want a fortune, she wants +to see me agin, and to know somethin' about me; that's better nor any +fortune."</p> + +<p>When once Ben had made up his mind to do a thing, it did not take long +for him to begin it. The next morning saw him on his way home with much +such a bundle as he had started with, but with a few nuggets hidden +among his clothes. In the quiet nights of the homeward voyage, his real +fortune came to him. It came in words which he had learned thirty years +ago at his mother's side—"Seek ye the Lord while He may be found, call +ye upon Him while He is near."</p> + +<p>When his mother clasped him in her arms and looked in his face, she +knew that the desire of her heart had been granted.</p> + +<p>"The Lord's way is a right way," she said gently. "Welcome home, my +boy, welcome home!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image019" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image019"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image019.jpg" alt="image019"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>His mother clasped him in her arms.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image020" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image020.jpg" alt="image020"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_2">CHAPTER II.—HIRA'S FRIEND.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>HIRA had a friend, though even that fact she did not attempt to put +into words, but merely accepted. She could not remember the time when +Sukhiya had not come to her uncle's house to sell butter and milk. She +was a kindhearted woman with an empty place in her heart which had been +left desolate, as one by one her ten children had pined away and died. +That had happened ten years ago now, but she still wept when she spoke +of it. It was just after the tenth had gone the way of all the rest +that Hira was born, and her mother died.</p> + +<p>The heart of the mother with no children went out to the child who had +no mother, and whenever she went to the house to sell her milk, she +used to ask after the little one, who looked so small and frail that +even with the best of care it seemed unlikely that she would ever live +to grow up. But in spite of the fact that none cared whether she did +or not, as we know, Hira did live, and if her life had brought little +happiness to herself, at least it had been a comfort to the childless +mother.</p> + +<p>It may have been partly owing to the kind woman that her life lasted so +long, for many and many a time had a brimming saucer of milk or cream +found its way out of Sukhiya's basket and helped to feed the blind +child.</p> + +<p>Hira had not always been blind, but when she was three years old, like +so many other children in India, she had a severe attack of inflamed +eyes, and because no one took the trouble to see that they were +properly treated, Hira had to pay the penalty and spend her life in the +dark.</p> + +<p>Before this happened, and as the sad fact began to dawn upon Sukhiya +that she would never have other children than the ten who had been +born only to die, she sometimes cherished the secret hope that the +motherless child might be given to her. But now she had to give up any +such ambition, for she knew her husband would never consent to her +taking charge of a blind child, from whom they could never expect to +gain anything, and who might always be on their hands.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, she did what she could for the child, who often used +to follow her from house to house, as she went on her rounds, and +sometimes spend many hours in her little hut beside her.</p> + +<p>Whenever the child was missing, it was easily guessed where she was, +and sooner or later she would be sure to be brought back. Although +Hira seldom talked to anyone else, she had always plenty to say to +Sukhiya, who never wearied of listening to the child's prattle. All her +knowledge of the world in which she lived had come to her from this +source; even the red sari, which she wore on the roof that memorable +evening, had been a present from this faithful friend.</p> + +<p>Now that Hira was growing up, she was not allowed as much liberty as +she had had as a very small child, but still she and Sukhiya found +plenty of opportunities for meeting.</p> + +<p>After the evening of the strange Englishman's visit, the blind child +waited anxiously for the coming of her friend, who would be able to +explain the wonderful event, and answer the many questions which were +puzzling her little brain. Several days passed, and when she did not +come, Hira determined to go in search of her. By asking her way, she +could easily find the house, as she had often done before; so, when no +one was looking, she slipped out of the door and was gone.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya was lying on her bed, groaning with fever, but as soon as she +heard the blind child's voice asking, "Is there anyone here?" she +forgot all her aches and pains and was on her feet in a moment, opening +the door for the child, who for her meant all she knew of love and +happiness.</p> + +<p>A long story had to be told of the illness which had prevented Sukhiya +going on her usual rounds, of the pain in her head which kept her from +thinking, and the pain in her back which kept her from walking. In +time, however, all was explained, and then came Hira's turn, and this +is the story which was told:—</p> + +<p>"I was sitting on the roof, trying to see some of the things you tell +me about so often, and listening to all I could hear, but it was so +still, just like it is at night when everybody is asleep. All at once I +heard something I have never heard before; how shall I tell you what it +was like? It was someone singing, only it didn't make my head ache, or +want to shut up my ears, like I do when they grind and sing. This time +I wanted my ears to be open quite wide so that I might hear every bit, +and when it stopped, I felt so sad, I almost cried."</p> + +<p>"But who was it, child? And what did he sing?" asked Sukhiya.</p> + +<p>"How can I tell you?" answered the child. "The singer I could not see, +and what he sang I could not understand; only two words he sang many, +many times, and so they are written on my heart. 'Jesus Christ' was the +sound; perhaps they were English words, for I heard it said that he +was an English gentleman, but I want to know why he sang so many, many +times those words, 'Jesus Christ.' Can you tell me what they mean? Or +if not, can you find out?"</p> + +<p>"Jesus Christ? Yes, child, those are no new words. I have heard and +known them for many years, for that is the name of Him whom the English +worship. It must have been an English gentleman who sang that day, +but it is strange he should have come into these parts, for I have +never seen one here, though I have in other places. It comes to me now +the very first time I heard that name. I had gone to a house to sell +butter, and while I was sitting there waiting, an English lady came in, +for there was a girl in the house she was teaching to read.</p> + +<p>"That day she was out, so there was no lesson given, but the lady said, +'I will tell you all a story.'</p> + +<p>"So we gathered round, and then she told how one day a blind man was +sitting by the roadside begging, and Jesus Christ came along. When the +blind man knew who it was, he called after Him, and would not be quiet +any way. By-and-by, he came up to where Jesus Christ was standing by, +and as soon as He touched his eyes, he could see quite plainly."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image021" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image021"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image021.jpg" alt="image021"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Oh, Sukhiya," cried the child plaintively, "why did you never tell me +this before? If Jesus Christ gave new eyes to a blind beggar, I am sure +He would to a poor little girl like me. How could you be so unkind as +never to tell me? And now perhaps He has gone a long way off."</p> + +<p>The woman looked distressed at the child's grief as she answered, "Why, +little one, Jesus Christ is not here. How do I know where He is? That +is the story the lady told. I expect it is only a story, and perhaps +Jesus Christ is only just a name, and not any real person."</p> + +<p>But the child was not to be so easily satisfied. "Promise me," she +said, "that you will find out where Jesus Christ lives, and then that +you will take me to Him. Just think if I had eyes like other people, +and didn't have to sit in the dark all day and all night—oh, how glad I +would be! Say, quick, that you will find out."</p> + +<p>Sukhiya was willing to say anything to pacify the child, and she +promised that as soon as she was well, and able to go about again, she +would find out all she could.</p> + +<p>Then Hira went back to her story, and said, "But I haven't told you all +about that gentleman and what he said. When he had finished singing, he +called out in a loud voice, so that all could hear, 'Prepare to meet +thy God.'</p> + +<p>"What did he mean? Is God going to come here, or is He going to send +for us to go where He is? And how does He want us to get ready? I have +been thinking and thinking ever since, but I don't know any better, so +I came to tell you, for you must find out for me.</p> + +<p>"When I ask my aunt she says, 'It will be time enough for you to learn +about the gods when you are married.'</p> + +<p>"But who will marry a blind girl?"</p> + +<p>Sukhiya looked puzzled as she said, "Little one, why do you think about +such things, such as never come into the thoughts of other children? It +is enough for us to think of what we shall eat and wear, and how we are +to get enough pice to keep us alive. It is for Brahmins and pundits to +think about God: don't trouble your little head any more, and I will +buy you a new doll to play with."</p> + +<p>"But, I don't want a new doll," cried the child petulantly; "I want to +know and understand, and there is nobody to tell me but you."</p> + +<p>"And I am only a poor ignorant woman, who understands nothing but how +to sell milk and butter, and count up pice. Yes, there is one other +thing: I know how to weep, but maybe I have cried away all my tears, +for they do not come as they used to. Now, child, my head and back are +aching."</p> + +<p>And not feeling inclined for any more talk on deep subjects, the woman +lay back on the bedstead on which she had been lying when the child +came in.</p> + +<p>Hira said nothing, but sat on for a while in perfect silence, which +was only broken by an occasional groan from the woman as she turned +restlessly on her bed.</p> + +<p>Presently she stood up, "I am going now," she said, "and remember you +have promised to find out about Jesus Christ for me—and oh, do be quick +and take me to Him, for I am so tired of groping in the dark."</p> + +<p>"Yes, child, I will remember, and as soon as this pain in my head and +back gets better, I will find out all I can. Take care how you walk, +and don't forget to turn the corner."</p> + +<p>The child groped her way out at the door, as the woman muttered to +herself, "Poor little one, she is always thinking how she can get out +of the dark, but I fear neither Jesus Christ nor anyone else can give +her new eyes." Then the blind child was forgotten in the woes of a bad +attack of fever.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image022" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image022.jpg" alt="image022"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_10">A WET DAY.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHAT a day! The rain kept on steadily pouring down. Mrs. Rolle looked +out on the rather dingy street in which she lived, and saw the settled +look of the weather, and she sighed. For she knew that people would "do +without" to-day.</p> + +<p>And then the school children! Instead of their racing to her shop and +standing, to peep in at her glass door and perhaps enter and buy, they +would hurry by beneath their umbrellas (if they had any); and perhaps +they would run home another way and spend their pennies elsewhere!</p> + +<p>She descended to her tiny back parlour and her solitary breakfast, and +though her bullfinch warbled a sweet song of praise, she failed to +notice him, but went on with her gloomy calculations of how near rent +day was, and how little she might expect in to meet it.</p> + +<p>So she pushed aside her plate and cup, and instead of tidily washing +them and putting them away, as she usually did, she went into her shop +and sat down to wait for customers.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image023" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image023"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image023.jpg" alt="image023"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Again and again she counted her payments, again and again she thought +of her bad trade, till her heart quite died within her.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she raised her head.</p> + +<p>She had forgotten in her pressure of spirit to read her daily portion +ere she began her day's work. She put her hand slowly and hesitatingly +beneath the counter, and felt on the usual shelf for her Bible. Yes, +there it was, and to her surprise open in the darkness.</p> + +<p>Now she remembered she had been reading yesterday when a customer came +in, and she had popped it beneath in a hurry. Her eyes fell upon the +open leaf, and as if the words were written for her and for no one +else, she read one startling line—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "My people shall be satisfied with My goodness, saith the Lord."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Her heart leapt up with sudden rejoicing faith. "It is 'His' goodness +I am to be satisfied with!" she murmured, while her eyes dimmed with +penitent tears. "Why am I wanting earthly things so ardently, and +forgetting that what He sees best He will give?"</p> + +<p>She pressed her lips to the words, and closed her Bible. Then she sat +on, and in humble, gentle whispers she told the Lord all her cares—all +about the rent day, all about the slack trade, all about the weary +dropping rain.</p> + +<p>All day she sat quiet and waited. "My people shall be satisfied with +'My' goodness," she repeated again and again.</p> + +<p>Just as she was shutting up the shop for the night, the postman passed +across the street. He thrust a dripping letter into her box, and passed +on.</p> + +<p>The letter was from an old friend, whom she had supposed dead, +inclosing a cheque which would keep her far from want for many a long +day.</p> + +<p>"I 'was' satisfied with His goodness," she said humbly, as she lay down +in her bed, "and I said, 'The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want!' +It was just like Him to send me this."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_55">"What Doest thou here, Elijah?"</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>HERE is a man sitting in a very bare place, where there was no water +and no food, and he was all tired out.</p> + +<p>Now, God knew all about Elijah: he was God's servant, and loved Him +very much, and God was taking care of him all the time.</p> + +<p>King Ahab was a very wicked king, and his wife, Jezebel, was more +wicked still. She hated Elijah, and made up her mind to kill him, +because he had been sent by God to destroy the wicked priests of the +idol Baal whom Jezebel worshipped.</p> + +<p>So Jezebel sent word to Elijah that she would certainly kill him before +to-morrow.</p> + +<p>Now, as I said, Elijah was a very good man, and had served God very +faithfully, but just now he was tired out.</p> + +<p>So when Queen Jezebel sent him that message, Elijah forgot about God +taking care of him, and he ran away as fast as he could into the +wilderness, and there, when he thought he was far enough off to be safe +from Jezebel, he threw himself down on the ground and asked God that he +might be allowed to die.</p> + +<p>Poor Elijah! So as he sat there in the wilderness, so tired that he +wished to die, his eyes closed, and he fell asleep.</p> + +<p>As he lay and slept, God sent one of His angels to him, and the angel +touched him and told him to get up and eat.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Elijah's first thought was that there was nothing to eat there +in the wilderness. But when he opened his eyes, to his astonishment he +saw by his side a cake of bread and a bottle of water!</p> + +<p>So he ate and drank, and laid himself down again to sleep.</p> + +<p>By-and-by, the angel came again and touched him, and said to him, +"Arise and eat; for the journey is too great for thee."</p> + +<p>See how God cares for His children, and how He knows whether things are +too hard for us.</p> + +<p>So Elijah ate and drank again, and then being wonderfully strengthened +and rested, he rose up and went a very long journey till he came to a +cave in a mountain-side, where he stopped a little time, still fearing +that Jezebel would catch him and kill him.</p> + +<p>And then the word of the Lord came to him again, and said to him, "What +doest thou here, Elijah?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image024" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image024"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image024.jpg" alt="image024"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Then Elijah told the Lord how he had tried to serve Him, and how +Jezebel had killed numbers of the Lord's prophets, and that he feared +he was the only one who was left, and that soon she would kill him.</p> + +<p>Then the Lord told him to stand outside the cave while He passed by. +And there was a great earthquake and storm, and then a very gentle +voice, and the Lord asked him again: "What doest thou here, Elijah?"</p> + +<p>And when Elijah told the Lord again that he feared Jezebel would kill +him, the Lord sent him to give two very important messages for Him, and +assured him that He could take care of him, saying He had still seven +thousand faithful ones who loved Him, who were being kept as safe as He +would keep Elijah.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image025" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image025.jpg" alt="image025"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_3">CHAPTER III.—A STARTLING QUESTION.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>FOR several days, Hira waited, not patiently, but most impatiently, for +Sukhiya to come and tell her what she wanted to know.</p> + +<p>She would have gone again to seek her, but her last expedition had cost +her a good beating, which she did not care to have repeated. Besides, +if she was not careful, she would be so watched that she would have no +opportunity of going out by herself. So she waited, counting the days, +and at last Sukhiya came. It seemed that day as if it would never be +settled just how much butter was wanted, and then how much must be paid +for it. But at last, Sukhiya stood up ready to put her basket on her +head.</p> + +<p>Now Hira's time was come; she groped her way to a small passage by the +door through which her friend would have to pass, so as to be ready +to stop her there, where there would be no one to listen to what was +said. As soon as Sukhiya saw the child, she put down her basket on the +ground, and sat down beside it, as if quite prepared to stay as long as +she was wanted, for time was no matter of great consideration.</p> + +<p>"Tell me, Sukhiya," whispered the child eagerly, "Where is Jesus +Christ, and how can I find Him? And has He ever made any other blind +girl see? Tell me quickly."</p> + +<p>"Stay, stay, child! What a hurry you are in! You make my head swim with +so many questions, and I still weak from the fever; listen quietly, +and you shall hear all. I went to a babu's house yesterday, where I +sometimes go to sell, and as they are Christians, I thought they would +tell me what you want to know. They laughed when I said that a blind +girl I knew wanted to go to Jesus Christ, to ask Him to give her new +eyes. I did not see anything to laugh at, but they seemed to think I +was not quite in my right senses. And then I got angry, and came away, +so that is all I know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how unkind!" cried the child in a tone of bitter disappointment. +"How cruel of them to laugh, and how silly of you to be angry and not +to ask any more! But I 'will' find out; I will go myself and ask. I +wonder they can laugh at a poor blind girl!"</p> + +<p>"Very well," said the woman, glad to see a way of escape; "that will be +a very good thing. I will take you some day, and you shall find out all +you want to know."</p> + +<p>"Let us go to-day. Why should we not go now?" cried the child +impatiently. "Surely I have waited long enough."</p> + +<p>Sukhiya considered a minute, and then, seeing no serious objection, she +agreed, and so they started on their way—the woman with a basket on her +head, followed by the small figure in a red sari.</p> + +<p>It was not far to the Christian babu's house, and as the door was open, +Sukhiya walked straight in. The house was not very different to those +in the midst of which it stood, but still, there was quite enough to +show that it was not inhabited by ordinary Hindus or Mahomedans.</p> + +<p>Several tables and chairs, none too clean and in some cases broken, +stood here and there, while the walls were decorated with various +pictures and prints, in the midst of which was a text surrounded by +Christmas cards.</p> + +<p>The courtyard and verandah seemed quite empty and deserted, but as +Sukhiya called out, "Is there anyone at home?" a woman holding a baby +in her arms came out of the inner room. She very well matched her +house, being dressed in a style which was partly English and partly +Hindustani, not over clean or tidy. She looked weary and listless, +as if life had not proved itself very attractive to her, and she had +ceased to take much interest in it. She sat down on the first seat she +came to, and Sukhiya, putting down her basket before her, sat down +beside it, Hira, who was holding on to the end of her chaddar, doing +likewise.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya, who had little thought of her own business, but was thinking +rather of the child beside her, and how to get her satisfied, came at +once to the point, and told the object of her visit.</p> + +<p>"This is the blind girl I told you of," she said, "who wants to know +about Jesus Christ, and whether He can make her see as He has done +other people. So, as you are a Christian and know all about these +things, will you please tell her? For she won't be satisfied any way +till she knows, and I cannot tell her."</p> + +<p>Mary Dayál looked up in surprise, and a gleam of interest lighted +up her otherwise dull face. She was not accustomed to being asked +questions like this, and she hesitated a little before giving an +answer. Then she said, "The little girl must be very ignorant not to +know that Jesus Christ is not here now. It is hundreds of years ago +since He gave sight to the blind."</p> + +<p>"Is Jesus Christ dead?" interrupted Hira. "Then why does the English +gentleman sing hymns about Him? What use is a dead person?"</p> + +<p>"But Jesus Christ is 'not' dead," answered Mary. "He is alive in +heaven, but not in this world, and He doesn't make blind people see any +more. You had better go to the hospital and have your eyes looked at; +something might be done for you there."</p> + +<p>The child's eager face clouded over; she had so hoped that she would be +able to find Jesus Christ, and that He would just touch her eyes and +she would see. Now it was all of no use, for He was dead. How could it +be true that He was alive? If He was not anywhere, He must be dead, and +this woman was talking nonsense. She drew her red sari further over her +face and said nothing more.</p> + +<p>And the two women began to talk to each other about such things as milk +and butter.</p> + +<p>Presently Sukhiya took up her basket, and Hira stood up also, ready to +follow her. Suddenly a new thought seemed to strike her, and raising +her sightless eyes to Mary's face, she asked earnestly, "Have you got +ready to meet God?"</p> + +<p>The woman started at this unexpected question, and turning to Sukhiya, +asked, "Is this child in her right mind, that she asks such strange +questions?"</p> + +<p>Quite indignant at such a thing being said of her little favourite, +Sukhiya answered quickly, "In her right mind! Of course she is, but +while we spend all our time thinking of bread, and money, and such +things, she, poor little one, sitting in the dark, thinks of God. It +seems as if when the Almighty took away her eyes, He gave her a double +share of understanding, for there are few of us as wise as she."</p> + +<p>Then turning to the child, "Come, little one," she said, "there is +nothing to be learnt here, that is certain." And the two went out.</p> + +<p>But Hira, though she had gained nothing herself, left a message behind +her. Mary Dayál sat on alone, for the baby had fallen asleep, and in +the silence came back again the blind child's question: "Have you got +ready to meet God?"</p> + +<p>The questioner was only a little heathen girl, who knew nothing about +the true God, and the one of whom she had asked was a Christian, who +had been baptised and belonged to the Christian Church, and yet the +unanswered question had made her feel uneasy, all the more so because +it had come so unexpectedly.</p> + +<p>If she had heard the words in church, as doubtless she often had done, +they would have been soon forgotten, but it was quite different when +this strange child, with her patient, eager face, and sightless eyes, +stood before her and asked, as if she really wished to know, "Have you +got ready to meet God?"</p> + +<p>The question brought others. When and where would she have to meet God? +What did it mean to be ready? And how could she get ready?</p> + +<p>In the depths of her heart, she knew that she had no wish to meet God. +She only knew Him from very far-off, and she had no desire to come +nearer. She went to church when there was nothing to prevent, but very +often there was, and when she was not too busy or too tired, she read +a chapter in the Bible; if that would make her ready to meet God, then +she was ready. But something seemed to whisper in her heart that God +would require more than that. Then the baby woke, and soon the other +children came in from school, and there was no more time for thinking.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image026" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image026.jpg" alt="image026"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_30">NORA'S MESSAGE.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"NORA, ain't you ready?" asked a querulous voice from the bed.</p> + +<p>The child addressed was putting on a pair of heavy boots, while by her +side on a box lay a rather tattered hat, and a shawl.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image027" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image027.jpg" alt="image027"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Nora did not answer; she was a good-tempered little girl, and she took +things as they came, generally.</p> + +<p>"It's hard to lie here and know it will be hours before you bring home +a bit of bread or tea," moaned the invalid.</p> + +<p>"I'm bein' as quick as I can, mother," said the child, "but these laces +is so broken; I was near havin' a new pair yesterday—"</p> + +<p>"You sure wasn't going to spend a penny when a bit of string would do?" +sharply suggested the invalid.</p> + +<p>Nora laughed a little. "Well, no, I didn't think of spendin' a penny, +no more ner you would, mother!" she answered. "Not on that, leastways."</p> + +<p>How often she had stood by the boys with trays of buns, and felt as if +she would give her whole basket of flowers 'almost' for one of those +warm, spongy, sugary, shiny dainties!</p> + +<p>"Then how?" asked her mother, raising herself on her elbow.</p> + +<p>"I was crossin' over a wide place, one of them old fellers with laces +was crossin' too, and one of 'em fell off the wire in the mud—"</p> + +<p>"And you didn't?" inquired her mother.</p> + +<p>"I could easy ha' had it—nothin' easier," pursued the child, with a +nod, "but—"</p> + +<p>"But what?" asked the invalid, laying herself wearily back on her +pillow.</p> + +<p>"But I thought of what teacher telled us—and I couldn't! So I picked it +up and give it to him."</p> + +<p>"What did she tell you?" asked the invalid a little curiously.</p> + +<p>"She telled us that 'Jesus' noticed what we was doin', and I couldn't +after that!"</p> + +<p>She took up her basket and ran out, and the mother lay in her weariness +and faintness, and pondered.</p> + +<p>"Jesus notices what we're doing," she repeated again and again. "Then +if He notices, He knows all about us!" she thought. "He sees my pain, +and how hungry and miserable I am. I wonder if He cares?"</p> + +<p>There was a little rap at the door. "May I come in?" said a gentle, +bright voice. "I thought you would like to see a friend this morning; +and I've brought you a piece of toast we had on the table and a cup of +hot tea in a bottle. Feel how warm it is wrapped in my cloak! I brought +it because Jesus loves you! Is not that a nice comforting thought?"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image028" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image028"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image028.jpg" alt="image028"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Peace I leave with you,</b><br> +<b>My peace I give unto you.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_41">So Much the More!</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>SEE how loving Jesus looks! He never turned anyone away who wanted Him.</p> + +<p>When people are tired, we sometimes hear them say, "Don't come and ask +me; I'm too tired." But Jesus never did like that; He always was ready +to help and bless.</p> + +<p>Perhaps you little children say in your hearts, "Yes, but then that was +so long ago, and Jesus is not on earth now. I wish He were, and that I +were there in the Holy Land, and could tell Him just what troubles me."</p> + +<p>And so you turn away with a sigh, and wish Jesus were here now.</p> + +<p>But though you cannot see the Lord Jesus, He "is" near you all the +time. It is true that He left this earth and went back to heaven. But +because He is God, He is here, close to us all the time, and is ready +to help you the moment you speak to Him in your heart.</p> + +<p>You see this picture? You would like to hear about it, I know, because +the Lord Jesus looks so kind, and the poor man seems so anxious to get +to Him.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image029" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image029"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image029.jpg" alt="image029"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Jesus was close to the city of Jericho, and as He passed along, a +number of people were with Him who had seen the wonderful things He did.</p> + +<p>Just outside the city, a blind man sat near the road, begging of +those who passed by. His ears were very quick, and he soon heard the +trampling of feet and guessed something unusual was going on.</p> + +<p>He eagerly asked what it meant, and when they told him that Jesus of +Nazareth passeth by, he called out aloud, "Jesus, Thou son of David, +have mercy on me!"</p> + +<p>The people who went before did not like the interruption, and told him +to be quiet. But the blind man had heard of Jesus and knew He could +make him well, so he cried out louder than ever.</p> + +<p>The dear Lord never refuses a cry of distress: He stood still, and +commanded the blind man to be brought to Him.</p> + +<p>So the people ran to the blind man and said to him, "Be of good cheer, +rise; He calleth thee."</p> + +<p>So the blind man was led to Jesus, and Jesus inquired what he wanted. +And the blind man asked Him to do the most difficult thing in the +world, next to raising the dead; he asked that his blind eyes might be +made to see.</p> + +<p>But nothing is difficult to the Lord Jesus. In a moment, Jesus had +given him what he asked, and told him that his faith had saved him.</p> + +<p>And then the blind man did what all of us should do who have been to +Jesus and received a blessing or an answer to our prayers from Him—we +should "follow Him in the way, glorifying God."</p> + +<p>We should try to please Jesus in all our daily work and play. When we +think how He has heard our prayer, or comforted us, or made us pleasant +when we felt cross, or helped us to forgive somebody who had been +unkind to us—then we should say in our hearts,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Dear Lord Jesus, thank You."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And so we should find our faces grow brighter and our lives happier, +and we should be following Him in the way.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image030" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image030.jpg" alt="image030"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_40">SMOOTHED OUT.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WHERE is Margaret?" asked cook crossly.</p> + +<p>"She's in the passage, kneeling by the window," said the housemaid.</p> + +<p>"'What?'" asked the cook emphatically.</p> + +<p>"Writing letters!" said Jenny.</p> + +<p>The cook marched to the door with quick step, and stood looking at +Margaret with wrath in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"How often have I told you that I will not have you writing letters +before your work is done!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Margaret turned round, and her face grew scarlet as she rose from her +knees.</p> + +<p>"No wonder you are ashamed!" exclaimed cook. "What with Jenny always +wanting to go out, and you always wanting to be writing letters, and +Martha neglecting her work like she does, I have enough of it. I shall +tell mistress that I can't make anything of you, and that she had +better get another girl!"</p> + +<p>With which words, she went into the kitchen and slammed the door.</p> + +<p>Margaret stood dumbfounded; then she looked down at her letter, +and then angrily she crumpled the freshly written pages together, +and stuffing them into her little blotter, she hurried back to the +scullery, where a whole heap of washing-up awaited her.</p> + +<p>Boiling with anger, she plunged the plates into the tub, and dashed +away at her work in a desperate fashion. All the time, she was +conscious of that crumpled letter in her blotting-case. And that, worst +of all, it was mail day, and there would be no time to write another.</p> + +<p>Burning tears scalded her cheeks and dropped into the tub, till she was +forced to get out her handkerchief and wipe them away. Then she dashed +on again, the thought of having lost the mail making her half beside +herself.</p> + +<p>Just at that moment, there came a sudden check; a cover of one of the +best vegetable dishes flew into two pieces in her cloth.</p> + +<p>Here was a disaster! Margaret hid her face in her hands.</p> + +<p>Cook had almost given her her dismissal; she had broken one of the +best dishes, and she had spoilt the letter which was to have gone to +her soldier brother by that afternoon's post! She put down the pieces +of the cover without any noise now. She wrung out her dish-cloth and +emptied away the water, and then slowly and sorrowfully she took her +blotter and went upstairs to her room.</p> + +<p>"What shall I do? What shall I do?" she sobbed, as she threw herself on +her knees by her bed.</p> + +<p>Oh that her own mother were alive, or that she could lay her head on +her faithful brother's shoulder and tell him all her grief!</p> + +<p>And if she did, what would he say? The thought quieted her. She ceased +to cry so hopelessly, and her head sank on her arms.</p> + +<p>"He would tell me to look to Jesus," she whispered to herself, "and +he would say that He can straighten out the worst of life's tangles. +Oh, dear! Oh, dear! But how can I ask Him after my passion? And then +there's the mail—and cook—and the vegetable dish."</p> + +<p>It did seem too many tangles to get straightened out. And yet—</p> + +<p>Her head bowed lower and lower, and her heart went out to that loving +Saviour who is near us when we call upon Him in truth.</p> + +<p>After a minute or two she rose, and the first thing she saw was cook, +standing in front of her with the broken dish in her hand and tears in +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, cook!" sobbed Margaret, "I was coming to tell you—"</p> + +<p>"And I was coming to tell you," said cook gently, "that I'm sorry I +spoke quite so sharp to you. I know you try to be a good girl, but I +was vexed about the letter. We must make time in future for you not to +be so drove over it. Cheer up, and I'll make it right with mistress +about the dish!"</p> + +<p>She stooped and gave Margaret a kiss—the first kiss she had ever given +in that house.</p> + +<p>"Where's your letter?" she asked kindly.</p> + +<p>Margaret hesitated; then, still blinded by her tears, she drew it out +of her case.</p> + +<p>"I can't send it," she whispered; "I'm ashamed to let him see it—and +I've never missed before!"</p> + +<p>Cook sat down and took the case on her knee. She smoothed the crumpled +edges and pressed the letter out with her fingers, and then she +exclaimed—</p> + +<p>"There's an iron hot on the stove; run down and iron it. There's just +time!"</p> + +<p>So Margaret flew down, and cook followed slowly.</p> + +<p>"May I add just a line?" she asked humbly.</p> + +<p>"All right!" said cook, who was bending over the fire.</p> + +<p>And Margaret added—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Oh, Jack, I've been so cross, and things did seem so hard, but Jesus +has helped me, and I'm going to trust Him, as you wanted me to."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Who can tell what joy that sentence gave to the young soldier fighting +at the front?</p> + +<p>After that day, things grew better for Margaret. It was surprising how +different cook was, and how many little pleasures she seemed able to +put in the busy kitchenmaid's life.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image031" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image031"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image031.jpg" alt="image031"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>And Margaret on her part was different too. At first, she shyly tried +to be ready to do willingly what was required of her. And by-and-by, a +mutual understanding of love sprang up between her and the lonely cook.</p> + +<p>Sometimes in the quiet night, cook would say to herself, "Margaret has +no mother, and I have no child; I'll be a mother to her."</p> + +<p>Margaret did not guess that for many a long day. But she often +wondered, and thanked God in her heart many times a day, that in giving +her His heavenly love, He had sent her cook's earthly love as well.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_57">"WILL I?"</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE letter had come that morning, and Mary had glanced at it as she sat +at breakfast among her brothers and sisters, and had then stuffed it in +her pocket, reserving it for the first quiet moment she could get.</p> + +<p>"What does he say?" asked her favourite brother, looking up quizzically +in her face.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image032" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image032"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image032.jpg" alt="image032"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"What 'doesn't' he say?" she responded lightly.</p> + +<p>The fact was her eyes had caught a sentence which changed the whole +course of her life. Instead of the long engagement which she had +thought inevitable, here was her Jack proposing to be married within +three months.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "You must think it well over," he said, in almost his first sentence, +"and weigh all the things there are against it, as well as for it."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>How good Jack was, she thought, and then she stuffed the letter in her +pocket and tried to give her mind to helping the bacon and cutting the +bread.</p> + +<p>It seemed as if everybody wanted everything that morning. But at last, +she found herself with her duties done, able to shut her door and sit +down to think it well over, as Jack said.</p> + +<p>But Mary did not sit there a moment. With the quiet came a habit, a +holy habit, of using her solitude in talking to her Lord Jesus. She +sank on her knees by her bed and whispered that she was ignorant what +to do, uncertain what would be best, and asking Him to take "the +government upon His shoulder," to be her Counsellor.</p> + +<p>Then softly she arose and went back to her seat at the window and read +Jack's letter over carefully.</p> + +<p>"He wants it," she said thoughtfully, "but he would not press me to do +it without well considering it. He has had a new place in the country +offered him—a better position—and he says that it will be very lonely +for him, and he asks me if I will be content to begin in a very small +way. (Of course I will!) And he says that we cannot have the comforts +and luxuries we may have had in our fathers' homes, but we can have +happiness and each other, even if we do have to work a little harder."</p> + +<p>She looked down at her pretty hands, in which she confessed to take +some pride. "But that is nonsense," she thought quickly; "he says we +shall have the upper half of a house, or perhaps a little one all +to ourselves; and he promises to help me as much as he can, and not +to shirk the hard things (dear Jack!) and he thinks there is every +prospect in this new opening of improvement year by year."</p> + +<p>"I know what I should like, if mother and father think it prudent," she +said, "and they will help me to decide rightly."</p> + +<p>So there was a long consultation that evening in the library, and Mary +learned afresh what the tenderness of the parents' love is. Perhaps +it helped her to understand a little more of the love and care of the +great Heavenly Father.</p> + +<p>The letter to Jack went off before post time and it was entirely to his +satisfaction.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "I am not above work, you know, Jack," she said, "and I will make +your money go as far as ever I can. We will go without what we cannot +afford; and mother thinks we shall do very well, and be very happy; so +there!"<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image033" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image033"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image033.jpg" alt="image033"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Bring your work, and sit under the trees.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_2">A CHARGE.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHAT a long time it seemed! What a long fortnight to take care of all +those children, with responsibility from morning to night!</p> + +<p>Lettice waved the last good-bye to her brother and his wife, as they +drove away from the door, and then turned round to survey the scene.</p> + +<p>Roland and Ralph, her twin nephews, stood looking at her earnestly. +Little Ivy nestled up against her with tears in her eyes, and +Marjory—ah! That was the difficulty—what would her headstrong niece +Marjory say and do?</p> + +<p>"Come into the garden, auntie," called Ralph; "Roland and I are going +to catch butterflies, and we want you to sit on the form and watch us."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I am going to pick flowers for you," said Ivy, winking away +her tears, as she tried not to think of her parents gone away for all +that time.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Lettice, "but what is Marjory going to do?"</p> + +<p>"'I' don't need looking after, thank you," said Marjory disdainfully. +"I have plenty to do, and can take care of myself. Father said I could—"</p> + +<p>Aunt Lettice raised her eyes inquiringly. There was a gentle look in +them in which the firmness was almost hidden.</p> + +<p>"At least—" said Marjory, hesitating a little.</p> + +<p>"At least?" echoed Aunt Lettice. Then she paused for an instant, while +her heart sent up a swift prayer.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image034" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image034"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image034.jpg" alt="image034"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Marjory," she said, "I want you to be my great help—will you?"</p> + +<p>Marjory was silent. She stooped and tied a ribbon round her dog. She +had meant to declare war to the knife with her auntie—but—</p> + +<p>"Come along," said Lettice brightly, "we will try to have a very happy +time. What a lovely day! Bring your work, and come and sit under those +shady trees. We can watch the twins from there; and see, Ivy is already +picking flowers. The fortnight will soon pass away."</p> + +<p>When Lettice went to bed that night, as she passed Marjory's door a +voice called to her—</p> + +<p>"Good-night, auntie!"</p> + +<p>Then, as she bent over Marjory's bed, she heard her whisper, "Thank you +for being so patient; I 'will' try to help you!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image035" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image035.jpg" alt="image035"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_4">CHAPTER IV.—A SAD STORY.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> +<p>MARY DAYÁL had had a sad, weary life, not marked by any special joys, +but clouded by many sorrows. The daughter of Christian parents, she had +taken it for granted that she was a Christian also, and never thought +of being anything else. She had been sent to school as soon as she +was old enough, and had there learnt English, and many other things, +which had been soon forgotten. When she was seventeen, her parents had +arranged for her marriage.</p> + +<p>Her married life had not been a very happy one. Her husband had a knack +of getting out of work, and they were never sure of any certain income. +Sometimes he earned good wages, and they lived in comfort, but those +days did not last long.</p> + +<p>Very soon, through no fault of his, so he said, he was sent away; then +there was nothing to live on, so what could they do but go into debt? +And so they did.</p> + +<p>They had had eight children, but out of those, only four were living: +Reuben, the eldest, a boy of ten; Julius, seven years old; Maggie, six; +and baby Rose.</p> + +<p>The three eldest went to school, which was a great comfort to their +mother. At the time of Hira's visit, the father of the family had +some employment, though, as he considered, far beneath a man of his +capabilities; so these were not some of the darkest days.</p> + +<p>Still, they were quite dark enough, for there was a heavy debt on +which they had to pay so much interest that they had little left to +pay their daily expenses. And as Mary sat nursing her baby in the +empty, quiet house, she used to think and wonder what could be done to +bring in more money and ease her of this heavy load which weighed so +upon her. Indeed, the one thought which filled her mind and absorbed +all her attention was this: How can I provide food and clothes for +my family? No wonder that she looked dull and listless, that she was +cross and impatient with her children, and anything but an attractive, +affectionate wife to her husband.</p> + +<p>Mark Dayál was one who might have been a different man under different +circumstances. From his earliest days, he had been allowed to do just +as he liked. When he was ten years old, his father died, which made +matters still worse, for it was he who ruled his mother, and not his +mother who ruled him. Some kind friends paid for his education, and +finding that he was a clever, bright boy, quite expected to see the +reward of their kindness in his becoming a good, useful man. But they +were sorely disappointed; the boy began to think himself far more +clever than he really was, and thought everything was so easy that he +need not take pains about anything, and so he became careless and lazy.</p> + +<p>When he was twenty years old, though he had little or nothing to +support a wife (that was a "small" matter), he married; the result +has already been told. Now he was a hard, disappointed man, blaming +everybody else for his want of success in life, but never thinking of +blaming himself.</p> + +<p>Such was the household to which blind Hira came to ask how she could +find new eyes, that she might see, and what the command meant, "Prepare +to meet thy God." Mary did not know it at the time, but the visit of +the blind child was the beginning of what will never end. The question +asked had made her "think," and thinking, when it is about what is +good, will surely bring good results, as it did in this case.</p> + +<p>For the first time in her life, the thought of coming into contact with +God had claimed her attention, and though it was not a thought which +brought her any pleasure, she could not get rid of it.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +————————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_5">CHAPTER V.—ALONE IN THE STORM.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE days of which we write were hard times for all, except those who +lived in plenty, and of such there were few.</p> + +<p>In many parts of India, famine was raging, and even where it was not +actually present, it had its effect, and prices were so high that those +to whom the question of rupees, annas, and pice was always a serious +problem, were now sorely perplexed as to how to provide the necessities +of life. Amongst those were Mary Dayál's family, as well as that in +which Hira found a home. For the latter especially, life was anything +but smooth, and many and bitter were the complaints of those who had to +work, and of those who had to eat. The one who suffered most was Mira, +and again was she reminded that it was her father's place to provide +for her, but where that father was, no one knew.</p> + +<p>Hira was a good deal to blame for what she had to suffer, and it was +hardly to be wondered at that nobody cared to deny themselves for +the sake of a child, who did so little to make herself loved. Except +Sukhiya, whose mother's heart was touched by the child's sad, forlorn +condition, no one had a good word for Hira. Though generally very +silent, when once started, she could pour out torrents of abuse, +without any regard as to who was the victim. There was not much she +"could" do, and even that little she refused, or did very grudgingly.</p> + +<p>Poor little Hira was like a plant grown in utterly uncongenial soil; +there was more "good" in her than in anyone else in the house, but her +circumstances only served to develop the bad and extinguish the good. +Suddenly there came a great change in her life, and this was how it +happened.</p> + +<p>One day everything had gone wrong. Money was scarce, and therefore food +also, and each one blamed somebody else. Hira was told that there was +no food for her, and if she wanted any, she had better go out and beg +for it. The child said little, but in her heart, she made up her mind +she would go and seek her living elsewhere. Why should she stay in this +house to be starved and abused, when Sukhiya loved her and would feed +her on milk and ghi? So to Sukhiya she determined to go.</p> + +<p>It did not seem a very difficult matter, as she had often been there +before, and found her way quite easily. She waited till evening, for +though the light and darkness made no difference to her, she would be +less likely to be seen by others.</p> + +<p>She could not see, poor child, and so she did not know that heavy black +clouds had gathered round, and a great storm was pending.</p> + +<p>Just after she had started, a terrific clap of thunder made her start, +for Hira, so susceptible to sound, had a natural terror of thunder. +Soon heavy rain began to fall, and in two or three minutes, the red +sari was soaked through. In her fear and confusion, the blind child +missed turning the corner which would have led her to Sukhiya's house, +and then she was hopelessly lost.</p> + +<p>It would not have been a serious matter at any ordinary time, for she +could easily have asked her way, and would have been soon guided safely +home, but at this hour and in the midst of the storm which was raging, +there was no one to see the small red figure, from whom the water was +now pouring, nor to hear the piteous words:</p> + +<p>"Is there anyone about? Is there anyone near?"</p> + +<p>Indeed, none could have heard if they had been there, for the torrents +of rain and roaring thunder drowned every other sound.</p> + +<p>For some time the child pressed on, driven by terror, and feeling that +anything must be better than the place where she now was. At last, she +could go no further; not only was the rain streaming down upon her, but +a torrent of water was rushing down the narrow lane through which she +was trying to force her way, and threatening to carry her off her feet. +Groping her way by the walls of the houses, she came to some steps, +and climbing up these, she was at any rate safe from the rushing water +below. She sat down and tried to think, but this was no easy matter in +the noise and confusion round her.</p> + +<p>Then she began to do what she always did when she was troubled and +distressed, the only thing she could do—she began to cry, a piteous +wailing cry. It was hopeless to think that anyone would hear it, but at +any rate it was better than doing nothing. Gradually the storm, having +spent itself, began to subside, and still Hira went on wailing and +weeping.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the door behind her was opened, and a voice asked into the +darkness, "Is there anyone there?"</p> + +<p>Hira only wailed the louder. Then a hand was stretched out and the +speaker was able to gain some idea as to who it was who was in such +distress. She recrossed the large courtyard, and entering the house, +went into a room where a man was sitting reading.</p> + +<p>"Father," she said, "it is a child crying; it seems to be a little +girl, and she is soaked through with the rain. I have come to fetch a +light, and then I will bring her in, and we will try and find out who +she is, and why she is crying alone in the dark."</p> + +<p>The man looked up from his book with a face full of interest, and +rising from his seat, said, "Yes, child, and I will come with you and +carry the light."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, father! Indeed you must not. See how the water has collected +in the courtyard, and only yesterday you had high fever. I will be back +directly."</p> + +<p>And, taking the lamp in her hand, the daughter started back to the +child before her father had time to speak again.</p> + +<p>Hira's cries were now pitched in a lower key, but as the noise of the +storm still continued, it was difficult for the speaker to make her +voice heard.</p> + +<p>"Poor little girl," she said as clearly as she could, "why are you +sitting here alone in the rain? Come inside, and I will give you a dry +sari, and you shall tell me why you are crying."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image036" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image036"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image036.jpg" alt="image036"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Still Hira said nothing, but cried the louder. Her new friend was +sorely puzzled; it was still raining heavily, and she herself would +soon be as wet as the child, and yet she could not go back and leave +her there.</p> + +<p>Again she tried. "Don't be afraid of me, little one," she said kindly. +"I only want to take you in out of the dark and rain, and you shall go +away as soon as you want to."</p> + +<p>Then Hira's cries ceased, and the plaintive answer came: "I am blind, +and I have lost my way, and I don't know where I am nor who you are."</p> + +<p>If anything more had been needed to touch the heart of Hira's would-be +helper, surely this was enough, and without saying anything more, she +set down the lamp, and taking the dripping child in her arms, lifted +her through the door.</p> + +<p>She could scarcely attempt to carry her across the flooded courtyard, +but having brought her so far, with loving words of encouragement, the +child became willing to be led into the dry, comfortable dwelling.</p> + +<p>They were met on the verandah by the master of the house and an old +servant, who had no eyes for the strange child, but was full of concern +for her young mistress, whom she pressed to come inside at once and +change her wet clothes.</p> + +<p>"She is blind, father," whispered the daughter, "and has lost her way; +no wonder she cried so piteously."</p> + +<p>Then tender hands quickly changed the wet red sari for a dry white one, +and Hira was transformed. Then came the question: What was to be done +next? Gladly would the father and daughter have fed and sheltered the +desolate child, who had been found weeping at their door, but until +they knew from whence, and why she had come, and what her future would +be, they shrank from doing anything which would cut her off from those +to whom she belonged. Being Christians, how could they feed a child who +was a Hindu?</p> + +<p>The great difficulty was that the little girl could not be persuaded to +give any account of herself. After having told that she was blind and +lost, she would say nothing more; only in reply to the question, "Had +she a father and mother?" she shook her head. As to the whereabouts of +her home, she would tell nothing.</p> + +<p>One thing soon became quite certain—she must stay where she was for the +night.</p> + +<p>The old servant Anandi wished to take charge of her, but Shushila +having found her, claimed the right to keep her, and took her to sleep +in her room. Rest did not come to either very quickly; evidently the +blind child had received a great shock, and seemed nervous and restless.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if she would like to be sung to?" thought Shushila.</p> + +<p>And without saying anything, she began to sing what came first to her +mind, the very same hymn which Hira had listened to on the roof.</p> + +<p>She was little prepared for the look of joyful surprise which suddenly +lighted up the blind girl's face.</p> + +<p>She listened quietly till the hymn was finished, and then asked with +almost breathless eagerness, "Tell me, do you know Him, the Jesus +Christ you have been singing about?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, little one," was the answer, "I do know Jesus Christ. He is my +best and dearest Friend."</p> + +<p>"Then you know where He lives, and you will take me to Him and ask Him +to give me new eyes? That cruel woman said that He was dead, but I +didn't believe He was. Say, will you take me to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>Shushila did not speak at once; she was thinking how she could make +this child, who knew so little, understand that He, whom she wished to +seek, was even then close beside her, ready to give her, if not new +eyes, what was of infinitely greater value.</p> + +<p>At last she spoke. "No, little one, Jesus Christ is not dead, and He +will never, never die, and I need not take you to Him, because He is +here already, nearer to you than I am."</p> + +<p>"Then ask Him to give me new eyes. I was so frightened all alone in the +dark, and the rain and thunder made such a noise, but if Jesus Christ +makes me see like other people, I shall never be frightened again."</p> + +<p>Shushila drew the trembling child closer to her, as she said, "Dear +little one, only be patient, and I will tell you about Jesus Christ, +and how much He loves you, and how He will give you what is even better +than eyes."</p> + +<p>"But," interrupted the child, "if Jesus Christ is here, why does He not +give me new eyes now? He did not tell that other man that he must wait, +or that He would give him something else instead. You have told me a +lie, and Jesus Christ is not really here; perhaps that other woman told +me truly and He is really dead."</p> + +<p>Then Shushila knelt down by the bed on which the child had thrown +herself in her grief and disappointment, and prayed softly,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Lord Jesus, we know that Thou art here, and that Thou seest us though +we cannot see Thee. We thank Thee that Thou didst take care of this +poor little one in the storm, and didst bring her safely here. She is +very tired and weary. Wilt Thou give her rest? Amen."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Hira said no more. And as Shushila knelt on beside her, softly singing, +she gradually lay still, and the watcher knew that for the present she +was at rest.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image037" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image037.jpg" alt="image037"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_11">DEVOTION.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"YOU 'darling!'" exclaimed the young mother rapturously.</p> + +<p>"You 'darling!'" echoed grandmother in the same tone.</p> + +<p>While the father, just passing the window and seeing his sweet little +daughter held up to be admired, stopped and admired her too.</p> + +<p>"Does she not look rosy from her sleep?" said Anora. "Why, she has been +asleep this two hours."</p> + +<p>"I've been sitting here a great deal too long," said grannie, with a +start. "What will grandfather say? He'll tell me I'm a bit silly over +that baby, and so I am!" She gave a pleasant little laugh as she rose +and gathered her basket handles together preparatory to setting forth.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image038" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image038"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image038.jpg" alt="image038"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Well, father's as bad himself," smiled Anora, nodding and chirping to +the baby, while smile after smile broke over the little one's face in +response.</p> + +<p>"I never saw such a sweet baby!" said grannie emphatically. "But I must +go to see after grandfather's dinner. He'll be short of something nice, +unless I mind."</p> + +<p>She had a good kiss of her grandchild, and then, poking her vegetables +further into her basket, she hurried off to her cottage.</p> + +<p>That evening, when the baby was asleep, and Jacques was sitting by the +fire resting after his day's work, Anora put her hand into his and +looked into his face thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, dear?" he said kindly.</p> + +<p>"I'm so afraid we are getting to love her too well—"</p> + +<p>There was no need to ask whom she meant, and to Jacques' surprise, +there was a sound of tears in her usually cheerful voice.</p> + +<p>He looked up quickly. "I never thought of that," he said at length.</p> + +<p>"No more did I. But when mother went out this afternoon, somehow it +came over me—What would life be without baby? And then—"</p> + +<p>Jacques shook his head and they both looked towards the cradle.</p> + +<p>"We do want to love God best of all, don't we?" she murmured.</p> + +<p>"But He has sent us our child."</p> + +<p>"I tell you what!" said Anora, suddenly brightening up. "I've thought +of something! If we thank God for her every time we think how sweet and +dear she is, I do believe that will save us from making an idol of her. +I'll run in and tell grannie. I know she'll do it!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_33">Out of the Tombs.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ONE day the Lord Jesus was sailing over the lake of Galilee, and a +great storm of wind came down between the mountains, and made the waves +beat into the ship so that it nearly sank.</p> + +<p>The Lord was tired with all His loving work among the people, and He +fell asleep in the hinder part of the ship.</p> + +<p>When the storm came on, the disciples woke Him up in a great hurry, +asking Him if He did not care that they were in danger.</p> + +<p>Now, Jesus always cares. Perhaps He was asleep during that storm that +they might learn to trust Him more.</p> + +<p>So at their despairing cry, He arose and told the wind and the waves to +be still. And immediately there was a great calm.</p> + +<p>So Jesus said to them, "How is it that you have so little faith?"</p> + +<p>And the disciples felt a great surprise and awe come over them, because +the Master whom they loved could have power over even the wind and the +waves.</p> + +<p>But Jesus wanted to show them that there are other things over which He +has power besides the storm and the tempest.</p> + +<p>So when they came out of the ship, as they were passing through the +rocky country by the sea, a very strange and unhappy man met them.</p> + +<p>The disciples were very frightened, for they knew that this poor man +lived in the tombs and was possessed with a devil, so that no man could +live with him, or do anything to make him happy. He had often been put +in a safe place by his friends, but he was so strong that he had burst +open the door and broken the chains that bound him, and day and night +he was crying and cutting himself with stones.</p> + +<p>But Jesus has power even over a man such as that.</p> + +<p>When he who was possessed with the devil saw the Lord coming up from +the lake, he ran to meet Him and bowed himself to the ground and +worshipped Him, crying with a loud voice, "What have I to do with Thee, +Jesus, Thou Son of the most high God?"</p> + +<p>For Jesus had said to the devil that possessed him, "Come out of the +man, thou unclean spirit."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image039" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image039"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image039.jpg" alt="image039"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So the devils were obliged to come out of the poor man, and by-and-by, +when the people of that country came to see what had been done to him, +they found him sitting with clothes on, and in his right mind, close to +Jesus, and happy in His presence and His love.</p> + +<p>Now, what do we learn, little children, from these two stories of the +great power of the Lord Jesus?</p> + +<p>Is it not that there is "nothing" too hard for Him to do?</p> + +<p>That if there is a great storm in our lives, if things seem too hard +for us to manage, Jesus is ready, and at our first call, He will arise +and rebuke the storm, and smooth the difficulty, and bring us straight +to land.</p> + +<p>And if our sins and Satan's power, and our tempers and our temptations, +seem to make us dwell in the tombs (as it were), if Jesus comes near, +we may be delivered. And we can be found sitting near Him listening to +His voice, and delivered for ever from Satan our great enemy.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image040" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image040.jpg" alt="image040"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_6">CHAPTER VI.—FATHER AND DAUGHTER.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was no ordinary home to which Hira's feet had been guided when she +was lost in the storm. Rámpál Singh, the master of the house, was one +who, brought up and educated as a Hindu, had been led to seek for One +worthy of his heart's homage and obedience, and finding Christ to be +that One, had left all to follow Him.</p> + +<p>Never for one moment had he regretted that decision, but as in every +new circumstance and time of need he proved his chosen Master to be +all-sufficient, he longed more and more that others might share in the +blessing which he had gained, and rejoice in the same great salvation.</p> + +<p>For some years, he had spent his life going about from village to +village teaching and preaching, but about a year ago, a severe attack +of fever had made it necessary for him to lead a less wearing kind of +life. So having taken this house, he sought to shed a light in the +darkness surrounding him. His only daughter, Shushila, whose greatest +joy and delight was to be with her father and share his work, was his +faithful attendant and companion. Surely it could have been none other +than the Good Shepherd Himself who had guided the steps of the lost +child to those who were so well fitted to teach her what she so longed +to know and understand!</p> + +<p>The next morning, Hira was burning and tossing with fever, which was +not to be wondered at, after the exposure and shock of the night +before. The father and daughter took counsel together, and sought for +that wisdom which is promised to those who lack, that they might know +what was the right thing to do in this difficult case.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, I would just love to keep her always and teach her about +the Lord Jesus!" said Shushila, whose whole heart went out towards the +helpless child who had been thrown so unexpectedly on her hands.</p> + +<p>"And so you shall," answered her father, "if she really has been sent +to us, as it seems likely, and there is no one who has the right to +take her from us. But it may be that even now others are anxiously +looking for her, and it seems only right that we should seek to let +them know that she is safe."</p> + +<p>Then Anandi, who had been standing near, proposed that she should go +out and make inquiries as to whether a blind child was missing from +any house. This was thought to be an excellent plan, as if the child +belonged to the neighbourhood, and any consternation was felt at her +disappearance, the news would certainly spread. So Anandi set forth on +her errand, doing her day's shopping at the same time.</p> + +<p>Wherever she went, she asked the same question, "Do you know of any +blind child living in these parts?"—Always receiving the same answer. +No one knew of any such child.</p> + +<p>The old woman had the wisdom to add, "If you should hear of any child +having been lost, you can just tell them to come and inquire of us."</p> + +<p>She returned home having learnt nothing, but those who had sent her +felt more contented having done what they could.</p> + +<p>Later in the day, Shushila remembered that she had promised to send +some broth to a child who was ill, and Anandi went to take it. It was +Mary Dayál's child, and through her illness, Shushila had found an +entrance into this house, and appeared as an angel of mercy to the +heavily laden mother who dragged out her weary existence there.</p> + +<p>Anandi had given the broth, inquired after the sick child, and was just +going out at the door, when she turned back and said, "Have you ever +heard of a blind child living in these parts, a little girl who wears a +red sari?"</p> + +<p>Mary looked up with some interest. There flashed before her sight the +vision of the small, red figure, the earnest face with its sightless +eyes, and once more, the oft-remembered words sounded afresh in her +ears, "Have you got ready to meet God?"</p> + +<p>In a moment it came and went, and without any pause she answered, "Yes, +a blind girl in a red sari came here one day. She came with a woman who +comes to sell butter, and asked me such strange questions for a child, +that I thought she was not quite right in her head. Why do you ask? +What do you want to know about her?"</p> + +<p>Then Anandi told the story of the voice crying at the door, and how +her young mistress had brought in the lost child and put her to sleep +in her own bed, and would gladly keep her altogether, if she could be +quite sure that no one else wanted her.</p> + +<p>When she had told all, Mary Dayál remarked, "There is one person who +could tell you all about her, and that is the woman who comes to +sell butter. She has no children of her own—they have all died, poor +thing—and she seems to love this blind child as if she belonged to her. +Hira, I remember she called her."</p> + +<p>Here at last was some light, though to know who could tell was of +little use unless she could be found, and that was no easy matter, for +all that Mary knew was that she lived some little distance off.</p> + +<p>Having received the promise that if she came there to sell milk, she +should be at once sent on, Anandi went home to give time information +she had gained. Mary Dayál went back to her sick child, and as she sat +and watched beside her, she thought again of the blind girl. She felt +glad to think that she was with one who was so well able to tell her +what she wanted to know. She had often thought with shame of how this +child had come to ask her about Him of whom she ought to have been so +glad to speak, and had learnt nothing. Now as she heard of her being +sheltered by Shushila's loving care, she thought to herself,—</p> + +<p>"Perhaps God sent her to me first, and because I could not, or would +not, help her, He led her Himself to one who can."</p> + +<p>Then the burden which had pressed so heavily on her heart pressed so +sorely that she buried her face in her hands and murmured,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "O God, make me ready to meet Thee; for I am surely no better than that +little heathen blind girl."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>If only she had understood, how she would have rejoiced to know that, +first by the message sent through the lips of Him, and then by this +hunger in her heart, her heavenly Father was drawing His child home to +Himself. One day she would hear the words, "I have loved thee with an +everlasting love, therefore with loving-kindness have I drawn thee," +and know them to be true.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +————————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_7">CHAPTER VII.—SUKHIYA'S SCHEME.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THERE was not much rest for Sukhiya during the night of the storm; +even after the worst violence had spent itself, the rain continued to +stream through the roof. And when a dry place had been found for the +butter and milk still left for sale, and another sheltered spot for her +husband, who being an old man must be kept as dry as possible, there +was none left for the mistress of the house, who had to be contented to +do the best she could, and hope to be dry again some time.</p> + +<p>Towards morning, the rain ceased and Sukhiya was roused early out of a +deep sleep by someone knocking at the door.</p> + +<p>No answer came to her inquiry, "Who is there?"</p> + +<p>So she got up off the wet bedstead on which she had been lying, and +went to the door.</p> + +<p>"Is Hira here?" asked a voice, which she quickly recognised as that of +one of the blind girl's cousins.</p> + +<p>In a moment, Sukhiya was thoroughly awake, and the door quickly opened.</p> + +<p>"What do you ask, Is Hira here?" she said, in a voice of some concern. +"How could that be? Does she ever pass the night here? Whenever she +comes, I always bring her back, and nowadays she seldom comes."</p> + +<p>"Then how can we tell where she is?" remarked the boy in a voice which +sounded as if he at any rate did not much care. "She is not in our +house, and if she is not here, where can she be?"</p> + +<p>A great dread seized the heart of Sukhiya; she knew that her little +favourite had been becoming more and more unhappy in her uncle's house, +and not long ago had said in a determined voice, "Some time I will run +away."</p> + +<p>Maybe this was what she had done. But where could she have gone, if she +had not come to her, and where could she have been during the storm?</p> + +<p>The ghi-seller was a shrewd woman, and as she stood at the door in the +early morning, facing the boy who had come to tell her that the blind +child was lost, she at once made up her mind on one point—if Hira had +run away from her uncle's house, she should never go back there again, +if she could help it. So she answered in a tone of indifference, "Tell +your father that I have not seen the child for several days, for she +has quite given up ever coming to my house." Then she asked, "Since +when has she been missing?"</p> + +<p>The boy answered, "She hasn't eaten anything since the morning, and no +one has seen anything of her since just before the storm."</p> + +<p>"Well, what can I do?" said Sukhiya again. "Those to whom she belongs +are the right ones to look for her if she is lost, and they will know +best why the child has run away."</p> + +<p>Then the boy, finding no more to be gained, went back to give the +answer to the question he had been sent to ask.</p> + +<p>Although Sukhiya had appeared to be so indifferent, she was far from +feeling so. And in spite of having implied that it was not her business +to look for the lost child, she at once began to think how she could +best do it.</p> + +<p>She would have liked to have set off at once, but the cow must be +milked, and as she did not wish Hira's uncle to know that she was +making any efforts to find the child, she could not do better than make +her inquiries as she went on her rounds.</p> + +<p>So from house to house went Sukhiya with her basket on her head and a +heavy burden on her heart, which grew heavier and heavier as the day +wore on, and still there was no trace of the lost child. She longed to +go to the uncle's house and ask whether she had returned, but then that +might spoil her little scheme.</p> + +<p>Little rest was found that night either. And the next morning, the +poor woman began her day's work with a heavy heart, for with Hira, she +seemed to have lost all her interest in life.</p> + +<p>The first day she had kept to her own neighbourhood, not thinking it +likely that the blind child could have strayed far away. The next day +she went a greater distance, and so came at length to Mary Dayál's +house.</p> + +<p>The woman's sad, hopeless face reminded Mary at once of Anandi and the +blind child, and she asked, "Do you know anything of the blind child +you brought here one day? Is she safe and well?"</p> + +<p>The simple question was too much for the sore heart of the anxious +woman, and, bursting into tears, she answered, "She is lost, the poor +helpless little one; there was no one to love and care for her, though +I would have done it if I could. But she is gone, and how will I ever +see her again?"</p> + +<p>"I think I can tell you where she is," said Mary, glad to be able to +comfort the sorrowful woman.</p> + +<p>As Sukhiya listened to what Anandi had said, she felt certain it must +be Hira who had been found on the doorstep. Was not the red sari she +wore the very one she had given to her?</p> + +<p>The children had gone to school, and Mary could not leave her home to +show the way, but there was little fear that Sukhiya would not find +the house which contained her lost treasure. So having received full +directions, she set off to seek it.</p> + +<p>Hira was still burning with fever, which had risen so high that she +took little notice of anything or anyone near her, only sometimes +muttering such words as "I don't know where I am; I must be lost. If +Jesus Christ would come and give me eyes, but He won't. He must be +dead."</p> + +<p>Shushila, who dearly loved to tend anyone who was ill, sat by her side, +putting wet cloths on her head, and speaking now and then in a soft, +gentle voice, which seemed to soothe the restless child.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya found the door open and walked in. Besides what she had heard +from Mary Dayál of Shushila's goodness, her own eyes told her that +however Hira had found her way to this spot, she had certainly found +refuge in a peaceful, happy home, and if she could only stay there +always, it would be well for her. So she quickly made up her mind to +try and bring this about.</p> + +<p>"Do you want any butter or milk to-day?" she asked, setting down her +basket.</p> + +<p>Anandi soon appeared to answer the call. And seeing the woman, asked at +once, "Have you come about the blind child?"</p> + +<p>"What blind child?" was the answer in a most indifferent tone.</p> + +<p>Then Anandi told what she knew, and Sukhiya listened, but said nothing +till the story was finished.</p> + +<p>"There is a blind child I have seen about sometimes; if I were to see +her, I should know whether it is the same."</p> + +<p>So Sukhiya was taken to where Hira lay, just at that time in a heavy +sleep. Shushila was sitting near, and as soon as the woman caught sight +of her sweet, gentle face, she still more fully made up her mind that, +even though these people were Christians, Hira could find no better +home.</p> + +<p>She tried to conceal her anxiety at the child's illness, and when +Shushila called her out of the room and asked what she knew of the +child and her relatives, she answered, "What can I tell more than that +she has neither father nor mother, nor anyone else to care for her? For +many a day she has been half starved, and now it has come to this."</p> + +<p>"Then you think," said Shushila, "that I may keep her and that no one +will want to take her away from me?"</p> + +<p>"Who is there to take her away? Have not I said that she has neither +father nor mother, nor anyone who cares whether she is alive or dead? +Great will be your reward if you take this helpless little one and feed +and clothe her."</p> + +<p>Shushila was much relieved by the woman's words, but she thought it +right to say, "If you should hear of anyone inquiring for her, you will +tell them where she is, and that she is being well cared for."</p> + +<p>"Who is there to ask?" was the reply. "Certainly I will tell if I +should meet any such person. But surely you are needing some butter or +milk, and you will find none better than mine."</p> + +<p>Anandi was called to make a small purchase, and Sukhiya determined that +it should not be the last, for how else would she be able to see the +child in whose interests she had been working?</p> + +<p>Although the woman felt glad for the child's sake, she felt sad for her +own. What more would Hira care for her, poor ignorant creature, now she +had a friend with a beautiful face and soft, sweet voice, to care for +her? It was true that the blind eyes could see neither the beauty of +the one nor the lack of it in herself, but something would surely tell +her the difference. Anyway, she would be no longer needed, and Sukhiya +felt as if she had lost yet another child.</p> + +<p>However, there was still one more thing to be done before her work for +Hira was complete. A few days later, she arrived at the blind child's +old home, and having put down her basket on the ground began to cry and +wail piteously.</p> + +<p>The whole household gathered around and begged to know what was the +matter.</p> + +<p>It was a long time before Sukhiya's distress would allow her to speak, +and then she sobbed out, "Alas! Alas! All my children have died, and +now this helpless little one I loved as my own is gone too; it matters +nothing to you, but my heart is made desolate."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" was the general exclamation. "Have you heard any +news of Hira? What has happened to her?"</p> + +<p>Sukhiya shed a few more tears, and then, with a quivering voice, +explained, "She got lost that night you turned her out in that heavy +rain, and only a thin, worn sari to cover her. Was it any wonder +that she should get fever and die?" And again the woman's cries and +lamentations broke forth.</p> + +<p>Then an angry voice asked, "Who says we turned her out? She went away +herself; and it is you who are to blame that she was lost in the rain, +for it was you who taught her to go wandering from house to house, +which was most improper for a girl of her age. Now you can go and never +come here again accusing innocent people of what you are to blame for +yourself."</p> + +<p>Sukhiya was only too thankful to find that she was not to be +cross-examined on the story which she had made up. And taking up her +basket quickly, departed. And for many days nothing was seen of the +ghi-seller in Hira's old home.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image041" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image041.jpg" alt="image041"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_1">A BLACK SHEEP.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY MABEL MACKINTOSH.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ARTHUR NEAL was the black sheep of the school. The biggest among +the little boys, there was no sort of possible mischief in which +he did not entangle himself, no sort of naughtiness or laziness or +don't-carishness in which he was not foremost. They had scolded him, +kept him in, deprived him of extra pleasures, caned him; but nothing +seemed to affect him. He had once overheard the head master call him +incorrigible and a black sheep; he rather gloried in it, and his mother +and father in India grieved over the bad accounts of their boy, and +wrote lectures and good advice and pleadings, and Arthur only laughed. +India was a long way off, and nobody loved him and he loved nobody.</p> + +<p>But the term was over and holidays had come, and Arthur was to go to +Scotland to his cousins' home, for the head master had positively +refused to keep him for the holidays. Arthur was well pleased. Here was +a new field for his mischievous energies! Wouldn't he lead Ivan and +Archie a life? Wouldn't he teach them a thing or two?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image042" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image042"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image042.jpg" alt="image042"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>He was very quiet that first day in Glasgow; he was taking in his +surroundings. His aunt thought he had been belied; it had cost her +much to invite this little ne'er-do-well to meet her boys, and yet she +prayed that this uncared-for little soul might find a blessing. Was he +to go on to rack and ruin for want of a helping hand?</p> + +<p>Ivan and Archie watched him curiously, too, the first day. They were +in a difficulty. In the summer, both of them had given themselves to +Christ to be His soldiers and servants, and since then, they had read +together a chapter from their little Bibles directly after tea. What +should they do now? Should they put it off and read separately at +another time, or should they read aloud as usual, and let their new +cousin laugh if he liked? It was a hard struggle, this first taking up +the reproach of their Master, but the two boys conquered. When the tea +was cleared, they sat down in the glowing firelight, and Ivan drew out +his little Bible.</p> + +<p>"We always read together," he said a little brusquely, for it was a +very big effort to him.</p> + +<p>Arthur said nothing. He was too surprised, too flabbergasted, to make +any resistance. Had he had a minute to think, he would have retired +with a sneer. But already Ivan had begun, and he sat still.</p> + +<p>It began with the story of the lost sheep, and the shepherd seeking +over the mountains until he found it. It rushed into Arthur's mind that +he was called a black sheep, and it seemed as if the story was all +written for him.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image043" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image043"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image043.jpg" alt="image043"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>He did not hear the other stories in the chapter; he was too intent +on this one. He hardly noticed when his cousins rose and left him. He +only moved his position nearer to the fire, and sat staring into it. He +knew enough of Bible teaching to know the meaning of the shepherd. He +had heard often enough of the love of Jesus, but he had never thought +of Jesus loving "him," wanting to find "him," the black sheep of the +school.</p> + +<p>But still, if Jesus wanted to find him, how was it all done? How could +he know he was found, he was such a naughty boy? How could he become a +white sheep safe in the fold? He puzzled and puzzled over it for three +days. And then, when he lay in his little bed on the third night, his +auntie came to him and solved his problem for him.</p> + +<p>She sat down beside him and laid her soft hand on his. And then in the +dim light, she saw his eyes were full of tears.</p> + +<p>"What is it, dear?" she said gently.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know you loved me," Arthur answered.</p> + +<p>"Didn't you, poor lonely boy?" she answered. "I love you and Jesus +loves you."</p> + +<p>Arthur sighed deeply. "I'm such a naughty boy, a black sheep," he said; +"but the boys were reading about the shepherd looking for the sheep. +Would He look for me?"</p> + +<p>"'The Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me,'" said auntie +softly. "He loved you so that He gave His own life to find you."</p> + +<p>"How shall I be found?" asked Arthur.</p> + +<p>"If you were a little lost sheep lying on the dark mountain, and you +heard the shepherd calling you, what would you do?"</p> + +<p>"I would call to him, 'Here I am.'"</p> + +<p>Auntie knelt down by the little bed, and, still holding Arthur's hand, +she spoke to the Good Shepherd.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Dear Lord Jesus," she said, "Arthur has heard you calling, and he says +he is here. Take him and make him Thy lamb, and wash his sins in Thy +precious blood."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"And thank you for loving me, auntie!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_29">NELLIE'S CARD.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"SIT down, just a little while, Sister!" coaxed Nellie. "You haven't +sat down all the afternoon, for I've been watching you!"</p> + +<p>Sister Ruth smiled.</p> + +<p>"Well! Just a little while, Nellie," she said sitting down beside her. +"Why did you want me to, particularly?"</p> + +<p>"'Cause you look tired; and besides, I wanted you to talk to me."</p> + +<p>"What a lot of Christmas cards!" said the nurse, glancing at the little +table on which Nellie had arranged all her treasures in front of her.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said softly, "everybody, almost, that loves me has sent me +one!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image044" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image044"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image044.jpg" alt="image044"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"What a rich little girl!"</p> + +<p>She smiled a happy little smile; and then as the nurse laid her hand +gently on hers, she looked up with an earnest glance.</p> + +<p>"I know you're sorry for me," she said. "I feel it every time you come +near."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I am."</p> + +<p>"Do you know, when I first came here, Sister, I was not—I didn't feel +as I do now."</p> + +<p>"You were so very ill," asked Sister Ruth, "and in such pain?"</p> + +<p>"No-o," said Nellie reflectively, "it wasn't only that."</p> + +<p>"Well?" asked Sister Ruth. A weary craving in her own heart made her +long, somehow, to know what made Nellie's face so peaceful.</p> + +<p>"At first I couldn't 'bear' it," said the child slowly, "and then all +seemed dark and miserable."</p> + +<p>"Poor little Nellie!"</p> + +<p>"Then, on Christmas Eve, somebody sent me this."</p> + +<p>She put her little hand out towards a card which rested in the very +centre of all the rest. "That changed everything."</p> + +<p>The nurse bent forward where she pointed, and read—"'Come unto Me all +ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.'"</p> + +<p>Sister Ruth was startled; startled at the child's look of heavenly +peace, as she went on—</p> + +<p>"I thought at first, when my foot had to be taken off, that all the joy +had gone out of my life; as if nothing was any good any more. I thought +how it would be when I got home, to be limping about on crutches; how +it would feel to be unlike everybody else for always!"</p> + +<p>"And how could that card make any difference?" asked Sister Ruth +incredulously, and the longing in her eyes grew greater.</p> + +<p>This child had lost all that made life dear to her—deep down in her +heart she knew that she too had done the same.</p> + +<p>"It did!" said the child with a flash of light in her eyes. "The words +were so plain, and I was so sad! When I thought of my foot, I knew how +heavy laden I was—and so—"</p> + +<p>"And so?" asked Sister Ruth.</p> + +<p>"I just told Jesus I was glad to come if He'd have me! And after that, +the black darkness rolled away, and I've felt quite different."</p> + +<p>The nurse bent and kissed the little hand that lay near her, almost +reverently, while she turned away to hide her tears.</p> + +<p>"Does He cure all sorrows, do you think, Nellie?" she asked softly.</p> + +<p>"I expect He does; if the people are heavy laden, and come. I'm sure He +does—oh, yes, dear Sister! I know He does!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image045" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image045"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image045.jpg" alt="image045"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>When she got out into the fields</b><br> +<b>better thoughts came.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image046" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image046.jpg" alt="image046"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_4">A DECISION.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WAIT for me at the stile, Mary: I'll be sure to come!" Charlie had +said.</p> + +<p>"How early you are going, Mary!" called her father a little +complainingly after breakfast the next morning.</p> + +<p>"Not earlier than usual, father."</p> + +<p>"It don't take you an hour to get to town. What makes you start so +soon?"</p> + +<p>"I like going along by the hedges and picking the wild flowers," said +Mary, while the slightest tinge of pink reddened her cheeks to a deeper +shade.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well!" said her father crossly. "I don't see the sense of it. +You're always picking flowers, or sauntering along, or something—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't saunter," said Mary reproachfully. "I never saunter—" She +took up her basket of eggs and went out abruptly, calling Fox sharply, +settling her sun-bonnet on her head with a determined little shake that +spoke volumes.</p> + +<p>But when she got out into the quiet fields, better thoughts came, and +all the irritation passed from her step. If father was unreasonable, +she herself had not been blameless.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Charlie," she said, directly he came up, "this mustn't go +on any more. If I don't take care, I shall get to be an untruthful +girl! Here, for the sake of meeting you, I've been and told father that +I like to pick wild flowers, and that I started early for that! So I +do, but—"</p> + +<p>Charlie stood silent, and Fox, who had listened eagerly to the +conversation, hung his tail.</p> + +<p>"If we speak, he'll put an end to it," said Charlie slowly.</p> + +<p>"Yes—at least, I think so—and yet, Charlie—"</p> + +<p>The young fellow came closer to the stile, and he looked in her face. +"I wouldn't be the one to ask you to do wrong," he said very gravely. +"I've not been easy myself over it. Suppose we go back at once—"</p> + +<p>"Now?" said Mary. She remembered her haughty departure and her father's +black looks, and her heart almost failed her.</p> + +<p>"If it's 'right,'" he said tenderly. It was that tenderness of +Charlie's that had won her.</p> + +<p>"I'll do it," she said, "and we shall be 'helped,' Charlie!"</p> + +<p>And so they were.</p> + +<p>Mary ran into the cottage and put her arms round her father's neck: +"Oh, I'm so sorry I said that about the flowers!" she said, hiding her +face. "Father, it was partly to meet Charlie. And Charlie has come back +to ask you if we may."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image047" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image047"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image047.jpg" alt="image047"></a></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_5">A FAVOUR.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"KOTCHED!" exclaimed Roland, with a chuckle, stopping at the kitchen +door.</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Kathleen, looking up. "'Kotched' over what?"</p> + +<p>"Why, you are reading a story book, while you are pretending to cook my +dinner! I've kotched you!"</p> + +<p>"Have you, indeed?" said his sister, springing up and chasing him. +"I've a good mind to threaten that you shan't have a bit of my golden +pudding!"</p> + +<p>"Your 'what?'" asked Roland.</p> + +<p>"Golden pudding. Look here, Rol, I want you to do me a favour—"</p> + +<p>"I'm not workin'" said Roland, backing.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, you are! No one can work like you when you've a mind."</p> + +<p>"But you see I haven't a mind—"</p> + +<p>He had reached the front door and managed to escape, and Kathleen +slowly turned back to the kitchen with a more sober face.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image048" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image048"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image048.jpg" alt="image048"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Roland went down the road whistling, and somehow his whistling fell +into a tune like this—</p> + +<p>"I believe that girl's been at it pretty nearly all day! I wonder +what she wanted of me? How pretty she looked in that apron, and what +a nuisance it must be to have to see to things in the house when you +want to be out and about! I wonder if Kathleen does ever want to be out +and about? I declare I'll take her to the football match on Saturday; +I never thought of that. I wonder what she did want of me? Not that I +care! I can't be called upon to do odds and ends for her all the time. +By-the-by, I wish I'd asked her to see to those buttons for me—what +a nuisance I forgot! I wonder what she did want me to do? Nothing of +importance, I dare say."</p> + +<p>So Roland called in to see a friend, and forgot all about Kathleen and +her wants.</p> + +<p>Kathleen seemed to have forgotten all about them too, he thought, +when he came in again. She was sitting very quietly at the table, and +everything was prepared with the utmost nicety.</p> + +<p>Roland did not feel easy; he still wondered what the favour had been +that Kathleen had asked. Some "girls' tripe," he thought.</p> + +<p>If he could have seen a letter in the pillar-box opposite, he would +perhaps have ceased to wonder.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Darling Nettie,—I have never missed sending you a present for +your birthday before, but I simply could not get out to-day—nor +yesterday—nor the day before. You know we are single-handed just now, +and mother is upstairs ill, and I have to keep everything going. You +will not think I have forgotten you? I meant to send you a bottle of +scent; perhaps I shall be able next week."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>That little note had not been written without tears of disappointment. +And the only thing that made Kathleen able to meet Roland with a bright +face was a line she read on her wall as she closed her letter—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'My times are in 'Thy' hand!'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And she went on bravely.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_19">"If Thou Hadst Known!"</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>PERHAPS you ask, dear children, "Who is that standing there looking so +sorrowful? And what is He doing?"</p> + +<p>Well, I will tell you.</p> + +<p>I have heard that as travellers approach the city of Jerusalem, it is +hidden from them by the hills which surround it. But at one point, when +you least expect it, the view of the city bursts upon you, and you see +all at once that which you have been travelling many weary miles to +catch a sight of.</p> + +<p>Perhaps that is how heaven will seem to us when we die. We may be +travellers towards it, and our feet may be tired with the rough way, +and all at once, we shall open our eyes and find that the toilsome +journey is over, and we are there!</p> + +<p>Be that as it may, this picture shows us the Lord Jesus when the view +of Jerusalem burst upon His view.</p> + +<p>He had been travelling many long miles to reach it, and He well knew +that there He was going to offer up His precious life as a ransom for +all.</p> + +<p>But to Jesus that view of the city was not all joy. St. Luke tells us +that when He beheld the city, He wept over it.</p> + +<p>Why did He weep? Ah, that is the question. Why did the Son of God, +having been doing works of love and pity for three years, and now going +up to Jerusalem to obtain eternal salvation for us, why should He weep?</p> + +<p>Little children, Jesus cried because He knew that very few in that +beautiful city would come to Him to be saved.</p> + +<p>He cried because the people there would not believe in Him, or accept +Him as their Saviour.</p> + +<p>So when He wept, He said, "If thou hadst known, even thou . . . in this +thy day, the things which belong to thy peace! but now they are hid +from thine eyes."</p> + +<p>I think that this story of the Lord Jesus weeping over Jerusalem should +make our hearts very soft and tender.</p> + +<p>We should think to ourselves, "Jesus is very sorry when we do not love +Him, and come to Him to be saved from our sins. I would not like to +make Jesus sorry, who suffered so much for me; so I will just tell Him +that I love Him, and that will make Him glad."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image049" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image049"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image049.jpg" alt="image049"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>And so it will, children. And the very thought of doing a little thing +to make the Lord Jesus glad will make us happy too, and we shall be +more cheerful over our lessons, and more bright in our play, than we +should have been otherwise.</p> + +<p>Jesus said to Peter, "Lovest thou Me?" Shall we not answer gladly, +"Thou knowest all things; Thou 'knowest' that I love Thee"?</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image050" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image050.jpg" alt="image050"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_8">CHAPTER VIII.—THE OLD, OLD STORY.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTER several days' fight with fever, Hira began to recover.</p> + +<p>Though she could see nothing of her surroundings, she knew quite well +that she was in a different world to that in which her life had been +passed hitherto.</p> + +<p>She heard no harsh, scolding voices, no complaining and quarrelling +about money, but she seemed to be in an abode of peace and love; even +Sukhiya's house, her old refuge, was nothing compared to this.</p> + +<p>If she had learnt of heaven, she would certainly have thought she was +there, and that Shushila, with her sweet voice and gentle touch, was +one of the angels who ministered to her. But what did she know of +heaven?</p> + +<p>As she grew better, she began to wonder what could happen next. Would +her uncle come and fetch her away, or would she stay always in this +lovely, peaceful spot, where everyone was kind and good to her?</p> + +<p>It all seemed like a dream: the terrible storm with the thunder, which +had struck such terror to her heart, the noise and confusion, in the +midst of which, she had felt so utterly helpless to think of anything. +Then loving hands had lifted her out of the storm and noise into peace +and quiet, and there she was still; but what would happen next?</p> + +<p>She did not care to see her uncle and aunt again, but if only Sukhiya +would come and speak to her, and tell her where she was! She had a kind +of vague feeling that during the dream from which she was awakening, +Sukhiya really had come, but perhaps it was only part of the dream.</p> + +<p>Presently she grew tired of thinking and trying to understand, so she +put out her hand, and asked, "Is anyone there?"</p> + +<p>Immediately, the voice she had learnt to know and love answered, "Yes, +little one, I am here; is there anything you want?"</p> + +<p>"I want to know where I am and where I am going to?" said the child +feebly.</p> + +<p>Then Shushila answered, "You were lost in the storm, Hira, and God, who +takes care of little girls, brought you here, and if you like to be +with me and my father, we will keep you always, so that you will never +be lost again. Will you be my little sister, and stay with me?"</p> + +<p>Hira did not speak at once. Then she said, "Tell me about God, for I +don't know anything, and there was no one who could tell me. Did you +see Him when He brought me here?"</p> + +<p>It was Shushila's turn to pause now. Where should she begin to tell +this child, who knew nothing, but was so eager to learn, of the +glorious truths which were so precious to her? While she was thinking +what she should say, the blind child spoke again.</p> + +<p>"But tell me first, who is Jesus Christ? And if He is alive and here, +why does He not give me eyes? I thought it was a dream, but now I +remember that you told me that He was here."</p> + +<p>Then Shushila answered, "Hira, I will tell you all about Jesus Christ, +but it is a long story, and I am afraid so much talking will make your +head ache. Will you not wait a few days till you are quite well?"</p> + +<p>The blind child laughed, as if the very thought amused her, as she +said, "How can it make my head ache to hear you talk? When I had fever +in my uncle's house, there was noise and talking all the time, and no +one thought they must be quiet."</p> + +<p>So Shushila said no more, but began to tell her story.</p> + +<p>"Long, long ago Jesus Christ lived in heaven with God. We cannot tell +what heaven is like, because we have never seen it, but we know that +there is no sorrow nor crying there, nor pain nor sickness of any kind. +No one ever dies, and, what is best of all, there is no sin there. That +could not be, because heaven is God's house, and sin cannot be where +God is.</p> + +<p>"But the Lord did not stay in heaven. He knew that in this world in +which we live there is sin, and sorrow, and crying; and so, when God +said He would send Him down from heaven to come here, Jesus Christ was +very, very glad to come.</p> + +<p>"He might have come as a very rich man, or as a great king, but He +chose instead to be quite poor, and live amongst poor people."</p> + +<p>"Was He as poor as my uncle?" interrupted Hira.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I expect He was poorer, because He had no house at all," said +Shushila; "but though He had no money to give away, He helped everybody +who came to Him, and He could help as no one else could, because He +could do what no one else could. They all came to Him—the blind and +lame, lepers, and sick people—and whatever was the matter with them, He +healed them all, and even when they were dead, made them live again. +But it was not to heal the sick, not even to make the dead alive, that +Jesus Christ left His beautiful home in heaven and came into our world. +He came to do something very much greater than that."</p> + +<p>"But what could be more than making blind people see, and dead people +alive?" asked Hira eagerly. "Tell me, for I cannot understand."</p> + +<p>Then Shushila answered, "There is something, Hira, even worse than +being blind, or lame, or ill, or even than being dead. The worst thing +of all is to be sinful. Sin is the very worst of all diseases, worse +even than leprosy. It is sin which makes all the sorrow and sadness +that there is in the world. Some day I will show you that it is sin +which has made you so unhappy, and not being blind. Jesus Christ came +into the world not to keep us from being blind, and lame, and ill, +because that does not matter so very much, but He came to keep us from +sin, to make us holy like He Himself is holy, and like God is holy."</p> + +<p>"But I would like best of all to be able to see," interrupted the +listener, "and if Jesus Christ can give me eyes, why 'doesn't' He?"</p> + +<p>"Listen, child, and I will tell you more, and by-and-by, you will +understand," said Shushila, and then she continued, "God wants us to +know Him and be like Him, and then He will be able to have us in His +house to dwell with Him; but sin is like a black curtain which comes +between us and God, and hides Him from us, and it makes us so unclean +that we cannot possibly go to live with God unless we get rid of it."</p> + +<p>"Then is that what the gentleman meant when he told us to get ready to +meet God?" asked Hira.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Shushila, "that is just it."</p> + +<p>"But what has that to do with making people see, and walk? And what +have we to do to get ready?" questioned the child eagerly.</p> + +<p>Again the speaker paused, there was so much to tell and the listener +knew so little.</p> + +<p>Then she continued, "Hira, that is why the Lord Jesus came down from +heaven, that He might make us fit to meet God. We cannot make ourselves +clean and holy, and there is no one in all the world who can do it for +us, because all are alike, and there is not anyone who is not sinful; +but Jesus Christ is holy, just as God is holy, and so He can make us +holy too.</p> + +<p>"Jesus Christ became a man like us that He might make us like God; He +came down 'from' heaven that He might lift us up 'to' heaven.</p> + +<p>"Now, little one, you are tired, and I must not talk to you any more. +Every day I will tell you something more about the dear Lord Jesus, and +all that He has done for us, and it will make you so happy to think +that He loves you and cares for you, though you are only a little blind +girl."</p> + +<p>Hira's answer was to cling close to her friend as she bent over her and +whisper, "Perhaps if I had not been blind, you would not have brought +me into your house and taken care of me, so I think I am glad that I am +blind, and I don't mind a bit being in the dark if you are with me."</p> + +<p>Just then Shushila was called away, and she went with a light heart, +rejoicing to think how the child to whom she was ministering would one +day learn to know One who could bring light into the very darkest spot, +and whose companionship can make the hardest lot shine with glory.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image051" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image051.jpg" alt="image051"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_56">WHEN?</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY MABEL MACKINTOSH.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"YOU always want to talk about those sort of things, mother," said Jim +Harris, hitching his shoulder away from the hand that lay on it. "You'd +take all the heart out of a fellow if you could, talking of dying and +another world, and such-like. I'm young and I ain't a-going to die yet. +When I see death coming, I'll prepare, maybe."</p> + +<p>He had shaken off her hand, but he glanced into the face that still +bent over him, and his heart softened. It was his last night at home. +To-morrow he would be on the wide sea. The wind was howling round the +house, and the waves broke heavily and monotonously on the beach. "I +don't want to be rough with you, mother," he said, pulling her down for +a kiss; "you shouldn't vex me the last night, but you knows I loves +you, if I am a bit hasty."</p> + +<p>He rose up and went out into the night. There was a moon between the +scudding clouds, and the foam broke up white at the water's edge. He +looked at it all and at the few boats lying at anchor, or on the shore.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow I shall be out there," he thought. "I'll go back to mother; +it's her last night of me."</p> + +<p>The next day he had gone.</p> + +<p>It was not an eventful voyage. Day succeeded day, and his conversation +with his mother was forgotten till one evening when he and his +favourite mate, Ben Davis, turned in.</p> + +<p>"Jim," said Ben, "I don't believe as I shall last long."</p> + +<p>"What!" said Jim, aghast and staring. "You're playing, Ben."</p> + +<p>"No," said Ben slowly, "I ain't; I've not been well all the voyage, +and captain, he's tried all he knows; he thinks I'm better, but he's +mistook. My father, he went just like me."</p> + +<p>Jim sat down and looked blankly at him.</p> + +<p>All suddenly, his own words came back to him. "I'm young; when I see +death coming, I'll prepare."</p> + +<p>Death was coming, not to him, but to Ben!</p> + +<p>"Ben," he said hoarsely, "are you ready?"</p> + +<p>There was a long, long pause, and then Ben answered.</p> + +<p>"No, lad," he said.</p> + +<p>There was no sleep for Jim that night. He might have seen death coming +for him, and yet it was Ben who was to die. Jim lay and tossed and +turned. All his mother's words came back to him that night. He had +never sought Christ's salvation for himself, and yet he was torn with +anxiety that Ben should be saved!</p> + +<p>Early next morning, he turned over his few possessions and found his +long-forgotten Bible. Ben was leaning dejectedly over the ship's side, +and he went to him and slipped the Bible into his hand. Ben glanced at +it, and then his eyes sought Jim's.</p> + +<p>"Jim," he said, "I'm no reader; tell me the way."</p> + +<p>It was a strange scene—the man who was to die listening to the old, +old story told by the lips of one who hitherto had had no care for it. +Jim's mother's teaching was bearing fruit; her boy knew the way of +salvation well enough.</p> + +<p>"Jim," said Ben slowly, "do you believe all that?"</p> + +<p>Jim's face was hidden. "My mother does," he said huskily.</p> + +<p>Ben opened the little Bible. "Can't you show me one place where it puts +it plain?"</p> + +<p>Jim took it and turned over the pages, and his eyes fell on an +underlined text. He remembered his mother marking it the day she gave +the book to him.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that +whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting +life.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"That's good," said Ben, with a long breath.</p> + +<p>Three days later, when the evening sun was lighting up the sea with a +crimson glow, Ben died. His last look was for Jim, his last word was, +"I'm ready, lad."</p> + +<p>And as Jim knelt beside him, looking down at the peaceful dead face, +his heart went out in one great cry to Ben's Saviour,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "God be merciful to me a sinner!"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>A great peace filled his heart, and it seemed to him that he could +almost follow Ben up the sunset path into that holy, happy land where +he had gone to be with Christ.</p> + +<p>That very night, he sat down and wrote to his mother, telling her how +her words and her teaching had been the means used for Ben's salvation, +and that when he came home again, she might talk about heaven and dying +as much as she liked.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image052" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image052"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image052.jpg" alt="image052"></a></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_36">PULLING.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I NEVER do what I don't want to!" exclaimed Poll. "I just 'don't.'"</p> + +<p>"Oh! Well," said Ellen, "that's not my motto, is it, grandma?"</p> + +<p>Grandma smiled. "I've seen a deal of life," she said thoughtfully, "and +I could just tell you what I've found."</p> + +<p>Ellen sat down by her affectionately, and leant her arm on her knee.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image053" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image053"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image053.jpg" alt="image053"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"The people that have the strongest wills 'do' the most!" said grandma.</p> + +<p>"I told you so!" exclaimed Poll. "That's what I always say."</p> + +<p>"But they have the most trouble with themselves, and with other people +too," said grandma.</p> + +<p>"How?" asked Poll.</p> + +<p>"They're for ever knocking themselves against the fence," said +grandmas, smiling.</p> + +<p>"The fence!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and oh! What a job it is to get 'em to come into the shed!"</p> + +<p>"The shed!" again echoed Poll.</p> + +<p>"The shed where their food is! In my young days," said grandma, "I had +an invalid father, and he was that gentle and patient. One day he said +to me after I had had a self-willed fit, 'Mary, will you go out and get +the calf in?'</p> + +<p>"'Why, father,' I said, 'you know what a plague she is! She'll keep +me ages pulling and pulling, and she'll knock against the fence, and +she'll bang into the posts of the shed, and I shall be as hot and as +uncomfortable as possible. I wish you'd send Bill out to get the calf +in.'</p> + +<p>"And so father smiled a bit, and he said, 'If you don't take care, +Mary, you'll be as bad as the calf that doesn't know no better! Break +your self-will now, my dear, and you'll be a happier girl ever after.'</p> + +<p>"Well, I went out and got the calf in, but all the time, she was +pulling this way and that way, for all that her nice food was waiting +in the shed for her.</p> + +<p>"I assure you, my dears, I did not forget his object lesson. And the +more I saw of life, the more I saw that the self-willed people need a +deal of discipline before they come out into tractable obedient folks."</p> + +<p>Poll stood listening thoughtfully. There was "plenty of stuff in her," +people were always saying, and she felt rather proud of it. But what +if she should let that "plenty of stuff" cover over every other good +quality?</p> + +<p>She looked at the sweet patient face of her grandmother.</p> + +<p>"And 'you' were like that calf," she said at last, incredulously.</p> + +<p>"Exactly, my dear!" said grandma.</p> + +<p>"And how did you get into—what you are now, grandma?" asked Poll, a +little wistfully.</p> + +<p>"By being watchful, and asking God to make me what would please Him."</p> + +<p>Poll did not say anything, but as she went about her business, her +proud heart humbled itself to say,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Teach me to do Thy will!"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And by-and-by, it came to be much easier than she had thought it ever +could be.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_27">MEMORIES.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"NOW, Milly! If you'll get through the work quickly, you and I will +have a treat."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what?" exclaimed Milly, looking up from her sweeping.</p> + +<p>"Not but what there's heaps to do," added her elder sister cheerily; +"but you and I can well do it, if we take one thing at a time. You +shall have the dinner things to wash, and the hearth to clean, and the +kitchen to sweep, and I will go up stairs and clean the bedrooms; we +must have it all bright against mother comes back, mustn't we?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," assented Milly. It was so pleasant working under May's +cheery direction. She felt as if she could do wonders.</p> + +<p>May gathered the pail and broom and floor-cloth which she required for +her share of the work, and disappeared through the little red door that +led upstairs.</p> + +<p>Then Milly looked round. Which should she do first? She was now +sweeping up the kitchen, but May had spoken of that as the last thing. +After an instant's thought, she decided that she had better finish what +she was about, and then go to the dinner things. What a lot there were: +should she ever get done, and what was the treat if she did?</p> + +<p>She could hear May's spirited scrubbing overhead, and this nerved her +to work away bravely. When at length, after an hour, her sister came +down, a tidy smiling little girl stood by the clean hearth, and all was +done.</p> + +<p>"Why, you've scrubbed the table!" said May approvingly. "Now for the +treat!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image054" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image054"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image054.jpg" alt="image054"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>She undid a long-shaped parcel and drew forth a large book. "This +was one of father's greatest treasures," she said; "it is a book in +which he used to draw all the things that happened. Father could draw +beautifully, you know."</p> + +<p>She sat down on a settee, and Milly edged up close to her, and laid her +head on her sister's shoulder.</p> + +<p>"That is a picture of the first house father and mother lived in, and I +remember father telling us how he made a little trapdoor in the ceiling +of the kitchen so that he could talk to mother if she was upstairs +putting the baby to bed."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" said Milly. "How funny! Did any one ever fall through?"</p> + +<p>"No; it was made like a box upstairs, and I can remember mother peeping +down and asking father something. And once, he had a joke and passed me +up to mother through it! See, there is the picture of that!"</p> + +<p>"Did he love us very much?" asked Milly, to whom her father was little +else but a loved name.</p> + +<p>"Love us!" echoed May, her dark eyes softening and glistening. "I've +often understood more about God through thinking of father's love."</p> + +<p>One day, little Mary was tiresome, and I had put her in the corner; and +she sent word she was sorry. I was vexed with her, and I said, "I'd +come presently."</p> + +<p>"'Oh, don't keep her waiting for forgiveness,' said dear father +tenderly; 'think how ready to pardon God is!' I never forgot that, +Milly!"</p> + +<p>"I wish I could remember him," said Milly wistfully.</p> + +<p>"You'll see him some day in the Home above!" said May, kissing her. +"But I never forget him—never!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_8">AT BETHANY.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THERE seems to have been one home where the Lord Jesus loved to visit.</p> + +<p>We hear a great deal about the people who lived in this home, perhaps +more about them than any other of the friends of the Lord Jesus.</p> + +<p>Their names were Lazarus, Martha, and Mary.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," you say, eagerly, "Lazarus was raised from the dead!"</p> + +<p>And someone else remembers, "Yes, it was Mary who poured the precious +ointment over the Lord Jesus only the week before He was crucified."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and Martha served them at the feast," someone else remarks.</p> + +<p>All these things are true, but our picture is not about either one of +them.</p> + +<p>One day the Lord Jesus was going about healing the sick and teaching +people of His heavenly Father, and in His journey, He came to the +village of Bethany, where Martha and Mary and Lazarus lived.</p> + +<p>Now, you must imagine Martha as a very industrious, energetic woman.</p> + +<p>When she saw Jesus and the disciples coming, I dare say she ran out to +meet them, and invited them into her house to have something to eat.</p> + +<p>She bustled about and spread the table; she told her servants what to +bring to set before the large company who had suddenly come to her; and +with joyful alacrity, she hurried to put before them whatever she could +think of to make them welcome.</p> + +<p>Suddenly her eyes fell upon her only sister, Mary. She was not bustling +about and getting the dinner ready; she was sitting near Jesus eagerly +listening to His words, and satisfied to be in His presence.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image055" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image055"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image055.jpg" alt="image055"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Poor Martha! She loved to hurry about and make Jesus welcome, but to +have Mary sit idle and enjoy to hear Him talk was more than she could +bear.</p> + +<p>So she got quite cross and vexed. She felt that it was too hard, and +she ran to Jesus and asked Him how it was He did not care that Mary had +left her all the work to do alone, and begged Him to bid her come and +help her.</p> + +<p>And then, Jesus turned to her and said those words which have been a +lesson to busy, bustling people all these hundreds of years: "Martha, +Martha, you are too much troubled over these many things; only one +thing is 'needful,' and Mary has chosen that good part which shall +never be taken away from her."</p> + +<p>Do you ask, children, what that one thing is?</p> + +<p>It is learning of Jesus and hearing His voice.</p> + +<p>Even if everything else is lost to us, if we have the Lord Jesus, we +can be happy.</p> + +<p>People who have everything that this world can give are often very +miserable. But even the most wretched, ill, or poor person in the +world, who has heard the voice of "Jesus," has the "one thing" which +will make him happy here, and give him endless joy and glory by-and-by.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image056" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image056"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image056.jpg" alt="image056"></a></figure> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_39">SCRIPTURE CLOCK.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>CHOOSE A WORD FROM THE BIBLE, SUCH AS LOVE, AND WRITE IT NEATLY IN THE +DIVISION OVER FIGURE I, WITH THE PLACE WHERE IT IS TO BE FOUND IN THE +SPACE BETWEEN THE OUTER CIRCLES. THEN FIND A TEXT OF TWO WORDS, ONE +OF WHICH IS LOVE, AS "HIS LOVE," (ISA. 63. 9), AND WRITE IT IN THE +DIVISION OVER FIGURE II. NEXT, ONE WITH THREE WORDS, AS "WALK IN LOVE" +(EPH. 5. 2), AND SO ON TILL YOU HAVE A TEXT CONTAINING TWELVE WORDS, AS +"LOVE NOT THE WORLD NEITHER THE THINGS THAT ARE IN THE WORLD" (1 JOHN +2. 15).</p> + +<p>WORDS SUGGESTED:—Faith, Peace, Jesus, Father, Trust, Believe, Forgive, +Look, Seed, Sins, Blood, Glory, Everlasting.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_48">THE NEW GOVERNESS.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I AM certain I shan't like her."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Doris!"</p> + +<p>"Quite certain. I heard mother talking about her to Mrs. Foster this +afternoon; and I am certain she's the kind that I don't like."</p> + +<p>"What kind?" asked the nurse, as she brushed out Doris' long curls.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know," said Doris carelessly; "it's a dreadful pity mother +keeps on having governesses! They're always a plague, and there is not +one in a hundred that—"</p> + +<p>Her cousin Lilian looked up from the corner where she was sitting +buried in a book. The book had been forgotten while Doris was speaking; +instead of the printed words, a picture had come up before her eyes.</p> + +<p>A far-off land, a wide shaded verandah, an invalid couch, a figure +stretched upon it; sweet eyes resting on her face, an arm round her +neck, gentle words of parting counsel—they came back now—</p> + +<p>"Lilian! If the life is very different in England, and it must be, +seek to please your Heavenly Lord, rather than yourself. Try to make +other people happy, whether it is your aunt, or your cousins, or the +governess who has such a lonely, trying life."</p> + +<p>She remembered it all vividly, and how she had promised within her +heart that she would.</p> + +<p>Now she had come to England and these things seemed like a dream.</p> + +<p>Directly she arrived, Doris had told her of the new governess, and then +her mother's words had flashed across her. She was not inclined to want +a governess any more than Doris, but what if she were lonely and Lilian +should forget her mother's words!</p> + +<p>Her earnest eyes looked across the nursery now, and Doris stopped in +her tirade suddenly. Lilian was a funny girl, she thought, and one +never could say anything spiteful before her!</p> + +<p>Everybody in the house knew that Doris did not "get on" with the +governesses. The nurse gave good advice, the parlourmaid thought it was +rather a joke; and the cook said governesses always held their heads so +high that she was not surprised.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image057" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image057"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image057.jpg" alt="image057"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So the governess came one morning just before lunch, and the little +girls came to the schoolroom as the bell rang. It would be difficult to +say which of the three dreaded the interview most!</p> + +<p>"I will say grace and then we shall get more sociable," said Miss Smith +with tremulous lips.</p> + +<p>"We don't say grace," said Doris.</p> + +<p>"Not, dear?"</p> + +<p>"No—and I don't care about it, please."</p> + +<p>Over Lilian's cheeks spread a burning blush, she could hardly raise her +eyes to Miss Smith's face, which had turned very pale. Could she speak +out? What was seemly and right for her to do?</p> + +<p>Before Miss Smith had time to answer, the little girl said very gently +but distinctly: "Please do, Miss Smith; I always do at home—and here—I +couldn't be happy without—"</p> + +<p>She knew months afterwards that that had been the one drop of comfort +to the new governess on that first hard day.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_31">ON THE MOORS.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"SLEEP, lambkin, sleep!" she sang softly, as she rocked the cradle to +and fro in the shade of the doorway of her little cottage on the border +of the moor.</p> + +<p>The September sunshine shone brightly without, and far away she could +hear the tinkle of the sheep-bells, while she dreamily pictured to +herself her husband walking among his flock, leading them to the +greenest grass, tending them with love and care such as only a shepherd +knows.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad he's a shepherd!" thought the young wife. "It is so nice to +think he's something like the Lord in that!"</p> + +<p>A shadow fell across the sunshine of the door, and she looked up to see +her husband stagger into the cottage and guide himself uncertainly to +the nearest chair.</p> + +<p>"Alec!" she said, springing to his side. Was he ill, was he dying? What +could it be?</p> + +<p>He leant his head upon her bosom, but was dumb. Something in his action +told her it was grief and not illness which had struck her husband.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Alec?" she asked, bracing herself to be strong to bear for +his sake. "Can't you tell me?"</p> + +<p>"I telled ye lang syne that I'd hed a son that had gone awa' to +Amerikay—and had got lost! He's come—back—Jeannie!"</p> + +<p>She guessed it all in those few broken words.</p> + +<p>She knew without telling that he had come back dishonoured.</p> + +<p>"Where is he?" she whispered.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image058" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image058"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image058.jpg" alt="image058"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>In that moment's pause, she had seen her own baby a man, wandering away +in a far country, having spent all he had—ruined, hopeless, forsaken.</p> + +<p>She had pictured him turning towards his father's home on the moors; +she had seen him crossing the ocean and making his weary way home!</p> + +<p>Should she have pity, or should she turn away?</p> + +<p>"Where is he?" she whispered, with her eyes fixed on the cot where her +innocent babe slept.</p> + +<p>"In the wood juist beyond—"</p> + +<p>When the poor wanderer looked up as he heard a rustle on the path, he +saw a gentle face gazing down upon him, and two hands held out to him.</p> + +<p>"Come home!" she said tenderly. "And I'll nurse you and love you for +Christ's sake. He gave His life for you!"</p> + +<p>"I've come to die," he groaned. "Can you have such as me?"</p> + +<p>For answer, she raised him from the bank, and together they slowly made +their way to the cottage, and straight into the little room she called +her parlour.</p> + +<p>There she laid him upon the little sofa and bidding him rest, she went +to her husband.</p> + +<p>"Jeannie?" he said, raising his eyes to her face.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered simply, "I shall take him as my own, and some day—"</p> + +<p>"Some day?" he asked with a groan.</p> + +<p>"There'll be joy in the presence of the angels of God over a sinner +that repents. I know it will be so.</p> + +<p>"Cheer up, Alec, and trust the Good Shepherd who is seeking His lost +sheep!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image059" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image059"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image059.jpg" alt="image059"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Her late Majesty distributing gifts</b><br> +<b>to the Soldiers' children.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_38">Royalty and Loyalty.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image060" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image060.jpg" alt="image060"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GLADYS pushed away her lessons impatiently, and laid her +head down on the table.</p> + +<p>"Why, Gladys," said her governess, "so tired as all that?"</p> + +<p>"I hate learning, and I hate French, and I'm so vexed at this tiresome +cough that I'm sick of everything."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is disappointing!"</p> + +<p>"And I wanted to go out to-day ever so much; this afternoon father was +going to take me to see the Queen when she went for a drive, and I +'did' want to see the dear Queen."</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry," said her governess gently. Then she added brightly, +"Did you see the picture in this week's 'Illustrated News' of our Queen +distributing Christmas gifts to the soldiers' children?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Gladys, raising her head.</p> + +<p>"Well, here it is—see what a sweet picture! Should not you have liked +to be there?"</p> + +<p>"Oh! Should I not!" Gladys looked at it long and earnestly. She thought +she would almost like to be a soldier's child for such a privilege as +that. But then—oh, the poor soldiers!</p> + +<p>She sat for a good while silent, and her next remark was not of the +soldiers, for whom her childish heart bled, but of scenes long past.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what sort of a 'girl' the Queen was when she was my age," she +said thoughtfully, "to have been such a good and true woman all these +years."</p> + +<p>"I can tell you that, for I was reading yesterday what her governess +said about her. It was just this, Gladys; she told her governess in the +sweetest way, when looking out on life and all its responsibilities, 'I +will be good!'"</p> + +<p>"Did she?" asked Gladys earnestly, her face flushing with a new thought.</p> + +<p>"Indeed she did, and she has kept her promise nobly, Gladys; and when +now she sympathises with the sorrowful and rejoices with the happy, and +wins love and admiration of her people by all her acts, we follow her +exultingly, and thank God for such a sweet and such a noble woman as +our beloved Queen!"</p> + +<p>Gladys smiled through two bright tears, and she said naïvely, "I +mustn't fret about my cough after that!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image061" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image061.jpg" alt="image061"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_35">POLLIE'S NEW MISTRESS.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I'M sure I shall be miserable, mother, and I shan't stop. I'll let her +get settled in, and then I'll go away to Miss Edith. She always wanted +me to be with her, she said so when she went away. I shall be miserable +here, and then the baby will be miserable." And with that, Pollie burst +into tears, and hugged the baby so tight that he cried too.</p> + +<p>"Miserable!" echoed her mother. "What nonsense, girl! The master did +right to marry again, and bring home a mother to his child, and a good +one, too, as he writes. What are we, plain people too, to bring up his +son in a gardener's cottage? Not but what we would bring him up as good +as we knew. And the master's been considerate and good to us; he'll not +part us from the boy, for you're to be nurse in the grand house and +have the charge of him. As for going to Miss Edith, why, she's married."</p> + +<p>"I know that," sobbed Pollie, still holding the baby tight, "but I know +I shan't like it, and the new mistress will be cross if the baby loves +me, and of course he loves me."</p> + +<p>"You're a silly girl," said her mother. "Give me the child to dress, +and go and get the flowers to deck the rooms, and then make yourself +neat. We must be ready for them in two hours. Are the master and his +lady to come and find us not ready?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image062" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image062"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image062.jpg" alt="image062"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Pollie went slowly away down the garden. How sweet and peaceful the +flowers looked! How little they knew that the master and a new wife +were coming home that day, and that Pollie's heart was sore at the +thought of the change and that she had determined to leave her precious +charge rather than endure it.</p> + +<p>But God knew. Somehow Pollie's thoughts went straight from the flowers +to God, and her eyes filled with tears. God knew what was best for the +baby, God knew what was best for her, and what was best for the master +who had been so sorely bereaved a year ago.</p> + +<p>Pollie hardly saw what flowers she gathered into her muslin apron. +There was a battle in her heart, a battle between right and wrong, +a battle between being a good girl to her new mistress and being a +naughty girl and going away to serve Miss Edith.</p> + +<p>But the right conquered, and before Pollie went back to her mother, she +had looked up through the leafy trees and asked God to help her to be a +good girl and to do right.</p> + +<p>Two hours later, the flowers were all arranged, the baby wore his best +frock and his blue ribbons, and Pollie and her mother stood in the hall +to welcome the master home, for the rest of the servants were not to +come till the new mistress had settled in.</p> + +<p>Then there was the sound of carriage wheels, and the master, tall and +handsome, leaped out, and behind him came —Pollie's head seemed to +swim, and she held the baby tighter that she might not drop him—behind +the master came her dear Miss Edith.</p> + +<p>Pollie knew now that God had been planning happiness for them all, even +while she had been encouraging that discontented spirit!</p> + +<p>How joyfully she held the baby out to its father and new mother, and +what a happy smile lighted her eyes as she hurried to help her mother +prepare the travellers' meal!</p> + +<p>And often in after-days, when things seemed to be dark, she remembered +how good God had been, and that He was always the same.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_45">THE CALL OF PETER.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN the Lord was on earth, He did so many kind and loving things, and +made so many people well who were sick that the multitude followed Him +about everywhere, so that sometimes Jesus and His disciples had not +even time to eat.</p> + +<p>One day, when He was by the Lake of Gennesaret (which is sometimes +called the Sea of Galilee), the people pressed so close to Him that, +seeing two ships drawn up on the shore, He entered one of these and +asked the owner to put his ship a little way out from the land, so that +He might speak to the multitude where they could all hear. The boats +were empty, for the fishermen were gone out of them and were washing +their nets in the lake.</p> + +<p>The one that the Lord Jesus entered belonged to Simon Peter, whose +wife's mother had been healed by Jesus a very short time before. +Peter loved Jesus very much, but he had not yet been chosen to be His +disciple.</p> + +<p>So when the Lord had done talking to the people, He told Simon to +launch the ship out into deep water, and let down their nets to catch +some fishes.</p> + +<p>But Simon told Him that they had been up working hard all night, but it +had all been for nothing, as they had not caught any fish.</p> + +<p>But Simon did not stop there; he added what has been a comfort to +hundreds and thousands of people since then—"Nevertheless, at Thy word +I will let down the net."</p> + +<p>Do you think they caught nothing this time?</p> + +<p>Ah, if you do, you have not thought what it is to be in the boat with +Jesus!</p> + +<p>When He commands, He also makes it possible to obey. You will find that +out, children, the more you love Him and trust Him.</p> + +<p>So they let down the net, and now they enclosed such an immense number +of fishes that their net began to break, and they were obliged to +beckon to their partners, who were in the other ship, to come and help +them.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image063" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image063"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image063.jpg" alt="image063"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So they filled both the ships full, so that they began to sink.</p> + +<p>Then Simon Peter fell down at the feet of Jesus and told Him that he +was too sinful to be near Him.</p> + +<p>But Jesus comforted him with the loving words which are so often +repeated in the Bible for all who are afraid—"Fear not."</p> + +<p>Then Jesus told Peter that he should be a fisher of men, that he should +be used by God to draw people into the kingdom of heaven.</p> + +<p>And when Peter and his partners, James and John, heard that, and saw +the wonderful miracle that Jesus had performed, they left everything +and followed Him, and became very soon His three chief disciples who +were chosen above all the rest to be close to Him.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_25">Making the Best of a Bad Job.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I SAY, girls, I have got a holiday on Friday. Couldn't we make up a +skating party, start early for the lake, take lunch and eat it at the +cottage, and come home here for high tea? What do you all say? Shall +we, father?"</p> + +<p>"Splendid!" cried Rose and Flora and Liz.</p> + +<p>"I am quite pleased if the girls can manage it," said their father.</p> + +<p>"Well, ask a nice set," said Gerald. "It's time I was off to the +station." He disappeared from the breakfast table, but after two or +three minutes, he reappeared and tossed a note across to Lizzie.</p> + +<p>"Take that to Jess Bristowe," he said; "I want her to come."</p> + +<p>"You'll lose that train," grumbled Lizzie. "Why don't you deliver your +own notes? I don't want to."</p> + +<p>But Gerald hardly heard her; he had risked the train to write the note, +and he had to run for it.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image064" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image064"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image064.jpg" alt="image064"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I do hate being asked to do his errands," went on Lizzie, giving the +obnoxious note a toss. "Whom shall we ask, Rose? It's rather a jolly +plan!"</p> + +<p>So the talk drifted into other things, the girls wrote notes, made a +list of needed provisions, and hunted up their skates. Lizzie told +herself she supposed she must go with the tiresome note sometime, but +she shouldn't trouble when, and consequently she forgot all about it.</p> + +<p>Friday morning broke clear and bright, and promised an ideal day.</p> + +<p>Breakfast was over, and Rose and Flora were trying to persuade their +father to accompany them, when Gerald suddenly asked Lizzie what answer +Jess had sent.</p> + +<p>Lizzie gasped. "I never went," she said slowly.</p> + +<p>"Then I shan't go," cried Gerald, his face flushing. "I never thought +you would fail me."</p> + +<p>"Can't we ask her now?" asked Lizzie lamely.</p> + +<p>"At the last minute!" cried Gerald. "I told her I meant to have a +party, and she must come, and a poor compliment she would think it! +Well, you'll have to go alone." He went off into the study and stood +moodily looking into the fire. The day would be spoilt without Jess.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image065" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image065"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image065.jpg" alt="image065"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>A soft hand rested on his shoulder and Rose's voice said, "Gerald!"</p> + +<p>"It's no good your coming persuading," he said roughly; but Rose knew +it was disappointment made him rough.</p> + +<p>"I think," she said gently, "that if I went down to Jess at once and +explained how it was, she would quite understand, and she is not one to +take offence, and she would so enjoy the day. I should have plenty of +time. May I, Gerald?"</p> + +<p>"It will tire you so," objected Gerald. "You'll be wet and cold before +we start."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" said Rose hopefully. "I'll bring Jess back with me, and if +you have a cup of chocolate ready for us, we shall start warm."</p> + +<p>"All right!" said Gerald briskly, for to make chocolate for Jess was an +alluring prospect. "You are a good girl, Rose!"</p> + +<p>It "was" a rather cold, long walk, but Rose went cheerily. And +by-and-by, two laughing girls sat down to a cup of chocolate presided +over by a smiling young man. And after that, the skating party went as +merrily as marriage bells.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image066" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image066.jpg" alt="image066"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_9">CHAPTER IX.—"HIS GREAT LOVE."</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AS the days passed and no one came to claim the blind child, Rámpál +Singh and his daughter felt assured that she had been sent to them by +God, and that in caring for this helpless little one, they were indeed +serving Him to whom they belonged. They were not long in discovering +that Hira was no ordinary child, and blind though she was, it was +possible that God had some special work for her to do, for which they +were to prepare her.</p> + +<p>The little girl was very loath to speak of her past life. But from the +little they were able to gather from her, it was very plain that there +had been no one who really loved her, and therefore no one who would +mourn her loss, and this seemed to justify her remaining where she was.</p> + +<p>It was a great day in Hira's experience when she first went to church.</p> + +<p>Naturally there was much which she could not understand, but the +assurance that they were in God's house, and speaking to Him, made a +great impression on her, while the singing thrilled her to the very +depths of her heart.</p> + +<p>A few days later, Shushila was going to see Mary Dayál and inquire +after her sick child, and took Hira with her.</p> + +<p>The child had no idea that she was going to the same house where she +had been taken by Sukhiya, but Mary knew her at once, though the red +sari had been exchanged for a blue one.</p> + +<p>A great change was coming over Mary Dayál, the beginning of which had +been the question asked by the blind child.</p> + +<p>Soon after that, her youngest child had been taken ill, and Shushila, +always ready to minister to anyone who was in need, had seized this +opportunity of making the acquaintance of one whose sad, weary face had +already won her sympathy.</p> + +<p>It did not take long for Mary to discover that her new friend was one +who knew God and lived in fellowship with Him. Here was a living proof +that it is possible to meet with God and walk with Him, even amid the +scenes of a most commonplace earthly life. And again and again the +question repeated itself in her heart, "How can I get ready to meet +God?"</p> + +<p>Once more, the blind child was to bring her a message.</p> + +<p>Hira's quick ear soon recognised the voice, which she had heard before, +and while Shushila was talking, she had quite made up her mind that +this must be the same house to which she had come with Sukhiya. What +could be more likely? For did she not now belong to Christians, and was +soon to become one herself?</p> + +<p>As Mary sat quietly by herself, the old scene came back to her, and she +almost thought with pity of the poor ignorant child who had come to ask +where Jesus Christ lived. Now she knew so much that maybe she could +teach the one of whom she had come that day to learn. She gave a start +when suddenly Shushila drew her towards her, and said—</p> + +<p>"This is my new little sister God sent to me in the storm."</p> + +<p>Mary Dayál spoke kindly to the child, but said nothing of the former +meeting; perhaps she felt a little ashamed of it. But Hira had nothing +to be ashamed of, so she said boldly, "I have been here before. I came +to ask about Jesus Christ, for I knew nothing then, but now I know a +great deal, and some day I am going to have new eyes and see quite +well. I do not mind waiting a little while, now I live with my dear +sister Shushila."</p> + +<p>Then she paused, thinking someone else would speak, but when no one +did, she went on, "You never told me that day whether you had got ready +to meet God, but of course you must have done, because you are not an +ignorant little girl like I was. I do not think I am quite ready even +yet, but I am going to be."</p> + +<p>Still, there was no answer. Mary did not know what to say, and Shushila +was hoping that the child's words would go home to the heart of the +woman for whom she was longing and praying that she might learn to know +and love God.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly, Mary's lips were unsealed; the longing of her heart +could not keep silent any longer, and she said wistfully, "Child, it +is easy for you to get ready; it is no fault of yours that you are not +so already, for there has been no one to tell you about God. But it is +quite different with me. All my life I have known of God, but my mind +has been filled with other things."</p> + +<p>Hira looked puzzled. Then she said, "But cannot Jesus Christ make +people even as bad as you ready? I should think He could, but then I +don't know much. Why don't you ask my sister Shushila?"</p> + +<p>But Shushila felt that the simplicity of the child's words and faith +might give God's message more effectually than she could, so instead +of explaining herself, she said, "Hira, what makes you think the Lord +Jesus can make us ready? And how does He do it?"</p> + +<p>The child hesitated a minute, and then she said—</p> + +<p>"Sister, I only know what you tell me: you say that to be ready means +to get rid of sin, and that God hates sin so much, and yet loves us so +that He sent His only Son all the way from heaven to save us."</p> + +<p>Shushila saw that Mary was listening intently to the child's words, so +again she asked, "But tell me, Hira, what did the Lord Jesus do to get +rid of our sin?"</p> + +<p>Softly the blind child answered, "He took them all on Himself, a great, +great load, and then He put them right away, but He had to die to do +it. He must want us to be ready very much when He tried so hard to put +our sin away."</p> + +<p>"But," said Mary sadly, "it is the sin in my own heart I want to get +rid of; every day I get cross and impatient, and feel ashamed for God +to see me."</p> + +<p>Hira knew of no remedy for this difficulty.</p> + +<p>And Shushila saw it was the time for her to speak, and so she said, +"We cannot be ready to meet God as long as we are keeping sin in our +hearts, but the Lord Jesus will save us from that too.</p> + +<p>"We cannot keep sin out of our hearts, but if we let the Lord Jesus +come in, He can keep out the crossness and impatience. I think what we +need is to believe more in the 'great love' and the 'great power' of +our dear Lord.</p> + +<p>"He would do so much more for us if we would only let Him. Shall we +kneel down and ask Him now?"</p> + +<p>So they knelt together—one who had known of God and His great salvation +all her life, but had never received it for herself; another to whom +had suddenly come the glorious news of a Divine Saviour, which had +been received gladly and fully; and lastly the blind child, into whose +darkness had shone the bright rays of the heavenly light, which would +go on shining brighter and brighter.</p> + +<p>Surely there was still Another present, though unseen, with pierced +hands filled with blessings to be poured out on those who sought them.</p> + +<p>Then Shushila prayed:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Dear Lord Jesus, we come to Thee to tell Thee that we want to be made +holy as Thou art holy, so holy that we shall be ready to meet God. We +cannot get rid of the sins which we have committed, nor of the sins in +our own hearts, so we come to Thee, because Thou art our Saviour, who +hast died to save us. Wilt Thou come Thyself into our hearts and turn +out all which does not please Thee? Amen."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Amen," said Mary too, and she meant it, for there came to her a vision +of what it would be to have a heart at peace and rest in the midst of +the many trials and perplexities around her. And she realised, for the +first time, that in order to obtain this rest, she must let the Great +Rest-Giver come in.</p> + +<p>When they were seated again, Hira said, "Sister, won't you sing the +hymn about the hill?"</p> + +<p>And Shushila sang—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"There is a green hill far away,<br> + Without a city wall,<br> + Where the dear Lord was crucified,<br> + Who died to save us all.<br> + <br> +"We may not know, we cannot tell,<br> + What pains He had to bear,<br> + But this we know, it was for us<br> + He hung and suffered there.<br> + <br> +"He died that we might be forgiven,<br> + He died to make us good,<br> + That we might go at last to heaven,<br> + Saved by His precious blood.<br> + <br> +"There was none other good enough<br> + To pay the price of sin,<br> + He only could unlock the gate<br> + Of heaven, and let us in.<br> + <br> +"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved,<br> + And we must love Him too,<br> + And trust in His redeeming blood,<br> + And try His works to do."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>It was a very simple hymn, which even a little child could understand, +and yet it told the great facts of redemption, which one of the +listeners had heard again and again, but never grasped; it told her +once again what she so much needed to know.</p> + +<p>"Would you mind singing that last verse once more?" she asked, as +Shushila finished the hymn.</p> + +<p>Once more the words were sung—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved,<br> + And we must love Him too,<br> + And trust in His redeeming blood,<br> + And try His works to do."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Mary; her heart was too full to say any more, and +Shushila, seeing this, took Hira's hand and led her away.</p> + +<p>Then Mary was left alone, except for the sleeping baby on the bedstead +near by.</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved,<br> + And we must love 'Him too.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>She knew the words were true, but had she loved this One, who had loved +her to the death? Had she tried His works to do?</p> + +<p>Her own heart told her plainly, "No." She had thought before of her +sins of crossness and impatience, but now she saw plainly that all +her life had been wrong, because she had shut out of it the only One +who could give her the power to live it. It was true that the Son of +God had died for her on the cross, but never once had she thanked Him +for all He had suffered for her. It was true that He was alive for +evermore, ready to save her to the uttermost, but never till now had +she cared to be saved.</p> + +<p>It had all been put before her—this mighty loving Saviour, the great +salvation which He had given His life to win, the forgiveness and rest +which He promised to all who came to Him, and at last, a place in His +Father's house, which He Himself was getting ready. But she had been so +taken up with her own affairs, her poverty, her husband, and children, +the debt which weighed so heavily, that she had had no eyes to see +God's great gifts, no heart to care for His unsearchable riches.</p> + +<p>She knew now that if her heart had been at rest, if she had had the +presence of this Divine Helper and Keeper, she would have been a far +better wife and mother, and not so burdened by her own cares and +sorrows; which, instead of keeping her away from God, made her need of +Him the greater.</p> + +<p>She knew now how great that need was; she could no longer live on earth +without God, neither was she fit to meet Him and find a dwelling-place +with Him; whichever way she looked, it was all dark, unless she could +find the true Light.</p> + +<p>If she had only understood, it was shining all around her, but as yet +her eyes were shut to its brightness.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image067" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image067.jpg" alt="image067"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_3">A DARK NIGHT.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image068"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image068.jpg" alt="image068"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> + THE parks were almost deserted when Nurse Clarice passed +through the gates and slowly made her way to a seat beneath the trees. +She had just come from "a case" and was quite tired out.<br> +<br> + "Mother," she had said, as she put down her parcel, "don't you tell +anyone that I've come home till to-morrow morning! I'll get half an +hour's air, and then I'll lay my head on my pillow."<br> +<br> + Her mother looked up anxiously from her work, and shook her head at her +girl's tired face.</p> +</div> + +<p>"Oh, well!" said Clarice, in reply to the shake. "You know in such a +time of epidemic it can't be helped. I shall get rested by-and-by."</p> + +<p>But though she had spoken so hopefully to her mother, when she walked +through the twilight streets, all at once she began to think of the +many things that worried her, and not least, that thin, tired mother +who sat in the little dull house she had just left.</p> + +<p>As she sat on the seat in the park, she felt as if life were too full +for her to bear.</p> + +<p>She so longed for rest, and somehow it so seldom came. She supposed +there was nothing for it but for her to conjure up such patience as she +could, and go on again.</p> + +<p>As she looked up across to the sunset sky, which was rapidly darkening, +a little thin line of the new moon was just visible.</p> + +<p>With a start of surprise, she smiled to herself as the words came to +her remembrance: "Neither shall thy moon withdraw itself: for the Lord +shall be thine everlasting light, and thy God thy glory."</p> + +<p>Already she was rested, for Clarice knew the secret of finding in God +her comfort, and she rose up and made her way back to her mother's home.</p> + +<p>"Now for bed!" she said, as she knocked at the shabby door. "And I am +even too tired to talk to mother. Poor mother! I believe I've been more +than half an hour."</p> + +<p>But before she got in, a telegram had come for her, and the mother +worked with a more wearied look.</p> + +<p>"Come at once to No. —, Park Gate."</p> + +<p>"Oh, nurse!" said a young girl, meeting Clarice in the hall when she +entered, "I am so glad to see you! My mother is so dreadfully ill! Will +you come up at once?"</p> + +<p>"If you wish, miss. But would you let me take off my cloak first?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! Come into this little room," she said, leading the way. "I +have had this got ready for you."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image069" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image069"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image069.jpg" alt="image069"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>But when they crossed the threshold, the girl's face changed from the +forced calm which she had been trying to assume, and she covered it +with her hands.</p> + +<p>"Is she so bad, miss?" asked Clarice, while she quickly laid aside her +bonnet and took her cap from the tray of her little box.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and it is all my fault," sobbed the girl hopelessly, yielding +to the sympathy in Clarice's eyes. "It was like this. Yesterday—only +yesterday—she wished me not to go to a concert with some friends. I +had promised, and she was very upset that I would persist in going. +I ought not—I know that—she never denies me anything that she thinks +for my good; but I would not heed, and ran up to dress in a hurry. She +did not approve of the people I was going with, and did not wish me to +appear in public with them. And she hurried upstairs to my room to try +to persuade me to give it up.</p> + +<p>"I was vexed that she should do what I knew was bad for her, and spoke +crossly while I threw on my things. And after she had said all she +could, she turned away with a very white face. I would not heed, but +drove off in the brougham as if I had not a care.</p> + +<p>"How I felt when I remembered her look, and that her heart was weak, +I cannot tell you. I didn't enjoy myself one bit. When I came home, +it was to find her very ill, and to-day they tell me her life is in +danger."</p> + +<p>"I am ready now, miss," said Clarice, pausing, however, to put her +hand gently on the girl's arm. "Miss, there's a Refuge for us in time +of trouble, if we will go to Him for it," she said earnestly; "and +forgiveness for what's past too."</p> + +<p>The girl looked at her almost startled, but then, comprehending, her +eyes fell; but she gave the nurse's hand a squeeze.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," she murmured, and led the way to a spacious room, where +the invalid lay attended by her anxious maid.</p> + +<p>Clarice put aside her weariness "till another time," she said to +herself. And then came a resting, comforting thought, "'They that wait +upon the Lord shall renew their strength.'"</p> + +<p>For more than a week, the invalid's life hung in the balance, and her +daughter and Clarice, assisted by the maid, waited upon her with tender +care.</p> + +<p>Every day, when Madge's sad eyes were raised to the nurse's with +anxious inquiry, Clarice would say, "Take heart, miss. Remember you can +go to God in time of trouble!"</p> + +<p>And Madge would go to her room and once again ask that her precious +mother might be spared to her.</p> + +<p>Then came a day when Clarice could say cheeringly, "I think there's a +little improvement, miss; and now we must thank God!"</p> + +<p>And so it went on, till the mother was sitting up in her room and +needed the busy nurse no longer.</p> + +<p>Altogether, it was a happy time to Clarice, for we cannot try to do +God's work without a quick reward, even in this present time.</p> + +<p>When she was putting her last things into her little box at the end of +three weeks, there was a light tap at the door.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, dear nurse," said a sweet voice. "You have done more for me +than anyone ever did before! I hope I shall be a 'comfort' to mother +now, instead of a self-willed plague! But oh! If God had not forgiven +my waywardness, how should I be feeling now?"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_34">"Peter Followed Afar Off."</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>DO you think, if Peter had kept close to the Lord Jesus, he would have +denied Him?</p> + +<p>But Peter, though he loved Jesus dearly, followed Him afar off. And +there is no surer way of getting into sin and difficulties than +forgetting to keep close to Jesus.</p> + +<p>Now, listen to the story of how poor Peter, who did love Jesus, came to +deny that he ever knew Him.</p> + +<p>The Lord knew all about Peter, and how he was apt to trust in his own +strength and energy and courage; and just before that dreadful night +when all the disciples forsook Him and fled, Jesus had warned Peter +that Satan was very anxious to make him do wrong, and if possible to +separate him from Himself altogether.</p> + +<p>Peter trusted so much in his own strength and courage that he could +hardly believe that the warning was needed.</p> + +<p>He told the Lord that he was ready to go with Him to prison or to death!</p> + +<p>But Jesus warned him again that before the cock should crow the next +morning, Peter would have denied that he knew Him.</p> + +<p>Then Jesus and His disciples went to the Mount of Olives. And there, +Judas, the wicked disciple, betrayed Him to a band of soldiers. And +Jesus was taken away by them to the high priest's palace, and all the +disciples forsook Him and fled. Jesus knew all that would happen to +Him, and He gave Himself up willingly for our sakes; but that does not +make it any less wicked of the men who used Him so cruelly.</p> + +<p>There seem to have been two of His disciples who, after running away at +first, loved Jesus so much that they followed Him to the palace to see +what would become of Him.</p> + +<p>John, the disciple whom Jesus loved, was known to the high priest, and +he seems to have gone right into the palace. And when he saw Peter +standing outside, he spoke to the servant and she let Peter enter.</p> + +<p>So the night being cold, and Peter having followed "afar off," he +turned aside near the door, and seeing a fire lighted in the court +round which the servants were gathered, he sat down among them and +warmed himself.</p> + +<p>Oh, foolish Peter, not to have pressed in close after his Master! Would +he have denied Him then, if he had seen those dear and holy eyes upon +him? I think not.</p> + +<p>But being afar off, and being confident in his own strength, when +a servant-maid charged him with belonging to Jesus, he denied Him, +saying, "Woman, I know Him not."</p> + +<p>And so, as he stood and warmed himself, Peter did, at three different +times, tell one and another that he did not know Jesus.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image070" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image070"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image070.jpg" alt="image070"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>At last the cock crew, and the dear Lord, from the place where He was +being examined, turned round and looked upon Peter.</p> + +<p>And Peter remembered how Jesus had warned him, and he went out and wept +bitterly. Oh, can you not imagine how sorrowful he was?</p> + +<p>Perhaps you ask: Was Peter ever forgiven for his sin? Oh yes, indeed. +Jesus is full of love and compassion, and when He rose from the +grave, He sent a special message to Peter to come and see Him. And +afterwards, He talked to him many times, and gave him some of the +sweetest directions to serve Him which the Bible contains. Peter was +His faithful servant till his life's end.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image071" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image071.jpg" alt="image071"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_10">CHAPTER X.—REST.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THAT night, Mary Dayál was so overwhelmed by a new trial and anxiety +that for a time the craving in her heart for spiritual blessing was +forgotten.</p> + +<p>At the usual time of returning from his work, her husband did not +appear. That was nothing remarkable, for he was often late. But when +hour after hour passed and still he did not come, her heart began to +grow heavy. The eldest boy, Reuben, was sent to inquire at different +houses where he might possibly have gone, but nowhere was any news to +be heard.</p> + +<p>One by one the children dropped asleep, but there was no rest for the +anxious wife. It was true that her husband had not been the kindest or +best of men, but now that he was gone, she knew not where, everything +changed; the faults had all been hers, and she had driven him away by +her constant grumblings and complainings. Was it any wonder that he had +not cared to stay in a house with an untidy, cross wife, and children +who were always clamouring for more than he could give them? There +could be no doubt that his patience and courage had been worn-out, and +now he had gone away to seek for peace and comfort elsewhere. Who could +blame him if he had?</p> + +<p>Then the darkness around the poor weary woman grew denser, till her +heart ached with the sorrow pressing upon her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved."</p> + +<p>Clearly came back to her the words of the hymn she had heard sung so +lately, though it seemed long, long ago.</p> + +<p>Though her husband had left her, yet she was not altogether alone, for +nothing could change this divine love, which had proved itself stronger +than death.</p> + +<p>If it was true that that love went out still to the most sinful and +needy, then who could claim it more than she?</p> + +<p>Oh for eyes to see the blessed form of Him who had called the weary +and heavy laden to come to Him! Oh for ears to catch His words of +forgiveness and comfort!</p> + +<p>Mary Dayál had been brought up to say her prayers when she was a child, +and she had never entirely given up doing so, only very often she was +too tired, and the children made too much noise. But she had never +known what it was really to "pray," to seek God because her heart cried +out after Him, to ask Him for what He alone could give, what she felt +she "must" have.</p> + +<p>But now in her sorrow and desolation, there rose in her heart a great +desire to come into contact with One who could do for her what no one +else could.</p> + +<p>The voice of the Son of God said "Come," and she heard it and came.</p> + +<p>If she had been asked, she could hardly have told what it was which +had so changed her that night of sorrow; she might have said that the +burden of sin had grown light because for the first time she "knew" +what she had before only "heard"—that Christ had put it away by the +sacrifice of Himself; or she might have said that the burden of +loneliness had been lightened by finding the presence of One who had +promised never to leave or forsake her.</p> + +<p>She had been like a child lost in a dreary forest, faint with hunger +but having no food to eat, surrounded by dangers from which there was +no one to protect her. Now she was like a child in its father's house, +satisfied with that father's love and sure of his protection and care.</p> + +<p>Again and again she had said and heard the words, "Our Father which art +in heaven," but never till that night had she known the joy of having +a Father in heaven. The darkness had passed away before the bright +shining of heavenly light, and in that light, the form of everything +was changed.</p> + +<p>She had still to face the grinding poverty which had made her life a +weariness to her; what was worse still, she had to face it alone if her +husband did not return. There were four children to be fed and clothed, +and a debt to be paid, and it might be, no money to do it with. And +yet, in spite of all, Mary Dayál felt more light-hearted than she had +ever done in her life, for she knew that henceforth these burdens would +not have to be borne alone—that the great Burden-Bearer would be with +her.</p> + +<p>It was long before she went to sleep that night. But as she was saying +over to herself the words, "Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved," gradually +all things faded into unconsciousness.</p> + +<p>She woke the next morning with a sense of loss, and yet of gain, and it +took her some little time to distinguish one from the other. Gradually +it all came clearly back to her: she had found God, but her husband was +missing. She realised then how hard it would have been to begin this +new day with this added burden if it had not been for the rest in her +heart.</p> + +<p>The children soon found that in some way, which they could not +understand, their mother was different. Never before had they known her +so patient and gentle; they thought it must be because their father was +not there. They were all sent to school as usual, and then Mary, taking +the baby in her arms, locked up the house, and went to ask advice of +her new friends Rámpál Singh and his daughter.</p> + +<p>Both listened to her story with all the interest, and sympathy she +could desire. And when it was finished, Rámpál Singh proposed that he +should go to the office in which Mark Dayál had been employed, and +ascertain whether he had been there the day before. Knowing something +of the man's history, he thought it was very possible that he had been +dismissed, as so often happened, and rather than tell his wife the +news, had gone off and left her; but of this, he "said" nothing.</p> + +<p>As soon as her father had left the house, Shushila began more freely to +express her sympathy with the anxious wife.</p> + +<p>Great was her surprise and joy when Mary looked at her with a smile, +though there were tears in her eyes, and said, "Shushila, whatever +happens, the darkest part of my life is over. With the love of Christ +in my heart, I can bear anything."</p> + +<p>Neither had noticed that Hira was near by, but now she came eagerly +forward and asked, "Do you mean that you have got ready to meet God?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mary gladly; "I never wanted to meet God before, but now I +long to, because I know He is my heavenly Father."</p> + +<p>"But tell me," said the child, "how did you get ready? What did you do?"</p> + +<p>Mary paused a moment, and then she said, "Little one, once a man full +of leprosy came to the Lord Jesus, and He put His hand on him, and +said, 'I will; be thou clean,' and all his leprosy was gone. I was full +of sin, but last night, the Lord Jesus came and put His hand on me, and +said, 'Be clean,' and so I know He has put away my sin, and I am not +afraid to meet God any more."</p> + +<p>Hira gave a little sigh as she said, "Perhaps the Lord Jesus comes more +to big people than He does to little girls, because to me, He seems +such a long, long way off. If He would speak only one word, then I +should know that He had come."</p> + +<p>"And that is just how I know, little one," said Mary. "I did not hear +His voice in my ear, but I heard it quite plainly in my heart; if you +listen, you will hear it too."</p> + +<p>Hira looked perplexed, but she did not speak again. And very soon, she +got up and groped her way to another part of the house, leaving the two +friends alone.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_13">GOSSIP.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"FATHER, you'll let me take something down for the Harvest Festival! +Something nice from the grounds, you know, and some flowers and fruit. +I should like to help to decorate the church."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my dear," answered Mr. Granville, "I had thought of it +myself when the curate spoke of the Festival. I will give Haydon orders +about it."</p> + +<p>"I will go with them myself," said Geraldine importantly, "and I can +arrange where they go."</p> + +<p>"Remember, dear, that you will be one of the youngest there," said her +father gently.</p> + +<p>Geraldine did not reply, unless a little toss of her head could be +regarded as one.</p> + +<p>The following Saturday was the morning appointed for all offerings +to reach the church. And on the Friday evening, Mr. Granville asked +Geraldine if Haydon had provided such flowers and green stuff as she +wanted.</p> + +<p>Geraldine reddened; "I don't think I shall trouble about it," she said. +"Miss Whyte is seeing after it all, and I'm not going to be at Miss +Whyte's beck and call."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" asked her father, curiously.</p> + +<p>"I don't like her."</p> + +<p>Geraldine would say no more, but her father went on, "I should wish +the flowers to go just the same, my child, and if you 'do' go to help, +remember that in all church work, we are working for our Lord and +Master, not for men."</p> + +<p>"If the flowers go, so shall I," said Geraldine to herself, and she +went.</p> + +<p>The vestry presented a very busy scene, and Geraldine and her flowers +were met with a hearty welcome, and Miss Whyte asked her pleasantly +if she had any special wish about them, and though Geraldine answered +properly enough, there was something aggressive in her tone that sent +the colour to Miss Whyte's face. She had guessed for some time that +Geraldine disliked her.</p> + +<p>So Geraldine worked in a corner apart, for she could not feel friendly +to anyone. Her father's words rankled.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image072" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image072"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image072.jpg" alt="image072"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Miss Whyte was busily decorating a pillar when her eyes fell on the +proud little face in the corner. It seemed such a pity for two who were +decorating God's house to be at enmity. She jumped lightly from her +chair and went round to Geraldine.</p> + +<p>"Geraldine! Have I done anything to vex you?"</p> + +<p>"You had no business to say I couldn't draw a bit."</p> + +<p>"When did I say so?" gasped out Miss Whyte.</p> + +<p>"The girls told me you said so at the Prize-giving at school."</p> + +<p>"My dear!" said Miss Whyte. "I said 'I had no idea that Geraldine +drew.' Somebody has made mischief. Let us be friends; it seems so sad +to have a difference and to be working together in God's house."</p> + +<p>Geraldine lifted her frank eyes, "I am sorry; it is my fault for +listening to such stories. May I come and help you? It is so dull +alone."</p> + +<p>And so there was peace in the church.</p> + +<p>Sunday by Sunday, long after the harvest thanksgiving had passed away, +as Geraldine sat in the church, she would glance over to that little +corner where she had sat alone, and the remembrance of it helped her +all her life to try to be one of God's blessed Peacemakers.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image073" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image073"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image073.jpg" alt="image073"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>"I will go with them myself," said Geraldine.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_21">"I LOVE HIM STILL."</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"AND what has happened, then, Mrs. Lloyd?"</p> + +<p>The silver-haired clergyman had just finished his reading, and had +paused, his fingers still in the place that opened of itself at the +story of the cross, to hear some fragments of Mrs. Lloyd's story. The +white face in its clean frilled cap was scarcely less white than the +pillow on which it lay. But the expression was peaceful, though the +wrinkles on the fine brow told of trials long and painful.</p> + +<p>A week ago Mrs. Lloyd had been brought, badly burned, to a kindly +neighbour's, and little hope was entertained from the first of her +recovery.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image074" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image074"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image074.jpg" alt="image074"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>No one knew how the accident had happened; the baby was safe, that they +all knew. And though Mrs. Lloyd was reticent and scarcely answered any +questions the doctors and nurses put to her as they dressed her burns, +it had oozed out among the neighbours that Jim Lloyd had been seen to +enter the cottage not long before the place had been found in flames, +and that he was drunk at the time.</p> + +<p>But now Mrs. Lloyd's tongue was loosened; she was alone with the vicar +she had known and loved from her youth, and she must tell him all, that +he might comfort Jim.</p> + +<p>Jim was her one care. Such a brave, strong fellow he had been when +she first met him and loved him years ago. But the demon of drink had +seized on him, and had pushed him far on the downward path.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir," continued the dying woman, slightly raising herself on her +elbow in her earnestness, "you must not be hard on Jim, but help him +to live right, for the baby's sake. Tell him, sir, as I'm sure he did +not mean it, and that I forgive him and love him still. Be sure you say +that, sir. I love him still."</p> + +<p>She lay back exhausted by the effort she had made, but after a moment +she went on—</p> + +<p>"I was out washing in the back yard, sir, for I had not heard his step. +His dinner was all ready for him on the stove, and baby was asleep in +the cradle. I don't know how long he'd been home, when I noticed a +queer smell, but I didn't think much of it, 'cause there's often bits +of rag and such-like burnt by the neighbours. But in a few moments, I +noticed smoke coming out of the back kitchen door, and I knew it was +all wrong.</p> + +<p>"The first thing I saw as I got to the door was a great blaze. The +clothes-horse was full of blouses I'd just starched, and they were just +one great flame. I made a rush for the cradle, but I never saw Jim +until I fell over him, and then I suppose my clothes caught fire, but +I didn't notice them. I felt I must save Jim even before the baby, for +she was ready, the little darling, and my Jim wasn't. So I just pulled +him out by his legs, and then I ran back for baby. I thought maybe +she'd be safe, for I just prayed God to spare her if only I could pull +out Jim. And there she was sitting up in her cradle, and laughing at +the 'pitty fire.' I suppose the neighbours saw the smoke, for when I +got outside again, they were holding out their hands for the baby, and +some were looking after Jim, and then I didn't know any more until I +got here. But you'll tell Jim I loved him still, and best of all that +God loves him too?" And the faint voice ceased for ever.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image075" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image075.jpg" alt="image075"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_11">CHAPTER XI.—"ASK, AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN YOU."</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THERE was much to talk of, for though Shushila was much younger in +years than Mary Dayál, she had been learning in God's school for +several years, while the other had only just enrolled her name as a +scholar.</p> + +<p>While the talk was still going on, Rámpál Singh returned. He had found +what he had expected. Mark Dayál had been dismissed the day before, and +that was evidently the reason of his disappearance.</p> + +<p>"He will probably go and get work elsewhere, and will then write and +tell you of his whereabouts," added he, anxious to give some comfort.</p> + +<p>Then he proposed that they should commit the matter into the hands of +their heavenly Father, and ask Him to guide and keep the one who had +gone, as well as those who were left.</p> + +<p>Mary Dayál never forgot that prayer, for it taught her what true prayer +really means, and her heart rejoiced as she realised that, having +become a child of God through faith in Christ Jesus, a key had been put +into her hand, with which she could unlock the storehouse of heavenly +riches.</p> + +<p>If she had lost her husband, she had found a Father; and the grief and +anxiety caused by the loss, only increased the joy of the gain.</p> + +<p>It was only after she returned to her desolate house that she began +fully to realise what it really meant to be left with four children to +feed and clothe, and no means, as far as she could see, to provide for +them. Whichever way she looked, she could see no light. Her parents +lived so far away that it would cost a great deal to get to them, and +they were quite unable to support a family. Besides, how could she bear +to tell them that her husband had gone and left her? Whatever happened, +she would be loyal to him, and shield him all she could.</p> + +<p>If there was anyone to blame, it was she, for not being more patient +and gentle, and she determined that if her husband returned, he should +never hear a word of reproach from her lips.</p> + +<p>Of course he "would" return, she told herself again and again, or if +not, he would send for her and the children. He never intended to +desert them, but only to seek employment to enable him to provide for +them. As soon as he succeeded, he would surely write.</p> + +<p>Then there came over her a great desire that her husband should be one +with her in her newly found happiness, that he too should be ready to +meet God. Gradually all other needs seemed to be lost sight of in this +great cry of her heart.</p> + +<p>And why should it not be granted? The mighty Hand which had been +stretched out to save her could reach her husband also, wherever he +might be. The first treasure which she would seek to obtain by this +newly found key should be the salvation of her husband, and never would +she cease seeking until she knew she had obtained it.</p> + +<p>So, as she had committed herself into the hands of this almighty +Friend, she committed her husband also, and prayed that wherever +his wanderings might lead him, or whatever his disappointments or +difficulties might he, he might at last be guided, as she had been, if +not by easy means, then through sorrow and suffering, to the cross of +Christ, there to find pardon and salvation.</p> + +<p>Then Mary began to think of the present, and consider her earthly lot. +Something must be done, and besides herself there was none to do it, so +it was quite plain that she "must" find some work; but what was it to +be?</p> + +<p>Besides learning her lessons in school, and, after her marriage, +looking after her house and children, which her conscience told her had +been very badly done, she had never tried to do anything.</p> + +<p>It was true that sometimes in her days of greatest poverty, when her +husband was out of work, she had thought of trying to get employment as +a Zenana teacher, but though she knew of others who did this in order +to obtain the salary, her own heart told her that it should not be so, +and that only those who knew God themselves were fitted to teach others +about Him.</p> + +<p>It was different now. Having found salvation herself, it would be +a joy and privilege to tell others about it; only who, knowing her +circumstances, would be able to understand that she was not seeking her +own good only?</p> + +<p>Again, she remembered her newly found key. Did not her heavenly Father +know all her needs and difficulties, as well as the change in her heart?</p> + +<p>If He would call her to take a share in His work, and count her worthy, +it would not matter what others thought. And so again, Mary prayed that +God Himself would lead and direct her, and make it quite plain what +work He would have her do.</p> + +<p>By-and-by, the children returned from school full of questions about +their father, whose sudden disappearance sorely perplexed them all. The +mother tried her best to satisfy them, by saying she believed he had +gone away to find work, and very soon they would hear from him.</p> + +<p>Reuben, the eldest, listened gravely to all his mother said, and did +not join in the questions of the others.</p> + +<p>Though only ten years old, in many ways he seemed older, being a +steady, studious boy, more fond of learning than of playing. From this +time, he seemed suddenly to grow older still, and to realise that he +must be the helper and comforter of his mother, so in this also the +deserted wife found comfort in her sorrow.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image076" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image076.jpg" alt="image076"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_9">A TELEGRAM.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"SHE'S dyin'! That's what the telegram's put, and I'm goin' down by the +next train."</p> + +<p>There was a pause, for Milly had had a hard struggle, and how to find +the four and eight-pence for the fare she knew not. But the kind +neighbour came to her aid. She searched deep in a drawer, and brought +out an old stocking foot, and from this, she counted out five precious +shillings.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image077" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image077"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image077.jpg" alt="image077"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I'll pay you, if I work my fingers to the bone," said Milly +gratefully; and then she made her way, just as she was, to the station.</p> + +<p>Meantime, down in a country village, far away from the din of London, +Milly's sister lay and watched from her little window.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image078" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image078"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image078.jpg" alt="image078"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Go out," she whispered to her pretty, tidy children, "and stay by the +church gate; and when you see your aunt, bring her to the door, but no +further. I haven't seen her for twelve years!"</p> + +<p>The invalid lay on a neat bed beneath the window of the front room.</p> + +<p>And when Milly came, her eyes rested on a face which had once been like +hers, but was not so any longer, for peace and joy shone on the wasted +features, instead of hard care.</p> + +<p>"Agnes!" she said, and came forward and knelt by the bed, burying her +face in her hands.</p> + +<p>"I could not find your address! I've tried over and over," whispered +Agnes. "Look up, Milly, and kiss me; our time may not be long together."</p> + +<p>So Milly got up and kissed her over and over again, stroking her thin +hand fondly.</p> + +<p>Both remembered that they had parted in anger twelve years before, and +Milly had said she "would never see her, never, till her dying day!"</p> + +<p>Ah! Words too true, as words are sometimes, which we fain would not +have spoken!</p> + +<p>"Will you forgive me?" said Milly brokenly.</p> + +<p>"And will you forgive me?" asked Agnes. "I know what it is to be +forgiven myself, by Him who loved me and died for me; and since then, +I've never ceased to seek for you that you might be happy too, whether +for life or death."</p> + +<p>"Life!" groaned Milly. "That's but a hard, poor thing to me."</p> + +<p>"Ah! But if you have my Saviour, it will all be different," whispered +Agnes faintly. "You'll take care of the children—and there's a little +annuity for you besides. God's been very good to me! I felt sure He +would send you in time."</p> + +<p>And it was in time. Before Agnes went "Home," Milly had time to go back +to London and pack up her few belongings.</p> + +<p>She bid good-bye to her kind neighbour, and thanked her over again +for enabling her to travel down to see her dear sister. And then she +returned to the sweet country home, and nursed Agnes and settled down +to the care of the children, which she was to undertake henceforth.</p> + +<p>"What you have been to me," whispered Agnes on the last day, "and what +the Lord has done for me, words cannot say. To think He should let me +'know' that you have come to trust Him! That is worth all the rest."</p> + +<p>"I am lost in wonder to think of His love," said Milly.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>Hira's Quest.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_12">CHAPTER XII.—"HE CARETH FOR YOU."</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AS soon as Mary Dayál had left, Rámpál Singh and his daughter began to +think what means they could take for helping her, for they believed in +"doing" as well as "praying."</p> + +<p>"Shall I go and see my uncle," suggested Shushila, "and see what he +advises? He knows Mark Dayál and his wife, and will know better than +anyone else what is the best thing to do."</p> + +<p>Rámpál Singh quite approved, and so, accompanied by the faithful +Anandi, Shushila started for the house of her uncle Harnáth Singh, who +was the pastor of the Hindustáni Church in this city.</p> + +<p>It did not require much argument to enlist his sympathy with Mary Dayál +and her family, and greatly did he rejoice to hear that one of his +flock had received such great spiritual blessing. He advised waiting a +few days to see whether the runaway husband would return, or send his +wife any news of his intention. But in the meantime, he would be making +all inquiries with regard to finding means of help.</p> + +<p>When Komela, Shushila's aunt, joined her husband and niece, she was +able at once to throw some light on the subject.</p> + +<p>"It was only yesterday," she said, "that Miss Elsemere came to ask me +if I knew of any truly Christian woman who could take charge of a small +school she is opening for Hindu girls. She said, 'It must be one who +will do this work for "Christ's sake," and not merely for the sake of +a salary. I "cannot" ask anyone to take a share in our Lord's work who +does not really love Him and wish to serve Him.'"</p> + +<p>Shushila hastened to reassure her aunt on this point, and they all +agreed that nothing would be so likely to strengthen the faith and warm +the love of one who had so lately found Christ herself as to teach +others about Him.</p> + +<p>"Whether her husband returns or not, it will be well for her to have +this work to do," said Harnáth Singh; "so the best thing will be to let +Miss Elsemere hear of her at once, then she can go and see her."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad," said Shushila, with a beaming face; "it seems as if +God knew of the need which was coming and had prepared the supply +beforehand. It will be a proof to Mrs. Dayál of what she may expect now +that she has learned to know God and trust in Him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," answered her aunt, "she will soon find what a difference +it makes when we give up ourselves and all that concerns us into God's +keeping, and know that our heavenly Father cares for us. But now tell +me about your little blind Hira; I have heard nothing of her for some +days."</p> + +<p>"She is a strange child," answered Shushila, "and very difficult to +understand. She is at the same time 'so' naughty and 'yet' so 'good.'"</p> + +<p>"How do you mean?" asked Komela.</p> + +<p>"I mean," was the answer, "that in some ways she is more naughty than +most children. She will not do anything unless she chooses, and as +for telling lies, she thinks nothing of it. But at the same time, she +loves to hear about God and our Lord Jesus, and though she has been +learning such a little while, it is quite wonderful how much she knows +and remembers. I cannot understand what has come over her to-day; she +has been sitting in the quietest corner of the house, and even when I +called her to eat, she would not come, so I just left her alone."</p> + +<p>"The more I hear of her," said Komela, "the more it seems to me that +God Himself sent her to you, and that He has a work for you to do in +training her, and then some special work for her to do. You will need +much love and patience to accomplish your task, but I feel sure that it +will not be in vain."</p> + +<p>"I just love to have her," said Shushila warmly, "in spite of her +naughtiness. I love her dearly, and her love for me quite makes up for +any trouble I have. Most of all, I want you to pray that she may truly +receive Christ into her heart, for until she does, I cannot think that +it is right for her to be called by His name. I do not think she wants +it either, for she seems quite to understand that there must be a great +change in her before she can be a Christian."</p> + +<p>"Would that all knew as much as this blind child!" said Komela +earnestly. "Then there would not be so many bearing Christ's name and +yet bringing dishonour on Him."</p> + +<p>The day after this conversation, as Mary Dayál was busy in her house, +there came a knock at her door.</p> + +<p>For a moment, her heart beat faster; could it be that her husband had +returned? Quickly, she went to unfasten the chain, and then saw that +it was not her husband, but an English lady, who was standing there +waiting for admittance.</p> + +<p>Mary knew Miss Elsemere very well by sight, and had met her more than +once. But this was the first time she had come to her house.</p> + +<p>She was at once asked in, one of the broken chairs dusted for her, and +then Mary waited to hear what was the cause of this unexpected visit.</p> + +<p>She very soon felt at ease with her visitor, who spoke so kindly, and +sympathised so warmly in her husband's absence, though she never said a +word which implied that she knew why he had gone, or that he was in any +way to blame.</p> + +<p>Very soon she introduced the subject which was in her mind. She was +just about to open a school for Hindu children, and wanted someone to +take charge of it. Having heard of Mrs. Dayál, she had come to ask her +about it.</p> + +<p>For a moment, Mary was almost too much overcome to answer. Had the +answer to her prayer come so quickly as this? It seemed almost too good +to be true. Her heart was too full to say much, and if Miss Elsemere +had not already heard her story, especially the spiritual part, she +might almost have doubted whether this very silent, grave woman would +be a suitable teacher for bright little girls.</p> + +<p>When all arrangements had been made and she was just leaving, a little +glimpse was given her into the heart of the one who, she trusted, had +been chosen of God to be a fellow-worker with her in His service.</p> + +<p>With tears in her eyes, Mary Dayál said earnestly, "It seems to me that +it was God Himself who put it into your heart to ask me to do this +work, and if so, He will help me to do it, though it may be difficult +at first."</p> + +<p>Miss Elsemere pressed her hand warmly as she answered, "We may be quite +sure that God never gives us anything to do in our own strengths; in +all our times of need, His word to us is, 'My grace is sufficient for +thee.' I am sure you will find it so."</p> + +<p>As soon as she was alone, Mary Dayál gave thanks for the light which +had shone upon her path. Glad as she was to know that her children +would be provided for, she was most glad to have this proof of her +heavenly Father's care, and of His readiness to hear and answer His +children's prayer.</p> + +<p>Then there came to her mind that other petition, offered at the same +time, that her husband might not only be brought back to her, but also +be made ready to meet God.</p> + +<p>If one had been granted, then why not the other also? So with +strengthened faith, the wife determined that she would not grow weary, +though she might have to wait many days to see the desire of her heart +granted.</p> + +<p>But there was something else for her to do besides pray; the prospect +of so soon beginning to teach others about God made her realise how +very little she knew herself.</p> + +<p>The Bible, which had been for many days so little read and never +studied, was now often in her hands, and as she sought for food to feed +others, she was fed herself.</p> + +<p>"It is a perfectly 'new' book," she said one day to Shushila. "I used +to read the words, but they did not mean much to me; now it is just as +if God Himself is speaking to me, and the words go right into my heart. +I would rather give up anything than this book, though I have had it +all these years, and cared little for it."</p> + +<p>Shushila answered earnestly, "Is not that because it contains God's +message to His children? As long as we do not know Him, we do not care +to listen, but as soon as we know our heavenly Father and love Him, we +listen to hear what He will say to us."</p> + +<p>"If only I had known all this before!" said Mary with a sigh. "What a +difference it would have made to my life! Now I feel that it has been +wasted and spoiled."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed," answered Shushila, "you have missed what alone makes our +lives worth living. But do not be too sad; now you have given your life +to God, He will make it new again according to His will; and after all, +'this' life is only just beginning—our real, perfect life we shall live +with God."</p> + +<p>That evening, the three younger children had gone to sleep, Mary was +reading, and Reuben preparing his lessons for the next day.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the boy looked up from his books. "Mother, tell me what it +all means. Why has my father gone away like this? And why do you read +so much and seem so different? It seems to me as if something has +happened, and yet I do not know what."</p> + +<p>Mary smiled at her boy's perplexity as she answered, "Yes, something +very wonderful has happened, Reuben, but I do not know whether you will +understand if I tell you."</p> + +<p>"Why, mother, of course I will; you forget how old I am," said the boy +with an air of importance; "please tell me."</p> + +<p>Then the mother answered, "Reuben, this is what has happened: I have +been trying to live my life without God, but lately my heart became so +hungry that I could not stay away from Him any longer. The Lord Jesus +has put away my sin and so brought me to God."</p> + +<p>The boy looked surprised, for he had not expected such an answer. It +seemed so strange to hear of heavenly things from the lips of one who +had always been so taken up with the things of earth.</p> + +<p>He had himself learnt much in school, but his mother was the last +person to whom he would have thought of speaking of what was in his +heart. His class in Sunday-school had at one time been taught by +the pastor's son, Harnám Singh, and young though he was, he had not +forgotten his teacher's earnest words; and this fact remained clearly +impressed on his mind, that to belong to Christ and serve Him was the +greatest honour to which anyone could attain.</p> + +<p>When the teacher had had to be separated from his class, he had given +to each of the boys a card, on which was printed the words, "If any man +will serve Me, let him follow Me; and where I am, there shall also My +servant be."</p> + +<p>This card Reuben kept among his special treasures, and as often as he +looked at it, he would say to himself, "When I am a man, I am going to +serve Christ."</p> + +<p>He had not yet learnt that "any man" means anyone, even a boy of ten +years old. He felt glad as he listened to his mother's words, and after +a while, said thoughtfully, "It will not matter so much that my father +has gone away if God has come; He will take care of us."</p> + +<p>The mother then told her son how that care had already been shown, but +she added, "Although God is with us and caring for us, yet we must ask +Him to bring your father back, for we want him too."</p> + +<p>Already the faithful wife had forgotten all her husband's failings, and +only longed for his return.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image079" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image079.jpg" alt="image079"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_44">The Alms-house Inmates.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>CHRISTMAS EVE was terribly cold, the snow fell fast, and the wind +howled round the alms-houses, making the inmates shiver and draw nearer +to their firesides. In the first house lived old Mrs. Lunn, or Beckie +as she was commonly called, and when the wind blew more fiercely, she +spread her old wrinkled hands to the blaze and said reverently,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "I thank Thee, Lord, for all my comforts. Here I have a home and fire +and many kind friends, while there are others who are hungry and alone.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"I wonder," added the old woman, "how Nancy is next door; she'll +feel the cold terribly, and she always is in pain, so she can't help +grumbling a wee bit."</p> + +<p>Nancy was lying on her bed in the next house, while every bone in her +old worn-out body ached. Yet when the bells rang out over the snow, she +crossed her hands and whispered,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Let me be in heaven next year, dear Lord, and free from pain."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>In number three lived Mrs. Peck, a little, nimble, bright old lady, who +hopped about on one leg, as bright as a button.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow is Christmas Day," she said. "Well, we'll all get something +warm from the Squire's lady for sure; may mine be a petticoat, which I +need sorely, then I'll be very thankful."</p> + +<p>Away at the end of the row, and opposite to the men's houses, a couch +was drawn to the window, and a frail, delicate woman gasped her life +away.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "On Christmas Day—to meet them all again! Oh, I am ready, dear Lord, +quite ready."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And when the Squire's lady bent over and whispered, "Mary, can you +hear me?" the dying woman murmured, "Yes, the angels with their harps +ringing over the snow."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image080" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image080"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image080.jpg" alt="image080"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When Christmas Day dawned, all the earth was white and beautiful. The +old alms people, men and women, walked up to the Manor House, when each +one received a present.</p> + +<p>"There is one parcel over, ma'am," said the maid, when all the old +folks had departed.</p> + +<p>"Ah! Yes," replied the lady; "that was for Mary, but she needs no +present now, her eyes have seen the King."</p> + +<p>By Beckie's fireside sat Nancy, wrapped up warm and comfortable in a +new Scotch plaid, and Mrs. Peck was there also, holding her petticoat +under her arm.</p> + +<p>"It's a wonderful thing, is prayer," she was saying. "I just asked God +to let the Squire's lady give it me, and sure enough, I have it—you +see."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_47">The Hill above Nazareth.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>LOOK at those angry men! You ask, "Whom are they angry with, and what +has he done?"</p> + +<p>That is the dear Lord Jesus.</p> + +<p>Now I will try to tell you why the Jews were angry with Him, and what +they wanted to do to Him that day.</p> + +<p>Jesus had been baptised in Jordan, and had been led by the Holy Spirit +into the wilderness to be tempted by Satan for more than a month.</p> + +<p>So you see Jesus knows what temptations mean, and He can feel for us.</p> + +<p>Well, when Satan had finished all the temptations, Jesus came back to +Nazareth, the town where He had been brought up, and when the Sabbath +day came, He went, as He usually did, to the synagogue to worship God.</p> + +<p>He stood up to read the Bible to the Jews, and then He explained to +them how God had sent Him to be the Messiah they were looking for, and +how He would bind up broken hearts and make all sorrowful people joyful.</p> + +<p>The Jews listened to Him with great wonder, and some of them could +not believe that one who had been brought up in their own town could +possibly be the Christ.</p> + +<p>Then the Lord told them that strangers and Gentiles would believe on +Him, if the Jews would not; and after that, they grew very angry and +took hold of Him, and thrust Him out of the synagogue and led Him up to +the brow of the hill on which the town was built, that they might cast +Him down from there.</p> + +<p>How sad that they should want to kill the blessed Lord, who had just +told them that He would be their Saviour and their Messiah!</p> + +<p>You notice in the picture that Jesus did not resist them or seem angry +with their cruelty. He was ever patient and loving.</p> + +<p>The Bible does not say "how" He escaped out of their hands. It says: +"But He, passing through the midst of them, went His way, and came +down to Capernaum," and began healing the sick and doing kind things +directly to those who needed His help.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image081" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image081"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image081.jpg" alt="image081"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Very soon, people began saying all round the country what wonderful +things He did.</p> + +<p>One day, He entered into Simon Peter's house, and there He found the +mother of Peter's wife very ill with a bad fever. They had all seen +the wonderful things that Jesus could do, so they begged Him to heal +her. So Jesus told the fever to leave her, and she felt quite well all +at once, and got up and waited on the Lord Jesus, and did her work as +usual.</p> + +<p>Soon the heat of the day began to subside, and all the people who had +sick people in their houses brought them to Jesus, and the dear loving +Saviour laid His hands on every one of them and healed them all.</p> + +<p>Let us, like those people at Capernaum, bring all our troubles and +sorrows to Jesus; let us kneel down and tell Him what we want most, and +believe that He is able and willing to help us, and we shall know that +He draws near to us and gives us the blessing which we most need.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_50">The Stay of the Family.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"THE 'Doris' is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie, at once!"</p> + +<p>"'What,' mother?"</p> + +<p>"To the Cape at once!" repeated her mother slowly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother! I thought Jim was going to cruise about in the Channel."</p> + +<p>She bent over to see the words for herself, and her pretty placid +countenance fell. The world would be changed for her if brother Jim +were gone out of their life.</p> + +<p>Hitherto he had been the one to see after their mother since father's +death. His advice had been what had been acted on, his loving wishes +had ruled the little home.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image082" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image082"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image082.jpg" alt="image082"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>"The 'Doris' is to proceed to the Cape, Nellie,</b><br> +<b>at once!"</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Nellie drew her fallen work back to her lap, but there was no more +cheerful gossip with her mother, no more remarks as to what Molly and +Pollie were learning at school, and how George was getting on at his +new place—instead came down over her a blank feeling of dismay. Who +would take the responsibility of the home if Jim were gone?</p> + +<p>Then her thoughts went back to what she had been thinking of and +praying about lately—how she could be more of a comfort to her invalid +mother. Was this the opportunity come which she had longed for? But how +different from anything she had planned!</p> + +<p>Then she looked up and put her hand gently on her mother's arm.</p> + +<p>"We shall all try to take care of you when brother is gone," she +faltered with quivering lips. "I hoped he'd have come backwards and +forwards as he had been doing; but if he goes—" Nellie knelt down +hastily by her mother's side and put her head on her shoulder with an +unwonted caress—"If he goes, there's always Jesus left," she whispered, +"and He will never leave us and never forsake us, mother."</p> + +<p>And while Jim was at the war, that was how Nellie became the stay of +the family.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image083" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image083.jpg" alt="image083"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_13">CHAPTER XIII.—HIRA'S QUEST ENDED.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHILE Mary Dayál was rejoicing in her newly found peace and happiness, +Hira's heart was daily growing sadder. At the time Mary told her that +if she listened, she would hear the voice of the Lord Jesus speaking +to her, she made up her mind that she would begin to listen with all +her might. If she could not "see," at least she could hear, better than +most.</p> + +<p>So she crept away to the quietest corner she could find, and after +saying,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Please, Lord Jesus, speak to me—"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>sat still and waited for the answer. But though she waited long and +refused to eat food, which she was always so ready for, or to sit by +her dear sister Shushila, yet hour after hour passed, and still no +voice came.</p> + +<p>Again and again she cried,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Please, Lord Jesus, speak to me like you did to Rose's mother."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>But there was no answer.</p> + +<p>Then she began to grow angry. She had been deceived by everybody; there +was no Jesus Christ at all. How could anyone know if they had never +seen Him? It must be a lie to say anyone had heard His voice. If He +were alive and close by her, as Shushila said, why did He not give her +eyes, or at least answer her when she spoke to Him?</p> + +<p>So she groped her way to where Shushila was sitting, and before her new +sister knew that she was anywhere near, she was suddenly aroused by +hearing an indignant voice say, "It is very wicked of you all to tell +lies to a poor little blind girl who cannot see for herself. It is not +true that Jesus Christ is alive; I do not believe He ever was. He does +not make blind people see, and He does not speak so that we can hear +His voice. I have been listening and listening, but no voice came.</p> + +<p>"I am not going to get ready to meet God, because there is no one to +make me ready. I will just go on being as naughty as I want to be, and +if you do not like to have a naughty girl to live with you, I will go +and beg. That is what my aunt always told me to do."</p> + +<p>Shushila listened with astonishment to this outburst of childish wrath. +But by the time it was over, the child, who was trembling with anger +and excitement, felt two loving arms round her, and she was gently led +to a seat.</p> + +<p>Shushila did not speak at once, for it required some thought and prayer +to know what to say. But she tenderly soothed and calmed the child she +held so closely to her.</p> + +<p>Presently she said, "Little sister, do you remember the night you came +here? How you sat on the doorstep in the dark and storm, trembling with +fear of the thunder and lightning? Then I came to you, and though you +could not see me, nor hear my voice, yet you let me lift you in my arms +and bring you into the house. You trusted me, even though you could +neither hear nor see me.</p> + +<p>"You are afraid now, not of storm and tempest, but of meeting God. You +are afraid of your own heart, which is so full of all kinds of sin and +naughtiness; and just as I lifted you in my arms and saved you from the +rain and storm, so the Lord Jesus will surely save you from the fear +and sin which are troubling you so much. Cannot you 'trust' Him, even +though you cannot see or hear Him, just as you trusted me that night? +It will grieve Him so if you do not, and He has loved us so dearly."</p> + +<p>"But Rose's mother said she heard His voice," said Hira in a subdued +tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear, so will you some day, just as you hear my voice every day, +now you are in the house beside me and there is no noise of rain and +storm. But you did not hear it when you were sitting outside on the +doorstep, and did not know who was speaking to you."</p> + +<p>"I think I will go away again," said Hira.</p> + +<p>And as Shushila unclasped her arms, she groped her way back to her old +place.</p> + +<p>Then she knelt down as Shushila had taught her, and said,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Lord Jesus, I want to see you very much, but I am blind, and I want +to hear your voice, but you do not speak to me; but most of all, I want +to be ready to meet God, and to be made good, because I am so bad. +Shushila says you are quite sure to do this, even though you do not +give me eyes, or speak to me in a loud voice, because she says you love +us so. Please, Lord Jesus, here I am."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Then into the dark, sinful heart of the blind girl, a light shone—the +light of the divine love poured out in death on the cross for the very +weakest and most unworthy.</p> + +<p>As of old, the Son of God took the children in His arms and blessed +them, so, as the risen and exalted Son of God, He drew the blind child +to Himself, and Hira's quest was ended as she found the Saviour.</p> + +<p>In the distance, she heard Shushila softly singing—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved,<br> + And we must love Him too,<br> + And trust in His redeeming blood,<br> + And try His works to do."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And as she listened, she knew what Mary Dayál meant when she said she +heard the Lord Jesus speak to her.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image084" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image084.jpg" alt="image084"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_53">TWENTY TIMES.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"COME near, Lizzie, and hear what I have to say!"</p> + +<p>"I can hear!" called Lizzie at the top of her voice.</p> + +<p>And the hens clucked, and the little kid "baa'd," and Snap barked, but +Lizzie came no nearer. She tossed the corn to the fowls, and took no +further notice of her mother waiting there.</p> + +<p>"Lizzie!" called her mother, coming out of the doorway. "Lizzie, come +at once!"</p> + +<p>"What is it?" asked Lizzie very coolly.</p> + +<p>Her mother advanced out into the sunshine and came slowly up to +her. "Lizzie, you grieve me very much. I like you to play and enjoy +yourself, but when it comes to not attending when I call you—"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image085" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image085"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image085.jpg" alt="image085"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>She took the basket out of the little girl's hand, and led her gently +into the house.</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do with me?" asked Lizzie, raising her blue eyes +wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to make you remember."</p> + +<p>"But I haven't finished feeding the fowls."</p> + +<p>No answer.</p> + +<p>"Mother!"</p> + +<p>No answer.</p> + +<p>"Can't I put the little kid away?"</p> + +<p>Her mother was getting out pencil and paper, which she laid on the +table in front of the little girl. And then she drew a chair forward +and put her gently into it.</p> + +<p>Lizzie was awed by these proceedings. She was conscious that lately she +had been taking advantage of her mother's frail health to do as she +chose.</p> + +<p>Her mother's thin fingers were tracing some words in large writing +across one of the sheets of her copy-book, which, to Lizzie's +astonishment, she had torn out for the purpose.</p> + +<p>Torn out a leaf of her copy-book! The occasion must indeed be great. +Then five words stood before her in rather trembling, but plain, +round-hand—</p> + +<p>"I must obey my mother."</p> + +<p>"Write that twenty times before you move, Lizzie," said mother, "and +when it is done, come up and show it to me."</p> + +<p>Slowly she left the room, and Lizzie saw her going out to shut up the +goat, and then watched her stoop and pick up the puppy and put him in +his kennel. Fancy mother doing that!</p> + +<p>"Twenty times!" How "could" she write all that? was her next thought.</p> + +<p>At first, she decided she would not even try to do it. Then she heard +her mother come back through the scullery and go up the stairs very +wearily.</p> + +<p>Lizzie's heart smote her. She remembered with dismay all those thoughts +of independence and restiveness which she had been cherishing.</p> + +<p>The sounds ceased, and perfect silence reigned. What was mother doing? +But she might not go to see till the twenty lines were done!</p> + +<p>Tears filled the blue eyes at last.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, mother," she sobbed, "I do love you! Come down and kiss +me!"</p> + +<p>Perhaps her sobs were heard; there was a little movement above, and +presently the face Lizzie loved best in the world was close to hers, +and two arms were about her, and mother was whispering words of +forgiveness and "beginning again!"</p> + +<p>"Lizzie," she said, "if I were to let you go on being self-willed, what +an unhappy girl you would grow up, and how wrong it would be of me! I +love you too well, my darling."</p> + +<p>And Lizzie wrote those twenty lines with dimmed eyes. But she did +"begin again" in good earnest, and turned out to be mother's greatest +comfort.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_17">HINDERED.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I DON'T believe I shall ever learn it!" Hugh thought hopelessly. "It's +just one of those lessons that 'won't' get into your head."</p> + +<p>"I say," began his next door neighbour, in a whisper, "did you see my +kite go up last night?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, bother!" exclaimed Hugh. "I'd almost got a line, and now I've lost +it!"</p> + +<p>"No, but did you?" persisted his neighbour.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image086" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image086"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image086.jpg" alt="image086"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Hugh frowned, and put his fingers in his ears. Harry was always trying +to distract him, and the consequence was, down he went in his class.</p> + +<p>No, the lesson would not get learned. Instead of the tiresome lines of +poetry, which he hated, came a string of thoughts like these:—</p> + +<p>"Harry does it on purpose; of course, Harry is clever, he can carry +anything before him. My master always sets me the hardest pieces he can +find! I've had a headache all the morning, and Harry always bothers +more when he sees I've got a headache."</p> + +<p>The preparation hour was over, and Hugh put his books into his satchel +with a hopeless feeling that if he had conquered that tiresome poetry, +he would have been able to fly "his" kite that evening. But now it was +quite useless: there would be such a chatter at home, that with his +headache, he would never do it!</p> + +<p>So he entered the dining-room at home with clouded brow and heavy +heart. His eyes fell on his little invalid sister, lying on her pillow +in the corner.</p> + +<p>She saw in a moment that something had gone wrong, and beckoned him to +her side.</p> + +<p>"Put my pillow straight, Hughie!" she said, gently.</p> + +<p>He bent to do it, and then kissed the little white face.</p> + +<p>"Has it been so tiresome?" she asked wistfully.</p> + +<p>"The old story!" he said, bitterly. "Headache and stupidity. It's no +use, Angel!"</p> + +<p>"There's another 'old story' besides that one," she whispered, with a +slight nod of her little head.</p> + +<p>He shook his, as much as to say he was willing to be comforted, but—</p> + +<p>Yes, she understood that, but it did not daunt her. She stroked his +boyish hand with her thin fingers, and went on softly—"A lesson I had +to learn seemed very hard this morning—"</p> + +<p>He looked at her suddenly. Angel learning a lesson?</p> + +<p>But she went on—"And I felt I could not! And then—then I remembered to +tell Jesus about it, and He said, 'I'll help you, Angel; I've set it, +and I won't let it be too hard!'"</p> + +<p>Her eyes were full of tears, and his watered in sympathy.</p> + +<p>"And then?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Then I felt I could go on learning it—if 'He' had set it!"</p> + +<p>He squeezed her hand, thinking—how could he put Harry and his headache +into one of the lessons Jesus was teaching? Then he raised his head.</p> + +<p>"I see," he said, more brightly. "Angel, after tea, may I come and read +my poetry over to you, line by line!"</p> + +<p>And then the rest came rushing in, but the little comforter had had her +chance—and had taken it!</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image087" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image087"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image087.jpg" alt="image087"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>A Schoolboy's Message.</b><br> +<b>"Oh, has it?" asked Tommy, looking up surprised.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_46">THE FIRST DAY.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WELL, Tommy, where are you off to?"</p> + +<p>"To 'school!'" said Tommy impressively, with surprise in his tone. He +thought everyone knew that this was his first day at school, and that +he had in his pocket a bright penny which grandfather had given him in +honour of the day.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see!" said the big boy, smiling down upon him and taking his +hand. "So you have a new suit and a new slate. How kind your mother is!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Tommy, as if that were a very ordinary affair, "and +grandfather has given me this," letting the penny peep out of his +pocket just a little bit.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image088" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image088"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image088.jpg" alt="image088"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Oh!" said the big boy. "Someone else kind too, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Grandfather's going away by train to the country to-day," pursued +the child; "he's going to where 'he' was a little boy, and lived at +a windmill, and went to school, like me, and he said he should be +thinking about me all day!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not as old as grandfather," said the big boy, "and so it's no +wonder that I remember the first day 'I' went to school, is it? And +you know I had no kind mother like you have, Tommy, and it was 'your' +grandfather that gave me a kind word as I went past his cottage, that's +done the good ever since."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Has it?" asked Tommy, looking up surprised.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He told me to remember that the Lord Jesus was close to me all +the time, and would be better to me in everything than even father and +mother! I've never forgotten it—never!"</p> + +<p>They hurried along hand in hand, the little boy skipping over the +ground with eagerness; while the big boy, who was a true missionary at +heart, wondered if the tiny seed he had tried to sow would bear fruit +some day.</p> + +<p>But he remembered that we have to sow in faith, like Tommy's +grandfather did in his case; so he ran along by the little boy, +brightly planning to meet him after school to hear how he had got on.</p> + +<p>Tommy never did forget that kind little word, and often when he would +have been over-pressed by difficulty, or evil, he suddenly thought, +"The Lord Jesus is close to me!" and took courage.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image089" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image089.jpg" alt="image089"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_14">CHAPTER XIV.—BELIEVING AND CONFESSING.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ALTHOUGH Hira fully made up her mind that henceforth she was going to +"try His works to do" who had so loved her, yet she found it was not +always easy to leave off doing those very different works which she had +been doing all her life.</p> + +<p>It was not easy always to ask, "What would the Lord Jesus like me to +do?" for one who had been accustomed to ask, "What would 'I' like to +do?"</p> + +<p>Shushila looked on and prayed much as she saw daily battles being +fought, in which her little charge was sometimes defeated and sometimes +victorious.</p> + +<p>She understood that every contest was a clear proof that a new +principle had been introduced into the child's life which was trying to +subdue the old one.</p> + +<p>There could be no doubt that, though still weak and faulty, Hira was +really a new child in Christ Jesus.</p> + +<p>Shushila began to wonder how she could best explain to the little girl +the next step to be taken, so as to make her baptism a very real and +lasting blessing to her.</p> + +<p>So one day she read to her the story of the woman who touched the hem +of Christ's garment and was made whole. And as she finished, she asked, +"Hira, why do you think the Lord Jesus asked who it was who had touched +Him? Because He must have known."</p> + +<p>Hira considered a minute, and then she said, "Perhaps it was because +He wanted her to say 'Thank you,' just like you teach me to say 'Thank +you' when you give me anything."</p> + +<p>Shushila smiled as she answered, "Yes, I think that was one reason, and +besides that, I think He wanted her to let all those other people know +how good He had been to her. When we were in church to-day, I thought +that perhaps if the Lord Jesus had been there, as He was that day, He +might have asked, 'Where is that little girl whom I have made ready to +meet God?'"</p> + +<p>"But, sister, if He had, I would have said directly, 'Here I am.'"</p> + +<p>Then Shushila explained how the Lord Jesus had appointed a way by which +His followers could confess Him before men, and let it be known that +they belong to Him.</p> + +<p>Hira listened gladly, then she said, "I am so glad, because I would not +like anyone to think that I am a little heathen girl when I am not, and +really belong to the Lord Jesus. Please let me be baptised very soon."</p> + +<p>Shushila did not answer at once, then she said, "Hira, I want very +much that you should be, but supposing after you have been called by +the name of Christ and received into His Church you tell lies and get +into those naughty tempers, those who see you will say, 'Is that what +Christians do? Hira is no better than heathen girls'; and so the name +of our Lord Jesus will be dishonoured."</p> + +<p>The little girl looked very sad and grave, then she said, "Sister, do +let me be baptised, and I will ask the Lord Jesus to put His hand on my +lips so that the lies will not be able to come out, and another on my +heart to keep the naughty tempers away."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Hira," was the answer, "He surely will if you trust Him, for that +is just what He came down from heaven and gave His life on the cross +for. You have learnt that verse, 'Thou shalt call His name Jesus: for +He shall save His people from their sins.' You are one of His people, +and these are your two special sins, so I am sure He will save you from +them; it is just what He came to do."</p> + +<p>Hira gave a little sigh as she said, "I wish I could be cured like that +leper was you told me about, his leprosy went away all at once. I wish +my naughtiness would go like that."</p> + +<p>Shushila could not help sympathising with the child's wish. "Do not you +think, little sister," she asked, "that if you want to tell a lie, or +to be angry, and you do not because you want to please the Lord Jesus, +that is one way of showing that you love him, and that He is really +able to save you? Those who are in no danger do not need to be saved, +do they? You are going to be made a soldier of the Lord Jesus, and +soldiers always have to fight."</p> + +<p>"But you do not have to fight," said Hira.</p> + +<p>Shushila smiled. "Yes, indeed I do," she answered; "sometimes I have to +fight very hard not to be impatient with a little girl who will not do +as she is told."</p> + +<p>At this point someone came in, and so the conversation ended.</p> + +<p>A few Sundays later, Hira had her wish and was baptised. It was a day +never to be forgotten in her experience, for it was the "visible" line +which separated the old life from the new, darkness from light.</p> + +<p>Besides Rámpál Singh and his daughter, there were two others among +those who were present who watched the ceremony with strong feelings of +interest.</p> + +<p>Of these, one was Mary Dayál, who had been much interested in the blind +child ever since she came into their midst.</p> + +<p>As she saw her openly confessing her faith in the Lord Jesus, and being +received into His church, there was some regret mixed with her joy. She +thought to herself, "Hira is a precious jewel which the Lord gave 'me' +the opportunity of seeking and finding for Him, but I was unfitted for +the work, and so He has given the honour to another."</p> + +<p>As she thought of this, she determined that she would with all her +heart seek for other jewels which should adorn her Master's crown.</p> + +<p>The other spectator was of a very different appearance, and had very +different feelings. Soon after the service began, there crept into the +church a poor woman, who looked as if she was little accustomed to +enter such places. Without looking for a seat, she sat down in a corner +on the ground. No one noticed her except those who were sitting close +by, and while the last prayer was being read, she got up and went out. +Then Mary Dayál saw her and recognised Sukhiya.</p> + +<p>Her fears had been to some extent realised. It was quite true that +Hira, in the days of her comfort and prosperity, did not feel the need +of her old friend as she had done when she was her only friend.</p> + +<p>This was quite as much the woman's fault as the child's; for, partly +because she thought she was no longer needed, and partly because she +feared to let it be seen on what familiar terms she had been with +the blind girl, she kept out of her way, and except when she came +occasionally to sell her milk and butter, Hira saw nothing of her.</p> + +<p>Still, it had occurred to her that she would like her old friend to be +present at her baptism, and so she had begged her to come.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya had promised, and that is why she was there; but to her, it +was a time almost as sad as when her last child died. It was the final +severing of the link which had bound her to the child who had filled +the empty place in her heart, and been the one bright spot in her sad +life.</p> + +<p>Now Hira was a Christian, and to Sukhiya's mind that meant that +henceforth she lived in another world to her own.</p> + +<p>It was very true that every time the child had had an opportunity she +had pleaded with her, "Sukhiya, do believe on the Lord Jesus, and let +Him make you ready to go to heaven, for I do want you to come too."</p> + +<p>But she had always shaken her head and said, "Child, I am too old +and stupid to understand these new things. All my sense has gone in +weeping. I will go on selling butter and milk a little longer, and then +my days will end."</p> + +<p>Hira grieved over the indifference of her old friend, for one of the +first lessons taught her was that, having come to Christ herself, she +should now seek to bring others; and who so likely to be the first as +the one who had done so much for her in the darkest days of her life?</p> + +<p>After leaving the church, Sukhiya went to her home, and that day no +food was cooked, and no milk and butter sold, for the poor woman cared +nothing for those things.</p> + +<p>All that day she sat and wept. The next, she went out with her basket +as usual, and her husband found his food cooked, and from that time, +all went on as before, only that Sukhiya never talked of the blind +child, and went to see her even less frequently than before.</p> + +<p>There had been some discussion as to whether Hira's name should be +changed at her baptism. It was Harnáth Singh's custom to let each +convert choose for himself or herself, and child though she was, Hira +was quite capable of knowing her own mind.</p> + +<p>When she was told what was the meaning of her name, she said, "Then, +please, let me keep it always, for I like to be a jewel belonging to +the Lord Jesus; and some day, He will make me as shining and beautiful +as a real diamond."</p> + +<p>So Hira she remained.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_6">A LIGHTENED LOAD.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_6_C_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"IT'S so fearfully cold to-day, Mary! I do not seem to be able to get a +bit of warmth!"</p> + +<p>Mary looked at the fire, warm still, but dying down on the hearth. How +fast the wood did die down, she thought, with a sigh. How many little +things there were to do even to keep moderate comfort round her mother.</p> + +<p>"I'll get some more wood, mother," she said patiently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, do," said the invalid, not thinking much of the tired legs of her +little nurse, nor noticing the pale cheeks which lately had grown so +thin.</p> + +<p>Mary put away the cups she had been washing, and took off her apron.</p> + +<p>"Is there any wood outside?" asked her mother.</p> + +<p>"Only a stick or two," said Mary. "It does burn away so fast!"</p> + +<p>"I wish there were, I'm that cold, Mary! Be quick, child, and get some, +will you?"</p> + +<p>She cowered over the red embers, and Mary, thus urged, put on her hat +and went out into the November mist.</p> + +<p>She would not have disliked this if her legs had not ached so much, and +if she had not felt so faint and hungry. She had been cleaning up all +the morning; and then she had cooked mother's gruel. But the invalid +had never asked her if she had had anything to eat.</p> + +<p>Poor little Mary!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image090" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image090"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image090.jpg" alt="image090"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>She took a piece of cord in her hand and slowly left the cottage door. +She knew she would have a good way to go, for she and her mother, +before she became ill, had picked up every scrap of wood that they +could find near the house.</p> + +<p>"I wish mother would get into bed; she would not feel the cold there," +she thought, and then she ran back to suggest this.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, any dear; I'd a deal rather sit by the fire," said the +invalid. "Only you be quick with the wood."</p> + +<p>Thus bidden, Mary started once more. She walked and ran, walked and +ran, till she had reached a spot in the forest where the wood began to +lie about, and there she halted out of breath.</p> + +<p>The autumn grass was strewn with leaves and bits of the branches +blown off by the wind; and instead of gathering them up eagerly and +returning, the little burdened girl sat down on the damp leaves and hid +her face in her hands.</p> + +<p>It was so hard—so hard! And she was so tired, and mother only thought +of how bad she felt herself, and never guessed how tired and dispirited +little Mary was.</p> + +<p>Was there no help? Had she only to wipe away her tears and get up and +go on again?</p> + +<p>Mary sobbed hopelessly for a few minutes, and then a thought came over +her, which, to her surprise, brought a sense of relief and comfort. How +could it be? She was as hungry, as tired, as hopeless as before, and +yet—</p> + +<p>The words were, "Jesus wept."</p> + +<p>She had a tiny text-book given her when for a few months she had lived +in the town and had gone to Sunday-school, which contained a selection +of the shortest texts in the Bible. Mary had promised her teacher she +would read it, and occasionally she glanced in it to keep her word.</p> + +<p>To-day, her eyes had lighted upon those two short words, and she had +wondered, and closed the book.</p> + +<p>Now they came over her with a sense of sweetness.</p> + +<p>"Jesus wept"? That meant then that when He was on earth, He had been +sorrowful like her! Was He? That was a nice thought, because then He +would know something of how sad and lonely she felt.</p> + +<p>"Jesus wept"! Then He felt for her, she was sure He did; for she +remembered her teacher had told her that the Saviour knew all that was +passing on this earth, even though He is in heaven.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image091" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image091"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image091.jpg" alt="image091"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Mary sat very still, while she thought of all this; and as she thought +of it, she felt, without knowing how, that she had had an interview +with the King of Glory, and that earth was a changed place.</p> + +<p>Then her eyes fell upon the scattered wood, and she quickly gathered a +large bundle, tied it together, and set off homewards.</p> + +<p>She had not taken many steps before she heard a voice, and turned to +find a neighbour calling to her to stop.</p> + +<p>"Mary, I'll help you along with that bundle. Why, see, child, it's all +coming undone! Lucky for you I overtook you. Why, child, what a pale +face you have! I guess you've thought a goodish bit more of your mother +than you have of yourself by the looks of you! I'll help you home with +that wood."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +————————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_6_C_2">CHAPTER II.—CHANGED.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>SO, helped by the kind neighbour, Mary brought the wood into the shed, +and, carrying a few sticks in her hand, she entered the cottage once +more.</p> + +<p>Had a change come over her own heart only, or was there something +different in her mother's too?</p> + +<p>Was it only the unexpected bright blaze of the firelight that made +Mary's blue eyes shine?</p> + +<p>"See, Mary! Dick brought home this wood all of his own accord, and I've +got nice and warm; and I've made a cup of tea ready against you came +in. Why, child, how pale you look!"</p> + +<p>Mary's blue eyes, which had been shining in the firelight, were shining +in tears now, the solicitude was so unexpected—and so sweet.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, mother," she said gratefully; "but where is Dick?"</p> + +<p>"Dick's gone out again to fetch in some more. Come right along and have +a cup of this steaming tea. It will put some life into you, child!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image092" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image092"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image092.jpg" alt="image092"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Mary took the tea, and stood by the fire warming herself and looking +down on her mother.</p> + +<p>"Are you better, then, mother?" she asked quietly.</p> + +<p>"I don't know as I am, my dear. But while you were out in the forest, +and I sat thinkin' by those few embers, I kind of dreamed that I heard +someone a-knockin' at the door. It was different from our neighbour's +knock, and somehow I knew it wasn't her; and I sez, 'Come in, Lord,' +afore I thought as this ain't no place to ask Him into."</p> + +<p>Mary looked up startled, while her mother went on—</p> + +<p>"And He said some words like these, which it seems to me as I've heard +long ago, 'Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear My +voice, and open the door, I will come in and sup with him, and he with +Me."</p> + +<p>"How nice!" whispered Mary. Had her mother seen a vision of Jesus too? +That Saviour who wept with the sorrowful, would He come in and sup with +those who welcomed Him?</p> + +<p>She bent and kissed her mother's forehead.</p> + +<p>"So I seemed to wake from my dream, and I said, 'Lord Jesus, if you are +knocking at my heart, I'm willing.'"</p> + +<p>Mary's eyes shone again.</p> + +<p>"I have not thought of these things as much as I ought," she went on +musingly, "but there was a time when I did. Perhaps this illness, Mary, +has been sent to lead me back to Him. If so, I'm glad on it!"</p> + +<p>That night when Mary went to bed, she knelt down in the moonlight and +looked up to her pitiful Saviour, and thanked Him for letting her feel +His sympathy, and for bearing her through so wonderfully.</p> + +<p>When she came down the next morning, Dick had already lighted the fire +and set on the kettle.</p> + +<p>"Why, Dick!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Do you like it?" smiled her brother.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Dick, you can't think how a little thing is a help. Thank you so +much."</p> + +<p>So they set about getting the breakfast together, and it took half the +time, of course, to Mary's great satisfaction.</p> + +<p>They did all very quietly so as not to wake their mother in the next +room. And when they sat down, Mary whispered, "Do you know, Dick, who +it was, I think, that told you to help me?"</p> + +<p>Dick shook his head. "Nobody did," he said, stuffing a piece of bread +into his mouth.</p> + +<p>"Ah, but I know better," said Mary, smiling; "and, Dick, I like to tell +you, because He'll help you too—it was Jesus our Saviour, Dick!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_20">IN THE PRISON.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>YOU have most of you heard the story of Joseph: how his jealous +brothers sold him for a slave, and how he was carried away from his +loving father to a country, a long way off, called Egypt.</p> + +<p>Yes, you smile and say you have heard all about Joseph: how God was +with him and made him ruler over the land, and how his father and his +brothers all came down to Egypt, and how he forgave his brothers and +gave them nice fields for their flocks, and made them as happy as ever +he could.</p> + +<p>But there is one thing which I wonder whether you have ever heard about +Joseph.</p> + +<p>You ask what that can be, because you have read the history in Genesis +so many times.</p> + +<p>This picture tells you what it is.</p> + +<p>In the 105th Psalm and the 17th and 18th verses we read: "He sent a man +before them, even Joseph, who was sold for a servant: whose feet they +hurt with fetters: he was laid in iron."</p> + +<p>Now, I think this verse is a great comfort to people who are in any +trouble.</p> + +<p>Perhaps you ask—Why? Because it tells me that though it was hundreds of +years after when God told David to write that psalm, yet "God" had not +forgotten that His faithful Joseph had been laid in iron and had his +feet hurt with fetters.</p> + +<p>So it seems to me that there are numbers of places in the Bible which +show us that God is watching over us all at all times; that whether our +troubles are very great or very small, He notices them, and remembers +them, and sends us deliverance out of them.</p> + +<p>Joseph was cast into prison and bound by his angry master, though he +had done nothing wrong, yet God soon delivered him from the chains and +fetters.</p> + +<p>We read that the Lord was with Joseph, and showed him mercy, and made +the keeper of the prison kind to Joseph, so that he began to trust him +and gave him charge of the other prisoners, and whatever Joseph thought +best to be done, they did.</p> + +<p>Joseph was in the prison for quite two years, but God was watching over +him, and at the end of that time caused Pharaoh the king to have a +wonderful dream; and he sent for Joseph to explain it to him.</p> + +<p>Perhaps you remember how Joseph had told Pharaoh's butler and baker the +meanings of their dreams when they were in the prison with him? At any +rate, when Pharaoh had his dream, the chief butler suddenly remembered +how he had promised when he was set free to speak to the king about +Joseph.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image093" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image093"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image093.jpg" alt="image093"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So he asked Pharaoh to send for him, which he did. And God told Joseph +all about the dream, and Pharaoh was so astonished and delighted that +he released Joseph from prison, and made him a great ruler in the land +of Egypt.</p> + +<p>See what it is to be "God's" servant!</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_15">CHAPTER XV.—HUNGER AND THIRST.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image094" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image094.jpg" alt="image094"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MANY days had passed without bringing any news of Mark Dayál, but still +his wife watched and prayed, believing that sooner or later she would +see the answer to her second petition, as she had done to the first.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, the school had been opened and Mary installed as +teacher. At first, it hardly seemed as if this could be work for God, +teaching the alphabet to children who at first seemed to make no +progress, and only wished to play and tear their books.</p> + +<p>When it came to the Scripture lesson, it was not much better; either +they "could" not or "would" not remember, and every day the same thing +had to be repeated.</p> + +<p>But as time went on, a change came. The teacher found that if "some" +of her pupils were dull and stupid, "all" were not, and as she saw +their faces beginning to brighten with interest, and their eagerness to +answer the questions put to them, her courage began to rise.</p> + +<p>Perhaps one great secret of the change was this: Miss Elsemere came +to the school one day, and seeing the teacher looking very depressed, +and hearing her words of discouragement, she said as she was leaving, +"Shall I tell you what has often helped me very much in my work? When +I have had to teach those who seemed careless and indifferent, I have +prayed,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Lord, help me to love these children as Thou dost love them; give me +love like Thine.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"And you know love makes everything easy."</p> + +<p>Having proved the help of prayer in other difficulties, Mary was quite +ready to try it in this also. She was not disappointed, and as she +began to love her little pupils, she wondered how she could ever have +thought them dull and unlovable.</p> + +<p>But it was not only in her new work that Mary Dayál found that knowing +Christ, and seeking to follow Him, had not changed the world in which +she lived, though it had entirely changed her relationship towards it. +Like Hira, she too proved that a soldier must fight, and many a hard +battle she had to engage in.</p> + +<p>Like Hira, too, she turned to Shushila for help and guidance. Doubtless +they both felt, without saying so, that one who lived so near to God +must know His will and be able to help others to do it.</p> + +<p>One day Shushila found her friend looking more than usually downcast, +and without waiting to hear the cause, asked, "What new trouble is it, +Mary, which is making you look so sad to-day? Have the children been +more troublesome than usual?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, it is not the children; I think they get better every day. It +is myself I am troubled about, for I seem to get worse daily. I thought +that when I let the Lord Jesus come into my heart, He would turn all +the evil straight out, and I would find it quite easy to be good; but +it is not so. I have been doing my own works so long that it is almost +impossible to leave them off and do only His works, though I do want +to."</p> + +<p>"That is just what Hira says," answered Shushila, "and I am sure all +the followers of the Lord Jesus have to learn the same lesson. We have +to find out our own utter weakness before we can prove the greatness of +His power. It is not enough to commit ourselves to Him; we must also +believe that He is able to 'keep' that which we commit.</p> + +<p>"It often seems to me that many of our difficulties arise from this, +that we so little know and comprehend the unspeakable 'love' and +'power' of our dear Lord. We are so inclined to think of Him as being +like ourselves."</p> + +<p>Mary did not speak, so Shushila spoke again.</p> + +<p>"I have learnt so many new lessons since Hira came to live with us. +She can do so little for herself, poor little one, and yet she is so +anxious to that, she often gets into trouble.</p> + +<p>"Only to-day she wanted to take a message to my father alone. I let her +go, but she fell and hurt herself; presently she came to my side, and +slipping her hand in mine, said, 'Sister, you take me.' I thought, 'Is +not that just how it often is with us and the Lord Jesus?' We try to go +our way alone, and do what we have to do without Him. If we would only +in the beginning, put our hand in His and say, 'Lord, do Thou take me,' +He would indeed fulfil His promise and keep us from falling."</p> + +<p>Mary's face brightened as she said, "I am sure it was the Lord Himself +who sent you to me this afternoon, for it just seemed as if I had come +to such a difficult place that I could not go on any farther. Now I see +that it does not so much matter if the place is difficult, if the Lord +Jesus leads me over it."</p> + +<p>Then after a pause, she said again, "It seems as if I have so much to +learn, because all my life I have been doing things and seeing others +do them which I did not think were really sins, but now I see they must +be for those who are called by the name of Christ and profess to follow +Him."</p> + +<p>"What sort of things do you mean?" asked Shushila.</p> + +<p>Mary paused a minute, and then answered, "I feel almost ashamed to tell +you, because you are so good, but I have never thought it any harm to +tell a lie sometimes, if it seemed necessary, or to go into debt. And +as for grumbling and complaining if things did not go right, or getting +angry if others did not please me, why, I have done it constantly, and +never thought I was sinning against God."</p> + +<p>"But what makes you think that these are sins now?" asked Shushila.</p> + +<p>Mary smiled as she said, "Knowing you for one thing, for I see quite +plainly that you do not do them, and if they are not right for you, +they cannot be for me either. Then, too, I read so much in the Bible +which I never noticed before about being holy. I cannot think now how I +could ever have thought that I could be a Christian and yet do just as +I like."</p> + +<p>Shushila took up a Bible which was lying on the table, and opening it, +read, "'The great God and Saviour Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for +us, that He might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto Himself +a people for His own possession, zealous of good works.' Whatever we +or others may think it means to be a Christian, that tells us quite +plainly what the Lord Jesus means by it, and why He gave Himself for +us—not just to take us to heaven that we may be happy there, but 'to +redeem us from all iniquity, and to make us a people for His own +possession.'"</p> + +<p>"But that must mean after we get to heaven," said Mary.</p> + +<p>"I do not think it can mean that," answered Shushila, "because listen +to what is written, 'For the grace of God hath appeared, bringing +salvation to all men, instructing us to the intent that, denying +ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, and righteously, +and godly "in this present world," looking for the blessed hope and +appearing of the glory of our great God and Saviour Jesus Christ, who +gave Himself for us that He might redeem us from all iniquity, and +purify unto Himself a people for His own possession, zealous of good +works.' You see, it says quite plainly what we are to be in 'this +present world,' not at any future time."</p> + +<p>"But surely there are very few who do this," said Mary, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Then all the more reason that 'we' should," was the answer. "Does it +not seem very sad that the dear Lord should not see the accomplishment +of His purpose? We may be quite sure that nothing less will satisfy Him +than that for which He gave Himself. 'He died to make us good.' Does +not the thought make us long to be so?"</p> + +<p>Shushila found it was now time for her to return home, but she left a +bright ray of light behind her. And as Mary thought over what had been +said, she began to realise that what the Son of God had given Himself +to accomplish, must be possible.</p> + +<p>Then there came to her mind a text she had often repeated in her +childhood, but little understood the meaning of, "Blessed are they that +hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled."</p> + +<p>With all her heart, she thanked God for the hunger and thirst of her +own heart, which brought with it the blessed assurance of future +satisfaction.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image095" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image095.jpg" alt="image095"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_49">THE RINGLEADERS.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"THAT'S our master!" said Jim.</p> + +<p>"It isn't! He ain't a bit like that."</p> + +<p>"You do it better, then!" said Jim.</p> + +<p>"All right," said Ned, "so I will."</p> + +<p>He took the chalk, and, with his companion jeering at him all the time, +he rubbed out the first attempt and accomplished a second, much to his +own satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"Now I'll put him on his hat," exclaimed Jim, "and then we'll walk away +and watch to see the old bird coming along. Won't he just be mad?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image096" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image096"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image096.jpg" alt="image096"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>There was a lot of loose wood piled up in the corner of their +playground, which afforded delight to the boys at all times. Sometimes +it served for a lion's den, at another for a castle, at another for a +palace most rare and beautiful.</p> + +<p>To-day, as the two hastened towards it, their imagination made it into +a cave in which fierce robbers lurked, and they stealthily made their +way behind some of the slanting pieces, and crouched down to watch for +their victim.</p> + +<p>It seemed a long ten minutes, and their patience was almost exhausted. +They could hear the other boys racing and tearing and shouting in the +field on the other side of the wall; and they almost thought of giving +it up and joining the more lively game beyond.</p> + +<p>Just as they had reached this conclusion, and were whispering it to +each other, the head master came out into the empty playground. He +glanced round, and then slowly began to pace up and down in the shade, +his head bent and his hands clasped behind him.</p> + +<p>"He's up to mischief," said Jim.</p> + +<p>"No, he ain't; that's the way he walks mostly when he's thinkin'. He's +not a bad sort," said Ned.</p> + +<p>"N-o-o," assented Jim; "if you don't come across 'im too much. Hush—"</p> + +<p>The master turned their way, and walked straight to where their sketch +stood out boldly in the sun. The master came to a stand in front of it, +and still he kept his quiet hands clasped behind him. Then he walked +briskly towards the wood pile.</p> + +<p>Jim and Ned shook in their shoes, or would have if they had had them. +But Ned bethought himself that he had done no wrong. And when the +master peeped down beneath the boards, his eyes met a candid pair of +brown ones that somehow touched his heart with a sort of tender stab.</p> + +<p>"Hullo!" he said. "What are you two doing here?"</p> + +<p>Jim was covered with confusion, and could think of no ready answer.</p> + +<p>But Ned, still looking into his master's face, added naïvely, "We was +waitin' for someone, sir—"</p> + +<p>"I suppose it is meant for me," said the master, smiling slightly. +"Nobody else wears a hat quite like mine. Was it meant for a +compliment?"</p> + +<p>He sat down on one of the logs, and took Ned's soiled little hand in +his. "You are the two boys who love to be called pickles! I was wanting +to ask you both if you'd be my right-hand boys. I once had one such as +you," he said, glancing at Ned, "and I wish I had him now, pickles and +all!"</p> + +<p>After that, the head master had no firmer friends than Jim and Ned, +and somehow, when the ringleaders in mischief turned good, the rest +followed.</p> + +<p>The master never forgot that pair of brown eyes, and years afterwards, +Ned became his greatest comfort, as his love that day had been Ned's +greatest help.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image097" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image097.jpg" alt="image097"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_16">CHAPTER XVI.—HOME AT LAST.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MONTH after month glided quietly on, till a year had elapsed since Mark +Dayál left his home.</p> + +<p>His children had almost forgotten the time when they had a father—all +except Reuben, who had grown a tall, manly boy, and was the chief help +and support of his mother.</p> + +<p>Those who spoke of the missing man shook their heads and whispered +mysteriously that there must have been more in his disappearance than +they had imagined; if he were living, he would surely have sent some +news of himself before this.</p> + +<p>Mary heard nothing of these hints and suspicions, and it was well for +her she did not. In spite of her faith that God would hear and answer +her prayer, her heart sometimes failed her, and she grew weary of the +long waiting and watching.</p> + +<p>It was true that this year of sorrow and anxiety had also been one of +great blessing; that was evident to all.</p> + +<p>The family had been obliged to move into a smaller house, at a lower +rent, but it was kept so much more clean and tidy that no one could +regret the change. Mary herself in her busy life, teaching her school +and looking after her own children, could hardly be recognised as +the untidy, discontented woman who had done so little in past days. +The children too, though it needed more than a year to correct the +negligence and bad management of former years, were learning to be +obedient and less self-willed.</p> + +<p>The heavy burden of debt under which it would have been almost +impossible for the lonely wife to have made her way had been taken off +her by the united efforts of several kind friends on condition that +nothing should ever induce her to go into debt again.</p> + +<p>To this Mary readily agreed, especially when it was pointed out to her +that "Owe no man anything" is one of the commands of God's Word, and +cannot be broken by His own obedient children.</p> + +<p>Harnáth Singh had undertaken the education of Reuben, while another +friend had shown the same kindness to Julius, the second boy. And thus +the burden had been lightened, and with great care, it was possible for +Mary to provide for the needs of her family.</p> + +<p>The school had prospered under her charge, and as she listened to the +children joining eagerly in Christian hymns and repeating texts so +willingly, and realised that only a year ago they had not even heard +the name of Christ, she thanked God for having given her the honour +and privilege of making known His great salvation to these little ones +outside the fold.</p> + +<p>If it had not been for the cloud which always rested on her heart and +life on account of her husband, Mary Dayál would have counted herself a +much-favoured and happy woman.</p> + +<p>One day she was returning home from school, when, just as she reached +her door, a postman came up, "Can you tell me anything of a Mrs. +Dayál?" he asked. "Here is a letter with that name, but the address +does not seem to be right, for I cannot find it anywhere."</p> + +<p>"I am Mrs. Dayál," said Mary, her heart beginning to beat. Could it be +that news had come at last?</p> + +<p>She held out her hand for the letter and recognised her husband's +handwriting at once.</p> + +<p>The postman, relieved at having found the rightful owner, went on his +rounds, while Mary turned into her house, and with eager hands opened +the much-longed-for letter.</p> + +<p>Her hands trembled so that she could hardly read it, and the letters +seemed to dance before her eyes. Gradually she became calmer and was +able to read what was written.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "MY DEAR WIFE,<br> +<br> + "I am almost ashamed to write the word because I feel I no longer +deserve to call myself your husband, and that is one reason why I am +writing this letter instead of coming myself. Another reason is that I +cannot come to be a burden on you. After these many days of silence, my +own fault I know, the other day I heard news of you and my children, +and from what I heard, I know that my going away did you no harm, but +rather good.<br> +<br> + "I am told that my wife has become so good and industrious that I +should hardly know her, and my children so well-behaved and obedient +that they are favourites with all. I might tell you that I am changed +too; but how will you trust me when I have so often deceived you? I +shrink from coming to the home which 'you' have made for yourself and +the children. I would rather make a home to which I could fetch you, +but that may take time, and there is much I want to tell you.<br> +<br> + "First of all, I ask you to forgive me for forsaking you as I did, and +I leave it for you to decide whether I shall return.<br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 9.5em;">"Your affectionate husband,</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 19.5em;">"MARK DAYÁL."</span><br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>By the time Mary had finished her letter, she could hardly see for +tears, but they were tears of joy, not of sorrow. Was not this letter +a proof that her prayer had been answered? What but the grace of God +could have transformed her husband so as to make him write a letter +like this?—He who had always been so quick to blame her, but never +himself.</p> + +<p>No time must be lost in sending an answer. And though writing materials +were not abundant or often used in this house, a sheet of paper was +found, and the few words necessary quickly written.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "MY DEAR HUSBAND,<br> +<br> + "Come home as quickly as you can. I forgive you all; please forgive me +too. The new house is very near the old one.<br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 8.5em;">"Your loving wife,</span><br> +<br> +<span style="margin-left: 14em;">"MARY DAYÁL."</span><br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Just as the letter was finished, Reuben came in and was at once +despatched to buy a stamp and post the letter.</p> + +<p>"It is to your father; he is coming home," was all the explanation +given to the astonished boy as he was hurried off on his errand.</p> + +<p>It was difficult for Mary to give her mind to her work the next day. +However much she tried to keep her attention to what she was teaching, +she constantly found herself wondering by what train her husband would +arrive, and would she be there to receive him.</p> + +<p>Happily for her, Miss Elsemere paid a visit to the school that day, +which relieved her for a time and also gave her an opportunity to say, +"I am expecting my husband home to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Miss Elsemere knew enough of the teacher's story to understand how much +that one sentence meant, and her heart went out in loving sympathy to +the wife who had borne her grief so bravely.</p> + +<p>"Then you must have a holiday," she said at once; "so do not think of +coming to school, and I will arrange for someone to take your place."</p> + +<p>This removed a great difficulty, and as Mary saw her pupils depart and +started for home, she felt she was now free to give herself up to the +thought of meeting her husband and hearing all he had to tell her.</p> + +<p>"How much 'I' shall have to tell," she thought to herself; "and even if +he has not yet come back to God, surely when he hears of all the Lord's +goodness to me and the children, it will touch his heart and bring him +back."</p> + +<p>But something seemed to tell her that her husband, like herself, +was already "a new creature in Christ Jesus." Had not this been her +constant prayer all through the year? And why should she not believe +that it had been heard and answered?</p> + +<p>Very little sleep came to Mary Dayál that night. And when it was still +scarcely morning, she was awake and active, for it might be that the +traveller would arrive by some very early train.</p> + +<p>When school-time came, the children begged that they might have a +holiday as well as their mother, and so all the family waited in +readiness to welcome the father home.</p> + +<p>It proved to be a long wait, and when four o'clock came and still no +arrival, Mary's heart began to sink. Perhaps the letter had not been +received, or she had not said enough to show that he would be welcomed +back.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the door opened, and the long-expected wanderer was present in +their midst.</p> + +<p>In a moment, Mary saw how much her husband must have suffered during +those days of absence; he looked so thin and ill, and at least ten +years older than when he went away. But the change in his words and +manner was even greater than that in his appearance, and again came the +thought, "What but the grace of God can have accomplished this?"</p> + +<p>The children, who had forgotten so much of the past and felt no fear of +this quiet, gentle man, clustered round him, while baby Rose very soon +held out her arms, and claimed the place of honour.</p> + +<p>It was just as well that the little ones were so ready to talk, for +their parents found their hearts too full to say very much at present, +and each was longing to hear the story the other had to tell, but as +yet there was no opportunity.</p> + +<p>For some months, Mary had made it a custom to gather her children round +her after the evening meal, and read and pray with them.</p> + +<p>As the time drew near, she began to wonder what she should do. She felt +too shy to pray before her husband, and yet she could not be quite sure +that he would be willing to take her place if she asked him.</p> + +<p>Reuben solved the problem. It was always his part to fetch his mother +the Bible; this evening, he hesitated a moment, and then handing it to +his father, said, "Will you read to-night, father?"</p> + +<p>Mark Dayál took the book with a look of surprise and pleasure, and +after turning over the leaves, began to read Psalm ciii.</p> + +<p>Then they knelt down, and as Mary heard her husband pray, she knew +without the shadow of a doubt that her own prayer had been answered. +These were not the words of one going his own way and seeking to do +his own will, but rather the reconciled and forgiven son telling out +the gratitude of his heart to the loving Father who had so wonderfully +cared for and guided His children.</p> + +<p>As Mark's prayer ended, Mary's heart was too full to remain silent, and +she added her petition and thanksgiving to that of her husband, and so +it came to pass that each learnt of the change in the other, and of the +blessing received, as they knelt at the feet of Him who had done so +much for them.</p> + +<p>As they rose from their knees, Maggie whispered, "Sometimes we sing a +hymn; would you like to hear us, father?"</p> + +<p>A ready consent was given, and after a little discussion, "mother's +most favourite one" was chosen. And so the first message which Mark +Dayál heard from his children's lips was the one which had gone home +with such power to the heart of his wife. As they heard together the +words—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Oh, dearly, dearly, has He loved,<br> + And we must love Him too,<br> + And trust in His redeeming blood,<br> + And try His works to do—"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>each determined afresh that, because of that great redeeming love which +had done so much for them, they would, with all their hearts, and to +their life's end, "try His works to do."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_24">LOOKING FOR FATHER'S BOAT.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"COME along, Hans!" said his sister, pushing back the bowl which had +held his porridge. "What a time you have been!"</p> + +<p>Hans looked rather discomfited. He glanced at his spoon, and then at +the empty bowl, taken so far away, and finally deciding that it was +very unpleasant to be spoken to so roughly, he began to cry.</p> + +<p>"Hullo!" exclaimed his sister sharply. "What's that for? You leave off, +or you'll get a slap, I tell you!"</p> + +<p>She paused abruptly, for slowly and painfully their invalid mother was +making her way into the kitchen, and Minette had not intended her to +hear such talk as that.</p> + +<p>The mother bent over her little boy, and kissed his forehead, and then +stood smoothing his hair with her thin white fingers. Minette often +thought how white they were for a working woman.</p> + +<p>She did not speak, but her presence soothed both her children—the +eldest and the youngest. Hans left off his sobs, and Minette busied +herself in finding her bonnet and a fish basket, preparatory to going +down to meet her father's boat.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image098" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image098"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image098.jpg" alt="image098"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Run outside, Hans," said their mother's gentle voice, "and Minette +will come in a minute."</p> + +<p>The girl moved towards the door, but a gesture from her mother stopped +her.</p> + +<p>The child ran out, and their mother sat down by the fire and beckoned +her daughter to her side.</p> + +<p>"What is it, dear?" she asked, raising her eyes anxiously to the +clouded face above her.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," answered Minette, abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, when you treat your good little brother so?" asked her +mother. "What if I were not here, Minette?"</p> + +<p>Minette felt a great inward pang, but she replied gruffly, "You're +always fancying things, mother! One can't be sweet all the time—at +least, I can't—and Hans has been half an hour over his porridge, and +you said he must not go till it was done."</p> + +<p>"Well?" asked her mother, gently.</p> + +<p>"Well! I wanted to go quickly," said Minette, frowning, "and Hans +always spoils everything. You're so faddy with him, mother! It would +not have hurt him to go a little short for once—"</p> + +<p>"I think he would often go short if it were left to you, dear," said +her mother, patiently. She ceased to look up, for her eyes were +filling, and she could not.</p> + +<p>"May I go?" asked Minette, edging towards the door.</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear," answered her mother. "Someday, you will understand how +patient we have to be with the little ones—"</p> + +<p>And then Minette took Hans by the hand, and they went to the shore, +while the wind blew in their faces and moaned round the boats.</p> + +<p>The fishing boats were long in coming, and Minette had time to think +over her mother's words. Surely "she" had had patience shown her all +those twenty years she had lived in that little cottage! Could she not +bear with her little brother?</p> + +<p>"Poor mother," she thought, with fresh tenderness, "poor, dear, mother! +How hard it must be to be so ill, and to know that she'll have to leave +little Hans to—such as me! But when I go back, I will kiss her and tell +her I'm sorry, and that I'll never behave so again—never!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image099" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image099"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image099.jpg" alt="image099"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_54">Under the Lych Gate.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image0100"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0100.jpg" alt="image0100"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> + THERE were voices in the doctor's hall, and Eileen Lanyon sprang from +her seat and opened the drawing-room door to peep out. Was it her +father at last?<br> +<br> + But no! A tall, awkward boy stood there facing the old housekeeper. +There was a pitiful ring in his voice, though it was angry too.<br> +<br> + "I tell you it'll be too late!" he said. "Can't ye tell me where I'll +find the doctor? My mother's dying! The doctor might save her."<br> +<br> + "I don't know!" said the housekeeper's voice. "I can't say what I don't +know, I s'pose."</p> +</div> + +<p>"Then it will be too late!" The boy turned away, and the housekeeper +went back to her kitchen grumbling. "It's all nonsense about dying," +she muttered; "it's all dying if their little finger aches. They'll +kill the doctor between 'em."</p> + +<p>Eileen shut the drawing-room door and pondered. Where was her father? +Why, he had said he would finish putting up the Christmas motto in the +church at five o'clock! Like a flash, she was across the hall and had +flung open the front door. But the boy was gone. Nothing but the white +snow and the dark, bare trees lay between her and the road. It was +getting dark, and only the red sunset still lingered in the west, but +Eileen's resolution was taken. She would go down to the church herself +and tell her father. She could still hear Dick Donovan's despairing +"Too late!"</p> + +<p>In three minutes, Eileen was dressed and on her way. Such a little girl +to be out alone on that snowy Christmas Eve! However, the loneliness +did not daunt Eileen.</p> + +<p>But the church was still and dark. Evidently her father had not come +yet. Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate. How lonely it was! +How still! Eileen's heart seemed to stand still as the trees creaked in +the breeze. Once she turned to rush home, but then the thought of Mrs. +Donovan checked her, and she looked up into the quiet sky. After all, +Christ, whose birthday they would celebrate to-morrow, was near her. No +harm could happen to her, and He could keep Mrs. Donovan alive till her +father could come.</p> + +<p>So busy was she with this thought that she did not hear her father's +step till he spoke her name: "Why Eileen!"</p> + +<p>She sprang into his arms and poured out her story, and the doctor went +at once.</p> + +<p>Late that night, when the Christmas bells were pealing joyfully, the +doctor bent over Eileen's bed.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Donovan is saved," he whispered. "Half an hour later and I should +have been too late."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0101" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0101"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0101.jpg" alt="image0101"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Eileen stood and waited under the lych gate.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_28">"ME TOO."</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE glory of the setting sun streamed across the wide sea, and one long +ray crept through a port-hole in a ship and lit up a tiny cabin.</p> + +<p>In the narrow berth, a young seaman lay dying, and he spoke to the +sailor who knelt beside him.</p> + +<p>"The sun's setting," he said. "I'd have liked to die at home, but it +doesn't matter now—I'm nearly home, John. Ask Sandy Miller to see me +before I go."</p> + +<p>John rose obediently and passed out of the little cabin, but he felt +it was on a fruitless errand, and he wished George had been satisfied +to die without asking for Sandy. George had been no favourite with the +elderly Scotchman, and if Sandy had an enemy—well, the enemy was apt to +have an unpleasant time, and George had had no peace since the day when +he had openly confessed before the men that he was a Christian.</p> + +<p>And now George was dying—they had hoped to reach England before the end +came, but the disease had come with a gallop, and he would not see home +again. He had always been John's "protégé," but John was astonished now +to see how the other sailors rallied round George. They nursed him, +watched by him, read his little Bible to him, and vied with each other +in serving him; and yet he was the youngest and most insignificant on +board, and he had dared to speak to each of his Saviour.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0102" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0102"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0102.jpg" alt="image0102"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Sandy alone never visited the lad, Sandy alone never asked of his +welfare, and now George had begged for him to be fetched.</p> + +<p>Sandy leant on a rail watching the setting sun. He started as John +touched him.</p> + +<p>"What do you want?" Sandy growled.</p> + +<p>"George is dying, and he wants to see you," said John briefly.</p> + +<p>Sandy's face turned to a dull red. "Let him die," he shouted hoarsely. +"How dare you come to me with his messages? Let him die, and the sooner +the better; there'll be one less to ask if you're saved. Saved, indeed! +I wish I had thrown him overboard before he asked me."</p> + +<p>He flung off John's hand and turned his back.</p> + +<p>Well might he wish that he had thrown George overboard before the lad +spoke about his soul's salvation, for not one minute's peace had Sandy +had since.</p> + +<p>John went away, and Sandy leaned on his rail and watched the sinking +sun. A sort of hush came over the ship, and he knew that George was +dead. And if he were, where was he gone, and what made him happy to go +into that unknown world?</p> + +<p>Sandy shivered as his eyes followed the pathway of crimson that +stretched away to the far-off sun. What a long way away heaven was! And +how could one be sure of going there?</p> + +<p>Then like a whisper of the sea wind came back to his memory the words +George had said that day he spoke to Sandy: "This Man receiveth +sinners."</p> + +<p>And Sandy's proud heart bowed itself.</p> + +<p>"Me too, Lord," he whispered. "I have been a sinner and a rebel all +these many years, but if I'm not too bad, take me and make me clean."</p> + +<p>And somehow a sweet assurance that Christ Jesus had accepted him came +to his heart.</p> + +<p>Sandy did not keep his change of heart to himself. That very night, he +told his mates that he was a Christian like George now. And when he had +done speaking, one by one his mates rose up and shook his rough hand.</p> + +<p>"George has done us all good," they said.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_26">"MASTER, REBUKE THY DISCIPLES."</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN the time was getting very close for the Lord Jesus to be +crucified—that He might die for our sins instead of us—He went up to +Jerusalem, willingly going among the Jews who, He knew, would take Him +and kill Him. He did all this because He loved us so very much.</p> + +<p>As He got near to the city, He sent on two of His disciples to find a +colt for Him to ride on.</p> + +<p>Jesus knew everything beforehand, and He told them just where the colt +was tied and what they should say to the man to whom it belonged.</p> + +<p>This man must have loved Jesus, for directly the disciples said "The +Lord hath need of him," he let the colt go at once.</p> + +<p>No one had ever ridden that colt before, but Jesus, the Lord of Glory, +did not have any trouble with him. They put their garments on him for a +saddle, and Jesus sat on him, and so they went along towards the city.</p> + +<p>The people who had been healed, and who had seen some of the wonderful +things Jesus had done, began to rejoice very much as they saw Him +riding there so gentle and lowly, and with such tender compassion in +His face.</p> + +<p>They ran before Him, casting down their clothes for Him to ride over. +Others cut down branches of trees and strewed them along the path; +while even the children ran along by His side shouting, "Hosanna! +Blessed is He that cometh in the name of the Lord."</p> + +<p>And the whole multitude, as they went down the hill from the Mount of +Olives, began to praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works +which they had seen.</p> + +<p>But some of the Jews were very displeased indeed, and they asked Jesus +to stop His disciples.</p> + +<p>But Jesus told them that if the disciples were to hold their peace the +very stones would cry out for joy.</p> + +<p>And why do you think that was? Because He was coming to save us.</p> + +<pre> + + "He knew how wicked men had been; | So out of pity Jesus said + He knew that God must punish sin; | He'd bear the punishment instead." + +</pre> + +<p>Do you feel, children, that you wish you were good, or that you are +sorry that you did something that was naughty, perhaps to-day, or +yesterday, or a long time ago?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0103" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0103"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0103.jpg" alt="image0103"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Well then, think of His love in dying for you, and be comforted.</p> + +<p>You can say to yourself: "Jesus came to save even me. He lived on this +earth for thirty-three years, and at last died on the cross that I +might be forgiven and made God's happy, holy child."</p> + +<p>There is a very short little prayer that you can pray every day:</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>That little prayer has made little children, and old people too, so +happy. For if we ask God from our hearts to wash us in our Saviour's +precious blood, we shall be whiter than snow, and we "shall" be ready +to go and be with Him in heaven.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0104" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0104.jpg" alt="image0104"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_17">CHAPTER XVII.—ANOTHER PRODIGAL SON.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN the children, in spite of the excitement of the day, had at last +fallen asleep—all except Reuben, who had his lessons to prepare for the +next day—Mark Dayál proposed to his wife that they should go and sit on +the roof, where they could talk together without disturbing anyone, or +being overheard, and Mary was only too glad to comply.</p> + +<p>The first question to be settled was, which was to be the first to +relate the story of the past year.</p> + +<p>The wife insisted that Mark must have his turn first, because, she +said, "You can see that we are all quite well and have not suffered, +but when I look at you, I know that you must have gone through much +trouble and distress, and I long to hear all about it."</p> + +<p>Mark could not deny his wife's words, and consented to tell his story +first, which shall be related as he told it.</p> + +<p>"I expect you soon guessed why it was that I went away—that once more I +had lost my employment and felt ashamed to come home and confess it.</p> + +<p>"I was angry with my master, and spoke rudely to him, so he dismissed +me at once, saying that he already had had no intention of keeping me.</p> + +<p>"I felt still more angry then, and I thought, What would be the use +of going home to be scolded by you and hear the children crying for +food? You had had trouble enough with me, now I would see how you would +get on without me. So I determined to go away. I had no intention of +staying away so long, or of sending no news. I thought I should soon +find work elsewhere, and then I would send you word where I was and +what I was doing.</p> + +<p>"But the time never seemed to come when I could give a good report of +myself. If I found work, I lost it again sooner than ever. I just lived +from hand to mouth, and every day my condition seemed to get worse.</p> + +<p>"I could not write and tell you this, so I thought I had better not +write at all. Then I began to think it would be better if I never +wrote. It was much better that you should have no husband than a bad +one, and that the children should have no father than such a one as I +was.</p> + +<p>"I knew that you had good friends in Harnáth Singh and his brother, and +that they would never let you starve; indeed, they would find it far +easier to help you when I was out of the way.</p> + +<p>"So the time passed on, and more and more I became weary of my life and +weary of myself. I did not always stay at the same place; again and +again I persuaded some kind person to pay my fare to another town, on +the plea that if I could only get there, I was sure of obtaining work. +But it was not often that my hopes were realised.</p> + +<p>"In this way month after month passed by, till at last I felt as I +think one must do who has fallen into some deep pit.</p> + +<p>"I was sinking, sinking lower and lower; below me was ever dense +darkness and above me appeared no gleam of light.</p> + +<p>"I little thought that my very depth of need was to bring me +deliverance.</p> + +<p>"During all those days of want and misery, I had very seldom been +inside a church.</p> + +<p>"At first, I did not care whether I went or not, for I had hard +thoughts against God, and considered that He had favoured me less than +others, and less than I deserved.</p> + +<p>"Later on, if I had wanted to go, I should have felt ashamed. My +clothes were so old and ragged, and, as you know, I had always liked to +'look' tidy and respectable, whatever I might be.</p> + +<p>"That particular Sunday I was going to tell you about, I felt more than +usually wretched and miserable. I was really ill, although I did not +know it, and if I was ill in body, I was still more so in mind.</p> + +<p>"Then I heard the church bells begin to ring, and suddenly it came into +my mind, 'I will go into the church to-day.' I know now that it was God +who sent that thought to me.</p> + +<p>"I never considered how I looked, I had got past caring about that; +besides, no one would know me. So I started in the direction the sound +of the bells seemed to come from, for this was a strange place to me, +and I had never seen the church. When I tried to walk, I found how weak +I was, but though I had to stop and rest every now and then, still I +kept on—something seemed to say that I 'must' get to that church.</p> + +<p>"At last I arrived, but the service had begun, so I just slipped into a +seat at the back, where I thought no one would see me. At first I was +too tired to take much notice of anything, and though someone was kind +enough to offer me a prayer-book, I felt too weak to stand up and join +in the service. Suddenly I found my attention drawn to what was going +on; before that I had only been thinking about myself and my own misery.</p> + +<p>"A young man from the congregation was reading the Second Lesson, and +as he read, I could not help listening, every word sounded so real. It +was not that he was reading any thing new and strange; it was only the +story of the Prodigal Son, of which I had learnt every word by heart +when I was a boy at school.</p> + +<p>"But somehow as I listened that Sunday morning, it seemed as if I was +hearing my own story, as if I was that very prodigal son myself.</p> + +<p>"I could just see that poor fellow in his rags and hunger, having come +to the end of everything, and he was a perfect picture of myself. As +I heard the words, 'Father, I have sinned against Heaven and in thy +sight,' I just caught another sight of myself which I had never seen +before. I was no longer the poor, unfortunate, ill-used man, to be +pitied and helped, but I was a guilty sinner before God, bearing a name +which I had no right to, and bringing dishonour on Him whom it ought to +have been my greatest delight to honour and obey.</p> + +<p>"My life, so full of sin and failure, passed before me, and in my +shame and sorrow of heart, I forgot to think of my physical weakness +and misery. Surely it was God who drew me to that church that Sunday +morning and then met me there.</p> + +<p>"It would have been well for me if I had said then and there, 'I will +arise and go to my Father'; but though I heard the words, I did not +make them my own. Surely I was the son in the far-off country, but I +had no strength to turn my steps towards the Father's house.</p> + +<p>"I don't remember anything of the rest of the service; I had heard my +message, and nothing else mattered to me.</p> + +<p>"The closing hymn had been sung, the last prayer read; then the +congregation began to disperse, but still I sat on. I seemed to have no +strength left to get up and go away.</p> + +<p>"By-and-by, someone came and touched my arm and said, 'Brother, I fear +you are ill. Can I do anything to help you?'</p> + +<p>"I lifted my head and saw that it was the young man who had read the +Second Lesson, which had so much impressed me, who was standing by my +side.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I am ill,' I answered with some difficulty; and then I could say +no more, I was too faint and dizzy.</p> + +<p>"I hardly know what happened next; I heard voices which seemed to me +far away in the distance, then I felt a strong arm put round me, and I +was led out of the church. After that came a perfect blank, of which I +can tell nothing.</p> + +<p>"One day I came back to life and found myself lying on a bed in a +strange house. At first I thought I was quite alone. But after a while, +I heard a sound as of someone moving about, and presently a man came in +sight.</p> + +<p>"I was still more puzzled, for I knew I had never seen him before, and +had no idea as to who he was. He did not notice that I was watching him +till he came to my side with a cup of soup, then he looked very pleased +and surprised.</p> + +<p>"I drank the soup without a word, for I felt too weak to talk, though I +longed to ask where I was and what had happened.</p> + +<p>"Then I fell asleep, and was awaked by the sound of voices. And when I +opened my eyes, I saw standing by my bedside, not only the man who had +given me the soup, but also the young man who had read the lesson in +church.</p> + +<p>"I soon found that he must be a doctor, for he felt my pulse and asked +many questions about me. He evidently thought me much better and seemed +very pleased. Then, turning to the other man, he said, 'You will be +willing for him to go to the hospital now? He is so much better that it +will be quite easy.'</p> + +<p>"'Why should he go to the hospital,' was the answer, 'now that he is +getting well? In a few days, there will be nothing wrong with him.'</p> + +<p>"'You are an obstinate man, Sath Guru Dàs,' said the young doctor, 'and +evidently determined to have your own way, so I suppose I must let you +keep your patient. You have done a good deal towards saving his life, +so it is only right you should.'</p> + +<p>"I said nothing, but I wondered more than ever what it could all mean.</p> + +<p>"When the doctor had left, I called the other man, whose name I found +was Sath Guru Dàs, to my side and asked him to tell me what it all +meant, and how I came to be there.</p> + +<p>"Then he said, 'When you came into church last Sunday, I saw you, and +I thought to myself, "That is some brother in trouble." I watched you +all through the service, and felt sure that you must be very ill and +weak. When the congregation left and you still sat on in your place, I +asked the young doctor who was here just now to come and speak to you. +He said you were very ill, and as my house was close by, we brought you +here, and here you have stayed.'</p> + +<p>"'Why did you not take me to the hospital?' I asked.</p> + +<p>"After a pause my new friend answered, 'That I can hardly tell myself, +only I think the Lord must have put it into my heart to bring you here +and care for you myself. Perhaps some day we may understand why it was.'</p> + +<p>"Then I said, 'If you had known what a worthless fellow I am, you would +never have taken me in.'</p> + +<p>"There was a tone of rebuke in his voice as he said, 'Brother, you are +worth so much that the dear Lord came down from heaven and gave His +life on the cross for you; that which cost Him so much can never be +worthless to His followers.'"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0105" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0105.jpg" alt="image0105"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_42">SUNDAY LESSONS.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0106" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0106"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0106.jpg" alt="image0106"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>Gladys is the little teacher.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<pre> + + IT is peaceful Sunday morning, | 'Tis the story of the shepherd, + Stillness in the air, | Who his lambs doth guide, + Only all the birds are making | In the pastures green and happy + Music everywhere. | By the waterside. + | + In the nursery too are voices, | Gladys is the little teacher, + Earnest, low and sweet, | Bob the scholar small, + As the children to each other | And the Shepherd is the Saviour, + Holy words repeat. | Who has loved us all. + +</pre> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_18">CHAPTER XVIII.—THE FATHER'S HOUSE.</a></h2> + +<div class="container"> +<figure id="image0107"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0107.jpg" alt="image0107"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> + "AFTER that I did not answer, but I lay and thought. Of course I knew +all about the life and death of Christ; indeed, I know it so well that +it had become like an old story to me. I had never doubted that Christ +gave His life to save the world, but this man seemed to single me out +as if it had been only for me that the great sacrifice was made.<br> +<br> + "Then there came back to me the words I had heard read in the church, +and how I had felt myself to be the prodigal son who had wandered far +away from the Father's house.<br> +<br> + "I was too weak to think it all out, but this much I knew and +understood, that I had sinned against Heaven and in God's sight; and +now here was another great fact, heard from the lips of the man who +had taken me, a needy stranger, into his own house: 'The dear Lord +came down from heaven and gave His life on the cross for you.' If it +was true I was a great sinner, it was true also that there was a great +Saviour.</p> +</div> + +<p>"From that day, I began to improve rapidly. The young doctor came to +see me regularly, and Sath Guru Dàs never seemed to weary of attending +to me.</p> + +<p>"I used to look at that man and wonder what made him so different to +other men. I could see that he had not had much education, for it was +with difficulty that he could spell out the words of his Bible, which +he seemed to love to read. Another thing I noticed was that he seemed +to do nothing without praying about it first; I got to know that when +he went away and left me, as he did sometimes quite suddenly, it was +that he might go into a little room alone and pray. And so I began to +understand that this man, who in himself was neither clever, nor great, +nor better than others, possessed a wonderful power, because he lived +his life with God and in constant touch with Him.</p> + +<p>"One day I overheard him as he was praying say,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'O Lord, reveal Thyself unto this poor, sad heart, that he may know +what a Saviour he has in Thee, and let him go away from here to live a +new life in Thy strength.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell you how it touched me to hear this stranger praying for +me so earnestly, and my own heart said,—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'O Lord, reveal Thyself to me.'<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"I believe that was the first time I had ever 'really' prayed.</p> + +<p>"I found that my new friend was a colporteur, and as soon as I was well +enough to be left, he began to go his rounds with his books to sell.</p> + +<p>"One evening he said to me, 'Brother, do you feel well enough to read a +little? I am but a poor reader myself, but I love to be read to.'</p> + +<p>"Of course I said I was quite willing, and asked what I should read.</p> + +<p>"He brought me a New Testament in Hindi, and pointing to Luke xv. said, +'Will you read that, brother?'</p> + +<p>"I felt quite startled when I saw what it was. It seemed almost as if +he must have known what had been in my mind during those days.</p> + +<p>"I began to read, but as I read on, it became more and more difficult. +The words almost seemed to choke me, and my voice trembled again and +again.</p> + +<p>"As I read the sentence 'He arose and came to his father,' Sath Guru +Dàs suddenly put his hand on mine, and said in a voice almost of +entreaty, 'Brother, will you?'</p> + +<p>"I was wholly taken by surprise. What did this stranger know about +me, that he should understand that I was like the son in the far-off +country? It was true that 'I' knew, but how should 'he?'</p> + +<p>"I determined then that I would hide nothing from this true friend, who +had done so much to save my life, and was now praying for my salvation. +So I said, 'Brother, I will tell you all, and you shall judge whether I +am fit to be received into the Father's house.'</p> + +<p>"He answered, 'Brother, it is not a question of your fitness, but of +the Father's love; but tell me all.'</p> + +<p>"Then I told him the story of my life, and you may be sure that I did +not try to make myself out any better than I was.</p> + +<p>"When I finished, he said, 'Brother, one thing I am quite sure of—that +you are just the very one the Lord Jesus spoke of when He said, "The +Son of Man is come to seek and to find that which was lost." You are so +altogether lost that none but He "could" find you. He has followed you +into the "far country," and now, don't you hear His voice calling you +home to the Father's house?'</p> + +<p>"I could not deny his words. Surely it was nothing less than a divine +hand which had been leading me on step by step till I stood at the very +threshold of God's kingdom.</p> + +<p>"I could not turn back, and so I arose and came to my Father.</p> + +<p>"I need not tell you that I was not turned away; that, as I had seen I +was like the son in the parable, so I found that the loving, forgiving +father who ran and fell on his son's neck and kissed him was a picture +of God Himself.</p> + +<p>"I found, too, that the son wandering in the far-off country, ragged +and hungry and weary, was just a new man altogether when he came into +the father's house and was clothed and fed and loved. It was indeed +true 'old things had passed away, and all things had become new.'"</p> + +<p>"Thank God!" said Mary earnestly as she listened to her husband's +words. And then, after a pause, she asked, "And did you find out who +your friend was, and why he had been so good to you, a stranger?"</p> + +<p>"There was not much to find out," was the answer. "He was only a +poor ignorant man, as this world would call him, who had only been a +Christian for a few years, but I feel sure he is a prince in God's +kingdom, and will have a seat very near his Master in the coming glory. +It was for the love of that same Master, he took me in and served me so +faithfully. And when I expressed my wonder at his goodness to me, he +only said, 'Brother, it was for the dear Lord's sake. What am I here in +this world for unless it be to do His work? It is what He himself would +have done, only far more; and what right have we to be called by His +name if we do not follow in His steps?'</p> + +<p>"The next day he said to me, 'Brother, what are you going to do now?'</p> + +<p>"I had not made any plans or thought what I would do; indeed, my heart +was so full of joy and thanksgiving that my sins had been forgiven +and I received by the Father, that I had not thought much of earthly +things. But my friend's words made me think, and of course I knew that +I could not continue where and as I was.</p> + +<p>"So we talked things over, and as I shrank from coming back to be a +burden to you, we decided that I should wait a few days and gain a +little more strength, for I was still very weak. What astonished me +very much was to see the joy of both Sath Guru Dàs and the young doctor +over the change which had been wrought in me. If their own brother had +been raised from the dead, I do not think they could have been more +glad.</p> + +<p>"But I must not tell you any more, for mine has been a long story; and +now tell me yours."</p> + +<p>So Mary told what had befallen her, which we already know. And as +she finished, her husband exclaimed, "Now I see it all as plain +as daylight; you were praying hard, in the dark, as it were, not +even knowing whether I was dead or alive, and God was listening and +answering, and leading me step by step on the path which was to bring +me home to Himself."</p> + +<p>Then together the husband and wife afresh prayed for forgiveness for +all the sins of the past, especially for the great sin of forgetting +Him who had so manifested His love for them. Together they gave thanks +for the great salvation which had become theirs, and gave themselves +anew to be His for ever who had endured the cross for their sakes.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0108" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0108.jpg" alt="image0108"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_22">Jesus Looked round about upon all Things.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTER the Lord had been brought in triumph into Jerusalem, and after +the multitudes had done crying out, "Hosanna to the Son of David!" +Jesus entered into the Temple. And it tells us in the Gospel of Mark +that "He looked round about upon all things."</p> + +<p>Now it seems to me, children, that this is what we should think the +Lord Jesus is doing now.</p> + +<p>He comes into the temple of our hearts, or He comes into our homes, +into every room that we live in, and He looks round about upon all +things.</p> + +<p>What does He see?</p> + +<p>Here in this picture of the Temple of God, when He was upon earth, He +saw many things which He did not like at all.</p> + +<p>The people who had offerings to bring to God, had got careless about +the holiness of God's House, and they began to buy and sell the +offerings within the Temple. The people bargained and cheated, and +bought and sold, without thinking that God was dwelling there, and that +His House was not to be made into a market.</p> + +<p>Then some people wanted their money changed, and so tables were set up +where the money was spread out, and those who were buying went to them +to get change to pay for their purchases.</p> + +<p>At length, things got to such a pass that the Jews even kept their +oxen and sheep inside the Temple to be ready to be bought by those who +wished to make God an offering for their sins.</p> + +<p>Think what confusion, and dirt, and disorder must have been all about.</p> + +<p>So the Lord Jesus was very grieved, and the next day, He came and +turned them all out, and told the Jews that God's Temple was meant to +be a House of Prayer, but that they had made it a den of thieves.</p> + +<p>Now, before we finish this little story, I want us to look into our +hearts and just think what the Lord Jesus sees there, when He comes and +looks round about upon all things.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0109" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0109"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0109.jpg" alt="image0109"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>What does He see? Does He see a heart with lots of naughty things in +it? A heart which does not mind telling an untruth? A heart that would +not mind cheating in a game? A heart which does not mind thinking a +naughty thought, or doing a naughty act?</p> + +<p>Oh, if He can see any of those things in the temple of our hearts, let +us ask Him to turn them all out, and make it clean and fit for Him to +visit and stay in.</p> + +<p>Perhaps, instead of that sad list of things, Jesus can see a heart that +loves Him.</p> + +<p>Perhaps He can see a heart that goes, every time it gets soiled by sin, +to His precious cleansing blood to be washed white.</p> + +<p>If He does, then Jesus is glad to look into that loving, washed heart, +and He says, "I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that +is of a humble and contrite heart, to revive the heart of the contrite +ones, and to revive the spirit of the humble."</p> + +<p>This is what Jesus will do for you, and for me.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_19">CHAPTER XIX.—SUKHIYA'S FALL.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0110" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0110.jpg" alt="image0110"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was one day, a few weeks after Mark Dayál's return to his family, +that Sukhiya was sitting in her house alone.</p> + +<p>It was a hot, sultry evening, and there seemed to be no air to breathe +in the tiny courtyard and still smaller verandah of her poor abode.</p> + +<p>The evening meal had been cooked and put on one side for when it was +wanted, and, having nothing more to do, Sukhiya decided that she would +go on the roof, where it might be a little cooler than it was below.</p> + +<p>It was a poor, rickety ladder to climb, but that was nothing to one who +was accustomed to have most things broken and rickety. The roof, too, +looked anything but safe, but Sukhiya never gave that a thought, for +had she not sat on that same roof many and many a time during the past +years and nothing had ever befallen her? So she sat and fanned herself, +and gradually the sun went down and darkness gathered round her.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she heard a sound below. Maybe her husband had come back and +wanted his evening meal, or worse still, it might be one of the many +monkeys of the neighbourhood, who had come to help himself to some of +her bread. Anyway, she must not sit fanning herself any longer, but go +quickly to see what was happening.</p> + +<p>Alas, poor Sukhiya! She tried to go too quickly, and in her haste +and the darkness, she never saw how near her foot was to the sloping +edge of the roof. There was a cry of distress, a heavy thud, and a +motionless figure lay in the middle of the small courtyard below.</p> + +<p>Happily it was not a monkey, but Sukhiya's husband, whose coming in had +disturbed her and brought about this catastrophe.</p> + +<p>He was a poor, helpless old man at the best of times, and as he saw his +wife lying at his feet unable to move or lift herself up, he was very +perplexed.</p> + +<p>Gradually it occurred to him that if he could do nothing himself, at +least he could call someone who could.</p> + +<p>When it was once started, it did not take long for the news to spread. +And in a very short time, the small courtyard was crowded. They lifted +the injured woman, regardless of her groans, on to a bedstead, and felt +her limbs to see what bones were broken.</p> + +<p>Each one had some different remedy to suggest, and some of the wiser +ones advised taking her to the hospital, but as others protested +against it, nothing was done.</p> + +<p>Presently Sukhiya left off groaning for a minute, and with some +difficulty gasped out, "Bring Hira—I want to see Hira."</p> + +<p>Then there followed a discussion as to where Hira was to be found, and +an old woman, who said she knew the house, volunteered to go and bring +her.</p> + +<p>"Tell her," gasped the injured woman, "that Sukhiya is dying; then she +will surely come."</p> + +<p>So the old woman started on her errand. She had some distance to go and +she could not walk very fast, for her back was bent nearly double, and +it was only with the help of a stick that she could walk at all.</p> + +<p>When at last she reached the house, it was some time before she +succeeded in making anyone hear. Rámpál Singh and his daughter were +not at home, Anandi was ill, and Hira was absorbed in her book, which +Shushila was teaching her to read with her fingers.</p> + +<p>When the old woman came in, she was so tired with her long walk that +she had to wait a little to recover herself. Then she explained, +"Sukhiya the ghi-seller sent me; she has fallen off the roof. She says +she is dying, and wants the blind girl who lives here to come and see +her."</p> + +<p>Hira needed no persuading, and was ready to go at once, but Anandi was +not so sure. What would her master and mistress say if they returned +and found that the blind girl had gone out alone with a stranger who +was quite unfit to protect her? If she could have gone herself, it +would have been quite easy, but that was impossible, for she had no +strength to walk so far.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, Hira had thrown a large shawl round her, and was ready +to start. What could Anandi say? So she let her go, but with many +misgivings and entreaties to return as soon as she possibly could.</p> + +<p>When the old woman and her charge arrived, the crowd was still there, +indeed it had increased, for as they looked at the face of the +suffering woman, they knew that what she said was true; she was indeed +dying.</p> + +<p>They had tried their best to help her; one had brought oil to rub her +with, but she groaned so when she was touched that not much could be +done in that way. Another, who said he knew how to set bones, tried to +show his skill, but Sukhiya's screams soon put an end to his attempts. +A doctor was brought and ordered some medicine for her to drink, which +someone was busy preparing.</p> + +<p>In the midst of it all, Hira arrived, and the crowd divided to let her +pass. The past year had wrought a great change in the blind girl's +appearance. She had grown so much taller, and instead of being unwashed +and uncared-for, as in the days of old, everything betokened the touch +of loving hands. In her spotless sari, she formed a great contrast to +the dirty, squalid group into the midst of which she came.</p> + +<p>There was no need for anyone to lead her to the spot where Sukhiya lay. +The groans of the dying woman were a quite sufficient guide.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya tried to raise herself as she saw the girl coming to her side, +but only fell back with a heavier groan, as she moaned, "All my bones +are broken; that terrible fall has killed me, but I had to see you once +more. Come close, for my eyes are getting dim and I can hardly see you."</p> + +<p>Hira stretched out her hands to find a place by her old friend's side, +and then sat down on the edge of the bedstead. She could not see the +look of death creeping over the face she had never seen, and knowing +how little the expression, "I am killed," often means, she wondered +whether the case was really quite so hopeless.</p> + +<p>How she wished that Shushila, or even Anandi, had been there with her!</p> + +<p>She too had heard of the hospital and what wonders were sometimes +accomplished there, so she also thought that if only the sufferer could +be carried there, even if her bones were broken, she might live and not +die.</p> + +<p>But as soon as Sukhiya heard the word "hospital" she only groaned +again and said, "What is the use of a hospital when I am all broken to +pieces? I tell you, child, I am killed, and now that I have seen you I +am quite ready to die and escape from this pain and misery."</p> + +<p>At the words "I am quite ready to die," Hira started. Supposing it was +true that her old friend's life was ending, was she ready to die, still +more, was she ready to meet God? If there was nothing to be done to +restore her to life, at least she might try to prepare her for death; +for she knew that of all the crowd assembled there she alone knew that +secret.</p> + +<p>Bending over the stricken form beside her, she said softly, "Sukhiya, +you say you are ready to die, but are you quite sure? We must get rid +of sin before we can meet God."</p> + +<p>"Child," gasped the woman, "what do I know about sin? I have always +told you I have no understanding for such things. And now I can only +think of this awful pain, and long to get out of it."</p> + +<p>Poor Hira, it seemed so easy and simple to her that the dying woman +should stretch out her hand to the One mighty to save, and find life as +she met death. But what could she say when the one for whose salvation +she so longed seemed to care nothing about it herself?</p> + +<p>"Shall I sing you a hymn?" she asked, thinking of nothing else to say +or do, and Sukhiya always liked to hear her sing.</p> + +<p>"Yes, child, sing," said the voice, growing feebler every moment.</p> + +<p>A hush fell on the crowd, and not a sound was heard as the blind girl +sang in a clear, sweet voice the same words that had first told her of +Jesus Christ and His great salvation.</p> + +<p>Sukhiya had left off groaning; she had hardly strength even for that. +But the eyes, which were fast closing to the things of earth, rested +lovingly on the face of the blind girl.</p> + +<p>"You are never hungry now, little one, and no one ever beats you or +makes you cry," she whispered.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, Sukhiya dear; everybody is so good to me, and I am always +happy," answered Hira, wondering what she meant.</p> + +<p>"I would have taken care of you and kept you, but what could I do? I +could not even keep my own children; they all went one by one. Now I am +going too." Slowly came the words, and then Sukhiya lay still.</p> + +<p>Hira bent fondly over her. "Sukhiya, Jesus Christ is here; take hold of +Him, and He will save you."</p> + +<p>"Jesus Christ, save my soul!" The words were so low that only Hira +could catch them, but surely there was One standing by whom they saw +not, whose ear can catch the faintest whisper, and who never fails to +see the least spark of faith.</p> + +<p>There was silence for a few seconds, then someone said, "She is dead," +and straightway rose a wail of grief and mourning.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0111" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0111.jpg" alt="image0111"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_32">OUR JACK-A-NAPES.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_32_C_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h2> + +<div class="container"> +<br> +<figure id="image0112"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0112.jpg" alt="image0112"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> + THAT morning, as Sailor Jem had been busy on the shore +preparing for his fishing expedition, his son Jack had come sauntering +along the sands with his baskets of fish.<br> +<br> + "Ain't you sold any more than that?" asked his father in surprise.<br> +<br> + Jack hated to be blamed (who does not?), and he answered rather +roughly, "I've sold all I could; it ain't my fault that the folks won't +buy."</p> +</div> + +<p>"Have you been up to the Vicarage?" asked his father.</p> + +<p>"No; the baskets was that heavy I couldn't get as far. I thought when I +had sold some, they'd be a bit lighter."</p> + +<p>"And they will have been looking out for you all the morning!" said his +father vexedly. "The cook always likes some fresh fish for lunch, and +you'll be too late! Run off as fast as you can!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not agoin' to run," grumbled Jack beneath his breath. "It's a mile +if it's a inch, and it'll take me a good hour, and all for nothing, +perhaps."</p> + +<p>"Go at once!" thundered his father. And then he turned to his boat and +went on splicing a rope, his face grave and his heart as heavy as a +piece of lead.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0113" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0113"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0113.jpg" alt="image0113"></a></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>"Ain't you sold any more than that?" asked his father.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When Jack was at length out of sight, an old man, who had been watching +them both, turned to Jem with a quiet sympathy in his look as he said, +"'Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord—' We mustn't get +too disheartened, my son!"</p> + +<p>"No—no!" said Jem. "But sometimes one gets so disappointed, father! The +youngster ain't doin' quite as I like. He's lazy, he is. You may work +for 'em night and day, and after all, if it don't go exactly as they +consider it should, then they go and think you're hard on 'em! That's +what I find."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jem, that's so; but I got to learn, as I grew older, that it's a +good thing as the Lord's patience don't run out as soon as ours, for if +it did the rope wouldn't be long enough to pull us to shore!"</p> + +<p>"I'll think of that, father." And then he went home to his dinner, and +to wish his wife good-bye.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +————————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_32_C_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"YOU'LL get that net done, I reckon, before I come home again, Minnie?"</p> + +<p>"That depends how long ye're gone," his wife answered with a smile, +which in her young days had caught her James's fancy more than anything +else about her.</p> + +<p>He laughed now in a good-humoured sort of way, as he turned over the +net and measured it with his eyes.</p> + +<p>"And see to that young Jack-a-Napes of yours, and make him a good boy."</p> + +<p>His wife put down her netting needle and looked at him. "Do you really +mean that?" she asked gently.</p> + +<p>"Of course I do! One can't get a bit of peace with him, first this, +then that—you make him mind, wife! That's what I mean."</p> + +<p>"I can make him mind," she said very seriously, "but as to making him +good—"</p> + +<p>He stooped and kissed her good-bye. Perhaps he did not guess what a +pang of pain he had given her.</p> + +<p>"I'm off," he said cheerily.</p> + +<p>But she detained him by an earnest gesture. "Jem," she said, "he's your +'Jack-a-Napes' as much as mine! We must both pray for him that God may +make him all we would have him—it's only He can."</p> + +<p>The father nodded, and then, the last moment having come, he made a +bolt for it, and went clattering down the little steps to the shore, +while she stood watching till she saw him get into his boat and start +with the others for his two or three days' fishing.</p> + +<p>She did not know why her husband's mind had been specially full of +young "Jack-a-Napes" as he had called their only boy, but she wished he +had not spoken of it at the moment of their parting.</p> + +<p>Jack made his way slowly back from the Vicarage. He had been too late, +after all. When he sauntered into the cottage, his baskets were heavier +than he liked, and his pockets were lighter.</p> + +<p>"Why, Jack!" said his mother peeping into the basket.</p> + +<p>For answer, Jack sat down and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Aren't you well?" asked his mother.</p> + +<p>Jack shook his head, and then sobbed out that father was cross, and he +wasn't going to sell fish any more if people wouldn't buy, and if he +was to be scolded when he did his best.</p> + +<p>His mother looked at him for a few moments without speaking, and then +she placed his food near him, and went on with her netting.</p> + +<p>Jack wiped his eyes and ate his dinner in silence. He could not quite +make his mother out.</p> + +<p>"Jack," she said, when he had finished, "take one of those baskets and +go out again and see what you can do. 'If a man will not work, neither +shall he eat,' is the Bible rule. And I'm not going to have you idle +all the morning, and then think you'll play and eat as usual."</p> + +<p>Jack slowly went forth again, but he found most people supplied, and he +had hard work to get even some of his fish sold.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, his mother prayed over her netting. She had been young and +troublesome herself, she knew; and every day, even now, she saw how +much patience God had with her!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +————————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_32_C_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>SO when Jack brought his empty basket at last, and laid the money down +on the table, she kissed him, and said a cheery word or two.</p> + +<p>"Jack, I see you have done your best to make up for this morning! Now, +have your tea, and then you may go down to see the boats in. There's a +high sea on, and they'll have a job to beach them. I'm glad in that way +that your father won't be in to-night. He's safer out there."</p> + +<p>Jack lifted his face to give her a kiss.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, mother," he said, more gratefully than was his wont.</p> + +<p>And he was off like a shot to the only landing place where, in rough +weather, the boats could be brought up, and there he stood among the +men, ready to catch the rope that was thrown, or to do any little +service with all his might.</p> + +<p>"I hope it won't be like this when father lands to-morrow," said Jack +to himself. "Poor father! I wish I hadn't been so rough to him to-day. +But I never can hold my tongue! Perhaps some day, when I get older—"</p> + +<p>And then some of his grandfather's words had come back to +him—"Jack-a-Napes, there's nothing like serving Christ for getting rid +of the devil! That's the best way, my boy!"</p> + +<p>The next day, however, the wind had risen to a gale, and the waves +dashed against the cliff with the noise of thunder.</p> + +<p>Jack did not say much. But he started out bright and early with the +remainder of his fish, and often he cast a glance over the sea and at +the scudding clouds, longing that the wind might abate before the other +fishing boats were expected.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he had never spent such an unhappy day. He remembered how he +had wished in his anger yesterday that father never would come back; +and the thought seemed to burn into him like fire.</p> + +<p>The moment he could get off, he ran down to the beach, and there he +stood for many long hours, sheltering from the wind behind a big rock, +and watching the sea line with large anxious eyes. What if father never +came back?</p> + +<p>It began to grow dusk, but still he watched. Suddenly in his despair, +he thought of praying! He dropped on his knees behind the great rock, +and though his voice was drowned by the thunder of the waves, he felt +sure God heard his broken words.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Please, heavenly Father, forgive me, and make me a good boy to father, +and bring him safe home, for Jesus' sake."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>He rose feeling wonderfully comforted, and then he saw a stir among the +sailors, and on the crest of a wave fast coming in was his father's +boat!</p> + +<p>"Thank the Lord!" said grandfather's voice close to him. "For hearing +our prayers and bringing him home, Jack-a-Napes!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0114" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0114"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0114.jpg" alt="image0114"></a></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_37">"PUNCHINELLO."</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +A TRUE STORY.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GWENDOLINE hugged her doll rapturously, and, looking up in her mother's +face, exclaimed, "I love Punchinello better than 'anything' in the +world!"</p> + +<p>So saying, she put him down to go and learn her evening text.</p> + +<p>To-night it was, "Little children, keep yourselves from idols."</p> + +<p>"What does 'idols' mean, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Anything in our hearts that we put in the place God ought to have; or +anything that we love more than we do Him," said her mother softly.</p> + +<p>In her own mind, she was learning the text too, and as she gazed at her +little daughter afresh, she was asking that she might love her heavenly +Father more—much more—and her fatherless little girl next.</p> + +<p>Gwendoline, unconscious of her mother's thoughts, learned her text, and +then went to bed, returning only for her good-night kiss.</p> + +<p>"Mother," said she, as she lay in her arms for her "cuddle," as she +called it, "mother, is God sad if we have an idol?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0115" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0115"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0115.jpg" alt="image0115"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Why, yes, Gwenny, He is, for He loved us so much as to give His Son to +die for us."</p> + +<p>"Then—" with a slight sob—"I mustn't love Punchinello 'best' any more."</p> + +<p>"No, darling; and He loves you so much, it will not be hard to love +Him."</p> + +<p>"I will, I do," said the child softly. "And, mother, please may I give +Punchinello to the little lame Mary, and that will 'help' me not to +love him too much."</p> + +<p>So next day, Gwendoline took her dear Punchinello to little lame Mary, +and added a great brightness and joy to the life of the sick child.</p> + +<p>As she put the doll into Mary's hand, Gwendoline whispered, "It is +because Jesus loves me I give you that, and also to help me remember to +love 'Him' best; so you'll remember too, won't you?"</p> + +<p>Mary did remember, every time she played with her dear dolly.</p> + +<p>And little Gwenny went home and remembered too.</p> + +<p>So years passed on, and Gwendoline learned to love Jesus Christ and God +much best, and was content to leave her nice home and go and teach the +heathen of His great love.</p> + +<p>And her mother had her prayer answered, and she too learned to love God +best, and was willing to spare her child to do God's great work.</p> + +<p>And so their prayer was answered.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0116" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0116.jpg" alt="image0116"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_20">CHAPTER XX.—BEHÁRI LÁL.</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>DURING the time Rita was singing, a boy who was passing down the lane +had been attracted by the unusual sound. And then, seeing the crowd +gathered, had joined in, and standing on the outskirts listened to +the hymn being sung. At first, he could not see the singer, but by +gradually forcing his way, he at last came in sight of her.</p> + +<p>If anyone had been watching him, they would have seen him give a +violent start. He might have seen a ghost, and indeed he thought he +had, for as he looked at the scene before him he felt quite certain +that the blind girl, arrayed in her clean white sari, sitting by the +side of the dying woman, was none other than his cousin Hira, who had +died a year ago.</p> + +<p>Had he not been present when Sukhiya had come in and announced her +death, with bitter cries and reproaches?</p> + +<p>Anyway, she was sitting there before him—whether in real flesh and +blood or not, he could not tell. He had heard of strange things +happening at the time of death, and even he could see that the woman +lying there was dying, so maybe the girl who had been so loved by her, +though by no one else, had appeared to comfort her at that hour.</p> + +<p>Still, being a plain, matter-of-fact boy, he hardly thought this +likely, and was much more inclined to believe that Hira really had +never died; so he determined to wait and see what would happen next.</p> + +<p>As soon as Hira knew that her old friend was dead, she began to think +of returning home, for she remembered Anandi's parting injunction not +to stay a minute longer than she could possibly help.</p> + +<p>Then the difficulty arose—how was she to get back? The old woman, whose +legs were still aching, did not volunteer to take another walk, and +there was no one else who knew the house.</p> + +<p>Here Behári Lál (Hira's cousin) saw his opportunity, and determined +to have a little fun out of the strange event. So coming forward, he +offered the girl to see her safely home.</p> + +<p>To Hira's quick ear, the voice had a familiar sound, but when or where +she had heard it, she could not remember. And being only too glad to +find anyone who was willing to be her escort, she was quite ready to +trust herself to the boy's guidance.</p> + +<p>But Behári Lál had no intention of taking his cousin to Rámpál Singh's +house. If he had told the truth, he had not the least idea where it +was; rather he meant to take her to his own home, and give those there +a good fright by showing them a ghost. What fun it would be to see +their consternation!</p> + +<p>So the two started on their way. Hira's mind was too full of the scene +she had just left, to think of which way she was going, so she the more +easily fell into the trap laid for her.</p> + +<p>The boy thought it best to keep silent, lest his voice should betray +him. So nothing was said till they reached the house, and Behári Lál +knocked with the chain on the door.</p> + +<p>"Where are the steps?" asked Hira in a bewildered voice, as she felt +for the familiar entrance and did not find it.</p> + +<p>"Just wait a minute till they bring a light; it is so dark I can hardly +see where we are," answered the boy. "Perhaps I have brought you to the +wrong door. Don't be troubled; I will see you safely home."</p> + +<p>After a further knocking and waiting, the door was opened.</p> + +<p>Behári Lál had taken care to have a good grasp of Hira's arm. And +before she had time to think, she was inside the courtyard. Then +followed a scene of great confusion.</p> + +<p>"I have brought someone to see you," said the boy.</p> + +<p>And his mother, catching sight of the blind girl, whom she had thought +of as dead for more than a year, uttered a loud scream.</p> + +<p>By this time, she knew that she had been led astray, that she had not +been brought to Rámpál Singh's house, but to some strange place.</p> + +<p>Then, as she began to distinguish the voices, it flashed upon her what +it all meant; the familiar voice was that of her cousin, and he had +brought her to her uncle's house. But why her appearance should have +caused such consternation she could not imagine. Now her heart sank +within her! Suppose they should refuse to let her go, and she had to go +back to the old life of poverty and misery? Gradually the clamour of +voices grew less, and she was able to make herself heard.</p> + +<p>"Why have you been so cruel as to bring me here," she asked, "where +no one wants me? You promised to take me home, and this is my home no +longer. I am a Christian and live with Christians. Take me back to +them; they will all be looking for me."</p> + +<p>"Tell us first," answered the aunt angrily, "who made up all that fine +story that we had turned you out into the storm and you had died of +cold and wet? Fine Christians those who have taught you to lie like +that, though certainly you did not need much teaching."</p> + +<p>Then Hira began to get angry too, for she understood nothing of the +story of her death. "I never said I was dead," she said in a shrill, +excited voice. "I never said you turned me out; I never said anything +about you, and it was you who taught me to lie. Now I am a Christian, I +know better, and I never tell lies. But take me home—do take me home; +they will all be wondering where I am."</p> + +<p>"And where is your home but here, where your father left you? And +what will he say when he comes back and hears that you have become a +Christian? Far better that he should hear that you are dead, as we all +thought."</p> + +<p>"But I 'won't' stay here," cried Hira, stamping her feet angrily; "if +you try to keep me, I will run away again; you cannot make me stay if I +don't want to. How can a Christian live with Hindus? Oh, do let me go!"</p> + +<p>"How do 'we' know where your Christian friends live?" asked Behári Lál. +"So how can we take you there? They are no friends of ours, these new +friends of yours, who steal other people's children."</p> + +<p>Hearing this, Hira became more angry than ever, and uttered many bitter +words of anger and scorn. If it had not been for her tall figure and +clean, tidy clothes, it might have been the very same child who had +disappeared a year ago.</p> + +<p>"A fine Christian you are!" said her aunt contemptuously. "And nice +friends those must be who have taught you to come back and abuse your +relations like this. We have heard quite enough of you for now, so you +had better be quiet and go to sleep."</p> + +<p>Hira's only answer was to sit down on the ground and weep bitterly.</p> + +<p>No one took any more notice of her, and when she was exhausted with +crying, she lay down where she was, but no sleep came to her.</p> + +<p>Gradually the rest of the household left off talking, and settled +themselves for the night. And in the silence that followed, Hira had a +good opportunity for thinking over what had passed and what was likely +to happen next.</p> + +<p>Her anger had begun to subside, and in its place a feeling of shame +begets to steal over her. Again, she seemed to hear the words of her +aunt, "A fine Christian you are, and nice friends those must be."</p> + +<p>How often she had been told that it was useless to bear the name of +Christ unless she also had His spirit and did as He would do! Now she +had proved to her heathen relations that the so-called Christian Hira +was no different to, no better than, the Hindu Hira.</p> + +<p>Again she wept bitterly, but this time they were not tears of rage and +bitterness, but of shame and sorrow.</p> + +<p>She felt so lonely and desolate, for she was not only separated from +her earthly friends, but how could she believe that her heavenly Friend +could be near her when she had so sinned against Him?</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Please, Lord Jesus, forgive me for being so naughty and keep me from +getting angry any more. And oh, do take me home again," she whispered.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>And so from that heathen home went up the first prayer which had ever +been offered in it.</p> + +<p>We may be quite sure that it was answered, and in spite of her sorrow +and loneliness, a sense of quietness and peace stole into the child's +heart. She knew she was alone no longer, that there was One beside her +able to take care of her under all circumstances, and to save her from +the greatest dangers.</p> + +<p>Then she began to wonder what she could do to atone for the wrong she +had done. And finally made up her mind that as soon as her aunt woke, +she would ask her to forgive her. Then, she thought, she will see that +if Christians do naughty things, they are sorry for it afterwards. +After that, with a mind at rest, she fell asleep.</p> + +<p>The next morning she woke with a start, roused by the sound of voices. +For a moment, she could not think where she was. How did she come to be +lying on the hard ground? And who were those people who were talking so +loudly around her?</p> + +<p>Then it all came back to her: Sukhiya's death, her being brought to +her uncle's house, the stormy scene which had followed, her prayer for +forgiveness, and her determination to confess her fault to her aunt.</p> + +<p>Again from her heart went up a cry for divine help.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Please, Lord Jesus, keep me good and tell me what to say."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Then she listened to what was being said, and found that Behári Lál +was being scolded for bringing her there. Suddenly the voices became +more subdued and she could only just catch the mention of rupees, and +understood nothing of what it meant.</p> + +<p>As soon as the discussion had come to an end, she got up from the place +where she had been lying, and groping her way along, called her aunt by +name.</p> + +<p>The response she received was not encouraging. But Hira never lacked +courage, and she said bravely, "Please, aunt, forgive me for being so +angry last night; I know it was very naughty. And please send me home."</p> + +<p>A sudden silence fell on the group, for all were surprised to hear the +fiery Hira speaking words of such gentleness. It was probably the first +time in their lives that they had ever heard anyone confess themselves +in the wrong, or ask for forgiveness.</p> + +<p>The aunt hardly knew how to grant it, never having done so before, +so she only looked at the blind girl with astonishment. And, after a +pause, said, "Let you go home! Why shouldn't we? We have no money to +buy you fine clothes like those; and what would you say to our food +now, I wonder? Besides, how can Hindus and Christians live together?"</p> + +<p>"Then you will send me back?" cried Hira joyfully.</p> + +<p>"And where are we to send you?" asked the uncle, who was standing by. +"'You' cannot find the way, and 'we' don't know it."</p> + +<p>Here was a difficulty Hira had not thought of. She shrank from being +entrusted to Behári Lál's care, but what else could be done? So she +said, "Let Behári Lál go with me, and we will ask and ask until we find +the house. Everyone knows Rámpál Singh and his daughter, because they +are so good."</p> + +<p>But Behári Lál thought differently. "No indeed," he exclaimed on +hearing the proposal; "I was abused enough last night for bringing you +here; I am not going to take you anywhere else."</p> + +<p>It was difficult for Hira not to give an angry and reproachful answer. +But, remembering her late repentance, she held back the words which +were so ready to come, and said nothing.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, her uncle and aunt whispered together, after which the +latter said quite kindly, "Wait patiently a little while, and all will +be settled rightly. Your uncle is going out, and will, maybe, find out +where these people live."</p> + +<p>So Hira had to be as patient as she knew how. In a little while, the +men of the household went out, and she and her aunt were left alone. +Then she was glad she had not gone away at once when she wanted to, for +in the talk which followed, she was able to tell all which had befallen +her.</p> + +<p>And for the first time in her life, the one who had never heard the +good news of salvation, listened to the sweet story as it was told by +her blind niece.</p> + +<p>She listened attentively, and at the end said, with a sigh, "Your words +are very good, Hira, and as I listen, I forget everything else and feel +glad; but they are not for me. It is a good thing for you that you have +become a Christian, for by doing so you have got food to eat and good +clothes to wear; but what can I do? I must just go on as I am."</p> + +<p>"But it was not to get clothes and food that I became a Christian," +cried the girl eagerly; "it was to get my sins put away and be ready to +meet God; and the Lord Jesus will do just the same for you if you ask +Him."</p> + +<p>"No, no, child," was the answer. "What time have I to learn these new +things? All my time goes in thinking of food and pice. I will go the +same way as my forefathers have gone, and what I don't know, God does."</p> + +<p>Hira was sorely disappointed with this indifferent answer, and wondered +that anyone should hear such good news without being glad.</p> + +<p>Just then a woman came in with flour to sell, so there was no more +opportunity for talking. The new-comer was full of the story of +Sukhiya's accident and death, which Hira, so taken up with her +own experiences, had forgotten to mention. She too expressed her +astonishment at the appearance of the blind girl, whom all had thought +to be dead.</p> + +<p>This led to Hira's asking for an explanation. And she heard of the +false story which her old friend had invented on her behalf, and how +she had thought and planned for her good.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_15">"Hail, King of the Jews!"</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN the chief priests of the Jews had determined to kill the Lord +Jesus, after examining Him for many hours on that dreadful night in +which He had been betrayed by Judas and forsaken by His disciples, as +they did not like to put Him to death themselves, they took Him when +the morning dawned to Pilate, the Roman governor, for they thought he +would do what they wished.</p> + +<p>The Jews and the high priest had asked the Lord Jesus whether He really +was the Christ, the Son of God; and Jesus, to leave them without +excuse, told them plainly that He was, and that hereafter they would +see Him sitting in heaven and coming back to earth in the clouds.</p> + +<p>At this, they were fearfully angry, and tore their clothes, and led Him +away to Pilate, in the hopes that Pilate would at once order Him to be +put to death.</p> + +<p>So Pilate examined Jesus and put to Him many questions. But the dear +Lord, who could have asked His Father to send thousands of angels to be +with Him, stood before Pilate and answered nothing.</p> + +<p>Pilate was very much afraid to do anything to the Lord Jesus. His wife +sent to him when he was sitting on the judgment-seat, telling him of a +dream she had had, and begging him to have nothing to do with Jesus, +because He had done nothing wrong.</p> + +<p>But the Jews kept on clamouring that Jesus should be crucified, and +Pilate was more afraid of the Jews than he was of displeasing God. So +at last, he ordered the dear Lord to be scourged, and then told the +soldiers they could take Him away to be crucified.</p> + +<p>So they led Him into a great hall, and there they gathered together all +the rest of the soldiers, and began to mock at the dear Lord whom we +love so much.</p> + +<p>They clothed Him with a purple robe and plaited a crown of long sharp +thorns and put it on His loving head, and then they began to bow to Him +and call Him in mockery the King of the Jews.</p> + +<p>Jesus did not mind being called the King of the Jews, because He came +to be their King; He was only sorry they would not love Him or have Him +for their King.</p> + +<p>But oh, how it must have cut Him to the heart in all His pain to have +them mock Him, and beat Him on the head, and spit upon Him, and pretend +to worship Him!</p> + +<p>If our hearts are filled with grief that He could have suffered so +much, should it not make us love Him more than ever, and hate the sins +which He died on purpose to put away?</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0117" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0117"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0117.jpg" alt="image0117"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<pre> + We may not know, we cannot tell, | There was no other good enough + What pains He had to bear, | To pay the price of sin, + But we believe it was for us | He only could unlock the gate + He hung and suffered there. | Of heaven, and let us in. + | + He died that we might be forgiven, | Oh, dearly, dearly has He loved, + He died to make us good, | And we must love Him too, + That we might go at last to heaven, | And trust in His redeeming blood, + Saved by His precious blood. | And try His works to do. +</pre> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_14">GRAND-DAD'S ADVICE.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ROLLO had said only that morning that he wished Clare's brat were at +the bottom of the sea!</p> + +<p>And he had wished it just then, for all night long Clare had been +walking up and down her room, while the baby had moaned and cried +ceaselessly.</p> + +<p>But now here was Clare coming down over the beach, with white face and +eyes heavy with unshed tears; and surely she looked as if something +were the matter as she came up and showed the babe to grandfather.</p> + +<p>Rollo's heart smote him; beneath his rough boyish exterior he had a +tender spot, and that was for his sister Clare who had brought him up +since he was a toddling child.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0118" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0118"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0118.jpg" alt="image0118"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"What is it, my dear?" asked grandfather in his sympathetic, cheery +tones, looking in the little face as he spoke.</p> + +<p>"I can't think," said Clare despairingly. "The neighbours say I shall +lose him. There was a white dove flew against the window this morning—"</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't trouble over that," he said gently, "but think what's best +to be done for the little 'un. I should take him indoors, and give him +a warm bath and keep him wrapped up a bit. And then—"</p> + +<p>"Then?" asked Clare, raising her heavy eyes.</p> + +<p>"Then I should tell the Lord all about it, and ask Him to bless what +you've done, and make the little 'un better in His own time."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could trust Him like you do, grand-dad," she said tearfully, +as she turned and made her way back to the cottage with her treasure.</p> + +<p>Rollo stood looking on.</p> + +<p>What if his cruel thought that morning were to deprive Clare of her +baby?</p> + +<p>"Grand-dad," he said, moving closer, "if you was to wish a wrong thing +in your heart and then be ever so sorry you had, what would you do?"</p> + +<p>"I'd run quick and ask the Lord to forgive it; and I'd make what amends +I could, if so be I'd hurt anyone."</p> + +<p>Rollo ran after his sister.</p> + +<p>"Clare," he said, "I'm ever so sorry I was nasty about the baby—and +indeed, I've asked God to forgive me, and to make him better—"</p> + +<p>"Dear old Rollo!" she said, but she felt comforted.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_21">CHAPTER XXI.—BROUGHT HOME.</a></h2> + +<div class="container"> +<br> +<figure id="image0119"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0119.jpg" alt="image0119"> +</figure> +<p> +<br> +<br> + WHEN Rámpál Singh and his daughter returned home on the +night of Sukhiya's death, they heard, with some consternation, that +Hira had gone out alone with a strange old woman.<br> +<br> + They had no heart to reproach Anandi for letting her go, for the old +servant was so distressed herself that they could not add to her grief.<br> +<br> + As no one had the least idea where the ghi-seller lived, it was +impossible to go in search of the missing girl, so they could only wait +and pray, hoping that she would soon return.</p> +</div> + +<p>As night closed in and still she did not come, Rámpál Singh started out +in hopes of hearing some news. But as he took the opposite direction +and went away from, instead of towards, Sukhiya's home, he naturally +heard nothing, and returned as much in the dark as ever.</p> + +<p>The night was passed by the whole household in great anxiety, for who +could tell that the story was a true one? It was more than possible +that Sukhiya's accident had been invented as a means of enticing the +blind girl away from her Christian friends.</p> + +<p>As soon as morning dawned, the search was begun in good earnest. In +spite of her weakness, Anandi persisted in taking her part, for she +bitterly reproached herself for having let the girl go, and longed to +do all in her power to bring her back.</p> + +<p>On her way, she met Reuben Dayál, who was more than ready to help those +who had been such good friends to his family in time of need.</p> + +<p>"I know Sukhiya quite well," he said cheerily, "and will soon find out +whether she really fell off the roof or not. If she did, everybody will +know it."</p> + +<p>The boy was not at all sure of the house, but he went in the right +direction. And the first person he met told him that it was quite true +that the ghi-seller had fallen off the roof, that she had died soon +after, and even now preparations were being made for her funeral.</p> + +<p>Reuben was delighted to think that he was to be the one to restore Hira +to her friends, and hurried on to the house, which had been pointed out +to him.</p> + +<p>Here a new difficulty arose. There were several amongst those gathered +to take part in the funeral who bore witness to the fact that a blind +girl had been there the night before, but none could tell what had +become of her. All they knew was that a boy in the crowd had offered to +see her home, and she had left with him.</p> + +<p>Reuben was sorely disappointed that he was again thrown off the track. +Still, he determined not to give up, for it was plain that Hira could +not be very far-off.</p> + +<p>As he was standing outside, wondering where he should go next, a man +and boy passed him; they were talking very earnestly, and he thought he +caught the name of Rámpál Singh. This might be a clue, so he followed +them, and as they turned a corner, he caught them up and asked eagerly, +"Have you heard anything of a blind girl who was here last night, in +the ghi-seller's house?"</p> + +<p>Reuben was a sharp boy, and he knew from the look of warning which the +man gave to his son that he did know something, whether he said so or +not.</p> + +<p>"What blind girl are you asking after? And what should we know about +her?" was the evasive answer given.</p> + +<p>"Tell us what she is like," said Behári Lál, "for there are many blind +girls, and we might tell you of the wrong one."</p> + +<p>Reuben gave a few particulars of Hira's appearance, which the father +and son gravely listened to.</p> + +<p>And at the end, the man asked, "And who may 'you' be, that you should +be looking for this girl? Perhaps you are her brother?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I am not," answered Reuben; "I am no relation at all. But +Rámpál Singh and his daughter have been very kind to my mother, and as +they are in great trouble about this lost girl, I am trying to find +her."</p> + +<p>"And who is Rámpál Singh? And where does he live?" asked the man +carelessly.</p> + +<p>Reuben was delighted at the opportunity, and eagerly exclaimed, "Shall +I take you to his house? Then you can tell him all you know."</p> + +<p>"What do I know about this girl?" was the answer. "But you can show me +the house; it will do no harm."</p> + +<p>So Reuben led the way while the others followed.</p> + +<p>When they arrived, Rámpál Singh had just returned after another vain +search.</p> + +<p>Reuben introduced his two companions by saying, "I think this man knows +something about Hira, so I have brought him to you."</p> + +<p>Behári Lál was ready to contradict this statement, but his father +stopped him.</p> + +<p>Then began a conversation, from which Rámpál Singh gathered, with some +difficulty, for he could get no direct answer, that the man "could" +give some information, but he was determined to gain something for +himself by doing so. It was quite evident that if a sufficient reward +was offered, Hira would very soon be produced.</p> + +<p>This was a perplexing turn for things to take, for, anxious as Rámpál +Singh was to rescue the blind girl and bring her home again, he +hesitated at taking such means. Besides, if it should be proved that +the man was any relation, and so had a claim on the girl, having once +obtained money on this account, he might try to do so again and again.</p> + +<p>Before there had been time to settle this knotty point, suddenly +Shushila and Anandi appeared in sight, bringing Hira with them.</p> + +<p>The man's face fell, and Behári Lál gave an exclamation of surprise. +But neither of them revealed the fact that this was the blind girl of +whom they could have given some information if they had chosen.</p> + +<p>Rámpál Singh said gravely, "I see my daughter has found the missing +child, so we need not trouble you any more."</p> + +<p>And the father and son quietly walked away.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0120" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0120.jpg" alt="image0120"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_51">TO-DAY.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"THERE!" cried Mrs. Rosendale, stopping short in her walk. "I have +never given poor Mrs. Lee that money after all! How stupid of me!"</p> + +<p>"You gave her the parcel," said Beatrice; "won't that do for to-day?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Rosendale sighed. She was very, very tired—almost too tired to +contemplate another twenty minutes' walk through the snow, and yet the +money she had taken for Mrs. Lee was urgently needed.</p> + +<p>She hesitated still, and Beatrice fidgeted her hoop backwards and +forwards. She knew her mother was weary and that she might offer to go +by herself, but it was dull to go alone.</p> + +<p>"Can't they wait till to-morrow?" she said grudgingly. "You are always +doing things for them."</p> + +<p>"He that 'seeth his brother have need, and shutteth up his compassion +from him, how dwelleth the love of God in him?'" said Mrs. Rosendale +thoughtfully. "We know their need, Beatrice. Yes, I must go." She +turned round resolutely and set off at a brisk pace.</p> + +<p>"I 'spose I can go," said Beatrice, lagging a step or so behind. "You +go home, mother. Mrs. Lee ought to be very grateful to you, wearing +yourself out like this."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0121" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"><a id="Image0121"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0121.jpg" alt="image0121"></a></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I shouldn't like you to go grudgingly, dear," said Mrs. Rosendale, +pausing and looking into the clouded little face, "for to help these +poor ones is to serve the Lord Jesus."</p> + +<p>"I said I'd go," repeated Beatrice.</p> + +<p>She could not quite conjure up a smile, it did seem such an unnecessary +bother to go back, but she held out her hand for the money, and +strolled slowly away.</p> + +<p>She had not intended to do more than pop the money into Mrs. Lee's hand +and return at once; but such a mite of a boy opened the door and told +her to come to mother 'cause baby was a-dying that she felt obliged to +step inside. And once in, she stood fascinated.</p> + +<p>Such a poor bare room, such a tiny fire, such a pale, sorrowful mother, +such a tiny, pinched baby lying with closed eyes on her lap.</p> + +<p>"Mother sent you this," said Beatrice in a whisper.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lee's eyes brightened. "The doctor has just been, miss, and he +said as how we might still save the baby with proper nourishment. +Will you tell your dear mother, and say I can't thank her enough? The +money's just come in time, please God."</p> + +<p>Beatrice went home to find warm shoes and hot cocoa awaiting her, and +she delivered her message, but she said little of all she had seen.</p> + +<p>The next day, thought snow was falling fast, she volunteered to go +again and see how the baby did. And an hour later, she came flying into +her mother's room.</p> + +<p>"Mother, it's better! It's got its eyes open and smiled at me!" Then +she flung her arms round her mother's neck, and her eyes filled with +sudden tears. "Oh, mother darling, if you hadn't persisted in going +yesterday, it might have been dead."</p> + +<p>"I thought 'you' went, my child."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Beatrice slowly, "but I hated going. Now I am so very, very +glad. Mrs. Lee said God must have sent us just at the right minute."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>HIRA'S QUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h2><a id="S_18_C_22">CHAPTER XXII.—"SHE ONLY TOUCHED THE HEM OF HIS GARMENT."</a></h2> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>HIRA had much to tell of all which had befallen her from the time when +she left her home under the protection of the old woman.</p> + +<p>The child had a natural gift for telling stories, and as she related +her adventures, the whole household listened with the keenest interest.</p> + +<p>As she described Sukhiya's death, she felt as if she were living +through the scene, and what had been for a time banished from her mind +by other things, now came back with intense reality.</p> + +<p>"I never knew she loved me so much," said the girl tearfully, "but I +see it all now, and that she told that lie—that believing me to be +dead, no one might try to get me back again. If only she had believed +on the Lord Jesus and had been made ready to meet God, I would not +mind, because then I would have been sure of seeing her again; but now +she has gone, and I will never see her any more. Poor Sukhiya!"</p> + +<p>"But how do you know that she did not trust the Lord Jesus, and that He +did not make her ready to meet God?" asked Rámpál Singh.</p> + +<p>The girl's face brightened. "Oh! Do you think He did? She did not seem +to care, and there was such a little while."</p> + +<p>"And how long did it take the Lord Jesus to cleanse the man who was +full of leprosy, or to heal the woman who touched the hem of His +garment? Sukhiya said, 'Lord Jesus, save my soul,' but that woman did +not say one word, and yet she was healed. It takes us a long time to do +a very little thing, but the Lord can do a great work in a very little +time."</p> + +<p>"Then you really think," said Hira joyfully, "that I shall see my dear +old Sukhiya again, and be able to tell her that I did really love her?"</p> + +<p>"I know this," was the answer, "that the love of our Lord is just as +tender and forgiving and His power is just as great as it was before He +died on the cross, and if Sukhiya asked Him from her heart to save her, +that He never said her nay."</p> + +<p>"Then I 'will' believe that Sukhiya has gone to be with God, and that +I shall meet her there. And I am very glad now that I got lost again, +though I was so frightened at the time."</p> + +<p>As she continued her story, she told how, after her uncle and cousin +had gone out, and her aunt was bargaining with the flour-seller, she +went and sat close by the door and began to sing, because, she said, +"I knew I could not see if anyone I knew passed by, and my aunt would +have been angry if I had sat with the door open, or on the doorstep, so +that I could be seen. But I thought, 'If I sit and sing, someone who is +looking for me may hear my voice and know that I am here.'"</p> + +<p>"It must have been God who put that thought into your heart," said +Shushila, "for that is just how we found you. We did not know where to +go and look for you, but all at once, I heard the sound of singing, and +when I came a little nearer, I said, 'It is surely Hira's voice.' And +when I pushed the door open, there you were."</p> + +<p>"And was your aunt willing to let you go?" asked Rámpál Singh.</p> + +<p>"No, indeed she was not," said Shushila. "She said Hira must wait till +her uncle returned, to say what was to be done. I think she really +wanted to let her go, but was afraid what her husband would say."</p> + +<p>Then Hira spoke. "So I said I was very hungry, and I asked her to give +me something to eat. She said quite angrily, 'Do you think I am going +to feed a Christian?'</p> + +<p>"So I asked, 'How can I live here if you will not feed me?'</p> + +<p>"Then we came away and she did not try to stop us, only we heard her +talking very loud as we walked away down the lane. Oh, I am glad that +I have come back, for I was so afraid they would keep me, and that I +should get angry again."</p> + +<p>There was no need for Shushila and her father to say that they were +very glad too. But there was fear mixed with their joy, for now that +Hira's relatives had discovered where she lived, and were evidently +anxious to make something out of her, it was hardly likely that they +would be left in peace.</p> + +<p>However, as the days passed by and nothing more was heard or seen of +Behári Lál and his father, the fear was soon forgotten, and except for +the remembrance of Sukhiya and the closing scene of her life, Hira's +adventure passed from the minds of all.</p> + +<p>It was only a few days later that Mary Dayál came to Rámpál Singh's +house to ask for some advice from her friend.</p> + +<p>Shushila and her father were not at home, but Hira, recognising the +voice, cried eagerly, "Please don't go away. I am here, and I want you +to listen to something."</p> + +<p>Mary, who always had a warm place in her heart for the blind child, was +quite willing to spend a little time with her.</p> + +<p>When she had been seated, Hira said, "You must not try to 'see' +anything, you must only listen."</p> + +<p>Then a voice began to read, rather slowly and hesitatingly, but quite +clearly, "'In My Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I +would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.'"</p> + +<p>It was difficult not to look round and see the reader, but Mary obeyed +her orders. After several verses had been read, Hira came to her +friend's side, and with a beaming face asked,—</p> + +<p>"Do you know who was reading? It was I, but you didn't know that blind +people could read before, did you?"</p> + +<p>Mary expressed quite enough surprise and pleasure to satisfy the +delighted child, who was then quite willing to fetch her book and show +its wonders.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she exclaimed, "And, oh, I want to tell you something I never +knew before. Shushila says that when the Lord Jesus said those words, +'I will come again, and receive you unto Myself,' He meant just exactly +what He said, and that He is really and truly coming back again, +perhaps very soon. Are you not glad?"</p> + +<p>There was a thrill of joy in Mary's voice as she answered, "Yes, +indeed, child. Why should we not be glad to see our dear Lord whom we +love so much?"</p> + +<p>"But it will be best of all for me," cried the child again, "because +when Jesus comes, I shall have my new eyes and not be blind any more. +And shan't I be just like that blind man? Because the first person he +ever saw was the Lord Jesus, and so He will be the first that I shall +see. It used to make me angry that I did not have my new eyes all at +once, but now I think I am rather glad, because it makes me want the +Lord Jesus to come all the more, and Shushila says it must make Him sad +if we do not want Him to come."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid," said Mary sadly, "there are a great many who do not care +about His coming."</p> + +<p>Then said Hira thoughtfully, "That must be either because they do +not know and love Him, or else, that they are not ready to meet Him. +Shushila says we cannot be glad unless we are ready, and now I know +what she meant when she said the Lord Jesus would give me something +better than new eyes. He has given me a new heart, and some day I shall +have the new eyes too."</p> + +<p>There was silence, and then Mary spoke again. "When I first heard that +the Lord Jesus was coming back, I felt very glad, but sometimes I feel +afraid, because I think I shall be ashamed that I am not more fit to +meet Him."</p> + +<p>Neither of the two speakers had noticed that Shushila and her father +had come in, and they started as Rámpál Singh said earnestly, "We know +that when He shall appear, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him +as He is. There will be no need to be ashamed when we are like our own +blessed Lord."</p> + +<p>No one spoke till Shushila said joyously, "Oh, how happy and how good +we ought to be, for whether we have much or little in this world, we +have 'everything' in Jesus Christ our Lord; and when we look forward to +what we are going to 'be' and to 'have,' no words seem enough to thank +and praise God for all His wonderful love and goodness."</p> + +<p>"And," responded her father, "the very least we can do is to seek to +walk worthily of this high calling, and so to be to the praise of His +glory."</p> + +<p>Thus, we leave them. The father and daughter seeking to raise others +to the same height of spiritual life and happiness to which they have +themselves been brought.</p> + +<p>The husband and wife starting life afresh, with an almighty hand to +uphold them as they run together the heavenly race. And Hira, the blind +child, whose eyes had been opened already to see the things "which are +unseen and eternal," looks forward with joy to the time when in the day +of perfect vision she will see "the King in His beauty."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0122" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0122.jpg" alt="image0122"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0123" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0123.jpg" alt="image0123"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b><a id="S_43">SUNSET FOR JAMIE.</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY CATHARINE SHAW.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WHAT'S father doing now?" asked a little invalid, raising his head +ever so slightly from his pillow.</p> + +<p>"I don't rightly know, Jamie; but I see it's near sundown, and he and +the sheep will be making their way home."</p> + +<p>The little boy's eyes brightened. "I'm glad of that," he said, with a +weary little sigh. "I'm always glad when sunset comes, and then again +I'm always glad when sunrise comes. Isn't that funny?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I know of," said the busy mother, darning in and out over a +big hole in her eldest boy's stocking. She thought she was glad too +when the sunset came, and the day's work was nearly over; and then when +the light came once more, she was glad that the new day was there, with +its new duties and new strength to do them.</p> + +<p>Perhaps something else in her thought was reflected in the child's +eyes; for she put down her work and stroked his hair tenderly.</p> + +<p>"There's the same Shepherd to lead His little lamb towards Home at +sunset as there is to lead him to the pastures at sunrise, Jamie. He +loves you, and will not give you more to bear than He will give you +strength for."</p> + +<p>Jamie's eyes watered in sympathy with hers. He knew that his mother had +learned the lesson herself, or she would not have said it.</p> + +<p>"And what is father doing 'now?'" he asked, when she took up her +darning again.</p> + +<p>"He is getting near home, I should think; and the sheep and lambs are +hurrying a little to reach the fold before nightfall. And father is +thinking of his Jamie, and praying that his pain may be better—"</p> + +<p>Jamie nodded ever so little; he was sure of all that too.</p> + +<p>"You can tell him that I think it is—a little," he whispered; "that +will make him eat his supper better—"</p> + +<p>Then there was a stir in the yard, and the sheep-dog came barking up +the path. And in a moment, a kind, weather-beaten face peeped in, and a +cheery voice, which was music to Jamie's heart, said—</p> + +<p>"And how's my little laddie to-night? Here's father come back, and all +the sheep are in the fold, Jamie!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image0124" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image0124.jpg" alt="image0124"></figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>END.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 78888 ***</div> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/78888-h/images/image001.jpg b/78888-h/images/image001.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..9710580 --- /dev/null +++ b/78888-h/images/image001.jpg diff --git a/78888-h/images/image002.jpg b/78888-h/images/image002.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..143670e --- /dev/null +++ b/78888-h/images/image002.jpg diff --git a/78888-h/images/image003.jpg b/78888-h/images/image003.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..be00b7e --- /dev/null +++ b/78888-h/images/image003.jpg diff --git a/78888-h/images/image004.jpg 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