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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Passages From The American Notebooks, Volume 2 + +Author: Nathaniel Hawthorne + + +Release Date: May, 2005 [EBook #8089] +This file was first posted on June 13, 2003 +Last Updated: April 3, 2013 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PASSAGES AMERICAN *** + + + + +Produced by Tapio Riikonen and David Widger + + + + + +</pre> + <div style="height: 8em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h1> + PASSAGES FROM THE AMERICAN NOTE-BOOKS, VOLUME II + </h1> + <p> + <br /> + </p> + <h2> + By Nathaniel Hawthorne + </h2> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <h3> + [EXTRACTS FROM HIS PRIVATE LETTERS.] + </h3> + <p> + Brook Farm, Oak Hill, April 13th, 1841.—. . . . Here I am in a polar + Paradise! I know not how to interpret this aspect of nature,—whether + it be of good or evil omen to our enterprise. But I reflect that the + Plymouth pilgrims arrived in the midst of storm, and stepped ashore upon + mountain snowdrifts; and, nevertheless, they prospered, and became a great + people,—and doubtless it will be the same with us. I laud my stars, + however, that you will not have your first impressions of (perhaps) our + future home from such a day as this. . . . Through faith, I persist in + believing that Spring and Summer will come in their due season; but the + unregenerated man shivers within me, and suggests a doubt whether I may + not have wandered within the precincts of the Arctic Circle, and chosen my + heritage among everlasting snows. . . . Provide yourself with a good stock + of furs, and, if you can obtain the skin of a polar bear, you will find it + a very suitable summer dress for this region. . . . + </p> + <p> + I have not yet taken my first lesson in agriculture, except that I went to + see our cows foddered, yesterday afternoon. We have eight of our own; and + the number is now increased by a transcendental heifer belonging to Miss + Margaret Fuller. She is very fractious, I believe, and apt to kick over + the milk-pail. . . . I intend to convert myself into a milkmaid this + evening, but I pray Heaven that Mr. Ripley may be moved to assign me the + kindliest cow in the herd, otherwise I shall perform my duty with fear and + trembling. . . . + </p> + <p> + I like my brethren in affliction very well; and, could you see us sitting + round our table at meal-times, before the great kitchen fire, you would + call it a cheerful sight. Mrs. B——— is a most + comfortable woman to behold. She looks as if her ample person were stuffed + full of tenderness,—indeed, as if she were all one great, kind + heart. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + April 14th, 10 A. M.—. . . . I did not milk the cows last night, + because Mr. Ripley was afraid to trust them to my hands, or me to their + horns, I know not which. But this morning I have done wonders. Before + breakfast, I went out to the barn and began to chop hay for the cattle, + and with such "righteous vehemence," as Mr. Ripley says, did I labor, that + in the space of ten minutes I broke the machine. Then I brought wood and + replenished the fires; and finally went down to breakfast, and ate up a + huge mound of buckwheat cakes. After breakfast, Mr. Ripley put a + four-pronged instrument into my hands, which he gave me to understand was + called a pitchfork; and he and Mr. Farley being armed with similar + weapons, we all three commenced a gallant attack upon a heap of manure. + This office being concluded, and I having purified myself, I sit down to + finish this letter. . . . + </p> + <p> + Miss Fuller's cow hooks the other cows, and has made herself ruler of the + herd, and behaves in a very tyrannical manner. . . . I shall make an + excellent husbandman,—I feel the original Adam reviving within me. + </p> + <p> + April 16th.—. . . . Since I last wrote, there has been an addition + to our community of four gentlemen in sables, who promise to be among our + most useful and respectable members. They arrived yesterday about noon. + Mr. Ripley had proposed to them to join us, no longer ago than that very + morning. I had some conversation with them in the afternoon, and was glad + to hear them express much satisfaction with their new abode and all the + arrangements. They do not appear to be very communicative, however, + —or perhaps it may be merely an external reserve, like my own, to + shield their delicacy. Several of their prominent characteristics, as well + as their black attire, lead me to believe that they are members of the + clerical profession; but I have not yet ascertained from their own lips + what has been the nature of their past lives. I trust to have much + pleasure in their society, and, sooner or later, that we shall all of us + derive great strength from our intercourse with them. I cannot too highly + applaud the readiness with which these four gentlemen in black have thrown + aside all the fopperies and flummeries which have their origin in a false + state of society. When I last saw them, they looked as heroically + regardless of the stains and soils incident to our profession as I did + when I emerged from the gold-mine. . . . + </p> + <p> + I have milked a cow!!! . . . . The herd has rebelled against the + usurpation of Miss Fuller's heifer; and, whenever they are turned out of + the barn, she is compelled to take refuge under our protection. So much + did she impede my labors by keeping close to me, that I found it necessary + to give her two or three gentle pats with a shovel; but still she + preferred to trust herself to my tender mercies, rather than venture among + the horns of the herd. She is not an amiable cow; but she has a very + intelligent face, and seems to be of a reflective cast of character. I + doubt not that she will soon perceive the expediency of being on good + terms with the rest of the sisterhood. + </p> + <p> + I have not yet been twenty yards from our house and barn; but I begin to + perceive that this is a beautiful place. The scenery is of a mild and + placid character, with nothing bold in its aspect; but I think its + beauties will grow upon us, and make us love it the more, the longer we + live here. There is a brook, so near the house that we shall be able to + hear its ripple in the summer evenings, . . . . but, for agricultural + purposes, it has been made to flow in a straight and rectangular fashion, + which does it infinite damage as a picturesque object. . . . + </p> + <p> + It was a moment or two before I could think whom you meant by Mr. Dismal + View. Why, he is one of the best of the brotherhood, so far as + cheerfulness goes; for if he do not laugh himself, he makes the rest of us + laugh continually. He is the quaintest and queerest personage you ever + saw,—full of dry jokes, the humor of which is so incorporated with + the strange twistifications of his physiognomy, that his sayings ought to + be written down, accompanied with illustrations by Cruikshank. Then he + keeps quoting innumerable scraps of Latin, and makes classical allusions, + while we are turning over the goldmine; and the contrast between the + nature of his employment and the character of his thoughts is irresistibly + ludicrous. + </p> + <p> + I have written this epistle in the parlor, while Farmer Ripley, and Farmer + Farley, and Farmer Dismal View were talking about their agricultural + concerns. So you will not wonder if it is not a classical piece of + composition, either in point of thought or expression. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + Mr. Ripley has bought four black pigs. + </p> + <p> + April 22d.—. . . . What an abominable hand do I scribble! but I have + been chopping wood, and turning a grindstone all the forenoon; and such + occupations are apt to disturb the equilibrium of the muscles and sinews. + It is an endless surprise to me how much work there is to be done in the + world; but, thank God, I am able to do my share of it,—and my + ability increases daily. What a great, broad-shouldered, elephantine + personage I shall become by and by! + </p> + <p> + I milked two cows this morning, and would send you some of the milk, only + that it is mingled with that which was drawn forth by Mr. Dismal View and + the rest of the brethren. + </p> + <p> + April 28th.—. . . . I was caught by a cold during my visit to + Boston. It has not affected my whole frame, but took entire possession of + my head, as being the weakest and most vulnerable part. Never did anybody + sneeze with such vehemence and frequency; and my poor brain has been in a + thick fog; or, rather, it seemed as if my head were stuffed with coarse + wool. . . . Sometimes I wanted to wrench it off, and give it a great kick, + like a football. + </p> + <p> + This annoyance has made me endure the bad weather with even less than + ordinary patience; and my faith was so far exhausted that, when they told + me yesterday that the sun was setting clear, I would not even turn my eyes + towards the west. But this morning I am made all over anew, and have no + greater remnant of my cold than will serve as an excuse for doing no work + to-day. + </p> + <p> + The family has been dismal and dolorous throughout the storm. The night + before last, William Allen was stung by a wasp on the eyelid; whereupon + the whole side of his face swelled to an enormous magnitude, so that, at + the breakfast-table, one half of him looked like a blind giant (the eye + being closed), and the other half had such a sorrowful and ludicrous + aspect that I was constrained to laugh out of sheer pity. The same day, a + colony of wasps was discovered in my chamber, where they had remained + throughout the winter, and were now just bestirring themselves, doubtless + with the intention of stinging me from head to foot A similar discovery + was made in Mr. Farley's room. In short, we seem to have taken up our + abode in a wasps' nest. Thus you see a rural life is not one of unbroken + quiet and serenity. + </p> + <p> + If the middle of the day prove warm and pleasant, I promise myself to take + a walk. . . . I have taken one walk with Mr. Farley; and I could not have + believed that there was such seclusion at so short a distance from a great + city. Many spots seem hardly to have been visited for ages,—not + since John Eliot preached to the Indians here. If we were to travel a + thousand miles, we could not escape the world more completely than we can + here. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + I read no newspapers, and hardly remember who is President, and feel as if + I had no more concern with what other people trouble themselves about than + if I dwelt in another planet. + </p> + <p> + May 1st.—. . . . Every day of my life makes me feel more and more + how seldom a fact is accurately stated; how, almost invariably, when a + story has passed through the mind of a third person, it becomes, so far as + regards the impression that it makes in further repetitions, little better + than a falsehood, and this, too, though the narrator be the most + truth-seeking person in existence. How marvellous the tendency is! . . . + Is truth a fantasy which we are to pursue forever and never grasp? + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + My cold has almost entirely departed. Were it a sunny day, I should + consider myself quite fit for labor out of doors; but as the ground is so + damp, and the atmosphere so chill, and the sky so sullen, I intend to keep + myself on the sick-list this one day longer, more especially as I wish to + read Carlyle on Heroes. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + There has been but one flower found in this vicinity,—and that was + an anemone, a poor, pale, shivering little flower, that had crept under a + stone-wall for shelter. Mr. Farley found it, while taking a walk with me. + </p> + <p> + . . . . This is May-day! Alas, what a difference between the ideal and the + real! + </p> + <p> + May 4th.—. . . . My cold no longer troubles me, and all the morning + I have been at work under the clear blue sky, on a hillside. Sometimes it + almost seemed as if I were at work in the sky itself, though the material + in which I wrought was the ore from our gold-mine. Nevertheless, there is + nothing so unseemly and disagreeable in this sort of toil as you could + think. It defiles the hands, indeed, but not the soul. This gold ore is a + pure and wholesome substance, else our mother Nature would not devour it + so readily, and derive so much nourishment from it, and return such a rich + abundance of good grain and roots in requital of it. + </p> + <p> + The farm is growing very beautiful now,—not that we yet see anything + of the peas and potatoes which we have planted; but the grass blushes + green on the slopes and hollows. I wrote that word "blush" almost + unconsciously; so we will let it go as an inspired utterance. + </p> + <p> + When I go forth afield, . . . . I look beneath the stonewalls, where the + verdure is richest, in hopes that a little company of violets, or some + solitary bud, prophetic of the summer, may be there. . . . But not a + wildflower have I yet found. One of the boys gathered some yellow cowslips + last Sunday; but I am well content not to have found them, for they are + not precisely what I should like to send to you, though they deserve honor + and praise, because they come to us when no others will. We have our + parlor here dressed in evergreen as at Christmas. That beautiful little + flower-vase . . . . stands on Mr. Ripley's study-table, at which I am now + writing. It contains some daffodils and some willow-blossoms. I brought it + here rather than keep it in my chamber, because I never sit there, and it + gives me many pleasant emotions to look round and be surprised—for + it is often a surprise, though I well know that it is there—by + something connected with the idea [of a friend]. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + I do not believe that I should be patient here if I were not engaged in a + righteous and heaven-blessed way of life. When I was in the Custom-House + and then at Salem I was not half so patient. . . . + </p> + <p> + We had some tableaux last evening, the principal characters being + sustained by Mr. Farley and Miss Ellen Slade. They went off very well. . . + . + </p> + <p> + I fear it is time for me—sod-compelling as I am—to take the + field again. + </p> + <p> + May 11th.—. . . . This morning I arose at milking-time in good trim + for work; and we have been employed partly in an Augean labor of clearing + out a wood-shed, and partly in carting loads of oak. This afternoon I hope + to have something to do in the field, for these jobs about the house are + not at all to my taste. + </p> + <p> + June 1st.—. . . . I have been too busy to write a long letter by + this opportunity, for I think this present life of mine gives me an + antipathy to pen and ink, even more than my Custom-House experience did. . + . . In the midst of toil, or after a hard day's work in the goldmine, my + soul obstinately refuses to be poured out on paper. That abominable + gold-mine! Thank God, we anticipate getting rid of its treasures in the + course of two or three days! Of all hateful places that is the worst, and + I shall never comfort myself for having spent so many days of blessed + sunshine there. It is my opinion that a man's soul may be buried and + perish under a dung-heap, or in a furrow of the field, just as well as + under a pile of money. + </p> + <p> + Mr. George Bradford will probably be here to-day, so that there will be no + danger of my being under the necessity of laboring more than I like + hereafter. Meantime my health is perfect, and my spirits buoyant, even in + the gold-mine. + </p> + <p> + August 12th.—. . . . I am very well, and not at all weary, for + yesterday's rain gave us a holiday; and, moreover, the labors of the farm + are not so pressing as they have been. And, joyful thought! in a little + more than a fortnight; I shall be free from my bondage,—. . . . free + to enjoy Nature,—free to think and feel! . . . . Even my + Custom-House experience was not such a thraldom and weariness; my mind and + heart were free. O, labor is the curse of the world, and nobody can meddle + with it without becoming proportionably brutified! Is it a praiseworthy + matter that I have spent five golden months in providing food for cows and + horses? It is not so. + </p> + <p> + August 18th.—I am very well, only somewhat tired with walking half a + dozen miles immediately after breakfast, and raking hay ever since. We + shall quite finish haying this week, and then there will be no more very + hard or constant labor during the one other week that I shall remain a + slave. + </p> + <p> + August 22d.—. . . . I had an indispensable engagement in the + bean-field, whither, indeed, I was glad to betake myself, in order to + escape a parting scene with ———. He was quite out of his + wits the night before, and I sat up with him till long past midnight. The + farm is pleasanter now that he is gone; for his unappeasable wretchedness + threw a gloom over everything. Since I last wrote, we have done haying, + and the remainder of my bondage will probably be light. It will be a long + time, however, before I shall know how to make a good use of leisure, + either as regards enjoyment or literary occupation. . . . + </p> + <p> + It is extremely doubtful whether Mr. Ripley will succeed in locating his + community on this farm. He can bring Mr. E——— to no + terms, and the more they talk about the matter, the further they appear to + be from a settlement. We must form other plans for ourselves; for I can + see few or no signs that Providence purposes to give us a home here. I am + weary, weary, thrice weary, of waiting so many ages. Whatever may be my + gifts, I have not hitherto shown a single one that may avail to gather + gold. I confess that I have strong hopes of good from this arrangement + with M———; but when I look at the scanty avails of my + past literary efforts, I do not feel authorized to expect much from the + future. Well, we shall see. Other persons have bought large estates and + built splendid mansions with such little books as I mean to write; so that + perhaps it is not unreasonable to hope that mine may enable me to build a + little cottage, or, at least, to buy or hire one. But I am becoming more + and more convinced that we must not lean upon this community. Whatever is + to be done must be done by my own undivided strength. I shall not remain + here through the winter, unless with an absolute certainty that there will + be a house ready for us in the spring. Otherwise, I shall return to + Boston;—still, however, considering myself an associate of the + community, so that we may take advantage of any more favorable aspect of + affairs. How much depends on these little books! Methinks if anything + could draw out my whole strength, it would be the motives that now press + upon me. Yet, after all, I must keep these considerations out of my mind, + because an external pressure always disturbs instead of assisting me. + </p> + <p> + Salem, September 3d.—. . . . But really I should judge it to be + twenty years since I left Brook Farm; and I take this to be one proof that + my life there was an unnatural and unsuitable, and therefore an unreal + one. It already looks like a dream behind me. The real Me was never an + associate of the community; there has been a spectral Appearance there, + sounding the horn at daybreak, and milking the cows, and hoeing potatoes, + and raking hay, toiling in the sun, and doing me the honor to assume my + name. But this spectre was not myself. Nevertheless, it is somewhat + remarkable that my hands have, during the past summer, grown very brown + and rough, insomuch that many people persist in believing that I, after + all, was the aforesaid spectral horn-sounder, cow-milker, potato-hoer, and + hay-raker. But such people do not know a reality from a shadow. Enough of + nonsense. I know not exactly how soon I shall return to the farm. Perhaps + not sooner than a fortnight, from to-morrow. + </p> + <p> + Salem, September 14th.—. . . . Master Cheever is a very good subject + for a sketch, especially if he be portrayed in the very act of executing + judgment on an evildoer. The little urchin may be laid across his knee, + and his arms and legs, and whole person indeed, should be flying all + abroad, in an agony of nervous excitement and corporeal smart. The Master, + on the other hand, must be calm, rigid, without anger or pity, the very + personification of that immitigable law whereby suffering follows sin. + Meantime the lion's head should have a sort of sly twist on one side of + its mouth, and a wink of one eye, in order to give the impression that, + after all, the crime and the punishment are neither of them the most + serious things in the world. I could draw the sketch myself, if I had but + the use of ———'s magic fingers. + </p> + <p> + Then the Acadians will do very well for the second sketch. They might be + represented as just landing on the wharf; or as presenting themselves + before Governor Shirley, seated in the great chair. Another subject might + be old Cotton Mather, venerable in a three-cornered hat and other antique + attire, walking the streets of Boston, and lifting up his hands to bless + the people, while they all revile him. An old dame should be seen, + flinging water, or emptying some vials of medicine on his head from the + latticed window of an old-fashioned house; and all around must be tokens + of pestilence and mourning,—as a coffin borne along,—a woman + or children weeping on a doorstep. Can the tolling of the Old South bell + be painted? + </p> + <p> + If not this, then the military council, holden at Boston by the Earl of + Loudon and other captains and governors, might be taken, his lordship in + the great chair, an old-fashioned, military figure, with a star on his + breast. Some of Louis XV.'s commanders will give the costume. On the + table, and scattered about the room, must be symbols of warfare,—swords, + pistols, plumed hats, a drum, trumpet, and rolled-up banner in one leap. + It were not amiss to introduce the armed figure of an Indian chief, as + taking part in the council,—or standing apart from the English, + erect and stern. + </p> + <p> + Now for Liberty Tree. There is an engraving of that famous vegetable in + Snow's History of Boston. If represented, I see not what scene can be + beneath it, save poor Mr. Oliver, taking the oath. He must have on a + bag-wig, ruffled sleeves, embroidered coat, and all such ornaments, + because he is the representative of aristocracy and an artificial system. + The people may be as rough and wild as the fancy can make them; + nevertheless, there must be one or two grave, puritanical figures in the + midst. Such an one might sit in the great chair, and be an emblem of that + stern, considerate spirit which brought about the Revolution. But this + would be a hard subject. + </p> + <p> + But what a dolt am I to obtrude my counsel. . . . + </p> + <p> + September 16th.—. . . . I do not very well recollect Monsieur du + Miroir, but, as to Mrs. Bullfrog, I give her up to the severest + reprehension. The story was written as a mere experiment in that style; it + did not come from any depth within me,—neither my heart nor mind had + anything to do with it. I recollect that the Man of Adamant seemed a fine + idea to nee when I looked at it prophetically; but I failed in giving + shape and substance to the vision which I saw. I don't think it can be + very good. . . . + </p> + <p> + I cannot believe all these stories about ———, because + such a rascal never could be sustained and countenanced by respectable + men. I take him to be neither better nor worse than the average of his + tribe. However, I intend to have all my copyrights taken out in my own + name; and, if he cheat me once, I will have nothing more to do with him, + but will straightway be cheated by some other publisher,—that being, + of course, the only alternative. + </p> + <p> + Governor Shirley's young French wife might be the subject of one of the + cuts. She should sit in the great chair,—perhaps with a + dressing-glass before her,—and arrayed in all manner of fantastic + finery, and with an outre French air, while the old Governor is leaning + fondly over her, and a puritanic councillor or two are manifesting their + disgust in the background. A negro footman and a French waiting-maid might + be in attendance. + </p> + <p> + In Liberty Tree might be a vignette, representing the chair in a very + shattered, battered, and forlorn condition, after it had been ejected from + Hutchinson's house. This would serve to impress the reader with the woful + vicissitudes of sublunary things. . . . + </p> + <p> + Did you ever behold such a vile scribble as I write since I became a + farmer? My chirography always was abominable, but now it is outrageous. + </p> + <p> + Brook Farm, September 22d, 1841.—. . . . Here I am again, slowly + adapting myself to the life of this queer community, whence I seem to have + been absent half a lifetime, so utterly have I grown apart from the + spirit, and manners of the place. . . . I was most kindly received; and + the fields and woods looked very pleasant in the bright sunshine of the + day before yesterday. I have a friendlier disposition towards the farm, + now that I am no longer obliged to toil in its stubborn furrows. Yesterday + and to-day, however, the weather has been intolerable,—cold, chill, + sullen, so that it is impossible to be on kindly terms with Mother Nature. + . . . + </p> + <p> + I doubt whether I shall succeed in writing another volume of Grandfather's + Library while I remain here. I have not the sense of perfect seclusion + which has always been essential to my power of producing anything. It is + true, nobody intrudes into my room; but still I cannot be quiet. Nothing + here is settled; everything is but beginning to arrange itself, and though + I would seem to have little to do with aught beside my own thoughts, still + I cannot but partake of the ferment around me. My mind will not be + abstracted. I must observe, and think, and feel, and content myself with + catching glimpses of things which may be wrought out hereafter. Perhaps it + will be quite as well that I find myself unable to set seriously about + literary occupation for the present. It will be good to have a longer + interval between my labor of the body and that of the mind. I shall work + to the better purpose after the beginning of November. Meantime I shall + see these people and their enterprise under a new point of view, and + perhaps be able to determine whether we have any call to cast in our lot + among them. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + I do wish the weather would put off this sulky mood. Had it not been for + the warmth and brightness of Monday, when I arrived here, I should have + supposed that all sunshine had left Brook Farm forever. I have no + disposition to take long walks in such a state of the sky; nor have I any + buoyancy of spirit. I am a very dull person just at this time. + </p> + <p> + September 25th.—. . . . One thing is certain. I cannot and will not + spend the winter here. The time would be absolutely thrown away so far as + regards any literary labor to be performed. . . . + </p> + <p> + The intrusion of an outward necessity into labors of the imagination and + intellect is, to me, very painful. . . . + </p> + <p> + I had rather a pleasant walk to a distant meadow a day or two ago, and we + found white and purple grapes in great abundance, ripe, and gushing with + rich, pure juice when the hand pressed the clusters. Did you know what + treasures of wild grapes there are in this land? If we dwell here, we will + make our own wine. . . . + </p> + <p> + September 27th.—. . . . Now, as to the affair with ———, + I fully confide in your opinion that he intends to make an unequal bargain + with poor, simple, innocent me,—never having doubted this myself. + But how is he to accomplish it? I am not, nor shall be, the least in his + power, whereas he is, to a certain extent, in mine. He might announce his + projected Library, with me for the editor, in all the newspapers in the + universe; but still I could not be bound to become the editor, unless by + my own act; nor should I have the slightest scruple in refusing to be so, + at the last moment, if he persisted in treating me with injustice. Then, + as for his printing Grandfather's Chair, I have the copyright in my own + hands, and could and would prevent the sale, or make him account to me for + the profits, in case of need. Meantime he is making arrangements for + publishing the Library, contracting with other booksellers, and with + printers and engravers, and, with every step, making it more difficult for + himself to draw back. I, on the other hand, do nothing which I should not + do if the affair with ——— were at an end; for, if I + write a book, it will be just as available for some other publisher as for + him. Instead of getting me into his power by this delay, he has trusted to + my ignorance and simplicity, and has put himself in my power. + </p> + <p> + He is not insensible of this. At our last interview, he himself introduced + the subject of the bargain, and appeared desirous to close it. But I was + not prepared,—among other reasons, because I do not yet see what + materials I shall have for the republications in the Library; the works + that he has shown me being ill adapted for that purpose; and I wish first + to see some French and German books which he has sent for to New York. + And, before concluding the bargain, I have promised George Hillard to + consult him, and let him do the business. Is not this consummate + discretion? and am I not perfectly safe? . . . . I look at the matter with + perfect composure, and see all round my own position, and know that it is + impregnable. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + I was elected to two high offices last night,—viz. to be a trustee + of the Brook Farm estate, and Chairman of the Committee of Finance! . . . + . From the nature of my office, I shall have the chief direction of all + the money affairs of the community, the making of bargains, the + supervision of receipts and expenditures, etc., etc., etc. . . . + </p> + <p> + My accession to these august offices does not at all decide the question + of my remaining here permanently. I told Mr. Ripley that I could not spend + the winter at the farm, and that it was quite uncertain whether I returned + in the spring. . . . + </p> + <p> + Take no part, I beseech you, in these magnetic miracles. I am unwilling + that a power should be exercised on you of which we know neither the + origin nor consequence, and the phenomena of which seem rather calculated + to bewilder us than to teach us any truths about the present or future + state of being. . . . Supposing that the power arises from the transfusion + of one spirit into another, it seems to me that the sacredness of an + individual is violated by it; there would be an intruder into the holy of + holies. . . . I have no faith whatever, that people are raised to the + seventh heaven, or to any heaven at all, or that they gain any insight + into the mysteries of life beyond death by means of this strange science. + Without distrusting that the phenomena have really occurred, I think that + they are to be accounted for as the result of a material and physical, not + of a spiritual, influence. Opium has produced many a brighter vision of + heaven, I fancy, and just as susceptible of proof as these. They are + dreams. . . . And what delusion can be more lamentable and mischievous, + than to mistake the physical and material for the spiritual? what so + miserable as to lose the soul's true, though hidden knowledge and + consciousness of heaven in the mist of an earth-born vision? If we would + know what heaven is before we come thither, let us retire into the depths + of our own spirits, and we shall find it there among holy thoughts and + feelings; but let us not degrade high heaven and its inhabitants into any + such symbols and forms as Miss L——— describes; do not + let an earthly effluence from Mrs. P———'s corporeal + system bewilder and perhaps contaminate something spiritual and sacred. I + should as soon think of seeking revelations of the future state in the + rottenness of the grave,—where so many do seek it. . . . + </p> + <p> + The view which I take of this matter is caused by no want of faith in + mysteries; but from a deep reverence of the soul, and of the mysteries + which it knows within itself, but never transmits to the earthly eye and + ear. Keep the imagination sane,—that is one of the truest conditions + of communion with heaven. + </p> + <p> + Brook Farm, September 26th.—A walk this morning along the Needham + road. A clear, breezy morning, after nearly a week of cloudy and showery + weather. The grass is much more fresh and vivid than it was last month, + and trees still retain much of their verdure, though here and there is a + shrub or a bough arrayed in scarlet and gold. Along the road, in the midst + of a beaten track, I saw mushrooms or toadstools which had sprung up + probably during the night. + </p> + <p> + The houses in this vicinity are, many of them, quite antique, with long, + sloping roots, commencing at a few feet from the ground, and ending in a + lofty peak. Some of them have huge old elms overshadowing the yard. One + may see the family sleigh near the door, it having stood there all through + the summer sunshine, and perhaps with weeds sprouting through the crevices + of its bottom, the growth of the months since snow departed. Old barns, + patched and supported by timbers leaning against the sides, and stained + with the excrement of past ages. + </p> + <p> + In the forenoon I walked along the edge of the meadow towards Cow Island. + Large trees, almost a wood, principally of pine with the green + pasture-glades intermixed, and cattle feeding. They cease grazing when an + intruder appears, and look at him with long and wary observation, then + bend their heads to the pasture again. Where the firm ground of the + pasture ceases, the meadow begins, loose, spongy, yielding to the tread, + sometimes permitting the foot to sink into black mud, or perhaps over + ankles in water. Cattle-paths, somewhat firmer than the general surface, + traverse the dense shrubbery which has overgrown the meadow. This + shrubbery consists of small birch, elders, maples, and other trees, with + here and there white-pines of larger growth. The whole is tangled and wild + and thick-set, so that it is necessary to part the nestling stems and + branches, and go crashing through. There are creeping plants of various + sorts which clamber up the trees; and some of them have changed color in + the slight frosts which already have befallen these low grounds, so that + one sees a spiral wreath of scarlet leaves twining up to the top of a + green tree, intermingling its bright hues with their verdure, as if all + were of one piece. Sometimes, instead of scarlet, the spiral wreath is of + a golden yellow. + </p> + <p> + Within the verge of the meadow, mostly near the firm shore of pasture + ground, I found several grapevines, hung with an abundance of large purple + grapes. The vines had caught hold of maples and alders, and climbed to the + summit, curling round about and interwreathing their twisted folds in so + intimate a manner that it was not easy to tell the parasite from the + supporting tree or shrub. Sometimes the same vine had enveloped several + shrubs, and caused a strange, tangled confusion, converting all these poor + plants to the purpose of its own support, and hindering their growing to + their own benefit and convenience. The broad vine-leaves, some of them + yellow or yellowish-tinged, were seen apparently growing on the same stems + with the silver-mapled leaves, and those of the other shrubs, thus married + against their will by the conjugal twine; and the purple clusters of + grapes hung down from above and in the midst so that one might "gather + grapes," if not "of thorns," yet of as alien bushes. + </p> + <p> + One vine had ascended almost to the tip of a large white-pine, spreading + its leaves and hanging its purple clusters among all its boughs,—still + climbing and clambering, as if it would not be content till it had crowned + the very summit with a wreath of its own foliage and bunches of grapes. I + mounted high into the tree, and ate the fruit there, while the vine + wreathed still higher into the depths above my head. The grapes were sour, + being not yet fully ripe. Some of them, however, were sweet and pleasant. + </p> + <p> + September 27th.—A ride to Brighton yesterday morning, it being the + day of the weekly cattle-fair. William Allen and myself went in a wagon, + carrying a calf to be sold at the fair. The calf had not had his + breakfast, as his mother had preceded him to Brighton, and he kept + expressing his hunger and discomfort by loud, sonorous baas, especially + when we passed any cattle in the fields or in the road. The cows, grazing + within hearing, expressed great interest, and some of them came galloping + to the roadside to behold the calf. Little children, also, on their way to + school, stopped to laugh and point at poor little Bessie. He was a + prettily behaved urchin, and kept thrusting his hairy muzzle between + William and myself, apparently wishing to be stroked and patted. It was an + ugly thought that his confidence in human nature, and nature in general, + was to be so ill rewarded as by cutting his throat, and selling him in + quarters. This, I suppose, has been his fate before now! + </p> + <p> + It was a beautiful morning, clear as crystal, with an invigorating, but + not disagreeable coolness. The general aspect of the country was as green + as summer,—greener indeed than mid or latter summer,—and there + were occasional interminglings of the brilliant hues of autumn, which made + the scenery more beautiful, both visibly and in sentiment. We saw no + absolutely mean nor poor-looking abodes along the road. There were warm + and comfortable farm-houses, ancient, with the porch, the sloping roof, + the antique peak, the clustered chimney, of old times; and modern + cottages, smart and tasteful; and villas, with terraces before them, and + dense shade, and wooden urns on pillars, and other such tokens of + gentility. Pleasant groves of oak and walnut, also, there were, sometimes + stretching along valleys, sometimes ascending a hill and clothing it all + round, so as to make it a great clump of verdure. Frequently we passed + people with cows, oxen, sheep, or pigs for Brighton Fair. + </p> + <p> + On arriving at Brighton, we found the village thronged with people, + horses, and vehicles. Probably there is no place in New England where the + character of an agricultural population may be so well studied. Almost all + the farmers within a reasonable distance make it a point, I suppose, to + attend Brighton Fair pretty frequently, if not on business, yet as + amateurs. Then there are all the cattle-people and butchers who supply the + Boston market, and dealers from far and near; and every man who has a cow + or a yoke of oxen, whether to sell or buy, goes to Brighton on Monday. + There were a thousand or two of cattle in the extensive pens belonging to + the tavern-keeper, besides many that were standing about. One could hardly + stir a step without running upon the horns of one dilemma or another, in + the shape of ox, cow, bull, or ram. The yeomen appeared to be more in + their element than I have ever seen them anywhere else, except, indeed, at + labor,—more so than at musterings and such gatherings of amusement. + And yet this was a sort of festal day, as well as a day of business. Most + of the people were of a bulky make, with much bone and muscle, and some + good store of fat, as if they had lived on flesh-diet; with mottled faces, + too, hard and red, like those of persons who adhered to the old fashion of + spirit-drinking. Great, round-paunched country squires were there too, + sitting under the porch of the tavern, or waddling about, whip in hand, + discussing the points of the cattle. There were also gentlemen-farmers, + neatly, trimly, and fashionably dressed, in handsome surtouts, and + trousers strapped under their boots. Yeomen, too, in their black or blue + Sunday suits, cut by country tailors, and awkwardly worn. Others (like + myself) had on the blue stuff frocks which they wear in the fields, the + most comfortable garments that ever were invented. Country loafers were + among the throng,—men who looked wistfully at the liquors in the + bar, and waited for some friend to invite them to drink,—poor, + shabby, out-at-elbowed devils. Also, dandies from the city, corseted and + buckramed, who had come to see the humors of Brighton Fair. All these, and + other varieties of mankind, either thronged the spacious bar-room of the + hotel, drinking, smoking, talking, bargaining, or walked about among the + cattle-pens, looking with knowing eyes at the horned people. The owners of + the cattle stood near at hand, waiting for offers. There was something + indescribable in their aspect, that showed them to be the owners, though + they mixed among the crowd. The cattle, brought from a hundred separate + farms, or rather from a thousand, seemed to agree very well together, not + quarrelling in the least. They almost all had a history, no doubt, if they + could but have told it. The cows had each given her milk to support + families,—had roamed the pastures, and come home to the barn-yard, + had been looked upon as a sort of member of the domestic circle, and was + known by a name, as Brindle or Cherry. The oxen, with their necks bent by + the heavy yoke, had toiled in the plough-field and in haying-time for many + years, and knew their master's stall as well as the master himself knew + his own table. Even the young steers and the little calves had something + of domestic sacredness about them; for children had watched their growth, + and petted them, and played with them. And here they all were, old and + young, gathered from their thousand homes to Brighton Fair; whence the + great chance was that they would go to the slaughter-house, and thence be + transmitted, in sirloins, joints, and such pieces, to the tables of the + Boston folk. + </p> + <p> + William Allen had come to buy four little pigs to take the places of four + who have now grown large at our farm, and are to be fatted and killed + within a few weeks. There were several hundreds, in pens appropriated to + their use, grunting discordantly, and apparently in no very good humor + with their companions or the world at large. Most or many of these pigs + had been imported from the State of New York. The drovers set out with a + large number, and peddle them along the road till they arrive at Brighton + with the remainder. William selected four, and bought them at five cents + per pound. These poor little porkers were forthwith seized by the tails, + their legs tied, and they thrown into our wagon, where they kept up a + continual grunt and squeal till we got home. Two of them were yellowish, + or light gold-color, the other two were black and white speckled; and all + four of very piggish aspect and deportment. One of them snapped at + William's finger most spitefully, and bit it to the bone. + </p> + <p> + All the scene of the Fair was very characteristic and peculiar,—cheerful + and lively, too, in the bright, warm sun. I must see it again; for it + ought to be studied. + </p> + <p> + September 28th.—A picnic party in the woods, yesterday, in honor of + little Frank Dana's birthday, he being six years old. I strolled out, + after dinner, with Mr. Bradford, and in a lonesome glade we met the + apparition of an Indian chief, dressed in appropriate costume of blanket, + feathers, and paint, and armed with a musket. Almost at the same time, a + young gypsy fortune-teller came from among the trees, and proposed to tell + my fortune. While she was doing this, the goddess Diana let fly an arrow, + and hit me smartly in the hand. The fortune-teller and goddess were in + fine contrast, Diana being a blonde, fair, quiet, with a moderate + composure; and the gypsy (O. G.) a bright, vivacious, dark-haired, + rich-complexioned damsel,—both of them very pretty, at least pretty + enough to make fifteen years enchanting. Accompanied by these denizens of + the wild wood, we went onward, and came to a company of fantastic figures, + arranged in a ring for a dance or a game. There was a Swiss girl, an + Indian squaw, a negro of the Jim Crow order, one or two foresters, and + several people in Christian attire, besides children of all ages. Then + followed childish games, in which the grown people took part with mirth + enough,—while I, whose nature it is to be a mere spectator both of + sport and serious business, lay under the trees and looked on. Meanwhile, + Mr. Emerson and Miss Fuller, who arrived an hour or two before, came forth + into the little glade where we were assembled. Here followed much talk. + The ceremonies of the day concluded with a cold collation of cakes and + fruit. All was pleasant enough,—an excellent piece of work,—"would + 't were done!" It has left a fantastic impression on my memory, this + intermingling of wild and fabulous characters with real and homely ones, + in the secluded nook of the woods. I remember them, with the sunlight + breaking through overshadowing branches, and they appearing and + disappearing confusedly,—perhaps starting out of the earth; as if + the every-day laws of nature were suspended for this particular occasion. + There were the children, too, laughing and sporting about, as if they were + at home among such strange shapes,—and anon bursting into loud + uproar of lamentation, when the rude gambols of the merry archers chanced + to overturn them. And apart, with a shrewd, Yankee observation of the + scene, stands our friend Orange, a thick-set, sturdy figure, enjoying the + fun well enough, yet rather laughing with a perception of its + nonsensicalness than at all entering into the spirit of the thing. + </p> + <p> + This morning I have been helping to gather apples. The principal farm + labors at this time are ploughing for winter rye, and breaking up the + greensward for next year's crop of potatoes, gathering squashes, and not + much else, except such year-round employments as milking. The crop of rye, + to be sure, is in process of being thrashed, at odd intervals. + </p> + <p> + I ought to have mentioned among the diverse and incongruous growths of the + picnic party our two Spanish boys from Manilla;—Lucas, with his + heavy features and almost mulatto complexion; and Jose, slighter, with + rather a feminine face,—not a gay, girlish one, but grave, reserved, + eying you sometimes with an earnest but secret expression, and causing you + to question what sort of person he is. + </p> + <p> + Friday, October 1st.—I have been looking at our four swine,—not + of the last lot, but those in process of fattening. They lie among the + clean rye straw in the sty, nestling close together; for they seem to be + beasts sensitive to the cold, and this is a clear, bright, crystal + morning, with a cool northwest-wind. So there lie these four black swine, + as deep among the straw as they can burrow, the very symbols of slothful + ease and sensuous comfort. They seem to be actually oppressed and + overburdened with comfort. They are quick to notice any one's approach, + and utter a low grunt thereupon,—not drawing a breath for that + particular purpose, but grunting with their ordinary breath,—at the + same time turning an observant, though dull and sluggish eye upon the + visitor. They seem to be involved and buried in their own corporeal + substance, and to look dimly forth at the outer world. They breathe not + easily, and yet not with difficulty nor discomfort; for the very + unreadiness and oppression with which their breath cones appears to make + them sensible of the deep sensual satisfaction which they feel. Swill, the + remnant of their last meal, remains in the trough, denoting that their + food is more abundant than even a hog can demand. Anon they fall asleep, + drawing short and heavy breaths, which heave their huge sides up and down; + but at the slightest noise they sluggishly unclose their eyes, and give + another gentle grunt. They also grunt among themselves, without any + external cause; but merely to express their swinish sympathy. I suppose it + is the knowledge that these four grunters are doomed to die within two or + three weeks that gives them a sort of awfulness in my conception. It makes + me contrast their present gross substance of fleshly life with the + nothingness speedily to come. Meantime the four newly bought pigs are + running about the cow-yard, lean, active, shrewd, investigating + everything, as their nature is. When I throw an apple among them, they + scramble with one another for the prize, and the successful one scampers + away to eat it at leisure. They thrust their snouts into the mud, and pick + a grain of corn out of the rubbish. Nothing within their sphere do they + leave unexamined, grunting all the time with infinite variety of + expression. Their language is the most copious of that of any quadruped, + and, indeed, there is something deeply and indefinably interesting in the + swinish race. They appear the more a mystery the longer one gazes at them. + It seems as if there were an important meaning to them, if one could but + find it out. One interesting trait in them is their perfect independence + of character. They care not for man, and will not adapt themselves to his + notions, as other beasts do; but are true to themselves, and act out their + hoggish nature. + </p> + <p> + October 7th.—Since Saturday last (it being now Thursday), I have + been in Boston and Salem, and there has been a violent storm and rain + during the whole time. This morning shone as bright as if it meant to make + up for all the dismalness of the past days. Our brook, which in the summer + was no longer a running stream, but stood in pools along its pebbly + course, is now full from one grassy verge to the other, and hurries along + with a murmuring rush. It will continue to swell, I suppose, and in the + winter and spring it will flood all the broad meadows through which it + flows. + </p> + <p> + I have taken a long walk this forenoon along the Needham road, and across + the bridge, thence pursuing a cross-road through the woods, parallel with + the river, which I crossed again at Dedham. Most of the road lay through a + growth of young oaks principally. They still retain their verdure, though, + looking closely in among them, one perceives the broken sunshine falling + on a few sere or bright-hued tufts of shrubbery. In low, marshy spots, on + the verge of the meadows or along the river-side, there is a much more + marked autumnal change. Whole ranges of bushes are there painted with many + variegated lines, not of the brightest tint, but of a sober cheerfulness. + I suppose this is owing more to the late rains than to the frost; for a + heavy rain changes the foliage somewhat at this season. The first marked + frost was seen last Saturday morning. Soon after sunrise it lay, white as + snow, over all the grass, and on the tops of the fences, and in the yard, + on the heap of firewood. On Sunday, I think, there was a fall of snow, + which, however, did not lie on the ground a moment. + </p> + <p> + There is no season when such pleasant and sunny spots may be lighted on, + and produce so pleasant an effect on the feelings, as now in October. The + sunshine is peculiarly genial; and in sheltered places, as on the side of + a bank, or of a barn or house, one becomes acquainted and friendly with + the sunshine. It seems to be of a kindly and homely nature. And the green + grass, strewn with a few withered leaves, looks the more green and + beautiful for them. In summer or spring, Nature is farther from one's + sympathies. + </p> + <p> + October 8th.—Another gloomy day, lowering with portents of rain + close at hand. I have walked up into the pastures this morning, and looked + about me a little. The woods present a very diversified appearance just + now, with perhaps more varieties of tint than they are destined to wear at + a somewhat later period. There are some strong yellow hues, and some deep + red; there are innumerable shades of green, some few having the depth of + summer; others, partially changed towards yellow, look freshly verdant + with the delicate tinge of early summer or of May. Then there is the + solemn and dark green of the pines. The effect is, that every tree in the + wood and every bush among the shrubbery has a separate existence, since, + confusedly intermingled, each wears its peculiar color, instead of being + lost in the universal emerald of summer. And yet there is a oneness of + effect likewise, when we choose to look at a whole sweep of woodland + instead of analyzing its component trees. Scattered over the pasture, + which the late rains have kept tolerably green, there are spots or islands + of dusky red,—a deep, substantial line, very well fit to be close to + the ground,—while the yellow, and light, fantastic shades of green + soar upward to the sky. These red spots are the blueberry and whortleberry + bushes. The sweetfern is changed mostly to russet, but still retains its + wild and delightful fragrance when pressed in the hand. Wild China-asters + are scattered about, but beginning to wither. A little while ago, + mushrooms or toadstools were very numerous along the wood-paths and by the + roadsides, especially after rain. Some were of spotless white, some + yellow, and some scarlet. They are always mysteries and objects of + interest to me, springing as they do so suddenly from no root or seed, and + growing one wonders why. I think, too, that some varieties are pretty + objects, little fairy tables, centre-tables, standing on one leg. But + their growth appears to be checked now, and they are of a brown tint and + decayed. + </p> + <p> + The farm business to-day is to dig potatoes. I worked a little at it. The + process is to grasp all the stems of a hill and pull them up. A great many + of the potatoes are thus pulled, clinging to the stems and to one another + in curious shapes,—long red things, and little round ones, imbedded + in the earth which clings to the roots. These being plucked off, the rest + of the potatoes are dug out of the hill with a hoe, the tops being flung + into a heap for the cow-yard. On my way home, I paused to inspect the + squash-field. Some of the squashes lay in heaps as they were gathered, + presenting much variety of shape and hue,—as golden yellow, like + great lumps of gold, dark green, striped and variegated; and some were + round, and some lay curling their long necks, nestling, as it were, and + seeming as if they had life. + </p> + <p> + In my walk yesterday forenoon I passed an old house which seemed to be + quite deserted. It was a two-story, wooden house, dark and weather-beaten. + The front windows, some of them, were shattered and open, and others were + boarded up. Trees and shrubbery were growing neglected, so as quite to + block up the lower part. There was an aged barn near at hand, so ruinous + that it had been necessary to prop it up. There were two old carts, both + of which had lost a wheel. Everything was in keeping. At first I supposed + that there would be no inhabitants in such a dilapidated place; but, + passing on, I looked back, and saw a decrepit and infirm old man at the + angle of the house, its fit occupant. The grass, however, was very green + and beautiful around this dwelling, and, the sunshine falling brightly on + it, the whole effect was cheerful and pleasant. It seemed as if the world + was so glad that this desolate old place, where there was never to be any + more hope and happiness, could not at all lessen the general effect of + joy. + </p> + <p> + I found a small turtle by the roadside, where he had crept to warm himself + in the genial sunshine. He had a sable back, and underneath his shell was + yellow, and at the edges bright scarlet. His head, tail, and claws were + striped yellow, black, and red. He withdrew himself as far as he possibly + could into his shell, and absolutely refused to peep out, even when I put + him into the water. Finally, I threw him into a deep pool and left him. + These mailed gentlemen, from the size of a foot or more down to an inch, + were very numerous in the spring; and now the smaller kind appear again. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, October 9th.—Still dismal weather. Our household, being + composed in great measure of children and young people, is generally a + cheerful one enough, even in gloomy weather. For a week past we have been + especially gladdened with a little seamstress from Boston, about seventeen + years old; but of such a petite figure, that, at first view, one would + take her to be hardly in her teens. She is very vivacious and smart, + laughing and singing and talking all the time,—talking sensibly; but + still taking the view of matters that a city girl naturally would. If she + were larger than she is, and of less pleasing aspect, I think she might be + intolerable; but being so small, and with a fair skin, and as healthy as a + wild-flower, she is really very agreeable; and to look at her face is like + being shone upon by a ray of the sun. She never walks, but bounds and + dances along, and this motion, in her diminutive person, does not give the + idea of violence. It is like a bird, hopping from twig to twig, and + chirping merrily all the time. Sometimes she is rather vulgar, but even + that works well enough into her character, and accords with it. On + continued observation, one discovers that she is not a little girl, but + really a little woman, with all the prerogatives and liabilities of a + woman. This gives a new aspect to her, while the girlish impression still + remains, and is strangely combined with the sense that this frolicsome + maiden has the material for the sober bearing of a wife. She romps with + the boys, runs races with them in the yard, and up and down the stairs, + and is heard scolding laughingly at their rough play. She asks William + Allen to place her "on top of that horse," whereupon he puts his large + brown hands about her waist, and, swinging her to and fro, lifts her on + horseback. William threatens to rivet two horseshoes round her neck, for + having clambered, with the other girls and boys, upon a load of hay, + whereby the said load lost its balance and slid off the cart. She strings + the seed-berries of roses together, making a scarlet necklace of them, + which she fastens about her throat. She gathers flowers of everlasting to + wear in her bonnet, arranging them with the skill of a dress-maker. In the + evening, she sits singing by the hour, with the musical part of the + establishment, often breaking into laughter, whereto she is incited by the + tricks of the boys. The last thing one hears of her, she is tripping up + stairs to bed, talking lightsomely or warbling; and one meets her in the + morning, the very image of bright morn itself, smiling briskly at you, so + that one takes her for a promise of cheerfulness through the day. Be it + said, with all the rest, that there is a perfect maiden modesty in her + deportment. She has just gone away, and the last I saw of her was her + vivacious face peeping through the curtain of the cariole, and nodding a + gay farewell to the family, who were shouting their adieus at the door. + With her other merits, she is an excellent daughter, and supports her + mother by the labor of her hands. It would be difficult to conceive + beforehand how much can be added to the enjoyment of a household by mere + sunniness of temper and liveliness of disposition; for her intellect is + very ordinary, and she never says anything worth hearing, or even laughing + at, in itself. But she herself is an expression well worth studying. + </p> + <p> + Brook Farm, October 9th.—A walk this afternoon to Cow Island. The + clouds had broken away towards noon, and let forth a few sunbeams, and + more and more blue sky ventured to appear, till at last it was really warm + and sunny,—indeed, rather too warm in the sheltered hollows, though + it is delightful to be too warm now, after so much stormy chillness. O the + beauty of grassy slopes, and the hollow ways of paths winding between + hills, and the intervals between the road and wood-lots, where Summer + lingers and sits down, strewing dandelions of gold, and blue asters, as + her parting gifts and memorials! I went to a grapevine, which I have + already visited several times, and found some clusters of grapes still + remaining, and now perfectly ripe. Coming within view of the river, I saw + several wild ducks under the shadow of the opposite shore, which was high, + and covered with a grove of pines. I should not have discovered the ducks + had they not risen and skimmed the surface of the glassy stream, breaking + its dark water with a bright streak, and, sweeping round, gradually rose + high enough to fly away. I likewise started a partridge just within the + verge of the woods, and in another place a large squirrel ran across the + wood-path from one shelter of trees to the other. Small birds, in flocks, + were flitting about the fields, seeking and finding I know not what sort + of food. There were little fish, also, darting in shoals through the pools + and depths of the brooks, which are now replenished to their brims, and + rush towards the river with a swift, amber-colored current. + </p> + <p> + Cow Island is not an island,—at least, at this season,—though, + I believe, in the time of freshets, the marshy Charles floods the meadows + all round about it, and extends across its communication with the + mainland. The path to it is a very secluded one, threading a wood of + pines, and just wide enough to admit the loads of meadow hay which are + drawn from the splashy shore of the river. The island has a growth of + stately pines, with tall and ponderous stems, standing at distance enough + to admit the eve to travel far among them; and, as there is no underbrush, + the effect is somewhat like looking among the pillars of a church. + </p> + <p> + I returned home by the high-road. On my right, separated from the road by + a level field, perhaps fifty yards across, was a range of young + forest-trees, dressed in their garb of autumnal glory. The sun shone + directly upon them; and sunlight is like the breath of life to the pomp of + autumn. In its absence, one doubts whether there be any truth in what + poets have told about the splendor of an American autumn; but when this + charm is added, one feels that the effect is beyond description. As I + beheld it to-day, there was nothing dazzling; it was gentle and mild, + though brilliant and diversified, and had a most quiet and pensive + influence. And yet there were some trees that seemed really made of + sunshine, and others were of a sunny red, and the whole picture was + painted with but little relief of darksome lines, only a few evergreens. + But there was nothing inharmonious; and, on closer examination, it + appeared that all the tints had a relationship among themselves. And this, + I suppose, is the reason that, while nature seems to scatter them so + carelessly, they still never shock the beholder by their contrasts, nor + disturb, but only soothe. The brilliant scarlet and the brilliant yellow + are different lines of the maple-leaves, and the first changes into the + last. I saw one maple-tree, its centre yellow as gold, set in a framework + of red. The native poplars have different shades of green, verging towards + yellow, and are very cheerful in the sunshine. Most of the oak-leaves have + still the deep verdure of summer; but where a change has taken place, it + is into a russet-red, warm, but sober. These colors, infinitely varied by + the progress which different trees have made in their decay, constitute + almost the whole glory of autumnal woods; but it is impossible to conceive + how much is done with such scanty materials. In my whole walk I saw only + one man, and he was at a distance, in the obscurity of the trees. He had a + horse and a wagon, and was getting a load of dry brushwood. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, October 10th.—I visited my grapevine this afternoon, and ate + the last of its clusters. This vine climbs around a young maple-tree, + which has now assumed the yellow leaf. The leaves of the vine are more + decayed than those of the maple. Thence to Cow Island, a solemn and + thoughtful walk. Returned by another path of the width of a wagon, passing + through a grove of hard wood, the lightsome hues of which make the walk + more cheerful than among the pines. The roots of oaks emerged from the + soil, and contorted themselves across the path. The sunlight, also, broke + across in spots, and otherwheres the shadow was deep; but still there was + intermingling enough of bright hues to keep off the gloom from the whole + path. + </p> + <p> + Brooks and pools have a peculiar aspect at this season. One knows that the + water must be cold, and one shivers a little at the sight of it; and yet + the grass about the pool may be of the deepest green, and the sun may be + shining into it. The withered leaves which overhanging trees shed upon its + surface contribute much to the effect. + </p> + <p> + Insects have mostly vanished in the fields and woods. I hear locusts yet, + singing in the sunny hours, and crickets have not yet finished their song. + Once in a while I see a caterpillar,—this afternoon, for instance, a + red, hairy one, with black head and tail. They do not appear to be active, + and it makes one rather melancholy to look at them. + </p> + <p> + Tuesday, October 12th.—The cawing of the crow resounds among the + woods. A sentinel is aware of your approach a great way off, and gives the + alarm to his comrades loudly and eagerly,—Caw, caw, caw! Immediately + the whole conclave replies, and you behold them rising above the trees, + flapping darkly, and winging their way to deeper solitudes. Sometimes, + however, they remain till you come near enough to discern their sable + gravity of aspect, each occupying a separate bough, or perhaps the blasted + tip-top of a pine. As you approach, one after another, with loud cawing, + flaps his wings and throws himself upon the air. + </p> + <p> + There is hardly a more striking feature in the landscape nowadays than the + red patches of blueberry and whortleberry bushes, as seen on a sloping + hillside, like islands among the grass, with trees growing in them; or + crowning the summit of a bare, brown hill with their somewhat russet + liveliness; or circling round the base of an earth-imbedded rock. At a + distance, this hue, clothing spots and patches of the earth, looks more + like a picture than anything else,—yet such a picture as I never saw + painted. + </p> + <p> + The oaks are now beginning to look sere, and their leaves have withered + borders. It is pleasant to notice the wide circle of greener grass beneath + the circumference of an overshadowing oak. Passing an orchard, one hears + an uneasy rustling in the trees, and not as if they were struggling with + the wind. Scattered about are barrels to contain the gathered apples; and + perhaps a great heap of golden or scarlet apples is collected in one + place. + </p> + <p> + Wednesday, October 13th.—A good view, from an upland swell of our + pasture, across the valley of the river Charles. There is the meadow, as + level as a floor, and carpeted with green, perhaps two miles from the + rising ground on this side of the river to that on the opposite side. The + stream winds through the midst of the flat space, without any banks at + all; for it fills its bed almost to the brim, and bathes the meadow grass + on either side. A tuft of shrubbery, at broken intervals, is scattered + along its border; and thus it meanders sluggishly along, without other + life than what it gains from gleaming in the sun. Now, into the broad, + smooth meadow, as into a lake, capes and headlands put themselves forth, + and shores of firm woodland border it, covered with variegated foliage, + making the contrast so much the stronger of their height and rough outline + with the even spread of the plain. And beyond, and far away, rises a long, + gradual swell of country, covered with an apparently dense growth of + foliage for miles, till the horizon terminates it; and here and there is a + house, or perhaps two, among the contiguity of trees. Everywhere the trees + wear their autumnal dress, so that the whole landscape is red, russet, + orange, and yellow, blending in the distance into a rich tint of + brown-orange, or nearly that,—except the green expanse so definitely + hemmed in by the higher ground. + </p> + <p> + I took a long walk this morning, going first nearly to Newton, thence + nearly to Brighton, thence to Jamaica Plain, and thence home. It was a + fine morning, with a northwest-wind; cool when facing the wind, but warm + and most genially pleasant in sheltered spots; and warm enough everywhere + while I was in motion. I traversed most of the by-ways which offered + themselves to me; and, passing through one in which there was a double + line of grass between the wheel-tracks and that of the horses' feet, I + came to where had once stood a farm-house, which appeared to have been + recently torn down. Most of the old timber and boards had been carted + away; a pile of it, however, remained. The cellar of the house was + uncovered, and beside it stood the base and middle height of the chimney. + The oven, in which household bread had been baked for daily food, and + puddings and cake and jolly pumpkin-pies for festivals, opened its month, + being deprived of its iron door. The fireplace was close at hand. All + round the site of the house was a pleasant, sunny, green space, with old + fruit-trees in pretty fair condition, though aged. There was a barn, also + aged, but in decent repair; and a ruinous shed, on the corner of which was + nailed a boy's windmill, where it had probably been turning and clattering + for years together, till now it was black with time and weather-stain. It + was broken, but still it went round whenever the wind stirred. The spot + was entirely secluded, there being no other house within a mile or two. + </p> + <p> + No language can give an idea of the beauty and glory of the trees, just at + this moment. It would be easy, by a process of word-daubing, to set down a + confused group of gorgeous colors, like a bunch of tangled skeins of + bright silk; but there is nothing of the reality in the glare which would + thus be produced. And yet the splendor both of individual clusters and of + whole scenes is unsurpassable. The oaks are now far advanced in their + change of hue; and, in certain positions relatively to the sun, they light + up and gleam with a most magnificent deep gold, varying according as + portions of the foliage are in shadow or sunlight. On the sides which + receive the direct rays, the effect is altogether rich; and in other + points of view it is equally beautiful, if less brilliant. This color of + the oak is more superb than the lighter yellow of the maples and walnuts. + The whole landscape is now covered with this indescribable pomp; it is + discerned on the uplands afar off; and Blue Hill in Milton, at the + distance of several miles, actually glistens with rich, dark light,—no, + not glistens, nor gleams,—but perhaps to say glows subduedly will be + a truer expression for it. + </p> + <p> + Met few people this morning; a grown girl, in company with a little boy, + gathering barberries in a secluded lane; a portly, autumnal gentleman, + wrapped in a greatcoat, who asked the way to Mr. Joseph Goddard's; and a + fish-cart from the city, the driver of which sounded his horn along the + lonesome way. + </p> + <p> + Monday, October 18th.—There has been a succession of days which were + cold and bright in the forenoon, and gray, sullen, and chill towards + night. The woods have now taken a soberer tint than they wore at my last + date. Many of the shrubs which looked brightest a little while ago are now + wholly bare of leaves. The oaks have generally a russet-brown shade, + although some of them are still green, as are likewise other scattered + trees in the forests. The bright yellow and the rich scarlet are no more + to be seen. Scarcely any of them will now bear a close examination; for + this shows them to be rugged, wilted, and of faded, frost-bitten hue; but + at a distance, and in the mass, and enlivened by the sun, they have still + somewhat of the varied splendor which distinguished them a week ago. It is + wonderful what a difference the sunshine makes; it is like varnish, + bringing out the hidden veins in a piece of rich wood. In the cold, gray + atmosphere, such as that of most of our afternoons now, the landscape lies + dark,—brown, and in a much deeper shadow than if it were clothed in + green. But, perchance, a gleam of sun falls on a certain spot of distant + shrubbery or woodland, and we see it brighten with many lines, standing + forth prominently from the dimness around it. The sunlight gradually + spreads, and the whole sombre scene is changed to a motley picture,—the + sun bringing out many shades of color, and converting its gloom to an + almost laughing cheerfulness. At such times I almost doubt whether the + foliage has lost any of its brilliancy. But the clouds intercept the sun + again, and lo! old Autumn appears, clad in his cloak of russet-brown. + </p> + <p> + Beautiful now, while the general landscape lies in shadow, looks the + summit of a distant hill (say a mile off), with the sunshine brightening + the trees that cover it. It is noticeable that the outlines of hills, and + the whole bulk of them at the distance of several miles, become stronger, + denser, and more substantial in this autumn atmosphere and in these + autumnal tints than in summer. Then they looked blue, misty, and dim. Now + they show their great humpbacks more plainly, as if they had drawn nearer + to us. + </p> + <p> + A waste of shrubbery and small trees, such as overruns the borders of the + meadows for miles together, looks much more rugged, wild, and savage in + its present brown color than when clad in green. + </p> + <p> + I passed through a very pleasant wood-path yesterday, quite shut in and + sheltered by trees that had not thrown off their yellow robes. The sun + shone strongly in among them, and quite kindled them; so that the path was + brighter for their shade than if it had been quite exposed to the sun. + </p> + <p> + In the village graveyard, which lies contiguous to the street, I saw a man + digging a grave, and one inhabitant after another turned aside from his + way to look into the grave and talk with the digger. I heard him laugh, + with the traditionary mirthfulness of men of that occupation. + </p> + <p> + In the hollow of the woods, yesterday afternoon, I lay a long while + watching a squirrel, who was capering about among the trees over my head + (oaks and white-pines, so close together that their branches + intermingled). The squirrel seemed not to approve of my presence, for he + frequently uttered a sharp, quick, angry noise, like that of a + scissors-grinder's wheel. Sometimes I could see him sitting on an + impending bough, with his tail over his hack, looking down pryingly upon + me. It seems to be a natural posture with him, to sit on his hind legs, + holding up his fore paws. Anon, with a peculiarly quick start, he would + scramble along the branch, and be lost to sight in another part of the + tree, whence his shrill chatter would again be heard. Then I would see him + rapidly descending the trunk, and running along the ground; and a moment + afterwards, casting my eye upward, I beheld him flitting like a bird among + the high limbs at the summit, directly above me. Afterwards, he apparently + became accustomed to my society, and set about some business of his own. + He came down to the ground, took up a piece of a decayed bough (a heavy + burden for such a small personage), and, with this in his mouth, again + climbed up and passed from the branches of one tree to those of another, + and thus onward and onward till he went out of sight. Shortly afterwards + he returned for another burden, and this he repeated several times. I + suppose he was building a nest,—at least, I know not what else could + have been his object. Never was there such an active, cheerful, choleric, + continually-in-motion fellow as this little red squirrel, talking to + himself, chattering at me, and as sociable in his own person as if he had + half a dozen companions, instead of being alone in the lonesome wood. + Indeed, he flitted about so quickly, and showed himself in different + places so suddenly, that I was in some doubt whether there were not two or + three of them. + </p> + <p> + I must mention again the very beautiful effect produced by the masses of + berry-bushes, lying like scarlet islands in the midst of withered + pasture-ground, or crowning the tops of barren hills. Their hue, at a + distance, is lustrous scarlet, although it does not look nearly as bright + and gorgeous when examined close at hand. But at a proper distance it is a + beautiful fringe on Autumn's petticoat. + </p> + <p> + Friday, October 22d.—A continued succession of unpleasant, Novembery + days, and autumn has made rapid progress in the work of decay. It is now + somewhat of a rare good fortune to find a verdant, grassy spot, on some + slope, or in a dell; and even such seldom-seen oases are bestrewn with + dried brown leaves,—which, however, methinks, make the short, fresh + grass look greener around them. Dry leaves are now plentiful everywhere, + save where there are none but pine-trees. They rustle beneath the tread, + and there is nothing more autumnal than that sound. Nevertheless, in a + walk this afternoon, I have seen two oaks which retained almost the + greenness of summer. They grew close to the huge Pulpit Rock, so that + portions of their trunks appeared to grasp the rough surface; and they + were rooted beneath it, and, ascending high into the air, overshadowed the + gray crag with verdure. Other oaks, here and there, have a few green + leaves or boughs among their rustling and rugged shade. + </p> + <p> + Yet, dreary as the woods are in a bleak, sullen day, there is a very + peculiar sense of warmth and a sort of richness of effect in the slope of + a bank and in sheltered spots, where bright sunshine falls, and the brown + oaken foliage is gladdened by it. There is then a feeling of comfort, and + consequently of heart-warmth, which cannot be experienced in summer. + </p> + <p> + I walked this afternoon along a pleasant wood-path, gently winding, so + that but little of it could be seen at a time, and going up and down small + mounds, now plunging into a denser shadow and now emerging from it. Part + of the way it was strewn with the dusky, yellow leaves of white-pines,—the + cast-off garments of last year; part of the way with green grass, + close-cropped, and very fresh for the season. Sometimes the trees met + across it; sometimes it was bordered on one side by an old rail-fence of + moss-grown cedar, with bushes sprouting beneath it, and thrusting their + branches through it; sometimes by a stone-wall of unknown antiquity, older + than the wood it closed in. A stone-wall, when shrubbery has grown around + it, and thrust its roots beneath it, becomes a very pleasant and + meditative object. It does not belong too evidently to man, having been + built so long ago. It seems a part of nature. + </p> + <p> + Yesterday I found two mushrooms in the woods, probably of the preceding + night's growth. Also I saw a mosquito, frost-pinched, and so wretched that + I felt avenged for all the injuries which his tribe inflicted upon me last + summer, and so did not molest this lone survivor. + </p> + <p> + Walnuts in their green rinds are falling from the trees, and so are + chestnut-burrs. + </p> + <p> + I found a maple-leaf to-day, yellow all over, except its extremest point, + which was bright scarlet. It looked as if a drop of blood were hanging + from it. The first change of the maple-leaf is to scarlet; the next, to + yellow. Then it withers, wilts, and drops off, as most of them have + already done. + </p> + <p> + October 27th.—Fringed gentians,—I found the last, probably, + that will be seen this year, growing on the margin of the brook. + </p> + <p> + 1842.—Some man of powerful character to command a person, morally + subjected to him, to perform some act. The commanding person suddenly to + die; and, for all the rest of his life, the subjected one continues to + perform that act. + </p> + <p> + "Solomon dies during the building of the temple, but his body remains + leaning on a staff, and overlooking the workmen, as if it were alive." + </p> + <p> + A tri-weekly paper, to be called the Tertian Ague. + </p> + <p> + Subject for a picture,—Satan's reappearance in Pandemonium, shining + out from a mist, with "shape star-bright." + </p> + <p> + Five points of Theology,—Five Points at New York. + </p> + <p> + It seems a greater pity that an accomplished worker with the hand should + perish prematurely, than a person of great intellect; because intellectual + arts may be cultivated in the next world, but not physical ones. + </p> + <p> + To trace out the influence of a frightful and disgraceful crime in + debasing and destroying a character naturally high and noble, the guilty + person being alone conscious of the crime. + </p> + <p> + A man, virtuous in his general conduct, but committing habitually some + monstrous crime,—as murder,—and doing this without the sense + of guilt, but with a peaceful conscience,—habit, probably, + reconciling him to it; but something (for instance, discovery) occurs to + make him sensible of his enormity. His horror then. + </p> + <p> + The strangeness, if they could be foreseen and forethought, of events + which do not seem so strange after they have happened. As, for instance, + to muse over a child's cradle, and foresee all the persons in different + parts of the world with whom he would have relations. + </p> + <p> + A man to swallow a small snake,—and it to be a symbol of a cherished + sin. + </p> + <p> + Questions as to unsettled points of history, and mysteries of nature, to + be asked of a mesmerized person. + </p> + <p> + Gordier, a young man of the Island of Jersey, was paying his addresses to + a young lady of Guernsey. He visited the latter island, intending to be + married. He disappeared on his way from the beach to his mistress's + residence, and was afterwards found dead in a cavity of the rocks. After a + time, Galliard, a merchant of Guernsey, paid his addresses to the young + lady; but she always felt a strong, unaccountable antipathy to him. He + presented her with a beautiful trinket. The mother of Gordier, chancing to + see this trinket, recognized it as having been bought by her dead son as a + present for his mistress. She expired on learning this; and Galliard, + being suspected of the murder, committed suicide. + </p> + <p> + The cure of Montreux in Switzerland, ninety-six years old, still vigorous + in mind and body, and able to preach. He had a twin-brother, also a + preacher, and the exact likeness of himself. Sometimes strangers have + beheld a white-haired, venerable, clerical personage, nearly a century + old; and, upon riding a few miles farther, have been astonished to meet + again this white-haired, venerable, century-old personage. + </p> + <p> + When the body of Lord Mohun (killed in a duel) was carried home, bleeding, + to his house, Lady Mohun was very angry because it was "flung upon the + best bed." + </p> + <p> + A prophecy, somewhat in the style of Swift's about Partridge, but + embracing various events and personages. + </p> + <p> + An incident that befell Dr. Harris, while a Junior at college. Being in + great want of money to buy shirts or other necessaries, and not knowing + how to obtain it, he set out on a walk from Cambridge to Boston. On the + way, he cut a stick, and, after walking a short distance, perceived that + something had become attached to the end of it. It proved to be a gold + ring, with the motto, "God speed thee, friend." + </p> + <p> + Brobdingnag lay on the northwest coast of the American continent. + </p> + <p> + People with false hair and other artifices may be supposed to deceive + Death himself; so that he does not know when their hour is come. + </p> + <p> + Bees are sometimes drowned (or suffocated) in the honey which they + collect. So some writers are lost in their collected learning. + </p> + <p> + Advice of Lady Pepperell's father on her marriage,—never to work one + moment after Saturday sunset,—never to lay down her knitting except + in the middle of the needle,—always to rise with the sun,—to + pass an hour daily with the housekeeper,—to visit every room daily + from garret to cellar,—to attend herself to the brewing of beer and + the baking of bread,—and to instruct every member of the family in + their religious duties. + </p> + <p> + Service of plate, presented by the city of London to Sir William + Pepperell, together with a table of solid silver. The table very narrow, + but long; the articles of plate numerous, but of small dimensions,—the + tureen not holding more than three pints. At the close of the Revolution, + when the Pepperell and Sparhawk property was confiscated, this plate was + sent to the grandson of Sir William, in London. It was so valuable, that + Sheriff Moulton of old York, with six well-armed men, accompanied it to + Boston. Pepperell's only daughter married Colonel Sparhawk, a fine + gentleman of the day. Andrew Pepperell, the son, was rejected by a young + lady (afterwards the mother of Mrs. General Knox), to whom he was on the + point of marriage, as being addicted to low company and low pleasures. The + lover, two days afterwards, in the streets of Portsmouth, was sun-struck, + and fell down dead. Sir William had built an elegant house for his son and + his intended wife; but after the death of the former he never entered it. + He lost his cheerfulness and social qualities, and gave up intercourse + with people, except on business. Very anxious to secure his property to + his descendants by the provisions of his will, which was drawn up by Judge + Sewall, then a young lawyer. Yet the Judge lived to see two of Sir + William's grandchildren so reduced that they were to have been numbered + among the town's poor, and were only rescued from this fate by private + charity. + </p> + <p> + The arms and crest of the Pepperell family were displayed over the door of + every room in Sir William's house. In Colonel Sparhawk's house there were + forty portraits, most of them in full length. The house built for Sir + William's son was occupied as barracks during the Revolution, and much + injured. A few years after the peace, it was blown down by a violent + tempest, and finally no vestige of it was left, but there remained only a + summer-house and the family tomb. + </p> + <p> + At Sir William's death, his mansion was hung with black, while the body + lay in state for a week. All the Sparhawk portraits were covered with + black crape, and the family pew was draped with black. Two oxen were + roasted, and liquid hospitality dispensed in proportion. + </p> + <p> + Old lady's dress seventy or eighty years ago. Brown brocade gown, with a + nice lawn handkerchief and apron,—short sleeves, with a little + ruffle, just below the elbow,—black mittens,—a lawn cap, with + rich lace border,—a black velvet hood on the back of the head, tied + with black ribbon under the chin. She sat in an old-fashioned easy-chair, + in a small, low parlor,—the wainscot painted entirely black, and the + walls hung with a dark velvet paper. + </p> + <p> + A table, stationary ever since the house was built, extending the whole + length of a room. One end was raised two steps higher than the rest. The + Lady Ursula, an early Colonial heroine, was wont to dine at the upper end, + while her servants sat below. This was in the kitchen. An old garden and + summer-house, and roses, currant-bushes, and tulips, which Lady Ursula had + brought from Grondale Abbey in Old England. Although a hundred and fifty + years before, and though their roots were propagated all over the country, + they were still flourishing in the original garden. This Lady Ursula was + the daughter of Lord Thomas Cutts of Grondale Abbey in England. She had + been in love with an officer named Fowler, who was supposed to have been + slain in battle. After the death of her father and mother, Lady Ursula + came to Kittery, bringing twenty men-servants and several women. After a + time, a letter arrived from her lover, who was not killed, but merely a + prisoner to the French. He announced his purpose to come to America, where + he would arrive in October. A few days after the letter came, she went out + in a low carriage to visit her work-people, and was blessing the food for + their luncheon, when she fell dead, struck by an Indian tomahawk, as did + all the rest save one. They were buried where the massacre took place, and + a stone was erected, which (possibly) still remains. The lady's family had + a grant from Sir Ferdinando Gorges of the territory thereabout, and her + brother had likewise come over and settled in the vicinity. I believe very + little of this story. Long afterwards, at about the commencement of the + Revolution, a descendant of Fowler came from England, and applied to the + Judge of Probate to search the records for a will, supposed to have been + made by Lady Ursula in favor of her lover as soon as she heard of his + existence. In the mean time the estate had been sold to Colonel Whipple. + No will could be found. (Lady Ursula was old Mrs. Cutts, widow of + President Cutts.) + </p> + <p> + The mode of living of Lady Ursula's brother in Kittery. A drawbridge to + the house, which was raised every evening, and lowered in the morning, for + the laborers and the family to pass out. They kept thirty cows, a hundred + sheep, and several horses. The house spacious,—one room large enough + to contain forty or fifty guests. Two silver branches for candles,—the + walls ornamented with paintings and needlework. The floors were daily + rubbed with wax, and shone like a mahogany table. A domestic chaplain, who + said prayers every morning and evening in a small apartment called the + chapel. Also a steward and butler. The family attended the Episcopal + Church at Christmas, Easter, and Good Friday, and gave a grand + entertainment once a year. + </p> + <p> + Madam Cutts, at the last of these entertainments, wore a black damask + gown, and cuffs with double lace ruffles, velvet shoes, blue silk + stockings, white and silver stomacher. The daughter and granddaughters in + rich brocades and yellow satin. Old Major Cutts in brown velvet, laced + with gold, and a large wig. The parson in his silk cassock, and his + helpmate in brown damask. Old General Atkinson in scarlet velvet, and his + wife and daughters in white damask. The Governor in black velvet, and his + lady in crimson tabby trimmed with silver. The ladies wore bell-hoops, + high-heeled shoes, paste buckles, silk stockings, and enormously high + head-dresses, with lappets of Brussels lace hanging thence to the waist. + </p> + <p> + Among the eatables, a silver tub of the capacity of four gallons, holding + a pyramid of pancakes powdered with white sugar. + </p> + <p> + The date assigned to all this about 1690. + </p> + <p> + What is the price of a day's labor in Lapland, where the sun never sets + for six months? + </p> + <p> + Miss Asphyxia Davis! + </p> + <p> + A life, generally of a grave hue, may be said to be embroidered with + occasional sports and fantasies. + </p> + <p> + A father confessor,—his reflections on character, and the contrast + of the inward man with the outward, as he looks around on his + congregation, all whose secret sins are known to him. + </p> + <p> + A person with an ice-cold hand,—his right hand, which people ever + afterwards remember when once they have grasped it. + </p> + <p> + A stove possessed by a Devil. + </p> + <p> + June 1st, 1842.—One of my chief amusements is to see the boys sail + their miniature vessels on the Frog Pond. There is a great variety of + shipping owned among the young people, and they appear to have a + considerable knowledge of the art of managing vessels. There is a + full-rigged man-of-war, with, I believe, every spar, rope, and sail, that + sometimes makes its appearance; and, when on a voyage across the pond, it + so identically resembles a great ship, except in size, that it has the + effect of a picture. All its motions,—its tossing up and down on the + small waves, and its sinking and rising in a calm swell, its heeling to + the breeze,—the whole effect, in short, is that of a real ship at + sea; while, moreover, there is something that kindles the imagination more + than the reality would do. If we see a real, great ship, the mind grasps + and possesses, within its real clutch, all that there is of it; while here + the mimic ship is the representation of an ideal one, and so gives us a + more imaginative pleasure. There are many schooners that ply to and fro on + the pond, and pilot-boats, all perfectly rigged. I saw a race, the other + day, between the ship above mentioned and a pilot-boat, in which the + latter came off conqueror. The boys appear to be well acquainted with all + the ropes and sails, and can call them by their nautical names. One of the + owners of the vessels remains on one side of the pond, and the other on + the opposite side, and so they send the little bark to and fro, like + merchants of different countries, consigning their vessels to one another. + </p> + <p> + Generally, when any vessel is on the pond, there are full-grown + spectators, who look on with as much interest as the boys themselves. + Towards sunset, this is especially the case: for then are seen young girls + and their lovers; mothers, with their little boys in hand; schoolgirls, + beating hoops round about, and occasionally running to the side of the + pond; rough tars, or perhaps masters or young mates of vessels, who make + remarks about the miniature shipping, and occasionally give professional + advice to the navigators; visitors from the country; gloved and caned + young gentlemen;—in short, everybody stops to take a look. In the + mean time; dogs are continually plunging into the pond, and swimming + about, with noses pointed upward, and snatching at floating chips; then, + emerging, they shake themselves, scattering a horizontal shower on the + clean gowns of ladies and trousers of gentlemen; then scamper to and fro + on the grass, with joyous barks. + </p> + <p> + Some boys cast off lines of twine with pin-hooks, and perhaps pull out a + horned-pout,—that being, I think, the only kind of fish that + inhabits the Frog Pond. + </p> + <p> + The ship-of-war above mentioned is about three feet from stem to stern, or + possibly a few inches more. This, if I mistake not, was the size of a + ship-of-the-line in the navy of Liliput. + </p> + <p> + Fancy pictures of familiar places which one has never been in, as the + green-room of a theatre, etc. + </p> + <p> + The famous characters of history,—to imagine their spirits now + extant on earth, in the guise of various public or private personages. + </p> + <p> + The case quoted in Combe's Physiology of a young man of great talents and + profound knowledge of chemistry, who had in view some new discovery of + importance. In order to put his mind into the highest possible activity, + he shut himself up for several successive days, and used various methods + of excitement. He had a singing-girl, he drank spirits, smelled, + penetrating odors, sprinkled Cologne-water round the room, etc., etc. + Eight days thus passed, when he was seized with a fit of frenzy which + terminated in mania. + </p> + <p> + Flesh and Blood,—a firm of butchers. + </p> + <p> + Miss Polly Syllable, a schoolmistress. + </p> + <p> + Mankind are earthen jugs with spirits in them. + </p> + <p> + A spendthrift,—in one sense he has his money's worth by the purchase + of large lots of repentance and other dolorous commodities. + </p> + <p> + To symbolize moral or spiritual disease by disease of the body; as thus, + —when a person committed any sin, it might appear in some form on + the body,—this to be wrought out. + </p> + <p> + "Shrieking fish," a strange idea of Leigh Hunt. + </p> + <p> + In my museum, all the ducal rings that have been thrown into the Adriatic. + </p> + <p> + An association of literary men in the other world,—or dialogues of + the dead, or something of that kind. + </p> + <p> + Imaginary diseases to be cured by impossible remedies,—as a dose of + the Grand Elixir, in the yolk of a Phoenix's egg. The disease may be + either moral or physical. + </p> + <p> + A physician for the cure of moral diseases. + </p> + <p> + To point out the moral slavery of one who deems himself a free man. + </p> + <p> + A stray leaf from the book of fate, picked up in the street. + </p> + <p> + Concord, August 5th.—A rainy day,—a rainy day. I am commanded + to take pen in hand, and I am therefore banished to the little + ten-foot-square apartment misnamed my study; but perhaps the dismalness of + the day and the dulness of my solitude will be the prominent + characteristics of what I write. And what is there to write about? + Happiness has no succession of events, because it is a part of eternity; + and we have been living in eternity ever since we came to this old manse. + Like Enoch, we seem to have been translated to the other state of being, + without having passed through death. Our spirits must have flitted away + unconsciously, and we can only perceive that we have cast off our mortal + part by the more real and earnest life of our souls. Externally, our + Paradise has very much the aspect of a pleasant old domicile on earth. + This antique house—for it looks antique, though it was created by + Providence expressly for our use, and at the precise time when we wanted + it—stands behind a noble avenue of balm-of-Gilead trees; and when we + chance to observe a passing traveller through the sunshine and the shadow + of this long avenue, his figure appears too dim and remote to disturb the + sense of blissful seclusion. Few, indeed, are the mortals who venture + within our sacred precincts. George Prescott, who has not yet grown + earthly enough, I suppose, to be debarred from occasional visits to + Paradise, comes daily to bring three pints of milk from some ambrosial + cow; occasionally, also, he makes an offering of mortal flowers. Mr. + Emerson comes sometimes, and has been feasted on our nectar and ambrosia. + Mr. Thoreau has twice listened to the music of the spheres, which, for our + private convenience, we have packed into a musical-box. E. H———, + who is much more at home among spirits than among fleshly bodies, came + hither a few times merely to welcome us to the ethereal world; but + latterly she has vanished into some other region of infinite space. One + rash mortal, on the second Sunday after our arrival, obtruded himself upon + us in a gig. There have since been three or four callers, who + preposterously think that the courtesies of the lower world are to be + responded to by people whose home is in Paradise. I must not forget to + mention that the butcher comes twice or thrice a week; and we have so far + improved upon the custom of Adam and Eve, that we generally furnish forth + our feasts with portions of some delicate calf or lamb, whose unspotted + innocence entitles them to the happiness of becoming our sustenance. Would + that I were permitted to record the celestial dainties that kind Heaven + provided for us on the first day of our arrival! Never, surely, was such + food heard of on earth,—at least, not by me. Well, the + above-mentioned persons are nearly all that have entered into the hallowed + shade of our avenue; except, indeed, a certain sinner who came to bargain + for the grass in our orchard, and another who came with a new cistern. For + it is one of the drawbacks upon our Eden that it contains no water fit + either to drink or to bathe in; so that the showers have become, in good + truth, a godsend. I wonder why Providence does not cause a clear, cold + fountain to bubble up at our doorstep; methinks it would not be + unreasonable to pray for such a favor. At present we are under the + ridiculous necessity of sending to the outer world for water. Only imagine + Adam trudging out of Paradise with a bucket in each hand, to get water to + drink, or for Eve to bathe in! Intolerable! (though our stout handmaiden + really fetches our water.) In other respects Providence has treated us + pretty tolerably well; but here I shall expect something further to be + done. Also, in the way of future favors, a kitten would be very + acceptable. Animals (except, perhaps, a pig) seem never out of place, even + in the most paradisiacal spheres. And, by the way, a young colt comes up + our avenue, now and then, to crop the seldom-trodden herbage; and so does + a company of cows, whose sweet breath well repays us for the food which + they obtain. There are likewise a few hens, whose quiet cluck is heard + pleasantly about the house. A black dog sometimes stands at the farther + extremity of the avenue, and looks wistfully hitherward; but when I + whistle to him, he puts his tail between his legs, and trots away. Foolish + dog! if he had more faith, he should have bones enough. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, August 6th.—Still a dull day, threatening rain, yet + without energy of character enough to rain outright. However, yesterday + there were showers enough to supply us well with their beneficent + outpouring. As to the new cistern, it seems to be bewitched; for, while + the spout pours into it like a cataract, it still remains almost empty. I + wonder where Mr. Hosmer got it; perhaps from Tantalus, under the eaves of + whose palace it must formerly have stood; for, like his drinking-cup in + Hades, it has the property of filling itself forever, and never being + full. + </p> + <p> + After breakfast I took my fishing-rod, and went down through our orchard + to the river-side; but as three or four boys were already in possession of + the best spots along the shore, I did not fish. This river of ours is the + most sluggish stream that I ever was acquainted with. I had spent three + weeks by its side, and swam across it every day, before I could determine + which way its current ran; and then I was compelled to decide the question + by the testimony of others, and not by my own observation. Owing to this + torpor of the stream, it has nowhere a bright, pebbly shore, nor is there + so much as a narrow strip of glistening sand in any part of its course; + but it slumbers along between broad meadows, or kisses the tangled grass + of mowing-fields and pastures, or bathes the overhanging boughs of + elder-bushes and other waterloving plants. Flags and rushes grow along its + shallow margin. The yellow water-lily spreads its broad flat leaves upon + its surface; and the fragrant white pond-lily occurs in many favored + spots,—generally selecting a situation just so far from the river's + brink that it cannot be grasped except at the hazard of plunging in. But + thanks be to the beautiful flower for growing at any rate. It is a marvel + whence it derives its loveliness and perfume, sprouting as it does from + the black mud over which the river sleeps, and from which the yellow lily + likewise draws its unclean life and noisome odor. So it is with many + people in this world; the same soil and circumstances may produce the good + and beautiful, and the wicked and ugly. Some have the faculty of + assimilating to themselves only what is evil, and so they become as + noisome as the yellow water-lily. Some assimilate none but good + influences, and their emblem is the fragrant and spotless pond-lily, whose + very breath is a blessing to all the region round about. . . . Among the + productions of the river's margin, I must not forget the pickerel-weed, + which grows just on the edge of the water, and shoots up a long stalk + crowned with a blue spire, from among large green leaves. Both the flower + and the leaves look well in a vase with pond-lilies, and relieve the + unvaried whiteness of the latter; and, being all alike children of the + waters, they are perfectly in keeping with one another. . . . + </p> + <p> + I bathe once, and often twice, a day in our river; but one dip into the + salt sea would be worth more than a whole week's soaking in such a + lifeless tide. I have read of a river somewhere (whether it be in classic + regions or among our Western Indians I know not) which seemed to dissolve + and steal away the vigor of those who bathed in it. Perhaps our stream + will be found to have this property. Its water, however, is pleasant in + its immediate effect, being as soft as milk, and always warmer than the + air. Its hue has a slight tinge of gold, and my limbs, when I behold them + through its medium, look tawny. I am not aware that the inhabitants of + Concord resemble their native river in any of their moral characteristics. + Their forefathers, certainly, seem to have had the energy and impetus of a + mountain torrent, rather than the torpor of this listless stream,—as + it was proved by the blood with which they stained their river of Peace. + It is said there are plenty of fish in it; but my most important captures + hitherto have been a mud-turtle and an enormous eel. The former made his + escape to his native element,—the latter we ate; and truly he had + the taste of the whole river in his flesh, with a very prominent flavor of + mud. On the whole, Concord River is no great favorite of mine; but I am + glad to have any river at all so near at hand, it being just at the bottom + of our orchard. Neither is it without a degree and kind of + picturesqueness, both in its nearness and in the distance, when a blue + gleam from its surface, among the green meadows and woods, seems like an + open eye in Earth's countenance. Pleasant it is, too, to behold a little + flat-bottomed skiff gliding over its bosom, which yields lazily to the + stroke of the paddle, and allows the boat to go against its current almost + as freely as with it. Pleasant, too, to watch an angler, as he strays + along the brink, sometimes sheltering himself behind a tuft of bushes, and + trailing his line along the water, in hopes to catch a pickerel. But, + taking the river for all in all, I can find nothing more fit to compare it + with than one of the half-torpid earthworms which I dig up for bait. The + worm is sluggish, and so is the river,—the river is muddy, and so is + the worm. You hardly know whether either of them be alive or dead; but + still, in the course of time, they both manage to creep away. The best + aspect of the Concord is when there is a northwestern breeze curling its + surface, in a bright, sunshiny day. It then assumes a vivacity not its + own. Moonlight, also, gives it beauty, as it does to all scenery of earth + or water. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, August 7th.—At sunset last evening I ascended the hill-top + opposite our house; and, looking downward at the long extent of the river, + it struck me that I had done it some injustice in my remarks. Perhaps, + like other gentle and quiet characters, it will be better appreciated the + longer I am acquainted with it. Certainly, as I beheld it then, it was one + of the loveliest features in a scene of great rural beauty. It was visible + through a course of two or three miles, sweeping in a semicircle round the + hill on which I stood, and being the central line of a broad vale on + either side. At a distance, it looked like a strip of sky set into the + earth, which it so etherealized and idealized that it seemed akin to the + upper regions. Nearer the base of the hill, I could discern the shadows of + every tree and rock, imaged with a distinctness that made them even more + charming than the reality; because, knowing them to be unsubstantial, they + assumed the ideality which the soul always craves in the contemplation of + earthly beauty. All the sky, too, and the rich clouds of sunset, were + reflected in the peaceful bosom of the river; and surely, if its bosom can + give back such an adequate reflection of heaven, it cannot be so gross and + impure as I described it yesterday. Or, if so, it shall be a symbol to me + that even a human breast, which may appear least spiritual in some + aspects, may still have the capability of reflecting an infinite heaven in + its depths, and therefore of enjoying it. It is a comfortable thought, + that the smallest and most turbid mud-puddle can contain its own picture + of heaven. Let us remember this, when we feel inclined to deny all + spiritual life to some people, in whom, nevertheless, our Father may + perhaps see the image of His face. This dull river has a deep religion of + its own: so, let us trust, has the dullest human soul, though, perhaps, + unconsciously. + </p> + <p> + The scenery of Concord, as I beheld it from the summit of the hill, has no + very marked characteristics, but has a great deal of quiet beauty, in + keeping with the river. There are broad and peaceful meadows, which, I + think, are among the most satisfying objects in natural scenery. The heart + reposes on them with a feeling that few things else can give, because + almost all other objects are abrupt and clearly defined; but a meadow + stretches out like a small infinity, yet with a secure homeliness which we + do not find either in an expanse of water or of air. The hills which + border these meadows are wide swells of land, or long and gradual ridges, + some of them densely covered with wood. The white village, at a distance + on the left, appears to be embosomed among wooded hills. The verdure of + the country is much more perfect than is usual at this season of the year, + when the autumnal hue has generally made considerable progress over trees + and grass. Last evening, after the copious showers of the preceding two + days, it was worthy of early June, or, indeed, of a world just created. + Had I not then been alone, I should have had a far deeper sense of beauty, + for I should have looked through the medium of another spirit. Along the + horizon there were masses of those deep clouds in which the fancy may see + images of all things that ever existed or were dreamed of. Over our old + manse, of which I could catch but a glimpse among its embowering trees, + appeared the immensely gigantic figure of a hound, crouching down with + head erect, as if keeping watchful guard while the master of the mansion + was away. . . . How sweet it was to draw near my own home, after having + lived homeless in the world so long! . . . . With thoughts like these, I + descended the hill, and clambered over the stone-wall, and crossed the + road, and passed up our avenue, while the quaint old house put on an + aspect of welcome. + </p> + <p> + Monday, August 8th.—I wish I could give a description of our house, + for it really has a character of its own, which is more than can be said + of most edifices in these days. It is two stories high, with a third story + of attic chambers in the gable-roof. When I first visited it, early in + June, it looked pretty much as it did during the old clergyman's lifetime, + showing all the dust and disarray that might be supposed to have gathered + about him in the course of sixty years of occupancy. The rooms seemed + never to have been painted; at all events, the walls and panels, as well + as the huge cross-beams, had a venerable and most dismal tinge of brown. + The furniture consisted of high-backed, short-legged, rheumatic chairs, + small, old tables, bedsteads with lofty posts, stately chests of drawers, + looking-glasses in antique black frames, all of which were probably + fashionable in the days of Dr. Ripley's predecessor. It required some + energy of imagination to conceive the idea of transforming this ancient + edifice into a comfortable modern residence. However, it has been + successfully accomplished. The old Doctor's sleeping-apartment, which was + the front room on the ground-floor, we have converted into a parlor; and + by the aid of cheerful paint and paper, a gladsome carpet, pictures and + engravings, new furniture, bijouterie, and a daily supply of flowers, it + has become one of the prettiest and pleasantest rooms in the whole world. + The shade of our departed host will never haunt it; for its aspect has + been changed as completely as the scenery of a theatre. Probably the ghost + gave one peep into it, uttered a groan, and vanished forever. The opposite + room has been metamorphosed into a store-room. Through the house, both in + the first and second story, runs a spacious hall or entry, occupying more + space than is usually devoted to such a purpose in modern times. This + feature contributes to give the whole house an airy, roomy, and convenient + appearance; we can breathe the freer by the aid of the broad passageway. + The front door of the hall looks up the stately avenue, which I have + already mentioned; and the opposite door opens into the orchard, through + which a path descends to the river. In the second story we have at present + fitted up three rooms,—one being our own chamber, and the opposite + one a guest-chamber, which contains the most presentable of the old + Doctor's ante-Revolutionary furniture. After all, the moderns have + invented nothing better, as chamber furniture, than these chests of + drawers, which stand on four slender legs, and rear an absolute tower of + mahogany to the ceiling, the whole terminating in a fantastically carved + summit. Such a venerable structure adorns our guest-chamber. In the rear + of the house is the little room which I call my study, and which, in its + day, has witnessed the intellectual labors of better students than myself. + It contains, with some additions and alterations, the furniture of my + bachelor-room in Boston; but there is a happier disposal of things now. + There is a little vase of flowers on one of the bookcases, and a larger + bronze vase of graceful ferns that surmounts the bureau. In size the room + is just what it ought to be; for I never could compress my thoughts + sufficiently to write in a very spacious room. It has three windows, two + of which are shaded by a large and beautiful willow-tree, which sweeps + against the overhanging eaves. On this side we have a view into the + orchard, and, beyond, a glimpse of the river. The other window is the one + from which Mr. Emerson, the predecessor of Dr. Ripley, beheld the first + fight of the Revolution,— which he might well do, as the British + troops were drawn up within a hundred yards of the house; and on looking + forth just now, I could still perceive the western abutments of the old + bridge, the passage of which was contested. The new monument is visible + from base to summit. + </p> + <p> + Notwithstanding all we have done to modernize the old place, we seem + scarcely to have disturbed its air of antiquity. It is evident that other + wedded pairs have spent their honeymoons here, that children have been + born here, and people have grown old and died in these rooms, although for + our behoof the same apartments have consented to look cheerful once again. + Then there are dark closets, and strange nooks and corners, where the + ghosts of former occupants might hide themselves in the daytime, and stalk + forth when night conceals all our sacrilegious improvements. We have seen + no apparitions as yet; but we hear strange noises, especially in the + kitchen, and last night, while sitting in the parlor, we heard a thumping + and pounding as of somebody at work in my study. Nay, if I mistake not + (for I was half asleep), there was a sound as of some person crumpling + paper in his hand in our very bedchamber. This must have been old Dr. + Ripley with one of his sermons. There is a whole chest of them in the + garret; but he need have no apprehensions of our disturbing them. I never + saw the old patriarch myself, which I regret, as I should have been glad + to associate his venerable figure at ninety years of age with the house in + which he dwelt. + </p> + <p> + Externally the house presents the same appearance as in the Doctor's day. + It had once a coat of white paint; but the storms and sunshine of many + years have almost obliterated it, and produced a sober, grayish hue, which + entirely suits the antique form of the structure. To repaint its reverend + face would be a real sacrilege. It would look like old Dr. Ripley in a + brown wig. I hardly know why it is that our cheerful and lightsome repairs + and improvements in the interior of the house seem to be in perfectly good + taste, though the heavy old beams and high wainscoting of the walls speak + of ages gone by. But so it is. The cheerful paper-hangings have the air of + belonging to the old walls; and such modernisms as astral lamps, + card-tables, gilded Cologne-bottles, silver taper-stands, and bronze and + alabaster flower-vases do not seem at all impertinent. It is thus that an + aged man may keep his heart warm for new things and new friends, and often + furnish himself anew with ideas; though it would not be graceful for him + to attempt to suit his exterior to the passing fashions of the day. + </p> + <p> + August 9th.—Our orchard in its day has been a very productive and + profitable one; and we were told that in one year it returned Dr. Ripley a + hundred dollars, besides defraying the expense of repairing the house. It + is now long past its prime: many of the trees are moss-grown, and have + dead and rotten branches intermixed among the green and fruitful ones. And + it may well be so; for I suppose some of the trees may have been set out + by Mr. Emerson, who died in the first year of the Revolutionary War. + Neither will the fruit, probably, bear comparison with the delicate + productions of modern pomology. Most of the trees seem to have abundant + burdens upon them; but they are homely russet apples, fit only for baking + and cooking. (But we are yet to have practical experience of our fruit.) + Justice Shallow's orchard, with its choice pippins and leather-coats, was + doubtless much superior. Nevertheless, it pleases me to think of the good + minister, walking in the shadows of these old, fantastically shaped + apples-trees, here plucking some of the fruit to taste, there pruning away + a too luxuriant branch, and all the while computing how many barrels may + be filled, and how large a sum will be added to his stipend by their sale. + And the same trees offer their fruit to me as freely as they did to him,—their + old branches, like withered hands and arms, holding out apples of the same + flavor as they held out to Dr. Ripley in his lifetime. Thus the trees, as + living existences, form a peculiar link between the dead and us. My fancy + has always found something very interesting in an orchard. Apple-trees, + and all fruit-trees, have a domestic character which brings them into + relationship with man. They have lost, in a great measure, the wild nature + of the forest-tree, and have grown humanized by receiving the care of man, + and by contributing to his wants. They have become a part of the family; + and their individual characters are as well understood and appreciated as + those of the human members. One tree is harsh and crabbed, another mild; + one is churlish and illiberal, another exhausts itself with its + free-hearted bounties. Even the shapes of apple-trees have great + individuality, into such strange postures do they put themselves, and + thrust their contorted branches so grotesquely in all directions. And when + they have stood around a house for many years, and held converse with + successive dynasties of occupants, and gladdened their hearts so often in + the fruitful autumn, then it would seem almost sacrilege to cut them down. + </p> + <p> + Besides the apple-trees, there are various other kinds of fruit in close + vicinity to the house. When we first arrived, there were several trees of + ripe cherries, but so sour that we allowed them to wither upon the + branches. Two long rows of currant-bushes supplied us abundantly for + nearly four weeks. There are a good many peach-trees, but all of an old + date,—their branches rotten, gummy, and mossy,—and their + fruit, I fear, will be of very inferior quality. They produce most + abundantly, however,—the peaches being almost as numerous as the + leaves; and even the sprouts and suckers from the roots of the old trees + have fruit upon them. Then three are pear-trees of various kinds, and one + or two quince-trees. On the whole, these fruit-trees, and the other items + and adjuncts of the place, convey a very agreeable idea of the outward + comfort in which the good old Doctor must have spent his life. Everything + seems to have fallen to his lot that could possibly be supposed to render + the life of a country clergyman easy and prosperous. There is a barn, + which probably used to be filled annually with his hay and other + agricultural products. There are sheds, and a hen-house, and a + pigeon-house, and an old stone pigsty, the open portion of which is + overgrown with tall weeds, indicating that no grunter has recently + occupied it. . . . I have serious thoughts of inducting a new incumbent in + this part of the parsonage. It is our duty to support a pig, even if we + have no design of feasting upon him; and, for my own part, I have a great + sympathy and interest for the whole race of porkers, and should have much + amusement in studying the character of a pig. Perhaps I might try to bring + out his moral and intellectual nature, and cultivate his affections. A + cat, too, and perhaps a dog, would be desirable additions to our + household. + </p> + <p> + August 10th.—The natural taste of man for the original Adam's + occupation is fast developing itself in me. I find that I am a good deal + interested in our garden, although, as it was planted before we came here, + I do not feel the same affection for the plants that I should if the seed + had been sown by my own hands. It is something like nursing and educating + another person's children. Still, it was a very pleasant moment when I + gathered the first string-beans, which were the earliest esculent that the + garden contributed to our table. And I love to watch the successive + development of each new vegetable, and mark its daily growth, which always + affects me with surprise. It is as if something were being created under + my own inspection, and partly by my own aid. One day, perchance, I look at + my bean-vines, and see only the green leaves clambering up the poles; + again, to-morrow, I give a second glance, and there are the delicate + blossoms; and a third day, on a somewhat closer observation, I discover + the tender young beans, hiding among the foliage. Then, each morning, I + watch the swelling of the pods and calculate how soon they will be ready + to yield their treasures. All this gives a pleasure and an ideality, + hitherto unthought of, to the business of providing sustenance for my + family. I suppose Adam felt it in Paradise; and, of merely and exclusively + earthly enjoyments, there are few purer and more harmless to be + experienced. Speaking of beans, by the way, they are a classical food, and + their culture must have been the occupation of many ancient sages and + heroes. Summer-squashes are a very pleasant vegetable to be acquainted + with. They grow in the forms of urns and vases,—some shallow, others + deeper, and all with a beautifully scalloped edge. Almost any squash in + our garden might be copied by a sculptor, and would look lovely in marble, + or in china; and, if I could afford it, I would have exact imitations of + the real vegetable as portions of my dining-service. They would be very + appropriate dishes for holding garden-vegetables. Besides the + summer-squashes, we have the crook-necked winter-squash, which I always + delight to look at, when it turns up its big rotundity to ripen in the + autumn sun. Except a pumpkin, there is no vegetable production that + imparts such an idea of warmth and comfort to the beholder. Our own crop, + however, does not promise to be very abundant; for the leaves formed such + a superfluous shade over the young blossoms, that most of them dropped off + without producing the germ of fruit. Yesterday and to-day I have cut off + an immense number of leaves, and have thus given the remaining blossoms a + chance to profit by the air and sunshine; but the season is too far + advanced, I am afraid, for the squashes to attain any great bulk, and grow + yellow in the sun. We have muskmelons and watermelons, which promise to + supply us with as many as we can eat. After all, the greatest interest of + these vegetables does not seem to consist in their being articles of food. + It is rather that we love to see something born into the world; and when a + great squash or melon is produced, it is a large and tangible existence, + which the imagination can seize hold of and rejoice in. I love, also, to + see my own works contributing to the life and well-being of animate + nature. It is pleasant to have the bees come and suck honey out of my + squash-blossoms, though, when they have laden themselves, they fly away to + some unknown hive, which will give me back nothing in return for what my + garden has given them. But there is much more honey in the world, and so I + am content. Indian corn, in the prime and glory of its verdure, is a very + beautiful vegetable, both considered in the separate plant, and in a mass + in a broad field, rustling and waving, and surging up and down in the + breeze and sunshine of a summer afternoon. We have as many as fifty hills, + I should think, which will give us an abundant supply. Pray Heaven that we + may be able to eat it all! for it is not pleasant to think that anything + which Nature has been at the pains to produce should be thrown away. But + the hens will be glad of our superfluity, and so will the pigs, though we + have neither hens nor pigs of our own. But hens we must certainly keep. + There is something very sociable and quiet, and soothing, too, in their + soliloquies and converse among themselves; and, in an idle and + half-meditative mood, it is very pleasant to watch a party of hens picking + up their daily subsistence, with a gallant chanticleer in the midst of + them. Milton had evidently contemplated such a picture with delight. + </p> + <p> + I find that I have not given a very complete idea of our garden, although + it certainly deserves an ample record in this chronicle, since my labors + in it are the only present labors of my life. Besides what I have + mentioned, we have cucumber-vines, which to-day yielded us the first + cucumber of the season, a bed of beets, and another of carrots, and + another of parsnips and turnips, none of which promise us a very abundant + harvest. In truth, the soil is worn out, and, moreover, received very + little manure this season. Also, we have cabbages in superfluous + abundance, inasmuch as we neither of us have the least affection for them; + and it would be unreasonable to expect Sarah, the cook, to eat fifty head + of cabbages. Tomatoes, too, we shall have by and by. At our first arrival, + we found green peas ready for gathering, and these, instead of the + string-beans, were the first offering of the garden to our board. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, August 13th.—My life, at this time, is more like that of a + boy, externally, than it has been since I was really a boy. It is usually + supposed that the cares of life come with matrimony; but I seem to have + cast off all care, and live on with as much easy trust in Providence as + Adam could possibly have felt before he had learned that there was a world + beyond Paradise. My chief anxiety consists in watching the prosperity of + my vegetables, in observing how they are affected by the rain or sunshine, + in lamenting the blight of one squash and rejoicing at the luxurious + growth of another. It is as if the original relation between man and + Nature were restored in my case, and as if I were to look exclusively to + her for the support of my Eve and myself,—to trust to her for food + and clothing, and all things needful, with the full assurance that she + would not fail me. The fight with the world,—the struggle of a man + among men,—the agony of the universal effort to wrench the means of + living from a host of greedy competitors,—all this seems like a + dream to me. My business is merely to live and to enjoy; and whatever is + essential to life and enjoyment will come as naturally as the dew from + heaven. This is, practically at least, my faith. And so I awake in the + morning with a boyish thoughtlessness as to how the outgoings of the day + are to be provided for, and its incomings rendered certain. After + breakfast, I go forth into my garden, and gather whatever the bountiful + Mother has made fit for our present sustenance; and of late days she + generally gives me two squashes and a cucumber, and promises me green corn + and shell-beans very soon. Then I pass down through our orchard to the + river-side, and ramble along its margin in search of flowers. Usually I + discern a fragrant white lily, here and there along the shore, growing, + with sweet prudishness, beyond the grasp of mortal arm. But it does not + escape me so. I know what is its fitting destiny better than the silly + flower knows for itself; so I wade in, heedless of wet trousers, and seize + the shy lily by its slender stem. Thus I make prize of five or six, which + are as many as usually blossom within my reach in a single morning;—some + of them partially worm-eaten or blighted, like virgins with an eating + sorrow at the heart; others as fair and perfect as Nature's own idea was, + when she first imagined this lovely flower. A perfect pond-lily is the + most satisfactory of flowers. Besides these, I gather whatever else of + beautiful chances to be growing in the moist soil by the river-side,—an + amphibious tribe, yet with more richness and grace than the wild-flowers + of the deep and dry woodlands and hedge-rows,— sometimes the white + arrow-head, always the blue spires and broad green leaves of the + pickerel-flower, which contrast and harmonize so well with the white + lilies. For the last two or three days, I have found scattered stalks of + the cardinal-flower, the gorgeous scarlet of which it is a joy even to + remember. The world is made brighter and sunnier by flowers of such a hue. + Even perfume, which otherwise is the soul and spirit of a flower, may be + spared when it arrays itself in this scarlet glory. It is a flower of + thought and feeling, too; it seems to have its roots deep down in the + hearts of those who gaze at it. Other bright flowers sometimes impress me + as wanting sentiment; but it is not so with this. + </p> + <p> + Well, having made up my bunch of flowers, I return home with them. . . . . + Then I ascend to my study, and generally read, or perchance scribble in + this journal, and otherwise suffer Time to loiter onward at his own + pleasure, till the dinner-hour. In pleasant days, the chief event of the + afternoon, and the happiest one of the day, is our walk. . . . . So comes + the night; and I look back upon a day spent in what the world would call + idleness, and for which I myself can suggest no more appropriate epithet, + but which, nevertheless, I cannot feel to have been spent amiss. True, it + might be a sin and shame, in such a world as ours, to spend a lifetime in + this manner; but for a few summer weeks it is good to live as if this + world were heaven. And so it is, and so it shall be, although, in a little + while, a flitting shadow of earthly care and toil will mingle itself with + our realities. + </p> + <p> + Monday, August 15th.—George Hillard and his wife arrived from Boston + in the dusk of Saturday evening, to spend Sunday with us. It was a + pleasant sensation, when the coach rumbled up our avenue, and wheeled + round at the door; for I felt that I was regarded as a man with a + household, a man having a tangible existence and locality in the world,—when + friends came to avail themselves of our hospitality. It was a sort of + acknowledgment and reception of us into the corps of married people,—a + sanction by no means essential to our peace and well-being, but yet + agreeable enough to receive. So we welcomed them cordially at the door, + and ushered them into our parlor, and soon into the supper-room. . . . The + night flitted over us all, and passed away, and up rose a gray and sullen + morning, . . . . and we had a splendid breakfast of flapjacks, or + slapjacks, and whortleberries, which I gathered on a neighboring hill, and + perch, bream, and pout, which I hooked out of the river the evening + before. About nine o'clock, Hillard and I set out for a walk to Walden + Pond, calling by the way at Mr. Emerson's, to obtain his guidance or + directions, and he accompanied us in his own illustrious person. We turned + aside a little from our way, to visit Mr. ———, a yeoman, + of whose homely and self-acquired wisdom Mr. Emerson has a very high + opinion. We found him walking in his fields, a short and stalwart and + sturdy personage of middle age, with a face of shrewd and kind expression, + and manners of natural courtesy. He had a very free flow of talk; for, + with a little induction from Mr. Emerson, he began to discourse about the + state of the nation, agriculture, and business in general, uttering + thoughts that had come to him at the plough, and which had a sort of + flavor of the fresh earth about them. His views were sensible and + characteristic, and had grown in the soil where we found them; . . . . and + he is certainly a man of intellectual and moral substance, a sturdy fact, + a reality, something to be felt and touched, whose ideas seem to be dug + out of his mind as he digs potatoes, beets, carrots, and turnips out of + the ground. + </p> + <p> + After leaving Mr. ———, we proceeded through wood-paths + to Walden Pond, picking blackberries of enormous size along the way. The + pond itself was beautiful and refreshing to my soul, after such long and + exclusive familiarity with our tawny and sluggish river. It lies embosomed + among wooded hills, it is not very extensive, but large enough for waves + to dance upon its surface, and to look like a piece of blue firmament, + earthen-circled. The shore has a narrow, pebbly strand, which it was worth + a day's journey to look at, for the sake of the contrast between it and + the weedy, oozy margin of the river. Farther within its depths, you + perceive a bottom of pure white sand, sparkling through the transparent + water, which, methought, was the very purest liquid in the world. After + Mr. Emerson left us, Hillard and I bathed in the pond, and it does really + seem as if my spirit, as well as corporeal person, were refreshed by that + bath. A good deal of mud and river slime had accumulated on my soul; but + these bright waters washed them all away. + </p> + <p> + We returned home in due season for dinner. . . . To my misfortune, + however, a box of Mediterranean wine proved to have undergone the acetous + fermentation; so that the splendor of the festival suffered some + diminution. Nevertheless, we ate our dinner with a good appetite, and + afterwards went universally to take our several siestas. Meantime there + came a shower, which so besprinkled the grass and shrubbery as to make it + rather wet for our after-tea ramble. The chief result of the walk was the + bringing home of an immense burden of the trailing clematis-vine, now just + in blossom, and with which all our flower-stands and vases are this + morning decorated. On our return we found Mr. and Mrs. S———, + and E. H———, who shortly took their leave, and we sat up + late, telling ghost-stories. This morning, at seven, our friends left us. + We were both pleased with the visit, and so, I think, were our guests. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + Monday, August 22d.—I took a walk through the woods yesterday + afternoon, to Mr. Emerson's, with a book which Margaret Fuller had left, + after a call on Saturday eve. I missed the nearest way, and wandered into + a very secluded portion of the forest; for forest it might justly be + called, so dense and sombre was the shade of oaks and pines. Once I + wandered into a tract so overgrown with bushes and underbrush that I could + scarcely force a passage through. Nothing is more annoying than a walk of + this kind, where one is tormented by an innumerable host of petty + impediments. It incenses and depresses me at the same time. Always when I + flounder into the midst of bushes, which cross and intertwine themselves + about my legs, and brush my face, and seize hold of my clothes, with their + multitudinous grip,—always, in such a difficulty, I feel as if it + were almost as well to lie down and die in rage and despair as to go one + step farther. It is laughable, after I have got out of the moil, to think + how miserably it affected me for the moment; but I had better learn + patience betimes, for there are many such bushy tracts in this vicinity, + on the margins of meadows, and my walks will often lead me into them. + Escaping from the bushes, I soon came to an open space among the woods,—a + very lovely spot, with the tall old trees standing around as quietly as if + no one had intruded there throughout the whole summer. A company of crows + were holding their Sabbath on their summits. Apparently they felt + themselves injured or insulted by my presence; for, with one consent, they + began to Caw! caw! caw! and, launching themselves sullenly on the air, + took flight to some securer solitude. Mine, probably, was the first human + shape that they had seen all day long,—at least, if they had been + stationary in that spot; but perhaps they had winged their way over miles + and miles of country, had breakfasted on the summit of Graylock, and dined + at the base of Wachusett, and were merely come to sup and sleep among the + quiet woods of Concord. But it was my impression at the time, that they + had sat still and silent on the tops of the trees all through the Sabbath + day, and I felt like one who should unawares disturb an assembly of + worshippers. A crow, however, has no real pretensions to religion, in + spite of his gravity of mien and black attire. Crows are certainly + thieves, and probably infidels. Nevertheless, their voices yesterday were + in admirable accordance with the influences of the quiet, sunny, warm, yet + autumnal afternoon. They were so far above my head that their loud clamor + added to the quiet of the scene, instead of disturbing it. There was no + other sound, except the song of the cricket, which is but an audible + stillness; for, though it be very loud and heard afar, yet the mind does + not take note of it as a sound, so entirely does it mingle and lose its + individuality among the other characteristics of coming autumn. Alas for + the summer! The grass is still verdant on the hills and in the valleys; + the foliage of the trees is as dense as ever, and as green; the flowers + are abundant along the margin of the river, and in the hedge-rows, and + deep among the woods; the days, too, are as fervid as they were a month + ago; and yet in every breath of wind and in every beam of sunshine there + is an autumnal influence. I know not how to describe it. Methinks there is + a sort of coolness amid all the heat, and a mildness in the brightest of + the sunshine. A breeze cannot stir without thrilling me with the breath of + autumn, and I behold its pensive glory in the far, golden gleams among the + long shadows of the trees. The flowers, even the brightest of them,—the + golden-rod and the gorgeous cardinals,— the most glorious flowers of + the year,—have this gentle sadness amid their pomp. Pensive autumn + is expressed in the glow of every one of them. I have felt this influence + earlier in some years than in others. Sometimes autumn may be perceived + even in the early days of July. There is no other feeling like that caused + by this faint, doubtful, yet real perception, or rather prophecy, of the + year's decay, so deliciously sweet and sad at the same time. + </p> + <p> + After leaving the book at Mr. Emerson's I returned through the woods, and, + entering Sleepy Hollow, I perceived a lady reclining near the path which + bends along its verge. It was Margaret herself. She had been there the + whole afternoon, meditating or reading; for she had a book in her hand, + with some strange title, which I did not understand, and have forgotten. + She said that nobody had broken her solitude, and was just giving + utterance to a theory that no inhabitant of Concord ever visited Sleepy + Hollow, when we saw a group of people entering the sacred precincts. Most + of them followed a path which led them away from us; but an old man passed + near us, and smiled to see Margaret reclining on the ground, and me + sitting by her side. He made some remark about the beauty of the + afternoon, and withdrew himself into the shadow of the wood. Then we + talked about autumn, and about the pleasures of being lost in the woods, + and about the crows, whose voices Margaret had heard; and about the + experiences of early childhood, whose influence remains upon the character + after the recollection of them has passed away; and about the sight of + mountains from a distance, and the view from their summits; and about + other matters of high and low philosophy. In the midst of our talk, we + heard footsteps above us, on the high bank; and while the person was still + hidden among the trees, he called to Margaret, of whom he had gotten a + glimpse. Then he emerged from the green shade, and, behold! it was Mr. + Emerson. He appeared to have had a pleasant time; for he said that there + were Muses in the woods to-day, and whispers to be heard in the breezes. + It being now nearly six o'clock, we separated,—Margaret and Mr. + Emerson towards his home, and I towards mine. . . . + </p> + <p> + Last evening there was the most beautiful moonlight that ever hallowed + this earthly world; and when I went to bathe in the river, which was as + calm as death, it seemed like plunging down into the sky. But I had rather + be on earth than even in the seventh heaven, just now. + </p> + <p> + Wednesday, August 24th.—I left home at five o'clock this morning to + catch some fish for breakfast. I shook our summer apple-tree, and ate the + golden apple which fell from it. Methinks these early apples, which come + as a golden promise before the treasures of autumnal fruit, are almost + more delicious than anything that comes afterwards. We have but one such + tree in our orchard; but it supplies us with a daily abundance, and + probably will do so for at least a week to come. Meantime other trees + begin to cast their ripening windfalls upon the grass; and when I taste + them, and perceive their mellowed flavor and blackening seeds, I feel + somewhat overwhelmed with the impending bounties of Providence. I suppose + Adam, in Paradise, did not like to see his fruits decaying on the ground, + after he had watched them through the sunny days of the world's first + summer. However, insects, at the worst, will hold a festival upon them, so + that they will not be thrown away, in the great scheme of Nature. + Moreover, I have one advantage over the primeval Adam, inasmuch as there + is a chance of disposing of my superfluous fruits among people who inhabit + no Paradise of their own. + </p> + <p> + Passing a little way down along the river-side, I threw in my line, and + soon drew out one of the smallest possible of fishes. It seemed to be a + pretty good morning for the angler,—an autumnal coolness in the air, + a clear sky, but with a fog across the lowlands and on the surface of the + river, which a gentle breeze sometimes condensed into wreaths. At first I + could barely discern the opposite shore of the river; but, as the sun + arose, the vapors gradually dispersed, till only a warm, smoky tint was + left along the water's surface. The farm-houses across the river made + their appearance out of the dusky cloud; the voices of boys were heard, + shouting to the cattle as they drove them to the pastures; a man whetted + his scythe, and set to work in a neighboring meadow. Meantime, I continued + to stand on the oozy margin of the stream, beguiling the little fish; and + though the scaly inhabitants of our river partake somewhat of the + character of their native element, and are but sluggish biters, still I + contrived to pull out not far from two dozen. They were all bream, a + broad, flat, almost circular fish, shaped a good deal like a flounder, but + swimming on their edges, instead of on their sides. As far as mere + pleasure is concerned, it is hardly worth while to fish in our river, it + is so much like angling in a mud-puddle; and one does not attach the idea + of freshness and purity to the fishes, as we do to those which inhabit + swift, transparent streams, or haunt the shores of the great briny deep. + Standing on the weedy margin, and throwing the line over the elder-bushes + that dip into the water, it seems as if we could catch nothing but frogs + and mud-turtles, or reptiles akin to them. And even when a fish of + reputable aspect is drawn out, one feels a shyness about touching him. As + to our river, its character was admirably expressed last night by some one + who said "it was too lazy to keep itself clean." I might write pages and + pages, and only obscure the impression which this brief sentence conveys. + Nevertheless, we made bold to eat some of my fish for breakfast, and found + them very savory; and the rest shall meet with due entertainment at + dinner, together with some shell-beans, green corn, and cucumbers from our + garden; so this day's food comes directly and entirely from beneficent + Nature, without the intervention of any third person between her and us. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, August 27th.—A peach-tree, which grows beside our house + and brushes against the window, is so burdened with fruit that I have had + to prop it up. I never saw more splendid peaches in appearance,—great, + round, crimson-cheeked beauties, clustering all over the tree. A + pear-tree, likewise, is maturing a generous burden of small, sweet fruit, + which will require to be eaten at about the same time as the peaches. + There is something pleasantly annoying in this superfluous abundance; it + is like standing under a tree of ripe apples, and giving it a shake, with + the intention of bringing down a single one, when, behold, a dozen come + thumping about our ears. But the idea of the infinite generosity and + exhaustless bounty of our Mother Nature is well worth attaining; and I + never had it so vividly as now, when I find myself, with the few mouths + which I am to feed, the sole inheritor of the old clergyman's wealth of + fruits. His children, his friends in the village, and the clerical guests + who came to preach in his pulpit, were all wont to eat and be filled from + these trees. Now, all these hearty old people have passed away, and in + their stead is a solitary pair, whose appetites are more than satisfied + with the windfalls which the trees throw down at their feet. Howbeit, we + shall have now and then a guest to keep our peaches and pears from + decaying. + </p> + <p> + G. B———, my old fellow-laborer at the community at Brook + Farm, called on me last evening, and dined here to-day. He has been + cultivating vegetables at Plymouth this summer, and selling them in the + market. What a singular mode of life for a man of education and + refinement,—to spend his days in hard and earnest bodily toil, and + then to convey the products of his labor, in a wheelbarrow, to the public + market, and there retail them out,—a peck of peas or beans, a bunch + of turnips, a squash, a dozen ears of green corn! Few men, without some + eccentricity of character, would have the moral strength to do this; and + it is very striking to find such strength combined with the utmost + gentleness, and an uncommon regularity of nature. Occasionally he returns + for a day or two to resume his place among scholars and idle people, as, + for instance, the present week, when he has thrown aside his spade and hoe + to attend the Commencement at Cambridge. He is a rare man,—a perfect + original, yet without any one salient point; a character to be felt and + understood, but almost impossible to describe: for, should you seize upon + any characteristic, it would inevitably be altered and distorted in the + process of writing it down. + </p> + <p> + Our few remaining days of summer have been latterly grievously darkened + with clouds. To-day there has been an hour or two of hot sunshine; but the + sun rose amid cloud and mist, and before he could dry up the moisture of + last night's shower upon the trees and grass, the clouds have gathered + between him and us again. This afternoon the thunder rumbles in the + distance, and I believe a few drops of rain have fallen; but the weight of + the shower has burst elsewhere, leaving us nothing but its sullen gloom. + There is a muggy warmth in the atmosphere, which takes all the spring and + vivacity out of the mind and body. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, August 28th.—Still another rainy day,—the heaviest + rain, I believe, that has fallen since we came to Concord (not two months + ago). There never was a more sombre aspect of all external nature. I gaze + from the open window of my study somewhat disconsolately, and observe the + great willow-tree which shades the house, and which has caught and + retained a whole cataract of rain among its leaves and boughs; and all the + fruit-trees, too, are dripping continually, even in the brief intervals + when the clouds give us a respite. If shaken to bring down the fruit, they + will discharge a shower upon the head of him who stands beneath. The rain + is warm, coming from some southern region; but the willow attests that it + is an autumnal spell of weather, by scattering down no infrequent + multitude of yellow leaves, which rest upon the sloping roof of the house, + and strew the gravel-path and the grass. The other trees do not yet shed + their leaves, though in some of them a lighter tint of verdure, tending + towards yellow, is perceptible. All day long we hear the water drip, drip, + dripping, splash, splash, splashing, from the eaves, and babbling and + foaming into the tubs which have been set out to receive it. The old + unpainted shingles and boards of the mansion and out-houses are black with + the moisture which they have imbibed. Looking at the river, we perceive + that its usually smooth and mirrored surface is blurred by the infinity of + rain-drops; the whole landscape—grass, trees, and houses—has a + completely water-soaked aspect, as if the earth were wet through. The + wooded hill, about a mile distant, whither we went to gather + whortleberries, has a mist upon its summit, as if the demon of the rain + were enthroned there; and if we look to the sky, it seems as if all the + water that had been poured down upon us were as nothing to what is to + come. Once in a while, indeed, there is a gleam of sky along the horizon, + or a half-cheerful, half-sullen lighting up of the atmosphere; the + rain-drops cease to patter down, except when the trees shake off a gentle + shower; but soon we hear the broad, quiet, slow, and sure recommencement + of the rain. The river, if I mistake not, has risen considerably during + the day, and its current will acquire some degree of energy. + </p> + <p> + In this sombre weather, when some mortals almost forget that there ever + was any golden sunshine, or ever will be any hereafter, others seem + absolutely to radiate it from their own hearts and minds. The gloom cannot + pervade them; they conquer it, and drive it quite out of their sphere, and + create a moral rainbow of hope upon the blackest cloud. As for myself, I + am little other than a cloud at such seasons, but such persons contrive to + make me a sunny one, shining all through me. And thus, even without the + support of a stated occupation, I survive these sullen days and am happy. + </p> + <p> + This morning we read the Sermon on the Mount. In the course of the + forenoon, the rain abated for a season, and I went out and gathered some + corn and summer-squashes, and picked up the windfalls of apples and pears + and peaches. Wet, wet, wet,—everything was wet; the blades of the + corn-stalks moistened me; the wet grass soaked my boots quite through; the + trees threw their reserved showers upon my head; and soon the remorseless + rain began anew, and drove me into the house. When shall we be able to + walk again to the far hills, and plunge into the deep woods, and gather + more cardinals along the river's margin? The track along which we trod is + probably under water now. How inhospitable Nature is during a rain! In the + fervid heat of sunny days, she still retains some degree of mercy for us; + she has shady spots, whither the sun cannot come; but she provides no + shelter against her storms. It makes one shiver to think how dripping with + wet are those deep, umbrageous nooks, those overshadowed banks, where we + find such enjoyment during sultry afternoons. And what becomes of the + birds in such a soaking rain as this? Is hope and an instinctive faith so + mixed up with their nature that they can be cheered by the thought that + the sunshine will return? or do they think, as I almost do, that there is + to be no sunshine any more? Very disconsolate must they be among the + dripping leaves; and when a single summer makes so important a portion of + their lives, it seems hard that so much of it should be dissolved in rain. + I, likewise, am greedy of the summer days for my own sake; the life of man + does not contain so many of them that one can be spared without regret. + </p> + <p> + Tuesday, August 30th.—I was promised, in the midst of Sunday's rain, + that Monday should be fair, and, behold! the sun came back to us, and + brought one of the most perfect days ever made since Adam was driven out + of Paradise. By the by, was there ever any rain in Paradise? If so, how + comfortless must Eve's bower have been! and what a wretched and rheumatic + time must they have had on their bed of wet roses! It makes me shiver to + think of it. Well, it seemed as if the world was newly created yesterday + morning, and I beheld its birth; for I had risen before the sun was over + the hill, and had gone forth to fish. How instantaneously did all + dreariness and heaviness of the earth's spirit flit away before one smile + of the beneficent sun! This proves that all gloom is but a dream and a + shadow, and that cheerfulness is the real truth. It requires many clouds, + long brooding over us, to make us sad, but one gleam of sunshine always + suffices to cheer up the landscape. The banks of the river actually + laughed when the sunshine fell upon them; and the river itself was alive + and cheerful, and, by way of fun and amusement, it had swept away many + wreaths of meadow-hay, and old, rotten branches of trees, and all such + trumpery. These matters came floating downwards, whirling round and round + in the eddies, or hastening onward in the main current; and many of them, + before this time, have probably been carried into the Merrimack, and will + be borne onward to the sea. The spots where I stood to fish, on my + preceding excursion, were now under water; and the tops of many of the + bushes, along the river's margin, barely emerged from the stream. Large + spaces of meadow are overflowed. + </p> + <p> + There was a northwest-wind throughout the day; and as many clouds, the + remnants of departed gloom, were scattered about the sky, the breeze was + continually blowing them across the sun. For the most part, they were gone + again in a moment; but sometimes the shadow remained long enough to make + me dread a return of sulky weather. Then would come the burst of sunshine, + making me feel as if a rainy day were henceforth an impossibility. . . . + </p> + <p> + In the afternoon Mr. Emerson called, bringing Mr. ———. + He is a good sort of humdrum parson enough, and well fitted to increase + the stock of manuscript sermons, of which there must be a fearful quantity + already in the world. Mr. ———, however, is probably one + of the best and most useful of his class, because no suspicion of the + necessity of his profession, constituted as it now is, to mankind, and of + his own usefulness and success in it, has hitherto disturbed him; and + therefore he labors with faith and confidence, as ministers did a hundred + years ago. + </p> + <p> + After the visitors were gone, I sat at the gallery window, looking down + the avenue; and soon there appeared an elderly woman,—a homely, + decent old matron, dressed in a dark gown, and with what seemed a + manuscript book under her arm. The wind sported with her gown, and blew + her veil across her face, and seemed to make game of her, though on a + nearer view she looked like a sad old creature, with a pale, thin + countenance, and somewhat of a wild and wandering expression. She had a + singular gait, reeling, as it were, and yet not quite reeling, from one + side of the path to the other; going onward as if it were not much matter + whether she went straight or crooked. Such were my observations as she + approached through the scattered sunshine and shade of our long avenue, + until, reaching the door, she gave a knock, and inquired for the lady of + the house. Her manuscript contained a certificate, stating that the old + woman was a widow from a foreign land, who had recently lost her son, and + was now utterly destitute of friends and kindred, and without means of + support. Appended to the certificate there was a list of names of people + who had bestowed charity on her, with the amounts of their several + donations,— none, as I recollect, higher than twenty-five cents. + Here is a strange life, and a character fit for romance and poetry. All + the early part of her life, I suppose, and much of her widowhood, were + spent in the quiet of a home, with kinsfolk around her, and children, and + the lifelong gossiping acquaintances that some women always create about + them. But in her decline she has wandered away from all these, and from + her native country itself, and is a vagrant, yet with something of the + homeliness and decency of aspect belonging to one who has been a wife and + mother, and has had a roof of her own above her head,—and, with all + this, a wildness proper to her present life. I have a liking for vagrants + of all sorts, and never, that I know of, refused my mite to a wandering + beggar, when I had anything in my own pocket. There is so much + wretchedness in the world, that we may safely take the word of any mortal + professing to need our assistance; and, even should we be deceived, still + the good to ourselves resulting from a kind act is worth more than the + trifle by which we purchase it. It is desirable, I think, that such + persons should be permitted to roam through our land of plenty, scattering + the seeds of tenderness and charity, as birds of passage bear the seeds of + precious plants from land to land, without even dreaming of the office + which they perform. + </p> + <p> + Thursday, September 1st.—Mr. Thoreau dined with us yesterday. . . . + He is a keen and delicate observer of nature,—a genuine observer,—which, + I suspect, is almost as rare a character as even an original poet; and + Nature, in return for his love, seems to adopt him as her especial child, + and shows him secrets which few others are allowed to witness. He is + familiar with beast, fish, fowl, and reptile, and has strange stories to + tell of adventures and friendly passages with these lower brethren of + mortality. Herb and flower, likewise, wherever they grow, whether in + garden or wildwood, are his familiar friends. He is also on intimate terms + with the clouds, and can tell the portents of storms. It is a + characteristic trait, that he has a great regard for the memory of the + Indian tribes, whose wild life would have suited him so well; and, strange + to say, he seldom walks over a ploughed field without picking up an + arrow-point, spearhead, or other relic of the red man, as if their spirits + willed him to be the inheritor of their simple wealth. + </p> + <p> + With all this he has more than a tincture of literature,—a deep and + true taste for poetry, especially for the elder poets, and he is a good + writer,—at least he has written a good article, a rambling + disquisition on Natural History, in the last Dial, which, he says, was + chiefly made up from journals of his own observations. Methinks this + article gives a very fair image of his mind and character,—so true, + innate, and literal in observation, yet giving the spirit as well as + letter of what he sees, even as a lake reflects its wooded banks, showing + every leaf, yet giving the wild beauty of the whole scene. Then there are + in the article passages of cloudy and dreamy metaphysics, and also + passages where his thoughts seem to measure and attune themselves into + spontaneous verse, as they rightfully may, since there is real poetry in + them. There is a basis of good sense and of moral truth, too, throughout + the article, which also is a reflection of his character; for he is not + unwise to think and feel, and I find him a healthy and wholesome man to + know. + </p> + <p> + After dinner (at which we cut the first watermelon and muskmelon that our + garden has grown), Mr. Thoreau and I walked up the bank of the river, and + at a certain point he shouted for his boat. Forthwith a young man paddled + it across, and Mr. Thoreau and I voyaged farther up the stream, which soon + became more beautiful than any picture, with its dark and quiet sheet of + water, half shaded, half sunny, between high and wooded banks. The late + rains have swollen the stream so much that many trees are standing up to + their knees, as it were, in the water, and boughs, which lately swung high + in air, now dip and drink deep of the passing wave. As to the poor + cardinals which glowed upon the bank a few days since, I could see only a + few of their scarlet hats, peeping above the tide. Mr. Thoreau managed the + boat so perfectly, either with two paddles or with one, that it seemed + instinct with his own will, and to require no physical effort to guide it. + He said that, when some Indians visited Concord a few years ago, he found + that he had acquired, without a teacher, their precise method of + propelling and steering a canoe. Nevertheless he was desirous of selling + the boat of which he was so fit a pilot, and which was built by his own + hands; so I agreed to take it, and accordingly became possessor of the + Musketaquid. I wish I could acquire the aquatic skill of the original + owner. + </p> + <p> + September 2d.—Yesterday afternoon Mr. Thoreau arrived with the boat. + The adjacent meadow being overflowed by the rise of the stream, he had + rowed directly to the foot of the orchard, and landed at the bars, after + floating over forty or fifty yards of water where people were lately + making hay. I entered the boat with him, in order to have the benefit of a + lesson in rowing and paddling. . . . I managed, indeed, to propel the boat + by rowing with two oars, but the use of the single paddle is quite beyond + my present skill. Mr. Thoreau had assured me that it was only necessary to + will the boat to go in any particular direction, and she would immediately + take that course, as if imbued with the spirit of the steersman. It may be + so with him, but it is certainly not so with me. The boat seemed to be + bewitched, and turned its head to every point of the compass except the + right one. He then took the paddle himself, and, though I could observe + nothing peculiar in his management of it, the Musketaquid immediately + became as docile as a trained steed. I suspect that she has not yet + transferred her affections from her old master to her new one. By and by, + when we are better acquainted, she will grow more tractable. . . . We + propose to change her name from Musketaquid (the Indian name of the + Concord River, meaning the river of meadows) to the Pond-Lily, which will + be very beautiful and appropriate, as, during the summer season, she will + bring home many a cargo of pond-lilies from along the river's weedy shore. + It is not very likely that I shall make such long voyages in her as Mr. + Thoreau has made. He once followed our river down to the Merrimack, and + thence, I believe, to Newburyport in this little craft. + </p> + <p> + In the evening, —— ——— called to see us, + wishing to talk with me about a Boston periodical, of which he had heard + that I was to be editor, and to which he desired to contribute. He is an + odd and clever young man, with nothing very peculiar about him,—some + originality and self-inspiration in his character, but none, or, very + little, in his intellect. Nevertheless, the lad himself seems to feel as + if he were a genius. I like him well enough, however; but, after all, + these originals in a small way, after one has seen a few of them, become + more dull and commonplace than even those who keep the ordinary pathway of + life. They have a rule and a routine, which they follow with as little + variety as other people do their rule and routine; and when once we have + fathomed their mystery, nothing can be more wearisome. An innate + perception and reflection of truth give the only sort of originality that + does not finally grow intolerable. + </p> + <p> + September 4th.—I made a voyage in the Pond-Lily all by myself + yesterday morning, and was much encouraged by my success in causing the + boat to go whither I would. I have always liked to be afloat, but I think + I have never adequately conceived of the enjoyment till now, when I begin + to feel a power over that which supports me. I suppose I must have felt + something like this sense of triumph when I first learned to swim; but I + have forgotten it. O that I could run wild!—that is, that I could + put myself into a true relation with Nature, and be on friendly terms with + all congenial elements. + </p> + <p> + We had a thunder-storm last evening; and to-day has been a cool, breezy + autumnal day, such as my soul and body love. + </p> + <p> + September 18th.—How the summer-time flits away, even while it seems + to be loitering onward, arm in arm with autumn! Of late I have walked but + little over the hills and through the woods, my leisure being chiefly + occupied with my boat, which I have now learned to manage with tolerable + skill. Yesterday afternoon I made a voyage alone up the North Branch of + Concord River. There was a strong west-wind blowing dead against me, + which, together with the current, increased by the height of the water, + made the first part of the passage pretty toilsome. The black river was + all dimpled over with little eddies and whirlpools; and the breeze, + moreover, caused the billows to beat against the bow of the boat, with a + sound like the flapping of a bird's wing. The water-weeds, where they were + discernible through the tawny water, were straight outstretched by the + force of the current, looking as if they were forced to hold on to their + roots with all their might. If for a moment I desisted from paddling, the + head of the boat was swept round by the combined might of wind and tide. + However, I toiled onward stoutly, and, entering the North Branch, soon + found myself floating quietly along a tranquil stream, sheltered from the + breeze by the woods and a lofty hill. The current, likewise, lingered + along so gently that it was merely a pleasure to propel the boat against + it. I never could have conceived that there was so beautiful a river-scene + in Concord as this of the North Branch. The stream flows through the + midmost privacy and deepest heart of a wood, which, as if but half + satisfied with its presence, calm, gentle, and unobtrusive as it is, seems + to crowd upon it, and barely to allow it passage; for the trees are rooted + on the very verge of the water, and dip their pendent branches into it. On + one side there is a high bank, forming the side of a hill, the Indian name + of which I have forgotten, though Mr. Thoreau told it to me; and here, in + some instances, the trees stand leaning over the river, stretching out + their arms as if about to plunge in headlong. On the other side, the bank + is almost on a level with the water; and there the quiet congregation of + trees stood with feet in the flood, and fringed with foliage down to its + very surface. Vines here and there twine themselves about bushes or aspens + or alder-trees, and hang their clusters (though scanty and infrequent this + season) so that I can reach them from my boat. I scarcely remember a scene + of more complete and lovely seclusion than the passage of the river + through this wood. Even an Indian canoe, in olden times, could not have + floated onward in deeper solitude than my boat. I have never elsewhere had + such an opportunity to observe how much more beautiful reflection is than + what we call reality. The sky, and the clustering foliage on either hand, + and the effect of sunlight as it found its way through the shade, giving + lightsome hues in contrast with the quiet depth of the prevailing tints, + —all these seemed unsurpassably beautiful when beheld in upper air. + But on gazing downward, there they were, the same even to the minutest + particular, yet arrayed in ideal beauty, which satisfied the spirit + incomparably more than the actual scene. I am half convinced that the + reflection is indeed the reality, the real thing which Nature imperfectly + images to our grosser sense. At any rate, the disembodied shadow is + nearest to the soul. + </p> + <p> + There were many tokens of autumn in this beautiful picture. Two or three + of the trees were actually dressed in their coats of many colors,—the + real scarlet and gold which they wear before they put on mourning. These + stood on low, marshy spots, where a frost has probably touched them + already. Others were of a light, fresh green, resembling the hues of + spring, though this, likewise, is a token of decay. The great mass of the + foliage, however, appears unchanged; but ever and anon down came a yellow + leaf, half flitting upon the air, half falling through it, and finally + settling upon the water. A multitude of these were floating here and there + along the river, many of them curling upward, so as to form little boats, + fit for fairies to voyage in. They looked strangely pretty, with yet a + melancholy prettiness, as they floated along. The general aspect of the + river, however, differed but little from that of summer,—at least + the difference defies expression. It is more in the character of the rich + yellow sunlight than in aught else. The water of the stream has now a + thrill of autumnal coolness; yet whenever a broad gleam fell across it, + through an interstice of the foliage, multitudes of insects were darting + to and fro upon its surface. The sunshine, thus falling across the dark + river, has a most beautiful effect. It burnishes it, as it were, and yet + leaves it as dark as ever. + </p> + <p> + On my return, I suffered the boat to float almost of its own will down the + stream, and caught fish enough for this morning's breakfast. But, partly + from a qualm of conscience, I finally put them all into the water again, + and saw them swim away as if nothing had happened. + </p> + <p> + Monday, October 10th.—A long while, indeed, since my last date. But + the weather has been generally sunny and pleasant, though often very cold; + and I cannot endure to waste anything so precious as autumnal sunshine by + staying in the house. So I have spent almost all the daylight hours in the + open air. My chief amusement has been boating up and down the river. A + week or two ago (September 27 and 28) I went on a pedestrian excursion + with Mr. Emerson, and was gone two days and one night, it being the first + and only night that I have spent away from home. We were that night at the + village of Harvard, and the next morning walked three miles farther, to + the Shaker village, where we breakfasted. Mr. Emerson had a theological + discussion with two of the Shaker brethren; but the particulars of it have + faded from my memory; and all the other adventures of the tour have now so + lost their freshness that I cannot adequately recall them. Wherefore let + them rest untold. I recollect nothing so well as the aspect of some + fringed gentians, which we saw growing by the roadside, and which were so + beautiful that I longed to turn back and pluck them. After an arduous + journey, we arrived safe home in the afternoon of the second day,—the + first time that I ever came home in my life; for I never had a home + before. On Saturday of the same week, my friend D. R——— + came to see us, and stayed till Tuesday morning. On Wednesday there was a + cattleshow in the village, of which I would give a description, if it had + possessed any picturesque points. The foregoing are the chief outward + events of our life. + </p> + <p> + In the mean time autumn has been advancing, and is said to be a month + earlier than usual. We had frosts, sufficient to kill the bean and squash + vines, more than a fortnight ago; but there has since been some of the + most delicious Indian-summer weather that I ever experienced,—mild, + sweet, perfect days, in which the warm sunshine seemed to embrace the + earth and all earth's children with love and tenderness. Generally, + however, the bright days have been vexed with winds from the northwest, + somewhat too keen and high for comfort. These winds have strewn our avenue + with withered leaves, although the trees still retain some density of + foliage, which is now imbrowned or otherwise variegated by autumn. Our + apples, too, have been falling, falling, falling; and we have picked the + fairest of them from the dewy grass, and put them in our store-room and + elsewhere. On Thursday, John Flint began to gather those which remained on + the trees; and I suppose they will amount to nearly twenty barrels, or + perhaps more. As usual when I have anything to sell, apples are very low + indeed in price, and will not fetch me more than a dollar a barrel. I have + sold my share of the potato-field for twenty dollars and ten bushels of + potatoes for my own use. This may suffice for the economical history of + our recent life. + </p> + <p> + 12 o'clock, M.—Just now I heard a sharp tapping at the window of my + study, and, looking up from my book (a volume of Rabelais), behold! the + head of a little bird, who seemed to demand admittance! He was probably + attempting to get a fly, which was on the pane of glass against which he + rapped; and on my first motion the feathered visitor took wing. This + incident had a curious effect on me. It impressed me as if the bird had + been a spiritual visitant, so strange was it that this little wild thing + should seem to ask our hospitality. + </p> + <p> + November 8th.—I am sorry that our journal has fallen so into + neglect; but I see no chance of amendment. All my scribbling propensities + will be far more than gratified in writing nonsense for the press; so that + any gratuitous labor of the pen becomes peculiarly distasteful. Since the + last date, we have paid a visit of nine days to Boston and Salem, whence + we returned a week ago yesterday. Thus we lost above a week of delicious + autumnal weather, which should have been spent in the woods or upon the + river. Ever since our return, however, until to-day, there has been a + succession of genuine Indian-summer days, with gentle winds or none at + all, and a misty atmosphere, which idealizes all nature, and a mild, + beneficent sunshine, inviting one to lie down in a nook and forget all + earthly care. To-day the sky is dark and lowering, and occasionally lets + fall a few sullen tears. I suppose we must bid farewell to Indian summer + now, and expect no more love and tenderness from Mother Nature till next + spring be well advanced. She has already made herself as unlovely in + outward aspect as can well be. We took a walk to Sleepy Hollow yesterday, + and beheld scarcely a green thing, except the everlasting verdure of the + family of pines, which, indeed, are trees to thank God for at this season. + A range of young birches had retained a pretty liberal coloring of yellow + or tawny leaves, which became very cheerful in the sunshine. There were + one or two oak-trees whose foliage still retained a deep, dusky red, which + looked rich and warm; but most of the oaks had reached the last stage of + autumnal decay,—the dusky brown hue. Millions of their leaves strew + the woods and rustle underneath the foot; but enough remain upon the + boughs to make a melancholy harping when the wind sweeps over them. We + found some fringed gentians in the meadow, most of them blighted and + withered; but a few were quite perfect. The other day, since our return + from Salem, I found a violet; yet it was so cold that day, that a large + pool of water, under the shadow of some trees, had remained frozen from + morning till afternoon. The ice was so thick as not to be broken by some + sticks and small stones which I threw upon it. But ice and snow too will + soon be no extraordinary matters with us. + </p> + <p> + During the last week we have had three stoves put up, and henceforth no + light of a cheerful fire will gladden us at eventide. Stoves are + detestable in every respect, except that they keep us perfectly + comfortable. + </p> + <p> + Thursday, November 24th.—This is Thanksgiving Day, a good old + festival, and we have kept it with our hearts, and, besides, have made + good cheer upon our turkey and pudding, and pies and custards, although + none sat at our board but our two selves. There was a new and livelier + sense, I think, that we have at last found a home, and that a new family + has been gathered since the last Thanksgiving Day. There have been many + bright cold days latterly,—so cold that it has required a pretty + rapid pace to keep one's self warm a-walking. Day before yesterday I saw a + party of boys skating on a pond of water that has overflowed a neighboring + meadow. Running water has not yet frozen. Vegetation has quite come to a + stand, except in a few sheltered spots. In a deep ditch we found a tall + plant of the freshest and healthiest green, which looked as if it must + have grown within the last few weeks. We wander among the wood-paths, + which are very pleasant in the sunshine of the afternoons, the trees + looking rich and warm,—such of them, I mean, as have retained their + russet leaves; and where the leaves are strewn along the paths, or heaped + plentifully in some hollow of the hills, the effect is not without a + charm. To-day the morning rose with rain, which has since changed to snow + and sleet; and now the landscape is as dreary as can well be imagined,—white, + with the brownness of the soil and withered grass everywhere peeping out. + The swollen river, of a leaden hue, drags itself sullenly along; and this + may be termed the first winter's day. + </p> + <p> + Friday, March 31st, 1843.—The first month of spring is already gone; + and still the snow lies deep on hill and valley, and the river is still + frozen from bank to bank, although a late rain has caused pools of water + to stand on the surface of the ice, and the meadows are overflowed into + broad lakes. Such a protracted winter has not been known for twenty years, + at least. I have almost forgotten the wood-paths and shady places which I + used to know so well last summer; and my views are so much confined to the + interior of our mansion, that sometimes, looking out of the window, I am + surprised to catch a glimpse of houses, at no great distance, which had + quite passed out of my recollection. From present appearances, another + month may scarcely suffice to wash away all the snow from the open + country; and in the woods and hollows it may linger yet longer. The winter + will not have been a day less than five months long; and it would not be + unfair to call it seven. A great space, indeed, to miss the smile of + Nature, in a single year of human life. Even out of the midst of happiness + I have sometimes sighed and groaned; for I love the sunshine and the green + woods, and the sparkling blue water; and it seems as if the picture of our + inward bliss should be set in a beautiful frame of outward nature. . . . + As to the daily course of our life, I have written with pretty commendable + diligence, averaging from two to four hours a day; and the result is seen + in various magazines. I might have written more, if it had seemed worth + while; but I was content to earn only so much gold as might suffice for + our immediate wants, having prospect of official station and emolument + which would do away with the necessity of writing for bread. Those + prospects have not yet had their fulfilment; and we are well content to + wait, because an office would inevitably remove us from our present happy + home,—at least from an outward home; for there is an inner one that + will accompany us wherever we go. Meantime, the magazine people do not pay + their debts; so that we taste some of the inconveniences of poverty. It is + an annoyance, not a trouble. + </p> + <p> + Every day, I trudge through snow and slosh to the village, look into the + post-office, and spend an hour at the reading-room; and then return home, + generally without having spoken a word to a human being. . . . In the way + of exercise I saw and split wood, and, physically, I never was in a better + condition than now. This is chiefly owing, doubtless, to a satisfied + heart, in aid of which comes the exercise above mentioned, and about a + fair proportion of intellectual labor. + </p> + <p> + On the 9th of this mouth, we left home again on a visit to Boston and + Salem. I alone went to Salem, where I resumed all my bachelor habits for + nearly a fortnight, leading the same life in which ten years of my youth + flitted away like a dream. But how much changed was I! At last I had + caught hold of a reality which never could be taken from me. It was good + thus to get apart from my happiness, for the sake of contemplating it. On + the 21st, I returned to Boston, and went out to Cambridge to dine with + Longfellow, whom I had not seen since his return from Europe. The next day + we came back to our old house, which had been deserted all this time; for + our servant had gone with us to Boston. + </p> + <p> + Friday, April 7th.—My wife has gone to Boston to see her sister M———, + who is to be married in two or three weeks, and then immediately to visit + Europe for six months. . . . I betook myself to sawing and splitting wood; + there being an inward unquietness which demanded active exercise, and I + sawed, I think, more briskly than ever before. When I re-entered the + house, it was with somewhat of a desolate feeling; yet not without an + intermingled pleasure, as being the more conscious that all separation was + temporary, and scarcely real, even for the little time that it may last. + After my solitary dinner, I lay down, with the Dial in my hand, and + attempted to sleep; but sleep would not come. . . . So I arose, and began + this record in the journal, almost at the commencement of which I was + interrupted by a visit from Mr. Thoreau, who came to return a book, and to + announce his purpose of going to reside at Staten Island, as private tutor + in the family of Mr. Emerson's brother. We had some conversation upon this + subject, and upon the spiritual advantages of change of place, and upon + the Dial, and upon Mr. Alcott, and other kindred or concatenated subjects. + I am glad, on Mr. Thoreau's own account, that he is going away, as he is + out of health, and may be benefited by his removal; but, on my account, I + should like to have him remain here, he being one of the few persons, I + think, with whom to hold intercourse is like hearing the wind among the + boughs of a forest-tree; and, with all this wild freedom, there is high + and classic cultivation in him too. . . . + </p> + <p> + I had a purpose, if circumstances would permit, of passing the whole term + of my wife's absence without speaking a word to any human being; but now + my Pythagorean vow has been broken, within three or four hours after her + departure. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, April 8th.—After journalizing yesterday afternoon, I went + out and sawed and split wood till teatime, then studied German + (translating Lenore), with an occasional glance at a beautiful sunset, + which I could not enjoy sufficiently by myself to induce me to lay aside + the book. After lamplight, finished Lenore, and drowsed over Voltaire's + Candide, occasionally refreshing myself with a tune from Mr. Thoreau's + musical-box, which he had left in my keeping. The evening was but a dull + one. + </p> + <p> + I retired soon after nine, and felt some apprehension that the old + Doctor's ghost would take this opportunity to visit me; but I rather think + his former visitations have not been intended for me, and that I am not + sufficiently spiritual for ghostly communication. At all events, I met + with no disturbance of the kind, and slept soundly enough till six o'clock + or thereabouts. The forenoon was spent with the pen in my hand, and + sometimes I had the glimmering of an idea, and endeavored to materialize + it in words; but on the whole my mind was idly vagrant, and refused to + work to any systematic purpose. Between eleven and twelve I went to the + post-office, but found no letter; then spent above an hour reading at the + Athenaeum. On my way home, I encountered Mr. Flint, for the first time + these many weeks, although he is our next neighbor in one direction. I + inquired if he could sell us some potatoes, and he promised to send half a + bushel for trial. Also, he encouraged me to hope that he might buy a + barrel of our apples. After my encounter with Mr. Flint, I returned to our + lonely old abbey, opened the door without the usual heart-spring, ascended + to my study, and began to read a tale of Tieck. Slow work, and dull work + too! Anon, Molly, the cook, rang the bell for dinner,—a sumptuous + banquet of stewed veal and macaroni, to which I sat down in solitary + state. My appetite served me sufficiently to eat with, but not for + enjoyment. Nothing has a zest in my present widowed state. [Thus far I had + written, when Mr. Emerson called.] After dinner, I lay down on the couch, + with the Dial in my hand as a soporific, and had a short nap; then began + to journalize. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Emerson came, with a sunbeam in his face; and we had as good a talk as + I ever remember to have had with him. He spoke of Margaret Fuller, who, he + says, has risen perceptibly into a higher state since their last meeting. + [There rings the tea-bell.] Then we discoursed of Ellery Channing, a + volume of whose poems is to be immediately published, with revisions by + Mr. Emerson himself and Mr. Sam G. Ward. . . . He calls them "poetry for + poets." Next Mr. Thoreau was discussed, and his approaching departure; in + respect to which we agreed pretty well. . . . We talked of Brook Farm, and + the singular moral aspects which it presents, and the great desirability + that its progress and developments should be observed and its history + written; also of C. N———, who, it appears, is passing + through a new moral phasis. He is silent, inexpressive, talks little or + none, and listens without response, except a sardonic laugh; and some of + his friends think that he is passing into permanent eclipse. Various other + matters were considered or glanced at, and finally, between five and six + o'clock, Mr. Emerson took his leave. I then went out to chop wood, my + allotted space for which had been very much abridged by his visit; but I + was not sorry. I went on with the journal for a few minutes before tea, + and have finished the present record in the setting sunshine and gathering + dusk. . . . + </p> + <p> + Salem.—. . . . Here I am, in my old chamber, where I produced those + stupendous works of fiction which have since impressed the universe with + wonderment and awe! To this chamber, doubtless, in all succeeding ages, + pilgrims will come to pay their tribute of reverence;—they will put + off their shoes at the threshold for fear of desecrating the tattered old + carpets! "There," they will exclaim, "is the very bed in which he + slumbered, and where he was visited by those ethereal visions which he + afterwards fixed forever in glowing words! There is the wash-stand at + which this exalted personage cleansed himself from the stains of earth, + and rendered his outward man a fitting exponent of the pure soul within. + There, in its mahogany frame, is the dressing-glass, which often reflected + that noble brow, those hyacinthine locks, that mouth bright with smiles or + tremulous with feeling, that flashing or melting eye, that—in short, + every item of the magnanimous face of this unexampled man. There is the + pine table,—there the old flag-bottomed chair on which he sat, and + at which he scribbled, during his agonies of inspiration! There is the old + chest of drawers in which he kept what shirts a poor author may be + supposed to have possessed! There is the closet in which was reposited his + threadbare suit of black! There is the worn-out shoe-brush with which this + polished writer polished his boots. There is—" but I believe, this + will be pretty much all, so here I close the catalogue. . . . + </p> + <p> + A cloudy veil stretches over the abyss of my nature. I have, however, no + love of secrecy and darkness. I am glad to think that God sees through my + heart, and, if any angel has power to penetrate into it, he is welcome to + know everything that is there. Yes, and so may any mortal who is capable + of full sympathy, and therefore worthy to come into my depths. But he must + find his own way there. I can neither guide nor enlighten him. It is this + involuntary reserve, I suppose, that has given the objectivity to my + writings; and when people think that I am pouring myself out in a tale or + an essay, I am merely telling what is common to human nature, not what is + peculiar to myself. I sympathize with them, not they with me. . . . + </p> + <p> + I have recently been both lectured about and preached about here in my + native city; the preacher was Rev. Mr. Fox of Newburyport; but how he + contrived to put me into a sermon I know not. I trust he took for his + text, "Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no guile." + </p> + <p> + Salem, March 12th.—. . . . That poor home! how desolate it is now! + Last night, being awake, . . . . my thoughts travelled back to the lonely + old Manse; and it seemed as if I were wandering up stairs and down stairs + all by myself. My fancy was almost afraid to be there alone. I could see + every object in a dim, gray light,—our chamber, the study, all in + confusion; the parlor, with the fragments of that abortive breakfast on + the table, and the precious silver forks, and the old bronze image, + keeping its solitary stand upon the mantelpiece. Then, methought, the + wretched Vigwiggie came, and jumped upon the window-sill, and clung there + with her fore paws, mewing dismally for admittance, which I could not + grant her, being there myself only in the spirit. And then came the ghost + of the old Doctor, stalking through the gallery, and down the staircase, + and peeping into the parlor; and though I was wide awake, and conscious of + being so many miles from the spot, still it was quite awful to think of + the ghost having sole possession of our home; for I could not quite + separate myself from it, after all. Somehow the Doctor and I seemed to be + there tete-a-tete. . . . I believe I did not have any fantasies about the + ghostly kitchen-maid; but I trust Mary left the flat-irons within her + reach, so that she may do all her ironing while we are away, and never + disturb us more at midnight. I suppose she comes thither to iron her + shroud, and perhaps, likewise, to smooth the Doctor's band. Probably, + during her lifetime, she allowed him to go to some ordination or other + grand clerical celebration with rumpled linen, and ever since, and + throughout all earthly futurity (at least, as long as the house shall + stand), she is doomed to exercise a nightly toil with a spiritual + flat-iron. Poor sinner!—and doubtless Satan heats the irons for her. + What nonsense is all this! but, really, it does make me shiver to think of + that poor home of ours. + </p> + <p> + March 16th.—. . . . As for this Mr. ———, I wish he + would not be so troublesome. His scheme is well enough, and might possibly + become popular; but it has no peculiar advantages with reference to + myself, nor do the subjects of his proposed books particularly suit my + fancy as themes to write upon. Somebody else will answer his purpose just + as well; and I would rather write books of my own imagining than be hired + to develop the ideas of an engraver; especially as the pecuniary prospect + is not better, nor so good, as it might be elsewhere. I intend to adhere + to my former plan of writing one or two mythological story-books, to be + published under O'Sullivan's auspices in New York,—-which is the + only place where books can be published with a chance of profit. As a + matter of courtesy, I may call on Mr. ———, if I have + time; but I do not intend to be connected with this affair. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, April 9th.—. . . . After finishing my record in the journal, + I sat a long time in grandmother's chair, thinking of many things. . . . + My spirits were at a lower ebb than they ever descend to when I am not + alone; nevertheless, neither was I absolutely sad. Many times I wound and + rewound Mr. Thoreau's little musical-box; but certainly its peculiar + sweetness had evaporated, and I am pretty sure that I should throw it out + of the window were I doomed to hear it long and often. It has not an + infinite soul. When it was almost as dark as the moonlight would let it + be, I lighted the lamp, and went on with Tieck's tale, slowly and + painfully, often wishing for help in my difficulties. At last I determined + to learn a little about pronouns and verbs before proceeding further, and + so took up the phrase-book, with which I was commendably busy, when, at + about a quarter to nine, came a knock at my study door, and, behold, there + was Molly with a letter! How she came by it I did not ask, being content + to suppose it was brought by a heavenly messenger. I had not expected a + letter; and what a comfort it was to me in my loneliness and sombreness! I + called Molly to take her note (enclosed), which she received with a face + of delight as broad and bright as the kitchen fire. Then I read, and + re-read, and re-re-read, and quadruply, quintuply, and sextuply re-read my + epistle, until I had it all by heart, and then continued to re-read it for + the sake of the penmanship. Then I took up the phrase-book again; but + could not study, and so bathed and retired, it being now not far from ten + o'clock. I lay awake a good deal in the night, but saw no ghost. + </p> + <p> + I arose about seven, and found that the upper part of my nose, and the + region round about, was grievously discolored; and at the angle of the + left eye there is a great spot of almost black purple, and a broad streak + of the same hue semicircling beneath either eye, while green, yellow, and + orange overspread the circumjacent country. It looks not unlike a gorgeous + sunset, throwing its splendor over the heaven of my countenance. It will + behoove me to show myself as little as possible, else people will think I + have fought a pitched battle. . . . The Devil take the stick of wood! What + had I done, that it should bemaul me so? However, there is no pain, + though, I think, a very slight affection of the eyes. + </p> + <p> + This forenoon I began to write, and caught an idea by the skirts, which I + intend to hold fast, though it struggles to get free. As it was not ready + to be put upon paper, however, I took up the Dial, and finished reading + the article on Mr. Alcott. It is not very satisfactory, and it has not + taught me much. Then I read Margaret's article on Canova, which is good. + About this time the dinner-bell rang, and I went down without much + alacrity, though with a good appetite enough. . . . It was in the angle of + my right eye, not my left, that the blackest purple was collected. But + they both look like the very Devil. + </p> + <p> + Half past five o'clock.—After writing the above, . . . . I again set + to work on Tieck's tale, and worried through several pages; and then, at + half past four, threw open one of the western windows of my study, and + sallied forth to take the sunshine. I went down through the orchard to the + river-side. The orchard-path is still deeply covered with snow; and so is + the whole visible universe, except streaks upon the hillsides, and spots + in the sunny hollows, where the brown earth peeps through. The river, + which a few days ago was entirely imprisoned, has now broken its fetters; + but a tract of ice extended across from near the foot of the monument to + the abutment of the old bridge, and looked so solid that I supposed it + would yet remain for a day or two. Large cakes and masses of ice came + floating down the current, which, though not very violent, hurried along + at a much swifter pace than the ordinary one of our sluggish river-god. + These ice-masses, when they struck the barrier of ice above mentioned, + acted upon it like a battering-ram, and were themselves forced high out of + the water, or sometimes carried beneath the main sheet of ice. At last, + down the stream came an immense mass of ice, and, striking the barrier + about at its centre, it gave way, and the whole was swept onward together, + leaving the river entirely free, with only here and there a cake of ice + floating quietly along. The great accumulation, in its downward course, + hit against a tree that stood in mid-current, and caused it to quiver like + a reed; and it swept quite over the shrubbery that bordered what, in + summer-time, is the river's bank, but which is now nearly the centre of + the stream. Our river in its present state has quite a noble breadth. The + little hillock which formed the abutment of the old bridge is now an + island with its tuft of trees. Along the hither shore a row of trees stand + up to their knees, and the smaller ones to their middles, in the water; + and afar off, on the surface of the stream, we see tufts of bushes + emerging, thrusting up their heads, as it were, to breathe. The water + comes over the stone-wall, and encroaches several yards on the boundaries + of our orchard. [Here the supper-bell rang.] If our boat were in good + order, I should now set forth on voyages of discovery, and visit nooks on + the borders of the meadows, which by and by will be a mile or two from the + water's edge. But she is in very bad condition, full of water, and, + doubtless, as leaky as a sieve. + </p> + <p> + On coming from supper, I found that little Puss had established herself in + the study, probably with intent to pass the night here. She now lies on + the footstool between my feet, purring most obstreperously. The day of my + wife's departure, she came to me, talking with the greatest earnestness; + but whether it was to condole with me on my loss, or to demand my + redoubled care for herself, I could not well make out. As Puss now + constitutes a third part of the family, this mention of her will not + appear amiss. How Molly employs herself, I know not. Once in a while, I + hear a door slam like a thunder-clap; but she never shows her face, nor + speaks a word, unless to announce a visitor or deliver a letter. This day, + on my part, will have been spent without exchanging a syllable with any + human being, unless something unforeseen should yet call for the exercise + of speech before bedtime. + </p> + <p> + Monday, April 10th.—I sat till eight o'clock, meditating upon this + world and the next, . . . . and sometimes dimly shaping out scenes of a + tale. Then betook myself to the German phrase-book. Ah! these are but + dreary evenings. The lamp would not brighten my spirits, though it was + duly filled. . . . This forenoon was spent in scribbling, by no means to + my satisfaction, until past eleven, when I went to the village. Nothing in + our box at the post-office. I read during the customary hour, or more, at + the Athenaeum, and returned without saying a word to mortal. I gathered, + from some conversation that I heard, that a son of Adam is to be buried + this afternoon from the meeting-house; but the name of the deceased + escaped me. It is no great matter, so it be but written in the Book of + Life. + </p> + <p> + My variegated face looks somewhat more human to-day; though I was + unaffectedly ashamed to meet anybody's gaze, and therefore turned my back + or my shoulder as much as possible upon the world. At dinner, behold an + immense joint of roast veal! I would willingly have had some assistance in + the discussion of this great piece of calf. I am ashamed to eat alone; it + becomes the mere gratification of animal appetite,—the tribute which + we are compelled to pay to our grosser nature; whereas in the company of + another it is refined and moralized and spiritualized; and over our + earthly victuals (or rather vittles, for the former is a very foolish mode + of spelling),—over our earthly vittles is diffused a sauce of lofty + and gentle thoughts, and tough meat is mollified with tender feelings. But + oh! these solitary meals are the dismallest part of my present experience. + When the company rose from table, they all, in my single person, ascended + to the study, and employed themselves in reading the article on Oregon in + the Democratic Review. Then they plodded onward in the rugged and + bewildering depths of Tieck's tale until five o'clock, when, with one + accord, they went out to split wood. This has been a gray day, with now + and then a sprinkling of snow-flakes through the air. . . . To-day no more + than yesterday have I spoken a word to mortal. . . . It is now sunset, and + I must meditate till dark. + </p> + <p> + April 11th.—I meditated accordingly, but without any very wonderful + result. Then at eight o'clock bothered myself till after nine with this + eternal tale of Tieck. The forenoon was spent in scribbling; but at eleven + o'clock my thoughts ceased to flow,—indeed, their current has been + wofully interrupted all along,—so I threw down my pen, and set out + on the daily journey to the village. Horrible walking! I wasted the + customary hour at the Athenaeum, and returned home, if home it may now be + called. Till dinner-time I labored on Tieck's tale, and resumed that + agreeable employment after the banquet. + </p> + <p> + Just when I was on the point of choking with a huge German word, Molly + announced Mr. Thoreau. He wished to take a row in the boat, for the last + time, perhaps, before he leaves Concord. So we emptied the water out of + her, and set forth on our voyage. She leaks, but not more than she did in + the autumn. We rowed to the foot of the hill which borders the North + Branch, and there landed, and climbed the moist and snowy hillside for the + sake of the prospect. Looking down the river, it might well have been + mistaken for an arm of the sea, so broad is now its swollen tide; and I + could have fancied that, beyond one other headland, the mighty ocean would + outspread itself before the eye. On our return we boarded a large cake of + ice, which was floating down the river, and were borne by it directly to + our own landing-place, with the boat towing behind. + </p> + <p> + Parting with Mr. Thoreau, I spent half an hour in chopping wood, when + Molly informed me that Mr. Emerson wished to see me. He had brought a + letter of Ellery Channing, written in a style of very pleasant humor. This + being read and discussed, together with a few other matters, he took his + leave, since which I have been attending to my journalizing duty; and thus + this record is brought down to the present moment. + </p> + <p> + April 25th.—Spring is advancing, sometimes with sunny days, and + sometimes, as is the case now, with chill, moist, sullen ones. There is an + influence in the season that makes it almost impossible for me to bring my + mind down to literary employment; perhaps because several months' pretty + constant work has exhausted that species of energy,— perhaps because + in spring it is more natural to labor actively than to think. But my + impulse now is to be idle altogether,—to lie in the sun, or wander + about and look at the revival of Nature from her death-like slumber, or to + be borne down the current of the river in my boat. If I had wings, I would + gladly fly; yet would prefer to be wafted along by a breeze, sometimes + alighting on a patch of green grass, then gently whirled away to a still + sunnier spot. . . . O, how blest should I be were there nothing to do! + Then I would watch every inch and hair's-breadth of the progress of the + season; and not a leaf should put itself forth, in the vicinity of our old + mansion, without my noting it. But now, with the burden of a continual + task upon me, I have not freedom of mind to make such observations. I + merely see what is going on in a very general way. The snow, which, two or + three weeks ago, covered hill and valley, is now diminished to one or two + solitary specks in the visible landscape; though doubtless there are still + heaps of it in the shady places in the woods. There have been no violent + rains to carry it off: it has diminished gradually, inch by inch, and day + after day; and I observed, along the roadside, that the green blades of + grass had sometimes sprouted on the very edge of the snowdrift the moment + that the earth was uncovered. + </p> + <p> + The pastures and grass-fields have not yet a general effect of green; nor + have they that cheerless brown tint which they wear in later autumn, when + vegetation has entirely ceased. There is now a suspicion of verdure,— + the faint shadow of it,—but not the warm reality. Sometimes, in a + happy exposure,—there is one such tract across the river, the + carefully cultivated mowing-field, in front of an old red homestead,—such + patches of land wear a beautiful and tender green, which no other season + will equal; because, let the grass be green as it may hereafter, it will + not be so set off by surrounding barrenness. The trees in our orchard, and + elsewhere, have as yet no leaves; yet to the most careless eye they appear + full of life and vegetable blood. It seems as if, by one magic touch, they + might instantaneously put forth all their foliage, and the wind, which now + sighs through their naked branches, might all at once find itself impeded + by innumerable leaves. This sudden development would be scarcely more + wonderful than the gleam of verdure which often brightens, in a moment, as + it were, along the slope of a bank or roadside. It is like a gleam of + sunlight. Just now it was brown, like the rest of the scenery: look again, + and there is an apparition of green grass. The Spring, no doubt, comes + onward with fleeter footsteps, because Winter has lingered so long that, + at best, she can hardly retrieve half the allotted term of her reign. + </p> + <p> + The river, this season, has encroached farther on the land than it has + been known to do for twenty years past. It has formed along its course a + succession of lakes, with a current through the midst. My boat has lain at + the bottom of the orchard, in very convenient proximity to the house. It + has borne me over stone fences; and, a few days ago, Ellery Channing and I + passed through two rails into the great northern road, along which we + paddled for some distance. The trees have a singular appearance in the + midst of waters. The curtailment of their trunks quite destroys the + proportions of the whole tree; and we become conscious of a regularity and + propriety in the forms of Nature, by the effect of this abbreviation. The + waters are now subsiding, but gradually. Islands become annexed to the + mainland, and other islands emerge from the flood, and will soon, + likewise, be connected with the continent. We have seen on a small scale + the process of the deluge, and can now witness that of the reappearance of + the earth. + </p> + <p> + Crows visited us long before the snow was off. They seem mostly to have + departed now, or else to have betaken themselves to remote depths of the + woods, which they haunt all summer long. Ducks came in great numbers, and + many sportsmen went in pursuit of them, along the river; but they also + have disappeared. Gulls come up from seaward, and soar high overhead, + flapping their broad wings in the upper sunshine. They are among the most + picturesque birds that I am acquainted with; indeed, quite the most so, + because the manner of their flight makes them almost stationary parts of + the landscape. The imagination has time to rest upon them; they have not + flitted away in a moment. You go up among the clouds, and lay hold of + these soaring gulls, and repose with them upon the sustaining atmosphere. + The smaller birds,—the birds that build their nests in our trees, + and sing for us at morning-red,—I will not describe. . . . But I + must mention the great companies of blackbirds— more than the famous + "four-and-twenty" who were baked in a pie—that congregate on the + tops of contiguous trees, and vociferate with all the clamor of a + turbulent political meeting. Politics must certainly be the subject of + such a tumultuous debate; but still there is a melody in each individual + utterance, and a harmony in the general effect. Mr. Thoreau tells me that + these noisy assemblages consist of three different species of blackbirds; + but I forget the other two. Robins have been long among us, and swallows + have more recently arrived. + </p> + <p> + April 26th.—Here is another misty day, muffling the sun. The + lilac-shrubs under my study window are almost in leaf. In two or three + days more, I may put forth my hand and pluck a green bough. These lilacs + appear to be very aged, and have lost the luxuriant foliage of their + prime. Old age has a singular aspect in lilacs, rose-bushes, and other + ornamental shrubs. It seems as if such things, as they grow only for + beauty, ought to flourish in immortal youth, or at least to die before + their decrepitude. They are trees of Paradise, and therefore not naturally + subject to decay; but have lost their birthright by being transplanted + hither. There is a kind of ludicrous unfitness in the idea of a venerable + rose-bush; and there is something analogous to this in human life. Persons + who can only be graceful and ornamental—who can give the world + nothing but flowers—should die young, and never be seen with gray + hairs and wrinkles, any more than the flower-shrubs with mossy bark and + scanty foliage, like the lilacs under my window. Not that beauty is not + worthy of immortality. Nothing else, indeed, is worthy of it; and thence, + perhaps, the sense of impropriety when we see it triumphed over by time. + Apple-trees, on the other hand, grow old without reproach. Let them live + as long as they may, and contort themselves in whatever fashion they + please, they are still respectable, even if they afford us only an apple + or two in a season, or none at all. Human flower-shrubs, if they will grow + old on earth, should, beside their lovely blossoms, bear some kind of + fruit that will satisfy earthly appetites; else men will not be satisfied + that the moss should gather on them. + </p> + <p> + Winter and Spring are now struggling for the mastery in my study; and I + yield somewhat to each, and wholly to neither. The window is open, and + there is a fire in the stove. The day when the window is first thrown open + should be an epoch in the year; but I have forgotten to record it. Seventy + or eighty springs have visited this old house; and sixty of them found old + Dr. Ripley here,—not always old, it is true, but gradually getting + wrinkles and gray hairs, and looking more and more the picture of winter. + But he was no flower-shrub, but one of those fruit-trees or timber-trees + that acquire a grace with their old age. Last Spring found this house + solitary for the first time since it was built; and now again she peeps + into our open windows and finds new faces here. . . . + </p> + <p> + It is remarkable how much uncleanness winter brings with it, or leaves + behind it. . . . The yard, garden, and avenue, which should be my + department, require a great amount of labor. The avenue is strewed with + withered leaves,—the whole crop, apparently, of last year,—some + of which are now raked into heaps; and we intend to make a bonfire of + them. . . . There are quantities of decayed branches, which one tempest + after another has flung down, black and rotten. In the garden are the old + cabbages which we did not think worth gathering last autumn, and the dry + bean-vines, and the withered stalks of the asparagus-bed; in short, all + the wrecks of the departed year,—its mouldering relics, its dry + bones. It is a pity that the world cannot be made over anew every spring. + Then, in the yard, there are the piles of firewood, which I ought to have + sawed and thrown into the shed long since, but which will cumber the + earth, I fear, till June, at least. Quantities of chips are strewn about, + and on removing them we find the yellow stalks of grass sprouting + underneath. Nature does her best to beautify this disarray. The grass + springs up most industriously, especially in sheltered and sunny angles of + the buildings, or round the doorsteps,—a locality which seems + particularly favorable to its growth; for it is already high enough to + bend over and wave in the wind. I was surprised to observe that some weeds + (especially a plant that stains the fingers with its yellow juice) had + lived, and retained their freshness and sap as perfectly as in summer, + through all the frosts and snows of last winter. I saw them, the last + green thing, in the autumn; and here they are again, the first in the + spring. + </p> + <p> + Thursday, April 27th.—I took a walk into the fields, and round our + opposite hill, yesterday noon, but made no very remarkable observation. + The frogs have begun their concerts, though not as yet with a full choir. + I found no violets nor anemones, nor anything in the likeness of a flower, + though I looked carefully along the shelter of the stone-walls, and in all + spots apparently propitious. I ascended the hill, and had a wide prospect + of a swollen river, extending around me in a semicircle of three or four + miles, and rendering the view much finer than in summer, had there only + been foliage. It seemed like the formation of a new world; for islands + were everywhere emerging, and capes extending forth into the flood; and + these tracts, which were thus won from the watery empire, were among the + greenest in the landscape. The moment the deluge leaves them, Nature + asserts them to be her property by covering them with verdure; or perhaps + the grass had been growing under the water. On the hill-top where I stood, + the grass had scarcely begun to sprout; and I observed that even those + places which looked greenest in the distance were but scantily + grass-covered when I actually reached them. It was hope that painted them + so bright. + </p> + <p> + Last evening we saw a bright light on the river, betokening that a boat's + party were engaged in spearing fish. It looked like a descended star,— + like red Mars,—and, as the water was perfectly smooth, its gleam was + reflected downward into the depths. It is a very picturesque sight. In the + deep quiet of the night I suddenly heard the light and lively note of a + bird from a neighboring tree,—a real song, such as those which greet + the purple dawn, or mingle with the yellow sunshine. What could the little + bird mean by pouring it forth at midnight? Probably the note gushed out + from the midst of a dream, in which he fancied himself in Paradise with + his mate; and, suddenly awaking, he found he was on a cold, leafless + bough, with a New England mist penetrating through his feathers. That was + a sad exchange of imagination for reality; but if he found his mate beside + him, all was well. + </p> + <p> + This is another misty morning, ungenial in aspect, but kinder than it + looks; for it paints the hills and valleys with a richer brush than the + sunshine could. There is more verdure now than when I looked out of the + window an hour ago. The willow-tree opposite my study window is ready to + put forth its leaves. There are some objections to willows. It is not a + dry and cleanly tree; it impresses me with an association of sliminess; + and no trees, I think, are perfectly satisfactory, which have not a firm + and hard texture of trunk and branches. But the willow is almost the + earliest to put forth its leaves, and the last to scatter them on the + ground; and during the whole winter its yellow twigs give it a sunny + aspect, which is not without a cheering influence in a proper point of + view. Our old house would lose much were this willow to be cut down, with + its golden crown over the roof in winter, and its heap of summer verdure. + The present Mr. Ripley planted it, fifty years ago, or thereabouts. + </p> + <p> + Friday, June 2d.—Last night there came a frost, which has done great + damage to my garden. The beans have suffered very much, although, luckily, + not more than half that I planted have come up. The squashes, both summer + and winter, appear to be almost killed. As to the other vegetables, there + is little mischief done,—the potatoes not being yet above ground, + except two or three; and the peas and corn are of a hardier nature. It is + sad that Nature will so sport with us poor mortals, inviting us with sunny + smiles to confide in her; and then, when we are entirely in her power, + striking us to the heart. Our summer commences at the latter end of June, + and terminates somewhere about the first of August. There are certainly + not more than six weeks of the whole year when a frost may be deemed + anything remarkable. + </p> + <p> + Friday, June 23d.—Summer has come at last,—the longest days, + with blazing sunshine, and fervid heat. Yesterday glowed like molten + brass. Last night was the most uncomfortably and unsleepably sultry that + we have experienced since our residence in Concord; and to-day it scorches + again. I have a sort of enjoyment in these seven-times-heated furnaces of + midsummer, even though they make me droop like a thirsty plant. The + sunshine can scarcely be too burning for my taste; but I am no enemy to + summer showers. Could I only have the freedom to be perfectly idle now, + —no duty to fulfil, no mental or physical labor to perform,—I + should be as happy as a squash, and much in the same mode; but the + necessity of keeping my brain at work eats into my comfort, as the + squash-bugs do into the heart of the vines. I keep myself uneasy and + produce little, and almost nothing that is worth producing. + </p> + <p> + The garden looks well now: the potatoes flourish; the early corn waves in + the wind; the squashes, both for summer and winter use, are more forward, + I suspect, than those of any of my neighbors. I am forced, however, to + carry on a continual warfare with the squash-bugs, who, were I to let them + alone for a day, would perhaps quite destroy the prospects of the whole + summer. It is impossible not to feel angry with these unconscionable + insects, who scruple not to do such excessive mischief to me, with only + the profit of a meal or two to themselves. For their own sakes they ought + at least to wait till the squashes are better grown. Why is it, I wonder, + that Nature has provided such a host of enemies for every useful esculent, + while the weeds are suffered to grow unmolested, and are provided with + such tenacity of life, and such methods of propagation, that the gardener + must maintain a continual struggle or they will hopelessly overwhelm him? + What hidden virtue is in these things, that it is granted them to sow + themselves with the wind, and to grapple the earth with this immitigable + stubbornness, and to flourish in spite of obstacles, and never to suffer + blight beneath any sun or shade, but always to mock their enemies with the + same wicked luxuriance? It is truly a mystery, and also a symbol. There is + a sort of sacredness about them. Perhaps, if we could penetrate Nature's + secrets, we should find that what we call weeds are more essential to the + well-being of the world than the most precious fruit or grain. This may be + doubted, however, for there is an unmistakable analogy between these + wicked weeds and the bad habits and sinful propensities which have overrun + the moral world; and we may as well imagine that there is good in one as + in the other. + </p> + <p> + Our peas are in such forwardness that I should not wonder if we had some + of them on the table within a week. The beans have come up ill, and I + planted a fresh supply only the day before yesterday. We have watermelons + in good advancement, and muskmelons also within three or four days. I set + out some tomatoes last night, also some capers. It is my purpose to plant + some more corn at the end of the month, or sooner. There ought to be a + record of the flower-garden, and of the procession of the wild-flowers, as + minute, at least, as of the kitchen vegetables and pot-herbs. Above all, + the noting of the appearance of the first roses should not be omitted; nor + of the Arethusa, one of the delicatest, gracefullest, and in every manner + sweetest of the whole race of flowers. For a fortnight past I have found + it in the swampy meadows, growing up to its chin in heaps of wet moss. Its + hue is a delicate pink, of various depths of shade, and somewhat in the + form of a Grecian helmet. To describe it is a feat beyond my power. Also + the visit of two friends, who may fitly enough be mentioned among flowers, + ought to have been described. Mrs. F. S——— and Miss A. S———. + Also I have neglected to mention the birth of a little white dove. + </p> + <p> + I never observed, until the present season, how long and late the twilight + lingers in these longest days. The orange line of the western horizon + remains till ten o'clock, at least, and how much later I am unable to say. + The night before last, I could distinguish letters by this lingering gleam + between nine and ten o'clock. The dawn, I suppose, shows itself as early + as two o'clock, so that the absolute dominion of night has dwindled to + almost nothing. There seems to be also a diminished necessity, or, at all + events, a much less possibility, of sleep than at other periods of the + year. I get scarcely any sound repose just now. It is summer, and not + winter, that steals away mortal life. Well, we get the value of what is + taken from us. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, July 1st.—We had our first dish of green peas (a very + small one) yesterday. Every day for the last week has been tremendously + hot; and our garden flourishes like Eden itself, only Adam could hardly + have been doomed to contend with such a ferocious banditti of weeds. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, July 9th.—I know not what to say, and yet cannot be + satisfied without marking with a word or two this anniversary. . . . But + life now swells and heaves beneath me like a brim-full ocean; and the + endeavor to comprise any portion of it in words is like trying to dip up + the ocean in a goblet. . . . God bless and keep us! for there is something + more awful in happiness than in sorrow,—the latter being earthly and + finite, the former composed of the substance and texture of eternity, so + that spirits still embodied may well tremble at it. + </p> + <p> + July 18th.—This morning I gathered our first summer-squashes. We + should have had them some days earlier, but for the loss of two of the + vines, either by a disease of the roots or by those infernal bugs. We have + had turnips and carrots several times. Currants are now ripe, and we are + in the full enjoyment of cherries, which turn out much more delectable + than I anticipated. George Hillard and Mrs. Hillard paid us a visit on + Saturday last. On Monday afternoon he left us, and Mrs. Hillard still + remains here. + </p> + <p> + Friday, July 28th.—We had green corn for dinner yesterday, and shall + have some more to-day, not quite full grown, but sufficiently so to be + palatable. There has been no rain, except one moderate shower, for many + weeks; and the earth appears to be wasting away in a slow fever. This + weather, I think, affects the spirits very unfavorably. There is an + irksomeness, a restlessness, a pervading dissatisfaction, together with an + absolute incapacity to bend the mind to any serious effort. With me, as + regards literary production, the summer has been unprofitable; and I only + hope that my forces are recruiting themselves for the autumn and winter. + For the future, I shall endeavor to be so diligent nine months of the year + that I may allow myself a full and free vacation of the other three. + </p> + <p> + Monday, July 31st.—We had our first cucumber yesterday. There were + symptoms of rain on Saturday, and the weather has since been as moist as + the thirstiest soul could desire. + </p> + <p> + Wednesday, September 13th.—There was a frost the night before last, + according to George Prescott; but no effects of it were visible in our + garden. Last night, however, there was another, which has nipped the + leaves of the winter-squashes and cucumbers, but seems to have done no + other damage. This is a beautiful morning, and promises to be one of those + heavenly days that render autumn, after all, the most delightful season of + the year. We mean to make a voyage on the river this afternoon. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, September 23d.—I have gathered the two last of our + summer-squashes to-day. They have lasted ever since the 18th of July, and + have numbered fifty-eight edible ones, of excellent quality. Last + Wednesday, I think, I harvested our winter-squashes, sixty-three in + number, and mostly of fine size. Our last series of green corn, planted + about the 1st of July, was good for eating two or three days ago. We still + have beans; and our tomatoes, though backward, supply us with a dish every + day or two. My potato-crop promises well; and, on the whole, my first + independent experiment of agriculture is quite a successful one. + </p> + <p> + This is a glorious day,—bright, very warm, yet with an unspeakable + gentleness both in its warmth and brightness. On such days it is + impossible not to love Nature, for she evidently loves us. At other + seasons she does not give me this impression, or only at very rare + intervals; but in these happy, autumnal days, when she has perfected the + harvests, and accomplished every necessary thing that she had to do, she + overflows with a blessed superfluity of love. It is good to be alive now. + Thank God for breath,—yes, for mere breath! when it is made up of + such a heavenly breeze as this. It comes to the cheek with a real kiss; it + would linger fondly around us, if it might; but, since it must be gone, it + caresses us with its whole kindly heart, and passes onward, to caress + likewise the next thing that it meets. There is a pervading blessing + diffused over all the world. I look out of the window and think, "O + perfect day! O beautiful world! O good God!" And such a day is the promise + of a blissful eternity. Our Creator would never have made such weather; + and given us the deep heart to enjoy it, above and beyond all thought, if + he had not meant us to be immortal. It opens the gates of heaven, and + gives us glimpses far inward. + </p> + <p> + Bless me! this flight has carried me a great way; so now let me come back + to our old abbey. Our orchard is fast ripening; and the apples and great + thumping pears strew the grass in such abundance that it becomes almost a + trouble—though a pleasant one—to gather them. This happy + breeze, too, shakes them down, as if it flung fruit to us out of the sky; + and often, when the air is perfectly still, I hear the quiet fall of a + great apple. Well, we are rich in blessings, though poor in money. . . . + </p> + <p> + Friday, October 6th.—Yesterday afternoon I took a solitary walk to + Walden Pond. It was a cool, windy day, with heavy clouds rolling and + tumbling about the sky, but still a prevalence of genial autumn sunshine. + The fields are still green, and the great masses of the woods have not yet + assumed their many-colored garments; but here and there are solitary oaks + of deep, substantial red, or maples of a more brilliant hue, or chestnuts + either yellow or of a tenderer green than in summer. Some trees seem to + return to their hue of May or early June before they put on the brighter + autumnal tints. In some places, along the borders of low and moist land, a + whole range of trees were clothed in the perfect gorgeousness of autumn, + of all shades of brilliant color, looking like the palette on which Nature + was arranging the tints wherewith to paint a picture. These hues appeared + to be thrown together without design; and yet there was perfect harmony + among them, and a softness and a delicacy made up of a thousand different + brightnesses. There is not, I think, so much contrast among these colors + as might at first appear. The more you consider them, the more they seem + to have one element among them all, which is the reason that the most + brilliant display of them soothes the observer, instead of exciting him. + And I know not whether it be more a moral effect or a physical one, + operating merely on the eye; but it is a pensive gayety, which causes a + sigh often, and never a smile. We never fancy, for instance, that these + gayly clad trees might be changed into young damsels in holiday attire, + and betake themselves to dancing on the plain. If they were to undergo + such a transformation, they would surely arrange themselves in funeral + procession, and go sadly along, with their purple and scarlet and golden + garments trailing over the withering grass. When the sunshine falls upon + them, they seem to smile; but it is as if they were heart-broken. But it + is in vain for me to attempt to describe these autumnal brilliancies, or + to convey the impression which they make on me. I have tried a thousand + times, and always without the slightest self-satisfaction. Fortunately + there is no need of such a record, for Nature renews the picture year + after year; and even when we shall have passed away from the world, we can + spiritually create these scenes, so that we may dispense with all efforts + to put them into words. + </p> + <p> + Walden Pond was clear and beautiful as usual. It tempted me to bathe; and, + though the water was thrillingly cold, it was like the thrill of a happy + death. Never was there such transparent water as this. I threw sticks into + it, and saw them float suspended on an almost invisible medium. It seemed + as if the pure air were beneath them, as well as above. It is fit for + baptisms; but one would not wish it to be polluted by having sins washed + into it. None but angels should bathe in it; but blessed babies might be + dipped into its bosom. + </p> + <p> + In a small and secluded dell that opens upon the most beautiful cove of + the whole lake, there is a little hamlet of huts or shanties, inhabited by + the Irish people who are at work upon the railroad. There are three or + four of these habitations, the very rudest, I should imagine, that + civilized men ever made for themselves,—constructed of rough boards, + with the protruding ends. Against some of them the earth is heaped up to + the roof, or nearly so; and when the grass has had time to sprout upon + them, they will look like small natural hillocks, or a species of + ant-hills,—something in which Nature has a larger share than man. + These huts are placed beneath the trees, oaks, walnuts, and white-pines, + wherever the trunks give them space to stand; and by thus adapting + themselves to natural interstices, instead of making new ones, they do not + break or disturb the solitude and seclusion of the place. Voices are + heard, and the shouts and laughter of children, who play about like the + sunbeams that come down through the branches. Women are washing in open + spaces, and long lines of whitened clothes are extended from tree to tree, + fluttering and gambolling in the breeze. A pig, in a sty even more + extemporary than the shanties, is grunting and poking his snout through + the clefts of his habitation. The household pots and kettles are seen at + the doors; and a glance within shows the rough benches that serve for + chairs, and the bed upon the floor. The visitor's nose takes note of the + fragrance of a pipe. And yet, with all these homely items, the repose and + sanctity of the old wood do not seem to be destroyed or profaned. It + overshadows these poor people, and assimilates them somehow or other to + the character of its natural inhabitants. Their presence did not shock me + any more than if I had merely discovered a squirrel's nest in a tree. To + be sure, it is a torment to see the great, high, ugly embankment of the + railroad, which is here thrusting itself into the lake, or along its + margin, in close vicinity to this picturesque little hamlet. I have seldom + seen anything more beautiful than the cove on the border of which the huts + are situated; and the more I looked, the lovelier it grew. The trees + overshadowed it deeply; but on one side there was some brilliant shrubbery + which seemed to light up the whole picture with the effect of a sweet and + melancholy smile. I felt as if spirits were there,—or as if these + shrubs had a spiritual life. In short, the impression was indefinable; + and, after gazing and musing a good while, I retraced my steps through the + Irish hamlet, and plodded on along a wood-path. + </p> + <p> + According to my invariable custom, I mistook my way, and, emerging upon + the road, I turned my back instead of my face towards Concord, and walked + on very diligently till a guide-board informed me of my mistake. I then + turned about, and was shortly overtaken by an old yeoman in a chaise, who + kindly offered me a drive, and soon set me down in the village. + </p> + <h3> + [EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS.] + </h3> + <p> + Salem, April 14th, 1844.—. . . . I went to George Hillard's office, + and he spoke with immitigable resolution of the necessity of my going to + dine with Longfellow before returning to Concord; but I have an almost + miraculous power of escaping from necessities of this kind. Destiny itself + has often been worsted in the attempt to get me out to dinner. Possibly, + however, I may go. Afterwards I called on Colonel Hall, who held me long + in talk about politics and other sweetmeats. Then I stepped into a book + auction, not to buy, but merely to observe, and, after a few moments, who + should come in, with a smile as sweet as sugar (though savoring rather of + molasses), but, to my horror and petrifaction, —— ———! + I anticipated a great deal of bore and botheration; but, through Heaven's + mercy, he merely spoke a few words, and left me. This is so unlike his + deportment in times past, that I suspect "The Celestial Railroad" must + have given him a pique; and, if so, I shall feel as if Providence had + sufficiently rewarded me for that pious labor. + </p> + <p> + In the course of the forenoon I encountered Mr. Howes in the street. He + looked most exceedingly depressed, and, pressing my hand with peculiar + emphasis, said that he was in great affliction, having just heard of his + son George's death in Cuba. He seemed encompassed and overwhelmed by this + misfortune, and walks the street as in a heavy cloud of his own grief, + forth from which he extended his hand to meet my grasp. I expressed my + sympathy, which I told him I was now the more capable of feeling in a + father's suffering, as being myself the father of a little girl,—and, + indeed, the being a parent does give one the freedom of a wider range of + sorrow as well as of happiness. He again pressed my hand, and left me. . . + . + </p> + <p> + When I got to Salem, there was great joy, as you may suppose. . . . Mother + hinted an apprehension that poor baby would be spoilt, whereupon I + irreverently observed that, having spoiled her own three children, it was + natural for her to suppose that all other parents would do the same; when + she averred that it was impossible to spoil such children as E—— + and I, because she had never been able to do anything with us. . . . I + could hardly convince them that Una had begun to smile so soon. It + surprised my mother, though her own children appear to have been bright + specimens of babyhood. + </p> + <p> + E—— could walk and talk at nine months old. I do not + understand that I was quite such a miracle of precocity, but should think + it not impossible, inasmuch as precocious boys are said to make stupid + men. + </p> + <p> + May 27th, 1844.—. . . . My cook fills his office admirably. He + prepared what I must acknowledge to be the best dish of fried fish and + potatoes for dinner to-day that I ever tasted in this house. I scarcely + recognized the fish of our own river. I make him get all the dinners, + while I confine myself to the much lighter task of breakfast and tea. He + also takes his turn in washing the dishes. + </p> + <p> + We had a very pleasant dinner at Longfellow's, and I liked Mrs. Longfellow + very much. The dinner was late and we sat long; so that C—— + and I did not get to Concord till half past nine o'clock, and truly the + old Manse seemed somewhat dark and desolate. The next morning George + Prescott came with Una's Lion, who greeted me very affectionately, but + whined and moaned as if he missed somebody who should have been here. I am + not quite so strict as I should be in keeping him out of the house; but I + commiserate him and myself, for are we not both of us bereaved? C——, + whom I can no more keep from smoking than I could the kitchen chimney, has + just come into the study with a cigar, which might perfume this letter and + make you think it came from my own enormity, so I may as well stop here. + </p> + <p> + May 29th.—C—— is leaving me, to my unspeakable relief; + for he has had a bad cold, which caused him to be much more troublesome + and less amusing than might otherwise have been the case. + </p> + <p> + May 31st.—. . . . I get along admirably, and am at this moment + superintending the corned beef, which has been on the fire, as it appears + to me, ever since the beginning of time, and shows no symptom of being + done before the crack of doom. Mrs. Hale says it must boil till it becomes + tender; and so it shall, if I can find wood to keep the fire a-going. + </p> + <p> + Meantime, I keep my station in the dining-room, and read or write as + composedly as in my own study. Just now, there came a very important rap + at the front door, and I threw down a smoked herring which I had begun to + eat, as there is no hope of the corned beef to-day, and went to admit the + visitor. Who should it be but Ben B———, with a very + peculiar and mysterious grin upon his face! He put into my hand a missive + directed to "Mr. and Mrs. Hawthorne." It contained a little bit of card, + signifying that Dr. L. F——— and Miss C. B——— + receive their friends Thursday eve, June 6. I am afraid I shall be too + busy washing my dishes to pay many visits. The washing of dishes does seem + to me the most absurd and unsatisfactory business that I ever undertook. + If, when once washed, they would remain clean for ever and ever (which + they ought in all reason to do, considering how much trouble it is), there + would be less occasion to grumble; but no sooner is it done, than it + requires to be done again. On the whole, I have come to the resolution not + to use more than one dish at each meal. However, I moralize deeply on this + and other matters, and have discovered that all the trouble and affliction + in the world come from the necessity of cleansing away our earthly stains. + </p> + <p> + I ate the last morsel of bread yesterday, and congratulate myself on being + now reduced to the fag-end of necessity. Nothing worse can happen, + according to ordinary modes of thinking, than to want bread; but, like + most afflictions, it is more in prospect than reality. I found one cracker + in the tureen, and exulted over it as if it had been so much gold. + However, I have sent a petition to Mrs. P——— stating my + destitute condition, and imploring her succor; and, till it arrive, I + shall keep myself alive on herrings and apples, together with part of a + pint of milk, which I share with Leo. He is my great trouble now, though + an excellent companion too. But it is not easy to find food for him, + unless I give him what is fit for Christians,—though, for that + matter, he appears to be as good a Christian as most laymen, or even as + some of the clergy. I fried some pouts and eels, yesterday, on purpose for + him, for he does not like raw fish. They were very good, but I should + hardly have taken the trouble on my own account. + </p> + <p> + George P——— has just come to say that Mrs. P——— + has no bread at present, and is gone away this afternoon, but that she + will send me some to-morrow. I mean to have a regular supply from the same + source. . . . You cannot imagine how much the presence of Leo relieves the + feeling of perfect loneliness. He insists upon being in the room with me + all the time, except at night, when he sleeps in the shed, and I do not + find myself severe enough to drive him out. He accompanies me likewise in + all my walks to the village and elsewhere; and, in short, keeps at my + heels all the time, except when I go down cellar. Then he stands at the + head of the stairs and howls, as if he never expected to see me again. He + is evidently impressed with the present solitude of our old abbey, both on + his own account and mine, and feels that he may assume a greater degree of + intimacy than would be otherwise allowable. He will be easily brought + within the old regulations after your return. + </p> + <p> + P. S. 3 o'clock.—The beef is done!!! + </p> + <p> + Concord. The old Manse. June 2d.—. . . . Everything goes on well + with me. At the time of writing my last letter, I was without bread. Well, + just at supper-time came Mrs. B——— with a large covered + dish, which proved to contain a quantity of specially good flapjacks, + piping hot, prepared, I suppose, by the fair hands of Miss Martha or Miss + Abby, for Mrs. P——— was not at home. They served me both + for supper and breakfast; and I thanked Providence and the young ladies, + and compared myself to the prophet fed by ravens,—though the simile + does rather more than justice to myself, and not enough to the generous + donors of the flapjacks. The next morning, Mrs. P——— + herself brought two big loaves of bread, which will last me a week, unless + I have some guests to provide for. I have likewise found a hoard of + crackers in one of the covered dishes; so that the old castle is + sufficiently provisioned to stand a long siege. The corned beef is + exquisitely done, and as tender as a young lady's heart, all owing to my + skilful cookery; for I consulted Mrs. Hale at every step, and precisely + followed her directions. To say the truth, I look upon it as such a + masterpiece in its way, that it seems irreverential to eat it. Things on + which so much thought and labor are bestowed should surely be immortal. . + . . Leo and I attended divine services this morning in a temple not made + with hands. We went to the farthest extremity of Peter's path, and there + lay together under an oak, on the verge of the broad meadow. + </p> + <p> + Concord, June 6th.—. . . . Mr. F——— arrived + yesterday, and appeared to be in most excellent health, and as happy as + the sunshine. About the first thing he did was to wash the dishes; and he + is really indefatigable in the kitchen, so that I am quite a gentleman of + leisure. Previous to his arrival, I had kindled no fire for four entire + days, and had lived all that time on the corned beef, except one day, when + Ellery and I went down the river on a fishing excursion. Yesterday, we + boiled some lamb, which we shall have cold for dinner to-day. This + morning, Mr. F——— fried a sumptuous dish of eels for + breakfast. Mrs. P——— continues to be the instrument of + Providence, and yesterday sent us a very nice plum. pudding, + </p> + <p> + I have told Mr. F——— that I shall be engaged in the + forenoons, and he is to manage his own occupations and amusements during + that time. . . . + </p> + <p> + Leo, I regret to say, has fallen under suspicion of a very great crime,— + nothing less than murder,—a fowl crime it may well be called, for it + is the slaughter of one of Mr. Hayward's hens. He has been seen to chase + the hens, several times, and the other day one of them was found dead. + Possibly he may be innocent, and, as there is nothing but circumstantial + evidence, it must be left with his own conscience. + </p> + <p> + Meantime, Mr. Hayward, or somebody else, seems to have given him such a + whipping that he is absolutely stiff, and walks about like a rheumatic old + gentleman. I am afraid, too, that he is an incorrigible thief. Ellery says + he has seen him coming up the avenue with a calf's whole head in his + mouth. How he came by it is best known to Leo himself. If he were a dog of + fair character, it would be no more than charity to conclude that he had + either bought it, or had it given to him; but with the other charges + against him, it inclines me to great distrust of his moral principles. Be + that as it may, he managed his stock of provisions very thriftily,—burying + it in the earth, and eating a portion of it whenever he felt an appetite. + If he insists upon living by highway robbery, it would be well to make him + share his booty with us. . . . + </p> + <p> + June 10th.—. . . . Mr. F——— is in perfect health, + and absolutely in the seventh heaven, and he talks and talks and talks and + talks; and I listen and listen and listen with a patience for which, in + spite of all my sins, I firmly expect to be admitted to the mansions of + the blessed. And there is really a contentment in being able to make this + poor, world-worn, hopeless, half-crazy man so entirely comfortable as he + seems to be here. He is an admirable cook. We had some roast veal and a + baked rice-pudding on Sunday, really a fine dinner, and cooked in better + style than Mary can equal; and George Curtis came to dine with us. Like + all male cooks, he is rather expensive, and has a tendency to the + consumption of eggs in his various concoctions. . . . I have had my dreams + of splendor; but never expected to arrive at the dignity of keeping a + man-cook. At first we had three meals a day, but now only two. . . . + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + We dined at Mr. Emerson's the other day, in company with Mr. Hedge. Mr. + Bradford has been to see us two or three times. . . . He looks thinner + than ever. + </p> + <h3> + [PASSAGES FROM NOTE-BOOKS.] + </h3> + <p> + May 5th, 1850.—I left Portsmouth last Wednesday, at the quarter past + twelve, by the Concord Railroad, which at New Market unites with the + Boston and Maine Railroad about ten miles from Portsmouth. The station at + New Market is a small wooden building, with one railroad passing on one + side, and another on another, and the two crossing each other at right + angles. At a little distance stands a black, large, old, wooden church, + with a square tower, and broken windows, and a great rift through the + middle of the roof, all in a stage of dismal ruin and decay. A farm-house + of the old style, with a long sloping roof, and as black as the church, + stands on the opposite side of the road, with its barns; and these are all + the buildings in sight of the railroad station. On the Concord rail, in + the train of cars, with the locomotive puffing, and blowing off its steam, + and making a great bluster in that lonely place, while along the other + railroad stretches the desolate track, with the withered weeds growing up + betwixt the two lines of iron, all so desolate. And anon you hear a low + thunder running along these iron rails; it grows louder; an object is seen + afar off; it approaches rapidly, and comes down upon you like fate, swift + and inevitable. In a moment, it dashes along in front of the + station-house, and comes to a pause, the locomotive hissing and fuming in + its eagerness to go on. How much life has come at once into this lonely + place! Four or five long cars, each, perhaps, with fifty people in it, + reading newspapers, reading pamphlet novels, chattering, sleeping; all + this vision of passing life! A moment passes, while the luggage-men are + putting on the trunks and packages; then the bell strikes a few times, and + away goes the train again, quickly out of sight of those who remain + behind, while a solitude of hours again broods over the station-house, + which, for an instant, has thus been put in communication with far-off + cities, and then remains by itself, with the old, black, ruinous church, + and the black old farm-house, both built years and years ago, before + railroads were ever dreamed of. Meantime, the passenger, stepping from the + solitary station into the train, finds himself in the midst of a new world + all in a moment. He rushes out of the solitude into a village; thence, + through woods and hills, into a large inland town; beside the Merrimack, + which has overflowed its banks, and eddies along, turbid as a vast + mud-puddle, sometimes almost laving the doorstep of a house, and with + trees standing in the flood half-way up their trunks. Boys, with + newspapers to sell, or apples and lozenges; many passengers departing and + entering, at each new station; the more permanent passenger, with his + check or ticket stuck in his hat-band, where the conductor may see it. A + party of girls, playing at ball with a young man. Altogether it is a scene + of stirring life, with which a person who had been waiting long for the + train to come might find it difficult at once to amalgamate himself. + </p> + <p> + It is a sombre, brooding day, and begins to rain as the cars pass onward. + In a little more than two hours we find ourselves in Boston surrounded by + eager hackmen. + </p> + <p> + Yesterday I went to the Athenaeum, and, being received with great courtesy + by Mr. Folsom, was shown all over the edifice from the very bottom to the + very top, whence I looked out over Boston. It is an admirable point of + view; but, it being an overcast and misty day, I did not get the full + advantage of it. The library is in a noble hall, and looks splendidly with + its vista of alcoves. The most remarkable sight, however, was Mr. + Hildreth, writing his history of the United States. He sits at a table, at + the entrance of one of the alcoves, with his books and papers before him, + as quiet and absorbed as he would be in the loneliest study; now + consulting an authority; now penning a sentence or a paragraph, without + seeming conscious of anything but his subject. It is very curious thus to + have a glimpse of a book in process of creation under one's eye. I know + not how many hours he sits there; but while I saw him he was a pattern of + diligence and unwandering thought. He had taken himself out of the age, + and put himself, I suppose, into that about which he was writing. Being + deaf, he finds it much the easier to abstract himself. Nevertheless, it is + a miracle. He is a thin, middle-aged man, in black, with an intelligent + face, rather sensible than scholarlike. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Folsom accompanied me to call upon Mr. Ticknor, the historian of + Spanish literature. He has a fine house, at the corner of Park and Beacon + Streets, perhaps the very best position in Boston. A marble hall, a wide + and easy staircase, a respectable old man-servant evidently long at home + in the mansion, to admit us. We entered the library, Mr. Folsom + considerably in advance, as being familiar with the house; and I heard Mr. + Ticknor greet him in friendly tones, their scholar-like and + bibliographical pursuits, I suppose, bringing them into frequent + conjunction. Then I was introduced, and received with great distinction, + but yet without any ostentatious flourish of courtesy. Mr. Ticknor has a + great head, and his hair is gray or grayish. You recognize in him at once + the man who knows the world, the scholar, too, which probably is his more + distinctive character, though a little more under the surface. He was in + his slippers; a volume of his book was open on a table, and apparently he + had been engaged in revising or annotating it. His library is a stately + and beautiful room for a private dwelling, and itself looks large and + rich. The fireplace has a white marble frame about it, sculptured with + figures and reliefs. Over it hung a portrait of Sir Walter Scott, a copy, + I think, of the one that represents him in Melrose Abbey. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Ticknor was most kind in his alacrity to solve the point on which Mr. + Folsom, in my behalf, had consulted him (as to whether there had been any + English translation of the Tales of Cervantes); and most liberal in his + offers of books from his library. Certainly, he is a fine example of a + generous-principled scholar, anxious to assist the human intellect in its + efforts and researches. Methinks he must have spent a happy life (as + happiness goes among mortals), writing his great three-volumed book for + twenty years; writing it, not for bread, nor with any uneasy desire of + fame, but only with a purpose to achieve something true and enduring. He + is, I apprehend, a man of great cultivation and refinement, and with quite + substance enough to be polished and refined, without being worn too thin + in the process,—a man of society. He related a singular story of an + attempt of his to become acquainted with me years ago, when he mistook my + kinsman Eben for me. + </p> + <p> + At half past four, I went to Mr. Thompson's, the artist who has requested + to paint my picture. This was the second sitting. The portrait looked + dimly out from the canvas, as from a cloud, with something that I could + recognize as my outline, but no strong resemblance as yet. I have had + three portraits taken before this,—an oil picture, a miniature, and + a crayon sketch,—neither of them satisfactory to those most familiar + with my physiognomy. In fact, there is no such thing as a true portrait; + they are all delusions, and I never saw any two alike, nor hardly any two + that I would recognize, merely by the portraits themselves, as being of + the same man. A bust has more reality. This artist is a man of thought, + and with no mean idea of his art; a Swedenborgian, or, as he prefers to + call it, a member of the New Church; and I have generally found something + marked in men who adopt that faith. He had painted a good picture of + Bryant. He seems to me to possess truth in himself, and to aim at it in + his artistic endeavors. + </p> + <p> + May 6th.—This morning it is an easterly rain (south-easterly, I + should say just now at twelve o'clock), and I went at nine, by + appointment, to sit for my picture. The artist painted awhile; but soon + found that he had not so much light as was desirable, and complained that + his tints were as muddy as the weather. Further sitting was therefore + postponed till to-morrow at eleven. It will be a good picture; but I see + no assurance, as yet, of the likeness. An artist's apartment is always + very interesting to me, with its pictures, finished and unfinished; its + little fancies in the pictorial way,—as here two sketches of + children among flowers and foliage, representing Spring and Summer, Winter + and Autumn being yet to come out of the artist's mild; the portraits of + his wife and children; here a clergyman, there a poet; here a woman with + the stamp of reality upon her, there a feminine conception which we feel + not to have existed. There was an infant Christ, or rather a child Christ, + not unbeautiful, but scarcely divine. I love the odor of paint in an + artist's room; his palette and all his other tools have a mysterious charm + for me. The pursuit has always interested my imagination more than any + other, and I remember before having my first portrait taken, there was a + great bewitchery in the idea, as if it were a magic process. Even now, it + is not without interest to me. + </p> + <p> + I left Mr. Thompson before ten, and took my way through the sloppy streets + to the Athenaeum, where I looked over the newspapers and periodicals, and + found two of my old stories (Peter Goldthwaite and the Shaker Bridal) + published as original in the last London Metropolitan! The English are + much more unscrupulous and dishonest pirates than ourselves. However, if + they are poor enough to perk themselves in such false feathers as these, + Heaven help them! I glanced over the stories, and they seemed painfully + cold and dull. It is the more singular that these should be so published, + inasmuch as the whole book was republished in London, only a few months + ago. Mr. Fields tells me that two publishers in London had advertised the + Scarlet Letter as in press, each book at a shilling. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * * * * * * +</pre> + <p> + Certainly life is made much more tolerable, and man respects himself far + more, when he takes his meals with a certain degree of order and state. + There should be a sacred law in these matters; and, as consecrating the + whole business, the preliminary prayer is a good and real ordinance. The + advance of man from a savage and animal state may be as well measured by + his mode and morality of dining, as by any other circumstance. At Mr. + Fields's, soon after entering the house, I heard the brisk and cheerful + notes of a canary-bird, singing with great vivacity, and making its voice + echo through the large rooms. It was very pleasant, at the close of the + rainy, east-windy day, and seemed to fling sunshine through the dwelling. + </p> + <p> + May 7th.—I did not go out yesterday afternoon, but after tea I went + to Parker's. The drinking and smoking shop is no bad place to see one kind + of life. The front apartment is for drinking. The door opens into Court + Square, and is denoted, usually, by some choice specimens of dainties + exhibited in the windows, or hanging beside the door-post; as, for + instance, a pair of canvas-back ducks, distinguishable by their delicately + mottled feathers; an admirable cut of raw beefsteak; a ham, ready boiled, + and with curious figures traced in spices on its outward fat; a half, or + perchance the whole, of a large salmon, when in season; a bunch of + partridges, etc., etc. A screen stands directly before the door, so as to + conceal the interior from an outside barbarian. At the counter stand, at + almost all hours,—certainly at all hours when I have chanced to + observe,—tipplers, either taking a solitary glass, or treating all + round, veteran topers, flashy young men, visitors from the country, the + various petty officers connected with the law, whom the vicinity of the + Court-House brings hither. Chiefly, they drink plain liquors, gin, brandy, + or whiskey, sometimes a Tom and Jerry, a gin cocktail (which the + bar-tender makes artistically, tossing it in a large parabola from one + tumbler to another, until fit for drinking), a brandy-smash, and numerous + other concoctions. All this toping goes forward with little or no apparent + exhilaration of spirits; nor does this seem to be the object sought,—it + being rather, I imagine, to create a titillation of the coats of the + stomach and a general sense of invigoration, without affecting the brain. + Very seldom does a man grow wild and unruly. + </p> + <p> + The inner room is hung round with pictures and engravings of various + kinds,—a painting of a premium ox, a lithograph of a Turk and of a + Turkish lady, . . . . and various showily engraved tailors' + advertisements, and other shop-bills; among them all, a small painting of + a drunken toper, sleeping on a bench beside the grog-shop,—a ragged, + half-hatless, bloated, red-nosed, jolly, miserable-looking devil, very + well done, and strangely suitable to the room in which it hangs. Round the + walls are placed some half a dozen marble-topped tables, and a + centre-table in the midst; most of them strewn with theatrical and other + show-bills; and the large theatre-bills, with their type of gigantic + solidity and blackness, hung against the walls. + </p> + <p> + Last evening, when I entered, there was one guest somewhat overcome with + liquor, and slumbering with his chair tipped against one of the marble + tables. In the course of a quarter of an hour, he roused himself (a plain, + middle-aged man), and went out with rather an unsteady step, and a hot, + red face. One or two others were smoking, and looking over the papers, or + glancing at a play-bill. From the centre of the ceiling descended a branch + with two gas-burners, which sufficiently illuminated every corner of the + room. Nothing is so remarkable in these bar-rooms and drinking-places, as + the perfect order that prevails: if a man gets drunk, it is no otherwise + perceptible than by his going to sleep, or his inability to walk. + </p> + <p> + Pacing the sidewalk in front of this grog-shop of Parker's (or sometimes, + on cold and rainy days, taking his station inside), there is generally to + be observed an elderly ragamuffin, in a dingy and battered hat, an old + surtout, and a more than shabby general aspect; a thin face and red nose, + a patch over one eye, and the other half drowned in moisture. He leans in + a slightly stooping posture on a stick, forlorn and silent, addressing + nobody, but fixing his one moist eye on you with a certain intentness. he + is a man who has been in decent circumstances at some former period of his + life, but, falling into decay (perhaps by dint of too frequent visits at + Parker's bar), he now haunts about the place, as a ghost haunts the spot + where he was murdered, "to collect his rents," as Parker says,—that + is, to catch an occasional ninepence from some charitable acquaintances, + or a glass of liquor at the bar. The word "ragamuffin," which I have used + above, does not accurately express the man, because there is a sort of + shadow or delusion of respectability about him, and a sobriety too, and a + kind of decency in his groggy and red-nosed destitution. + </p> + <p> + Underground, beneath the drinking and smoking rooms, is Parker's + eating-hall, extending all the way to Court Street. All sorts of good + eating may be had there, and a gourmand may feast at what expense he will. + </p> + <p> + I take an interest in all the nooks and crannies and every development of + cities; so here I try to make a description of the view from the back + windows of a house in the centre of Boston, at which I now glance in the + intervals of writing. The view is bounded, at perhaps thirty yards' + distance, by a row of opposite brick dwellings, standing, I think, on + Temple Place; houses of the better order, with tokens of genteel families + visible in all the rooms betwixt the basements and the attic windows in + the roof; plate-glass in the rear drawing-rooms, flower-pots in some of + the windows of the upper stories. Occasionally, a lady's figure, either + seated or appearing with a flitting grace, or dimly manifest farther + within the obscurity of the room. A balcony, with a wrought-iron fence + running along under the row of drawing-room windows, above the basement. + In the space betwixt the opposite row of dwellings and that in which I am + situated are the low out-houses of the above-described houses, with flat + roofs; or solid brick walls, with walks on them, and high railings, for + the convenience of the washerwomen in hanging out their clothes. In the + intervals are grass-plots, already green, because so sheltered; and + fruit-trees, now beginning to put forth their leaves, and one of them, a + cherry-tree, almost in full blossom. Birds flutter and sing among these + trees. I should judge it a good site for the growth of delicate fruit; + for, quite enclosed on all sides by houses, the blighting winds cannot + molest the trees. They have sunshine on them a good part of the day, + though the shadow must come early, and I suppose there is a rich soil + about the roots. I see grapevines clambering against one wall, and also + peeping over another, where the main body of the vine is invisible to me. + In another place, a frame is erected for a grapevine, and probably it will + produce as rich clusters as the vines of Madeira, here in the heart of the + city, in this little spot of fructifying earth, while the thunder of + wheels rolls about it on every side. The trees are not all fruit-trees. + One pretty well-grown buttonwood-tree aspires upward above the roofs of + the houses. In the full verdure of summer, there will be quite a mass or + curtain of foliage between the hither and the thither row of houses. + </p> + <p> + Afternoon.—At eleven, I went to give Mr. Thompson a sitting for my + picture. I like the painter. He seems to reverence his art and to aim at + truth in it, as I said before; a man of gentle disposition too, and + simplicity of life and character. I seated myself in the pictorial chair, + with the only light in the room descending upon me from a high opening, + almost at the ceiling, the rest of the sole window being shuttered. He + began to work, and we talked in an idle and desultory way,—neither + of us feeling very conversable,—which he attributed to the + atmosphere, it being a bright, west-windy, bracing day. We talked about + the pictures of Christ, and how inadequate and untrue they are. He said he + thought artists should attempt only to paint child-Christs, human powers + being inadequate to the task of painting such purity and holiness in a + manly development. Then he said that an idea of a picture had occurred to + him that morning, while reading a chapter in the New Testament,—how + "they parted his garments among them, and for his vesture did cast lots." + His picture was to represent the soldier to whom the garment without a + seam had fallen, after taking it home and examining it, and becoming + impressed with a sense of the former wearer's holiness. I do not quite see + how he would make such a picture tell its own story;— but I find the + idea suggestive to my own mind, and I think I could make something of it. + We talked of physiognomy and impressions of character, —first + impressions,—and how apt they are to come aright in the face of the + closest subsequent observation. + </p> + <p> + There were several visitors in the course of the sitting, one a gentleman, + a connection from the country, with whom the artist talked about family + matters and personal affairs,—observing on the poorness of his own + business, and that he had thoughts of returning to New York. I wish he + would meet with better success. Two or three ladies also looked in. + Meanwhile Mr. Thompson had been painting with more and more eagerness, + casting quick, keen glances at me, and then making hasty touches on the + picture, as if to secure with his brush what he had caught with his eye. + He observed that he was just getting interested in the work, and I could + recognize the feeling that was in him as akin to what I have experienced + myself in the glow of composition. Nevertheless, he seemed able to talk + about foreign matters, through it all. He continued to paint in this rapid + way, up to the moment of closing the sitting; when he took the canvas from + the easel, without giving me time to mark what progress he had made, as he + did the last time. + </p> + <p> + The artist is middle-sized, thin, a little stooping, with a quick, nervous + movement. He has black hair, not thick, a beard under his chin, a small + head, but well-developed forehead, black eyebrows, eyes keen, but kindly, + and a dark face, not indicating robust health, but agreeable in its + expression. His voice is gentle and sweet, and such as comes out from + amidst refined feelings. He dresses very simply and unpictorially in a + gray frock or sack, and does not seem to think of making a picture of + himself in his own person. + </p> + <p> + At dinner to-day there was a young Frenchman, whom ——— + befriended a year or so ago, when he had not another friend in America, + and obtained employment for him in a large dry-goods establishment. He is + a young man of eighteen or thereabouts, with smooth black hair, neatly + dressed; his face showing a good disposition, but with nothing of + intellect or character. It is funny to think of this poor little + Frenchman, a Parisian too, eating our most un-French victuals,—our + beefsteaks, and roasts, and various homely puddings and hams, and all + things most incongruent to his hereditary stomach; but nevertheless he + eats most cheerfully and uncomplainingly. He has not a large measure of + French vivacity, never rattles, never dances, nor breaks into ebullitions + of mirth and song; on the contrary, I have never known a youth of his age + more orderly and decorous. He is kind-hearted and grateful, and evinces + his gratitude to the mother of the family and to his benefactress by + occasional presents, not trifling when measured by his small emolument of + five dollars per week. Just at this time he is confined to his room by + indisposition, caused, it is suspected, by a spree on Sunday last. Our + gross Saxon orgies would soon be the ruin of his French constitution. + </p> + <p> + A thought to-day. Great men need to be lifted upon the shoulders of the + whole world, in order to conceive their great ideas or perform their great + deeds. That is, there must be an atmosphere of greatness round about them. + A hero cannot be a hero unless in an heroic world. + </p> + <p> + May 8th.—I went last evening to the National Theatre to see a + pantomime. It was Jack the Giant-Killer, and somewhat heavy and tedious. + The audience was more noteworthy than the play. The theatre itself is for + the middling and lower classes, and I had not taken my seat in the most + aristocratic part of the house; so that I found myself surrounded chiefly + by young sailors, Hanover Street shopmen, mechanics, and other people of + that class. It is wonderful! the difference that exists in the personal + aspect and dress, and no less in the manners, of people in this quarter of + the city, as compared with other parts of it. + </p> + <p> + One would think that Oak Hall should give a common garb and air to the + great mass of the Boston population; but it seems not to be so; and + perhaps what is most singular is, that the natural make of the men has a + conformity and suitableness to the dress. Glazed caps and Palo Alto hats + were much worn. It is a pity that this picturesque and comparatively + graceful hat should not have been generally adopted, instead of falling to + the exclusive use of a rowdy class. + </p> + <p> + In the next box to me were two young women, with an infant, but to which + of them appertaining I could not at first discover. One was a large, plump + girl, with a heavy face, a snub nose, coarse-looking, but good-natured, + and with no traits of evil,—save, indeed, that she had on the vilest + gown of dirty white cotton, so pervadingly dingy that it was white no + longer, as it seemed to me. The sleeves were short, and ragged at the + borders, and her shawl, which she took off on account of the heat, was old + and faded,—the shabbiest and dirtiest dress that I ever saw a woman + wear. Yet she was plump, and looked comfortable in body and mind. I + imagine that she must have had a better dress at home, but had come to the + theatre extemporaneously, and, not going to the dress circle, considered + her ordinary gown good enough for the occasion. The other girl seemed as + young or younger than herself. She was small, with a particularly + intelligent and pleasant face, not handsome, perhaps, but as good or + better than if it were. It was mobile with whatever sentiment chanced to + be in her mind, as quick and vivacious a face in its movements as I have + ever seen; cheerful, too, and indicative of a sunny, though I should think + it might be a hasty, temper. She was dressed in a dark gown (chintz, I + suppose the women call it), a good, homely dress, proper enough for the + fireside, but a strange one to appear in at a theatre. Both these girls + appeared to enjoy themselves very much,—the large and heavy one in + her own duller mode; the smaller manifesting her interest by gestures, + pointing at the stage, and with so vivid a talk of countenance that it was + precisely as if she had spoken. She was not a brunette, and this made the + vivacity of her expression the more agreeable. Her companion, on the other + hand, was so dark, that I rather suspected her to have a tinge of African + blood. + </p> + <p> + There were two men who seemed to have some connection with these girls,— + one an elderly, gray-headed personage, well-stricken in liquor, talking + loudly and foolishly, but good-humoredly; the other a young man, sober, + and doing his best to keep his elder friend quiet. The girls seemed to + give themselves no uneasiness about the matter.—Both the men wore + Palo Alto hats. I could not make out whether either of the men were the + father of the child, though I was inclined to set it down as a family + party. + </p> + <p> + As the play went on, the house became crowded and oppressively warm, and + the poor little baby grew dark red, or purple almost, with the + uncomfortable heat in its small body. It must have been accustomed to + discomfort, and have concluded it to be the condition of mortal life, else + it never would have remained so quiet. Perhaps it had been quieted with a + sleeping-potion. The two young women were not negligent of it; but passed + it to and fro between them, each willingly putting herself to + inconvenience for the sake of tending it. But I really feared it might die + in some kind of a fit, so hot was the theatre, so purple with heat, yet + strangely quiet, was the child. I was glad to hear it cry at last; but it + did not cry with any great rage and vigor, as it should, but in a stupid + kind of way. Hereupon the smaller of the two girls, after a little + inefficacious dandling, at once settled the question of maternity by + nursing her baby. Children must be hard to kill, however injudicious the + treatment. The two girls and their cavaliers remained till nearly the + close of the play. I should like well to know who they are,—of what + condition in life, and whether reputable as members of the class to which + they belong. My own judgment is that they are so. Throughout the evening, + drunken young sailors kept stumbling into and out of the boxes, calling to + one another from different parts of the house, shouting to the performers, + and singing the burden of songs. It was a scene of life in the rough. + </p> + <p> + May 14th.—A stable opposite the house,—an old wooden + construction, low, in three distinct parts; the centre being the stable + proper, where the horses are kept, and with a chamber over it for the hay. + On one side is the department for chaises and carriages; on the other, the + little office where the books are kept. In the interior region of the + stable everything is dim and undefined,—half-traceable outlines of + stalls, sometimes the shadowy aspect of a horse. Generally a groom is + dressing a horse at the stable door, with a care and accuracy that leave + no part of the animal unvisited by the currycomb and brush; the horse, + meanwhile, evidently enjoying it, but sometimes, when the more sensitive + parts are touched, giving a half-playful kick with his hind legs, and a + little neigh. If the men bestowed half as much care on their own personal + cleanliness, they would be all the better and healthier men therefor. They + appear to be busy men, these stablers, yet have a lounging way with them, + as if indolence were somehow diffused through their natures. The apparent + head of the establishment is a sensible, thoughtful-looking, + large-featured, and homely man, past the middle age, clad rather shabbily + in gray, stooping somewhat, and without any smartness about him. There is + a groom, who seems to be a very comfortable kind of personage,—a man + of forty-five or thereabouts (R. W. Emerson says he was one of his + schoolmates), but not looking so old; corpulent, not to say fat, with a + white frock, which his goodly bulk almost fills, enveloping him from neck + nearly to ankles. On his head he wears a cloth cap of a jockey shape; his + pantaloons are turned up an inch or two at bottom, and he wears brogans on + his feet. His hair, as may be seen when he takes off his cap to wipe his + brow, is black and in perfect preservation, with not exactly a curl, yet a + vivacious and elastic kind of twist in it. His face is fresh-colored, + comfortable, sufficiently vivid in expression, not at all dimmed by his + fleshly exuberance, because the man possesses vigor enough to carry it + off. His bodily health seems perfect; so, indeed, does his moral and + intellectual. He is very active and assiduous in his duties, currycombing + and rubbing down the horses with alacrity and skill; and, when not + otherwise occupied, you may see him talking jovially with chance + acquaintances, or observing what is going forward in the street. If a + female acquaintance happens to pass, he touches his jockey cap, and bows, + accomplishing this courtesy with a certain smartness that proves him a man + of the world. Whether it be his greater readiness to talk, or the wisdom + of what he says, he seems usually to be the centre talker of the group. It + is very pleasant to see such an image of earthly comfort as this. A fat + man who feels his flesh as a disease and encumbrance, and on whom it + presses so as to make him melancholy with dread of apoplexy, and who moves + heavily under the burden of himself,—such a man is a doleful and + disagreeable object. But if he have vivacity enough to pervade all his + earthiness, and bodily force enough to move lightly under it, and if it be + not too unmeasured to have a trimness and briskness in it, then it is good + and wholesome to look at him. + </p> + <p> + In the background of the house, a cat, occasionally stealing along on the + roofs of the low out-houses; descending a flight of wooden steps into the + brick area; investigating the shed, and entering all dark and secret + places; cautious, circumspect, as if in search of something; noiseless, + attentive to every noise. Moss grows on spots of the roof; there are + little boxes of earth here and there, with plants in them. The grass-plots + appertaining to each of the houses whose rears are opposite ours (standing + in Temple Place) are perhaps ten or twelve feet broad, and three times as + long. Here and there is a large, painted garden-pot, half buried in earth. + Besides the large trees in blossom, there are little ones, probably of + last year's setting out. Early in the day chambermaids are seen hanging + the bedclothes out of the upper windows; at the window of the basement of + the same house, I see a woman ironing. Were I a solitary prisoner, I + should not doubt to find occupation of deep interest for my whole day in + watching only one of the houses. One house seems to be quite shut up; all + the blinds in the three windows of each of the four stories being closed, + although in the roof-windows of the attic story the curtains are hung + carelessly upward, instead of being drawn. I thick the house is empty, + perhaps for the summer. The visible side of the whole row of houses is now + in the shade,—they looking towards, I should say, the southwest. + Later in the day, they are wholly covered with sunshine, and continue so + through the afternoon; and at evening the sunshine slowly withdraws + upward, gleams aslant upon the windows, perches on the chimneys, and so + disappears. The upper part of the spire and the weathercock of the Park + Street Church appear over one of the houses, looking as if it were close + behind. It shows the wind to be cast now. At one of the windows of the + third story sits a woman in a colored dress, diligently sewing on + something white. She sews, not like a lady, but with an occupational air. + Her dress, I observe, on closer observation, is a kind of loose morning + sack, with, I think, a silky gloss on it; and she seems to have a silver + comb in her hair,—no, this latter item is a mistake. Sheltered as + the space is between the two rows of houses, a puff of the east-wind finds + its way in, and shakes off some of the withering blossoms from the + cherry-trees. + </p> + <p> + Quiet as the prospect is, there is a continual and near thunder of wheels + proceeding from Washington Street. In a building not far off, there is a + hall for exhibitions; and sometimes, in the evenings, loud music is heard + from it; or, if a diorama be shown (that of Bunker Hill, for instance, or + the burning of Moscow), an immense racket of imitative cannon and + musketry. + </p> + <p> + May, 16th.—It has been an easterly rain yesterday and to-day, with + occasional lightings up, and then a heavy downfall of the gloom again. + </p> + <p> + Scenes out of the rear windows,—the glistening roof of the opposite + houses; the chimneys, now and then choked with their own smoke, which a + blast drives down their throats. The church-spire has a mist about it. + Once this morning a solitary dove came and alighted on the peak of an + attic window, and looked down into the areas, remaining in this position a + considerable time. Now it has taken a flight, and alighted on the roof of + this house, directly over the window at which I sit, so that I can look up + and see its head and beak, and the tips of its claws. The roofs of the low + out-houses are black with moisture; the gutters are full of water, and + there is a little puddle where there is a place for it in the hollow of a + board. On the grass-plot are strewn the fallen blossoms of the + cherry-tree, and over the scene broods a parallelogram of sombre sky. Thus + it will be all day as it was yesterday; and, in the evening, one window + after another will be lighted up in the drawing-rooms. Through the white + curtains may be seen the gleam of an astral-lamp, like a fixed star. In + the basement rooms, the work of the kitchen going forward; in the upper + chambers, here and there a light. + </p> + <p> + In a bar-room, a large, oval basin let into the counter, with a brass tube + rising from the centre, out of which gushes continually a miniature + fountain, and descends in a soft, gentle, never-ceasing rain into the + basin, where swim a company of gold-fishes. Some of them gleam brightly in + their golden armor; others have a dull white aspect, going through some + process of transformation. One would think that the atmosphere, + continually filled with tobacco-smoke, might impregnate the water + unpleasantly for the scaly people; but then it is continually flowing away + and being renewed. And what if some toper should be seized with the freak + of emptying his glass of gin or brandy into the basin,—would the + fishes die or merely get jolly? + </p> + <p> + I saw, for a wonder, a man pretty drunk at Parker's the other evening,—a + well-dressed man, of not ungentlemanly aspect. He talked loudly and + foolishly, but in good phrases, with a great flow of language, and he was + no otherwise impertinent than in addressing his talk to strangers. + Finally, after sitting a long time staring steadfastly across the room in + silence, he arose, and staggered away as best he might, only showing his + very drunken state when he attempted to walk. + </p> + <p> + Old acquaintances,—a gentleman whom I knew ten years ago, brisk, + active, vigorous, with a kind of fire of physical well-being and cheerful + spirits glowing through him. Now, after a course, I presume, of rather + free living, pale, thin, oldish, with a grave and care or pain worn brow,—yet + still lively and cheerful in his accost, though with something invincibly + saddened in his tones. Another, formerly commander of a revenue vessel, + —a man of splendid epaulets and very aristocratic equipment and + demeanor; now out of service and without position, and changed into a + brandy-burnt and rowdyish sort of personage. He seemed as if he might + still be a gentleman if he would; but his manners show a desperate state + of mind by their familiarity, recklessness, the lack of any hedge of + reserve about himself, while still he is evidently a man of the world, + accustomed to good society. He has latterly, I think, been in the Russian + service, and would very probably turn pirate on fair occasion. + </p> + <p> + Lenox, July 14th.—The tops of the chestnut-trees have a whitish + appearance, they being, I suppose, in bloom. Red raspberries are just + through the season. + </p> + <p> + Language,—human language,—after all, is but little better than + the croak and cackle of fowls and other utterances of brute nature,— + sometimes not so adequate. + </p> + <p> + July 16th.—The tops of the chestnut-trees are peculiarly rich, as if + a more luscious sunshine were falling on them than anywhere else. + "Whitish," as above, don't express it. + </p> + <p> + The queer gestures and sounds of a hen looking about for a place to + deposit her egg; her self-important gait; the sideway turn of her head and + cock of her eye, as she pries into one and another nook, croaking all the + while,—evidently with the idea that the egg in question is the most + important thing that has been brought to pass since the world began. A + speckled black and white and tufted hen of ours does it to most ludicrous + perfection; and there is something laughably womanish in it too. + </p> + <p> + July 25th.—As I sit in my study, with the windows open, the + occasional incident of the visit of some winged creature,—wasp, + hornet, or bee,— entering out of the warm sunny atmosphere, soaring + round the room in large sweeps, then buzzing against the glass, as not + satisfied with the place, and desirous of getting out. Finally, the + joyous, uprising curve with which, coming to the open part of the window, + it emerges into the cheerful glow of the outside. + </p> + <p> + August 4th.—Dined at hotel with J. T. Fields and wife. Afternoon, + drove with them to Pittsfield and called on Dr. Holmes. + </p> + <p> + August 5th.—Drove with Fields and his wife to Stockbridge, being + thereto invited by Mr. Field of Stockbridge, in order to ascend Monument + Mountain. Found at Mr. Field's Dr. Holmes and Mr. Duyckinck of New York; + also Mr. Cornelius Matthews and Herman Melville. Ascended the mountain; + that is to say, Mrs. Fields and Miss Jenny Field, Mr. Field and Mr. + Fields, Dr. Holmes, Messrs. Duyckinck, Matthews, Melville, Mr. Henry + Sedgewick, and I, and were caught in a shower. Dined at Mr. Field's. + Afternoon, under guidance of J. T. Headley, the party scrambled through + the ice-glen. + </p> + <p> + August 7th.—Messrs. Duyckink, Matthews, Melville, and Melville, + junior, called in the forenoon. Gave them a couple of bottles of Mr. + Mansfield's champagne, and walked down to the lake with them. At twilight + Mr. Edwin P. Whipple and wife called. + </p> + <p> + August 8th.—Mr. and Mrs. Whipple took tea with us. + </p> + <p> + August 12th.—Seven chickens hatched. J. T. Readley and brother + called. Eight chickens. + </p> + <p> + August 19th.—Monument Mountain, in the early sunshine; its base + enveloped in mist, parts of which are floating in the sky, so that the + great hill looks really as if it were founded on a cloud. Just emerging + from the mist is seen a yellow field of rye, and, above that, forest. + </p> + <p> + August 21st.—Eight more chickens hatched. Ascended a mountain with + my wife; a beautiful, mellow, autumnal sunshine. + </p> + <p> + August 24th.—In the afternoons, nowadays, this valley in which I + dwell seems like a vast basin filled with golden sunshine as with wine. + </p> + <p> + August 31st.—J. R. Lowell called in the evening. + </p> + <p> + September 1st.—Mr. and Mrs. Lowell called in the forenoon, on their + way to Stockbridge or Lebanon to meet Miss Bremer. + </p> + <p> + September 2d.—"When I grow up," quoth J——-, in + illustration of the might to which he means to attain,—"when I grow + up, I shall be two men." + </p> + <p> + September 3d.—Foliage of maples begins to change. Julian, after + picking up a handful of autumnal maple-leaves the other day,—"Look, + papa, here's a bunch of fire!" + </p> + <p> + September 7th.—In a wood, a heap or pile of logs and sticks, that + had been cut for firewood, and piled up square, in order to be carted away + to the house when convenience served,—or, rather, to be sledded in + sleighing time. But the moss had accumulated on them, and leaves falling + over them from year to year and decaying, a kind of soil had quite covered + them, although the softened outline of the woodpile was perceptible in the + green mound. It was perhaps fifty years—perhaps more—since the + woodman had cut and piled those logs and sticks, intending them for his + winter fires. But he probably needs no fire now. There was something + strangely interesting in this simple circumstance. Imagine the long-dead + woodman, and his long-dead wife and family, and the old man who was a + little child when the wood was cut, coming back from their graves, and + trying to make a fire with this mossy fuel. + </p> + <p> + September 19th.—Lying by the lake yesterday afternoon, with my eyes + shut, while the waves and sunshine were playing together on the water, the + quick glimmer of the wavelets was perceptible through my closed eyelids. + </p> + <p> + October 13th.—A windy day, with wind northwest, cool, with a + prevalence of dull gray clouds over the sky, but with brief, quick + glimpses of sunshine. + </p> + <p> + The foliage having its autumn hues, Monument Mountain looks like a + headless sphinx, wrapped in a rich Persian shawl. Yesterday, through a + diffused mist, with the sun shining on it, it had the aspect of burnished + copper. The sun-gleams on the hills are peculiarly magnificent just in + these days. + </p> + <p> + One of the children, drawing a cow on the blackboard, says, "I'll kick + this leg out a little more,"—a very happy energy of expression, + completely identifying herself with the cow; or perhaps, as the cow's + creator, conscious of full power over its movements. + </p> + <p> + October 14th.—The brilliancy of the foliage has passed its acme; and + indeed it has not been so magnificent this season as in some others, owing + to the gradual approaches of cooler weather, and there having been slight + frosts instead of severe ones. There is still a shaggy richness on the + hillsides. + </p> + <p> + October 16th.—A morning mist, filling up the whole length and + breadth of the valley betwixt my house and Monument Mountain, the summit + of the mountain emerging. The mist reaches almost to my window, so dense + as to conceal everything, except that near its hither boundary a few ruddy + or yellow tree-tops appear, glorified by the early sunshine, as is + likewise the whole mist-cloud. + </p> + <p> + There is a glen between this house and the lake, through which winds a + little brook with pools and tiny waterfalls over the great roots of trees. + The glen is deep and narrow, and filled with trees; so that, in the + summer, it is all a dense shadow of obscurity. Now, the foliage of the + trees being almost entirely a golden yellow, instead of being full of + shadow, the glen is absolutely full of sunshine, and its depths are more + brilliant than the open plain or the mountain-tops. The trees are + sunshine, and, many of the golden leaves being freshly fallen, the glen is + strewn with sunshine, amid which winds and gurgles the bright, dark little + brook. + </p> + <p> + December 1st.—I saw a dandelion in bloom near the lake. + </p> + <p> + December 19th.—If the world were crumbled to the finest dust, and + scattered through the universe, there would not be an atom of the dust for + each star. + </p> + <p> + "Generosity is the flower of justice." + </p> + <p> + The print in blood of a naked foot to be traced through the street of a + town. + </p> + <p> + Sketch of a personage with the malignity of a witch, and doing the + mischief attributed to one,—but by natural means; breaking off + love-affairs, teaching children vices, ruining men of wealth, etc. + </p> + <p> + Ladislaus, King of Naples, besieging the city of Florence, agreed to show + mercy, provided the inhabitants would deliver to him a certain virgin of + famous beauty, the daughter of a physician of the city. When she was sent + to the king, every one contributing something to adorn her in the richest + manner, her father gave her a perfumed handkerchief, at that time a + universal decoration, richly wrought. This handkerchief was poisoned with + his utmost art, . . . . and they presently died in one another's arms. + </p> + <p> + Of a bitter satirist,—of Swift, for instance,—it might be + said, that the person or thing on which his satire fell shrivelled up as + if the Devil had spit on it. + </p> + <p> + The Fount of Tears,—a traveller to discover it,—and other + similar localites. + </p> + <p> + Benvenuto Cellini saw a Salamander in the household fire. It was shown him + by his father, in childhood. + </p> + <p> + For the virtuoso's collection,—the pen with which Faust signed away + his salvation, with a drop of blood dried in it. + </p> + <p> + An article on newspaper advertisements,—a country newspaper, + methinks, rather than a city one. + </p> + <p> + An eating-house, where all the dishes served out, even to the bread and + salt, shall be poisoned with the adulterations that are said to be + practised. Perhaps Death himself might be the cook. + </p> + <p> + Personify the century,—talk of its present middle age,—of its + youth,— and its adventures and prospects. + </p> + <p> + An uneducated countryman, supposing he had a live frog in his stomach, + applied himself to the study of medicine in order to find a cure for this + disease; and he became a profound physician. Thus misfortune, physical or + moral, may be the means of educating and elevating us. + </p> + <p> + "Mather's Manuductio ad Ministerium,"—or "Directions for a + candidate" for the ministry,—with the autographs of four successive + clergymen in it, all of them, at one time or another, residents of the old + Manse,— Daniel Bliss, 1734; William Emerson, 1770; Ezra Ripley, + 1781; and Samuel Ripley, son of the preceding. The book, according to a + Latin memorandum, was sold to Daniel Bliss by Daniel Bremner, who, I + suppose, was another student of divinity. Printed at Boston "for Thomas + Hancock, and sold at his shop in Ann St. near the Draw Bridge, 1726." + William Emerson was son-in-law of Daniel Bliss. Ezra Ripley married the + widow of said William Emerson, and Samuel Ripley was their son. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Prescott has an ox whose visage bears a strong resemblance to Daniel + Webster,—a majestic brute. + </p> + <p> + The spells of witches have the power of producing meats and viands that + have the appearance of a sumptuous feast, which the Devil furnishes. But a + Divine Providence seldom permits the meat to be good, but it has generally + some bad taste or smell,—mostly wants salt,—and the feast is + often without bread. + </p> + <p> + An article on cemeteries, with fantastic ideas of monuments; for instance, + a sun-dial;—a large, wide carved stone chair, with some such motto + as "Rest and Think," and others, facetious or serious. + </p> + <p> + "Mamma, I see a part of your smile,"—a child to her mother, whose + mouth was partly covered by her hand. + </p> + <p> + "The syrup of my bosom,"—an improvisation of a little girl, + addressed to an imaginary child. + </p> + <p> + "The wind-turn," "the lightning-catch," a child's phrases for weathercock + and lightning-rod. + </p> + <p> + "Where's the man-mountain of these Liliputs?" cried a little boy, as he + looked at a small engraving of the Greeks getting into the wooden horse. + </p> + <p> + When the sun shines brightly on the new snow, we discover ranges of hills, + miles away towards the south, which we have never seen before. + </p> + <p> + To have the North Pole for a fishing-pole, and the Equinoctial Line for a + fishing-line. + </p> + <p> + If we consider the lives of the lower animals, we shall see in them a + close parallelism to those of mortals;—toil, struggle, danger, + privation, mingled with glimpses of peace and ease; enmity, affection, a + continual hope of bettering themselves, although their objects lie at less + distance before them than ours can do. Thus, no argument for the imperfect + character of our existence and its delusory promises, and its apparent + injustice, can be drawn in reference to our immortality, without, in a + degree, being applicable to our brute brethren. + </p> + <p> + Lenox, February 12th, 1851.—A walk across the lake with Una. A heavy + rain, some days ago, has melted a good deal of the snow on the intervening + descent between our house and the lake; but many drifts, depths, and + levels yet remain; and there is a frozen crust, sufficient to bear a man's + weight, and very slippery. Adown the slopes there are tiny rivulets, which + exist only for the winter. Bare, brown spaces of grass here and there, but + still so infrequent as only to diversify the scene a little. In the woods, + rocks emerging, and, where there is a slope immediately towards the lake, + the snow is pretty much gone, and we see partridge-berries frozen, and + outer shells of walnuts, and chestnut-burrs, heaped or scattered among the + roots of the trees. The walnut-husks mark the place where the boys, after + nutting, sat down to clear the walnuts of their outer shell. The various + species of pine look exceedingly brown just now,—less beautiful than + those trees which shed their leaves. An oak-tree, with almost all its + brown foliage still rustling on it. We clamber down the bank, and step + upon the frozen lake, It was snow-covered for a considerable time; but the + rain overspread it with a surface of water, or imperfectly melted snow, + which is now hard frozen again; and the thermometer having been frequently + below zero, I suppose the ice may be four or five feet thick. Frequently + there are great cracks across it, caused, I suppose, by the air beneath, + and giving an idea of greater firmness than if there were no cracks; round + holes, which have been hewn in the marble pavement by fishermen, and are + now frozen over again, looking darker than the rest of the surface; spaces + where the snow was more imperfectly dissolved than elsewhere little + crackling spots, where a thin surface of ice, over the real mass, crumples + beneath one's foot; the track of a line of footsteps, most of them vaguely + formed, but some quite perfectly, where a person passed across the lake + while its surface was in a state of slush, but which are now as hard as + adamant, and remind one of the traces discovered by geologists in rocks + that hardened thousands of ages ago. It seems as if the person passed when + the lake was in an intermediate state between ice and water. In one spot + some pine boughs, which somebody had cut and heaped there for an unknown + purpose. In the centre of the lake, we see the surrounding hills in a new + attitude, this being a basin in the midst of them. Where they are covered + with wood, the aspect is gray or black; then there are bare slopes of + unbroken snow, the outlines and indentations being much more hardly and + firmly defined than in summer. We went southward across the lake, directly + towards Monument Mountain, which reposes, as I said, like a headless + sphinx. Its prominences, projections, and roughnesses are very evident; + and it does not present a smooth and placid front, as when the grass is + green and the trees in leaf. At one end, too, we are sensible of + precipitous descents, black and shaggy with the forest that is likely + always to grow there; and, in one streak, a headlong sweep downward of + snow. We just set our feet on the farther shore, and then immediately + returned, facing the northwest-wind, which blew very sharply against us. + </p> + <p> + After landing, we came homeward, tracing up the little brook so far as it + lay in our course. It was considerably swollen, and rushed fleetly on its + course between overhanging banks of snow and ice, from which depended + adamantine icicles. The little waterfalls with which we had impeded it in + the summer and autumn could do no more than form a large ripple, so much + greater was the volume of water. In some places the crust of frozen snow + made a bridge quite over the brook; so that you only knew it was there by + its brawling sound beneath. + </p> + <p> + The sunsets of winter are incomparably splendid, and when the ground is + covered with snow, no brilliancy of tint expressible by words can come + within an infinite distance of the effect. Our southern view at that time, + with the clouds and atmospherical hues, is quite indescribable and + unimaginable; and the various distances of the hills which lie between us + and the remote dome of Taconic are brought out with an accuracy + unattainable in summer. The transparency of the air at this season has the + effect of a telescope in bringing objects apparently near, while it leaves + the scene all its breadth. The sunset sky, amidst its splendor, has a + softness and delicacy that impart themselves to a white marble world. + </p> + <p> + February 18th.—A walk, yesterday afternoon, with the children; a + bright, and rather cold day, breezy from the north and westward. There has + been a good deal of soaking rain lately, and it has, in great measure, + cleared hills and plains of snow, only it may be seen lying in spots, and + on each side of stone-walls, in a pretty broad streak. The grass is brown + and withered, and yet, scattered all amongst it, on close inspection, one + finds a greenness,—little shrubs that have kept green under all the + severity of winter, and seem to need no change to fit them for midsummer. + In the woods we see stones covered with moss that retains likewise a most + lively green. Where the trees are dense, the snow still lies under them. + On the sides of the mountains, some miles off, the black pines and the + white snow among them together produce a gray effect. The little streams + are the most interesting objects at this time; some that have an existence + only at this season,—Mississippis of the moment;—yet glide and + tumble along as if they were perennial. The familiar ones seem strange by + their breadth and volume; their little waterfalls set off by glaciers on a + small scale. The sun has by this time force enough to make sheltered nooks + in the angles of woods, or on banks, warm and comfortable. The lake is + still of adamantine substance, but all round the borders there is a watery + margin, altogether strewed or covered with thin and broken ice, so that I + could not venture on it with the children. A chickadee was calling in the + woods yesterday,—the only small bird I have taken note of yet; but, + crows have been cawing in the woods for a week past, though not in very + great numbers. + </p> + <p> + February 22d.—For the last two or three days there has been a warm, + soaking, southeasterly rain, with a spongy moisture diffused through the + atmosphere. The snow has disappeared, except in spots which are the ruins + of high drifts, and patches far up on the hillsides. The mists rest all + day long on the brows of the hills that shut in our valley. The road over + which I walk every day to and from the village is in the worst state of + mud and mire, soft, slippery, nasty to tread upon; while the grass beside + it is scarcely better, being so oozy and so overflowed with little + streams, and sometimes an absolute bog. The rivulets race along the road, + adown the hills; and wherever there is a permanent brooklet, however + generally insignificant, it is now swollen into importance, and the rumble + and tumble of its waterfalls may be heard a long way off. The general + effect of the day and scenery is black, black, black. The streams are all + as turbid as mud-puddles. + </p> + <p> + Imitators of original authors might be compared to plaster casts of marble + statues, or the imitative book to a cast of the original marble. + </p> + <p> + March 11th.—After the ground had been completely freed of snow, + there has been a snow-storm for the two days preceding yesterday, which + made the earth all white again. This morning, at sunrise, the thermometer + stood at about 18 degrees above zero. Monument Mountain stands out in + great prominence, with its dark forest-covered sides, and here and there a + large, white patch, indicating tillage or pasture land; but making a + generally dark contrast with the white expanse of the frozen and + snow-covered lake at its base, and the more undulating white of the + surrounding country. Yesterday, under the sunshine of midday, and with + many voluminous clouds hanging over it, and a mist of wintry warmth in the + air, it had a kind of visionary aspect, although still it was brought out + in striking relief. But though one could see all its bulgings, round + swells, and precipitous abruptnesses, it looked as much akin to the clouds + as to solid earth and rock substance. In the early sunshine of the + morning, the atmosphere being very clear, I saw the dome of Taconic with + more distinctness than ever before, the snow-patches and brown, uncovered + soil on its round head being fully visible. Generally it is but a dark + blue unvaried mountain-top. All the ruggedness of the intervening + hill-country was likewise effectively brought out. There seems to be a + sort of illuminating quality in new snow, which it loses after being + exposed for a day or two to the suit and atmosphere. + </p> + <p> + For a child's story,—the voyage of a little boat, made of a chip, + with a birch-bark sail, down a river. + </p> + <p> + March 31st.—A walk with the children yesterday forenoon. We went + through the wood, where we found partridge-berries, half hidden among the + dry, fallen leaves; thence down to the brook. This little brook has not + cleansed itself from the disarray of the past autumn and winter, and is + much embarrassed and choked up with brown leaves, twigs, and bits of + branches. It rushes along merrily and rapidly, gurgling cheerfully, and + tumbling over the impediments of stones with which the children and I made + little waterfalls last year. At many spots, there are small basins or + pools of calmer and smoother depth,—three feet, perhaps, in + diameter, and a foot or two deep,—in which little fish are already + sporting about; all elsewhere is tumble and gurgle and mimic turbulence. I + sat on the withered leaves at the foot of a tree, while the children + played, a little brook being the most fascinating plaything that a child + can have. Una jumped to and fro across it; Julian stood beside a pool, + fishing with a stick, without hook or line, and wondering that he caught + nothing. Then he made new waterfalls with mighty labor, pulling big stones + out of the earth, and flinging them into the current. Then they sent + branches of trees, or the outer shells of walnuts, sailing down the + stream, and watched their passages through the intricacies of the way,—how + they were hurried over in a cascade, hurried dizzily round in a whirlpool, + or brought quite to a stand-still amongst the collected rubbish. At last + Julian tumbled into the brook, and was wetted through and through so that + we were obliged to come home; he squelching along all the way, with his + india-rubber shoes full of water. + </p> + <p> + There are still patches of snow on the hills; also in the woods, + especially on the northern margins. The lake is not yet what we may call + thawed out, although there is a large space of blue water, and the ice is + separated from the shore everywhere, and is soft, water-soaked, and + crumbly. On favorable slopes and exposures, the earth begins to look + green; and almost anywhere, if one looks closely, one sees the greenness + of the grass, or of little herbage, amidst the brown. Under the nut-trees + are scattered some of the nuts of last year; the walnuts have lost their + virtue, the chestnuts do not seem to have much taste, but the butternuts + are in no manner deteriorated. The warmth of these days has a mistiness, + and in many respects resembles the Indian summer, and is not at all + provocative of physical exertion. Nevertheless, the general impression is + of life, not death. One feels that a new season has begun. + </p> + <p> + Wednesday, April 9th.—There was a great rain yesterday,—wind + from the southeast, and the last visible vestige of snow disappeared. It + was a small patch near the summit of Bald Mountain, just on the upper + verge of a grove of trees. I saw a slight remnant of it yesterday + afternoon, but to-day it is quite gone. The grass comes up along the + roadside and on favorable exposures, with a sort of green blush. Frogs + have been melodious for a fortnight, and the birds sing pleasantly. + </p> + <p> + April 20th.—The children found Houstonias more than a week ago. + There have been easterly wind, continual cloudiness, and occasional rain + for a week. This morning opened with a great snow-storm from the + northeast, one of the most earnest snow-storms of the year, though rather + more moist than in midwinter. The earth is entirely covered. Now, as the + day advances towards noon, it shows some symptoms of turning to rain. + </p> + <p> + April 28th.—For a week we have found the trailing arbutus pretty + abundant in the woods. A day or two since, Una found a few purple violets, + and yesterday a dandelion in bloom. The fragrance of the arbutus is spicy + and exquisite. + </p> + <p> + May 16th.—In our walks now, the children and I find blue, white, and + golden violets, the former, especially, of great size and richness. + Houstonias are very abundant, blue-whitening some of the pastures. They + are a very sociable little flower, and dwell close together in + communities,—sometimes covering a space no larger than the palm of + the hand, but keeping one another in cheerful heart and life,—sometimes + they occupy a much larger space. Lobelia, a pink flower, growing in the + woods. Columbines, of a pale red, because they have lacked sun, growing in + rough and rocky places on banks in the copses, precipitating towards the + lake. The leaves of the trees are not yet out, but are so apparent that + the woods are getting a very decided shadow. Water-weeds on the edge of + the lake, of a deep green, with roots that seem to have nothing to do with + earth, but with water only. + </p> + <p> + May 23d.—I think the face of nature can never look more beautiful + than now, with this so fresh and youthful green,—the trees not being + fully in leaf, yet enough so to give airy shade to the woods. The sunshine + fills them with green light. Monument Mountain and its brethren are green, + and the lightness of the tint takes away something from their massiveness + and ponderosity, and they respond with livelier effect to the shine and + shade of the sky. Each tree now within sight stands out in its own + individuality of line. This is a very windy day, and the light shifts with + magical alternation. In a walk to the lake just now with the children, we + found abundance of flowers,—wild geranium, violets of all families, + red columbines, and many others known and unknown, besides innumerable + blossoms of the wild strawberry, which has been in bloom for the past + fortnight. The Houstonias seem quite to overspread some pastures, when + viewed from a distance. Not merely the flowers, but the various shrubs + which one sees,—seated, for instance, on the decayed trunk of a + tree,—are well worth looking at, such a variety and such enjoyment + they have of their new growth. Amid these fresh creations, we see others + that have already run their course, and have done with warmth and + sunshine,—the hoary periwigs, I mean, of dandelions gone to seed. + </p> + <p> + August 7th.—Fourier states that, in the progress of the world, the + ocean is to lose its saltness, and acquire the taste of a peculiarly + flavored lemonade. + </p> + <p> + October 13th.—How pleasant it is to see a human countenance which + cannot be insincere,—in reference to baby's smile. + </p> + <p> + The best of us being unfit to die, what an inexpressible absurdity to put + the worst to death! + </p> + <p> + "Is that a burden of sunshine on Apollo's back?" asked one of the + children,—of the chlamys on our Apollo Belvedere. + </p> + <p> + October 21st.—Going to the village yesterday afternoon, I saw the + face of a beautiful woman, gazing at me from a cloud. It was the full + face, not the bust. It had a sort of mantle on the head, and a pleasant + expression of countenance. The vision lasted while I took a few steps, and + then vanished. I never before saw nearly so distinct a cloud-picture, or + rather sculpture; for it came out in alto-rilievo on the body of the + cloud. + </p> + <p> + October 27th.—The ground this morning is white with a thin covering + of snow. The foliage has still some variety of hue. The dome of Taconic + looks dark, and seems to have no snow on it, though I don't understand how + that can be. I saw, a moment ago, on the lake, a very singular spectacle. + There is a high northwest-wind ruffling the lake's surface, and making it + blue, lead-colored, or bright, in stripes or at intervals; but what I saw + was a boiling up of foam, which began at the right bank of the lake, and + passed quite across it; and the mist flew before it, like the cloud out of + a steam-engine. A fierce and narrow blast of wind must have ploughed the + water in a straight line, from side to side of the lake. As fast as it + went on, the foam subsided behind it, so that it looked somewhat like a + sea-serpent, or other monster, swimming very rapidly. + </p> + <p> + October 29th.—On a walk to Scott's pond, with Ellery Channing, we + found a wild strawberry in the woods, not quite ripe, but beginning to + redden. For a week or two, the cider-mills have been grinding apples. + Immense heaps of apples lie piled near them, and the creaking of the press + is heard as the horse treads on. Farmers are repairing cider-barrels; and + the wayside brook is made to pour itself into the bunghole of a barrel, in + order to cleanse it for the new cider. + </p> + <p> + November 3d.—The face of the country is dreary now in a cloudy day + like the present. The woods on the hillsides look almost black, and the + cleared spaces a kind of gray brown. + </p> + <p> + Taconic, this morning (4th), was a black purple, as dense and distinct as + Monument Mountain itself. I hear the creaking of the cider-press; the + patient horse going round and round, perhaps thirsty, to make the liquor + which he never can enjoy. + </p> + <p> + We left Lenox Friday morning, November 21, 1851, in a storm of snow and + sleet, and took the cars at Pittsfield, and arrived at West Newton that + evening. + </p> + <p> + Happiness in this world, when it comes, comes incidentally. Make it the + object of pursuit, and it leads us a wild-goose chase, and is never + attained. Follow some other object, and very possibly we may find that we + have caught happiness, without dreaming of it; but likely enough it is + gone the moment we say to ourselves, "Here it is!" like the chest of gold + that treasure-seekers find. + </p> + <p> + West Newton, April 13th, 1852.—One of the severest snow-storms of + the winter. + </p> + <p> + April 30th.—Wrote the last page (199th MS.) of the Blithedale + Romance. + </p> + <p> + May 1st.—Wrote Preface. Afterwards modified the conclusion, and + lengthened it to 201 pages. First proof-sheets, May 14. + </p> + <p> + Concord, Mass., August 20th.—A piece of land contiguous to and + connected with a handsome estate, to the adornment and good appearance of + which it was essential.—But the owner of the strip of land was at + variance with the owner of the estate, so he always refused to sell it at + any price, but let it lie there, wild and ragged, in front of and near the + mansion-house. When he dies, the owner of the estate, who has rejoiced at + the approach of the event all through his enemy's illness, hopes at last + to buy it; but, to his infinite discomfiture, the enemy enjoined in his + will that his body should be buried in the centre of this strip of land. + All sorts of ugly weeds grow most luxuriantly out of the grave in + poisonous rankness. + </p> + <p> + The Isles of Shoals, Monday, August 30th.—Left Concord at a quarter + of nine A. M. Friday, September 3, set sail at about half past ten to the + Isles of Shoals. The passengers were an old master of a vessel; a young, + rather genteel man from Greenland, N. H.; two Yankees from Hamilton and + Danvers; and a country trader (I should judge) from some inland town of + New Hampshire. The old sea-captain, preparatory to sailing, bought a bunch + of cigars (they cost ten cents), and occasionally puffed one. The two + Yankees had brought guns on board, and asked questions about the fishing + of the Shoals. They were young men, brothers, the youngest a shopkeeper in + Danvers, the other a farmer, I imagine, at Hamilton, and both specimens of + the least polished kind of Yankee, and therefore proper to those + localities. They were at first full of questions, and greatly interested + in whatever was going forward; but anon the shopkeeper began to grow, + first a little, then very sick, till he lay along the boat, longing, as he + afterwards said, for a little fresh water to be drowned in. His brother + attended him in a very kindly way, but became sick himself before he + reached the end of the voyage. + </p> + <p> + The young Greenlander talked politics, or rather discussed the personal + character of Pierce. The New Hampshire trader said not a word, or hardly + one, all the way. A Portsmouth youth (whom I forgot to mention) sat in the + stern of the boat, looking very white. The skipper of the boat is a + Norwegian, a good-natured fellow, not particularly intelligent, and + speaking in a dialect somewhat like Irish. He had a man with him, a silent + and rather sulky fellow, who, at the captain's bidding, grimly made + himself useful. + </p> + <p> + The wind not being favorable, we had to make several tacks before reaching + the islands, where we arrived at about two o'clock. We landed at + Appledore, on which is Laighton's Hotel,—a large building with a + piazza or promenade before it, about an hundred and twenty feet in length, + or more,—yes, it must be more. It is an edifice with a centre and + two wings, the central part upwards of seventy feet. At one end of the + promenade is a covered veranda, thirty or forty feet square, so situated + that the breeze draws across it from the sea on one side of the island to + the sea on the other, and it is the breeziest and comfortablest place in + the world on a hot day. There are two swings beneath it, and here one may + sit or walk, and enjoy life, while all other mortals are suffering. + </p> + <p> + As I entered the door of the hotel, there met me a short, corpulent, + round, and full-faced man, rather elderly, if not old. He was a little + lame. He addressed me in a hearty, hospitable tone, and, judging that it + must be my landlord, I delivered a letter of introduction from Pierce. Of + course it was fully efficient in obtaining the best accommodations that + were to be had. I found that we were expected, a man having brought the + news of our intention the day before. Here ensued great inquiries after + the General, and wherefore he had not come. I was looked at with + considerable curiosity on my own account, especially by the ladies, of + whom there were several, agreeable and pretty enough. There were four or + five gentlemen, most of whom had not much that was noteworthy. + </p> + <p> + After dinner, which was good and abundant, though somewhat rude in its + style, I was introduced by Mr. Laighton to Mr. Thaxter, his son-in-law, + and Mr. Weiss, a clergyman of New Bedford, who is staying here for his + health. They showed me some of the remarkable features of the island, such + as a deep chasm in the cliffs of the shore, towards the southwest; also a + monument of rude stones, on the highest point of the island, said to have + been erected by Captain John Smith before the settlement at Plymouth. The + tradition is just as good as truth. Also, some ancient cellars, with + thistles and other weeds growing in them, and old fragmentary bricks + scattered about. The date of these habitations is not known; but they may + well be the remains of the settlement that Cotton Mather speaks about; or + perhaps one of them was the house where Sir William Pepperell was born, + and where he went when he and somebody else set up a stick, and travelled + to seek their fortunes in the direction in which it fell. + </p> + <p> + In the evening, the company at the hotel made up two whist parties, at one + of which I sat down,—my partner being an agreeable young lady from + Portsmouth. We played till I, at least, was quite weary. It had been the + beautifullest of weather all day, very hot on the mainland, but a + delicious climate under our veranda. + </p> + <p> + Saturday, September 4th.—Another beautiful day, rather cooler than + the preceding, but not too cool. I can bear this coolness better than that + of the interior. In the forenoon, I took passage for Star Island, in a + boat that crosses daily whenever there are passengers. My companions were + the two Yankees, who had quite recovered from yesterday's sickness, and + were in the best of spirits and the utmost activity of mind of which they + were capable. Never was there such a string of questions as they directed + to the boatman,—questions that seemed to have no gist, so far as + related to any use that could be made of the answers. They appear to be + very good young men, however, well-meaning, and with manners not + disagreeable, because their hearts are not amiss. Star Island is less than + a mile from Appledore. It is the most populous island of the group,—has + been, for three or four years, an incorporated township, and sends a + representative to the New Hampshire legislature. The number of voters is + variously represented as from eighteen to twenty-eight. The inhabitants + are all, I presume, fishermen. Their houses stand in pretty close + neighborhood to one another, scattered about without the slightest + regularity or pretence of a street, there being no wheel-carriages on the + island. Some of the houses are very comfortable two-story dwellings. I saw + two or three, I think, with flowers. There are also one or two trees on + the island. There is a strong odor of fishiness, and the little cove is + full of mackerel-boats, and other small craft for fishing, in some of + which little boys of no growth at all were paddling about. Nearly in the + centre of this insular metropolis is a two-story house, with a flag-staff + in the yard. This is the hotel. + </p> + <p> + On the highest point of Star Island stands the church,—a small, + wooden structure; and, sitting in its shadow, I found a red-baize-skirted + fisherman, who seemed quite willing to converse. He said that there was a + minister here, who was also the schoolmaster; but that he did not keep + school just now, because his wife was very much out of health. The + school-house stood but a little way from the meeting-house, and near it + was the minister's dwelling; and by and by I had a glimpse of the good man + himself, in his suit of black, which looked in very decent condition at + the distance from which I viewed it. His clerical air was quite + distinguishable, and it was rather curious to see it, when everybody else + wore red-baize shirts and fishing-boots, and looked of the scaly genus. He + did not approach me, and I saw him no nearer. I soon grew weary of + Gosport, and was glad to re-embark, although I intend to revisit the + island with Mr. Thaxter, and see more of its peculiarities and + inhabitants. I saw one old witch-looking woman creeping about with a cane, + and stooping down, seemingly to gather herbs. On mentioning her to Mr. + Thaxter, after my return, he said that it was probably "the bearded + woman." I did not observe her beard; but very likely she may have had one. + </p> + <p> + The larger part of the company at the hotel returned to the mainland + to-day. There remained behind, however, a Mr. T——— from + Newburyport, —a man of natural refinement, and a taste for reading + that seems to point towards the writings of Emerson, Thoreau, and men of + that class. I have had a good deal of talk with him, and at first doubted + whether he might not be a clergyman; but Mr. Thaxter tells me that he has + made his own way in the world,—was once a sailor before the mast, + and is now engaged in mercantile pursuits. He looks like nothing of this + kind, being tall and slender, with very quiet manners, not beautiful, + though pleasing from the refinement that they indicate. He has rather a + precise and careful pronunciation, but yet a natural way of talking. + </p> + <p> + In the afternoon I walked round a portion of the island that I had not + previously visited, and in the evening went with Mr. Titcomb to Mr. + Thaxter's to drink apple-toddy. We found Mrs. Thaxter sitting in a neat + little parlor, very simply furnished, but in good taste. She is not now, I + believe, more than eighteen years old, very pretty, and with the manners + of a lady,—not prim and precise, but with enough of freedom and + ease. The books on the table were "Pre-Raphaelitism," a tract on spiritual + mediums, etc. There were several shelves of books on one side of the room, + and engravings on the walls. Mr. Weiss was there, and I do not know but he + is an inmate of Mr. Thaxter's. By and by came in Mr. Thaxter's brother, + with a young lady whose position I do not know,— either a sister or + the brother's wife. Anon, too, came in the apple-toddy, a very rich and + spicy compound; after which we had some glees and negro melodies, in which + Mr. Thaxter sang a noble bass, and Mrs. Thaxter sang like a bird, and Mr. + Weiss sang, I suppose, tenor, and the brother took some other part, and + all were very mirthful and jolly. At about ten o'clock Mr. Titcomb and + myself took leave, and emerging into the open air, out of that room of + song, and pretty youthfulness of woman, and gay young men, there was the + sky, and the three-quarters waning moon, and the old sea moaning all round + about the island. + </p> + <p> + Sunday, September 5th.—To-day I have done little or nothing except + to roam along the shore of the island, and to sit under the piazza, + talking with Mr. Laighton or some of his half-dozen guests; and about an + hour before dinner I came up to my room, and took a brief nap. Since + dinner I have been writing the foregoing journal. I observe that the Fanny + Ellsler, our passenger and mail boat, has arrived from Portsmouth, and now + lies in a little cove, moored to the rocky shore, with a flag flying at + her main-mast. We have been watching her for some hours, but she stopped + to fish, and then went to some other island, before putting in here. I + must go and see what news she has brought. + </p> + <p> + "What did you fire at?" asked one of the Yankees just now of a boy who had + been firing a gun. "Nothing," said the boy. "Did you hit it?" rejoined the + Yankee. + </p> + <p> + The farmer is of a much ruder and rougher mould than his brother,— + heavier in frame and mind, and far less cultivated. It was on this + account, probably, that he labored as a farmer, instead of setting up a + shop. When it is warm, as yesterday, he takes off his coat, and, not + minding whether or no his shirt-sleeves be soiled, goes in this guise to + meals or wherever else,—-not resuming his coat as long as he is more + comfortable without it. His shoulders have a stoop, and altogether his air + is that of a farmer in repose. His brother is handsome, and might have + quite the aspect of a smart, comely young man, if well dressed. + </p> + <p> + This island is said to be haunted by a spectre called "Old Bab." He was + one of Captain Kidd's men, and was slain for the protection of the + treasure. Mr. Laighton said that, before he built his house, nothing would + have induced the inhabitant of another island to come to this after + nightfall. The ghost especially haunts the space between the hotel and the + cove in front. There has, in times past, been great search for the + treasure. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Thaxter tells me that the women on the island are very timid as to + venturing on the sea,—more so than the women of the mainland,—and + that they are easily frightened about their husbands. Very few accidents + happen to the boats or men,—none, I think, since Mr. Thaxter has + been here. They are not an enterprising set of people, never liking to + make long voyages. Sometimes one of them will ship on a voyage to the West + Indies, but generally only on coastwise trips, or fishing or mackerel + voyages. They have a very strong local attachment, and return to die. They + are now generally temperate, formerly very much the contrary. + </p> + <p> + September 5th.—A large part of the guests took their departure after + an early breakfast this morning, including Mr. Titcomb, Mr. Weiss, the two + Yankees, and Mr. Thaxter,—who, however, went as skipper or + supercargo, and will return with the boat. I have been fishing for cunners + off the rocks, but with intolerably poor success. There is nothing so + dispiriting as poor fishing, and I spend most of the time with my head on + my hands, looking at the sea breaking against the rocks, shagged around + the bases with sea-weed. It is a sunny forenoon, with a cool breeze from + the southwest. The mackerel craft are in the offing. Mr. Laighton says + that the Spy (the boat which went to the mainland this morning) is now on + her return with all her colors set; and he thinks that Pierce is on board, + he having sent Mr. Thaxter to invite him to come in this boat. + </p> + <p> + Pierce arrived before dinner in the Spy, accompanied by Judge Upham and + his brother and their wives, his own wife, Mr. Furness, and three young + ladies. After dinner some of the gentlemen crossed over to Gosport, where + we visited the old graveyard, in which were monuments to Rev. Mr. Tucke + (died 1773, after forty years' settlement) and to another and later + minister of the island. They were of red freestone, lying horizontally on + piles of the granite fragments, such as are scattered all about. There + were other graves, marked by the rudest shapes of stones at head and foot. + And so many stones protruded from the ground, that it was wonderful how + space and depth enough was found between them to cover the dead. We went + to the house of the town clerk of Gosport (a drunken fisherman, Joe + Caswell by name) and there found the town records, commencing in 1732 in a + beautiful style of penmanship. They are imperfect, the township having + been broken up, probably at the time of the Revolution. Caswell, being + very drunk, immediately put in a petition to Pierce to build a sea-mole + for the protection of the navigation of the island when he should be + President. He was dressed in the ordinary fisherman's style,—red-baize + shirt, trousers tucked into large boots, which, as he had just come + ashore, were wet with salt water. + </p> + <p> + He led us down to the shore of the island, towards the east, and showed us + Betty Moody's Hole. This Betty Moody was a woman of the island in old + times. The Indians came off on a depredating excursion, and she fled from + them with a child, and hid herself in this hole, which is formed by + several great rocks being lodged so as to cover one of the fissures which + are common along these shores. I crept into the hole, which is somewhat + difficult of access, long, low, and narrow, and might well enough be a + hiding-place. The child, or children, began to cry; and Betty, fearful of + discovery, murdered them to save herself. Joe Caswell did not tell the + latter part of the story, but Mr. Thaxter did. + </p> + <p> + Not far from the spot there is a point of rocks extending out farther into + the ocean than the rest of the island. Some four or five years ago there + was a young woman residing at Gosport in the capacity of schoolteacher. + She was of a romantic turn, and used to go and sit on this point of rock + to view the waves. One day, when the wind was high, and the surf raging + against the rocks, a great wave struck her, as she sat on the edge, and + seemed to deprive her of sense; another wave, or the reflex of the same + one, carried her off into the sea, and she was seen no more. This + happened, I think, in 1846. + </p> + <p> + Passing a rock near the centre of the island, which rose from the soil + about breast-high, and appeared to have been split asunder, with an + incalculably aged and moss-grown fissure, the surfaces of which, however, + precisely suited each other; Mr. Hatch mentioned that there was an idea + among the people, with regard to rocks thus split, that they were rent + asunder at the time of the Crucifixion. Judge Upham observed that this + superstition was common in all parts of the country. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Hatch said that he was professionally consulted, the other day, by a + man who had been digging for buried treasure at Dover Point; up the + Piscataqua River; and, while he and his companions were thus engaged, the + owner of the land came upon them, and compelled Hatch's client to give him + a note for a sum of money. The object was to inquire whether this note was + obligatory. Hatch says that there are a hundred people now resident in + Portsmouth, who, at one time or another, have dug for treasure. The + process is, in the first place, to find out the site of the treasure by + the divining-rod. A circle is then described with the steel rod about the + spot, and a man walks around within its verge, reading the Bible to keep + off the evil spirit while his companions dig. If a word is spoken, the + whole business is a failure. Once the person who told him the story + reached the lid of the chest, so that the spades plainly scraped upon it, + when one of the men spoke, and the chest immediately moved sideways into + the earth. Another time, when he was reading the Bible within the circle, + a creature like a white horse, but immoderately large, came from a + distance towards the circle, looked at him, and then began to graze about + the spot. He saw the motion of the jaws, but heard no sound of champing. + His companions saw the gigantic horse precisely as he did, only to them it + appeared bay instead of white. + </p> + <p> + The islanders stared with great curiosity at Pierce. One pretty young + woman appeared inclined to engross him entirely to herself. + </p> + <p> + There is a bowling-alley on the island, at which some of the young + fishermen were rolling. + </p> + <p> + September 7th.—. . . . I have made no exploration to-day, except a + walk with the guests in the morning, but have lounged about the piazza and + veranda. It has been a calm, warm, sunny day, the sea slumbering against + the shores, and now and then breaking into white foam. + </p> + <p> + The surface of the island is plentifully overgrown with whortleberry and + bayberry bushes. The sheep cut down the former, so that few berries are + produced; the latter gives a pleasant fragrance when pressed in the hand. + The island is one great ledge of rock, four hundred acres in extent, with + a little soil thrown scantily over it; but the bare rock everywhere + emerging, not only in points, but still more in flat surfaces. The only + trees, I think, are two that Mr. Laighton has been trying to raise in + front of the hotel, the taller of which looks scarcely so much as ten feet + high. It is now about sunset, and the Fanny, with the mail, is just + arrived at the moorings. So still is it, that the sounds on board (as of + throwing oars into a small boat) are distinctly heard, though a quarter of + a mile off. She has the Stars and Stripes flying at the main-mast. There + appear to be no passengers. + </p> + <p> + The only reptile on the island is a very vivid and beautiful green snake, + which is exceedingly abundant. Yesterday, while catching grasshoppers for + fish-bait, I nearly griped one in my hand; indeed, I rather think I did + gripe it. The snake was as much startled as myself, and, in its fright, + stood an instant on its tail, before it recovered presence of mind to + glide away. These snakes are quite harmless. + </p> + <p> + September 8th.—Last evening we could hear the roaring of the beaches + at Hampton and Rye, nine miles off. The surf likewise swelled against the + rocky shores of the island, though there was little or no wind, and, + except for the swell, the surface was smooth. The sheep bleated loudly; + and all these tokens, according to Mr. Laighton, foreboded a storm to + windward. This morning, nevertheless, there were no further signs of it; + it is sunny and calm, or only the slightest breeze from the westward; a + haze sleeping along the shore, betokening a warm day; the surface of the + sea streaked with smoothness, and gentle ruffles of wind. It has been the + hottest day that I have known here, and probably one of the hottest of the + season ashore; and the land is now imperceptible in the haze. + </p> + <p> + Smith's monument is about seven feet high, and probably ten or twelve in + diameter at its base. It is a cairn or mere heap of stones, thrown + together as they came to hand, though with some selection of large and + flat ones, towards the base, and with smaller ones thrown in. At the + foundation, there are large rocks, naturally imbedded in the earth. I see + no reason to disbelieve that a part of this monument may have been erected + by Captain Smith, although subsequent visitors may have added to it. + Laighton says it is known to have stood upwards of a hundred years. It is + a work of considerable labor, and would more likely have been erected by + one who supposed himself the first discoverer of the island than by + anybody afterwards for mere amusement. I observed in some places, towards + the base, that the lichens had grown from one stone to another; and there + is nothing in the appearance of the monument that controverts the + supposition of its antiquity. It is an irregular circle, somewhat + decreasing towards the top. Few of the stones, except at the base, are + bigger than a man could easily lift,—many of them are not more than + a foot across. It stands towards the southern part of the island; and all + the other islands are visible from it,—Smutty Nose, Star Island, and + White Island,—on which is the lighthouse,—much of Laighton's + island (the proper name of which is Hog, though latterly called + Appledore), and Duck Island, which looks like a mere reef of rocks, and + about a mile farther into the ocean, easterly of Hog Island. + </p> + <p> + Laighton's Hotel, together with the house in which his son-in-law resides, + which was likewise built by Laighton, and stands about fifty yards from + the hotel, occupies the middle of a shallow valley, which passes through + the island from east to west. Looking from the veranda, you have the ocean + opening towards the east, and the bay towards Rye Beach and Portsmouth on + the west. In the same storm that overthrew Minot's Light, a year or two + ago, a great wave passed entirely through this valley; and Laighton + describes it, when it came in from the sea, as toppling over to the height + of the cupola of his hotel. It roared and whitened through, from sea to + sea, twenty feet abreast, rolling along huge rocks in its passage. It + passed beneath his veranda, which stands on posts, and probably filled the + valley completely. Would I had been here to see! + </p> + <p> + The day has been exceedingly hot. Since dinner, the Spy has arrived from + Portsmouth, with a party of half a dozen or more men and women and + children, apparently from the interior of New Hampshire. I am rather sorry + to receive these strangers into the quiet life that we are leading here; + for we had grown quite to feel ourselves at home, and the two young + ladies, Mr. Thaxter, his wife and sister, and myself, met at meal-times + like one family. The young ladies gathered shells, arranged them, laughed + gently, sang, and did other pretty things in a young-ladylike way. These + new-comers are people of uncouth voices and loud laughter, and behave + themselves as if they were trying to turn their expedition to as much + account as possible in the way of enjoyment. + </p> + <p> + John's boat, the regular passenger-boat, is now coming in, and probably + brings the mail. + </p> + <p> + In the afternoon, while some of the new-comers were fishing off the rocks, + west of the hotel, a shark came close in shore. Hearing their outcries, I + looked out of my chamber window, and saw the dorsal fin and the fluke of + his tail stuck up out of the water, as he moved to and fro. He must have + been eight or ten feet long. He had probably followed the small fish into + the bay, and got bewildered, and, at one time, he was almost aground. + </p> + <p> + Oscar, Mr. Laighton's son, ran down with a gun, and fired at the shark, + which was then not more than ten yards from the shore. He aimed, according + to his father's directions, just below the junction of the dorsal fin with + the body; but the gun was loaded only with shot, and seemed to produce no + effect. Oscar had another shot at him afterwards; the shark floundered a + little in the water, but finally got off and disappeared, probably without + very serious damage. He came so near the shore that he might have been + touched with a boat-hook. + </p> + <p> + September 9th.—Mr. Thaxter rowed me this morning, in his dory, to + White Island, on which is the lighthouse. There was scarcely a breath of + air, and a perfectly calm sea; an intensely hot sunshine, with a little + haze, so that the horizon was indistinct. Here and there sail-boats + sleeping on the water, or moving almost imperceptibly over it. The + lighthouse island would be difficult of access in a rough sea, the shore + being so rocky. On landing, we found the keeper peeling his harvest of + onions, which he had gathered prematurely, because the insects were eating + them. His little patch of garden seemed to be a strange kind of soil, as + like marine mud as anything; but he had a fair crop of marrow squashes, + though injured, as he said, by the last storm; and there were cabbages and + a few turnips. I recollect no other garden vegetables. The grass grows + pretty luxuriantly, and looked very green where there was any soil; but he + kept no cow, nor even a pig nor a hen. His house stands close by the + garden, —a small stone building, with peaked roof, and whitewashed. + The lighthouse stands on a ledge of rock, with a galley between, and there + is a long covered way, triangular in shape, connecting his residence with + it. We ascended into the lantern, which is eighty-seven feet high. It is a + revolving light, with several great illuminators of copper silvered, and + colored lamp-glasses. Looking downward, we had the island displayed as on + a chart, with its little bays, its isthmus of shingly beach connecting two + parts of the island, and overflowed at high tide; its sunken rocks about + it, indicated by the swell, or slightly breaking surf. The keeper of the + lighthouse was formerly a writing-master. He has a sneaking kind of look, + and does not bear a very high character among his neighbors. Since he kept + the light, he has lost two wives,—the first a young creature whom he + used to leave alone upon this desolate rock, and the gloom and terror of + the situation were probably the cause of her death. The second wife, + experiencing the same kind of treatment, ran away from him, and returned + to her friends. He pretends to be religious, but drinks. About a year ago + he attempted to row out alone from Portsmouth. There was a head wind and + head tide, and he would have inevitably drifted out to sea, if Mr. Thaxter + had not saved him. + </p> + <p> + While we were standing in his garden-patch, I heard a woman's voice inside + the dwelling, but know not whose it was. A lighthouse nine miles from + shore would be a delightful place for a new-married couple to spend their + honeymoon, or their whole first year. + </p> + <p> + On our way back we landed at another island called Londoner's Rock, or + some such name. It has but little soil. As we approached it, a large bird + flew away. Mr. Thaxter took it to be a gannet; and, while walking over the + island, an owl started up from among the rocks near us, and flew away, + apparently uncertain of its course. It was a brown owl, but Mr. Thaxter + says that there are beautiful white owls, which spend the winter here, and + feed upon rats. These are very abundant, and live amidst the rocks,—probably + having been brought hither by vessels. + </p> + <p> + The water to-day was not so transparent as sometimes, but had a slight + haze diffused through it, somewhat like that of the atmosphere. + </p> + <p> + The passengers brought by the Spy, yesterday, still remain with us. They + consist of country traders, a country doctor, and such sorts of people, + rude, shrewd, and simple, and well-behaved enough; wondering at sharks, + and equally at lobsters; sitting down to table with their coats off; + helping themselves out of the dish with their own forks; taking pudding on + the plates off which they have eaten meat. People at just this stage of + manners are more disagreeable than at any other stage. They are aware of + some decencies, but not so deeply aware as to make them a matter of + conscience. They may be heard talking of the financial affairs of the + expedition, reckoning what money each has paid. One offers to pay another + three or four cents, which the latter has overpaid. "It's of no + consequence, sir," says his friend, with a tone of conscious liberality, + "that's near enough." This is a most tremendously hot day. + </p> + <p> + There is a young lady staying at the hotel, afflicted with what her + friends call erysipelas, but which is probably scrofula. She seems unable + to walk, or sit up; but every pleasant day, about the middle of the + forenoon, she is dragged out beneath the veranda, on a sofa. To-day she + has been there until late in the decline of the afternoon. It is a + delightful place, where the breezes stir, if any are in motion. The young + girls, her sisters or cousins, and Mr. Thaxter's sister, sat round her, + babbling cheerfully, and singing; and they were so merry that it did not + seem as if there could be an incurably sick one in the midst of them. + </p> + <p> + The Spy came to-day, with more passengers of no particular character. She + still remains off the landing, moored, with her sails in the wind. + </p> + <p> + The mail arrived to-day, but nothing for me. + </p> + <p> + Close by the veranda, at the end of the hotel, is drawn up a large boat, + of ten or twelve tons, which got injured in some gale, and probably will + remain there for years to decay, and be a picturesque and characteristic + object. + </p> + <p> + The Spy has been lying in the broad track of golden light, thrown by the + sun, far down towards the horizon, over the rippling water, her sails + throwing distinct, dark shadows over the brightness. She has now got under + way, and set sail on a northwest course for Portsmouth; carrying off, I + believe, all the passengers she brought to-day. + </p> + <p> + September 10th.—Here is another beautiful morning, with the sun + dimpling in the early sunshine. Four sailboats are in sight, motionless on + the sea, with the whiteness of their sails reflected in it. The heat-haze + sleeps along the shore, though not so as quite to hide it, and there is + the promise of another very warm day. As yet, however, the air is cool and + refreshing. Around the island, there is the little ruffle of a breeze; but + where the sail-boats are, a mile or more off, the sea is perfectly calm. + The crickets sing, and I hear the chirping of birds besides. + </p> + <p> + At the base of the lighthouse yesterday, we saw the wings and feathers of + a decayed little bird, and Mr. Thaxter said they often flew against the + lantern with such force as to kill themselves, and that large quantities + of them might be picked up. How came these little birds out of their nests + at night? Why should they meet destruction from the radiance that proves + the salvation of other beings? + </p> + <p> + Mr. Thaxter had once a man living with him who had seen "Old Bab," the + ghost. He met him between the hotel and the sea, and describes him as + dressed in a sort of frock, and with a very dreadful countenance. + </p> + <p> + Two or three years ago, the crew of a wrecked vessel, a brigantine, + wrecked near Boon Island, landed on Hog Island of a winter night, and + found shelter in the hotel. It was from the eastward. There were six or + seven men, with the mate and captain. It was midnight when they got + ashore. The common sailors, as soon as they were physically comfortable, + seemed to be perfectly at ease. The captain walked the floor, bemoaning + himself for a silver watch which he had lost; the mate, being the only + married man, talked about his Eunice. They all told their dreams of the + preceding night, and saw in them prognostics of the misfortune. + </p> + <p> + There is now a breeze, the blue ruffle of which seems to reach almost + across to the mainland, yet with streaks of calm; and, in one place, the + glassy surface of a lake of calmness, amidst the surrounding commotion. + </p> + <p> + The wind, in the early morning, was from the west, and the aspect of the + sky seemed to promise a warm and sunny day. But all at once, soon after + breakfast, the wind shifted round to the eastward; and great volumes of + fog, almost as dense as cannon-smoke, came sweeping from the eastern + ocean, through the valley, and past the house. It soon covered the whole + sea, and the whole island, beyond a verge of a few hundred yards. The + chilliness was not so great as accompanies a change of wind on the + mainland. We had been watching a large ship that was slowly making her way + between us and the land towards Portsmouth. This was now hidden. The + breeze is still very moderate; but the boat, moored near the shore, rides + with a considerable motion, as if the sea were getting up. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Laighton says that the artist who adorned Trinity Church in New York + with sculpture wanted some real wings from which to imitate the wings of + cherubim. Mr. Thaxter carried him the wings of the white owl that winters + here at the Shoals, together with those of some other bird; and the artist + gave his cherubim the wings of an owl. + </p> + <p> + This morning there have been two boat-loads of visitors from Rye. They + merely made a flying call, and took to their boats again,—a + disagreeable and impertinent kind of people. + </p> + <p> + The Spy arrived before dinner, with several passengers. After dinner came + the Fanny, bringing, among other freight, a large basket of delicious + pears to me, together with a note from Mr. B. B. Titcomb. He is certainly + a man of excellent, taste and admirable behavior. I sent a plateful of + pears to the room of each guest now in the hotel, kept a dozen for myself, + and gave the balance to Mr. Laighton. + </p> + <p> + The two Portsmouth young ladies returned in the Spy. I had grown + accustomed to their presence, and rather liked them; one of them being gay + and rather noisy, and the other quiet and gentle. As to new-comers, I feel + rather a distaste to them; and so, I find, does Mr. Laighton,—a + rather singular sentiment for a hotel-keeper to entertain towards his + guests. However, he treats them very hospitably, when once within his + doors. + </p> + <p> + The sky is overcast, and, about the time of the Spy and the Fanny sailed, + there were a few drops of rain. The wind, at that time, was strong enough + to raise white-caps to the eastward of the island, and there was good hope + of a storm. Now, however, the wind has subsided, and the weather-seers + know not what to forebode. + </p> + <p> + September 11th.—The wind shifted and veered about, towards the close + of yesterday, and later it was almost calm, after blowing gently from the + northwest,—notwithstanding which it rained. There being a mistiness + in the air, we could see the gleam of the lighthouse itself by the highest + point of this island, or by our being in a valley. As we sat in the piazza + in the evening, we saw the light from on board some vessel move slowly + through the distant obscurity,—so slowly that we were only sensible + of its progress by forgetting it and looking again. The plash and murmur + of the waves around the island were soothingly audible. It was not + unpleasantly cold, and Mr. Laighton, Mr. Thaxter and myself sat under the + piazza till long after dark; the former at a little distance, occasionally + smoking his pipe, and Mr. Thaxter and I talking about poets and the stage. + The latter is an odd subject to be discussed in this stern and wild scene, + which has precisely the same characteristics now as two hundred years ago. + The mosquitoes were very abundant last night, and they are certainly a + hardier race than their inland brethren. + </p> + <p> + This morning there is a sullen sky, with scarcely any breeze. The clouds + throw shadows of varied darkness upon the sea. I know not which way the + wind is; but the aspect of things seems to portend a calm drizzle as much + as anything else. + </p> + <p> + About eleven o'clock, Mr. Thaxter took me over to Smutty Nose in his dory. + A sloop from the eastward, laden with laths, bark, and other lumber, and a + few barrels of mackerel, filled yesterday, and was left by her skipper and + crew. All the morning we have seen boats picking up her deck-load, which + was scattered over the sea, and along the shores of the islands. The + skipper and his three men got into Smutty Nose in the boat; and the sloop + was afterwards boarded by the Smutty Noses and brought into that island. + We saw her lying at the pier,—a black, ugly, rotten old thing, with + the water half-way over her decks. The wonder was, how she swam so long. + The skipper, a man of about thirty-five or forty, in a blue pilot-cloth + overcoat, and a rusty, high-crowned hat jammed down over his brow, looked + very forlorn; while the islanders were grouped about, indolently enjoying + the matter. + </p> + <p> + I walked with Mr. Thaxter over the island, and saw first the graves of the + Spaniards. They were wrecked on this island a hundred years ago, and lie + buried in a range about thirty feet in length, to the number of sixteen, + with rough, moss-grown pieces of granite on each side of this common + grave. Near this spot, yet somewhat removed, so as not to be confounded + with it, are other individual graves, chiefly of the Haley family, who + were once possessors of the island. These have slate gravestones. There is + also, within a small enclosure of rough pine boards, a white marble + gravestone, in memory of a young man named Bekker, son of the person who + now keeps the hotel on Smutty Nose. He was buried, Mr. Thaxter says, + notwithstanding his marble monument, in a rude pine box, which he himself + helped to make. + </p> + <p> + We walked to the farthest point of the island, and I have never seen a + more dismal place than it was on this sunless and east-windy day, being + the farthest point out into the melancholy sea, which was in no very + agreeable mood, and roared sullenly against the wilderness of rocks. One + mass of rock, more than twelve feet square, was thrown up out of the sea + in a storm, not many years since, and now lies athwartwise, never to be + moved unless another omnipotent wave shall give it another toss. On shore, + such a rock would be a landmark for centuries. It is inconceivable how a + sufficient mass of water could be brought to bear on this ponderous mass; + but, not improbably, all the fragments piled upon one another round these + islands have thus been flung to and fro at one time or another. + </p> + <p> + There is considerable land that would serve tolerably for pasture on + Smutty Nose, and here and there a little enclosure of richer grass, built + round with a strong stonewall. The same kind of enclosure is prevalent on + Star Island,—each small proprietor fencing off his little bit of + tillage or grass. Wild-flowers are abundant and various on these islands; + the bayberry-bush is plentiful on Smutty Nose, and makes the hand that + crushes it fragrant. + </p> + <p> + The hotel is kept by a Prussian, an old soldier, who fought at the Battle + of Waterloo. We saw him in the barn,—a gray, heavy, round-skulled + old fellow, troubled with deafness. The skipper of the wrecked sloop had, + apparently, just been taking a drop of comfort, but still seemed downcast. + He took passage in a fishing-vessel, the Wave, of Kittery, for Portsmouth; + and I know not why, but there was something that made me smile in his grim + and gloomy look, his rusty, jammed hat, his rough and grisly beard, and in + his mode of chewing tobacco, with much action of the jaws, getting out the + juice as largely as possible, as men always do when disturbed in mind. I + looked at him earnestly, and was conscious of something that marked him + out from among the careless islanders around him. Being as much + discomposed as it was possible for him to be, his feelings individualized + the man and magnetized the observer. When he got aboard the + fishing-vessel, he seemed not entirely at his ease, being accustomed to + command and work amongst his own little crew, and now having nothing to + do. Nevertheless, unconsciously perhaps, he lent a hand to whatever was + going on, and yet had a kind of strangeness about him. As the Wave set + sail, we were just starting in our dory, and a young fellow, an + acquaintance of Mr. Thaxter, proposed to take us in tow; so we were + dragged along at her stern very rapidly, and with a whitening wake, until + we came off Hog Island. Then the dory was cast loose, and Mr. Thaxter + rowed ashore against a head sea. + </p> + <p> + The day is still overcast, and the wind is from the eastward; but it does + not increase, and the sun appears occasionally on the point of shining + out. A boat—the Fanny, I suppose, from Portsmouth—has just + come to her moorings in front of the hotel. A sail-boat has put off from + her, with a passenger in the stern. Pray God she bring me a letter with + good news from home; for I begin to feel as if I had been long enough + away. + </p> + <p> + There is a bowling-alley on Smutty Nose, at which some of the + Star-Islanders were playing, when we were there. I saw only two + dwelling-houses besides the hotel. Connected with Smutty Nose by a + stone-wall there is another little bit of island, called Malaga. Both are + the property of Mr. Laighton. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Laighton says that the Spanish wreck occurred forty-seven years ago, + instead of a hundred. Some of the dead bodies were found on Malaga, others + on various parts of the next island. One or two had crept to a stone-wall + that traverses Smutty Nose, but were unable to get over it. One was found + among the bushes the next summer. Mr. Haley had them buried at his own + expense. + </p> + <p> + The skipper of the wrecked sloop, yesterday, was unwilling to go to + Portsmouth until he was shaved,—his beard being of several days' + growth. It seems to be the impulse of people under misfortune to put on + their best clothes, and attend to the decencies of life. + </p> + <p> + The Fanny brought a passenger,—a thin, stiff, black-haired young + man, who enters his name as Mr. Tufts, from Charlestown. He, and a country + trader, his wife, sister, and two children (all of whom have been here + several days) are now the only guests besides myself. + </p> + <p> + September 12th.—The night set in sullen and gloomy, and morning has + dawned in pretty much the same way. The wind, however, seems rising + somewhat, and grumbles past the angle of the house. Perhaps we shall see a + storm yet from the eastward; and, having the whole sweep of the broad + Atlantic between here and Ireland, I do not see why it should not be fully + equal to a storm at sea. + </p> + <p> + It has been raining more or less all the forenoon, and now, at twelve + o'clock, blows, as Mr. Laighton says, "half a gale" from the southeast. + Through the opening of our shallow valley, towards the east, there is the + prospect of a tumbling sea, with hundreds of white-caps chasing one + another over it. In front of the hotel, being to leeward, the water near + the shore is but slightly ruffled; but farther the sea is agitated, and + the surf breaks over Square Rock. All round the horizon, landward as well + as seaward, the view is shut in by a mist. Sometimes I have a dim sense of + the continent beyond, but no more distinct than the thought of the other + world to the unenlightened soul. The sheep bleat in their desolate + pasture. The wind shakes the house. A loon, seeking, I suppose, some + quieter resting-place than on the troubled waves, was seen swimming just + now in the cove not more than a hundred yards from the hotel. Judging by + the pother which this "half a gale" makes with the sea, it must have been + a terrific time, indeed, when that great wave rushed and roared across the + islands. + </p> + <p> + Since dinner, I have been to the eastern shore to look at the sea. It is a + wild spectacle, but still, I suppose, lacks an infinite deal of being a + storm. Outside of this island there is a long and low one (or two in a + line), looking more like a reef of rocks than an island, and at the + distance of a mile or more. There the surf and spray break gallantly,— + white-sheeted forms rising up all at once, and hovering a moment in the + air. Spots which, in calm times, are not discernible from the rest of the + ocean, now are converted into white, foamy breakers. The swell of the + waves against our shore makes a snowy depth, tinged with green, for many + feet back from the shore. The longer waves swell, overtop, and rush upon + the rocks; and, when they return, the waters pour back in a cascade. + Against the outer points of Smutty Nose and Star Island, there is a higher + surf than here; because, the wind being from the southeast, these islands + receive it first, and form a partial barrier in respect to this. While I + looked, there was moisture in the air, and occasional spats of rain. The + uneven places in the rocks were full of the fallen rain. + </p> + <p> + It is quite impossible to give an idea of these rocky shores,—how + confusedly they are tossed together, lying in all directions; what solid + ledges, what great fragments thrown out from the rest. Often the rocks are + broken, square and angular, so as to form a kind of staircase; though, for + the most part, such as would require a giant stride to ascend them. + </p> + <p> + Sometimes a black trap-rock runs through the bed of granite; sometimes the + sea has eaten this away, leaving a long, irregular fissure. In some + places, owing to the same cause perhaps, there is a great hollow place + excavated into the ledge, and forming a harbor, into which the sea flows; + and, while there is foam and fury at the entrance, it is comparatively + calm within. Some parts of the crag are as much as fifty feet of + perpendicular height, down which you look over a bare and smooth descent, + at the base of which is a shaggy margin of sea-weed. But it is vain to try + to express this confusion. As much as anything else, it seems as if some + of the massive materials of the world remained superfluous, after the + Creator had finished, and were carelessly thrown down here, where the + millionth part of them emerge from the sea, and in the course of thousands + of years have become partially bestrewn with a little soil. + </p> + <p> + The wind has changed to southwest, and blows pretty freshly. The sun shone + before it set; and the mist, which all day has overhung the land, now + takes the aspect of a cloud,—drawing a thin veil between us and the + shore, and rising above it. In our own atmosphere there is no fog nor + mist. + </p> + <p> + September 13th.—I spent last evening, as well as part of the evening + before, at Mr. Thaxter's. It is certainly a romantic incident to find such + a young man on this lonely island; his marriage with the pretty Miranda is + true romance. In our talk we have glanced over many matters, and, among + the rest, that of the stage, to prepare himself for which was his first + motive in coming hither. He appears quite to have given up any dreams of + that kind now. What he will do on returning to the world, as his purpose + is, I cannot imagine; but, no doubt, through all their remaining life, + both he and she will look back to this rocky ledge, with its handful of + soil, as to a Paradise. + </p> + <p> + Last evening we (Mr., Mrs., and Miss Thaxter) sat and talked of ghosts and + kindred subjects; and they told me of the appearance of a little old woman + in a striped gown, that had come into that house a few months ago. She was + seen by nobody but an Irish nurse, who spoke to her, but received no + answer. The little woman drew her chair up towards the fire, and stretched + out her feet to warm them. By and by the nurse, who suspected nothing of + her ghostly character, went to get a pail of water; and, when she came + back, the little woman was not there. It being known precisely how many + and what people were on the island, and that no such little woman was + among them, the fact of her being a ghost is incontestable. I taught them + how to discover the hidden sentiments of letters by suspending a gold ring + over them. Ordinarily, since I have been here, we have spent the evening + under the piazza, where Mr. Laighton sits to take the air. He seems to + avoid the within-doors whenever he can. So there he sits in the + sea-breezes, when inland people are probably drawing their chairs to the + fireside; and there I sit with him,—not keeping up a continual flow + of talk, but each speaking as any wisdom happens to come into his mind. + </p> + <p> + The wind, this morning, is from the northwestward, rather brisk, but not + very strong. There is a scattering of clouds about the sky; but the + atmosphere is singularly clear, and we can see several hills of the + interior, the cloud-like White Mountains, and, along the shore, the long + white beaches and the dotted dwellings, with great distinctness. Many + small vessels spread their wings, and go seaward. + </p> + <p> + I have been rambling over the southern part of the island, and looking at + the traces of habitations there. There are several enclosures,—the + largest perhaps thirty yards square,—surrounded with a rough + stonewall of very mossy antiquity, built originally broad and strong, two + or three large stones in width, and piled up breast-high or more, and + taking advantage of the extending ledge to make it higher. Within this + enclosure there is almost a clear space of soil, which was formerly, no + doubt, cultivated as a garden, but is now close cropt by the sheep and + cattle, except where it produces thistles, or the poisonous weed called + mercury, which seems to love these old walls, and to root itself in or + near them. These walls are truly venerable, gray, and mossy; and you see + at once that the hands that piled the stones must have been long ago + turned to dust. Close by the enclosure is the hollow of an old cellar, + with rocks tumbled into it, but the layers of stone at the side still to + be traced, and bricks, broken or with rounded edges, scattered about, and + perhaps pieces of lime; and weeds and grass growing about the whole. + Several such sites of former human homes may be seen there, none of which + can possibly be later than the Revolution, and probably they are as old as + the settlement of the island. The site has Smutty Nose and Star opposite, + with a road (that is, a water-road) between, varying from half a mile to a + mile. Duck Island is also seen on the left; and, on the right, the shore + of the mainland. Behind, the rising ground intercepts the view. Smith's + monument is visible. I do not see where the inhabitants could have kept + their boats, unless in the chasms worn by the sea into the rocks. + </p> + <p> + One of these chasms has a spring of fresh water in the gravelly base, down + to which the sea has worn out. The chasm has perpendicular, though + irregular, sides, which the waves have chiselled out very square. Its + width varies from ten to twenty feet, widest towards the sea; and on the + shelves, up and down the sides, some soil has been here and there + accumulated, on which grow grass and wild-flowers,—such as + golden-rod, now in bloom, and raspberry-bushes, the fruit of which I found + ripe,—the whole making large parts of the sides of the chasm green, + its verdure overhanging the strip of sea that dashes and foams into the + hollow. Sea-weed, besides what grows upon and shags the submerged rocks, + is tossed into the harbor, together with stray pieces of wood, chips, + barrel-staves, or (as to-day) an entire barrel, or whatever else the sea + happens to have on hand. The water rakes to and fro over the pebbles at + the bottom of the chasm, drawing back, and leaving much of it bare, then + rushing up, with more or less of foam and fury, according to the force and + direction of the wind; though, owing to the protection of the adjacent + islands, it can never have a gale blowing right into its mouth. The spring + is situated so far down the chasm, that, at half or two-thirds tide, it is + covered by the sea. Twenty minutes after the retiring of the tide suffices + to restore to it its wonted freshness. + </p> + <p> + In another chasm, very much like the one here described, I saw a niche in + the rock, about tall enough for a person of moderate stature to stand + upright. It had a triangular floor and a top, and was just the place to + hold the rudest statue that ever a savage made. + </p> + <p> + Many of the ledges on the island have yellow moss or lichens spread on + them in large patches. The moss of those stone walls does really look very + old. + </p> + <p> + "Old Bab," the ghost, has a ring round his neck, and is supposed either to + have been hung or to have had his throat cut, but he steadfastly declines + telling the mode of his death. There is a luminous appearance about him as + he walks, and his face is pale and very dreadful. + </p> + <p> + The Fanny arrived this forenoon, and sailed again before dinner. She + brought, as passenger, a Mr. Balch, brother to the country trader who has + been spending a few days here. On her return, she has swept the islands of + all the non-residents except myself. The wind being ahead, and pretty + strong, she will have to beat up, and the voyage will be anything but + agreeable. The spray flew before her bows, and doubtless gave the + passengers all a thorough wetting within the first half-hour. + </p> + <p> + The view of Star Island or Gosport from the north is picturesque,—the + village, or group of houses, being gathered pretty closely together in the + centre of the island, with some green about them; and above all the other + edifices, wholly displayed, stands the little stone church, with its tower + and belfry. On the right is White Island, with the lighthouse; to the + right of that, and a little to the northward, Londoner's Rock, where, + perhaps, of old, some London ship was wrecked. To the left of Star Island, + and nearer Hog, or Appledore, is Smutty Nose. Pour the blue sea about + these islets, and let the surf whiten and steal up from their points, and + from the reefs about them (which latter whiten for an instant, and then + are lost in the whelming and eddying depths), the northwest-wind the while + raising thousands of white-caps, and the evening sun shining solemnly over + the expanse,—and it is a stern and lovely scene. + </p> + <p> + The valleys that intersect, or partially intersect, the island are a + remarkable feature. They appear to be of the same formation as the + fissures in the rocks, but, as they extend farther from the sea, they + accumulate a little soil along the irregular sides, and so become green + and shagged with bushes, though with the rock everywhere thrusting itself + through. The old people of the isles say that their fathers could remember + when the sea, at high tide, flowed quite through the valley in which the + hotel stands, and that boats used to pass. Afterwards it was a standing + pond; then a morass, with cat-tail flags growing in it. It has filled up, + so far as it is filled, by the soil being washed down from the higher + ground on each side. The storms, meanwhile, have tossed up the shingle and + paving-stones at each end of the valley, so as to form a barrier against + the passage of any but such mighty waves as that which thundered through a + year or two ago. + </p> + <p> + The old inhabitants lived in the centre or towards the south of the + island, and avoided the north and east because the latter were so much + bleaker in winter. They could moor their boats in the road, between Smutty + Nose and Hog, but could not draw them up. Mr. Laighton found traces of old + dwellings in the vicinity of the hotel, and it is supposed that the + principal part of the population was on this island. I spent the evening + at Mr. Thaxter's, and we drank a glass of his 1820 Scheidam. The + northwest-wind was high at ten o'clock, when I came home, the tide full, + and the murmur of the waves broad and deep. + </p> + <p> + September 14th.—Another of the brightest of sunny mornings. The wind + is not nearly so high as last night, but it is apparently still from the + northwest, and serves to make the sea look very blue and cold. The + atmosphere is so transparent that objects seem perfectly distinct along + the mainland. To-day I must be in Portsmouth; to-morrow, at home. A brisk + west, or northwest wind, making the sea so blue, gives a very distinct + outline in its junction with the sky. + </p> + <p> + September 16th.—On Tuesday, the 14th, there was no opportunity to + get to the mainland. Yesterday morning opened with a southeast rain, which + continued all day. The Fanny arrived in the forenoon, with some coal for + Mr. Laighton, and sailed again before dinner, taking two of the maids of + the house; but as it rained pouring, and as I could not, at any rate, have + got home to-night, there would have been no sense in my going. It began to + clear up in the decline of the day; the sun shot forth some golden arrows + a little before his setting; and the sky was perfectly clear when I went + to bed, after spending the evening at Mr. Thaxter's. This morning is clear + and bright; but the wind is northwest, making the sea look blue and cold, + with little breaks of white foam. It is unfavorable for a trip to the + mainland; but doubtless I shall find an opportunity of getting ashore + before night. + </p> + <p> + The highest part of Appledore is about eighty feet above the sea. Mr. + Laighton has seen whales off the island,—both on the eastern side + and between it and the mainland; once a great crowd of them, as many as + fifty. They were drawn in by pursuing their food,—a small fish + called herring-bait, which came ashore in such abundance that Mr. Laighton + dipped up basketfuls of them. No attempt was made to take the whales. + </p> + <p> + There are vague traditions of trees on these islands. One of them, Cedar + Island, is said to have been named from the trees that grew on it. The + matter appears improbable, though, Mr. Thaxter says, large quantities of + soil are annually washed into the sea; so that the islands may have been + better clad with earth and its productions than now. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Thaxter tells me that there are several burial-places on this island; + but nobody has been buried here since the Revolution. Her own marriage was + the first one since that epoch, and her little Karl, now three months old, + the first-born child in all those eighty years. + </p> + <p> + [Then follow extracts from the Church Records of Gosport.] + </p> + <p> + This book of the church records of Gosport is a small folio, well bound in + dark calf, and about an inch thick; the paper very stout, with a + water-mark of an armed man in a sitting posture, holding a spear . . . . + over a lion, who brandishes a sword; on alternate pages the Crown, and + beneath it the letters G. R. The motto of the former device Pro Patria. + The book is written in a very legible hand, probably by the Rev. Mr. + Tucke. The ink is not much faded. + </p> + <p> + Concord, March 9th, 1853.—Finished, this day, the last story of + Tanglewood Tales. They were written in the following order. + </p> + <p> + The Pomegranate Seeds. The Minotaur. The Golden Fleece. The Dragons' + Teeth. Circe's Palace. The Pygmies. + </p> + <p> + The introduction is yet to be written. Wrote it 13th March. I went to + Washington (my first visit) on 14th April. + </p> + <p> + Caresses, expressions of one sort or another, are necessary to the life of + the affections, as leaves are to the life of a tree. If they are wholly + restrained, love will die at the roots. + </p> + <p> + June 9th.—Cleaning the attic to-day, here at the Wayside, the woman + found an immense snake, flat and outrageously fierce, thrusting out its + tongue. Ellen, the cook, killed it. She called it an adder, but it appears + to have been a striped snake. It seems a fiend, haunting the house. On + further inquiry, the snake is described as plaided with brown and black. + </p> + <p> + Cupid in these latter times has probably laid aside his bow and arrows, + and uses fire-arms,—a pistol,—perhaps a revolver. + </p> + <p> + I burned great heaps of old letters and other papers, a little while ago, + preparatory to going to England. Among them were hundreds of ———'s + letters. The world has no more such, and now they are all dust and ashes. + What a trustful guardian of secret matters is fire! What should we do + without fire and death? + </p> + <h3> + END OF VOL. 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