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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/9228-0.txt b/9228-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f988e1c --- /dev/null +++ b/9228-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1083 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Christmas Banquet, by Nathaniel Hawthorne + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and +most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions +whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms +of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you +will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before +using this eBook. + +Title: The Christmas Banquet + +Author: Nathaniel Hawthorne + +Release Date: September 6, 2003 [eBook #9228] +[Most recently updated: November 9, 2022] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +Produced by: David Widger and Al Haines + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHRISTMAS BANQUET *** + + + + +The Christmas Banquet + +by Nathaniel Hawthorne + + + + +FROM THE UNPUBLISHED “ALLEGORIES OF THE HEART.” + + +“I have here attempted,” said Roderick, unfolding a few sheets of +manuscript, as he sat with Rosina and the sculptor in the +summer-house,—“I have attempted to seize hold of a personage who glides +past me, occasionally, in my walk through life. My former sad +experience, as you know, has gifted me with some degree of insight into +the gloomy mysteries of the human heart, through which I have wandered +like one astray in a dark cavern, with his torch fast flickering to +extinction. But this man, this class of men, is a hopeless puzzle.” + +“Well, but propound him,” said the sculptor. “Let us have an idea of +hint, to begin with.” + +“Why, indeed,” replied Roderick, “he is such a being as I could +conceive you to carve out of marble, and some yet unrealized perfection +of human science to endow with an exquisite mockery of intellect; but +still there lacks the last inestimable touch of a divine Creator. He +looks like a man; and, perchance, like a better specimen of man than +you ordinarily meet. You might esteem him wise; he is capable of +cultivation and refinement, and has at least an external conscience; +but the demands that spirit makes upon spirit are precisely those to +which he cannot respond. When at last you come close to him you find +him chill and unsubstantial,—a mere vapor.” + +“I believe,” said Rosina, “I have a glimmering idea of what you mean.” + +“Then be thankful,” answered her husband, smiling; “but do not +anticipate any further illumination from what I am about to read. I +have here imagined such a man to be—what, probably, he never +is—conscious of the deficiency in his spiritual organization. Methinks +the result would be a sense of cold unreality wherewith he would go +shivering through the world, longing to exchange his load of ice for +any burden of real grief that fate could fling upon a human being.” + +Contenting himself with this preface, Roderick began to read. + + +In a certain old gentleman’s last will and testament there appeared a +bequest, which, as his final thought and deed, was singularly in +keeping with a long life of melancholy eccentricity. He devised a +considerable sum for establishing a fund, the interest of which was to +be expended, annually forever, in preparing a Christmas Banquet for ten +of the most miserable persons that could be found. It seemed not to be +the testator’s purpose to make these half a score of sad hearts merry, +but to provide that the stern or fierce expression of human discontent +should not be drowned, even for that one holy and joyful day, amid the +acclamations of festal gratitude which all Christendom sends up. And he +desired, likewise, to perpetuate his own remonstrance against the +earthly course of Providence, and his sad and sour dissent from those +systems of religion or philosophy which either find sunshine in the +world or draw it down from heaven. + +The task of inviting the guests, or of selecting among such as might +advance their claims to partake of this dismal hospitality, was +confided to the two trustees or stewards of the fund. These gentlemen, +like their deceased friend, were sombre humorists, who made it their +principal occupation to number the sable threads in the web of human +life, and drop all the golden ones out of the reckoning. They performed +their present office with integrity and judgment. The aspect of the +assembled company, on the day of the first festival, might not, it is +true, have satisfied every beholder that these were especially the +individuals, chosen forth from all the world, whose griefs were worthy +to stand as indicators of the mass of human suffering. Yet, after due +consideration, it could not be disputed that here was a variety of +hopeless discomfort, which, if it sometimes arose from causes +apparently inadequate, was thereby only the shrewder imputation against +the nature and mechanism of life. + +The arrangements and decorations of the banquet were probably intended +to signify that death in life which had been the testator’s definition +of existence. The hall, illuminated by torches, was hung round with +curtains of deep and dusky purple, and adorned with branches of cypress +and wreaths of artificial flowers, imitative of such as used to be +strewn over the dead. A sprig of parsley was laid by every plate. The +main reservoir of wine, was a sepulchral urn of silver, whence the +liquor was distributed around the table in small vases, accurately +copied from those that held the tears of ancient mourners. Neither had +the stewards—if it were their taste that arranged these +details—forgotten the fantasy of the old Egyptians, who seated a +skeleton at every festive board, and mocked their own merriment with +the imperturbable grin of a death’s-head. Such a fearful guest, +shrouded in a black mantle, sat now at the head of the table. It was +whispered, I know not with what truth, that the testator himself had +once walked the visible world with the machinery of that sane skeleton, +and that it was one of the stipulations of his will, that he should +thus be permitted to sit, from year to year, at the banquet which he +had instituted. If so, it was perhaps covertly implied that he had +cherished no hopes of bliss beyond the grave to compensate for the +evils which he felt or imagined here. And if, in their bewildered +conjectures as to the purpose of earthly existence, the banqueters +should throw aside the veil, and cast an inquiring glance at this +figure of death, as seeking thence the solution otherwise unattainable, +the only reply would be a stare of the vacant eye-caverns and a grin of +the skeleton jaws. Such was the response that the dead man had fancied +himself to receive when he asked of Death to solve the riddle of his +life; and it was his desire to repeat it when the guests of his dismal +hospitality should find themselves perplexed with the same question. + +“What means that wreath?” asked several of the company, while viewing +the decorations of the table. + +They alluded to a wreath of cypress, which was held on high by a +skeleton arm, protruding from within the black mantle. + +“It is a crown,” said one of the stewards, “not for the worthiest, but +for the wofulest, when he shall prove his claim to it.” + +The guest earliest bidden to the festival was a man of soft and gentle +character, who had not energy to struggle against the heavy despondency +to which his temperament rendered him liable; and therefore with +nothing outwardly to excuse him from happiness, he had spent a life of +quiet misery that made his blood torpid, and weighed upon his breath, +and sat like a ponderous night-fiend upon every throb of his +unresisting heart. His wretchedness seemed as deep as his original +nature, if not identical with it. It was the misfortune of a second +guest to cherish within his bosom a diseased heart, which had become so +wretchedly sore that the continual and unavoidable rubs of the world, +the blow of an enemy, the careless jostle of a stranger, and even the +faithful and loving touch of a friend, alike made ulcers in it. As is +the habit of people thus afflicted, he found his chief employment in +exhibiting these miserable sores to any who would give themselves the +pain of viewing them. A third guest was a hypochondriac, whose +imagination wrought necromancy in his outward and inward world, and +caused him to see monstrous faces in the household fire, and dragons in +the clouds of sunset, and fiends in the guise of beautiful women, and +something ugly or wicked beneath all the pleasant surfaces of nature. +His neighbor at table was one who, in his early youth, had trusted +mankind too much, and hoped too highly in their behalf, and, in meeting +with many disappointments, had become desperately soured. For several +years back this misanthrope bad employed himself in accumulating +motives for hating and despising his race,—such as murder, lust, +treachery, ingratitude, faithlessness of trusted friends, instinctive +vices of children, impurity of women, hidden guilt in men of saint-like +aspect,—and, in short, all manner of black realities that sought to +decorate themselves with outward grace or glory. But at every atrocious +fact that was added to his catalogue, at every increase of the sad +knowledge which he spent his life to collect, the native impulses of +the poor man’s loving and confiding heart made him groan with anguish. +Next, with his heavy brow bent downward, there stole into the hall a +man naturally earnest and impassioned, who, from his immemorial +infancy, had felt the consciousness of a high message to the world; +but, essaying to deliver it, had found either no voice or form of +speech, or else no ears to listen. Therefore his whole life was a +bitter questioning of himself: “Why have not men acknowledged my +mission? Am I not a self-deluding fool? What business have I on earth? +Where is my grave?” Throughout the festival, he quaffed frequent +draughts from the sepulchral urn of wine, hoping thus to quench the +celestial fire that tortured his own breast and could not benefit his +race. + +Then there entered, having flung away a ticket for a ball, a gay +gallant of yesterday, who had found four or five wrinkles in his brow, +and more gray hairs than he could well number on his head. Endowed with +sense and feeling, he had nevertheless spent his youth in folly, but +had reached at last that dreary point in life where Folly quits us of +her own accord, leaving us to make friends with Wisdom if we can. Thus, +cold and desolate, he had come to seek Wisdom at the banquet, and +wondered if the skeleton were she. To eke out the company, the stewards +had invited a distressed poet from his home in the almshouse, and a +melancholy idiot from the street-corner. The latter had just the +glimmering of sense that was sufficient to make him conscious of a +vacancy, which the poor fellow, all his life long, had mistily sought +to fill up with intelligence, wandering up and down the streets, and +groaning miserably because his attempts were ineffectual. The only lady +in the hall was one who had fallen short of absolute and perfect +beauty, merely by the trifling defect of a slight cast in her left eye. +But this blemish, minute as it was, so shocked the pure ideal of her +soul, rather than her vanity, that she passed her life in solitude, and +veiled her countenance even from her own gaze. So the skeleton sat +shrouded at one end of the table, and this poor lady at the other. + +One other guest remains to be described. He was a young man of smooth +brow, fair cheek, and fashionable mien. So far as his exterior +developed him, he might much more suitably have found a place at some +merry Christmas table, than have been numbered among the blighted, +fate-stricken, fancy-tortured set of ill-starred banqueters. Murmurs +arose among the guests as they noted, the glance of general scrutiny +which the intruder threw over his companions. What had he to do among +them? Why did not the skeleton of the dead founder of the feast unbend +its rattling joints, arise, and motion the unwelcome stranger from the +board? + +“Shameful!” said the morbid man, while a new ulcer broke out in his +heart. “He comes to mock us! we shall be the jest of his tavern friends +I—he will make a farce of our miseries, and bring it out upon the +stage!” + +“O, never mind him!” said the hypochondriac, smiling sourly. “He shall +feast from yonder tureen of viper-soup; and if there is a fricassee of +scorpions on the table, pray let him have his share of it. For the +dessert, he shall taste the apples of Sodom, then, if he like our +Christmas fare, let him return again next year!” + +“Trouble him not,” murmured the melancholy man, with gentleness. “What +matters it whether the consciousness of misery come a few years sooner +or later? If this youth deem himself happy now, yet let him sit with us +for the sake of the wretchedness to come.” + +The poor idiot approached the young man with that mournful aspect of +vacant inquiry which his face continually wore, and which caused people +to say that he was always in search of his missing wits. After no +little examination he touched the stranger’s hand, but immediately drew +back his own, shaking his head and shivering. + +“Cold, cold, cold!” muttered the idiot. + +The young man shivered too, and smiled. + +“Gentlemen, and you, madam,” said one of the stewards of the festival, +“do not conceive so ill either of our caution or judgment, as to +imagine that we have admitted this young stranger—Gervayse Hastings by +name—without a full investigation and thoughtful balance of his claims. +Trust me, not a guest at the table is better entitled to his seat.” + +The steward’s guaranty was perforce satisfactory. The company, +therefore, took their places, and addressed themselves to the serious +business of the feast, but were soon disturbed by the hypochondriac, +who thrust back his chair, complaining that a dish of stewed toads and +vipers was set before him, and that there was green ditchwater in his +cup of wine. This mistake being amended, he quietly resumed his seat. +The wine, as it flowed freely from the sepulchral urn, seemed to come +imbued with all gloomy inspirations; so that its influence was not to +cheer, but either to sink the revellers into a deeper melancholy, or +elevate their spirits to an enthusiasm of wretchedness. The +conversation was various. They told sad stories about people who might +have been Worthy guests at such a festival as the present. They talked +of grisly incidents in human history; of strange crimes, which, if +truly considered, were but convulsions of agony; of some lives that had +been altogether wretched, and of others, which, wearing a general +semblance of happiness, had yet been deformed, sooner or later, by +misfortune, as by the intrusion of a grim face at a banquet; of +death-bed scenes, and what dark intimations might be gathered from the +words of dying men; of suicide, and whether the more eligible mode were +by halter, knife, poison, drowning, gradual starvation, or the fumes of +charcoal. The majority of the guests, as is the custom with people +thoroughly and profoundly sick at heart, were anxious to make their own +woes the theme of discussion, and prove themselves most excellent in +anguish. The misanthropist went deep into the philosophy of evil, and +wandered about in the darkness, with now and then a gleam of discolored +light hovering on ghastly shapes and horrid scenery. Many a miserable +thought, such as men have stumbled upon from age to age, did he now +rake up again, and gloat over it as an inestimable gem, a diamond, a +treasure far preferable to those bright, spiritual revelations of a +better world, which are like precious stones from heaven’s pavement. +And then, amid his lore of wretchedness he hid his face and wept. + +It was a festival at which the woful man of Uz might suitably have been +a guest, together with all, in each succeeding age, who have tasted +deepest of the bitterness of life. And be it said, too, that every son +or daughter of woman, however favored with happy fortune, might, at one +sad moment or another, have claimed the privilege of a stricken heart, +to sit down at this table. But, throughout the feast, it was remarked +that the young stranger, Gervayse Hastings, was unsuccessful in his +attempts to catch its pervading spirit. At any deep, strong thought +that found utterance, and which was torn out, as it were, from the +saddest recesses of human consciousness, he looked mystified and +bewildered; even more than the poor idiot, who seemed to grasp at such +things with his earnest heart, and thus occasionally to comprehend +them. The young man’s conversation was of a colder and lighter kind, +often brilliant, but lacking the powerful characteristics of a nature +that had been developed by suffering. + +“Sir,” said the misanthropist, bluntly, in reply to some observation by +Gervayse Hastings, “pray do not address me again. We have no right to +talk together. Our minds have nothing in common. By what claim you +appear at this banquet I cannot guess; but methinks, to a man who could +say what you have just now said, my companions and myself must seem no +more than shadows flickering on the wall. And precisely such a shadow +are you to us.” + +The young man smiled and bowed, but, drawing himself back in his chair, +he buttoned his coat over his breast, as if the banqueting-ball were +growing chill. Again the idiot fixed his melancholy stare upon the +youth, and murmured, “Cold! cold! cold!” + +The banquet drew to its conclusion, and the guests departed. Scarcely +had they stepped across the threshold of the hall, when the scene that +had there passed seemed like the vision of a sick fancy, or an +exhalation from a stagnant heart. Now and then, however, during the +year that ensued, these melancholy people caught glimpses of one +another, transient, indeed, but enough to prove that they walked the +earth with the ordinary allotment of reality. Sometimes a pair of them +came face to face, while stealing through the evening twilight, +enveloped in their sable cloaks. Sometimes they casually met in +churchyards. Once, also, it happened that two of the dismal banqueters +mutually started at recognizing each other in the noonday sunshine of a +crowded street, stalking there like ghosts astray. Doubtless they +wondered why the skeleton did not come abroad at noonday too. + +But whenever the necessity of their affairs compelled these Christmas +guests into the bustling world, they were sure to encounter the young +man who had so unaccountably been admitted to the festival. They saw +him among the gay and fortunate; they caught the sunny sparkle of his +eye; they heard the light and careless tones of his voice, and muttered +to themselves with such indignation as only the aristocracy of +wretchedness could kindle, “The traitor! The vile impostor! Providence, +in its own good time, may give him a right to feast among us!” But the +young man’s unabashed eye dwelt upon their gloomy figures as they +passed him, seeming to say, perchance with somewhat of a sneer, “First, +know my secret then, measure your claims with mine!” + +The step of Time stole onward, and soon brought merry Christmas round +again, with glad and solemn worship in the churches, and sports, games, +festivals, and everywhere the bright face of Joy beside the household +fire. Again likewise the hall, with its curtains of dusky purple, was +illuminated by the death-torches gleaming on the sepulchral decorations +of the banquet. The veiled, skeleton sat in state, lifting the +cypress-wreath above its head, as the guerdon of some guest illustrious +in the qualifications which there claimed precedence. As the stewards +deemed the world inexhaustible in misery, and were desirous of +recognizing it in all its forms, they had not seen fit to reassemble +the company of the former year. New faces now threw their gloom across +the table. + +There was a man of nice conscience, who bore a blood-stain in his +heart—the death of a fellow-creature—which, for his more exquisite +torture, had chanced with such a peculiarity of circumstances, that he +could not absolutely determine whether his will had entered into the +deed or not. Therefore, his whole life was spent in the agony of an +inward trial for murder, with a continual sifting of the details of his +terrible calamity, until his mind had no longer any thought, nor his +soul any emotion, disconnected with it, There was a mother, too,—a +mother once, but a desolation now,—who, many years before, had gone out +on a pleasure-party, and, returning, found her infant smothered in its +little bed. And ever since she has been tortured with the fantasy that +her buried baby lay smothering in its coffin. Then there was an aged +lady, who had lived from time immemorial with a constant tremor +quivering through her-frame. It was terrible to discern her dark shadow +tremulous upon the wall; her lips, likewise, were tremulous; and the +expression of her eye seemed to indicate that her soul was trembling +too. Owing to the bewilderment and confusion which made almost a chaos +of her intellect, it was impossible to discover what dire misfortune +had thus shaken her nature to its depths; so that the stewards had +admitted her to the table, not from any acquaintance with her history, +but on the safe testimony of her miserable aspect. Some surprise was +expressed at the presence of a bluff, red-faced gentleman, a certain +Mr. Smith, who had evidently the fat of many a rich feast within him, +and the habitual twinkle of whose eye betrayed a disposition to break +forth into uproarious laughter for little cause or none. It turned out, +however, that, with the best possible flow of spirits, our poor friend +was afflicted with a physical disease of the heart, which threatened +instant death on the slightest cachinnatory indulgence, or even that +titillation of the bodily frame produced by merry thoughts. In this +dilemma he had sought admittance to the banquet, on the ostensible plea +of his irksome and miserable state, but, in reality, with the hope of +imbibing a life-preserving melancholy. + +A married couple had been invited from a motive of bitter humor, it +being well understood that they rendered each other unutterably +miserable whenever they chanced to meet, and therefore must necessarily +be fit associates at the festival. In contrast with these was another +couple still unmarried, who had interchanged their hearts in early +life, but had been divided by circumstances as impalpable as morning +mist, and kept apart so long that their spirits now found it impossible +to meet, Therefore, yearning for communion, yet shrinking from one +another and choosing none beside, they felt themselves companionless in +life, and looked upon eternity as a boundless desert. Next to the +skeleton sat a mere son of earth,—a hunter of the Exchange,—a gatherer +of shining dust,—a man whose life’s record was in his ledger, and whose +soul’s prison-house the vaults of the bank where he kept his deposits. +This person had been greatly perplexed at his invitation, deeming +himself one of the most fortunate men in the city; but the stewards +persisted in demanding his presence, assuring him that he had no +conception how miserable he was. + +And now appeared a figure which we must acknowledge as our acquaintance +of the former festival. It was Gervayse Hastings, whose presence had +then caused so much question and criticism, and who now took his place +with the composure of one whose claims were satisfactory to himself and +must needs be allowed by others. Yet his easy and unruffled face +betrayed no sorrow. + +The well-skilled beholders gazed a moment into his eyes and shook their +heads, to miss the unuttered sympathy—the countersign never to be +falsified—of those whose hearts are cavern-mouths through which they +descend into a region of illimitable woe and recognize other wanderers +there. + +“Who is this youth?” asked the man with a bloodstain on his conscience. +“Surely he has never gone down into the depths! I know all the aspects +of those who have passed through the dark valley. By what right is he +among us?” + +“Ah, it is a sinful thing to come hither without a sorrow,” murmured +the aged lady, in accents that partook of the eternal tremor which +pervaded her whole being “Depart, young man! Your soul has never been +shaken, and, therefore, I tremble so much the more to look at you.” + +“His soul shaken! No; I’ll answer for it,” said bluff Mr. Smith, +pressing his hand upon his heart and making himself as melancholy as he +could, for fear of a fatal explosion of laughter. “I know the lad well; +he has as fair prospects as any young man about town, and has no more +right among us miserable creatures than the child unborn. He never was +miserable and probably never will be!” + +“Our honored guests,” interposed the stewards, “pray have patience with +us, and believe, at least, that our deep veneration for the sacredness +of this solemnity would preclude any wilful violation of it. Receive +this young man to your table. It may not be too much to say, that no +guest here would exchange his own heart for the one that beats within +that youthful bosom!” + +“I’d call it a bargain, and gladly, too,” muttered Mr. Smith, with a +perplexing mixture of sadness and mirthful conceit. “A plague upon +their nonsense! My own heart is the only really miserable one in the +company; it will certainly be the death of me at last!” + +Nevertheless, as on the former occasion, the judgment of the stewards +being without appeal, the company sat down. The obnoxious guest made no +more attempt to obtrude his conversation on those about him, but +appeared to listen to the table-talk with peculiar assiduity, as if +some inestimable secret, otherwise beyond his reach, might be conveyed +in a casual word. And in truth, to those who could understand and value +it, there was rich matter in the upgushings and outpourings of these +initiated souls to whom sorrow had been a talisman, admitting them into +spiritual depths which no other spell can open. Sometimes out of the +midst of densest gloom there flashed a momentary radiance, pure as +crystal, bright as the flame of stars, and shedding such a glow upon +the mysteries of life, that the guests were ready to exclaim, “Surely +the riddle is on the point of being solved!” At such illuminated +intervals the saddest mourners felt it to be revealed that mortal +griefs are but shadowy and external; no more than the sable robes +voluminously shrouding a certain divine reality, and thus indicating +what might otherwise be altogether invisible to mortal eye. + +“Just now,” remarked the trembling old woman, “I seemed to see beyond +the outside. And then my everlasting tremor passed away!” + +“Would that I could dwell always in these momentary gleams of light!” +said the man of stricken conscience. “Then the blood-stain in my heart +would be washed clean away.” + +This strain of conversation appeared so unintelligibly absurd to good +Mr. Smith, that he burst into precisely the fit of laughter which his +physicians had warned him against, as likely to prove instantaneously +fatal. In effect, he fell back in his chair a corpse, with a broad grin +upon his face, while his ghost, perchance, remained beside it +bewildered at its unpremeditated exit. This catastrophe of course broke +up the festival. + +“How is this? You do not tremble!” observed the tremulous old woman to +Gervayse Hastings, who was gazing at the dead man with singular +intentness. “Is it not awful to see him so suddenly vanish out of the +midst of life,—this man of flesh and blood, whose earthly nature was so +warm and strong? There is a never-ending tremor in my soul, but it +trembles afresh at, this! And you are calm!” + +“Would that he could teach me somewhat!” said Gervayse Hastings, +drawing a long breath. “Men pass before me like shadows on the wall; +their actions, passions, feelings, are flickerings of the light, and +then they vanish! Neither the corpse, nor yonder skeleton, nor this old +woman’s everlasting tremor, can give me what I seek.” + +And then the company departed. + +We cannot linger to narrate, in such detail, more circumstances of +these singular festivals, which, in accordance with the founder’s will, +continued to be kept with the regularity of an established institution. +In process of time the stewards adopted the custom of inviting, from +far and near, those individuals whose misfortunes were prominent above +other men’s, and whose mental and moral development might, therefore, +be supposed to possess a corresponding interest. The exiled noble of +the French Revolution, and the broken soldier of the Empire, were alike +represented at the table. Fallen monarchs, wandering about the earth, +have found places at that forlorn and miserable feast. The statesman, +when his party flung him off, might, if he chose it, be once more a +great man for the space of a single banquet. Aaron Burr’s name appears +on the record at a period when his ruin—the profoundest and most +striking, with more of moral circumstance in it than that of almost any +other man—was complete in his lonely age. Stephen Guard, when his +wealth weighed upon him like a mountain, once sought admittance of his +own accord. It is not probable, however, that these men had any lesson +to teach in the lore of discontent and misery which might not equally +well have been studied in the common walks of life. Illustrious +unfortunates attract a wider sympathy, not because their griefs are +more intense, but because, being set on lofty pedestals, they the +better serve mankind as instances and bywords of calamity. + +It concerns our present purpose to say that, at each successive +festival, Gervayse Hastings showed his face, gradually changing from +the smooth beauty of his youth to the thoughtful comeliness of manhood, +and thence to the bald, impressive dignity of age. He was the only +individual invariably present. Yet on every occasion there were +murmurs, both from those who knew his character and position, and from +them whose hearts shrank back as denying his companionship in their +mystic fraternity. + +“Who is this impassive man?” had been asked a hundred times. “Has he +suffered? Has he sinned? There are no traces of either. Then wherefore +is he here?” + +“You must inquire of the stewards or of himself,” was the constant +reply. “We seem to know him well here in our city, and know nothing of +him but what is creditable and fortunate. Yet hither he comes, year +after year, to this gloomy banquet, and sits among the guests like a +marble statue. Ask yonder skeleton, perhaps that may solve the riddle!” + +It was in truth a wonder. The life of Gervayse Hastings was not merely +a prosperous, but a brilliant one. Everything had gone well with him. +He was wealthy, far beyond the expenditure that was required by habits +of magnificence, a taste of rare purity and cultivation, a love of +travel, a scholar’s instinct to collect a splendid library, and, +moreover, what seemed a magnificent liberality to the distressed. He +had sought happiness, and not vainly, if a lovely and tender wife, and +children of fair promise, could insure it. He had, besides, ascended +above the limit which separates the obscure from the distinguished, and +had won a stainless reputation in affairs of the widest public +importance. Not that he was a popular character, or had within him the +mysterious attributes which are essential to that species of success. +To the public he was a cold abstraction, wholly destitute of those rich +lines of personality, that living warmth, and the peculiar faculty of +stamping his own heart’s impression on a multitude of hearts, by which +the people recognize their favorites. And it must be owned that, after +his most intimate associates had done their best to know him +thoroughly, and love him warmly, they were startled to find how little +hold he had upon their affections. They approved, they admired, but +still in those moments when the human spirit most craves reality, they +shrank back from Gervayse Hastings, as powerless to give them what they +sought. It was the feeling of distrustful regret with which we should +draw back the hand after extending it, in an illusive twilight, to +grasp the hand of a shadow upon the wall. + +As the superficial fervency of youth decayed, this peculiar effect of +Gervayse Hastings’s character grew more perceptible. His children, when +he extended his arms, came coldly to his knees, but never climbed them +of their own accord. His wife wept secretly, and almost adjudged +herself a criminal because she shivered in the chill of his bosom. He, +too, occasionally appeared not unconscious of the chillness of his +moral atmosphere, and willing, if it might be so, to warm himself at a +kindly fire. But age stole onward and benumbed him snore and more. As +the hoar-frost began to gather on him his wife went to her grave, and +was doubtless warmer there; his children either died or were scattered +to different homes of their own; and old Gervayse Hastings, unscathed +by grief,—alone, but needing no companionship,—continued his steady +walk through life, and still one very Christmas day attended at the +dismal banquet. His privilege as a guest had become prescriptive now. +Had he claimed the head of the table, even the skeleton would have been +ejected from its seat. + +Finally, at the merry Christmas-tide, when he had numbered fourscore +years complete, this pale, highbrowed, marble-featured old man once +more entered the long-frequented hall, with the same impassive aspect +that had called forth so much dissatisfied remark at his first +attendance. Time, except in matters merely external, had done nothing +for him, either of good or evil. As he took his place he threw a calm, +inquiring glance around the table, as if to ascertain whether any guest +had yet appeared, after so many unsuccessful banquets, who might impart +to him the mystery—the deep, warm secret—the life within the +life—which, whether manifested in joy or sorrow, is what gives +substance to a world of shadows. + +“My friends,” said Gervayse Hastings, assuming a position which his +long conversance with the festival caused to appear natural, “you are +welcome! I drink to you all in this cup of sepulchral wine.” + +The guests replied courteously, but still in a manner that proved them +unable to receive the old man as a member of their sad fraternity. It +may be well to give the reader an idea of the present company at the +banquet. + +One was formerly a clergyman, enthusiastic in his profession, and +apparently of the genuine dynasty of those old Puritan divines whose +faith in their calling, and stern exercise of it, had placed them among +the mighty of the earth. But yielding to the speculative tendency of +the age, he had gone astray from the firm foundation of an ancient +faith, and wandered into a cloud-region, where everything was misty and +deceptive, ever mocking him with a semblance of reality, but still +dissolving when he flung himself upon it for support and rest. His +instinct and early training demanded something steadfast; but, looking +forward, he beheld vapors piled on vapors, and behind him an impassable +gulf between the man of yesterday and to-day, on the borders of which +he paced to and fro, sometimes wringing his hands in agony, and often +making his own woe a theme of scornful merriment. This surely was a +miserable man. Next, there was a theorist,—one of a numerous tribe, +although he deemed himself unique since the creation,—a theorist, who +had conceived a plan by which all the wretchedness of earth, moral and +physical, might be done away, and the bliss of the millennium at once +accomplished. But, the incredulity of mankind debarring him from +action, he was smitten with as much grief as if the whole mass of woe +which he was denied the opportunity to remedy were crowded into his own +bosom. A plain old man in black attracted much of the company’s notice, +on the supposition that he was no other than Father Miller, who, it +seemed, had given himself up to despair at the tedious delay of the +final conflagration. Then there was a man distinguished for native +pride and obstinacy, who, a little while before, had possessed immense +wealth, and held the control of a vast moneyed interest which he had +wielded in the same spirit as a despotic monarch would wield the power +of his empire, carrying on a tremendous moral warfare, the roar and +tremor of which was felt at every fireside in the land. At length came +a crushing ruin,—a total overthrow of fortune, power, and +character,—the effect of which on his imperious and, in many respects, +noble and lofty nature might have entitled him to a place, not merely +at our festival, but among the peers of Pandemonium. + +There was a modern philanthropist, who had become so deeply sensible of +the calamities of thousands and millions of his fellow-creatures, and +of the impracticableness of any general measures for their relief, that +he had no heart to do what little good lay immediately within his +power, but contented himself with being miserable for sympathy. Near +him sat a gentleman in a predicament hitherto unprecedented, but of +which the present epoch probably affords numerous examples. Ever since +he was of capacity to read a newspaper, this person had prided himself +on his consistent adherence to one political party, but, in the +confusion of these latter days, had got bewildered and knew not +whereabouts his party was. This wretched condition, so morally desolate +and disheartening to a man who has long accustomed himself to merge his +individuality in the mass of a great body, can only be conceived by +such as have experienced it. His next companion was a popular orator +who had lost his voice, and—as it was pretty much all that he had to +lose—had fallen into a state of hopeless melancholy. The table was +likewise graced by two of the gentler sex,—one, a half-starved, +consumptive seamstress, the representative of thousands just as +wretched; the other, a woman of unemployed energy, who found herself in +the world with nothing to achieve, nothing to enjoy, and nothing even +to suffer. She had, therefore, driven herself to the verge of madness +by dark broodings over the wrongs of her sex, and its exclusion from a +proper field of action. The roll of guests being thus complete, a +side-table had been set for three or four disappointed office-seekers, +with hearts as sick as death, whom the stewards had admitted partly +because their calamities really entitled them to entrance here, and +partly that they were in especial need of a good dinner. There was +likewise a homeless dog, with his tail between his legs, licking up the +crumbs and gnawing the fragments of the feast,—such a melancholy cur as +one sometimes sees about the streets without a master, and willing to +follow the first that will accept his service. + +In their own way, these were as wretched a set of people as ever had +assembled at the festival. There they sat, with the veiled skeleton of +the founder holding aloft the cypress-wreath, at one end of the table, +and at the other, wrapped in furs, the withered figure of Gervayse +Hastings, stately, calm, and cold, impressing the company with awe, yet +so little interesting their sympathy that he might have vanished into +thin air without their once exclaiming, “Whither is he gone?” + +“Sir,” said the philanthropist, addressing the old man, “you have been +so long a guest at this annual festival, and have thus been conversant +with so many varieties of human affliction, that, not improbably, you +have thence derived some great and important lessons. How blessed were +your lot could you reveal a secret by which all this mass of woe might +be removed!” + +“I know of but one misfortune,” answered Gervayse Hastings, quietly, +“and that is my own.” + +“Your own!” rejoined the philanthropist. “And looking back on your +serene and prosperous life, how can you claim to be the sole +unfortunate of the human race?” + +“You will not understand it,” replied Gervayse Hastings, feebly, and +with a singular inefficiency of pronunciation, and sometimes putting +one word for another. “None have understood it, not even those who +experience the like. It is a chillness, a want of earnestness, a +feeling as if what should be my heart were a thing of vapor, a haunting +perception of unreality! Thus seeming to possess all that other men +have, all that men aim at, I have really possessed nothing, neither joy +nor griefs. All things, all persons,—as was truly said to me at this +table long and long ago,—have been like shadows flickering on the wall. +It was so with my wife and children, with those who seemed my friends: +it is so with yourselves, whom I see now before one. Neither have I +myself any real existence, but am a shadow like the rest.” + +“And how is it with your views of a future life?” inquired the +speculative clergyman. + +“Worse than with you,” said the old man, in a hollow and feeble tone; +“for I cannot conceive it earnestly enough to feel either hope or fear. +Mine,—mine is the wretchedness! This cold heart,—this unreal life! Ah! +it grows colder still.” + +It so chanced that at this juncture the decayed ligaments of the +skeleton gave way, and the dry hones fell together in a heap, thus +causing the dusty wreath of cypress to drop upon the table. The +attention of the company being thus diverted for a single instant from +Gervayse Hastings, they perceived, on turning again towards him, that +the old man had undergone a change. His shadow had ceased to flicker on +the wall. + + +“Well, Rosina, what is your criticism?” asked Roderick, as he rolled up +the manuscript. + +“Frankly, your success is by no means complete,” replied she. “It is +true, I have an idea of the character you endeavor to describe; but it +is rather by dint of my own thought than your expression.” + +“That is unavoidable,” observed the sculptor, “because the +characteristics are all negative. If Gervayse Hastings could have +imbibed one human grief at the gloomy banquet, the task of describing +him would have been infinitely easier. Of such persons—and we do meet +with these moral monsters now and then—it is difficult to conceive how +they came to exist here, or what there is in them capable of existence +hereafter. 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My former sad experience, as you know, has gifted me with +some degree of insight into the gloomy mysteries of the human heart, through +which I have wandered like one astray in a dark cavern, with his torch fast +flickering to extinction. But this man, this class of men, is a hopeless +puzzle.” +</p> + +<p> +“Well, but propound him,” said the sculptor. “Let us have an idea of hint, to +begin with.” +</p> + +<p> +“Why, indeed,” replied Roderick, “he is such a being as I could conceive you to +carve out of marble, and some yet unrealized perfection of human science to +endow with an exquisite mockery of intellect; but still there lacks the last +inestimable touch of a divine Creator. He looks like a man; and, perchance, +like a better specimen of man than you ordinarily meet. You might esteem him +wise; he is capable of cultivation and refinement, and has at least an external +conscience; but the demands that spirit makes upon spirit are precisely those +to which he cannot respond. When at last you come close to him you find him +chill and unsubstantial,—a mere vapor.” +</p> + +<p> +“I believe,” said Rosina, “I have a glimmering idea of what you mean.” +</p> + +<p> +“Then be thankful,” answered her husband, smiling; “but do not anticipate any +further illumination from what I am about to read. I have here imagined such a +man to be—what, probably, he never is—conscious of the deficiency +in his spiritual organization. Methinks the result would be a sense of cold +unreality wherewith he would go shivering through the world, longing to +exchange his load of ice for any burden of real grief that fate could fling +upon a human being.” +</p> + +<p> +Contenting himself with this preface, Roderick began to read. +</p> + +<p class="p2"> + +In a certain old gentleman’s last will and testament there appeared a bequest, +which, as his final thought and deed, was singularly in keeping with a long +life of melancholy eccentricity. He devised a considerable sum for establishing +a fund, the interest of which was to be expended, annually forever, in +preparing a Christmas Banquet for ten of the most miserable persons that could +be found. It seemed not to be the testator’s purpose to make these half a score +of sad hearts merry, but to provide that the stern or fierce expression of +human discontent should not be drowned, even for that one holy and joyful day, +amid the acclamations of festal gratitude which all Christendom sends up. And +he desired, likewise, to perpetuate his own remonstrance against the earthly +course of Providence, and his sad and sour dissent from those systems of +religion or philosophy which either find sunshine in the world or draw it down +from heaven. +</p> + +<p> +The task of inviting the guests, or of selecting among such as might advance +their claims to partake of this dismal hospitality, was confided to the two +trustees or stewards of the fund. These gentlemen, like their deceased friend, +were sombre humorists, who made it their principal occupation to number the +sable threads in the web of human life, and drop all the golden ones out of the +reckoning. They performed their present office with integrity and judgment. The +aspect of the assembled company, on the day of the first festival, might not, +it is true, have satisfied every beholder that these were especially the +individuals, chosen forth from all the world, whose griefs were worthy to stand +as indicators of the mass of human suffering. Yet, after due consideration, it +could not be disputed that here was a variety of hopeless discomfort, which, if +it sometimes arose from causes apparently inadequate, was thereby only the +shrewder imputation against the nature and mechanism of life. +</p> + +<p> +The arrangements and decorations of the banquet were probably intended to +signify that death in life which had been the testator’s definition of +existence. The hall, illuminated by torches, was hung round with curtains of +deep and dusky purple, and adorned with branches of cypress and wreaths of +artificial flowers, imitative of such as used to be strewn over the dead. A +sprig of parsley was laid by every plate. The main reservoir of wine, was a +sepulchral urn of silver, whence the liquor was distributed around the table in +small vases, accurately copied from those that held the tears of ancient +mourners. Neither had the stewards—if it were their taste that arranged +these details—forgotten the fantasy of the old Egyptians, who seated a +skeleton at every festive board, and mocked their own merriment with the +imperturbable grin of a death’s-head. Such a fearful guest, shrouded in a black +mantle, sat now at the head of the table. It was whispered, I know not with +what truth, that the testator himself had once walked the visible world with +the machinery of that sane skeleton, and that it was one of the stipulations of +his will, that he should thus be permitted to sit, from year to year, at the +banquet which he had instituted. If so, it was perhaps covertly implied that he +had cherished no hopes of bliss beyond the grave to compensate for the evils +which he felt or imagined here. And if, in their bewildered conjectures as to +the purpose of earthly existence, the banqueters should throw aside the veil, +and cast an inquiring glance at this figure of death, as seeking thence the +solution otherwise unattainable, the only reply would be a stare of the vacant +eye-caverns and a grin of the skeleton jaws. Such was the response that the +dead man had fancied himself to receive when he asked of Death to solve the +riddle of his life; and it was his desire to repeat it when the guests of his +dismal hospitality should find themselves perplexed with the same question. +</p> + +<p> +“What means that wreath?” asked several of the company, while viewing the +decorations of the table. +</p> + +<p> +They alluded to a wreath of cypress, which was held on high by a skeleton arm, +protruding from within the black mantle. +</p> + +<p> +“It is a crown,” said one of the stewards, “not for the worthiest, but for the +wofulest, when he shall prove his claim to it.” +</p> + +<p> +The guest earliest bidden to the festival was a man of soft and gentle +character, who had not energy to struggle against the heavy despondency to +which his temperament rendered him liable; and therefore with nothing outwardly +to excuse him from happiness, he had spent a life of quiet misery that made his +blood torpid, and weighed upon his breath, and sat like a ponderous night-fiend +upon every throb of his unresisting heart. His wretchedness seemed as deep as +his original nature, if not identical with it. It was the misfortune of a +second guest to cherish within his bosom a diseased heart, which had become so +wretchedly sore that the continual and unavoidable rubs of the world, the blow +of an enemy, the careless jostle of a stranger, and even the faithful and +loving touch of a friend, alike made ulcers in it. As is the habit of people +thus afflicted, he found his chief employment in exhibiting these miserable +sores to any who would give themselves the pain of viewing them. A third guest +was a hypochondriac, whose imagination wrought necromancy in his outward and +inward world, and caused him to see monstrous faces in the household fire, and +dragons in the clouds of sunset, and fiends in the guise of beautiful women, +and something ugly or wicked beneath all the pleasant surfaces of nature. His +neighbor at table was one who, in his early youth, had trusted mankind too +much, and hoped too highly in their behalf, and, in meeting with many +disappointments, had become desperately soured. For several years back this +misanthrope bad employed himself in accumulating motives for hating and +despising his race,—such as murder, lust, treachery, ingratitude, +faithlessness of trusted friends, instinctive vices of children, impurity of +women, hidden guilt in men of saint-like aspect,—and, in short, all +manner of black realities that sought to decorate themselves with outward grace +or glory. But at every atrocious fact that was added to his catalogue, at every +increase of the sad knowledge which he spent his life to collect, the native +impulses of the poor man’s loving and confiding heart made him groan with +anguish. Next, with his heavy brow bent downward, there stole into the hall a +man naturally earnest and impassioned, who, from his immemorial infancy, had +felt the consciousness of a high message to the world; but, essaying to deliver +it, had found either no voice or form of speech, or else no ears to listen. +Therefore his whole life was a bitter questioning of himself: “Why have not men +acknowledged my mission? Am I not a self-deluding fool? What business have I on +earth? Where is my grave?” Throughout the festival, he quaffed frequent +draughts from the sepulchral urn of wine, hoping thus to quench the celestial +fire that tortured his own breast and could not benefit his race. +</p> + +<p> +Then there entered, having flung away a ticket for a ball, a gay gallant of +yesterday, who had found four or five wrinkles in his brow, and more gray hairs +than he could well number on his head. Endowed with sense and feeling, he had +nevertheless spent his youth in folly, but had reached at last that dreary +point in life where Folly quits us of her own accord, leaving us to make +friends with Wisdom if we can. Thus, cold and desolate, he had come to seek +Wisdom at the banquet, and wondered if the skeleton were she. To eke out the +company, the stewards had invited a distressed poet from his home in the +almshouse, and a melancholy idiot from the street-corner. The latter had just +the glimmering of sense that was sufficient to make him conscious of a vacancy, +which the poor fellow, all his life long, had mistily sought to fill up with +intelligence, wandering up and down the streets, and groaning miserably because +his attempts were ineffectual. The only lady in the hall was one who had fallen +short of absolute and perfect beauty, merely by the trifling defect of a slight +cast in her left eye. But this blemish, minute as it was, so shocked the pure +ideal of her soul, rather than her vanity, that she passed her life in +solitude, and veiled her countenance even from her own gaze. So the skeleton +sat shrouded at one end of the table, and this poor lady at the other. +</p> + +<p> +One other guest remains to be described. He was a young man of smooth brow, +fair cheek, and fashionable mien. So far as his exterior developed him, he +might much more suitably have found a place at some merry Christmas table, than +have been numbered among the blighted, fate-stricken, fancy-tortured set of +ill-starred banqueters. Murmurs arose among the guests as they noted, the +glance of general scrutiny which the intruder threw over his companions. What +had he to do among them? Why did not the skeleton of the dead founder of the +feast unbend its rattling joints, arise, and motion the unwelcome stranger from +the board? +</p> + +<p> +“Shameful!” said the morbid man, while a new ulcer broke out in his heart. “He +comes to mock us! we shall be the jest of his tavern friends I—he will +make a farce of our miseries, and bring it out upon the stage!” +</p> + +<p> +“O, never mind him!” said the hypochondriac, smiling sourly. “He shall feast +from yonder tureen of viper-soup; and if there is a fricassee of scorpions on +the table, pray let him have his share of it. For the dessert, he shall taste +the apples of Sodom, then, if he like our Christmas fare, let him return again +next year!” +</p> + +<p> +“Trouble him not,” murmured the melancholy man, with gentleness. “What matters +it whether the consciousness of misery come a few years sooner or later? If +this youth deem himself happy now, yet let him sit with us for the sake of the +wretchedness to come.” +</p> + +<p> +The poor idiot approached the young man with that mournful aspect of vacant +inquiry which his face continually wore, and which caused people to say that he +was always in search of his missing wits. After no little examination he +touched the stranger’s hand, but immediately drew back his own, shaking his +head and shivering. +</p> + +<p> +“Cold, cold, cold!” muttered the idiot. +</p> + +<p> +The young man shivered too, and smiled. +</p> + +<p> +“Gentlemen, and you, madam,” said one of the stewards of the festival, “do not +conceive so ill either of our caution or judgment, as to imagine that we have +admitted this young stranger—Gervayse Hastings by name—without a +full investigation and thoughtful balance of his claims. Trust me, not a guest +at the table is better entitled to his seat.” +</p> + +<p> +The steward’s guaranty was perforce satisfactory. The company, therefore, took +their places, and addressed themselves to the serious business of the feast, +but were soon disturbed by the hypochondriac, who thrust back his chair, +complaining that a dish of stewed toads and vipers was set before him, and that +there was green ditchwater in his cup of wine. This mistake being amended, he +quietly resumed his seat. The wine, as it flowed freely from the sepulchral +urn, seemed to come imbued with all gloomy inspirations; so that its influence +was not to cheer, but either to sink the revellers into a deeper melancholy, or +elevate their spirits to an enthusiasm of wretchedness. The conversation was +various. They told sad stories about people who might have been Worthy guests +at such a festival as the present. They talked of grisly incidents in human +history; of strange crimes, which, if truly considered, were but convulsions of +agony; of some lives that had been altogether wretched, and of others, which, +wearing a general semblance of happiness, had yet been deformed, sooner or +later, by misfortune, as by the intrusion of a grim face at a banquet; of +death-bed scenes, and what dark intimations might be gathered from the words of +dying men; of suicide, and whether the more eligible mode were by halter, +knife, poison, drowning, gradual starvation, or the fumes of charcoal. The +majority of the guests, as is the custom with people thoroughly and profoundly +sick at heart, were anxious to make their own woes the theme of discussion, and +prove themselves most excellent in anguish. The misanthropist went deep into +the philosophy of evil, and wandered about in the darkness, with now and then a +gleam of discolored light hovering on ghastly shapes and horrid scenery. Many a +miserable thought, such as men have stumbled upon from age to age, did he now +rake up again, and gloat over it as an inestimable gem, a diamond, a treasure +far preferable to those bright, spiritual revelations of a better world, which +are like precious stones from heaven’s pavement. And then, amid his lore of +wretchedness he hid his face and wept. +</p> + +<p> +It was a festival at which the woful man of Uz might suitably have been a +guest, together with all, in each succeeding age, who have tasted deepest of +the bitterness of life. And be it said, too, that every son or daughter of +woman, however favored with happy fortune, might, at one sad moment or another, +have claimed the privilege of a stricken heart, to sit down at this table. But, +throughout the feast, it was remarked that the young stranger, Gervayse +Hastings, was unsuccessful in his attempts to catch its pervading spirit. At +any deep, strong thought that found utterance, and which was torn out, as it +were, from the saddest recesses of human consciousness, he looked mystified and +bewildered; even more than the poor idiot, who seemed to grasp at such things +with his earnest heart, and thus occasionally to comprehend them. The young +man’s conversation was of a colder and lighter kind, often brilliant, but +lacking the powerful characteristics of a nature that had been developed by +suffering. +</p> + +<p> +“Sir,” said the misanthropist, bluntly, in reply to some observation by +Gervayse Hastings, “pray do not address me again. We have no right to talk +together. Our minds have nothing in common. By what claim you appear at this +banquet I cannot guess; but methinks, to a man who could say what you have just +now said, my companions and myself must seem no more than shadows flickering on +the wall. And precisely such a shadow are you to us.” +</p> + +<p> +The young man smiled and bowed, but, drawing himself back in his chair, he +buttoned his coat over his breast, as if the banqueting-ball were growing +chill. Again the idiot fixed his melancholy stare upon the youth, and murmured, +“Cold! cold! cold!” +</p> + +<p> +The banquet drew to its conclusion, and the guests departed. Scarcely had they +stepped across the threshold of the hall, when the scene that had there passed +seemed like the vision of a sick fancy, or an exhalation from a stagnant heart. +Now and then, however, during the year that ensued, these melancholy people +caught glimpses of one another, transient, indeed, but enough to prove that +they walked the earth with the ordinary allotment of reality. Sometimes a pair +of them came face to face, while stealing through the evening twilight, +enveloped in their sable cloaks. Sometimes they casually met in churchyards. +Once, also, it happened that two of the dismal banqueters mutually started at +recognizing each other in the noonday sunshine of a crowded street, stalking +there like ghosts astray. Doubtless they wondered why the skeleton did not come +abroad at noonday too. +</p> + +<p> +But whenever the necessity of their affairs compelled these Christmas guests +into the bustling world, they were sure to encounter the young man who had so +unaccountably been admitted to the festival. They saw him among the gay and +fortunate; they caught the sunny sparkle of his eye; they heard the light and +careless tones of his voice, and muttered to themselves with such indignation +as only the aristocracy of wretchedness could kindle, “The traitor! The vile +impostor! Providence, in its own good time, may give him a right to feast among +us!” But the young man’s unabashed eye dwelt upon their gloomy figures as they +passed him, seeming to say, perchance with somewhat of a sneer, “First, know my +secret then, measure your claims with mine!” +</p> + +<p> +The step of Time stole onward, and soon brought merry Christmas round again, +with glad and solemn worship in the churches, and sports, games, festivals, and +everywhere the bright face of Joy beside the household fire. Again likewise the +hall, with its curtains of dusky purple, was illuminated by the death-torches +gleaming on the sepulchral decorations of the banquet. The veiled, skeleton sat +in state, lifting the cypress-wreath above its head, as the guerdon of some +guest illustrious in the qualifications which there claimed precedence. As the +stewards deemed the world inexhaustible in misery, and were desirous of +recognizing it in all its forms, they had not seen fit to reassemble the +company of the former year. New faces now threw their gloom across the table. +</p> + +<p> +There was a man of nice conscience, who bore a blood-stain in his +heart—the death of a fellow-creature—which, for his more exquisite +torture, had chanced with such a peculiarity of circumstances, that he could +not absolutely determine whether his will had entered into the deed or not. +Therefore, his whole life was spent in the agony of an inward trial for murder, +with a continual sifting of the details of his terrible calamity, until his +mind had no longer any thought, nor his soul any emotion, disconnected with it, +There was a mother, too,—a mother once, but a desolation now,—who, +many years before, had gone out on a pleasure-party, and, returning, found her +infant smothered in its little bed. And ever since she has been tortured with +the fantasy that her buried baby lay smothering in its coffin. Then there was +an aged lady, who had lived from time immemorial with a constant tremor +quivering through her-frame. It was terrible to discern her dark shadow +tremulous upon the wall; her lips, likewise, were tremulous; and the expression +of her eye seemed to indicate that her soul was trembling too. Owing to the +bewilderment and confusion which made almost a chaos of her intellect, it was +impossible to discover what dire misfortune had thus shaken her nature to its +depths; so that the stewards had admitted her to the table, not from any +acquaintance with her history, but on the safe testimony of her miserable +aspect. Some surprise was expressed at the presence of a bluff, red-faced +gentleman, a certain Mr. Smith, who had evidently the fat of many a rich feast +within him, and the habitual twinkle of whose eye betrayed a disposition to +break forth into uproarious laughter for little cause or none. It turned out, +however, that, with the best possible flow of spirits, our poor friend was +afflicted with a physical disease of the heart, which threatened instant death +on the slightest cachinnatory indulgence, or even that titillation of the +bodily frame produced by merry thoughts. In this dilemma he had sought +admittance to the banquet, on the ostensible plea of his irksome and miserable +state, but, in reality, with the hope of imbibing a life-preserving melancholy. +</p> + +<p> +A married couple had been invited from a motive of bitter humor, it being well +understood that they rendered each other unutterably miserable whenever they +chanced to meet, and therefore must necessarily be fit associates at the +festival. In contrast with these was another couple still unmarried, who had +interchanged their hearts in early life, but had been divided by circumstances +as impalpable as morning mist, and kept apart so long that their spirits now +found it impossible to meet, Therefore, yearning for communion, yet shrinking +from one another and choosing none beside, they felt themselves companionless +in life, and looked upon eternity as a boundless desert. Next to the skeleton +sat a mere son of earth,—a hunter of the Exchange,—a gatherer of +shining dust,—a man whose life’s record was in his ledger, and whose +soul’s prison-house the vaults of the bank where he kept his deposits. This +person had been greatly perplexed at his invitation, deeming himself one of the +most fortunate men in the city; but the stewards persisted in demanding his +presence, assuring him that he had no conception how miserable he was. +</p> + +<p> +And now appeared a figure which we must acknowledge as our acquaintance of the +former festival. It was Gervayse Hastings, whose presence had then caused so +much question and criticism, and who now took his place with the composure of +one whose claims were satisfactory to himself and must needs be allowed by +others. Yet his easy and unruffled face betrayed no sorrow. +</p> + +<p> +The well-skilled beholders gazed a moment into his eyes and shook their heads, +to miss the unuttered sympathy—the countersign never to be +falsified—of those whose hearts are cavern-mouths through which they +descend into a region of illimitable woe and recognize other wanderers there. +</p> + +<p> +“Who is this youth?” asked the man with a bloodstain on his conscience. “Surely +he has never gone down into the depths! I know all the aspects of those who +have passed through the dark valley. By what right is he among us?” +</p> + +<p> +“Ah, it is a sinful thing to come hither without a sorrow,” murmured the aged +lady, in accents that partook of the eternal tremor which pervaded her whole +being “Depart, young man! Your soul has never been shaken, and, therefore, I +tremble so much the more to look at you.” +</p> + +<p> +“His soul shaken! No; I’ll answer for it,” said bluff Mr. Smith, pressing his +hand upon his heart and making himself as melancholy as he could, for fear of a +fatal explosion of laughter. “I know the lad well; he has as fair prospects as +any young man about town, and has no more right among us miserable creatures +than the child unborn. He never was miserable and probably never will be!” +</p> + +<p> +“Our honored guests,” interposed the stewards, “pray have patience with us, and +believe, at least, that our deep veneration for the sacredness of this +solemnity would preclude any wilful violation of it. Receive this young man to +your table. It may not be too much to say, that no guest here would exchange +his own heart for the one that beats within that youthful bosom!” +</p> + +<p> +“I’d call it a bargain, and gladly, too,” muttered Mr. Smith, with a perplexing +mixture of sadness and mirthful conceit. “A plague upon their nonsense! My own +heart is the only really miserable one in the company; it will certainly be the +death of me at last!” +</p> + +<p> +Nevertheless, as on the former occasion, the judgment of the stewards being +without appeal, the company sat down. The obnoxious guest made no more attempt +to obtrude his conversation on those about him, but appeared to listen to the +table-talk with peculiar assiduity, as if some inestimable secret, otherwise +beyond his reach, might be conveyed in a casual word. And in truth, to those +who could understand and value it, there was rich matter in the upgushings and +outpourings of these initiated souls to whom sorrow had been a talisman, +admitting them into spiritual depths which no other spell can open. Sometimes +out of the midst of densest gloom there flashed a momentary radiance, pure as +crystal, bright as the flame of stars, and shedding such a glow upon the +mysteries of life, that the guests were ready to exclaim, “Surely the riddle is +on the point of being solved!” At such illuminated intervals the saddest +mourners felt it to be revealed that mortal griefs are but shadowy and +external; no more than the sable robes voluminously shrouding a certain divine +reality, and thus indicating what might otherwise be altogether invisible to +mortal eye. +</p> + +<p> +“Just now,” remarked the trembling old woman, “I seemed to see beyond the +outside. And then my everlasting tremor passed away!” +</p> + +<p> +“Would that I could dwell always in these momentary gleams of light!” said the +man of stricken conscience. “Then the blood-stain in my heart would be washed +clean away.” +</p> + +<p> +This strain of conversation appeared so unintelligibly absurd to good Mr. +Smith, that he burst into precisely the fit of laughter which his physicians +had warned him against, as likely to prove instantaneously fatal. In effect, he +fell back in his chair a corpse, with a broad grin upon his face, while his +ghost, perchance, remained beside it bewildered at its unpremeditated exit. +This catastrophe of course broke up the festival. +</p> + +<p> +“How is this? You do not tremble!” observed the tremulous old woman to Gervayse +Hastings, who was gazing at the dead man with singular intentness. “Is it not +awful to see him so suddenly vanish out of the midst of life,—this man of +flesh and blood, whose earthly nature was so warm and strong? There is a +never-ending tremor in my soul, but it trembles afresh at, this! And you are +calm!” +</p> + +<p> +“Would that he could teach me somewhat!” said Gervayse Hastings, drawing a long +breath. “Men pass before me like shadows on the wall; their actions, passions, +feelings, are flickerings of the light, and then they vanish! Neither the +corpse, nor yonder skeleton, nor this old woman’s everlasting tremor, can give +me what I seek.” +</p> + +<p> +And then the company departed. +</p> + +<p> +We cannot linger to narrate, in such detail, more circumstances of these +singular festivals, which, in accordance with the founder’s will, continued to +be kept with the regularity of an established institution. In process of time +the stewards adopted the custom of inviting, from far and near, those +individuals whose misfortunes were prominent above other men’s, and whose +mental and moral development might, therefore, be supposed to possess a +corresponding interest. The exiled noble of the French Revolution, and the +broken soldier of the Empire, were alike represented at the table. Fallen +monarchs, wandering about the earth, have found places at that forlorn and +miserable feast. The statesman, when his party flung him off, might, if he +chose it, be once more a great man for the space of a single banquet. Aaron +Burr’s name appears on the record at a period when his ruin—the +profoundest and most striking, with more of moral circumstance in it than that +of almost any other man—was complete in his lonely age. Stephen Guard, +when his wealth weighed upon him like a mountain, once sought admittance of his +own accord. It is not probable, however, that these men had any lesson to teach +in the lore of discontent and misery which might not equally well have been +studied in the common walks of life. Illustrious unfortunates attract a wider +sympathy, not because their griefs are more intense, but because, being set on +lofty pedestals, they the better serve mankind as instances and bywords of +calamity. +</p> + +<p> +It concerns our present purpose to say that, at each successive festival, +Gervayse Hastings showed his face, gradually changing from the smooth beauty of +his youth to the thoughtful comeliness of manhood, and thence to the bald, +impressive dignity of age. He was the only individual invariably present. Yet +on every occasion there were murmurs, both from those who knew his character +and position, and from them whose hearts shrank back as denying his +companionship in their mystic fraternity. +</p> + +<p> +“Who is this impassive man?” had been asked a hundred times. “Has he suffered? +Has he sinned? There are no traces of either. Then wherefore is he here?” +</p> + +<p> +“You must inquire of the stewards or of himself,” was the constant reply. “We +seem to know him well here in our city, and know nothing of him but what is +creditable and fortunate. Yet hither he comes, year after year, to this gloomy +banquet, and sits among the guests like a marble statue. Ask yonder skeleton, +perhaps that may solve the riddle!” +</p> + +<p> +It was in truth a wonder. The life of Gervayse Hastings was not merely a +prosperous, but a brilliant one. Everything had gone well with him. He was +wealthy, far beyond the expenditure that was required by habits of +magnificence, a taste of rare purity and cultivation, a love of travel, a +scholar’s instinct to collect a splendid library, and, moreover, what seemed a +magnificent liberality to the distressed. He had sought happiness, and not +vainly, if a lovely and tender wife, and children of fair promise, could insure +it. He had, besides, ascended above the limit which separates the obscure from +the distinguished, and had won a stainless reputation in affairs of the widest +public importance. Not that he was a popular character, or had within him the +mysterious attributes which are essential to that species of success. To the +public he was a cold abstraction, wholly destitute of those rich lines of +personality, that living warmth, and the peculiar faculty of stamping his own +heart’s impression on a multitude of hearts, by which the people recognize +their favorites. And it must be owned that, after his most intimate associates +had done their best to know him thoroughly, and love him warmly, they were +startled to find how little hold he had upon their affections. They approved, +they admired, but still in those moments when the human spirit most craves +reality, they shrank back from Gervayse Hastings, as powerless to give them +what they sought. It was the feeling of distrustful regret with which we should +draw back the hand after extending it, in an illusive twilight, to grasp the +hand of a shadow upon the wall. +</p> + +<p> +As the superficial fervency of youth decayed, this peculiar effect of Gervayse +Hastings’s character grew more perceptible. His children, when he extended his +arms, came coldly to his knees, but never climbed them of their own accord. His +wife wept secretly, and almost adjudged herself a criminal because she shivered +in the chill of his bosom. He, too, occasionally appeared not unconscious of +the chillness of his moral atmosphere, and willing, if it might be so, to warm +himself at a kindly fire. But age stole onward and benumbed him snore and more. +As the hoar-frost began to gather on him his wife went to her grave, and was +doubtless warmer there; his children either died or were scattered to different +homes of their own; and old Gervayse Hastings, unscathed by grief,—alone, +but needing no companionship,—continued his steady walk through life, and +still one very Christmas day attended at the dismal banquet. His privilege as a +guest had become prescriptive now. Had he claimed the head of the table, even +the skeleton would have been ejected from its seat. +</p> + +<p> +Finally, at the merry Christmas-tide, when he had numbered fourscore years +complete, this pale, highbrowed, marble-featured old man once more entered the +long-frequented hall, with the same impassive aspect that had called forth so +much dissatisfied remark at his first attendance. Time, except in matters +merely external, had done nothing for him, either of good or evil. As he took +his place he threw a calm, inquiring glance around the table, as if to +ascertain whether any guest had yet appeared, after so many unsuccessful +banquets, who might impart to him the mystery—the deep, warm +secret—the life within the life—which, whether manifested in joy or +sorrow, is what gives substance to a world of shadows. +</p> + +<p> +“My friends,” said Gervayse Hastings, assuming a position which his long +conversance with the festival caused to appear natural, “you are welcome! I +drink to you all in this cup of sepulchral wine.” +</p> + +<p> +The guests replied courteously, but still in a manner that proved them unable +to receive the old man as a member of their sad fraternity. It may be well to +give the reader an idea of the present company at the banquet. +</p> + +<p> +One was formerly a clergyman, enthusiastic in his profession, and apparently of +the genuine dynasty of those old Puritan divines whose faith in their calling, +and stern exercise of it, had placed them among the mighty of the earth. But +yielding to the speculative tendency of the age, he had gone astray from the +firm foundation of an ancient faith, and wandered into a cloud-region, where +everything was misty and deceptive, ever mocking him with a semblance of +reality, but still dissolving when he flung himself upon it for support and +rest. His instinct and early training demanded something steadfast; but, +looking forward, he beheld vapors piled on vapors, and behind him an impassable +gulf between the man of yesterday and to-day, on the borders of which he paced +to and fro, sometimes wringing his hands in agony, and often making his own woe +a theme of scornful merriment. This surely was a miserable man. Next, there was +a theorist,—one of a numerous tribe, although he deemed himself unique +since the creation,—a theorist, who had conceived a plan by which all the +wretchedness of earth, moral and physical, might be done away, and the bliss of +the millennium at once accomplished. But, the incredulity of mankind debarring +him from action, he was smitten with as much grief as if the whole mass of woe +which he was denied the opportunity to remedy were crowded into his own bosom. +A plain old man in black attracted much of the company’s notice, on the +supposition that he was no other than Father Miller, who, it seemed, had given +himself up to despair at the tedious delay of the final conflagration. Then +there was a man distinguished for native pride and obstinacy, who, a little +while before, had possessed immense wealth, and held the control of a vast +moneyed interest which he had wielded in the same spirit as a despotic monarch +would wield the power of his empire, carrying on a tremendous moral warfare, +the roar and tremor of which was felt at every fireside in the land. At length +came a crushing ruin,—a total overthrow of fortune, power, and +character,—the effect of which on his imperious and, in many respects, +noble and lofty nature might have entitled him to a place, not merely at our +festival, but among the peers of Pandemonium. +</p> + +<p> +There was a modern philanthropist, who had become so deeply sensible of the +calamities of thousands and millions of his fellow-creatures, and of the +impracticableness of any general measures for their relief, that he had no +heart to do what little good lay immediately within his power, but contented +himself with being miserable for sympathy. Near him sat a gentleman in a +predicament hitherto unprecedented, but of which the present epoch probably +affords numerous examples. Ever since he was of capacity to read a newspaper, +this person had prided himself on his consistent adherence to one political +party, but, in the confusion of these latter days, had got bewildered and knew +not whereabouts his party was. This wretched condition, so morally desolate and +disheartening to a man who has long accustomed himself to merge his +individuality in the mass of a great body, can only be conceived by such as +have experienced it. His next companion was a popular orator who had lost his +voice, and—as it was pretty much all that he had to lose—had fallen +into a state of hopeless melancholy. The table was likewise graced by two of +the gentler sex,—one, a half-starved, consumptive seamstress, the +representative of thousands just as wretched; the other, a woman of unemployed +energy, who found herself in the world with nothing to achieve, nothing to +enjoy, and nothing even to suffer. She had, therefore, driven herself to the +verge of madness by dark broodings over the wrongs of her sex, and its +exclusion from a proper field of action. The roll of guests being thus +complete, a side-table had been set for three or four disappointed +office-seekers, with hearts as sick as death, whom the stewards had admitted +partly because their calamities really entitled them to entrance here, and +partly that they were in especial need of a good dinner. There was likewise a +homeless dog, with his tail between his legs, licking up the crumbs and gnawing +the fragments of the feast,—such a melancholy cur as one sometimes sees +about the streets without a master, and willing to follow the first that will +accept his service. +</p> + +<p> +In their own way, these were as wretched a set of people as ever had assembled +at the festival. There they sat, with the veiled skeleton of the founder +holding aloft the cypress-wreath, at one end of the table, and at the other, +wrapped in furs, the withered figure of Gervayse Hastings, stately, calm, and +cold, impressing the company with awe, yet so little interesting their sympathy +that he might have vanished into thin air without their once exclaiming, +“Whither is he gone?” +</p> + +<p> +“Sir,” said the philanthropist, addressing the old man, “you have been so long +a guest at this annual festival, and have thus been conversant with so many +varieties of human affliction, that, not improbably, you have thence derived +some great and important lessons. How blessed were your lot could you reveal a +secret by which all this mass of woe might be removed!” +</p> + +<p> +“I know of but one misfortune,” answered Gervayse Hastings, quietly, “and that +is my own.” +</p> + +<p> +“Your own!” rejoined the philanthropist. “And looking back on your serene and +prosperous life, how can you claim to be the sole unfortunate of the human +race?” +</p> + +<p> +“You will not understand it,” replied Gervayse Hastings, feebly, and with a +singular inefficiency of pronunciation, and sometimes putting one word for +another. “None have understood it, not even those who experience the like. It +is a chillness, a want of earnestness, a feeling as if what should be my heart +were a thing of vapor, a haunting perception of unreality! Thus seeming to +possess all that other men have, all that men aim at, I have really possessed +nothing, neither joy nor griefs. All things, all persons,—as was truly +said to me at this table long and long ago,—have been like shadows +flickering on the wall. It was so with my wife and children, with those who +seemed my friends: it is so with yourselves, whom I see now before one. Neither +have I myself any real existence, but am a shadow like the rest.” +</p> + +<p> +“And how is it with your views of a future life?” inquired the speculative +clergyman. +</p> + +<p> +“Worse than with you,” said the old man, in a hollow and feeble tone; “for I +cannot conceive it earnestly enough to feel either hope or fear. +Mine,—mine is the wretchedness! This cold heart,—this unreal life! +Ah! it grows colder still.” +</p> + +<p> +It so chanced that at this juncture the decayed ligaments of the skeleton gave +way, and the dry hones fell together in a heap, thus causing the dusty wreath +of cypress to drop upon the table. The attention of the company being thus +diverted for a single instant from Gervayse Hastings, they perceived, on +turning again towards him, that the old man had undergone a change. His shadow +had ceased to flicker on the wall. +</p> + +<p class="p2"> + +“Well, Rosina, what is your criticism?” asked Roderick, as he rolled up the +manuscript. +</p> + +<p> +“Frankly, your success is by no means complete,” replied she. “It is true, I +have an idea of the character you endeavor to describe; but it is rather by +dint of my own thought than your expression.” +</p> + +<p> +“That is unavoidable,” observed the sculptor, “because the characteristics are +all negative. If Gervayse Hastings could have imbibed one human grief at the +gloomy banquet, the task of describing him would have been infinitely easier. +Of such persons—and we do meet with these moral monsters now and +then—it is difficult to conceive how they came to exist here, or what +there is in them capable of existence hereafter. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Christmas Banquet (From "Mosses From An Old Manse") + +Author: Nathaniel Hawthorne + +Posting Date: December 8, 2010 [EBook #9228] +Release Date: November, 2005 +First Posted: September 6, 2003 +[Last Updated: September 28, 2020] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHRISTMAS BANQUET *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger. HTML version by Al Haines. + + + + + + + + + + MOSSES FROM AN OLD MANSE + + By Nathaniel Hawthorne + + THE CHRISTMAS BANQUET + + + [FROM THE UNPUBLISHED "_ALLEGORIES OF THE HEART_."] + + +"I have here attempted," said Roderick, unfolding a few sheets of +manuscript, as he sat with Rosina and the sculptor in the +summer-house,--"I have attempted to seize hold of a personage who +glides past me, occasionally, in my walk through life. My former sad +experience, as you know, has gifted me with some degree of insight +into the gloomy mysteries of the human heart, through which I have +wandered like one astray in a dark cavern, with his torch fast +flickering to extinction. But this man, this class of men, is a +hopeless puzzle." + +"Well, but propound him," said the sculptor. "Let us have an idea +of hint, to begin with." + +"Why, indeed," replied Roderick, "he is such a being as I could +conceive you to carve out of marble, and some yet unrealized +perfection of human science to endow with an exquisite mockery of +intellect; but still there lacks the last inestimable touch of a +divine Creator. He looks like a man; and, perchance, like a better +specimen of man than you ordinarily meet. You might esteem him +wise; he is capable of cultivation and refinement, and has at least +an external conscience; but the demands that spirit makes upon +spirit are precisely those to which he cannot respond. When at last +you come close to him you find him chill and unsubstantial,--a mere +vapor." + +"I believe," said Rosina, "I have a glimmering idea of what you +mean." + +"Then be thankful," answered her husband, smiling; "but do not +anticipate any further illumination from what I am about to read. I +have here imagined such a man to be--what, probably, he never +is--conscious of the deficiency in his spiritual organization. Methinks +the result would be a sense of cold unreality wherewith he would go +shivering through the world, longing to exchange his load of ice for +any burden of real grief that fate could fling upon a human being." + +Contenting himself with this preface, Roderick began to read. + +In a certain old gentleman's last will and testament there appeared +a bequest, which, as his final thought and deed, was singularly in +keeping with a long life of melancholy eccentricity. He devised a +considerable sum for establishing a fund, the interest of which was +to be expended, annually forever, in preparing a Christmas Banquet +for ten of the most miserable persons that could be found. It +seemed not to be the testator's purpose to make these half a score +of sad hearts merry, but to provide that the stern or fierce +expression of human discontent should not be drowned, even for that +one holy and joyful day, amid the acclamations of festal gratitude +which all Christendom sends up. And he desired, likewise, to +perpetuate his own remonstrance against the earthly course of +Providence, and his sad and sour dissent from those systems of +religion or philosophy which either find sunshine in the world or +draw it down from heaven. + +The task of inviting the guests, or of selecting among such as might +advance their claims to partake of this dismal hospitality, was +confided to the two trustees or stewards of the fund. These +gentlemen, like their deceased friend, were sombre humorists, who +made it their principal occupation to number the sable threads in +the web of human life, and drop all the golden ones out of the +reckoning. They performed their present office with integrity and +judgment. The aspect of the assembled company, on the day of the +first festival, might not, it is true, have satisfied every beholder +that these were especially the individuals, chosen forth from all +the world, whose griefs were worthy to stand as indicators of the +mass of human suffering. Yet, after due consideration, it could not +be disputed that here was a variety of hopeless discomfort, which, +if it sometimes arose from causes apparently inadequate, was thereby +only the shrewder imputation against the nature and mechanism of +life. + +The arrangements and decorations of the banquet were probably +intended to signify that death in life which had been the testator's +definition of existence. The hall, illuminated by torches, was hung +round with curtains of deep and dusky purple, and adorned with +branches of cypress and wreaths of artificial flowers, imitative of +such as used to be strewn over the dead. A sprig of parsley was +laid by every plate. The main reservoir of wine, was a sepulchral +urn of silver, whence the liquor was distributed around the table in +small vases, accurately copied from those that held the tears of +ancient mourners. Neither had the stewards--if it were their taste +that arranged these details--forgotten the fantasy of the old +Egyptians, who seated a skeleton at every festive board, and mocked +their own merriment with the imperturbable grin of a death's-head. +Such a fearful guest, shrouded in a black mantle, sat now at the +head of the table. It was whispered, I know not with what truth, +that the testator himself had once walked the visible world with the +machinery of that sane skeleton, and that it was one of the +stipulations of his will, that he should thus be permitted to sit, +from year to year, at the banquet which he had instituted. If so, it +was perhaps covertly implied that he had cherished no hopes of bliss +beyond the grave to compensate for the evils which he felt or +imagined here. And if, in their bewildered conjectures as to the +purpose of earthly existence, the banqueters should throw aside the +veil, and cast an inquiring glance at this figure of death, as +seeking thence the solution otherwise unattainable, the only reply +would be a stare of the vacant eye-caverns and a grin of the +skeleton jaws. Such was the response that the dead man had fancied +himself to receive when he asked of Death to solve the riddle of his +life; and it was his desire to repeat it when the guests of his +dismal hospitality should find themselves perplexed with the same +question. + +"What means that wreath?" asked several of the company, while +viewing the decorations of the table. + +They alluded to a wreath of cypress, which was held on high by a +skeleton arm, protruding from within the black mantle. + +"It is a crown," said one of the stewards, "not for the worthiest, +but for the wofulest, when he shall prove his claim to it." + +The guest earliest bidden to the festival was a man of soft and +gentle character, who had not energy to struggle against the heavy +despondency to which his temperament rendered him liable; and +therefore with nothing outwardly to excuse him from happiness, he +had spent a life of quiet misery that made his blood torpid, and +weighed upon his breath, and sat like a ponderous night-fiend upon +every throb of his unresisting heart. His wretchedness seemed as +deep as his original nature, if not identical with it. It was the +misfortune of a second guest to cherish within his bosom a diseased +heart, which had become so wretchedly sore that the continual and +unavoidable rubs of the world, the blow of an enemy, the careless +jostle of a stranger, and even the faithful and loving touch of a +friend, alike made ulcers in it. As is the habit of people thus +afflicted, he found his chief employment in exhibiting these +miserable sores to any who would give themselves the pain of viewing +them. A third guest was a hypochondriac, whose imagination wrought +necromancy in his outward and inward world, and caused him to see +monstrous faces in the household fire, and dragons in the clouds of +sunset, and fiends in the guise of beautiful women, and something +ugly or wicked beneath all the pleasant surfaces of nature. His +neighbor at table was one who, in his early youth, had trusted +mankind too much, and hoped too highly in their behalf, and, in +meeting with many disappointments, had become desperately soured. +For several years back this misanthrope bad employed himself in +accumulating motives for hating and despising his race,--such as +murder, lust, treachery, ingratitude, faithlessness of trusted +friends, instinctive vices of children, impurity of women, hidden +guilt in men of saint-like aspect,--and, in short, all manner of +black realities that sought to decorate themselves with outward +grace or glory. But at every atrocious fact that was added to his +catalogue, at every increase of the sad knowledge which he spent his +life to collect, the native impulses of the poor man's loving and +confiding heart made him groan with anguish. Next, with his heavy +brow bent downward, there stole into the hall a man naturally +earnest and impassioned, who, from his immemorial infancy, had felt +the consciousness of a high message to the world; but, essaying to +deliver it, had found either no voice or form of speech, or else no +ears to listen. Therefore his whole life was a bitter questioning +of himself: "Why have not men acknowledged my mission? Am I not a +self-deluding fool? What business have I on earth? Where is my +grave?" Throughout the festival, he quaffed frequent draughts from +the sepulchral urn of wine, hoping thus to quench the celestial fire +that tortured his own breast and could not benefit his race. + +Then there entered, having flung away a ticket for a ball, a gay +gallant of yesterday, who had found four or five wrinkles in his +brow, and more gray hairs than he could well number on his head. +Endowed with sense and feeling, he had nevertheless spent his youth +in folly, but had reached at last that dreary point in life where +Folly quits us of her own accord, leaving us to make friends with +Wisdom if we can. Thus, cold and desolate, he had come to seek +Wisdom at the banquet, and wondered if the skeleton were she. To +eke out the company, the stewards had invited a distressed poet from +his home in the almshouse, and a melancholy idiot from the +street-corner. The latter had just the glimmering of sense that was +sufficient to make him conscious of a vacancy, which the poor +fellow, all his life long, had mistily sought to fill up with +intelligence, wandering up and down the streets, and groaning +miserably because his attempts were ineffectual. The only lady in +the hall was one who had fallen short of absolute and perfect +beauty, merely by the trifling defect of a slight cast in her left +eye. But this blemish, minute as it was, so shocked the pure ideal +of her soul, rather than her vanity, that she passed her life in +solitude, and veiled her countenance even from her own gaze. So the +skeleton sat shrouded at one end of the table, and this poor lady at +the other. + +One other guest remains to be described. He was a young man of +smooth brow, fair cheek, and fashionable mien. So far as his +exterior developed him, he might much more suitably have found a +place at some merry Christmas table, than have been numbered among +the blighted, fate-stricken, fancy-tortured set of ill-starred +banqueters. Murmurs arose among the guests as they noted, the +glance of general scrutiny which the intruder threw over his +companions. What had he to do among them? Why did not the skeleton +of the dead founder of the feast unbend its rattling joints, arise, +and motion the unwelcome stranger from the board? + +"Shameful!" said the morbid man, while a new ulcer broke out in his +heart. "He comes to mock us! we shall be the jest of his tavern +friends I--he will make a farce of our miseries, and bring it out +upon the stage!" + +"O, never mind him!" said the hypochondriac, smiling sourly. "He +shall feast from yonder tureen of viper-soup; and if there is a +fricassee of scorpions on the table, pray let him have his share of +it. For the dessert, he shall taste the apples of Sodom, then, if +he like our Christmas fare, let him return again next year!" + +"Trouble him not," murmured the melancholy man, with gentleness. +"What matters it whether the consciousness of misery come a few +years sooner or later? If this youth deem himself happy now, yet +let him sit with us for the sake of the wretchedness to come." + +The poor idiot approached the young man with that mournful aspect of +vacant inquiry which his face continually wore, and which caused +people to say that he was always in search of his missing wits. +After no little examination he touched the stranger's hand, but +immediately drew back his own, shaking his head and shivering. + +"Cold, cold, cold!" muttered the idiot. + +The young man shivered too, and smiled. + +"Gentlemen, and you, madam," said one of the stewards of the +festival, "do not conceive so ill either of our caution or judgment, +as to imagine that we have admitted this young stranger--Gervayse +Hastings by name--without a full investigation and thoughtful +balance of his claims. Trust me, not a guest at the table is better +entitled to his seat." + +The steward's guaranty was perforce satisfactory. The company, +therefore, took their places, and addressed themselves to the +serious business of the feast, but were soon disturbed by the +hypochondriac, who thrust back his chair, complaining that a dish of +stewed toads and vipers was set before him, and that there was green +ditchwater in his cup of wine. This mistake being amended, he +quietly resumed his seat. The wine, as it flowed freely from the +sepulchral urn, seemed to come imbued with all gloomy inspirations; +so that its influence was not to cheer, but either to sink the +revellers into a deeper melancholy, or elevate their spirits to an +enthusiasm of wretchedness. The conversation was various. They +told sad stories about people who might have been Worthy guests at +such a festival as the present. They talked of grisly incidents in +human history; of strange crimes, which, if truly considered, were +but convulsions of agony; of some lives that had been altogether +wretched, and of others, which, wearing a general semblance of +happiness, had yet been deformed, sooner or later, by misfortune, as +by the intrusion of a grim face at a banquet; of death-bed scenes, +and what dark intimations might be gathered from the words of dying +men; of suicide, and whether the more eligible mode were by halter, +knife, poison, drowning, gradual starvation, or the fumes of +charcoal. The majority of the guests, as is the custom with people +thoroughly and profoundly sick at heart, were anxious to make their +own woes the theme of discussion, and prove themselves most +excellent in anguish. The misanthropist went deep into the +philosophy of evil, and wandered about in the darkness, with now and +then a gleam of discolored light hovering on ghastly shapes and +horrid scenery. Many a miserable thought, such as men have stumbled +upon from age to age, did he now rake up again, and gloat over it as +an inestimable gem, a diamond, a treasure far preferable to those +bright, spiritual revelations of a better world, which are like +precious stones from heaven's pavement. And then, amid his lore of +wretchedness he hid his face and wept. + +It was a festival at which the woful man of Uz might suitably have +been a guest, together with all, in each succeeding age, who have +tasted deepest of the bitterness of life. And be it said, too, that +every son or daughter of woman, however favored with happy fortune, +might, at one sad moment or another, have claimed the privilege of a +stricken heart, to sit down at this table. But, throughout the +feast, it was remarked that the young stranger, Gervayse Hastings, +was unsuccessful in his attempts to catch its pervading spirit. At +any deep, strong thought that found utterance, and which was torn +out, as it were, from the saddest recesses of human consciousness, +he looked mystified and bewildered; even more than the poor idiot, +who seemed to grasp at such things with his earnest heart, and thus +occasionally to comprehend them. The young man's conversation was +of a colder and lighter kind, often brilliant, but lacking the +powerful characteristics of a nature that had been developed by +suffering. + +"Sir," said the misanthropist, bluntly, in reply to some observation +by Gervayse Hastings, "pray do not address me again. We have no +right to talk together. Our minds have nothing in common. By what +claim you appear at this banquet I cannot guess; but methinks, to a +man who could say what you have just now said, my companions and +myself must seem no more than shadows flickering on the wall. And +precisely such a shadow are you to us." + +The young man smiled and bowed, but, drawing himself back in his +chair, he buttoned his coat over his breast, as if the banqueting-ball +were growing chill. Again the idiot fixed his melancholy stare +upon the youth, and murmured, "Cold! cold! cold!" + +The banquet drew to its conclusion, and the guests departed. +Scarcely had they stepped across the threshold of the hall, when the +scene that had there passed seemed like the vision of a sick fancy, +or an exhalation from a stagnant heart. Now and then, however, +during the year that ensued, these melancholy people caught glimpses +of one another, transient, indeed, but enough to prove that they +walked the earth with the ordinary allotment of reality. Sometimes +a pair of them came face to face, while stealing through the evening +twilight, enveloped in their sable cloaks. Sometimes they casually +met in churchyards. Once, also, it happened that two of the dismal +banqueters mutually started at recognizing each other in the noonday +sunshine of a crowded street, stalking there like ghosts astray. +Doubtless they wondered why the skeleton did not come abroad at +noonday too. + +But whenever the necessity of their affairs compelled these +Christmas guests into the bustling world, they were sure to +encounter the young man who had so unaccountably been admitted to +the festival. They saw him among the gay and fortunate; they caught +the sunny sparkle of his eye; they heard the light and careless +tones of his voice, and muttered to themselves with such indignation +as only the aristocracy of wretchedness could kindle, "The traitor! +The vile impostor! Providence, in its own good time, may give him a +right to feast among us!" But the young man's unabashed eye dwelt +upon their gloomy figures as they passed him, seeming to say, +perchance with somewhat of a sneer, "First, know my secret then, +measure your claims with mine!" + +The step of Time stole onward, and soon brought merry Christmas +round again, with glad and solemn worship in the churches, and +sports, games, festivals, and everywhere the bright face of Joy +beside the household fire. Again likewise the hall, with its +curtains of dusky purple, was illuminated by the death-torches +gleaming on the sepulchral decorations of the banquet. The veiled, +skeleton sat in state, lifting the cypress-wreath above its head, as +the guerdon of some guest illustrious in the qualifications which +there claimed precedence. As the stewards deemed the world +inexhaustible in misery, and were desirous of recognizing it in all +its forms, they had not seen fit to reassemble the company of the +former year. New faces now threw their gloom across the table. + +There was a man of nice conscience, who bore a blood-stain in his +heart--the death of a fellow-creature--which, for his more +exquisite torture, had chanced with such a peculiarity of +circumstances, that he could not absolutely determine whether his +will had entered into the deed or not. Therefore, his whole life +was spent in the agony of an inward trial for murder, with a +continual sifting of the details of his terrible calamity, until his +mind had no longer any thought, nor his soul any emotion, +disconnected with it, There was a mother, too,--a mother once, but a +desolation now,--who, many years before, had gone out on a +pleasure-party, and, returning, found her infant smothered in its +little bed. And ever since she has been tortured with the fantasy that +her buried baby lay smothering in its coffin. Then there was an aged +lady, who had lived from time immemorial with a constant tremor +quivering through her-frame. It was terrible to discern her dark +shadow tremulous upon the wall; her lips, likewise, were tremulous; +and the expression of her eye seemed to indicate that her soul was +trembling too. Owing to the bewilderment and confusion which made +almost a chaos of her intellect, it was impossible to discover what +dire misfortune had thus shaken her nature to its depths; so that +the stewards had admitted her to the table, not from any +acquaintance with her history, but on the safe testimony of her +miserable aspect. Some surprise was expressed at the presence of a +bluff, red-faced gentleman, a certain Mr. Smith, who had evidently +the fat of many a rich feast within him, and the habitual twinkle of +whose eye betrayed a disposition to break forth into uproarious +laughter for little cause or none. It turned out, however, that, +with the best possible flow of spirits, our poor friend was +afflicted with a physical disease of the heart, which threatened +instant death on the slightest cachinnatory indulgence, or even that +titillation of the bodily frame produced by merry thoughts. In this +dilemma he had sought admittance to the banquet, on the ostensible +plea of his irksome and miserable state, but, in reality, with the +hope of imbibing a life-preserving melancholy. + +A married couple had been invited from a motive of bitter humor, it +being well understood that they rendered each other unutterably +miserable whenever they chanced to meet, and therefore must +necessarily be fit associates at the festival. In contrast with +these was another couple still unmarried, who had interchanged their +hearts in early life, but had been divided by circumstances as +impalpable as morning mist, and kept apart so long that their +spirits now found it impossible to meet, Therefore, yearning for +communion, yet shrinking from one another and choosing none beside, +they felt themselves companionless in life, and looked upon eternity +as a boundless desert. Next to the skeleton sat a mere son of +earth,--a hunter of the Exchange,--a gatherer of shining dust,--a +man whose life's record was in his ledger, and whose soul's +prison-house the vaults of the bank where he kept his deposits. This +person had been greatly perplexed at his invitation, deeming himself +one of the most fortunate men in the city; but the stewards +persisted in demanding his presence, assuring him that he had no +conception how miserable he was. + +And now appeared a figure which we must acknowledge as our +acquaintance of the former festival. It was Gervayse Hastings, +whose presence had then caused so much question and criticism, and +who now took his place with the composure of one whose claims were +satisfactory to himself and must needs be allowed by others. Yet his +easy and unruffled face betrayed no sorrow. + +The well-skilled beholders gazed a moment into his eyes and shook +their heads, to miss the unuttered sympathy--the countersign never +to be falsified--of those whose hearts are cavern-mouths through +which they descend into a region of illimitable woe and recognize +other wanderers there. + +"Who is this youth?" asked the man with a bloodstain on his +conscience. "Surely he has never gone down into the depths! I know +all the aspects of those who have passed through the dark valley. +By what right is he among us?" + +"Ah, it is a sinful thing to come hither without a sorrow," murmured +the aged lady, in accents that partook of the eternal tremor which +pervaded her whole being "Depart, young man! Your soul has never +been shaken, and, therefore, I tremble so much the more to look at +you." + +"His soul shaken! No; I'll answer for it," said bluff Mr. Smith, +pressing his hand upon his heart and making himself as melancholy as +he could, for fear of a fatal explosion of laughter. "I know the +lad well; he has as fair prospects as any young man about town, and +has no more right among us miserable creatures than the child +unborn. He never was miserable and probably never will be!" + +"Our honored guests," interposed the stewards, "pray have patience +with us, and believe, at least, that our deep veneration for the +sacredness of this solemnity would preclude any wilful violation of +it. Receive this young man to your table. It may not be too much +to say, that no guest here would exchange his own heart for the one +that beats within that youthful bosom!" + +"I'd call it a bargain, and gladly, too," muttered Mr. Smith, with a +perplexing mixture of sadness and mirthful conceit. "A plague upon +their nonsense! My own heart is the only really miserable one in +the company; it will certainly be the death of me at last!" + +Nevertheless, as on the former occasion, the judgment of the +stewards being without appeal, the company sat down. The obnoxious +guest made no more attempt to obtrude his conversation on those +about him, but appeared to listen to the table-talk with peculiar +assiduity, as if some inestimable secret, otherwise beyond his +reach, might be conveyed in a casual word. And in truth, to those +who could understand and value it, there was rich matter in the +upgushings and outpourings of these initiated souls to whom sorrow +had been a talisman, admitting them into spiritual depths which no +other spell can open. Sometimes out of the midst of densest gloom +there flashed a momentary radiance, pure as crystal, bright as the +flame of stars, and shedding such a glow upon the mysteries of life, +that the guests were ready to exclaim, "Surely the riddle is on the +point of being solved!" At such illuminated intervals the saddest +mourners felt it to be revealed that mortal griefs are but shadowy +and external; no more than the sable robes voluminously shrouding a +certain divine reality, and thus indicating what might otherwise be +altogether invisible to mortal eye. + +"Just now," remarked the trembling old woman, "I seemed to see +beyond the outside. And then my everlasting tremor passed away!" + +"Would that I could dwell always in these momentary gleams of +light!" said the man of stricken conscience. "Then the blood-stain +in my heart would be washed clean away." + +This strain of conversation appeared so unintelligibly absurd to +good Mr. Smith, that he burst into precisely the fit of laughter +which his physicians had warned him against, as likely to prove +instantaneously fatal. In effect, he fell back in his chair a +corpse, with a broad grin upon his face, while his ghost, perchance, +remained beside it bewildered at its unpremeditated exit. This +catastrophe of course broke up the festival. + +"How is this? You do not tremble!" observed the tremulous old woman +to Gervayse Hastings, who was gazing at the dead man with singular +intentness. "Is it not awful to see him so suddenly vanish out of +the midst of life,--this man of flesh and blood, whose earthly +nature was so warm and strong? There is a never-ending tremor in my +soul, but it trembles afresh at, this! And you are calm!" + +"Would that he could teach me somewhat!" said Gervayse Hastings, +drawing a long breath. "Men pass before me like shadows on the +wall; their actions, passions, feelings, are flickerings of the +light, and then they vanish! Neither the corpse, nor yonder +skeleton, nor this old woman's everlasting tremor, can give me what +I seek." + +And then the company departed. + +We cannot linger to narrate, in such detail, more circumstances of +these singular festivals, which, in accordance with the founder's +will, continued to be kept with the regularity of an established +institution. In process of time the stewards adopted the custom of +inviting, from far and near, those individuals whose misfortunes +were prominent above other men's, and whose mental and moral +development might, therefore, be supposed to possess a corresponding +interest. The exiled noble of the French Revolution, and the broken +soldier of the Empire, were alike represented at the table. Fallen +monarchs, wandering about the earth, have found places at that +forlorn and miserable feast. The statesman, when his party flung him +off, might, if he chose it, be once more a great man for the space +of a single banquet. Aaron Burr's name appears on the record at a +period when his ruin--the profoundest and most striking, with more +of moral circumstance in it than that of almost any other man--was +complete in his lonely age. Stephen Guard, when his wealth weighed +upon him like a mountain, once sought admittance of his own accord. +It is not probable, however, that these men had any lesson to teach +in the lore of discontent and misery which might not equally well +have been studied in the common walks of life. Illustrious +unfortunates attract a wider sympathy, not because their griefs are +more intense, but because, being set on lofty pedestals, they the +better serve mankind as instances and bywords of calamity. + +It concerns our present purpose to say that, at each successive +festival, Gervayse Hastings showed his face, gradually changing from +the smooth beauty of his youth to the thoughtful comeliness of +manhood, and thence to the bald, impressive dignity of age. He was +the only individual invariably present. Yet on every occasion there +were murmurs, both from those who knew his character and position, +and from them whose hearts shrank back as denying his companionship +in their mystic fraternity. + +"Who is this impassive man?" had been asked a hundred times. "Has he +suffered? Has he sinned? There are no traces of either. Then +wherefore is he here?" + +"You must inquire of the stewards or of himself," was the constant +reply. "We seem to know him well here in our city, and know +nothing of him but what is creditable and fortunate. Yet hither he +comes, year after year, to this gloomy banquet, and sits among the +guests like a marble statue. Ask yonder skeleton, perhaps that may +solve the riddle!" + +It was in truth a wonder. The life of Gervayse Hastings was not +merely a prosperous, but a brilliant one. Everything had gone well +with him. He was wealthy, far beyond the expenditure that was +required by habits of magnificence, a taste of rare purity and +cultivation, a love of travel, a scholar's instinct to collect a +splendid library, and, moreover, what seemed a magnificent +liberality to the distressed. He had sought happiness, and not +vainly, if a lovely and tender wife, and children of fair promise, +could insure it. He had, besides, ascended above the limit which +separates the obscure from the distinguished, and had won a +stainless reputation in affairs of the widest public importance. +Not that he was a popular character, or had within him the +mysterious attributes which are essential to that species of +success. To the public he was a cold abstraction, wholly destitute +of those rich lines of personality, that living warmth, and the +peculiar faculty of stamping his own heart's impression on a +multitude of hearts, by which the people recognize their favorites. +And it must be owned that, after his most intimate associates had +done their best to know him thoroughly, and love him warmly, they +were startled to find how little hold he had upon their affections. +They approved, they admired, but still in those moments when the +human spirit most craves reality, they shrank back from Gervayse +Hastings, as powerless to give them what they sought. It was the +feeling of distrustful regret with which we should draw back the +hand after extending it, in an illusive twilight, to grasp the hand +of a shadow upon the wall. + +As the superficial fervency of youth decayed, this peculiar effect +of Gervayse Hastings's character grew more perceptible. His +children, when he extended his arms, came coldly to his knees, but +never climbed them of their own accord. His wife wept secretly, and +almost adjudged herself a criminal because she shivered in the chill +of his bosom. He, too, occasionally appeared not unconscious of the +chillness of his moral atmosphere, and willing, if it might be so, +to warm himself at a kindly fire. But age stole onward and benumbed +him snore and more. As the hoar-frost began to gather on him his +wife went to her grave, and was doubtless warmer there; his children +either died or were scattered to different homes of their own; and +old Gervayse Hastings, unscathed by grief,--alone, but needing no +companionship,--continued his steady walk through life, and still +one very Christmas day attended at the dismal banquet. His +privilege as a guest had become prescriptive now. Had he claimed +the head of the table, even the skeleton would have been ejected +from its seat. + +Finally, at the merry Christmas-tide, when he had numbered fourscore +years complete, this pale, highbrowed, marble-featured old man once +more entered the long-frequented hall, with the same impassive +aspect that had called forth so much dissatisfied remark at his +first attendance. Time, except in matters merely external, had done +nothing for him, either of good or evil. As he took his place he +threw a calm, inquiring glance around the table, as if to ascertain +whether any guest had yet appeared, after so many unsuccessful +banquets, who might impart to him the mystery--the deep, warm +secret--the life within the life--which, whether manifested in joy +or sorrow, is what gives substance to a world of shadows. + +"My friends," said Gervayse Hastings, assuming a position which his +long conversance with the festival caused to appear natural, "you +are welcome! I drink to you all in this cup of sepulchral wine." + +The guests replied courteously, but still in a manner that proved +them unable to receive the old man as a member of their sad +fraternity. It may be well to give the reader an idea of the +present company at the banquet. + +One was formerly a clergyman, enthusiastic in his profession, and +apparently of the genuine dynasty of those old Puritan divines whose +faith in their calling, and stern exercise of it, had placed them +among the mighty of the earth. But yielding to the speculative +tendency of the age, he had gone astray from the firm foundation of +an ancient faith, and wandered into a cloud-region, where everything +was misty and deceptive, ever mocking him with a semblance of +reality, but still dissolving when he flung himself upon it for +support and rest. His instinct and early training demanded +something steadfast; but, looking forward, he beheld vapors piled on +vapors, and behind him an impassable gulf between the man of +yesterday and to-day, on the borders of which he paced to and fro, +sometimes wringing his hands in agony, and often making his own woe +a theme of scornful merriment. This surely was a miserable man. +Next, there was a theorist,--one of a numerous tribe, although he +deemed himself unique since the creation,--a theorist, who had +conceived a plan by which all the wretchedness of earth, moral and +physical, might be done away, and the bliss of the millennium at +once accomplished. But, the incredulity of mankind debarring him +from action, he was smitten with as much grief as if the whole mass +of woe which he was denied the opportunity to remedy were crowded +into his own bosom. A plain old man in black attracted much of the +company's notice, on the supposition that he was no other than +Father Miller, who, it seemed, had given himself up to despair at +the tedious delay of the final conflagration. Then there was a man +distinguished for native pride and obstinacy, who, a little while +before, had possessed immense wealth, and held the control of a vast +moneyed interest which he had wielded in the same spirit as a +despotic monarch would wield the power of his empire, carrying on a +tremendous moral warfare, the roar and tremor of which was felt at +every fireside in the land. At length came a crushing ruin,--a +total overthrow of fortune, power, and character,--the effect of +which on his imperious and, in many respects, noble and lofty nature +might have entitled him to a place, not merely at our festival, but +among the peers of Pandemonium. + +There was a modern philanthropist, who had become so deeply sensible +of the calamities of thousands and millions of his fellow-creatures, +and of the impracticableness of any general measures for their +relief, that he had no heart to do what little good lay immediately +within his power, but contented himself with being miserable for +sympathy. Near him sat a gentleman in a predicament hitherto +unprecedented, but of which the present epoch probably affords +numerous examples. Ever since he was of capacity to read a +newspaper, this person had prided himself on his consistent +adherence to one political party, but, in the confusion of these +latter days, had got bewildered and knew not whereabouts his party +was. This wretched condition, so morally desolate and disheartening +to a man who has long accustomed himself to merge his individuality +in the mass of a great body, can only be conceived by such as have +experienced it. His next companion was a popular orator who had +lost his voice, and--as it was pretty much all that he had to +lose--had fallen into a state of hopeless melancholy. The table was +likewise graced by two of the gentler sex,--one, a half-starved, +consumptive seamstress, the representative of thousands just as +wretched; the other, a woman of unemployed energy, who found herself +in the world with nothing to achieve, nothing to enjoy, and nothing +even to suffer. She had, therefore, driven herself to the verge of +madness by dark broodings over the wrongs of her sex, and its +exclusion from a proper field of action. The roll of guests being +thus complete, a side-table had been set for three or four +disappointed office-seekers, with hearts as sick as death, whom the +stewards had admitted partly because their calamities really +entitled them to entrance here, and partly that they were in +especial need of a good dinner. There was likewise a homeless dog, +with his tail between his legs, licking up the crumbs and gnawing +the fragments of the feast,--such a melancholy cur as one sometimes +sees about the streets without a master, and willing to follow the +first that will accept his service. + +In their own way, these were as wretched a set of people as ever had +assembled at the festival. There they sat, with the veiled skeleton +of the founder holding aloft the cypress-wreath, at one end of the +table, and at the other, wrapped in furs, the withered figure of +Gervayse Hastings, stately, calm, and cold, impressing the company +with awe, yet so little interesting their sympathy that he might +have vanished into thin air without their once exclaiming, "Whither +is he gone?" + +"Sir," said the philanthropist, addressing the old man, "you have +been so long a guest at this annual festival, and have thus been +conversant with so many varieties of human affliction, that, not +improbably, you have thence derived some great and important +lessons. How blessed were your lot could you reveal a secret by +which all this mass of woe might be removed!" + +"I know of but one misfortune," answered Gervayse Hastings, quietly, +"and that is my own." + +"Your own!" rejoined the philanthropist. "And looking back on your +serene and prosperous life, how can you claim to be the sole +unfortunate of the human race?" + +"You will not understand it," replied Gervayse Hastings, feebly, and +with a singular inefficiency of pronunciation, and sometimes putting +one word for another. "None have understood it, not even those who +experience the like. It is a chillness, a want of earnestness, a +feeling as if what should be my heart were a thing of vapor, a +haunting perception of unreality! Thus seeming to possess all that +other men have, all that men aim at, I have really possessed +nothing, neither joy nor griefs. All things, all persons,--as was +truly said to me at this table long and long ago,--have been like +shadows flickering on the wall. It was so with my wife and +children, with those who seemed my friends: it is so with +yourselves, whom I see now before one. Neither have I myself any +real existence, but am a shadow like the rest." + +"And how is it with your views of a future life?" inquired the +speculative clergyman. + +"Worse than with you," said the old man, in a hollow and feeble +tone; "for I cannot conceive it earnestly enough to feel either hope +or fear. Mine,--mine is the wretchedness! This cold heart,--this +unreal life! Ah! it grows colder still." + +It so chanced that at this juncture the decayed ligaments of the +skeleton gave way, and the dry hones fell together in a heap, thus +causing the dusty wreath of cypress to drop upon the table. The +attention of the company being thus diverted for a single instant +from Gervayse Hastings, they perceived, on turning again towards +him, that the old man had undergone a change. His shadow had ceased +to flicker on the wall. + + +"Well, Rosina, what is your criticism?" asked Roderick, as he rolled +up the manuscript. + +"Frankly, your success is by no means complete," replied she. "It is +true, I have an idea of the character you endeavor to describe; but +it is rather by dint of my own thought than your expression." + +"That is unavoidable," observed the sculptor, "because the +characteristics are all negative. If Gervayse Hastings could have +imbibed one human grief at the gloomy banquet, the task of +describing him would have been infinitely easier. Of such +persons--and we do meet with these moral monsters now and then--it is +difficult to conceive how they came to exist here, or what there is +in them capable of existence hereafter. 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My former sad +experience, as you know, has gifted me with some degree of insight +into the gloomy mysteries of the human heart, through which I have +wandered like one astray in a dark cavern, with his torch fast +flickering to extinction. But this man, this class of men, is a +hopeless puzzle." + +"Well, but propound him," said the sculptor. "Let us have an idea +of hint, to begin with." + +"Why, indeed," replied Roderick, "he is such a being as I could +conceive you to carve out of marble, and some yet unrealized +perfection of human science to endow with an exquisite mockery of +intellect; but still there lacks the last inestimable touch of a +divine Creator. He looks like a man; and, perchance, like a better +specimen of man than you ordinarily meet. You might esteem him +wise; he is capable of cultivation and refinement, and has at least +an external conscience; but the demands that spirit makes upon +spirit are precisely those to which he cannot respond. When at last +you come close to him you find him chill and unsubstantial,--a mere +vapor." + +"I believe," said Rosina, "I have a glimmering idea of what you +mean." + +"Then be thankful," answered her husband, smiling; "but do not +anticipate any further illumination from what I am about to read. I +have here imagined such a man to be--what, probably, he never is-- +conscious of the deficiency in his spiritual organization. Methinks +the result would be a sense of cold unreality wherewith he would go +shivering through the world, longing to exchange his load of ice for +any burden of real grief that fate could fling upon a human being." + +Contenting himself with this preface, Roderick began to read. + +In a certain old gentleman's last will and testament there appeared +a bequest, which, as his final thought and deed, was singularly in +keeping with a long life of melancholy eccentricity. He devised a +considerable sum for establishing a fund, the interest of which was +to be expended, annually forever, in preparing a Christmas Banquet +for ten of the most miserable persons that could be found. It +seemed not to be the testator's purpose to make these half a score +of sad hearts merry, but to provide that the stern or fierce +expression of human discontent should not be drowned, even for that +one holy and joyful day, amid the acclamations of festal gratitude +which all Christendom sends up. And he desired, likewise, to +perpetuate his own remonstrance against the earthly course of +Providence, and his sad and sour dissent from those systems of +religion or philosophy which either find sunshine in the world or +draw it down from heaven. + +The task of inviting the guests, or of selecting among such as might +advance their claims to partake of this dismal hospitality, was +confided to the two trustees or stewards of the fund. These +gentlemen, like their deceased friend, were sombre humorists, who +made it their principal occupation to number the sable threads in +the web of human life, and drop all the golden ones out of the +reckoning. They performed their present office with integrity and +judgment. The aspect of the assembled company, on the day of the +first festival, might not, it is true, have satisfied every beholder +that these were especially the individuals, chosen forth from all +the world, whose griefs were worthy to stand as indicators of the +mass of human suffering. Yet, after due consideration, it could not +be disputed that here was a variety of hopeless discomfort, which, +if it sometimes arose from causes apparently inadequate, was thereby +only the shrewder imputation against the nature and mechanism of +life. + +The arrangements and decorations of the banquet were probably +intended to signify that death in life which had been the testator's +definition of existence. The hall, illuminated by torches, was hung +round with curtains of deep and dusky purple, and adorned with +branches of cypress and wreaths of artificial flowers, imitative of +such as used to be strewn over the dead. A sprig of parsley was +laid by every plate. The main reservoir of wine, was a sepulchral +urn of silver, whence the liquor was distributed around the table in +small vases, accurately copied from those that held the tears of +ancient mourners. Neither had the stewards--if it were their taste +that arranged these details--forgotten the fantasy of the old +Egyptians, who seated a skeleton at every festive board, and mocked +their own merriment with the imperturbable grin of a death's-head. +Such a fearful guest, shrouded in a black mantle, sat now at the +head of the table. It was whispered, I know not with what truth, +that the testator himself had once walked the visible world with the +machinery of that sane skeleton, and that it was one of the +stipulations of his will, that he should thus be permitted to sit, +from year to year, at the banquet which he had instituted. If so, it +was perhaps covertly implied that he had cherished no hopes of bliss +beyond the grave to compensate for the evils which he felt or +imagined here. And if, in their bewildered conjectures as to the +purpose of earthly existence, the banqueters should throw aside the +veil, and cast an inquiring glance at this figure of death, as +seeking thence the solution otherwise unattainable, the only reply +would be a stare of the vacant eye-caverns and a grin of the +skeleton jaws. Such was the response that the dead man had fancied +himself to receive when he asked of Death to solve the riddle of his +life; and it was his desire to repeat it when the guests of his +dismal hospitality should find themselves perplexed with the same +question. + +"What means that wreath?" asked several of the company, while +viewing the decorations of the table. + +They alluded to a wreath of cypress, which was held on high by a +skeleton arm, protruding from within the black mantle. + +"It is a crown," said one of the stewards, "not for the worthiest, +but for the wofulest, when he shall prove his claim to it." + +The guest earliest bidden to the festival was a man of soft and +gentle character, who had not energy to struggle against the heavy +despondency to which his temperament rendered him liable; and +therefore with nothing outwardly to excuse him from happiness, he +had spent a life of quiet misery that made his blood torpid, and +weighed upon his breath, and sat like a ponderous night-fiend upon +every throb of his unresisting heart. His wretchedness seemed as +deep as his original nature, if not identical with it. It was the +misfortune of a second guest to cherish within his bosom a diseased +heart, which had become so wretchedly sore that the continual and +unavoidable rubs of the world, the blow of an enemy, the careless +jostle of a stranger, and even the faithful and loving touch of a +friend, alike made ulcers in it. As is the habit of people thus +afflicted, he found his chief employment in exhibiting these +miserable sores to any who would give themselves the pain of viewing +them. A third guest was a hypochondriac, whose imagination wrought +necromancy in his outward and inward world, and caused him to see +monstrous faces in the household fire, and dragons in the clouds of +sunset, and fiends in the guise of beautiful women, and something +ugly or wicked beneath all the pleasant surfaces of nature. His +neighbor at table was one who, in his early youth, had trusted +mankind too much, and hoped too highly in their behalf, and, in +meeting with many disappointments, had become desperately soured. +For several years back this misanthrope bad employed himself in +accumulating motives for hating and despising his race,--such as +murder, lust, treachery, ingratitude, faithlessness of trusted +friends, instinctive vices of children, impurity of women, hidden +guilt in men of saint-like aspect,--and, in short, all manner of +black realities that sought to decorate themselves with outward +grace or glory. But at every atrocious fact that was added to his +catalogue, at every increase of the sad knowledge which he spent his +life to collect, the native impulses of the poor man's loving and +confiding heart made him groan with anguish. Next, with his heavy +brow bent downward, there stole into the hall a man naturally +earnest and impassioned, who, from his immemorial infancy, had felt +the consciousness of a high message to the world; but, essaying to +deliver it, had found either no voice or form of speech, or else no +ears to listen. Therefore his whole life was a bitter questioning +of himself: "Why have not men acknowledged my mission? Am I not a +self-deluding fool? What business have I on earth? Where is my +grave?" Throughout the festival, he quaffed frequent draughts from +the sepulchral urn of wine, hoping thus to quench the celestial fire +that tortured his own breast and could not benefit his race. + +Then there entered, having flung away a ticket for a ball, a gay +gallant of yesterday, who had found four or five wrinkles in his +brow, and more gray hairs than he could well number on his head. +Endowed with sense and feeling, he had nevertheless spent his youth +in folly, but had reached at last that dreary point in life where +Folly quits us of her own accord, leaving us to make friends with +Wisdom if we can. Thus, cold and desolate, he had come to seek +Wisdom at the banquet, and wondered if the skeleton were she. To +eke out the company, the stewards had invited a distressed poet from +his home in the almshouse, and a melancholy idiot from the street- +corner. The latter had just the glimmering of sense that was +sufficient to make him conscious of a vacancy, which the poor +fellow, all his life long, had mistily sought to fill up with +intelligence, wandering up and down the streets, and groaning +miserably because his attempts were ineffectual. The only lady in +the hall was one who had fallen short of absolute and perfect +beauty, merely by the trifling defect of a slight cast in her left +eye. But this blemish, minute as it was, so shocked the pure ideal +of her soul, rather than her vanity, that she passed her life in +solitude, and veiled her countenance even from her own gaze. So the +skeleton sat shrouded at one end of the table, and this poor lady at +the other, + +One other guest remains to be described. He was a young man of +smooth brow, fair cheek, and fashionable mien. So far as his +exterior developed him, he might much more suitably have found a +place at some merry Christmas table, than have been numbered among +the blighted, fate-stricken, fancy-tortured set of ill-starred +banqueters. Murmurs arose among the guests as they noted, the +glance of general scrutiny which the intruder threw over his +companions. What had he to do among them? Why did not the skeleton +of the dead founder of the feast unbend its rattling joints, arise, +and motion the unwelcome stranger from the board? + +"Shameful!" said the morbid man, while a new ulcer broke out in his +heart. "He comes to mock us! we shall be the jest of his tavern +friends I--he will make a farce of our miseries, and bring it out +upon the stage!" + +"O, never mind him!" said the hypochondriac, smiling sourly. "He +shall feast from yonder tureen of viper-soup; and if there is a +fricassee of scorpions on the table, pray let him have his share of +it. For the dessert, he shall taste the apples of Sodom, then, if +he like our Christmas fare, let him return again next year!" + +"Trouble him not," murmured the melancholy man, with gentleness. +"What matters it whether the consciousness of misery come a few +years sooner or later? If this youth deem himself happy now, yet +let him sit with us for the sake of the wretchedness to come." + +The poor idiot approached the young man with that mournful aspect of +vacant inquiry which his face continually wore, and which caused +people to say that he was always in search of his missing wits. +After no little examination he touched the stranger's hand, but +immediately drew back his own, shaking his head and shivering, + +"Cold, cold, cold!" muttered the idiot. + +The young man shivered too, and smiled. + +"Gentlemen, and you, madam," said one of the stewards of the +festival, "do not conceive so ill either of our caution or judgment, +as to imagine that we have admitted this young stranger--Gervayse +Hastings by name--without a full investigation and thoughtful +balance of his claims. Trust me, not a guest at the table is better +entitled to his seat." + +The steward's guaranty was perforce satisfactory. The company, +therefore, took their places, and addressed themselves to the +serious business of the feast, but were soon disturbed by the +hypochondriac, who thrust back his chair, complaining that a dish of +stewed toads and vipers was set before him, and that there was green +ditchwater in his cup of wine. This mistake being amended, he +quietly resumed his seat. The wine, as it flowed freely from the +sepulchral urn, seemed to come imbued with all gloomy inspirations; +so that its influence was not to cheer, but either to sink the +revellers into a deeper melancholy, or elevate their spirits to an +enthusiasm of wretchedness. The conversation was various. They +told sad stories about people who might have been Worthy guests at +such a festival as the present. They talked of grisly incidents in +human history; of strange crimes, which, if truly considered, were +but convulsions of agony; of some lives that had been altogether +wretched, and of others, which, wearing a general semblance of +happiness, had yet been deformed, sooner or later, by misfortune, as +by the intrusion of a grim face at a banquet; of death-bed scenes, +and what dark intimations might be gathered from the words of dying +men; of suicide, and whether the more eligible mode were by halter, +knife, poison, drowning, gradual starvation, or the fumes of +charcoal. The majority of the guests, as is the custom with people +thoroughly and profoundly sick at heart, were anxious to make their +own woes the theme of discussion, and prove themselves most +excellent in anguish. The misanthropist went deep into the +philosophy of evil, and wandered about in the darkness, with now and +then a gleam of discolored light hovering on ghastly shapes and +horrid scenery. Many a miserable thought, such as men have stumbled +upon from age to age, did he now rake up again, and gloat over it as +an inestimable gem, a diamond, a treasure far preferable to those +bright, spiritual revelations of a better world, which are like +precious stones from heaven's pavement. And then, amid his lore of +wretchedness he hid his face and wept. + +It was a festival at which the woful man of Uz might suitably have +been a guest, together with all, in each succeeding age, who have +tasted deepest of the bitterness of life. And be it said, too, that +every son or daughter of woman, however favored with happy fortune, +might, at one sad moment or another, have claimed the privilege of a +stricken heart, to sit down at this table. But, throughout the +feast, it was remarked that the young stranger, Gervayse Hastings, +was unsuccessful in his attempts to catch its pervading spirit. At +any deep, strong thought that found utterance, and which was torn +out, as it were, from the saddest recesses of human consciousness, +he looked mystified and bewildered; even more than the poor idiot, +who seemed to grasp at such things with his earnest heart, and thus +occasionally to comprehend them. The young man's conversation was +of a colder and lighter kind, often brilliant, but lacking the +powerful characteristics of a nature that had been developed by +suffering. + +"Sir," said the misanthropist, bluntly, in reply to some observation +by Gervayse Hastings, "pray do not address me again. We have no +right to talk together. Our minds have nothing in common. By what +claim you appear at this banquet I cannot guess; but methinks, to a +man who could say what you have just now said, my companions and +myself must seem no more than shadows flickering on the wall. And +precisely such a shadow are you to us." + +The young man smiled and bowed, but, drawing himself back in his +chair, he buttoned his coat over his breast, as if the banqueting- +Ball were growing chill. Again the idiot fixed his melancholy stare +upon the youth, and murmured, "Cold! cold! cold!" + +The banquet drew to its conclusion, and the guests departed. +Scarcely had they stepped across the threshold of the hall, when the +scene that had there passed seemed like the vision of a sick fancy, +or an exhalation from a stagnant heart. Now and then, however, +during the year that ensued, these melancholy people caught glimpses +of one another, transient, indeed, but enough to prove that they +walked the earth with the ordinary allotment of reality. Sometimes +a pair of them came face to face, while stealing through the evening +twilight, enveloped in their sable cloaks. Sometimes they casually +met in churchyards. Once, also, it happened that two of the dismal +banqueters mutually started at recognizing each other in the noonday +sunshine of a crowded street, stalking there like ghosts astray. +Doubtless they wondered why the skeleton did not come abroad at +noonday too. + +But whenever the necessity of their affairs compelled these +Christmas guests into the bustling world, they were sure to +encounter the young man who had so unaccountably been admitted to +the festival. They saw him among the gay and fortunate; they caught +the sunny sparkle of his eye; they heard the light and careless +tones of his voice, and muttered to themselves with such indignation +as only the aristocracy of wretchedness could kindle, "The traitor! +The vile impostor! Providence, in its own good time, may give him a +right to feast among us!" But the young man's unabashed eye dwelt +upon their gloomy figures as they passed him, seeming to say, +perchance with somewhat of a sneer, "First, know my secret then, +measure your claims with mine!" + +The step of Time stole onward, and soon brought merry Christmas +round again, with glad and solemn worship in the churches, and +sports, games, festivals, and everywhere the bright face of Joy +beside the household fire. Again likewise the hall, with its +curtains of dusky purple, was illuminated by the death-torches +gleaming on the sepulchral decorations of the banquet. The veiled, +skeleton sat in state, lifting the cypress-wreath above its head, as +the guerdon of some guest illustrious in the qualifications which +there claimed precedence. As the stewards deemed the world +inexhaustible in misery, and were desirous of recognizing it in all +its forms, they had not seen fit to reassemble the company of the +former year. New faces now threw their gloom across the table. + +There was a man of nice conscience, who bore a blood-stain in his +heart--the death of a fellow-creature--which, for his more +exquisite torture, had chanced with such a peculiarity of +circumstances, that he could not absolutely determine whether his +will had entered into the deed or not. Therefore, his whole life +was spent in the agony of an inward trial for murder, with a +continual sifting of the details of his terrible calamity, until his +mind had no longer any thought, nor his soul any emotion, +disconnected with it, There was a mother, too,--a mother once, but a +desolation now,--who, many years before, had gone out on a pleasure- +party, and, returning, found her infant smothered in its little bed. +And ever since she has been tortured with the fantasy that her +buried baby lay smothering in its coffin. Then there was an aged +lady, who had lived from time immemorial with a constant tremor +quivering through her-frame. It was terrible to discern her dark +shadow tremulous upon the wall; her lips, likewise, were tremulous; +and the expression of her eye seemed to indicate that her soul was +trembling too. Owing to the bewilderment and confusion which made +almost a chaos of her intellect, it was impossible to discover what +dire misfortune had thus shaken her nature to its depths; so that +the stewards had admitted her to the table, not from any +acquaintance with her history, but on the safe testimony of her +miserable aspect. Some surprise was expressed at the presence of a +bluff, red-faced gentleman, a certain Mr. Smith, who had evidently +the fat of many a rich feast within him, and the habitual twinkle of +whose eye betrayed a disposition to break forth into uproarious +laughter for little cause or none. It turned out, however, that, +with the best possible flow of spirits, our poor friend was +afflicted with a physical disease of the heart, which threatened +instant death on the slightest cachinnatory indulgence, or even that +titillation of the bodily frame produced by merry thoughts. In this +dilemma he had sought admittance to the banquet, on the ostensible +plea of his irksome and miserable state, but, in reality, with the +hope of imbibing a life-preserving melancholy. + +A married couple had been invited from a motive of bitter humor, it +being well understood that they rendered each other unutterably +miserable whenever they chanced to meet, and therefore must +necessarily be fit associates at the festival. In contrast with +these was another couple still unmarried, who had interchanged their +hearts in early life, but had been divided by circumstances as +impalpable as morning mist, and kept apart so long that their +spirits now found it impossible to meet, Therefore, yearning for +communion, yet shrinking from one another and choosing none beside, +they felt themselves companionless in life, and looked upon eternity +as a boundless desert. Next to the skeleton sat a mere son of +earth,--a hunter of the Exchange,--a gatherer of shining dust,--a +man whose life's record was in his ledger, and whose soul's prison- +house the vaults of the bank where he kept his deposits. This +person had been greatly perplexed at his invitation, deeming himself +one of the most fortunate men in the city; but the stewards +persisted in demanding his presence, assuring him that he had no +conception how miserable he was. + +And now appeared a figure which we must acknowledge as our +acquaintance of the former festival. It was Gervayse Hastings, +whose presence had then caused so much question and criticism, and +who now took his place with the composure of one whose claims were +satisfactory to himself and must needs be allowed by others. Yet his +easy and unruffled face betrayed no sorrow. + +The well-skilled beholders gazed a moment into his eyes and shook +their heads, to miss the unuttered sympathy--the countersign never +to be falsified--of those whose hearts are cavern-mouths through +which they descend into a region of illimitable woe and recognize +other wanderers there. + +"Who is this youth?" asked the man with a bloodstain on his +conscience. "Surely he has never gone down into the depths! I know +all the aspects of those who have passed through the dark valley. +By what right is he among us?" + +"Ah, it is a sinful thing to come hither without a sorrow," murmured +the aged lady, in accents that partook of the eternal tremor which +pervaded her whole being "Depart, young man! Your soul has never +been shaken, and, therefore, I tremble so much the more to look at +you." + +"His soul shaken! No; I'll answer for it," said bluff Mr. Smith, +pressing his hand upon his heart and making himself as melancholy as +he could, for fear of a fatal explosion of laughter. "I know the +lad well; he has as fair prospects as any young man about town, and +has no more right among us miserable creatures than the child +unborn. He never was miserable and probably never will be!" + +"Our honored guests," interposed the stewards, "pray have patience +with us, and believe, at least, that our deep veneration for the +sacredness of this solemnity would preclude any wilful violation of +it. Receive this young man to your table. It may not be too much +to say, that no guest here would exchange his own heart for the one +that beats within that youthful bosom!" + +"I'd call it a bargain, and gladly, too," muttered Mr. Smith, with a +perplexing mixture of sadness and mirthful conceit. "A plague upon +their nonsense! My own heart is the only really miserable one in +the company; it will certainly be the death of me at last!" + +Nevertheless, as on the former occasion, the judgment of the +stewards being without appeal, the company sat down. The obnoxious +guest made no more attempt to obtrude his conversation on those +about him, but appeared to listen to the table-talk with peculiar +assiduity, as if some inestimable secret, otherwise beyond his +reach, might be conveyed in a casual word. And in truth, to those +who could understand and value it, there was rich matter in the +upgushings and outpourings of these initiated souls to whom sorrow +had been a talisman, admitting them into spiritual depths which no +other spell can open. Sometimes out of the midst of densest gloom +there flashed a momentary radiance, pure as crystal, bright as the +flame of stars, and shedding such a glow upon the mysteries of life, +that the guests were ready to exclaim, "Surely the riddle is on the +point of being solved!" At such illuminated intervals the saddest +mourners felt it to be revealed that mortal griefs are but shadowy +and external; no more than the sable robes voluminously shrouding a +certain divine reality, and thus indicating what might otherwise be +altogether invisible to mortal eye. + +"Just now," remarked the trembling old woman, "I seemed to see +beyond the outside. And then my everlasting tremor passed away!" + +"Would that I could dwell always in these momentary gleams of +light!" said the man of stricken conscience. "Then the blood-stain +in my heart would be washed clean away." + +This strain of conversation appeared so unintelligibly absurd to +good Mr. Smith, that he burst into precisely the fit of laughter +which his physicians had warned him against, as likely to prove +instantaneously fatal. In effect, he fell back in his chair a +corpse, with a broad grin upon his face, while his ghost, perchance, +remained beside it bewildered at its unpremeditated exit. This +catastrophe of course broke up the festival. + +"How is this? You do not tremble!" observed the tremulous old woman +to Gervayse Hastings, who was gazing at the dead man with singular +intentness. "Is it not awful to see him so suddenly vanish out of +the midst of life,--this man of flesh and blood, whose earthly +nature was so warm and strong? There is a never-ending tremor in my +soul, but it trembles afresh at, this! And you are calm!" + +"Would that he could teach me somewhat!" said Gervayse Hastings, +drawing a long breath. "Men pass before me like shadows on the +wall; their actions, passions, feelings, are flickerings of the +light, and then they vanish! Neither the corpse, nor yonder +skeleton, nor this old woman's everlasting tremor, can give me what +I seek." + +And then the company departed. + +We cannot linger to narrate, in such detail, more circumstances of +these singular festivals, which, in accordance with the founder's +will, continued to be kept with the regularity of an established +institution. In process of time the stewards adopted the custom of +inviting, from far and near, those individuals whose misfortunes +were prominent above other men's, and whose mental and moral +development might, therefore, be supposed to possess a corresponding +interest. The exiled noble of the French Revolution, and the broken +soldier of the Empire, were alike represented at the table. Fallen +monarchs, wandering about the earth, have found places at that +forlorn and miserable feast. The statesman, when his party flung him +off, might, if he chose it, be once more a great man for the space +of a single banquet. Aaron Burr's name appears on the record at a +period when his ruin--the profoundest and most striking, with more +of moral circumstance in it than that of almost any other man--was +complete in his lonely age. Stephen Guard, when his wealth weighed +upon him like a mountain, once sought admittance of his own accord. +It is not probable, however, that these men had any lesson to teach +in the lore of discontent and misery which might not equally well +have been studied in the common walks of life. Illustrious +unfortunates attract a wider sympathy, not because their griefs are +more intense, but because, being set on lofty pedestals, they the +better serve mankind as instances and bywords of calamity. + +It concerns our present purpose to say that, at each successive +festival, Gervayse Hastings showed his face, gradually changing from +the smooth beauty of his youth to the thoughtful comeliness of +manhood, and thence to the bald, impressive dignity of age. He was +the only individual invariably present. Yet on every occasion there +were murmurs, both from those who knew his character and position, +and from them whose hearts shrank back as denying his companionship +in their mystic fraternity. + +"Who is this impassive man?" had been asked a hundred times. "Has he +suffered? Has he sinned? There are no traces of either. Then +wherefore is he here?" + +"You must inquire of the stewards or of himself," was the constant +reply. "We seem to know him well here in our city, and know +nothing of him but what is creditable and fortunate. Yet hither he +comes, year after year, to this gloomy banquet, and sits among the +guests like a marble statue. Ask yonder skeleton, perhaps that may +solve the riddle!" + +It was in truth a wonder. The life of Gervayse Hastings was not +merely a prosperous, but a brilliant one. Everything had gone well +with him. He was wealthy, far beyond the expenditure that was +required by habits of magnificence, a taste of rare purity and +cultivation, a love of travel, a scholar's instinct to collect a +splendid library, and, moreover, what seemed a magnificent +liberality to the distressed. He had sought happiness, and not +vainly, if a lovely and tender wife, and children of fair promise, +could insure it. He had, besides, ascended above the limit which +separates the obscure from the distinguished, and had won a +stainless reputation in affairs of the widest public importance. +Not that he was a popular character, or had within him the +mysterious attributes which are essential to that species of +success. To the public he was a cold abstraction, wholly destitute +of those rich lines of personality, that living warmth, and the +peculiar faculty of stamping his own heart's impression on a +multitude of hearts, by which the people recognize their favorites. +And it must be owned that, after his most intimate associates had +done their best to know him thoroughly, and love him warmly, they +were startled to find how little hold he had upon their affections. +They approved, they admired, but still in those moments when the +human spirit most craves reality, they shrank back from Gervayse +Hastings, as powerless to give them what they sought. It was the +feeling of distrustful regret with which we should draw back the +hand after extending it, in an illusive twilight, to grasp the hand +of a shadow upon the wall. + +As the superficial fervency of youth decayed, this peculiar effect +of Gervayse Hastings's character grew more perceptible. His +children, when he extended his arms, came coldly to his knees, but +never climbed them of their own accord. His wife wept secretly, and +almost adjudged herself a criminal because she shivered in the chill +of his bosom. He, too, occasionally appeared not unconscious of the +chillness of his moral atmosphere, and willing, if it might be so, +to warm himself at a kindly fire. But age stole onward and benumbed +him snore and more. As the hoar-frost began to gather on him his +wife went to her grave, and was doubtless warmer there; his children +either died or were scattered to different homes of their own; and +old Gervayse Hastings, unscathed by grief,--alone, but needing no +companionship,--continued his steady walk through life, and still +one very Christmas day attended at the dismal banquet. His +privilege as a guest had become prescriptive now. Had he claimed +the head of the table, even the skeleton would have been ejected +from its seat. + +Finally, at the merry Christmas-tide, when he had numbered fourscore +years complete, this pale, highbrowed, marble-featured old man once +more entered the long-frequented hall, with the same impassive +aspect that had called forth so much dissatisfied remark at his +first attendance. Time, except in matters merely external, had done +nothing for him, either of good or evil. As he took his place he +threw a calm, inquiring glance around the table, as if to ascertain +whether any guest had yet appeared, after so many unsuccessful +banquets, who might impart to him the mystery--the deep, warm +secret--the life within the life--which, whether manifested in joy +or sorrow, is what gives substance to a world of shadows. + +"My friends," said Gervayse Hastings, assuming a position which his +long conversance with the festival caused to appear natural, "you +are welcome! I drink to you all in this cup of sepulchral wine." + +The guests replied courteously, but still in a manner that proved +them unable to receive the old man as a member of their sad +fraternity. It may be well to give the reader an idea of the +present company at the banquet. + +One was formerly a clergyman, enthusiastic in his profession, and +apparently of the genuine dynasty of those old Puritan divines whose +faith in their calling, and stern exercise of it, had placed them +among the mighty of the earth. But yielding to the speculative +tendency of the age, he had gone astray from the firm foundation of +an ancient faith, and wandered into a cloud-region, where everything +was misty and deceptive, ever mocking him with a semblance of +reality, but still dissolving when he flung himself upon it for +support and rest. His instinct and early training demanded +something steadfast; but, looking forward, he beheld vapors piled on +vapors, and behind him an impassable gulf between the man of +yesterday and to-day, on the borders of which he paced to and fro, +sometimes wringing his hands in agony, and often making his own woe +a theme of scornful merriment. This surely was a miserable man. +Next, there was a theorist,--one of a numerous tribe, although he +deemed himself unique since the creation,--a theorist, who had +conceived a plan by which all the wretchedness of earth, moral and +physical, might be done away, and the bliss of the millennium at +once accomplished. But, the incredulity of mankind debarring him +from action, he was smitten with as much grief as if the whole mass +of woe which he was denied the opportunity to remedy were crowded +into his own bosom. A plain old man in black attracted much of the +company's notice, on the supposition that he was no other than +Father Miller, who, it seemed, had given himself up to despair at +the tedious delay of the final conflagration. Then there was a man +distinguished for native pride and obstinacy, who, a little while +before, had possessed immense wealth, and held the control of a vast +moneyed interest which he had wielded in the same spirit as a +despotic monarch would wield the power of his empire, carrying on a +tremendous moral warfare, the roar and tremor of which was felt at +every fireside in the land. At length came a crushing ruin,--a +total overthrow of fortune, power, and character,--the effect of +which on his imperious and, in many respects, noble and lofty nature +might have entitled him to a place, not merely at our festival, but +among the peers of Pandemonium. + +There was a modern philanthropist, who had become so deeply sensible +of the calamities of thousands and millions of his fellow-creatures, +and of the impracticableness of any general measures for their +relief, that he had no heart to do what little good lay immediately +within his power, but contented himself with being miserable for +sympathy. Near him sat a gentleman in a predicament hitherto +unprecedented, but of which the present epoch probably affords +numerous examples. Ever since he was of capacity to read a +newspaper, this person had prided himself on his consistent +adherence to one political party, but, in the confusion of these +latter days, had got bewildered and knew not whereabouts his party +was. This wretched condition, so morally desolate and disheartening +to a man who has long accustomed himself to merge his individuality +in the mass of a great body, can only be conceived by such as have +experienced it. His next companion was a popular orator who had +lost his voice, and--as it was pretty much all that he had to lose-- +had fallen into a state of hopeless melancholy. The table was +likewise graced by two of the gentler sex,--one, a half-starved, +consumptive seamstress, the representative of thousands just as +wretched; the other, a woman of unemployed energy, who found herself +in the world with nothing to achieve, nothing to enjoy, and nothing +even to suffer. She had, therefore, driven herself to the verge of +madness by dark breedings over the wrongs of her sex, and its +exclusion from a proper field of action. The roll of guests being +thus complete, a side-table had been set for three or four +disappointed office-seekers, with hearts as sick as death, whom the +stewards had admitted partly because their calamities really +entitled them to entrance here, and partly that they were in +especial need of a good dinner. There was likewise a homeless dog, +with his tail between his legs, licking up the crumbs and gnawing +the fragments of the feast,--such a melancholy cur as one sometimes +sees about the streets without a master, and willing to follow the +first that will accept his service. + +In their own way, these were as wretched a set of people as ever had +assembled at the festival. There they sat, with the veiled skeleton +of the founder holding aloft the cypress-wreath, at one end of the +table, and at the other, wrapped in furs, the withered figure of +Gervayse Hastings, stately, calm, and cold, impressing the company +with awe, yet so little interesting their sympathy that he might +have vanished into thin air without their once exclaiming, "Whither +is he gone?" + +"Sir," said the philanthropist, addressing the old man, "you have +been so long a guest at this annual festival, and have thus been +conversant with so many varieties of human affliction, that, not +improbably, you have thence derived some great and important +lessons. How blessed were your lot could you reveal a secret by +which all this mass of woe might be removed!" + +"I know of but one misfortune," answered Gervayse Hastings, quietly, +"and that is my own." + +"Your own!" rejoined the philanthropist. "And looking back on your +serene and prosperous life, how can you claim to be the sole +unfortunate of the human race?" + +"You will not understand it," replied Gervayse Hastings, feebly, and +with a singular inefficiency of pronunciation, and sometimes putting +one word for another. "None have understood it, not even those who +experience the like. It is a chillness, a want of earnestness, a +feeling as if what should be my heart were a thing of vapor, a +haunting perception of unreality! Thus seeming to possess all that +other men have, all that men aim at, I have really possessed +nothing, neither joy nor griefs. All things, all persons,--as was +truly said to me at this table long and long ago,--have been like +shadows flickering on the wall. It was so with my wife and +children, with those who seemed my friends: it is so with +yourselves, whom I see now before one. Neither have I myself any +real existence, but am a shadow like the rest." + +"And how is it with your views of a future life?" inquired the +speculative clergyman. + +"Worse than with you," said the old man, in a hollow and feeble +tone; "for I cannot conceive it earnestly enough to feel either hope +or fear. Mine,--mine is the wretchedness! This cold heart,--this +unreal life! Ah! it grows colder still." + +It so chanced that at this juncture the decayed ligaments of the +skeleton gave way, and the dry hones fell together in a heap, thus +causing the dusty wreath of cypress to drop upon the table. The +attention of the company being thus diverted for a single instant +from Gervayse Hastings, they perceived, on turning again towards +him, that the old man had undergone a change. His shadow had ceased +to flicker on the wall. + + +"Well, Rosina, what is your criticism?" asked Roderick, as he rolled +up the manuscript. + +"Frankly, your success is by no means complete," replied she. "It is +true, I have an idea of the character you endeavor to describe; but +it is rather by dint of my own thought than your expression." + +"That is unavoidable," observed the sculptor, "because the +characteristics are all negative. If Gervayse Hastings could have +imbibed one human grief at the gloomy banquet, the task of +describing him would have been infinitely easier. Of such persons-- +and we do meet with these moral monsters now and then--it is +difficult to conceive how they came to exist here, or what there is +in them capable of existence hereafter. 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