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diff --git a/old/946.txt b/old/946.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e582c40 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/946.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2922 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Lady Susan, by Jane Austen + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lady Susan + +Author: Jane Austen + +Posting Date: July 27, 2008 [EBook #946] +Release Date: June 1997 +[Last updated: June 10, 2012] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADY SUSAN *** + + + + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + + + + + +LADY SUSAN + +by Jane Austen + + + + +I + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MR. VERNON + + +Langford, Dec. + +MY DEAR BROTHER,--I can no longer refuse myself the pleasure of +profiting by your kind invitation when we last parted of spending some +weeks with you at Churchhill, and, therefore, if quite convenient to you +and Mrs. Vernon to receive me at present, I shall hope within a few +days to be introduced to a sister whom I have so long desired to be +acquainted with. My kind friends here are most affectionately +urgent with me to prolong my stay, but their hospitable and cheerful +dispositions lead them too much into society for my present situation +and state of mind; and I impatiently look forward to the hour when I +shall be admitted into your delightful retirement. + +I long to be made known to your dear little children, in whose hearts I +shall be very eager to secure an interest I shall soon have need for all +my fortitude, as I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. +The long illness of her dear father prevented my paying her that +attention which duty and affection equally dictated, and I have too +much reason to fear that the governess to whose care I consigned her was +unequal to the charge. I have therefore resolved on placing her at one +of the best private schools in town, where I shall have an opportunity +of leaving her myself in my way to you. I am determined, you see, not to +be denied admittance at Churchhill. It would indeed give me most painful +sensations to know that it were not in your power to receive me. + +Your most obliged and affectionate sister, + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +II + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Langford. + + +You were mistaken, my dear Alicia, in supposing me fixed at this place +for the rest of the winter: it grieves me to say how greatly you were +mistaken, for I have seldom spent three months more agreeably than +those which have just flown away. At present, nothing goes smoothly; the +females of the family are united against me. You foretold how it would +be when I first came to Langford, and Mainwaring is so uncommonly +pleasing that I was not without apprehensions for myself. I remember +saying to myself, as I drove to the house, "I like this man, pray Heaven +no harm come of it!" But I was determined to be discreet, to bear in +mind my being only four months a widow, and to be as quiet as possible: +and I have been so, my dear creature; I have admitted no one's +attentions but Mainwaring's. I have avoided all general flirtation +whatever; I have distinguished no creature besides, of all the numbers +resorting hither, except Sir James Martin, on whom I bestowed a little +notice, in order to detach him from Miss Mainwaring; but, if the world +could know my motive THERE they would honour me. I have been called an +unkind mother, but it was the sacred impulse of maternal affection, it +was the advantage of my daughter that led me on; and if that daughter +were not the greatest simpleton on earth, I might have been rewarded for +my exertions as I ought. + +Sir James did make proposals to me for Frederica; but Frederica, who +was born to be the torment of my life, chose to set herself so violently +against the match that I thought it better to lay aside the scheme for +the present. I have more than once repented that I did not marry him +myself; and were he but one degree less contemptibly weak I certainly +should: but I must own myself rather romantic in that respect, and +that riches only will not satisfy me. The event of all this is very +provoking: Sir James is gone, Maria highly incensed, and Mrs. Mainwaring +insupportably jealous; so jealous, in short, and so enraged against +me, that, in the fury of her temper, I should not be surprized at her +appealing to her guardian, if she had the liberty of addressing him: +but there your husband stands my friend; and the kindest, most amiable +action of his life was his throwing her off for ever on her marriage. +Keep up his resentment, therefore, I charge you. We are now in a sad +state; no house was ever more altered; the whole party are at war, and +Mainwaring scarcely dares speak to me. It is time for me to be gone; I +have therefore determined on leaving them, and shall spend, I hope, a +comfortable day with you in town within this week. If I am as little +in favour with Mr. Johnson as ever, you must come to me at 10 Wigmore +street; but I hope this may not be the case, for as Mr. Johnson, with +all his faults, is a man to whom that great word "respectable" is always +given, and I am known to be so intimate with his wife, his slighting me +has an awkward look. + +I take London in my way to that insupportable spot, a country village; +for I am really going to Churchhill. Forgive me, my dear friend, it is +my last resource. Were there another place in England open to me I would +prefer it. Charles Vernon is my aversion; and I am afraid of his wife. +At Churchhill, however, I must remain till I have something better in +view. My young lady accompanies me to town, where I shall deposit her +under the care of Miss Summers, in Wigmore street, till she becomes a +little more reasonable. She will made good connections there, as the +girls are all of the best families. The price is immense, and much +beyond what I can ever attempt to pay. + +Adieu, I will send you a line as soon as I arrive in town. + +Yours ever, + +S. VERNON. + + + + +III + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Mother,--I am very sorry to tell you that it will not be in our +power to keep our promise of spending our Christmas with you; and we are +prevented that happiness by a circumstance which is not likely to +make us any amends. Lady Susan, in a letter to her brother-in-law, has +declared her intention of visiting us almost immediately; and as such +a visit is in all probability merely an affair of convenience, it is +impossible to conjecture its length. I was by no means prepared for such +an event, nor can I now account for her ladyship's conduct; Langford +appeared so exactly the place for her in every respect, as well from +the elegant and expensive style of living there, as from her particular +attachment to Mr. Mainwaring, that I was very far from expecting so +speedy a distinction, though I always imagined from her increasing +friendship for us since her husband's death that we should, at some +future period, be obliged to receive her. Mr. Vernon, I think, was a +great deal too kind to her when he was in Staffordshire; her behaviour +to him, independent of her general character, has been so inexcusably +artful and ungenerous since our marriage was first in agitation that no +one less amiable and mild than himself could have overlooked it all; +and though, as his brother's widow, and in narrow circumstances, it was +proper to render her pecuniary assistance, I cannot help thinking +his pressing invitation to her to visit us at Churchhill perfectly +unnecessary. Disposed, however, as he always is to think the best of +everyone, her display of grief, and professions of regret, and general +resolutions of prudence, were sufficient to soften his heart and make +him really confide in her sincerity; but, as for myself, I am still +unconvinced, and plausibly as her ladyship has now written, I cannot +make up my mind till I better understand her real meaning in coming to +us. You may guess, therefore, my dear madam, with what feelings I look +forward to her arrival. She will have occasion for all those attractive +powers for which she is celebrated to gain any share of my regard; and +I shall certainly endeavour to guard myself against their influence, +if not accompanied by something more substantial. She expresses a +most eager desire of being acquainted with me, and makes very gracious +mention of my children but I am not quite weak enough to suppose a woman +who has behaved with inattention, if not with unkindness, to her own +child, should be attached to any of mine. Miss Vernon is to be placed at +a school in London before her mother comes to us which I am glad of, for +her sake and my own. It must be to her advantage to be separated from +her mother, and a girl of sixteen who has received so wretched an +education, could not be a very desirable companion here. Reginald has +long wished, I know, to see the captivating Lady Susan, and we shall +depend on his joining our party soon. I am glad to hear that my father +continues so well; and am, with best love, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +IV + + +MR. DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON + + +Parklands. + + +My dear Sister,--I congratulate you and Mr. Vernon on being about to +receive into your family the most accomplished coquette in England. As a +very distinguished flirt I have always been taught to consider her, but +it has lately fallen in my way to hear some particulars of her conduct +at Langford: which prove that she does not confine herself to that sort +of honest flirtation which satisfies most people, but aspires to the +more delicious gratification of making a whole family miserable. By her +behaviour to Mr. Mainwaring she gave jealousy and wretchedness to his +wife, and by her attentions to a young man previously attached to Mr. +Mainwaring's sister deprived an amiable girl of her lover. + +I learnt all this from Mr. Smith, now in this neighbourhood (I have +dined with him, at Hurst and Wilford), who is just come from Langford +where he was a fortnight with her ladyship, and who is therefore well +qualified to make the communication. + +What a woman she must be! I long to see her, and shall certainly accept +your kind invitation, that I may form some idea of those bewitching +powers which can do so much--engaging at the same time, and in the same +house, the affections of two men, who were neither of them at liberty to +bestow them--and all this without the charm of youth! I am glad to find +Miss Vernon does not accompany her mother to Churchhill, as she has not +even manners to recommend her; and, according to Mr. Smith's account, is +equally dull and proud. Where pride and stupidity unite there can be +no dissimulation worthy notice, and Miss Vernon shall be consigned to +unrelenting contempt; but by all that I can gather Lady Susan possesses +a degree of captivating deceit which it must be pleasing to witness and +detect. I shall be with you very soon, and am ever, + +Your affectionate brother, + +R. DE COURCY. + + + + +V + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +I received your note, my dear Alicia, just before I left town, and +rejoice to be assured that Mr. Johnson suspected nothing of your +engagement the evening before. It is undoubtedly better to deceive him +entirely, and since he will be stubborn he must be tricked. I arrived +here in safety, and have no reason to complain of my reception from Mr. +Vernon; but I confess myself not equally satisfied with the behaviour of +his lady. She is perfectly well-bred, indeed, and has the air of a woman +of fashion, but her manners are not such as can persuade me of her being +prepossessed in my favour. I wanted her to be delighted at seeing me. +I was as amiable as possible on the occasion, but all in vain. She does +not like me. To be sure when we consider that I DID take some pains to +prevent my brother-in-law's marrying her, this want of cordiality is not +very surprizing, and yet it shows an illiberal and vindictive spirit +to resent a project which influenced me six years ago, and which never +succeeded at last. + +I am sometimes disposed to repent that I did not let Charles buy +Vernon Castle, when we were obliged to sell it; but it was a trying +circumstance, especially as the sale took place exactly at the time +of his marriage; and everybody ought to respect the delicacy of those +feelings which could not endure that my husband's dignity should be +lessened by his younger brother's having possession of the family +estate. Could matters have been so arranged as to prevent the necessity +of our leaving the castle, could we have lived with Charles and kept +him single, I should have been very far from persuading my husband to +dispose of it elsewhere; but Charles was on the point of marrying +Miss De Courcy, and the event has justified me. Here are children in +abundance, and what benefit could have accrued to me from his purchasing +Vernon? My having prevented it may perhaps have given his wife an +unfavourable impression, but where there is a disposition to dislike, +a motive will never be wanting; and as to money matters it has not +withheld him from being very useful to me. I really have a regard +for him, he is so easily imposed upon! The house is a good one, the +furniture fashionable, and everything announces plenty and elegance. +Charles is very rich I am sure; when a man has once got his name in a +banking-house he rolls in money; but they do not know what to do with +it, keep very little company, and never go to London but on business. We +shall be as stupid as possible. I mean to win my sister-in-law's heart +through the children; I know all their names already, and am going to +attach myself with the greatest sensibility to one in particular, a +young Frederic, whom I take on my lap and sigh over for his dear uncle's +sake. + +Poor Mainwaring! I need not tell you how much I miss him, how +perpetually he is in my thoughts. I found a dismal letter from him on +my arrival here, full of complaints of his wife and sister, and +lamentations on the cruelty of his fate. I passed off the letter as his +wife's, to the Vernons, and when I write to him it must be under cover +to you. + +Ever yours, S. VERNON. + + + + + +VI + + +MRS. VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +Well, my dear Reginald, I have seen this dangerous creature, and must +give you some description of her, though I hope you will soon be able to +form your own judgment. She is really excessively pretty; however you may +choose to question the allurements of a lady no longer young, I must, +for my own part, declare that I have seldom seen so lovely a woman +as Lady Susan. She is delicately fair, with fine grey eyes and dark +eyelashes; and from her appearance one would not suppose her more than +five and twenty, though she must in fact be ten years older, I was +certainly not disposed to admire her, though always hearing she was +beautiful; but I cannot help feeling that she possesses an uncommon +union of symmetry, brilliancy, and grace. Her address to me was so +gentle, frank, and even affectionate, that, if I had not known how much +she has always disliked me for marrying Mr. Vernon, and that we had +never met before, I should have imagined her an attached friend. One +is apt, I believe, to connect assurance of manner with coquetry, and to +expect that an impudent address will naturally attend an impudent mind; +at least I was myself prepared for an improper degree of confidence in +Lady Susan; but her countenance is absolutely sweet, and her voice and +manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is so, for what is this but deceit? +Unfortunately, one knows her too well. She is clever and agreeable, has +all that knowledge of the world which makes conversation easy, and talks +very well, with a happy command of language, which is too often used, I +believe, to make black appear white. She has already almost persuaded me +of her being warmly attached to her daughter, though I have been so long +convinced to the contrary. She speaks of her with so much tenderness and +anxiety, lamenting so bitterly the neglect of her education, which she +represents however as wholly unavoidable, that I am forced to recollect +how many successive springs her ladyship spent in town, while her +daughter was left in Staffordshire to the care of servants, or a +governess very little better, to prevent my believing what she says. + +If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heart, you +may judge how much more strongly they operate on Mr. Vernon's generous +temper. I wish I could be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really +her choice to leave Langford for Churchhill; and if she had not stayed +there for months before she discovered that her friend's manner of +living did not suit her situation or feelings, I might have believed +that concern for the loss of such a husband as Mr. Vernon, to whom her +own behaviour was far from unexceptionable, might for a time make her +wish for retirement. But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the +Mainwarings, and when I reflect on the different mode of life which she +led with them from that to which she must now submit, I can only suppose +that the wish of establishing her reputation by following though late +the path of propriety, occasioned her removal from a family where she +must in reality have been particularly happy. Your friend Mr. Smith's +story, however, cannot be quite correct, as she corresponds regularly +with Mrs. Mainwaring. At any rate it must be exaggerated. It is scarcely +possible that two men should be so grossly deceived by her at once. + +Yours, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON + + + + + +VII + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Alicia,--You are very good in taking notice of Frederica, and +I am grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as I cannot have +any doubt of the warmth of your affection, I am far from exacting so +heavy a sacrifice. She is a stupid girl, and has nothing to recommend +her. I would not, therefore, on my account, have you encumber one moment +of your precious time by sending for her to Edward Street, especially +as every visit is so much deducted from the grand affair of education, +which I really wish to have attended to while she remains at Miss +Summers's. I want her to play and sing with some portion of taste and +a good deal of assurance, as she has my hand and arm and a tolerable +voice. I was so much indulged in my infant years that I was never +obliged to attend to anything, and consequently am without the +accomplishments which are now necessary to finish a pretty woman. Not +that I am an advocate for the prevailing fashion of acquiring a perfect +knowledge of all languages, arts, and sciences. It is throwing time +away to be mistress of French, Italian, and German: music, singing, +and drawing, &c., will gain a woman some applause, but will not add +one lover to her list--grace and manner, after all, are of the greatest +importance. I do not mean, therefore, that Frederica's acquirements +should be more than superficial, and I flatter myself that she will not +remain long enough at school to understand anything thoroughly. I hope +to see her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth. You know on what +I ground my hope, and it is certainly a good foundation, for school must +be very humiliating to a girl of Frederica's age. And, by-the-by, you +had better not invite her any more on that account, as I wish her to +find her situation as unpleasant as possible. I am sure of Sir James at +any time, and could make him renew his application by a line. I shall +trouble you meanwhile to prevent his forming any other attachment when +he comes to town. Ask him to your house occasionally, and talk to him of +Frederica, that he may not forget her. Upon the whole, I commend my own +conduct in this affair extremely, and regard it as a very happy instance +of circumspection and tenderness. Some mothers would have insisted on +their daughter's accepting so good an offer on the first overture; but I +could not reconcile it to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from +which her heart revolted, and instead of adopting so harsh a measure +merely propose to make it her own choice, by rendering her thoroughly +uncomfortable till she does accept him--but enough of this tiresome +girl. You may well wonder how I contrive to pass my time here, and for +the first week it was insufferably dull. Now, however, we begin to mend, +our party is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's brother, a handsome young man, +who promises me some amusement. There is something about him which +rather interests me, a sort of sauciness and familiarity which I shall +teach him to correct. He is lively, and seems clever, and when I have +inspired him with greater respect for me than his sister's kind offices +have implanted, he may be an agreeable flirt. There is exquisite +pleasure in subduing an insolent spirit, in making a person +predetermined to dislike acknowledge one's superiority. I have +disconcerted him already by my calm reserve, and it shall be my +endeavour to humble the pride of these self important De Courcys still +lower, to convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions have been +bestowed in vain, and to persuade Reginald that she has scandalously +belied me. This project will serve at least to amuse me, and prevent +my feeling so acutely this dreadful separation from you and all whom I +love. + +Yours ever, + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +VIII + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Mother,--You must not expect Reginald back again for some time. +He desires me to tell you that the present open weather induces him to +accept Mr. Vernon's invitation to prolong his stay in Sussex, that +they may have some hunting together. He means to send for his horses +immediately, and it is impossible to say when you may see him in Kent. I +will not disguise my sentiments on this change from you, my dear mother, +though I think you had better not communicate them to my father, whose +excessive anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an alarm which +might seriously affect his health and spirits. Lady Susan has certainly +contrived, in the space of a fortnight, to make my brother like her. +In short, I am persuaded that his continuing here beyond the time +originally fixed for his return is occasioned as much by a degree of +fascination towards her, as by the wish of hunting with Mr. Vernon, and +of course I cannot receive that pleasure from the length of his visit +which my brother's company would otherwise give me. I am, indeed, +provoked at the artifice of this unprincipled woman; what stronger +proof of her dangerous abilities can be given than this perversion of +Reginald's judgment, which when he entered the house was so decidedly +against her! In his last letter he actually gave me some particulars of +her behaviour at Langford, such as he received from a gentleman who knew +her perfectly well, which, if true, must raise abhorrence against her, +and which Reginald himself was entirely disposed to credit. His opinion +of her, I am sure, was as low as of any woman in England; and when he +first came it was evident that he considered her as one entitled neither +to delicacy nor respect, and that he felt she would be delighted with +the attentions of any man inclined to flirt with her. Her behaviour, I +confess, has been calculated to do away with such an idea; I have +not detected the smallest impropriety in it--nothing of vanity, of +pretension, of levity; and she is altogether so attractive that I should +not wonder at his being delighted with her, had he known nothing of her +previous to this personal acquaintance; but, against reason, against +conviction, to be so well pleased with her, as I am sure he is, does +really astonish me. His admiration was at first very strong, but no more +than was natural, and I did not wonder at his being much struck by the +gentleness and delicacy of her manners; but when he has mentioned her of +late it has been in terms of more extraordinary praise; and yesterday he +actually said that he could not be surprised at any effect produced +on the heart of man by such loveliness and such abilities; and when I +lamented, in reply, the badness of her disposition, he observed that +whatever might have been her errors they were to be imputed to her +neglected education and early marriage, and that she was altogether a +wonderful woman. This tendency to excuse her conduct or to forget it, in +the warmth of admiration, vexes me; and if I did not know that Reginald +is too much at home at Churchhill to need an invitation for lengthening +his visit, I should regret Mr. Vernon's giving him any. Lady Susan's +intentions are of course those of absolute coquetry, or a desire +of universal admiration; I cannot for a moment imagine that she has +anything more serious in view; but it mortifies me to see a young man of +Reginald's sense duped by her at all. + +I am, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +IX + + +MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY S. VERNON + + +Edward Street. + + +My dearest Friend,--I congratulate you on Mr. De Courcy's arrival, and +I advise you by all means to marry him; his father's estate is, we know, +considerable, and I believe certainly entailed. Sir Reginald is very +infirm, and not likely to stand in your way long. I hear the young man +well spoken of; and though no one can really deserve you, my dearest +Susan, Mr. De Courcy may be worth having. Mainwaring will storm of +course, but you easily pacify him; besides, the most scrupulous point of +honour could not require you to wait for HIS emancipation. I have seen +Sir James; he came to town for a few days last week, and called several +times in Edward Street. I talked to him about you and your daughter, and +he is so far from having forgotten you, that I am sure he would marry +either of you with pleasure. I gave him hopes of Frederica's relenting, +and told him a great deal of her improvements. I scolded him for making +love to Maria Mainwaring; he protested that he had been only in joke, +and we both laughed heartily at her disappointment; and, in short, were +very agreeable. He is as silly as ever. + +Yours faithfully, + +ALICIA. + + + + + +X + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +I am much obliged to you, my dear Friend, for your advice respecting +Mr. De Courcy, which I know was given with the full conviction of its +expediency, though I am not quite determined on following it. I cannot +easily resolve on anything so serious as marriage; especially as I +am not at present in want of money, and might perhaps, till the old +gentleman's death, be very little benefited by the match. It is true +that I am vain enough to believe it within my reach. I have made him +sensible of my power, and can now enjoy the pleasure of triumphing +over a mind prepared to dislike me, and prejudiced against all my +past actions. His sister, too, is, I hope, convinced how little the +ungenerous representations of anyone to the disadvantage of another will +avail when opposed by the immediate influence of intellect and manner. I +see plainly that she is uneasy at my progress in the good opinion of +her brother, and conclude that nothing will be wanting on her part to +counteract me; but having once made him doubt the justice of her opinion +of me, I think I may defy her. It has been delightful to me to watch +his advances towards intimacy, especially to observe his altered manner +in consequence of my repressing by the cool dignity of my deportment +his insolent approach to direct familiarity. My conduct has been equally +guarded from the first, and I never behaved less like a coquette in the +whole course of my life, though perhaps my desire of dominion was never +more decided. I have subdued him entirely by sentiment and serious +conversation, and made him, I may venture to say, at least half in love +with me, without the semblance of the most commonplace flirtation. Mrs. +Vernon's consciousness of deserving every sort of revenge that it can +be in my power to inflict for her ill-offices could alone enable her +to perceive that I am actuated by any design in behaviour so gentle +and unpretending. Let her think and act as she chooses, however. I have +never yet found that the advice of a sister could prevent a young +man's being in love if he chose. We are advancing now to some kind of +confidence, and in short are likely to be engaged in a sort of platonic +friendship. On my side you may be sure of its never being more, for if +I were not attached to another person as much as I can be to anyone, I +should make a point of not bestowing my affection on a man who had dared +to think so meanly of me. Reginald has a good figure and is not unworthy +the praise you have heard given him, but is still greatly inferior +to our friend at Langford. He is less polished, less insinuating than +Mainwaring, and is comparatively deficient in the power of saying those +delightful things which put one in good humour with oneself and all the +world. He is quite agreeable enough, however, to afford me amusement, +and to make many of those hours pass very pleasantly which would +otherwise be spent in endeavouring to overcome my sister-in-law's +reserve, and listening to the insipid talk of her husband. Your account +of Sir James is most satisfactory, and I mean to give Miss Frederica a +hint of my intentions very soon. + +Yours, &c., + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +XI + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill + + +I really grow quite uneasy, my dearest mother, about Reginald, from +witnessing the very rapid increase of Lady Susan's influence. They are +now on terms of the most particular friendship, frequently engaged in +long conversations together; and she has contrived by the most artful +coquetry to subdue his judgment to her own purposes. It is impossible +to see the intimacy between them so very soon established without some +alarm, though I can hardly suppose that Lady Susan's plans extend to +marriage. I wish you could get Reginald home again on any plausible +pretence; he is not at all disposed to leave us, and I have given him as +many hints of my father's precarious state of health as common decency +will allow me to do in my own house. Her power over him must now be +boundless, as she has entirely effaced all his former ill-opinion, +and persuaded him not merely to forget but to justify her conduct. Mr. +Smith's account of her proceedings at Langford, where he accused her of +having made Mr. Mainwaring and a young man engaged to Miss Mainwaring +distractedly in love with her, which Reginald firmly believed when he +came here, is now, he is persuaded, only a scandalous invention. He +has told me so with a warmth of manner which spoke his regret at having +believed the contrary himself. How sincerely do I grieve that she +ever entered this house! I always looked forward to her coming with +uneasiness; but very far was it from originating in anxiety for +Reginald. I expected a most disagreeable companion for myself, but could +not imagine that my brother would be in the smallest danger of being +captivated by a woman with whose principles he was so well acquainted, +and whose character he so heartily despised. If you can get him away it +will be a good thing. + +Yours, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +XII + + +SIR REGINALD DE COURCY TO HIS SON + + +Parklands. + + +I know that young men in general do not admit of any enquiry even from +their nearest relations into affairs of the heart, but I hope, my dear +Reginald, that you will be superior to such as allow nothing for a +father's anxiety, and think themselves privileged to refuse him their +confidence and slight his advice. You must be sensible that as an only +son, and the representative of an ancient family, your conduct in life +is most interesting to your connections; and in the very important +concern of marriage especially, there is everything at stake--your own +happiness, that of your parents, and the credit of your name. I do not +suppose that you would deliberately form an absolute engagement of that +nature without acquainting your mother and myself, or at least, without +being convinced that we should approve of your choice; but I cannot help +fearing that you may be drawn in, by the lady who has lately attached +you, to a marriage which the whole of your family, far and near, must +highly reprobate. Lady Susan's age is itself a material objection, but +her want of character is one so much more serious, that the difference +of even twelve years becomes in comparison of small amount. Were you not +blinded by a sort of fascination, it would be ridiculous in me to repeat +the instances of great misconduct on her side so very generally known. + +Her neglect of her husband, her encouragement of other men, her +extravagance and dissipation, were so gross and notorious that no one +could be ignorant of them at the time, nor can now have forgotten them. +To our family she has always been represented in softened colours by +the benevolence of Mr. Charles Vernon, and yet, in spite of his generous +endeavours to excuse her, we know that she did, from the most selfish +motives, take all possible pains to prevent his marriage with Catherine. + +My years and increasing infirmities make me very desirous of seeing you +settled in the world. To the fortune of a wife, the goodness of my own +will make me indifferent, but her family and character must be equally +unexceptionable. When your choice is fixed so that no objection can be +made to it, then I can promise you a ready and cheerful consent; but it +is my duty to oppose a match which deep art only could render possible, +and must in the end make wretched. It is possible her behaviour may +arise only from vanity, or the wish of gaining the admiration of a man +whom she must imagine to be particularly prejudiced against her; but it +is more likely that she should aim at something further. She is poor, +and may naturally seek an alliance which must be advantageous to +herself; you know your own rights, and that it is out of my power to +prevent your inheriting the family estate. My ability of distressing +you during my life would be a species of revenge to which I could hardly +stoop under any circumstances. + +I honestly tell you my sentiments and intentions: I do not wish to work +on your fears, but on your sense and affection. It would destroy every +comfort of my life to know that you were married to Lady Susan Vernon; +it would be the death of that honest pride with which I have hitherto +considered my son; I should blush to see him, to hear of him, to think +of him. I may perhaps do no good but that of relieving my own mind by +this letter, but I felt it my duty to tell you that your partiality for +Lady Susan is no secret to your friends, and to warn you against her. +I should be glad to hear your reasons for disbelieving Mr. Smith's +intelligence; you had no doubt of its authenticity a month ago. If +you can give me your assurance of having no design beyond enjoying +the conversation of a clever woman for a short period, and of yielding +admiration only to her beauty and abilities, without being blinded by +them to her faults, you will restore me to happiness; but, if you cannot +do this, explain to me, at least, what has occasioned so great an +alteration in your opinion of her. + +I am, &c., &c, + +REGINALD DE COURCY + + + + + +XIII + + +LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON + + +Parklands. + + +My dear Catherine,--Unluckily I was confined to my room when your last +letter came, by a cold which affected my eyes so much as to prevent my +reading it myself, so I could not refuse your father when he offered +to read it to me, by which means he became acquainted, to my great +vexation, with all your fears about your brother. I had intended to +write to Reginald myself as soon as my eyes would let me, to point out, +as well as I could, the danger of an intimate acquaintance, with so +artful a woman as Lady Susan, to a young man of his age, and high +expectations. I meant, moreover, to have reminded him of our being quite +alone now, and very much in need of him to keep up our spirits these +long winter evenings. Whether it would have done any good can never be +settled now, but I am excessively vexed that Sir Reginald should know +anything of a matter which we foresaw would make him so uneasy. He +caught all your fears the moment he had read your letter, and I am sure +he has not had the business out of his head since. He wrote by the same +post to Reginald a long letter full of it all, and particularly asking +an explanation of what he may have heard from Lady Susan to contradict +the late shocking reports. His answer came this morning, which I shall +enclose to you, as I think you will like to see it. I wish it was more +satisfactory; but it seems written with such a determination to think +well of Lady Susan, that his assurances as to marriage, &c., do not set +my heart at ease. I say all I can, however, to satisfy your father, and +he is certainly less uneasy since Reginald's letter. How provoking it +is, my dear Catherine, that this unwelcome guest of yours should not +only prevent our meeting this Christmas, but be the occasion of so much +vexation and trouble! Kiss the dear children for me. + +Your affectionate mother, + +C. DE COURCY. + + + + + +XIV + + +MR. DE COURCY TO SIR REGINALD + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Sir,--I have this moment received your letter, which has given +me more astonishment than I ever felt before. I am to thank my sister, +I suppose, for having represented me in such a light as to injure me +in your opinion, and give you all this alarm. I know not why she should +choose to make herself and her family uneasy by apprehending an +event which no one but herself, I can affirm, would ever have thought +possible. To impute such a design to Lady Susan would be taking from her +every claim to that excellent understanding which her bitterest enemies +have never denied her; and equally low must sink my pretensions to +common sense if I am suspected of matrimonial views in my behaviour +to her. Our difference of age must be an insuperable objection, and I +entreat you, my dear father, to quiet your mind, and no longer harbour +a suspicion which cannot be more injurious to your own peace than to our +understandings. I can have no other view in remaining with Lady Susan, +than to enjoy for a short time (as you have yourself expressed it) the +conversation of a woman of high intellectual powers. If Mrs. Vernon +would allow something to my affection for herself and her husband in the +length of my visit, she would do more justice to us all; but my sister +is unhappily prejudiced beyond the hope of conviction against Lady +Susan. From an attachment to her husband, which in itself does honour to +both, she cannot forgive the endeavours at preventing their union, which +have been attributed to selfishness in Lady Susan; but in this case, as +well as in many others, the world has most grossly injured that lady, by +supposing the worst where the motives of her conduct have been doubtful. +Lady Susan had heard something so materially to the disadvantage of my +sister as to persuade her that the happiness of Mr. Vernon, to whom she +was always much attached, would be wholly destroyed by the marriage. And +this circumstance, while it explains the true motives of Lady Susan's +conduct, and removes all the blame which has been so lavished on her, +may also convince us how little the general report of anyone ought to +be credited; since no character, however upright, can escape the +malevolence of slander. If my sister, in the security of retirement, +with as little opportunity as inclination to do evil, could not avoid +censure, we must not rashly condemn those who, living in the world and +surrounded with temptations, should be accused of errors which they are +known to have the power of committing. + +I blame myself severely for having so easily believed the slanderous +tales invented by Charles Smith to the prejudice of Lady Susan, as I +am now convinced how greatly they have traduced her. As to Mrs. +Mainwaring's jealousy it was totally his own invention, and his account +of her attaching Miss Mainwaring's lover was scarcely better founded. +Sir James Martin had been drawn in by that young lady to pay her some +attention; and as he is a man of fortune, it was easy to see HER views +extended to marriage. It is well known that Miss M. is absolutely on the +catch for a husband, and no one therefore can pity her for losing, by +the superior attractions of another woman, the chance of being able to +make a worthy man completely wretched. Lady Susan was far from intending +such a conquest, and on finding how warmly Miss Mainwaring resented her +lover's defection, determined, in spite of Mr. and Mrs. Mainwaring's +most urgent entreaties, to leave the family. I have reason to imagine +she did receive serious proposals from Sir James, but her removing to +Langford immediately on the discovery of his attachment, must acquit her +on that article with any mind of common candour. You will, I am sure, my +dear Sir, feel the truth of this, and will hereby learn to do justice to +the character of a very injured woman. I know that Lady Susan in coming +to Churchhill was governed only by the most honourable and amiable +intentions; her prudence and economy are exemplary, her regard for Mr. +Vernon equal even to HIS deserts; and her wish of obtaining my sister's +good opinion merits a better return than it has received. As a mother +she is unexceptionable; her solid affection for her child is shown by +placing her in hands where her education will be properly attended to; +but because she has not the blind and weak partiality of most mothers, +she is accused of wanting maternal tenderness. Every person of sense, +however, will know how to value and commend her well-directed affection, +and will join me in wishing that Frederica Vernon may prove more worthy +than she has yet done of her mother's tender care. I have now, my dear +father, written my real sentiments of Lady Susan; you will know from +this letter how highly I admire her abilities, and esteem her character; +but if you are not equally convinced by my full and solemn assurance +that your fears have been most idly created, you will deeply mortify and +distress me. + +I am, &c., &c., + +R. DE COURCY. + + + + + +XV + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill + + +My dear Mother,--I return you Reginald's letter, and rejoice with all +my heart that my father is made easy by it: tell him so, with my +congratulations; but, between ourselves, I must own it has only +convinced ME of my brother's having no PRESENT intention of marrying +Lady Susan, not that he is in no danger of doing so three months hence. +He gives a very plausible account of her behaviour at Langford; I wish +it may be true, but his intelligence must come from herself, and I +am less disposed to believe it than to lament the degree of intimacy +subsisting between them, implied by the discussion of such a subject. I +am sorry to have incurred his displeasure, but can expect nothing better +while he is so very eager in Lady Susan's justification. He is very +severe against me indeed, and yet I hope I have not been hasty in +my judgment of her. Poor woman! though I have reasons enough for +my dislike, I cannot help pitying her at present, as she is in real +distress, and with too much cause. She had this morning a letter from +the lady with whom she has placed her daughter, to request that Miss +Vernon might be immediately removed, as she had been detected in an +attempt to run away. Why, or whither she intended to go, does not +appear; but, as her situation seems to have been unexceptionable, it is +a sad thing, and of course highly distressing to Lady Susan. Frederica +must be as much as sixteen, and ought to know better; but from what +her mother insinuates, I am afraid she is a perverse girl. She has +been sadly neglected, however, and her mother ought to remember it. Mr. +Vernon set off for London as soon as she had determined what should be +done. He is, if possible, to prevail on Miss Summers to let Frederica +continue with her; and if he cannot succeed, to bring her to Churchhill +for the present, till some other situation can be found for her. +Her ladyship is comforting herself meanwhile by strolling along the +shrubbery with Reginald, calling forth all his tender feelings, I +suppose, on this distressing occasion. She has been talking a great deal +about it to me. She talks vastly well; I am afraid of being ungenerous, +or I should say, TOO well to feel so very deeply; but I will not look +for her faults; she may be Reginald's wife! Heaven forbid it! but why +should I be quicker-sighted than anyone else? Mr. Vernon declares that +he never saw deeper distress than hers, on the receipt of the letter; +and is his judgment inferior to mine? She was very unwilling that +Frederica should be allowed to come to Churchhill, and justly enough, as +it seems a sort of reward to behaviour deserving very differently; but +it was impossible to take her anywhere else, and she is not to remain +here long. "It will be absolutely necessary," said she, "as you, my dear +sister, must be sensible, to treat my daughter with some severity while +she is here; a most painful necessity, but I will ENDEAVOUR to submit to +it. I am afraid I have often been too indulgent, but my poor Frederica's +temper could never bear opposition well: you must support and encourage +me; you must urge the necessity of reproof if you see me too lenient." +All this sounds very reasonable. Reginald is so incensed against the +poor silly girl. Surely it is not to Lady Susan's credit that he should +be so bitter against her daughter; his idea of her must be drawn from +the mother's description. Well, whatever may be his fate, we have the +comfort of knowing that we have done our utmost to save him. We must +commit the event to a higher power. + +Yours ever, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +XVI + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +Never, my dearest Alicia, was I so provoked in my life as by a letter +this morning from Miss Summers. That horrid girl of mine has been trying +to run away. I had not a notion of her being such a little devil before, +she seemed to have all the Vernon milkiness; but on receiving the letter +in which I declared my intention about Sir James, she actually attempted +to elope; at least, I cannot otherwise account for her doing it. She +meant, I suppose, to go to the Clarkes in Staffordshire, for she has no +other acquaintances. But she shall be punished, she shall have him. I +have sent Charles to town to make matters up if he can, for I do not +by any means want her here. If Miss Summers will not keep her, you must +find me out another school, unless we can get her married immediately. +Miss S. writes word that she could not get the young lady to assign +any cause for her extraordinary conduct, which confirms me in my own +previous explanation of it. Frederica is too shy, I think, and too much +in awe of me to tell tales, but if the mildness of her uncle should get +anything out of her, I am not afraid. I trust I shall be able to make my +story as good as hers. If I am vain of anything, it is of my eloquence. +Consideration and esteem as surely follow command of language as +admiration waits on beauty, and here I have opportunity enough for the +exercise of my talent, as the chief of my time is spent in conversation. + +Reginald is never easy unless we are by ourselves, and when the weather +is tolerable, we pace the shrubbery for hours together. I like him on +the whole very well; he is clever and has a good deal to say, but he +is sometimes impertinent and troublesome. There is a sort of ridiculous +delicacy about him which requires the fullest explanation of whatever he +may have heard to my disadvantage, and is never satisfied till he thinks +he has ascertained the beginning and end of everything. This is one sort +of love, but I confess it does not particularly recommend itself to me. +I infinitely prefer the tender and liberal spirit of Mainwaring, which, +impressed with the deepest conviction of my merit, is satisfied that +whatever I do must be right; and look with a degree of contempt on +the inquisitive and doubtful fancies of that heart which seems always +debating on the reasonableness of its emotions. Mainwaring is indeed, +beyond all compare, superior to Reginald--superior in everything but the +power of being with me! Poor fellow! he is much distracted by jealousy, +which I am not sorry for, as I know no better support of love. He has +been teazing me to allow of his coming into this country, and lodging +somewhere near INCOG.; but I forbade everything of the kind. Those women +are inexcusable who forget what is due to themselves, and the opinion of +the world. + +Yours ever, S. VERNON. + + + + + +XVII + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Mother,--Mr. Vernon returned on Thursday night, bringing his +niece with him. Lady Susan had received a line from him by that day's +post, informing her that Miss Summers had absolutely refused to allow of +Miss Vernon's continuance in her academy; we were therefore prepared for +her arrival, and expected them impatiently the whole evening. They came +while we were at tea, and I never saw any creature look so frightened as +Frederica when she entered the room. Lady Susan, who had been shedding +tears before, and showing great agitation at the idea of the meeting, +received her with perfect self-command, and without betraying the +least tenderness of spirit. She hardly spoke to her, and on Frederica's +bursting into tears as soon as we were seated, took her out of the room, +and did not return for some time. When she did, her eyes looked very red +and she was as much agitated as before. We saw no more of her daughter. +Poor Reginald was beyond measure concerned to see his fair friend in +such distress, and watched her with so much tender solicitude, that I, +who occasionally caught her observing his countenance with exultation, +was quite out of patience. This pathetic representation lasted the whole +evening, and so ostentatious and artful a display has entirely convinced +me that she did in fact feel nothing. I am more angry with her than ever +since I have seen her daughter; the poor girl looks so unhappy that my +heart aches for her. Lady Susan is surely too severe, for Frederica +does not seem to have the sort of temper to make severity necessary. +She looks perfectly timid, dejected, and penitent. She is very +pretty, though not so handsome as her mother, nor at all like her. Her +complexion is delicate, but neither so fair nor so blooming as Lady +Susan's, and she has quite the Vernon cast of countenance, the oval face +and mild dark eyes, and there is peculiar sweetness in her look when she +speaks either to her uncle or me, for as we behave kindly to her we have +of course engaged her gratitude. + +Her mother has insinuated that her temper is intractable, but I never +saw a face less indicative of any evil disposition than hers; and from +what I can see of the behaviour of each to the other, the invariable +severity of Lady Susan and the silent dejection of Frederica, I am +led to believe as heretofore that the former has no real love for her +daughter, and has never done her justice or treated her affectionately. +I have not been able to have any conversation with my niece; she is shy, +and I think I can see that some pains are taken to prevent her being +much with me. Nothing satisfactory transpires as to her reason for +running away. Her kind-hearted uncle, you may be sure, was too fearful +of distressing her to ask many questions as they travelled. I wish it +had been possible for me to fetch her instead of him. I think I should +have discovered the truth in the course of a thirty-mile journey. The +small pianoforte has been removed within these few days, at Lady Susan's +request, into her dressing-room, and Frederica spends great part of the +day there, practising as it is called; but I seldom hear any noise when +I pass that way; what she does with herself there I do not know. There +are plenty of books, but it is not every girl who has been running +wild the first fifteen years of her life, that can or will read. Poor +creature! the prospect from her window is not very instructive, for that +room overlooks the lawn, you know, with the shrubbery on one side, +where she may see her mother walking for an hour together in earnest +conversation with Reginald. A girl of Frederica's age must be childish +indeed, if such things do not strike her. Is it not inexcusable to give +such an example to a daughter? Yet Reginald still thinks Lady Susan the +best of mothers, and still condemns Frederica as a worthless girl! He +is convinced that her attempt to run away proceeded from no, justifiable +cause, and had no provocation. I am sure I cannot say that it HAD, +but while Miss Summers declares that Miss Vernon showed no signs of +obstinacy or perverseness during her whole stay in Wigmore Street, till +she was detected in this scheme, I cannot so readily credit what Lady +Susan has made him, and wants to make me believe, that it was merely +an impatience of restraint and a desire of escaping from the tuition of +masters which brought on the plan of an elopement. O Reginald, how is +your judgment enslaved! He scarcely dares even allow her to be handsome, +and when I speak of her beauty, replies only that her eyes have no +brilliancy! Sometimes he is sure she is deficient in understanding, and +at others that her temper only is in fault. In short, when a person is +always to deceive, it is impossible to be consistent. Lady Susan +finds it necessary that Frederica should be to blame, and probably has +sometimes judged it expedient to excuse her of ill-nature and sometimes +to lament her want of sense. Reginald is only repeating after her +ladyship. + +I remain, &c., &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +XVIII + + +FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Mother,--I am very glad to find that my description of Frederica +Vernon has interested you, for I do believe her truly deserving of your +regard; and when I have communicated a notion which has recently struck +me, your kind impressions in her favour will, I am sure, be heightened. +I cannot help fancying that she is growing partial to my brother. I so +very often see her eyes fixed on his face with a remarkable expression +of pensive admiration. He is certainly very handsome; and yet more, +there is an openness in his manner that must be highly prepossessing, +and I am sure she feels it so. Thoughtful and pensive in general, her +countenance always brightens into a smile when Reginald says anything +amusing; and, let the subject be ever so serious that he may be +conversing on, I am much mistaken if a syllable of his uttering escapes +her. I want to make him sensible of all this, for we know the power +of gratitude on such a heart as his; and could Frederica's artless +affection detach him from her mother, we might bless the day which +brought her to Churchhill. I think, my dear mother, you would not +disapprove of her as a daughter. She is extremely young, to be sure, +has had a wretched education, and a dreadful example of levity in her +mother; but yet I can pronounce her disposition to be excellent, and her +natural abilities very good. Though totally without accomplishments, she +is by no means so ignorant as one might expect to find her, being fond +of books and spending the chief of her time in reading. Her mother +leaves her more to herself than she did, and I have her with me as much +as possible, and have taken great pains to overcome her timidity. We +are very good friends, and though she never opens her lips before her +mother, she talks enough when alone with me to make it clear that, if +properly treated by Lady Susan, she would always appear to much greater +advantage. There cannot be a more gentle, affectionate heart; or more +obliging manners, when acting without restraint; and her little cousins +are all very fond of her. + +Your affectionate daughter, + +C. VERNON + + + + + +XIX + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +You will be eager, I know, to hear something further of Frederica, and +perhaps may think me negligent for not writing before. She arrived with +her uncle last Thursday fortnight, when, of course, I lost no time in +demanding the cause of her behaviour; and soon found myself to have been +perfectly right in attributing it to my own letter. The prospect of +it frightened her so thoroughly, that, with a mixture of true girlish +perverseness and folly, she resolved on getting out of the house and +proceeding directly by the stage to her friends, the Clarkes; and had +really got as far as the length of two streets in her journey when +she was fortunately missed, pursued, and overtaken. Such was the first +distinguished exploit of Miss Frederica Vernon; and, if we consider that +it was achieved at the tender age of sixteen, we shall have room for +the most flattering prognostics of her future renown. I am excessively +provoked, however, at the parade of propriety which prevented Miss +Summers from keeping the girl; and it seems so extraordinary a piece of +nicety, considering my daughter's family connections, that I can only +suppose the lady to be governed by the fear of never getting her money. +Be that as it may, however, Frederica is returned on my hands; and, +having nothing else to employ her, is busy in pursuing the plan of +romance begun at Langford. She is actually falling in love with Reginald +De Courcy! To disobey her mother by refusing an unexceptionable offer +is not enough; her affections must also be given without her mother's +approbation. I never saw a girl of her age bid fairer to be the sport +of mankind. Her feelings are tolerably acute, and she is so charmingly +artless in their display as to afford the most reasonable hope of her +being ridiculous, and despised by every man who sees her. + +Artlessness will never do in love matters; and that girl is born a +simpleton who has it either by nature or affectation. I am not yet +certain that Reginald sees what she is about, nor is it of much +consequence. She is now an object of indifference to him, and she would +be one of contempt were he to understand her emotions. Her beauty is +much admired by the Vernons, but it has no effect on him. She is in high +favour with her aunt altogether, because she is so little like myself, +of course. She is exactly the companion for Mrs. Vernon, who dearly +loves to be firm, and to have all the sense and all the wit of the +conversation to herself: Frederica will never eclipse her. When she +first came I was at some pains to prevent her seeing much of her aunt; +but I have relaxed, as I believe I may depend on her observing the rules +I have laid down for their discourse. But do not imagine that with all +this lenity I have for a moment given up my plan of her marriage. No; I +am unalterably fixed on this point, though I have not yet quite decided +on the manner of bringing it about. I should not chuse to have the +business brought on here, and canvassed by the wise heads of Mr. and +Mrs. Vernon; and I cannot just now afford to go to town. Miss Frederica +must therefore wait a little. + +Yours ever, + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +XX + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill + + +We have a very unexpected guest with us at present, my dear Mother: he +arrived yesterday. I heard a carriage at the door, as I was sitting with +my children while they dined; and supposing I should be wanted, left the +nursery soon afterwards, and was half-way downstairs, when Frederica, +as pale as ashes, came running up, and rushed by me into her own room. +I instantly followed, and asked her what was the matter. "Oh!" said +she, "he is come--Sir James is come, and what shall I do?" This was no +explanation; I begged her to tell me what she meant. At that moment we +were interrupted by a knock at the door: it was Reginald, who came, by +Lady Susan's direction, to call Frederica down. "It is Mr. De Courcy!" +said she, colouring violently. "Mamma has sent for me; I must go." +We all three went down together; and I saw my brother examining the +terrified face of Frederica with surprize. In the breakfast-room we +found Lady Susan, and a young man of gentlemanlike appearance, whom she +introduced by the name of Sir James Martin--the very person, as you may +remember, whom it was said she had been at pains to detach from Miss +Mainwaring; but the conquest, it seems, was not designed for herself, +or she has since transferred it to her daughter; for Sir James is now +desperately in love with Frederica, and with full encouragement from +mamma. The poor girl, however, I am sure, dislikes him; and though his +person and address are very well, he appears, both to Mr. Vernon and +me, a very weak young man. Frederica looked so shy, so confused, when +we entered the room, that I felt for her exceedingly. Lady Susan behaved +with great attention to her visitor; and yet I thought I could perceive +that she had no particular pleasure in seeing him. Sir James talked a +great deal, and made many civil excuses to me for the liberty he had +taken in coming to Churchhill--mixing more frequent laughter with his +discourse than the subject required--said many things over and over +again, and told Lady Susan three times that he had seen Mrs. Johnson +a few evenings before. He now and then addressed Frederica, but more +frequently her mother. The poor girl sat all this time without opening +her lips--her eyes cast down, and her colour varying every instant; +while Reginald observed all that passed in perfect silence. At length +Lady Susan, weary, I believe, of her situation, proposed walking; and +we left the two gentlemen together, to put on our pelisses. As we went +upstairs Lady Susan begged permission to attend me for a few moments in +my dressing-room, as she was anxious to speak with me in private. I led +her thither accordingly, and as soon as the door was closed, she said: +"I was never more surprized in my life than by Sir James's arrival, +and the suddenness of it requires some apology to you, my dear sister; +though to ME, as a mother, it is highly flattering. He is so extremely +attached to my daughter that he could not exist longer without seeing +her. Sir James is a young man of an amiable disposition and excellent +character; a little too much of the rattle, perhaps, but a year or two +will rectify THAT: and he is in other respects so very eligible a match +for Frederica, that I have always observed his attachment with the +greatest pleasure; and am persuaded that you and my brother will give +the alliance your hearty approbation. I have never before mentioned the +likelihood of its taking place to anyone, because I thought that whilst +Frederica continued at school it had better not be known to exist; +but now, as I am convinced that Frederica is too old ever to submit to +school confinement, and have, therefore, begun to consider her union +with Sir James as not very distant, I had intended within a few days to +acquaint yourself and Mr. Vernon with the whole business. I am sure, my +dear sister, you will excuse my remaining silent so long, and agree +with me that such circumstances, while they continue from any cause +in suspense, cannot be too cautiously concealed. When you have the +happiness of bestowing your sweet little Catherine, some years hence, on +a man who in connection and character is alike unexceptionable, you +will know what I feel now; though, thank Heaven, you cannot have all my +reasons for rejoicing in such an event. Catherine will be amply provided +for, and not, like my Frederica, indebted to a fortunate +establishment for the comforts of life." She concluded by demanding +my congratulations. I gave them somewhat awkwardly, I believe; for, in +fact, the sudden disclosure of so important a matter took from me the +power of speaking with any clearness. She thanked me, however, most +affectionately, for my kind concern in the welfare of herself and +daughter; and then said: "I am not apt to deal in professions, my +dear Mrs. Vernon, and I never had the convenient talent of affecting +sensations foreign to my heart; and therefore I trust you will believe +me when I declare, that much as I had heard in your praise before I knew +you, I had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do; and I +must further say that your friendship towards me is more particularly +gratifying because I have reason to believe that some attempts were made +to prejudice you against me. I only wish that they, whoever they are, +to whom I am indebted for such kind intentions, could see the terms on +which we now are together, and understand the real affection we feel +for each other; but I will not detain you any longer. God bless you, for +your goodness to me and my girl, and continue to you all your present +happiness." What can one say of such a woman, my dear mother? Such +earnestness such solemnity of expression! and yet I cannot help +suspecting the truth of everything she says. As for Reginald, I believe +he does not know what to make of the matter. When Sir James came, he +appeared all astonishment and perplexity; the folly of the young man and +the confusion of Frederica entirely engrossed him; and though a little +private discourse with Lady Susan has since had its effect, he is still +hurt, I am sure, at her allowing of such a man's attentions to her +daughter. Sir James invited himself with great composure to remain here +a few days--hoped we would not think it odd, was aware of its being very +impertinent, but he took the liberty of a relation; and concluded by +wishing, with a laugh, that he might be really one very soon. Even Lady +Susan seemed a little disconcerted by this forwardness; in her heart I +am persuaded she sincerely wished him gone. But something must be done +for this poor girl, if her feelings are such as both I and her uncle +believe them to be. She must not be sacrificed to policy or ambition, +and she must not be left to suffer from the dread of it. The girl whose +heart can distinguish Reginald De Courcy, deserves, however he may +slight her, a better fate than to be Sir James Martin's wife. As soon +as I can get her alone, I will discover the real truth; but she seems to +wish to avoid me. I hope this does not proceed from anything wrong, and +that I shall not find out I have thought too well of her. Her +behaviour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest consciousness and +embarrassment, but I see nothing in it more like encouragement. Adieu, +my dear mother. + +Yours, &c., + +C. VERNON. + + + + + +XXI + + +MISS VERNON TO MR DE COURCY + + +Sir,--I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the +greatest distress, or I should be ashamed to trouble you. I am very +miserable about Sir James Martin, and have no other way in the world of +helping myself but by writing to you, for I am forbidden even speaking +to my uncle and aunt on the subject; and this being the case, I am +afraid my applying to you will appear no better than equivocation, and +as if I attended to the letter and not the spirit of mamma's commands. +But if you do not take my part and persuade her to break it off, I shall +be half distracted, for I cannot bear him. No human being but YOU could +have any chance of prevailing with her. If you will, therefore, have the +unspeakably great kindness of taking my part with her, and persuading +her to send Sir James away, I shall be more obliged to you than it is +possible for me to express. I always disliked him from the first: it is +not a sudden fancy, I assure you, sir; I always thought him silly and +impertinent and disagreeable, and now he is grown worse than ever. I +would rather work for my bread than marry him. I do not know how +to apologize enough for this letter; I know it is taking so great a +liberty. I am aware how dreadfully angry it will make mamma, but I +remember the risk. + +I am, Sir, your most humble servant, + +F. S. V. + + + + + +XXII + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +This is insufferable! My dearest friend, I was never so enraged before, +and must relieve myself by writing to you, who I know will enter into +all my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Martin! Guess +my astonishment, and vexation--for, as you well know, I never wished him +to be seen at Churchhill. What a pity that you should not have known +his intentions! Not content with coming, he actually invited himself to +remain here a few days. I could have poisoned him! I made the best of +it, however, and told my story with great success to Mrs. Vernon, who, +whatever might be her real sentiments, said nothing in opposition to +mine. I made a point also of Frederica's behaving civilly to Sir James, +and gave her to understand that I was absolutely determined on her +marrying him. She said something of her misery, but that was all. I have +for some time been more particularly resolved on the match from seeing +the rapid increase of her affection for Reginald, and from not feeling +secure that a knowledge of such affection might not in the end awaken +a return. Contemptible as a regard founded only on compassion must make +them both in my eyes, I felt by no means assured that such might not be +the consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any degree grown +cool towards me; but yet he has lately mentioned Frederica spontaneously +and unnecessarily, and once said something in praise of her person. +HE was all astonishment at the appearance of my visitor, and at first +observed Sir James with an attention which I was pleased to see not +unmixed with jealousy; but unluckily it was impossible for me really +to torment him, as Sir James, though extremely gallant to me, very +soon made the whole party understand that his heart was devoted to my +daughter. I had no great difficulty in convincing De Courcy, when we +were alone, that I was perfectly justified, all things considered, +in desiring the match; and the whole business seemed most comfortably +arranged. They could none of them help perceiving that Sir James was no +Solomon; but I had positively forbidden Frederica complaining to Charles +Vernon or his wife, and they had therefore no pretence for interference; +though my impertinent sister, I believe, wanted only opportunity for +doing so. Everything, however, was going on calmly and quietly; and, +though I counted the hours of Sir James's stay, my mind was entirely +satisfied with the posture of affairs. Guess, then, what I must feel at +the sudden disturbance of all my schemes; and that, too, from a quarter +where I had least reason to expect it. Reginald came this morning into +my dressing-room with a very unusual solemnity of countenance, and after +some preface informed me in so many words that he wished to reason with +me on the impropriety and unkindness of allowing Sir James Martin to +address my daughter contrary to her inclinations. I was all amazement. +When I found that he was not to be laughed out of his design, I calmly +begged an explanation, and desired to know by what he was impelled, and +by whom commissioned, to reprimand me. He then told me, mixing in +his speech a few insolent compliments and ill-timed expressions of +tenderness, to which I listened with perfect indifference, that my +daughter had acquainted him with some circumstances concerning herself, +Sir James, and me which had given him great uneasiness. In short, I +found that she had in the first place actually written to him to request +his interference, and that, on receiving her letter, he had conversed +with her on the subject of it, in order to understand the particulars, +and to assure himself of her real wishes. I have not a doubt but that +the girl took this opportunity of making downright love to him. I am +convinced of it by the manner in which he spoke of her. Much good may +such love do him! I shall ever despise the man who can be gratified by +the passion which he never wished to inspire, nor solicited the avowal +of. I shall always detest them both. He can have no true regard for +me, or he would not have listened to her; and SHE, with her little +rebellious heart and indelicate feelings, to throw herself into the +protection of a young man with whom she has scarcely ever exchanged +two words before! I am equally confounded at HER impudence and HIS +credulity. How dared he believe what she told him in my disfavour! Ought +he not to have felt assured that I must have unanswerable motives for +all that I had done? Where was his reliance on my sense and goodness +then? Where the resentment which true love would have dictated against +the person defaming me--that person, too, a chit, a child, without +talent or education, whom he had been always taught to despise? I +was calm for some time; but the greatest degree of forbearance may be +overcome, and I hope I was afterwards sufficiently keen. He endeavoured, +long endeavoured, to soften my resentment; but that woman is a +fool indeed who, while insulted by accusation, can be worked on by +compliments. At length he left me, as deeply provoked as myself; and +he showed his anger more. I was quite cool, but he gave way to the most +violent indignation; I may therefore expect it will the sooner subside, +and perhaps his may be vanished for ever, while mine will be found still +fresh and implacable. He is now shut up in his apartment, whither I +heard him go on leaving mine. How unpleasant, one would think, must be +his reflections! but some people's feelings are incomprehensible. I have +not yet tranquillised myself enough to see Frederica. SHE shall not soon +forget the occurrences of this day; she shall find that she has poured +forth her tender tale of love in vain, and exposed herself for ever +to the contempt of the whole world, and the severest resentment of her +injured mother. + +Your affectionate + +S. VERNON. + + + + +XXIII + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +Let me congratulate you, my dearest Mother! The affair which has given +us so much anxiety is drawing to a happy conclusion. Our prospect is +most delightful, and since matters have now taken so favourable a turn, +I am quite sorry that I ever imparted my apprehensions to you; for the +pleasure of learning that the danger is over is perhaps dearly purchased +by all that you have previously suffered. I am so much agitated by +delight that I can scarcely hold a pen; but am determined to send you +a few short lines by James, that you may have some explanation of what +must so greatly astonish you, as that Reginald should be returning to +Parklands. I was sitting about half an hour ago with Sir James in +the breakfast parlour, when my brother called me out of the room. I +instantly saw that something was the matter; his complexion was raised, +and he spoke with great emotion; you know his eager manner, my dear +mother, when his mind is interested. "Catherine," said he, "I am going +home to-day; I am sorry to leave you, but I must go: it is a great while +since I have seen my father and mother. I am going to send James forward +with my hunters immediately; if you have any letter, therefore, he can +take it. I shall not be at home myself till Wednesday or Thursday, as I +shall go through London, where I have business; but before I leave you," +he continued, speaking in a lower tone, and with still greater energy, +"I must warn you of one thing--do not let Frederica Vernon be made +unhappy by that Martin. He wants to marry her; her mother promotes the +match, but she cannot endure the idea of it. Be assured that I speak +from the fullest conviction of the truth of what I say; I know that +Frederica is made wretched by Sir James's continuing here. She is a +sweet girl, and deserves a better fate. Send him away immediately; he is +only a fool: but what her mother can mean, Heaven only knows! Good bye," +he added, shaking my hand with earnestness; "I do not know when you will +see me again; but remember what I tell you of Frederica; you MUST make +it your business to see justice done her. She is an amiable girl, and +has a very superior mind to what we have given her credit for." He then +left me, and ran upstairs. I would not try to stop him, for I know what +his feelings must be. The nature of mine, as I listened to him, I need +not attempt to describe; for a minute or two I remained in the same +spot, overpowered by wonder of a most agreeable sort indeed; yet it +required some consideration to be tranquilly happy. In about ten minutes +after my return to the parlour Lady Susan entered the room. I concluded, +of course, that she and Reginald had been quarrelling; and looked with +anxious curiosity for a confirmation of my belief in her face. Mistress +of deceit, however, she appeared perfectly unconcerned, and after +chatting on indifferent subjects for a short time, said to me, "I find +from Wilson that we are going to lose Mr. De Courcy--is it true that +he leaves Churchhill this morning?" I replied that it was. "He told +us nothing of all this last night," said she, laughing, "or even this +morning at breakfast; but perhaps he did not know it himself. Young men +are often hasty in their resolutions, and not more sudden in forming +than unsteady in keeping them. I should not be surprised if he were to +change his mind at last, and not go." She soon afterwards left the room. +I trust, however, my dear mother, that we have no reason to fear an +alteration of his present plan; things have gone too far. They must have +quarrelled, and about Frederica, too. Her calmness astonishes me. What +delight will be yours in seeing him again; in seeing him still worthy +your esteem, still capable of forming your happiness! When I next +write I shall be able to tell you that Sir James is gone, Lady Susan +vanquished, and Frederica at peace. We have much to do, but it shall +be done. I am all impatience to hear how this astonishing change was +effected. I finish as I began, with the warmest congratulations. + +Yours ever, &c., + +CATH. VERNON. + + + + + +XXIV + + +FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME + + +Churchhill. + + +Little did I imagine, my dear Mother, when I sent off my last letter, +that the delightful perturbation of spirits I was then in would undergo +so speedy, so melancholy a reverse. I never can sufficiently regret that +I wrote to you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has happened? +My dear mother, every hope which made me so happy only two hours ago has +vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan and Reginald is made up, and we +are all as we were before. One point only is gained. Sir James Martin is +dismissed. What are we now to look forward to? I am indeed disappointed; +Reginald was all but gone, his horse was ordered and all but brought +to the door; who would not have felt safe? For half an hour I was in +momentary expectation of his departure. After I had sent off my letter +to you, I went to Mr. Vernon, and sat with him in his room talking over +the whole matter, and then determined to look for Frederica, whom I had +not seen since breakfast. I met her on the stairs, and saw that she was +crying. "My dear aunt," said she, "he is going--Mr. De Courcy is going, +and it is all my fault. I am afraid you will be very angry with me, but +indeed I had no idea it would end so." "My love," I replied, "do not +think it necessary to apologize to me on that account. I shall feel +myself under an obligation to anyone who is the means of sending my +brother home, because," recollecting myself, "I know my father wants +very much to see him. But what is it you have done to occasion all +this?" She blushed deeply as she answered: "I was so unhappy about Sir +James that I could not help--I have done something very wrong, I know; +but you have not an idea of the misery I have been in: and mamma had +ordered me never to speak to you or my uncle about it, and--" "You +therefore spoke to my brother to engage his interference," said I, to +save her the explanation. "No, but I wrote to him--I did indeed, I got +up this morning before it was light, and was two hours about it; and +when my letter was done I thought I never should have courage to give +it. After breakfast however, as I was going to my room, I met him in the +passage, and then, as I knew that everything must depend on that moment, +I forced myself to give it. He was so good as to take it immediately. I +dared not look at him, and ran away directly. I was in such a fright I +could hardly breathe. My dear aunt, you do not know how miserable I +have been." "Frederica" said I, "you ought to have told me all your +distresses. You would have found in me a friend always ready to assist +you. Do you think that your uncle or I should not have espoused your +cause as warmly as my brother?" "Indeed, I did not doubt your kindness," +said she, colouring again, "but I thought Mr. De Courcy could do +anything with my mother; but I was mistaken: they have had a dreadful +quarrel about it, and he is going away. Mamma will never forgive me, +and I shall be worse off than ever." "No, you shall not," I replied; +"in such a point as this your mother's prohibition ought not to have +prevented your speaking to me on the subject. She has no right to +make you unhappy, and she shall NOT do it. Your applying, however, to +Reginald can be productive only of good to all parties. I believe it +is best as it is. Depend upon it that you shall not be made unhappy any +longer." At that moment how great was my astonishment at seeing Reginald +come out of Lady Susan's dressing-room. My heart misgave me instantly. +His confusion at seeing me was very evident. Frederica immediately +disappeared. "Are you going?" I said; "you will find Mr. Vernon in his +own room." "No, Catherine," he replied, "I am not going. Will you let +me speak to you a moment?" We went into my room. "I find," he continued, +his confusion increasing as he spoke, "that I have been acting with my +usual foolish impetuosity. I have entirely misunderstood Lady Susan, and +was on the point of leaving the house under a false impression of +her conduct. There has been some very great mistake; we have been all +mistaken, I fancy. Frederica does not know her mother. Lady Susan means +nothing but her good, but she will not make a friend of her. Lady Susan +does not always know, therefore, what will make her daughter happy. +Besides, I could have no right to interfere. Miss Vernon was mistaken in +applying to me. In short, Catherine, everything has gone wrong, but it +is now all happily settled. Lady Susan, I believe, wishes to speak to +you about it, if you are at leisure." "Certainly," I replied, deeply +sighing at the recital of so lame a story. I made no comments, however, +for words would have been vain. + +Reginald was glad to get away, and I went to Lady Susan, curious, +indeed, to hear her account of it. "Did I not tell you," said she with +a smile, "that your brother would not leave us after all?" "You did, +indeed," replied I very gravely; "but I flattered myself you would be +mistaken." "I should not have hazarded such an opinion," returned she, +"if it had not at that moment occurred to me that his resolution of +going might be occasioned by a conversation in which we had been this +morning engaged, and which had ended very much to his dissatisfaction, +from our not rightly understanding each other's meaning. This idea +struck me at the moment, and I instantly determined that an accidental +dispute, in which I might probably be as much to blame as himself, +should not deprive you of your brother. If you remember, I left the room +almost immediately. I was resolved to lose no time in clearing up those +mistakes as far as I could. The case was this--Frederica had set herself +violently against marrying Sir James." "And can your ladyship wonder +that she should?" cried I with some warmth; "Frederica has an excellent +understanding, and Sir James has none." "I am at least very far from +regretting it, my dear sister," said she; "on the contrary, I am +grateful for so favourable a sign of my daughter's sense. Sir James is +certainly below par (his boyish manners make him appear worse); and had +Frederica possessed the penetration and the abilities which I could have +wished in my daughter, or had I even known her to possess as much as she +does, I should not have been anxious for the match." "It is odd that +you should alone be ignorant of your daughter's sense!" "Frederica never +does justice to herself; her manners are shy and childish, and besides +she is afraid of me. During her poor father's life she was a spoilt +child; the severity which it has since been necessary for me to show +has alienated her affection; neither has she any of that brilliancy +of intellect, that genius or vigour of mind which will force itself +forward." "Say rather that she has been unfortunate in her education!" +"Heaven knows, my dearest Mrs. Vernon, how fully I am aware of that; but +I would wish to forget every circumstance that might throw blame on the +memory of one whose name is sacred with me." Here she pretended to cry; +I was out of patience with her. "But what," said I, "was your ladyship +going to tell me about your disagreement with my brother?" "It +originated in an action of my daughter's, which equally marks her want +of judgment and the unfortunate dread of me I have been mentioning--she +wrote to Mr. De Courcy." "I know she did; you had forbidden her speaking +to Mr. Vernon or to me on the cause of her distress; what could she do, +therefore, but apply to my brother?" "Good God!" she exclaimed, "what an +opinion you must have of me! Can you possibly suppose that I was +aware of her unhappiness! that it was my object to make my own child +miserable, and that I had forbidden her speaking to you on the subject +from a fear of your interrupting the diabolical scheme? Do you think +me destitute of every honest, every natural feeling? Am I capable of +consigning HER to everlasting misery whose welfare it is my first +earthly duty to promote? The idea is horrible!" "What, then, was your +intention when you insisted on her silence?" "Of what use, my dear +sister, could be any application to you, however the affair might stand? +Why should I subject you to entreaties which I refused to attend to +myself? Neither for your sake nor for hers, nor for my own, could such +a thing be desirable. When my own resolution was taken I could not +wish for the interference, however friendly, of another person. I was +mistaken, it is true, but I believed myself right." "But what was this +mistake to which your ladyship so often alludes! from whence arose so +astonishing a misconception of your daughter's feelings! Did you not +know that she disliked Sir James?" "I knew that he was not absolutely +the man she would have chosen, but I was persuaded that her objections +to him did not arise from any perception of his deficiency. You must +not question me, however, my dear sister, too minutely on this point," +continued she, taking me affectionately by the hand; "I honestly own +that there is something to conceal. Frederica makes me very unhappy! Her +applying to Mr. De Courcy hurt me particularly." "What is it you mean +to infer," said I, "by this appearance of mystery? If you think your +daughter at all attached to Reginald, her objecting to Sir James could +not less deserve to be attended to than if the cause of her objecting +had been a consciousness of his folly; and why should your ladyship, +at any rate, quarrel with my brother for an interference which, you must +know, it is not in his nature to refuse when urged in such a manner?" + +"His disposition, you know, is warm, and he came to expostulate with +me; his compassion all alive for this ill-used girl, this heroine in +distress! We misunderstood each other: he believed me more to blame than +I really was; I considered his interference less excusable than I +now find it. I have a real regard for him, and was beyond expression +mortified to find it, as I thought, so ill bestowed. We were both warm, +and of course both to blame. His resolution of leaving Churchhill is +consistent with his general eagerness. When I understood his intention, +however, and at the same time began to think that we had been perhaps +equally mistaken in each other's meaning, I resolved to have an +explanation before it was too late. For any member of your family I must +always feel a degree of affection, and I own it would have sensibly hurt +me if my acquaintance with Mr. De Courcy had ended so gloomily. I have +now only to say further, that as I am convinced of Frederica's having +a reasonable dislike to Sir James, I shall instantly inform him that he +must give up all hope of her. I reproach myself for having, even though +innocently, made her unhappy on that score. She shall have all the +retribution in my power to make; if she value her own happiness as much +as I do, if she judge wisely, and command herself as she ought, she may +now be easy. Excuse me, my dearest sister, for thus trespassing on your +time, but I owe it to my own character; and after this explanation I +trust I am in no danger of sinking in your opinion." I could have +said, "Not much, indeed!" but I left her almost in silence. It was +the greatest stretch of forbearance I could practise. I could not have +stopped myself had I begun. Her assurance! her deceit! but I will not +allow myself to dwell on them; they will strike you sufficiently. My +heart sickens within me. As soon as I was tolerably composed I returned +to the parlour. Sir James's carriage was at the door, and he, merry +as usual, soon afterwards took his leave. How easily does her ladyship +encourage or dismiss a lover! In spite of this release, Frederica still +looks unhappy: still fearful, perhaps, of her mother's anger; and though +dreading my brother's departure, jealous, it may be, of his staying. I +see how closely she observes him and Lady Susan, poor girl! I have now +no hope for her. There is not a chance of her affection being returned. +He thinks very differently of her from what he used to do; he does her +some justice, but his reconciliation with her mother precludes every +dearer hope. Prepare, my dear mother, for the worst! The probability of +their marrying is surely heightened! He is more securely hers than ever. +When that wretched event takes place, Frederica must belong wholly to +us. I am thankful that my last letter will precede this by so little, as +every moment that you can be saved from feeling a joy which leads only +to disappointment is of consequence. + +Yours ever, &c., + +CATHERINE VERNON. + + + + + +XXV + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Churchhill. + + +I call on you, dear Alicia, for congratulations: I am my own self, gay +and triumphant! When I wrote to you the other day I was, in truth, in +high irritation, and with ample cause. Nay, I know not whether I ought +to be quite tranquil now, for I have had more trouble in restoring +peace than I ever intended to submit to--a spirit, too, resulting from +a fancied sense of superior integrity, which is peculiarly insolent! I +shall not easily forgive him, I assure you. He was actually on the point +of leaving Churchhill! I had scarcely concluded my last, when Wilson +brought me word of it. I found, therefore, that something must be done; +for I did not choose to leave my character at the mercy of a man whose +passions are so violent and so revengeful. It would have been trifling +with my reputation to allow of his departing with such an impression in +my disfavour; in this light, condescension was necessary. I sent +Wilson to say that I desired to speak with him before he went; he came +immediately. The angry emotions which had marked every feature when we +last parted were partially subdued. He seemed astonished at the summons, +and looked as if half wishing and half fearing to be softened by what I +might say. If my countenance expressed what I aimed at, it was composed +and dignified; and yet, with a degree of pensiveness which might +convince him that I was not quite happy. "I beg your pardon, sir, for +the liberty I have taken in sending for you," said I; "but as I have +just learnt your intention of leaving this place to-day, I feel it my +duty to entreat that you will not on my account shorten your visit here +even an hour. I am perfectly aware that after what has passed between +us it would ill suit the feelings of either to remain longer in the same +house: so very great, so total a change from the intimacy of friendship +must render any future intercourse the severest punishment; and your +resolution of quitting Churchhill is undoubtedly in unison with our +situation, and with those lively feelings which I know you to possess. +But, at the same time, it is not for me to suffer such a sacrifice as it +must be to leave relations to whom you are so much attached, and are so +dear. My remaining here cannot give that pleasure to Mr. and Mrs. Vernon +which your society must; and my visit has already perhaps been too long. +My removal, therefore, which must, at any rate, take place soon, may, +with perfect convenience, be hastened; and I make it my particular +request that I may not in any way be instrumental in separating a +family so affectionately attached to each other. Where I go is of +no consequence to anyone; of very little to myself; but you are of +importance to all your connections." Here I concluded, and I hope you +will be satisfied with my speech. Its effect on Reginald justifies some +portion of vanity, for it was no less favourable than instantaneous. Oh, +how delightful it was to watch the variations of his countenance while I +spoke! to see the struggle between returning tenderness and the remains +of displeasure. There is something agreeable in feelings so easily +worked on; not that I envy him their possession, nor would, for the +world, have such myself; but they are very convenient when one wishes +to influence the passions of another. And yet this Reginald, whom a +very few words from me softened at once into the utmost submission, and +rendered more tractable, more attached, more devoted than ever, would +have left me in the first angry swelling of his proud heart without +deigning to seek an explanation. Humbled as he now is, I cannot forgive +him such an instance of pride, and am doubtful whether I ought not to +punish him by dismissing him at once after this reconciliation, or +by marrying and teazing him for ever. But these measures are each too +violent to be adopted without some deliberation; at present my thoughts +are fluctuating between various schemes. I have many things to compass: +I must punish Frederica, and pretty severely too, for her application to +Reginald; I must punish him for receiving it so favourably, and for the +rest of his conduct. I must torment my sister-in-law for the insolent +triumph of her look and manner since Sir James has been dismissed; for, +in reconciling Reginald to me, I was not able to save that ill-fated +young man; and I must make myself amends for the humiliation to which +I have stooped within these few days. To effect all this I have various +plans. I have also an idea of being soon in town; and whatever may be +my determination as to the rest, I shall probably put THAT project +in execution; for London will be always the fairest field of action, +however my views may be directed; and at any rate I shall there be +rewarded by your society, and a little dissipation, for a ten weeks' +penance at Churchhill. I believe I owe it to my character to complete +the match between my daughter and Sir James after having so long +intended it. Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of +mind, a disposition easily biassed by others, is an attribute which you +know I am not very desirous of obtaining; nor has Frederica any claim +to the indulgence of her notions at the expense of her mother's +inclinations. Her idle love for Reginald, too! It is surely my duty to +discourage such romantic nonsense. All things considered, therefore, it +seems incumbent on me to take her to town and marry her immediately to +Sir James. When my own will is effected contrary to his, I shall have +some credit in being on good terms with Reginald, which at present, in +fact, I have not; for though he is still in my power, I have given up +the very article by which our quarrel was produced, and at best the +honour of victory is doubtful. Send me your opinion on all these +matters, my dear Alicia, and let me know whether you can get lodgings to +suit me within a short distance of you. + +Your most attached + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +XXVI + + +MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN + + +Edward Street. + + +I am gratified by your reference, and this is my advice: that you come +to town yourself, without loss of time, but that you leave Frederica +behind. It would surely be much more to the purpose to get yourself well +established by marrying Mr. De Courcy, than to irritate him and the rest +of his family by making her marry Sir James. You should think more of +yourself and less of your daughter. She is not of a disposition to do +you credit in the world, and seems precisely in her proper place at +Churchhill, with the Vernons. But you are fitted for society, and it +is shameful to have you exiled from it. Leave Frederica, therefore, +to punish herself for the plague she has given you, by indulging that +romantic tender-heartedness which will always ensure her misery enough, +and come to London as soon as you can. I have another reason for urging +this: Mainwaring came to town last week, and has contrived, in spite +of Mr. Johnson, to make opportunities of seeing me. He is absolutely +miserable about you, and jealous to such a degree of De Courcy that it +would be highly unadvisable for them to meet at present. And yet, if you +do not allow him to see you here, I cannot answer for his not committing +some great imprudence--such as going to Churchhill, for instance, which +would be dreadful! Besides, if you take my advice, and resolve to marry +De Courcy, it will be indispensably necessary to you to get Mainwaring +out of the way; and you only can have influence enough to send him back +to his wife. I have still another motive for your coming: Mr. Johnson +leaves London next Tuesday; he is going for his health to Bath, where, +if the waters are favourable to his constitution and my wishes, he will +be laid up with the gout many weeks. During his absence we shall be able +to chuse our own society, and to have true enjoyment. I would ask you to +Edward Street, but that once he forced from me a kind of promise never +to invite you to my house; nothing but my being in the utmost distress +for money should have extorted it from me. I can get you, however, +a nice drawing-room apartment in Upper Seymour Street, and we may be +always together there or here; for I consider my promise to Mr. Johnson +as comprehending only (at least in his absence) your not sleeping in the +house. Poor Mainwaring gives me such histories of his wife's jealousy. +Silly woman to expect constancy from so charming a man! but she always +was silly--intolerably so in marrying him at all, she the heiress of a +large fortune and he without a shilling: one title, I know, she might +have had, besides baronets. Her folly in forming the connection was so +great that, though Mr. Johnson was her guardian, and I do not in general +share HIS feelings, I never can forgive her. + +Adieu. Yours ever, + +ALICIA. + + + + + +XXVII + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +This letter, my dear Mother, will be brought you by Reginald. His long +visit is about to be concluded at last, but I fear the separation takes +place too late to do us any good. She is going to London to see her +particular friend, Mrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that +Frederica should accompany her, for the benefit of masters, but we +overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of going, and +I could not bear to have her at the mercy of her mother; not all the +masters in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I +should have feared, too, for her health, and for everything but her +principles--there I believe she is not to be injured by her mother, or +her mother's friends; but with those friends she must have mixed (a very +bad set, I doubt not), or have been left in total solitude, and I can +hardly tell which would have been worse for her. If she is with her +mother, moreover, she must, alas! in all probability be with Reginald, +and that would be the greatest evil of all. Here we shall in time be in +peace, and our regular employments, our books and conversations, with +exercise, the children, and every domestic pleasure in my power to +procure her, will, I trust, gradually overcome this youthful attachment. +I should not have a doubt of it were she slighted for any other woman in +the world than her own mother. How long Lady Susan will be in town, or +whether she returns here again, I know not. I could not be cordial in my +invitation, but if she chuses to come no want of cordiality on my part +will keep her away. I could not help asking Reginald if he intended +being in London this winter, as soon as I found her ladyship's +steps would be bent thither; and though he professed himself quite +undetermined, there was something in his look and voice as he spoke +which contradicted his words. I have done with lamentation; I look upon +the event as so far decided that I resign myself to it in despair. If he +leaves you soon for London everything will be concluded. + +Your affectionate, &c., + +C. VERNON. + + + + + +XXVIII + + +MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN + + +Edward Street. + + +My dearest Friend,--I write in the greatest distress; the most +unfortunate event has just taken place. Mr. Johnson has hit on the most +effectual manner of plaguing us all. He had heard, I imagine, by some +means or other, that you were soon to be in London, and immediately +contrived to have such an attack of the gout as must at least delay his +journey to Bath, if not wholly prevent it. I am persuaded the gout is +brought on or kept off at pleasure; it was the same when I wanted to +join the Hamiltons to the Lakes; and three years ago, when I had a fancy +for Bath, nothing could induce him to have a gouty symptom. + +I am pleased to find that my letter had so much effect on you, and that +De Courcy is certainly your own. Let me hear from you as soon as you +arrive, and in particular tell me what you mean to do with Mainwaring. +It is impossible to say when I shall be able to come to you; my +confinement must be great. It is such an abominable trick to be ill here +instead of at Bath that I can scarcely command myself at all. At Bath +his old aunts would have nursed him, but here it all falls upon me; and +he bears pain with such patience that I have not the common excuse for +losing my temper. + +Yours ever, + +ALICIA. + + + + + +XXIX + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +My dear Alicia,--There needed not this last fit of the gout to make +me detest Mr. Johnson, but now the extent of my aversion is not to +be estimated. To have you confined as nurse in his apartment! My dear +Alicia, of what a mistake were you guilty in marrying a man of his age! +just old enough to be formal, ungovernable, and to have the gout; too +old to be agreeable, too young to die. I arrived last night about five, +had scarcely swallowed my dinner when Mainwaring made his appearance. +I will not dissemble what real pleasure his sight afforded me, nor how +strongly I felt the contrast between his person and manners and those of +Reginald, to the infinite disadvantage of the latter. For an hour or two +I was even staggered in my resolution of marrying him, and though this +was too idle and nonsensical an idea to remain long on my mind, I do not +feel very eager for the conclusion of my marriage, nor look forward with +much impatience to the time when Reginald, according to our agreement, +is to be in town. I shall probably put off his arrival under some +pretence or other. He must not come till Mainwaring is gone. I am still +doubtful at times as to marrying; if the old man would die I might not +hesitate, but a state of dependance on the caprice of Sir Reginald will +not suit the freedom of my spirit; and if I resolve to wait for that +event, I shall have excuse enough at present in having been scarcely ten +months a widow. I have not given Mainwaring any hint of my intention, or +allowed him to consider my acquaintance with Reginald as more than the +commonest flirtation, and he is tolerably appeased. Adieu, till we meet; +I am enchanted with my lodgings. + +Yours ever, + +S. VERNON. + + + + + +XXX + + +LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +I have received your letter, and though I do not attempt to conceal that +I am gratified by your impatience for the hour of meeting, I yet +feel myself under the necessity of delaying that hour beyond the time +originally fixed. Do not think me unkind for such an exercise of my +power, nor accuse me of instability without first hearing my reasons. +In the course of my journey from Churchhill I had ample leisure for +reflection on the present state of our affairs, and every review has +served to convince me that they require a delicacy and cautiousness of +conduct to which we have hitherto been too little attentive. We have +been hurried on by our feelings to a degree of precipitation which ill +accords with the claims of our friends or the opinion of the world. We +have been unguarded in forming this hasty engagement, but we must not +complete the imprudence by ratifying it while there is so much reason +to fear the connection would be opposed by those friends on whom you +depend. It is not for us to blame any expectations on your father's side +of your marrying to advantage; where possessions are so extensive as +those of your family, the wish of increasing them, if not strictly +reasonable, is too common to excite surprize or resentment. He has a +right to require; a woman of fortune in his daughter-in-law, and I am +sometimes quarrelling with myself for suffering you to form a connection +so imprudent; but the influence of reason is often acknowledged too late +by those who feel like me. I have now been but a few months a widow, +and, however little indebted to my husband's memory for any happiness +derived from him during a union of some years, I cannot forget that the +indelicacy of so early a second marriage must subject me to the censure +of the world, and incur, what would be still more insupportable, the +displeasure of Mr. Vernon. I might perhaps harden myself in time against +the injustice of general reproach, but the loss of HIS valued esteem +I am, as you well know, ill-fitted to endure; and when to this may be +added the consciousness of having injured you with your family, how am I +to support myself? With feelings so poignant as mine, the conviction of +having divided the son from his parents would make me, even with you, +the most miserable of beings. It will surely, therefore, be advisable to +delay our union--to delay it till appearances are more promising--till +affairs have taken a more favourable turn. To assist us in such a +resolution I feel that absence will be necessary. We must not meet. +Cruel as this sentence may appear, the necessity of pronouncing it, +which can alone reconcile it to myself, will be evident to you when you +have considered our situation in the light in which I have found myself +imperiously obliged to place it. You may be--you must be--well assured +that nothing but the strongest conviction of duty could induce me +to wound my own feelings by urging a lengthened separation, and of +insensibility to yours you will hardly suspect me. Again, therefore, +I say that we ought not, we must not, yet meet. By a removal for some +months from each other we shall tranquillise the sisterly fears of Mrs. +Vernon, who, accustomed herself to the enjoyment of riches, considers +fortune as necessary everywhere, and whose sensibilities are not of a +nature to comprehend ours. Let me hear from you soon--very soon. Tell me +that you submit to my arguments, and do not reproach me for using such. +I cannot bear reproaches: my spirits are not so high as to need being +repressed. I must endeavour to seek amusement, and fortunately many +of my friends are in town; amongst them the Mainwarings; you know how +sincerely I regard both husband and wife. + +I am, very faithfully yours, + +S. VERNON + + + + + +XXXI + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +My dear Friend,--That tormenting creature, Reginald, is here. My letter, +which was intended to keep him longer in the country, has hastened him +to town. Much as I wish him away, however, I cannot help being pleased +with such a proof of attachment. He is devoted to me, heart and soul. +He will carry this note himself, which is to serve as an introduction to +you, with whom he longs to be acquainted. Allow him to spend the evening +with you, that I may be in no danger of his returning here. I have told +him that I am not quite well, and must be alone; and should he call +again there might be confusion, for it is impossible to be sure of +servants. Keep him, therefore, I entreat you, in Edward Street. You will +not find him a heavy companion, and I allow you to flirt with him as +much as you like. At the same time, do not forget my real interest; say +all that you can to convince him that I shall be quite wretched if he +remains here; you know my reasons--propriety, and so forth. I would +urge them more myself, but that I am impatient to be rid of him, as +Mainwaring comes within half an hour. Adieu! + +S VERNON + + + + + +XXXII + + +MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN + + +Edward Street. + + +My dear Creature,--I am in agonies, and know not what to do. Mr. De +Courcy arrived just when he should not. Mrs. Mainwaring had that instant +entered the house, and forced herself into her guardian's presence, +though I did not know a syllable of it till afterwards, for I was out +when both she and Reginald came, or I should have sent him away at all +events; but she was shut up with Mr. Johnson, while he waited in the +drawing-room for me. She arrived yesterday in pursuit of her husband, +but perhaps you know this already from himself. She came to this house +to entreat my husband's interference, and before I could be aware of +it, everything that you could wish to be concealed was known to him, and +unluckily she had wormed out of Mainwaring's servant that he had visited +you every day since your being in town, and had just watched him to your +door herself! What could I do! Facts are such horrid things! All is by +this time known to De Courcy, who is now alone with Mr. Johnson. Do not +accuse me; indeed, it was impossible to prevent it. Mr. Johnson has for +some time suspected De Courcy of intending to marry you, and would +speak with him alone as soon as he knew him to be in the house. That +detestable Mrs. Mainwaring, who, for your comfort, has fretted herself +thinner and uglier than ever, is still here, and they have been all +closeted together. What can be done? At any rate, I hope he will plague +his wife more than ever. With anxious wishes, Yours faithfully, + +ALICIA. + + + + + +XXXIII + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +This eclaircissement is rather provoking. How unlucky that you should +have been from home! I thought myself sure of you at seven! I am +undismayed however. Do not torment yourself with fears on my account; +depend on it, I can make my story good with Reginald. Mainwaring is just +gone; he brought me the news of his wife's arrival. Silly woman, what +does she expect by such manoeuvres? Yet I wish she had stayed quietly +at Langford. Reginald will be a little enraged at first, but by +to-morrow's dinner, everything will be well again. + +Adieu! + +S. V. + + + + + +XXXIV + + +MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN + + +--Hotel + + +I write only to bid you farewell, the spell is removed; I see you as +you are. Since we parted yesterday, I have received from indisputable +authority such a history of you as must bring the most mortifying +conviction of the imposition I have been under, and the absolute +necessity of an immediate and eternal separation from you. You +cannot doubt to what I allude. Langford! Langford! that word will be +sufficient. I received my information in Mr. Johnson's house, from Mrs. +Mainwaring herself. You know how I have loved you; you can intimately +judge of my present feelings, but I am not so weak as to find indulgence +in describing them to a woman who will glory in having excited their +anguish, but whose affection they have never been able to gain. + +R. DE COURCY. + + + + + +XXXV + + +LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +I will not attempt to describe my astonishment in reading the note this +moment received from you. I am bewildered in my endeavours to form +some rational conjecture of what Mrs. Mainwaring can have told you +to occasion so extraordinary a change in your sentiments. Have I not +explained everything to you with respect to myself which could bear a +doubtful meaning, and which the ill-nature of the world had interpreted +to my discredit? What can you now have heard to stagger your esteem for +me? Have I ever had a concealment from you? Reginald, you agitate +me beyond expression, I cannot suppose that the old story of Mrs. +Mainwaring's jealousy can be revived again, or at least be LISTENED to +again. Come to me immediately, and explain what is at present absolutely +incomprehensible. Believe me the single word of Langford is not of such +potent intelligence as to supersede the necessity of more. If we ARE to +part, it will at least be handsome to take your personal leave--but +I have little heart to jest; in truth, I am serious enough; for to be +sunk, though but for an hour, in your esteem is a humiliation to which I +know not how to submit. I shall count every minute till your arrival. + +S. V. + + + + + +XXXVI + + +MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN + + +----Hotel. + + +Why would you write to me? Why do you require particulars? But, since +it must be so, I am obliged to declare that all the accounts of your +misconduct during the life, and since the death of Mr. Vernon, which had +reached me, in common with the world in general, and gained my entire +belief before I saw you, but which you, by the exertion of your +perverted abilities, had made me resolved to disallow, have been +unanswerably proved to me; nay more, I am assured that a connection, +of which I had never before entertained a thought, has for some time +existed, and still continues to exist, between you and the man whose +family you robbed of its peace in return for the hospitality with which +you were received into it; that you have corresponded with him ever +since your leaving Langford; not with his wife, but with him, and that +he now visits you every day. Can you, dare you deny it? and all this at +the time when I was an encouraged, an accepted lover! From what have I +not escaped! I have only to be grateful. Far from me be all complaint, +every sigh of regret. My own folly had endangered me, my preservation I +owe to the kindness, the integrity of another; but the unfortunate Mrs. +Mainwaring, whose agonies while she related the past seemed to threaten +her reason, how is SHE to be consoled! After such a discovery as this, +you will scarcely affect further wonder at my meaning in bidding you +adieu. My understanding is at length restored, and teaches no less to +abhor the artifices which had subdued me than to despise myself for the +weakness on which their strength was founded. + +R. DE COURCY. + + + + + +XXXVII + + +LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY + + +Upper Seymour Street. + + +I am satisfied, and will trouble you no more when these few lines are +dismissed. The engagement which you were eager to form a fortnight ago +is no longer compatible with your views, and I rejoice to find that +the prudent advice of your parents has not been given in vain. Your +restoration to peace will, I doubt not, speedily follow this act of +filial obedience, and I flatter myself with the hope of surviving my +share in this disappointment. + +S. V. + + + + + +XXXVIII + + +MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN VERNON + + +Edward Street + + +I am grieved, though I cannot be astonished at your rupture with Mr. +De Courcy; he has just informed Mr. Johnson of it by letter. He leaves +London, he says, to-day. Be assured that I partake in all your feelings, +and do not be angry if I say that our intercourse, even by letter, must +soon be given up. It makes me miserable; but Mr. Johnson vows that if I +persist in the connection, he will settle in the country for the rest of +his life, and you know it is impossible to submit to such an extremity +while any other alternative remains. You have heard of course that the +Mainwarings are to part, and I am afraid Mrs. M. will come home to us +again; but she is still so fond of her husband, and frets so much about +him, that perhaps she may not live long. Miss Mainwaring is just come to +town to be with her aunt, and they say that she declares she will have +Sir James Martin before she leaves London again. If I were you, I would +certainly get him myself. I had almost forgot to give you my opinion of +Mr. De Courcy; I am really delighted with him; he is full as handsome, I +think, as Mainwaring, and with such an open, good-humoured countenance, +that one cannot help loving him at first sight. Mr. Johnson and he +are the greatest friends in the world. Adieu, my dearest Susan, I wish +matters did not go so perversely. That unlucky visit to Langford! but I +dare say you did all for the best, and there is no defying destiny. + +Your sincerely attached + +ALICIA. + + + + + +XXXIX + + +LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON + + +Upper Seymour Street. + +My dear Alicia,--I yield to the necessity which parts us. Under +circumstances you could not act otherwise. Our friendship cannot +be impaired by it, and in happier times, when your situation is as +independent as mine, it will unite us again in the same intimacy as +ever. For this I shall impatiently wait, and meanwhile can safely assure +you that I never was more at ease, or better satisfied with myself and +everything about me than at the present hour. Your husband I abhor, +Reginald I despise, and I am secure of never seeing either again. Have +I not reason to rejoice? Mainwaring is more devoted to me than ever; and +were we at liberty, I doubt if I could resist even matrimony offered by +HIM. This event, if his wife live with you, it may be in your power to +hasten. The violence of her feelings, which must wear her out, may be +easily kept in irritation. I rely on your friendship for this. I am now +satisfied that I never could have brought myself to marry Reginald, and +am equally determined that Frederica never shall. To-morrow, I shall +fetch her from Churchhill, and let Maria Mainwaring tremble for the +consequence. Frederica shall be Sir James's wife before she quits my +house, and she may whimper, and the Vernons may storm, I regard them +not. I am tired of submitting my will to the caprices of others; of +resigning my own judgment in deference to those to whom I owe no duty, +and for whom I feel no respect. I have given up too much, have been too +easily worked on, but Frederica shall now feel the difference. Adieu, +dearest of friends; may the next gouty attack be more favourable! and +may you always regard me as unalterably yours, + +S. VERNON + + + + + +XL + + +LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON + + +My dear Catherine,--I have charming news for you, and if I had not sent +off my letter this morning you might have been spared the vexation of +knowing of Reginald's being gone to London, for he is returned. Reginald +is returned, not to ask our consent to his marrying Lady Susan, but to +tell us they are parted for ever. He has been only an hour in the house, +and I have not been able to learn particulars, for he is so very low +that I have not the heart to ask questions, but I hope we shall soon +know all. This is the most joyful hour he has ever given us since the +day of his birth. Nothing is wanting but to have you here, and it is our +particular wish and entreaty that you would come to us as soon as you +can. You have owed us a visit many long weeks; I hope nothing will make +it inconvenient to Mr. Vernon; and pray bring all my grand-children; and +your dear niece is included, of course; I long to see her. It has been +a sad, heavy winter hitherto, without Reginald, and seeing nobody from +Churchhill. I never found the season so dreary before; but this happy +meeting will make us young again. Frederica runs much in my thoughts, +and when Reginald has recovered his usual good spirits (as I trust he +soon will) we will try to rob him of his heart once more, and I am full +of hopes of seeing their hands joined at no great distance. + +Your affectionate mother, + +C. DE COURCY + + + + + +XLI + + +MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY + + +Churchhill. + + +My dear Mother,--Your letter has surprized me beyond measure! Can it be +true that they are really separated--and for ever? I should be overjoyed +if I dared depend on it, but after all that I have seen how can one be +secure. And Reginald really with you! My surprize is the greater because +on Wednesday, the very day of his coming to Parklands, we had a most +unexpected and unwelcome visit from Lady Susan, looking all cheerfulness +and good-humour, and seeming more as if she were to marry him when she +got to London than as if parted from him for ever. She stayed nearly two +hours, was as affectionate and agreeable as ever, and not a syllable, +not a hint was dropped, of any disagreement or coolness between them. +I asked her whether she had seen my brother since his arrival in town; +not, as you may suppose, with any doubt of the fact, but merely to see +how she looked. She immediately answered, without any embarrassment, +that he had been kind enough to call on her on Monday; but she believed +he had already returned home, which I was very far from crediting. Your +kind invitation is accepted by us with pleasure, and on Thursday next we +and our little ones will be with you. Pray heaven, Reginald may not be +in town again by that time! I wish we could bring dear Frederica too, +but I am sorry to say that her mother's errand hither was to fetch her +away; and, miserable as it made the poor girl, it was impossible to +detain her. I was thoroughly unwilling to let her go, and so was her +uncle; and all that could be urged we did urge; but Lady Susan declared +that as she was now about to fix herself in London for several months, +she could not be easy if her daughter were not with her for masters, +&c. Her manner, to be sure, was very kind and proper, and Mr. Vernon +believes that Frederica will now be treated with affection. I wish I +could think so too. The poor girl's heart was almost broke at taking +leave of us. I charged her to write to me very often, and to remember +that if she were in any distress we should be always her friends. I took +care to see her alone, that I might say all this, and I hope made her a +little more comfortable; but I shall not be easy till I can go to town +and judge of her situation myself. I wish there were a better prospect +than now appears of the match which the conclusion of your letter +declares your expectations of. At present, it is not very likely, + +Yours ever, &c., + +C. VERNON + + + + + + +CONCLUSION + + +This correspondence, by a meeting between some of the parties, and a +separation between the others, could not, to the great detriment of the +Post Office revenue, be continued any longer. Very little assistance +to the State could be derived from the epistolary intercourse of Mrs. +Vernon and her niece; for the former soon perceived, by the style +of Frederica's letters, that they were written under her mother's +inspection! and therefore, deferring all particular enquiry till she +could make it personally in London, ceased writing minutely or often. +Having learnt enough, in the meanwhile, from her open-hearted brother, +of what had passed between him and Lady Susan to sink the latter lower +than ever in her opinion, she was proportionably more anxious to get +Frederica removed from such a mother, and placed under her own care; +and, though with little hope of success, was resolved to leave nothing +unattempted that might offer a chance of obtaining her sister-in-law's +consent to it. Her anxiety on the subject made her press for an early +visit to London; and Mr. Vernon, who, as it must already have appeared, +lived only to do whatever he was desired, soon found some accommodating +business to call him thither. With a heart full of the matter, Mrs. +Vernon waited on Lady Susan shortly after her arrival in town, and was +met with such an easy and cheerful affection, as made her almost turn +from her with horror. No remembrance of Reginald, no consciousness of +guilt, gave one look of embarrassment; she was in excellent spirits, and +seemed eager to show at once by ever possible attention to her brother +and sister her sense of their kindness, and her pleasure in their +society. Frederica was no more altered than Lady Susan; the same +restrained manners, the same timid look in the presence of her mother as +heretofore, assured her aunt of her situation being uncomfortable, and +confirmed her in the plan of altering it. No unkindness, however, on the +part of Lady Susan appeared. Persecution on the subject of Sir James was +entirely at an end; his name merely mentioned to say that he was not in +London; and indeed, in all her conversation, she was solicitous only for +the welfare and improvement of her daughter, acknowledging, in terms of +grateful delight, that Frederica was now growing every day more and more +what a parent could desire. Mrs. Vernon, surprized and incredulous, +knew not what to suspect, and, without any change in her own views, +only feared greater difficulty in accomplishing them. The first hope +of anything better was derived from Lady Susan's asking her whether she +thought Frederica looked quite as well as she had done at Churchhill, as +she must confess herself to have sometimes an anxious doubt of London's +perfectly agreeing with her. Mrs. Vernon, encouraging the doubt, +directly proposed her niece's returning with them into the country. Lady +Susan was unable to express her sense of such kindness, yet knew not, +from a variety of reasons, how to part with her daughter; and as, though +her own plans were not yet wholly fixed, she trusted it would ere long +be in her power to take Frederica into the country herself, concluded by +declining entirely to profit by such unexampled attention. Mrs. Vernon +persevered, however, in the offer of it, and though Lady Susan continued +to resist, her resistance in the course of a few days seemed somewhat +less formidable. The lucky alarm of an influenza decided what might not +have been decided quite so soon. Lady Susan's maternal fears were then +too much awakened for her to think of anything but Frederica's removal +from the risk of infection; above all disorders in the world she most +dreaded the influenza for her daughter's constitution! + +Frederica returned to Churchhill with her uncle and aunt; and three +weeks afterwards, Lady Susan announced her being married to Sir James +Martin. Mrs. Vernon was then convinced of what she had only suspected +before, that she might have spared herself all the trouble of urging +a removal which Lady Susan had doubtless resolved on from the first. +Frederica's visit was nominally for six weeks, but her mother, though +inviting her to return in one or two affectionate letters, was very +ready to oblige the whole party by consenting to a prolongation of her +stay, and in the course of two months ceased to write of her absence, +and in the course of two or more to write to her at all. Frederica was +therefore fixed in the family of her uncle and aunt till such time as +Reginald De Courcy could be talked, flattered, and finessed into an +affection for her which, allowing leisure for the conquest of his +attachment to her mother, for his abjuring all future attachments, and +detesting the sex, might be reasonably looked for in the course of a +twelvemonth. Three months might have done it in general, but Reginald's +feelings were no less lasting than lively. Whether Lady Susan was or +was not happy in her second choice, I do not see how it can ever be +ascertained; for who would take her assurance of it on either side of +the question? The world must judge from probabilities; she had nothing +against her but her husband, and her conscience. Sir James may seem to +have drawn a harder lot than mere folly merited; I leave him, therefore, +to all the pity that anybody can give him. For myself, I confess that I +can pity only Miss Mainwaring; who, coming to town, and putting herself +to an expense in clothes which impoverished her for two years, on +purpose to secure him, was defrauded of her due by a woman ten years +older than herself. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lady Susan, by Jane Austen + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LADY SUSAN *** + +***** This file should be named 946.txt or 946.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/9/4/946/ + +Produced by An Anonymous Volunteer + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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