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diff --git a/20157.txt b/20157.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..01cf366 --- /dev/null +++ b/20157.txt @@ -0,0 +1,19129 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Call of the Blood, by Robert Smythe +Hichens, Illustrated by Orson Lowell + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Call of the Blood + + +Author: Robert Smythe Hichens + + + +Release Date: December 21, 2006 [eBook #20157] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CALL OF THE BLOOD*** + + +E-text prepared by Chris Curnow, Suzanne Shell, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net/c/) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 20157-h.htm or 20157-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/1/5/20157/20157-h/20157-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/1/5/20157/20157-h.zip) + + +Transcriber's Note: + + Some minor changes have been made to correct typographical + errors and inconsistencies. + + + + + +THE CALL OF THE BLOOD + +by + +ROBERT HICHENS + +Author of +"The Garden of Allah" Etc. + +Illustrated by Orson Lowell + + + + + + + +[Illustration: See p. 399 "HE STOOD STILL, GAZING AT THEM AS THEY +PRAYED"] + + + +New York and London +Harper & Brothers Publishers +MCMVI +Copyright, 1905, 1906, by Harper & Brothers. +All rights reserved. +Published October, 1906. + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + + "HE STOOD STILL, GAZING AT THEM AS THEY PRAYED" _Frontispiece_ + + "'SPACE SEEMS TO LIBERATE THE SOUL,' SHE SAID" _Facing p._ 38 + + "HE ... LOOKED DOWN AT THE LIGHT SHINING IN + THE HOUSE OF THE SIRENS" " 78 + + "HER HEAD WAS THROWN BACK, AS IF SHE WERE + DRINKING IN THE BREEZE" " 120 + + "'I AM CONTENT WITHOUT ANYTHING, SIGNORINO,' + SHE SAID" " 280 + + "HE KEPT HIS HAND ON HERS AND HELD IT ON THE + WARM GROUND" " 302 + + "'BUT I SOON LEARNED TO DELIGHT IN--IN MY + SICILIAN,' SHE SAID, TENDERLY" " 366 + + "SHE COULD SEE VAGUELY THE SHORE BY THE + CAVES WHERE THE FISHERMEN HAD SLEPT IN + THE DAWN" " 420 + + + + +THE +CALL OF THE BLOOD + + + + + +I + +On a dreary afternoon of November, when London was closely wrapped in a +yellow fog, Hermione Lester was sitting by the fire in her house in Eaton +Place reading a bundle of letters, which she had just taken out of her +writing-table drawer. She was expecting a visit from the writer of the +letters, Emile Artois, who had wired to her on the previous day that he +was coming over from Paris by the night train and boat. + +Miss Lester was a woman of thirty-four, five feet ten in height, flat, +thin, but strongly built, with a large waist and limbs which, though +vigorous, were rather unwieldy. Her face was plain: rather square and +harsh in outline, with blunt, almost coarse features, but a good +complexion, clear and healthy, and large, interesting, and slightly +prominent brown eyes, full of kindness, sympathy, and brightness, full, +too, of eager intelligence and of energy, eyes of a woman who was +intensely alive both in body and in mind. The look of swiftness, a look +most attractive in either human being or in animal, was absent from her +body but was present in her eyes, which showed forth the spirit in her +with a glorious frankness and a keen intensity. Nevertheless, despite +these eyes and her thickly growing, warm-colored, and wavy brown hair, +she was a plain, almost an ugly woman, whose attractive force issued from +within, inviting inquiry and advance, as the flame of a fire does, +playing on the blurred glass of a window with many flaws in it. + +Hermione was, in fact, found very attractive by a great many people of +varying temperaments and abilities, who were captured by her spirit and +by her intellect, the soul of the woman and the brains, and who, while +seeing clearly and acknowledging frankly the plainness of her face and +the almost masculine ruggedness of her form, said, with a good deal of +truth, that "somehow they didn't seem to matter in Hermione." Whether +Hermione herself was of this opinion not many knew. Her general +popularity, perhaps, made the world incurious about the subject. + +The room in which Hermione was reading the letters of Artois was small +and crammed with books. There were books in cases uncovered by glass from +floor to ceiling, some in beautiful bindings, but many in tattered paper +covers, books that looked as if they had been very much read. On several +tables, among photographs and vases of flowers, were more books and many +magazines, both English and foreign. A large writing-table was littered +with notes and letters. An upright grand-piano stood open, with a +quantity of music upon it. On the thick Persian carpet before the fire +was stretched a very large St. Bernard dog, with his muzzle resting on +his paws and his eyes blinking drowsily in serene contentment. + +As Hermione read the letters one by one her face showed a panorama of +expressions, almost laughably indicative of her swiftly passing thoughts. +Sometimes she smiled. Once or twice she laughed aloud, startling the dog, +who lifted his massive head and gazed at her with profound inquiry. Then +she shook her head, looked grave, even sad, or earnest and full of +sympathy, which seemed longing to express itself in a torrent of +comforting words. Presently she put the letters together, tied them up +carelessly with a piece of twine, and put them back into the drawer from +which she had taken them. Just as she had finished doing this the door of +the room, which was ajar, was pushed softly open, and a dark-eyed, +Eastern-looking boy dressed in livery appeared. + +"What is it, Selim?" asked Hermione, in French. + +"Monsieur Artois, madame." + +"Emile!" cried Hermione, getting up out of her chair with a sort of eager +slowness. "Where is he?" + +"He is here!" said a loud voice, also speaking French. + +Selim stood gracefully aside, and a big man stepped into the room and +took the two hands which Hermione stretched out in his. + +"Don't let any one else in, Selim," said Hermione to the boy. + +"Especially the little Townly," said Artois, menacingly. + +"Hush, Emile! Not even Miss Townly if she calls, Selim." + +Selim smiled with grave intelligence at the big man, said, "I understand, +madame," and glided out. + +"Why, in Heaven's name, have you--you, pilgrim of the Orient--insulted +the East by putting Selim into a coat with buttons and cloth trousers?" +exclaimed Artois, still holding Hermione's hands. + +"It's an outrage, I know. But I had to. He was stared at and followed, +and he actually minded it. As soon as I found out that, I trampled on all +my artistic prejudices, and behold him--horrible but happy! Thank you for +coming--thank you." + +She let his hands go, and they stood for a moment looking at each other +in the firelight. + +Artois was a tall man of about forty-three, with large, almost Herculean +limbs, a handsome face, with regular but rather heavy features, and very +big gray eyes, that always looked penetrating and often melancholy. His +forehead was noble and markedly intellectual, and his well-shaped, +massive head was covered with thick, short, mouse-colored hair. He wore a +mustache and a magnificent beard. His barber, who was partly responsible +for the latter, always said of it that it was the "most beautiful +fan-shaped beard in Paris," and regarded it with a pride which was +probably shared by its owner. His hands and feet were good, +capable-looking, but not clumsy, and his whole appearance gave an +impression of power, both physical and intellectual, and of indomitable +will combined with subtlety. He was well dressed, fashionably not +artistically, yet he suggested an artist, not necessarily a painter. As +he looked at Hermione the smile which had played about his lips when he +entered the little room died away. + +"I've come to hear about it all," he said, in his resonant voice--a voice +which matched his appearance. "Do you know"--and here his accent was +grave, almost reproachful--"that in all your letters to me--I looked them +over before I left Paris--there is no allusion, not one, to this Monsieur +Delarey." + +"Why should there be?" she answered. + +She sat down, but Artois continued to stand. + +"We seldom wrote of persons, I think. We wrote of events, ideas, of work, +of conditions of life; of man, woman, child--yes--but not often of +special men, women, children. I am almost sure--in fact, quite sure, for +I've just been reading them--that in your letters to me there is very +little discussion of our mutual friends, less of friends who weren't +common to us both." + +As she spoke she stretched out a long, thin arm, and pulled open the +drawer into which she had put the bundle tied with twine. + +"They're all in here." + +"You don't lock that drawer?" + +"Never." + +He looked at her with a sort of severity. + +"I lock the door of the room, or, rather, it locks itself. You haven't +noticed it?" + +"No." + +"It's the same as the outer door of a flat. I have a latch-key to it." + +He said nothing, but smiled. All the sudden grimness had gone out of his +face. + +Hermione withdrew her hand from the drawer holding the letters. + +"Here they are!" + +"My complaints, my egoism, my ambitions, my views--Mon Dieu! Hermione, +what a good friend you've been!" + +"And some people say you're not modest!" + +"I--modest! What is modesty? I know my own value as compared with that of +others, and that knowledge to others must often seem conceit." + +She began to untie the packet, but he stretched out his hand and stopped +her. + +"No, I didn't come from Paris to read my letters, or even to hear you +read them! I came to hear about this Monsieur Delarey." + +Selim stole in with tea and stole out silently, shutting the door this +time. As soon as he had gone, Artois drew a case from his pocket, took +out of it a pipe, filled it, and lit it. Meanwhile, Hermione poured out +tea, and, putting three lumps of sugar into one of the cups, handed it to +Artois. + +"I haven't come to protest. You know we both worship individual freedom. +How often in those letters haven't we written it--our respect of the +right of the individual to act for him or herself, without the +interference of outsiders? No, I've come to hear about it all, to hear +how you managed to get into the pleasant state of mania." + +On the last words his deep voice sounded sarcastic, almost patronizing. +Hermione fired up at once. + +"None of that from you, Emile!" she exclaimed. + +Artois stirred his tea rather more than was necessary, but did not begin +to drink it. + +"You mustn't look down on me from a height," she continued. "I won't have +it. We're all on a level when we're doing certain things, when we're +truly living, simply, frankly, following our fates, and when we're dying. +You feel that. Drop the analyst, dear Emile, drop the professional point +of view. I see right through it into your warm old heart. I never was +afraid of you, although I place you high, higher than your critics, +higher than your public, higher than you place yourself. Every woman +ought to be able to love, and every man. There's nothing at all absurd in +the fact, though there may be infinite absurdities in the manifestation +of it. But those you haven't yet had an opportunity of seeing in me, so +you've nothing yet to laugh at or label. Now drink your tea." + +He laughed a loud, roaring laugh, drank some of his tea, puffed out a +cloud of smoke, and said: + +"Whom will you ever respect?" + +"Every one who is sincere--myself included." + +"Be sincere with me now, and I'll go back to Paris to-morrow like a shorn +lamb. Be sincere about Monsieur Delarey." + +Hermione sat quite still for a moment with the bundle of letters in her +lap. At last she said: + +"It's difficult sometimes to tell the truth about a feeling, isn't it?" + +"Ah, you don't know yourself what the truth is." + +"I'm not sure that I do. The history of the growth of a feeling may be +almost more complicated than the history of France." + +Artois, who was a novelist, nodded his head with the air of a man who +knew all about that. + +"Maurice--Maurice Delarey has cared for me, in that way, for a long time. +I was very much surprised when I first found it out." + +"Why, in the name of Heaven?" + +"Well, he's wonderfully good-looking." + +"No explanation of your astonishment." + +"Isn't it? I think, though, it was that fact which astonished me, the +fact of a very handsome man loving me." + +"Now, what's your theory?" + +He bent down his head a little towards her, and fixed his great, gray +eyes on her face. + +"Theory! Look here, Emile, I dare say it's difficult for a man like you, +genius, insight, and all, thoroughly to understand how an ugly woman +regards beauty, an ugly woman like me, who's got intellect and passion +and intense feeling for form, color, every manifestation of beauty. When +I look at beauty I feel rather like a dirty little beggar staring at an +angel. My intellect doesn't seem to help me at all. In me, perhaps, the +sensation arises from an inward conviction that humanity was meant +originally to be beautiful, and that the ugly ones among us are--well, +like sins among virtues. You remember that book of yours which was and +deserved to be your one artistic failure, because you hadn't put yourself +really into it?" + +Artois made a wry face. + +"Eventually you paid a lot of money to prevent it from being published +any more. You withdrew it from circulation. I sometimes feel that we ugly +ones ought to be withdrawn from circulation. It's silly, perhaps, and I +hope I never show it, but there the feeling is. So when the handsomest +man I had ever seen loved me, I was simply amazed. It seemed to me +ridiculous and impossible. And then, when I was convinced it was +possible, very wonderful, and, I confess it to you, very splendid. It +seemed to help to reconcile me with myself in a way in which I had never +been reconciled before." + +"And that was the beginning?" + +"I dare say. There were other things, too. Maurice Delarey isn't at all +stupid, but he's not nearly so intelligent as I am." + +"That doesn't surprise me." + +"The fact of this physical perfection being humble with me, looking up to +me, seemed to mean a great deal. I think Maurice feels about intellect +rather as I do about beauty. He made me understand that he must. And that +seemed to open my heart to him in an extraordinary way. Can you +understand?" + +"Yes. Give me some more tea, please." + +He held out his cup. She filled it, talking while she did so. She had +become absorbed in what she was saying, and spoke without any +self-consciousness. + +"I knew my gift, such as it is, the gift of brains, could do something +for him, though his gift of beauty could do nothing for me--in the way of +development. And that, too, seemed to lead me a step towards him. +Finally--well, one day I knew I wanted to marry him. And so, Emile, I'm +going to marry him. Here!" + +She held out to him his cup full of tea. + +"There's no sugar," he said. + +"Oh--the first time I've forgotten." + +"Yes." + +The tone of his voice made her look up at him quickly and exclaim: + +"No, it won't make any difference!" + +"But it has. You've forgotten for the first time. Cursed be the egotism +of man." + +He sat down in an arm-chair on the other side of the tea-table. + +"It ought to make a difference. Maurice Delarey, if he is a man--and if +you are going to marry him he must be--will not allow you to be the +Egeria of a fellow who has shocked even Paris by telling it the naked +truth." + +"Yes, he will. I shall drop no friendship for him, and he knows it. +There is not one that is not honest and innocent. Thank God I can say +that. If you care for it, Emile, we can both add to the size of the +letter bundles." + +He looked at her meditatively, even rather sadly. + +"You are capable of everything in the way of friendship, I believe," he +said. "Even of making the bundle bigger with a husband's consent. A +husband's--I suppose the little Townly's upset? But she always is." + +"When you're there. You don't know Evelyn. You never will. She's at her +worst with you because you terrify her. Your talent frightens her, but +your appearance frightens her even more." + +"I am as God made me." + +"With the help of the barber. It's your beard as much as anything else." + +"What does she say of this affair? What do all your innumerable adorers +say?" + +"What should they say? Why should anybody be surprised? It's surely the +most natural thing in the world for a woman, even a very plain woman, to +marry. I have always heard that marriage is woman's destiny, and though I +don't altogether believe that, still I see no special reason why I should +never marry if I wish to. And I do wish to." + +"That's what will surprise the little Townly and the gaping crowd." + +"I shall begin to think I've seemed unwomanly all these years." + +"No. You're an extraordinary woman who astonishes because she is going to +do a very important thing that is very ordinary." + +"It doesn't seem at all ordinary to me." + +Emile Artois began to stroke his beard. He was determined not to feel +jealous. He had never wished to marry Hermione, and did not wish to marry +her now, but he had come over from Paris secretly a man of wrath. + +"You needn't tell me that," he said. "Of course it is the great event to +you. Otherwise you would never have thought of doing it." + +"Exactly. Are you astonished?" + +"I suppose I am. Yes, I am." + +"I should have thought you were far too clever to be so." + +"Exactly what I should have thought. But what living man is too clever to +be an idiot? I never met the gentleman and never hope to." + +"You looked upon me as the eternal spinster?" + +"I looked upon you as Hermione Lester, a great creature, an extraordinary +creature, free from the prejudices of your sex and from its pettinesses, +unconventional, big brained, generous hearted, free as the wind in a +world of monkey slaves, careless of all opinion save your own, but humbly +obedient to the truth that is in you, human as very few human beings are, +one who ought to have been an artist but who apparently preferred to be +simply a woman." + +Hermione laughed, winking away two tears. + +"Well, Emile dear, I'm being very simply a woman now, I assure you." + +"And why should I be surprised? You're right. What is it makes me +surprised?" + +He sat considering. + +"Perhaps it is that you are so unusual, so individual, that my +imagination refuses to project the man on whom your choice could fall. I +project the snuffy professor--Impossible! I project the Greek god--again +my mind cries, 'Impossible!' Yet, behold, it is in very truth the Greek +god, the ideal of the ordinary woman." + +"You know nothing about it. You're shooting arrows into the air." + +"Tell me more then. Hold up a torch in the darkness." + +"I can't. You pretend to know a woman, and you ask her coldly to explain +to you the attraction of the man she loves, to dissect it. I won't try +to." + +"But," he said, with now a sort of joking persistence, which was only a +mask for an almost irritable curiosity, "I want to know." + +"And you shall. Maurice and I are dining to-night at Caminiti's in +Peathill Street, just off Regent Street. Come and meet us there, and +we'll all three spend the evening together. Half-past eight, of course no +evening dress, and the most delicious Turkish coffee in London." + +"Does Monsieur Delarey like Turkish coffee?" + +"Loves it." + +"Intelligently?" + +"How do you mean?" + +"Does he love it inherently, or because you do?" + +"You can find that out to-night." + +"I shall come." + +He got up, put his pipe into a case, and the case into his pocket, and +said: + +"Hermione, if the analyst may have a word--" + +"Yes--now." + +"Don't let Monsieur Delarey, whatever his character, see now, or in the +future, the dirty little beggar staring at the angel. I use your own +preposterously inflated phrase. Men can't stand certain things and remain +true to the good in their characters. Humble adoration from a woman like +you would be destructive of blessed virtues in Antinous. Think well of +yourself, my friend, think well of your sphinxlike eyes. Haven't they +beauty? Doesn't intellect shoot its fires from them? Mon Dieu! Don't let +me see any prostration to-night, or I shall put three grains of something +I know--I always call it Turkish delight--into the Turkish coffee of +Monsieur Delarey, and send him to sleep with his fathers." + +Hermione got up and held out her hands to him impulsively. + +"Bless you, Emile!" she said. "You're a--" + +There was a gentle tap on the door. Hermione went to it and opened it. +Selim stood outside with a pencil note on a salver. + +"Ha! The little Townly has been!" said Artois. + +"Yes, it's from her. You told her, Selim, that I was with Monsieur +Artois?" + +"Yes, madame." + +"Did she say anything?" + +"She said, 'Very well,' madame, and then she wrote this. Then she said +again, 'Very well,' and then she went away." + +"All right, Selim." + +Selim departed. + +"Delicious!" said Artois. "I can hear her speaking and see her drifting +away consumed by jealousy, in the fog." + +"Hush, Emile, don't be so malicious." + +"P'f! I must be to-day, for I too am--" + +"Nonsense. Be good this evening, be very good." + +"I will try." + +He kissed her hand, bending his great form down with a slightly burlesque +air, and strode out without another word. Hermione sat down to read Miss +Townly's note: + + "Dearest, never mind. I know that I must now accustom myself to be + nothing in your life. It is difficult at first, but what is + existence but a struggle? I feel that I am going to have another of + my neuralgic seizures. I wonder what it all means?--Your, EVELYN." + +Hermione laid the note down, with a sigh and a little laugh. + +"I wonder what it all means? Poor, dear Evelyn! Thank God, it sometimes +means--" She did not finish the sentence, but knelt down on the carpet +and took the St. Bernard's great head in her hands. + +"You don't bother, do you, old boy, as long as you have your bone. Ah, +I'm a selfish wretch. But I am going to have my bone, and I can't help +feeling happy--gloriously, supremely happy!" + +And she kissed the dog's cold nose and repeated: + +"Supremely--supremely happy!" + + + +II + +Miss Townly, gracefully turned away from Hermione's door by Selim, did, +as Artois had surmised, drift away in the fog to the house of her friend +Mrs. Creswick, who lived in Sloane Street. She felt she must unburden +herself to somebody, and Mrs. Creswick's tea, a blend of China tea with +another whose origin was a closely guarded secret, was the most delicious +in London. There are merciful dispensations of Providence even for Miss +Townlys, and Mrs. Creswick was at home with a blazing fire. When she saw +Miss Townly coming sideways into the room with a slightly drooping head, +she said, briskly: + +"Comfort me with crumpets, for I am sick with love! Cheer up, my dear +Evelyn. Fogs will pass and even neuralgia has its limits. I don't ask you +what is the matter, because I know perfectly well." + +Miss Townly went into a very large arm-chair and waveringly selected a +crumpet. + +"What does it all mean?" she murmured, looking obliquely at her friend's +parquet. + +"Ask the baker, No. 5 Allitch Street. I always get them from there. And +he's a remarkably well-informed man." + +"No, I mean life with its extraordinary changes, things you never +expected, never dreamed of--and all coming so abruptly. I don't think I'm +a stupid person, but I certainly never looked for this." + +"For what?" + +"This most extraordinary engagement of Hermione's." + +Mrs. Creswick, who was a short woman who looked tall, with a briskly +conceited but not unkind manner, and a decisive and very English nose, +rejoined: + +"I don't know why we should call it extraordinary. Everybody gets engaged +at some time or other, and Hermione's a woman like the rest of us and +subject to aberration. But I confess I never thought she would marry +Maurice Delarey. He never seemed to mean more to her than any one else, +so far as I could see." + +"Everybody seems to mean so much to Hermione that it makes things +difficult to outsiders," replied Miss Townly, plaintively. "She is so +wide-minded and has so many interests that she dwarfs everybody else. I +always feel quite squeezed when I compare my poor little life with hers. +But then she has such physical endurance. She breaks the ice, you know, +in her bath in the winter--of course I mean when there is ice." + +"It isn't only in her bath that she breaks the ice," said Mrs. Creswick. + +"I perfectly understand," Miss Townly said, vaguely. "You mean--yes, +you're right. Well, I prefer my bath warmed for me, but my circulation +was never of the best." + +"Hermione is extraordinary," said Mrs. Creswick, trying to look at her +profile in the glass and making her face as Roman as she could, "I know +all London, but I never met another Hermione. She can do things that +other women can't dream of even, and nobody minds." + +"Well, now she is going to do a thing we all dream of and a great many of +us do. Will it answer? He's ten years younger than she is. Can it +answer?" + +"One can never tell whether a union of two human mysteries will answer," +said Mrs. Creswick, judicially. "Maurice Delarey is wonderfully +good-looking." + +"Yes, and Hermione isn't." + +"That has never mattered in the least." + +"I know. I didn't say it had. But will it now?" + +"Why should it?" + +"Men care so much for looks. Do you think Hermione loves Mr. Delarey for +his?" + +"She dives deep." + +"Yes, as a rule." + +"Why not now? She ought to have dived deeper than ever this time." + +"She ought, of course. I perfectly understand that. But it's very odd, I +think we often marry the man we understand less than any one else in the +world. Mystery is so very attractive." + +Miss Townly sighed. She was emaciated, dark, and always dressed to look +mysterious. + +"Maurice Delarey is scarcely my idea of a mystery," said Mrs. Creswick, +taking joyously a marron glace. "In my opinion he's an ordinarily +intelligent but an extraordinarily handsome man. Hermione is exactly the +reverse, extraordinarily intelligent and almost ugly." + +"Oh no, not ugly!" said Miss Townly, with unexpected warmth. + +Though of a tepid personality, she was a worshipper at Hermione's shrine. + +"Her eyes are beautiful," she added. + +"Good eyes don't make a beauty," said Mrs. Creswick again, looking at her +three-quarters face in the glass. "Hermione is too large, and her face is +too square, and--but as I said before, it doesn't matter the least. +Hermione's got a temperament that carries all before it." + +"I do wish I had a temperament," said Miss Townly. "I try to cultivate +one." + +"You might as well try to cultivate a mustache," Mrs. Creswick rather +brutally rejoined. "If it's there, it's there, but if it isn't one prays +in vain." + +"I used to think Hermione would do something," continued Miss Townly, +finishing her second cup of tea with thirsty languor. + +"Do something?" + +"Something important, great, something that would make her famous, but of +course now"--she paused--"now it's too late," she concluded. "Marriage +destroys, not creates talent. Some celebrated man--I forget which--has +said something like that." + +"Perhaps he'd destroyed his wife's. I think Hermione might be a great +mother." + +Miss Townly blushed faintly. She did nearly everything faintly. That was +partly why she admired Hermione. + +"And a great mother is rare," continued Mrs. Creswick. "Good mothers are, +thank God, quite common even in London, whatever those foolish people who +rail at the society they can't get into may say. But great mothers are +seldom met with. I don't know one." + +"What do you mean by a great mother?" inquired Miss Townly. + +"A mother who makes seeds grow. Hermione has a genius for friendship and +a special gift for inspiring others. If she ever has a child, I can +imagine that she will make of that child something wonderful." + +"Do you mean an infant prodigy?" asked Miss Townly, innocently. + +"No, dear, I don't!" said Mrs. Creswick; "I mean nothing of the sort. +Never mind!" + +When Mrs. Creswick said "Never mind!" Miss Townly usually got up to go. +She got up to go now, and went forth into Sloane Street meditating, as +she would have expressed it, "profoundly." + +Meanwhile Artois went back to the Hans Crescent Hotel on foot. He walked +slowly along the greasy pavement through the yellow November fog, trying +to combat a sensation of dreariness which had floated round his spirit, +as the fog floated round his body, directly he stepped into the street. +He often felt depressed without a special cause, but this afternoon +there was a special cause for his melancholy. Hermione was going to be +married. + +She often came to Paris, where she had many friends, and some years ago +they had met at a dinner given by a brilliant Jewess, who delighted in +clever people, not because she was stupid, but for the opposite reason. +Artois was already famous, though not loved, as a novelist. He had +published two books; works of art, cruel, piercing, brutal, true. +Hermione had read them. Her intellect had revelled in them, but they had +set ice about her heart, and when Madame Enthoven told her who was going +to take her in to dinner, she very nearly begged to be given another +partner. She felt that her nature must be in opposition to this man's. + +Artois was not eager for the honor of her company. He was a careful +dissecter of women, and, therefore, understood how mysterious women are; +but in his intimate life they counted for little. He regarded them there +rather as the European traveller regards the Mousmes of Japan, as +playthings, and insisted on one thing only--that they must be pretty. A +Frenchman, despite his unusual intellectual power, he was not wholly +emancipated from the la petite femme tradition, which will never be +outmoded in Paris while Paris hums with life, and, therefore, when he was +informed that he was to take in to dinner the tall, solidly built, +big-waisted, rugged-faced woman, whom he had been observing from a +distance ever since he came into the drawing-room, he felt that he was +being badly treated by his hostess. + +Yet he had been observing this woman closely. + +Something unusual, something vital in her had drawn his attention, fixed +it, held it. He knew that, but said to himself that it was the attention +of the novelist that had been grasped by an uncommon human specimen, and +that the man of the world, the diner-out, did not want to eat in company +with a specimen, but to throw off professional cares with a gay little +chatterbox of the Mousme type. Therefore he came over to be presented to +Hermione with rather a bad grace. + +And that introduction was the beginning of the great friendship which was +now troubling him in the fog. + +By the end of that evening Hermione and he had entirely rid themselves of +their preconceived notions of each other. She had ceased from imagining +him a walking intellect devoid of sympathies, he from considering her a +possibly interesting specimen, but not the type of woman who could be +agreeable in a man's life. Her naturalness amounted almost to genius. She +was generally unable to be anything but natural, unable not to speak as +she was feeling, unable to feel unsympathetic. She always showed keen +interest when she felt it, and, with transparent sincerity, she at once +began to show to Artois how much interested she was in him. By doing so +she captivated him at once. He would not, perhaps, have been captivated +by the heart without the brains, but the two in combination took +possession of him with an ease which, when the evening was over, but only +then, caused him some astonishment. + +Hermione had a divining-rod to discover the heart in another, and she +found out at once that Artois had a big heart as well as a fine +intellect. He was deceptive because he was always ready to show the +latter, and almost always determined to conceal the former. Even to +himself he was not quite frank about his heart, but often strove to +minimize its influence upon him, if not to ignore totally its promptings +and its utterances. Why this was so he could not perhaps have explained +even to himself. It was one of the mysteries of his temperament. From the +first moment of their intercourse Hermione showed to him her conviction +that he had a warm heart, and that it could be relied upon without +hesitation. This piqued but presently delighted, and also soothed +Artois, who was accustomed to be misunderstood, and had often thought he +liked to be misunderstood, but who now found out how pleasant a brilliant +woman's intuition may be, even at a Parisian dinner. Before the evening +was over they knew that they were friends; and friends they had remained +ever since. + +Artois was a reserved man, but, like many reserved people, if once he +showed himself as he really was, he could continue to be singularly +frank. He was singularly frank with Hermione. She became his confidante, +often at a distance. He scarcely ever came to London, which he disliked +exceedingly, but from Paris or from the many lands in which he +wandered--he was no pavement lounger, although he loved Paris rather as a +man may love a very chic cocotte--he wrote to Hermione long letters, into +which he put his mind and heart, his aspirations, struggles, failures, +triumphs. They were human documents, and contained much of his secret +history. + +It was of this history that he was now thinking, and of Hermione's +comments upon it, tied up with a ribbon in Paris. The news of her +approaching marriage with a man whom he had never seen had given him a +rude shock, had awakened in him a strange feeling of jealousy. He had +grown accustomed to the thought that Hermione was in a certain sense his +property. He realized thoroughly the egotism, the dog-in-the-manger +spirit which was alive in him, and hated but could not banish it. As a +friend he certainly loved Hermione. She knew that. But he did not love +her as a man loves the woman he wishes to make his wife. She must know +that, too. He loved her but was not in love with her, and she loved but +was not in love with him. Why, then, should this marriage make a +difference in their friendship? She said that it would not, but he felt +that it must. He thought of her as a wife, then as a mother. The latter +thought made his egotism shudder. She would be involved in the happy +turmoil of a family existence, while he would remain without in that +loneliness which is the artist's breath of life and martyrdom. Yes, his +egotism shuddered, and he was angry at the weakness. He chastised the +frailties of others, but must be the victim of his own. A feeling of +helplessness came to him, of being governed, lashed, driven. How unworthy +was his sensation of hostility against Delarey, his sensation that +Hermione was wronging him by entering into this alliance, and how +powerless he was to rid himself of either sensation! There was good cause +for his melancholy--his own folly. He must try to conquer it, and, if +that were impossible, to rein it in before the evening. + +When he reached the hotel he went into his sitting-room and worked for an +hour and a half, producing a short paragraph, which did not please him. +Then he took a hansom and drove to Peathill Street. + +Hermione was already there, sitting at a small table in a corner with her +back to him, opposite to one of the handsomest men he had ever seen. As +Artois came in, he fixed his eyes on this man with a scrutiny that was +passionate, trying to determine at a glance whether he had any right to +the success he had achieved, any fitness for the companionship that was +to be his, companionship of an unusual intellect and a still more unusual +spirit. + +He saw a man obviously much younger than Hermione, not tall, athletic in +build but also graceful, with the grace that is shed through a frame by +perfectly developed, not over-developed muscles and accurately trained +limbs, a man of the Mercury rather than of the Hercules type, with thick, +low-growing black hair, vivid, enthusiastic black eyes, set rather wide +apart under curved brows, and very perfectly proportioned, small, +straight features, which were not undecided, yet which suggested the +features of a boy. In the complexion there was a tinge of brown that +denoted health and an out-door life--an out-door life in the south, +Artois thought. + +As Artois, standing quite still, unconsciously, in the doorway of the +restaurant, looked at this man, he felt for a moment as if he himself +were a splendid specimen of a cart-horse faced by a splendid specimen of +a race-horse. The comparison he was making was only one of physical +endowments, but it pained him. Thinking with an extraordinary rapidity, +he asked himself why it was that this man struck him at once as very much +handsomer than other men with equally good features and figures whom he +had seen, and he found at once the answer to his question. It was the +look of Mercury in him that made him beautiful, a look of radiant +readiness for swift movement that suggested the happy messenger poised +for flight to the gods, his mission accomplished, the expression of an +intensely vivid activity that could be exquisitely obedient. There was an +extraordinary fascination in it. Artois realized that, for he was +fascinated even in this bitter moment that he told himself ought not to +be bitter. While he gazed at Delarey he was conscious of a feeling that +had sometimes come upon him when he had watched Sicilian peasant boys +dancing the tarantella under the stars by the Ionian sea, a feeling that +one thing in creation ought to be immortal on earth, the passionate, +leaping flame of joyous youth, physically careless, physically rapturous, +unconscious of death and of decay. Delarey seemed to him like a +tarantella in repose, if such a thing could be. + +Suddenly Hermione turned round, as if conscious that he was there. When +she did so he understood in the very depths of him why such a man as +Delarey attracted, must attract, such a woman as Hermione. That which she +had in the soul Delarey seemed to express in the body--sympathy, +enthusiasm, swiftness, courage. He was like a statue of her feelings, but +a statue endowed with life. And the fact that her physique was a sort of +contradiction of her inner self must make more powerful the charm of a +Delarey for her. As Hermione looked round at him, turning her tall figure +rather slowly in the chair, Artois made up his mind that she had been +captured by the physique of this man. He could not be surprised, but he +still felt angry. + +Hermione introduced Delarey to him eagerly, not attempting to hide her +anxiety for the two men to make friends at once. Her desire was so +transparent and so warm that for a moment Artois felt touched, and +inclined to trample upon his evil mood and leave no trace of it. He was +also secretly too human to remain wholly unmoved by Delarey's reception +of him. Delarey had a rare charm of manner whose source was a happy, but +not foolishly shy, modesty, which made him eager to please, and convinced +that in order to do so he must bestir himself and make an effort. But in +this effort there was no labor. It was like the spurt of a willing horse, +a fine racing pace of the nature that woke pleasure and admiration in +those who watched it. + +Artois felt at once that Delarey had no hostility towards him, but was +ready to admire and rejoice in him as Hermione's greatest friend. He was +met more than half-way. Yet when he was beside Delarey, almost touching +him, the stubborn sensation of furtive dislike within Artois increased, +and he consciously determined not to yield to the charm of this younger +man who was going to interfere in his life. Artois did not speak much +English, but fortunately Delarey talked French fairly well, not with +great fluency like Hermione, but enough to take a modest share in +conversation, which was apparently all the share that he desired. Artois +believed that he was no great talker. His eyes were more eager than was +his tongue, and seemed to betoken a vivacity of spirit which he could +not, perhaps, show forth in words. The conversation at first was mainly +between Hermione and Artois, with an occasional word from +Delarey--generally interrogative--and was confined to generalities. But +this could not continue long. Hermione was an enthusiastic talker and +seldom discussed banalities. From every circle where she found herself +the inane was speedily banished; pale topics--the spectres that haunt the +dull and are cherished by them--were whipped away to limbo, and some +subject full-blooded, alive with either serious or comical possibilities, +was very soon upon the carpet. By chance Artois happened to speak of two +people in Paris, common friends of his and of Hermione's, who had been +very intimate, but who had now quarrelled, and every one said, +irrevocably. The question arose whose fault was it. Artois, who knew the +facts of the case, and whose judgment was usually cool and well-balanced, +said it was the woman's. + +"Madame Lagrande," he said, "has a fine nature, but in this instance it +has failed her, it has been warped by jealousy; not the jealousy that +often accompanies passion, for she and Robert Meunier were only great +friends, linked together by similar sympathies, but by a much more subtle +form of that mental disease. You know, Hermione, that both of them are +brilliant critics of literature?" + +"Yes, yes." + +"They carried on a sort of happy, but keen rivalry in this walk of +letters, each striving to be more unerring than the other in dividing the +sheep from the goats. I am the guilty person who made discord where there +had been harmony." + +"You, Emile! How was that?" + +"One day I said, in a bitter mood, 'It is so easy to be a critic, so +difficult to be a creator. You two, now would you even dare to try to +create?' They were nettled by my tone, and showed it. I said, 'I have a +magnificent subject for a conte, no work de longue haleine, a conte. If +you like I will give it you, and leave you to create--separately, not +together--what you have so often written about, the perfect conte.' They +accepted my challenge. I gave them my subject and a month to work it out. +At the end of that time the two contes were to be submitted to a jury of +competent literary men, friends of ours. It was all a sort of joke, but +created great interest in our circle--you know it, Hermione, that dines +at Reneau's on Thursday nights?" + +"Yes. Well, what happened?" + +"Madame Lagrande made a failure of hers, but Robert Meunier astonished us +all. He produced certainly one of the best contes that was ever written +in the French language." + +"And Madame Lagrande?" + +"It is not too much to say that from that moment she has almost hated +Robert." + +"And you dare to say she has a noble nature?" + +"Yes, a noble nature from which, under some apparently irresistible +impulse, she has lapsed." + +"Maurice," said Hermione, leaning her long arms on the table and leaning +forward to her fiance, "you're not in literature any more than I am, +you're an outsider--bless you! What d'you say to that?" + +Delarey hesitated and looked modestly at Artois. + +"No, no," cried Hermione, "none of that, Maurice! You may be a better +judge in this than Emile is with all his knowledge of the human heart. +You're the man in the street, and sometimes I'd give a hundred pounds for +his opinion and not twopence for the big man's who's in the profession. +Would--could a noble nature yield to such an impulse?" + +"I should hardly have thought so," said Delarey. + +"Nor I," said Hermione. "I simply don't believe it's possible. For a +moment, yes, perhaps. But you say, Emile, that there's an actual breach +between them." + +"There is certainly. Have you ever made any study of jealousy in its +various forms?" + +"Never. I don't know what jealousy is. I can't understand it." + +"Yet you must be capable of it." + +"You think every one is?" + +"Very few who are really alive in the spirit are not. And you, I am +certain, are." + +Hermione laughed, an honest, gay laugh, that rang out wholesomely in the +narrow room. + +"I doubt it, Emile. Perhaps I'm too conceited. For instance, if I cared +for some one and was cared for--" + +"And the caring of the other ceased, because he had only a certain, +limited faculty of affection and transferred his affection +elsewhere--what then?" + +"I've so much pride, proper or improper, that I believe my affection +would die. My love subsists on sympathy--take that food from it and it +would starve and cease to live. I give, but when giving I always ask. If +I were to be refused I couldn't give any more. And without the love there +could be no jealousy. But that isn't the point, Emile." + +He smiled. + +"What is?" + +"The point is--can a noble nature lapse like that from its nobility?" + +"Yes, it can." + +"Then it changes, it ceases to be noble. You would not say that a brave +man can show cowardice and remain a brave man." + +"I would say that a man whose real nature was brave, might, under certain +circumstances, show fear, without being what is called a coward. Human +nature is full of extraordinary possibilities, good and evil, of +extraordinary contradictions. But this point I will concede you, that it +is like the boomerang, which flies forward, circles, and returns to the +point from which it started. The inherently noble nature will, because it +must, return eventually to its nobility. Then comes the really tragic +moment with the passion of remorse." + +He spoke quietly, almost coldly. Hermione looked at him with shining +eyes. She had quite forgotten Madame Lagrande and Robert Meunier, had +lost the sense of the special in her love of the general. + +"That's a grand theory," she said. "That we must come back to the good +that is in us in the end, that we must be true to that somehow, almost +whether we will or no. I shall try to think of that when I am sinning." + +"You--sinning!" exclaimed Delarey. + +"Maurice, dear, you think too well of me." + +Delarey flushed like a boy, and glanced quickly at Artois, who did not +return his gaze. + +"But if that's true, Emile," Hermione continued, "Madame Lagrande and +Robert Meunier will be friends again." + +"Some day I know she will hold out the olive-branch, but what if he +refuses it?" + +"You literary people are dreadfully difficile." + +"True. Our jealousies are ferocious, but so are the jealousies of +thousands who can neither read nor write." + +"Jealousy," she said, forgetting to eat in her keen interest in the +subject. "I told you I didn't believe myself capable of it, but I don't +know. The jealousy that is born of passion I might understand and suffer, +perhaps, but jealousy of a talent greater than my own, or of one that I +didn't possess--that seems to me inexplicable. I could never be jealous +of a talent." + +"You mean that you could never hate a person for a talent in them?" + +"Yes." + +"Suppose that some one, by means of a talent which you had not, won from +you a love which you had? Talent is a weapon, you know." + +"You think it is a weapon to conquer the affections! Ah, Emile, after all +you don't know us!" + +"You go too fast. I did not say a weapon to conquer the affection of a +woman." + +"You're speaking of men?" + +"I know," Delarey said, suddenly, forgetting to be modest for once, "you +mean that a man might be won away from one woman by a talent in another. +Isn't that it?" + +"Ah," said Hermione, "a man--I see." + +She sat for a moment considering deeply, with her luminous eyes fixed on +the food in her plate, food which she did not see. + +"What horrible ideas you sometimes have, Emile," she said, at last. + +"You mean what horrible truths exist," he answered, quietly. + +"Could a man be won so? Yes, I suppose he might be if there were a +combination." + +"Exactly," said Artois. + +"I see now. Suppose a man had two strains in him, say: the adoration of +beauty, of the physical; and the adoration of talent, of the mental. He +might fall in love with a merely beautiful woman and transfer his +affections if he came across an equally beautiful woman who had some +great talent." + +"Or he might fall in love with a plain, talented woman, and be taken from +her by one in whom talent was allied with beauty. But in either case are +you sure that the woman deserted could never be jealous, bitterly +jealous, of the talent possessed by the other woman? I think talent often +creates jealousy in your sex." + +"But beauty much oftener, oh, much! Every woman, I feel sure, could more +easily be jealous of physical beauty in another woman than of mental +gifts. There's something so personal in beauty." + +"And is genius not equally personal?" + +"I suppose it is, but I doubt if it seems so." + +"I think you leave out of account the advance of civilization, which is +greatly changing men and women in our day. The tragedies of the mind are +increasing." + +"And the tragedies of the heart--are they diminishing in consequence? Oh, +Emile!" And she laughed. + +"Hermione--your food! You are not eating anything!" said Delarey, gently, +pointing to her plate. "And it's all getting cold." + +"Thank you, Maurice." + +She began to eat at once with an air of happy submission, which made +Artois understand a good deal about her feeling for Delarey. + +"The heart will always rule the head, I dare say, in this world where the +majority will always be thoughtless," said Artois. "But the greatest +jealousy, the jealousy which is most difficult to resist and to govern, +is that in which both heart and brain are concerned. That is, indeed, a +full-fledged monster." + +Artois generally spoke with a good deal of authority, often without +meaning to do so. He thought so clearly, knew so exactly what he was +thinking and what he meant, that he felt very safe in conversation, and +from this sense of safety sprang his air of masterfulness. It was an air +that was always impressive, but to-night it specially struck Hermione. +Now she laid down her knife and fork once more, to Delarey's half-amused +despair, and exclaimed: + +"I shall never forget the way you said that. Even if it were nonsense one +would have to believe it for the moment, and of course it's dreadfully +true. Intellect and heart suffering in combination must be far more +terrible than the one suffering without the other. No, Maurice, I've +really finished. I don't want any more. Let's have our coffee." + +"The Turkish coffee," said Artois, with a smile. "Do you like Turkish +coffee, Monsieur Delarey?" + +"Yes, monsieur. Hermione has taught me to." + +"Ah!" + +"At first it seemed to me too full of grounds," he explained. + +"Perhaps a taste for it must be an acquired one among Europeans. Do we +have it here?" + +"No, no," said Hermione, "Caminiti has taken my advice, and now there's a +charming smoke-room behind this. Come along." + +She got up and led the way out. The two men followed her, Artois coming +last. He noticed now more definitely the very great contrast between +Hermione and her future husband. Delarey, when in movement, looked more +than ever like a Mercury. His footstep was light and elastic, and his +whole body seemed to breathe out a gay activity, a fulness of the joy of +life. Again Artois thought of Sicilian boys dancing the tarantella, and +when they were in the small smoke-room, which Caminiti had fitted up in +what he believed to be Oriental style, and which, though scarcely +accurate, was quite cosey, he was moved to inquire: + +"Pardon me, monsieur, but are you entirely English?" + +"No, monsieur. My mother has Sicilian blood in her veins. But I have +never been in Sicily or Italy." + +"Ah, Emile," said Hermione, "how clever of you to find that out. I notice +it, too, sometimes, that touch of the blessed South. I shall take him +there some day, and see if the Southern blood doesn't wake up in his +veins when he's in the rays of the real sun we never see in England." + +"She'll take you to Italy, you fortunate, damned dog!" thought Artois. +"What luck for you to go there with such a companion!" + +They sat down and the two men began to smoke. Hermione never smoked +because she had tried smoking and knew she hated it. They were alone in +the room, which was warm, but not too warm, and faintly lit by shaded +lamps. Artois began to feel more genial, he scarcely knew why. Perhaps +the good dinner had comforted him, or perhaps he was beginning to yield +to the charm of Delarey's gay and boyish modesty, which was untainted and +unspoiled by any awkward shyness. + +Artois did not know or seek to know, but he was aware that he was more +ready to be happy with the flying moment than he had been, or had +expected to be that evening. Something almost paternal shone in his gray +eyes as he stretched his large limbs on Caminiti's notion of a Turkish +divan, and watched the first smoke-wreaths rise from his cigar, a light +which made his face most pleasantly expressive to Hermione. + +"He likes Maurice," she thought, with a glow of pleasure, and with the +thought came into her heart an even deeper love for Maurice. For it was a +triumph, indeed, if Artois were captured speedily by any one. It seemed +to her just then as if she had never known what perfect happiness was +till now, when she sat between her best friend and her lover, and +sensitively felt that in the room there were not three separate persons +but a Trinity. For a moment there was a comfortable silence. Then an +Italian boy brought in the coffee. Artois spoke to him in Italian. His +eyes lit up as he answered with the accent of Naples, lit up still more +when Artois spoke to him again in his own dialect. When he had served the +coffee he went out, glowing. + +"Is your honeymoon to be Italian?" asked Artois. + +"Whatever Hermione likes," answered Delarey. "I--it doesn't matter to me. +Wherever it is will be the same to me." + +"Happiness makes every land an Italy, eh?" said Artois. "I expect that's +profoundly true." + +"Don't you--don't you know?" ventured Delarey. + +"I! My friend, one cannot be proficient in every branch of knowledge." + +He spoke the words without bitterness, with a calm that had in it +something more sad than bitterness. It struck both Hermione and Delarey +as almost monstrous that anybody with whom they were connected should be +feeling coldly unhappy at this moment. Life presented itself to them in a +glorious radiance of sunshine, in a passionate light, in a torrent of +color. Their knowledge of life's uncertainties was rocked asleep by their +dual sensation of personal joy, and they felt as if every one ought to be +as happy as they were, almost as if every one could be as happy as they +were. + +"Emile," said Hermione, led by this feeling, "you can't mean to say that +you have never known the happiness that makes of every place--Clapham, +Lippe-Detmold, a West African swamp, a Siberian convict settlement--an +Italy? You have had a wonderful life. You have worked, you have wandered, +had your ambition and your freedom--" + +"But my eyes have been always wide open," he interrupted, "wide open on +life watching the manifestations of life." + +"Haven't you ever been able to shut them for a minute to everything but +your own happiness? Oh, it's selfish, I know, but it does one good, +Emile, any amount of good, to be selfish like that now and then. It +reconciles one so splendidly to existence. It's like a spring cleaning of +the soul. And then, I think, when one opens one's eyes again one +sees--one must see--everything more rightly, not dressed up in frippery, +not horribly naked either, but truly, accurately, neither overlooking +graces nor dwelling on distortions. D'you understand what I mean? Perhaps +I don't put it well, but--" + +"I do understand," he said. "There's truth in what you say." + +"Yes, isn't there?" said Delarey. + +His eyes were fixed on Hermione with an intense eagerness of admiration +and love. + +Suddenly Artois felt immensely old, as he sometimes felt when he saw +children playing with frantic happiness at mud-pies or snowballing. A +desire, which his true self condemned, came to him to use his +intellectual powers cruelly, and he yielded to it, forgetting the benign +spirit which had paid him a moment's visit and vanished almost ere it had +arrived. + +"There's truth in what you say. But there's another truth, too, which you +bring to my mind at this moment." + +"What's that, Emile?" + +"The payment that is exacted from great happiness. These intense joys of +which you speak--what are they followed by? Haven't you observed that any +violence in one direction is usually, almost, indeed, inevitably, +followed by a violence in the opposite direction? Humanity is treading a +beaten track, the crowd of humanity, and keeps, as a crowd, to this +highway. But individuals leave the crowd, searchers, those who need the +great changes, the great fortunes that are dangerous. On one side of the +track is a garden of paradise; on the other a deadly swamp. The man or +woman who, leaving the highway, enters the garden of paradise is almost +certain in the fulness of time to be struggling in the deadly swamp." + +"Do you really mean that misery is born of happiness?" + +"Of what other parent can it be the child? In my opinion those who are +said to be 'born in misery' never know what real misery is. It is only +those who have drunk deep of the cup of joy who can drink deep of the cup +of sorrow." + +Hermione was about to speak, but Delarey suddenly burst in with the +vehement exclamation: + +"Where's the courage in keeping to the beaten track? Where's the courage +in avoiding the garden for fear of the swamp?" + +"That's exactly what I was going to say," said Hermione, her whole face +lighting up. "I never expected to hear a counsel of cowardice from you, +Emile." + +"Or is it a counsel of prudence?" + +He looked at them both steadily, feeling still as if he were face to face +with children. For a man he was unusually intuitive, and to-night +suddenly, and after he had begun to yield to his desire to be cruel, to +say something that would cloud this dual happiness in which he had no +share, he felt a strange, an almost prophetic conviction that out of the +joy he now contemplated would be born the gaunt offspring, misery, of +which he had just spoken. With the coming of this conviction, which he +did not even try to explain to himself or to combat, came an abrupt +change in his feelings. Bitterness gave place to an anxiety that was far +more human, to a desire to afford some protection to these two people +with whom he was sitting. But how? And against what? He did not know. His +intuition stopped short when he strove to urge it on. + +"Prudence," said Hermione. "You think it prudent to avoid the joy life +throws at your feet?" + +Abruptly provoked by his own limitations, angry, too, with his erratic +mental departure from the realm of reason into the realm of fantasy--for +so he called the debatable land over which intuition held sway--Artois +hounded out his mood and turned upon himself. + +"Don't listen to me," he said. "I am the professional analyst of life. As +I sit over a sentence, examining, selecting, rejecting, replacing its +words, so do I sit over the emotions of myself and others till I cease +really to live, and could almost find it in my head to try to prevent +them from living, too. Live, live--enter into the garden of paradise and +never mind what comes after." + +"I could not do anything else," said Hermione. "It is unnatural to me to +look forward. The 'now' nearly always has complete possession of me." + +"And I," said Artois, lightly, "am always trying to peer round the corner +to see what is coming. And you, Monsieur Delarey?" + +"I!" said Delarey. + +He had not expected to be addressed just then, and for a moment looked +confused. + +"I don't know if I can say," he answered, at last. "But I think if the +present was happy I should try to live in that, and if it was sad I +should have a shot at looking forward to something better." + +"That's one of the best philosophies I ever heard," said Hermione, "and +after my own heart. Long live the philosophy of Maurice Delarey!" + +Delarey blushed with pleasure like a boy. Just then three men came in +smoking cigars. Hermione looked at her watch. + +"Past eleven," she said. "I think I'd better go. Emile, will you drive +with me home?" + +"I!" he said, with an unusual diffidence. "May I?" + +He glanced at Delarey. + +"I want to have a talk with you. Maurice quite understands. He knows you +go back to Paris to-morrow." + +They all got up, and Delarey at once held out his hand to Artois. + +"I am glad to have been allowed to meet Hermione's best friend," he said, +simply. "I know how much you are to her, and I hope you'll let me be a +friend, too, perhaps, some day." + +He wrung Artois's hand warmly. + +"Thank you, monsieur," replied Artois. + +He strove hard to speak as cordially as Delarey. + +Two or three minutes later Hermione and he were in a hansom driving down +Regent Street. The fog had lifted, and it was possible to see to right +and left of the greasy thoroughfare. + +"Need we go straight back?" said Hermione. "Why not tell him to drive +down to the Embankment? It's quiet there at night, and open and fine--one +of the few fine things in dreary old London. And I want to have a last +talk with you, Emile." + +Artois pushed up the little door in the roof with his stick. + +"The Embankment--Thames," he said to the cabman, with a strong foreign +accent. + +"Right, sir," replied the man, in the purest cockney. + +As soon as the trap was shut down above her head Hermione exclaimed: + +"Emile, I'm so happy, so--so happy! I think you must understand why now. +You don't wonder any more, do you?" + +"No, I don't wonder. But did I ever express any wonder?" + +"I think you felt some. But I knew when you saw him it would go. He's got +one beautiful quality that's very rare in these days, I think--reverence. +I love that in him. He really reverences everything that is fine, every +one who has fine and noble aspirations and powers. He reverences you." + +"If that is the case he shows very little insight." + +"Don't abuse yourself to me to-night. There's nothing the matter now, is +there?" + +Her intonation demanded a negative, but Artois did not hasten to give it. +Instead he turned the conversation once more to Delarey. + +"Tell me something more about him," he said. "What sort of family does he +come from?" + +"Oh, a very ordinary family, well off, but not what is called specially +well-born. His father has a large shipping business. He's a cultivated +man, and went to Eton and Oxford, as Maurice did. Maurice's mother is +very handsome, not at all intellectual, but fascinating. The Southern +blood comes from her side." + +"Oh--how?" + +"Her mother was a Sicilian." + +"Of the aristocracy, or of the people?" + +"She was a lovely contadina. But what does it matter? I am not marrying +Maurice's grandmother." + +"How do you know that?" + +"You mean that our ancestors live in us. Well, I can't bother. If Maurice +were a crossing-sweeper, and his grandmother had been an evilly disposed +charwoman, who could never get any one to trust her to char, I'd marry +him to-morrow if he'd have me." + +"I'm quite sure you would." + +"Besides, probably the grandmother was a delicious old dear. But didn't +you like Maurice, Emile? I felt so sure you did." + +"I--yes, I liked him. I see his fascination. It is almost absurdly +obvious, and yet it is quite natural. He is handsome and he is charming." + +"And he's good, too." + +"Why not? He does not look evil. I thought of him as a Mercury." + +"The messenger of the gods--yes, he is like that." + +She laid her hand on his arm, as if her happiness and longing for +sympathy in it impelled her to draw very near to a human being. + +"A bearer of good tidings--that is what he has been to me. I want you to +like and understand him so much, Emile; you more, far more, than any one +else." + +The cab was now in a steep and narrow street leading down from the Strand +to the Thames Embankment--a street that was obscure and that looked sad +and evil by night. Artois glanced out at it, and Hermione, seeing that he +did so, followed his eyes. They saw a man and a woman quarrelling under a +gas-lamp. The woman was cursing and crying. The man put out his hand and +pushed her roughly. She fell up against some railings, caught hold of +them, turned her head and shrieked at the man, opening her mouth wide. + +"Poor things!" Hermione said. "Poor things! If we could only all be good +to each other! It seems as if it ought to be so simple." + +"It's too difficult for us, nevertheless." + +"Not for some of us, thank God. Many people have been good to me--you for +one, you most of all my friends. Ah, how blessed it is to be out here!" + +She leaned over the wooden apron of the cab, stretching out her hands +instinctively as if to grasp the space, the airy darkness of the +spreading night. + +"Space seems to liberate the soul," she said. "It's wrong to live in +cities, but we shall have to a good deal, I suppose. Maurice needn't +work, but I'm glad to say he does." + +"What does he do?" + +"I don't know exactly, but he's in his father's shipping business. I'm an +awful idiot at understanding anything of that sort, but I understand +Maurice, and that's the important matter." + +[Illustration: "'SPACE SEEMS TO LIBERATE THE SOUL,' SHE SAID"] + +They were now on the Thames Embankment, driving slowly along the broad +and almost deserted road. Far off lights, green, red, and yellow, shone +faintly upon the drifting and uneasy waters of the river on the one side; +on the other gleamed the lights from the houses and hotels, in which +people were supping after the theatres. Artois, who, like most fine +artists, was extremely susceptible to the influence of place and of the +hour, with its gift of light or darkness, began to lose in this larger +atmosphere of mystery and vaguely visible movement the hitherto +dominating sense of himself, to regain the more valuable and more +mystical sense of life and its strange and pathetic relation with nature +and the spirit behind nature, which often floated upon him like a tide +when he was creating, but which he was accustomed to hold sternly in +leash. Now he was not in the mood to rein it in. Maurice Delarey and his +business, Hermione, her understanding of him and happiness in him, Artois +himself in his sharply realized solitude of the third person, melted into +the crowd of beings who made up life, whose background was the vast and +infinitely various panorama of nature, and Hermione's last words, "the +important matter," seemed for the moment false to him. What was, what +could be, important in the immensity and the baffling complexity of +existence? + +"Look at those lights," he said, pointing to those that gleamed across +the water through the London haze that sometimes makes for a melancholy +beauty, "and that movement of the river in the night, tremulous and +cryptic like our thoughts. Is anything important?" + +"Almost everything, I think, certainly everything in us. If I didn't feel +so, I could scarcely go on living. And you must really feel so, too. You +do. I have your letters to prove it. Why, how often have I written +begging you not to lash yourself into fury over the follies of men!" + +"Yes, my temperament betrays the citadel of my brain. That happens in +many." + +"You trust too much to your brain and too little to your heart." + +"And you do the contrary, my friend. You are too easily carried away by +your impulses." + +She was silent for a moment. The cabman was driving slowly. She watched a +distant barge drifting, like a great shadow, at the mercy of the tide. +Then she turned a little, looked at Artois's shadowy profile, and said: + +"Don't ever be afraid to speak to me quite frankly--don't be afraid now. +What is it?" + +He did not answer. + +"Imagine you are in Paris sitting down to write to me in your little +red-and-yellow room, the morocco slipper of a room." + +"And if it were the Sicilian grandmother?" + +He spoke half-lightly, as if he were inclined to laugh with her at +himself if she began to laugh. + +But she said, gravely: + +"Go on." + +"I have a feeling to-night that out of this happiness of yours misery +will be born." + +"Yes? What sort of misery?" + +"I don't know." + +"Misery to myself or to the sharer of my happiness?" + +"To you." + +"That was why you spoke of the garden of paradise and the deadly swamp?" + +"I think it must have been." + +"Well?" + +"I love the South. You know that. But I distrust what I love, and I see +the South in him." + +"The grace, the charm, the enticement of the South." + +"All that, certainly. You said he had reverence. Probably he has, but has +he faithfulness?" + +"Oh, Emile!" + +"You told me to be frank." + +"And I wish you to be. Go on, say everything." + +"I've only seen Delarey once, and I'll confess that I came prepared to +see faults as clearly as, perhaps more clearly than, virtues. I don't +pretend to read character at a glance. Only fools can do that--I am +relying on their frequent assertion that they can. He strikes me as a man +of great charm, with an unusual faculty of admiration for the gifts of +others and a modest estimate of himself. I believe he's sincere." + +"He is, through and through." + +"I think so--now. But does he know his own blood? Our blood governs us +when the time comes. He is modest about his intellect. I think it quick, +but I doubt its being strong enough to prove a good restraining +influence." + +"Against what?" + +"The possible call of the blood that he doesn't understand." + +"You speak almost as if he were a child," Hermione said. "He's much +younger than I am, but he's twenty-four." + +"He is very young looking, and you are at least twenty years ahead of him +in all essentials. Don't you feel it?" + +"I suppose--yes, I do." + +"Mercury--he should be mercurial." + +"He is. That's partly why I love him, perhaps. He is full of swiftness." + +"So is the butterfly when it comes out into the sun." + +"Emile, forgive me, but sometimes you seem to me deliberately to lie down +and roll in pessimism rather as a horse--" + +"Why not say an ass?" + +She laughed. + +"An ass, then, my dear, lies down sometimes and rolls in dust. I think +you are doing it to-night. I think you were preparing to do it this +afternoon. Perhaps it is the effect of London upon you?" + +"London--by-the-way, where are you going for your honeymoon? I am sure +you know, though Monsieur Delarey may not." + +"Why are you sure?" + +"Your face to-night when I asked if it was to be Italian." + +She laid her hand again upon his arm and spoke eagerly, forgetting in a +moment his pessimism and the little cloud it had brought across her +happiness. + +"You're right; I've decided." + +"Italy--and hotels?" + +"No, a thousand times no!" + +"Where then?" + +"Sicily, and my peasant's cottage." + +"The cottage on Monte Amato where you spent a summer four or five years +ago contemplating Etna?" + +"Yes. I've not said a word to Maurice, but I've taken it again. All the +little furniture I had--beds, straw chairs, folding-tables--is stored in +a big room in the village at the foot of the mountain. Gaspare, the +Sicilian boy who was my servant, will superintend the carrying up of it +on women's heads--his dear old grandmother takes the heaviest things, +arm-chairs and so on--and it will all be got ready in no time. I'm having +the house whitewashed again, and the shutters painted, and the stone +vases on the terrace will be filled with scarlet geraniums, and--oh, +Emile, I shall hear the piping of the shepherds in the ravine at twilight +again with him, and see the boys dance the tarantella under the moon +again with him, and--and--" + +She stopped with a break in her voice. + +"Put away your pessimism, dear Emile," she continued, after a moment. +"Tell me you think we shall be happy in our garden of paradise--tell me +that!" + +But he only said, even more gravely: + +"So you're taking him to the real South?" + +"Yes, to the blue and the genuine gold, and the quivering heat, and the +balmy nights when Etna sends up its plume of ivory smoke to the moon. +He's got the south in his blood. Well, he shall see the south first with +me, and he shall love it as I love it." + +He said nothing. No spark of her enthusiasm called forth a spark from +him. And now she saw that, and said again: + +"London is making you horrible to-night. You are doing London and +yourself an injustice, and Maurice, too." + +"It's very possible," he replied. "But--I can say it to you--I have a +certain gift of--shall I call it divination?--where men and women are +concerned. It is not merely that I am observant of what is, but that I +can often instinctively feel that which must be inevitably produced by +what is. Very few people can read the future in the present. I often can, +almost as clearly as I can read the present. Even pessimism, accentuated +by the influence of the Infernal City, may contain some grains of truth." + +"What do you see for us, Emile? Don't you think we shall be happy +together, then? Don't you think that we are suited to be happy together?" + +When she asked Artois this direct question he was suddenly aware of a +vagueness brooding in his mind, and knew that he had no definite answer +to make. + +"I see nothing," he said, abruptly. "I know nothing. It may be London. It +may be my own egoism." + +And then he suddenly explained himself to Hermione with the extraordinary +frankness of which he was only capable when he was with her, or was +writing to her. + +"I am the dog in the manger," he concluded. "Don't let my growling +distress you. Your happiness has made me envious." + +"I'll never believe it," she exclaimed. "You are too good a friend and +too great a man for that. Why can't you be happy, too? Why can't you find +some one?" + +"Married life wouldn't suit me. I dislike loneliness yet I couldn't do +without it. In it I find my liberty as an artist." + +"Sometimes I think it must be a curse to be an artist, and yet I have +often longed to be one." + +"Why have you never tried to be one?" + +"I hardly know. Perhaps in my inmost being I feel I never could be. I am +too impulsive, too unrestrained, too shapeless in mind. If I wrote a book +it might be interesting, human, heart-felt, true to life, I hope, not +stupid, I believe; but it would be a chaos. You--how it would shock your +critical mind! I could never select and prune and blend and graft. I +should have to throw my mind and heart down on the paper and just leave +them there." + +"If you did that you might produce a human document that would live +almost as long as literature, that even just criticism would be powerless +to destroy." + +"I shall never write that book, but I dare say I shall live it." + +"Yes," he said. "You will live it, perhaps with Monsieur Delarey." + +And he smiled. + +"When is the wedding to be?" + +"In January, I think." + +"Ah! When you are in your garden of paradise I shall not be very far +off--just across your blue sea on the African shore." + +"Why, where are you going, Emile?" + +"I shall spend the spring at the sacred city of Kairouan, among the +pilgrims and the mosques, making some studies, taking some notes." + +"For a book? Come over to Sicily and see us." + +"I don't think you will want me there." + +The trap in the roof was opened, and a beery eye, with a luscious smile +in it, peered down upon them. + +"'Ad enough of the river, sir?" + +"Comment?" said Artois. + +"We'd better go home, I suppose," Hermione said. + +She gave her address to the cabman, and they drove in silence to Eaton +Place. + + + +III + +Lucrezia Gabbi came out onto the terrace of the Casa del Prete on Monte +Amato, shaded her eyes with her brown hands, and gazed down across the +ravine over the olive-trees and the vines to the mountain-side opposite, +along which, among rocks and Barbary figs, wound a tiny track trodden by +the few contadini whose stone cottages, some of them scarcely more than +huts, were scattered here and there upon the surrounding heights that +looked towards Etna and the sea. Lucrezia was dressed in her best. She +wore a dark-stuff gown covered in the front by a long blue-and-white +apron. Although really happiest in her mind when her feet were bare, she +had donned a pair of white stockings and low slippers, and over her +thick, dark hair was tied a handkerchief gay with a pattern of brilliant +yellow flowers on a white ground. This was a present from Gaspare bought +at the town of Cattaro at the foot of the mountains, and worn now for the +first time in honor of a great occasion. + +To-day Lucrezia was in the service of distinguished forestieri, and she +was gazing now across the ravine straining her eyes to see a procession +winding up from the sea: donkeys laden with luggage, and her new padrone +and padrona pioneered by the radiant Gaspare towards their mountain home. +It was a good day for their arrival. Nobody could deny that. Even +Lucrezia, who was accustomed to fine weather, having lived all her life +in Sicily, was struck to a certain blinking admiration as she stepped out +on to the terrace, and murmured to herself and a cat which was basking +on the stone seat that faced the cottage between broken columns, round +which roses twined: + +"Che tempo fa oggi! Santa Madonna, che bel tempo!" + +On this morning of February the clearness of the atmosphere was in truth +almost African. Under the cloudless sky every detail of the great view +from the terrace stood out with a magical distinctness. The lines of the +mountains were sharply defined against the profound blue. The forms of +the gray rocks scattered upon their slopes, of the peasants' houses, of +the olive and oak trees which grew thickly on the left flank of Monte +Amato below the priest's house, showed themselves in the sunshine with +the bold frankness which is part of the glory of all things in the south. +The figures of stationary or moving goatherds and laborers, watching +their flocks or toiling among the vineyards and the orchards, were +relieved against the face of nature in the shimmer of the glad gold in +this Eden, with a mingling of delicacy and significance which had in it +something ethereal and mysterious, a hint of fairy-land. Far off, rising +calmly in an immense slope, a slope that was classical in its dignity, +profound in its sobriety, remote, yet neither cold nor sad, Etna soared +towards the heaven, sending from its summit, on which the snows still +lingered, a steady plume of ivory smoke. In the nearer foreground, upon a +jagged crest of beetling rock, the ruins of a Saracenic castle dominated +a huddled village, whose houses seemed to cling frantically to the cliff, +as if each one were in fear of being separated from its brethren and +tossed into the sea. And far below that sea spread forth its waveless, +silent wonder to a horizon-line so distant that the eyes which looked +upon it could scarcely distinguish sea from sky--a line which surely +united not divided two shades of flawless blue, linking them in a +brotherhood which should be everlasting. Few sounds, and these but +slight ones, stirred in the breast of the ardent silence; some little +notes of birds, fragmentary and wandering, wayward as pilgrims who had +forgotten to what shrine they bent their steps, some little notes of +bells swinging beneath the tufted chins of goats, the wail of a woman's +song, old in its quiet melancholy, Oriental in its strange irregularity +of rhythm, and the careless twitter of a tarantella, played upon a +reed-flute by a secluded shepherd-boy beneath the bending silver green of +tressy olives beside a tiny stream. + +Lucrezia was accustomed to it all. She had been born beside that sea. +Etna had looked down upon her as she sucked and cried, toddled and +played, grew to a lusty girlhood, and on into young womanhood with its +gayety and unreason, its work and hopes and dreams. That Oriental +song--she had sung it often on the mountain-sides, as she set her bare, +brown feet on the warm stones, and lifted her head with a native pride +beneath its burdening pannier or its jar of water from the well. And she +had many a time danced to the tarantella that the shepherd-boy was +fluting, clapping her strong hands and swinging her broad hips, while the +great rings in her ears shook to and fro, and her whole healthy body +quivered to the spirit of the tune. She knew it all. It was and had +always been part of her life. + +Hermione's garden of paradise generally seemed homely enough to Lucrezia. +Yet to-day, perhaps because she was dressed in her best on a day that was +not a festa, and wore a silver chain with a coral charm on it, and had +shoes on her feet, there seemed to her a newness, almost a strangeness in +the wideness and the silence, in the sunshine and the music, something +that made her breathe out a sigh, and stare with almost wondering eyes on +Etna and the sea. She soon lost her vague sensation that her life lay, +perhaps, in a home of magic, however, when she looked again at the mule +track which wound upward from the distant town, in which the train from +Messina must by this time have deposited her forestieri, and began to +think more naturally of the days that lay before her, of her novel and +important duties, and of the unusual sums of money that her activities +were to earn her. + +Gaspare, who, as major-domo, had chosen her imperiously for his assistant +and underling in the house of the priest, had informed her that she was +to receive twenty-five lire a month for her services, besides food and +lodging, and plenty of the good, red wine of Amato. To Lucrezia such +wages seemed prodigal. She had never yet earned more than the half of +them. But it was not only this prospect of riches which now moved and +excited her. + +She was to live in a splendidly furnished house with wealthy and +distinguished people; she was to sleep in a room all to herself, in a bed +that no one had a right to except herself. This was an experience that in +her most sanguine moments she had never anticipated. All her life had +been passed en famille in the village of Marechiaro, which lay on a +table-land at the foot of Monte Amato, half-way down to the sea. The +Gabbis were numerous, and they all lived in one room, to which cats, +hens, and turkeys resorted with much freedom and in considerable numbers. +Lucrezia had never known, perhaps had never desired, a moment of privacy, +but now she began to awake to the fact that privacy and daintiness and +pretty furniture were very interesting, and even touching, as well as +very phenomenal additions to a young woman's existence. What could the +people who had the power to provide them be like? She scanned the +mule-track with growing eagerness, but the procession did not appear. She +saw only an old contadino in a long woollen cap riding slowly into the +recesses of the hills on a donkey, and a small boy leading his goats to +pasture. The train must have been late. She turned round from the view +and examined her new home once more. Already she knew it by heart, yet +the wonder of it still encompassed her spirit. + +Hermione's cottage, the eyrie to which she was bringing Maurice Delarey, +was only a cottage, although to Lucrezia it seemed almost a palace. It +was whitewashed, with a sloping roof of tiles, and windows with green +Venetian shutters. Although it now belonged to a contadino, it had +originally been built by a priest, who had possessed vineyards on the +mountain-side, and who wished to have a home to which he could escape +from the town where he lived when the burning heats of the summer set in. +Above his vineyards, some hundreds of yards from the summit of the +mountain, and close to a grove of oaks and olive-trees, which grew among +a turmoil of mighty boulders, he had terraced out the slope and set his +country home. At the edge of the rough path which led to the cottage from +the ravine below was a ruined Norman arch. This served as a portal of +entrance. Between it and the cottage was a well surrounded by crumbling +walls, with stone seats built into them. Passing that, one came at once +to the terrace of earth, fronted by a low wall with narrow seats covered +with white tiles, and divided by broken columns that edged the ravine and +commanded the great view on which Lucrezia had been gazing. On the wall +of this terrace were stone vases, in which scarlet geraniums were +growing. Red roses twined around the columns, and, beneath, the steep +side of the ravine was clothed with a tangle of vegetation, olive and +peach, pear and apple trees. Behind the cottage rose the bare +mountain-side, covered with loose stones and rocks, among which in every +available interstice the diligent peasants had sown corn and barley. Here +and there upon the mountains distant cottages were visible, but on Monte +Amato Hermione's was the last, the most intrepid. None other ventured to +cling to the warm earth so high above the sea and in a place so +solitary. That was why Hermione loved it, because it was near the sky +and very far away. + +Now, after an earnest, ruminating glance at the cottage, Lucrezia walked +across the terrace and reverently entered it by a door which opened onto +a flight of three steps leading down to the terrace. Already she knew the +interior by heart, but she had not lost her awe of it, her sense almost +of being in a church when she stood among the furniture, the hangings, +and the pictures which she had helped to arrange under Gaspare's orders. +The room she now stood in was the parlor of the cottage, serving as +dining-room, drawing-room, boudoir, and den. Although it must be put to +so many purposes, it was only a small, square chamber, and very simply +furnished. The walls, like all the walls of the cottage inside and out, +were whitewashed. On the floor was a carpet that had been woven in +Kairouan, the sacred African town where Artois was now staying and making +notes for his new book. It was thick and rough, and many-colored almost +as Joseph's coat; brilliant but not garish, for the African has a strange +art of making colors friends instead of enemies, of blending them into +harmonies that are gay yet touched with peace. On the walls hung a few +reproductions of fine pictures: an old woman of Rembrandt, in whose +wrinkled face and glittering dark eyes the past pleasures and past +sorrows of life seemed tenderly, pensively united, mellowed by the years +into a soft bloom, a quiet beauty; an allegory of Watts, fierce with +inspiration like fire mounting up to an opening heaven; a landscape of +Frederick Walker's, the romance of harvest in an autumn land; +Burne-Jones's "The Mill," and a copy in oils of a knight of Gustave +Moreau's, riding in armor over the summit of a hill into an unseen +country of errantry, some fairy-land forlorn. There was, too, an old +Venetian mirror in a curiously twisted golden frame. + +At the two small windows on either side of the door, which was half +glass, half white-painted wood, were thin curtains of pale gray-blue and +white, bought in the bazaars of Tunis. For furniture there were a +folding-table of brown, polished wood, a large divan with many cushions, +two deck-chairs of the telescope species, that can be made long or short +at will, a writing-table, a cottage piano, and four round wicker chairs +with arms. In one corner of the room stood a tall clock with a burnished +copper face, and in another a cupboard containing glass and china. A door +at the back, which led into the kitchen, was covered with an Oriental +portiere. On the writing-table, and on some dwarf bookcases already +filled with books left behind by Hermione on her last visit to Sicily, +stood rough jars of blue, yellow, and white pottery, filled with roses +and geraniums arranged by Gaspare. To the left of the room, as Lucrezia +faced it, was a door leading into the bedroom, of the master and +mistress. + +After a long moment of admiring contemplation, Lucrezia went into this +bedroom, in which she was specially interested, as it was to be her +special care. All was white here, walls, ceiling, wooden beds, tables, +the toilet service, the bookcases. For there were books here, too, books +which Lucrezia examined with an awful wonder, not knowing how to read. In +the window-seat were white cushions. On the chest of drawers were more +red roses and geraniums. It was a virginal room, into which the bright, +golden sunbeams stole under the striped awning outside the low window +with surely a hesitating modesty, as if afraid to find themselves +intruders. The whiteness, the intense quietness of the room, through +whose window could be seen a space of far-off sea, a space of +mountain-flank, and, when one came near to it, and the awning was drawn +up, the snowy cone of Etna, struck now to the soul of Lucrezia a sense of +half-puzzled peace. Her large eyes opened wider, and she laid her hands +on her hips and fell into a sort of dream as she stood there, hearing +only the faint and regular ticking of the clock in the sitting-room. She +was well accustomed to the silence of the mountain world and never heeded +it, but peace within four walls was almost unknown to her. Here no hens +fluttered, no turkeys went to and fro elongating their necks, no children +played and squalled, no women argued and gossiped, quarrelled and worked, +no men tramped in and out, grumbled and spat. A perfectly clean and +perfectly peaceful room--it was marvellous, it was--she sighed again. +What must it be like to be gentlefolk, to have the money to buy calm and +cleanliness? + +Suddenly she moved, took her hands from her hips, settled her yellow +handkerchief, and smiled. The silence had been broken by a sound all true +Sicilians love, the buzz and the drowsy wail of the ceramella, the +bagpipes which the shepherds play as they come down from the hills to the +villages when the festival of the Natale is approaching. It was as yet +very faint and distant, coming from the mountain-side behind the cottage, +but Lucrezia knew the tune. It was part of her existence, part of Etna, +the olive groves, the vineyards, and the sea, part of that old, old +Sicily which dwells in the blood and shines in the eyes, and is alive in +the songs and the dances of these children of the sun, and of legends and +of mingled races from many lands. It was the "Pastorale," and she knew +who was playing it--Sebastiano, the shepherd, who had lived with the +brigands in the forests that look down upon the Isles of Lipari, who now +kept his father's goats among the rocks, and knew every stone and every +cave on Etna, and who had a chest and arms of iron, and legs that no +climbing could fatigue, and whose great, brown fingers, that could break +a man's wrist, drew such delicate tones from the reed pipe that, when he +played it, even the old man's thoughts were turned to dancing and the +old woman's to love. But now he was being important, he was playing the +ceramella, into which no shepherd could pour such a volume of breath as +he, from which none could bring such a volume of warm and lusty music. It +was Sebastiano coming down from the top of Monte Amato to welcome the +forestieri. + +The music grew louder, and presently a dog barked outside on the terrace. +Lucrezia ran to the window. A great white-and-yellow, blunt-faced, +pale-eyed dog, his neck surrounded by a spiked collar, stood there +sniffing and looking savage, his feathery tail cocked up pugnaciously +over his back. + +"Sebastiano!" called Lucrezia, leaning out of the window under the +awning--"Sebastiano!" + +Then she drew back laughing, and squatted down on the floor, concealed by +the window-seat. The sound of the pipes increased till their rough drone +seemed to be in the room, bidding a rustic defiance to its whiteness and +its silence. Still squatting on the floor, Lucrezia called out once more: + +"Sebastiano!" + +Abruptly the tune ceased and the silence returned, emphasized by the +vanished music. Lucrezia scarcely breathed. Her face was flushed, for she +was struggling against an impulse to laugh, which almost overmastered +her. After a minute she heard the dog's short bark again, then a man's +foot shifting on the terrace, then suddenly a noise of breathing above +her head close to her hair. With a little scream she shrank back and +looked up. A man's face was gazing down at her. It was a very brown and +very masculine face, roughened by wind and toughened by sun, with keen, +steady, almost insolent eyes, black and shining, stiff, black hair, that +looked as if it had been crimped, a mustache sprouting above a wide, +slightly animal mouth full of splendid teeth, and a square, brutal, but +very manly chin. On the head was a Sicilian cap, long and hanging down +at the left side. There were ear-rings in the man's large, well-shaped +ears, and over the window-ledge protruded the swollen bladder, like a +dead, bloated monster, from which he had been drawing his antique tune. + +He stared down at Lucrezia with a half-contemptuous humor, and she up at +him with a wide-eyed, unconcealed adoration. Then he looked curiously +round the room, with a sharp intelligence that took in every detail in a +moment. + +"Per Dio!" he ejaculated. "Per Dio!" + +He looked at Lucrezia, folded his brawny arms on the window-sill, and +said: + +"They've got plenty of soldi." + +Lucrezia nodded, not without personal pride. + +"Gaspare says--" + +"Oh, I know as much as Gaspare," interrupted Sebastiano, brusquely. "The +signora is my friend. When she was here before I saw her many times. But +for me she would never have taken the Casa del Prete." + +"Why was that?" asked Lucrezia, with reverence. + +"They told her in Marechiaro that it was not safe for a lady to live up +here alone, that when the night came no one could tell what would +happen." + +"But, Gaspare--" + +"Does Gaspare know every grotto on Etna? Has Gaspare lived eight years +with the briganti? And the Mafia--has Gaspare--" + +He paused, laughed, pulled his mustache, and added: + +"If the signora had not been assured of my protection she would never +have come up here." + +"But now she has a husband." + +"Yes." + +He glanced again round the room. + +"One can see that. Per Dio, it is like the snow on the top of Etna." + +Lucrezia got up actively from the floor and came close to Sebastiano. + +"What is the padrona like, Sebastiano?" she asked. "I have seen her, but +I have never spoken to her." + +"She is simpatica--she will do you no harm." + +"And is she generous?" + +"Ready to give soldi to every one who is in trouble. But if you once +deceive her she will never look at you again." + +"Then I will not deceive her," said Lucrezia, knitting her brows. + +"Better not. She is not like us. She thinks to tell a lie is a sin +against the Madonna, I believe." + +"But then what will the padrone do?" asked Lucrezia, innocently. + +"Tell his woman the truth, like all husbands," replied Sebastiano, with a +broadly satirical grin. "As your man will some day, Lucrezia mia. All +husbands are good and faithful. Don't you know that?" + +"Macche!" + +She laughed loudly, with an incredulity quite free from bitterness. + +"Men are not like us," she added. "They tell us whatever they please, and +do always whatever they like. We must sit in the doorway and keep our +back to the street for fear a man should smile at us, and they can stay +out all night, and come back in the morning, and say they've been fishing +at Isola Bella, or sleeping out to guard the vines, and we've got to say, +'Si, Salvatore!' or 'Si, Guido!' when we know very well--" + +"What, Lucrezia?" + +She looked into his twinkling eyes and reddened slightly, sticking out +her under lip. + +"I'm not going to tell you." + +"You have no business to know." + +"And how can I help--they're coming!" + +Sebastiano's dog had barked again on the terrace. Sebastiano lifted the +ceramalla quickly from the window-sill and turned round, while Lucrezia +darted out through the door, across the sitting-room, and out onto the +terrace. + +"Are they there, Sebastiano? Are they there?" + +He stood by the terrace wall, shading his eyes with his hand. + +"Ecco!" he said, pointing across the ravine. + +Far off, winding up from the sea slowly among the rocks and the +olive-trees, was a procession of donkeys, faintly relieved in the +brilliant sunshine against the mountain-side. + +"One," counted Sebastiano, "two, three, four--there are four. The signore +is walking, the signora is riding. Whose donkeys have they got? Gaspare's +father's, of course. I told Gaspare to take Ciccio's, and--it is too far +to see, but I'll soon make them hear me. The signora loves the +'Pastorale.' She says there is all Sicily in it. She loves it more than +the tarantella, for she is good, Lucrezia--don't forget that--though she +is not a Catholic, and perhaps it makes her think of the coming of the +Bambino and of the Madonna. Ah! She will smile now and clap her hands +when she hears." + +He put the pipe to his lips, puffed out his cheeks, and began to play the +"Pastorale" with all his might, while Lucrezia listened, staring across +the ravine at the creeping donkey, which was bearing Hermione upward to +her garden of paradise near the sky. + + + +IV + +"And then, signora, I said to Lucrezia, 'the padrona loves Zampaglione, +and you must be sure to--'" + +"Wait, Gaspare! I thought I heard--Yes, it is, it is! Hush! +Maurice--listen!" + +Hermione pulled up her donkey, which was the last of the little +procession, laid her hand on her husband's arm, and held her breath, +looking upward across the ravine to the opposite slope where, made tiny +by distance, she saw the white line of the low terrace wall of the Casa +del Prete, the black dots, which were the heads of Sebastiano and +Lucrezia. The other donkeys tripped on among the stones and vanished, +with their attendant boys, Gaspare's friends, round the angle of a great +rock, but Gaspare stood still beside his padrona, with his brown hand on +her donkey's neck, and Maurice Delarey, following her eyes, looked and +listened like a statue of that Mercury to which Artois had compared him. + +"It's the 'Pastorale,'" Hermione whispered. "The 'Pastorale'!" + +Her lips parted. Tears came into her eyes, those tears that come to a +woman in a moment of supreme joy that seems to wipe out all the sorrows +of the past. She felt as if she were in a great dream, one of those rare +and exquisite dreams that sometimes bathe the human spirit, as a warm +wave of the Ionian Sea bathes the Sicilian shore in the shadow of an +orange grove, murmuring peace. In that old tune of the "Pastorale" all +her thoughts of Sicily, and her knowledge of Sicily, and her +imaginations, and her deep and passionately tender and even ecstatic +love of Sicily seemed folded and cherished like birds in a nest. She +could never have explained, she could only feel how. In the melody, with +its drone bass, the very history of the enchanted island was surely +breathed out. Ulysses stood to listen among the flocks of Polyphemus. +Empedocles stayed his feet among the groves of Etna to hear it. And +Persephone, wandering among the fields of asphodel, paused with her white +hands out-stretched to catch its drowsy beauty; and Arethusa, turned into +a fountain, hushed her music to let it have its way. And Hermione heard +in it the voice of the Bambino, the Christ-child, to whose manger-cradle +the shepherds followed the star, and the voice of the Madonna, Maria +stella del mare, whom the peasants love in Sicily as the child loves its +mother. And those peasants were in it, too, people of the lava wastes and +the lava terraces where the vines are green against the black, people of +the hazel and the beech forests, where the little owl cries at eve, +people of the plains where, beneath the yellow lemons, spring the yellow +flowers that are like their joyous reflection in the grasses, people of +the sea, that wonderful purple sea in whose depth of color eternity seems +caught. The altars of the pagan world were in it, and the wayside shrines +before which the little lamps are lit by night upon the lonely +mountain-sides, the old faith and the new, and the love of a land that +lives on from generation to generation in the pulsing breasts of men. + +And Maurice was in it, too, and Hermione and her love for him and his for +her. + +Gaspare did not move. He loved the "Pastorale" almost without knowing +that he loved it. It reminded him of the festa of Natale, when, as a +child, dressed in a long, white garment, he had carried a blazing torch +of straw down the steps of the church of San Pancrazio before the canopy +that sheltered the Bambino. It was a part of his life, as his mother +was, and Tito the donkey, and the vineyards, the sea, the sun. It pleased +him to hear it, and to feel that his padrona from a far country loved it, +and his isle, his "Paese" in which it sounded. So, though he had been +impatient to reach the Casa del Prete and enjoy the reward of praise +which he considered was his due for his forethought and his labors, he +stood very still by Tito, with his great, brown eyes fixed, and the +donkey switch drooping in the hand that hung at his side. + +And Hermione for a moment gave herself entirely to her dream. + +She had carried out the plan which she had made. She and Maurice Delarey +had been married quietly, early one morning in London, and had caught the +boat-train at Victoria, and travelled through to Sicily without stopping +on the way to rest. She wanted to plunge Maurice in the south at once, +not to lead him slowly, step by step, towards it. And so, after three +nights in the train, they had opened their eyes to the quiet sea near +Reggio, to the clustering houses under the mountains of Messina, to the +high-prowed fishermen's boats painted blue and yellow, to the coast-line +which wound away from the straits till it stole out to that almost +phantasmal point where Siracusa lies, to the slope of Etna, to the orange +gardens and the olives, and the great, dry water courses like giant +highways leading up into the mountains. And from the train they had come +up here into the recesses of the hills to hear their welcome of the +"Pastorale." It was a contrast to make a dream, the roar of ceaseless +travel melting into this radiant silence, this inmost heart of peace. +They had rushed through great cities to this old land of mountains and of +legends, and up there on the height from which the droning music dropped +to them through the sunshine was their home, the solitary house which was +to shelter their true marriage. + +Delarey was almost confused by it all. Half dazed by the noise of the +journey, he was now half dazed by the wonder of the quiet as he stood +near Gaspare and listened to Sebastiano's music, and looked upward to the +white terrace wall. + +Hermione was to be his possession here, in this strange and far-off land, +among these simple peasant people. So he thought of them, not versed yet +in the complex Sicilian character. He listened, and he looked at Gaspare. +He saw a boy of eighteen, short as are most Sicilians, but straight as an +arrow, well made, active as a cat, rather of the Greek than of the Arab +type so often met with in Sicily, with bold, well-cut features, +wonderfully regular and wonderfully small, square, white teeth, thick, +black eyebrows, and enormous brown eyes sheltered by the largest lashes +he had ever seen. The very low forehead was edged by a mass of hair that +had small gleams of bright gold here and there in the front, but that +farther back on the head was of a brown so dark as to look nearly black. +Gaspare was dressed in a homely suit of light-colored linen with no +collar and a shirt open at the throat, showing a section of chest tanned +by the sun. Stout mountain boots were on his feet, and a white linen hat +was tipped carelessly to the back of his head, leaving his expressive, +ardently audacious, but not unpleasantly impudent face exposed to the +golden rays of which he had no fear. + +As Delarey looked at him he felt oddly at home with him, almost as if he +stood beside a young brother. Yet he could scarcely speak Gaspare's +language, and knew nothing of his thoughts, his feelings, his hopes, his +way of life. It was an odd sensation, a subtle sympathy not founded upon +knowledge. It seemed to now into Delarey's heart out of the heart of the +sun, to steal into it with the music of the "Pastorale." + +"I feel--I feel almost as if I belonged here," he whispered to Hermione, +at last. + +She turned her head and looked down on him from her donkey. The tears +were still in her eyes. + +"I always knew you belonged to the blessed, blessed south," she said, in +a low voice. "Do you care for that?" + +She pointed towards the terrace. + +"That music?" + +"Yes." + +"Tremendously, but I don't know why. Is it very beautiful?" + +"I sometimes think it is the most beautiful music I have ever heard. At +any rate, I have always loved it more than all other music, and +now--well, you can guess if I love it now." + +She dropped one hand against the donkey's warm shoulder. Maurice took it +in his warm hand. + +"All Sicily, all the real, wild Sicily seems to be in it. They play it in +the churches on the night of the Natale," she went on, after a moment. "I +shall never forget hearing it for the first time. I felt as if it took +hold of my very soul with hands like the hands of the Bambino." + +She broke off. A tear had fallen down upon her cheek. + +"Avanti Gaspare!" she said. + +Gaspare lifted his switch and gave Tito a tap, calling out "Ah!" in a +loud, manly voice. The donkey moved on, tripping carefully among the +stones. They mounted slowly up towards the "Pastorale." Presently +Hermione said to Maurice, who kept beside her in spite of the narrowness +of the path: + +"Everything seems very strange to me to-day. Can you guess why?" + +"I don't know. Tell me," he answered. + +"It's this. I never expected to be perfectly happy. We all have our +dreams, I suppose. We all think now and then, 'If only I could have this +with that, this person in that place, I could be happy.' And perhaps we +have sometimes a part of our dream turned into reality, though even that +comes seldom. But to have the two, to have the two halves of our dream +fitted together and made reality--isn't that rare? Long ago, when I was a +girl, I always used to think--'If I could ever be with the one I loved in +the south--alone, quite alone, quite away from the world, I could be +perfectly happy.' Well, years after I thought that I came here. I knew at +once I had found my ideal place. One-half of my dream was made real and +was mine. That was much, wasn't it? But getting this part of what I +longed for sometimes made me feel unutterably sad. I had never seen you +then, but often when I sat on that little terrace up there I felt a +passionate desire to have a human being whom I loved beside me. I loved +no one then, but I wanted, I needed to love. Do men ever feel that? Women +do, often, nearly always I think. The beauty made me want to love. +Sometimes, as I leaned over the wall, I heard a shepherd-boy below in the +ravine play on his pipe, or I heard the goat-bells ringing under the +olives. Sometimes at night I saw distant lights, like fire-flies, lamps +carried by peasants going to their homes in the mountains from a festa in +honor of some saint, stealing upward through the darkness, or I saw the +fishermen's lights burning in the boats far off upon the sea. Then--then +I knew that I had only half my dream, and I was ungrateful, Maurice. I +almost wished that I had never had this half, because it made me realize +what it would be to have the whole. It made me realize the mutilation, +the incompleteness of being in perfect beauty without love. And now--now +I've actually got all I ever wanted, and much more, because I didn't know +then at all what it would really mean to me to have it. And, besides, I +never thought that God would select me for perfect happiness. Why should +he? What have I ever done to be worthy of such a gift?" + +"You've been yourself," he answered. + +At this moment the path narrowed and he had to fall behind, and they did +not speak again till they had clambered up the last bit of the way, steep +almost as the side of a house, passed through the old ruined arch, and +came out upon the terrace before the Casa del Prete. + +Sebastiano met them, still playing lustily upon his pipe, while the sweat +dripped from his sunburned face; but Lucrezia, suddenly overcome by +shyness, had disappeared round the corner of the cottage to the kitchen. +The donkey boys were resting on the stone seats in easy attitudes, +waiting for Gaspare's orders to unload, and looking forward to a drink of +the Monte Amato wine. When they had had it they meant to carry out a plan +devised by the radiant Gaspare, to dance a tarantella for the forestieri +while Sebastiano played the flute. But no hint of this intention was to +be given till the luggage had been taken down and carried into the house. +Their bright faces were all twinkling with the knowledge of their secret. +When at length Sebastiano had put down the ceramella and shaken Hermione +and Maurice warmly by the hand, and Gaspare had roughly, but with roars +of laughter, dragged Lucrezia into the light of day to be presented, +Hermione took her husband in to see their home. On the table in the +sitting-room lay a letter. + +"A letter already!" she said. + +There was a sound almost of vexation in her voice. The little white thing +lying there seemed to bring a breath of the world she wanted to forget +into their solitude. + +"Who can have written?" + +She took it up and felt contrition. + +"It's from Emile!" she exclaimed. "How good of him to remember! This must +be his welcome." + +"Read it, Hermione," said Maurice. "I'll look after Gaspare." + +She laughed. + +"Better not. He's here to look after us. But you'll soon understand him, +very soon, and he you. You speak different languages, but you both belong +to the south. Let him alone, Maurice. We'll read this together. I'm sure +it's for you as well as me." + +And while Gaspare and the boys carried in the trunks she sat down by the +table and opened Emile's letter. It was very short, and was addressed +from Kairouan, where Artois had established himself for the spring in an +Arab house. She began reading it aloud in French: + + "This is a word--perhaps unwelcome, for I think I understand, dear + friend, something of what you are feeling and of what you desire + just now--a word of welcome to your garden of paradise. May there + never be an angel with a flaming sword to keep the gate against + you. Listen to the shepherds fluting, dream, or, better, live, as + you are grandly capable of living, under the old olives of Sicily. + Take your golden time boldly with both hands. Life may seem to most + of us who think in the main a melancholy, even a tortured thing, + but when it is not so for a while to one who can think as you can + think, the power of thought, of deep thought, intensifies its + glory. You will never enjoy as might a pagan, perhaps never as + might a saint. But you will enjoy as a generous-blooded woman with + a heart that only your friends--I should like to dare to say only + one friend--know in its rare entirety. There is an egoist here, in + the shadow of the mosques, who turns his face towards Mecca, and + prays that you may never leave your garden. + E. A." + + "Does the Sicilian grandmother respond to the magic of the south?" + +When she drew near to the end of this letter Hermione hesitated. + +"He--there's something," she said, "that is too kind to me. I don't think +I'll read it." + +"Don't," said Delarey. "But it can't be too kind." + +She saw the postscript and smiled. + +"And quite at the end there's an allusion to you." + +"Is there?" + +"I must read that." + +And she read it. + +"He needn't be afraid of the grandmother's not responding, need he, +Maurice?" + +"No," he said, smiling too. "But is that it, do you think? Why should it +be? Who wouldn't love this place?" + +And he went to the open door and looked out towards the sea. + +"Who wouldn't?" he repeated. + +"Oh, I have met an Englishman who was angry with Etna for being the shape +it is." + +"What an ass!" + +"I thought so, too. But, seriously, I expect the grandmother has +something to say in that matter of your feeling already, as if you +belonged here." + +"Perhaps." + +He was still looking towards the distant sea far down below them. + +"Is that an island?" he asked. + +"Where?" said Hermione, getting up and coming towards him. "Oh, that--no, +it is a promontory, but it's almost surrounded by the sea. There is only +a narrow ledge of rock, like a wall, connecting it with the main-land, +and in the rock there's a sort of natural tunnel through which the sea +flows. I've sometimes been to picnic there. On the plateau hidden among +the trees there's a ruined house. I have spent many hours reading and +writing in it. They call it, in Marechiaro, Casa delle Sirene--the house +of the sirens." + + "Questo vino e bello e fino," + +cried Gaspare's voice outside. + +"A Brindisi!" said Hermione. "Gaspare's treating the boys. Questo +vino--oh, how glorious to be here in Sicily!" + +She put her arm through Delarey's, and drew him out onto the terrace. +Gaspare, Lucrezia, Sebastiano, and the three boys stood there with +glasses of red wine in their hands raised high above their heads. + + "Questo vino e bello e fino, + E portato da Castel Perini, + Faccio brindisi alla Signora Ermini," + +continued Gaspare, joyously, and with an obvious pride in his poetical +powers. + +They all drank simultaneously, Lucrezia spluttering a little out of +shyness. + +"Monte Amato, Gaspare, not Castel Perini. But that doesn't rhyme, eh? +Bravo! But we must drink, too." + +Gaspare hastened to fill two more glasses. + +"Now it's our turn," cried Hermione. + + "Questo vino e bello e fino, + E portato da Castello a mare, + Faccio brindisi al Signor Gaspare." + +The boys burst into a hearty laugh, and Gaspare's eyes gleamed with +pleasure while Hermione and Maurice drank. Then Sebastiano drew from the +inner pocket of his old jacket a little flute, smiling with an air of +intense and comic slyness which contorted his face. + +"Ah," said Hermione, "I know--it's the tarantella!" + +She clapped her hands. + +"It only wanted that," she said to Maurice. "Only that--the tarantella!" + +"Guai Lucrezia!" cried Gaspare, tyrannically. + +Lucrezia bounded to one side, bent her body inward, and giggled with all +her heart. Sebastiano leaned his back against a column and put the flute +to his lips. + +"Here, Maurice, here!" said Hermione. + +She made him sit down on one of the seats under the parlor window, facing +the view, while the four boys took their places, one couple opposite to +the other. Then Sebastiano began to twitter the tune familiar to the +Sicilians of Marechiaro, in which all the careless pagan joy of life in +the sun seems caught and flung out upon a laughing, dancing world. +Delarey laid his hands on the warm tiles of the seat, leaned forward, and +watched with eager eyes. He had never seen the tarantella, yet now with +his sensation of expectation there was blended another feeling. It seemed +to him as if he were going to see something he had known once, perhaps +very long ago, something that he had forgotten and that was now going to +be recalled to his memory. Some nerve in his body responded to +Sebastiano's lively tune. A desire of movement came to him as he saw the +gay boys waiting on the terrace, their eyes already dancing, although +their bodies were still. + +Gaspare bent forward, lifted his hands above his head, and began to snap +his fingers in time to the music. A look of joyous invitation had come +into his eyes--an expression that was almost coquettish, like the +expression of a child who has conceived some lively, innocent design of +which he thinks that no one knows except himself. His young figure surely +quivered with a passion of merry mischief which was communicated to his +companions. In it there began to flame a spirit that suggested undying +youth. Even before they began to dance the boys were transformed. If they +had ever known cares those cares had fled, for in the breasts of those +who can really dance the tarantella there is no room for the smallest +sorrow, in their hearts no place for the most minute regret, anxiety, or +wonder, when the rapture of the measure is upon them. Away goes +everything but the pagan joy of life, the pagan ecstasy of swift +movement, and the leaping blood that is quick as the motes in a sunray +falling from a southern sky. Delarey began to smile as he watched them, +and their expression was reflected in his eyes. Hermione glanced at him +and thought what a boy he looked. His eyes made her feel almost as if +she were sitting with a child. + +The mischief, the coquettish joy of the boys increased. They snapped +their fingers more loudly, swayed their bodies, poised themselves first +on one foot, then on the other, then abruptly, and with a wildness that +was like the sudden crash of all the instruments in an orchestra breaking +in upon the melody of a solitary flute, burst into the full frenzy of the +dance. And in the dance each seemed to be sportively creative, ruled by +his own sweet will. + +"That's why I love the tarantella more than any other dance," Hermione +murmured to her husband, "because it seems to be the invention of the +moment, as if they were wild with joy and had to show it somehow, and +showed it beautifully by dancing. Look at Gaspare now." + +With his hands held high above his head, and linked together, Gaspare was +springing into the air, as if propelled by one of those boards which are +used by acrobats in circuses for leaping over horses. He had thrown off +his hat, and his low-growing hair, which was rather long on the forehead, +moved as he sprang upward, as if his excitement, penetrating through +every nerve in his body, had filled it with electricity. While Hermione +watched him she almost expected to see its golden tufts give off sparks +in response to the sparkling radiance that flashed from his laughing +eyes. For in all the wild activity of his changing movements Gaspare +never lost his coquettish expression, the look of seductive mischief that +seemed to invite the whole world to be merry and mad as he was. His +ever-smiling lips and ever-smiling eyes defied fatigue, and his young +body--grace made a living, pulsing, aspiring reality--suggested the +tireless intensity of a flame. The other boys danced well, but Gaspare +outdid them all, for they only looked gay while he looked mad with joy. +And to-day, at this moment, he felt exultant. He had a padrona to whom he +was devoted with that peculiar sensitive devotion of the Sicilian which, +once it is fully aroused, is tremendous in its strength and jealous in +its doggedness. He was in command of Lucrezia, and was respectfully +looked up to by all his boy friends of Marechiaro as one who could +dispense patronage, being a sort of purse-bearer and conductor of rich +forestieri in a strange land. Even Sebastiano, a personage rather apt to +be a little haughty in his physical strength, and, though no longer a +brigand, no great respecter of others, showed him to-day a certain +deference which elated his boyish spirit. And all his elation, all his +joy in the present and hopes for the future, he let out in the dance. To +dance the tarantella almost intoxicated him, even when he only danced it +in the village among the contadini, but to-day the admiring eyes of his +padrona were upon him. He knew how she loved the tarantella. He knew, +too, that she wanted the padrone, her husband, to love it as she did. +Gaspare was very shrewd to read a woman's thoughts so long as her love +ran in them. Though but eighteen, he was a man in certain knowledge. He +understood, almost unconsciously, a good deal of what Hermione was +feeling as she watched, and he put his whole soul into the effort to +shine, to dazzle, to rouse gayety and wonder in the padrone, who saw him +dance for the first time. He was untiring in his variety and his +invention. Sometimes, light-footed in his mountain boots, with an almost +incredible swiftness and vim, he rushed from end to end of the terrace. +His feet twinkled in steps so complicated and various that he made the +eyes that watched him wink as at a play of sparks in a furnace, and his +arms and hands were never still, yet never, even for a second, fell into +a curve that was ungraceful. Sometimes his head was bent whimsically +forward as if in invitation. Sometimes he threw his whole body backward, +exposing his brown throat, and staring up at the sun like a sun +worshipper dancing to his divinity. Sometimes he crouched on his +haunches, clapping his hands together rhythmically, and, with bent knees, +shooting out his legs like some jovially grotesque dwarf promenading +among a crowd of Follies. And always the spirit of the dance seemed to +increase within him, and the intoxication of it to take more hold upon +him, and his eyes grew brighter and his face more radiant, and his body +more active, more utterly untiring, till he was the living embodiment +surely of all the youth and all the gladness of the world. + +Hermione had kept Artois's letter in her hand, and now, as she danced in +spirit with Gaspare, and rejoiced not only in her own joy, but in his, +she thought suddenly of that sentence in it--"Life may seem to most of us +who think in the main a melancholy, even a tortured, thing." Life a +tortured thing! She was thinking now, exultantly thinking. Her thoughts +were leaping, spinning, crouching, whirling, rushing with Gaspare in the +sunshine. But life was a happy, a radiant reality. No dream, it was more +beautiful than any dream, as the clear, when lovely, is more lovely than +even that which is exquisite and vague. She had, of course, always known +that in the world there is much joy. Now she felt it, she felt all the +joy of the world. She felt the joy of sunshine and of blue, the joy of +love and of sympathy, the joy of health and of activity, the joy of sane +passion that fights not against any law of God or man, the joy of liberty +in a joyous land where the climate is kindly, and, despite poverty and +toil, there are songs upon the lips of men, there are tarantellas in +their sun-browned bodies, there are the fires of gayety in their bold, +dark eyes. Joy, joy twittered in the reed-flute of Sebastiano, and the +boys were joys made manifest. Hermione's eyes had filled with tears of +joy when among the olives she had heard the far-off drone of the +"Pastorale." Now they shone with a joy that was different, less subtly +sweet, perhaps, but more buoyant, more fearless, more careless. The glory +of the pagan world was round about her, and for a moment her heart was +like the heart of a nymph scattering roses in a Bacchic triumph. + +Maurice moved beside her, and she heard him breathing quickly. + +"What is it, Maurice?" she asked. "You--do you--" + +"Yes," he answered, understanding the question she had not fully asked. +"It drives me almost mad to sit still and see those boys. Gaspare's like +a merry devil tempting one." + +As if Gaspare had understood what Maurice said, he suddenly spun round +from his companions, and began to dance in front of Maurice and Hermione, +provocatively, invitingly, bending his head towards them, and laughing +almost in their faces, but without a trace of impertinence. He did not +speak, though his lips were parted, showing two rows of even, tiny teeth, +but his radiant eyes called to them, scolded them for their inactivity, +chaffed them for it, wondered how long it would last, and seemed to deny +that it could last forever. + +"What eyes!" said Hermione. "Did you ever see anything so expressive?" + +Maurice did not answer. He was watching Gaspare, fascinated, completely +under the spell of the dance. The blood was beginning to boil in his +veins, warm blood of the south that he had never before felt in his body. +Artois had spoken to Hermione of "the call of the blood." Maurice began +to hear it now, to long to obey it. + +Gaspare clapped his hands alternately in front of him and behind him, +leaping from side to side, with a step in which one foot crossed over the +other, and holding his body slightly curved inward. And all the time he +kept his eyes on Delarey, and the wily, merry invitation grew stronger in +them. + +"Venga!" he whispered, always dancing. "Venga, signorino, venga--venga!" + +He spun round, clapped his hands furiously, snapped his fingers, and +jumped back. Then he held out his hands to Delarey, with a gay authority +that was irresistible. + +"Venga, venga, signorino! Venga, venga!" + +All the blood in Delarey responded, chasing away something--was it a +shyness, a self-consciousness of love--that till now had held him back +from the gratification of his desire? He sprang up and he danced the +tarantella, danced it almost as if he had danced it all his life, with a +natural grace, a frolicsome abandon that no pure-blooded Englishman could +ever achieve, danced it as perhaps once the Sicilian grandmother had +danced it under the shadow of Etna. Whatever Gaspare did he imitated, +with a swiftness and a certainty that were amazing, and Gaspare, +intoxicated by having such a pupil, outdid himself in countless changing +activities. It was like a game and like a duel, for Gaspare presently +began almost to fight for supremacy as he watched Delarey's startling +aptitude in the tarantella, which, till this moment, he had considered +the possession of those born in Sicily and of Sicilian blood. He seemed +to feel that this pupil might in time become the master, and to be put +upon his mettle, and he put forth all his cunning to be too much for +Delarey. + +And Hermione was left alone, watching, for Lucrezia had disappeared, +suddenly mindful of some household duty. + +When Delarey sprang up she felt a thrill of responsive excitement, and +when she watched his first steps, and noted the look of youth in him, the +supple southern grace that rivalled the boyish grace of Gaspare, she was +filled with that warm, that almost yearning admiration which is the +child of love. But another feeling followed--a feeling of melancholy. As +she watched him dancing with the four boys, a gulf seemed to yawn between +her and them. She was alone on her side of this gulf, quite alone. They +were remote from her. She suddenly realized that Delarey belonged to the +south, and that she did not. Despite all her understanding of the beauty +of the south, all her sympathy for the spirit of the south, all her +passionate love of the south, she was not of it. She came to it as a +guest. But Delarey was of it. She had never realized that absolutely till +this moment. Despite his English parentage and upbringing, the southern +strain in his ancestry had been revived in him. The drop of southern +blood in his veins was his master. She had not married an Englishman. + +Once again, and in all the glowing sunshine, with Etna and the sea before +her, and the sound of Sebastiano's flute in her ears, she was on the +Thames Embankment in the night with Artois, and heard his deep voice +speaking to her. + +"Does he know his own blood?" said the voice. "Our blood governs us when +the time comes." + +And again the voice said: + +"The possible call of the blood that he doesn't understand." + +"The call of the blood." There was now something almost terrible to +Hermione in that phrase, something menacing and irresistible. Were men, +then, governed irrevocably, dominated by the blood that was in them? +Artois had certainly seemed to imply that they were, and he knew men as +few knew them. His powerful intellect, like a search-light, illumined the +hidden places, discovering the concealed things of the souls of men. But +Artois was not a religious man, and Hermione had a strong sense of +religion, though she did not cling, as many do, to any one creed. If the +call of the blood were irresistible in a man, then man was only a slave. +The criminal must not be condemned, nor the saint exalted. Conduct was +but obedience in one who had no choice but to obey. Could she believe +that? + +The dance grew wilder, swifter. Sebastiano quickened the time till he was +playing it prestissimo. One of the boys, Giulio, dropped out exhausted. +Then another, Alfio, fell against the terrace wall, laughing and wiping +his streaming face. Finally Giuseppe gave in, too, obviously against his +will. But Gaspare and Maurice still kept on. The game was certainly a +duel now--a duel which would not cease till Sebastiano put an end to it +by laying down his flute. But he, too, was on his mettle and would not +own fatigue. Suddenly Hermione felt that she could not bear the dance any +more. It was, perhaps, absurd of her. Her brain, fatigued by travel, was +perhaps playing her tricks. But she felt as if Maurice were escaping from +her in this wild tarantella, like a man escaping through a fantastic +grotto from some one who called to him near its entrance. A faint +sensation of something that was surely jealousy, the first she had ever +known, stirred in her heart--jealousy of a tarantella. + +"Maurice!" she said. + +He did not hear her. + +"Maurice!" she called. "Sebastiano--Gaspare--stop! You'll kill +yourselves!" + +Sebastiano caught her eye, finished the tune, and took the flute from his +lips. In truth he was not sorry to be commanded to do the thing his pride +of music forbade him to do of his own will. Gaspare gave a wild, boyish +shout, and flung himself down on Giuseppe's knees, clasping him round the +neck jokingly. And Maurice--he stood still on the terrace for a moment +looking dazed. Then the hot blood surged up to his head, making it tingle +under his hair, and he came over slowly, almost shamefacedly, and sat +down by Hermione. + +"This sun's made me mad, I think," he said, looking at her. "Why, how +pale you are, Hermione!" + +"Am I? No, it must be the shadow of the awning makes me look so. Oh, +Maurice, you are indeed a southerner! Do you know, I feel--I feel as if I +had never really seen you till now, here on this terrace, as if I had +never known you as you are till now, now that I've watched you dance the +tarantella." + +"I can't dance it, of course. It was absurd of me to try." + +"Ask Gaspare! No, I'll ask him. Gaspare, can the padrone dance the +tarantella?" + +"Eh--altro!" said Gaspare, with admiring conviction. + +He got off Giuseppe's knee, where he had been curled up almost like a big +kitten, came and stood by Hermione, and added: + +"Per Dio, signora, but the padrone is like one of us!" + +Hermione laughed. Now that the dance was over and the twittering flute +was silent, her sense of loneliness and melancholy was departing. Soon, +no doubt, she would be able to look back upon it and laugh at it as one +laughs at moods that have passed away. + +"This is his first day in Sicily, Gaspare." + +"There are forestieri who come here every year, and who stay for months, +and who can talk our language--yes, and can even swear in dialetto as we +can--but they are not like the padrone. Not one of them could dance the +tarantella like that. Per Dio!" + +A radiant look of pleasure came into Maurice's face. + +"I'm glad you've brought me here," he said. "Ah, when you chose this +place for our honeymoon you understood me better than I understand +myself, Hermione." + +"Did I?" she said, slowly. "But no, Maurice, I think I chose a little +selfishly. I was thinking of what I wanted. Oh, the boys are going, and +Sebastiano." + +That evening, when they had finished supper--they did not wish to test +Lucrezia's powers too severely by dining the first day--they came out +onto the terrace. Lucrezia and Gaspare were busily talking in the +kitchen. Tito, the donkey, was munching his hay under the low-pitched +roof of the out-house. Now and then they could faintly hear the sound of +his moving jaws, Lucrezia's laughter, or Gaspare's eager voice. These +fragmentary noises scarcely disturbed the great silence that lay about +them, the night hush of the mountains and the sea. Hermione sat down on +the seat in the terrace wall looking over the ravine. It was a moonless +night, but the sky was clear and spangled with stars. There was a cool +breeze blowing from Etna. Here and there upon the mountains shone +solitary lights, and one was moving slowly through the darkness along the +crest of a hill opposite to them, a torch carried by some peasant going +to his hidden cottage among the olive-trees. + +Maurice lit his cigar and stood by Hermione, who was sitting sideways and +leaning her arms on the wall, and looking out into the wide dimness in +which, somewhere, lay the ravine. He did not want to talk just then, and +she kept silence. This was really their wedding night, and both of them +were unusually conscious, but in different ways, of the mystery that lay +about them, and that lay, too, within them. It was strange to be together +up here, far up in the mountains, isolated in their love. Below the wall, +on the side of the ravine, the leaves of the olives rustled faintly as +the wind passed by. And this whisper of the leaves seemed to be meant for +them, to be addressed to them. They were surely being told something by +the little voices of the night. + +"Maurice," Hermione said, at last, "does this silence of the mountains +make you wish for anything?" + +"Wish?" he said. "I don't know--no, I think not. I have got what I +wanted. I have got you. Why should I wish for anything more? And I feel +at home here. It's extraordinary how I feel at home." + +"You! No, it isn't extraordinary at all." + +She looked up at him, still keeping her arms on the terrace wall. His +physical beauty, which had always fascinated her, moved her more than +ever in the south, seemed to her to become greater, to have more meaning +in this setting of beauty and romance. She thought of the old pagan gods. +He was, indeed, suited to be their happy messenger. At that moment +something within her more than loved him, worshipped him, felt for him an +idolatry that had something in it of pain. A number of thoughts ran +through her mind swiftly. One was this: "Can it be possible that he will +die some day, that he will be dead?" And the awfulness, the unspeakable +horror of the death of the body gripped her and shook her in the dark. + +"Oh, Maurice!" she said. "Maurice!" + +"What is it?" + +She held out her hands to him. He took them and sat down by her. + +"What is it, Hermione?" he said again. + +"If beauty were only deathless!" + +"But--but all this is, for us. It was here for the old Greeks to see, and +I suppose it will be here--" + +"I didn't mean that." + +"I've been stupid," he said, humbly. + +"No, my dearest--my dearest one. Oh, how did you ever love me?" + +She had forgotten the warning of Artois. The dirty little beggar was +staring at the angel and wanted the angel to know it. + +"Hermione! What do you mean?" + +He looked at her, and there was genuine surprise in his face and in his +voice. + +"How can you love me? I'm so ugly. Oh, I feel it here, I feel it horribly +in the midst of--of all this loveliness, with you." + +She hid her face against his shoulder almost like one afraid. + +"But you are not ugly! What nonsense! Hermione!" + +He put his hand under her face and raised it, and the touch of his hand +against her cheek made her tremble. To-night she more than loved, she +worshipped him. Her intellect did not speak any more. Its voice was +silenced by the voice of the heart, by the voices of the senses. She felt +as if she would like to go down on her knees to him and thank him for +having loved her, for loving her. Abasement would have been a joy to her +just then, was almost a necessity, and yet there was pride in her, the +decent pride of a pure-natured woman who has never let herself be soiled. + +"Hermione," he said, looking into her face. "Don't speak to me like that. +It's all wrong. It puts me in the wrong place, I a fool and you--what you +are. If that friend of yours could hear you--by Jove!" + +There was something so boyish, so simple in his voice that Hermione +suddenly threw her arms round his neck and kissed him, as she might have +kissed a delightful child. She began to laugh through tears. + +"Thank God you're not conceited!" she exclaimed. + +"What about?" he asked. + +But she did not answer. Presently they heard Gaspare's step on the +terrace. He came to them bareheaded, with shining eyes, to ask if they +were satisfied with Lucrezia. About himself he did not ask. He felt that +he had done all things for his padrona as he alone could have done them, +knowing her so well. + +"Gaspare," Hermione said, "everything is perfect. Tell Lucrezia." + +"Better not, signora. I will say you are fairly satisfied, as it is only +the first day. Then she will try to do better to-morrow. I know +Lucrezia." + +And he gazed at them calmly with his enormous liquid eyes. + +"Do not say too much, signora. It makes people proud." + +[Illustration: "HE ... LOOKED DOWN AT THE LIGHT SHINING IN THE HOUSE OF +THE SIRENS"] + +She thought that she heard an odd Sicilian echo of Artois. The peasant +lad's mind reflected the mind of the subtle novelist for a moment. + +"Very well, Gaspare," she said, submissively. + +He smiled at her with satisfaction. + +"I understand girls," he said. "You must keep them down or they will keep +you down. Every girl in Marechiaro is like that. We keep them down +therefore." + +He spoke calmly, evidently quite without thought that he was speaking to +a woman. + +"May I go to bed, signora?" he added. "I got up at four this morning." + +"At four!" + +"To be sure all was ready for you and the signore." + +"Gaspare! Go at once. We will go to bed, too. Shall we, Maurice?" + +"Yes. I'm ready." + +Just as they were going up the steps into the house, he turned to take a +last look at the night. Far down below him over the terrace wall he saw a +bright, steady light. + +"Is that on the sea, Hermione?" he asked, pointing to it. "Do they fish +there at night?" + +"Oh yes. No doubt it is a fisherman." + +Gaspare shook his head. + +"You understand?" said Hermione to him in Italian. + +"Si, signora. That is the light in the Casa delle Sirene." + +"But no one lives there." + +"Oh, it has been built up now, and Salvatore Buonavista lives there with +Maddalena. Buon riposo, signora. Buon riposo, signore." + +"Buon riposo, Gaspare." + +And Maurice echoed it: + +"Buon riposo." + +As Gaspare went away round the angle of the cottage to his room near +Tito's stable, Maurice added: + +"Buon riposo. It's an awfully nice way of saying good-night. I feel as if +I'd said it before, somehow." + +"Your blood has said it without your knowing it, perhaps many times. Are +you coming, Maurice?" + +He turned once more, looked down at the light shining in the house of the +sirens, then followed Hermione in through the open door. + + + +V + +That spring-time in Sicily seemed to Hermione touched with a glamour such +as the imaginative dreamer connects with an earlier world--a world that +never existed save in the souls of dreamers, who weave tissues of gold to +hide naked realities, and call down the stars to sparkle upon the +dust-heaps of the actual. Hermione at first tried to make her husband see +it with her eyes, live in it with her mind, enjoy it, or at least seem to +enjoy it, with her heart. Did he not love her? But he did more; he looked +up to her with reverence. In her love for him there was a yearning of +worship, such as one gifted with the sense of the ideal is conscious of +when he stands before one of the masterpieces of art, a perfect bronze or +a supreme creation in marble. Something of what Hermione had felt in past +years when she looked at "The Listening Mercury," or at the statue of a +youth from Hadrian's Villa in the Capitoline Museum at Rome, she felt +when she looked at Maurice, but the breath of life in him increased, +instead of diminishing, her passion of admiration. And this sometimes +surprised her. For she had thought till now that the dead sculptors of +Greece and Rome had in their works succeeded in transcending humanity, +had shown what God might have created instead of what He had created, and +had never expected, scarcely ever even desired, to be moved by a living +being as she was moved by certain representations of life in a material. +Yet now she was so moved. There seemed to her in her husband's beauty +something strange, something ideal, almost an other-worldliness, as if +he had been before this age in which she loved him, had had an existence +in the fabled world that the modern pagan loves to recall when he walks +in a land where legend trembles in the flowers, and whispers in the +trees, and is carried on the winds across the hill-sides, and lives again +in the silver of the moon. Often she thought of him listening in a green +glade to the piping of Pan, or feeding his flocks on Mount Latmos, like +Endymion, and falling asleep to receive the kisses of Selene. Or she +imagined him visiting Psyche in the hours of darkness, and fleeing, +light-footed, before the coming of the dawn. He seemed to her ardent +spirit to have stepped into her life from some Attic frieze out of a +"fairy legend of old Greece," and the contact of daily companionship did +not destroy in her the curious, almost mystical sensation roused in her +by the peculiar, and essentially youthful charm which even Artois had +been struck by in a London restaurant. + +This charm increased in Sicily. In London Maurice Delarey had seemed a +handsome youth, with a delightfully fresh and almost woodland aspect that +set him apart from the English people by whom he was surrounded. In +Sicily he seemed at once to be in his right setting. He had said when he +arrived that he felt as if he belonged to Sicily, and each day Sicily and +he seemed to Hermione to be more dear to each other, more suited to each +other. With a loving woman's fondness, which breeds fancies deliciously +absurd, laughably touching, she thought of Sicily as having wanted this +son of hers who was not in her bosom, as sinking into a golden calm of +satisfaction now that he was there, hearing her "Pastorale," wandering +upon her mountain-sides, filling his nostrils with the scent of her +orange blossoms, swimming through the liquid silver of her cherishing +seas. + +"I think Sicily's very glad that you are here," she said to him on one +morning of peculiar radiance, when there was a freshness as of the +world's first day in the air, and the shining on the sea was as the +shining that came in answer to the words--"Let there be light!" + +In her worship, however, Hermione was not wholly blind. Because of the +wakefulness of her powerful heart her powerful mind did not cease to be +busy, but its work was supplementary to the work of her heart. She had +realized in London that the man she loved was not a clever man, that +there was nothing remarkable in his intellect. In Sicily she did not +cease from realizing this, but she felt about it differently. In Sicily +she actually loved and rejoiced in Delarey's mental shortcomings because +they seemed to make for freshness, for boyishness, to link him more +closely with the spring in their Eden. She adored in him something that +was pagan, some spirit that seemed to shine on her from a dancing, +playful, light-hearted world. And here in Sicily she presently grew to +know that she would be a little saddened were her husband to change, to +grow more thoughtful, more like herself. She had spoken to Artois of +possible development in Maurice, of what she might do for him, and at +first, just at first, she had instinctively exerted her influence over +him to bring him nearer to her subtle ways of thought. And he had eagerly +striven to respond, stirred by his love for her, and his reverence--not a +very clever, but certainly a very affectionate reverence--for her +brilliant qualities of brain. In those very first days together, isolated +in their eyrie of the mountains, Hermione had let herself go--as she +herself would have said. In her perfect happiness she felt that her mind +was on fire because her heart was at peace. Wakeful, but not anxious, +love woke imagination. The stirring of spring in this delicious land +stirred all her eager faculties, and almost as naturally as a bird pours +forth its treasure of music she poured forth her treasure, not only of +love but of thought. For in such a nature as hers love prompts thought, +not stifles it. In their long mountain walks, in their rides on muleback +to distant villages, hidden in the recesses, or perched upon the crests +of the rocks, in their quiet hours under the oak-trees when the noon +wrapped all things in its cloak of gold, or on the terrace when the stars +came out, and the shepherds led their flocks down to the valleys with +little happy tunes, Hermione gave out all the sensitive thoughts, +desires, aspirations, all the wonder, all the rest that beauty and +solitude and nearness to nature in this isle of the south woke in her. +She did not fear to be subtle, she did not fear to be trivial. Everything +she noticed she spoke of, everything that the things she noticed +suggested to her, she related. The sound of the morning breeze in the +olive-trees seemed to her different from the sound of the breeze of +evening. She tried to make Maurice hear, with her, the changing of the +music, to make him listen, as she listened, to every sound, not only with +the ears but with the imagination. The flush of the almond blossoms upon +the lower slopes of the hills about Marechiaro, a virginal tint of joy +against gray walls, gray rocks, made her look into the soul of the spring +as her first lover alone looks into the soul of a maiden. She asked +Maurice to look with her into that place of dreams, and to ponder with +her over the mystery of the everlasting renewal of life. The sight of the +sea took her away into a fairy-land of thought. Far down below, seen over +rocks and tree-tops and downward falling mountain flanks, it spread away +towards Africa in a plain that seemed to slope upward to a horizon-line +immensely distant. Often it was empty of ships, but when a sail came, +like a feather on the blue, moving imperceptibly, growing clearer, then +fading until taken softly by eternity--that was Hermione's feeling--that +sail was to her like a voice from the worlds we never know, but can +imagine, some of us, worlds of mystery that is not sad, and of joys +elusive but ineffable, sweet and strange as the cry of echo at twilight, +when the first shadows clasp each other by the hand, and the horn of the +little moon floats with a shy radiance out of its hiding-place in the +bosom of the sky. She tried to take Maurice with her whence the sail +came, whither it went. She saw Sicily perhaps as it was, but also as she +was. She felt the spring in Sicily, but not only as that spring, spring +of one year, but as all the springs that have dawned on loving women, and +laughed with green growing things about their feet. Her passionate +imagination now threw gossamers before, now drew gossamers away from a +holy of holies that no man could ever enter. And she tried to make that +holy of holies Maurice's habitual sitting-room. It was a tender, glorious +attempt to compass the impossible. + +All this was at first. But Hermione was generally too clear-brained to be +long tricked even by her own enthusiasms. She soon began to understand +that though Maurice might wish to see, to feel all things as she saw and +felt them, his effort to do so was but a gallant attempt of love in a man +who thought he had married his superior. Really his outlook on Sicily and +the spring was naturally far more like Gaspare's. She watched in a +rapture of wonder, enjoyed with a passion of gratitude. But Gaspare was +in and was of all that she was wondering about, thanking God for, part of +the phenomenon, a dancer in the exquisite tarantella. And Maurice, too, +on that first day had he not obeyed Sebastiano's call? Soon she knew that +when she had sat alone on the terrace seat, and seen the dancers losing +all thought of time and the hour in the joy of their moving bodies, while +hers was still, the scene had been prophetic. In that moment Maurice had +instinctively taken his place in the mask of the spring and she hers. +Their bodies had uttered their minds. She was the passionate watcher, but +he was the passionate performer. Therefore she was his audience. She had +travelled out to be in Sicily, but he, without knowing it, had travelled +out to be Sicily. + +There was a great difference between them, but, having realized it +thoroughly, Hermione was able not to regret but to delight in it. She did +not wish to change her lover, and she soon understood that were Maurice +to see with her eyes, hear with her ears, and understand with her heart, +he would be completely changed, and into something not natural, like a +performing dog or a child prodigy, something that rouses perhaps +amazement, combined too often with a faint disgust. And ceasing to desire +she ceased to endeavor. + +"I shall never develop Maurice," she thought, remembering her +conversation with Artois. "And, thank God, I don't want to now." + +And then she set herself to watch her Sicilian, as she loved to call him, +enjoying the spring in Sicily in his own way, dancing the tarantella with +surely the spirit of eternal youth. He had, she thought, heard the call +of the blood and responded to it fully and openly, fearless and +unashamed. Day by day, seeing his boyish happiness in this life of the +mountains and the sea, she laughed at the creeping, momentary sense of +apprehension that had been roused in her during her conversation with +Artois upon the Thames Embankment. Artois had said that he distrusted +what he loved. That was the flaw in an over-intellectual man. The mind +was too alert, too restless, dogging the steps of the heart like a spy, +troubling the heart with an eternal uneasiness. But she could trust where +she loved. Maurice was open as a boy in these early days in the garden of +paradise. He danced the tarantella while she watched him, then threw +himself down beside her, laughing, to rest. + +The strain of Sicilian blood that was in him worked in him curiously, +making her sometimes marvel at the mysterious power of race, at the +stubborn and almost tyrannical domination some dead have over some +living, those who are dust over those who are quick with animation and +passion. Everything that was connected with Sicily and with Sicilian life +not only reached his senses and sank easily into his heart, but seemed +also to rouse his mind to an activity that astonished her. In connection +with Sicily he showed a swiftness, almost a cleverness, she never noted +in him when things Sicilian were not in question. + +For instance, like most Englishmen, Maurice had no great talent for +languages. He spoke French fairly well, having had a French nurse when he +was a child, and his mother had taught him a little Italian. But till now +he had never had any desire to be proficient in any language except his +own. Hermione, on the other hand, was gifted as a linguist, loving +languages and learning them easily. Yet Maurice picked up--in his case +the expression, usually ridiculous, was absolutely applicable--Sicilian +with a readiness that seemed to Hermione almost miraculous. He showed no +delight in the musical beauty of Italian. What he wanted, and what his +mind--or was it rather what his ears and his tongue and his lips?--took, +and held and revelled in, was the Sicilian dialect spoken by Lucrezia and +Gaspare when they were together, spoken by the peasants of Marechiaro and +of the mountains. To Hermione Gaspare had always talked Italian, +incorrect, but still Italian, and she spoke no dialect, although she +could often guess at what the Sicilians meant when they addressed her in +their vigorous but uncouth jargon, different from Italian almost as +Gaelic is from English. But Maurice very soon began to speak a few words +of Sicilian. Hermione laughed at him and discouraged him jokingly, +telling him that he must learn Italian thoroughly, the language of love, +the most melodious language in the world. + +"Italian!" he said. "What's the use of it? I want to talk to the people. +A grammar! I won't open it. Gaspare's my professor. Gaspare! Gaspare!" + +Gaspare came rushing bareheaded to them in the sun. + +"The signora says I'm to learn Italian, but I say that I've Sicilian +blood in my veins and must talk as you do." + +"But I, signore, can speak Italian!" said Gaspare, with twinkling pride. + +"As a bear dances. No, professor, you and I, we'll be good patriots. +We'll speak in our mother-tongue. You rascal, you know we've begun +already." + +And looking mischievously at Hermione, he began to sing in a loud, warm +voice: + + "Cu Gabbi e Jochi e Parti e Mascarati, + Si fa lu giubileu universali. + Tiripi-tumpiti, tumpiti, tumpiti, + Milli cardubuli 'n culu ti puncinu!" + +Gaspare burst into a roar of delighted laughter. + +"It's the tarantella over again," Hermione said. "You're a hopeless +Sicilian. I give you up." + +That same day she said to him: + +"You love the peasants, don't you, Maurice?" + +"Yes. Are you surprised?" + +"No; at least I'm not surprised at your loving them." + +"Well, then, Hermione?" + +"Perhaps a little at the way you love them." + +"What way's that?" + +"Almost as they love each other--that's to say, when they love each other +at all. Gaspare now! I believe you feel more as if he were a young +brother of yours than as if he were your servant." + +"Perhaps I do. Gaspare is terrible, a regular donna[1] of a boy in spite +of all his mischief and fun. You should hear him talk of you. He'd die +for his padrona." + +[Footnote: 1. The Sicilians use the word "donna" to express the meaning +we convey by the word "trump."] + +"I believe he would. In love, the love that means being in love, I think +Sicilians, though tremendously jealous, are very fickle, but if they take +a devotion to any one, without being in love, they're rocks. It's a +splendid quality." + +"If they've got faults, I love their faults," he said. "They're a lovable +race." + +"Praising yourself!" she said, laughing at him, but with tender eyes. + +"Myself?" + +"Never mind. What is it, Gaspare?" + +Gaspare had come upon the terrace, his eyes shining with happiness and a +box under his arm. + +"The signore knows." + +"Revolver practice," said Maurice. "I promised him he should have a try +to-day. We're going to a place close by on the mountain. He's warned off +Ciccio and his goats. Got the paper, Gaspare?" + +Gaspare pointed to a bulging pocket. + +"Enough to write a novel on. Well--will you come, Hermione?" + +"It's too hot in the sun, and I know you're going into the eye of the +sun." + +"You see, it's the best place up at the top. There's that stone wall, +and--" + +"I'll stay here and listen to your music." + +They went off together, climbing swiftly upward into the heart of the +gold, and singing as they went: + + "Ciao, ciao, ciao, + Morettina bella, ciao--" + +Their voices died away, and with them the dry noise of stones falling +downward from their feet on the sunbaked mountain-side. Hermione sat +still on the seat by the ravine. + + "Ciao, ciao, ciao!" + +She thought of the young peasants going off to be soldiers, and singing +that song to keep their hearts up. Some day, perhaps, Gaspare would have +to go. He was the eldest of his family, and had brothers. Maurice sang +that song like a Sicilian lad. She thought, she began to think, that even +the timbre of his voice was Sicilian. There was the warm, and yet +plaintive, sometimes almost whining sound in it that she had often heard +coming up from the vineyards and the olive groves. Why was she always +comparing him with the peasants? He was not of their rank. She had met +many Sicilians of the nobility in Palermo--princes, senators, young men +of fashion, who gambled and danced and drove in the Giardino Inglese. +Maurice did not remind her at all of them. No, it was of the Sicilian +peasants that he reminded her, and yet he was a gentleman. She wondered +what Maurice's grandmother had been like. She was long since dead. +Maurice had never seen her. Yet how alive she, and perhaps brothers of +hers, and their children, were in him, how almost miraculously alive! +Things that had doubtless stirred in them--instincts, desires, +repugnances, joys--were stirring in him, dominating his English +inheritance. It was like a new birth in the sun of Sicily, and she was +assisting at it. Very, very strange it was. And strange, too, it was to +be so near to one so different from herself, to be joined to him by the +greatest of all links, the link that is forged by the free will of a man +and a woman. Again, in thought, she went back to her comparison of things +in him with things in the peasants of Sicily. She remembered that she had +once heard a brilliant man, not a Sicilian, say of them, "With all their +faults, and they are many, every Sicilian, even though he wear the long +cap and live in a hut with the pigs, is a gentleman." So the peasant, if +there were peasant in Maurice, could never disturb, never offend her. And +she loved the primitive man in him and in all men who had it. There was a +good deal that was primitive in her. She never called herself democrat, +socialist, radical, never christened herself with any name to describe +her mental leanings, but she knew that, for a well-born woman--and she +was that, child of an old English family of pure blood and high +traditions--she was remarkably indifferent to rank, its claims, its +pride. She felt absolutely "in her bones," as she would have said, that +all men and women are just human beings, brothers and sisters of a great +family. In judging of individuals she could never be influenced by +anything except physical qualities, and qualities of the heart and mind, +qualities that might belong to any man. She was affected by habits, +manners--what woman of breeding is not?--but even these could scarcely +warp her judgment if they covered anything fine. She could find gold +beneath mud and forget the mud. + +Maurice was like the peasants, not like the Palermitan aristocracy. He +was near to the breast of Sicily, of that mother of many nations, who had +come to conquer, and had fought, and bled, and died, or been expelled, +but had left indefaceable traces behind them, traces of Norman of Greek +of Arab. He was no cosmopolitan with characteristics blurred; he was of +the soil. Well, she loved the soil dearly. The almond blossomed from it. +The olive gave its fruit, and the vine its generous blood, and the orange +its gold, at the word of the soil, the dear, warm earth of Sicily. She +thought of Maurice's warm hands, brown now as Gaspare's. How she loved +his hands, and his eyes that shone with the lustre of the south! Had not +this soil, in very truth, given those hands and those eyes to her? She +felt that it had. She loved it more for the gift. She had reaped and +garnered in her blessed Sicilian harvest. + +Lucrezia came to her round the angle of the cottage, knowing she was +alone. Lucrezia was mending a hole in a sock for Gaspare. Now she sat +down on the seat under the window, divided from Hermione by the terrace, +but able to see her, to feel companionship. Had the padrone been there +Lucrezia would not have ventured to come. Gaspare had often explained to +her her very humble position in the household. But Gaspare and the +padrone were away on the mountain-top, and she could not resist being +near to her padrona, for whom she already felt a very real affection and +admiration. + +"Is it a big hole, Lucrezia?" said Hermione, smiling at her. + +"Si, signora." + +Lucrezia put her thumb through it, holding it up on her fist. + +"Gaspare's holes are always big." + +She spoke as if in praise. + +"Gaspare is strong," she added. "But Sebastiano is stronger." + +As she said the last words a dreamy look came into her round face, and +she dropped the hand that held the stocking into her lap. + +"Sebastiano is hard like the rocks, signora." + +"Hard-hearted, Lucrezia." + +Lucrezia said nothing. + +"You like Sebastiano, Lucrezia?" + +Lucrezia reddened under her brown skin. + +"Si, signora." + +"So do I. He's always been a good friend of mine." + +Lucrezia shifted along the seat until she was nearly opposite to where +Hermione was sitting. + +"How old is he?" + +"Twenty-five, signora." + +"I suppose he will be marrying soon, won't he? The men all marry young +round about Marechiaro." + +Lucrezia began to darn. + +"His father, Chinetti Urbano, wishes him to marry at once. It is better +for a man." + +"You understand men, Lucrezia?" + +"Si, signora. They are all alike." + +"And what are they like?" + +"Oh, signora, you know as well as I do. They must have their own way and +we must not think to have ours. They must roam where they like, love +where they choose, day or night, and we must sit in the doorway and get +to bed at dark, and not bother where they've been or what they've done. +They say we've no right, except one or two. There's Francesco, to be +sure. He's a lamb with Maria. She can sit with her face to the street. +But she wouldn't sit any other way, and he knows it. But the rest! Eh, +gia!" + +"You don't think much of men, Lucrezia!" + +"Oh, signora, they're just as God made them. They can't help it any more +than we can help--" + +She stopped and pursed her lips suddenly, as if checking some words that +were almost on them. + +"Lucrezia, come here and sit by me." + +Lucrezia looked up with a sort of doubtful pleasure and surprise. + +"Signora?" + +"Come here." + +Lucrezia got up and came slowly to the seat by the ravine. Hermione took +her hand. + +"You like Sebastiano very much, don't you?" + +Lucrezia hung her head. + +"Si, signora," she whispered. + +"Do you think he'd be good to a woman if she loved him?" + +"I shouldn't care. Bad or good, I'd--I'd--" + +Suddenly, with a sort of childish violence, she put her two hands on +Hermione's arms. + +"I want Sebastiano, signora; I want him!" she cried. "I've prayed to the +Madonna della Rocca to give him to me; all last year I've prayed, and +this. D'you think the Madonna's going to do it? Do you? Do you?" + +Heat came out of her two hands, and heat flashed in her eyes. Her broad +bosom heaved, and her lips, still parted when she had done speaking, +seemed to interrogate Hermione fiercely in the silence. Before Hermione +could reply two sounds came to them: from below in the ravine the distant +drone of the ceramella, from above on the mountain-top the dry crack of a +pistol-shot. + +Swiftly Lucrezia turned and looked downward, but Hermione looked upward +towards the bare flank that rose behind the cottage. + +"It's Sebastiano, signora." + +The ceramella droned on, moving slowly with its player on the hidden path +beneath the olive-trees. + +A second pistol-shot rang out sharply. + +"Go down and meet him, Lucrezia." + +"May I--may I, really, signora?" + +"Yes; go quickly." + +Lucrezia bent down and kissed her padrona's hand. + +"Bacio la mano, bacio la mano a Lei!" + +Then, bareheaded, she went out from the awning into the glare of the +sunshine, passed through the ruined archway, and disappeared among the +rocks. She had gone to her music. Hermione stayed to listen to hers, the +crack of the pistol up there near the blue sky. + +Sebastiano was playing the tune she loved, the "Pastorale," but to-day +she did not heed it. Indeed, now that she was left alone she was not +conscious that she heard it. Her heart was on the hill-top near the blue. + +Again and again the shots rang out. It seemed to Hermione that she knew +which were fired by Maurice and which by Gaspare, and she whispered to +herself "That's Maurice!" when she fancied one was his. Presently she was +aware of some slight change and wondered what it was. Something had +ceased, and its cessation recalled her mind to her surroundings. She +looked round her, then down to the ravine, and then at once she +understood. There was no more music from the ceramella. Lucrezia had met +Sebastiano under the olives. That was certain. Hermione smiled. Her +woman's imagination pictured easily enough why the player had stopped. +She hoped Lucrezia was happy. Her first words, still more her manner, had +shown Hermione the depth of her heart. There was fire there, fire that +burned before a shrine when she prayed to the Madonna della Rocca. She +was ready even to be badly treated if only she might have Sebastiano. It +seemed to be all one to her. She had no illusions, but her heart knew +what it needed. + +Crack went the pistol up on the mountain-top. + +"That's not Maurice!" Hermione thought. + +There was another report, then another. + +"That last one was Maurice!" + +Lucrezia did not seem even to expect a man to be true and faithful. +Perhaps she knew the Sicilian character too well. Hermione lifted her +face up and looked towards the mountain. Her mind had gone once more to +the Thames Embankment. As once she had mentally put Gaspare beside +Artois, so now she mentally put Lucrezia. Lucrezia distrusted the south, +and she was of it. Men must be as God had made them, she said, and +evidently she thought that God had made them to run wild, careless of +woman's feelings, careless of everything save their own vagrant desires. +The tarantella--that was the dance of the soil here, the dance of the +blood. And in the tarantella each of the dancers seemed governed by his +own sweet will, possessed by a merry, mad devil, whose promptings he +followed with a sort of gracious and charming violence, giving himself up +joyously, eagerly, utterly--to what? To his whim. Was the tarantella an +allegory of life here? How strangely well Maurice had danced it on that +first day of their arrival. She felt again that sense of separation which +brought with it a faint and creeping melancholy. + +"Crack! Crack!" + +She got up from the seat by the ravine. Suddenly the sound of the firing +was distressing to her, almost sinister, and she liked Lucrezia's music +better. For it suggested tenderness of the soil, and tenderness of faith, +and a glory of antique things both pagan and Christian. But the +reiterated pistol-shots suggested violence, death, ugly things. + +"Maurice!" she called, going out into the sun and gazing up towards the +mountain-top. "Maurice!" + +The pistol made reply. They had not heard her. They were too far or were +too intent upon their sport to hear. + +"Maurice!" she called again, in a louder voice, almost as a person calls +for help. Another pistol-shot answered her, mocking at her in the sun. +Then she heard a distant peal of laughter. It did not seem to her to be +either Maurice's or Gaspare's laughter. It was like the laughter of +something she could not personify, of some jeering spirit of the +mountain. It died away at last, and she stood there, shivering in the +sunshine. + +"Signora! Signora!" + +Sebastiano's lusty voice came to her from below. She turned and saw him +standing with Lucrezia on the terrace, and his arm was round Lucrezia's +waist. He took off his cap and waved it, but he still kept one arm round +Lucrezia. + +Hermione hesitated, looking once more towards the mountain-top. But +something within her held her back from climbing up to the distant +laughter, a feeling, an idiotic feeling she called it to herself +afterwards. She had shivered in the sunshine, but it was not a feeling of +fear. + +"Am I wanted up there?" + +That was what something within her said. And the answer was made by her +body. She turned and began to descend towards the terrace. + +And at that moment, for the first time in her life, she was conscious of +a little stab of pain such as she had never known before. It was pain of +the mind and of the heart, and yet it was like bodily pain, too. It made +her angry with herself. It was like a betrayal, a betrayal of herself by +her own intellect, she thought. + +She stopped once more on the mountain-side. + +"Am I going to be ridiculous?" she said to herself. "Am I going to be one +of the women I despise?" + +Just then she realized that love may become a tyrant, ministering to the +soul with persecutions. + + + +VI + +Sebastiano took his arm from Lucrezia's waist as Hermione came down to +the terrace, and said: + +"Buona sera, signora. Is the signore coming down yet?" + +He flung out his arm towards the mountain. + +"I don't know, Sebastiano. Why?" + +"I've come with a message for him." + +"Not for Lucrezia?" + +Sebastiano laughed boldly, but Lucrezia, blushing red, disappeared into +the kitchen. + +"Don't play with her, Sebastiano," said Hermione. "She's a good girl." + +"I know that, signora." + +"She deserves to be well treated." + +Sebastiano went over to the terrace wall, looked into the ravine, turned +round, and came back. + +"Who's treating Lucrezia badly, signora?" + +"I did not say anybody was." + +"The girls in Marechiaro can take care of themselves, signora. You don't +know them as I do." + +"D'you think any woman can take care of herself, Sebastiano?" + +He looked into her face and laughed, but said nothing. Hermione sat down. +She had a desire to-day, after Lucrezia's conversation with her, to get +at the Sicilian man's point of view in regard to women. + +"Don't you think women want to be protected?" she asked. + +"What from, signora?" + +There was still laughter in his eyes. + +"Not from us, anyway," he added. "Lucrezia there--she wants me for her +husband. All Marechiaro knows it." + +Hermione felt that under the circumstances it was useless to blush for +Lucrezia, useless to meet blatant frankness with sensitive delicacy. + +"Do you want Lucrezia for your wife?" she said. + +"Well, signora, I'm strong. A stick or a knife in my hand and no man can +touch me. You've never seen me do the scherma con coltello? One day I'll +show you with Gaspare. And I can play better even than the men from +Bronte on the ceramella. You've heard me. Lucrezia knows I can have any +girl I like." + +There was a simplicity in his immense superiority to women that robbed it +of offensiveness and almost made Hermione laugh. In it, too, she felt the +touch of the East. Arabs had been in Sicily and left their traces there, +not only in the buildings of Sicily, but in its people's songs, and in +the treatment of the women by the men. + +"And are you going to choose Lucrezia?" she asked, gravely. + +"Signora, I wasn't sure. But yesterday, I had a letter from Messina. They +want me there. I've got a job that'll pay me well to go to the Lipari +Islands with a cargo." + +"Are you a sailor, too?" + +"Signora, I can do anything." + +"And will you be long away?" + +"Who knows, signora? But I told Lucrezia to-day, and when she cried I +told her something else. We are 'promised.'" + +"I am glad," Hermione said, holding out her hand to him. + +He took it in an iron grip. + +"Be very good to her when you're married, won't you?" + +"Oh, she'll be all right with me," he answered, carelessly. "And I won't +give her the slap in the face on the wedding-day." + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi--yi!" + +There was a shrill cry from the mountain and Maurice and Gaspare came +leaping down, scattering the stones, the revolvers still in their hands. + +"Look, signora, look!" cried Gaspare, pulling a sheet of paper from his +pocket and holding it proudly up. "Do you see the holes? One, two, +three--" + +He began to count. + +"And I made five. Didn't I, signore?" + +"You're a dead shot, Gasparino. Did you hear us, Hermione?" + +"Yes," she said. "But you didn't hear me." + +"You? Did you call?" + +"Yes." + +"Why?" + +"Sebastiano's got a message for you," Hermione said. + +She could not tell him now the absurd impulse that had made her call him. + +"What's the message, Sebastiano?" asked Maurice, in his stumbling +Sicilian-Italian that was very imperfect, but that nevertheless had +already the true accent of the peasants about Marechiaro. + +"Signore, there will be a moon to-night." + +"Gia. Lo so." + +"Are you sleepy, signorino?" + +He touched his eyes with his sinewy hands and made his face look drowsy. +Maurice laughed. + +"No." + +"Are you afraid of being naked in the sea at night? But you need not +enter it. Are you afraid of sleeping at dawn in a cave upon the sands?" + +"What is it all?" asked Maurice. "Gaspare, I understand you best." + +"I know," said Gaspare, joyously. "It's the fishing. Nito has sent. I +told him to. Is it Nito, Sebastiano?" + +Sebastiano nodded. Gaspare turned eagerly to Maurice. + +"Oh, signore, you must come, you will come!" + +"Where? In a boat?" + +"No. We go down to the shore, to Isola Bella. We take food, wine, red +wine, and a net. Between twenty-two and twenty-three o'clock is the time +to begin. And the sea must be calm. Is the sea calm to-day, Sebastiano?" + +"Like that." + +Sebastiano moved his hand to and fro in the air, keeping it absolutely +level. Gaspare continued to explain with gathering excitement and +persuasiveness, talking to his master as much by gesture as by the words +that Maurice could only partially understand. + +"The sea is calm. Nito has the net, but he will not go into the sea. Per +Dio, he is birbante. He will say he has the rheumatism, I know, and walk +like that." (Gaspare hobbled to and fro before them, making a face of +acute suffering.) "He has asked for me. Hasn't Nito asked for me, +Sebastiano?" + +Here Gaspare made a grimace at Sebastiano, who answered, calmly: + +"Yes, he has asked for you to come with the padrone." + +"I knew it. Then I shall undress. I shall take one end of the net while +Nito holds the other, and I shall go out into the sea. I shall go up to +here." (He put his hands up to his chin, stretching his neck like one +avoiding a rising wave.) "And I shall wade, you'll see!--and if I come to +a hole I shall swim. I can swim for hours, all day if I choose." + +"And all night too?" said Hermione, smiling at his excitement. + +"Davvero! But at night I must drink wine to keep out the cold. I come out +like this." (He shivered violently, making his teeth chatter.) "Then I +drink a glass and I am warm, and when they have taken the fish I go in +again. We fish all along the shore from Isola Bella round by the point +there, where there's the Casa delle Sirene, and to the caves beyond the +Caffe Berardi. And when we've got enough--many fish--at dawn we sleep on +the sand. And when the sun is up Carmela will take the fish and make a +frittura, and we all eat it and drink more wine, and then--" + +"And then--you're ready for the Campo Santo?" said Hermione. + +"No, signora. Then we will dance the tarantella, and come home up the +mountain singing, 'O sole mio!' and 'A mezzanotte a punto,' and the song +of the Mafioso, and--" + +Hermione began to laugh unrestrainedly. Gaspare, by his voice, his face, +his gestures, had made them assist at a veritable orgie of labor, +feasting, sleep, and mirth, all mingled together and chasing one another +like performers in a revel. Even his suggestion of slumber on the sands +was violent, as if they were to sleep with a kind of fury of excitement +and determination. + +"Signora!" he cried, staring as if ready to be offended. + +Then he looked at Maurice, who was laughing, too, threw himself back +against the wall, opened his mouth, and joined in with all his heart. But +suddenly he stopped. His face changed, became very serious. + +"I may go, signora?" he asked. "No one can fish as I can. The others will +not go in far, and they soon get cold and want to put on their clothes. +And the padrone! I must take care of the padrone! Guglielmo, the +contadino, will sleep in the house, I know. Shall I call him? Guglielmo! +Guglielmo!" + +He vanished like a flash, they scarcely knew in what direction. + +"He's alive!" exclaimed Maurice. "By Jove, he's alive, that boy! +Glorious, glorious life! Oh, there's something here that--" + +He broke off, looked down at the broad sea shimmering in the sun, then +said: + +"The sun, the sea, the music, the people, the liberty--it goes to my +head, it intoxicates me." + +"You'll go to-night?" she said. + +"D'you mind if I do?" + +"Mind? No. I want you to go. I want you to revel in this happy time, this +splendid, innocent, golden time. And to-morrow we'll watch for you, +Lucrezia and I, watch for you down there on the path. But--you'll bring +us some of the fish, Maurice? You won't forget us?" + +"Forget you!" he said. "You shall have all--" + +"No, no. Only the little fish, the babies that Carmela rejects from the +frittura." + +"I'll go into the sea with Gaspare," said Maurice. + +"I'm sure you will, and farther out even than he does." + +"Ah, he'll never allow that. He'd swim to Africa first!" + +That night, at twenty-one o'clock, Hermione and Lucrezia stood under the +arch, and watched Maurice and Gaspare springing down the mountain-side as +if in seven-leagued boots. Soon they disappeared into the darkness of the +ravine, but for some time their loud voices could be heard singing +lustily: + + "Ciao, ciao, ciao, + Morettina bella ciao, + Prima di partire + Un bacio ti voglio da'; + Un bacio al papa, + Un bacio alla mamma, + Cinquanta alla mia fidanzata, + Che vado a far solda'." + +"I wish I were a man, Lucrezia," said Hermione, when the voices at length +died away towards the sea. + +"Signora, we were made for the men. They weren't made for us. But I like +being a girl." + +"To-night. I know why, Lucrezia." + +And then the padrona and the cameriera sat down together on the terrace +under the stars, and talked together about the man the cameriera loved, +and his exceeding glory. + +Meanwhile, Maurice and Gaspare were giving themselves joyously to the +glory of the night. The glamour of the moon, which lay full upon the +terrace where the two women sat, was softened, changed to a shadowy +magic, in the ravine where the trees grew thickly, but the pilgrims did +not lower their voices in obedience to the message of the twilight of the +night. The joy of life which was leaping within them defied the subtle +suggestions of mystery, was careless because it was triumphant, and all +the way down to the sea they sang, Gaspare changing the song when it +suited his mood to do so; and Maurice, as in the tarantella, imitating +him with the swiftness that is born of sympathy. For to-night, despite +their different ages, ranks, ways of life, their gayety linked them +together, ruled out the differences, and made them closely akin, as they +had been in Hermione's eyes when they danced upon the terrace. They did +not watch the night. They were living too strongly to be watchful. The +spirit of the dancing faun was upon them, and guided them down among the +rocks and the olive-trees, across the Messina road, white under the moon, +to the stony beach of Isola Bella, where Nito was waiting for them with +the net. + +Nito was not alone. He had brought friends of his and of Gaspare's, and a +boy who staggered proudly beneath a pannier filled with bread and cheese, +oranges and apples, and dark blocks of a mysterious dolce. The +wine-bottles were not intrusted to him, but were in the care of Giulio, +one of the donkey-boys who had carried up the luggage from the station. +Gaspare and his padrone were welcomed with a lifting of hats, and for a +moment there was a silence, while the little group regarded the +"Inglese" searchingly. Had Maurice felt any strangeness, any aloofness, +the sharp and sensitive Sicilians would have at once been conscious of +it, and light-hearted gayety might have given way to gravity, though not +to awkwardness. But he felt, and therefore showed, none. His soft hat +cocked at an impudent angle over his sparkling, dark eyes, his laughing +lips, his easy, eager manner, and his pleasant familiarity with Gaspare +at once reassured everybody, and when he cried out, "Ciao, amici, ciao!" +and waved a pair of bathing drawers towards the sea, indicating that he +was prepared to be the first to go in with the net, there was a general +laugh, and a babel of talk broke forth--talk which he did not fully +understand, yet which did not make him feel even for a moment a stranger. + +Gaspare at once took charge of the proceedings as one born to be a leader +of fishermen. He began by ordering wine to be poured into the one glass +provided, placed it in Maurice's hand, and smiled proudly at his pupil's +quick "Alla vostra salute!" before tossing it off. Then each one in turn, +with an "Alla sua salute!" to Maurice, took a drink from the great, +leather bottle; and Nito, shaking out his long coil of net, declared that +it was time to get to work. + +Gaspare cast a sly glance at Maurice, warning him to be prepared for a +comedy, and Maurice at once remembered the scene on the terrace when +Gaspare had described Nito's "birbante" character, and looked out for +rheumatics. + +"Who goes into the sea, Nito?" asked Gaspare, very seriously. + +Nito's wrinkled and weather-beaten face assumed an expression of +surprise. + +"Who goes into the sea!" he ejaculated. "Why, don't we all know who likes +wading, and can always tell the best places for the fish?" + +He paused, then as Gaspare said nothing, and the others, who had received +a warning sign from him, stood round with deliberately vacant faces, he +added, clapping Gaspare on the shoulder, and holding out one end of the +net: + +"Off with your clothes, compare, and we will soon have a fine frittura +for Carmela." + +But Gaspare shook his head. + +"In summer I don't mind. But this is early in the year, and, besides--" + +"Early in the year! Who told me the signore distinto would--" + +"And besides, compare, I've got the stomach-ache." + +He deftly doubled himself up and writhed, while the lips of the others +twitched with suppressed amusement. + +"Comparedro, I don't believe it!" + +"Haven't I, signorino?" cried Gaspare, undoubling himself, pointing to +his middleman, and staring hard at Maurice. + +"Si, si! E vero, e vero!" cried Maurice. + +"I've been eating Zampaglione, and I am full. If I go into the sea +to-night I shall die." + +"Mamma mia!" ejaculated Nito, throwing up his hands towards the stars. + +He dared not give the lie to the "signore distinto," yet he had no trust +in Gaspare's word, and had gained no sort of conviction from his eloquent +writhings. + +"You must go in, Nito," said Gaspare. + +"I--Madonna!" + +"Why not?" + +"Why not?" cried Nito, in a plaintive whine that was almost feminine. "I +go into the sea with my rheumatism!" + +Abruptly one of his legs gave way, and he stood before them in a crooked +attitude. + +"Signore," he said to Maurice. "I would go into the sea, I would stay +there all night, for I love it, but Dr. Marini has forbidden me to enter +it. See how I walk!" + +And he began to hobble up and down exactly as Gaspare had on the terrace, +looking over his shoulder at Maurice all the time to see whether his +deception was working well. Gaspare, seeing that Nito's attention was for +the moment concentrated, slipped away behind a boat that was drawn up on +the beach; and Maurice, guessing what he was doing, endeavored to make +Nito understand his sympathy. + +"Molto forte--molto dolore?" he said. + +"Si, signore!" + +And Nito burst forth into a vehement account of his sufferings, +accompanied by pantomime. + +"It takes me in the night, signore! Madonna, it is like rats gnawing at +my legs, and nothing will stop it. Pancrazia--she is my wife, +signore--Pancrazia, she gets out of bed and she heats oil to rub it on, +but she might as well put it on the top of Etna for all the good it does +me. And there I lie like a--" + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi--yi!" + +A wild shriek rent the air, and Gaspare, clad in a pair of bathing +drawers, bounded out from behind the boat, gave Nito a cuff on the cheek, +executed some steps of the tarantella, whirled round, snatched up one end +of the net, and cried: + +"Al mare, al mare!" + +Nito's rheumatism was no more. His bent leg straightened itself as if by +magic, and he returned Gaspare's cuff by an affectionate slap on his bare +shoulder, exclaiming to Maurice: + +"Isn't he terribile, signore? Isn't he terribile?" + +Nito lifted up the other end of the net and they all went down to the +shore. + +That night it seemed to Delarey as if Sicily drew him closer to her +breast. He did not know why he had now for the first time the sensation +that at last he was really in his natural place, was really one with the +soil from which an ancestor of his had sprung, and with the people who +had been her people. That Hermione's absence had anything to do with his +almost wild sense of freedom did not occur to him. All he knew was this, +that alone among these Sicilian fishermen in the night, not understanding +much of what they said, guessing at their jokes, and sharing in their +laughter, without always knowing what had provoked it, he was perfectly +at home, perfectly happy. + +Gaspare went into the sea, wading carefully through the silver waters, +and Maurice, from the shore, watched his slowly moving form, taking a +lesson which would be useful to him later. The coast-line looked +enchanted in the glory of the moon, in the warm silence of the night, but +the little group of men upon the shore scarcely thought of its +enchantment. They felt it, perhaps, sometimes faintly in their gayety, +but they did not savor its wonder and its mystery as Hermione would have +savored them had she been there. + +The naked form of Gaspare, as he waded far out in the shallow sea, was +like the form of a dream creature rising out of waves of a dream. When he +called to them across the silver surely something of the magic of the +night was caught and echoed in his voice. When he lifted the net, and its +black and dripping meshes slipped down from his ghostly hands into the +ghostly movement that was flickering about him, and the circles tipped +with light widened towards sea and shore, there was a miracle of delicate +and fantastic beauty delivered up tenderly like a marvellous gift to the +wanderers of the dark hours. But Sicily scarcely wonders at Sicily. +Gaspare was intent only on the catching of fish, and his companions smote +the night with their jokes and their merry, almost riotous laughter. + +The night wore on. Presently they left Isola Bella, crossed a stony spit +of land, and came into a second and narrower bay, divided by a turmoil +of jagged rocks and a bold promontory covered with stunted olive-trees, +cactus, and seed-sown earth plots, from the wide sweep of coast that +melted into the dimness towards Messina. Gathered together on the little +stones of the beach, in the shadow of some drawn-up fishing-boats, they +took stock of the fish that lay shining in the basket, and broke their +fast on bread and cheese and more draughts from the generous wine-bottle. + +Gaspare was dripping, and his thin body shook as he gulped down the wine. + +"Basta Gaspare!" Maurice said to him. "You mustn't go in any more." + +"No, no, signore, non basta! I can fish all night. Once the wine has +warmed me, I can--" + +"But I want to try it." + +"Oh, signore, what would the signora say? You are a stranger. You will +take cold, and then the signora will blame me and say I did not take +proper care of my padrone." + +But Delarey was determined. He stripped off his clothes, put on his +bathing drawers, took up the net, and, carefully directed by the admiring +though protesting Gaspare, he waded into the sea. + +For a moment he shuddered as the calm water rose round him. Then, English +fashion, he dipped under, with a splash that brought a roar of laughter +to him from the shore. + +"Meglio cosi!" he cried, coming up again in the moonlight. "Adesso sto +bene!" + +The plunge had made him suddenly feel tremendously young and triumphant, +reckless with a happiness that thrilled with audacity. As he waded out he +began to sing in a loud voice: + + "Ciao, ciao, ciao, + Morettina bella ciao, + Prima di partire + Un bacio ti voglio da'." + +Gaspare, who was hastily dressing by the boats, called out to him that +his singing would frighten away the fish, and he was obediently silent. +He imprisoned the song in his heart, but that went on singing bravely. As +he waded farther he felt splendid, as if he were a lord of life and of +the sea. The water, now warm to him, seemed to be embracing him as it +crept upward towards his throat. Nature was clasping him with amorous +arms. Nature was taking him for her own. + +"Nature, nature!" he said to himself. "That's why I'm so gloriously happy +here, because I'm being right down natural." + +His mind made an abrupt turn, like a coursed hare, and he suddenly found +himself thinking of the night in London, when he had sat in the +restaurant with Hermione and Artois and listened to their talk, +reverently listened. Now, as the net tugged at his hand, influenced by +the resisting sea, that talk, as he remembered it, struck him as +unnatural, as useless, and the thoughts which he had then admired and +wondered at, as complicated and extraordinary. Something in him said, +"That's all unnatural." The touch of the water about his body, the light +of the moon upon him, the breath of the air in his wet face drove out his +reverence for what he called "intellectuality," and something savage got +hold of his soul and shook it, as if to wake up the sleeping self within +him, the self that was Sicilian. + +As he waded in the water, coming ever nearer to the jagged rocks that +shut out from his sight the wide sea and something else, he felt as if +thinking and living were in opposition, as if the one were destructive of +the other; and the desire to be clever, to be talented, which had often +assailed him since he had known, and especially since he had loved, +Hermione, died out of him, and he found himself vaguely pitying Artois, +and almost despising the career and the fame of a writer. What did +thinking matter? The great thing was to live, to live with your body, +out-of-doors, close to nature, somewhat as the savages live. When he +waded to shore for the first time, and saw, as the net was hauled in, the +fish he had caught gleaming and leaping in the light, he could have +shouted like a boy. + +He seized the net once more, but Gaspare, now clothed, took hold of him +by the arm with a familiarity that had in it nothing disrespectful. + +"Signore, basta, basta! Giulio will go in now." + +"Si! si!" cried Giulio, beginning to tug at his waistcoat buttons. + +"Once more, Gaspare!" said Maurice. "Only once!" + +"But if you take cold, signorino, the signora--" + +"I sha'n't catch cold. Only once!" + +He broke away, laughing, from Gaspare, and was swiftly in the sea. The +Sicilians looked at him with admiration. + +"E' veramente piu Siciliano di noi!" exclaimed Nito. + +The others murmured their assent. Gaspare glowed with pride in his pupil. + +"I shall make the signore one of us," he said, as he deftly let out the +coils of the net. + +"But how long is he going to stay?" asked Nito. "Will he not soon be +going back to his own country?" + +For a moment Gaspare's countenance fell. + +"When the heat comes," he began, doubtfully. Then he cheered up. + +"Perhaps he will take me with him to England," he said. + +This time Maurice waded with the net into the shadow of the rocks out of +the light of the moon. The night was waning, and a slight chill began to +creep into the air. A little breeze, too, sighed over the sea, ruffling +its surface, died away, then softly came again. As he moved into the +darkness Maurice was conscious that the buoyancy of his spirits received +a slight check. The night seemed suddenly to have changed, to have +become more mysterious. He began to feel its mystery now, to be aware of +the strangeness of being out in the sea alone at such an hour. Upon the +shore he saw the forms of his companions, but they looked remote and +phantom-like. He did not hear their voices. Perhaps the slow approach of +dawn was beginning to affect them, and the little wind that was springing +up chilled their merriment and struck them to silence. Before him the +dense blackness of the rocks rose like a grotesque wall carved in +diabolic shapes, and as he stared at these shapes he had an odd fancy +that they were living things, and that they were watching him at his +labor. He could not get this idea, that he was being watched, out of his +head, and for a moment he forgot about the fish, and stood still, staring +at the monsters, whose bulky forms reared themselves up into the +moonlight from which they banished him. + +"Signore! Signorino!" + +There came to him a cry of protest from the shore. He started, moved +forward with the net, and went under water. He had stepped into a deep +hole. Still holding fast to the net, he came up to the surface, shook his +head, and struck out. As he did so he heard another cry, sharp yet +musical. But this cry did not come from the beach where his companions +were gathered. It rose from the blackness of the rocks close to him, and +it sounded like the cry of a woman. He winked his eyes to get the water +out of them, and swam for the rocks, heedless of his duty as a fisherman. +But the net impeded him, and again there was a shout from the shore: + +"Signorino! Signorino! E' pazzo Lei?" + +Reluctantly he turned and swam back to the shallow water. But when his +feet touched bottom he stood still. That cry of a woman from the mystery +of the rocks had startled, had fascinated his ears. Suddenly he +remembered that he must be near to that Casa delle Sirene, whose little +light he had seen from the terrace of the priest's house on his first +evening in Sicily. He longed to hear that woman's voice again. For a +moment he thought of it as the voice of a siren, of one of those beings +of enchantment who lure men on to their destruction, and he listened +eagerly, almost passionately, while the ruffled water eddied softly about +his breast. But no music stole to him from the blackness of the rocks, +and at last he turned slowly and waded to the shore. + +He was met with merry protests. Nito declared that the net had nearly +been torn out of his hands. Gaspare, half undressed to go to his rescue, +anxiously inquired if he had come to any harm. The rocks were sharp as +razors near the point, and he might have cut himself to pieces upon them. +He apologized to Nito and showed Gaspare that he was uninjured. Then, +while the others began to count the fish, he went to the boats to put on +his clothes, accompanied by Gaspare. + +"Why did you swim towards the rocks, signorino?" asked the boy, looking +at him with a sharp curiosity. + +Delarey hesitated for a moment. He was inclined, he scarcely knew why, to +keep silence about the cry he had heard. Yet he wanted to ask Gaspare +something. + +"Gaspare," he said, at last, as they reached the boats, "was any one of +you on the rocks over there just now?" + +He had forgotten to number his companions when he reached the shore. +Perhaps one was missing, and had wandered towards the point to watch him +fishing. + +"No, signore. Why do you ask?" + +Again Delarey hesitated. Then he said: + +"I heard some one call out to me there." + +He began to rub his wet body with a towel. + +"Call! What did they call?" + +"Nothing; no words. Some one cried out." + +"At this hour! Who should be there, signore?" + +The action of the rough towel upon his body brought a glow of warmth to +Delarey, and the sense of mystery began to depart from his mind. + +"Perhaps it was a fisherman," he said. + +"They do not fish from there, signore. It must have been me you heard. +When you went under the water I cried out. Drink some wine, signorino." + +He held a glass full of wine to Delarey's lips. Delarey drank. + +"But you've got a man's voice, Gaspare!" he said, putting down the glass +and beginning to get into his clothes. + +"Per Dio! Would you have me squeak like a woman, signore?" + +Delarey laughed and said no more. But he knew it was not Gaspare's voice +he had heard. + +The net was drawn up now for the last time, and as soon as Delarey had +dressed they set out to walk to the caves on the farther side of the +rocks, where they meant to sleep till Carmela was about and ready to make +the frittura. To reach them they had to clamber up from the beach to the +Messina road, mount a hill, and descend to the Caffe Berardi, a small, +isolated shanty which stood close to the sea, and was used in summer-time +by bathers who wanted refreshment. Nito and the rest walked on in front, +and Delarey followed a few paces behind with Gaspare. When they reached +the summit of the hill a great sweep of open sea was disclosed to their +view, stretching away to the Straits of Messina, and bounded in the far +distance by the vague outlines of the Calabrian Mountains. Here the wind +met them more sharply, and below them on the pebbles by the caffe they +could see the foam of breaking waves. But to the right, and nearer to +them, the sea was still as an inland pool, guarded by the tree-covered +hump of land on which stood the house of the sirens. This hump, which +would have been an islet but for the narrow wall of sheer rock which +joined it to the main-land, ran out into the sea parallel to the road. + +On the height, Delarey paused for a moment, as if to look at the wide +view, dim and ethereal, under the dying moon. + +"Is that Calabria?" he asked. + +"Si, signore. And there is the caffe. The caves are beyond it. You cannot +see them from here. But you are not looking, signorino!" + +The boy's quick eyes had noticed that Delarey was glancing towards the +tangle of trees, among which was visible a small section of the gray wall +of the house of the sirens. + +"How calm the sea is there!" Delarey said, swiftly. + +"Si, signore. That is where you can see the light in the window from our +terrace." + +"There's no light now." + +"How should there be? They are asleep. Andiamo?" + +They followed the others, who were now out of sight. When they reached +the caves, Nito and the boys had already flung themselves down upon the +sand and were sleeping. Gaspare scooped out a hollow for Delarey, rolled +up his jacket as a pillow for his padrone's head, murmured a "Buon +riposo!" lay down near him, buried his face in his arms, and almost +directly began to breathe with a regularity that told its tale of +youthful, happy slumber. + +It was dark in the cave and quite warm. The sand made a comfortable bed, +and Delarey was luxuriously tired after the long walk and the wading in +the sea. When he lay down he thought that he, too, would be asleep in a +moment, but sleep did not come to him, though he closed his eyes in +anticipation of it. His mind was busy in his weary body, and that little +cry of a woman still rang in his ears. He heard it like a song sung by a +mysterious voice in a place of mystery by the sea. Soon he opened his +eyes. Turning a little in the sand, away from his companions, he looked +out from the cave, across the sloping beach and the foam of the waves, +to the darkness of trees on the island. (So he called the place of the +siren's house to himself now, and always hereafter.) From the cave he +could not see the house, but only the trees, a formless, dim mass that +grew about it. The monotonous sound of wave after wave did not still the +cry in his ears, but mingled with it, as must have mingled with the song +of the sirens to Ulysses the murmur of breaking seas ever so long ago. +And he thought of a siren in the night stealing to a hidden place in the +rocks to watch him as he drew the net, breast high in the water. There +was romance in his mind to-night, new-born and strange. Sicily had put it +there with the wild sense of youth and freedom that still possessed him. +Something seemed to call him away from this cave of sleep, to bid his +tired body bestir itself once more. He looked at the dark forms of his +comrades, stretched in various attitudes of repose, and suddenly he knew +he could not sleep. He did not want to sleep. He wanted--what? He raised +himself to a sitting posture, then softly stood up, and with infinite +precaution stole out of the cave. + +The coldness of the coming dawn took hold on him on the shore, and he saw +in the east a mysterious pallor that was not of the moon, and upon the +foam of the waves a light that was ghastly and that suggested infinite +weariness and sickness. But he did not say this to himself. He merely +felt that the night was quickly departing, and that he must hasten on his +errand before the day came. + +He was going to search for the woman who had cried out to him in the sea. +And he felt as if she were a creature of the night, of the moon and of +the shadows, and as if he could never hope to find her in the glory of +the day. + + + +VII + +Delarey stole along the beach, walking lightly despite his fatigue. He +felt curiously excited, as if he were on the heels of some adventure. He +passed the Caffe Berardi almost like a thief in the night, and came to +the narrow strip of pebbles that edged the still and lakelike water, +protected by the sirens' isle. There he paused. He meant to gain that +lonely land, but how? By the water lay two or three boats, but they were +large and clumsy, impossible to move without aid. Should he climb up to +the Messina road, traverse the spit of ground that led to the rocky wall, +and try to make his way across it? The feat would be a difficult one, he +thought. But it was not that which deterred him. He was impatient of +delay, and the detour would take time. Between him and the islet was the +waterway. Already he had been in the sea. Why not go in again? He +stripped, packed his clothes into a bundle, tied roughly with a rope made +of his handkerchief and bootlaces, and waded in. For a long way the water +was shallow. Only when he was near to the island did it rise to his +breast, to his throat, higher at last. Holding the bundle on his head +with one hand, he struck out strongly and soon touched bottom again. He +scrambled out, dressed on a flat rock, then looked for a path leading +upward. + +The ground was very steep, almost precipitous, and thickly covered with +trees and with undergrowth. This undergrowth concealed innumerable rocks +and stones which shifted under his feet and rolled down as he began to +ascend, grasping the bushes and the branches. He could find no path. +What did it matter? All sense of fatigue had left him. With the activity +of a cat he mounted. A tree struck him across the face. Another swept off +his hat. He felt that he had antagonists who wished to beat him back to +the sea, and his blood rose against them. He tore down a branch that +impeded him, broke it with his strong hands, and flung it away viciously. +His teeth were set and his nerves tingled, and he was conscious of the +almost angry joy of keen bodily exertion. The body--that was his God +to-night. How he loved it, its health and strength, its willingness, its +capacities! How he gloried in it! It had bounded down the mountain. It +had gone into the sea and revelled there. It had fished and swum. Now it +mounted upward to discovery, defying the weapons that nature launched +against it. Splendid, splendid body! + +He fought with the trees and conquered them. His trampling feet sent the +stones leaping downward to be drowned in the sea. His swift eyes found +the likely places for a foothold. His sinewy hands forced his enemies to +assist him in the enterprise they hated. He came out on to the plateau at +the summit of the island and stood still, panting, beside the house that +hid there. + +Its blind, gray wall confronted him coldly in the dimness, one shuttered +window, like a shut eye, concealing the interior, the soul of the house +that lay inside its body. In this window must have been set the light he +had seen from the terrace. He wished there were a light burning now. Had +he swum across the inlet and fought his way up through the wood only to +see a gray wall, a shuttered window? That cry had come from the rocks, +yet he had been driven by something within him to this house, +connecting--he knew not why--the cry with it and with the far-off light +that had been like a star caught in the sea. Now he said to himself that +he should have gone back to the rocks and sought the siren there. Should +he go now? He hesitated for a moment, leaning against the wall of the +house. + + "Maju torna, maju veni + Cu li belli soi ciureri; + Oh chi pompa chi nni fa; + Maju torna, maju e cca! + + "Maju torna, maju vinni, + Duna isca a li disinni; + Vinni riccu e ricchi fa, + Maju viva! Maju e cca!" + +He heard a girl's voice singing near him, whether inside the house or +among the trees he could not at first tell. It sang softly yet gayly, as +if the sun were up and the world were awake, and when it died away +Delarey felt as if the singer must be in the dawn, though he stood still +in the night. He put his ear to the shuttered window and listened. + +"L'haju; nun l'haju?" + +The voice was speaking now with a sort of whimsical and half-pathetic +merriment, as if inclined to break into laughter at its own childish +wistfulness. + +"M'ama; nun m'ama?" + +It broke off. He heard a little laugh. Then the song began again: + + "Maju viju, e maju cogghiu, + Bona sorti di Diu vogghiu; + Ciuri di maju cogghiu a la campia, + Diu, pinzaticci vu a la sorti mia!" + +The voice was not in the house. Delarey was sure of that now. He was +almost sure, too, that it was the same voice which had cried out to him +from the rocks. Moving with precaution, he stole round the house to the +farther side, which looked out upon the open sea, keeping among the +trees, which grew thickly about the house on three sides, but which left +it unprotected to the sea-winds on the fourth. + +A girl was standing in this open space, alone, looking seaward, with one +arm out-stretched, one hand laid lightly, almost caressingly, upon the +gnarled trunk of a solitary old olive-tree, the other arm hanging at her +side. She was dressed in some dark, coarse stuff, with a short skirt, and +a red handkerchief tied round her head, and seemed in the pale and almost +ghastly light in which night and day were drawing near to each other to +be tall and slim of waist. Her head was thrown back, as if she were +drinking in the breeze that heralded the dawn--drinking it in like a +voluptuary. + +Delarey stood and watched her. He could not see her face. + +She spoke some words in dialect in a clear voice. There was no one else +visible. Evidently she was talking to herself. Presently she laughed +again, and began to sing once more: + + "Maju viju, e maju cogghiu, + A la me'casa guaj nu' nni vogghiu; + Ciuri di maju cogghiu a la campia, + Oru ed argentu a la sacchetta mia!" + +There was an African sound in the girl's voice--a sound of mystery that +suggested heat and a force that could be languorous and stretch itself at +ease. She was singing the song the Sicilian peasant girls join in on the +first of May, when the ciuri di maju is in blossom, and the young +countrywomen go forth in merry bands to pick the flower of May, and, +turning their eyes to the wayside shrine, or, if there be none near, to +the east and the rising sun, lift their hands full of the flowers above +their heads, and, making the sign of the cross, murmur devoutly: + + "Divina Pruvidenza, pruvviditimi; + Divina Pruvidenza, cunsulatimi; + Divina Pruvidenza e granni assai; + Cu' teni fidi a Diu, 'un pirisci mai!" + +[Illustration: "HER HEAD WAS THROWN BACK, AS IF SHE WERE DRINKING IN THE +BREEZE"] + +Delarey knew neither song nor custom, but his ears were fascinated by the +voice and the melody. Both sounded remote and yet familiar to him, as if +once, in some distant land--perhaps of dreams--he had heard them before. +He wished the girl to go on singing, to sing on and on into the dawn +while he listened in his hiding-place, but she suddenly turned round and +stood looking towards him, as if something had told her that she was not +alone. He kept quite still. He knew she could not see him, yet he felt as +if she was aware that he was there, and instinctively he held his breath +and leaned backward into deeper shadow. After a minute the girl took a +step forward, and, still staring in his direction, called out: + +"Padre?" + +Then Delarey knew that it was her voice that he had heard when he was in +the sea, and he suddenly changed his desire. Now he no longer wished to +remain unseen, and without hesitation he came out from the trees. The +girl stood where she was, watching him as he came. Her attitude showed +neither surprise nor alarm, and when he was close to her, and could at +last see her face, he found that its expression was one of simple, bold +questioning. It seemed to be saying to him quietly, "Well, what do you +want of me?" + +Delarey was not acquainted with the Arab type of face. Had he been he +would have at once been struck by the Eastern look in the girl's long, +black eyes, by the Eastern cast of her regular, slightly aquiline +features. Above her eyes were thin, jet-black eyebrows that looked almost +as if they were painted. Her chin was full and her face oval in shape. +She had hair like Gaspare's, black-brown, immensely thick and wavy, with +tiny feathers of gold about the temples. She was tall, and had the +contours of a strong though graceful girl just blooming into womanhood. +Her hands were as brown as Delarey's, well shaped, but the hands of a +worker. She was perhaps eighteen or nineteen, and brimful of lusty life. + +After a minute of silence Delarey's memory recalled some words of +Gaspare's, till then forgotten. + +"You are Maddalena!" he said, in Italian. + +The girl nodded. + +"Si, signore." + +She uttered the words softly, then fell into silence again, staring at +him with her lustrous eyes, that were like black jewels. + +"You live here with Salvatore?" + +She nodded once more and began to smile, as if with pleasure at his +knowledge of her. + +Delarey smiled too, and made with his arms the motion of swimming. At +that she laughed outright and broke into quick speech. She spoke +vivaciously, moving her hands and her whole body. Delarey could not +understand much of what she said, but he caught the words mare and +pescatore, and by her gestures knew that she was telling him she had been +on the rocks and had seen his mishap. Suddenly in the midst of her talk +she uttered the little cry of surprise or alarm which he had heard as he +came up above water, pointed to her lips to indicate that she had given +vent to it, and laughed again with all her heart. Delarey laughed too. He +felt happy and at ease with his siren, and was secretly amused at his +thought in the sea of the magical being full of enchantment who sang to +lure men to their destruction. This girl was simply a pretty, but not +specially uncommon, type of the Sicilian contadina--young, gay, quite +free from timidity, though gentle, full of the joy of life and of the +nascent passion of womanhood, blossoming out carelessly in the sunshine +of the season of flowers. She could sing, this island siren, but probably +she could not read or write. She could dance, could perhaps innocently +give and receive love. But there was in her face, in her manner, nothing +deliberately provocative. Indeed, she looked warmly pure, like a bright, +eager young animal of the woods, full of a blithe readiness to enjoy, +full of hope and of unself-conscious animation. + +Delarey wondered why she was not sleeping, and strove to ask her, +speaking carefully his best Sicilian, and using eloquent gestures, which +set her smiling, then laughing again. In reply to him she pointed towards +the sea, then towards the house, then towards the sea once more. He +guessed that some fisherman had risen early to go to his work, and that +she had got up to see him off, and had been too wakeful to return to bed. + +"Niente piu sonno!" he said, opening wide his eyes. + +"Niente! Niente!" + +He feigned fatigue. She took his travesty seriously, and pointed to the +house, inviting him by gesture to go in and rest there. Evidently she +believed that, being a stranger, he could not speak or understand much of +her language. He did not even try to undeceive her. It amused him to +watch her dumb show, for her face spoke eloquently and her pretty, brown +hands knew a language that was delicious. He had no longer any thought of +sleep, but he felt curious to see the interior of the cottage, and he +nodded his head in response to her invitation. At once she became the +hospitable peasant hostess. Her eyes sparkled with eagerness and +pleasure, and she went quickly by him to the door, which stood half open, +pushed it back, and beckoned to him to enter. + +He obeyed her, went in, and found himself almost in darkness, for the big +windows on either side of the door were shuttered, and only a tiny flame, +like a spark, burned somewhere among the dense shadows of the interior at +some distance from him. Pretending to be alarmed at the obscurity, he put +out his hand gropingly, and let it light on her arm, then slip down to +her warm, strong young hand. + +"I am afraid!" he exclaimed. + +He heard her merry laugh and felt her trying to pull her hand away, but +he held it fast, prolonging a joke that he found a pleasant one. In that +moment he was almost as simple as she was, obeying his impulses +carelessly, gayly, without a thought of wrong--indeed, almost without +thought at all. His body was still tingling and damp with the sea-water. +Her face was fresh with the sea-wind. He had never felt more wholesome or +as if life were a saner thing. + +She dragged her hand out of his at last; he heard a grating noise, and a +faint light sputtered up, then grew steady as she moved away and set a +match to a candle, shielding it from the breeze that entered through the +open door with her body. + +"What a beautiful house!" he cried, looking curiously around. + +He saw such a dwelling as one may see in any part of Sicily where the +inhabitants are not sunk in the direst poverty and squalor, a modest home +consisting of two fair-sized rooms, one opening into the other. In each +room was a mighty bed, high and white, with fat pillows, and a +counterpane of many colors. At the head of each was pinned a crucifix and +a little picture of the Virgin, Maria Addolorata, with a palm branch that +had been blessed, and beneath the picture in the inner room a tiny light, +rather like an English night-light near its end, was burning. It was this +that Delarey had seen like a spark in the distance. At the foot of each +bed stood a big box of walnut wood, carved into arabesques and grotesque +faces. There were a few straw chairs and kitchen utensils. An old gun +stood in a corner with a bundle of wood. Not far off was a pan of +charcoal. There were also two or three common deal-tables, on one of +which stood the remains of a meal, a big jar containing wine, a flat loaf +of coarse brown bread, with a knife lying beside it, some green stuff in +a plate, and a slab of hard, yellow cheese. + +Delarey was less interested in these things than in the display of +photographs, picture-cards, and figures of saints that adorned the +walls, carefully arranged in patterns to show to the best advantage. Here +were colored reproductions of actresses in languid attitudes, of peasants +dancing, of babies smiling, of elaborate young people with carefully +dressed hair making love with "Molti Saluti!" "Una stretta di Mano!" +"Mando un bacio!" "Amicizia eterna!" and other expressions of friendship +and affection, scribbled in awkward handwritings across and around them. +And mingled with them were representations of saints, such as are sold at +the fairs and festivals of Sicily, and are reverently treasured by the +pious and superstitious contadine; San Pancrazio, Santa Leocanda, the +protector of child-bearing women; Sant Aloe, the patron saint of the +beasts of burden; San Biagio, Santo Vito, the patron saint of dogs; and +many others, with the Bambino, the Immacolata, the Madonna di Loreto, the +Madonna della Rocca. + +In the faint light cast by the flickering candle, the faces of saints and +actresses, of smiling babies, of lovers and Madonnas peered at Delarey as +if curious to know why at such an hour he ventured to intrude among them, +why he thus dared to examine them when all the world was sleeping. He +drew back from them at length and looked again at the great bed with its +fat pillows that stood in the farther room secluded from the sea-breeze. +Suddenly he felt a longing to throw himself down and rest. + +The girl smiled at him with sympathy. + +"That is my bed," she said, simply. "Lie down and sleep, signorino." + +Delarey hesitated for a moment. He thought of his companions. If they +should wake in the cave and miss him what would they think, what would +they do? Then he looked again at the bed. The longing to lie down on it +was irresistible. He pointed to the open door. + +"When the sun comes will you wake me?" he said. + +He took hold of his arm with one hand, and made the motion of shaking +himself. + +"Sole," he said. "Quando c'e il sole." + +The girl laughed and nodded. + +"Si, signore--non dubiti!" + +Delarey climbed up on to the mountainous bed. + +"Buona notte, Maddalena!" he said, smiling at her from the pillow like a +boy. + +"Buon riposo, signorino!" + +That was the last thing he heard. The last thing he saw was the dark, +eager face of the girl lit up by the candle-flame watching him from the +farther room. Her slight figure was framed by the doorway, through which +a faint, sad light was stealing with the soft wind from the sea. Her +lustrous eyes were looking towards him curiously, as if he were something +of a phenomenon, as if she longed to understand his mystery. + +Soon, very soon, he saw those eyes no more. He was asleep in the midst of +the Madonnas and the saints, with the blessed palm branch and the +crucifix and Maria Addolorata above his head. + +The girl sat down on a chair just outside the door, and began to sing to +herself once more in a low voice: + + "Divina Pruvidenza, pruvviditimi; + Divina Pruvidenza, consulatimi; + Divina Pruvidenza e granni assai; + Cu' teni fidi a Diu, 'un pirisci mai!" + +Once, in his sleep, Delarey must surely have heard her song, for he began +to dream that he was Ulysses sailing across the purple seas along the +shores of an enchanted coast, and that he heard far off the sirens +singing, and saw their shadowy forms sitting among the rocks and +reclining upon the yellow sands. Then he bade his mariners steer the bark +towards the shore. But when he drew near the sirens changed into devout +peasant women, and their alluring songs into prayers uttered to the +Bambino and the Virgin. But one watched him with eyes that gleamed like +black jewels, and her lips smiled while they uttered prayers, as if they +could murmur love words and kiss the lips of men. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +Delarey stirred on the great, white bed. A hand grasped him firmly, shook +him ruthlessly. + +"Signorino! C'e il sole!" + +He opened his eyes reluctantly. Maddalena was leaning over him. He saw +her bright face and curious young eyes, then the faces of the saints and +the actresses upon the wall, and he wondered where he was and where +Hermione was. + +"Hermione!" he said. + +"Cosa?" said Maddalena. + +She shook him again gently. He stretched himself, yawned, and began to +smile. She smiled back at him. + +"C'e il sole!" + +Now he remembered, lifted himself up, and looked towards the doorway. The +first rays of the sun were filtering in and sparkling in the distance +upon the sea. The east was barred with red. + +He slipped down from the bed. + +"The frittura!" he said, in English. "I must make haste!" + +Maddalena laughed. She had never heard English before. + +"Ditelo ancora!" she cried, eagerly. + +They went but together on to the plateau and stood looking seaward. + +"I--must--make--haste!" he said, speaking slowly and dividing the words. + +"Hi--maust--maiki--'ai--isti!" she repeated, trying to imitate his +accent. + +He burst out laughing. She pouted. Then she laughed, too, peal upon peal, +while the sunlight grew stronger about them. How fresh the wind was! It +played with her hair, from which she had now removed the handkerchief, +and ruffled the little feathers of gold upon her brow. It blew about her +smooth, young face as if it loved to touch the soft cheeks, the innocent +lips, the candid, unlined brow. The leaves of the olive-trees rustled and +the brambles and the grasses swayed. Everything was in movement, stirring +gayly into life to greet the coming day. Maurice opened his mouth and +drew in the air to his lungs, expanding his chest. He felt inclined to +dance, to sing, and very much inclined to eat. + +"Addio, Maddalena!" he said, holding out his hand. + +He looked into her eyes and added: + +"Addio, Maddalena mia!" + +She smiled and looked down, then up at him again. + +"A rivederci, signorino!" + +She took his hand warmly in hers. + +"Yes, that's better. A rivederci!" + +He held her hand for a moment, looking into her long and laughing eyes, +and thinking how like a young animal's they were in their unwinking +candor. And yet they were not like an animal's. For now, when he gazed +into them, they did not look away from him, but continued to regard him, +and always with an eager shining of curiosity. That curiosity stirred his +manhood, fired him. He longed to reply to it, to give a quick answer to +its eager question, its "what are you?" He glanced round, saw only the +trees, the sea all alight with sun-rays, the red east now changing slowly +into gold. Then he bent down, kissed the lips of Maddalena with a laugh, +turned and descended through the trees by the way he had come. He had no +feeling that he had done any wrong to Hermione, any wrong to Maddalena. +His spirits were high, and he sang as he leaped down, agile as a goat, to +the sea. He meant to return as he had come, and at the water's edge he +stripped off his clothes once more, tied them into a bundle, plunged into +the sea, and struck out for the beach opposite. As he did so, as the +cold, bracing water seized him, he heard far above him the musical cry +of the siren of the night. He answered it with a loud, exultant call. + +That was her farewell and his--this rustic Hero's good-bye to her +Leander. + +When he reached the Caffe Berardi its door stood open, and a middle-aged +woman was looking out seaward. Beyond, by the caves, he saw figures +moving. His companions were awake. He hastened towards them. His morning +plunge in the sea had given him a wild appetite. + +"Frittura! Frittura!" he shouted, taking off his hat and waving it. + +Gaspare came running towards him. + +"Where have you been, signorino?" + +"For a walk along the shore." + +He still kept his hat in his hand. + +"Why, your face is all wet, and so is your hair." + +"I washed them in the sea. Mangiamo! Mangiamo!" + +"You did not sleep?" + +Gaspare spoke curiously, regarded him with inquisitive, searching eyes. + +"I couldn't. I'll sleep up there when we get home." + +He pointed to the mountain. His eyes were dancing with gayety. + +"The frittura, Gasparino, the frittura! And then the tarantella, and then +'O sole mio'!" + +He looked towards the rising sun, and began to sing at the top of his +voice: + + "O sole, o sole mio, + Sta 'n fronte a te, + Sta 'n fronte a te!" + +Gaspare joined in lustily, and Carmela in the doorway of the Caffe +Berardi waved a frying-pan at them in time to the music. + +"Per Dio, Gaspare!" exclaimed Maurice, as they raced towards the house, +each striving to be first there--"Per Dio, I never knew what life was +till I came to Sicily! I never knew what happiness was till this +morning!" + +"The frittura! The frittura!" shouted Gaspare. "I'll be first!" + +Neck and neck they reached the caffe as Nito poured the shining fish into +Madre Carmela's frying-pan. + + + +VIII + +"They are coming, signora, they are coming! Don't you hear them?" + +Lucrezia was by the terrace wall looking over into the ravine. She could +not see any moving figures, but she heard far down among the olives and +the fruit trees Gaspare's voice singing "O sole mio!" and while she +listened another voice joined in, the voice of the padrone: + +"Dio mio, but they are merry!" she added, as the song was broken by a +distant peal of laughter. + +Hermione came out upon the steps. She had been in the sitting-room +writing a letter to Miss Townly, who sent her long and tearful effusions +from London almost every day. + +"Have you got the frying-pan ready, Lucrezia?" she asked. + +"The frying-pan, signora!" + +"Yes, for the fish they are bringing us." + +Lucrezia looked knowing. + +"Oh, signora, they will bring no fish." + +"Why not? They promised last night. Didn't you hear?" + +"They promised, yes, but they won't remember. Men promise at night and +forget in the morning." + +Hermione laughed. She had been feeling a little dull, but now the sound +of the lusty voices and the laughter from the ravine filled her with a +sudden cheerfulness, and sent a glow of anticipation into her heart. + +"Lucrezia, you are a cynic." + +"What is a cinico, signora?" + +"A Lucrezia. But you don't know your padrone. He won't forget us." + +Lucrezia reddened. She feared she had perhaps said something that seemed +disrespectful. + +"Oh, signora, there is not another like the padrone. Every one says so. +Ask Gaspare and Sebastiano. I only meant that--" + +"I know. Well, to-day you will understand that all men are not forgetful, +when you eat your fish." + +Lucrezia still looked very doubtful, but she said nothing more. + +"There they are!" exclaimed Hermione. + +She waved her hand and cried out. Life suddenly seemed quite different to +her. These moving figures peopled gloriously the desert waste, these +ringing voices filled with music the brooding silence of it. She murmured +to herself a verse of scripture, "Sorrow may endure for a night, but joy +cometh with the morning," and she realized for the first time how +absurdly sad and deserted she had been feeling, how unreasonably forlorn. +By her present joy she measured her past--not sorrow exactly; she could +not call it that--her past dreariness, and she said to herself with a +little shock almost of fear, "How terribly dependent I am!" + +"Mamma mia!" cried Lucrezia, as another shout of laughter came up from +the ravine, "how merry and mad they are! They have had a good night's +fishing." + +Hermione heard the laughter, but now it sounded a little harsh in her +ears. + +"I wonder," she thought, as she leaned upon the terrace wall--"I wonder +if he has missed me at all? I wonder if men ever miss us as we miss +them?" + +Her call, it seemed, had not been heard, nor her gesture of welcome seen, +but now Maurice looked up, waved his cap, and shouted. Gaspare, too, took +off his linen hat with a stentorian cry of "Buon giorno, signora." + +"Signora!" said Lucrezia. + +"Yes?" + +"Look! Was not I right? Are they carrying anything?" + +Hermione looked eagerly, almost passionately, at the two figures now +drawing near to the last ascent up the bare mountain flank. Maurice had a +stick in one hand, the other hung empty at his side. Gaspare still waved +his hat wildly, holding it with both hands as a sailor holds the +signalling-flag. + +"Perhaps," she said--"perhaps it wasn't a good night, and they've caught +nothing." + +"Oh, signora, the sea was calm. They must have taken--" + +"Perhaps their pockets are full of fish. I am sure they are." + +She spoke with a cheerful assurance. + +"If they have caught any fish, I know your frying-pan will be wanted," +she said. + +"Chi lo sa?" said Lucrezia, with rather perfunctory politeness. + +Secretly she thought that the padrona had only one fault. She was a +little obstinate sometimes, and disinclined to be told the truth. And +certainly she did not know very much about men, although she had a +husband. + +Through the old Norman arch came Delarey and Gaspare, with hot faces and +gay, shining eyes, splendidly tired with their exertions and happy in the +thought of rest. Delarey took Hermione's hand in his. He would have +kissed her before Lucrezia and Gaspare, quite naturally, but he felt that +her hand stiffened slightly in his as he leaned forward, and he forbore. +She longed for his kiss, but to receive it there would have spoiled a +joy. And kind and familiar though she was with those beneath her, she +could not bear to show the deeps of her heart before them. To her his +kiss after her lonely night would be an event. Did he know that? She +wondered. + +He still kept her hand in his as he began to tell her about their +expedition. + +"Did you enjoy it?" she asked, thinking what a boy he looked in his +eager, physical happiness. + +"Ask Gaspare!" + +"I don't think I need. Your eyes tell me." + +"I never enjoyed any night so much before, out there under the moon. Why +don't we always sleep out-of-doors?" + +"Shall we try some night on the terrace?" + +"By Jove, we will! What a lark!" + +"Did you go into the sea?" + +"I should think so! Ask Gaspare if I didn't beat them all. I had to swim, +too." + +"And the fish?" she said, trying to speak, carelessly. + +"They were stunning. We caught an awful lot, and Mother Carmela cooked +them to a T. I had an appetite, I can tell you, Hermione, after being in +the sea." + +She was silent for a moment. Her hand had dropped out of his. When she +spoke again, she said: + +"And you slept in the caves?" + +"The others did." + +"And you?" + +"I couldn't sleep, so I went out on to the beach. But I'll tell you all +that presently. You won't be shocked, Hermione, if I take a siesta now? +I'm pretty well done--grandly tired, don't you know. I think I could get +a lovely nap before collazione." + +"Come in, my dearest," she said. "Collazione a little late, Lucrezia, not +till half-past one." + +"And the fish, signora?" asked Lucrezia. + +"We've got quite enough without fish," said Hermione, turning away. + +"Oh, by Jove!" Delarey said, as they went into the cottage, putting his +hand into his jacket-pocket, "I've got something for you, Hermione." + +"Fish!" she cried, eagerly, her whole face brightening. "Lucre--" + +"Fish in my coat!" he interrupted, still not remembering. "No, a letter. +They gave it me from the village as we came up. Here it is." + +He drew out a letter, gave it to her, and went into the bedroom, while +Hermione stood in the sitting-room by the dining-table with the letter in +her hand. + +It was from Artois, with the Kairouan postmark. + +"It's from Emile," she said. + +Maurice was closing the shutters, to make the bedroom dark. + +"Is he still in Africa?" he asked, letting down the bar with a clatter. + +"Yes," she said, opening the envelope. "Go to bed like a good boy while I +read it." + +She wanted his kiss so much that she did not go near to him, and spoke +with a lightness that was almost like a feigned indifference. He thrust +his gay face through the doorway into the sunshine, and she saw the beads +of perspiration on his smooth brow above his laughing, yet half-sleepy +eyes. + +"Come and tuck me up afterwards!" he said, and vanished. + +Hermione made a little movement as if to follow him, but checked it and +unfolded the letter. + + + "4, RUE D'ABDUL KADER, KAIROUAN. + + MY DEAR FRIEND,--This will be one of my dreary notes, but you must + forgive me. Do you ever feel a heavy cloud of apprehension lowering + over you, a sensation of approaching calamity, as if you heard the + footsteps of a deadly enemy stealthily approaching you? Do you know + what it is to lose courage, to fear yourself, life, the future, to + long to hear a word of sympathy from a friendly voice, to long to + lay hold of a friendly hand? Are you ever like a child in the dark, + your intellect no weapon against the dread of formless things? The + African sun is shining here as I sit under a palm-tree writing, + with my servant, Zerzour, squatting beside me. It is so clear that + I can almost count the veins in the leaves of the palms, so warm + that Zerzour has thrown off his burnous and kept on only his linen + shirt. And yet I am cold and seem to be in blackness. I write to + you to gain some courage if I can. But I have gained none yet. I + believe there must be a physical cause for my malaise, and that I + am going to have some dreadful illness, and perhaps lay my bones + here in the shadow of the mosques among the sons of Islam. Write to + me. Is the garden of paradise blooming with flowers? Is the tree of + knowledge of good weighed down with fruit, and do you pluck the + fruit boldly and eat it every day? You told me in London to come + over and see you. I am not coming. Do not fear. But how I wish that + I could now, at this instant, see your strong face, touch your + courageous hand! There is a sensation of doom upon me. Laugh at me + as much as you like, but write to me. I feel cold--cold in the sun. + + EMILE." + +When she had finished reading this letter, Hermione stood quite still +with it in her hand, gazing at the white paper on which this cry from +Africa was traced. It seemed to her that--a cry from across the sea for +help against some impending fate. She had often had melancholy letters +from Artois in the past, expressing pessimistic views about life and +literature, anxiety about some book which he was writing and which he +thought was going to be a failure, anger against the follies of men, the +turn of French politics, or the degeneration of the arts in modern times. +Diatribes she was accustomed to, and a definite melancholy from one who +had not a gay temperament. But this letter was different from all the +others. She sat down and read it again. For the moment she had forgotten +Maurice, and did not hear his movements in the adjoining room. She was in +Africa under a palm-tree, looking into the face of a friend with keen +anxiety, trying to read the immediate future for him there. + +"Maurice!" she called, presently, without getting up from her seat, +"I've had such a strange letter from Emile. I'm afraid--I feel as if he +were going to be dreadfully ill or have an accident." + +There was no reply. + +"Maurice!" she called again. + +Then she got up and looked into the bedroom. It was nearly dark, but she +could see her husband's black head on the pillow and hear a sound of +regular breathing. He was asleep already; she had not received his kiss +or tucked him up. She felt absurdly unhappy, as if she had missed a +pleasure that could never come to her again. That, she thought, is one of +the penalties of a great love, the passionate regret it spends on the +tiny things it has failed of. At this moment she fancied--no, she felt +sure--that there would always be a shadow in her life. She had lost +Maurice's kiss after his return from his first absence since their +marriage. And a kiss from his lips still seemed to her a wonderful, +almost a sacred thing, not only a physical act, but an emblem of that +which was mysterious and lay behind the physical. Why had she not let him +kiss her on the terrace? Her sensitive reserve had made her loss. For a +moment she thought she wished she had the careless mind of a peasant. +Lucrezia loved Sebastiano with passion, but she would have let him kiss +her in public and been proud of it. What was the use of delicacy, of +sensitiveness, in the great, coarse thing called life? Even Maurice had +not shared her feeling. He was open as a boy, almost as a peasant boy. + +She began to wonder about him. She often wondered about him now in +Sicily. In England she never had. She had thought there that she knew him +as he, perhaps, could never know her. It seemed to her that she had been +almost arrogant, filled with a pride of intellect. She was beginning to +be humbler here, face to face with Etna. + +Let him sleep, mystery wrapped in the mystery of slumber! + +She sat down in the twilight, waiting till he should wake, watching the +darkness of his hair upon the pillow. + +Some time passed, and presently she heard a noise upon the terrace. She +got up softly, went into the sitting-room, and looked out. Lucrezia was +laying the table for collazione. + +"Is it half-past one already?" she asked. + +"Si, signora." + +"But the padrone is still asleep!" + +"So is Gaspare in the hay. Come and see, signora." + +Lucrezia took Hermione by the hand and led her round the angle of the +cottage. There, under the low roof of the out-house, dressed only in his +shirt and trousers with his brown arms bare and his hair tumbled over his +damp forehead, lay Gaspare on a heap of hay close to Tito, the donkey. +Some hens were tripping and pecking by his legs, and a black cat was +curled up in the hollow of his left armpit. He looked infinitely young, +healthy, and comfortable, like an embodied carelessness that had flung +itself down to its need. + +"I wish I could sleep like that," said Hermione. + +"Signora!" said Lucrezia, shocked. "You in the stable with that white +dress! Mamma mia! And the hens!" + +"Hens, donkey, cat, hay, and all--I should love it. But I'm too old ever +to sleep like that. Don't wake him!" + +Lucrezia was stepping over to Gaspare. + +"And I won't wake the padrone. Let them both sleep. They've been up all +night. I'll eat alone. When they wake we'll manage something for them. +Perhaps they'll sleep till evening, till dinner-time." + +"Gaspare will, signora. He can sleep the clock round when he's tired." + +"And the padrone too, I dare say. All the better." + +She spoke cheerfully, then went to sit down to her solitary meal. + +The letter of Artois was her only company. She read it again as she ate, +and again felt as if it had been written by a man over whom some real +misfortune was impending. The thought of his isolation in that remote +African city pained her warm heart. She compared it with her own +momentary solitude, and chided herself for minding--and she did mind--the +lonely meal. How much she had--everything almost! And Artois, with his +genius, his fame, his liberty--how little he had! An Arab servant for his +companion, while she for hers had Maurice! Her heart glowed with +thankfulness, and, feeling how rich she was, she felt a longing to give +to others--a longing to make every one happy, a longing specially to make +Emile happy. His letter was horribly sad. Each time she looked at it she +was made sad by it, even apprehensive. She remembered their long and +close friendship, how she had sympathized with all his struggles, how she +had been proud of possessing his confidence and of being asked to advise +him on points connected with his work. The past returned to her, kindling +fires in her heart, till she longed to be near him and to shed their +warmth on him. The African sun shone upon him and left him cold, numb. +How wonderful it was, she thought, that the touch of a true friend's +hand, the smile of the eyes of a friend, could succeed where the sun +failed. Sometimes she thought of herself, of all human beings, as +pygmies. Now she felt that she came of a race of giants, whose powers +were illimitable. If only she could be under that palm-tree for a moment +beside Emile, she would be able to test the power she knew was within +her, the glorious power that the sun lacked, to shed light and heat +through a human soul. With an instinctive gesture she stretched out her +hand as if to give Artois the touch he longed for. It encountered only +the air and dropped to her side. She got up with a sigh. + +"Poor old Emile!" she said to herself. "If only I could do something for +him!" + +The thought of Maurice sleeping calmly close to her made her long to say +"Thank you" for her great happiness by performing some action of +usefulness, some action that would help another--Emile for choice--to +happiness, or, at least, to calm. + +This longing was for a moment so keen in her that it was almost like an +unconscious petition, like an unuttered prayer in the heart, "Give me an +opportunity to show my gratitude." + +She stood by the wall for a moment, looking over into the ravine and at +the mountain flank opposite. Etna was startlingly clear to-day. She +fancied that if a fly were to settle upon the snow on its summit she +would be able to see it. The sea was like a mirror in which lay the +reflection of the unclouded sky. It was not far to Africa. She watched a +bird pass towards the sea. Perhaps it was flying to Kairouan, and would +settle at last on one of the white cupolas of the great mosque there, the +Mosque of Djama Kebir. + +What could she do for Emile? She could at least write to him. She could +renew her invitation to him to come to Sicily. + +"Lucrezia!" she called, softly, lest she might waken Maurice. + +"Signora?" said Lucrezia, appearing round the corner of the cottage. + +"Please bring me out a pen and ink and writing-paper, will you?" + +"Si, signora." + +Lucrezia was standing beside Hermione. Now she turned to go into the +house. As she did so she said: + +"Ecco, Antonino from the post-office!" + +"Where?" asked Hermione. + +Lucrezia pointed to a little figure that was moving quickly along the +mountain-path towards the cottage. + +"There, signora. But why should he come? It is not the hour for the post +yet." + +"No. Perhaps it is a telegram. Yes, it must be a telegram." + +She glanced at the letter in her hand. + +"It's a telegram from Africa," she said, as if she knew. + +And at that moment she felt that she did know. + +Lucrezia regarded her with round-eyed amazement. + +"But, signora, how can you--" + +"There, Antonino has disappeared under the trees! We shall see him in a +minute among the rocks. I'll go to meet him." + +And she went quickly to the archway, and looked down the path where the +lizards were darting to and fro in the sunshine. Almost directly Antonino +reappeared, a small boy climbing steadily up the steep pathway, with a +leather bag slung over his shoulder. + +"Antonino!" she called to him. "Is it a telegram?" + +"Si, signora!" he cried out. + +He came up to her, panting, opened the bag, and gave her the folded +paper. + +"Go and get something to drink," she said. "To eat, too, if you're +hungry." + +Antonino ran off eagerly, while Hermione tore open the paper and read +these words in French: + + "Monsieur Artois dangerously ill; fear may not recover; he wished + you to know. + + MAX BERTON, Docteur Medecin, Kairouan." + +Hermione dropped the telegram. She did not feel at all surprised. Indeed, +she felt that she had been expecting almost these very words, telling her +of a tragedy at which the letter she still held in her hand had hinted. +For a moment she stood there without being conscious of any special +sensation. Then she stooped, picked up the telegram, and read it again. +This time it seemed like an answer to that unuttered prayer in her heart: +"Give me an opportunity to show my gratitude." She did not hesitate for +a moment as to what she would do. She would go to Kairouan, to close the +eyes of her friend if he must die, if not to nurse him back to life. + +Antonino was munching some bread and cheese and had one hand round a +glass full of red wine. + +"I'm going to write an answer," she said to him, "and you must run with +it." + +"Si, signora." + +"Was it from Africa, signora?" asked Lucrezia. + +"Yes." + +Lucrezia's jaw fell, and she stared in superstitious amazement. + +"I wonder," Hermione thought, "if Maurice--" + +She went gently to the bedroom. He was still sleeping calmly. His +attitude of luxurious repose, the sound of his quiet breathing, seemed +strange to her eyes and ears at this moment, strange and almost horrible. +For an instant she thought of waking him in order to tell him her news +and consult with him about the journey. It never occurred to her to ask +him whether there should be a journey. But something held her back, as +one is held back from disturbing the slumber of a tired child, and she +returned to the sitting-room, wrote out the following telegram: + + "Shall start for Kairouan at once; wire me Tunisia Palace Hotel, + Tunis, + MADAME DELAREY." + +and sent Antonino with it flying down the hill. Then she got time-tables +and a guide-book of Tunisia, and sat down at her writing-table to make +out the journey; while Lucrezia, conscious that something unusual was +afoot, watched her with solemn eyes. + +Hermione found that she would gain nothing by starting that night. By +leaving early the next morning she would arrive at Trapani in time to +catch a steamer which left at midnight for Tunis, reaching Africa at +nine on the following morning. From Tunis a day's journey by train would +bring her to Kairouan. If the steamer were punctual she might be able to +catch a train immediately on her arrival at Tunis. If not, she would have +to spend one day there. + +Already she felt as if she were travelling. All sense of peace had left +her. She seemed to hear the shriek of engines, the roar of trains in +tunnels and under bridges, to shake with the oscillation of the carriage, +to sway with the dip and rise of the action of the steamer. + +Swiftly, as one in haste, she wrote down times of departure and arrival: +Cattaro to Messina, Messina to Palermo, Palermo to Trapani, Trapani to +Tunis, Tunis to Kairouan, with the price of the ticket--a return ticket. +When that was done and she had laid down her pen, she began for the first +time to realize the change a morsel of paper had made in her life, to +realize the fact of the closeness of her new knowledge of what was and +what was coming to Maurice's ignorance. The travelling sensation within +her, an intense interior restlessness, made her long for action, for some +ardent occupation in which the body could take part. She would have liked +to begin at once to pack, but all her things were in the bedroom where +Maurice was sleeping. Would he sleep forever? She longed for him to wake, +but she would not wake him. Everything could be packed in an hour. There +was no reason to begin now. But how could she remain just sitting there +in the great tranquillity of this afternoon of spring, looking at the +long, calm line of Etna rising from the sea, while Emile, perhaps, lay +dying? + +She got up, went once more to the terrace, and began to pace up and down +under the awning. She had not told Lucrezia that she was going on the +morrow. Maurice must know first. What would he say? How would he take it? +And what would he do? Even in the midst of her now growing sorrow--for +at first she had hardly felt sorry, had hardly felt anything but that +intense restlessness which still possessed her--she was preoccupied with +that. She meant, when he woke, to give him the telegram, and say simply +that she must go at once to Artois. That was all. She would not ask, hint +at anything else. She would just tell Maurice that she could not leave +her dearest friend to die alone in an African city, tended only by an +Arab, and a doctor who came to earn his fee. + +And Maurice--what would he say? What would he--do? + +If only he would wake! There was something terrible to her in the +contrast between his condition and hers at this moment. + +And what ought she to do if Maurice--? + +She broke off short in her mental arrangement of possible happenings when +Maurice should wake. + +The afternoon waned and still he slept. As she watched the light changing +on the sea, growing softer, more wistful, and the long outline of Etna +becoming darker against the sky, Hermione felt a sort of unreasonable +despair taking possession of her. So few hours of the day were left now, +and on the morrow this Sicilian life--a life that had been ideal--must +come to an end for a time, and perhaps forever. The abruptness of the +blow which had fallen had wakened in her sensitive heart a painful, +almost an exaggerated sense of the uncertainty of the human fate. It +seemed to her that the joy which had been hers in these tranquil Sicilian +days, a joy more perfect than any she had conceived of, was being broken +off short, as if it could never be renewed. With her anxiety for her +friend mingled another anxiety, more formless, but black and horrible in +its vagueness. + +"If this should be our last day together in Sicily!" she thought, as she +watched the light softening among the hills and the shadows of the +olive-trees lengthening upon the ground. + +"If this should be our last night together in the house of the priest!" + +It seemed to her that even with Maurice in another place she could never +know again such perfect peace and joy, and her heart ached at the thought +of leaving it. + +"To-morrow!" she thought. "Only a few hours and this will all be over!" + +It seemed almost incredible. She felt that she could not realize it +thoroughly and yet that she realized it too much, as in a nightmare one +seems to feel both less and more than in any tragedy of a wakeful hour. + +A few hours and it would all be over--and through those hours Maurice +slept. + +The twilight was falling when he stirred, muttered some broken words, and +opened his eyes. He heard no sound, and thought it was early morning. + +"Hermione!" he said, softly. + +Then he lay still for a moment and remembered. + +"By Jove! it must be long past time for dejeuner!" he thought. + +He sprang up and put his head into the sitting-room. + +"Hermione!" he called. + +"Yes," she answered, from the terrace. + +"What's the time?" + +"Nearly dinner-time." + +He burst out laughing. + +"Didn't you think I was going to sleep forever?" he said. + +"Almost," her voice said. + +He wondered a little why she did not come to him, but only answered him +from a distance. + +"I'll dress and be out in a moment," he called. + +"All right!" + +Now that Maurice was awake at last, Hermione's grief at the lost +afternoon became much more acute, but she was determined to conceal it. +She remained where she was just then because she had been startled by the +sound of her husband's voice, and was not sure of her power of +self-control. When, a few minutes later, he came out upon the terrace +with a half-amused, half-apologetic look on his face, she felt safer. She +resolved to waste no time, but to tell him at once. + +"Maurice," she said, "while you've been sleeping I've been living very +fast and travelling very far." + +"How, Hermione? What do you mean?" he asked, sitting down by the wall and +looking at her with eyes that still held shadows of sleep. + +"Something's happened to-day that's--that's going to alter everything." + +He looked astonished. + +"Why, how grave you are! But what? What could happen here?" + +"This came." + +She gave him the doctor's telegram. He read it slowly aloud. + +"Artois!" he said. "Poor fellow! And out there in Africa all alone!" + +He stopped speaking, looked at her, then leaned forward, put his arm +round her shoulder, and kissed her gently. + +"I'm awfully sorry for you, Hermione," he said. "Awfully sorry, I know +how you must be feeling. When did it come?" + +"Some hours ago." + +"And I've been sleeping! I feel a brute." + +He kissed her again. + +"Why didn't you wake me?" + +"Just to share a grief? That would have been horrid of me, Maurice!" + +He looked again at the telegram. + +"Did you wire?" he asked. + +"Yes." + +"Of course. Perhaps to-morrow, or in a day or two, we shall have better +news, that he's turned the corner. He's a strong man, Hermione; he ought +to recover. I believe he'll recover." + +"Maurice," she said. "I want to tell you something." + +"What, dear?" + +"I feel I must--I can't wait here for news." + +"But then--what will you do?" + +"While you've been sleeping I've been looking out trains." + +"Trains! You don't mean--" + +"I must start for Kairouan to-morrow morning. Read this, too." + +And she gave him Emile's letter. + +"Doesn't that make you feel his loneliness?" she said, when he had +finished it. "And think of it now--now when perhaps he knows that he is +dying." + +"You are going away," he said--"going away from here!" + +His voice sounded as if he could not believe it. + +"To-morrow morning!" he added, more incredulously. + +"If I waited I might be too late." + +She was watching him with intent eyes, in which there seemed to flame a +great anxiety. + +"You know what friends we've been," she continued. "Don't you think I +ought to go?" + +"I--perhaps--yes, I see how you feel. Yes, I see. But"--he got up--"to +leave here to-morrow! I felt as if--almost as if we'd been here always +and should live here for the rest of our lives." + +"I wish to Heaven we could!" she exclaimed, her voice changing. "Oh, +Maurice, if you knew how dreadful it is to me to go!" + +"How far is Kairouan?" + +"If I catch the train at Tunis I can be there the day after to-morrow." + +"And you are going to nurse him, of course?" + +"Yes, if--if I'm in time. Now I ought to pack before dinner." + +"How beastly!" he said, just like a boy. "How utterly beastly! I don't +feel as if I could believe it all. But you--what a trump you are, +Hermione! To leave this and travel all that way--not one woman in a +hundred would do it." + +"Wouldn't you for a friend?" + +"I!" he said, simply. "I don't know whether I understand friendship as +you do. I've had lots of friends, of course, but one seemed to me very +like another, as long as they were jolly." + +"How Sicilian!" she thought. + +She had heard Gaspare speak of his boy friends in much the same way. + +"Emile is more to me than any one in the world but you," she said. + +Her voice changed, faltered on the last word, and she walked along the +terrace to the sitting-room window. + +"I must pack now," she said. "Then we can have one more quiet time +together after dinner." + +Her last words seemed to strike him, for he followed her, and as she was +going into the bedroom, he said: + +"Perhaps--why shouldn't I--" + +But then he stopped. + +"Yes, Maurice!" she said, quickly. + +"Where's Gaspare?" he asked. "We'll make him help with the packing. But +you won't take much, will you? It'll only be for a few days, I suppose." + +"Who knows?" + +"Gaspare! Gaspare!" he called. + +"Che vuole?" answered a sleepy voice. + +"Come here." + +In a moment a languid figure appeared round the corner. Maurice explained +matters. Instantly Gaspare became a thing of quicksilver. He darted to +help Hermione. Every nerve seemed quivering to be useful. + +"And the signore?" he said, presently, as he carried a trunk into the +room. + +"The signore!" said Hermione. + +"Is he going, too?" + +"No, no!" said Hermione, swiftly. + +She put her finger to her lips. Delarey was just coming into the room. + +Gaspare said no more, but he shot a curious glance from padrona to +padrone as he knelt down to lay some things in the trunk. + +By dinner-time Hermione's preparations were completed. The one trunk she +meant to take was packed. How hateful it looked standing there in the +white room with the label hanging from the handle! She washed her face +and hands in cold water, and came out onto the terrace where the +dinner-table was laid. It was a warm, still night, like the night of the +fishing, and the moon hung low in a clear sky. + +"How exquisite it is here!" she said to Maurice, as they sat down. "We +are in the very heart of calm, majestic calm. Look at that one star over +Etna, and the outlines of the hills and of that old castle--" + +She stopped. + +"It brings a lump into my throat," she said, after a little pause. "It's +too beautiful and too still to-night." + +"I love being here," he said. + +They ate their dinner in silence for some time. Presently Maurice began +to crumble his bread. + +"Hermione," he said. "Look here--" + +"Yes, Maurice." + +"I've been thinking--of course I scarcely know Artois, and I could be of +no earthly use, but I've been thinking whether it would not be better for +me to come to Kairouan with you." + +For a moment Hermione's rugged face was lit up by a fire of joy that +made her look beautiful. Maurice went on crumbling his bread. + +"I didn't say anything at first," he continued, "because I--well, somehow +I felt so fixed here, almost part of the place, and I had never thought +of going till it got too hot, and especially not now, when the best time +is only just beginning. And then it all came so suddenly. I was still +more than half asleep, too, I believe," he added, with a little laugh, +"when you told me. But now I've had time, and--why shouldn't I come, too, +to look after you?" + +As he went on speaking the light in Hermione's face flickered and died +out. It was when he laughed that it vanished quite away. + +"Thank you, Maurice," she said, quietly. "Thank you, dear. I should love +to have you with me, but it would be a shame!" + +"Why?" + +"Why? Why--the best time here is only just beginning, as you say. It +would be selfish to drag you across the sea to a sick-bed, or perhaps to +a death-bed." + +"But the journey?" + +"Oh, I am accustomed to being a lonely woman. Think how short a time +we've been married! I've nearly always travelled alone." + +"Yes, I know," he said. "Of course there's no danger. I didn't mean that, +only--" + +"Only you were ready to be unselfish," she said. "Bless you for it. But +this time I want to be unselfish. You must stay here to keep house, and +I'll come back the first moment I can--the very first. Let's try to think +of that--of the day when I come up the mountain again to my--to our +garden of paradise. All the time I'm away I shall pray for the moment +when I see these columns of the terrace above me, and the geraniums, +and--and the white wall of our little--home." + +She stopped. Then she added: + +"And you." + +"Yes," he said. "But you won't see me on the terrace." + +"Why not?" + +"Because, of course, I shall come to the station to meet you. That day +will be a festa." + +She said nothing more. Her heart was very full, and of conflicting +feelings and of voices that spoke in contradiction one of another. One or +two of these voices she longed to hush to silence, but they were +persistent. Then she tried not to listen to what they were saying. But +they were pitilessly distinct. + +Dinner was soon over, and Gaspare came to clear away. His face was very +grave, even troubled. He did not like this abrupt departure of his +padrona. + +"You will come back, signora?" he said, as he drew away the cloth and +prepared to fold up the table and carry it in-doors. + +Hermione managed to laugh. + +"Why, of course, Gaspare! Did you think I was going away forever?" + +"Africa is a long way off." + +"Only nine hours from Trapani. I may be back very soon. Will you forget +me?" + +"Did I forget my padrona when she was in England?" the boy replied, his +expressive face suddenly hardening and his great eyes glittering with +sullen fires. + +Hermione quickly laid her hand on his. + +"I was only laughing. You know your padrona trusts you to remember her as +she remembers you." + +Gaspare lifted up her hand quickly, kissed it, and hurried away, lifting +his own hand to his eyes. + +"These Sicilians know how to make one love them," said Hermione, with a +little catch in her voice. "I believe that boy would die for me if +necessary." + +"I'm sure he would," said Maurice. "But one doesn't find a padrona like +you every day." + +"Let us walk to the arch," she said. "I must take my last look at the +mountains with you." + +Beyond the archway there was a large, flat rock, a natural seat from +which could be seen a range of mountains that was invisible from the +terrace. Hermione often sat on this rock alone, looking at the distant +peaks, whose outlines stirred her imagination like a wild and barbarous +music. Now she drew down Maurice beside her and kept his hand in hers. +She was thinking of many things, among others of the little episode that +had just taken place with Gaspare. His outburst of feeling, like fire +bursting up through a suddenly opened fissure in the crust of the earth, +had touched her and something more. It had comforted her, and removed +from her a shadowy figure that had been approaching her, the figure of a +fear. She fixed her eyes on the mountains, dark under the silver of the +moon. + +"Maurice," she said. "Do you often try to read people?" + +The pleasant look of almost deprecating modesty that Artois had noticed +on the night when they dined together in London came to Delarey's face. + +"I don't know that I do, Hermione," he said. "Is it easy?" + +"I think--I'm thinking it especially to-night--that it is horribly +difficult. One's imagination seizes hold of trifles, and magnifies them +and distorts them. From little things, little natural things, one +deduces--I mean one takes a midget and makes of it a monster. How one +ought to pray to see clear in people one loves! It's very strange, but I +think that sometimes, just because one loves, one is ready to be afraid, +to doubt, to exaggerate, to think a thing is gone when it is there. In +friendship one is more ready to give things their proper value--perhaps +because everything is of less value. Do you know that to-night I realize +for the first time the enormous difference there is between the love one +gives in love and the love one gives in friendship?" + +"Why, Hermione?" he asked, simply. + +He was looking a little puzzled, but still reverential. + +"I love Emile as a friend. You know that." + +"Yes. Would you go to Kairouan if you didn't?" + +"If he were to die it would be a great sorrow, a great loss to me. I pray +that he may live. And yet--" + +Suddenly she took his other hand in hers. + +"Oh, Maurice, I've been thinking to-day, I'm thinking now--suppose it +were you who lay ill, perhaps dying! Oh, the difference in my feeling, in +my dread! If you were to be taken from me, the gap in my life! There +would be nothing--nothing left." + +He put his arm round her, and was going to speak, but she went on: + +"And if you were to be taken from me how terrible it would be to feel +that I'd ever had one unkind thought of you, that I'd ever misinterpreted +one look or word or action of yours, that I'd ever, in my egoism or my +greed, striven to thwart one natural impulse of yours, or to force you +into travesty away from simplicity! Don't--don't ever be unnatural or +insincere with me, Maurice, even for a moment, even for fear of hurting +me. Be always yourself, be the boy that you still are and that I love you +for being." + +She put her head on his shoulder, and he felt her body trembling. + +"I think I'm always natural with you," he said. + +"You're as natural as Gaspare. Only once, and--and that was my fault, I +know; but you mean so much to me, everything, and your honesty with me is +like God walking with me." + +She lifted her head and stood up. + +"Please God we'll have many more nights together here," she said--"many +more blessed, blessed nights. The stillness of the hills is like all the +truth of the world, sifted from the falsehood and made into one beautiful +whole. Oh, Maurice, there is a Heaven on earth--when two people love +each other in the midst of such a silence as this." + +They went slowly back through the archway to the terrace. Far below them +the sea gleamed delicately, almost like a pearl. In the distance, +towering above the sea, the snow of Etna gleamed more coldly, with a +bleaker purity, a suggestion of remote mysteries and of untrodden +heights. Above the snow of Etna shone the star of evening. Beside the sea +shone the little light in the house of the sirens. + +And as they stood for a moment before the cottage in the deep silence of +the night, Hermione looked up at the star above the snow. But Maurice +looked down at the little light beside the sea. + + + +IX + +Only when Hermione was gone, when the train from which she waved her hand +had vanished along the line that skirted the sea, and he saw Gaspare +winking away two tears that were about to fall on his brown cheeks, did +Maurice begin to realize the largeness of the change that fate had +wrought in his Sicilian life. He realized it more sharply when he had +climbed the mountain and stood once more upon the terrace before the +house of the priest. Hermione's personality was so strong, so aboundingly +vital, that its withdrawal made an impression such as that made by an +intense silence suddenly succeeding a powerful burst of music. Just at +first Maurice felt startled, almost puzzled like a child, inclined to +knit his brows and stare with wide eyes and wonder what could be going to +happen to him in a world that was altered. Now he was conscious of being +far away from the land where he had been born and brought up, conscious +of it as he had not been before, even on his first day in Sicily. He did +not feel an alien. He had no sensation of exile. But he felt, as he had +not felt when with Hermione, the glory of this world of sea and +mountains, of olive-trees and vineyards, the strangeness of its great +welcome to him, the magic of his readiness to give himself to it. + +He had been like a dancing faun in the sunshine and the moonlight of +Sicily. Now, for a moment, he stood still, very still, and watched and +listened, and was grave, and was aware of himself, the figure in the +foreground of a picture that was marvellous. + +The enthusiasm of Hermione for Sicily, the flood of understanding of it, +and feeling for it that she had poured out in the past days of spring, +instead of teaching Maurice to see and to feel, seemed to have kept him +back from the comprehension to which they had been meant to lead him. +With Hermione, the watcher, he had been but as a Sicilian, another +Gaspare in a different rank of life. Without Hermione he was Gaspare and +something more. It was as if he still danced in the tarantella, but had +now for the moment the power to stand and watch his performance and see +that it was wonderful. + +This was just at first, in the silence that followed the music. + +He gazed at Etna, and thought: "How extraordinary that I'm living up here +on a mountain and looking at the smoke from Etna, and that there's no +English-speaking person here but me!" He looked at Gaspare and at +Lucrezia, and thought: "What a queer trio of companions we are! How +strange and picturesque those two would look in England, how different +they are from the English, and yet how at home with them I feel! By Jove, +it's wonderful!" And then he was thrilled by a sense of romance, of +adventure, that had never been his when his English wife was there beside +him, calling his mind to walk with hers, his heart to beat with hers, +calling with the great sincerity of a very perfect love. + +"The poor signora!" said Gaspare. "I saw her beginning to cry when the +train went away. She loves my country and cannot bear to leave it. She +ought to live here always, as I do." + +"Courage, Gaspare!" said Maurice, putting his hand on the boy's shoulder. +"She'll come back very soon." + +Gaspare lifted his hand to his eyes, then drew out a red-and-yellow +handkerchief with "Caro mio" embroidered on it and frankly wiped them. + +"The poor signora!" he repeated. "She did not like to leave us." + +"Let's think of her return," said Maurice. + +He turned away suddenly from the terrace and went into the house. + +When he was there, looking at the pictures and books, at the open piano +with some music on it, at a piece of embroidery with a needle stuck +through the half-finished petal of a flower, he began to feel deserted. +The day was before him. What was he going to do? What was there for him +to do? For a moment he felt what he would have called "stranded." He was +immensely accustomed to Hermione, and her splendid vitality of mind and +body filled up the interstices of a day with such ease that one did not +notice that interstices existed, or think they could exist. Her physical +health and her ardent mind worked hand-in-hand to create around her an +atmosphere into which boredom could not come, yet from which bustle was +excluded. Maurice felt the silence within the house to be rather dreary +than peaceful. He touched the piano, endeavoring to play with one finger +the tune of "O sole mio!" He took up two or three books, pulled the +needle out of Hermione's embroidery, then stuck it in again. The feeling +of loss began to grow upon him. Oddly enough, he thought, he had not felt +it very strongly at the station when the train ran out. Nor had it been +with him upon the terrace. There he had been rather conscious of change +than of loss--of change that was not without excitement. But now--He +began to think of the days ahead of him with a faint apprehension. + +"But I'll live out-of-doors," he said to himself. "It's only in the house +that I feel bad like this. I'll live out-of-doors and take lots of +exercise, and I shall be all right." + +He had again taken up a book, almost without knowing it, and now, holding +it in his hand, he went to the head of the steps leading to the terrace +and looked out. Gaspare was sitting by the wall with a very dismal face. +He stared silently at his master for a minute. Then he said: + +"The signora should have taken us with her to Africa. It would have been +better." + +"It was impossible, Gaspare," Maurice said, rather hastily. "She is going +to a poor signore who is ill." + +"I know." + +The boy paused for a moment. Then he said: + +"Is the signore her brother?" + +"Her brother! No." + +"Is he a relation?" + +"No." + +"Is he very old?" + +"Certainly not." + +Gaspare repeated: + +"The signora should have taken us with her to Africa." + +This time he spoke with a certain doggedness. Maurice, he scarcely knew +why, felt slightly uncomfortable and longed to create a diversion. He +looked at the book he was holding in his hand and saw that it was _The +Thousand and One Nights_, in Italian. He wanted to do something definite, +to distract his thoughts--more than ever now after his conversation with +Gaspare. An idea occurred to him. + +"Come under the oak-trees, Gaspare," he said, "and I'll read to you. It +will be a lesson in accent. You shall be my professore." + +"Si, signore." + +The response was listless, and Gaspare followed his master with listless +footsteps down the little path that led to the grove of oak-trees that +grew among giant rocks, on which the lizards were basking. + +"There are stories of Africa in this book," said Maurice, opening it. + +Gaspare looked more alert. + +"Of where the signora will be?" + +"Chi lo sa?" + +He lay down on the warm ground, set his back against a rock, opened the +book at hazard, and began to read slowly and carefully, while Gaspare, +stretched on the grass, listened, with his chin in the palm of his hand. +The story was of the fisherman and the Genie who was confined in a +casket, and soon Gaspare was entirely absorbed by it. He kept his +enormous brown eyes fixed upon Maurice's face, and moved his lips, +silently forming, after him, the words of the tale. When it was finished +he said: + +"I should not like to be kept shut up like that, signore. If I could not +be free I would kill myself. I will always be free." + +He stretched himself on the warm ground like a young animal, then added: + +"I shall not take a wife--ever." + +Maurice shut the book and stretched himself, too, then moved away from +the rock, and lay at full length with his hands clasped behind his head +and his eyes, nearly shut, fixed upon the glimmer of the sea. + +"Why not, Gasparino?" + +"Because if one has a wife one is not free." + +"Hm!" + +"If I had a wife I should be like the Mago Africano when he was shut up +in the box." + +"And I?" Maurice said, suddenly sitting up. "What about me?" + +For the first time it seemed to occur to Gaspare that he was speaking to +a married man. He sat up, too. + +"Oh, but you--you are a signore and rich. It is different. I am poor. I +shall have many loves, first one and then another, but I shall never take +a wife. My father wishes me to when I have finished the military service, +but"--and he laughed at his own ingenious comparison--"I am like the Mago +Africano when he was let out of the casket. I am free, and I will never +let myself be stoppered-up as he did. Per Dio!" + +Suddenly Maurice frowned. + +"It isn't like--" he began. + +Then he stopped. The lines in his forehead disappeared, and he laughed. + +"I am pretty free here, too," he said. "At least, I feel so." + +The dreariness that had come upon him inside the cottage had disappeared +now that he was in the open air. As he looked down over the sloping +mountain flank--dotted with trees near him, but farther away bare and +sunbaked--to the sea with its magic coast-line, that seemed to promise +enchantments to wilful travellers passing by upon the purple waters, as +he turned his eyes to the distant plain with its lemon groves, its +winding river, its little vague towns of narrow houses from which thin +trails of smoke went up, and let them journey on to the great, smoking +mountain lifting its snows into the blue, and its grave, not insolent, +panache, he felt an immense sense of happy-go-lucky freedom with the +empty days before him. His intellect was loose like a colt on a prairie. +There was no one near to catch it, to lead it to any special object, to +harness it and drive it onward in any fixed direction. He need no longer +feel respect for a cleverness greater than his own, or try to understand +subtleties of thought and sensation that were really outside of his +capacities. He did not say this to himself, but whence sprang this new +and dancing feeling of emancipation that was coming upon him? Why did he +remember the story he had just been reading, and think of himself for a +moment as a Genie emerging cloudily into the light of day from a narrow +prison which had been sunk beneath the sea? Why? For, till now, he had +never had any consciousness of imprisonment. One only becomes conscious +of some things when one is freed from them. Maurice's happy efforts to +walk on the heights with the enthusiasms of Hermione had surely never +tired him, but rather braced him. Yet, left alone with peasants, with +Lucrezia and Gaspare, there was something in him, some part of his +nature, which began to frolic like a child let out of school. He felt +more utterly at his ease than he had ever felt before. With these +peasants he could let his mind be perfectly lazy. To them he seemed +instructed, almost a god of knowledge. + +Suddenly Maurice laughed, showing his white teeth. He stretched up his +arms to the blue heaven and the sun that sent its rays filtering down to +him through the leaves of the oak-trees, and he laughed again gently. + +"What is it, signore?" + +"It is good to live, Gaspare. It is good to be young out here on the +mountain-side, and to send learning and problems and questions of +conscience to the devil. After all, real life is simple enough if only +you'll let it be. I believe the complications of life, half of them, and +its miseries too, more than half of them, are the inventions of the +brains of the men and women we call clever. They can't let anything +alone. They bother about themselves and everybody else. By Jove, if you +knew how they talk about life in London! They'd make you think it was the +most complicated, rotten, intriguing business imaginable; all +misunderstandings and cross-purposes, and the Lord knows what. But it +isn't. It's jolly simple, or it can be. Here we are, you and I, and we +aren't at loggerheads, and we've got enough to eat and a pair of boots +apiece, and the sun, and the sea, and old Etna behaving nicely--and what +more do we want?" + +"Signore--" + +"Well?" + +"I don't understand English." + +"Mamma mia!" Delarey roared with laughter. "And I've been talking +English. Well, Gaspare, I can't say it in Sicilian--can I? Let's see." + +He thought a minute. Then he said: + +"It's something like this. Life is simple and splendid if you let it +alone. But if you worry it--well, then, like a dog, it bites you." + +He imitated a dog biting. Gaspare nodded seriously. + +"Mi piace la vita," he remarked, calmly. + +"E anche mi piace a me," said Maurice. "Now I'll give you a lesson in +English, and when the signora comes back you can talk to her." + +"Si, signore." + +The afternoon had gone in a flash. Evening came while they were still +under the oak-trees, and the voice of Lucrezia was heard calling from the +terrace, with the peculiar baaing intonation that is characteristic of +southern women of the lower classes. + +Gaspare baaed ironically in reply. + +"It isn't dinner-time already?" said Maurice, getting up reluctantly. + +"Yes, meester sir, eef you pleesi," said Gaspare, with conscious pride. +"We go way." + +"Bravo. Well, I'm getting hungry." + +As Maurice sat alone at dinner on the terrace, while Gaspare and Lucrezia +ate and chattered in the kitchen, he saw presently far down below the +shining of the light in the house of the sirens. It came out when the +stars came out, this tiny star of the sea. He felt a little lonely as he +sat there eating all by himself, and when the light was kindled near the +water, that lay like a dream waiting to be sweetly disturbed by the moon, +he was pleased as by the greeting of a friend. The light was company. He +watched it while he ate. It was a friendly light, more friendly than the +light of the stars to him. For he connected it with earthly +things--things a man could understand. He imagined Maddalena in the +cottage where he had slept preparing the supper for Salvatore, who was +presently going off to sea to spear fish, or net them, or take them with +lines for the market on the morrow. There was bread and cheese on the +table, and the good red wine that could harm nobody, wine that had all +the laughter of the sun-rays in it. And the cottage door was open to the +sea. The breeze came in and made the little lamp that burned beneath the +Madonna flicker. He saw the big, white bed, and the faces of the saints, +of the actresses, of the smiling babies that had watched him while he +slept. And he saw the face of his peasant hostess, the face he had kissed +in the dawn, ere he ran down among the olive-trees to plunge into the +sea. He saw the eyes that were like black jewels, the little feathers of +gold in the hair about her brow. She was a pretty, simple girl. He liked +the look of curiosity in her eyes. To her he was something touched with +wonder, a man from a far-off land. Yet she was at ease with him and he +with her. That drop of Sicilian blood in his veins was worth something to +him in this isle of the south. It made him one with so much, with the +sunburned sons of the hills and of the sea-shore, with the sunburned +daughters of the soil. It made him one with them--or more--one of them. +He had had a kiss from Sicily now--a kiss in the dawn by the sea, from +lips fresh with the sea wind and warm with the life that is young. And +what had it meant to him? He had taken it carelessly with a laugh. He had +washed it from his lips in the sea. Now he remembered it, and, in +thought, he took the kiss again, but more slowly, more seriously. And he +took it at evening, at the coming of night, instead of at dawn, at the +coming of day--his kiss from Sicily. + +He took it at evening. + +He had finished dinner now, and he pushed back his chair and drew a cigar +from his pocket. Then he struck a match. As he was putting it to the +cigar he looked again towards the sea and saw the light. + +"Damn!" + +"Signore!" + +Gaspare came running. + +"I didn't call, Gaspare, I only said 'Mamma mia!' because I burned my +fingers." + +He struck another match and lit the cigar. + +"Signore--" Gaspare began, and stopped. + +"Yes? What is it?" + +"Signore, I--Lucrezia, you know, has relatives at Castel Vecchio." + +Castel Vecchio was the nearest village, perched on the hill-top opposite, +twenty minutes' walk from the cottage. + +"Ebbene?" + +"Ebbene, signorino, to-night there is a festa in their house. It is the +festa of Pancrazio, her cousin. Sebastiano will be there to play, and +they will dance, and--" + +"Lucrezia wants to go?" + +"Si, signore, but she is afraid to ask." + +"Afraid! Of course she can go, she must go. Tell her. But at night can +she come back alone?" + +"Signore, I am invited, but I said--I did not like the first evening that +the padrona is away--if you would come they would take it as a great +honor." + +"Go, Gaspare, take Lucrezia, and bring her back safely." + +"And you, signore?" + +"I would come, too, but I think a stranger would spoil the festa." + +"Oh no, signore, on the contrary--" + +"I know--you think I shall be sad alone." + +"Si, signore." + +"You are good to think of your padrone, but I shall be quite content. You +go with Lucrezia and come back as late as you like. Tell Lucrezia! Off +with you!" + +Gaspare hesitated no longer. In a few minutes he had put on his best +clothes and a soft hat, and stuck a large, red rose above each ear. He +came to say good-bye with Lucrezia on his arm. Her head was wrapped in a +brilliant yellow-and-white shawl with saffron-colored fringes. They went +off together laughing and skipping down the stony path like two children. + +When their footsteps died away Delarey, who had walked to the archway to +see them off, returned slowly to the terrace and began to pace up and +down, puffing at his cigar. The silence was profound. The rising moon +cast its pale beams upon the white walls of the cottage, the white seats +of the terrace. There was no wind. The leaves of the oaks and the +olive-trees beneath the wall were motionless. Nothing stirred. Above the +cottage the moonlight struck on the rocks, showed the nakedness of the +mountain-side. A curious sense of solitude, such as he had never known +before, took possession of Delarey. It did not make him feel sad at +first, but only emancipated, free as he had never yet felt free, like one +free in a world that was curiously young, curiously unfettered by any +chains of civilization, almost savagely, primitively free. So might an +animal feel ranging to and fro in a land where man had not set foot. But +he was an animal without its mate in the wonderful breathless night. And +the moonlight grew about him as he walked, treading softly he scarce knew +why, to and fro, to and fro. + +Hermione was nearing the coast now. Soon she would be on board the +steamer and on her way across the sea to Africa. She would be on her way +to Africa--and to Artois. + +Delarey recalled his conversation with Gaspare, when the boy had asked +him whether Artois was Hermione's brother, or a relation, or whether he +was old. He remembered Gaspare's intonation when he said, almost sternly, +"The signora should have taken us with her to Africa." Evidently he was +astonished. Why? It must have been because he--Delarey--had let his wife +go to visit a man in a distant city alone. Sicilians did not understand +certain things. He had realized his own freedom--now he began to realize +Hermione's. How quickly she had made up her mind. While he was sleeping +she had decided everything. She had even looked out the trains. It had +never occurred to her to ask him what to do. And she had not asked him to +go with her. Did he wish she had? + +A new feeling began to stir within him, unreasonable, absurd. It had come +to him with the night and his absolute solitude in the night. It was not +anger as yet. It was a faint, dawning sense of injury, but so faint that +it did not rouse, but only touched gently, almost furtively, some spirit +drowsing within him, like a hand that touches, then withdraws itself, +then steals forward to touch again. + +He began to walk a little faster up and down, always keeping along the +terrace wall. + +He was primitive man to-night, and primitive feelings were astir in him. +He had not known he possessed them, yet he--the secret soul of him--did +not shrink from them in any surprise. To something in him, some part of +him, they came as things not unfamiliar. + +Suppose he had shown surprise at Hermione's project? Suppose he had asked +her not to go? Suppose he had told her not to go? What would she have +said? What would she have done? He had never thought of objecting to this +journey, but he might have objected. Many a man would have objected. This +was their honeymoon--hers and his. To many it would seem strange that a +wife should leave her husband during their honeymoon, to travel across +the sea to another man, a friend, even if he were ill, perhaps dying. He +did not doubt Hermione. No one who knew her as he did could doubt her, +yet nevertheless, now that he was quite companionless in the night, he +felt deserted, he felt as if every one else were linked with life, while +he stood entirely alone. Hermione was travelling to her friend. Lucrezia +and Gaspare had gone to their festa, to dance, to sing, to joke, to make +merry, to make love--who knew? Down in the village the people were +gossiping at one another's doors, were lounging together in the piazza, +were playing cards in the caffes, were singing and striking the guitars +under the pepper-trees bathed in the rays of the moon. And he--what was +there for him in this night that woke up desires for joy, for the +sweetness of the life that sings in the passionate aisles of the south? + +He stood still by the wall. Two or three lights twinkled on the height +where Castel Vecchio perched clinging to its rock above the sea. +Sebastiano was there setting his lips to the ceramella, and shooting bold +glances of tyrannical love at Lucrezia out of his audacious eyes. The +peasants, dressed in their gala clothes, were forming in a circle for the +country dance. The master of the ceremonies was shouting out his commands +in bastard French: "Tournez!" "A votre place!" "Prenez la donne!" "Dansez +toutes!" Eyes were sparkling, cheeks were flushing, lips were parting as +gay activity created warmth in bodies and hearts. Then would come the +tarantella, with Gaspare spinning like a top and tripping like a Folly in +a veritable madness of movement. And as the night wore on the dance would +become wilder, the laughter louder, the fire of jokes more fierce. +Healths would be drunk with clinking glasses, brindisi shouted, tricks +played. Cards would be got out. There would be a group intent on "Scopa," +another calling "Mi staio!" "Carta da vente!" throwing down the soldi and +picking them up greedily in "Sette e mezzo." Stories would be told, bets +given and taken. The smoke would curl up from the long, black cigars the +Sicilians love. Dark-browed men and women, wild-haired boys, and girls in +gay shawls, with great rings swinging from their ears, would give +themselves up as only southerners can to the joy of the passing moment, +forgetting poverty, hardship, and toil, grinding taxation, all the cares +and the sorrows that encompass the peasant's life, forgetting the flight +of the hours, forgetting everything in the passion of the festa, the +dedication of all their powers to the laughing worship of fun. + +Yes, the passing hour would be forgotten. That was certain. It would be +dawn ere Lucrezia and Gaspare returned. + +Delarey's cigar was burned to a stump. He took it from his lips and threw +it with all his force over the wall towards the sea. Then he put his +hands on the wall and leaned over it, fixing his eyes on the sea. The +sense of injury grew in him. He resented the joys of others in this +beautiful night, and he felt as if all the world were at a festa, as if +all the world were doing wonderful things in the wonderful night, while +he was left solitary to eat out his heart beneath the moon. He did not +reason against his feelings and tell himself they were absurd. The +dancing faun does not reason in his moments of ennui. He rebels. Delarey +rebelled. + +He had been invited to the festa and he had refused to go--almost eagerly +he had refused. Why? There had been something secret in his mind which +had prompted him. He had said--and even to himself--that he did not go +lest his presence might bring a disturbing element into the peasants' +gayety. But was that his reason? + +Leaning over the wall he looked down upon the sea. The star that seemed +caught in the sea smiled at him, summoned him. Its gold was like the +gold, the little feathers of gold in the dark hair of a Sicilian girl +singing the song of the May beside the sea: + + "Maju torna, maju veni + Cu li belli soi ciureri--" + +He tried to hum the tune, but it had left his memory. He longed to hear +it once more under the olive-trees of the Sirens' Isle. + +Again his thought went to Hermione. Very soon she would be out there, far +out on the silver of the sea. Had she wanted him to go with her? He knew +that she had. Yet she had not asked him to go, had not hinted at his +going. Even she had refused to let him go. And he had not pressed it. +Something had held him back from insisting, something secret, and +something secret had kept her from accepting his suggestion. She was +going to her greatest friend, to the man she had known intimately, long +before she had known him--Delarey--and he was left alone. In England he +had never had a passing moment of jealousy of Artois; but now, to-night, +mingled with his creeping resentment against the joys of the peasants, of +those not far from him under the moon of Sicily, there was a sensation of +jealousy which came from the knowledge that his wife was travelling to +her friend. That friend might be dead, or she might nurse him back to +life. Delarey thought of her by his bedside, ministering to him, +performing the intimate offices of the attendant on a sick man, raising +him up on his pillows, putting a cool hand on his burning forehead, +sitting by him at night in the silence of a shadowy room, and quite +alone. + +He thought of all this, and the Sicilian that was in him grew suddenly +hot with a burning sense of anger, a burning desire for action, +preventive or revengeful. It was quite unreasonable, as unreasonable as +the vagrant impulse of a child, but it was strong as the full-grown +determination of a man. Hermione had belonged to him. She was his. And +the old Sicilian blood in him protested against that which would be if +Artois were still alive when she reached Africa. + +But it was too late now. He could do nothing. He could only look at the +shining sea on which the ship would bear her that very night. + +His inaction and solitude began to torture him. If he went in he knew he +could not sleep. The mere thought of the festa would prevent him from +sleeping. Again he looked at the lights of Castel Vecchio. He saw only +one now, and imagined it set in the window of Pancrazio's house. He even +fancied that down the mountain-side and across the ravine there floated +to him the faint wail of the ceramella playing a dance measure. + +Suddenly he knew that he could not remain all night alone on the +mountain-side. + +He went quickly into the cottage, got his soft hat, then went from room +to room, closing the windows and barring the wooden shutters. When he had +come out again upon the steps and locked the cottage door he stood for a +moment hesitating with the large door-key in his hand. He said to himself +that he was going to the festa at Castel Vecchio. Of course he was going +there, to dance the country dances and join in the songs of Sicily. He +slipped the key into his pocket and went down the steps to the terrace. +But there he hesitated again. He took the key out of his pocket, looked +at it as it lay in his hand, then put it down on the sill of the +sitting-room window. + +"If any one comes, there isn't very much to steal," he thought. "And, +perhaps--" Again he looked at the lights of Castel Vecchio, then down +towards the sea. The star of the sea shone steadily and seemed to summon +him. He left the key on the window-sill, with a quick gesture pulled his +hat-brim down farther over his eyes, hastened along the terrace, and, +turning to the left beyond the archway, took the path that led through +the olive-trees towards Isola Bella and the sea. + +Through the wonderful silence of the night among the hills there came now +a voice that was thrilling to his ears--the voice of youth by the sea +calling to the youth that was in him. + +Hermione was travelling to her friend. Must he remain quite friendless? + +All the way down to the sea he heard the calling of the voice. + + + +X + +As dawn was breaking, Lucrezia and Gaspare climbed slowly up the +mountain-side towards the cottage. Lucrezia's eyes were red, for she had +just bidden good-bye to Sebastiano, who was sailing that day for the +Lipari Isles, and she did not know how soon he would be back. Sebastiano +had not cried. He loved change, and was radiant at the prospect of his +voyage. But Lucrezia's heart was torn. She knew Sebastiano, knew his wild +and adventurous spirit, his reckless passion for life, and the gifts it +scatters at the feet of lusty youth. There were maidens in the Lipari +Isles. They might be beautiful. She had scarcely been jealous of +Sebastiano before her betrothal to him, for then she had had no rights +over him, and she was filled with the spirit of humbleness that still +dwells in the women of Sicily, the spirit that whispers "Man may do what +he will." But now something had arisen within her to do battle with that +spirit. She wanted Sebastiano for her very own, and the thought of his +freedom when away tormented her. + +Gaspare comforted her in perfunctory fashion. + +"What does it matter?" he said. "When you are married you can keep him in +the house, and make him spin the flax for you." + +And he laughed aloud. But when they drew near to the cottage he said: + +"Zitta, Lucrezia! The padrone is asleep. We must steal in softly and not +waken him." + +On tiptoe they crept along the terrace. + +"He will have left the door open for us," whispered Gaspare. "He has the +revolver beside him and will not have been afraid." + +But when they stood before the steps the door was shut. Gaspare tried it +gently. It was locked. + +"Phew!" he whistled. "We cannot get in, for we cannot wake him." + +Lucrezia shivered. Sorrow had made her feel cold. + +"Mamma mia!" she began. + +But Gaspare's sharp eyes had spied the key lying on the window-sill. He +darted to it and picked it up. Then he stared at the locked door and at +Lucrezia. + +"But where is the padrone?" he said. "Oh, I know! He locked the door on +the inside and then put the key out of the window. But why is the bedroom +window shut? He always sleeps with it open!" + +Quickly he thrust the key into the lock, opened the door, and entered the +dark sitting-room. Holding up a warning hand to keep Lucrezia quiet, he +tiptoed to the bedroom door, opened it without noise, and disappeared, +leaving Lucrezia outside. After a minute or two he came back. + +"It is all right. He is sleeping. Go to bed." + +Lucrezia turned to go. + +"And never mind getting up early to make the padrone's coffee," Gaspare +added. "I will do it. I am not sleepy. I shall take the gun and go out +after the birds." + +Lucrezia looked surprised. Gaspare was not in the habit of relieving her +of her duties. On the contrary, he was a strict taskmaster. But she was +tired and preoccupied. So she made no remark and went off to her room +behind the house, walking heavily and untying the handkerchief that was +round her head. + +When she had gone, Gaspare stood by the table, thinking deeply. He had +lied to Lucrezia. The padrone was not asleep. His bed had not been slept +in. Where had he gone? Where was he now? + +The Sicilian servant, if he cares for his padrone, feels as if he had a +proprietor's interest in him. He belongs to his padrone and his padrone +belongs to him. He will allow nobody to interfere with his possession. He +is intensely jealous of any one who seeks to disturb the intimacy between +his padrone and himself, or to enter into his padrone's life without +frankly letting him know it and the reason for it. The departure of +Hermione had given an additional impetus to Gaspare's always lively sense +of proprietorship in Maurice. He felt as if he had been left in charge of +his padrone, and had an almost sacred responsibility to deliver him up to +Hermione happy and safe when she returned. This absence, therefore, +startled and perturbed him--more--made him feel guilty of a lapse from +his duty. Perhaps he should not have gone to the festa. True, he had +asked the padrone to accompany him. But still-- + +He went out onto the terrace and looked around him. The dawn was faint +and pale. Wreaths of mist, like smoke trails, hung below him, obscuring +the sea. The ghostly cone of Etna loomed into the sky, extricating itself +from swaddling bands of clouds which shrouded its lower flanks. The air +was chilly upon this height, and the aspect of things was gray and +desolate, without temptation, without enchantment, to lure men out from +their dwellings. + +What could have kept the padrone from his sleep till this hour? + +Gaspare shivered a little as he stared over the wall. He was +thinking--thinking furiously. Although scarcely educated at all, he was +exceedingly sharp-witted, and could read character almost as swiftly and +surely as an Arab. At this moment he was busily recalling the book he had +been reading for many weeks in Sicily, the book of his padrone's +character, written out for him in words, in glances, in gestures, in +likes and dislikes, most clearly in actions. Mentally he turned the +leaves until he came to the night of the fishing, to the waning of the +night, to the journey to the caves, to the dawn when he woke upon the +sand and found that the padrone was not beside him. His brown hand +tightened on the stick he held, his brown eyes stared with the glittering +acuteness of a great bird's at the cloud trails hiding the sea below +him--hiding the sea, and all that lay beside the sea. + +There was no one on the terrace. But there was a figure for a moment on +the mountain-side, leaping downward. The ravine took it and hid it in a +dark embrace. Gaspare had found what he sought, a clew to guide him. His +hesitation was gone. In his uneducated and intuitive mind there was no +longer any room for a doubt. He knew that his padrone was where he had +been in that other dawn, when he slipped away from the cave where his +companions were sleeping. + +Surefooted as a goat, and incited to abnormal activity by a driving +spirit within him that throbbed with closely mingled curiosity, jealousy, +and anger, Gaspare made short work of the path in the ravine. In a few +minutes he came out on to the road by Isola Bella. On the shore was a +group of fishermen, all of them friends of his, getting ready their +fishing-tackle, and hauling down the boats to the gray sea for the +morning's work. Some of them hailed him, but he took no notice, only +pulled his soft hat down sideways over his cheek, and hurried on in the +direction of Messina, keeping to the left side of the road and away from +the shore, till he gained the summit of the hill from which the Caffe +Berardi and the caves were visible. There he stopped for a moment and +looked down. He saw no one upon the shore, but at some distance upon the +sea there was a black dot, a fishing-boat. It was stationary. Gaspare +knew that its occupant must be hauling in his net. + +"Salvatore is out then!" he muttered to himself, as he turned aside from +the road onto the promontory, which was connected by the black wall of +rock with the land where stood the house of the sirens. This wall, +forbidding though it was, and descending sheer into the deep sea on +either side, had no terrors for him. He dropped down to it with a sort of +skilful carelessness, then squatted on a stone, and quickly unlaced his +mountain boots, pulled his stockings off, slung them with the boots round +his neck, and stood up on his bare feet. Then, balancing himself with his +out-stretched arms, he stepped boldly upon the wall. It was very narrow. +The sea surged through it. There was not space on it to walk +straight-footed, even with only one foot at a time upon the rock. Gaspare +was obliged to plant his feet sideways, the toes and heels pointing to +the sea on either hand. But the length of the wall was short, and he went +across it almost as quickly as if he had been walking upon the road. +Heights and depths had no terrors for him in his confident youth. And he +had been bred up among the rocks, and was a familiar friend of the sea. A +drop into it would have only meant a morning bath. Having gained the +farther side, he put on his stockings and boots, grasped his stick, and +began to climb upward through the thickly growing trees towards the house +of the sirens. His instinct had told him upon the terrace that the +padrone was there. Uneducated people have often marvellously retentive +memories for the things of every-day life. Gaspare remembered the +padrone's question about the little light beside the sea, his answer to +it, the way in which the padrone had looked towards the trees when, in +the dawn, they stood upon the summit of the hill and he pointed out the +caves where they were going to sleep. He remembered, too, from what +direction the padrone came towards the caffe when the sun was up--and he +knew. + +As he drew near to the cottage he walked carefully, though still swiftly, +but when he reached it he paused, bent forward his head, and listened. +He was in the tangle of coarse grass that grew right up to the north wall +of the cottage, and close to the angle which hid from him the sea-side +and the cottage door. At first he heard nothing except the faint murmur +of the sea upon the rocks. His stillness now was as complete as had been +his previous activity, and in the one he was as assured as in the other. +Some five minutes passed. Again and again, with a measured monotony, came +to him the regular lisp of the waves. The grass rustled against his legs +as the little wind of morning pushed its way through it gently, and a +bird chirped above his head in the olive-trees and was answered by +another bird. And just then, as if in reply to the voices of the birds, +he heard the sound of human voices. They were distant and faint almost as +the lisp of the sea, and were surely coming towards him from the sea. + +When Gaspare realized that the speakers were not in the cottage he crept +round the angle of the wall, slipped across the open space that fronted +the cottage door, and, gaining the trees, stood still in almost exactly +the place where Maurice had stood when he watched Maddalena in the dawn. + +The voices sounded again and nearer. There was a little laugh in a girl's +voice, then the dry twang of the plucked strings of a guitar, then +silence. After a minute the guitar strings twanged again, and a girl's +voice began to sing a peasant song, "Zampagnaro." + +At the end of the verse there was an imitation of the ceramella by the +voice, humming, or rather whining, bouche fermee. As it ceased a man's +voice said: + +"Ancora! Ancora!" + +The girl's voice began the imitation again, and the man's voice joined in +grotesquely, exaggerating the imitation farcically and closing it with a +boyish shout. + +In response, standing under the trees, Gaspare shouted. He had meant to +keep silence; but the twang of the guitar, with its suggestion of a +festa, the singing voices, the youthful laughter, and the final +exclamation ringing out in the dawn, overcame the angry and suspicious +spirit that had hitherto dominated him. The boy's imp of fun was up and +dancing within him. He could not drive it out or lay it to rest. + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi--yi!" + +His voice died away, and was answered by a silence that seemed like a +startled thing holding its breath. + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi--yi!" + +He called again, lustily, leaped out from the trees, and went running +across the open space to the edge of the plateau by the sea. A tiny path +wound steeply down from here to the rocks below, and on it, just under +the concealing crest of the land, stood the padrone with Maddalena. Their +hands were linked together, as if they had caught at each other sharply +for sympathy or help. Their faces were tense and their lips parted. But +as they saw Gaspare's light figure leaping over the hill edge, his +dancing eyes fixed shrewdly, with a sort of boyish scolding, upon them, +their hands fell apart, their faces relaxed. + +"Gasparino!" said Maurice. "It was you who called!" + +"Si, signore." + +He came up to them. Maddalena's oval face had flushed, and she dropped +the full lids over her black eyes as she said: + +"Buon giorno, Gaspare." + +"Buon giorno, Donna Maddalena." + +Then they stood there for a moment in silence. Maurice was the first to +speak again. + +"But why did you come here?" he said. "How did you know?" + +Already the sparkle of merriment had dropped out of Gaspare's face as the +feeling of jealousy, of not having been completely trusted, returned to +his mind. + +"Did not the signore wish me to know?" he said, almost gruffly, with a +sort of sullen violence. "I am sorry." + +Maurice touched the back of his hand, giving it a gentle, half-humorous +slap. + +"Don't be an ass, Gaspare. But how could you guess where I had gone?" + +"Where did you go before, signore, when you could not sleep?" + +At this thrust Maurice imitated Maddalena and reddened slightly. It +seemed to him as if he had been living under glass while he had fancied +himself enclosed in rock that was impenetrable by human eyes. He tried to +laugh away his slight confusion. + +"Gaspare, you are the most birbante boy in Sicily!" he said. "You are +like a Mago Africano." + +"Signorino, you should trust me," returned the boy, sullenly. + +His own words seemed to move him, as if their sound revealed to him the +whole of the injury that had been inflicted upon his amour propre, and +suddenly angry tears started into his eyes. + +"I thought I was a servant of confidence" (un servitore di confidenza), +he added, bitterly. + +Maurice was amazed at the depth of feeling thus abruptly shown to him. +This was the first time he had been permitted to look for a moment deep +down into that strange volcano, a young and passionate Sicilian heart. As +he looked, swift and short as was his glance, his amazement died away. +Narcissus saw himself in the stream. Maurice saw, or believed he saw, his +heart's image, trembling perhaps and indistinct, far down in the passion +of Gaspare. So could he have been with a padrone had fate made his +situation in life a different one. So could he have felt had something +been concealed from him. + +Maurice said nothing in reply. Maddalena was there. They walked in +silence to the cottage door, and there, rather like a detected +school-boy, he bade her good-bye, and set out through the trees with +Gaspare. + +"That's not the way, is it?" Maurice said, presently, as the boy turned +to the left. + +"How did you come, signore?" + +"I!" + +He hesitated. Then he saw the uselessness of striving to keep up a +master's pose with this servant of the sea and of the hills. + +"I came by water," he said, smiling. "I swam, Gasparino." + +The boy answered the smile, and suddenly the tension between them was +broken, and they were at their ease again. + +"I will show you another way, signore, if you are not afraid." + +Maurice laughed out gayly. + +"The way of the rocks?" he said. + +"Si, signore. But you must go barefooted and be as nimble as a goat." + +"Do you doubt me, Gasparino?" + +He looked at the boy hard, with a deliberately quizzing kindness, that +was gay but asked forgiveness, too, and surely promised amendment. + +"I have never doubted my padrone." + +They said nothing more till they were at the wall of rock. Then Gaspare +seemed struck by hesitation. + +"Perhaps--" he began. "You are not accustomed to the rocks, signore, +and--" + +"Silenzio!" cried Maurice, bending down and pulling off his boots and +stockings. + +"Do like this, signore!" + +Gaspare slung his boots and stockings round his neck. Maurice imitated +him. + +"And now give me your hand--so--without pulling." + +"But you hadn't--" + +"Give me your hand, signore!" + +It was an order. Maurice obeyed it, feeling that in these matters Gaspare +had the right to command. + +"Walk as I do, signore, and keep step with me." + +"Bene!" + +"And look before you. Don't look down at the sea." + +"Va bene." + +A moment, and they were across. Maurice blew out his breath. + +"By Jove!" he said, in English. + +He sat down on the grass, put his hand on his knees, and looked back at +the rock and at the precipices. + +"I'm glad I can do that!" he said. + +Something within him was revelling, was dancing a tarantella as the sun +came up, lifting its blood-red rim above the sea-line in the east. He +looked over the trees. + +"Maddalena saw us!" he cried. + +He had caught sight of her among the olive-trees watching them, with her +two hands held flat against her breast. + +"Addio, Maddalena!" + +The girl started, waved her hand, drew back, and disappeared. + +"I'm glad she saw us." + +Gaspare laughed, but said nothing. They put on their boots and stockings, +and started briskly off towards Monte Amato. When they had crossed the +road, and gained the winding path that led eventually into the ravine, +Maurice said: + +"Well, Gaspare?" + +"Well, signorino?" + +"Have you forgiven me?" + +"It is not for a servant to forgive his padrone, signorino," said the +boy, but rather proudly. + +Maurice feared that his sense of injury was returning, and continued, +hastily: + +"It was like this, Gaspare. When you and Lucrezia had gone I felt so dull +all alone, and I thought, 'every one is singing and dancing and laughing +except me.'" + +"But I asked you to accompany us, signorino," Gaspare exclaimed, +reproachfully. + +"Yes, I know, but--" + +"But you thought we did not want you. Well, then, you do not know us!" + +"Now, Gaspare, don't be angry again. Remember that the padrona has gone +away and that I depend on you for everything." + +At the last words Gaspare's face, which had been lowering, brightened up +a little. But he was not yet entirely appeased. + +"You have Maddalena," he said. + +"She is only a girl." + +"Oh, girls are very nice." + +"Don't be ridiculous, Gaspare. I hardly know Maddalena." + +Gaspare laughed; not rudely, but as a boy laughs who is sure he knows the +world from the outer shell to inner kernel. + +"Oh, signore, why did you go down to the sea instead of coming to the +festa?" + +Maurice did not answer at once. He was asking himself Gaspare's question. +Why had he gone to the Sirens' Isle? Gaspare continued: + +"May I say what I think, signore? You know I am Sicilian, and I know the +Sicilians." + +"What is it?" + +"Strangers should be careful what they do in my country." + +"Madonna! You call me a stranger?" + +It was Maurice's turn to be angry. He spoke with sudden heat. The idea +that he was a stranger--a straniero--in Sicily seemed to him +ridiculous--almost offensive. + +"Well, signore, you have only been here a little while. I was born here +and have never been anywhere else." + +"It is true. Go on then." + +"The men of Sicily are not like the English or the Germans. They are +jealous of their women. I have been told that in your country, on festa +days, if a man likes a girl and she likes him he can take her for a walk. +Is it true?" + +"Quite true." + +"He cannot walk with her here. He cannot even walk with her down the +street of Marechiaro alone. It would be a shame." + +"But there is no harm in it." + +"Who knows? It is not our custom. We walk with our friends and the girls +walk with their friends. If Salvatore, the father of Maddalena, knew--" + +He did not finish his sentence, but, with sudden and startling violence, +made the gesture of drawing out a knife and thrusting it upward into the +body of an adversary. Maurice stopped on the path. He felt as if he had +seen a murder. + +"Ecco!" said Gaspare, calmly, dropping his hand, and staring into +Maurice's face with his enormous eyes, which never fell before the gaze +of another. + +"But--but--I mean no harm to Maddalena." + +"It does not matter." + +"But she did not tell me. She is ready to talk with me." + +"She is a silly girl. She is flattered to see a stranger. She does not +think. Girls never think." + +He spoke with utter contempt: + +"Have you seen Salvatore, signore?" + +"No--yes." + +"You have seen him?" + +"Not to speak to. When I came down the cottage was shut up. I waited--" + +"You hid, signore?" + +Maurice's face flushed. An angry word rose to his lips, but he checked it +and laughed, remembering that he had to deal with a boy, and that +Gaspare was devoted to him. + +"Well, I waited among the trees--birbante!" + +"And you saw Salvatore?" + +"He came out and went down to the fishing." + +"Salvatore is a terrible man. He used to beat his wife Teresa." + +"P'f! Would you have me be afraid of him?" + +Maurice's blood was up. Even his sense of romance was excited. He felt +that he was in the coils of an adventure, and his heart leaped, but not +with fear. + +"Fear is not for men. But the padrona has left you with me because she +trusts me and because I know Sicily." + +It seemed to Maurice that he was with an inflexible chaperon, against +whose dominion it would be difficult, if not useless, to struggle. They +were walking on again, and had come into the ravine. Water was slipping +down among the rocks, between the twisted trunks of the olive-trees. Its +soft sound, and the cool dimness in this secret place, made Maurice +suddenly realize that he had passed the night without sleep, and that he +would be glad to rest. It was not the moment for combat, and it was not +unpleasant, after all--so he phrased it in his mind--to be looked after, +thought for, educated in the etiquette of the Enchanted Isle by a son of +its soil, with its wild passions and its firm repressions linked together +in his heart. + +"Gasparino," he said, meekly. "I want you to look after me. But don't be +unkind to me. I'm older than you, I know, but I feel awfully young here, +and I do want to have a little fun without doing any harm to anybody, or +getting any harm myself. One thing I promise you, that I'll always trust +you and tell you what I'm up to. There! Have you quite forgiven me now?" + +Gaspare's face became radiant. He felt that he had done his duty, and +that he was now properly respected by one whom he looked up to and of +whom he was not merely the servant, but also the lawful guardian. + +They went up to the cottage singing in the morning sunshine. + + + +XI + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +Maurice lifted his head lazily from the hands that served it as a pillow, +and called out, sleepily: + +"Che cosa c'e?" + +"Where are you, signorino?" + +"Down here under the oak-trees." + +He sank back again, and looked up at the section of deep-blue sky that +was visible through the leaves. How he loved the blue, and gloried in the +first strong heat that girdled Sicily to-day, and whispered to his happy +body that summer was near, the true and fearless summer that comes to +southern lands. Through all his veins there crept a subtle sense of +well-being, as if every drop of his blood were drowsily rejoicing. Three +days had passed, had glided by, three radiant nights, warm, still, +luxurious. And with each his sense of the south had increased, and with +each his consciousness of being nearer to the breast of Sicily. In those +days and nights he had not looked into a book or glanced at a paper. What +had he done? He scarcely knew. He had lived and felt about him the +fingers of the sun touching him like a lover. And he had chattered idly +to Gaspare about Sicilian things, always Sicilian things; about the fairs +and the festivals, Capo d'Anno and Carnevale, martedi grasso with its +_Tavulata_, the solemn family banquet at which all the relations assemble +and eat in company, the feasts of the different saints, the peasant +marriages and baptisms, the superstitions--Gaspare did not call them +so--that are alive in Sicily, and that will surely live till Sicily is +no more; the fear of the evil-eye and of spells, and the best means of +warding them off, the "guaj di lu linu," the interpretation of dreams, +the power of the Mafia, the legends of the brigands, and the vanished +glory of Musolino. Gaspare talked without reserve to his padrone, as to +another Sicilian, and Maurice was never weary of listening. All that was +of Sicily caught his mind and heart, was full of meaning to him, and of +irresistible fascination. He had heard the call of the blood once for all +and had once for all responded to it. + +But the nights he had loved best. For then he slept under the stars. When +ten o'clock struck he and Gaspare carried out one of the white beds onto +the terrace, and he slipped into it and lay looking up at the clear sky, +and at the dimness of the mountain flank, and at the still silhouettes of +the trees, till sleep took him, while Gaspare, rolled up in a rug of many +colors, snuggled up on the seat by the wall with his head on a cushion +brought for him by the respectful Lucrezia. And they awoke at dawn to see +the last star fade above the cone of Etna, and the first spears of the +sun thrust up out of the stillness of the sea. + +"Signorino, ecco la posta!" + +And Gaspare came running down from the terrace, the wide brim of his +white linen hat flapping round his sun-browned face. + +"I don't want it, Gaspare. I don't want anything." + +"But I think there's a letter from the signora!" + +"From Africa?" + +Maurice sat up and held out his hand. + +"Yes, it is from Kairouan. Sit down, Gaspare, and I'll tell you what the +padrona says." + +Gaspare squatted on his haunches like an Oriental, not touching the +ground with his body, and looked eagerly at the letter that had come +across the sea. He adored his padrona, and was longing for news of her. +Already he had begun to send her picture post-cards, laboriously written +over. "Tanti saluti carissima Signora Pertruni, a rividici, e suno il suo +servo fidelisimo per sempre--Martucci Gaspare. Adio! Adio! Ciao! Ciao!" +What would she say? And what message would she send to him? His eyes +sparkled with affectionate expectation. + + "HOTEL DE FRANCE, KAIROUAN. + + MY DEAREST,--I cannot write very much, for all my moments ought to + be given up to nursing Emile. Thank God, I arrived in time. Oh, + Maurice, when I saw him I can't tell you how thankful I was that I + had not hesitated to make the journey, that I had acted at once on + my first impulse to come here. And how I blessed God for having + given me an unselfish husband who trusted me completely, and who + could understand what true friendship between man and woman means, + and what one owes to a friend. You might so easily have + misunderstood, and you are so blessedly understanding. Thank you, + dearest, for seeing that it was right of me to go, and for thinking + of nothing but that. I feel so proud of you, and so proud to be + your wife. Well, I caught the train at Tunis mercifully, and got + here at evening. He is frightfully ill. I hardly recognized him. + But his mind is quite clear, though he suffers terribly. He was + poisoned by eating some tinned food, and peritonitis has set in. We + can't tell yet whether he will live or die. When he saw me come in + he gave me such a look of gratitude, although he was writhing with + pain, that I couldn't help crying. It made me feel so ashamed of + having had any hesitation in my heart about coming away from our + home and our happiness. And it was difficult to give it all up, to + come out of paradise. That last night I felt as if I simply + couldn't leave you, my darling. But I'm glad and thankful I've done + it. I have to do everything for him. The doctor's rather an ass, + very French and excitable, but he does his best. But I have to see + to everything, and be always there to put on the poultices and the + ice, and--poor fellow, he does suffer so, but he's awfully brave + and determined to live. He says he will live if it's only to prove + that I came in time to save him. And yet, when I look at him, I + feel as if--but I won't give up hope. The heat here is terrible, + and tries him very much now he is so desperately ill, and the + flies--but I don't want to bother you with my troubles. They're not + very great--only one. Do you guess what that is? I scarcely dare to + think of Sicily. Whenever I do I feel such a horrible ache in my + heart. It seems to me as if I had not seen your face or touched + your hand for centuries, and sometimes--and that's the worst of + all--as if I never should again, as if our time together and our + love were a beautiful dream, and God would never allow me to dream + it again. That's a little morbid, I know, but I think it's always + like that with a great happiness, a happiness that is quite + complete. It seems almost a miracle to have had it even for a + moment, and one can scarcely believe that one will be allowed to + have it again. But, please God, we will. We'll sit on the terrace + again together, and see the stars come out, and--The doctor's come + and I must stop. I'll write again almost directly. Good-night, my + dearest. Buon riposo. Do you remember when you first heard that? + Somehow, since then I always connect the words with you. I won't + send my love, because it's all in Sicily with you. I'll send it + instead to Gaspare. Tell him I feel happy that he is with the + padrone, because I know how faithful and devoted he is. Tanti + saluti a Lucrezia. Oh, Maurice, pray that I may soon be back. You + do want me, don't you? + HERMIONE." + +Maurice looked up from the letter and met Gaspare's questioning eyes. + +"There's something for you," he said. + +And he read in Italian Hermione's message. Gaspare beamed with pride and +pleasure. + +"And the sick signore?" he asked. "Is he better?" + +Maurice explained how things were. + +"The signora is longing to come back to us," he said. + +"Of course she is," said Gaspare, calmly. + +Then suddenly he jumped up. + +"Signorino," he said. "I am going to write a letter to the signora. She +will like to have a letter from me. She will think she is in Sicily." + +"And when you have finished, I will write," said Maurice. + +"Si, signore." + +And Gaspare ran off up the hill towards the cottage, leaving his master +alone. + +Maurice began to read the letter again, slowly. It made him feel almost +as if he were with Hermione. He seemed to see her as he read, and he +smiled. How good she was and true, and how enthusiastic! When he had +finished the second reading of the letter he laid it down, and put his +hands behind his head again, and looked up at the quivering blue. Then he +thought of Artois. He remembered his tall figure, his robust limbs, his +handsome, powerful face. It was strange to think that he was desperately +ill, perhaps dying. Death--what must that be like? How deep the blue +looked, as if there were thousands of miles of it, as if it stretched on +and on forever! Artois, perhaps, was dying, but he felt as if he could +never die, never even be ill. He stretched his body on the warm ground. +The blue seemed to deny the fact of death. He tried to imagine Artois in +bed in the heat of Africa, with the flies buzzing round him. Then he +looked again at the letter, and reread that part in which Hermione wrote +of her duties as sick-nurse. + +"I have to see to everything, and be always there to put on the poultices +and the ice." + +He read those words again and again, and once more he was conscious of a +stirring of anger, of revolt, such as he had felt on the night after +Hermione's departure when he was alone on the terrace. She was his wife, +his woman. What right had she to be tending another man? His imagination +began to work quickly now, and he frowned as he looked up at the blue. He +forgot all the rest of Hermione's letter, all her love of him and her +longing to be back in Sicily with him, and thought only of her friendship +for Artois, of her ministrations to Artois. And something within him +sickened at the thought of the intimacy between patient and nurse, raged +against it, till he felt revengeful. The wild unreasonableness of his +feeling did not occur to him now. He hated that his wife should be +performing these offices for Artois; he hated that she had chosen to go +to him, that she had considered it to be her duty to go. + +Had it been only a sense of duty that had called her to Africa? + +When he asked himself this question he could not hesitate what answer to +give. Even this new jealousy, this jealousy of the Sicilian within him, +could not trick him into the belief that Hermione had wanted to leave +him. + +Yet his feeling of bitterness, of being wronged, persisted and grew. + +When, after a very long time, Gaspare came to show him a letter written +in large, round hand, he was still hot with the sense of injury. And a +new question was beginning to torment him. What must Artois think? + +"Aren't you going to write, signorino?" asked Gaspare, when Maurice had +read his letter and approved it. + +"I?" he said. + +He saw an expression of surprise on Gaspare's face. + +"Yes, of course. I'll write now. Help me up. I feel so lazy!" + +Gaspare seized his hands and pulled, laughing. Maurice stood up and +stretched. + +"You are more lazy than I, signore," said Gaspare. "Shall I write for +you, too?" + +"No, no." + +He spoke abstractedly. + +"Don't you know what to say?" + +Maurice looked at him swiftly. The boy had divined the truth. In his +present mood it would be difficult for him to write to Hermione. Still, +he must do it. He went up to the cottage and sat down at the +writing-table with Hermione's letter beside him. + +He read it again carefully, then began to write. Now he was faintly aware +of the unreason of his previous mood and quite resolved not to express +it, but while he was writing of his every-day life in Sicily a vision of +the sick-room in Africa came before him again. He saw his wife shut in +with Artois, tending him. It was night, warm and dark. The sick man was +hot with fever, and Hermione bent over him and laid her cool hand on his +forehead. + +Abruptly Maurice finished his letter and thrust it into an envelope. + +"Here, Gaspare!" he said. "Take the donkey and ride down with these to +the post." + +"How quick you have been, signore! I believe my letter to the signora is +longer than yours." + +"Perhaps it is. I don't know. Off with you!" + +When Gaspare was gone, Maurice felt restless, almost as he had felt on +the night when he had been left alone on the terrace. Then he had been +companioned by a sensation of desertion, and had longed to break out into +some new life, to take an ally against the secret enemy who was attacking +him. He had wanted to have his Emile Artois as Hermione had hers. That +was the truth of the matter. And his want had led him down to the sea. +And now again he looked towards the sea, and again there was a call from +it that summoned him. + +He had not seen Maddalena since Gaspare came to seek him in the Sirens' +Isle. He had scarcely wanted to see her. The days had glided by in the +company of Gaspare, and no moment of them had been heavy or had lagged +upon its way. + +But now he heard again the call from the sea. + +Hermione was with her friend. Why should not he have his? But he did not +go down the path to the ravine, for he thought of Gaspare. He had tricked +him once, while he slept in the cave, and once Gaspare had tracked him to +the sirens' house. They had spoken of the matter of Maddalena. He knew +Gaspare. If he went off now to see Maddalena the boy would think that the +sending him to the post was a pretext, that he had been deliberately got +out of the way. Such a crime could never be forgiven. Maurice knew enough +about the Sicilian character to be fully aware of that. And what had he +to hide? Nothing. He must wait for Gaspare, and then he could set out for +the sea. + +It seemed to him a long time before he saw Tito, the donkey, tripping +among the stones, and heard Gaspare's voice hailing him from below. He +was impatient to be off, and he shouted out: + +"Presto, Gaspare, presto!" + +He saw the boy's arm swing as he tapped Tito behind with his switch, and +the donkey's legs moving in a canter. + +"What is it, signorino? Has anything happened?" + +"No. But--Gaspare, I'm going down to the sea." + +"To bathe?" + +"I may bathe. I'm not sure. It depends upon how I go." + +"You are going to the Casa delle Sirene?" + +Maurice nodded. + +"I didn't care to go off while you were away." + +"Do you wish me to come with you, signorino?" + +The boy's great eyes were searching him, yet he did not feel +uncomfortable, although he wished to stand well with Gaspare. They were +near akin, although different in rank and education. Between their minds +there was a freemasonry of the south. + +"Do you want to come?" he said. + +"It's as you like, signore." + +He was silent for a moment; then he added: + +"Salvatore might be there now. Do you want him to see you?" + +"Why not?" + +A project began to form in his mind. If he took Gaspare with him they +might go to the cottage more naturally. Gaspare knew Salvatore and could +introduce him, could say--well, that he wanted sometimes to go out +fishing and would take Salvatore's boat. Salvatore would see a prospect +of money. And he--Maurice--did want to go out fishing. Suddenly he knew +it. His spirits rose and he clapped Gaspare on the back. + +"Of course I do. I want to know Salvatore. Come along. We'll take his +boat one day and go out fishing." + +Gaspare's grave face relaxed in a sly smile. + +"Signorino!" he said, shaking his hand to and fro close to his nose. +"Birbante!" + +There was a world of meaning in his voice. Maurice laughed joyously. He +began to feel like an ingenious school-boy who was going to have a lark. +There was neither thought of evil nor even a secret stirring of desire +for it in him. + +"A rivederci, Lucrezia!" he cried. + +And they set off. + +When they were not far from the sea, Gaspare said: + +"Signorino, why do you like to come here? What is the good of it?" + +They had been walking in silence. Evidently these questions were the +result of a process of thought which had been going on in the boy's mind. + +"The good!" said Maurice. "What is the harm?" + +"Well, here in Sicily, when a man goes to see a girl it is because he +wants to love her." + +"In England it is different, Gaspare. In England men and women can be +friends. Why not?" + +"You want just to be a friend of Maddalena?" + +"Of course. I like to talk to the people. I want to understand them. Why +shouldn't I be friends with Maddalena as--as I am with Lucrezia?" + +"Oh, Lucrezia is your servant." + +"It's all the same." + +"But perhaps Maddalena doesn't know. We are Sicilians here, signore." + +"What do you mean? That Maddalena might--nonsense, Gaspare!" + +There was a sound as of sudden pleasure, even sudden triumph, in his +voice. + +"Are you sure you understand our girls, signore?" + +"If Maddalena does like me there's no harm in it. She knows who I am now. +She knows I--she knows there is the signora." + +"Si, signore. There is the signora. She is in Africa, but she is coming +back." + +"Of course!" + +"When the sick signore gets well?" + +Maurice said nothing. He felt sure Gaspare was wondering again, wondering +that Hermione was in Africa. + +"I cannot understand how it is in England," continued the boy. "Here it +is all quite different." + +Again jealousy stirred in Maurice and a sensation almost of shame. For a +moment he felt like a Sicilian husband at whom his neighbors point the +two fingers of scorn, and he said something in his wrath which was +unworthy. + +"You see how it is," he said. "If the signora can go to Africa to see her +friend, I can come down here to see mine. That is how it is with the +English." + +He did not even try to keep the jealousy out of his voice, his manner. +Gaspare leaped to it. + +"You did not like the signora to go to Africa!" + +"Oh, she will come back. It's all right," Maurice answered, hastily. +"But, while she is there, it would be absurd if I might not speak to any +one." + +Gaspare's burden of doubt, perhaps laid on his young shoulders by his +loyalty to his padrona, was evidently lightened. + +"I see, signore," he said. "You can each have a friend. But have you +explained to Maddalena?" + +"If you think it necessary, I will explain." + +"It would be better, because she is Sicilian and she must think you love +her." + +"Gaspare!" + +The boy looked at him keenly and smiled. + +"You would like her to think that?" + +Maurice denied it vigorously, but Gaspare only shook his head and said: + +"I know, I know. Girls are nicest when they think that, because they are +pleased and they want us to go on. You think I see nothing, signorino, +but I saw it all in Maddalena's face. Per Dio!" + +And he laughed aloud, with the delight of a boy who has discovered +something, and feels that he is clever and a man. And Maurice laughed +too, not without a pride that was joyous. The heart of his youth, the +wild heart, bounded within him, and the glory of the sun, and the +passionate blue of the sea seemed suddenly deeper, more intense, more +sympathetic, as if they felt with him, as if they knew the rapture of +youth, as if they were created to call it forth, to condone its +carelessness, to urge it to some almost fierce fulfilment. + +"Salvatore is there, signorino." + +"How do you know?" + +"I saw the smoke from his pipe. Look, there it is again!" + +A tiny trail of smoke curled up; and faded in the blue. + +"I will go first because of Maddalena. Girls are silly. If I do this at +her she will understand. If not she may show her father you have been +here before." + +He closed one eye in a large and expressive wink. + +"Birbante!" + +"It is good to be birbante sometimes." + +He went out from the trees and Maurice heard his voice, then a man's, +then Maddalena's. He waited where he was till he heard Gaspare say: + +"The padrone is just behind. Signorino, where are you?" + +"Here!" he answered, coming into the open with a careless air. + +Before the cottage door in the sunshine a great fishing-net was drying, +fastened to two wooden stakes. Near it stood Salvatore, dressed in a +dark-blue jersey, with a soft black hat tilted over his left ear, above +which was stuck a yellow flower. Maddalena was in the doorway looking +very demure. It was evident that the wink of Gaspare had been seen and +comprehended. She stole a glance at Maurice but did not move. Her father +took off his hat with an almost wildly polite gesture, and said, in a +loud voice: + +"Buona sera, signore." + +"Buona sera," replied Maurice, holding out his hand. + +Salvatore took it in a large grasp. + +"You are the signore who lives up on Monte Amato with the English lady?" + +"Yes." + +"I know. She has gone to Africa." + +He stared at Maurice while he spoke, with small, twinkling eyes, round +which was a minute and intricate web of wrinkles, and again Maurice felt +almost--or was it quite?--ashamed. What were these Sicilians thinking of +him? + +"The signora will be back almost directly," he said. "Is this your +daughter?" + +"Yes, Maddalena. Bring a chair for the signore, Maddalena." + +Maddalena obeyed. There was a slight flush on her face and she did not +look at Maurice. Gaspare stood pulling gently at the stretched-out net, +and smiling. That he enjoyed the mild deceit of the situation was +evident. Maurice, too, felt amused and quite at his ease now. His +sensation of shame had fleeted away, leaving only a conviction that +Hermione's absence gave him a right to snatch all the pleasure he could +from the hands of the passing hour. + +He drew out his cigar-case and offered it to Salvatore. + +"One day I want to come fishing with you if you'll take me," he said. + +Salvatore looked eager. A prospect of money floated before him: + +"I can show you fine sport, signore," he answered, taking one of the long +Havanas and examining it with almost voluptuous interest as he turned it +round and round in his salty, brown fingers. "But you should come out at +dawn, and it is far from the mountain to the sea." + +"Couldn't I sleep here, so as to be ready?" + +He stole a glance at Maddalena. She was looking at her feet, and twisting +the front of her short dress, but her lips were twitching with a smile +which she tried to repress. + +"Couldn't I sleep here to-night?" he added, boldly. + +Salvatore looked more eager. He loved money almost as an Arab loves it, +with anxious greed. Doubtless Arab blood ran in his veins. It was easy to +see from whom Maddalena had inherited her Eastern appearance. She +reproduced, on a diminished scale, her father's outline of face, but that +which was gentle, mysterious, and alluring in her, in him was informed +with a rugged wildness. There was something bird-like and predatory in +his boldly curving nose with its narrow nostrils, in his hard-lipped +mouth, full of splendid teeth, in his sharp and pushing chin. His whole +body, wide-shouldered and deep-chested, as befitted a man of the sea, +looked savage and fierce, but full of an intensity of manhood that was +striking, and his gestures and movements, the glance of his penetrating +eyes, the turn of his well-poised head, revealed a primitive and +passionate nature, a nature with something of the dagger in it, steely, +sharp, and deadly. + +"But, signore, our home is very poor. Look, signore!" + +A turkey strutted out through the doorway, elongating its neck and +looking nervously intent. + +"Ps--sh--sh--sh!" + +He shooed it away, furiously waving his arms. + +"And what could you eat? There is only bread and wine." + +"And the yellow cheese!" said Maurice. + +"The--?" Salvatore looked sharply interrogative. + +"I mean, there is always cheese, isn't there, in Sicily, cheese and +macaroni? But if there isn't, it's all right. Anything will do for me, +and I'll buy all the fish we take from you, and Maddalena here shall cook +it for us when we come back from the sea. Will you, Maddalena?" + +"Si, signore." + +The answer came in a very small voice. + +"The signore is too good." + +Salvatore was looking openly voracious now. + +"I can sleep on the floor." + +"No, signore. We have beds, we have two fine beds. Come in and see." + +With not a little pride he led Maurice into the cottage, and showed him +the bed on which he had already slept. + +"That will be for the signore, Gaspare." + +"Si--e molto bello." + +"Maddalena and I--we will sleep in the outer room." + +"And I, Salvatore?" demanded the boy. + +"You! Do you stay too?" + +"Of course. Don't I stay, signore?" + +"Yes, if Lucrezia won't be frightened." + +"It does not matter if she is. When we do not come back she will keep +Guglielmo, the contadino." + +"Of course you must stay. You can sleep with me. And to-night we'll play +cards and sing and dance. Have you got any cards, Salvatore?" + +"Si, signore. They are dirty, but--" + +"That's all right. And we'll sit outside and tell stories, stories of +brigands and the sea. Salvatore, when you know me, you'll know I'm a true +Sicilian." + +He grasped Salvatore's hand, but he looked at Maddalena. + + + +XII + +Night had come to the Sirens' Isle--a night that was warm, gentle, and +caressing. In the cottage two candles were lit, and the wick was burning +in the glass before the Madonna. Outside the cottage door, on the flat +bit of ground that faced the wide sea, Salvatore and his daughter, +Maurice and Gaspare, were seated round the table finishing their simple +meal, for which Salvatore had many times apologized. Their merry voices, +their hearty laughter rang out in the darkness, and below the sea made +answer, murmuring against the rocks. + +At the same moment in an Arab house Hermione bent over a sick man, +praying against death, whose footsteps she seemed already to hear coming +into the room and approaching the bed on which he tossed, white with +agony. And when he was quiet for a little and ceased from moving, she sat +with her hand on his and thought of Sicily, and pictured her husband +alone under the stars upon the terrace before the priest's house, and +imagined him thinking of her. The dry leaves of a palm-tree under the +window of the room creaked in the light wind that blew over the flats, +and she strove to hear the delicate rustling of the leaves of +olive-trees. + +Salvatore had little food to offer his guests, only bread, cheese, and +small, black olives; but there was plenty of good red wine, and when the +time of brindisi was come Salvatore and Gaspare called for health after +health, and rivalled each other in wild poetic efforts, improvising +extravagant compliments to Maurice, to the absent signora, to Maddalena, +and even to themselves. And with each toast the wine went down till +Maurice called a halt. + +"I am a real Sicilian," he said. "But if I drink any more I shall be +under the table. Get out the cards, Salvatore. Sette e mezzo, and I'll +put down the stakes. No one to go above twenty-five centesimi, with fifty +for the doubling. Gaspare's sure to win. He always does. And I've just +one cigar apiece. There's no wind. Bring out the candles and let's play +out here." + +Gaspare ran for the candles while Salvatore got the cards, well-thumbed +and dirty. Maddalena's long eyes were dancing. Such a festa as this was +rare in her life, for, dwelling far from the village, she seldom went to +any dance or festivity. Her blood was warm with the wine and with joy, +and the youth in her seemed to flow like the sea in a flood-tide. +Scarcely ever before had she seen her harsh father so riotously gay, so +easy with a stranger, and she knew in her heart that this was her +festival. Maurice's merry and ardent eyes told her that, and Gaspare's +smiling glances of boyish understanding. She felt excited, almost +light-headed, childishly proud of herself. If only some of the girls of +Marechiaro could see, could know! + +When the cards were thrown upon the table, and Maurice had dealt out a +lira to each one of the players as stakes, and cried, "Maddalena and I'll +share against you, Salvatore, and Gaspare!" she felt that she had nothing +more to wish for, that she was perfectly happy. But she was happier still +when, after a series of games, Maurice pushed back his chair and said: + +"I've had enough. Salvatore, you are like Gaspare, you have the devil's +luck. Together you can't be beaten. But now you play against each other +and let's see who wins. I'll put down twenty-five lire. Play till one of +you's won every soldo of it. Play all night if you like." + +And he counted out the little paper notes on the table, giving two to +Salvatore and two to Gaspare, and putting one under a candlestick. + +"I'll keep the score," he added, pulling out a pencil and a sheet of +paper. "No play higher than fifty, with a lira when one of you makes +'sette e mezzo' with under four cards." + +"Per Dio!" cried Gaspare, flushed with excitement. "Avanti, Salvatore!" + +"Avanti, Avanti!" cried Salvatore, in answer, pulling his chair close up +to the table, and leaning forward, looking like a handsome bird of prey +in the faint candlelight. + +They cut for deal and began to play, while Maddalena and Maurice watched. + +When Sicilians gamble they forget everything but the game and the money +which it brings to them or takes from them. Salvatore and Gaspare were at +once passionately intent on their cards, and as the night drew on and +fortune favored first one and then the other, they lost all thought of +everything except the twenty-five lire which were at stake. When +Maddalena slipped away into the darkness they did not notice her +departure, and when Maurice laid down the paper on which he had tried to +keep the score, and followed her, they were indifferent. They needed no +score-keeper, for they had Sicilian memories for money matters. Over the +table they leaned, the two candles, now burning low, illuminating their +intense faces, their violent eyes, their brown hands that dealt and +gathered up the cards, and held them warily, alert for the cheating that +in Sicily, when possible, is ever part of the game. + +"Carta da cinquanta!" + +They had forgotten Maurice's limit for the stakes. + +"Carta da cento!" + +Their voices died away from Maurice's ears as he stole through the +darkness seeking Maddalena. + +Where had she gone, and why? The last question he could surely answer, +for as she stole past him silently, her long, mysterious eyes, that +seemed to hold in their depths some enigma of the East, had rested on his +with a glance that was an invitation. They had not boldly summoned him. +They had lured him, as an echo might, pathetic in its thrilling frailty. +And now, as he walked softly over the dry grass, he thought of those eyes +as he had first seen them in the pale light that had preceded the dawn. +Then they had been full of curiosity, like a young animal's. Now surely +they were changed. Once they had asked a question. They delivered a +summons to-night. What was in them to-night? The mystery of young +maidenhood, southern, sunlit, on the threshold of experience, waking to +curious knowledge, to a definite consciousness of the meaning of its +dreams, of the truth of its desires. + +When he was out of hearing of the card-players Maurice stood still. He +felt the breath of the sea on his face. He heard the murmur of the sea +everywhere around him, a murmur that in its level monotony excited him, +thrilled him, as the level monotony of desert music excites the African +in the still places of the sand. His pulses were beating, and there was +an almost savage light in his eyes. Something in the atmosphere of the +sea-bound retreat made him feel emancipated, as if he had stepped out of +the prison of civilized life into a larger, more thoughtless existence, +an existence for which his inner nature fitted him, for which he had +surely been meant all these years that he had lived, unconscious of what +he really was and of what he really needed. + +"How happy I could have been as a Sicilian fisherman!" he thought. "How +happy I could be now!" + +"St! St!" + +He looked round quickly. + +"St! St!" + +It must be Maddalena, but where was she? He moved forward till he was at +the edge of the land where the tiny path wound steeply downward to the +sea. There she was standing with her face turned in his direction, and +her lips opened to repeat the little summoning sound. + +"How did you know I was there?" he said, whispering, as he joined her. +"Did you hear me come?" + +"No, signore." + +"Then--" + +"Signorino, I felt that you were there." + +He smiled. It pleased him to think that he threw out something, some +invisible thread, perhaps, that reached her and told her of his nearness. +Such communication made sympathy. He did not say it to himself, but his +sensation to-night was that everything was in sympathy with him, the +night with its stars, the sea with its airs and voices, Maddalena with +her long eyes and her brown hands, and her knowledge of his presence when +she did not see or hear him. + +"Let us go down to the sea," he said. + +He longed to be nearer to that low and level sound that moved and excited +him in the night. + +"Father's boat is there," she said. "It is so calm to-night that he did +not bring it round into the bay." + +"If we go out in it for a minute, will he mind?" + +A sly look came into her face. + +"He will not know," she said. "With all that money Gaspare and he will +play till dawn. Per Dio, signore, you are birbante!" + +She gave a little low laugh. + +"So you think I--" + +He stopped. What need was there to go on? She had read him and was openly +rejoicing in what she thought his slyness. + +"And my father," she added, "is a fox of the sea, signore. Ask Gaspare if +there is another who is like him. You will see! When they stop playing at +dawn the twenty-five lire will be in his pocket!" + +She spoke with pride. + +"But Gaspare is so lucky," said Maurice. + +"Gaspare is only a boy. How can he cheat better than my father?" + +"They cheat, then!" + +"Of course, when they can. Why not, madonna!" + +Maurice burst out laughing. + +"And you call me birbante!" he said. + +"To know what my father loves best! Signorino! Signorino!" + +She shook her out-stretched forefinger to and fro near her nose, smiling, +with her head a little on one side like a crafty child. + +"But why, Maddalena--why should I wish your father to play cards till the +dawn. Tell me that! Why should not I wish him, all of us, to go to bed?" + +"You are not sleepy, signorino!" + +"I shall be in the morning when it's time to fish." + +"Then perhaps you will not fish." + +"But I must. That is why I have stayed here to-night, to be ready to go +to sea in the morning." + +She said nothing, only smiled again. He felt a longing to shake her in +joke. She was such a child now. And yet a few minutes ago her dark eyes +had lured him, and he had felt almost as if in seeking her he sought a +mystery. + +"Don't you believe me?" he asked. + +But she only answered, with her little gesture of smiling rebuke: + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +He did not protest, for now they were down by the sea, and saw the +fishing-boats swaying gently on the water. + +"Get in Maddalena. I will row." + +He untied the rope, while she stepped lightly in, then he pushed the boat +off, jumping in himself from the rocks. + +"You are like a fisherman, signore," said Maddalena. + +He smiled and drew the great bladed oars slowly through the calm water, +leaning towards her with each stroke and looking into her eyes. + +"I wish I were really a fisherman," he said, "like your father!" + +"Why, signore?" she asked, in astonishment. + +"Because it's a free life, because it's a life I should love." + +She still looked at him with surprise. + +"But a fisherman has few soldi, signorino." + +"Maddalena," he said, letting the oars drift in the water, "there's only +one good thing in the world, and that is to be free in a life that is +natural to one." + +He drew up his feet onto the wooden bench and clasped his hands round his +knees, and sat thus, looking at her while she faced him in the stern of +the boat. He had not turned the boat round. So Maddalena had her face +towards the land, while his was set towards the open sea. + +"It isn't having many soldi that makes happiness," he went on. "Gaspare +thinks it is, and Lucrezia, and I dare say your father would--" + +"Oh yes, signore! In Sicily we all think so!" + +"And so they do in England. But it isn't true." + +"But if you have many soldi you can do anything." + +He shook his head. + +"No you can't. I have plenty of soldi, but I can't always live here, I +can't always live as I do now. Some day I shall have to go away from +Sicily--I shall have to go back and live in London." + +As he said the last words he seemed to see London rise up before him in +the night, with shadowy domes and towers and chimneys; he seemed to hear +through the exquisite silence of night upon the sea the mutter of its +many voices. + +"It's beastly there! It's beastly!" + +And he set his teeth almost viciously. + +"Why must you go, then, signorino?" + +"Why? Oh, I have work to do." + +"But if you are rich why must you work?" + +"Well--I--I can't explain in Italian. But my father expects me to." + +"To get more rich?" + +"Yes, I suppose." + +"But if you are rich why cannot you live as you please?" + +"I don't know, Maddalena. But the rich scarcely ever live really as they +please, I think. Their soldi won't let them, perhaps." + +"I don't understand, signore." + +"Well, a man must do something, must get on, and if I lived always here I +should do nothing but enjoy myself." + +He was silent for a minute. Then he said: + +"And that's all I want to do, just to enjoy myself here in the sun." + +"Are you happy here, signorino?" + +"Yes, tremendously happy." + +"Why?" + +"Why--because it's Sicily here! Aren't you happy?" + +"I don't know, signorino." + +She said it with simplicity and looked at him almost as if she were +inquiring of him whether she were happy or not. That look tempted him. + +"Don't you know whether you are happy to-night?" he asked, putting an +emphasis on the last word, and looking at her more steadily, almost +cruelly. + +"Oh, to-night--it is a festa." + +"A festa? Why?" + +"Why? Because it is different from other nights. On other nights I am +alone with my father." + +"And to-night you are alone with me. Does that make it a festa?" + +She looked down. + +"I don't know, signorino." + +The childish merriment and slyness had gone out of her now, and there was +a softness almost of sentimentality in her attitude, as she drooped her +head and moved one hand to and fro on the gunwale of the boat, touching +the wood, now here, now there, as if she were picking up something and +dropping it gently into the sea. + +Suddenly Maurice wondered about Maddalena. He wondered whether she had +ever had a Sicilian lover, whether she had one now. + +"You are not 'promised,' are you, Maddalena?" he asked, leaning a little +nearer to her. He saw the red come into her brown skin. She shook her +head without looking up or speaking. + +"I wonder why," he said. "I think--I think there must be men who want +you." + +She slightly raised her head. + +"Oh yes, there are, signore. But--but I must wait till my father chooses +one." + +"Your father will choose the man who is to be your husband?" + +"Of course, signore." + +"But perhaps you won't like him." + +"Oh, I shall have to like him, signore." + +She did not speak with any bitterness or sarcasm, but with perfect +simplicity. A feeling of pity that was certainly not Sicilian but that +came from the English blood in him stole into Maurice's heart. Maddalena +looked so soft and young in the dim beauty of the night, so ready to be +cherished, to be treated tenderly, or with the ardor that is the tender +cruelty of passion, that her childlike submission to the Sicilian code +woke in him an almost hot pugnacity. She would be given, perhaps, to some +hard brute of a fisherman who had scraped together more soldi than his +fellows, or to some coarse, avaricious contadino who would make her toil +till her beauty vanished, and she changed into a bowed, wrinkled +withered, sun-dried hag, while she was yet young in years. + +"I wish," he said--"I wish, when you have to marry, I could choose your +husband, Maddalena." + +She lifted her head quite up and regarded him with wonder. + +"You, signorino! Why?" + +"Because I would choose a man who would be very good to you, who would +love you and work for you and always think of you, and never look at +another woman. That is how your husband should be." + +She looked more wondering. + +"Are you like that, then, signore?" she asked. "With the signora?" + +Maurice unclasped his hands from his knees, and dropped his feet down +from the bench. + +"I!" he said, in a voice that had changed. "Oh--yes--I don't know." + +He took the oars again and began to row farther out to sea. + +"I was talking about you," he said, almost roughly. + +"I have never seen your signora," said Maddalena. "What is she like?" +Maurice saw Hermione before him in the night, tall, flat, with her long +arms, her rugged, intelligent face, her enthusiastic brown eyes. + +"Is she pretty?" continued Maddalena. "Is she as young as I am?" + +"She is good, Maddalena," Maurice answered. + +"Is she santa?" + +"I don't mean that. But she is good to every one." + +"But is she pretty, too?" she persisted. "And young?" + +"She is not at all old. Some day you shall see--" + +He checked himself. He had been going to say, "Some day you shall see +her." + +"And she is very clever," he said, after a moment. + +"Clever?" said Maddalena, evidently not understanding what he meant. + +"She can understand many things and she has read many books." + +"But what is the good of that? Why should a girl read many books?" + +"She is not a girl." + +"Not a girl!" + +She looked at him with amazed eyes and her voice was full of amazement. + +"How old are you, signorino?" she asked. + +"How old do you think?" + +She considered him carefully for a long time. + +"Old enough to make the visit," she said, at length. + +"The visit?" + +"Yes." + +"What? Oh, do you mean to be a soldier?" + +"Si, signore." + +"That would be twenty, wouldn't it?" + +She nodded. + +"I am older than that. I am twenty-four." + +"Truly?" + +"Truly." + +"And is the signora twenty-four, too?" + +"Maddalena!" Maurice exclaimed, with a sudden impatience that was almost +fierce. "Why do you keep on talking about the signora to-night? This is +your festa. The signora is in Africa, a long way off--there--across the +sea." He stretched out his arm, and pointed towards the wide waters above +which the stars were watching. "When she comes back you can see her, if +you wish--but now--" + +"When is she coming back?" asked the girl. + +There was an odd pertinacity in her character, almost an obstinacy, +despite her young softness and gentleness. + +"I don't know," Maurice said, with difficulty controlling his gathering +impatience. + +"Why did she go away?" + +"To nurse some one who is ill." + +"She went all alone across the sea?" + +"Yes." + +Maddalena turned and looked into the dimness of the sea with a sort of +awe. + +"I should be afraid," she said, after a pause. + +And she shivered slightly. + +Maurice had let go the oars again. He felt a longing to put his arm round +her when he saw her shiver. The night created many longings in him, a +confusion of longings, of which he was just becoming aware. + +"You are a child," he said, "and have never been away from your 'paese.'" + +"Yes, I have." + +"Where?" + +"I have been to the fair of San Felice." + +He smiled. + +"Oh--San Felice! And did you go in the train?" + +"Oh no, signore. I went on a donkey. It was last year, in June. It was +beautiful. There were women there in blue silk dresses with ear-rings as +long as that"--she measured their length in the air with her brown +fingers--"and there was a boy from Napoli, a real Napolitano, who sang +and danced as we do not dance here. I was very happy that day. And I was +given an image of Sant' Abbondio." + +She looked at him with a sort of dignity, as if expecting him to be +impressed. + +"Carissima!" he whispered, almost under his breath. + +Her little air of pride, as of a travelled person, enchanted him, even +touched him, he scarcely knew why, as he had never been enchanted or +touched by any London beauty. + +"I wish I had been at the fair with you. I would have given you--" + +"What, signorino?" she interrupted, eagerly. + +"A blue silk dress and a pair of ear-rings longer--much longer--than +those women wore." + +"Really, signorino? Really?" + +"Really and truly! Do you doubt me?" + +"No." + +She sighed. + +"How I wish you had been there! But this year--" + +She stopped, hesitating. + +"Yes--this year?" + +"In June there will be the fair again." + +He moved from his seat, softly and swiftly, turned the boat's prow +towards the open sea, then went and sat down by her in the stern. + +"We will go there," he said, "you and I and Gaspare--" + +"And my father." + +"All of us together." + +"And if the signora is back?" + +Maurice was conscious of a desire that startled him like a sudden stab +from something small and sharp--the desire that on that day Hermione +should not be with him in Sicily. + +"I dare say the signora will not be back." + +"But if she is, will she come, too?" + +"Do you think you would like it better if she came?" + +He was so close to her now that his shoulder touched hers. Their faces +were set seaward and were kissed by the breath of the sea. Their eyes saw +the same stars and were kissed by the light of the stars. And the subtle +murmur of the tide spoke to them both as if they were one. + +"Do you?" he repeated. "Do you think so?" + +"Chi lo sa?" she responded. + +He thought, when she said that, that her voice sounded less simple than +before. + +"You do know!" he said. + +She shook her head. + +"You do!" he repeated. + +He stretched out his hand and took her hand. He had to take it. + +"Why don't you tell me?" + +She had turned her head away from him, and now, speaking as if to the +sea, she said: + +"Perhaps if she was there you could not give me the blue silk dress and +the--and the ear-rings. Perhaps she would not like it." + +For a moment he thought he was disappointed by her answer. Then he knew +that he loved it, for its utter naturalness, its laughable naivete. It +seemed, too, to set him right in his own eyes, to sweep away a creeping +feeling that had been beginning to trouble him. He was playing with a +child. That was all. There was no harm in it. And when he had kissed her +in the dawn he had been kissing a child, playfully, kindly, as a big +brother might. And if he kissed her now it would mean nothing to her. And +if it did mean something--just a little more--to him, that did not +matter. + +"Bambina mia!" he said. + +"I am not a bambina," she said, turning towards him again. + +"Yes you are." + +"Then you are a bambino." + +"Why not? I feel like a boy to-night, like a naughty little boy." + +"Naughty, signorino?" + +"Yes, because I want to do something that I ought not to do." + +"What is it?" + +"This, Maddalena." + +And he kissed her. It was the first time he had kissed her in darkness, +for on his second visit to the sirens' house he had only taken her hand +and held it, and that was nothing. The kiss in the dawn had been light, +gay, a sort of laughing good-bye to a kind hostess who was of a class +that, he supposed, thought little of kisses. But this kiss in the night, +on the sea, was different. Only when he had given it did he understand +how different it was, how much more it meant to him. For Maddalena +returned it gently with her warm young lips, and her response stirred +something at his heart that was surely the very essence of the life +within him. + +He held her hands. + +"Maddalena!" he said, and there was in his voice a startled sound. +"Maddalena!" + +Again Hermione had risen up before him in the night, almost as one who +walked upon the sea. He was conscious of wrong-doing. The innocence of +his relation with Maddalena seemed suddenly to be tarnished, and the +happiness of the starry night to be clouded. He felt like one who, in +summer, becomes aware of a heaviness creeping into the atmosphere, the +message of a coming tempest that will presently transform the face of +nature. Surely there was a mist before the faces of the stars. + +She said nothing, only looked at him as if she wanted to know many things +which only he could tell her, which he had begun to tell her. That was +her fascination for his leaping youth, his wild heart of youth--this +ignorance and this desire to know. He had sat in spirit at the feet of +Hermione and loved her with a sort of boyish humbleness. Now one sat at +his feet. And the attitude woke up in him a desire that was fierce in its +intensity--the desire to teach Maddalena the great realities of love. + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi--yi!" + +Faintly there came to them a cry across the sea. + +"Gaspare!" Maurice said. + +He turned his head. In the darkness, high up, he saw a light, descending, +ascending, then describing a wild circle. + +"Hi--yi--yi--yi!" + +"Row back, signorino! They have done playing, and my father will be +angry." + +He moved, took the oars, and sent the boat towards the island. The +physical exertion calmed him, restored him to himself. + +"After all," he thought, "there is no harm in it." + +And he laughed. + +"Which has won, Maddalena?" he said, looking back at her over his +shoulder, for he was standing up and rowing with his face towards the +land. + +"I hope it is my father, signorino. If he has got the money he will not +be angry; but if Gaspare has it--" + +"Your father is a fox of the sea, and can cheat better than a boy. Don't +be frightened." + +When they reached the land, Salvatore and Gaspare met them. Gaspare's +face was glum, but Salvatore's small eyes were sparkling. + +"I have won it all--all!" he said. "Ecco!" + +And he held out his hand with the notes. + +"Salvatore is birbante!" said Gaspare, sullenly. "He did not win it +fairly. I saw him--" + +"Never mind, Gaspare!" said Maurice. + +He put his hand on the boy's shoulder. + +"To-morrow I'll give you the same," he whispered. + +"And now," he added, aloud, "let's go to bed. I've been rowing Maddalena +round the island and I'm tired. I shall sleep like a top." + +As they went up the steep path he took Salvatore familiarly by the arm. + +"You are too clever, Salvatore," he said. "You play too well for +Gaspare." + +Salvatore chuckled and handled the five-lire notes voluptuously. + +"Cci basu li manu!" he said. "Cci basu li manu!" + + + +XIII + +Maurice lay on the big bed in the inner room of the siren's house, under +the tiny light that burned before Maria Addolorata. The door of the house +was shut, and he heard no more the murmur of the sea. Gaspare was curled +up on the floor, on a bed made of some old sacking, with his head buried +in his jacket, which he had taken off to use as a pillow. In the far room +Maddalena and her father were asleep. Maurice could hear their breathing, +Maddalena's light and faint, Salvatore's heavy and whistling, and +degenerating now and then into a sort of stifled snore. But sleep did not +come to Maurice. His eyes were open, and his clasped hands supported his +head. He was thinking, thinking almost angrily. + +He loved joy as few Englishmen love it, but as many southerners love it. +His nature needed joy, was made to be joyous. And such natures resent the +intrusion into their existence of any complications which make for +tragedy as northern natures seldom resent anything. To-night Maurice had +a grievance against fate, and he was considering it wrathfully and not +without confusion. + +Since he had kissed Maddalena in the night he was disturbed, almost +unhappy. And yet he was surely face to face with something that was more +than happiness. The dancing faun was dimly aware that in his nature there +was not only the capacity for gayety, for the performance of the +tarantella, but also a capacity for violence which he had never been +conscious of when he was in England. It had surely been developed within +him by the sun, by the coming of the heat in this delicious land. It was +like an intoxication of the blood, something that went to head as well as +heart. He wondered what it meant, what it might lead him to. Perhaps he +had been faintly aware of its beginnings on that day when jealousy dawned +within him as he thought of his wife, his woman, nursing her friend in +Africa. Now it was gathering strength like a stream flooded by rains, but +it was taking a different direction in its course. + +He turned upon the pillow so that he could see the light burning before +the Madonna. The face of the Madonna was faintly visible--a long, meek +face with downcast eyes. Maddalena crossed herself often when she looked +at that face. Maurice put up his hand to make the sign, then dropped it +with a heavy sigh. He was not a Catholic. His religion--what was it? +Sunworship perhaps, the worship of the body, the worship of whim. He did +not know or care much. He felt so full of life and energy that the far, +far future after death scarcely interested him. The present was his +concern, the present after that kiss in the night. He had loved Hermione. +Surely he loved her now. He did love her now. And yet when he had kissed +her he had never been shaken by the headstrong sensation that had hold of +him to-night, the desire to run wild in love. He looked up to Hermione. +The feeling of reverence had been a governing factor in his love for her. +Now it seemed to him that a feeling of reverence was a barrier in the +path of love, something to create awe, admiration, respect, but scarcely +the passion that irresistibly draws man to woman. And yet he did love +Hermione. He was confused, horribly confused. + +For he knew that his longing was towards Maddalena. + +He would like to rise up in the dawn, to take her in his arms, to carry +her off in a boat upon the sea, or to set her on a mule and lead her up +far away into the recesses of the mountains. By rocky paths he would lead +her, beyond the olives and the vines, beyond the last cottage of the +contadini, up to some eyrie from which they could look down upon the +sunlit world. He wanted to be in wildness with her, inexorably divided +from all the trammels of civilization. A desire of savagery had hold upon +him to-night. He did not go into detail. He did not think of how they +would pass their days. Everything presented itself to him broadly, +tumultuously, with a surging, onward movement of almost desperate +advance. + +He wanted to teach those dark, inquiring young eyes all that they asked +to know, to set in them the light of knowledge, to make them a woman's +eyes. + +And that he could never do. + +His whole body was throbbing with heat, and tingling with a desire of +movement, of activity. The knowledge that all this beating energy was +doomed to uselessness, was born to do nothing, tortured him. + +He tried to think steadily of Hermione, but he found the effort a +difficult one. She was remote from his body, and that physical remoteness +seemed to set her far from his spirit, too. In him, though he did not +know it, was awake to-night the fickleness of the south, of the southern +spirit that forgets so quickly what is no longer near to the southern +body. The sun makes bodily men, makes very strong the chariot of the +flesh. Sight and touch are needful, the actions of the body, to keep the +truly southern spirit true. Maurice could neither touch nor see Hermione. +In her unselfishness she had committed the error of dividing herself from +him. The natural consequences of that self-sacrifice were springing up +now like the little yellow flowers in the grasses of the lemon groves. +With all her keen intelligence she made the mistake of the enthusiast, +that of reading into those whom she loved her own shining qualities, of +seeing her own sincerities, her own faithfulness, her own strength, her +own utter loyalty looking out on her from them. She would probably have +denied that this was so, but so it was. At this very moment in Africa, +while she watched at the bedside of Artois, she was thinking of her +husband's love for her, loyalty to her, and silently blessing him for it; +she was thanking God that she had drawn such a prize in the lottery of +life. And had she been already separated from Maurice for six months she +would never have dreamed of doubting his perfect loyalty now that he had +once loved her and taken her to be his. The "all in all or not at all" +nature had been given to Hermione. She must live, rejoice, suffer, die, +according to that nature. She knew much, but she did not know how to hold +herself back, how to be cautious where she loved, how to dissect the +thing she delighted in. She would never know that, so she would never +really know her husband, as Artois might learn to know him, even had +already known him. She would never fully understand the tremendous +barriers set up between people by the different strains of blood in them, +the stern dividing lines that are drawn between the different races of +the earth. Her nature told her that love can conquer all things. She was +too enthusiastic to be always far-seeing. + +So now, while Maurice lay beneath the tiny light in the house of the +sirens and was shaken by the wildness of desire, and thought of a +mountain pilgrimage far up towards the sun with Maddalena in his arms, +she sat by Artois's bed and smiled to herself as she pictured the house +of the priest, watched over by the stars of Sicily, and by her many +prayers. Maurice was there, she knew, waiting for her return, longing for +it as she longed for it. Artois turned on his pillow wearily, saw her, +and smiled. + +"You oughtn't to be here," he whispered. "But I am glad you are here." + +"And I am glad, I am thankful I am here!" she said, truly. + +"If there is a God," he said, "He will bless you for this!" + +"Hush! You must try to sleep." + +She laid her hand in his. + +"God has blessed me," she thought, "for all my poor little attempts at +goodness, how far, far more than I deserve!" + +And the gratitude within her was almost like an ache, like a beautiful +pain of the heart. + +In the morning Maurice put to sea with Gaspare and Salvatore. He knew the +silvery calm of dawn on a day of sirocco. Everything was very still, in a +warm and heavy stillness of silver that made the sweat run down at the +least movement or effort. Masses of white, feathery vapors floated low in +the sky above the sea, concealing the flanks of the mountains, but +leaving their summits clear. And these vapors, hanging like veils with +tattered edges, created a strange privacy upon the sea, an atmosphere of +eternal mysteries. As the boat went out from the shore, urged by the +powerful arms of Salvatore, its occupants were silent. The merriment and +the ardor of the night, the passion of cards and of desire, were gone, as +if they had been sucked up into the smoky wonder of the clouds, or sucked +down into the silver wonder of the sea. + +Gaspare looked drowsy and less happy than usual. He had not yet recovered +from his indignation at the success of Salvatore's cheating, and Maurice, +who had not slept, felt the bounding life, the bounding fire of his youth +held in check as by the action of a spell. The carelessness of +excitement, of passion, was replaced by another carelessness--the +carelessness of dream. It seemed to him now as if nothing mattered or +ever could matter. On the calm silver of a hushed and breathless sea, +beneath dense white vapors that hid the sky, he was going out slowly, +almost noiselessly, to a fate of which he knew nothing, to a quiet +emptiness, to a region which held no voices to call him this way or that, +no hands to hold him, no eyes to regard him. His face was damp with +sweat. He leaned over the gunwale and trailed his hand in the sea. It +seemed to him unnaturally warm. He glanced up at the clouds. Heaven was +blotted out. Was there a heaven? Last night he had thought there must +be--but that was long ago. Was he sad? He scarcely knew. He was dull, as +if the blood in him had run almost dry. He was like a sapless tree. +Hermione and Maddalena--what were they? Shadows rather than women. He +looked steadily at the sea. Was it the same element upon which he had +been only a few hours ago under the stars with Maddalena? He could +scarcely believe that it was the same. Sirocco had him fast, sirocco that +leaves many Sicilians unchanged, unaffected, but that binds the stranger +with cords of cotton wool which keep him like a net of steel. + +Gaspare lay down in the bottom of the boat, buried his face in his arms, +and gave himself again to sleep. Salvatore looked at him, and then at +Maurice, and smiled with a fine irony. + +"He thought he would win, signore." + +"Cosa?" said Maurice, startled by the sound of a voice. + +"He thought that he could play better than I, signore." + +Salvatore closed one eye, and stuck his tongue a little out of the left +side of his mouth, then drew it in with a clicking noise. + +"No one gets the better of me," he said. "They may try. Many have tried, +but in the end--" + +He shook his head, took his right hand from the oar and flapped it up and +down, then brought it downward with force, as if beating some one, or +something, to his feet. + +"I see," Maurice said, dully. "I see." + +He thought to himself that he had been cleverer than Salvatore the +preceding night, but he felt no sense of triumph. He had divined the +fisherman's passion and turned it to his purpose. But what of that? Let +the man rejoice, if he could, in this dream. Let all men do what they +wished to do so long as he could be undisturbed. He looked again at the +sea, dropped his hand into it once more. + +"Shall I let down a line, signore?" + +Salvatore's keen eyes were upon him. He shook his head. + +"Not yet. I--" He hesitated. + +The still silver of the sea drew him. He touched his forehead with his +hand and felt the dampness on it. + +"I'm going in," he said. + +"Can you swim, signore?" + +"Yes, like a fish. Don't follow me with the boat. Just let me swim out +and come back. If I want you I'll call. But don't follow me." + +Salvatore nodded appreciatively. He liked a good swimmer, a real man of +the sea. + +"And don't wake Gaspare, or he'll be after me." + +"Va bene!" + +Maurice stripped off his clothes, all the time looking at the sea. Then +he sat down on the gunwale of the boat with his feet in the water. +Salvatore had stopped rowing. Gaspare still slept. + +It was curious to be going to give one's self to this silent silver thing +that waited so calmly for the gift. He felt a sort of dull voluptuousness +stealing over him as he stared at the water. He wanted to get away from +his companions, from the boat, to be quite alone with sirocco. + +"Addio Salvatore!" he said, in a low voice. + +"A rivederci, signore." + +He let himself down slowly into the water, feet foremost, and swam +slowly away into the dream that lay before him. + +Even now that he was in it the water felt strangely warm. He had not let +his head go under, and the sweat was still on his face. The boat lay +behind him. He did not think of it. He had forgotten it. He felt himself +to be alone, utterly alone with the sea. + +He had always loved the sea, but in a boyish, wholly natural way, as a +delightful element, health-giving, pleasure-giving, associating it with +holiday times, with bathing, fishing, boating, with sails on moonlight +nights, with yacht-races about the Isle of Wight in the company of gay +comrades. This sea of Sicily seemed different to him to-day from other +seas, more mysterious and more fascinating, a sea of sirens about a +Sirens' Isle. Mechanically he swam through it, scarcely moving his arms, +with his chin low in the water--out towards the horizon-line. + +He was swimming towards Africa. + +Presently that thought came into his mind, that he was swimming towards +Africa and Hermione, and away from Maddalena. It seemed to him, then, as +if the two women on the opposite shores of this sea must know, Hermione +that he was coming to her, Maddalena that he was abandoning her, and he +began to think of them both as intent upon his journey, the one feeling +him approach, the other feeling him recede. He swam more slowly. A +curious melancholy had overtaken him, a deep depression of the spirit, +such as often alternates in the Sicilian character with the lively gayety +that is sent down upon its children by the sun. This lonely progress in +the sea was prophetic. He must leave Maddalena. His friendship with her +must come to an end, and soon. Hermione would return, and then, in no +long time, they would leave the Casa del Prete and go back to England. +They would settle down somewhere, probably in London, and he would take +up his work with his father, and the Sicilian dream would be over. + +The vapors that hid the sky seemed to drop a little lower down towards +the sea, as if they were going to enclose him. + +The Sicilian dream would be over. Was that possible? He felt as if the +earth of Sicily would not let him go, as if, should the earth resign him, +the sea of Sicily would keep him. He dwelt on this last fancy, this +keeping of him by the sea. That would be strange, a quiet end to all +things. Never before had he consciously contemplated his own death. The +deep melancholy poured into him by sirocco caused him to do so now. +Almost voluptuously he thought of death, a death in the sea of Sicily +near the rocks of the isle of the sirens. The light would be kindled in +the sirens' house and his eyes would not see it. They would be closed by +the cold fingers of the sea. And Maddalena? The first time she had seen +him she had seen him sinking in the sea. How strange if it should be so +at the end, if the last time she saw him she saw him sinking in the sea. +She had cried out. Would she cry out again or would she keep silence? He +wondered. For a moment he felt as if it were ordained that thus he should +die, and he let his body sink in the water, throwing up his hands. He +went down, very far down, but he felt that Maddalena's eyes followed him +and that in them he saw terrors enthroned. + +Gaspare stirred in the boat, lifted his head from his arms and looked +sleepily around him. He saw Salvatore lighting a pipe, bending forward +over a spluttering match which he held in a cage made of his joined +hands. He glanced away from him still sleepily, seeking the padrone, but +he saw only the empty seats of the boat, the oars, the coiled-up nets, +and lines for the fish. + +"Dove--?" he began. + +He sat up, stared wildly round. + +"Dov'e il padrone?" he cried out, shrilly. + +Salvatore started and dropped the match. Gaspare sprang at him. + +"Dov'e il padrone? Dov'e il padrone?" + +"Sangue di--" began Salvatore. + +But the oath died upon his lips. His keen eyes had swept the sea and +perceived that it was empty. From its silver the black dot which he had +been admiringly watching had disappeared. Gaspare had waked, had asked +his fierce question just as Maurice threw up his hands and sank down in +his travesty of death. + +"He was there! Madonna! He was there swimming a moment ago!" exclaimed +Salvatore. + +As he spoke he seized the oars, and with furious strokes propelled the +boat in the direction Maurice had taken. But Gaspare would not wait. His +instinct forbade him to remain inactive. + +"May the Madonna turn her face from thee in the hour of thy death!" he +yelled at Salvatore. + +Then, with all his clothes on, he went over the side into the sea. + +Maurice was an accomplished swimmer, and had ardently practised swimming +under water when he was a boy. He could hold his breath for an +exceptionally long time, and now he strove to beat all his previous +records. With a few strokes he came up from the depths of the sea towards +the surface, then began swimming under water, swimming vigorously, though +in what direction he knew not. At last he felt the imperative need of +air, and, coming up into the light again, he gasped, shook his head, +lifted his eyelids that were heavy with the pressure of the water, heard +a shrill cry, and felt a hand grasp him fiercely. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +"Gaspare!" he gulped. + +He had not fully drawn breath yet. + +"Madonna! Madonna!" + +The hand still held him. The fingers were dug into his flesh. Then he +heard a shout, and the boat came up with Salvatore leaning over its side, +glaring down at him with fierce anxiety. He grasped the gunwale with both +hands. Gaspare trod water, caught him by the legs, and violently assisted +him upward. He tumbled over the side into the boat. Gaspare came after +him, sank down in the bottom of the boat, caught him by the arms, stared +into his face, saw him smiling. + +"Sta bene Lei?" he cried. "Sta bene?" + +"Benissimo." + +The boy let go of him and, still staring at him, burst into a passion of +tears that seemed almost angry. + +"Gaspare! What is it? What's the matter?" + +He put out his hand to touch the boy's dripping clothes. + +"What has happened?" + +"Niente! Niente!" said Gaspare, between violent sobs. "Mamma mia! Mamma +mia!" + +He threw himself down in the bottom of the boat and wept stormily, +without shame, without any attempt to check or conceal his emotion. As in +the tarantella he had given himself up utterly to joy, so now he gave +himself up utterly to something that seemed like despair. He cried +loudly. His whole body shook. The sea-water ran down from his matted hair +and mingled with the tears that rushed over his brown cheeks. + +"What is it?" Maurice asked of Salvatore. + +"He thought the sea had taken you, signore." + +"That was it? Gaspare--" + +"Let him alone. Per Dio, signore, you gave me a fright, too." + +"I was only swimming under water." + +He looked at Gaspare. He longed to do something to comfort him, but he +realized that such violence could not be checked by anything. It must +wear itself out. + +"And he thought I was dead!" + +"Per Dio! And if you had been!" + +He wrinkled up his face and spat. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Has he got a knife on him?" + +He threw out his hand towards Gaspare. + +"I don't know to-day. He generally has." + +"I should have had it in me by now," said Salvatore. + +And he smiled at the weeping boy almost sweetly, as if he could have +found it in his heart to caress such a murderer. + +"Row in to land," Maurice said. + +He began to put on his clothes. Salvatore turned the boat round and they +drew near to the rocks. The vapors were lifting now, gathering themselves +up to reveal the blue of the sky, but the sea was still gray and +mysterious, and the land looked like a land in a dream. Presently Gaspare +put his fists to his eyes, lifted his head, and sat up. He looked at his +master gloomily, as if in rebuke, and under this glance Maurice began to +feel guilty, as if he had done something wrong in yielding to his strange +impulses in the sea. + +"I was only swimming under water, Gaspare," he said, apologetically. + +The boy said nothing. + +"I know now," continued Maurice, "that I shall never come to any harm +with you to look after me." + +Still Gaspare said nothing. He sat there on the floor of the boat with +his dripping clothes clinging to his body, staring before him as if he +were too deeply immersed in gloomy thoughts to hear what was being said +to him. + +"Gaspare!" Maurice exclaimed, moved by a sudden impulse. "Do you think +you would be very unhappy away from your 'paese'?" + +Gaspare shifted forward suddenly. A light gleamed in his eyes. + +"D'you think you could be happy with me in England?" + +He smiled. + +"Si, signore!" + +"When we have to go away from Sicily I shall ask the signora to let me +take you with us." + +Gaspare said nothing, but he looked at Salvatore, and his wet face was +like a song of pride and triumph. + + + +XIV + +That day, ere he started with Gaspare for the house of the priest, +Maurice made a promise to Maddalena. He pledged himself to go with her +and her father to the great fair of San Felice, which takes place +annually in the early days of June, when the throng of tourists has +departed, and the long heats of the summer have not yet fully set in. He +gave this promise in the presence of Salvatore and Gaspare, and while he +did so he was making up his mind to something. That day at the fair +should be the day of his farewell to Maddalena. Hermione must surely be +coming back in June. It was impossible that she could remain in Kairouan +later. The fury of the African summer would force her to leave the sacred +city, her mission of salvation either accomplished or rendered forever +futile by the death of her friend. And then, when Hermione came, within a +short time no doubt they would start for England, taking Gaspare with +them. For Maurice really meant to keep the boy in their service. After +the strange scene of the morning he felt as if Gaspare were one of the +family, a retainer with whose devoted protection he could never dispense. +Hermione, he was sure, would not object. + +Hermione would not object. As he thought that, Maurice was conscious of a +feeling such as sometimes moves a child, upon whom a parent or guardian +has laid a gently restraining hand, violently to shrug his shoulders and +twist his body in the effort to get away and run wild in freedom. He knew +how utterly unreasonable and contemptible his sensation was, yet he had +it. The sun had bred in him not merely a passion for complete personal +liberty, but for something more, for lawlessness. For a moment he envied +Gaspare, the peasant boy, whose ardent youth was burdened with so few +duties to society, with so few obligations. + +What was expected of Gaspare? Only a willing service, well paid, which he +could leave forever at any moment he pleased. To his family he must, no +doubt, give some of his earnings, but in return he was looked up to by +all, even by his father, as a little god. And in everything else was not +he free, wonderfully free in this island of the south, able to be +careless, unrestrained, wild as a young hawk, yet to remain uncondemned, +unwondered at? + +And he--Maurice? + +He thought of Hermione's ardent and tenderly observant eyes with a sort +of terror. If she could know or even suspect his feelings of the previous +night, what a tragedy he would be at once involved in! The very splendor +of Hermione's nature, the generous nobility of her character, would make +that tragedy the more poignant. She felt with such intensity, she thought +she had so much. Careless though his own nature was, doubly careless here +in Sicily, Maurice almost sickened at the idea of her ever suspecting the +truth, that he was capable of being strongly drawn towards a girl like +Maddalena, that he could feel as if a peasant who could neither read nor +write caught at something within him that was like the essence of his +life, like the core of that by which he enjoyed, suffered, desired. + +But, of course, she would never suspect. And he laughed at himself, and +made the promise about the fair, and, having made it and his resolution +in regard to it, almost violently resolved to take no thought for the +morrow, but to live carelessly and with gayety the days that lay before +him, the few more days of his utter freedom in Sicily. + +After all, he was doing no wrong. He had lived and was going to live +innocently. And now that he realized things, realized himself, he would +be reasonable. He would be careless, gay--yes, but not reckless, not +utterly reckless as he felt inclined to be. + +"What day of June is the fair?" he asked, looking at Maddalena. + +"The 11th of June, signore," said Salvatore. "There will be many donkeys +there--good donkeys." + +Gaspare began to look fierce. + +"I think of buying a donkey," added Salvatore, carelessly, with his +small, shrewd eyes fixed upon Maurice's face. + +Gaspare muttered something unintelligible. + +"How much do they cost?" said Maurice. + +"For a hundred lire you can get a very good donkey. It would be useful to +Maddalena. She could go to the village sometimes then--she could go to +Marechiaro to gossip with the neighbors." + +"Has Maddalena broken her legs--Madonna!" burst forth Gaspare. + +"Come along, Gaspare!" said Maurice, hastily. + +He bade good-bye to the fisherman and his daughter, and set off with +Gaspare through the trees. + +"Be nice to Salvatore," said Maurice, as they went down towards the rocky +wall. + +"But he wants to make you give him a donkey, signorino. You do not know +him. When he is with you at the fair he will--" + +"Never mind. I say, Gaspare, I want--I want that day at the fair to be a +real festa. Don't let's have any row on that day." + +Gaspare looked at him with surprised, inquiring eyes, as if struck by his +serious voice, by the insisting pressure in it. + +"Why that day specially, signorino?" he asked, after a pause. + +"Oh, well--it will be my last day of--I mean that the signora will be +coming back from Africa by then, and we shall--" + +"Si, signore?" + +"We sha'n't be able to run quite so wild as we do now, you see. And, +besides, we shall be going to England very soon then." + +Gaspare's face lighted up. + +"Shall I see London, signorino?" + +"Yes," said Maurice. + +He felt a sickness at his heart. + +"I should like to live in London always," said Gaspare, excitedly. + +"In London! You don't know it. In London you will scarcely ever see the +sun." + +"Aren't there theatres in London, signorino?" + +"Theatres? Yes, of course. But there is no sea, Gaspare, there are no +mountains." + +"Are there many soldiers? Are there beautiful women?" + +"Oh, there are plenty of soldiers and women." + +"I should like always to live in London," repeated Gaspare, firmly. + +"Well--perhaps you will. But--remember--we are all to be happy at the +fair of San Felice." + +"Si, signore. But be careful, or Salvatore will make you buy him a +donkey. He had a wine-shop once, long ago, in Marechiaro, and the +wine--Per Dio, it was always vino battezzato!" + +"What do you mean?" + +"Salvatore always put water in it. He is cattivo--and when he is angry--" + +"I know. You told me. But it doesn't matter. We shall soon be going away, +and then we sha'n't see him any more." + +"Signorino?" + +"Well?" + +"You--do you want to stay here always?" + +"I like being here." + +"Why do you want to stay?" + +For once Maurice felt as if he could not meet the boy's great, steady +eyes frankly. He looked away. + +"I like the sun," he answered. "I love it! I should like to live in the +sunshine forever." + +"And I should like to live always in London," reiterated Gaspare. "You +want to live here because you have always been in London, and I want to +live in London because I have always been here. Ecco!" + +Maurice tried to laugh. + +"Perhaps that is it. We wish for what we can't have. Dio mio!" + +He threw out his arms. + +"But, anyhow, I've not done with Sicily yet! Come on, Gaspare! Now for +the rocks! Ciao! Ciao! Ciao! Morettina bella ciao!" + +He burst out into a song, but his voice hardly rang true, and Gaspare +looked at him again with a keen inquiry. + + * * * * * + +Artois was not yet destined to die. He said that Hermione would not let +him die, that with her by his side it was useless for Death to approach +him, to desire him, to claim him. Perhaps her courage gave to him the +will to struggle against his enemy. The French doctor, deeply, almost +sentimentally interested in the ardent woman who spoke his language with +perfection and carried out such instructions of his as she considered +sensible, with delicate care and strong thoroughness, thought and said +so. + +"But for madame," he said to Artois, "you would have died, monsieur. And +why? Because till she came you had not the will to live. And it is the +will to live that assists the doctor." + +"I cannot be so ungallant as to die now," Artois replied, with a feeble +but not sad smile. "Were I to do so, madame would think me ungrateful. +No, I shall live. I feel now that I am going to live." + +And, in fact, from the night of Maurice's visit with Gaspare to the house +of the sirens he began to get better. The inflammation abated, the +temperature fell till it was normal, the agony died away gradually from +the tormented body, and slowly, very slowly, the strength that had ebbed +began to return. One day, when the doctor said that there was no more +danger of any relapse, Artois called Hermione and told her that now she +must think no more of him, but of herself; that she must pack up her +trunk and go back to her husband. + +"You have saved me, and I have killed your honeymoon," he said, rather +sadly. "That will always be a regret in my life. But, now go, my dear +friend, and try to assuage your husband's wrath against me. How he must +hate me!" + +"Why, Emile?" + +"Are you really a woman? Yes, I know that. No man could have tended me as +you have. Yet, being a woman, how can you ask that question?" + +"Maurice understands. He is blessedly understanding." + +"Don't try his blessed comprehension of you and of me too far. You must +go, indeed." + +"I will go." + +A shadow that he tried to keep back flitted across Artois's pale face, +over which the unkempt beard straggled in a way that would have appalled +his Parisian barber. Hermione saw it. + +"I will go," she repeated, quietly, "when I can take you with me." + +"But--" + +"Hush! You are not to argue. Haven't you an utter contempt for those who +do things by halves? Well, I have. When you can travel we'll go +together." + +"Where?" + +"To Sicily. It will be hot there, but after this it will seem cool as the +Garden of Eden under those trees where--but you remember! And there is +always the breeze from the sea. And then from there, very soon, you can +get a ship from Messina and go back to France, to Marseilles. Don't talk, +Emile. I am writing to-night to tell Maurice." + +And she left the room with quick softness. + +Artois did not protest. He told himself that he had not the strength to +struggle against the tenderness that surrounded him, that made it sweet +to return to life. But he wondered silently how Maurice would receive +him, how the dancing faun was bearing, would bear, this interference with +his new happiness. + +"When I am in Sicily I shall see at once, I shall know," he thought. "But +till then--" + +And he gave up the faint attempt to analyze the possible feelings of +another, and sank again into the curious peace of convalescence. + +And Hermione wrote to her husband, telling him of her plan, calling upon +him with the fearless enthusiasm that was characteristic of her to +welcome it and to rejoice, with her, in Artois's returning health and +speedy presence in Sicily. + +Maurice read this letter on the terrace alone. Gaspare had gone down on +the donkey to Marechiaro to buy a bottle of Marsala, which Lucrezia +demanded for the making of a zampaglione, and Lucrezia was upon the +mountain-side spreading linen to dry in the sun. It was nearly the end of +May now, and the trees in the ravine were thick with all their leaves. +The stream that ran down through the shadows towards the sea was a tiny +trickle of water, and the long, black snakes were coming boldly forth +from their winter hiding-places to sun themselves among the bowlders that +skirted the mountain tracks. + +"I can't tell for certain," Hermione wrote, "how soon we shall arrive, +but Emile is picking up strength every day, and I think, I pray, it may +not be long. I dare to hope that we shall be with you about the second +week of June. Oh, Maurice, something in me is almost mad with joy, is +like Gaspare dancing the tarantella, when I think of coming up the +mountain-side again with you as I came that first day, that first day of +my real life. Tell Sebastiano he must play the 'Pastorale' to welcome me. +And you--but I seem to feel your dear welcome here, to feel your hands +holding mine, to see your eyes looking at me like Sicily. Isn't it +strange? I feel out here in Africa as if you were Sicily. But you are, +indeed, for me. You are Sicily, you are the sun, you are everything that +means joy to me, that means music, that means hope and peace. Buon +riposo, my dearest one. Can you feel--can you--how happy I am to-night?" + +The second week in June! Maurice stood holding the letter in his hand. +The fair of San Felice would take place during the second week in June. +That was what he was thinking, not of Artois's convalescence, not of his +coming to Sicily. If Hermione arrived before June 11th, could he go to +the fair with Maddalena? He might go, of course. He might tell Hermione. +She would say "Go!" She believed in him and had never tried to curb his +freedom. A less suspicious woman than she was had surely never lived. But +if she were in Sicily, if he knew that she was there in the house of the +priest, waiting to welcome him at night when he came back from the fair, +it would--it would--He laid the letter down. There was a burning heat of +impatience, of anxiety, within him. Now that he had received this letter +he understood with what intensity he had been looking forward to this day +at the fair, to this last festa of his Sicilian life. + +"Perhaps they will not come so soon!" he said to him self. "Perhaps they +will not be here." + +And then he began to think of Artois, to realize the fact that he was +coming with Hermione, that he would be part of the final remnant of these +Sicilian days. + +His feeling towards Artois in London had been sympathetic, even almost +reverential. He had looked at him as if through Hermione's eyes, had +regarded him with a sort of boyish reverence. Hermione had said that +Artois was a great man, and Maurice had felt that he was a great man, had +mentally sat at his feet. Perhaps in London he would be ready to sit at +his feet again. But was he ready to sit at his feet here in Sicily? As he +thought of Artois's penetrating eyes and cool, intellectual face, of his +air of authority, of his close intimacy with Hermione, he felt almost +afraid of him. He did not want Artois to come here to Sicily. He hated +his coming. He almost dreaded it as the coming of a spy. The presence of +Artois would surely take away all the savor of this wild, free life, +would import into it an element of the library, of the shut room, of that +intellectual existence which Maurice was learning to think of as almost +hateful. + +And Hermione called upon him to rejoice with her over the fact that +Artois would be able to accompany her. How she misunderstood him! Good +God! how she misunderstood him! It seemed really as if she believed that +his mind was cast in precisely the same mould as her own, as if she +thought that because she and he were married they must think and feel +always alike. How absurd that was, and how impossible! + +A sense of being near a prison door came upon him. He threw Hermione's +letter onto the writing-table, and went out into the sun. + +When Gaspare returned that evening Maurice told him the news from Africa. +The boy's face lit up. + +"Oh, then shall we go to London?" he said. + +"Why not?" Maurice exclaimed, almost violently. "It will all be +different! Yes, we had better go to London!" + +"Signorino." + +"Well, what is it, Gaspare?" + +"You do not like that signore to come here." + +"I--why not? Yes, I--" + +"No, signorino. I can see in your face that you do not like it. Your face +got quite black just now. But if you do not like it why do you let him +come? You are the padrone here." + +"You don't understand. The signore is a friend of mine." + +"But you said he was the friend of the signora." + +"So he is. He is the friend of both of us." + +Gaspare said nothing for a moment. His mind was working busily. At last +he said: + +"Then Maddalena--when the signora comes will she be the friend of the +signora, as well as your friend?" + +"Maddalena--that has nothing to do with it." + +"But Maddalena is your friend!" + +"That's quite different." + +"I do not understand how it is in England," Gaspare said, gravely. +"But"--and he nodded his head wisely and spread out his hands--"I +understand many things, signorino, perhaps more than you think. You do +not want the signore to come. You are angry at his coming." + +"He is a very kind signore," said Maurice, hastily. "And he can speak +dialetto." + +Gaspare smiled and shook his head again. But he did not say anything +more. For a moment Maurice had an impulse to speak to him frankly, to +admit him into the intimacy of a friend. He was a Sicilian, although he +was only a boy. He was Sicilian and he would understand. + +"Gaspare," he began. + +"Si, signore." + +"As you understand so much--" + +"Si, signore?" + +"Perhaps you--" He checked himself, realizing that he was on the edge of +doing an outrageous thing. "You must know that the friends of the signora +are my friends and that I am always glad to welcome them." + +"Va bene, signorino! Va bene!" + +The boy began to look glum, understanding at once that he was being +played with. + +"I must go to give Tito his food." + +And he stuck his hands in his pockets and went away round the corner of +the cottage, whistling the tune of the "Canzone di Marechiaro." + +Maurice began to feel as if he were in the dark, but as if he were being +watched there. He wondered how clearly Gaspare read him, how much he +knew. And Artois? When he came, with his watchful eyes, there would be +another observer of the Sicilian change. He did not much mind Gaspare, +but he would hate Artois. He grew hot at the mere thought of Artois being +there with him, observing, analyzing, playing the literary man's part in +this out-door life of the mountains and of the sea. + +"I'm not a specimen," he said to himself, "and I'm damned if I'll be +treated as one!" + +It did not occur to him that he was anticipating that which might never +happen. He was as unreasonable as a boy who foresees possible +interference with his pleasures. + +This decision of Hermione to bring with her to Sicily Artois, and its +communication to Maurice, pushed him on to the recklessness which he had +previously resolved to hold in check. Had Hermione been returning to him +alone he would have felt that a gay and thoughtless holiday time was +coming to an end, but he must have felt, too, that only tenderness and +strong affection were crossing the sea from Africa to bind him in chains +that already he had worn with happiness and peace. But the knowledge that +with Hermione was coming Artois gave to him a definite vision of +something that was like a cage. Without consciously saying it to himself, +he had in London been vaguely aware of Artois's coldness of feeling +towards him. Had any one spoken of it to him he would probably have +denied that this was so. There are hidden things in a man that he himself +does not say to himself that he knows of. But Maurice's vision of a cage +was conjured up by Artois's mental attitude towards him in London, the +attitude of the observer who might, in certain circumstances, be cruel, +who was secretly ready to be cruel. And, anticipating the unpleasant +probable, he threw himself with the greater violence into the enjoyment +of his few more days of complete liberty. + +He wrote to Hermione, expressing as naturally as he could his ready +acquiescence in her project, and then gave himself up to the +light-heartedness that came with the flying moments of these last days of +emancipation in the sun. His mood was akin to the mood of the rich man, +"Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die." The music, he knew, must +presently fail. The tarantella must come to an end. Well, then he would +dance with his whole soul. He would not husband his breath nor save his +strength. He would be thoughtless because for a moment he had thought too +much, too much for his nature of the dancing faun who had been given for +a brief space of time his rightful heritage. + +Each day now he went down to the sea. + +"How hot it is!" he would say to Gaspare. "If I don't have a bath I shall +be suffocated." + +"Si, signore. At what time shall we go?" + +"After the siesta. It will be glorious in the sea to-day." + +"Si, signore, it is good to be in the sea." + +The boy smiled, at last would sometimes laugh. He loved his padrona, but +he was a male and a Sicilian. And the signora had gone across the sea to +her friend. These visits to the sea seemed to him very natural. He would +have done the same as his padrone in similar circumstances with a light +heart, with no sense of doing wrong. Only sometimes he raised a warning +voice. + +"Signorino," he would say, "do not forget what I have told you." + +"What, Gaspare?" + +"Salvatore is birbante. You think he likes you." + +"Why shouldn't he like me?" + +"You are a forestiere. To him you are as nothing. But he likes your +money." + +"Well, then? I don't care whether he likes me or not. What does it +matter?" + +"Be careful, signorino. The Sicilian has a long hand. Every one knows +that. Even the Napoletano knows that. I have a friend who was a soldier +at Naples, and--" + +"Come, now, Gaspare! What reason will there ever be for Salvatore to turn +against me?" + +"Va bene, signorino, va bene! But Salvatore is a bad man when he thinks +any one has tried to do him a wrong. He has blood in his eyes then, and +when we Sicilians see through blood we do not care what we do--no, not if +all the world is looking at us." + +"I shall do no wrong to Salvatore. What do you mean?" + +"Niente, signorino, niente!" + +"Stick the cloth on Tito, and put something in the pannier. Al mare! Al +mare!" + +The boy's warning rang in deaf ears. For Maurice really meant what he +said. He was reckless, perhaps, but he was going to wrong no one, neither +Salvatore, nor Hermione, nor Maddalena. The coming of Artois drove him +into the arms of pleasure, but it would never drive him into the arms of +sin. For it was surely no sin to make a little love in this land of the +sun, to touch a girl's hand, to snatch a kiss sometimes from the soft +lips of a girl, from whom he would never ask anything more, whatever +leaping desire might prompt him. + +And Salvatore was always at hand. He seldom put to sea in these days +unless Maurice went with him in the boat. His greedy eyes shone with a +light of satisfaction when he saw Tito coming along the dusty white road +from Isola Bella, and at night, when he crossed himself superstitiously +before Maria Addolorata, he murmured a prayer that more strangers might +be wafted to his "Paese," many strangers with money in their pockets and +folly in their hearts. Then let the sea be empty of fish and the wind of +the storm break up his boat--it would not matter. He would still live +well. He might even at the last have money in the bank at Marechiaro, +houses in the village, a larger wine-shop than Oreste in the Corso. + +But he kept his small eyes wide open and seldom let Maddalena be long +alone with the forestiere, and this supervision began to irritate +Maurice, to make him at last feel hostile to Salvatore. He remembered +Gaspare's words about the fisherman--"To him you are as nothing. But he +likes your money"--and a longing to trick this fox of the sea, who wanted +to take all and make no return, came to him. + +"Why can one never be free in this world?" he thought, almost angrily. +"Why must there always be some one on the watch to see what one is doing, +to interfere with one's pleasure?" + +He began presently almost to hate Salvatore, who evidently thought that +Maurice was ready to wrong him, and who, nevertheless, grasped greedily +at every soldo that came from the stranger's pocket, and touted +perpetually for more. + +His attitude was hideous. Maurice pretended not to notice it, and was +careful to keep on the most friendly possible terms with him. But, while +they acted their parts, the secret sense of enmity grew steadily in the +two men, as things grow in the sun. When Maurice saw the fisherman, with +a smiling, bird's face, coming to meet him as he climbed up through the +trees to the sirens' house, he sometimes longed to strike him. And when +Maurice went away with Gaspare in the night towards the white road where +Tito, tied to a stake, was waiting to carry the empty pannier that had +contained a supper up the mountain to the house of the priest, Salvatore +stood handling his money, and murmuring: + +"Maledetto straniero! Madonna! Ma io sono piu birbante di Lei, mille +volte piu birbante, Dio mio!" + +And he laughed as he went towards the sirens' house. It amused him to +think that a stranger, an "Inglese," fancied that he could play with a +Sicilian, who had never been "worsted," even by one of his own +countrymen. + + + +XV + +Maurice had begun to dread the arrival of the post. Artois was rapidly +recovering his strength, and in each of her letters Hermione wrote with a +more glowing certainty of her speedy return to Sicily, bringing the +invalid with her. Would they come before June 11th, the day of the fair? +That was the question which preoccupied Maurice, which began to haunt +him, and set a light of anxiety in his eyes when he saw Antonino climbing +up the mountain-side with the letter-bag slung over his shoulder. He felt +as if he could not forego this last festa. When it was over, when the +lights had gone out in the houses of San Felice, and the music was +silent, and the last rocket had burst in the sky, showering down its +sparks towards the gaping faces of the peasants, he would be ready to +give up this free, unintellectual life, this life in which his youth ran +wild. He would resign himself to the inevitable, return to the existence +in which, till now, he had found happiness, and try to find it there once +more, try to forget the strange voices that had called him, the strange +impulses that had prompted him. He would go back to his old self, and +seek pleasure in the old paths, where he walked with those whom society +would call his "equals," and did not spend his days with men who wrung +their scant livelihood from the breast of the earth and from the breast +of the sea, with women whose eyes, perhaps, were full of flickering +fires, but who had never turned the leaves of a printed book, or traced a +word upon paper. He would sit again at the feet of people who were +cleverer and more full of knowledge than himself, and look up to them +with reverence. + +But he must have his festa first. He counted upon that. He desired that +so strongly, almost so fiercely, that he felt as if he could not bear to +be thwarted, as if, should fate interfere between him and the fulfilment +of this longing, he might do something almost desperate. He looked +forward to the fair with something of the eagerness and the anticipation +of a child expectant of strange marvels, of wonderful and mysterious +happenings, and the name San Felice rang in his ears with a music that +was magical, suggesting curious joys. + +He often talked about the fair to Gaspare, asking him many questions +which the boy was nothing loath to answer. + +To Gaspare the fair of San Felice was the great event of the Sicilian +year. He had only been to it twice; the first time when he was but ten +years old, and was taken by an uncle who had gone to seek his fortune in +South America, and had come back for a year to his native land to spend +some of the money he had earned as a cook, and afterwards as a restaurant +proprietor, in Buenos Ayres; the second time when he was sixteen, and had +succeeded in saving up a little of the money given to him by travellers +whom he had accompanied as a guide on their excursions. And these two +days had been red-letter days in his life. His eyes shone with excitement +when he spoke of the festivities at San Felice, of the bands of +music--there were three "musics" in the village; of the village beauties +who sauntered slowly up and down, dressed in brocades and adorned with +jewels which had been hoarded in the family chests for generations, and +were only taken out to be worn at the fair and at wedding-feasts; of the +booths where all the desirable things of the world were exposed for +sale--rings, watches, chains, looking-glasses, clocks that sang and +chimed with bells like church towers, yellow shoes, and caps of all +colors, handkerchiefs, and shawls with fringes that, when worn, drooped +almost to the ground; ballads written by native poets, relating the life +and the trial of Musolino, the famous brigand, his noble address to his +captors, and his despair when he was condemned to eternal confinement; +and the adventures of Giuseppe Moroni, called "Il Niccheri" +(illetterato), composed in eight-lined verses, and full of the most +startling and passionate occurrences. There were donkeys, too--donkeys +from all parts of Sicily, mules from Girgenti, decorated with +red-and-yellow harness, with pyramids of plumes and bells upon their +heads, painted carts with pictures of the miracles of the saints and the +conquests of the Saracens, turkeys and hens, and even cages containing +yellow birds that came from islands far away and that sang with the +sweetness of the angels. The ristoranti were crowded with people, playing +cards and eating delicious food, and outside upon the pavements were +dozens of little tables at which you could sit, drinking syrups of +beautiful hues and watching at your ease the marvels of the show. Here +came boys from Naples to sing and dance, peddlers with shining knives and +elegant walking-sticks for sale, fortune-tellers with your fate already +printed and neatly folded in an envelope, sometimes a pigeon-man with a +high black hat, who made his doves hop from shoulder to shoulder along a +row of school-children, or a man with a monkey that played antics to the +sound of a grinding organ, and that was dressed up in a red worsted +jacket and a pair of cloth trousers. And there were shooting-galleries +and puppet-shows and dancing-rooms, and at night, when the darkness came, +there were giuochi di fuoco which lit up the whole sky, till you could +see Etna quite plainly. + +"E' veramente un paradiso!" concluded Gaspare. + +"A paradise!" echoed Maurice. "A paradise! I say, Gaspare, why can't we +always live in paradise? Why can't life be one long festa?" + +"Non lo so, signore. And the signora? Do you think she will be here for +the fair?" + +"I don't know. But if she is here, I am not sure that she will come to +see it." + +"Why not, signorino? Will she stay with the sick signore?" + +"Perhaps. But I don't think she will be here. She does not say she will +be here." + +"Do you want her to be here, signorino?" Gaspare asked, abruptly. + +"Why do you ask such a question? Of course I am happy, very happy, when +the signora is here." + +As he said the words Maurice remembered how happy he had been in the +house of the priest alone with Hermione. Indeed, he had thought that he +was perfectly happy, that he had nothing left to wish for. But that +seemed long ago. He wondered if he could ever again feel that sense of +perfect contentment. He could scarcely believe so. A certain feverishness +had stolen into his Sicilian life. He felt often like a man in suspense, +uncertain of the future, almost apprehensive. He no longer danced the +tarantella with the careless abandon of a boy. And yet he sometimes had a +strange consciousness that he was near to something that might bring to +him a joy such as he had never yet experienced. + +"I wish I knew what day Hermione is arriving," he thought, almost +fretfully. "I wish she wouldn't keep me hung up in this condition of +uncertainty. She seems to think that I have nothing to do but just wait +here upon the pleasure of Artois." + +With that last thought the old sense of injury rose in him again. This +friend of Hermione's was spoiling everything, was being put before every +one. It was really monstrous that even during their honeymoon this old +friendship should intrude, should be allowed to govern their actions and +disturb their serenity. Now that Artois was out of danger Maurice began +to forget how ill he had been, began sometimes to doubt whether he had +ever been so ill as Hermione supposed. Perhaps Artois was one of those +men who liked to have a clever woman at his beck and call. These literary +fellows were often terribly exigent, eaten up with the sense of their own +importance. But he, Maurice, was not going to allow himself to be made a +cat's-paw of. He would make Artois understand that he was not going to +permit his life to be interfered with by any one. + +"I'll let him see that when he comes," he said to himself. "I'll take a +strong line. A man must be the master of his own life if he's worth +anything. These Sicilians understand that." + +He began secretly to admire what before he had thought almost hateful, +the strong Arab characteristics that linger on in many Sicilians, to +think almost weak and unmanly the Western attitude to woman. + +"I will be master," he said to himself again. "All these Sicilians are +wondering that I ever let Hermione go to Africa. Perhaps they think I'm a +muff to have given in about it. And now, when Hermione comes back with a +man, they'll suppose--God knows what they won't imagine!" + +He had begun so to identify himself with the Sicilians about Marechiaro +that he cared what they thought, was becoming sensitive to their opinion +of him as if he had been one of themselves. One day Gaspare told him a +story of a contadino who had bought a house in the village, but who, +being unable to complete the payment, had been turned out into the +street. + +"And now, signorino," Gaspare concluded, "they are all laughing at him in +Marechiaro. He dare not show himself any more in the Piazza. When a man +cannot go any more into the Piazza--Madonna!" + +He shrugged his shoulders and spread out his hands in a gesture of +contemptuous pity. + +"E' finito!" he exclaimed. + +"Certo!" said Maurice. + +He was resolved that he would never be in such a case. Hermione, he felt +now, did not understand the Sicilians as he understood them. If she did +she would not bring back Artois from Africa, she would not arrive openly +with him. But surely she ought to understand that such an action would +make people wonder, would be likely to make them think that Artois was +something more than her friend. And then Maurice thought of the day of +their arrival, of his own descent to the station, to wait upon the +platform for the train. Artois was not going to stay in the house of the +priest. That was impossible, as there was no guest-room. He would put up +at the hotel in Marechiaro. But that would make little difference. He was +to arrive with Hermione. Every one would know that she had spent all this +time with him in Africa. Maurice grew hot as he thought of the smiles on +the Sicilian faces, of the looks of astonishment at the strange doings of +the forestieri. Hermione's enthusiastic kindness was bringing her husband +almost to shame. It was a pity that people were sometimes thoughtless in +their eager desire to be generous and sympathetic. + +One day, when Maurice had been brooding over this matter of the +Sicilian's view of Hermione's proceedings, the spirit moved him to go +down on foot to Marechiaro to see if there were any letters for him at +the post. It was now June 7th. In four days would come the fair. As the +time for it drew near, his anxiety lest anything should interfere to +prevent his going to it with Maddalena increased, and each day at post +time he was filled with a fever of impatience to know whether there +would be a letter from Africa or not. Antonino generally appeared about +four o'clock, but the letters were in the village long before then, and +this afternoon Maurice felt that he could not wait for the boy's coming. +He had a conviction that there was a letter, a decisive letter from +Hermione, fixing at last the date of her arrival with Artois. He must +have it in his hands at the first possible moment. If he went himself to +the post he would know the truth at least an hour and a half sooner than +if he waited in the house of the priest. He resolved, therefore, to go, +got his hat and stick, and set out, after telling Gaspare, who was +watching for birds with his gun, that he was going for a stroll on the +mountain-side and might be away for a couple of hours. + +It was a brilliant afternoon. The landscape looked hard in the fiery +sunshine, the shapes of the mountains fierce and relentless, the dry +watercourses almost bitter in their barrenness. Already the devastation +of the summer was beginning to be apparent. All tenderness had gone from +the higher slopes of the mountains which, jocund in spring and in autumn +with growing crops, were now bare and brown, and seamed like the hide of +a tropical reptile gleaming with metallic hues. The lower slopes were +still panoplied with the green of vines and of trees, but the ground +beneath the trees was arid. The sun was coming into his dominion with +pride and cruelty, like a conqueror who loots the land he takes to be his +own. + +But Maurice did not mind the change, which drove the tourists northward, +and left Sicily to its own people. He even rejoiced in it. As each day +the heat increased he was conscious of an increasing exultation, such as +surely the snakes and the lizards feel as they come out of their +hiding-places into the golden light. He was filled with a glorious sense +of expansion, as if his capabilities grew larger, as if they were +developed by heat like certain plants. None of the miseries that afflict +many people in the violent summers which govern southern lands were his. +His skin did not peel, his eyes did not become inflamed, nor did his head +ache under the action of the burning rays. They came to him like brothers +and he rejoiced in their company. To-day, as he descended to Marechiaro, +he revelled in the sun. Its ruthlessness made him feel ruthless. He was +conscious of that. At this moment he was in absolutely perfect physical +health. His body was lithe and supple, yet his legs and arms were hard +with springing muscle. His warm blood sang through his veins like music +through the pipes of an organ. His eyes shone with the superb animation +of youth that is radiantly sound. For, despite his anxiety, his sometimes +almost fretful irritation when he thought about the coming of Artois and +the passing of his own freedom, there were moments when he felt as if he +could leap with the sheer joy of life, as if he could lift up his arms +and burst forth into a wild song of praise to his divinity, the sun. And +this grand condition of health made him feel ruthless, as the man who +conquers and enters a city in triumph feels ruthless. As he trod down +towards Marechiaro to-day, thinking of the letter that perhaps awaited +him, it seemed to him that it would be monstrous if anything, if any one, +were to interfere with his day of joy, the day he was looking forward to +with such eager anticipation. He felt inclined to trample over +opposition. Yet what could he do if, by some evil chance, Hermione and +Artois arrived the day before the fair, or on the very day of the fair? +He hurried his steps. He wanted to be in the village, to know whether +there was a letter for him from Africa. + +When he came into the village it was about half-past two o'clock, and the +long, narrow main street was deserted. The owners of some of the +antiquity shops had already put up their shutters for the summer. Other +shops, still open, showed gaping doorways, through which no travellers +passed. Inside, the proprietors were dozing among their red brocades, +their pottery, their Sicilian jewelry and obscure pictures thick with +dust, guarded by squadrons of large, black flies, which droned on walls +and ceilings, crept over the tiled floors, and clung to the draperies and +laces which lay upon the cabinets. In the shady little rooms of the +barbers small boys in linen jackets kept a drowsy vigil for the +proprietors, who were sleeping in some dark corner of bedchamber or +wine-shop. But no customer came to send them flying. The sun made the +beards push on the brown Sicilian faces, but no one wanted to be shaved +before the evening fell. Two or three lads lounged by on their way to the +sea with towels and bathing-drawers over their arms. A few women were +spinning flax on the door-lintels, or filling buckets of water from the +fountain. A few children were trying to play mysterious games in the +narrow alleys that led downward to the sea and upward to the mountains on +the left and right of the street. A donkey brayed under an archway as if +to summon its master from his siesta. A cat stole along the gutter, and +vanished into a hole beneath a shut door. But the village was almost like +a dead village, slain by the sun in his carelessness of pride. + +On his way to the post Maurice passed through the Piazza that was the +glory of Marechiaro and the place of assemblage for its people. Here the +music sounded on festa days before the stone steps that led up to the +church of San Giuseppe. Here was the principal caffe, the Caffe Nuovo, +where granite and ices were to be had, delicious yellow cakes, and +chocolate made up into shapes of crowing cocks, of pigs, of little men +with hats, and of saints with flowing robes. Here, too, was the club, +with chairs and sofas now covered with white, and long tables adorned +with illustrated journals and the papers of Catania, of Messina, and +Palermo. But at this hour the caffe was closed and the club was empty. +For the sun beat down with fury upon the open space with its tiled +pavement, and the seats let into the wall that sheltered the Piazza from +the precipice that frowned above the sea were untenanted by loungers. As +Maurice went by he thought of Gaspare's words, "When a man cannot go any +more into the Piazza--Madonna, it is finished!" This was the place where +the public opinion of Marechiaro was formed, where fame was made and +characters were taken away. He paused for an instant by the church, then +went on under the clock tower and came to the post. + +"Any letters for me, Don Paolo?" he asked of the postmaster. + +The old man saluted him languidly through the peep-hole. + +"Si, signore, ce ne sono." + +He turned to seek for them while Maurice waited. He heard the flies +buzzing. Their noise was loud in his ears. His heart beat strongly and he +was gnawed by suspense. Never before had he felt so anxious, so impatient +to know anything as he was now to know if among the letters there was one +from Hermione. + +"Ecco, signore!" + +"Grazie!" + +Maurice took the packet. + +"A rivederci!" + +"A rivederlo, signore." + +He went away down the street. But now he had his letters he did not look +at them immediately. Something held him back from looking at them until +he had come again into the Piazza. It was still deserted. He went over to +the seat by the wall, and sat down sideways, so that he could look over +the wall to the sea immediately below him. Then, very slowly, he drew out +his cigarette-case, selected a cigarette, lit it, and began to smoke like +a man who was at ease and idle. He glanced over the wall. At the foot of +the precipice by the sea was the station of Cattaro, at which Hermione +and Artois would arrive when they came. He could see the platform, some +trucks of merchandise standing on the rails, the white road winding by +towards San Felice and Etna. After a long look down he turned at last to +the packet from the post which he had laid upon the hot stone at his +side. The _Times_, the "Pink 'un," the _Illustrated London News_, and +three letters. The first was obviously a bill forwarded from London. The +second was also from England. He recognized the handwriting of his +mother. The third? He turned it over. Yes, it was from Hermione. His +instinct had not deceived him. He was certain, too, that it did not +deceive him now. He was certain that this was the letter that fixed the +date of her coming with Artois. He opened the two other letters and +glanced over them, and then at last he tore the covering from Hermione's. +A swift, searching look was enough. The letter dropped from his hand to +the seat. He had seen these words: + +"Isn't it splendid? Emile may leave at once. But there is no good boat +till the tenth. We shall take that, and be at Cattaro on the eleventh at +five o'clock in the afternoon...." + +"Isn't it splendid?" + +For a moment he sat quite still in the glare of the sun, mentally +repeating to himself these words of his wife. So the inevitable had +happened. For he felt it was inevitable. Fate was against him. He was not +to have his pleasure. + +"Signorino! Come sta lei? Lei sta bene?" + +He started and looked up. He had heard no footstep. Salvatore stood by +him, smiling at him, Salvatore with bare feet, and a fish-basket slung +over his arm. + +"Buon giorno, Salvatore!" he answered, with an effort. + +Salvatore looked at Maurice's cigarette, put down the basket, and sat +down on the seat by Maurice's side. + +"I haven't smoked to-day, signore," he began. "Dio mio! But it must be +good to have plenty of soldi!" + +"Ecco!" + +Maurice held out his cigarette-case. + +"Take two--three!" + +"Grazie, signore, mille grazie!" + +He took them greedily. + +"And the fair, signorino--only four days now to the fair! I have been to +order the donkeys for me and Maddalena." + +"Davvero?" Maurice said, mechanically. + +"Si, signore. From Angelo of the mill. He wanted fifteen lire, but I +laughed at him. I was with him a good hour and I got them for nine. Per +Dio! Fifteen lire and to a Siciliano! For he didn't know you were coming. +I took care not to tell him that." + +"Oh, you took care not to tell him that I was coming!" + +Maurice was looking over the wall at the platform of the station far down +below. He seemed to see himself upon it, waiting for the train to glide +in on the day of the fair, waiting among the smiling Sicilian facchini. + +"Si, signore. Was not I right?" + +"Quite right." + +"Per Dio, signore, these are good cigarettes. Where do they come from?" + +"From Cairo, in Egypt." + +"Egitto! They must cost a lot." + +He edged nearer to Maurice. + +"You must be very happy, signorino." + +"I!" Maurice laughed. "Madonna! Why?" + +"Because you are so rich!" + +There was a fawning sound in the fisherman's voice, a fawning look in his +small, screwed-up eyes. + +"To you it would be nothing to buy all the donkeys at the fair of San +Felice." + +Maurice moved ever so little away from him. + +"Ah, signorino, if I had been born you how happy I should be!" + +And he heaved a great sigh and puffed at the cigarette voluptuously. + +Maurice said nothing. He was still looking at the railway platform. And +now he seemed to see the train gliding in on the day of the fair of San +Felice. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +"Well, what is it, Salvatore?" + +"I have ordered the donkeys for ten o'clock. Then we can go quietly. They +will be at Isola Bella at ten o'clock. I shall bring Maddalena round in +the boat." + +"Oh!" + +Salvatore chuckled. + +"She has got a surprise for you, signore." + +"A surprise?" + +"Per Dio!" + +"What is it?" + +His voice was listless, but now he looked at Salvatore. + +"I ought not to tell you, signore. But--if I do--you won't ever tell +her?" + +"No." + +"A new gown, signorino, a beautiful new gown, made by Maria Compagni here +in the Corso. Will you be at Isola Bella with Gaspare by ten o'clock on +the day, signorino?" + +"Yes, Salvatore!" Maurice said, in a loud, firm, almost angry voice. "I +will be there. Don't doubt it. Addio Salvatore!" + +He got up. + +"A rivederci, signore. Ma--" + +He got up, too, and bent to pick up his fish-basket. + +"No, don't come with me. I'm going up now, straight up by the Castello." + +"In all this heat? But it's steep there, signore, and the path is all +covered with stones. You'll never--" + +"That doesn't matter. I like the sun. Addio!" + +"And this evening, signorino? You are coming to bathe this evening?" + +"I don't know. I don't think so. Don't wait for me. Go to sea if you want +to!" + +"Birbanti!" muttered the fisherman, as he watched Maurice stride away +across the Piazza, and strike up the mountain-side by the tiny path that +led to the Castello. "You want to get me out of the way, do you? +Birbanti! Ah, you fine strangers from England! You think to come here and +find men that are babies, do you? men that--" + +He went off noiselessly on his bare feet, muttering to himself with the +half-smoked cigarette in his lean, brown hand. + +Meanwhile, Maurice climbed rapidly up the steep track over the stones in +the eye of the sun. He had not lied to Salvatore. While the fisherman had +been speaking to him he had come to a decision. A disgraceful decision he +knew it to be, but he would keep to it. Nothing should prevent him from +keeping to it. He would be at Isola Bella on the day of the fair. He +would go to San Felice. He would stay there till the last rocket burst in +the sky over Etna, till the last song had been sung, the last toast +shouted, the last tarantella danced, the last--kiss given--the last, the +very last. He would ignore this message from Africa. He would pretend he +had never received it. He would lie about it. Yes, he would lie--but he +would have his pleasure. He was determined upon that, and nothing should +shake him, no qualms of conscience, no voices within him, no memories of +past days, no promptings of duty. + +He hurried up the stony path. He did not feel the sun upon him. The sweat +poured down over his face, his body. He did not know it. His heart was +set hard, and he felt villanous, but he felt quite sure what he was going +to do, quite sure that he was going to the fair despite that letter. + +When he reached the priest's house he felt exhausted. Without knowing it +he had come up the mountain at a racing pace. But he was not tired merely +because of that. He sank down in a chair in the sitting-room. Lucrezia +came and peeped at him. + +"Where is Gaspare?" he asked, putting his hand instinctively over the +pocket in which were the letters. + +"He is still out after the birds, signore. He has shot five already." + +"Poor little wretches! And he's still out?" + +"Si, signore. He has gone on to Don Peppino's terreno now. There are many +birds there. How hot you are, signorino! Shall I--" + +"No, no. Nothing, Lucrezia! Leave me alone!" + +She disappeared. + +Then Maurice drew the letters from his pocket and slowly spread out +Hermione's in his lap. He had not read it through yet. He had only +glanced at it and seen what he had feared to see. Now he read it word by +word, very slowly and carefully. When he had come to the end he kept it +on his knee and sat for some time quite still. + +In the letter Hermione asked him to go to the Hotel Regina Margherita at +Marechiaro, and engage two good rooms facing the sea for Artois, a +bedroom and a sitting-room. They were to be ready for the eleventh. She +wrote with her usual splendid frankness. Her soul was made of sincerity +as a sovereign is made of gold. + +"I know"--these were her words--"I know you will try and make Emile's +coming to Sicily a little festa. Don't think I imagine you are personally +delighted at his coming, though I am sure you are delighted at his +recovery. He is my old friend, not yours, and I am not such a fool as to +suppose that you can care for him at all as I do, who have known him +intimately and proved his loyalty and his nobility of nature. But I +think, I am certain, Maurice, that you will make his coming a festa for +my sake. He has suffered very much. He is as weak almost as a child +still. There's something tremendously pathetic in the weakness of body of +a man so brilliant in mind, so powerful of soul. It goes right to my +heart as I think it would go to yours. Let us make his return to life +beautiful and blessed. Sha'n't we? Put flowers in the rooms for me, won't +you? Make them look homey. Put some books about. But I needn't tell you. +We are one, you and I, and I needn't tell you any more. It would be like +telling things to myself--as unnecessary as teaching an organ-grinder how +to turn the handle of his organ! Oh, Maurice, I can laugh to-day! I could +almost--_I_--get up and dance the tarantella all alone here in my little, +bare room with no books and scarcely any flowers. And at the station show +Emile he is welcome. He is a little diffident at coming. He fancies +perhaps he will be in the way. But one look of yours, one grasp of your +hand will drive it all out of him! God bless you, my dearest. How he has +blessed me in giving you to me!" + +As Maurice sat there, under his skin, burned deep brown by the sun, there +rose a hot flush of red! Yes, he reddened at the thought of what he was +going to do, but still he meant to do it. He could not forego his +pleasure. He could not. There was something wild and imperious within him +that defied his better self at this moment. But the better self was not +dead. It was even startlingly alive, enough alive to stand almost aghast +at that which was going, it knew, to dominate it--to dominate it for a +time, but only for a time. On that he was resolved, as he was resolved to +have this one pleasure to which he had looked forward, to which he was +looking forward now. Men often mentally put a period to their sinning. +Maurice put a period to his sinning as he sat staring at the letter on +his knees. And the period which he put was the day of the fair at San +Felice. After that day this book of his wild youth was to be closed +forever. + +After the day of the fair he would live rightly, sincerely, meeting as it +deserved to be met the utter sincerity of his wife. He would be, after +that date, entirely straight with her. He loved her. As he looked at her +letter he felt that he did love, must love, such love as hers. He was not +a bad man, but he was a wilful man. The wild heart of youth in him was +wilful. Well, after San Felice, he would control that wilfulness of his +heart, he would discipline it. He would do more, he would forget that it +existed. After San Felice! + +With a sigh, like that of a burdened man, he got up, took the letter in +his hand, and went out up the mountain-side. There he tore the letter and +its envelope into fragments, and hid the fragments in a heap of stones +hot with the sun. + +When Gaspare came in that evening with a string of little birds in his +hand and asked Maurice if there were any letter from Africa to say when +the signora would arrive, Maurice answered "No." + +"Then the signora will not be here for the fair, signorino?" said the +boy. + +"I don't suppose--no, Gaspare, she will not be here for the fair." + +"She would have written by now if she were coming. + +"Yes, if she were coming she would certainly have written by now." + + + +XVI + +"Signorino! Signorino! Are you ready?" + +It was Gaspare's voice shouting vivaciously from the sunny terrace, where +Tito and another donkey, gayly caparisoned and decorated with flowers and +little streamers of colored ribbon, were waiting before the steps. + +"Si, si! I'm coming in a moment!" replied Maurice's voice from the +bedroom. + +Lucrezia stood by the wall looking very dismal. She longed to go to the +fair, and that made her sad. But there was also another reason for her +depression. Sebastiano was still away, and for many days he had not +written to her. This was bad enough. But there was something worse. News +had come to Marechiaro from a sailor of Messina, a friend of +Sebastiano's, that Sebastiano was lingering in the Lipari Isles because +he had found a girl there, a pretty girl called Teodora Amalfi, to whom +he was paying attentions. And although Lucrezia laughed at the story, and +pretended to disbelieve it, her heart was rent by jealousy and despair, +and a longing to travel away, to cross the sea, to tear her lover from +temptation, to--to speak for a few moments quietly--oh, very +quietly--with this Teodora. Even now, while she stared at the donkeys, +and at Gaspare in his festa suit, with two large, pink roses above his +ears, she put up her hands instinctively to her own ears, as if to pluck +the ear-rings out of them, as the Sicilian women of the lower classes do, +deliberately, sternly, before they begin to fight their rivals, women who +have taken their lovers or their husbands from them. + +Ah, if she were only in the Lipari Isles she would speak with Teodora +Amalfi, speak with her till the blood flowed! She set her teeth, and her +face looked almost old in the sunshine. + +"Coraggio, Lucrezia!" laughed Gaspare. "He will come back some day +when--when he has sold enough to the people of the isles! But where is +the padrone, Dio mio? Signorino! Signorino!" + +Maurice appeared at the sitting-room door and came slowly down the steps. + +Gaspare stared. "Eccomi!" + +"Why, signorino, what is the matter? What has happened?" + +"Happened? Nothing!" + +"Then why do you look so black?" + +"I! It's the shadow of the awning on my face." + +He smiled. He kept on smiling. + +"I say, Gasparino, how splendid the donkeys are! And you, too!" + +He took hold of the boy by the shoulders and turned him round. + +"Per Bacco! We shall make a fine show at the fair! I've got money, lot's +of money, to spend!" + +He showed his portfolio, full of dirty notes. Gaspare's eyes began to +sparkle. + +"Wait, signorino!" + +He lifted his hands to Maurice's striped flannel jacket and thrust two +large bunches of flowers and ferns into the two button-holes, to right +and left. + +"Bravo! Now, then." + +"No, no, signorino! Wait!" + +"More flowers! But where--what, over my ears, too!" + +He began to laugh. + +"But--" + +"Si, signore, si! To-day you must be a real Siciliano!" + +"Va bene!" + +He bent down his head to be decorated. + +"Pouf! They tickle! There, then! Now let's be off!" + +He leaped onto Tito's back. Gaspare sprang up on the other donkey. + +"Addio, Lucrezia!" + +Maurice turned to her. + +"Don't leave the house to-day." + +"No, signore," said poor Lucrezia, in a deplorable voice. + +"Mind, now! Don't go down to Marechiaro this afternoon." + +There was an odd sound, almost of pleading, in his voice. + +"No, signore." + +"I trust you to be here--remember." + +"Va bene, signorino!" + +"Ah--a--a--ah!" shouted Gaspare. + +They were off. + +"Signorino," said Gaspare, presently, when they were in the shadow of the +ravine, "why did you say all that to Lucrezia?" + +"All what?" + +"All that about not leaving the house to-day?" + +"Oh--why--it's better to have some one there." + +"Si, signore. But why to-day specially?" + +"I don't know. There's no particular reason." + +"I thought there was." + +"No, of course not. How could there be?" + +"Non lo so." + +"If Lucrezia goes down to the village they'll be filling her ears with +that stupid gossip about Sebastiano and that girl--Teodora." + +"It was for Lucrezia then, signorino?" + +"Yes, for Lucrezia. She's miserable enough already. I don't want her to +be a spectacle when--when the signora returns." + +"I wonder when she is coming? I wonder why she has not written all these +days?" + +"Oh, she'll soon come. We shall--we shall very soon have her here with +us." + +He tried to speak naturally, but found the effort difficult, knowing what +he knew, that in the evening of that day Hermione would arrive at the +house of the priest and find no preparations made for her return, no one +to welcome her but Lucrezia--if, indeed, Lucrezia obeyed his orders and +refrained from descending to the village on the chance of hearing some +fresh news of her fickle lover. And Artois! There were no rooms engaged +for him at the Hotel Regina Margherita. There were no flowers, no books. +Maurice tingled--his whole body tingled for a moment--and he felt like a +man guilty of some mean crime and arraigned before all the world. Then he +struck Tito with his switch, and began to gallop down the steep path at a +breakneck pace, sticking his feet far out upon either side. He would +forget. He would put away these thoughts that were tormenting him. He +would enjoy this day of pleasure for which he had sacrificed so much, for +which he had trampled down his self-respect in the dust. + +When they reached the road by Isola Bella, Salvatore's boat was just +coming round the point, vigorously propelled by the fisherman's strong +arms over the radiant sea. It was a magnificent day, very hot but not +sultry, free from sirocco. The sky was deep blue, a passionate, exciting +blue that seemed vocal, as if it were saying thrilling things to the +world that lay beneath it. The waveless sea was purple, a sea, indeed, of +legend, a wine-dark, lustrous, silken sea. Into it, just here along this +magic coast, was surely gathered all the wonder of color of all the +southern seas. They must be blanched to make this marvel of glory, this +immense jewel of God. And the lemon groves were thick along the sea. And +the orange-trees stood in their decorative squadrons drinking in the +rays of the sun with an ecstatic submission. And Etna, snowless Etna, +rose to heaven out of this morning world, with its base in the purple +glory and its feather of smoke in the calling blue, child of the sea-god +and of the god that looks down from the height, majestically calm in the +riot of splendor that set the feet of June dancing in a great tarantella. + +As Maurice saw the wonder of sea and sky, the boat coming in over the +sea, with Maddalena in the stern holding a bouquet of flowers, his heart +leaped up and he forgot for a moment the shadow in himself, the shadow of +his own unworthiness. He sprang off the donkey. + +"I'll go down to meet them!" he cried. "Catch hold of Tito, Gaspare!" + +The railway line ran along the sea, between road and beach. He had to +cross it. In doing so one of his feet struck the metal rail, which gave +out a dry sound. He looked down, suddenly recalled to a reality other +than the splendor of the morning, the rapture of this careless festa day. +And again he was conscious of the shadow. Along this line, in a few +hours, would come the train bearing Hermione and Artois. Hermione would +be at the window, eagerly looking out, full of happy anticipation, +leaning to catch the first sight of his face, to receive and return his +smile of welcome. What would her face be like when--? But Salvatore was +hailing him from the sea. Maddalena was waving her hand. The thing was +done. The die was cast. He had chosen his lot. Fiercely he put away from +him the thought of Hermione, lifted his voice in an answering hail, his +hand in a salutation which he tried to make carelessly joyous. The boat +glided in between the flat rocks. And then--then he was able to forget. +For Maddalena's long eyes were looking into his, with the joyousness of a +child's, and yet with something of the expectation of a woman's, too. And +her brown face was alive with a new and delicious self-consciousness, +asking him to praise her for the surprise she had prepared, in his honor +surely, specially for him, and not for her comrades and the public of the +fair. + +"Maddalena!" he exclaimed. + +He put out his hands to help her out. She stood on the gunwale of the +boat and jumped lightly down, with a little laugh, onto the beach. + +"Maddalena! Per Dio! Ma che bellezza!" + +She laughed again, and stood there on the stones before him smiling and +watching him, with her head a little on one side, and the hand that held +the tight bouquet of roses and ferns, round as a ring and red as dawn, up +to her lips, as if a sudden impulse prompted her now to conceal something +of her pleasure. + +"Le piace?" + +It came to him softly over the roses. + +Maurice said nothing, but took her hand and looked at her. Salvatore was +fastening up the boat and putting the oars into their places, and getting +his jacket and hat. + +What a transformation it was, making an almost new Maddalena! This +festival dress was really quite wonderful. He felt inclined to touch it +here and there, to turn Maddalena round for new aspects, as a child turns +round a marvellous doll. + +Maddalena wore a tudischina, a bodice of blue cotton velvet, ornamented +with yellow silken fringes, and opening over the breast to show a section +of snowy white edged with little buttons of sparkling steel. Her +petticoat--the sinava--was of pea-green silk and thread, and was +partially covered by an apron, a real coquette of an apron, white and +green, with little pockets and puckers, and a green rosette where the +strings met round the supple waist. Her sleeves were of white muslin, +bound with yellow silk ribbons, and her stockings were blue, the color of +the bodice. On her feet were shining shoes of black leather, neatly tied +with small, black ribbons, and over her shoulders was a lovely shawl of +blue and white with a pattern of flowers. She wore nothing on her head, +but in her ears were heavy ear-rings, and round her neck was a thin +silver chain with bright-blue stones threaded on it here and there. + +"Maddalena!" Maurice said, at last. "You are a queen to-day!" + +He stopped, then he added: + +"No, you are a siren to-day, the siren I once fancied you might be." + +"A siren, signorino? What is that?" + +"An enchantress of the sea with a voice that makes men--that makes men +feel they cannot go, they cannot leave it." + +Maddalena lifted the roses a little higher to hide her face, but Maurice +saw that her eyes were still smiling, and it seemed to him that she +looked even more radiantly happy than when she had taken his hands to +spring down to the beach. + +Now Salvatore came up in his glory of a dark-blue suit, with a gay shirt +of pink-and-white striped cotton, fastened at the throat with long, pink +strings that had tasselled ends, a scarlet bow-tie with a brass anchor +and the Italian flag thrust through it, yellow shoes, and a black hat, +placed well over the left ear. Upon the forefinger of his left hand he +displayed a thick snake-ring of tarnished metal, and he had a large, +overblown rose in his button-hole. His mustaches had been carefully +waxed, his hair cropped, and his hawklike, subtle, and yet violent face +well washed for the great occasion. With bold familiarity he seized +Maurice's hand. + +"Buon giorno, signore. Come sta lei?" + +"Benissimo." + +"And Maddalena, signore? What do you think of Maddalena?" + +He looked at his girl with a certain pride, and then back at Maurice +searchingly. + +"Maddalena is beautiful to-day," Maurice answered, quickly. He did not +want to discuss her with her father, whom he longed to be rid of, whom he +meant to get rid of if possible at the fair. Surely it would be easy to +give him the slip there. He would be drinking with his companions, other +fishermen and contadini, or playing cards, or--yes, that was an idea! + +"Salvatore!" Maurice exclaimed, catching hold of the fisherman's arm. + +"Signore?" + +"There'll be donkeys at the fair, eh?" + +"Donkeys--per Dio! Why, last year there were over sixty, and--" + +"And isn't there a donkey auction sometimes, towards the end of the day, +when they go cheap?" + +"Si, signore! Si, signore!" + +The fisherman's greedy little eyes were fixed on Maurice with keen +interrogation. + +"Don't let us forget that," Maurice said, returning his gaze. "You're a +good judge of a donkey?" + +Salvatore laughed. + +"Per Bacco! There won't be a man at San Felice that can beat me at that!" + +"Then perhaps you can do something for me. Perhaps you can buy me a +donkey. Didn't I speak of it before?" + +"Si, signore. For the signora to ride when she comes back from Africa?" + +He smiled. + +"For a lady to ride," Maurice answered, looking at Maddalena. + +Salvatore made a clicking noise with his tongue, a noise that suggested +eating. Then he spat vigorously and took from his jacket-pocket a long, +black cigar. This was evidently going to be a great day for him. + +"Avanti, signorino! Avanti!" + +Gaspare was shouting and waving his hat frantically from the road. + +"Come along, Maddalena!" + +They left the beach and climbed the bank, Maddalena walking carefully in +the shining shoes, and holding her green skirt well away from the bushes +with both hands. Maurice hurried across the railway line without looking +at it. He wanted to forget it. He was determined to forget it, and what +it was bringing to Cattaro that afternoon. They reached the group of four +donkeys which were standing patiently in the dusty white road. + +"Mamma mia!" ejaculated Gaspare, as Maddalena came full into his sight. +"Madre mia! But you are like a burgisa dressed for the wedding-day, Donna +Maddalena!" + +He wagged his head at her till the big roses above his ears shook like +flowers in a wind. + +"Ora basta, ch' e tardu: jamu ad accumpagnari li Zitti!" he continued, +pronouncing the time-honored sentence which, at a rustic wedding, gives +the signal to the musicians to stop their playing, and to the assembled +company the hint that the moment has come to escort the bride to the new +home which her bridegroom has prepared for her. + +Maddalena laughed and blushed all over her face, and Salvatore shouted +out a verse of a marriage song in high favor at Sicilian weddings: + + "E cu saluti a li Zituzzi novi! + Chi bellu 'nguaggiamentu furtunatu! + Firma la menti, custanti lu cori, + E si cci arriva a lu jornu biatu--" + +Meanwhile, Maurice helped Maddalena onto her donkey, and paid and +dismissed the boy who had brought it and Salvatore's beast from +Marechiaro. Then he took out his watch. + +"A quarter-past ten," he said. "Off we go! Now, Gaspare--uno! due! tre!" + +They leaped simultaneously onto their donkeys, Salvatore clambered up on +his, and the little cavalcade started off on the long, white road that +ran close along the sea, Maddalena and Maurice in the van, Salvatore and +Gaspare behind. Just at first they all kept close together, but Sicilians +are very careful of their festa clothes, and soon Salvatore and Gaspare +dropped farther behind to avoid the clouds of dust stirred up by the +tripping feet of the donkeys in front. Their chattering voices died away, +and when Maurice looked back he saw them at a distance which rendered his +privacy with Maddalena more complete than anything he had dared to hope +for so early in the day. Yet now that they were thus alone he felt as if +he had nothing to say to her. He did not feel exactly constrained, but it +seemed to him that, to-day, he could not talk the familiar commonplaces +to her, or pay her obvious compliments. They might, they would please +her, but something in himself would resent them. This was to be such a +great day. He had wanted it with such ardor, he had been so afraid of +missing it, he had gained it at the cost of so much self-respect, that it +ought to be extraordinary from dawn to dark, and he and Maddalena to be +unusual, intense--something, at least, more eager, more happy, more +intimate than usual in it. + +And then, too, as he looked at her riding along by the sea, with her +young head held rather high and a smile of innocent pride in her eyes, he +remembered that this day was their good-bye. Maddalena did not know that. +Probably she did not think about the future. But he knew it. They might +meet again. They would doubtless meet again. But it would all be +different. He would be a serious married man, who could no longer frolic +as if he were still a boy like Gaspare. This was the last day of his +intimate friendship with Maddalena. + +That seemed to him very strange. He had become accustomed to her society, +to her naive curiosity, her girlish, simple gayety, so accustomed to it +all that he could not imagine life without it, could scarcely realize +what life had been before he knew Maddalena. It seemed to him that he +must have always known Maddalena. And she--what did she feel about that? + +"Maddalena!" he said. + +"Si, signore." + +She turned her head and glanced at him, smiling, as if she were sure of +hearing something pleasant. To-day, in her pretty festa dress, she looked +intended for happiness. Everything about her conveyed the suggestion that +she was expectant of joy. The expression in her eyes was a summons to the +world to be very kind and good to her, to give her only pleasant things, +things that could not harm her. + +"Maddalena, do you feel as if you had known me long?" + +She nodded her head. + +"Si, signore." + +"How long?" + +She spread out one hand with the fingers held apart. + +"Oh, signore--but always! I feel as if I had known you always." + +"And yet it's only a few days." + +"Si, signore." + +She acquiesced calmly. The problem did not seem to puzzle her, the +problem of this feeling so ill-founded. It was so. Very well, then--so it +was. + +"And," he went on, "do you feel as if you would always know me?" + +"Si, signore. Of course." + +"But I shall go away, I am going away." + +For a moment her face clouded. But the influence of joy was very strong +upon her to-day, and the cloud passed. + +"But you will come back, signorino. You will always come back." + +"How do you know that?" + +A pretty slyness crept into her face, showed in the curve of the young +lips, in the expression of the young eyes. + +"Because you like to be here, because you like the Siciliani. Isn't it +true?" + +"Yes," he said, almost passionately. "It's true! Ah, Maddalena--" + +But at this moment a group of people from Marechiaro suddenly appeared +upon the road beside them, having descended from the village by a +mountain-path. There were exclamations, salutations. Maddalena's gown was +carefully examined by the women of the party. The men exchanged +compliments with Maurice. Then Salvatore and Gaspare, seeing friends, +came galloping up, shouting, in a cloud of dust. A cavalcade was formed, +and henceforth Maurice was unable to exchange any more confidences with +Maddalena. He felt vexed at first, but the boisterous merriment of all +these people, their glowing anticipation of pleasure, soon infected him. +His heart was lightened of its burden and the spirit of the careless boy +awoke in him. He would take no thought for the morrow, he would be able +to take no thought so long as he was in this jocund company. As they +trotted forward in a white mist along the shining sea Maurice was one of +the gayest among them. No laugh rang out more frequently than his, no +voice chatted more vivaciously. The conscious effort which at first he +had to make seemed to give him an impetus, to send him onward with a rush +so that he outdistanced his companions. Had any one observed him closely +during that ride to the fair he might well have thought that here was a +nature given over to happiness, a nature that was utterly sunny in the +sun. + +They passed through the town of Cattaro, where was the station for +Marechiaro. For a moment Maurice felt a pang of self-contempt, and of +something more, of something that was tender, pitiful even, as he thought +of Hermione's expectation disappointed. But it died away, or he thrust +it away. The long street was full of people, either preparing to start +for the fair themselves or standing at their doors to watch their friends +start. Donkeys were being saddled and decorated with flowers. Tall, +painted carts were being harnessed to mules. Visions of men being +lathered and shaved, of women having their hair dressed or their hair +searched, Sicilian fashion, of youths trying to curl upward scarcely born +mustaches, of children being hastily attired in clothes which made them +wriggle and squint, came to the eyes from houses in which privacy was not +so much scorned as unthought of, utterly unknown. Turkeys strolled in and +out among the toilet-makers. Pigs accompanied their mistresses from +doorway to doorway as dogs accompany the women of other countries. And +the cavalcade of the people of Marechiaro was hailed from all sides with +pleasantries and promises to meet at the fair, with broad jokes or +respectful salutations. Many a "Benedicite!" or "C'ci basu li mano!" +greeted Maurice. Many a berretto was lifted from heads that he had never +seen to his knowledge before. He was made to feel by all that he was +among friends, and as he returned the smiles and salutations he +remembered the saying Hermione had repeated: "Every Sicilian, even if he +wears a long cap and sleeps in a hut with the pigs, is a gentleman," and +he thought it very true. + +It seemed as if they would never get away from the street. At every +moment they halted. One man begged them to wait a moment till his donkey +was saddled, so that he might join them. Another, a wine-shop keeper, +insisted on Maurice's testing his moscato, and thereupon Maurice felt +obliged to order glasses all round, to the great delight of Gaspare, who +always felt himself to be glorified by the generosity of his padrone, and +who promptly took the proceedings in charge, measured out the wine in +appropriate quantities, handed it about, and constituted himself master +of the ceremony. Already, at eleven o'clock, brindisi were invented, and +Maurice was called upon to "drop into poetry." Then Maddalena caught +sight of some girl friends, and must needs show them all her finery. For +this purpose she solemnly dismounted from her donkey to be closely +examined on the pavement, turned about, shook forth her pea-green skirt, +took off her chain for more minute inspection, and measured the silken +fringes of her shawl in order to compare them with other shawls which +were hastily brought out from a house near-by. + +But Gaspare, always a little ruthless with women, soon tired of such +vanities. + +"Avanti! Avanti!" he shouted. "Dio mio! Le donne sono pazze! Andiamo! +Andiamo!" + +He hustled Maddalena, who yielded, blushing and laughing, to his +importunities, and at last they were really off again, and drowned in a +sea of odor as they passed some buildings where lemons were being packed +to be shipped away from Sicily. This smell seemed to Maurice to be the +very breath of the island. He drank it in eagerly. Lemons, lemons, and +the sun! Oranges, lemons, yellow flowers under the lemons, and the sun! +Always yellow, pale yellow, gold yellow, red-gold yellow, and white, and +silver-white, the white of the roads, the silver-white of dusty olive +leaves, and green, the dark, lustrous, polished green of orange leaves, +and purple and blue, the purple of sea, the blue of sky. What a riot of +talk it was, and what a riot of color! It made Maurice feel almost drunk. +It was heady, this island of the south--heady in the summer-time. It had +a powerful influence, an influence that was surely an excuse for much. +Ah, the stay-at-homes, who condemned the far-off passions and violences +of men! What did they know of the various truths of the world? How should +one in Clapham judge one at the fair of San Felice? Avanti! Avanti! +Avanti along the blinding white road by the sea, to the village on which +great Etna looked down, not harshly for all its majesty. Nature +understood. And God, who made Nature, who was behind Nature--did not He +understand? There is forgiveness surely in great hearts, though the small +hearts have no space to hold it. + +Something like this Maurice thought for a moment, ere a large +thoughtlessness swept over him, bred of the sun and the odors, the +movement, the cries and laughter of his companions, the gay gown and the +happy glances of Maddalena, even of the white dust that whirled up from +the feet of the cantering donkeys. + +And so, ever laughing, ever joking, gayly, almost tumultuously, they +rushed upon the fair. + +San Felice is a large village in the plain at the foot of Etna. It lies +near the sea between Catania and Messina, but beyond the black and +forbidding lava land. Its patron saint, Protettore di San Felice, is +Sant' Onofrio, and this was his festival. In the large, old church in the +square, which was the centre of the life of the fiera, his image, +smothered in paint, sumptuously decorated with red and gold and bunches +of artificial flowers, was exposed under a canopy with pillars; and thin +squares of paper reproducing its formal charms--the oval face with large +eyes and small, straight nose, the ample forehead, crowned with hair that +was brought down to a point in the centre, the undulating, divided beard +descending upon the breast, one hand holding a book, the other upraised +in a blessing--were sold for a soldo to all who would buy them. + +The first thing the party from Isola Bella and from Marechiaro did, when +they had stabled their donkeys at Don Leontini's, in the Via Bocca di +Leone, was to pay the visit of etiquette to Sant' Onofrio. Their laughter +was stilled at the church doorway, through which women and men draped in +shawls, lads and little children, were coming and going. Their faces +assumed expressions of superstitious reverence and devotion. And, going +up one by one to the large image of the saint, they contemplated it with +awe, touched its hand or the hem of its robe, made the sign of the cross, +and retreated, feeling that they were blessed for the day. + +Maddalena approached the saint with Maurice and Gaspare. She and Gaspare +touched the hand that held the book, made the sign of the cross, then +stared at Maurice to see why he did nothing. He quickly followed their +example. Maddalena, who was pulling some of the roses from her tight +bouquet, whispered to him: + +"Sant' Onofrio will bring us good-fortune." + +"Davvero?" he whispered back. + +"Si! Si!" said Gaspare, nodding his head. + +While Maddalena laid her flowers upon the lap of the saint, Gaspare +bought from a boy three sheets of paper containing Sant' Onofrio's +reproduction, and three more showing the effigies of San Filadelfo, Sant' +Alfio, and San Cirino. + +"Ecco, Donna Maddalena! Ecco, signorino!" + +He distributed his purchases, keeping two for himself. These last he very +carefully and solemnly folded up and bestowed in the inner pocket of his +jacket, which contained a leather portfolio, given to him by Maurice to +carry his money in. + +"Ecco!" he said, once more, as he buttoned the flap of the pocket as a +precaution against thieves. + +And with that final exclamation he dismissed all serious thoughts. + +"Mangiamo, signorino!" he said. "Ora basta!" + +And they went forth into the sunshine. Salvatore was talking to some +fishermen from Catania upon the steps. They cast curious glances at +Maurice as he came out with Maddalena, and, when Salvatore went off with +his daughter and the forestiere, they laughed among themselves and +exchanged some remarks that were evidently merry. But Maurice did not +heed them. He was not a self-conscious man. And Maddalena was far too +happy to suppose that any one could be saying nasty things about her. + +"Where are we going to eat?" asked Maurice. + +"This way, this way, signorino!" replied Gaspare, elbowing a passage +through the crowd. "You must follow me. I know where to go. I have many +friends here." + +The truth of this statement was speedily made manifest. Almost every +third person they met saluted Gaspare, some kissing him upon both cheeks, +others grasping his hand, others taking him familiarly by the arm. Among +the last was a tall boy with jet-black, curly hair and a long, pale face, +whom Gaspare promptly presented to his padrone, by the name of Amedeo +Buccini. + +"Amedeo is a parrucchiere, signorino," he said, "and my compare, and the +best dancer in San Felice. May he eat with us?" + +"Of course." + +Gaspare informed Amedeo, who took off his hat, held it in his hand, and +smiled all over his face with pleasure. + +"Yes, Gaspare is my compare, signore," he affirmed. "Compare, compare, +compareddu"--he glanced at Gaspare, who joined in with him: + + "Compare, compare, compareddu, + Io ti voglio molto bene, + Mangiamo sempre insieme-- + Mangiamo carne e riso + E andiamo in Paradiso!" + +"Carne e riso--si!" cried Maurice, laughing. "But Paradise! Must you go +to Paradise directly afterwards, before the dancing and before the +procession and before the fireworks?" + +"No, signore," said Gaspare. "When we are very old, when we cannot dance +any more--non e vero, Amedeo?--then we will go to Paradiso." + +"Yes," agreed the tall boy, quite seriously, "then we will go to +Paradiso." + +"And I, too," said Maurice; "and Maddalena, but not till then." + +What a long time away that would be! + +"Here is the ristorante!" + +They had reached a long room with doors open onto the square, opposite to +the rows of booths which were set up under the shadow of the church. +Outside of it were many small tables and numbers of chairs on which +people were sitting, contemplating the movement of the crowd of buyers +and sellers, smoking, drinking syrups, gazzosa, and eating ices and flat +biscuits. + +Gaspare guided them through the throng to a long table set on a sanded +floor. + +"Ecco, signorino!" + +He installed Maurice at the top of the table. + +"And you sit here, Donna Maddalena." + +He placed her at Maurice's right hand, and was going to sit down himself +on the left, when Salvatore roughly pushed in before him, seized the +chair, sat in it, and leaned his arms on the table with a loud laugh that +sounded defiant. An ugly look came into Gaspare's face. + +"Macche--" he began, angrily. + +But Maurice silenced him with a quick look. + +"Gaspare, you come here, by Maddalena!" + +"Ma--" + +"Come along, Gasparino, and tell us what we are to have. You must order +everything. Where's the cameriere? Cameriere! Cameriere!" + +He struck on his glass with a fork. A waiter came running. + +"Don Gaspare will order for us all," said Maurice to him, pointing to +Gaspare. + +His diplomacy was successful. Gaspare's face cleared, and in a moment he +was immersed in an eager colloquy with the waiter, another friend of his +from Marechiaro. Amedeo Buccini took a place by Gaspare, and all those +from Marechiaro, who evidently considered that they belonged to the +Inglese's party for the day, arranged themselves as they pleased and +waited anxiously for the coming of the macaroni. + +A certain formality now reigned over the assembly. The movement of the +road in the outside world by the sea had stirred the blood, had loosened +tongues and quickened spirits. But a meal in a restaurant, with a rich +English signore presiding at the head of the table, was an unaccustomed +ceremony. Dark faces that had been lit up with laughter now looked almost +ludicrously discreet. Brown hands which had been in constant activity, +talking as plainly, and more expressively, than voices, now lay limply +upon the white cloth or were placed upon knees motionless as the knees of +statues. And all eyes were turned towards the giver of the feast, mutely +demanding of him a signal of conduct to guide his inquiring guests. But +Maurice, too, felt for the moment tongue-tied. He was very sensitive to +influences, and his present position, between Maddalena and her father, +created within him a certain confusion of feelings, an odd sensation of +being between two conflicting elements. He was conscious of affection and +of enmity, both close to him, both strong, the one ready to show itself, +the other determined to remain in hiding. He glanced at Salvatore, and +met the fisherman's keen gaze. Behind the instant smile in the glittering +eyes he divined, rather than saw, the shadow of his hatred. And for a +moment he wondered. Why should Salvatore hate him? It was reasonable to +hate a man for a wrong done, even for a wrong deliberately contemplated +with intention--the intention of committing it. But he had done no real +wrong to Salvatore. Nor had he any evil intention with regard to him or +his. So far he had only brought pleasure into their lives, his life and +Maddalena's--pleasure and money. If there had been any secret pain +engendered by their mutual intercourse it was his. And this day was the +last of their intimacy, though Salvatore and Maddalena did not know it. +Suddenly a desire, an almost weak desire, came to him to banish +Salvatore's distrust of him, a distrust which he was more conscious of at +this moment than ever before. + +He did not know of the muttered comments of the fishermen from Catania as +he and Maddalena passed down the steps of the church of Sant' Onofrio. +But Salvatore's sharp ears had caught them and the laughter that followed +them, and his hot blood was on fire. The words, the laughter had touched +his sensitive Sicilian pride--the pride of the man who means never to be +banished from the Piazza--as a knife touches a raw wound. And as Maurice +had set a limit to his sinning--his insincerity to Hermione, his betrayal +of her complete trust in him, nothing more--so Salvatore now, while he +sat at meat with the Inglese, mentally put a limit to his own +complaisance, a complaisance which had been born of his intense avarice. +To-day he would get all he could out of the Inglese--money, food, wine, a +donkey--who knew what? And then--good-bye to soft speeches. Those +fishermen, his friends, his comrades, his world, in fact, should have +their mouths shut once for all. He knew how to look after his girl, and +they should know that he knew, they and all Marechiaro, and all San +Felice, and all Cattaro. His limit, like Maurice's, was that day of the +fair, and it was nearly reached. For the hours were hurrying towards the +night and farewells. + +Moved by his abrupt desire to stand well with everybody during this last +festa, Maurice began to speak to Salvatore of the donkey auction. When +would it begin? + +"Chi lo sa?" + +No one knew. In Sicily all feasts are movable. Even mass may begin an +hour too late or an hour too early. One thought the donkey auction would +start at fourteen, another at sixteen o'clock. Gaspare was imperiously +certain, over the macaroni, which had now made its appearance, that the +hour was seventeen. There were to be other auctions, auctions of +wonderful things. A clock that played music--the "Marcia Reale" and the +"Tre Colori"--was to be put up; suits of clothes, too; boots, hats, a +chair that rocked like a boat on the sea, a revolver ornamented with +ivory. Already--no one knew when, for no one had missed him--he had been +to view these treasures. As he spoke of them tongues were loosed and eyes +shone with excitement. Money was in the air. Prices were passionately +discussed, values debated. All down the table went the words "soldi," +"lire," "lire sterline," "biglietti da cinque," "biglietti da dieci." +Salvatore's hatred died away, suffocated for the moment under the weight +of his avarice. A donkey--yes, he meant to get a donkey with the +stranger's money. But why stop there? Why not have the clock and the +rocking-chair and the revolver? His sharpness of the Sicilian, a +sharpness almost as keen and sure as that of the Arab, divined the +intensity, the recklessness alive in the Englishman to-day, bred of that +limit, "my last day of the careless life," to which his own limit was +twin-brother, but of which he knew nothing. And as Maurice was intense +to-day, because there were so few hours left to him for intensity, so was +Salvatore intense in a different way, but for a similar reason. They were +walking in step without being aware of it. Or were they not rather racing +neck to neck, like passionate opponents? + +There was little time. Then they must use what there was to the full. +They must not let one single moment find them lazy, indifferent. + +[Illustration: "'I AM CONTENT WITHOUT ANYTHING, SIGNORINO,' SHE SAID"] + +Under the cover of the flood of talk Maurice turned to Maddalena. She was +taking no part in it, but was eating her macaroni gently, as if it +were a new and wonderful food. So Maurice thought as he looked at her. +To-day there was something strange, almost pathetic, to him in Maddalena, +a softness, an innocent refinement that made him imagine her in another +life than hers, and with other companions, in a life as free but less +hard, with companions as natural but less ruthless to women. + +"Maddalena," he said to her. "They all want to buy things at the +auction." + +"Si, signore." + +"And you?" + +"I, signorino?" + +"Yes, don't you want to buy something?" + +He was testing her, testing her memory. She looked at him above her fork, +from which the macaroni streamed down. + +"I am content without anything, signorino," she said. + +"Without the blue dress and the ear-rings, longer than that?" He measured +imaginary ear-rings in the air. "Have you forgotten, Maddalena?" + +She blushed and bent over her plate. She had not forgotten. All the day +since she rose at dawn she had been thinking of Maurice's old promise. +But she did not know that he remembered it, and his remembrance of it +came to her now as a lovely surprise. He bent his head down nearer to +her. + +"When they are all at the auction, we will go to buy the blue dress and +the ear-rings," he almost whispered. "We will go by ourselves. Shall we?" + +"Si, signore." + +Her voice was very small and her cheeks still held their flush. She +glanced, with eyes that were unusually conscious, to right and left of +her, to see if the neighbors had noticed their colloquy. And that look of +consciousness made Maurice suddenly understand that this limit which he +had put to his sinning--so he had called it with a sort of angry mental +sincerity, summoned, perhaps, to match the tremendous sincerity of his +wife which he was meeting with a lie to-day--his sinning against Hermione +was also a limit to something else. Had he not sinned against Maddalena, +sinned when he had kissed her, when he had shown her that he delighted to +be with her? Was he not sinning now when he promised to buy for her the +most beautiful things of the fair? For a moment he thought to himself +that his fault against Maddalena was more grave, more unforgivable than +his fault against Hermione. But then a sudden anger that was like a +storm, against his own condemnation of himself, swept through him. He had +come out to-day to be recklessly happy, and here he was giving himself up +to gloom, to absurd self-torture. Where was his natural careless +temperament? To-day his soul was full of shadows, like the soul of a man +going to meet a doom. + +"Where's the wine?" he called to Gaspare. "Wine, cameriere, wine!" + +"You must not drink wine with the pasta, signorino!" cried Gaspare. "Only +afterwards, with the vitello." + +"Have you ordered vitello? Capital! But I've finished my pasta and I'm +thirsty. Well, what do you want to buy at the auction, Gaspare, and you, +Amedeo, and you Salvatore?" + +He plunged into the talk and made Salvatore show his keen desires, +encouraging and playing with his avarice, now holding it off for a +moment, then coaxing it as one coaxes an animal, stroking it, tempting it +to a forward movement. The wine went round now, for the vitello was on +the table, and the talk grew more noisy, the laughter louder. Outside, +too, the movement and the tumult of the fair were increasing. Cries of +men selling their wares rose up, the hard melodies of a piano-organ, and +a strange and ecclesiastical chant sung by three voices that, repeated +again and again, at last attracted Maurice's attention. + +"What's that?" he asked of Gaspare. "Are those priests chanting?" + +"Priests! No, signore. Those are the Romani." + +"Romans here! What are they doing?" + +"They have a cart decorated with flags, signorino, and they are selling +lemon-water and ices. All the people say that they are Romans and that is +how they sing in Rome." + +The long and lugubrious chant of the ice-venders rose up again, strident +and melancholy as a song chanted over a corpse. + +"It's funny to sing like that to sell ices," Maurice said. "It sounds +like men at a funeral." + +"Oh, they are very good ices, signorino. The Romans make splendid ices." + +Turkey followed the vitello. + +Maurice's guests were now completely at ease and perfectly happy. The +consciousness that all this was going to be paid for, that they would not +have to put their hands in their pockets for a soldo, warmed their hearts +as the wine warmed their bodies. Amedeo's long, white face was becoming +radiant, and even Salvatore softened towards the Inglese. A sort of +respect, almost furtive, came to him for the wealth that could carelessly +entertain this crowd of people, that could buy clocks, chairs, donkeys at +pleasure, and scarcely know that soldi were gone, scarcely miss them. As +he attacked his share of the turkey vigorously, picking up the bones with +his fingers and tearing the flesh away with his white teeth, he tried to +realize what such wealth must mean to the possessor of it, an effort +continually made by the sharp-witted, very poor man. And this wealth--for +the moment some of it was at his command! To ask to-day would be to have. +Instinctively he knew that, and felt like one with money in the bank. If +only it might be so to-morrow and for many days! He began to regret the +limit, almost to forget the sound of the laughter of the Catania +fishermen upon the steps of the church of Sant' Onofrio. His pride was +going to sleep, and his avarice was opening its eyes wider. + +When the meal was over they went out onto the pavement to take coffee in +the open air. The throng was much greater than it had been when they +entered, for people were continually arriving from the more distant +villages, and two trains had come in from Messina and Catania. It was +difficult to find a table. Indeed, it might have been impossible had not +Gaspare ruthlessly dislodged a party of acquaintances who were +comfortably established around one in a prominent position. + +"I must have a table for my padrone," he said. "Go along with you!" + +And they meekly went, smiling, and without ill-will--indeed, almost as if +they had received a compliment. + +"But, Gaspare," began Maurice, "I can't--" + +"Here is a chair for you, signorino. Take it quickly." + +"At any rate, let us offer them something." + +"Much better spare your soldi now, signorino, and buy something at the +auction. That clock plays the 'Tre Colori' just like a band." + +"Buy it. Here is some money." + +He thrust some notes into the boy's ready hand. + +"Grazie, signorino. Ecco la musica!" + +In the distance there rose the blare of a processional march from "Aida," +and round the corner of the Via di Polifemo came a throng of men and boys +in dark uniforms, with epaulets and cocked hats with flying plumes, +blowing with all their might into wind instruments of enormous size. + +"That is the musica of the citta, signore," explained Amedeo. "Afterwards +there will be the Musica Mascagni and the Musica Leoncavallo." + +"Mamma mia! And will they all play together?" + +"No, signore. They have quarrelled. At Pasqua we had no music, and the +archpriest was hooted by all in the Piazza." + +"Why?" + +"Non lo so. I think he had forbidden the Musica Mascagni to play at Madre +Lucia's funeral, and the Musica Mascagni went to fight with the Musica +della citta. To-day they will all play, because it is the festa of the +Santo Patrono, but even for him they will not play together." + +The bandsmen had now taken their places upon a wooden dais exactly +opposite to the restaurant, and were indulging in a military rendering of +"Celeste Aida," which struck most of the Sicilians at the small tables to +a reverent silence. Maddalena's eyes had become almost round with +pleasure, Gaspare was singing the air frankly with Amedeo, and even +Salvatore seemed soothed and humanized, as he sipped his coffee, puffed +at a thin cigar, and eyed the women who were slowly sauntering up and +down to show their finery. At the windows of most of the neighboring +houses appeared parties of dignified gazers, important personages of the +town, who owned small balconies commanding the piazza, and who now +stepped forth upon these coigns of vantage, and leaned upon the rails +that they might see and be seen by the less favored ones below. Amedeo +and Gaspare began to name these potentates. The stout man with a gray +mustache, white trousers, and a plaid shawl over his shoulders was Signor +Torloni, the syndic of San Felice. The tall, angry-looking gentleman, +with bulging, black eyes and wrinkled cheeks, was Signor Carata, the +avvocato; and the lady in black and a yellow shawl was his wife, who was +the daughter of the syndic. Close by was Signorina Maria Sacchetti, the +beauty of San Felice, already more than plump, but with a good +complexion, and hair so thick that it stood out from her satisfied face +as if it were trained over a trellis. She wore white, and long, thread +gloves which went above her elbows. Maddalena regarded her with awe when +Amedeo mentioned a rumor that she was going to be "promised" to Dr. +Marinelli, who was to be seen at her side, wearing a Gibus hat and +curling a pair of gigantic black mustaches. + +Maurice listened to the music and the chatter which, silenced by the +arrival of the music, had now burst forth again, with rather indifferent +ears. He wanted to get away somewhere and to be alone with Maddalena. The +day was passing on. Soon night would be falling. The fair would be at an +end. Then would come the ride back, and then----But he did not care to +look forward into that future. He had not done so yet. He would not do so +now. It would be better, when the time came, to rush upon it blindly. +Preparation, forethought, would only render him unnatural. And he must +seem natural, utterly natural, in his insincere surprise, in his +insincere regret. + +"Pay for the coffee, Gaspare," he said, giving the boy some money. "Now I +want to walk about and see everything. Where are the donkeys?" + +He glanced at Salvatore. + +"Oh, signore," said Gaspare, "they are outside the town in the +watercourse that runs under the bridge--you know, that broke down this +spring where the line is? They have only just finished mending it." + +"I remember your telling me." + +"And you were so glad the signora was travelling the other way." + +"Yes, yes." + +He spoke hastily. Salvatore was on his feet. + +"What hour have we?" + +Maurice looked at his watch. + +"Half-past two already! I say, Salvatore, you mustn't forget the +donkeys." + +Salvatore came close up to him. + +"Signore," he began, in a low voice, "what do you wish me to do?" + +"Bid for a good donkey." + +"Si, signore." + +"For the best donkey they put up for sale." + +Salvatore began to look passionately eager. + +"Si, signore. And if I get it?" + +"Come to me and I will give you the money to pay." + +"Si, signore. How high shall I go?" + +Gaspare was listening intently, with a hard face and sullen eyes. His +whole body seemed to be disapproving what Maurice was doing. But he said +nothing. Perhaps he felt that to-day it would be useless to try to govern +the actions of his padrone. + +"How high? Well"--Maurice felt that, before Gaspare, he must put a limit +to his price, though he did not care what it was--"say a hundred. Here, +I'll give it you now." + +He put his hand into his pocket and drew out his portfolio. + +"There's the hundred." + +Salvatore took it eagerly, spread it over his hand, stared at it, then +folded it with fingers that seemed for the moment almost delicate, and +put it into the inside pocket of his jacket. He meant to go presently and +show it to the fishermen of Catania, who had laughed upon the steps of +the church, and explain matters to them a little. They thought him a +fool. Well, he would soon make them understand who was the fool. + +"Grazie, signore!" + +He said it through his teeth. Maurice turned to Gaspare. He felt the +boy's stern disapproval of what he had done, and wanted, if possible, to +make amends. + +"Gaspare," he said, "here is a hundred lire for you. I want you to go to +the auction and to bid for anything you think worth having. Buy +something for your mother and father, for the house, some nice things!" + +"Grazie, signore." + +He took the note, but without alacrity, and his face was still lowering. + +"And you, signore?" he asked. + +"I?" + +"Yes. Are you not coming with me to the auction? It will be better for +you to be there to choose the things." + +For an instant Maurice felt irritated. Was he never to be allowed a +moment alone with Maddalena? + +"Oh, but I'm no good at----" he began. + +Then he stopped. To-day he must be birbante--on his guard. Once the +auction was in full swing--so he thought--Salvatore and Gaspare would be +as they were when they gambled beside the sea. They would forget +everything. It would be easy to escape. But till that moment came he must +be cautious. + +"Of course I'll come," he exclaimed, heartily. "But you must do the +bidding, Gaspare." + +The boy looked less sullen. + +"Va bene, signorino. I shall know best what the things are worth. And +Salvatore"--he glanced viciously at the fisherman--"can go to the +donkeys. I have seen them. They are poor donkeys this year." + +Salvatore returned his vicious glance and said something in dialect which +Maurice did not understand. Gaspare's face flushed, and he was about to +burst into an angry reply when Maurice touched his arm. + +"Come along, Gaspare!" + +As they got up, he whispered: + +"Remember what I said about to-day!" + +"Macche----" + +Maurice closed his fingers tightly on Gaspare's arm. + +"Gaspare, you must remember! Afterwards what you like, but not to-day. +Andiamo!" + +They all got up. The Musica della citta was now playing a violent jig, +undoubtedly composed by Bellini, who was considered almost as a child of +San Felice, having been born close by at Catania. + +"Where are the women in the wonderful blue dresses?" Maurice asked, as +they stepped into the road; "and the ear-rings? I haven't seen them yet." + +"They will come towards evening, signorino," replied Gaspare, "when it +gets cool. They do not care to be in the sun dressed like that. It might +spoil their things." + +Evidently the promenade of these proud beauties was an important +function. + +"We must not miss them," Maurice said to Maddalena. + +She looked conscious. + +"No, signore." + +"They will all be here this evening, signore," said Amedeo, "for the +giuochi di fuoco." + +"The giuochi di fuoco--they will be at the end?" + +"Si, signore. After the giuochi di fuoco it is all finished." + +Maurice stifled a sigh. "It is all finished," Amedeo had said. But for +him? For him there would be the ride home up the mountain, the arrival +upon the terrace before the house of the priest. At what hour would he be +there? It would be very late, perhaps nearly at dawn, in the cold, still, +sad hour when vitality is at its lowest. And Hermione? Would she be +sleeping? How would they meet? How would he----? + +"Andiamo! Andiamo!" + +He cried out almost angrily. + +"Which is the way?" + +"All the auctions are held outside the town, signore," said Amedeo. +"Follow me." + +Proudly he took the lead, glad to be useful and important after the +benefits that had been bestowed upon him, and hoping secretly that +perhaps the rich Inglese would give him something to spend, too, since +money was so plentiful for donkeys and clocks. + +"They are in the fiume, near the sea and the railway line." + +The railway line! When he heard that Maurice had a moment's absurd +sensation of reluctance, a desire to hold back, such as comes to a man +who is unexpectedly asked to confront some danger. It seemed to him that +if he went to the watercourse he might be seen by Hermione and Artois as +they passed by on their way to Marechiaro. But of course they were coming +from Messina! What a fool he was to-day! His recklessness seemed to have +deserted him just when he wanted it most. To-day he was not himself. He +was a coward. What it was that made him a coward he did not tell himself. + +"Then we can all go together," he said. "Salvatore and all." + +"Si, signore." + +Salvatore's voice was close at his ear, and he knew by the sound of it +that the fisherman was smiling. + +"We can all keep together, signore; then we shall be more gay." + +They threaded their way through the throng. The violent jig of Bellini +died away gradually, till it was faint in the distance. At the end of the +narrow street Maurice saw the large bulk of Etna. On this clear afternoon +it looked quite close, almost as if, when they got out of the street, +they would be at its very foot, and would have to begin to climb. Maurice +remembered his wild longing to carry Maddalena off upon the sea, or to +some eyrie in the mountains, to be alone with her in some savage place. +Why not give all these people the slip now--somehow--when the fun of the +fair was at its height, mount the donkeys and ride straight for the huge +mountain? There were caverns there and desolate lava wastes; there were +almost impenetrable beech forests. Sebastiano had told him tales of +them, those mighty forests that climbed up to green lawns looking down +upon the Lipari Isles. He thought of their silence and their shadows, +their beds made of the drifted leaves of the autumn. There, would be no +disturbance, no clashing of wills and of interests, but calm and silence +and the time to love. He glanced at Maddalena. He could hardly help +imagining that she knew what he was thinking of. Salvatore had dropped +behind for a moment. Maurice did not know it, but the fisherman had +caught sight of his comrades of Catania drinking in a roadside wine-shop, +and had stopped to show them the note for a hundred francs, and to make +them understand the position of affairs between him and the forestiere. +Gaspare was talking eagerly to Amedeo about the things that were likely +to be put up for sale at the auction. + +"Maddalena," Maurice said to the girl, in a low voice, "can you guess +what I am thinking about?" + +She shook her head. + +"No, signore." + +"You see the mountain!" + +He pointed to the end of the little street. + +"Si, signore." + +"I am thinking that I should like to go there now with you." + +"Ma, signorino--the fiera!" + +Her voice sounded plaintive with surprise and she glanced at her +pea-green skirt. + +"And this, signorino!"--she touched it carefully with her slim fingers. +"How could I go in this?" + +"When the fair is over, then, and you are in your every-day gown, +Maddalena, I should like to carry you off to Etna." + +"They say there are briganti there." + +"Brigands--would you be afraid of them with me?" + +"I don't know, signore. But what should we do there on Etna far away from +the sea and from Marechiaro?" + +"We should"--he whispered in her ear, seizing this chance almost angrily, +almost defiantly, with the thought of Salvatore in his mind--"we should +love each other, Maddalena. It is quiet in the beech forests on Etna. No +one would come to disturb us, and----" + +A chuckle close to his ear made him start. Salvatore's hand was on his +arm, and Salvatore's face, looking wily and triumphant, was close to his. + +"Gaspare was wrong, there are splendid donkeys here. I have been talking +to some friends who have seen them." + +There was a tramp of heavy boots on the stones behind them. The fishermen +from Catania were coming to see the fun. Salvatore was in glory. To get +all and give nothing was, in his opinion, to accomplish the legitimate +aim of a man's life. And his friends, those who had dared to sneer and to +whisper, and to imagine that he was selling his daughter for money, now +knew the truth and were here to witness his ingenuity. Intoxicated by his +triumph, he began to show off his power over the Inglese for the benefit +of the tramplers behind. He talked to Maurice with a loud familiarity, +kept laying his hand on Maurice's arm as they walked, and even called +him, with a half-jocose intonation, "compare." Maurice sickened at his +impertinence, but was obliged to endure it with patience, and this act of +patience brought to the birth within him a sudden, fierce longing for +revenge, a longing to pay Salvatore out for his grossness, his greed, his +sly and leering affectation of playing the slave when he was really +indicating to his compatriots that he considered himself the master. +Again Maurice heard the call of the Sicilian blood within him, but this +time it did not call him to the tarantella or to love. It called him to +strike a blow. But this blow could only be struck through Maddalena, +could only be struck if he were traitor to Hermione. For a moment he saw +everything red. Again Salvatore called him "compare." Suddenly Maurice +could not bear it. + +"Don't say that!" he said. "Don't call me that!" + +He had almost hissed the words out. Salvatore started, and for an +instant, as they walked side by side, the two men looked at each other +with eyes that told the truth. Then Salvatore, without asking for any +explanation of Maurice's sudden outburst, said: + +"Va bene, signore, va bene! I thought for to-day we were all compares. +Scusi, scusi." + +There was a bitterness of irony in his voice. As he finished he swept off +his soft hat and then replaced it more over his left ear than ever. +Maurice knew at once that he had done the unforgivable thing, that he had +stabbed a Sicilian's amour propre in the presence of witnesses of his own +blood. The fishermen from Catania had heard. He knew it from Salvatore's +manner, and an odd sensation came to him that Salvatore had passed +sentence upon him. In silence, and mechanically, he walked on to the end +of the street. He felt like one who, having done something swiftly, +thoughtlessly, is suddenly confronted with the irreparable, abruptly sees +the future spread out before him bathed in a flash of crude light, the +future transformed in a second by that act of his as a landscape is +transformed by an earthquake or a calm sea by a hurricane. + +And when the watercourse came in sight, with its crowd, its voices, and +its multitude of beasts, he looked at it dully for a moment, hardly +realizing it. + +In Sicily the animal fairs are often held in the great watercourses that +stretch down from the foot of the mountains to the sea, and that resemble +huge highroads in the making, roads upon which the stones have been +dumped ready for the steam-roller. In winter there is sometimes a torrent +of water rushing through them, but in summer they are dry, and look like +wounds gashed in the thickly growing lemon and orange groves. The +trampling feet of beasts can do no harm to the stones, and these +watercourses in the summer season are of no use to anybody. They are, +therefore, often utilized at fair time. Cattle, donkeys, mules are driven +down to them in squadrons. Painted Sicilian carts are ranged upon their +banks, with sets of harness, and the auctioneers, whose business it is to +sell miscellaneous articles, household furniture, stuffs, clocks, +ornaments, frequently descend into them, and mount a heap of stones to +gain command of their gaping audience of contadini and the shrewder +buyers from the towns. + +The watercourse of San Felice was traversed at its mouth by the railway +line from Catania to Messina, which crossed it on a long bridge supported +by stone pillars and buttresses, the bridge which, as Gaspare had said, +had recently collapsed and was now nearly built up again. It was already +in use, but the trains were obliged to crawl over it at a snail's pace in +order not to shake the unfinished masonry, and men were stationed at each +end to signal to the driver whether he was to stop or whether he might +venture to go on. Beyond the watercourse, upon the side opposite to the +town of San Felice, was a series of dense lemon groves, gained by a +sloping bank of bare, crumbling earth, on the top of which, close to the +line and exactly where it came to the bridge, was a group of four old +olive-trees with gnarled, twisted trunks. These trees cast a patch of +pleasant shade, from which all the bustle of the fair was visible, but at +a distance, and as Maurice and his party came out of the village on the +opposite bank, he whispered to Maddalena: + +"Maddalena!" + +"Si, signore?" + +"Let's get away presently, you and I; let's go and sit under those trees. +I want to talk to you quietly." + +"Si, signore?" + +Her voice was lower even than his own. + +"Ecco, signore! Ecco!" + +Salvatore was pointing to a crowd of donkeys. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +"What is it, Gaspare?" + +"That is the man who is going to sell the clock!" + +The boy's face was intent. His eyes were shining, and his glum manner had +vanished, under the influence of a keen excitement. Maurice realized that +very soon he would be free. Once his friends were in the crowd of buyers +and sellers everything but the chance of a bargain would be forgotten. +His own blood quickened but for a different reason. + +"What beautiful carts!" he said. "We have no such carts in England!" + +"If you would like to buy a cart, signore----" began Salvatore. + +But Gaspare interrupted with violence. + +"Macche! What is the use of a cart to the signorino? He is going away to +England. How can he take a cart with him in the train?" + +"He can leave the cart with me," said Salvatore, with open impudence. "I +can take care of it for the signore as well as the donkey." + +"Macche!" cried Gaspare, furiously. + +Maurice took him by the arm. + +"Help me down the bank! Come on!" + +He began to run, pulling Gaspare with him. When they got to the bottom, +he said: + +"It's all right, Gaspare. I'm not going to be such a fool as to buy a +cart. Now, then, which way are we going?" + +"Signore, do you want to buy a very good donkey, a very strong donkey, +strong enough to carry three Germans to the top of Etna? Come and see my +donkey. He is very cheap. I make a special price because the signore is +simpatico. All the English are simpatici. Come this way, signore! Gaspare +knows me. Gaspare knows that I am not birbante." + +"Signorino! Signorino! Look at this clock! It plays the 'Tre Colori.' It +is worth twenty-five lire, but I will make a special price for you +because you love Sicily and are like a Siciliano. Gaspare will tell +you----" + +But Gaspare elbowed away his acquaintances roughly. + +"Let my padrone alone. He is not here to buy. He is only here to see the +fair. Come on, signorino! Do not answer them. Do not take any notice. You +must not buy anything or you will be cheated. Let me make the prices." + +"Yes, you make the prices. Per Bacco, how hot it is!" + +Maurice pulled his hat down over his eyes. + +"Maddalena, you'll get a sunstroke!" he said. + +"Oh no, signore. I am accustomed to the sun." + +"But to-day it's terrific!" + +Indeed, the masses of stones in the watercourse seemed to draw and to +concentrate the sun-rays. The air was alive with minute and dancing +specks of light, and in the distance, seen under the railway bridge, the +sea looked hot, a fiery blue that was surely sweating in the glare of the +afternoon. The crowd of donkeys, of cattle, of pigs--there were many pigs +on sale--looked both dull and angry in the heat, and the swarms of +Sicilians who moved slowly about among them, examining them critically, +appraising their qualities and noting their defects, perspired in their +festa clothes, which were mostly heavy and ill-adapted to summer-time. A +small boy passed by, bearing in his arms a struggling turkey. He caught +his foot in some stones, fell, bruised his forehead, and burst out +crying, while the indignant and terrified bird broke away, leaving some +feathers, and made off violently towards Etna. There was a roar of +laughter from the people near. Some ran to catch the turkey, others +picked up the boy. Salvatore had stopped to see this adventure, and was +now at a little distance surrounded by the Catanesi, who were evidently +determined to assist at his bidding for a donkey. The sight of the note +for a hundred lire had greatly increased their respect for Salvatore, and +with the Sicilian instinct to go, and to stay, where money is, they now +kept close to their comrade, eying him almost with awe as one in +possession of a fortune. Maurice saw them presently examining a group of +donkeys. Salvatore, with an autocratic air, and the wild gestures +peculiar to him, was evidently laying down the law as to what each animal +was worth. The fishermen stood by, listening attentively. The fact of +Salvatore's purchasing power gave him the right to pronounce an opinion. +He was in glory. Maurice thanked Heaven for that. The man in glory is +often the forgetful man. Salvatore, he thought, would not bother about +his daughter and his banker for a little while. But how to get rid of +Gaspare and Amedeo! It seemed to him that they would never leave his +side. + +There were many wooden stands covered with goods for sale in the +watercourse, with bales of stuff for suits and dresses, with hats and +caps, shirts, cravats, boots and shoes, walking-sticks, shawls, household +utensils, crockery, everything the contadino needs and loves. Gaspare, +having money to lay out, considered it his serious duty to examine +everything that was to be bought with slow minuteness. It did not matter +whether the goods were suited to a masculine taste or not. He went into +the mysteries of feminine attire with almost as much assiduity as a +mother displays when buying a daughter's trousseau, and insisted upon +Maurice sharing his interest and caution. All sense of humor, all boyish +sprightliness vanished from him in this important epoch of his life. The +suspicion, the intensity of the bargaining contadino came to the surface. +His usually bright face was quite altered. He looked elderly, subtle, and +almost Jewish as he slowly passed from stall to stall, testing, weighing, +measuring, appraising. + +It seemed to Maurice that this progress would never end. Presently they +reached a stand covered with women's shawls and with aprons. + +"Shall I buy an apron for my mother, signorino?" asked Gaspare. + +"Yes, certainly." + +Maurice did not know what else to say. The result of his consent was +terrible. For a full half-hour they stood in the glaring sun, while +Gaspare and Amedeo solemnly tried on aprons over their suits in the midst +of a concourse of attentive contadini. In vain did Maurice say: "That's a +pretty one. I should take that one." Some defect was always discoverable. +The distant mother's taste was evidently peculiar and not to be easily +suited, and Maurice, not being familiar with it, was unable to combat +such assertions of Gaspare as that she objected to pink spots, or that +she could never be expected to put on an apron before the neighbors if +the stripes upon it were of different colors and there was no stitching +round the hem. For the first time since he was in Sicily the heat began +to affect him unpleasantly. His head felt as if it were compressed in an +iron band, and the vision of Gaspare, eagerly bargaining, looking Jewish, +and revolving slowly in aprons of different colors, shapes, and sizes, +began to dance before his eyes. He felt desperate, and suddenly resolved +to be frank. + +"Macche!" Gaspare was exclaiming, with indignant gestures of protest to +the elderly couple who were in charge of the aprons; "it is not worth two +soldi! It is not fit to be thrown to the pigs, and you ask me----" + +"Gaspare!" + +"Two lire--Madonna! Sangue di San Pancrazio, they ask me two lire! +Macche!" (He flung down the apron passionately upon the stall.) "Go and +find Lipari people to buy your dirt; don't come to one from Marechiaro." + +He took up another apron. + +"Gaspare!" + +"One lira fifty? Madre mia, do you think I was born in a grotto on Etna +and have never----" + +"Gaspare, listen to me!" + +"Scusi, signorino! I----" + +"I'm going over there to sit down in the shade for a minute. After that +wine I drank at dinner I'm a bit sleepy." + +"Si, signore. Shall I come with you?" + +For once there was reluctance in his voice, and he looked down at the +blue-and-white apron he had on with wistful eyes. It was a new joy to him +to be bargaining in the midst of an attentive throng of his compatriots. + +"No, no. You stay here and spend the money. Bid for the clock when the +auction comes on." + +"Oh, signore, but you must be here, too, then." + +"All right. Come and fetch me if you like. I shall be over there under +the trees." + +He waved his hand vaguely towards the lemon groves. + +"Now, choose a good apron. Don't let them cheat you." + +"Macche!" + +The boy laughed loudly, and turned eagerly to the stall again. + +"Come, Maddalena!" + +Maurice drew her quickly, anxiously, out of the crowd, and they began to +walk across the watercourse towards the farther bank and the group of +olive-trees. Salvatore had forgotten them. So had Gaspare. Both father +and servant were taken by the fascination of the fair. At last! But how +late it must be! How many hours had already fled away! Maurice scarcely +dared to look at his watch. He feared to see the time. While they walked +he said nothing to Maddalena, but when they reached the bank he took her +arm and helped her up it, and when they were at the top he drew a long +breath. + +"Are you tired, signorino?" + +"Tired--yes, of all those people. Come and sit down, Maddalena, under the +olive-trees." + +He took her by the hand. Her hand was warm and dry, pleasant to touch, to +hold. As he felt it in his the desire to strike at Salvatore revived +within him. Salvatore was laughing at him, was triumphing over him, +triumphing in the get-all and give-nothing policy which he thought he was +pursuing with such complete success. Would it be very difficult to turn +that success into failure? Maurice wondered for a moment, then ceased to +wonder. Something in the touch of Maddalena's hand told him that, if he +chose, he could have his revenge upon Salvatore, and he was assailed by a +double temptation. Both anger and love tempted him. If he stooped to do +evil he could gratify two of the strongest desires in humanity, the +desire to conquer in love and the desire to triumph in hate. Salvatore +thought him such a fool, held him in such contempt! Something within him +was burning to-day as a cheek burns with shame, something within him that +was like the kernel of him, like the soul of his manhood, which the +fisherman was sneering at. He did not say to himself strongly that he did +not care what such men thought of him. He could not, for his nature was +both reckless and sensitive. He did care, as if he had been a Sicilian +half doubtful whether he dared to show his face in the piazza. And he had +another feeling, too, which had come to him when Salvatore had answered +his exclamation of irresistible anger at being called "compare," the +feeling that, whether he sinned against the fisherman or not, the +fisherman meant to do him harm. The sensation might be absurd, would have +seemed to him probably absurd in England. Here, in Sicily, it sprang up +and he had just to accept it, as a man accepts an instinct which guides +him, prompts him. + +Salvatore had turned down his thumb that day. + +Maurice was not afraid of him. Physically, he was quite fearless. But +this sensation of having been secretly condemned made him feel hard, +cruel, ready, perhaps, to do a thing not natural to him, to sacrifice +another who had never done him wrong. At that moment it seemed to him +that it would be more manly to triumph over Salvatore by a double +betrayal than to "run straight," conquer himself and let men not of his +code think of him as they would. + +Not of his code! But what was his code? Was it that of England or that of +Sicily? Which strain of blood was governing him to-day? Which strain +would govern him finally? Artois would have had an interesting specimen +under his observant eyes had he been at the fair of San Felice. + +Maddalena willingly obeyed Maurice's suggestion. + +"Get well into the shade," he said. "There's just enough to hold us, if +we sit close together. You don't mind that, do you?" + +"No, signore." + +"Put your back against the trunk--there." + +He kept his hat off. Over the railway line from the hot-looking sea there +came a little breeze that just moved his short hair and the feathers of +gold about Maddalena's brow. In the watercourse, but at some distance, +they saw the black crowd of men and women and beasts swarming over the +hot stones. + +"How can they?" Maurice muttered, as he looked down. + +"Cosa?" + +He laughed. + +"I was thinking out loud. I meant how can they bargain and bother hour +after hour in all that sun!" + +"But, signorino, you would not have them pay too much!" she said, very +seriously. "It is dreadful to waste soldi." + +"I suppose--yes, of course it is. Oh, but there are so many things worth +more than soldi. Dio mio! Let's forget all that!" + +He waved his hand towards the crowd, but he saw that Maddalena was +preoccupied. She glanced towards the watercourse rather wistfully. + +"What is it, Maddalena? Ah, I know! The blue dress and the ear-rings! Per +Bacco!" + +"No, signore--no, signore!" + +She disclaimed quickly, reddening. + +"Yes, it is. I had forgotten. But we can't go now. Maddalena, we will buy +them this evening. Directly it gets cool we'll go, directly we've rested +a little. But don't think of them now. I've promised, and I always keep a +promise. Now, don't think of that any more!" + +He spoke with a sort of desperation. The fair seemed to be his enemy, and +he had thought that it would be his friend. It was like a personage with +a stronger influence than his, an influence that could take away that +which he wished to retain, to fix upon himself. + +"No, signore," Maddalena said, meekly, but still wistfully. + +"Do you care for a blue dress and a pair of ear-rings more than you do +for me?" cried Maurice, with sudden roughness. "Are you like your father? +Do you only care for me for what you can get out of me? I believe you +do!" + +Maddalena looked startled, almost terrified, by his outburst. Her lips +trembled, but she gazed at him steadily. + +"Non e vero." + +The words sounded almost stern. + +"I do--" he said. "I do want to be cared for a little--just for myself." + +[Illustration: "HE KEPT HIS HAND ON HERS AND HELD IT ON THE WARM GROUND"] + +At that moment he had a sensation of loneliness like that of an +utterly unloved man. And yet at that moment a great love was travelling +to him--a love that was complete and flawless. But he did not think of +it. He only thought that perhaps all this time he had been deceived, that +Maddalena, like her father, was merely pleased to see him because he had +money and could spend it. He sickened. + +"Non e vero!" Maddalena repeated. + +Her lips still trembled. Maurice looked at her doubtfully, yet with a +sudden tenderness. Always when she looked troubled, even for an instant, +there came to him the swift desire to protect her, to shield her. + +"But why should you care for me?" he said. "It is better not. For I am +going away, and probably you will never see me again." + +Tears came into Maddalena's eyes. He did not know whether they were +summoned by his previous roughness or his present pathos. He wanted to +know. + +"Probably I shall never come back to Sicily again," he said, with +pressure. + +She said nothing. + +"It will be better not," he added. "Much better." + +Now he was speaking for himself. + +"There's something here, something that I love and that's bad for me. I'm +quite changed here. I'm like another man." + +He saw a sort of childish surprise creeping into her face. + +"Why, signorino?" she murmured. + +He kept his hand on hers and held it on the warm ground. + +"Perhaps it is the sun," he said. "I lose my head here, and I--lose my +heart!" + +She still looked rather surprised, and again her ignorance fascinated +him. He thought that it was far more attractive than any knowledge could +have been. + +"I'm horribly happy here, but I oughtn't to be happy." + +"Why, signorino? It is better to be happy." + +"Per Dio!" he exclaimed. + +Now a deep desire to have his revenge upon Salvatore came to him, but not +at all because it would hurt Salvatore. The cruelty had gone out of him. +Maddalena's eyes of a child had driven it away. He wanted his revenge +only because it would be an intense happiness to him to have it. He +wanted it because it would satisfy an imperious desire of tender passion, +not because it would infuriate a man who hated him. He forgot the father +in the daughter. + +"Suppose I were quite poor, Maddalena!" he said. + +"But you are very rich, signorino." + +"But suppose I were poor, like Gaspare, for instance. Suppose I were as I +am, just the same, only a contadino, or a fisherman, as your father is. +And suppose--suppose"--he hesitated--"suppose that I were not married!" + +She said nothing. She was listening with deep but still surprised +attention. + +"Then I could--I could go to your father and ask him----" + +He stopped. + +"What could you ask him, signorino?" + +"Can't you guess?" + +"No, signore." + +"I might ask him to let me marry you. I should--if it were like that--I +should ask him to let me marry you." + +"Davvero?" + +An expression of intense pleasure, and of something more--of pride--had +come into her face. She could not divest herself imaginatively of her +conception of him as a rich forestiere, and she saw herself placed high +above "the other girls," turned into a lady. + +"Magari!" she murmured, drawing in her breath, then breathing out. + +"You would be happy if I did that?" + +"Magari!" she said again. + +He did not know what the word meant, but he thought it sounded like the +most complete expression of satisfaction he had ever heard. + +"I wish," he said, pressing her hand--"I wish I were a Sicilian of +Marechiaro." + +At this moment, while he was speaking, he heard in the distance the +shrill whistle of an engine. It ceased. Then it rose again, piercing, +prolonged, fierce surely with inquiry. He put his hands to his ears. + +"How beastly that is!" he exclaimed. + +He hated it, not only for itself, but for the knowledge it sharply +recalled to his mind, the knowledge of exactly what he was doing, and of +the facts of his life, the facts that the very near future held. + +"Why do they do that?" he added, with intense irritation. + +"Because of the bridge, signorino. They want to know if they can come +upon the bridge. Look! There is the man waving a flag. Now they can come. +It is the train from Palermo." + +"Palermo!" he said, sharply. + +"Si, signore." + +"But the train from Palermo comes the other way, by Messina!" + +"Si, signore. But there are two, one by Messina and one by Catania. +Ecco!" + +From the lemon groves came the rattle of the approaching train. + +"But--but----" + +He caught at his watch, pulled it out. + +Five o'clock! + +He had taken his hand from Maddalena's, and now he made a movement as if +to get up. But he did not get up. Instead, he pressed back against the +olive-tree, upon whose trunk he was leaning, as if he wished to force +himself into the gnarled wood of it. He had an instinct to hide. The +train came on very slowly. During the two or three minutes that elapsed +before it was in his view Maurice lived very rapidly. He felt sure that +Hermione and Artois were in the train. Hermione had said that they would +arrive at Cattaro at five-thirty. She had not said which way they were +coming. Maurice had assumed that they would come from Messina because +Hermione had gone away by that route. It was a natural error. But now? If +they were at the carriage window! If they saw him! And surely they must +see him. The olive-trees were close to the line and on a level with it. +He could not get away. If he got up he would be more easily seen. +Hermione would call out to him. If he pretended not to hear she might, +she probably would, get out of the train at the San Felice station and +come into the fair. She was impulsive. It was just the sort of thing she +might do. She would do it. He was sure she would do it. He looked at the +watercourse hard. The crowd of people was not very far off. He thought he +detected the form of Gaspare. Yes, it was Gaspare. He and Amedeo were on +the outskirts of the crowd near the railway bridge. As he gazed, the +train whistled once more, and he saw Gaspare turn round and look towards +the sea. He held his breath. + +"Ecco, signorino. Viene!" + +Maddalena touched his arm, kept her hand upon it. She was deeply +interested in this event, the traversing by the train of the unfinished +bridge. Maurice was thankful for that. At least she did not notice his +violent perturbation. + +"Look, signorino! Look!" + +In despite of himself, Maurice obeyed her. He wanted not to look, but he +could not help looking. The engine, still whistling, crept out from the +embrace of the lemon-trees, with the dingy line of carriages behind it. +At most of the windows there were heads of people looking out. Third +class--he saw soldiers, contadini. Second class--no one. Now the +first-class carriages were coming. They were close to him. + +"Ah!" + +He had seen Hermione. She was standing up, with her two hands resting on +the door-frame and her head and shoulders outside of the carriage. +Maurice sat absolutely still and stared at her, stared at her almost as +if she were a stranger passing by. She was looking at the watercourse, at +the crowd, eagerly. Her face, much browner than when she had left Sicily, +was alight with excitement, with happiness. She was radiant. Yet he +thought she looked old, older at least than he had remembered. Suddenly, +as the train came very slowly upon the bridge, she drew in to speak to +some one behind her, and he saw vaguely Artois, pale, with a long beard. +He was seated, and he, too, was gazing out at the fair. He looked ill, +but he, too, looked happy, much happier than he had in London. He put up +a thin hand and stroked his beard, and Maurice saw wrinkles coming round +his eyes as he smiled at something Hermione said to him. The train came +to the middle of the bridge and stopped. + +"Ecco!" murmured Maddalena. "The man at the other end has signalled!" + +Maurice looked again at the watercourse. Gaspare was beyond the crowd +now, and was staring at the train with interest, like Maddalena. Would it +never go on? Maurice set his teeth and cursed it silently. And his soul +said; "Go on! Go on!" again and again. "Go on! Go on!" Now Hermione was +once more leaning out. Surely she must see Gaspare. A man waved a flag. +The train jerked back, jangled, crept forward once more, this time a +little faster. In a moment they would begone. Thank God! But what was +Hermione doing? She started. She leaned further forward, staring into +the watercourse. Maurice saw her face changing. A look of intense +surprise, of intense inquiry, came into it. She took one hand swiftly +from the door, put it behind her--ah, she had a pair of opera-glasses at +her eyes now! The train went on faster. It was nearly off the bridge. But +she was waving her hand. She was calling. She had seen Gaspare. And he? +Maurice saw him start forward as if to run to the bridge. But the train +was gone. The boy stopped, hesitated, then dashed away across the stones. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +Maurice said nothing. + +"Signorino!" repeated Maddalena. "Look at Gaspare! Is he mad? Look! How +he is running!" + +Gaspare reached the bank, darted up it, and disappeared into the village. + +"Signorino, what is the matter?" + +Maddalena pulled his sleeve. She was looking almost alarmed. + +"Matter? Nothing." + +Maurice got up. He could not remain still. It was all over now. The fair +was at an end for him. Gaspare would reach the station before the train +went on, would explain matters. Hermione would get out. Already Maurice +seemed to see her coming down to the watercourse, walking with her +characteristic slow vigor. It did not occur to him at first that Hermione +might refuse to leave Artois. Something in him knew that she was coming. +Fate had interfered now imperiously. Once he had cheated fate. That was +when he came to the fair despite Hermione's letter. Now fate was going to +have her revenge upon him. He looked at Maddalena. Was fate working for +her, to protect her? Would his loss be her gain? He did not know, for he +did not know what would have been the course of his own conduct if fate +had not interfered. He had been trifling, letting the current take him. +It might have taken him far, but--now Hermione was coming. It was all +over and the sun was still up, still shining upon the sea. + +"Let us go into the fair. It is cooler now." + +He tried to speak lightly. + +"Si, signore." + +Maddalena shook out her skirt and began to smile. She was thinking of the +blue dress and the ear-rings. They went down into the watercourse. + +"Signorino, what can have been the matter with Gaspare?" + +"I don't know." + +"He was looking at the train." + +"Was he? Perhaps he saw a friend in it. Yes, that must have been it. He +saw a friend in the train." + +He stared across the watercourse towards the village, seeking two +figures, and he was conscious now of two feelings that fought within him, +of two desires: a desire that Hermione should not come, and a desire that +she should come. He wanted, he even longed, to have his evening with +Maddalena. Yet he wanted Hermione to get out of the train when Gaspare +told her that he--Maurice--was at San Felice. If she did not get out she +would be putting Artois before him. The pale face at the window, the eyes +that smiled when Hermione turned familiarly round to speak, had stirred +within him the jealousy of which he had already been conscious more than +once. But now actual vision had made it fiercer. The woman who had leaned +out looking at the fair belonged to him. He felt intensely that she was +his property. Maddalena spoke to him again, two or three times. He did +not hear her. He was seeing the wrinkles that came round the eyes of +Artois when he smiled. + +"Where are we going, signorino? Are we going back to the town?" + +Instinctively, Maurice was following in the direction taken by Gaspare. +He wanted to meet fate half-way, to still, by action, the tumult of +feeling within him. + +"Aren't the best things to be bought there?" he replied. "By the church +where all those booths are? I think so." + +Maddalena began to walk a little faster. The moment had come. Already she +felt the blue dress rustling about her limbs, the ear-rings swinging in +her ears. + +Maurice did not try to hold her back. Nor did it occur to him that it +would be wise to meet Hermione without Maddalena. He had done no actual +wrong, and the pale face of Artois had made him defiant. Hermione came to +him with her friend. He would come to her with his. He did not think of +Maddalena as a weapon exactly, but he did feel as if, without her, he +would be at a disadvantage when he and Hermione met. + +They were in the first street now. People were beginning to flow back +from the watercourse towards the centre of the fair. They walked in a +crowd and could not see far before them. But Maurice thought he would +know when Hermione was near him, that he would feel her approach. The +crowd went on slowly, retarding them, but at last they were near to the +church of Sant' Onofrio and could hear the sound of music. The +"Intermezzo" from "Cavalleria Rusticana" was being played by the Musica +Mascagni. Suddenly, Maurice started. He had felt a pull at his arm. + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +Gaspare was by his side, streaming with perspiration and looking +violently excited. + +"Gaspare!" + +He stopped, cast a swift look round. Gaspare was alone. + +"Signorino"--the boy was breathing hard--"the signora"--he gulped--"the +signora has come back." + +The time had come for acting. Maurice feigned surprise. + +"The signora! What are you saying? The signora is in Africa." + +"No, signore! She is here!" + +"Here in San Felice!" + +"No, signore! But she was in the train. I saw her at the window. She +waved her hand to me and called out--when the train was on the bridge. I +ran to the station; I ran fast, but when I got there the train had just +gone. The signora has come back, and we are not there to meet her!" + +His eyes were tragic. Evidently he felt that their absence was a matter +of immense importance, was a catastrophe. + +"The signora here!" Maurice repeated, trying to make his voice amazed. +"But why did she not tell us? Why did not she say that she was coming?" + +He looked at Gaspare, but only for an instant. He felt afraid to meet his +great, searching eyes. + +"Non lo so." + +Maddalena stood by in silence. The bright look of anticipation had gone +out of her face, and was replaced by a confused and slightly anxious +expression. + +"I can't understand it," Maurice said, heavily. "I can't--was the signora +alone, or did you see some one with her?" + +"The sick signore? I did not see him. I saw only the signora standing at +the window, waving her hand--cosi!" + +He waved his hand. + +"Madonna!" Maurice said, mechanically. + +"What are we to do, signorino?" + +"Do! What can we do? The train has gone!" + +"Si, signore. But shall I fetch the donkeys?" + +Maurice stole a glance at Maddalena. She was looking frankly piteous. + +"Have you got the clock yet?" he asked Gaspare. + +"No, signore." + +Gaspare began to look rather miserable, too. + +"It has not been put up. Perhaps they are putting it up now." + +"Gaspare," Maurice said, hastily, "we can't be back to meet the signora +now. Even if we went at once we should be hours late--and the donkeys are +tired, perhaps. They will go slowly unless they have a proper rest. It is +a dreadful pity, but I think if the signora knew she would wish us to +stay now till the fair is over. She would not wish to spoil your +pleasure. Do you think she would?" + +"No, signore. The signora always wishes people to be happy." + +"Even if we went at once it would be night before we got back." + +"Si, signore." + +"I think we had better stay--at any rate till the auction is finished and +we have had something to eat. Then we will go." + +"Va bene." + +The boy sounded doubtful. + +"La povera signora!" he said. "How disappointed she will be! She did want +to speak to me. Her face was all red; she was so excited when she saw me, +and her mouth was wide open like that!" + +He made a grimace, with earnest, heart-felt sincerity. + +"It cannot be helped. To-night we will explain everything and make the +signora quite happy. Look here! Buy something for her. Buy her a present +at the auction!" + +"Signorino!" Gaspare cried. "I will give her the clock that plays the +'Tre Colori'! Then she will be happy again. Shall I?" + +"Si, si. And meet me in the market-place. Then we will eat something and +we will start for home." + +The boy darted away towards the watercourse. His heart was light again. +He had something to do for the signora, something that would make her +very happy. Ah, when she heard the clock playing the "Tre Colori"! Mamma +mia! + +He tore towards the watercourse in an agony lest he should be too late. + + * * * * * + +Night was falling over the fair. The blue dress and the ear-rings had +been chosen and paid for. The promenade of the beauties in the famous +inherited brocades had taken place with eclat before the church of Sant' +Onofrio. Salvatore had acquired a donkey of strange beauty and wondrous +strength, and Gaspare had reappeared in the piazza accompanied by Amedeo, +both laden with purchases and shining with excitement and happiness. +Gaspare's pockets were bulging, and he walked carefully, carrying in his +hands a tortured-looking parcel. + +"Dov'e il mio padrone?" he asked, as he and Amedeo pushed through the +dense throng. "Dov'e il mio padrone?" + +He spied Maurice and Maddalena sitting before the ristorante listening to +the performance of a small Neapolitan boy with a cropped head, who was +singing street songs in a powerful bass voice, and occasionally doing a +few steps of a melancholy dance upon the pavement. The crowd billowed +round them. A little way off the "Musica della citta," surrounded by a +circle of colored lamps, was playing a selection from the "Puritani." The +strange ecclesiastical chant of the Roman ice venders rose up against the +music as if in protest. And these three definite and fighting +melodies--of the Neapolitan, the band, and the ice venders--detached +themselves from a foundation of ceaseless sound, contributed by the +hundreds of Sicilians who swarmed about the ancient church, infested the +narrow side streets of the village, looked down from the small balconies +and the windows of the houses, and gathered in mobs in the wine-shops and +the trattorie. + +"Signorino! Signorino! Look!" + +Gaspare had reached Maurice, and now stood by the little table at which +his padrone and Maddalena were sitting, and placed the tortured parcel +tenderly upon it. + +"Is that the clock?" + +Gaspare did not reply in words, but his brown fingers deftly removed the +string and paper and undressed his treasure. + +"Ecco!" he exclaimed. + +The clock was revealed, a great circle of blue and white standing upon +short, brass legs, and ticking loudly, + + "Speranza mia, non piangere, + E il marinar fedele, + Vedrai tornar dall' Africa + Tra un anno queste vele----" + +bawled the little boy from Naples. Gaspare seized the clock, turned a +handle, lifted his hand in a reverent gesture bespeaking attention; there +was a faint whirr, and then, sure enough, the tune of the "Tre Colori" +was tinkled blithely forth. + +"Ecco!" repeated Gaspare, triumphantly. + +"Mamma mia!" murmured Maddalena, almost exhausted with the magic of the +fair. + +"It's wonderful!" said Maurice. + +He, too, was a little tired, but not in body. + +Gaspare wound the clock again, and again the tune was trilled forth, +competing sturdily with the giant noises of the fair, a little voice that +made itself audible by its clearness and precision. + +"Ecco!" repeated Gaspare. "Will not the signora be happy when she sees +what I have brought her from the fair?" + +He sighed from sheer delight in his possession and the thought of his +padrona's joy and wonder in it. + +"Mangiamo?" he added, descending from heavenly delights to earthly +necessities. + +"Yes, it is getting late," said Maurice. "The fireworks will soon be +beginning, I suppose." + +"Not till ten, signorino. I have asked. There will be dancing first. +But--are we going to stay?" + +Maurice hesitated, but only for a second. + +"Yes," he said. "Even if we went now the signora would be in bed and +asleep long before we got home. We will stay to the end, the very end." + +"Then we can say 'Good-morning' to the signora when we get home," said +Gaspare. + +He was quite happy now that he had this marvellous present to take back +with him. He felt that it would make all things right, would sweep away +all lingering disappointment at their absence and the want of welcome. + +Salvatore did not appear at the meal. He had gone off to stable his new +purchase with the other donkeys, and now, having got a further sum of +money out of the Inglese, was drinking and playing cards with the +fishermen of Catania. But he knew where his girl and Maurice were, and +that Gaspare and Amedeo were with them. And he knew, too, that the +Inglese's signora had come back. He told the news to the fishermen. + +"To-night, when he gets home, his 'cristiana' will be waiting for him. +Per Dio! it is over for him now. We shall see little more of him." + +"And get little more from him!" said one of the fishermen, who was +jealous of Salvatore's good-fortune. + +Salvatore laughed loudly. He had drunk a good deal of wine and he had had +a great deal of money given to him. + +"I shall find another English fool, perhaps!" he said. "Chi lo sa?" + +"And his cristiana?" asked another fisherman. "What is she like?" + +"Like!" cried Salvatore, pouring out another glass of wine and spitting +on the discolored floor, over which hens were running; "what is any +cristiana like?" + +And he repeated the contadino's proverb: + +"'La mugghieri e comu la gatta: si l'accarizzi, idda ti gratta!'" + +"Perhaps the Inglese will get scratched to-night," said the first +fisherman. + +"I don't mind," rejoined Salvatore. "Get us a fresh pack of cards, +Fortunato. I'll pay for 'em." + +And he flung down a lira on the wine-stained table. + +Gaspare, now quite relieved in his mind, gave himself up with all his +heart to the enjoyment of the last hours of the fair, and was unwearied +in calling on his padrone to do the same. When the evening meal was over +he led the party forth into the crowd that was gathered about the music; +he took them to the shooting-tent, and made them try their luck at the +little figures which calmly presented grotesquely painted profiles to the +eager aim of the contadini; he made them eat ices which they bought at +the beflagged cart of the ecclesiastical Romans, whose eternally chanting +voices made upon Maurice a sinister impression, suggesting to his +mind--he knew not why--the thought of death. Finally, prompted by Amedeo, +he drew Maurice into a room where there was dancing. + +It was crowded with men and women, was rather dark and very hot. In a +corner there was a grinding organ, whose handle was turned by a +perspiring man in a long, woollen cap. Beside him, hunched up on a +window-sill, was a shepherd boy who accompanied the organ upon a flute of +reed. Round the walls stood a throng of gazers, and in the middle of the +floor the dancers performed vigorously, dancing now a polka, now a waltz, +now a mazurka, now an elaborate country dance in which sixteen or twenty +people took part, now a tarantella, called by many of the contadini "La +Fasola." No sooner had they entered the room than Gaspare gently but +firmly placed his arm round his padrone's waist, took his left hand and +began to turn him about in a slow waltz, while Amedeo followed the +example given with Maddalena. Round and round they went among the other +couples. The organ in the corner ground out a wheezy tune. The reed-flute +of the shepherd boy twittered, as perhaps, long ago, on the great +mountain that looked down in the night above the village, a similar flute +twittered from the woods to Empedocles climbing upward for the last time +towards the plume of smoke that floated from the volcano. And then Amedeo +and Gaspare danced together and Maurice's arm was about the waist of +Maddalena. + +It was the first time that he had danced with her, and the mutual act +seemed to him to increase their intimacy, to carry them a step forward in +this short and curious friendship which was now, surely, very close to +its end. They did not speak as they danced. Maddalena's face was very +solemn, like the face of one taking part in an important ceremonial. And +Maurice, too, felt serious, even sad. The darkness and heat of the room, +the melancholy with which all the tunes of a grinding organ seem +impregnated, the complicated sounds from the fair outside, from which now +and again the voices of the Roman ice-venders detached themselves, even +the tapping of the heavy boots of the dancers upon the floor of +brick--all things in this hour moved him to a certain dreariness of the +spirit which was touched with sentimentality. This fair day was coming to +an end. He felt as if everything were coming to an end. + +Every dog has his day. The old saying came to his mind. "Every dog has +his day--and mine is over." + +He saw in the dimness of the room the face of Hermione at the railway +carriage window. It was the face of one on the edge of some great +beginning. But she did not know. Hermione did not know. + +The dance was over. Another was formed, a country dance. Again Maurice +was Maddalena's partner. Then came "La Fasola," in which Amedeo proudly +showed forth his well-known genius and Gaspare rivalled him. But Maurice +thought it was not like the tarantella upon the terrace before the house +of the priest. The brilliancy, the gayety of that rapture in the sun were +not present here among farewells. A longing to be in the open air under +the stars came to him, and when at last the grinding organ stopped he +said to Gaspare: + +"I'm going outside. You'll find me there when you've finished dancing." + +"Va bene, signorino. In a quarter of an hour the fireworks will be +beginning." + +"And then we must start off at once." + +"Si, signore." + +The organ struck up again and Amedeo took hold of Gaspare by the waist. + +"Maddalena, come out with me." + +She followed him. She was tired. Festivals were few in her life, and the +many excitements of this long day had told upon her, but her fatigue was +the fatigue of happiness. They sat down on a wooden bench set against the +outer wall of the house. No one else was sitting there, but many people +were passing to and fro, and they could see the lamps round the "Musica +Leoncavallo," and hear it fighting and conquering the twitter of the +shepherd boy's flute and the weary wheezing of the organ within the +house. A great, looming darkness rising towards the stars dominated the +humming village. Etna was watching over the last glories of the fair. + +"Have you been happy to-day, Maddalena?" Maurice asked. + +"Si, signore, very happy. And you?" + +He did not answer. + +"It will all be very different to-morrow," he said. + +He was trying to realize to-morrow, but he could not. + +"We need not think of to-morrow," Maddalena said. + +She arranged her skirt with her hands, and crossed one foot over the +other. + +"Do you always live for the day?" Maurice asked her. + +She did not understand him. + +"I do not want to think of to-morrow," she said. "There will be no fair +then." + +"And you would like always to be at the fair?" + +"Si, signore, always." + +There was a great conviction in her simple statement. + +"And you, signorino?" + +She was curious about him to-night. + +"I don't know what I should like," he said. + +He looked up at the great darkness of Etna, and again a longing came to +him to climb up, far up, into those beech forests that looked towards the +Isles of Lipari. He wanted greater freedom. Even the fair was prison. + +"But I think," he said, after a pause--"I think I should like to carry +you off, Maddalena, up there, far up on Etna." + +He remembered his feeling when he had put his arms round her in the +dance. It had been like putting his arms round ignorance that wanted to +be knowledge. Who would be Maddalena's teacher? Not he. And yet he had +almost intended to have his revenge upon Salvatore. + +"Shall we go now?" he said. "Shall we go off to Etna, Maddalena?" + +"Signorino!" + +She gave a little laugh. + +"We must go home after the fireworks." + +"Why should we? Why should we not take the donkeys now? Gaspare is +dancing. Your father is playing cards. No one would notice. Shall we? +Shall we go now and get the donkeys, Maddalena?" + +But she replied: + +"A girl can only go like that with a man when she is married." + +"That's not true," he said. "She can go like that with a man she loves." + +"But then she is wicked, and the Madonna will not hear her when she +prays, signorino." + +"Wouldn't you do anything for a man you really loved? Wouldn't you forget +everything? Wouldn't you forget even the Madonna?" + +She looked at him. + +"Non lo so." + +It seemed to him that he was answered. + +"Wouldn't you forget the Madonna for me?" he whispered, leaning towards +her. + +There was a loud report close to them, a whizzing noise, a deep murmur +from the crowd, and in the clear sky above Etna the first rocket burst, +showering down a cataract of golden stars, which streamed towards the +earth, leaving trails of fire behind them. + +The sound of the grinding organ and of the shepherd boy's flute ceased in +the dancing-room, and the crowd within rushed out into the market-place. + +"Signorino! Signorino! Come with me! We cannot see properly here! I know +where to go. There will be wheels of fire, and masses of flowers, and a +picture of the Regina Margherita. Presto! Presto!" + +Gaspare had hold of Maurice by the arm. + +"E' finito!" Maurice murmured. + +It seemed to him that the last day of his wild youth was at an end. + +"E' finito!" he repeated. + +But there was still an hour. + +And who can tell what an hour will bring forth? + + + +XVII + +It was nearly two o'clock in the morning when Maurice and Gaspare said +good-bye to Maddalena and her father on the road by Isola Bella. +Salvatore had left the three donkeys at Cattaro, and had come the rest of +the way on foot, while Maddalena rode Gaspare's beast. + +"The donkey you bought is for Maddalena," Maurice had said to him. + +And the fisherman had burst into effusive thanks. But already he had his +eye on a possible customer in Cattaro. As soon as the Inglese had gone +back to his own country the donkey would be resold at a good price. What +did a fisherman want with donkeys, and how was an animal to be stabled on +the Sirens' Isle? As soon as the Inglese was gone, Salvatore meant to put +a fine sum of money into his pocket. + +"Addio, signorino!" he said, sweeping off his hat with the wild, +half-impudent gesture that was peculiar to him. "I kiss your hand and I +kiss the hand of your signora." + +He bent down his head as if he were going to translate the formal phrase +into an action, but Maurice drew back. + +"Addio, Salvatore," he said. + +His voice was low. + +"Addio, Maddalena!" he added. + +She murmured something in reply. Salvatore looked keenly from one to the +other. + +"Are you tired, Maddalena?" he asked, with a sort of rough suspicion. + +"Si," she answered. + +She followed him slowly across the railway line towards the sea, while +Maurice and Gaspare turned their donkeys' heads towards the mountain. + +They rode upward in silence. Gaspare was sleepy. His head nodded loosely +as he rode, but his hands never let go their careful hold of the clock. +Round about him his many purchases were carefully disposed, fastened +elaborately to the big saddle. The roses, faded now, were still above his +ears. Maurice rode behind. He was not sleepy. He felt as if he would +never sleep again. + +As they drew nearer to the house of the priest, Gaspare pulled himself +together with an effort, half-turned on his donkey, and looked round at +his padrone. + +"Signorino!" + +"Si." + +"Do you think the signora will be asleep?" + +"I don't know. I suppose so." + +The boy looked wise. + +"I do not think so," he said, firmly. + +"What--at three o'clock in the morning!" + +"I think the signora will be on the terrace watching for us." + +Maurice's lips twitched. + +"Chi lo sa?" he replied. + +He tried to speak carelessly, but where was his habitual carelessness of +spirit, his carelessness of a boy now? He felt that he had lost it +forever, lost it in that last hour of the fair. + +"Signorino!" + +"Well?" + +"Where were you and Maddalena when I was helping with the fireworks?" + +"Close by." + +"Did you see them all? Did you see the Regina Margherita?" + +"Si." + +"I looked round for you, but I could not see you." + +"There was such a crowd and it was dark." + +"Yes. Then you were there, where I left you?" + +"We may have moved a little, but we were not far off." + +"I cannot think why I could not find you when the fireworks were over." + +"It was the crowd. I thought it best to go to the stable without +searching for you. I knew you and Salvatore would be there." + +The boy was silent for a moment. Then he said: + +"Salvatore was very angry when he saw me come into the stable without +you." + +"Why?" + +"He said I ought not to have left my padrone." + +"And what did you say?" + +"I told him I would not be spoken to by him. If you had not come in just +then I think there would have been a baruffa. Salvatore is a bad man, and +always ready with his knife. And he had been drinking." + +"He was quiet enough coming home." + +"I do not like his being so quiet." + +"What does it matter?" + +Again there was a pause. Then Gaspare said: + +"Now that the signora has come back we shall not go any more to the Casa +delle Sirene, shall we?" + +"No, I don't suppose we shall go any more." + +"It is better like that, signorino. It is much better that we do not go." + +Maurice said nothing. + +"We have been there too often," added Gaspare. "I am glad the signora has +come back. I am sorry she ever went away." + +"It was not our fault that she went," Maurice said, in a hard voice like +that of a man trying to justify something, to defend himself against some +accusation. "We did not want the signora to go." + +"No, signore." + +Gaspare's voice sounded almost apologetic. He was a little startled by +his padrone's tone. + +"It was a pity she went," he continued. "The poor signora----" + +"Why is it such a pity?" Maurice interrupted, almost roughly, almost +suspiciously. "Why do you say 'the poor signora'?" + +Gaspare stared at him with open surprise. + +"I only meant----" + +"The signora wished to go to Africa. She decided for herself. There is no +reason to call her the poor signora." + +"No, signore." + +The boy's voice recalled Maurice to prudence. + +"It was very good of her to go," he said, more quietly. "Perhaps she has +saved the life of the sick signore by going." + +"Si, signore." + +Gaspare said no more, but as they rode up, drawing ever nearer to the +bare mountain-side and the house of the priest, Maurice's heart +reiterated the thought of the boy. Why had Hermione ever gone? What a +madness it had all been, her going, his staying! He knew it now for a +madness, a madness of the summer, of the hot, the burning south. In this +terrible quiet of the mountains, without the sun, without the laughter +and the voices and the movement of men, he understood that he had been +mad, that there had been something in him, not all himself, which had run +wild, despising restraint. And he had known that it was running wild, and +he had thought to let it go just so far and no farther. He had set a +limit of time to his wildness and its deeds. And he had set another +limit. Surely he had. He had not ever meant to go too far. And then, just +when he had said to himself "E' finito!" the irrevocable was at hand, the +moment of delirium in which all things that should have been remembered +were forgotten. What had led him? What spirit of evil? Or had he been +led at all? Had not he rather deliberately forced his way to the tragic +goal whither, through all these sunlit days, these starry nights, his +feet had been tending? + +He looked upon himself as a man looks upon a stranger whom he has seen +commit a crime which he could never have committed. Mentally he took +himself into custody, he tried, he condemned himself. In this hour of +acute reaction the cool justice of the Englishman judged the passionate +impulse of the Sicilian, even marvelled at it, and the heart of the +dancing Faun cried: "What am I--what am I really?" and did not find the +answer. + +"Signorino?" + +"Yes, Gaspare." + +"When we get to that rock we shall see the house." + +"I know." + +How eagerly he had looked upward to the little white house on the +mountain on that first day in Sicily, with what joy of anticipation, with +what an exquisite sense of liberty and of peace! The drowsy wail of the +"Pastorale" had come floating down to him over the olive-trees almost +like a melody that stole from paradise. But now he dreaded the turn of +the path. He dreaded to see the terrace wall, the snowy building it +protected. And he felt as if he were drawing near to a terror, and as if +he could not face it, did not know how to face it. + +"Signorino, there is no light! Look!" + +"The signora and Lucrezia must be asleep at this hour." + +"If they are, what are we to do? Shall we wake them?" + +"No, no." + +He spoke quickly, in hope of a respite. + +"We will wait--we will not disturb them." + +Gaspare looked down at the parcel he was holding with such anxious care. + +"I would like to play the 'Tre Colori,'" he said. "I would like the +first thing the signora hears when she wakes to be the 'Tre Colori.'" + +"Hush! We must be very quiet." + +The noise made on the path by the tripping feet of the donkeys was almost +intolerable to him. It must surely wake the deepest sleeper. They were +now on the last ascent where the mountain-side was bare. Some stones +rattled downward, causing a sharp, continuous sound. It was answered by +another sound, which made both Gaspare and Maurice draw rein and pull up. + +As on that first day in Sicily Maurice had been welcomed by the +"Pastorale," so he was welcomed by it now. What an irony that was to him! +For an instant his lips curved in a bitter smile. But the smile died away +as he realized things, and a strange sadness took hold of his heart. For +it was not the ceramella that he heard in this still hour, but a piano +played softly, monotonously, with a dreamy tenderness that made it surely +one with the tenderness of the deep night. And he knew that Hermione had +been watching, that she had heard him coming, that this was her welcome, +a welcome from the depths of her pure, true heart. How much the music +told him! How clearly it spoke to him! And how its caress flagellated his +bare soul! Hermione had returned expectant of welcome and had found +nothing, and instead of coming out upon the terrace, instead of showing +surprise, vexation, jealous curiosity, of assuming the injured air that +even a good woman can scarcely resist displaying in a moment of acute +disappointment, she sent forth this delicate salutation to him from afar, +the sweetest that she knew, the one she herself loved best. + +Tears came into his eyes as he listened. Then he shut his eyes and said +to himself, shuddering: + +"Oh, you beast! You beast!" + +"It is the signora!" said Gaspare, turning round on his donkey. "She does +not know we are here, and she is playing to keep herself awake." + +He looked down at his clock, and his eyes began to shine. + +"I am glad the signora is awake!" he said. "Signorino, let us get off the +donkeys and leave them at the arch, and let us go in without any noise." + +"But perhaps the signora knows that we are here," Maurice said. + +Directly he had heard the music he had known that Hermione was aware of +their approach. + +"No, no, signore. I am sure she does not, or she would have come out to +meet us. Let us leave the donkeys!" + +He sprang off softly. Mechanically, Maurice followed his example. + +"Now, signore!" + +The boy took him by the hand and led him on tiptoe to the terrace, making +him crouch down close to the open French window. The "Pastorale" was +louder here. It never ceased, but returned again and again with the +delicious monotony that made it memorable and wove a spell round those +who loved it. As he listened to it, Maurice fancied he could hear the +breathing of the player, and he felt that she was listening, too, +listening tensely for footsteps on the terrace. + +Gaspare looked up at him with bright eyes. The boy's whole face was alive +with a gay and mischievous happiness, as he turned the handle at the back +of his clock slowly, slowly, till at last it would turn no more. Then +there tinkled forth to join the "Pastorale" the clear, trilling melody of +the "Tre Colori." + +The music in the room ceased abruptly. There was a rustling sound as the +player moved. Then Hermione's voice, with something trembling through it +that was half a sob, half a little burst of happy laughter, called out: + +"Gaspare, how dare you interrupt my concert?" + +"Signora! Signora!" cried Gaspare, and, springing up, he darted into the +sitting-room. + +But Maurice, though he lifted himself up quickly, stood where he was with +his hand set hard against the wall of the house. He heard Gaspare kiss +Hermione's hand. Then he heard her say: + +"But, but, Gaspare----" + +He took his hand from the wall with an effort. His feet seemed glued to +the ground, but at last he was in the room. + +"Hermione!" he said. + +"Maurice!" + +He felt her strong hands, strong and yet soft like all the woman, on his. + +"Cento di questi giorni!" she said. "Ah, but it is better than all the +birthdays in the world!" + +He wanted to kiss her--not to please her, but for himself he wanted to +kiss her--but he dared not. He felt that if his lips were to touch +hers--she must know. To excuse his avoidance of the natural greeting he +looked at Gaspare. + +"I know!" she whispered. "You haven't forgotten!" + +She was alluding to that morning on the terrace when he came up from the +fishing. They loosed their hands. Gaspare set the clock playing again. + +"What a beauty!" Hermione said, glad to hide her emotion for a moment +till she and Maurice could be alone. "What a marvel! Where did you find +it, Gaspare--at the fair?" + +"Si, signora!" + +Solemnly he handed it, still playing brightly, to his padrona, just a +little reluctantly, perhaps, but very gallantly. + +"It is for you, signora." + +"A present--oh, Gaspare!" + +Again her voice was veiled. She put out her hand and touched the boy's +hand. + +"Grazie! How sweetly it plays! You thought of me!" + +There was a silence till the tune was finished. Then Maurice said: + +"Hermione, I don't know what to say. That we should be at the fair the +day you arrived! Why--why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you write?" + +"You didn't know, then!" + +The words came very quickly, very eagerly. + +"Know! Didn't Lucrezia tell you that we had no idea?" + +"Poor Lucrezia! She's in a dreadful condition. I found her in the +village." + +"No!" Maurice cried, thankful to turn the conversation from himself, +though only for an instant. "I specially told her to stay here. I +specially----" + +"Well, but, poor thing, as you weren't expecting me! But I wrote, +Maurice, I wrote a letter telling you everything, the hour we were +coming--" + +"It's Don Paolo!" exclaimed Gaspare, angrily. "He hides away the letters. +He lets them lie sometimes in his office for months. To-morrow I will go +and tell him what I think; I will turn out every drawer." + +"It is too bad!" Maurice said. + +"Then you never had it?" + +"Hermione"--he stared at the open door--"you think we should have gone to +the fair if----" + +"No, no, I never thought so. I only wondered. It all seemed so strange." + +"It is too horrible!" Maurice said, with heavy emphasis. "And Artois--no +rooms ready for him! What can he have thought?" + +"As I did, that there had been a mistake. What does it matter now? Just +at the moment I was dreadfully--oh, dreadfully disappointed. I saw +Gaspare at the fair. And you saw me, Gaspare?" + +"Si, signora. I ran all the way to the station, but the train had gone." + +"But I didn't see you, Maurice. Where were you?" + +Gaspare opened his lips to speak, but Maurice did not give him time. + +"I was there, too, in the fair." + +"But of course you weren't looking at the train?" + +"Of course not. And when Gaspare told me, it was too late to do anything. +We couldn't get back in time, and the donkeys were tired, and so----" + +"Oh, I'm glad you didn't hurry back. What good would it have done then?" + +There was a touch of constraint in her voice. + +"You must have thought I should be in bed." + +"Yes, we did." + +"And so I ought to be now. I believe I am tremendously tired, but--but +I'm so tremendously something else that I hardly know." + +The constraint had gone. + +"The signora is happy because she is back in my country," Gaspare +remarked, with pride and an air of shrewdness. + +He nodded his head. The faded roses shook above his ears. Hermione smiled +at him. + +"He knows all about it," she said. "Well, if we are ever to go to +bed----" + +Gaspare looked from her to his padrone. + +"Buona notte, signora," he said, gravely. "Buona notte, signorino. Buon +riposo!" + +"Buon riposo!" echoed Hermione. "It is blessed to hear that again. I do +love the clock, Gaspare." + +The boy beamed at her and went reluctantly away to find the donkeys. At +that moment Maurice would have given almost anything to keep him. He +dreaded unspeakably to be alone with Hermione. But it had to be. He must +face it. He must seem natural, happy. + +"Shall I put the clock down?" he asked. + +He went to her, took the clock, carried it to the writing-table, and put +it down. + +"Gaspare was so happy to bring it to you." + +He turned. He felt desperate. He came to Hermione and put out his hands. + +"I feel so bad that we weren't here," he said. + +"That is it!" + +There was a sound of deep relief in her voice. Then she had been puzzled +by his demeanor! He must be natural; but how? It seemed to him as if +never in all his life could he have felt innocent, careless, brave. Now +he was made of cowardice. He was like a dog that crawls with its belly to +the floor. He got hold of Hermione's hands. + +"I feel--I feel horribly, horribly bad!" + +Speaking the absolute truth, his voice was absolutely sincere, and he +deceived her utterly. + +"Maurice," she said, "I believe it's upset you so much that--that you are +shy of me." + +She laughed happily. + +"Shy--of me!" + +He tried to laugh, too, and kissed her abruptly, awkwardly. All his +natural grace was gone from him. But when he kissed her she did not know +it; her lips clung to his with a tender passion, a fealty that terrified +him. + +"She must know!" he thought. "She must feel the truth. My lips must tell +it to her." + +And when at last they drew away from each other his eyes asked her +furiously a question, asked it of her eyes. + +"What is it, Maurice?" + +He said nothing. She dropped her eyes and reddened slowly, till she +looked much younger than usual, strangely like a girl. + +"You haven't--you haven't----" + +There was a sound of reserve in her voice, and yet a sound of triumph, +too. She looked up at him again. + +"Do you guess that I have something to tell you?" she said, slowly. + +"Something to tell me?" he repeated, dully. + +He was so intent on himself, on his own evil-doing, that it seemed to him +as if everything must have some connection with it. + +"Ah," she said, quickly; "no, I see you weren't." + +"What is it?" he asked, but without real interest. + +"I can't tell you now," she said. + +Gaspare went by the window leading the donkeys. + +"Buona notte, signora!" + +It was a very happy voice. + +"Buona notte, Gaspare. Sleep well." + +Maurice caught at the last words. + +"We must sleep," he said. "To-morrow we'll--we'll----" + +"Tell each other everything. Yes, to-morrow!" + +She put her arm through his. + +"Maurice, if you knew how I feel!" + +"Yes?" he said, trying to make his voice eager, buoyant. "Yes?" + +"If you knew how I've been longing to be back! And so often I've thought +that I never should be here with you again, just in the way we were!" + +He cleared his throat. + +"Why?" + +"It is so difficult to repeat a great, an intense happiness, I think. But +we will, we are repeating it, aren't we?" + +"Yes." + +"When I got to the station to-day, and--and you weren't there, I had a +dreadful foreboding. It was foolish. The explanation of your not being +there was so simple. Of course I might have guessed it." + +"Of course." + +"But in the first moment I felt as if you weren't there because I had +lost you forever, because you had been taken away from me forever. It was +such an intense feeling that it frightened me--it frightened me horribly. +Put your arm round me, Maurice. Let me feel what an idiot I have been!" + +He obeyed her and put his arm round her, and he felt as if his arm must +tell her what she had not learned from his lips. And she thought that now +he must know the truth she had not told him. + +"Don't think of dreadful things," he said. + +"I won't any more. I don't think I could with you. To me you always mean +the sun, light, and life, and all that is brave and beautiful!" + +He took his arm away from her. + +"Come, we must sleep, Hermione!" he said. "It's nearly dawn. I can almost +see the smoke on Etna." + +He shut the French window and drew the bolt. + +She had gone into the bedroom and was standing by the dressing-table. She +did not know why, but a great shyness had come upon her. It was like a +cloud enveloping her. Never before had she felt like this with Maurice, +not even when they were first married. She had loved him too utterly to +be shy with him. Maurice was still in the sitting-room, fastening the +shutters of the window. She heard the creak of wood, the clatter of the +iron bar falling into the fastener. Now he would come. + +But he did not come. He was moving about in the room. She heard papers +rustling, then the lid of the piano shut down. He was putting everything +in order. + +This orderliness was so unusual in Maurice that it made a disagreeable +impression upon her. She began to feel as if he did not want to come into +the bedroom, as if he were trying to put off the moment of coming. She +remembered that he had seemed shy of her. What had come to them both +to-night? Her instinct moved her to break through this painful, this +absurd constraint. + +"Maurice!" she called. + +"Yes." + +His voice sounded odd to her, almost like the voice of some other man, +some stranger. + +"Aren't you coming?" + +"Yes. Hermione." + +But still he did not come. After a moment, he said: + +"It's awfully hot to-night!" + +"After Africa it seems quite cool to me." + +"Does it? I've been--since you've been away I've been sleeping nearly +always out-of-doors on the terrace." + +Now he came to the doorway and stood there. He looked at the white room, +at Hermione. She had on a white tea-gown. It seemed to him that +everything here was white, everything but his soul. He felt as if he +could not come into this room, could not sleep here to-night, as if it +would be a desecration. When he stood in the doorway the painful shyness +returned to her. + +"Have you?" she said. + +"Yes." + +"Do you--would you rather sleep there to-night?" + +She did not mean to say it. It was the last thing she wished to say. Yet +she said it. It seemed to her that she was forced to say it. + +"Well, it's much cooler there." + +She was silent. + +"I could just put one or two rugs and cushions on the seat by the wall," +he said. "I shall sleep like a top. I'm awfully tired!" + +"But--but the sun will soon be up, won't it?" + +"Oh--then I can come in." + +"All right." + +"I'll take the rugs from the sitting-room. I say--how's Artois?" + +"Much better, but he's still weak." + +"Poor chap!" + +"He'll ride up to-morrow on a donkey." + +"Good! I'm--I'm most awfully sorry about his rooms." + +"What does it matter? I've made them quite nice already. He's perfectly +comfortable." + +"I'm glad. It's all--it's all been such a pity--about to-day, I mean." + +"Don't let's think of it! Don't let's think of it any more." + +A passionate sound had stolen into her voice. She moved a step towards +him. A sudden idea had come to her, an idea that stirred within her a +great happiness, that made a flame of joy spring up in her heart. + +"Maurice, you--you----" + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"You aren't vexed at my staying away so long? You aren't vexed at my +bringing Emile back with me?" + +"No, of course not," he said. "But--but I wish you hadn't gone away." + +And then he disappeared into the sitting-room, collected the rugs and +cushions, opened the French window, and went out upon the terrace. +Presently he called out: + +"I shall sleep as I am, Hermione, without undressing. I'm awfully done. +Good-night." + +"Good-night!" she called. + +There was a quiver in her voice. And yet that flame of happiness had not +quite died down. She said to herself: + +"He doesn't want me to know. He's too proud. But he has been a little +jealous, perhaps." She remembered how Sicilian he was. + +"But I'll make him forget it all," she thought, eagerly. +"To-morrow--to-morrow it will be all right. He's missed me, he's missed +me!" + +That thought was very sweet to her. It seemed to explain all things; this +constraint of her husband, which had reacted upon her, this action of his +in preferring to sleep outside--everything. He had always been like a +boy. He was like a boy now. He could not conceal his feelings. He did not +doubt her. She knew that. But he had been a little jealous about her +friendship for Emile. + +She undressed. When she was ready for bed she hesitated a moment. Then +she put a white shawl round her shoulders and stole quickly out of the +room. She came upon the terrace. The stars were waning. The gray of the +dawn was in the sky towards the east. Maurice, stretched upon the rugs, +with his face turned towards the terrace wall, was lying still. She went +to him, bent down, and kissed him. + +"I love you," she whispered--"oh, so much!" + +She did not wait, but went away at once. When she was gone he put up his +hand to his face. On his cheek there was a tear. + +"God forgive me!" he said to himself. "God forgive me!" + +His body was shaken by a sob. + + + +XVIII + +When the sun came up over the rim of the sea Maurice ceased from his +pretence of sleep, raised himself on his elbow, then sat upright and +looked over the ravine to the rocks of the Sirens' Isle. The name seemed +to him now a fatal name, and everything connected with his sojourn in +Sicily fatal. Surely there had been a malign spirit at work. In this +early morning hour his brain, though unrefreshed by sleep, was almost +unnaturally clear, feverishly busy. Something had met him when he first +set foot in Sicily--so he thought now--had met him with a fixed and evil +purpose. And that purpose had never been abandoned. + +Old superstitions, inherited perhaps from a long chain of credulous +Sicilian ancestors, were stirring in him. He did not laugh at his idea, +as a pure-blooded Englishman would have laughed. He pondered it. He +cherished it. + +On his very first evening in Sicily the spirit had led him to the wall, +had directed his gaze to the far-off light in the house of the sirens. He +remembered how strangely the little light had fascinated his eyes, and +his mind through his eyes, how he had asked what it was, how, when +Hermione had called him to come in to sleep, he had turned upon the steps +to gaze down on it once more. Then he had not known why he gazed. Now he +knew. The spirit that had met him by the sea in Sicily had whispered to +him to look, and he had obeyed because he could not do otherwise. + +He dwelt upon that thought, that he had obeyed because he had been +obliged to obey. It was a palliative to his mental misery and his hatred +of himself. The fatalism that is linked with superstition got hold upon +him and comforted him a little. He had not been a free agent. He had had +to do as he had done. Everything had been arranged so that he might sin. +The night of the fishing had prepared the way for the night of the fair. +If Hermione had stayed--but of course she had not stayed. The spirit that +had kept him in Sicily had sent her across the sea to Africa. In the full +flush of his hot-blooded youth, intoxicated by his first knowledge of the +sun and of love, he had been left quite alone. Newly married, he had been +abandoned by his wife for a good, even perhaps a noble, reason. Still, he +had been abandoned--to himself and the keeping of that spirit. Was it any +wonder that he had fallen? He strove to think that it was not. In the +night he had cowered before Hermione and had been cruel with himself. +Now, in the sunshine, he showed fight. He strove to find excuses for +himself. If he did not find excuses he felt that he could not face the +day, face Hermione in sunlight. + +And now that the spirit had led him thus far, surely its work was done, +surely it would leave him alone. He tried to believe that. + +Then he thought of Maddalena. + +She was there, down there where the rising sun glittered on the sea. She +surely was awake, as he was awake. She was thinking, wondering--perhaps +weeping. + +He got up. He could not look at the sea any more. The name "House of the +Sirens" suddenly seemed to him a terrible misnomer, now that he thought +of Maddalena perhaps weeping by the sea. + +He had his revenge upon Salvatore, but at what a cost! + +Salvatore! The fisherman's face rose up before him. If he ever knew! +Maurice remembered his sensation that already, before he had done the +fisherman any wrong, the fisherman had condemned him. Now there was a +reason for condemnation. He had no physical fear of Salvatore. He was not +a man to be physically afraid of another man. But if Salvatore ever knew +he might tell. He might tell Hermione. That thought brought with it to +Maurice a cold as of winter. The malign spirit might still have a purpose +in connection with him, might still be near him full of intention. He +felt afraid of the Sicily he had loved. He longed to leave it. He thought +of it as an isle of fear, where terrors walked in the midst of the glory +of the sunshine, where fatality lurked beside the purple sea. + +"Maurice!" + +He started. Hermione was on the steps of the sitting-room. + +"You're not sleeping!" he said. + +He felt as if she had been there reading all his thoughts. + +"And you!" she answered. + +"The sun woke me." + +He lied instinctively. All his life with her would be a lie now, could +never be anything else--unless---- + +He looked at her hard and long in the eyes for the first time since they +had met after her return. Suppose he were to tell her, now, at once, in +the stillness, the wonderful innocence and clearness of the dawn! For a +moment he felt that it would be an exquisite relief, a casting down of an +intolerable burden. She had such a splendid nature. She loved sincerity +as she loved God. To her it was the one great essential quality, whose +presence or absence made or marred the beauty of a human soul. He knew +that. + +"Why do you look at me like that?" she said, coming down to him with the +look of slow strength that was always characteristic of her. + +He dropped his eyes. + +"I don't know. How do you mean?" + +"As if you had something to tell me." + +"Perhaps--perhaps I have," he answered. + +He was on the verge, the very verge of confession. She put her arm +through his. When she touched him the impulse waned, but it did not die +utterly away. + +"Tell it me," she said. "I love to hear everything you tell me. I don't +think you could ever tell me anything that I should not understand." + +"Are you--are you sure?" + +"I think so." + +"But"--he suddenly remembered some words of hers that, till then, he had +forgotten--"but you had something to tell me." + +"Yes." + +"I want to hear it." + +He could not speak yet. Perhaps presently he would be able to. + +"Let us go up to the top of the mountain," she answered. "I feel as if we +could see the whole island from there. And up there we shall get all the +wind of the morning." + +They turned towards the steep, bare slope and climbed it, while the sun +rose higher, as if attending them. At the summit there was a heap of +stones. + +"Let us sit here," Hermione said. "We can see everything from here, all +the glories of the dawn." + +"Yes." + +He was so intensely preoccupied by the debate within him that he did not +remember that it was here, among these stones where they were sitting, +that he had hidden the fragments of Hermione's letter from Africa telling +him of her return on the day of the fair. + +They sat down with their faces towards the sea. The air up here was +exquisitely cool. In the pellucid clearness of dawn the coast-line looked +enchanted, fairy-like and full of delicate mystery. And its fading, in +the far distance, was like a calling voice. Behind them the ranges of +mountains held a few filmy white clouds, like laces, about their rugged +peaks. The sea was a pale blue stillness, shot with soft grays and mauves +and pinks, and dotted here and there with black specks that were the +boats of fishermen. + +Hermione sat with her hands clasped round her knees. Her face, browned by +the African sun, was intense with feeling. + +"Yes," she said, at last, "I can tell you here." + +She looked at the sea, the coast-line, then turned her head and gazed at +the mountains. + +"We looked at them together," she continued--"that last evening before I +went away. Do you remember, Maurice?" + +"Yes." + +"From the arch. It is better up here. Always, when I am very happy or +very sad, my instinct would be to seek a mountain-top. The sight of great +spaces seen from a height teaches one, I think." + +"What?" + +"Not to be an egoist in one's joy; not to be a craven in one's sorrow. +You see, a great view suggests the world, the vastness of things, the +multiplicity of life. I think that must be it. And of course it reminds +one, too, that one will soon be going away." + +"Going away?" + +"Yes. 'The mountains will endure'--but we--!" + +"Oh, you mean death." + +"Yes. What is it makes one think most of death when--when life, new life, +is very near?" + +She had been gazing at the mountains and the sea, but now she turned and +looked into his face. + +"Don't you understand what I have to tell you?" she asked. + +He shook his head. He was still wondering whether he would dare to tell +her of his sin. And he did not know. At one moment he thought that he +could do it, at another that he would rather throw himself over the +precipice of the mountain than do it. + +"I don't understand it at all." + +There was a lack of interest in his voice, but she did not notice it. She +was full of the wonder of the morning, the wonder of being again with +him, and the wonder of what she had to tell him. + +"Maurice"--she put her hand on his--"the night I was crossing the sea to +Africa I knew. All these days I have kept this secret from you because I +could not write it. It seemed to me too sacred. I felt I must be with you +when I told it. That night upon the sea I was very sad. I could not +sleep. I was on deck looking always back, towards Sicily and you. And +just when the dawn was coming I--I knew that a child was coming, too, a +child of mine and yours." + +She was silent. Her hand pressed his, and now she was again looking +towards the sea. And it seemed to him that her face was new, that it was +already the face of a mother. + +He said nothing and he did not move. He looked down at the heap of stones +by which they were sitting, and his eyes rested on a piece of paper +covered with writing. It was a fragment of Hermione's letter to him. As +he saw it something sharp and cold like a weapon made of ice, seemed to +be plunged into him. He got up, pulling hard at her hand. She obeyed his +hand. + +"What is it?" she said, as they stood together. "You look----" + +He had become pale. He knew it. + +"Hermione!" he said. + +He was actually panting as if he had been running. He moved a few steps +towards the edge of the summit. She followed him. + +"You are angry that I didn't tell you! But--I wanted to say it. I wanted +to--to----" + +She lifted his hands to her lips. + +"Thank you for giving me a child," she said. + +Then tears came into his eyes and ran down over his cheeks. That he +should be thanked by her--that scourged the genuine good in him till +surely blood started under the strokes. + +"Don't thank me!" he said. "Don't do that! I won't have it!" + +His voice sounded angry. + +"I won't ever let you thank me for anything," he went on. "You must +understand that." + +He was on the edge of some violent, some almost hysterical outburst. He +thought of Gaspare casting himself down in the boat that morning when he +had feared that his padrone was drowned. So he longed to cast himself +down and cry. But he had the strength to check his impulse. Only, the +checking of it seemed to turn him for a moment into something made not of +flesh and blood but of iron. And this thing of iron was voiceless. + +She knew that he was feeling intensely and respected his silence. But at +last it began almost to frighten her. The boyish look she loved had gone +out of his face. A stern man stood beside her, a man she had never seen +before. + +"Maurice," she said, at length. "What is it? I think you are suffering." + +"Yes," he said. + +"But--but aren't you glad? Surely you are glad?" + +To her the word seemed mean, poverty-stricken. She changed it. + +"Surely you are thankful?" + +"I don't know," he answered, at last. "I am thinking that I don't know +that I am worthy to be a father." + +He himself had fixed a limit. Now, God was putting a period to his wild +youth. And the heart--was that changed within him? + +Too much was happening. The cup was being filled too full. A great +longing came to him to get away, far away, and be alone. If it had been +any other day he would have gone off into the mountains, by himself, have +stayed out till night came, have walked, climbed, till he was exhausted. +But to-day he could not do that. And soon Artois would be coming. He felt +as if something must snap in brain or heart. + +And he had not slept. How he wished that he could sleep for a little +while and forget everything. In sleep one knows nothing. He longed to be +able to sleep. + +"I understand that," she said. "But you are worthy, my dear one." + +When she said that he knew that he could never tell her. + +"I must try," he muttered. "I'll try--from to-day." + +She did not talk to him any more. Her instinct told her not to. Almost +directly they were walking down to the priest's house. She did not know +which of them had moved first. + +When they got there they found Lucrezia up. Her eyes were red, but she +smiled at Hermione. Then she looked at the padrone with alarm. She +expected him to blame her for having disobeyed his orders of the day +before. But he had forgotten all about that. + +"Get breakfast, Lucrezia," Hermione said. "We'll have it on the terrace. +And presently we must have a talk. The sick signore is coming up to-day +for collazione. We must have a very nice collazione, but something +wholesome." + +"Si, signora." + +Lucrezia went away to the kitchen thankfully. She had heard bad news of +Sebastiano yesterday in the village. He was openly in love with the girl +in the Lipari Isles. Her heart was almost breaking, but the return of the +padrona comforted her a little. Now she had some one to whom she could +tell her trouble, some one who would sympathize. + +"I'll go and take a bath, Hermione," Maurice said. + +And he, too, disappeared. + +Hermione went to talk to Gaspare and tell him what to get in Marechiaro. + +When breakfast was ready Maurice came back looking less pale, but still +unboyish. All the bright sparkle to which Hermione was accustomed had +gone out of him. She wondered why. She had expected the change in him to +be a passing thing, but it persisted. + +At breakfast it was obviously difficult for him to talk. She sought a +reason for his strangeness. Presently she thought again of Artois. Could +he be the reason? Or was Maurice now merely preoccupied by that great, +new knowledge that there would soon be a third life mingled with theirs? +She wondered exactly what he felt about that. He was really such a boy at +heart despite his set face of to-day. Perhaps he dreaded the idea of +responsibility. His agitation upon the mountain-top had been intense. +Perhaps he was rendered unhappy by the thought of fatherhood. Or was it +Emile? + +When breakfast was over, and he was smoking, she said to him: + +"Maurice, I want to ask you something." + +A startled look came into his eyes. + +"What?" he said, quickly. + +He threw his cigarette away and turned towards her, with a sort of +tenseness that suggested to her a man bracing himself for some ordeal. + +"Only about Emile." + +"Oh!" he said. + +He took another cigarette, and his attitude at once looked easier. She +wondered why. + +"You don't mind about Emile being here, do you?" + +Maurice was nearly answering quickly that he was delighted to welcome +him. But a suddenly born shrewdness prevented him. To-day, like a guilty +man, he was painfully conscious, painfully alert. He knew that Hermione +was wondering about him, and realized that her question afforded him an +opportunity to be deceptive and yet to seem quite natural and truthful. +He could not be as he had been, to-day. The effort was far too difficult +for him. Hermione's question showed him a plausible excuse for his +peculiarity of demeanor and conduct. He seized it. + +"I think it was very natural for you to bring him," he answered. + +He lit the cigarette. His hand was trembling slightly. + +"But--but you had rather I hadn't brought him?" + +As Maurice began to act a part an old feeling returned to him, and almost +turned his lie into truth. + +"You could hardly expect me to wish to have Artois with us here, could +you, Hermione?" he said, slowly. + +She scarcely knew whether she were most pained or pleased. She was pained +that anything she had done had clouded his happiness, but she was +intensely glad to think he loved to be quite alone with her. + +"No, I felt that. But I felt, too, as if it would be cruel to stop short, +unworthy in us." + +"In us?" + +"Yes. You let me go to Africa. You might have asked me, you might even +have told me, not to go. I did not think of it at the time. Everything +went so quickly. But I have thought of it since. And, knowing that, +realizing it, I feel that you had your part, a great part, in Emile's +rescue. For I do believe, Maurice, that if I had not gone he would have +died." + +"Then I am glad you went." + +He spoke perfunctorily, almost formally. Hermione felt chilled. + +"It seemed to me that, having begun to do a good work, it would be finer, +stronger, to carry it quite through, to put aside our own desires and +think of another who had passed through a great ordeal. Was I wrong, +Maurice? Emile is still very weak, very dependent. Ought I to have said, +'Now I see you're not going to die, I'll leave you at once.' Wouldn't it +have been rather selfish, even rather brutal?" + +His reply startled her. + +"Have you--have you ever thought of where we are?" he said. + +"Where we are!" + +"Of the people we are living among?" + +"I don't think I understand." + +He cleared his throat. + +"They're Sicilians. They don't see things as the English do," he said. + +There was a silence. Hermione felt a heat rush over her, over all her +body and face. She did not speak, because, if she had, she might have +said something vehement, even headstrong, such as she had never said, +surely never would say, to Maurice. + +"Of course I understand. It's not that," he added. + +"No, it couldn't be that," she said. "You needn't tell me." + +The hot feeling stayed with her. She tried to control it. + +"You surely can't mind what ignorant people out here think of an utterly +innocent action!" she said, at last, very quietly. + +But even as she spoke she remembered the Sicilian blood in him. + +"You have minded it!" she said. "You do mind now." + +And suddenly she felt very tender over him, as she might have felt over a +child. In his face she could not see the boy to-day, but his words set +the boy, the inmost nature of the boy that he still surely was, before +her. + +The sense of humor in her seemed to be laughing and wiping away a tear at +the same time. + +She moved her chair close to his. + +"Maurice," she said. "Do you know that sometimes you make me feel +horribly old and motherly?" + +"Do I?" he said. + +"You do to-day, and yet--do you know that I have been thinking since I +came back that you are looking older, much older than when I went away?" + +"Is that Artois?" he said, looking over the wall to the mountain-side +beyond the ravine. + +Hermione got up, leaned upon the wall, and followed his eyes. + +"I think it must be. I told Gaspare to go to the hotel when he fetched +the provisions in Marechiaro and tell Emile it would be best to come up +in the cool. Yes, it is he, and Gaspare is with him! Maurice, you don't +mind so very much?" + +She put her arm through his. + +"These people can't talk when they see how ill he looks. And if they +do--oh, Maurice, what does it matter? Surely there's only one thing in +the world that matters, and that is whether one can look one's own +conscience in the face and say, 'I've nothing to be ashamed of!'" + +Maurice longed to get away from the touch of her arm. He remembered the +fragment of paper he had seen among the stones on the mountain-side. He +must go up there alone directly he had a moment of freedom. But +now--Artois! He stared at the distant donkeys. His brain felt dry and +shrivelled, his body both feverish and tired. How could he support this +long day's necessities? It seemed to him that he had not the strength and +resolution to endure them. And Artois was so brilliant! Maurice thought +of him at that moment as a sort of monster of intellectuality, terrifying +and repellent. + +"Don't you think so?" Hermione said. + +"I dare say," he answered. "But I dare say, I suppose--very few of us can +do that. We can't expect to be perfect, and other people oughtn't to +expect it of us." + +His voice had changed. Before, it had been almost an accusing voice and +insincere. Now it was surely a voice that pleaded, and it was absolutely +sincere. Hermione remembered how in London long ago the humility of +Maurice had touched her. He had stood out from the mass of conceited men +because of his beauty and his simple readiness to sit at the feet of +others. And surely the simplicity, the humility, still persisted +beautifully in him. + +"I don't think I should ever expect anything of you that you wouldn't +give me," she said to him. "Anything of loyalty, of straightness, or of +manhood. Often you seem to me a boy, and yet, I know, if a danger came to +me, or a trouble, I could lean on you and you would never fail me. That's +what a woman loves to feel when she has given herself to a man, that he +knows how to take care of her, and that he cares to take care of her." + +Her body was touching his. He felt himself stiffen. The mental pain he +suffered under the lash of her words affected his body, and his knowledge +of the necessity to hide all that was in his mind caused his body to long +for isolation, to shrink from any contact with another. + +"I hope," he said, trying to make his voice natural and simple----"I hope +you'll never be in trouble or in danger, Hermione." + +"I don't think I could mind very much if you were there, if I could just +touch your hand." + +"Here they come!" he said. "I hope Artois isn't very tired with the ride. +We ought to have had Sebastiano here to play the 'Pastorale' for him." + +"Ah! Sebastiano!" said Hermione. "He's playing it for some one else in +the Lipari Islands. Poor Lucrezia! Maurice, I love Sicily and all things +Sicilian. You know how much! But--but I'm glad you've got some drops of +English blood in your veins. I'm glad you aren't all Sicilian." + +"Come," he said. "Let us go to the arch and meet him." + + + +XIX + +"So this is your Garden of Paradise?" Artois said. + +He got off his donkey slowly at the archway, and stood for a moment, +after shaking them both by the hand, looking at the narrow terrace, +bathed in sunshine despite the shelter of the awning, at the columns, at +the towering rocks which dominated the grove of oak-trees, and at the +low, white-walled cottage. + +"The garden from which you came to save my life," he added. + +He turned to Maurice. + +"I am grateful and I am ashamed," he said. "I was not your friend, +monsieur, but you have treated me with more than friendship. I thank you +in words now, but my hope is that some day I shall be given the +opportunity to thank you with an act." + +He held out his hand again to Maurice. There had been a certain formality +in his speech, but there was a warmth in his manner that was not formal. +As Maurice held his hand the eyes of the two men met, and each took swift +note of the change in the other. + +Artois's appearance was softened by his illness. In health he looked +authoritative, leonine, very sure of himself, piercingly observant, +sometimes melancholy, but not anxious. His manner, never blustering or +offensive, was usually dominating, the manner of one who had the right to +rule in the things of the intellect. Now he seemed much gentler, less +intellectual, more emotional. One received, at a first meeting with him, +the sensation rather of coming into contact with a man of heart than +with a man of brains. Maurice felt the change at once, and was surprised +by it. Outwardly the novelist was greatly altered. His tall frame was +shrunken and slightly bent. The face was pale and drawn, the eyes were +sunken, the large-boned body was frightfully thin and looked uncertain +when it moved. As Maurice gazed he realized that this man had been to the +door of death, almost over the threshold of the door. + +And Artois? He saw a change in the Mercury whom he had last seen at the +door of the London restaurant, a change that startled him. + +"Come into our Garden of Paradise and rest," said Hermione. "Lean on my +arm, Emile." + +"May I?" Artois asked of Maurice, with a faint smile that was almost +pathetic. + +"Please do. You must be tired!" + +Hermione and Artois walked slowly forward to the terrace, arm linked in +arm. Maurice was about to follow them when he felt a hand catch hold of +him, a hand that was hot and imperative. + +"Gaspare! What is it?" + +"Signorino, signorino, I must speak to you!" + +Startled, Maurice looked into the boy's flushed face. The great eyes +searched him fiercely. + +"Put the donkeys in the stable," Maurice said. "I'll come." + +"Come behind the house, signorino. Ah, Madonna!" + +The last exclamation was breathed out with an intensity that was like the +intensity of despair. The boy's look and manner were tragic. + +"Gaspare," Maurice said, "what----?" + +He saw Hermione turning towards him. + +"I'll come in a minute, Gaspare." + +"Madonna!" repeated the boy. "Madonna!" + +He held up his hands and let them drop to his sides. Then he muttered +something--a long sentence--in dialect. His voice sounded like a +miserable old man's. + +"Ah--ah!" + +He called to the donkeys and drove them forward to the out-house. Maurice +followed. + +What had happened? Gaspare had the manner, the look, of one confronted by +a terror from which there was no escape. His eyes had surely at the same +time rebuked and furiously pitied his master. What did they mean? + +"This is our Garden of Paradise!" Hermione was saying as Maurice came up +to her and Artois. "Do you wonder that we love it?" + +"I wonder that you left it." Artois replied. + +He was sunk in a deep straw chair, a chaise longue piled up with +cushions, facing the great and radiant view. After he had spoken he +sighed. + +"I don't think," he said, "that either of you really know that this is +Eden. That knowledge has been reserved for the interloper, for me." + +Hermione sat down close to him. Maurice was standing by the wall, +listening furtively to the noises from the out-house, where Gaspare was +unsaddling the donkeys. Artois glanced at him, and was more sharply +conscious of change in him. To Artois this place, after the long journey, +which had sorely tried his feeble body, seemed an enchanted place of +peace, a veritable Elysian Field in which the saddest, the most driven +man must surely forget his pain and learn how to rest and to be joyful in +repose. But he felt that his host, the man who had been living in +paradise, who ought surely to have been learning its blessed lessons +through sunlit days and starry nights, was restless like a man in a city, +was anxious, was intensely ill at ease. Once, watching this man, Artois +had thought of the messenger, poised on winged feet, radiantly ready for +movement that would be exquisite because it would be obedient. This man +still looked ready for flight, but for a flight how different! As Artois +was thinking this Maurice moved. + +"Excuse me just for an instant!" he said. "I want to speak to Gaspare." + +He saw now that Gaspare was taking into the cottage the provisions that +had been carried up by the donkey from Marechiaro. + +"I--I told him to do something for me in the village," he added, "and I +want just to know--" + +He looked at them, almost defiantly, as if he challenged them not to +believe what he had said. Then, without finishing his sentence, he went +quickly into the cottage. + +"You have chosen your garden well," Artois said to Hermione directly they +were alone. "No other sea has ever given to me such an impression of +tenderness and magical space as this; no other sea has surely ever had a +horizon-line so distant from those who look as this." + +He went on talking about the beauty, leading her with him. He feared lest +she might begin to speak about her husband. + +Meanwhile, Maurice had reached the mountain-side behind the house and was +waiting there for Gaspare. He heard the boy's voice in the kitchen +speaking to Lucrezia, angrily it seemed by the sound. Then the voice +ceased and Gaspare appeared for an instant at the kitchen door, making +violent motions with his arms towards the mountain. He disappeared. What +did he want? What did he mean? The gestures had been imperative. Maurice +looked round. A little way up the mountain there was a large, closed +building, like a barn, built of stones. It belonged to a contadino, but +Maurice had never seen it open, or seen any one going to or coming from +it. As he stared at it an idea occurred to him. Perhaps Gaspare meant him +to go and wait there, behind the barn, so that Lucrezia should not see or +hear their colloquy. He resolved to do this, and went swiftly up the +hill-side. When he was in the shadow of the building he waited. He did +not know what was the matter, what Gaspare wanted, but he realized that +something had occurred which had stirred the boy to the depths. This +something must have occurred while he was at Marechiaro. Before he had +time mentally to make a list of possible events in Marechiaro, Maurice +heard light feet running swiftly up the mountain, and Gaspare came round +the corner, still with the look of tragedy, a wild, almost terrible look +in his eyes. + +"Signorino," he began at once, in a low voice that was full of the +pressure of an intense excitement. "Tell me! Where were you last night +when we were making the fireworks go off?" + +Maurice felt the blood mount to his face. + +"Close to where you left me," he answered. + +"Oh, signore! Oh, signore!" + +It was almost a cry. The sweat was pouring down the boy's face. + +"Ma non e mia colpa! Non e mia colpa!" he exclaimed. + +"What do you mean? What has happened, Gaspare?" + +"I have seen Salvatore." + +His voice was more quiet now. He fixed his eyes almost sternly on his +padrone, as if in the effort to read his very soul. + +"Well? Well, Gaspare?" + +Maurice was almost stammering now. He guessed--he knew what was coming. + +"Salvatore came up to me just before I got to the village. I heard him +calling, 'Stop!' I stood still. We were on the path not far from the +fountain. There was a broken branch on the ground, a branch of olive. +Salvatore said: 'Suppose that is your padrone, that branch there!' and he +spat on it. He spat on it, signore, he spat--and he spat." + +Maurice knew now. + +"Go on!" he said. + +And this time there was no uncertainty in his voice. Gaspare was +breathing hard. His breast rose and fell. + +"I was going to strike him in the face, but he caught my hand, and +then--Signorino, signorino, what have you done?" + +His voice rose. He began to look uncontrolled, distracted, wild, as if he +might do some frantic thing. + +"Gaspare! Gaspare!" + +Maurice had him by the arms. + +"Why did you?" panted the boy. "Why did you?" + +"Then Salvatore knows?" + +Maurice saw that any denial was useless. + +"He knows! He knows!" + +If Maurice had not held Gaspare tightly the boy would have flung himself +down headlong on the ground, to burst into one of those storms of weeping +which swept upon him when he was fiercely wrought up. But Maurice would +not let him have this relief. + +"Gaspare! Listen to me! What is he going to do? What is Salvatore going +to do?" + +"Santa Madonna! Santa Madonna!" + +The boy rocked himself to and fro. He began to invoke the Madonna and the +saints. He was beside himself, was almost like one mad. + +"Gaspare--in the name of God----!" + +"H'sh!" + +Suddenly the boy kept still. His face changed, hardened. His body became +tense. With his hand still held up in a warning gesture, he crept to the +edge of the barn and looked round it. + +"What is it?" Maurice whispered. + +Gaspare stole back. + +"It is only Lucrezia. She is spreading the linen. I thought----" + +"What is Salvatore going to do?" + +"Unless you go down to the sea to meet him this evening, signorino, he +is coming up here to-night to tell everything to the signora." + +Maurice went white. + +"I shall go," he said. "I shall go down to the sea." + +"Madonna! Madonna!" + +"He won't come now? He won't come this morning?" + +Maurice spoke almost breathlessly, with his hands on the boy's hands +which streamed with sweat. Gaspare shook his head. + +"I told him if he came up I would meet him in the path and kill him." + +The boy had out a knife. + +Maurice put his arm round Gaspare's shoulder. At that moment he really +loved the boy. + +"Will he come?" + +"Only if you do not go." + +"I shall go." + +"I will come with you, signorino." + +"No. I must go alone." + +"I will come with you!" + +A dogged obstinacy hardened his whole face, made even his shining eyes +look cold, like stones. + +"Gaspare, you are to stay with the signora. I may miss Salvatore going +down. While I am gone he may come up here. The signora is not to speak +with him. He is not to come to her." + +Gaspare hesitated. He was torn in two by his dual affection, his dual +sense of the watchful fidelity he owed to his padrone and to his padrona. + +"Va bene," he said, at last, in a half whisper. + +He hung down his head like one exhausted. + +"How will it finish?" he murmured, as if to himself. "How will it +finish?" + +"I must go," Maurice said. "I must go now. Gaspare!" + +"Si, signore?" + +"We must be careful, you and I, to-day. We must not let the signora, +Lucrezia, any one suspect that--that we are not just as usual. Do you +see?" + +"Si, signore." + +The boy nodded. His eyes now looked tired. + +"And try to keep a lookout, when you can, without drawing the attention +of the signora. Salvatore might change his mind and come up. The signora +is not to know. She is never to know. Do you think"--he hesitated--"do +you think Salvatore has told any one?" + +"Non lo so." + +The boy was silent. Then he lifted his hands again and said: + +"Signorino! Signorino!" + +And Maurice seemed to hear at that moment the voice of an accusing angel. + +"Gaspare," he said, "I was mad. We men--we are mad sometimes. But now I +must be sane. I must do what I can to--I must do what I can--and you must +help me." + +He held out his hand. Gaspare took it. The grasp of it was strong, that +of a man. It seemed to reassure the boy. + +"I will always help my padrone," he said. + +Then they went down the mountain-side. + +It was perhaps very strange--Maurice thought it was--but he felt now less +tired, less confused, more master of himself than he had before he had +spoken with Gaspare. He even felt less miserable. Face to face with an +immediate and very threatening danger, courage leaped up in him, a +certain violence of resolve which cleared away clouds and braced his +whole being. He had to fight. There was no way out. Well, then, he would +fight. He had played the villain, perhaps, but he would not play the +poltroon. He did not know what he was going to do, what he could do, but +he must act, and act decisively. His wild youth responded to this call +made upon it. There was a new light in his eyes as he went down to the +cottage, as he came upon the terrace. + +Artois noticed it at once, was aware at once that in this marvellous +peace to which Hermione had brought him there were elements which had +nothing to do with peace. + +"What hast thou to do with peace? Turn thee behind me." + +These words from the Bible came into his mind as he looked into the eyes +of his host, and he felt that Hermione and he were surely near to some +drama of which they knew nothing, of which Hermione, perhaps, suspected +nothing. + +Maurice acted his part. The tonic of near danger gave him strength, even +gave him at first a certain subtlety. From the terrace he could see far +over the mountain flanks. As one on a tower he watched for the approach +of his enemy from the sea, but he did not neglect his two companions. For +he was fighting already. When he seemed natural in his cordiality to his +guest, when he spoke and laughed, when he apologized for the misfortune +of the previous day, he was fighting. The battle with circumstances was +joined. He must bear himself bravely in it. He must not allow himself to +be overwhelmed. + +Nevertheless, there came presently a moment which brought with it a sense +of fear. + +Hermione got up to go into the house. + +"I must see what Lucrezia is doing," she said. "Your collazione must not +be a fiasco, Emile." + +"Nothing could be a fiasco here, I think," he answered. + +She laughed happily. + +"But poor Lucrezia is not in paradise," she said. "Ah, why can't every +one be happy when one is happy one's self? I always think of that when +I----" + +She did not finish her sentence in words. Her look at the two men +concluded it. Then she turned and went into the house. + +"What is the matter with Lucrezia?" asked Artois. + +"Oh, she--she's in love with a shepherd called Sebastiano." + +"And he's treating her badly?" + +"I'm afraid so. He went to the Lipari Isles, and he doesn't come back." + +"A girl there keeps him captive?" + +"It seems so." + +"Faithful women must not expect to have a perfect time in Sicily," Artois +said. + +As he spoke he noticed that a change came in his companion's face. It was +fleeting, but it was marked. It made Artois think: + +"This man understands Sicilian faithlessness in love." + +It made him, too, remember sharply some words of his own said long ago in +London: + +"I love the South, but I distrust what I love, and I see the South in +him." + +There was a silence between the two men. Heat was growing in the long +summer day, heat that lapped them in the influence of the South. Africa +had been hotter, but this seemed the breast of the South, full of glory +and of languor, and of that strange and subtle influence which inclines +the heart of man to passion and the body of man to yield to its desires. +It was glorious, this wonderful magic of the South, but was it wholesome +for Northern men? Was it not full of danger? As he looked at the great, +shining waste of the sea, purple and gold, dark and intense and jewelled, +at the outline of Etna, at the barbaric ruin of the Saracenic castle on +the cliff opposite, like a cry from the dead ages echoing out of the +quivering blue, at the man before him leaning against the blinding white +wall above the steep bank of the ravine, Artois said to himself that the +South was dangerous to young, full-blooded men, was dangerous, to such a +man as Delarey. And he asked himself the question, "What has this man +been doing here in this glorious loneliness of the South, while his wife +has been saving my life in Africa?" And a sense of reproach, almost of +alarm, smote him. For he had called Hermione away. In the terrible +solitude that comes near to the soul with the footfalls of death he had +not been strong enough to be silent. He had cried out, and his friend had +heard and had answered. And Delarey had been left alone with the sun. + +"I'm afraid you must feel as if I were your enemy," he said. + +And as he spoke he was thinking, "Have I been this man's enemy?" + +"Oh no. Why?" + +"I deprived you of your wife. You've been all alone here." + +"I made friends of the Sicilians." + +Maurice spoke lightly, but through his mind ran the thought, "What an +enemy this man has been to me, without knowing it!" + +"They are easy to get on with," said Artois. "When I was in Sicily I +learned to love them." + +"Oh, love!" said Maurice, hastily. + +He checked himself. + +"That's rather a strong word, but I like them. They're a delightful +race." + +"Have you found out their faults?" + +Both men were trying to hide themselves in their words. + +"What are their faults, do you think?" Maurice said. + +He looked over the wall and saw, far off on the path by the ravine, a +black speck moving. + +"Treachery when they do not trust; sensuality, violence, if they think +themselves wronged." + +"Are--are those faults? I understand them. They seem almost to belong to +the sun." + +Artois had not been looking at Maurice. The sound of Maurice's voice now +made him aware that the speaker had turned away from him. He glanced up +and saw his companion staring over the wall across the ravine. What was +he gazing at? Artois wondered. + +"Yes, the sun is perhaps partly responsible for them. Then you have +become such a sun-worshipper that----" + +"No, no, I don't say that," Maurice interrupted. + +He looked round and met Artois's observant eyes. He had dreaded having +those eyes fixed upon him. + +"But I think--I think things done in such a place, such an island as +this, shouldn't be judged too severely, shouldn't be judged, I mean, +quite as we might judge them, say, in England." + +He looked embarrassed as he ended, and shifted his gaze from his +companion. + +"I agree with you," Artois said. + +Maurice looked at him again, almost eagerly. An odd feeling came to him +that this man, who unwittingly had done him a deadly harm, would be able +to understand what perhaps no woman could ever understand, the tyranny of +the senses in a man, their fierce tyranny in the sunlit lands. Had he +been so wicked? Would Artois think so? And the punishment that was +perhaps coming--did he deserve that it should be terrible? He wondered, +almost like a boy. But Hermione was not with them. When she was there he +did not wonder. He felt that he deserved lashes unnumbered. + +And Artois--he began to feel almost clairvoyant. The new softness that +had come to him with the pain of the body, that had been developed by the +blessed rest from pain that was convalescence, had not stricken his +faculty of seeing clear in others, but it had changed, at any rate for a +time, the sentiments that followed upon the exercise of that faculty. +Scorn and contempt were less near to him than they had been. Pity was +nearer. He felt now almost sure that Delarey had fallen into some +trouble while Hermione was in Africa, that he was oppressed at this +moment by some great uneasiness or even fear, that he was secretly +cursing some imprudence, and that his last words were a sort of +surreptitious plea for forgiveness, thrown out to the Powers of the air, +to the Spirits of the void, to whatever shadowy presences are about the +guilty man ready to condemn his sin. He felt, too, that he owed much to +Delarey. In a sense it might be said that he owed to him his life. For +Delarey had allowed Hermione to come to Africa, and if Hermione had not +come the end for him, Artois, might well have been death. + +"I should like to say something to you, monsieur," he said. "It is rather +difficult to say, because I do not wish it to seem formal, when the +feeling that prompts it is not formal." + +Maurice was again looking over the wall, watching with intensity the +black speck that was slowly approaching on the little path. + +"What is it, monsieur?" he asked, quickly. + +"I owe you a debt--indeed I do. You must not deny it. Through your +magnanimous action in permitting your wife to leave you, you, perhaps +indirectly, saved my life. For, without her aid, I do not think I could +have recovered. Of her nobility and devotion I will not, because I cannot +adequately, speak. But I wish to say to you that if ever I can do you a +service of any kind I will do it." + +As he finished Maurice, who was looking at him now, saw a veil over his +big eyes. Could it--could it possibly be a veil of tears! + +"Thank you," he answered. + +He tried to speak warmly, cordially. But his heart said to him: "You can +do nothing for me now. It is all too late!" + +Yet the words and the emotion of Artois were some slight relief to him. +He was able to feel that in this man he had no secret enemy, but, if +need be, a friend. + +"You have a nice fellow as servant," Artois said, to change the +conversation. + +"Gaspare--yes. He's loyal. I intend to ask Hermione to let me take him to +England with us." + +He paused, then added, with an anxious curiosity: + +"Did you talk to him much as you came up?" + +He wondered whether the novelist had noticed Gaspare's agitation or +whether the boy had been subtle enough to conceal it. + +"Not very much. The path is narrow, and I rode in front. He sang most of +the time, those melancholy songs of Sicily that came surely long ago +across the sea from Africa." + +"They nearly always sing on the mountains when they are with the +donkeys." + +"Dirges of the sun. There is a sadness of the sun as well as a joy." + +"Yes." + +As Maurice answered, he thought, "How well I know that now!" And as he +looked at the black figure drawing nearer in the sunshine it seemed to +him that there was a terror in that gold which he had often worshipped. +If that figure should be Salvatore! He strained his eyes. At one moment +he fancied that he recognized the wild, free, rather strutting walk of +the fisherman. At another he believed that his fear had played him a +trick, that the movements of the figure were those of an old man, some +plodding contadino of the hills. Artois wondered increasingly what he was +looking at. A silence fell between them. Artois lay back in the chaise +longue and gazed up at the blue, then at the section of distant sea which +was visible above the rim of the wall though the intervening mountain +land was hidden. It was a paradise up here. And to have it with the great +love of a woman, what an experience that must be for any man! It seemed +to him strange that such an experience had been the gift of the gods to +their messenger, their Mercury. What had it meant to him? What did it +mean to him now? Something had changed him. Was it that? In the man by +the wall Artois did not see any longer the bright youth he remembered. +Yet the youth was still there, the supple grace, the beauty, bronzed now +by the long heats of the sun. It was the expression that had changed. In +cities one sees anxious-looking men everywhere. In London Delarey had +stood out from the crowd not only because of his beauty of the South, but +because of his light-hearted expression, the spirit of youth in his eyes. +And now here, in this reality that seemed almost like a dream in its +perfection, in this reality of the South, there was a look of strain in +his eyes and in his whole body. The man had contradicted his surroundings +in London--now he contradicted his surroundings here. + +While Artois was thinking this Maurice's expression suddenly changed, his +attitude became easier. He turned round from the wall, and Artois saw +that the keen anxiety had gone out of his eyes. Gaspare was below with +his gun pretending to look for birds, and had made a sign that the +approaching figure was not that of Salvatore. Maurice's momentary sense +of relief was so great that it threw him off his guard. + +"What can have been happening beyond the wall?" Artois thought. + +He felt as if a drama had been played out there and the denouement had +been happy. + +Hermione came back at this moment. + +"Poor Lucrezia!" she said. "She's plucky, but Sebastiano is making her +suffer horribly." + +"Here!" said Artois, almost involuntarily. + +"It does seem almost impossible, I know." + +She sat down again near him and smiled at her husband. + +"You are coming back to health, Emile. And Maurice and I--well, we are in +our garden. It seems wrong, terribly wrong, that any one should suffer +here. But Lucrezia loves like a Sicilian. What violence there is in these +people!" + +"England must not judge them." + +He looked at Maurice. + +"What's that?" asked Hermione. "Something you two were talking about when +I was in the kitchen?" + +Maurice looked uneasy. + +"I was only saying that I think the sun--the South has an influence," he +said, "and that----" + +"An influence!" exclaimed Hermione. "Of course it has! Emile, you would +have seen that influence at work if you had been with us on our first day +in Sicily. Your tarantella, Maurice!" + +She smiled again happily, but her husband did not answer her smile. + +"What was that?" said Artois. "You never told me in Africa." + +"The boys danced a tarantella here on the terrace to welcome us, and it +drove Maurice so mad that he sprang up and danced too. And the strange +thing was that he danced as well as any of them. His blood called him, +and he obeyed the call." + +She looked at Artois to remind him of his words. + +"It's good when the blood calls one to the tarantella, isn't it?" she +asked him. "I think it's the most wildly innocent expression of extreme +joy in the world. And yet"--her expressive face changed, and into her +prominent brown eyes there stole a half-whimsical, half-earnest look--"at +the end--Maurice, do you know that I was almost frightened that day at +the end?" + +"Frightened! Why?" he said. + +He got up from the terrace-seat and sat down in a straw chair. + +[Illustration: "'BUT I SOON LEARNED TO DELIGHT IN--IN MY SICILIAN,' SHE +SAID, TENDERLY"] + +"Why?" he repeated, crossing one leg over the other and laying his +brown hands on the arms of the chair. + +"I had a feeling that you were escaping from me in the tarantella. Wasn't +it absurd?" + +He looked slightly puzzled. She turned to Artois. + +"Can you imagine what I felt, Emile? He danced so well that I seemed to +see before me a pure-blooded Sicilian. It almost frightened me!" + +She laughed. + +"But I soon learned to delight in--in my Sicilian," she said, tenderly. + +She felt so happy, so at ease, and she was so completely natural, that it +did not occur to her that though she was with her husband and her most +intimate friend the two men were really strangers to each other. + +"You'll find that I'm quite English, when we are back in London," Maurice +said. There was a cold sound of determination in his voice. + +"Oh, but I don't want you to lose what you have gained here," Hermione +protested, half laughingly, half tenderly. + +"Gained!" Maurice said, still in the prosaic voice. "I don't think a +Sicilian would be much good in England. We--we don't want romance there. +We want cool-headed, practical men who can work, and who've no nonsense +about them." + +"Maurice!" she said, amazed. "What a cold douche! And from you! Why, what +has happened to you while I've been away?" + +"Happened to me?" he said, quickly. "Nothing. What should happen to me +here?" + +"Do you--are you beginning to long for England and English ways?" + +"I think it's time I began to do something," he said, resolutely. "I +think I've had a long enough holiday." + +He was trying to put the past behind him. He was trying to rush into the +new life, the life in which there would be no more wildness, no more +yielding to the hot impulses that were surely showered down out of the +sun. Mentally he was leaving the Enchanted Island already. It was fading +away, sinking into its purple sea, sinking out of his sight with his wild +heart of youth, while he, cold, calm, resolute man, was facing the steady +life befitting an Englishman, the life of work, of social duties, of +husband and father, with a money-making ambition and a stake in his +country. + +"Perhaps you're right," Hermione said. + +But there was a sound of disappointment in her voice. Till now Maurice +had always shared her Sicilian enthusiasms, had even run before them, +lighter-footed than she in the race towards the sunshine. It was +difficult to accommodate herself to this abrupt change. + +"But don't let us think of going to-day," she added. "Remember--I have +only just come back." + +"And I!" said Artois. "Be merciful to an invalid, Monsieur Delarey!" + +He spoke lightly, but he felt fully conscious now that his suspicion was +well founded. Maurice was uneasy, unhappy. He wanted to get away from +this peace that held no peace for him. He wanted to put something behind +him. To a man like Artois, Maurice was a boy. He might try to be subtle, +he might even be subtle--for him. But to this acute and trained observer +of the human comedy he could not for long be deceptive. + +During his severe illness the mind of Artois had often been clouded, had +been dispossessed of its throne by the clamor of the body's pain. And +afterwards, when the agony passed and the fever abated, the mind had been +lulled, charmed into a stagnant state that was delicious. But now it +began to go again to its business. It began to work with the old rapidity +that had for a time been lost. And as this power came back and was felt +thoroughly, very consciously by this very conscious man, he took alarm. +What affected or threatened Delarey must affect, threaten Hermione. +Whether he were one with her or not she was one with him. The feeling of +Artois towards the woman who had shown him such noble, such unusual +friendship was exquisitely delicate and intensely strong. Unmingled with +any bodily passion, it was, or so it seemed to him, the more delicate and +strong on that account. He was a man who had an instinctive hatred of +heroics. His taste revolted from them as it revolted from violence in +literature. They seemed to him a coarseness, a crudity of the soul, and +almost inevitably linked with secret falseness. But he was conscious that +to protect from sorrow or shame the woman who had protected him in his +dark hour he would be willing to make any sacrifice. There would be no +limit to what he would be ready to do now, in this moment, for Hermione. +He knew that, and he took the alarm. Till now he had been feeling +curiosity about the change in Delarey. Now he felt the touch of fear. + +Something had happened to change Maurice while Hermione had been in +Africa. He had heard, perhaps, the call of the blood. All that he had +said, and all that he had felt, on the night when he had met Maurice for +the first time in London, came back to Artois. He had prophesied, vaguely +perhaps. Had his prophecy already been fulfilled? In this great and +shining peace of nature Maurice was not at peace. And now all sense of +peace deserted Artois. Again, and fiercely now, he felt the danger of the +South, and he added to his light words some words that were not light. + +"But I am really no longer an invalid," he said. "And I must be getting +northward very soon. I need the bracing air, the Spartan touch of the +cold that the Sybarite in me dreads. Perhaps we all need them." + +"If you go on like this, you two," Hermione exclaimed, "you will make me +feel as if it were degraded to wish to live anywhere except at Clapham +Junction or the North Pole. Let us be happy as we are, where we are, +to-day and--yes, call me weak if you like--and to-morrow!" + +Maurice made no answer to this challenge, but Artois covered his silence, +and kept the talk going on safe topics till Gaspare came to the terrace +to lay the cloth for collazione. + +It was past noon now, and the heat was brimming up like a flood over the +land. Flies buzzed about the terrace, buzzed against the white walls and +ceilings of the cottage, winding their tiny, sultry horns ceaselessly, +musicians of the sun. The red geraniums in the stone pots beneath the +broken columns drooped their dry heads. The lizards darted and stopped, +darted and stopped upon the wall and the white seats where the tiles were +burning to the touch. There was no moving figure on the baked mountains, +no moving vessel on the shining sea. No smoke came from the snowless lips +of Etna. It was as if the fires of the sun had beaten down and slain the +fires of the earth. + +Gaspare moved to and fro slowly, spreading the cloth, arranging the pots +of flowers, the glasses, forks, and knives upon it. In his face there was +little vivacity. But now and then his great eyes searched the hot world +that lay beneath them, and Artois thought he saw in them the +watchfulness, the strained anxiety that had been in Maurice's eyes. + +"Some one must be coming," he thought. "Or they must be expecting some +one to come, these two." + +"Do you ever have visitors here?" he asked, carelessly. + +"Visitors! Emile, why are we here? Do you anticipate a knock and 'If you +please, ma'am, Mrs. and the Misses Watson'? Good Heavens--visitors on +Monte Amato!" + +He smiled, but he persisted. + +"Never a contadino, or a shepherd, or"--he looked down at the sea--"or a +fisherman with his basket of sarde?" + +Maurice moved in his chair, and Gaspare, hearing a word he knew, looked +hard at the speaker. + +"Oh, we sometimes have the people of the hills to see us," said Hermione. +"But we don't call them 'visitors.' As to fishermen--here they are!" + +She pointed to her husband and Gaspare. + +"But they eat all the fish they catch, and we never see the fin of even +one at the cottage." + +Collazione was ready now. Hermione helped Artois up from his chaise +longue, and they went to the table under the awning. + +"You must sit facing the view, Emile," Hermione said. + +"What a dining-room!" Artois exclaimed. + +Now he could see over the wall. His gaze wandered over the +mountain-sides, travelled down to the land that lay along the edge of the +sea. + +"Have you been fishing much since I've been away, Maurice?" Hermione +asked, as they began to eat. + +"Oh yes. I went several times. What wine do you like, Monsieur Artois?" + +He tried to change the conversation, but Hermione, quite innocently, +returned to the subject. + +"They fish at night, you know, Emile, all along that coast by Isola Bella +and on to the point there that looks like an island, where the House of +the Sirens is." + +A tortured look went across Maurice's face. He had begun to eat, but now +he stopped for a moment like a man suddenly paralyzed. + +"The House of the Sirens!" said Artois. "Then there are sirens here? I +could well believe it. Have you seen them, Monsieur Maurice, at night, +when you have been fishing?" + +He had been gazing at the coast, but now he turned towards his host. +Maurice began hastily to eat again. + +"I'm afraid not. But we didn't look out for them. We were prosaic and +thought of nothing but the fish." + +"And is there really a house down there?" said Artois. + +"Yes," said Hermione. "It used to be a ruin, but now it's built up and +occupied. Gaspare"--she spoke to him as he was taking a dish from the +table--"who is it lives in the Casa delle Sirene now? You told me, but +I've forgotten." + +A heavy, obstinate look came into the boy's face, transforming it. The +question startled him, and he had not understood a word of the +conversation which had led up to it. What had they been talking about? He +glanced furtively at his master. Maurice did not look at him. + +"Salvatore and Maddalena, signora," he answered, after a pause. + +Then he took the dish and went into the house. + +"What's the matter with Gaspare?" said Hermione. "I never saw him look +like that before--quite ugly. Doesn't he like these people?" + +"Oh yes," replied Maurice. "Why--why, they're quite friends of ours. We +saw them at the fair only yesterday." + +"Well, then, why should Gaspare look like that?" + +"Oh," said Artois, who saw the discomfort of his host, "perhaps there is +some family feud that you know nothing of. When I was in Sicily I found +the people singularly subtle. They can gossip terribly, but they can keep +a secret when they choose. If I had won the real friendship of a +Sicilian, I would rather trust him with my secret than a man of any other +race. They are not only loyal--that is not enough--but they are also very +intelligent." + +"Yes, they are both--the good ones," said Hermione. "I would trust +Gaspare through thick and thin. If they were only as stanch in love as +they can be in friendship!" + +Gaspare came out again with another course. The ugly expression had gone +from his face, but he still looked unusually grave. + +"Ah, when the senses are roused they are changed beings," Artois said. +"They hate and resent governance from outside, but their blood governs +them." + +"Our blood governs us when the time comes--do you remember?" + +Hermione had said the words before she remembered the circumstances in +which they had been spoken and of whom they were said. Directly she had +uttered them she remembered. + +"What was that?" Maurice asked, before Artois could reply. + +He had seen a suddenly conscious look in Hermione's face, and instantly +he was aware of a feeling of jealousy within him. + +"What was that?" he repeated, looking quickly from one to the other. + +"Something I remember saying to your wife," Artois answered. "We were +talking about human nature--a small subject, monsieur, isn't it?--and I +think I expressed the view of a fatalist. At any rate, I did say +that--that our blood governs us when the time comes." + +"The time?" Maurice asked. + +His feeling of jealousy died away, and was replaced by a keen personal +interest unmingled with suspicions of another. + +"Well, I confess it sometimes seems to me as if, when a certain hour +strikes, a certain deed must be committed by a certain man or woman. It +is perhaps their hour of madness. They may repent it to the day of their +death. But can they in that hour avoid that deed? Sometimes, when I +witness the tragic scenes that occur abruptly, unexpectedly, in the +comedy of life, I am moved to wonder." + +"Then you should be very forgiving, Emile," Hermione said. + +"And you?" he asked. "Are you, or would you be, forgiving?" + +Maurice leaned forward on the table and looked at his wife with +intensity. + +"I hope so, but I don't think it would be for that--I mean because I +thought the deed might not have been avoided. I think I should forgive +because I pitied so, because I know how desperately unhappy I should be +myself if I were to do a hateful thing, a thing that was exceptional, +that was not natural to my nature as I had generally known it. When one +really does love cleanliness, to have thrown one's self down deliberately +in the mud, to see, to feel, that one is soiled from head to foot--that +must be terrible. I think I should forgive because I pitied so. What do +you say, Maurice?" + +It was like a return to their talk in London at Caminiti's restaurant, +when Hermione and Artois discussed topics that interested them, and +Maurice listened until Hermione appealed to him for his opinion. But now +he was more deeply interested than his companions. + +"I don't know," he said. "I don't know about pitying and forgiving, but I +expect you're right, Hermione." + +"How?" + +"In what you say about--about the person who's done the wrong thing +feeling awful afterwards. And I think Monsieur Artois is right, +too--about the hour of madness. I'm sure he is right. Sometimes an hour +comes and one seems to forget everything in it. One seems not to be +really one's self in it, but somebody else, and--and--" + +Suddenly he seemed to become aware that, whereas Hermione and Artois had +been considering a subject impersonally, he was introducing the personal +element into the conversation. He stopped short, looked quickly from +Hermione to Artois, and said: + +"What I mean is that I imagine it's so, and that I've known fellows--in +London, you know--who've done such odd things that I can only explain it +like that. They must have--well, they must have gone practically mad for +the moment. You--you see what I mean, Hermione?" + +The question was uneasy. + +"Yes, but I think we can control ourselves. If we couldn't, remorse would +lose half its meaning. I could never feel remorse because I had been +mad--horror, perhaps, but not remorse. It seems to me that remorse is our +sorrow for our own weakness, the heart's cry of 'I need not have done the +hateful thing, and I did it, I chose to do it!' But I could pity, I could +pity, and forgive because of my pity." + +Gaspare came out with coffee. + +"And then, Emile, you must have a siesta," said Hermione. "This is a +tiring day for you. Maurice and I will leave you quite alone in the +sitting-room." + +"I don't think I could sleep," said Artois. + +He was feeling oddly excited, and attributed the sensation to his weak +state of health. For so long he had been shut up, isolated from the +world, that even this coming out was an event. He was accustomed to +examine his feelings calmly, critically, to track them to their sources. +He tried to do so now. + +"I must beware of my own extra sensitiveness," he said to himself. "I'm +still weak. I am not normal. I may see things distorted. I may +exaggerate, turn the small into the great. At least half of what I think +and feel to-day may come from my peculiar state." + +Thus he tried to raise up barriers against his feeling that Delarey had +got into some terrible trouble during the absence of Hermione, that he +was now stricken with remorse, and that he was also in active dread of +something, perhaps of some Nemesis. + +"All this may be imagination," Artois thought, as he sipped his coffee. +But he said again: + +"I don't think I could sleep. I feel abnormally alive to-day. Do you +know the sensation, as if one were too quick, as if all the nerves were +standing at attention?" + +"Then our peace here does not soothe you?" Hermione said. + +"If I must be truthful--no," he answered. + +He met Maurice's restless glance. + +"I think I've had enough coffee," he added. "Coffee stimulates the nerves +too much at certain times." + +Maurice finished his and asked for another cup. + +"He isn't afraid of being overstimulated," said Hermione. "But, Emile, +you ought to sleep. You'll be dead tired this evening when you ride +down." + +"This evening," Hermione had said. Maurice wondered suddenly how late +Artois was going to stay at the cottage. + +"Oh no, it will be cool," Artois said. + +"Yes," Maurice said. "Towards five we get a little wind from the sea +nearly always, even sooner sometimes. I--I usually go down to bathe about +that time." + +"I must begin to bathe, too," Hermione said. + +"What--to-day!" Maurice said, quickly. + +"Oh no. Emile is here to-day." + +Then Artois did not mean to go till late. But he--Maurice--must go down +to the sea before nightfall. + +"Unless I bathe," he said, trying to speak naturally--"unless I bathe I +feel the heat too much at night. A dip in the sea does wonders for me." + +"And in such a sea!" said Artois. "You must have your dip to-day. I shall +go directly that little wind you speak of comes. I told a boy to come up +from the village at four to lead the donkey down." + +He smiled deprecatingly. + +"Dreadful to be such a weakling, isn't it?" he said. + +"Hush. Don't talk, like that. It's all going away. Strength is coming. +You'll soon be your old self. But you've got to look forward all the +time." + +Hermione spoke with a warmth, an energy that braced. She spoke to Artois, +but Maurice, eager to grasp at any comfort, strove to take the words to +himself. This evening the climax of his Sicilian tragedy must come. And +then? Beyond, might there not be the calm, the happiness of a sane life? +He must look forward, he would look forward. + +But when he looked, there stood Maddalena weeping. + +He hated himself. He loved happiness, he longed for it, but he knew he +had lost his right to it, if any man ever has such a right. He had +created suffering. How dared he expect, how dared he even wish, to escape +from suffering? + +"Now, Emile," Hermione said, "you have really got to go in and lie down +whether you feel sleepy or not. Don't protest. Maurice and I have hardly +seen anything of each other yet. We want to get rid of you." + +She spoke laughingly, and laughingly he obeyed her. When she had settled +him comfortably in the sitting-room she came out again to the terrace +where her husband was standing, looking towards the sea. She had a rug +over her arm and was holding two cushions. + +"I thought you and I might go down and take our siesta under the +oak-trees, Maurice. Would you like that?" + +He was longing to get away, to go up to the heap of stones on the +mountain-top and set a match to the fragments of Hermione's letter, which +the dangerous wind might disturb, might bring out into the light of day. +But he acquiesced at once. He would go later--if not this afternoon, then +at night when he came back from the sea. They went down and spread the +rug under the shadow of the oaks. + +"I used to read to Gaspare here," he said. "When you were away in +Africa." + +"What did you read?" + +"The _Arabian Nights_." + +She stretched herself on the rug. + +"To lie here and read the _Arabian Nights_! And you want to go away, +Maurice?" + +"I think it's time to go. If I stayed too long here I should become fit +for nothing." + +"Yes, that's true, I dare say. But--Maurice, it's so strange--I have a +feeling as if you would always be in Sicily. I know it's absurd, and yet +I have it. I feel as if you belonged to Sicily, and Sicily did not mean +to part from you." + +"That can't be. How could I stay here always?" + +"I know." + +"Unless," he said, as if some new thought had started suddenly into his +mind--"unless I were--" + +He stopped. He had remembered his sensation in the sea that gray morning +of sirocco. He had remembered how he had played at dying. + +"What?" + +She looked at him and understood. + +"Maurice--don't! I--I can't bear that!" + +"Not one of us can know," he answered. + +"I--I thought of that once," she said--"long ago, on the first night that +we were here. I don't know why--but perhaps it was because I was so +happy. I think it must have been that. I suppose, in this world, there +must aways be dread in one's happiness, the thought it may stop soon, it +may end. But why should it? Is God cruel? I think He wants us to be +happy." + +"If he wants us--" + +"And that we prevent ourselves from being happy. But we won't do that, +Maurice--you and I--will we?" + +He did not answer. + +"This world--nature--is so wonderfully beautiful, so happily beautiful. +Surely we can learn to be happy, to keep happy in it. Look at that sky, +that sea! Look at the plain over there by the foot of Etna, and the +coast-line fading away, and Etna. The God who created it all must have +meant men to be happy in such a world. It isn't my brain tells me that, +Maurice, it's my heart, my whole heart that you have made whole. And I +know it tells the truth." + +Her words were terrible to him. The sound of a step, a figure standing +before her, a few Sicilian words--and all this world in which she gloried +would be changed for her. But she must not know. He felt that he would be +willing to die to keep her ignorant of the truth forever. + +"Now we must try to sleep," he said, to prevent her from speaking any +more of the words that were torturing him. "We must have our siesta. I +had very little sleep last night." + +"And I had none at all. But now--we're together." + +He arranged the cushion for her. They lay in soft shadow and could see +the shining world. The distant gleams upon the sea spoke to her. She +fancied them voices rising out of the dream of the waters, voices from +the breast of nature that was the breast of God, saying that she was not +in error, that God did mean men to be happy, that they could be happy if +they would learn of Him. + +She watched those gleams until she fell asleep. + + + +XX + +When Hermione woke it was four o'clock. She sat up on the rug, looked +down over the mountain flank to the sea, then turned and saw her husband. +He was lying with his face half buried in his folded arms. + +"Maurice!" she said, softly. + +"Yes," he answered, lifting his face. + +"Then you weren't asleep!" + +"No." + +"Have you been asleep?" + +"No." + +She looked at her watch. + +"All this time! It's four. What a disgraceful siesta! But I was really +tired after the long journey and the night." + +She stood up. He followed her example and threw the rug over his arm. + +"Emile will think we've deserted him and aren't going to give him any +tea." + +"Yes." + +They began to walk up the track towards the terrace. + +"Maurice," Hermione said, presently, more thoroughly wide-awake now. "Did +you get up while I was asleep? Did you begin to move away from me, and +did I stop you, or was it a dream? I have a kind of vague +recollection--or is it only imagination?--of stretching out my hand and +saying, 'Don't leave me alone--don't leave me alone!'" + +"I moved a little," he answered, after a slight pause. + +"And you did stretch out your hand and murmur something." + +"It was that--'don't leave me alone.'" + +"Perhaps. I couldn't hear. It was such a murmur." + +"And you only moved a little? How stupid of me to think you were getting +up to go away!" + +"When one is half asleep one has odd ideas often." + +He did not tell her that he had been getting up softly, hoping to steal +away to the mountain-top and destroy the fragments of her letter, hidden +there, while she slept. + +"You won't mind," he added, "if I go down to bathe this evening. I +sha'n't sleep properly to-night unless I do." + +"Of course--go. But won't it be rather late after tea?" + +"Oh no. I've often been in at sunset." + +"How delicious the water must look then! Maurice!" + +"Yes?" + +"Shall I come with you? Shall I bathe, too? It would be lovely, +refreshing, after this heat! It would wash away all the dust of the +train!" + +Her face was glowing with the anticipation of pleasure. Every little +thing done with him was an enchantment after the weeks of separation. + +"Oh, I don't think you'd better, Hermione," he answered, hastily. +"I--you--there might be people. I--I must rig you up something first, a +tent of some kind. Gaspare and I will do it. I can't have my wife--" + +"All right," she said. + +She tried to keep the disappointment out of her voice. + +"How lucky you men are! You can do anything. And there's no fuss. Ah, +there's poor Emile, patiently waiting!" + +Artois was already established once more in the chaise longue. He greeted +them with a smile that was gentle, almost tender. Those evil feelings to +which he had been a prey in London had died away. He loved now to see +the happiness in Hermione's face. His illness had swept out his +selfishness, and in it he had proved her affection. He did not think that +he could ever be jealous of her again. + +"Sleeping all this time?" he said. + +"I was. I'm ashamed of myself. My hair is full of mountain-side, but you +must forgive me, Emile. Ah, there's Lucrezia! Is tea ready, Lucrezia?" + +"Si, signora." + +"Then ask Gaspare to bring it." + +"Gaspare--he isn't here, signora. But I'll bring it." + +She went away. + +"Where's Gaspare, I wonder?" said Hermione. "Have you seen him, Emile?" + +"No." + +"Perhaps he's sleeping, too. He sleeps generally among the hens." + +She looked round the corner into the out-house. + +"No, he isn't there. Have you sent him anywhere, Maurice?" + +"I? No. Where should I--" + +"I only thought you looked as if you knew where he was." + +"No. But he may have gone out after birds and forgotten the time. Here's +tea!" + +These few words had renewed in Maurice the fever of impatience to get +away and meet his enemy. This waiting, this acting of a part, this +suspense, were almost unbearable. All the time that Hermione slept he had +been thinking, turning over again and again in his mind the coming scene, +trying to imagine how it would be, how violent or how deadly, trying to +decide exactly what line of conduct he should pursue. What would +Salvatore demand? What would he say or do? And where would they meet? If +Salvatore waited for his coming they would meet at the House of the +Sirens. And Maddalena? She would be there. His heart sickened. He was +ready to face a man--but not Maddalena. He thought of Gaspare's story of +the fallen olive-branch upon which Salvatore had spat. It was strange to +be here in this calm place with these two happy people, wife and friend, +and to wonder what was waiting for him down there by the sea. + +How lonely our souls are!--something like that he thought. Circumstances +were turning him away from his thoughtless youth. He had imagined it +sinking down out of his sight into the purple sea, with the magic island +in which it had danced the tarantella and heard the voice of the siren. +But was it not leaving him, vanishing from him while still his feet trod +the island and his eyes saw her legendary mountains? + +Gaspare, he knew, was on the watch. That was why he was absent from his +duties. But the hour was at hand when he would be relieved. The evening +was coming. Maurice was glad. He was ready to face even violence, but he +felt that he could not for much longer endure suspense and play the quiet +host and husband. + +Tea was over and Gaspare had not returned. The clock he had bought at the +fair struck five. + +"I ought to be going," Artois said. + +There was reluctance in his voice. Hermione noticed it and knew what he +was feeling. + +"You must come up again very soon," she said. + +"Yes, monsieur, come to-morrow, won't you?" Maurice seconded her. + +The thought of what was going to happen before to-morrow made it seem to +him a very long way off. + +Hermione looked pleased. + +"I must not be a bore," Artois answered. "I must not remind you and +myself of limpets. There are rocks in your garden which might suggest the +comparison. I think to-morrow I ought to stay quietly in Marechiaro." + +"No, no," said Maurice. "Do come to-morrow." + +"Thank you very much. I can't pretend that I do not wish to come. And, +now that donkey-boy--has he climbed up, I wonder?" + +"I'll go and see," said Maurice. + +He was feverishly impatient to get rid of Artois. He hurried to the arch. +A long way off, near the path that led up from the ravine, he saw a +figure with a gun. He was not sure, but he was almost sure that it was +Gaspare. It must be he. The gun made him look, indeed, a sentinel. If +Salvatore came the boy would stop him, stop him, if need be, at the cost +of his own life. Maurice felt sure of that, and realized the danger of +setting such faithfulness and violence to be sentinel. He stood for a +moment looking at the figure. Yes, he knew it now for Gaspare. The boy +had forgotten tea-time, had forgotten everything, in his desire to carry +out his padrone's instructions. The signora was not to know. She was +never to know. And Salvatore might come. Very well, then, he was there in +the sun--ready. + +"We'll never part from Gaspare," Maurice thought, as he looked and +understood. + +He saw no other figure. The donkey-boy had perhaps forgotten his mission +or had started late. Maurice chafed bitterly at the delay. But he could +not well leave his guest on this first day of his coming to Monte Amato, +more especially after the events of the preceding day. To do so would +seem discourteous. He returned to the terrace ill at ease, but strove to +disguise his restlessness. It was nearly six o'clock when the boy at last +appeared. Artois at once bade Hermione and Maurice good-bye and mounted +his donkey. + +"You will come to-morrow, then?" Maurice said to him at parting. + +"I haven't the courage to refuse," Artois replied. "Good-bye." + +He had already shaken Maurice's hand, but now he extended his hand again. + +"It is good of you to make me so welcome," he said. + +He paused, holding Maurice's hand in his. Both Hermione and Maurice +thought he was going to say something more, but he glanced at her, +dropped his host's hand, lifted his soft hat, and signed to the boy to +lead the donkey away. + +Hermione and Maurice followed to the arch, and from there watched him +riding slowly down till he was out of sight. Maurice looked for Gaspare, +but did not see him. He must have moved into the shadow of the ravine. + +"Dear old Emile!" Hermione said. "He's been happy to-day. You've made him +very happy, Maurice. Bless you for it!" + +Maurice said nothing. Now the moment had arrived when he could go he felt +a strange reluctance to say good-bye to Hermione, even for a short time. +So much might--must--happen before he saw her again that evening. + +"And you?" she said, at last, as he was silent. "Are you really going +down to bathe? Isn't it too late?" + +"Oh no. I must have a dip. It will do me all the good in the world." He +tried to speak buoyantly, but the words seemed to himself to come heavily +from his tongue. + +"Will you take Tito?" + +"I--no, I think I'll walk. I shall get down quicker, and I like going +into the sea when I'm hot. I'll just fetch my bathing things." + +They walked back together to the house. Maurice wondered what had +suddenly come to him. He felt horribly sad now--yet he wished to get the +scene that awaited him over. He was longing to have it over. He went into +the house, got his bathing-dress and towels, and came out again onto the +terrace. + +"I shall be a little late back, I suppose," he said. + +"Yes. It's six o'clock now. Shall we dine at half-past eight--or better +say nine? That will give you plenty of time to come up quietly." + +"Yes. Let's say nine." + +Still he did not move to go. + +"Have you been happy to-day, Hermione?" he asked. + +"Yes, very--since this morning." + +"Since?" + +"Yes. This morning I--" + +She stopped. + +"I was a little puzzled," she said, after a minute, with her usual +frankness. "Tell me, Maurice--you weren't made unhappy by--by what I told +you?" + +"About--about the child?" + +"Yes." + +He did not answer with words, but he put his arms about her and kissed +her, as he had not kissed her since she went away to Africa. She shut her +eyes. Presently she felt the pressure of his arms relax. + +"I'm perfectly happy now," she said. "Perfectly happy." + +He moved away a step or two. His face was flushed, and she thought that +he looked younger, that the boyish expression she loved had come back to +him. + +"Good-bye, Hermione," he said. + +Still he did not go. She thought that he had something more to say but +did not know how to say it. She felt so certain of this that she said: + +"What is it, Maurice?" + +"We shall come back to Sicily, I suppose, sha'n't we, some time or +other?" + +"Surely. Many times, I hope." + +"Suppose--one can never tell what will happen--suppose one of us were to +die here?" + +"Yes," she said, soberly. + +"Don't you think it would be good to lie there where we lay this +afternoon, under the oak-trees, in sight of Etna and the sea? I think it +would. Good-bye, Hermione." + +He swung the bathing-dress and the towels up over his shoulder and went +away through the arch. She followed and watched him springing down the +mountain-side. Just before he reached the ravine he turned and waved his +hand to her. His movements, that last gesture, were brimful of energy and +of life. He acted better then than he had that day upon the terrace. But +the sense of progress, the feeling that he was going to meet fate in the +person of Salvatore, quickened the blood within him. At last the suspense +would be over. At last he would be obliged to play not the actor but the +man. He longed to be down by the sea. The youth in him rose up at the +thought of action, and his last farewell to Hermione, looking down to him +from the arch, was bold and almost careless. + +Scarcely had he got into the ravine before he met Gaspare. He stopped. +The boy's face was aflame with expression as he stood, holding his gun, +in front of his padrone. + +"Gaspare!" Maurice said to him. + +He held out his hand and grasped the boy's hot hand. + +"I sha'n't forget your faithful service," he said. "Thank you, Gaspare." + +He wanted to say more, to find other and far different words. But he +could not. + +"Let me come with you, signorino." + +The boy's voice was intensely, almost savagely, earnest. + +"No. You must stay with the signora." + +"I want to come with you." + +His great eyes were fastened on his padrone's face. + +"I have always been with you." + +"But you were with the signora first. You were her servant. You must stay +with her now. Remember one thing, Gaspare--the signora is never to know." + +The boy nodded. His eyes still held Maurice. They glittered as if with +leaping fires. That deep and passionate spirit of Sicilian loyalty, which +is almost savage in its intensity and heedless of danger, which is ready +to go to hell with, or for, a friend or a master who is beloved and +believed in, was awake in Gaspare, illuminated him at this moment. The +peasant boy looked noble. + +"Mayn't I come with you, signorino?" + +"Gaspare," Maurice said, "I must leave some one with the padrona. +Salvatore might come still. I may miss him going down. Whom can I trust +to stop Salvatore, if he comes, but you? You see?" + +"Va bene, signorino." + +The boy seemed convinced, but he suffered and did not try to conceal it. + +"Now I must go," Maurice said. + +He shook Gaspare's hand. + +"Have you got the revolver, signorino?" said the boy. + +"No. I am not going to fight with Salvatore." + +"How do you know what Salvatore will do?" + +Maurice looked down upon the stones that lay on the narrow path. + +"My revolver can have nothing to do with Maddalena's father," he said. + +He sighed. + +"That's how it is, Gaspare. Addio!" + +"Addio, signorino." + +Maurice went on down the path into the shadow of the trees. Presently he +turned. Gaspare stood quite still, looking after him. + +"Signorino!" he called. "May I not come? I want to come with you." + +Maurice waved his hand towards the mountain-side. + +"Go to the signora," he called back. "And look out for me to-night. +Addio, Gaspare!" + +The boy's "Addio!" came to him sadly through the gathering shadows of the +evening. + +Presently Hermione, who was sitting alone on the terrace with a book in +her lap which she was not reading, saw Gaspare walking listlessly through +the archway holding his gun. He came slowly towards her, lifted his hat, +and was going on without a word, but she stopped him. + +"Why, Gaspare," she said, lightly, "you forgot us to-day. How was that?" + +"Signora?" + +Again she saw the curious, almost ugly, look of obstinacy, which she had +already noticed, come into his face. + +"You didn't remember about tea-time!" + +"Signora," he answered, "I am sorry." + +He looked at her fixedly while he spoke. + +"I am sorry," he said again. + +"Never mind," Hermione said, unable to blame him on this first day of her +return. "I dare say you have got out of regular habits while I've been +away. What have you been doing all the time?" + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"Niente." + +Again she wondered what was the matter with the boy to-day. Where were +his life and gayety? Where was his sense of fun? He used to be always +joking, singing. But now he was serious, almost heavy in demeanor. + +"Gaspare," she said, jokingly, "I think you've all become very solemn +without me. I am the old person of the party, but I begin to believe that +it is I who keep you lively. I mustn't go away again." + +"No, signora," he answered, earnestly; "you must never go away from us +again. You should never have gone away from us." + +The deep solemnity of his great eyes startled her. He put on his hat and +went away round the angle of the cottage. + +"What can be the matter with him?" she thought. + +She remained sitting there on the terrace, wondering. Now she thought +over things quietly, it struck her as strange the fact that she had left +behind her in the priest's house three light-hearted people, and had +come back to find Lucrezia drowned in sorrow, Gaspare solemn, even +mysterious in his manner, and her husband--but here her thoughts paused, +not labelling Maurice. At first he had puzzled her the most. But she +thought she had found reasons for the change--a passing one, she felt +sure--in him. He had secretly resented her absence, and, though utterly +free from any ignoble suspicion of her, he had felt boyishly jealous of +her friendship with Emile. That was very natural. For this was their +honeymoon. She considered it their honeymoon prolonged, delightfully +prolonged, beyond any fashionable limit. Lucrezia's depression was easily +comprehensible. The change in her husband she accounted for; but now here +was Gaspare looking dismal! + +"I must cheer them all up," she thought to herself. "This beautiful time +mustn't end dismally." + +And then she thought of the inevitable departure. Was Maurice looking +forward to it, desiring it? He had spoken that day as if he wished to be +off. In London she had been able to imagine him in the South, in the +highway of the sun. But now that she was here in Sicily she could not +imagine him in London. + +"He is not in his right place there," she thought. + +Yet they must go, and soon. She knew that they were going, and yet she +could not feel that they were going. What she had said under the +oak-trees was true. In the spring her tender imagination had played +softly with the idea of Sicily's joy in the possession of her son, of +Maurice. Would Sicily part from him without an effort to retain him? +Would Sicily let him go? She smiled to herself at her fancies. But if +Sicily kept him, how would she keep him? The smile left her lips and her +eyes as she thought of Maurice's suggestion. That would be too horrible. +God would not allow that. And yet what tragedies He allowed to come into +the lives of others. She faced certain facts, as she sat there, facts +permitted, or deliberately brought about by the Divine Will. The scourge +of war--that sowed sorrows over a land as the sower in the field scatters +seeds. She, like others, had sat at home and read of battles in which +thousands of men had been killed, and she had grieved--or had she really +grieved, grieved with her heart? She began to wonder, thinking of +Maurice's veiled allusion to the possibility of his death. He was the +spirit of youth to her. And all the boys slain in battle! Had not each +one of them represented the spirit of youth to some one, to some +woman--mother, sister, wife, lover? + +What were those women's feelings towards God? + +She wondered. She wondered exceedingly. And presently a terrible thought +came into her mind. It was this. How can one forgive God if He snatches +away the spirit of youth that one loves? + +Under the shadow of the oak-trees she had lain that day and looked out +upon the shining world--upon the waters, upon the plains, upon the +mountains, upon the calling coast-line and the deep passion of the blue. +And she had felt the infinite love of God. When she had thought of God, +she had thought of Him as the great Provider of happiness, as One who +desired, with a heart too large and generous for the mere accurate +conception of man, the joy of man. + +But Maurice was beside her then. + +Those whose lives had been ruined by great tragedies, when they looked +out upon the shining world what must they think, feel? + +She strove to imagine. Their conception of God must surely be very +different from hers. + +Once she had been almost unable to believe that God could choose her to +be the recipient of a supreme happiness. But we accustom ourselves with a +wonderful readiness to a happy fate. She had come back--she had been +allowed to return to the Garden of Paradise. And this fact had given to +her a confidence in life which was almost audacious. So now, even while +she imagined the sorrows of others, half strove to imagine what her own +sorrows might be, her inner feeling was still one of confidence. She +looked out on the shining world, and in her heart was the shining world. +She looked out on the glory of the blue, and in her heart was the glory +of the blue. The world shone for her because she had Maurice. She knew +that. But there was light in it. There would always be light whatever +happened to any human creature. There would always be the sun, the great +symbol of joy. It rose even upon the battle-field where the heaps of the +dead were lying. + +She could not realize sorrow to-day. She must see the sunlight even in +the deliberate visions conjured up by her imagination. + +Gaspare did not reappear. For a long time she was alone. She watched the +changing of the light, the softening of the great landscape as the +evening approached. Sometimes she thought of Maurice's last words about +being laid to rest some day in the shadows of the oak-trees, in sight of +Etna and the sea. When the years had gone, perhaps they would lie +together in Sicily, wrapped in the final siesta of the body. Perhaps the +unborn child, of whose beginning she was mystically conscious, would lay +them to rest there. + +"Buon riposo." She loved the Sicilian good-night. Better than any text +she would love to have those simple words written above her +sleeping-place and his. "Buon riposo!"--she murmured the words to herself +as she looked at the quiet of the hills, at the quiet of the sea. The +glory of the world was inspiring, but the peace of the world was almost +more uplifting, she thought. Far off, in the plain, she discerned tiny +trails of smoke from Sicilian houses among the orange-trees beside the +sea. The gold was fading. The color of the waters was growing paler, +gentler, the color of the sky less passionate. The last point of the +coast-line was only a shadow now, scarcely that. Somewhere was the +sunset, its wonder unseen by her, but realized because of this growing +tenderness, that was like a benediction falling upon her from a distant +love, intent to shield her and her little home from sorrow and from +danger. Nature was whispering her "Buon riposo!" Her hushed voice spoke +withdrawn among the mountains, withdrawn upon the spaces of the sea. The +heat of the golden day was blessed, but after it how blessed was the cool +of the dim night! + +Again she thought that the God who had placed man in the magnificent +scheme of the world must have intended and wished him to be always happy +there. Nature seemed to be telling her this, and her heart was convinced +by Nature, though the story of the Old Testament had sometimes left her +smiling or left her wondering. Men had written a Bible. God had written a +Bible, too. And here she read its pages and was made strong by it. + +"Signora!" + +Hermione started and turned her head. + +"Lucrezia! What is it?" + +"What time is it, signora?" + +Hermione looked at her watch. + +"Nearly eight o'clock. An hour still before supper." + +"I've got everything ready." + +"To-night we've only cold things, haven't we? You made us a very nice +collazione. The French signore praised your cooking, and he's very +particular, as French people generally are. So you ought to be proud of +yourself." + +Lucrezia smiled, but only for an instant. Then she stood with an anxious +face, twisting her apron. + +"Signora!" + +"Yes? What is it?" + +"Would you mind--may I--" + +She stopped. + +"Why, Lucrezia, are you afraid of me? I've certainly been away too long!" + +"No, no, signora, but--" Tears hung in her eyes. "Will you let me go away +if I promise to be back by nine?" + +"But you can't go to Marechiaro in--" + +"No, signora. I only want to go to the mountain over there under Castel +Vecchio. I want to go to the Madonna." + +Hermione took one of the girl's hands. + +"To the Madonna della Rocca?" + +"Si, signora." + +"I understand." + +"I have a candle to burn to the Madonna. If I go now I can be back before +nine." + +She stood gazing pathetically, like a big child, at her padrona. + +"Lucrezia," Hermione said, moved to a great pity by her own great +happiness, "would you mind if I came, too? I think I should like to say a +prayer for you to-night. I am not a Catholic, but my prayer cannot hurt +you." + +Lucrezia suddenly forgot distinctions, threw her arms round Hermione, and +began to sob. + +"Hush, you must be brave!" + +She smoothed the girl's dark hair gently. + +"Have you got your candle?" + +"Si." + +She showed it. + +"Let us go quickly, then. Where's Gaspare?" + +"Close to the house, signora, on the mountain. One cannot speak with him +to-day." + +"Why not?" + +"Non lo so. But he is terrible to-day!" + +So Lucrezia had noticed Gaspare's strangeness, too, even in the midst of +her sorrow! + +"Gaspare!" Hermione called. + +There was no answer. + +"Gaspare!" + +She called louder. + +"Si, signora!" + +The voice came from somewhere behind the house. + +"I am going for a walk with Lucrezia. We shall be back at nine. Tell the +padrone if he comes." + +"Si, signora." + +The two women set out without seeing Gaspare. They walked in silence down +the mountain-path. Lucrezia held her candle carefully, like one in a +procession. She was not sobbing now. There were no tears in her eyes. The +companionship and the sympathy of her padrona had given her some courage, +some hope, had taken away from her the desolate feeling, the sensation of +abandonment which had been torturing her. And then she had an almost +blind faith in the Madonna della Rocca. And the padrona was going to +pray, too. She was not a Catholic, but she was a lady and she was good. +The Madonna della Rocca must surely be influenced by her petition. + +So Lucrezia plucked up a little courage. The activity of the walk helped +her. She knew the solace of movement. And perhaps, without being +conscious of it, she was influenced by the soft beauty of the evening, by +the peace of the hills. But as they crossed the ravine they heard the +tinkle of bells, and a procession of goats tripped by them, following a +boy who was twittering upon a flute. He was playing the tune of the +tarantella, that tune which Hermione associated with careless joy in the +sun. He passed down into the shadows of the trees, and gradually the airy +rapture of his fluting and the tinkle of the goat-bells died away towards +Marechiaro. Then Hermione saw tears rolling down over Lucrezia's brown +cheeks. + +"He can't play it like Sebastiano, signora!" she said. + +The little tune had brought back all her sorrow. + +"Perhaps we shall soon hear Sebastiano play it again," said Hermione. + +They began to climb upward on the far side of the ravine towards the +fierce silhouette of the Saracenic castle on the height. Beneath the +great crag on which it was perched was the shrine of the Madonna della +Rocca. Night was coming now, and the little lamp before the shrine shone +gently, throwing a ray of light upon the stones of the path. When they +reached it, Lucrezia crossed herself, and they stood together for a +moment looking at the faded painting of the Madonna, almost effaced +against its rocky background. Within the glass that sheltered it stood +vases of artificial flowers, and on the ledge outside the glass were two +or three bunches of real flowers, placed there by peasants returning to +their homes in Castel Vecchio from their labors in the vineyards and the +orchards. There were also two branches with clustering, red-gold oranges +lying among the flowers. It was a strange, wild place. The precipice of +rock, which the castello dominated, leaned slightly forward above the +head of the Madonna, as if it meditated overwhelming her. But she smiled +gently, as if she had no fear of it, bending down her pale eyes to the +child who lay upon her girlish knees. Among the bowlders, the wild cactus +showed its spiked leaves, and in the daytime the long black snakes sunned +themselves upon the stones. + +To Hermione this lonely and faded Madonna, smiling calmly beneath the +savagely frowning rock upon which dead men had built long years ago a +barbarous fastness, was touching in her solitude. There was something +appealing in her frailness, in her thin, anaemic calm. How long had she +been here? How long would she remain? She was fading away, as things fade +in the night. Yet she had probably endured for years, would still be here +for years to come, would be here to receive the wild flowers of peasant +children, the prayers of peasant lovers, the adoration of the poor, who, +having very little here, put their faith in far-off worlds, where they +will have harvests surely without reaping in the heat of the sun, where +they will have good wine without laboring in the vineyards, where they +will be able to rest without the thought coming to them, "If to-day I +rest, to-morrow I shall starve." + +As Hermione looked at the painting lit by the little lamp, at the gifts +of the flowers and the fruit, she began to feel as if indeed a woman +dwelt there, in that niche of the crag, as if a heart were there, a soul +to pity, an ear to listen. + +Lucrezia knelt down quietly, lit her candle, turned it upside down till +the hot wax dripped onto the rock and made a foundation for it, then +stuck it upright, crossed herself silently, and began to pray. Her lips +moved quickly. The candle-flame flickered for a moment, then burned +steadily, sending its thin fire up towards the evening star. After a +moment Hermione knelt down beside her. + +She had never before prayed at a shrine. It was curious to be kneeling +under this savage wall of rock above which the evening star showed itself +in the clear heaven of night. She looked at the star and at the Madonna, +then at the little bunches of flowers, and at Lucrezia's candle. These +gifts of the poor moved her heart. Poverty giving is beautiful. She +thought that, and was almost ashamed of the comfort of her life. She +wished she had brought a candle, too. Then she bent her head and began to +pray that Sebastiano might remember Lucrezia and return to her. To make +her prayer more earnest, she tried to realize Lucrezia's sorrow by +putting herself in Lucrezia's place, and Maurice in Sebastiano's. It was +such a natural effort as people make every day, every hour. If Maurice +had forgotten her in absence, had given his love to another, had not +cared to return to her! If she were alone now in Sicily while he was +somewhere else, happy with some one else! + +Suddenly the wildness of this place where she knelt became terrible to +her. She felt the horror of solitude, of approaching darkness. The +outlines of the rocks and of the ruined castle looked threatening, +alarming. The pale light of the lamp before the shrine and of Lucrezia's +votive candle drew to them not only the fluttering night-moths, but the +spirits of desolation and of hollow grief that dwell among the waste +places and among the hills. Night seemed no more beneficent, but dreary +as a spectre that came to rob the world of all that made it beautiful. +The loneliness of deserted women encompassed her. Was there any other +loneliness comparable to it? + +She felt sure that there was not, and she found herself praying not only +for Lucrezia, but for all women who were sad because they loved, for all +women who were deserted by those whom they loved, or who had lost those +whom they loved. + +At first she believed that she was addressing her prayer to the Madonna +della Rocca, the Blessed Virgin of the Rocks, whose pale image was before +her. But presently she knew that her words, the words of her lips and the +more passionate words of her heart, were going out to a Being before whom +the sun burned as a lamp and the moon as a votive taper. She was thinking +of women, she was praying for women, but she was no longer praying to a +woman. It seemed to her as if she was so ardent a suitor that she pushed +past the Holy Mother of God into the presence of God Himself. He had +created women. He had created the love of women. To Him she would, she +must, appeal. + +Often she had prayed before, but never as now, never with such passion, +with such a sensation of personally pleading. The effort of her heart was +like the effort of womanhood. It seemed to her--and she had no feeling +that this was blasphemous--as if God knew, understood, everything of the +world He had created except perhaps this--the inmost agony some women +suffer, as if she, perhaps, could make Him understand this by her prayer. +And she strove to recount this agony, to make it clear to God. + +Was it a presumptuous effort? She did not feel that it was. And now she +felt selfless. She was no more thinking of herself, was no longer obliged +to concentrate her thoughts and her imagination upon herself and the one +she loved best. She had passed beyond that, as she had passed beyond the +Madonna della Rocca. She was the voice and the heart not of a woman, but +of woman praying in the night to the God who had made woman and the +night. + +From behind a rock Gaspare watched the two praying women. He had not +forgotten his padrone's words, and when Hermione and Lucrezia set off +from the cottage he had followed them, faithful to his trust. Intent upon +their errand, they had not seen him. His step was light among the stones, +and he had kept at a distance. Now he stood still, gazing at them as they +prayed. + +Gaspare did not believe in priests. Very few Sicilians do. An uncle of +his was a priest's son, and he had other reasons, quite sufficient to his +mind, for being incredulous of the sanctity of those who celebrated the +mass to which he seldom went. But he believed in God, and he believed +superstitiously in the efficacy of the Madonna and in the powers of the +saints. Once his little brother had fallen dangerously ill on the festa +of San Giorgio, the santo patrono of Castel Vecchio. He had gone to the +festa, and had given all his money, five lire, to the saint to heal his +brother. Next day the child was well. In misfortune he would probably +utter a prayer, or burn a candle, himself. That Lucrezia might think that +she had reason to pray he understood, though he doubted whether the +Madonna and all the saints could do much for the reclamation of his +friend Sebastiano. But why should the padrona kneel there out-of-doors +sending up such earnest petitions? She was not a Catholic. He had never +seen her pray before. He looked on with wonder, presently with +discomfort, almost with anger. To-night he was what he would himself have +called "nervoso," and anything that irritated his already strung-up +nerves roused his temper. He was in anxiety about his padrone, and he +wanted to be back at the priest's house, he wanted to see his padrone +again at the earliest possible moment. The sight of his padrona +committing an unusual action alarmed him. Was she, then, afraid as he was +afraid? Did she know, suspect anything? His experience of women was that +whenever they were in trouble they went for comfort and advice to the +Madonna and the saints. + +He grew more and more uneasy. Presently he drew softly a little nearer. +It was getting late. Night had fallen. He must know the result of the +padrone's interview with Salvatore, and he could not leave the padrona. +Well, then--! He crept nearer and nearer till at last he was close to the +shrine and could see the Madonna smiling. Then he crossed himself and +said, softly: + +"Signora!" + +Hermione did not hear him. She was wrapped in the passion of her prayer. + +"Signora!" + +He bent forward and touched her on the shoulder. She started, turned her +head, and rose to her feet. + +"Gaspare!" + +She looked startled. This abrupt recall to the world confused her for a +moment. + +"Gaspare! What is it? The padrone?" + +He took off his cap. + +"Signora, do you know how late it is?" + +"Has the padrone come back?" + +Lucrezia was on her feet, too. The tears were in her eyes. + +"Scusi, signora!" said Gaspare. + +Hermione began to look more natural. + +"Has the padrone come back and sent you for us?" + +"He did not send me, signora. It was getting dark. I thought it best to +come. But I expect he is back. I expect he is waiting for us now." + +"You came to guard me?" + +She smiled. She liked his watchfulness. + +"What's the time?" + +She looked at her watch. + +"Why, it is nine already! We must hurry. Come, Lucrezia!" + +They went quickly down the path. + +They did not talk as they went. Gaspare led the way. It was obvious that +he was in great haste. Sometimes he forgot that the padrona was not so +light-footed as he was, and sprang on so swiftly that she called to him +to wait. When at last they came in sight of the arch Hermione and +Lucrezia were panting. + +"The padrone will--forgive us--when--he--sees how we have--hurried," said +Hermione, laughing at her own fatigue. "Go on, Gaspare!" + +She stood for a moment leaning against the arch. + +"And you go quickly, Lucrezia, and get the supper. The padrone--will +be--hungry after his bath." + +"Si, signora." + +Lucrezia went off to the back of the house. Then Hermione drew a long +breath, recovered herself, and walked to the terrace. + +Gaspare met her with flaming eyes. + +"The padrone is not here, signora. The padrone has not come back!" + +He stood and stared at her. + +It was not yet very dark. They stood in a sort of soft obscurity in which +all objects could be seen, not with sharp clearness, but distinctly. + +"Are you sure, Gaspare?" + +"Si, signora! The padrone has not come back. He is not here." + +The boy's voice sounded angry, Hermione thought. It startled her. And the +way he looked at her startled her too. + +"You have looked in the house? Maurice!" she called. "Maurice!" + +"I say the padrone is not here, signora!" + +Never before had Gaspare spoken to Hermione like this, in a tone almost +that she ought to have resented. She did not resent it, but it filled her +with a creeping uneasiness. + +"What time is it? Nearly half-past nine. He ought to be here by now." + +The boy nodded, keeping his flaming eyes on her. + +"I said nine to give him lots of time to get cool, and change his +clothes, and--it's very odd." + +"I will go down to the sea, signora. A rivederci." + +He swung round to go, but Hermione caught his arm. + +"No; don't go. Wait a moment, Gaspare. Don't leave me like this!" + +She detained him. + +"Why, what's the matter? What--what are you afraid of?" + +Instantly there came into his face the ugly, obstinate look she had +already noticed, and wondered at, that day. + +"What are you afraid of, Gaspare?" she repeated. + +Her voice vibrated with a strength of feeling that as yet she herself +scarcely understood. + +"Niente!" the boy replied, doggedly. + +"Well, but then"--she laughed--"why shouldn't the padrone be a few +minutes late? It would be absurd to go down. You might miss him on the +way." + +Gaspare said nothing. He stood there with his arms hanging and the ugly +look still on his face. + +"Mightn't you? Mightn't you, Gaspare, if he came up by Marechiaro?" + +"Si, signora." + +"Well, then--" + +They stood there in silence for a minute. Hermione broke it. + +"He--you know how splendidly the padrone swims," she said. "Don't you, +Gaspare?" + +The boy said nothing. + +"Gaspare, why don't you answer when I speak to you?" + +"Because I've got nothing to say, signora." + +His tone was almost rude. At that moment he nearly hated Hermione for +holding him by the arm. If she had been a man he would have struck her +off and gone. + +"Gaspare!" she said, but not angrily. + +Her instinct told her that he was obliged to be utterly natural just then +under the spell of some violent feeling. She knew he loved his padrone. +The feeling must be one of anxiety. But it was absurd to be so anxious. +It was ridiculous, hysterical. She said to herself that it was Gaspare's +excitement that was affecting her. She was catching his mood. + +"My dear Gaspare," she said, "we must just wait. The padrone will be here +in a minute. Perhaps he has come up by Marechiaro. Very likely he has +looked in at the hotel to see how the sick signore is after his day up +here. That is it, I feel sure." + +She looked at him for agreement and met his stern and flaming eyes, +utterly unmoved by what she had said, utterly unconvinced. At this moment +she could not deny that this untrained, untutored nature had power over +hers. She let go his arm and sat down by the wall. + +"Let us wait out here for a minute," she said. + +"Va bene, signora." + +He stood there quite still, but she felt as if in this unnatural +stillness there was violent movement, and she looked away from him. It +was fully night now. She gazed down at the ravine. By that way Maurice +would come, unless he really had gone to Marechiaro to see Artois. She +had suggested to Gaspare that this might be the reason of Maurice's +delay, but she knew that she did not think it was. Yet what other reason +could there be? He swam splendidly. She said that to herself. She kept on +saying it. Why? + +Slowly the minutes crept by. The silence around them was intense, yet she +felt no calm, no peace in it. Like the stillness of Gaspare it seemed to +be violent. It began to frighten her. She began to wish for movement, for +sound. Presently a light shone in the cottage. + +"Signora! Signora!" + +Lucrezia's voice was calling. + +"What is it?" she said. + +"Supper is quite ready, signora." + +"The signore has not come back yet. He is a little late." + +Lucrezia came to the top of the steps. + +"Where can the signore be, signora?" she said. "It only takes--" + +Her voice died suddenly away. Hermione looked quickly at Gaspare, and saw +that he was gazing ferociously at Lucrezia as if to bid her be silent. + +"Gaspare!" Hermione said, suddenly getting up. + +"Signora?" + +"I--it's odd the signore's not coming." + +The boy answered nothing. + +"Perhaps--perhaps there really has been an--an accident." + +She tried to speak lightly. + +"I don't think he would keep me waiting like this if--" + +"I will go down to the sea," the boy said. "Signora, let me go down to +the sea!" + +There was a fury of pleading in his voice. Hermione hesitated, but only +for a moment. Then she answered: + +"Yes, you shall go. Stop, Gaspare!" + +He had moved towards the arch. + +"I'm coming with you." + +"You, signora?" + +"Yes." + +"You cannot come! You are not to come!" + +He was actually commanding her--his padrona. + +"You are not to come, signora!" he repeated, violently. + +"But I am coming," she said. + +They stood facing each other. It was like a battle, Gaspare's manner, his +words, the tone in which they were spoken--all made her understand that +there was some sinister terror in his soul. She did not ask what it was. +She did not dare to ask. But she said again: + +"I am coming with you, Gaspare." + +He stared at her and knew that from that decision there was no appeal. If +he went she would accompany him. + +"Let us wait here, signora," he said. "The padrone will be coming +presently. We had better wait here." + +But now she was as determined on activity as before she had been--or +seemed--anxious for patience. + +"I am going," she answered. "If you like to let me go alone you can." + +She spoke very quietly, but there was a thrill in her voice. The boy saw +it was useless just then to pit his will against hers. He dropped his +head, and the ugly look came back to his face, but he made no reply. + +"We shall be back very soon, Lucrezia. We are going a little way down to +meet the padrone. Come, Gaspare!" + +She spoke to him gently, kindly, almost pleadingly. He made an odd sound. +It was not a word, nor was it a sob. She had never heard anything like it +before. It seemed to her to be like a smothered outcry of a heart torn by +some acute emotion. + +"Gaspare!" she said. "We shall meet him. We shall meet him in the +ravine!" + +Then they set out. As she was going, Hermione cast a look down towards +the sea. Always at this hour, when night had come, a light shone there, +the light in the siren's house. To-night that little spark was not +kindled. She saw only the darkness. She stopped. + +"Why," she said, "there's no light!" + +"Signora?" + +She pointed over the wall. + +"There's no light!" she repeated. + +This little fact--she did not know why--frightened her. + +"Signora, I am going!" + +"Gaspare!" she said. "Give me your hand to help me down the path. It's so +dark. Isn't it?" + +She put out her hand. The boy's hand was cold. + +They set out towards the sea. + + + +XXI + +They did not talk as they went down the steep mountain-side, but when +they reached the entrance of the ravine Gaspare stopped abruptly and took +his cold hand away from his padrona's hand. + +"Signora," he said, almost in a whisper. "Let me go alone!" + +They were under the shade of the trees here and it was much darker than +upon the mountain-side. Hermione could not see the boy's face plainly. +She came close up to him. + +"Why do you want to go alone?" she asked. + +Without knowing it, she, too, spoke in an under-voice. + +"What is it you are afraid of?" she added. + +"I am not afraid." + +"Yes," she said, "you are. Your hand is quite cold." + +"Let me go alone, signora." + +"No, Gaspare. There is nothing to be afraid of, I believe. But if--if +there should have been an accident, I ought to be there. The padrone is +my husband, remember." + +She went on and he followed her. + +Hermione had spoken firmly, even almost cheerfully, to comfort the boy, +whose uneasiness was surely greater than the occasion called for. So many +little things may happen to delay a man. And Maurice might really have +made the detour to Marechiaro on his way home. If he had, then they would +miss him by taking this path through the ravine. Hermione knew that, but +she did not hesitate to take it. She could not remain inactive to-night. +Patience was out of her reach. It was only by making a strong effort that +she had succeeded in waiting that short time on the terrace. Now she +could wait no longer. She was driven. Although she had not yet sincerely +acknowledged it to herself, fear was gradually taking possession of her, +a fear such as she had never yet known or even imagined. + +She had never yet known or imagined such a fear. That she felt. But she +had another feeling, contradictory, surely. It began to seem to her as if +this fear, which was now coming upon her, had been near her for a long +time, ever since the night when she knew that she was going to Africa. +Had she not even expressed it to Maurice? + +Those beautiful days and nights of perfect happiness--can they ever come +again? Had she not thought that many times? Was it not the voice of this +fear which had whispered those words, and others like them, to her mind? +And had there not been omens? Had there not been omens? + +She heard Gaspare's feet behind her in the ravine, and it seemed to her +that she could tell by the sound of them upon the many little loose +stones that he was wild with impatience, that he was secretly cursing her +for obliging him to go so slowly. Had he been alone he would have sped +down with a rapidity almost like that of travelling light. She was +strong, active. She was going fast. Instinctively she went fast. But she +was a woman, not a boy. + +"I can't help it, Gaspare!" + +She was saying that mentally, saying it again and again, as she hurried +onward. + +Had there not been omens? + +That last letter of hers, whose loss had prevented Maurice from meeting +her on her return, from welcoming her! When she had reached the station +of Cattaro, and had not seen him upon the platform, she had felt "I have +lost him." Afterwards, directly almost, she had laughed at the feeling as +absurd. But she had had it. And then, when at last he had come, she had +been moved to suggest that he might like to sleep outside upon the +terrace. And he had agreed to the suggestion. They had not resumed their +old, sweet relation of husband and wife. + +Had there not been omens? + +And only an hour ago, scarcely that, not that, she had knelt before the +Madonna della Rocca and she had prayed, she had prayed passionately for +deserted women, for women who loved and who had lost those whom they +loved. + +The fear was upon her fully now, and she fully knew that it was. Why had +she prayed for lonely, deserted women? What had moved her to such a +prayer? + +"Was I praying for myself?" + +At that thought a physical weakness came to her, and she felt as if she +could not go on. By the side of the path, growing among pointed rocks, +there was a gnarled olive-tree, whose branches projected towards her. +Before she knew what she was doing she had caught hold of one and stood +still. So suddenly she had stopped that Gaspare, unprepared, came up +against her in the dark. + +"Signora! What is the matter?" + +His voice was surely angry. For a moment she thought of telling him to go +on alone, quickly. + +"What is it, signora?" + +"Nothing--only--I've walked so fast. Wait one minute!" + +She felt the agony of his impatience, and it seemed to her that she was +treating him very cruelly to-night. + +"You know, Gaspare," she said, "it's not easy for women--this rough +walking, I mean. We've got our skirts." + +She laughed. How unnatural, how horrible her laugh sounded in the +darkness! He did not say any more. She knew he was wondering why she had +laughed like that. After a moment she let go the branch. But her legs +were trembling, and she stumbled when she began to walk on. + +"Signora, you are tired already. You had better let me go alone." + +For the first time she told him a lie. + +"I should be afraid to wait here all by myself in the night," she said. +"I couldn't do that." + +"Who would come?" + +"I should be frightened." + +She thought she saw him look at her incredulously in the dark, but was +not sure. + +"Be kind to me to-night, Gaspare!" she said. + +She felt a sudden passionate need of gentleness, of support, a woman's +need of sympathy. + +"Won't you?" she added. + +"Signora!" he said. + +His voice sounded shocked, she thought; but in a moment, when they came +to an awkward bit of the path, he put his hand under her arm, and very +carefully, almost tenderly, helped her over it. Tears rushed into her +eyes. For such a small thing she was crying! She turned her head so that +Gaspare should not see, and tried to control her emotion. That terrible +question kept on returning to her heart. + +"Was I praying for myself when I prayed at the shrine of the Madonna +della Rocca?" + +Hermione was gifted, or cursed, with imagination, and as she never made +use of her imaginative faculty in any of the arts, it was, perhaps, too +much at the service of her own life. In happiness it was a beautiful +handmaid, helping her to greater joy, but in unhappy, or in only anxious +moments, it was, as it usually is, a cursed thing. It stood at her elbow, +then, like a demon full of suggestions that were terrible. With an +inventiveness that was diabolic it brought vividly before her scenes to +shake the stoutest courage. It painted the future black. It showed her +the world as a void. And in that void she was as something falling, +falling, yet reaching nothing. + +Now it was with her in the ravine, and as she asked questions, terrible +questions, it gave her terrible answers. And it reminded her of other +omens--it told her these facts were really omens--which till now she had +not thought of. + +Why had both she and Maurice been led to think and to speak of death +to-day? + +Upon the mountain-top the thought of death had come to her when she +looked at the glory of the dawn. She had said to Maurice, "'The mountains +will endure'--but we!" Of course it was a truism, such a thing as she +might say at any time when she was confronted by the profound stability +of nature. Thousands of people had said much the same thing on thousands +of occasions. Yet now the demon at her elbow whispered to her that the +remark had had a peculiar significance. She had even said, "What is it +makes one think most of death when--when life, new life, is very near?" + +Existence is made up of loss and gain. New beings rush into life day by +day and hour by hour. Birth is about us, but death is about us too. And +when we are given something, how often is something also taken from us! +Was that to be her fate? + +And Maurice--he had been led to speak of death, afterwards, just as he +was going away to the sea. She recalled his words, or the demon whispered +them over to her: + +"'One can never tell what will happen--suppose one of us were to die +here? Don't you think it would be good to lie there where we lay this +afternoon, under the oak-trees, in sight of Etna and the sea? I think it +would." + +They were his very last words, his who was so full of life, who scarcely +ever seemed to realize the possibility of death. All through the day +death had surely been in the air about them. She remembered her dream, or +quasi-dream. In it she had spoken. She had muttered an appeal, "Don't +leave me alone!" and at another time she had tried to realize Maurice in +England and had failed. She had felt as if Sicily would never let him go. +And when she had spoken her thought he had hinted that Sicily could only +keep him by holding him in arms of earth, holding him in those arms that +keep the body of man forever. + +Perhaps it was ordained that her Sicilian should never leave the island +that he loved. In all their Sicilian days how seldom had she thought of +their future life together in England! Always she had seen herself with +Maurice in the south. He had seemed to belong to the south, and she had +brought him to the south. And now--would the south let him go? The +thought of the sirens of legend flitted through her mind. They called men +to destruction. She imagined them sitting among the rocks near the Casa +della Sirene, calling--calling to her Sicilian. + +Long ago, when she first knew him well and loved his beauty, she had +sometimes thought of him as a being of legend. She had let her fancy play +about him tenderly, happily. He had been Mercury, Endymion, a dancing +faun, Cupid vanishing from Psyche as the dawn came. And now she let a +cruel fancy have its will for a moment. She imagined the sirens calling +among the rocks, and Maurice listening to their summons, and going to his +destruction. The darkness of the ravine helped the demon who hurried with +her down the narrow path, whispering in her ears. But though she yielded +for a time to the nightmare spell, common-sense had not utterly deserted +her, and presently it made its voice heard. She began to say to herself +that in giving way to such fantastic fears she was being unworthy of +herself, almost contemptible. In former times she had never been a +foolish woman or weak. She had, on the contrary, been strong and +sensible, although unconventional and enthusiastic. Many people had +leaned upon her, even strong people. Artois was one. And she had never +yet failed any one. + +"I must not fail myself," she suddenly thought. "I must not be a fool +because I love." + +She loved very much, and she had been separated from her lover very soon. +Her eagerness to return to him had been so intense that it had made her +afraid. Yet she had returned, been with him again. Her fear in Africa +that they would perhaps never be together again in their Sicilian home +had been groundless. She remembered how it had often tormented her, +especially at night in the dark. She had passed agonizing hours, for no +reason. Her imagination had persecuted her. Now it was trying to +persecute her more cruelly. Suddenly she resolved not to let it have its +way. Why was she so frightened at a delay that might be explained in a +moment and in the simplest manner? Why was she frightened at all? + +Gaspare's foot struck a stone and sent it flying down the path past her. + +Ah! it had been Gaspare. His face, his manner, had startled her, had +first inclined her to fear. + +"Gaspare!" she said. + +"Si, signora?" + +"Come up beside me. There's room now." + +The boy joined her. + +"Gaspare," she continued, "do you know that when we meet the padrone, you +and I, we shall look like two fools?" + +"Meet the padrone?" he repeated, sullenly. + +"Yes. He'll laugh at us for rushing down like this. He'll think we've +gone quite mad." + +Silence was the only response she had. + +"Won't he?" she asked. + +"Non lo so." + +"Oh, Gaspare!" she exclaimed. "Don't--don't be like this to-night. Do you +know that you are frightening me?" + +He did not answer. + +"What is the matter with you? What has been the matter with you all day?" + +"Niente." + +His voice was hard, and he fell behind again. + +Hermione knew that he was concealing something from her. She wondered +what it was. It must be something surely in connection with his anxiety. +Her mind worked rapidly. Maurice--the sea--bathing--Gaspare's +fear--Maurice and Gaspare had bathed together often while she had been in +Africa. + +"Gaspare," she said. "Walk beside me--I wish it." + +He came up reluctantly. + +"You've bathed with the padrone lately?" + +"Si, signora." + +"Many times?" + +"Si, signora." + +"Have you ever noticed that he was tired in the sea, or afterwards, or +that bathing seemed to make him ill in any way?" + +"Tired, signora?" + +"You know there's a thing, in English we call it cramp. Sometimes it +seizes the best swimmers. It's a dreadful pain, I believe, and the limbs +refuse to move. You've never--when he's been swimming with you, the +padrone has never had anything of that kind, has he? It wasn't that which +made you frightened this evening when he didn't come?" + +She had unwittingly given the boy the chance to save her from any worse +suspicion. With Sicilian sharpness he seized it. Till now he had been in +a dilemma, and it was that which had made him sullen, almost rude. His +position was a difficult one. He had to keep his padrone's confidence. +Yet he could not--physically he could not--stay on the mountain when he +knew that some tragedy was probably being enacted, or had already been +enacted by the sea. He was devoured by an anxiety which he could not +share and ought not to show because it was caused by the knowledge which +he was solemnly pledged to conceal. This remark of Hermione gave him a +chance of shifting it from the shoulders of the truth to the shoulders of +a lie. He remembered the morning of sirocco, his fear, his passion of +tears in the boat. The memory seemed almost to make the lie he was going +to tell the truth. + +"Si, signora. It was that." + +His voice was no longer sullen. + +"The padrone had an attack like that?" + +Again the terrible fear came back to her. + +"Signora, it was one morning." + +"Used you to bathe in the morning?" + +A hot flush came in Gaspare's face, but Hermione did not see it in the +darkness. + +"Once we did, signora. We had been fishing." + +"Go on. Tell me!" + +Then Gaspare related the incident of his padrone's sinking in the sea. +Only he made Maurice's travesty appear a real catastrophe. Hermione +listened with painful attention. So Maurice had nearly died, had been +into the jaws of death, while she had been in Africa! Her fears there had +been less ill-founded than she had thought. A horror came upon her as she +heard Gaspare's story. + +"And then, signora, I cried," he ended. "I cried." + +"You cried?" + +"I thought I never could stop crying again." + +How different from an English boy's reticence was this frank confession! +and yet what English boy was ever more manly than this mountain lad? + +"Why--but then you saved the padrone's life! God bless you!" + +Hermione had stopped, and she now put her hand on Gaspare's arm. + +"Oh, signora, there were two of us. We had the boat." + +"But"--another thought came to her--"but, Gaspare, after such a thing as +that, how could you let the padrone go down to bathe alone?" + +Gaspare, a moment before credited with a faithful action, was now to be +blamed for a faithless one. For neither was he responsible, if strict +truth were to be regarded. But he had insisted on saving his padrone from +the sea when it was not necessary. And he knew his own faithfulness and +was secretly proud of it, as a good woman knows and is proud of her +honor. He had borne the praise therefore. But one thing he could not +bear, and that was an imputation of faithlessness in his stewardship. + +"It was not my fault, signora!" he cried, hotly. "I wanted to go. I +begged to go, but the padrone would not let me." + +"Why not?" + +Hermione, peering in the darkness, thought she saw the ugly look come +again into the boy's face. + +"Why not, signora?" + +"Yes, why not?" + +"He wished me to stay with you. He said: 'Stay with the padrona, Gaspare. +She will be all alone.'" + +"Did he? Well, Gaspare, it is not your fault. But I never thought it was. +You know that." + +She had heard in his voice that he was hurt. + +"Come! We must go on!" + +Her fear was now tangible. It had a definite form, and with every moment +it grew greater in the night, towering over her, encompassing her about. +For she had hoped to meet Maurice coming up the ravine, and, with each +moment that went by, her hope of hearing his footstep decreased, her +conviction that something untoward must have occurred grew more solid. +Only once was her terror abated. When they were not far from the mouth of +the ravine Gaspare suddenly seized her arm from behind. + +"Gaspare! What is it?" she said, startled. + +He held up one hand. + +"Zitta!" he whispered. + +Hermione listened, holding her breath. It was a silent night, windless +and calm. The trees had no voices, the watercourse was dry, no longer +musical with the falling stream. Even the sea was dumb, or, if it were +not, murmured so softly that these two could not hear it where they +stood. And now, in this dark silence, they heard a faint sound. It was +surely a foot-fall upon stones. Yes, it was. + +By the fierce joy that burst up in her heart Hermione measured her +previous fear. + +"It's he! It's the padrone!" + +She put her face close to Gaspare's and whispered the words. He nodded. +His eyes were shining. + +"Andiamo!" he whispered back. + +With a boy's impetuosity he wished to rush on and meet the truant pilgrim +from the sea, but Hermione held him back. She could not bear to lose that +sweet sound, the foot-fall on the stones, coming nearer every moment. + +"No. Let's wait for him here! Let's give him a surprise." + +"Va bene!" + +His body was quivering with suppressed movement. But they waited. The +step was slow, or so it seemed to Hermione as she listened again, like +the step of a tired man. Maurice seldom walked like that, she thought. He +was light-footed, swift. His actions were ardent as were his eyes. But it +must be he! Of course it was he! He was languid after a long swim, and +was walking slowly for fear of getting hot. That must be it. The walker +drew nearer, the crunch of the stones was louder under his feet. + +"It isn't the padrone!" + +Gaspare had spoken. All the light had gone out of his eyes. + +"Si! Si! It is he!" + +Hermione contradicted him. + +"No, signora. It is a contadino." + +Her joy was failing. Although she contradicted Gaspare, she began to feel +that he was right. This step was heavy, weary, an old man's step. It +could not be her Mercury coming up to his home on the mountain. But still +she waited. Presently there detached itself from the darkness a faint +figure, bent, crowned with a long Sicilian cap. + +"Andiamo!" + +This time she did not keep Gaspare back. Without a word they went on. As +they came to the figure it stopped. She did not even glance at it, but as +she went by it she heard an old, croaky voice say: + +"Benedicite!" + +Never before had the Sicilian greeting sounded horrible in her ears. She +did not reply to it. She could not. And Gaspare said nothing. They +hastened on in silence till they reached the high-road by Isola Bella, +the road where Maurice had met Maddalena on the morning of the fair. + +It was deserted. The thick white dust upon it looked ghastly at their +feet. Now they could hear the faint and regular murmur of the oily sea by +which the fishermen's boats were drawn up, and discern, far away on the +right, the serpentine lights of Cattaro. + +"Where do you go to bathe?" Hermione asked, always speaking in a hushed +voice. "Here, by Isola Bella?" + +She looked down at the rocks of the tiny island, at the dimness of the +spreading sea. Till now she had always gloried in its beauty, but +to-night it looked to her mysterious and cruel. + +"No, signora." + +"Where then?" + +"Farther on--a little. I will go." + +His voice was full of hesitation. He did not know what to do. + +"Please, signora, stay here. Sit on the bank by the line. I will go and +be back in a moment. I can run. It is better. If you come we shall take +much longer." + +"Go, Gaspare!" she said. "But--stop--where do you bathe exactly?" + +"Quite near, signora." + +"In that little bay underneath the promontory where the Casa delle Sirene +is?" + +"Sometimes there and sometimes farther on by the caves. A rivederla!" + +The white dust flew up from the road as he disappeared. + +Hermione did not sit down on the bank. She had never meant to wait by +Isola Bella, but she let him go because what he had said was true, and +she did not wish to delay him. If anything serious had occurred every +moment might be valuable. After a short pause she followed him. As she +walked she looked continually at the sea. Presently the road mounted and +she came in sight of the sheltered bay in which Maurice had heard +Maddalena's cry when he was fishing. A stone wall skirted the road here. +Some twenty feet below was the railway line laid on a bank which sloped +abruptly to the curving beach. She leaned her hands upon the wall and +looked down, thinking she might see Gaspare. But he was not there. The +dark, still sea, protected by the two promontories, and by an islet of +rock in the middle of the bay, made no sound here. It lay motionless as +a pool in a forest under the stars. To the left the jutting land, with +its turmoil of jagged rocks, was a black mystery. As she stood by the +wall, Hermione felt horribly lonely, horribly deserted. She wished she +had not let Gaspare go. Yet she dreaded his return. What might he have to +tell her? Now that she was here by the sea she felt how impossible it was +for Maurice to have been delayed upon the shore. For there was no one +here. The fishermen were up in the village. The contadini had long since +left their work. No one passed upon the road. There was nothing, there +could have been nothing to keep a man here. She felt as if it were +already midnight, the deepest hour of darkness and of silence. + +As she took her hands from the wall, and turned to go on up the hill to +the point which commanded the open sea and the beginning of the Straits +of Messina, she was terrified. Suspicion was hardening into certainty. +Something dreadful must have happened to Maurice. + +Her legs had begun to tremble again. All her body felt weak and +incapable, like the body of an old person whose life was drawing to an +end. The hill, not very steep, faced her like a precipice, and it seemed +to her that she would not be able to mount it. In the road the deep dust +surely clung to her feet, refusing to let her lift them. And she felt +sick and contemptible, no longer her own mistress either physically or +mentally. The voices within her that strove to whisper commonplaces of +consolation, saying that Maurice had gone to Marechiaro, or that he had +taken another path home, not the path from Isola Bella, brought her no +comfort. The thing within her soul that knew what she, the human being +containing it, did not know, told her that her terror had its reason, +that she was not suffering in this way without cause. It said, "Your +terror is justified." + +[Illustration: "SHE COULD SEE VAGUELY THE SHORE BY THE CAVES WHERE THE +FISHERMEN HAD SLEPT IN THE DAWN"] + +At last she was at the top of the hill, and could see vaguely the shore +by the caves where the fishermen had slept in the dawn. To her right was +the path which led to the wall of rock connecting the Sirens' Isle with +the main-land. She glanced at it, but did not think of following it. +Gaspare must have followed the descending road. He must be down there on +that beach searching, calling his padrone's name, perhaps. She began to +descend slowly, still physically distressed. True to her fixed idea that +if there had been a disaster it must be connected with the sea, she +walked always close to the wall, and looked always down to the sea. +Within a short time, two or three minutes, she came in sight of the +lakelike inlet, a miniature fiord which lay at the feet of the woods +where hid the Casa delle Sirene. The water here looked black like ebony. +She stared down at it and saw a boat lying on the shore. Then she gazed +for a moment at the trees opposite from which always, till to-night, had +shone the lamp which she and Maurice had seen from the terrace. All was +dark. The thickly growing trees did not move. Secret and impenetrable +seemed to her the hiding-place they made. She could scarcely imagine that +any one lived among them. Yet doubtless the inhabitants of the Casa delle +Sirene were sleeping quietly there while she wandered on the white road +accompanied by her terror. + +She had stopped for a minute, and was just going to walk on, when she +heard a sound that, though faint and distant, was sharp and imperative. +It seemed to her to be a violent beating on wood, and it was followed by +the calling of a voice. She waited. The sound died away. She listened, +straining her ears. In this absolutely still night sound travelled far. +At first she had no idea from what direction came this noise which had +startled her. But almost immediately it was repeated, and she knew that +it must be some one striking violently and repeatedly upon wood--probably +a wooden door. + +Then again the call rang out. This time she recognized, or thought she +recognized, Gaspare's voice raised angrily, fiercely, in a summons to +someone. She looked across the ebon water at the ebon mass of the trees +on its farther side, and realized swiftly that Gaspare must be there. He +had gone to the only house between the two bathing-places to ask if its +inhabitants had seen anything of the padrone. + +This seemed to her to be a very natural and intelligent action, and she +waited eagerly and watched, hoping to see a light shine out as +Salvatore--yes, that had been the name told to her by Gaspare--as +Salvatore got up from sleep and came to open. He might know something, +know at least at what hour Maurice had left the sea. + +Again came the knocking and the call, again--four, five times. Then there +was a long silence. Always the darkness reigned, unbroken by the +earth-bound star, the light she looked for. The silence began to seem to +her interminable. At first she thought that perhaps Gaspare was having a +colloquy with the owner of the house, was learning something of Maurice. +But presently she began to believe that there could be no one in the +house, and that he had realized this. If so, he would have to return +either to the road or the beach. She could see no boat moored to the +shore opposite. He would come by the wall of rock, then, unless he swam +the inlet. She went back a little way to a point from which dimly she saw +the wall, and waited there a few minutes. Surely it would be dangerous to +traverse that wall on such a dark night! Now, to her other fear was added +fear for Gaspare. If an accident were to happen to him! Suddenly she +hastened back to the path which led from the high-road along the spit of +cultivated land to the wall, turned from the road, traversed the spit, +and went down till she stood at the edge of the wall. She looked at the +black rock, the black sea that lay motionless far down on either side of +it. Surely Gaspare would not venture to come this way. It seemed to her +that to do so would mean death, or, if not that, a dangerous fall into +the sea--and probably there were rocks below, hidden under the surface of +the water. But Gaspare was daring. She knew that. He was as active as a +cat and did not know the meaning of fear for his own safety. He might-- + +Out of the darkness on the land beyond the wall, something came, the form +of some one hurrying. + +"Gaspare!" + +The form stopped. + +"Gaspare!" + +"Signora! What are you doing here? Madonna!" + +"Gaspare, don't come this way! You are not to come this way." + +"Why are you here, signora? I told you to wait for me by Isola Bella." + +The startled voice was hard. + +"You are not to cross the wall. I won't have it." + +"The wall--it is nothing, signora. I have crossed it many times. It is +nothing for a man." + +"In the day, perhaps, but at night--don't, Gaspare--d'you hear me?--you +are not--" + +She stopped, holding her breath, for she saw him coming lightly, poised +on bare feet, straight as an arrow, and balancing himself with his +out-stretched arms. + +"Ah!" + +She had shrieked out. Just as he was midway Gaspare had looked down at +the sea--the open sea on the far side of the wall. Instantly his foot +slipped, he lost his balance and fell. She thought he had gone, but he +caught the wall with his hands, hung for a moment suspended above the +sea, then raised himself, as a gymnast does on a parallel bar, slowly +till his body was above the wall. Then--Hermione did not know how--he was +beside her. + +She caught hold of him with both hands. She felt furiously angry. + +"How dare you disobey me?" she said, panting and trembling. "How dare +you--" + +But his eyes silenced her. She broke off, staring at him. All the healthy +color had left his face. There was a leaden hue upon it. + +"Gaspare--are you--you aren't hurt--you--" + +"Let me go, signora! Let me go!" + +She let him go instantly. + +"What is it? Where are you going?" + +He pointed to the beach. + +"To the boat. There's--down there in the water--there's something in the +water!" + +"Something?" she said. + +"Wait in the road." + +He rushed away from her, and she heard him saying: "Madonna! Madonna! +Madonna!"--crying it out as he ran. + +Something in the water! She felt as if her heart stood still for a +century, then at last beat again somewhere up in her throat, choking her. +Something--could Gaspare have seen what? She moved on a step. One of her +feet was on the wall, the other still on the firm earth. She leaned down +and tried to look over into the sea beyond, the sea close to the wall. +But her head swam. Had she not moved back hastily, obedient to an +imperious instinct of self-preservation, she would have fallen. She sat +down, there where she had been standing, and dropped her face into her +hands close to her knees, and kept quite still. She felt as if she were +in a train going through a tunnel. Her ears were full of a roaring +clamor. How long she sat and heard tumult she did not know. When she +looked up the night seemed to her to be much darker than before, +intensely dark. Yet all the stars were there in the sky. No clouds had +come to hide them. She tried to get up quickly, but there was surely +something wrong with her body. It would not obey her will at first. +Presently she lay down, turned over on her side, put both hands on the +ground, and with an effort, awkward as that of a cripple, hoisted herself +up and stood on her feet. Gaspare had said, "Wait in the road." She must +find the road. That was what she must do. + +"Wait in the road--wait in the road." She kept on saying that to herself. +But she could not remember for a moment where the road was. She could +only think of rock, of water black like ebony. The road was white. She +must look for something white. And when she found it she must wait. +Presently, while she thought she was looking, she found that she was +walking in the dust. It flew up into her nostrils, dry and acrid. Then +she began to recover herself and to realize more clearly what she was +doing. + +She did not know yet. She knew nothing yet. The night was dark, the sea +was dark. Gaspare had only cast one swift glance down before his foot had +slipped. It was impossible that he could have seen what it was that was +there in the water. And she was always inclined to let her imagination +run riot. God isn't cruel. She had said that under the oak-trees, and it +was true. It must be true. + +"I've never done God any harm," she was saying to herself now. "I've +never meant to. I've always tried to do the right thing. God knows that! +God wouldn't be cruel to me." + +In this moment all the subtlety of her mind deserted her, all that in her +might have been called "cleverness." She was reduced to an extraordinary +simplicity like that of a child, or a very instinctive, uneducated +person. + +"I don't think I'm bad," she thought. "And God--He isn't bad. He wouldn't +wish to hurt me. He wouldn't wish to kill me." + +She was walking on mechanically while she thought this, but presently +she remembered again that Gaspare had told her to wait in the road. She +looked over the wall down to the narrow strip of beach that edged the +inlet between the main-land and the Sirens' Isle. The boat which she had +seen there was gone. Gaspare had taken it. She stood staring at the place +where the boat had been. Then she sought a means of descending to that +strip of beach. She would wait there. A little lower down the road some +of the masonry of the wall had been broken away, perhaps by a winter +flood, and at this point there was a faint track, trodden by fishermen's +feet, leading down to the line. Hermione got over the wall at this point +and was soon on the beach, standing almost on the spot where Maurice had +stripped off his clothes in the night to seek the voice that had cried +out to him in the darkness. She waited here. Gaspare would presently come +back. His arms were strong. He could row fast. She would only have to +wait a few minutes. In a few minutes she would know. She strained her +eyes to catch sight of the boat rounding the promontory as it returned +from the open sea. At first she stood, but presently, as the minutes went +by and the boat did not come, her sense of physical weakness returned and +she sat down on the stones with her feet almost touching the water. + +"Gaspare knows now," she thought. "I don't know, but Gaspare knows." + +That seemed to her strange, that any one should know the truth of this +thing before she did. For what did it matter to any one but her? Maurice +was hers--was so absolutely hers that she felt as if no one else had any +concern in him. He was Gaspare's padrone. Gaspare loved him as a Sicilian +may love his padrone. Others in England, too, loved him--his mother, his +father. But what was any love compared with the love of the one woman to +whom he belonged. His mother had her husband. Gaspare--he was a boy. He +would love some girl presently; he would marry. No, she was right. The +truth about that "something in the water" only concerned her. God's +dealing with this creature of his to-night only really mattered to her. + +As she waited, pressing her hands on the stones and looking always at the +point of the dark land round which the boat must come, a strange and +terrible feeling came to her, a feeling that she knew she ought to drive +out of her soul, but that she was powerless to expel. + +She felt as if at this moment God were on His trial before her--before a +poor woman who loved. + +"If God has taken Maurice from me," she thought, "He is cruel, +frightfully cruel, and I cannot love Him. If He has not taken Maurice +from me, He is the God who is love, the God I can, I must worship!" + +Which God was he? + +The vast scheme of the world narrowed; the wide horizons vanished. There +was nothing beyond the limit of her heart. She felt, as almost all +believing human beings feel in such moments, that God's attention was +entirely concentrated upon her life, that no other claimed His care, +begged for His pity, demanded His tenderness because hers was so intense. + +Did God wish to lose her love? Surely not! Then He could not commit this +frightful act which she feared. He had not committed it. + +A sort of relief crept through her as she thought this. Her agony of +apprehension was suddenly lessened, was almost driven out. + +God wants to be loved by the beings He has created. Then He would not +deliberately, arbitrarily destroy a love already existing in the heart of +one of them--a love thankful to Him, enthusiastically grateful for +happiness bestowed by Him. + +Beyond the darkness of the point there came out of the dimness of the +night that brooded above the open sea a moving darkness, and Hermione +heard the splash of oars in the calm water. She got up quickly. Now her +body was trembling again. She stared at the boat as if she would force it +to yield its secret to her eyes. But that was only for an instant. Then +her ears seemed to be seeking the truth, seeking it from the sound of the +oars in the water! + +There was no rhythmic regularity in the music they made, no steadiness, +no--no-- + +She listened passionately, instinctively bending down her head sideways. +It seemed to her that she was listening to a drunken man rowing. Now +there was a quick beating of the oars in the water, then silence, then a +heavy splash as if one of the oars had escaped from an uncertain hand, +then some uneven strokes, one oar striking the water after the other. + +"But Gaspare is a contadino," she said to herself, "not a fisherman. +Gaspare is a contadino and--" + +"Gaspare!" she called out. "Gaspare!" + +The boat stopped midway in the mouth of the inlet. + +"Gaspare! Is it you?" + +She saw a dark figure standing up in the boat. + +"Gaspare, is it you?" she cried, more loudly. + +"Si." + +Was it Gaspare's voice? She did not recognize it. Yet the voice had +answered "Yes." The boat still remained motionless on the water midway +between shore and shore. She did not speak again; she was afraid to +speak. She stood and stared at the boat and at the motionless figure +standing up in it. Why did not he row in to land? What was he doing +there? She stared at the boat and at the figure standing in it till she +could see nothing. Then she shut her eyes. + +"Gaspare!" she called, keeping her eyes shut. "What are you doing? +Gaspare!" + +There was no reply. + +She opened her eyes, and now she could see the boat again and the rower. + +"Gaspare!" she cried, with all her strength, to the black figure. "Why +don't you row to the shore? Why don't you come to me?" + +"Vengo!" + +Loudly the word came to her, loudly and sullenly as if the boy were angry +with her, almost hated her. It was followed by a fierce splash of oars. +The boat shot forward, coming straight towards her. Then suddenly the +oars ceased from moving, the dark figure of the rower fell down in a +heap, and she heard cries, like cries of despair, and broken +exclamations, and then a long sound of furious weeping. + +"Gaspare! Gaspare!" + +Her voice was strangled in her throat and died away. + +"And then, signora, I cried--I cried!" + +When had Gaspare said that to her? And why had he cried? + +"Gaspare!" + +It came from her lips in a whisper almost inaudible to herself. + +Then she rushed forward into the dark water. + + + +XXII + +Late that night Dr. Marini, the doctor of the commune of Marechiaro, was +roused from sleep in his house in the Corso by a violent knocking on his +street door. He turned over in his bed, muttered a curse, then lay still +for a moment and listened. The knocking was renewed more violently. +Evidently the person who stood without was determined to gain admission. +There was no help for it. The good doctor, who was no longer young, +dropped his weary legs to the floor, walked across to the open window, +and thrust his head out of it. A man was standing below. + +"What is it? What do you want?" said the doctor, in a grumbling voice. +"Is it another baby? Upon my word, these--" + +"Signor Dottore, come down, come down instantly! The signore of Monte +Amato, the signore of the Casa del Prete has had an accident. You must +come at once. I will go to fetch a donkey." + +The doctor leaned farther out of the window. + +"An accident! What--?" + +But the man, a fisherman of Marechiaro, was already gone, and the doctor +saw only the narrow, deserted street, black with the shadows of the tall +houses. + +He drew in quickly and began to dress himself with some expedition. An +accident, and to a forestiere! There would be money in this case. He +regretted his lost sleep less now and cursed no more, though he thought +of the ride up into the mountains with a good deal of self-pity. It was +no joke to be a badly paid Sicilian doctor, he thought, as he tugged at +his trousers buttons, and fastened the white front that covered the +breast of his flannel shirt, and adjusted the cuffs which he took out of +a small drawer. Without lighting a candle he went down-stairs, fumbled +about, and found his case of instruments. Then he opened the street door +and waited, yawning on the stone pavement. In two or three minutes he +heard the tripping tip-tap of a donkey's hoofs, and the fisherman came up +leading a donkey apparently as disinclined for a nocturnal flitting as +the doctor. + +"Ah, Giuseppe, it's you, is it?" + +"Si, Signor Dottore!" + +"What's this accident?" + +The fisherman looked grave and crossed himself. + +"Oh, signore, it is terrible! They say the poor signore is dead!" + +"Dead!" exclaimed the doctor, startled. "You said is was an accident. +Dead you say now?" + +"Signore, he is dead beyond a doubt. I was going to the fishing when I +heard dreadful cries in the water by the inlet--you know, by Salvatore's +terreno!" + +"In the water?" + +"Si, signore. I went down quickly and I found Gaspare, the signore's--" + +"I know--I know!" + +"Gaspare in a boat with the padrone lying at the bottom, and the signora +standing up to her middle in the sea." + +"Z't! z't!" exclaimed the doctor, "the signora in the sea! Is she mad?" + +"Signor Dottore, how do I know? I brought the boat to shore. Gaspare was +like one crazed. Then we lifted the signore out upon the stones. Oh, he +is dead, Signor Dottore; dead beyond a doubt. They had found him in the +sea--" + +"They?" + +"Gaspare--under the rocks between Salvatore's terreno and the main-land. +He had all his clothes on. He must have been there in the dark--" + +"Why should he go in the dark?" + +"How do I know, Signor Dottore?--and have fallen, and struck his head +against the rocks. For there was a wound and--" + +"The body should not have been moved from where it lay till the Pretore +had seen it. Gaspare should have left the body." + +"But perhaps the povero signore is not really dead, after all! Madonna! +How--" + +"Come! come! we must not delay! One minute! I will get some lint and--" + +He disappeared into the house. Almost directly he came out again with a +package under his arm and a long, black cigar lighted in his mouth. + +"Take these, Giuseppe! Carry them carefully. Now then!" + +He hoisted himself onto the donkey. + +"A-ah! A-ah!" + +They set off, the fisherman walking on naked feet beside the donkey. + +"Then we have to go down to the sea?" + +"No, Signor Dottore. There were others on the road, Antonio and--" + +"The rest of you going to the boats--I know. Well?" + +"And the signora would have him carried up to Monte Amato." + +"She could give directions?" + +"Si, signore. She ordered everything. When she came out of the sea she +was all wet, the poor signora, but she was calm. I called the others. +When they saw the signore they all cried out. They knew him. Some of them +had been to the fishing with him. Oh, they were sorry! They all began to +speak and to try to--" + +"Diavolo! They could only make things worse! If the breath of life was +in the signore's body they would drive it out. Per Dio!" + +"But the signora stopped them. She told them to be silent and to carry +the signore up to the Casa del Prete. Signore, she--the povera +signora--she took his head in her hands. She held his head and she never +cried, not a tear!" + +The man brushed his hand across his eyes. + +"Povera signora! Povera signora!" murmured the doctor. + +"And she comforted Gaspare, too!" Giuseppe added. "She put her arm round +him and told him to be brave, and help her. She made him walk by her and +put his hand under the padrone's shoulder. Madonna!" + +They turned away from the village into a narrow path that led into the +hills. + +"And I came to fetch you, Signor Dottore. Perhaps the povero signore is +not really dead. Perhaps you can save him, Signor Dottore!" + +"Chi lo sa?" replied the doctor. + +He had let his cigar go out and did not know it. + +"Chi lo sa?" he repeated, mechanically. + +Then they went on in silence--till they reached the shoulder of the +mountain under Castel Vecchio. From here they could see across the ravine +to the steep slope of Monte Amato. Upon it, high up, a light shone, and +presently a second light detached itself from the first, moved a little +way, and then was stationary. + +Giuseppe pointed. + +"Ecco, Signor Dottore! They have carried the poor signore up." + +The second light moved waveringly back towards the first. + +"They are carrying him into the house, Signor Dottore. Madonna! And all +this to happen in the night!" + +The doctor nodded without speaking. He was watching the lights up there +in that lonely place. He was not a man of strong imagination, and was +accustomed to look on misery, the misery of the poor. But to-night he +felt a certain solemnity descend upon him as he rode by these dark +by-paths up into the bosom of the hills. Perhaps part of this feeling +came from the fact that his mission had to do with strangers, with rich +people from a distant country who had come to his island for pleasure, +and who were now suddenly involved in tragedy in the midst of their +amusement. But also he had a certain sense of personal sympathy. He had +known Hermione on her former visit to Sicily and had liked her; and +though this time he had seen scarcely anything of her he had seen enough +to be aware that she was very happy with her young husband. Maurice, too, +he had seen, full of the joy of youth and of bounding health. And now all +that was put out, if Giuseppe's account were true. It was a pity, a sad +pity. + +The donkey crossed the mouth of the ravine, and picked its way upward +carefully amid the loose stones. In the ravine a little owl hooted twice. + +"Giuseppe!" said the doctor. + +"Signore?" + +"The signora has been away, hasn't she?" + +"Si signore. In Africa." + +"Nursing that sick stranger. And now directly she comes back here's this +happening to her! Per Dio!" + +He shook his head. + +"Somebody must have looked on the povera signora with the evil-eye, +Signor Dottore." + +Giuseppe crossed himself. + +"It seems so," the doctor replied, gravely. + +He was almost as superstitious as the contadini among whom he labored. + +"Ecco, Signor Dottore!" + +The doctor looked up. At the arch stood a figure holding a little lamp. +Almost immediately, two more figures appeared behind it. + +"Il dottore! Ecco il dottore!" + +There was a murmur of voices in the dark. As the donkey came up the +excited fishermen crowded round, all speaking at once. + +"He is dead, Signor Dottore. The povero signore is dead!" + +"Let the Signor Dottore come to him, Beppe! What do you know? Let the--" + +"Sure enough he is dead! Why, he must have been in the water a good hour. +He is all swollen with the water and--" + +"It is his head, Signor Dottore! If it had not been for his coming +against the rocks he would not have been hurt. Per Dio, he can swim like +a fish, the povero signorino. I have seen him swim. Why, even Peppino--" + +"The signora wants us all to go away, Signor Dottore. She begs us to go +and leave her alone with the povero signore!" + +"Gaspare is in such a state! You would not know him. And the povera +signora, she is all dripping wet. She has been into the sea, and now she +has carried the head of the povero signore all the way up the mountain. +She would not let any one--" + +A succession of cries came out of the darkness, hysterical cries that +ended in prolonged sobbing. + +"That is Lucrezia!" cried one of the fishermen. "Madonna! That is +Lucrezia!" + +"Mamma mia! Mamma mia!" + +Their voices were loud in the night. The doctor pushed his way between +the men and came onto the terrace in front of the steps that led into the +sitting-room. + +Gaspare was standing there alone. His face was almost unrecognizable. It +looked battered, puffy, and inflamed, as if he had been drinking and +fighting. There were no tears in his eyes now, but long, violent sobs +shook his body from time to time, and his blistered lips opened and shut +mechanically with each sob. He stared dully at the doctor, but did not +say a word, or move to get out of the way. + +"Gaspare!" said the doctor. "Where is the padrona?" + +The boy sobbed and sobbed, always in the same dry and terribly mechanical +way. + +"Gaspare!" repeated the doctor, touching him. "Gaspare!" + +"E' morto!" the boy suddenly cried out, in a loud voice. + +And he flung himself down on the ground. + +The doctor felt a thrill of cold in his veins. He went up the steps into +the little sitting-room. As he did so Hermione came to the door of the +bedroom. Her dripping skirts clung about her. She looked quite calm. +Without greeting the doctor she said, quietly: + +"You heard what Gaspare said?" + +"Si, signora, ma--" + +The doctor stopped, staring at her. He began to feel almost dazed. The +fishermen had followed him and stood crowding together on the steps and +staring into the room. + +"He is dead. I am sorry you came all this way." + +They stood there facing one another. From the kitchen came the sound of +Lucrezia's cries. Hermione put her hands up to her ears. + +"Please--please--oh, there should be a little silence here now!" she +said. + +For the first time there was a sound of something like despair in her +voice. + +"Let me come in, signora!" stammered the doctor. "Let me come in and +examine him." + +"He is dead." + +"Well, but let me. I must!" + +"Please come in," she said. + +The doctor turned round to the fishermen. + +"Go, one of you, and make that girl keep quiet," he said, angrily. "Take +her away out of the house--directly! Do you hear? And the rest of you +stay outside, and don't make a sound." + +The fishermen slunk a little way back into the darkness, while Giuseppe, +walking on the toes of his bare feet, and glancing nervously at the +furniture and the pictures upon the walls, crossed the room and +disappeared into the kitchen. Then the doctor laid down his cigar on a +table and went into the bedroom whither Hermione had preceded him. + +There was a lighted candle on the white chest of drawers. The window and +the shutters of the room were closed against the glances of the +fishermen. On one of the two beds--Hermione's--lay the body of a man +dripping with water. The doctor took the candle in his hand, went to this +bed and leaned down, then set down the candle at the bedhead and made a +brief examination. He found at once that Gaspare had spoken the truth. +This man had been dead for some time. Nevertheless, something--he +scarcely knew what--kept the doctor there by the bed for some moments +before he pronounced his verdict. Never before had he felt so great a +reluctance to speak the simple words that would convey a great truth. He +fingered his shirt-front uneasily, and stared at the body on the bed and +at the wet sheets and pillows. Meanwhile, Hermione had sat down on a +chair near the door that opened into what had been Maurice's +dressing-room, and folded her hands in her lap. The doctor did not look +towards her, but he felt her presence painfully. Lucrezia's cries had +died away, and there was complete silence for a brief space of time. + +The body on the bed was swollen, but not very much, the face was sodden, +the hair plastered to the head, and on the left temple there was a large +wound, evidently, as the doctor had seen, caused by the forehead striking +violently against a hard, resisting substance. It was not the sea alone +which had killed this man. It was the sea and the rock in the sea. He +had fallen, been stunned and then drowned. The doctor knew the place +where he had been found. The explanation of the tragedy was very +simple--very simple. + +While the doctor was thinking this, and fingering his shirt-front +mechanically, and bracing himself to turn towards the quiet woman in the +chair, he heard a loud, dry noise in the sitting-room, then in the +bedroom. Gaspare had come in, and was standing at the foot of the bed, +sobbing and staring at the doctor with hopeless eyes, that yet asked a +last question, begged desperately for a lie. + +"Gaspare!" + +The woman in the chair whispered to him. He took no notice. + +"Gaspare!" + +She got up and crossed over to the boy, and took one of his hands. + +"It's no use," she said. "Perhaps he is happy." + +Then the boy began to cry passionately. Tears poured out of his eyes +while he held his padrona's hand. The doctor got up. + +"He is dead, signora," he said. + +"We knew it," Hermione replied. + +She looked at the doctor for a minute. Then she said: + +"Hush, Gaspare!" + +The doctor stood by the bed. + +"Scusi, signora," he said, "but--but will you take him into the next +room?" + +He pointed to Gaspare, who shivered as he wept. + +"I must make a further examination." + +"Why? You see that he is dead." + +"Yes, but--there are certain formalities." + +He stopped. + +"Formalities!" she said. "He is dead." + +"Yes. But--but the authorities will have to be informed. I am very +sorry. I should wish to leave everything undisturbed." + +"What do you mean? Gaspare! Gaspare!" + +"But--according to the law, our law, the body should never have been +moved. It should have been left where it was found until--" + +"We could not leave him in the sea." + +She still spoke quite quietly, but the doctor felt as if he could not go +on. + +"Since it is done--" he began. + +He pulled himself together with an effort. + +"There will have to be an inquiry, signora--the cause of death will have +to be ascertained." + +"You see it. He was coming from the island. He fell and was drowned. It +is very simple." + +"Yes, no doubt. Still, there must be an inquiry. Gaspare will have to +explain--" + +He looked at the weeping boy, then at the woman who stood there holding +the boy's hand in hers. + +"But that will be for to-morrow," he muttered, fingering his shirt-front +and looking down. "That will be for to-morrow." + +As he went out he added: + +"Signora, do not remain in your wet clothes." + +"I--oh, thank you. They do not matter." + +She did not follow him into the next room. As he went down the steps to +the terrace the sound of Gaspare's passionate weeping followed him into +the night. + +When the doctor was on the donkey and was riding out through the arch, +after a brief colloquy with the fishermen and with Giuseppe, whom he had +told to remain at the cottage for the rest of the night, he suddenly +remembered the cigar which he had left upon the table, and he pulled up. + +"What is it, Signor Dottore?" said one of the fishermen. + +"I've left something, but--never mind. It does not matter." + +He rode on again. + +"It does not matter," he repeated. + +He was thinking of the English signora standing beside the bed in her wet +skirts and holding the hand of the weeping boy. + +It was the first time in his life that he had ever sacrificed a good +cigar. + +He wondered why he did so now, but he did not care to return just then to +the Casa del Prete. + + + +XXIII + +Hermione longed for quiet, for absolute silence. + +It seemed strange to her that she still longed for anything--strange and +almost horrible, almost inhuman. But she did long for that, to be able to +sit beside her dead husband and to be undisturbed, to hear no voice +speaking, no human movement, to see no one. If it had been possible she +would have closed the cottage against every one, even against Gaspare and +Lucrezia. But it was not possible. Destiny did not choose that she should +have this calm, this silence. It had seemed to her, when fear first came +upon her, as if no one but herself had any real concern with Maurice, as +if her love conferred upon her a monopoly. This monopoly had been one of +joy. Now it should be one of sorrow. But now it did not exist. She was +not weeping for Maurice. But others were. She had no one to go to. But +others came to her, clung to her. She could not rid herself of the human +burden. + +She might have been selfish, determined, she might have driven the +mourners out. But--and that was strange, too--she found herself pitying +them, trying to use her intellect to soothe them. + +Lucrezia was terrified, almost like one assailed suddenly by robbers, +terrified and half incredulous. When her hysteria subsided she was at +first unbelieving. + +"He cannot be really dead, signora!" she sobbed to Hermione. "The povero +signorino. He was so gay! He was so--" + +She talked and talked, as Sicilians do when face to face with tragedy. + +She recalled Maurice's characteristics, his kindness, his love of +climbing, fishing, bathing, his love of the sun--all his love of life. + +Hermione had to listen to the story with that body lying on her bed. + +Gaspare's grief was speechless, but needed comfort more. There was an +element in it of fury which Hermione realized without rightly +understanding. She supposed it was the fury of a boy from whom something +is taken by one whom he cannot attack. + +For God is beyond our reach. + +She could not understand the conflict going on in the boy's heart and +mind. + +He knew that this death was probably no natural death, but a murder. + +Neither Maddalena nor her father had been in the Casa delle Sirene when +he knocked upon the door in the night. Salvatore had sent Maddalena to +spend the night with relations in Marechiaro, on the pretext that he was +going to sail to Messina on some business. And he had actually sailed +before Gaspare's arrival on the island. But Gaspare knew that there had +been a meeting, and he knew what the Sicilian is when he is wronged. The +words "vengeance is mine!" are taken in Sicily by each wronged man into +his own mouth, and Salvatore was notoriously savage and passionate. + +As the first shock of horror and despair passed away from Gaspare he was +devoured, as by teeth, devoured by the desire to spring upon Salvatore +and revenge the death of his padrone. But the padrone had laid a solemn +injunction upon him. Solemn, indeed, it seemed to the boy now that the +lips which had spoken were sealed forever. The padrona was never to know. +If he obeyed his impulse, if he declared the vendetta against Salvatore, +the padrona would know. The knife that spilled the murderer's blood would +give the secret to the world--and to the padrona. + +Tremendous that night was the conflict in the boy's soul. He would not +leave Hermione. He was like the dog that creeps to lie at the feet of his +sorrowing mistress. But he was more than that. For he had his own sorrow +and his own fury. And he had the battle with his own instincts. + +What was he going to do? + +As he began to think, really to think, and to realize things, he knew +that after such a death the authorities of Marechiaro, the Pretore and +the Cancelliere, would proceed to hold a careful examination into the +causes of death. He would be questioned. That was certain. The +opportunity would be given him to denounce Salvatore. + +And was he to keep silence? Was he to act for Salvatore, to save +Salvatore from justice? He would not have minded doing that, he would +have wished to do it, if afterwards he could have sprung upon Salvatore +and buried his knife in the murderer of his padrone. + +But--the padrona? She was not to know. She was never to know. And she had +been the first in his life. She had found him, a poor, ragged little boy +working among the vines, and she had given him new clothes and had taken +him into her home and into her confidence. She had trusted him. She had +remembered him in England. She had written to him from far away, telling +him to prepare everything for her and the padrone when they were coming. + +He began to sob violently again, thinking of it all, of how he had +ordered the donkeys to fetch the luggage from the station, of how-- + +"Hush, Gaspare!" + +Hermione again put her hand on his. She was sitting near the bed on which +the body was lying between dry sheets. For she had changed them with +Gaspare's assistance. Maurice still wore the clothes which had been on +him in the sea. Giuseppe, the fisherman, had explained to Hermione that +she must not interfere with the body till it had been visited by the +authorities, and she had obeyed him. But she had changed the sheets. She +scarcely knew why. Now the clothes had almost dried on the body, and she +did not see any more the stains of water. One sheet was drawn up over the +body, to the chin. The matted dark hair was visible against the pillow, +and had made her think several times vaguely of that day after the +fishing when she had watched Maurice taking his siesta. She had longed +for him to wake then, for she had known that she was going to Africa, +that they had only a few hours together before she started. It had seemed +almost terrible to her, his sleeping through any of those hours. And now +he was sleeping forever. She was sitting there waiting for nothing, but +she could not realize that yet. She felt as if she must be waiting for +something, that something must presently occur, a movement in the bed, +a--she scarcely knew what. + +Presently the clock Gaspare had brought from the fair chimed, then played +the "Tre Colori." Lucrezia had set it to play that evening when she was +waiting for the padrone to return from the sea. + +When he heard the tinkling tune Gaspare lifted his head and listened till +it was over. It recalled to him all the glories of the fair. He saw his +padrone before him. He remembered how he had decorated Maurice with +flowers, and he felt as if his heart would break. + +"The povero signorino! the povero signorino!" he cried, in a choked +voice. "And I put roses above his ears! Si, signora, I did! I said he +should be a real Siciliano!" + +He began to rock himself to and fro. His whole body shook, and his face +had a frantic expression that suggested violence. + +"I put roses above his ears!" he repeated. "That day he was a real +Siciliano!" + +"Gaspare--Gaspare--hush! Don't! Don't!" + +She held his hand and went on speaking softly. + +"We must be quiet in here. We must remember to be quiet. It isn't our +fault, Gaspare. We did all we could to make him happy. We ought to be +glad of that. You did everything you could, and he loved you for it. He +was happy with us. I think he was. I think he was happy till the very +end. And that is something to be glad of. Don't you think he was very +happy here?" + +"Si, signora!" the boy whispered, with twitching lips. + +"I'm glad I came back in time," Hermione said, looking at the dark hair +on the pillow. "It might have happened before, while I was away. I'm glad +we had one more day together." + +Suddenly, as she said that, something in the mere sound of the words +seemed to reveal more clearly to her heart what had befallen her, and for +the first time she began to cry and to remember. She remembered all +Maurice's tenderness for her, all his little acts of kindness. They +seemed to pass rapidly in procession through her mind on their way to her +heart. Not one surely was absent. How kind to her he had always been! And +he could never be kind to her again. And she could never be kind to +him--never again. + +Her tears went on falling quietly. She did not sob like Gaspare. But she +felt that now she had begun to cry she would never be able to stop again; +that she would go on crying till she, too, died. + +Gaspare looked up at her. + +"Signora!" he said. "Signora!" + +Suddenly he got up, as if to go out of the room, out of the house. The +sight of his padrona's tears had driven him nearly mad with the desire to +wreak vengeance upon Salvatore. For a moment his body seemed to get +beyond his control. His eyes saw blood, and his hand darted down to his +belt, and caught at the knife that was there, and drew it out. When +Hermione saw the knife she thought the boy was going to kill himself +with it. She sprang up, went swiftly to Gaspare, and put her hand on it +over his hand. + +"Gaspare, what are you doing?" she said. + +For a moment his face was horrible in its savagery. He opened his mouth, +still keeping his grasp on the knife, which she tried to wrest from him. + +"Lasci andare! Lasci andare!" he said, beginning to struggle with her. + +"No, Gaspare." + +"Allora--" + +He paused with his mouth open. + +At that moment he was on the very verge of a revelation of the truth. He +was on the point of telling Hermione that he was sure that the padrone +had been murdered, and that he meant to avenge the murder. Hermione +believed that for the moment he was mad, and was determined to destroy +himself in her presence. It was useless to pit her strength against his. +In a physical struggle she must be overcome. Her only chance was to +subdue him by other means. + +"Gaspare," she said, quickly, breathlessly, pointing to the bed. "Don't +you think the padrone would have wished you to take care of me now? He +trusted you. I think he would. I think he would rather you were with me +than any one else in the whole world. You must take care of me. You must +take care of me. You must never leave me!" + +The boy looked at her. His face changed, grew softer. + +"I've got nobody now," she added. "Nobody but you." + +The knife fell on the floor. + +In that moment Gaspare's resolve was taken. The battle within him was +over. He must protect the padrona. The padrone would have wished it. Then +he must let Salvatore go. + +He bent down and kissed Hermione's hand. + +"Lei non piange!" he muttered. "Forse Dio la aiutera." + +In the morning, early, Hermione left the body for the first time, went +into the dressing-room, changed her clothes, then came back and said to +Gaspare: + +"I am going a little way up the mountain, Gaspare. I shall not be long. +No, don't come with me. Stay with him. Are you dreadfully tired?" + +"No, signora." + +"We shall be able to rest presently," she said. + +She was thinking of the time when they would take Maurice from her. She +left Gaspare sitting near the bed, and went out onto the terrace. +Lucrezia and Gaspare, both thoroughly tired out, were sleeping soundly. +She was thankful for that. Soon, she knew, she would have to be with +people, to talk, to make arrangements. But now she had a short spell of +solitude. + +She went slowly up the mountain-side till she was near the top. Then she +sat down on a rock and looked out towards the sea. + +The world was not awake yet, although the sun was coming. Etna was like a +great phantom, the waters at its foot were pale in their tranquillity. +The air was fresh, but there was no wind to rustle the leaves of the +oak-trees, upon whose crested heads Hermione gazed down with quiet, +tearless eyes. + +She had a strange feeling of being out of the world, as if she had left +it, but still had the power to see it. She wondered if Maurice felt like +that. + +He had said it would be good to lie beneath those oak-trees in sight of +Etna and the sea. How she wished that she could lay his body there, +alone, away from all other dead. But that was impossible, she supposed. +She remembered the doctor's words. What were they going to do? She did +not know anything about Italian procedure in such an event. Would they +take him away? She had no intention of trying to resist anything, of +offering any opposition. It would be useless, and besides he had gone +away. Already he was far off. She did not feel, as many women do, that so +long as they are with the body of their dead they are also with the soul. +She would like to keep the dear body, to have it always near to her, to +live close to the spot where it was committed to the earth. But Maurice +was gone. Her Mercury had winged his way from her, obedient to a summons +that she had not heard. Always she had thought of him as swift, and +swiftly, without warning, he had left her. He had died young. Was that +wonderful? She thought not. No; age could have nothing to say to him, +could hold no commerce with him. He had been born to be young and never +to be anything else. It seemed to her now strange that she had not felt +this, foreseen that it must be so. And yet, only yesterday, she had +imagined a far future, and their child laying them in the ground of +Sicily, side by side, and murmuring "Buon riposo" above their mutual +sleep. + +Their child! A life had been taken from her. Soon a life would be given +to her. Was that what is called compensation? Perhaps so. Many strange +thoughts, come she could not tell why, were passing through her mind as +she sat upon this height in the dawn. The thought of compensation +recalled to her the Book of Job. Everything was taken from Job; not only +his flocks and his herds, but his sons and his daughters. And then at the +last he was compensated. He was given new flocks and herds and new sons +and daughters. And it was supposed to be well with Job. If it was well +with Job, then Job had been a man without a heart. + +Never could she be compensated for this loss, which she was trying to +realize, but which she would not be able to realize until the days went +by, and the nights, the days and the nights of the ordinary life, when +tragedy was supposed to be over and done with, and people would say, and +no doubt sincerely believe, that she was "getting accustomed" to her +loss. + +Thinking of Job led her on to think of God's dealings with His creatures. + +Hermione was a woman who clung to no special religion, but she had +always, all her life, had a very strong personal consciousness of a +directing Power in the world, had always had an innate conviction that +this directing Power followed with deep interest the life of each +individual in the scheme of His creation. She had always felt, she felt +now, that God knew everything about her and her life, was aware of all +her feelings, was constantly intent upon her. + +He was intent. But was He kindly or was He cruelly intent? + +Surely He had been dreadfully cruel to her! + +Only yesterday she had been wondering what bereaved women felt about God. +Now she was one of these women. + +"Was Maurice dead?" she thought--"was he already dead when I was praying +before the shrine of the Madonna della Rocca?" + +She longed to know. Yet she scarcely knew why she longed. It was like a +strange, almost unnatural curiosity which she could not at first explain +to herself. But presently her mind grew clearer and she connected this +question with that other question--of God and what He really was, what He +really felt towards His creatures, towards her. + +Had God allowed her to pray like that, with all her heart and soul, and +then immediately afterwards deliberately delivered her over to the fate +of desolate women, or had Maurice been already dead? If that were so, and +it must surely have been so, for when she prayed it was already night, +she had been led to pray for herself ignorantly, and God had taken away +her joy before He had heard her prayer. If He had heard it first He +surely could not have dealt so cruelly with her--so cruelly! No human +being could have, she thought, even the most hard-hearted. + +But perhaps God was not all-powerful. + +She remembered that once in London she had asked a clever and good +clergyman if, looking around upon the state of things in the world, he +was able to believe without difficulty that the world was governed by an +all-wise, all-powerful, and all-merciful God. And his reply to her had +been, "I sometimes wonder whether God is all-powerful--yet." She had not +pursued the subject, but she had not forgotten this answer; and she +thought of it now. + +Was there a conflict in the regions beyond the world which was the only +one she knew? Had an enemy done this thing, an enemy not only of hers, +but of God's, an enemy who had power over God? + +That thought was almost more terrible than the thought that God had been +cruel to her. + +She sat for a long time wondering, thinking, but not praying. She did not +feel as if she could ever pray any more. The world was lighted up by the +sun. The sea began to gleam, the coast-line to grow more distinct, the +outlines of the mountains and of the Saracenic Castle on the height +opposite to her more hard and more barbaric against the deepening blue. +She saw smoke coming from the mouth of Etna, sideways, as if blown +towards the sea. A shepherd boy piped somewhere below her. And still the +tune was the tarantella. She listened to it--the tarantella. So short a +time ago Maurice had danced with the boys upon the terrace! How can such +life be so easily extinguished? How can such joy be not merely clouded +but utterly destroyed? A moment, and from the body everything is +expelled; light from the eyes, speech from the lips, movement from the +limbs, joy, passion from the heart. How can such a thing be? + +The little shepherd boy played on and on. He was nearer now. He was +ascending the slope of the mountain, coming up towards heaven with his +little happy tune. She heard him presently among the oak-trees +immediately below her, passing almost at her feet. + +To Hermione the thin sound of the reed-flute always had suggested Arcady. +Even now it suggested Arcady--the Arcady of the imagination: wide soft +airs, blue skies and seas, eternal sunshine and delicious shade, and +happiness where is a sweet noise of waters and of birds, a sweet and deep +breathing of kind and bounteous nature. + +And that little boy with the flute would die. His foot might slip now as +he came upward, and no more could he play souls into Arcady! + +The tune wound away to her left, like a gay and careless living thing +that was travelling ever upward, then once more came towards her. But now +it was above her. She turned her head and she saw the little player +against the blue. He was on a rock, and for a moment he stood still. On +his head was a long woollen cap, hanging over at one side. It made +Hermione think of the woollen cap she had seen come out of the darkness +of the ravine as she waited with Gaspare for the padrone. Against the +blue, standing on the gray and sunlit rock, with the flute at his lips, +and his tiny, deep-brown fingers moving swiftly, he looked at one with +the mountain and yet almost unearthly, almost as if the blue had given +birth to him for a moment, and in a moment would draw him back again into +the womb of its wonder. His goats were all around him, treading +delicately among the rocks. As Hermione watched he turned and went away +into the blue, and the tarantella went away into the blue with him. + +Her Sicilian and his tarantella, the tarantella of his joy in +Sicily--they had gone away into the blue. + +She looked at it, deep, quivering, passionate, intense; thousands and +thousands of miles of blue! And she listened as she looked; listened for +some far-off tarantella, for some echo of a fainting tarantella, that +might be a message to her, a message left on the sweet air of the +enchanted island, telling her where the winged feet of her beloved one +mounted towards the sun. + + + +XXIV + +Giuseppe came to fetch Hermione from the mountain. He had a note in his +hand and also a message to give. The authorities were already at the +cottage; the Pretore of Marechiaro with his Cancelliere, Dr. Marini and +the Maresciallo of the Carabinieri. + +"They have come already?" Hermione said. "So soon?" + +She took the note. It was from Artois. + +"There is a boy waiting, signora," said Giuseppe. "Gaspare is with the +Signor Pretore." + +She opened Emile's note. + + "I cannot write anything except this--do you wish me to come?--E." + +"Do I wish him to come?" she thought. + +She repeated the words mentally several times, while the fisherman stood +by her, staring at her with sympathy. Then she went down to the cottage. + +Dr. Marini met her on the terrace. He looked embarrassed. He was +expecting a terrible scene. + +"Signora," he said, "I am very sorry, but--but I am obliged to perform my +duty." + +"Yes," she said. "Of course. What is it?" + +"As there is a hospital in Marechiaro--" + +He stopped. + +"Yes?" she said. + +"The autopsy of the body must take place there. Otherwise I could have--" + +"You have come to take him away," she said. "I understand. Very well." + +But they could not take him away, these people. For he was gone; he had +gone away into the blue. + +The doctor looked relieved, though surprised, at her apparent +nonchalance. + +"I am very sorry, signora," he said--"very sorry." + +"Must I see the Pretore?" she said. + +"I am afraid so, signora. They will want to ask you a few questions. The +body ought not to have been moved from the place where--" + +"We could not leave him in the sea," she said, as she had said in the +night. + +"No, no. You will only just have to say--" + +"I will tell them what I know. He went down to bathe." + +"Yes. But the Pretore will want to know why he went to Salvatore's +terreno." + +"I suppose he bathed from there. He knew the people in the Casa delle +Sirene, I believe." + +She spoke indifferently. It seemed to her so utterly useless, this +inquiry by strangers into the cause of her sorrow. + +"I must just write something," she added. + +She went up the steps into the sitting-room. Gaspare was there with three +men--the Pretore, the Cancelliere and the Maresciallo. As she came in the +strangers turned and saluted her with grave politeness, all looking +earnestly at her with their dark eyes. But Gaspare did not look at her. +He had the ugly expression on his face that Hermione had noticed the day +before. + +"Will you please allow me to write a line to a friend?" Hermione said. +"Then I shall be ready to answer your questions." + +"Certainly, signora," said the Pretore; "we are very sorry to disturb +you, but it is our duty." + +He had gray hair and a dark mustache, and his black eyes looked as if +they had been varnished. + +Hermione went to the writing-table, while the men stood in silence +filling up the little room. + +"What shall I say?" she thought. + +She heard the boots of the Cancelliere creak as he shifted his feet upon +the floor. The Maresciallo cleared his throat. There was a moment of +hesitation. Then he went to the steps and spat upon the terrace. + +"Don't come yet," she wrote, slowly. + +Then she turned round. + +"How long will your inquiry take, do you think, signore?" she asked of +the Pretore. "When will--when can the funeral take place?" + +"Signora, I trust to-morrow. I hope--I do not suppose there will be any +reason to suspect, after what Dr. Marini has told us and we have seen, +that the death was anything but an accident--an accident which we all +most deeply grieve for." + +"It was an accident." + +She stood by the table with the pen in her hand. + +"I suppose--I suppose he must be buried in the Campo Santo?" she said. + +"Do you wish to convey the body to England, signora?" + +"Oh no. He loved Sicily. He wished to stay always here, I think, +although--" + +She broke off. + +"I could never take him away from Sicily. But there is a place +here--under the oak-trees. He was very fond of it." + +Gaspare began to sob, then controlled himself with a desperate effort, +turned round and stood with his face to the wall. + +"I suppose, if I could buy a piece of land there, it could not be +permitted--?" + +She looked at the Pretore. + +"I am very sorry, signora, such a thing could not possibly be allowed. If +the body is buried here it must be in the Campo Santo." + +"Thank you." + +She turned to the table and wrote after "Don't come yet": + + "They are taking him away now to the hospital in the village. I + shall come down. I think the funeral will be to-morrow. They tell + me he must be buried in the Campo Santo. I should have liked him to + lie here under the oak-trees. + HERMIONE." + +When Artois read this note tears came into his eyes. + +No event in his life had shocked him so much as the death of Delarey. + +It had shocked both his intellect and his heart. And yet his intellect +could hardly accept it as a fact. When, early that morning, one of the +servants of the Hotel Regina Margherita had rushed into his room to tell +him, he had refused to believe it. But then he had seen the fishermen, +and finally Dr. Marini. And he had been obliged to believe. His natural +impulse was to go to his friend in her trouble as she had come to him in +his. But he checked it. His agony had been physical. Hers was of the +affections, and how far greater than his had ever been! He could not bear +to think of it. A great and generous indignation seized him, an +indignation against the catastrophes of life. That this should be +Hermione's reward for her noble unselfishness roused in him something +that was like fury; and then there followed a more torturing fury against +himself. + +He had deprived her of days and weeks of happiness. Such a short span of +joy had been allotted to her, and he had not allowed her to have even +that. He had called her away. He dared not trust himself to write any +word of sympathy. It seemed to him that to do so would be a hideous +irony, and he sent the line in pencil which she had received. And then he +walked up and down in his little sitting-room, raging against himself, +hating himself. + +In his now bitterly acute consideration of his friendship with Hermione +he realized that he had always been selfish, always the egoist claiming +rather than the generous donor. He had taken his burdens to her, not +weakly, for he was not a weak man, but with a desire to be eased of some +of their weight. He had always been calling upon her for sympathy, and +she had always been lavishly responding, scattering upon him the wealth +of her great heart. + +And now he had deprived her of nearly all the golden time that had been +stored up for her by the decree of the Gods, of God, of Fate, +of--whatever it was that ruled, that gave and that deprived. + +A bitterness of shame gripped him. He felt like a criminal. He said to +himself that the selfish man is a criminal. + +"She will hate me," he said to himself. "She must. She can't help it." + +Again the egoist was awake and speaking within him. He realized that +immediately and felt almost a fear of this persistence of character. What +is the use of cleverness, of clear sight into others, even of genius, +when the self of a man declines to change, declines to be what is not +despicable? + +"Mon Dieu!" he thought, passionately. "And even now I must be thinking of +my cursed self!" + +He was beset by an intensity of desire to do something for Hermione. For +once in his life his heart, the heart she believed in and he was inclined +to doubt or to despise, drove him as it might have driven a boy, even +such a one as Maurice. It seemed to him that unless he could do something +to make atonement he could never be with Hermione again, could never bear +to be with her again. But what could he do? + +"At least," he thought, "I may be able to spare her something to-day. I +may be able to arrange with these people about the funeral, about all the +practical things that are so frightful a burden to the living who have +loved the dead, in the last moments before the dead are given to the +custody of the earth." + +And then he thought of the inquiry, of the autopsy. Could he not help +her, spare her perhaps, in connection with them? + +Despite his weakness of body he felt feverishly active, feverishly +desirous to be of practical use. If he could do something he would think +less, too; and there were thoughts which seemed furtively trying to press +themselves forward in the chambers of his mind, but which, as yet, he +was, also furtively, pushing back, striving to keep in the dark place +from which they desired to emerge. + +Artois knew Sicily well, and he knew that such a death as this would +demand an inquiry, might raise suspicions in the minds of the authorities +of Marechiaro. And in his own mind? + +He was a mentally courageous man, but he longed now to leave Marechiaro, +to leave Sicily at once, carrying Hermione with him. A great dread was +not actually with him, but was very near to him. + +Presently something, he did not know what, drew him to the window of his +bedroom which looked out towards the main street of the village. As he +came to it he heard a dull murmur of voices, and saw the Sicilians +crowding to their doors and windows, and coming out upon their balconies. + +The body of Maurice was being borne to the hospital which was at the far +end of the town. As soon as he realized that, Artois closed his window. +He could not look with the curious on that procession. He went back into +his sitting-room, which faced the sea. But he felt the procession going +past, and was enveloped in the black wonder of death. + +That he should be alive and Delarey dead! How extraordinary that was! For +he had been close to death, so close that it would have seemed quite +natural to him to die. Had not Hermione come to him, he thought, he +would almost, at the crucial stage in his illness, have preferred to die. +It would have been a far easier, far simpler act than the return to +health and his former powers. And now he stood here alive, looking at the +sea, and Delarey's dead body was being carried to the hospital. + +Was the fact that he was alive the cause of the fact that Delarey was +dead? Abruptly one of those furtive thoughts had leaped forward out of +its dark place and challenged him boldly, even with a horrible brutality. +Too late now to try to force it back. It must be faced, be dealt with. + +Again, and much more strongly than on the previous day, Artois felt that +in Hermione's absence the Sicilian life of the dead man had not run +smoothly, that there had been some episode of which she knew nothing, +that he, Artois, had been right in his suspicions at the cottage. Delarey +had been in fear of something, had been on the watch. When he had sat by +the wall he had been tortured by some tremendous anxiety. + +He had gone down to the sea to bathe. That was natural enough. And he had +been found dead under a precipice of rock in the sea. The place was a +dangerous one, they said. A man might easily fall from the rock in the +night. Yes; but why should he be there? + +That thought now recurred again and again to the mind of Artois. Why had +Delarey been at the place where he had met his death? The authorities of +Marechiaro were going to inquire into that, were probably down at the sea +now. Suppose there had been some tragic episode? Suppose they should find +out what it was? + +He saw Hermione in the midst of her grief the central figure of some +dreadful scandal, and his heart sickened. + +But then he told himself that perhaps he was being led by his +imagination. He had thought that possible yesterday. To-day, after what +had occurred, he thought it less likely. This sudden death seemed to tell +him that his mind had been walking in the right track. Left alone in +Sicily, Delarey might have run wild. He might have gone too far. This +death might be a vengeance. + +Artois was deeply interested in all human happenings, but he was not a +vulgarly curious man. He was not curious now, he was only afraid for +Hermione. He longed to protect her from any further grief. If there were +a dreadful truth to know, and if, by knowing it, he could guard her more +efficiently, he wished to know it. But his instinct was to get her away +from Sicily at once, directly the funeral was over and the necessary +arrangements could be made. For himself, he would rather go in ignorance. +He did not wish to add to the heavy burden of his remorse. + +There came at this moment a knock at his door. + +"Avanti!" he said. + +The waiter of the hotel came in. + +"Signore," he said. "The poor signora is here." + +"In the hotel?" + +"Si, signore. They have taken the body of the signore to the hospital. +Everybody was in the street to see it pass. And now the poor signora has +come here. She has taken the rooms above you on the little terrace." + +"The signora is going to stay here?" + +"Si, signore. They say, if the Signor Pretore allows after the inquiry is +over, the funeral will be to-morrow." + +Artois looked at the man closely. He was a young fellow, handsome and +gentler-looking than are most Sicilians. Artois wondered what the people +of Marechiaro were saying. He knew how they must be gossiping on such an +occasion. And then it was summer, when they have little or nothing to do, +no forestieri to divide their attentions and to call their ever-ready +suspicions in various directions. The minds of the whole community must +undoubtedly be fixed upon this tragic episode and its cause. + +"If the Pretore allows?" Artois said. "But surely there can be no +difficulty? The poor signore fell from the rock and was drowned." + +"Si, signore." + +The man stood there. Evidently he was anxious to talk. + +"The Signor Pretore has gone down to the place now, signore, with the +Cancelliere and the Maresciallo. They have taken Gaspare with them." + +"Gaspare!" + +Artois thought of this boy, Maurice's companion during Hermione's +absence. + +"Si, signore. Gaspare has to show them the exact place where he found the +poor signore." + +"I suppose the inquiry will soon be over?" + +"Chi lo sa?" + +"Well, but what is there to do? Whom can they inquire of? It was a lonely +place, wasn't it? No one was there." + +"Chi lo sa?" + +"If there had been any one, surely the signore would have been rescued at +once? Did not every one here love the signore? He was like one of you, +wasn't he, one of the Sicilians?" + +"Si, signore. Maddalena has been crying about the signore." + +"Maddalena?" + +"Si, signore, the daughter of Salvatore, the fisherman, who lives at the +Casa delle Sirene." + +"Oh!" + +Artois paused; then he said: + +"Were she and her--Salvatore is her father, you say?" + +"Her father, signore." + +"Were they at the Casa delle Sirene yesterday?" + +Artois spoke quietly, almost carelessly, as if merely to say something, +but without special intention. + +"Maddalena was here in the town with her relations. And they say +Salvatore is at Messina. This morning Maddalena went home. She was +crying. Every one saw her crying for the signore." + +"That is very natural if she knew him." + +"Oh yes, signore, she knew him. Why, they were all at the fair of San +Felice together only the day before." + +"Then, of course, she would cry." + +"Si, signore." + +The man put his hand on the door. + +"If the signora wishes to see me at any time I am here," said Artois. +"But, of course, I shall not disturb her. But if I can do anything to +help her--about the funeral, for instance--" + +"The signora is giving all the directions now. The poor signore is to be +buried in the high part of the Campo Santo by the wall. Those who are not +Catholics are buried there, and the poor signore was not a Catholic. What +a pity!" + +"Thank you, Ferdinando." + +The man went out slowly, as if he were reluctant to stop the +conversation. + +So the villagers were beginning to gossip already! Ferdinando had not +said so, but Artois knew his Sicily well enough to read the silences that +had made significant his words. Maddalena had been crying for the +signore. Everybody had seen Maddalena crying for the signore. That was +enough. By this time the village would be in a ferment, every woman at +her door talking it over with her next-door neighbor, every man in the +Piazza, or in one of the wine-shops. + +Maddalena--a Sicilian girl--weeping, and Delarey's body found among the +rocks at night in a lonely place close to her cottage. Artois divined +something of the truth and hated himself the more. The blood, the +Sicilian blood in Delarey, had called to him in the sunshine when he was +left alone, and he had, no doubt, obeyed the call. How far had he gone? +How strongly had he been governed? Probably Artois would never know. Long +ago he had prophesied, vaguely perhaps, still he had prophesied. And now +had he not engineered perhaps the fulfilment of his own prophecy? + +But at all costs Hermione must be spared any knowledge of that +fulfilment. + +He longed to go to her and to guard her door against the Sicilians. But +surely in such a moment they would not speak to her of any suspicions, of +any certainties, even if they had them. She would surely be the last +person to hear anything, unless--he thought of the "authorities"--of the +Pretore, the Cancelliere, the Maresciallo, and suddenly it occurred to +him to ride down to the sea. If the inquiry had yielded any terrible +result he might do something to protect Hermione. If not, he might be +able to prepare her. She must not receive any coarse shock from these +strangers in the midst of her agony. + +He got his hat, opened his door, and went quietly down-stairs. He did not +wish to see Hermione before he went. Perhaps he would return with his +mind relieved of its heaviest burden, and then at least he could meet her +eyes without a furtive guilt in his. + +At the foot of the stairs he met Ferdinando. + +"Can you get me a donkey, Ferdinando?" he said. + +"Si, signore." + +"I don't want a boy. Just get me a donkey, and I shall go for a short +ride. You say the signora has not asked for me?" + +"No, signore." + +"If she does, explain to her that I have gone out, as I did not like to +disturb her." + +Hermione might think him heartless to go out riding at such a time. He +would risk that. He would risk anything to spare her the last, the +nameless agony that would be hers if what he suspected were true, and she +were to learn of it, to know that all these people round her knew it. + +That Hermione should be outraged, that the sacredness of her despair +should be profaned, and the holiness of her memories utterly +polluted--Artois felt he would give his life willingly to prevent that. + +When the donkey came he set off at once. He had drawn his broad-brimmed +hat down low over his pale face, and he looked neither to right nor left, +as he was carried down the long and narrow street, followed by the +searching glances of the inhabitants, who, as he had surmised, were all +out, engaged in eager conversation, and anxiously waiting for the return +of the Pretore and his assistants, and the announcement of the result of +the autopsy. His appearance gave them a fresh topic to discuss. They fell +upon it like starveling dogs on a piece of offal found in the gutter. + +Once out of the village, Artois felt a little safer, a little easier; but +he longed to be in the train with Hermione, carrying her far from the +chance of that most cruel fate in life--the fate of disillusion, of the +loss of holy belief in the truth of one beloved. + +When presently he reached the high-road by Isola Bella he encountered the +fisherman, Giuseppe, who had spent the night at the Casa del Prete. + +"Are you going to see the place where the poor signore was found, +signore?" asked the man. + +"Si," said Artois. "I was his friend. I wish to see the Pretore, to hear +how it happened. Can I? Are they there, he and the others?" + +"They are in the Casa delle Sirene, signore. They are waiting to see if +Salvatore comes back this morning from Messina." + +"And his daughter? Is she there?" + +"Si, signore. But she knows nothing. She was in the village. She can +only cry. She is crying for the poor signore." + +Again that statement. It was becoming a refrain in the ears of Artois. + +"Gaspare is angry with her," added the fisherman. "I believe he would +like to kill her." + +"It makes him sad to see her crying, perhaps," said Artois. "Gaspare +loved the signore." + +He saluted the fisherman and rode on. But the man followed and kept by +his side. + +"I will take you across in a boat, signore," he said. + +"Grazie." + +Artois struck the donkey and made it trot on in the dust. + +Giuseppe rowed him across the inlet and to the far side of the Sirens' +Isle, from which the little path wound upward to the cottage. Here, among +the rocks, a boat was moored. + +"Ecco, signore!" cried Giuseppe. "Salvatore has come back from Messina! +Here is his boat!" + +Artois felt a pang of anxiety, of regret. He wished he had been there +before the fisherman had returned. As he got out of the boat he said: + +"Did Salvatore know the signore well?" + +"Si, signore. The poor signore used to go out fishing with Salvatore. +They say in the village that he gave Salvatore much money." + +"The signore was generous to every one." + +"Si, signore. But he did not give donkeys to every one." + +"Donkeys? What do you mean, Giuseppe?" + +"He gave Salvatore a donkey, a fine donkey. He bought it at the fair of +San Felice." + +Artois said no more. Slowly, for he was still very weak, and the heat was +becoming fierce as the morning wore on, he walked up the steep path and +came to the plateau before the Casa delle Sirene. + +A group of people stood there: the Pretore, the Cancelliere, the +Maresciallo, Gaspare, and Salvatore. They seemed to be in strong +conversation, but directly Artois appeared there was a silence, and they +all turned and stared at him as if in wonder. Then Gaspare came forward +and took off his hat. + +The boy looked haggard with grief, and angry and obstinate, desperately +obstinate. + +"Signore," he said. "You know my padrone! Tell them--" + +But the Pretore interrupted him with an air of importance. + +"It is my duty to make an inquiry," he said. "Who is this signore?" + +Artois explained that he was an intimate friend of the signora and had +known her husband before his marriage. + +"I have come to hear if you are satisfied, as no doubt you are, Signor +Pretore," he said, "that this terrible death was caused by an accident. +The poor signora naturally wishes that this necessary business should be +finished as soon as possible. It is unavoidable, I know, but it can only +add to her unhappiness. I am sure, signore, that you will do your best to +conclude the inquiry without delay. Forgive me for saying this. But I +know Sicily, and know that I can always rely on the chivalry of Sicilian +gentlemen where an unhappy lady is concerned." + +He spoke intentionally with a certain pomp, and held his hat in his hand +while he was speaking. + +The Pretore looked pleased and flattered. + +"Certainly, Signor Barone," he said. "Certainly. We all grieve for the +poor signora." + +"You will allow me to stay?" said Artois. + +"I see no objection," said the Pretore. + +He glanced at the Cancelliere, a small, pale man, with restless eyes and +a pointed chin that looked like a weapon. + +"Niente, niente!" said the Cancelliere, obsequiously. + +He was reading Artois with intense sharpness. The Maresciallo, a broad, +heavily built man, with an enormous mustache, uttered a deep "Buon +giorno, Signor Barone," and stood calmly staring. He looked like a +magnificent bull, with his short, strong brown neck, and low-growing hair +that seemed to have been freshly crimped. Gaspare stood close to Artois, +as if he felt that they were allies and must keep together. Salvatore was +a few paces off. + +Artois glanced at him now with a carefully concealed curiosity. Instantly +the fisherman said: + +"Povero signorino! Povero signorino! Mamma mia! and only two days ago we +were all at the fair together! And he was so generous, Signor Barone." He +moved a little nearer, but Artois saw him glance swiftly at Gaspare, like +a man fearful of violence and ready to repel it. "He paid for everything. +We could all keep our soldi in our pockets. And he gave Maddalena a +beautiful blue dress, and he gave me a donkey. Dio mio! We have lost a +benefactor. If the poor signorino had lived he would have given me a new +boat. He had promised me a boat. For he would come fishing with me nearly +every day. He was like a compare--" + +Salvatore stopped abruptly. His eyes were again on Gaspare. + +"And you say," began the Pretore, with a certain heavy pomposity, "that +you did not see the signore at all yesterday?" + +"No, signore. I suppose he came down after I had started for Messina." + +"What did you go to Messina for?" + +"Signore, I went to see my nephew, Guido, who is in the hospital. He +has--" + +"Non fa niente! non fa niente!" interrupted the Cancelliere. + +"Non fa niente! What time did you start?" said the Pretore. + +The Maresciallo cleared his throat with great elaboration, and spat with +power twice. + +"Signor Pretore, I do not know. I did not look at the clock. But it was +before sunset--it was well before sunset." + +"And the signore only came down from the Casa del Prete very late," +interposed Artois, quietly. "I was there and kept him. It was quite +evening before he started." + +An expression of surprise went over Salvatore's face and vanished. He had +realized that for some reason this stranger was his ally. + +"Had you any reason to suppose the signore was coming to fish with you +yesterday?" asked the Pretore of Salvatore. + +"No, signore. I thought as the signora was back the poor signore would +stay with her at the house." + +"Naturally, naturally!" said the Cancelliere. + +"Naturally! It seems the signore had several times passed across the +rocks, from which he appears to have fallen, without any difficulty," +remarked the Pretore. + +"Si, signore," said Gaspare. + +He looked at Salvatore, seemed to make a great effort, then added: + +"But never when it was dark, signore. And I was always with him. He used +to take my hand." + +His chest began to heave. + +"Corragio, Gaspare!" said Artois to him, in a low voice. + +His strong intuition enabled him to understand something of the conflict +that was raging in the boy. He had seen his glances at Salvatore, and +felt that he was longing to fly at the fisherman, that he only restrained +himself with agony from some ferocious violence. + +The Pretore remained silent for a moment. It was evident that he was at +a loss. He wished to appear acute, but the inquiry yielded nothing for +the exercise of his talents. + +At last he said: + +"Did any one see you going to Messina? Is there any corroboration of your +statement that you started before the signore came down here?" + +"Do you think I am not speaking the truth, Signor Pretore?" said +Salvatore, proudly. "Why should I lie? The poor signore was my +benefactor. If I had known he was coming I should have been here to +receive him. Why, he has eaten in my house! He has slept in my house. I +tell you we were as brothers." + +"Si, si," said the Cancelliere. + +Gaspare set his teeth, walked away to the edge of the plateau, and stood +looking out to sea. + +"Then no one saw you?" persisted the Pretore. + +"Non lo so," said Salvatore. "I did not think of such things. I wanted to +go to Messina, so I sent Maddalena to pass the night in the village, and +I took the boat. What else should I do?" + +"Va bene! Va bene!" said the Cancelliere. + +The Maresciallo cleared his throat again. That, and the ceremony which +invariably followed, were his only contributions to this official +proceeding. + +The Pretore, receiving no assistance from his colleagues, seemed doubtful +what more to do. It was evident to Artois that he was faintly suspicious, +that he was not thoroughly satisfied about the cause of this death. + +"Your daughter seems very upset about all this," he said to Salvatore. + +"Mamma mia! And how should she not? Why, Signor Pretore, we loved the +poor signore. We would have thrown ourselves into the sea for him. When +we saw him coming down from the mountain to us it was as if we saw God +coming down from heaven." + +"Certo! Certo!" said the Cancelliere. + +"I think every one who knew the signore at all grew to be very fond of +him," said Artois, quietly. "He was greatly beloved here by every one." + +His manner to the Pretore was very civil, even respectful. Evidently it +had its effect upon that personage. Every one here seemed to be assured +that this death was merely an accident, could only have been an accident. +He did not know what more to do. + +"Va bene!" he said at last, with some reluctance. "We shall see what the +doctors say when the autopsy is concluded. Let us hope that nothing will +be discovered. I do not wish to distress the poor signora. At the same +time I must do my duty. That is evident." + +"It seems to me you have done it with admirable thoroughness," said +Artois. + +"Grazie, Signor Barone, grazie!" + +"Grazie, grazie, Signor Barone!" added the Cancelliere. + +"Grazie, Signor Barone!" said the deep voice of the Maresciallo. + +The authorities now slowly prepared to take their departure. + +"You are coming with us, Signor Barone?" said the Pretore. + +Artois was about to say yes, when he saw pass across the aperture of the +doorway of the cottage the figure of a girl with bent head. It +disappeared immediately. + +"That must be Maddalena!" he thought. + +"Scusi, signore," he said, "but I have been seriously ill. The ride down +here has tired me, and I should be glad to rest for a few minutes longer, +if--" He looked at Salvatore. + +"I will fetch a chair for the signore!" said the fisherman, quickly. + +He did not know what this stranger wanted, but he felt instinctively that +it was nothing that would be harmful to him. + +The Pretore and his companions, after polite inquiries as to the illness +of Artois, took their leave with many salutations. Only Gaspare remained +on the edge of the plateau staring at the sea. As Salvatore went to fetch +the chair Artois went over to the boy. + +"Gaspare!" he said. + +"Si!" said the boy. + +"I want you to go up with the Pretore. Go to the signora. Tell her the +inquiry is finished. It will relieve her to know." + +"You will come with me, signore?" + +"No." + +The boy turned and looked him full in the face. + +"Why do you stay?" + +For a moment Artois did not speak. He was considering rapidly what to +say, how to treat Gaspare. He was now sure that there had been a tragedy, +with which the people of the sirens' house were, somehow, connected. He +was sure that Gaspare either knew or suspected what had happened, yet +meant to conceal his knowledge despite his obvious hatred for the +fisherman. Was the boy's reason for this strange caution, this strange +secretiveness, akin to his--Artois's--desire? Was the boy trying to +protect his padrona or the memory of his padrone? Artois wondered. Then +he said: + +"Gaspare, I shall only stay a few minutes. We must have no gossip that +can get to the padrona's ears. We understand each other, I think, you and +I. We want the same thing. Men can keep silence, but girls talk. I wish +to see Maddalena for a minute." + +"Ma--" + +Gaspare stared at him almost fiercely. But something in the face of +Artois inspired him with confidence. Suddenly his reserve disappeared. He +put his hand on Artois's arm. + +"Tell Maddalena to be silent and not to go on crying, signore," he said, +violently. "Tell her that if she does not stop crying I will come down +here in the night and kill her." + +"Go, Gaspare! The Pretore is wondering--go!" + +Gaspare went down over the edge of the land and disappeared towards the +sea. + +"Ecco, signore!" + +Salvatore reappeared from the cottage carrying a chair which he set down +under an olive-tree, the same tree by which Maddalena had stood when +Maurice first saw her in the dawn. + +"Grazie." + +Artois sat down. He was very tired, but he scarcely knew it. The +fisherman stood by him, looking at him with a sort of shifty expectation, +and Artois, as he noticed the hard Arab type of the man's face, the +glitter of the small, cunning eyes, the nervous alertness of the thin, +sensitive hands, understood a great deal about Salvatore. He knew Arabs +well. He had slept under their tents, had seen them in joy and in anger, +had witnessed scenes displaying fully their innate carelessness of human +life. This fisherman was almost as much Arab as Sicilian. The blend +scarcely made for gentleness. If such a man were wronged, he would be +quick and subtle in revenge. Nothing would stay him. But had Maurice +wronged him? Artois meant to assume knowledge and to act upon his +assumption. His instinct advised him that in doing so he would be doing +the best thing possible for the protection of Hermione. + +"Can you make much money here?" he said, sharply yet carelessly. + +The fisherman moved as if startled. + +"Signore!" + +"They tell me Sicily's a poor land for the poor. Isn't that so?" + +Salvatore recovered himself. + +"Si, signore, si, signore, one earns nothing. It is a hard life, Per +Dio!" + +He stopped and stared hard at the stranger with his hands on his hips. +His eyes, his whole expression and attitude said, "What are you up to?" + +"America is the country for a sharp-witted man to make his fortune in," +said Artois, returning his gaze. + +"Si, signore. Many go from here. I know many who are working in America. +But one must have money to pay the ticket." + +"Yes. This terreno belongs to you?" + +"Only the bit where the house stands, signore. And it is all rocks. It is +no use to any one. And in winter the winds come over it. Why, it would +take years of work to turn it into anything. And I am not a contadino. +Once I had a wine-shop, but I am a man of the sea." + +"But you are a man with sharp wits. I should think you would do well in +America. Others do, and why not you?" + +They looked at each other hard for a full minute. Then Salvatore said, +slowly: + +"Signore, I will tell you the truth. It is the truth. I would swear it +with sea-water on my lips. If I had the money I would go to America. I +would take the first ship." + +"And your daughter, Maddalena? You couldn't leave her behind you?" + +"Signore, if I were ever to go to America you may be sure I should take +Maddalena with me." + +"I think you would," Artois said, still looking at the man full in the +eyes. "I think it would be wiser to take Maddalena with you." + +Salvatore looked away. + +"If I had the money, signore, I would buy the tickets to-morrow. Here I +can make nothing, and it is a hard life, always on the sea. And in +America you get good pay. A man can earn eight lire a day there, they +tell me." + +"I have not seen your daughter yet," Artois said, abruptly. + +"No, signore, she is not well to-day. And the Signor Pretore frightened +her. She will stay in the house to-day." + +"But I should like to see her for a moment." + +"Signore, I am very sorry, but--" + +Artois turned round in the chair and looked towards the house. The door, +which had been open, was now shut. + +"Maddalena is praying, signore. She is praying to the Madonna for the +soul of the dead signore." + +For the first time Artois noticed in the hard, bird-like face of the +fisherman a sign of emotion, almost of softness. + +"We must not disturb her, signore." + +Artois got up and went a few steps nearer to the cottage. + +"Can one see the place where the signore's body was found?" he asked. + +"Si, signore, from the other side, among the trees." + +"I will come back in a moment," said Artois. + +He walked away from the fisherman and entered the wood, circling the +cottage. The fisherman did not come with him. Artois's instinct had told +him that the man would not care to come on such an errand. As Artois +passed at the back of the cottage he noticed an open window, and paused +near it in the long grass. From within there came the sound of a woman's +voice, murmuring. It was frequently interrupted by sobs. After a moment +Artois went close to the window, and said, but without showing himself: + +"Maddalena!" + +The murmuring voice stopped. + +"Maddalena!" + +There was silence. + +"Maddalena!" Artois said. "Are you listening?" + +He heard a faint movement as if the woman within came nearer to the +casement. + +"If you loved the dead signore, if you care for his memory, do not talk +of your grief for him to others. Pray for him, and be silent for him. If +you are silent the Holy Mother will hear your prayers." + +As he said the last words Artois made his deep voice sound mysterious, +mystical. + +Then he went away softly among the thickly growing trees. + +When he saw Salvatore again, still standing upon the plateau, he beckoned +to him without coming into the open. + +"Bring the boat round to the inlet," he said. "I will cross from there." + +"Si, signore." + +"And as we cross we can speak a little more about America." + +The fisherman stared at him, with a faint smile that showed a gleam of +sharp, white teeth. + +"Si, signore--a little more about America." + + + +XXV + +A night and a day had passed, and still Artois had not seen Hermione. The +autopsy had been finished, and had revealed nothing to change the theory +of Dr. Marini as to the determining cause of death. The English stranger +had been crossing the dangerous wall of rock, probably in darkness, had +fallen, been stunned upon the rocks in the sea beneath, and drowned +before he recovered consciousness. + +Gaspare said nothing. Salvatore held his peace and began his preparations +for America. And Maddalena, if she wept, wept now in secret; if she +prayed, prayed in the lonely house of the sirens, near the window which +had so often given a star to the eyes that looked down from the terrace +of the Casa del Prete. + +There was gossip in Marechiaro, and the Pretore still preserved his air +of faint suspicion. But that would probably soon vanish under the +influence of the Cancelliere, with whom Artois had had some private +conversation. The burial had been allowed, and very early in the morning +of the day following that of Hermione's arrival at the hotel it took +place from the hospital. + +Few people knew the hour, and most were still asleep when the coffin was +carried down the street, followed only by Hermione, and by Gaspare in a +black, ready-made suit that had been bought in the village of Cattaro. +Hermione would not allow any one else to follow her dead, and as Maurice +had been a Protestant there was no service. This shocked Gaspare, and +added to his grief, till Hermione explained that her husband had been of +a different religion from that of Sicily, a religion with different +rites. + +"But we can pray for him, Gaspare," she said. "He loved us, and perhaps +he will know what we are doing." + +The thought seemed to soothe the boy. He kneeled down by his padrona +under the wall of the Campo Santo by which Protestants were buried, and +whispered a petition for the repose of the soul of his padrone. Into the +gap of earth, where now the coffin lay, he had thrown roses from his +father's little terreno near the village. His tears fell fast, and his +prayer was scarcely more than a broken murmur of "Povero +signorino--povero signorino--Dio ci mandi buon riposo in Paradiso." +Hermione could not pray although she was in the attitude of supplication; +but when she heard the words of Gaspare she murmured them too. "Buon +riposo!" The sweet Sicilian good-night--she said it now in the stillness +of the lonely dawn. And her tears fell fast with those of the boy who had +loved and served his master. + +When the funeral was over she walked up the mountain with Gaspare to the +Casa del Prete, and from there, on the following day, she sent a message +to Artois, asking him if he would come to see her. + + "I don't ask you to forgive me for not seeing you before," she + wrote. "We understand each other and do not need explanations. I + wanted to see nobody. Come at any hour when you feel that you would + like to. + HERMIONE." + +Artois rode up in the cool of the day, towards evening. + +He was met upon the terrace by Gaspare. + +"The signora is on the mountain, signore," he said. "If you go up you +will find her, the povero signora. She is all alone upon the mountain." + +"I will go, Gaspare. I have told Maddalena. I think she will be silent." + +The boy dropped his eyes. His unreserve of the island had not endured. It +had been a momentary impulse, and now the impulse had died away. + +"Va bene, signore," he muttered. + +He had evidently nothing more to say, yet Artois did not leave him +immediately. + +"Gaspare," he said, "the signora will not stay here through the great +heat, will she?" + +"Non lo so, signore." + +"She ought to go away. It will be better if she goes away." + +"Si, signore. But perhaps she will not like to leave the povero +signorino." + +Tears came into the boy's eyes. He turned away and went to the wall, and +looked over into the ravine, and thought of many things: of readings +under the oak-trees, of the tarantella, of how he and the padrone had +come up from the fishing singing in the sunshine. His heart was full, and +he felt dazed. He was so accustomed to being always with his padrone that +he did not know how he was to go on without him. He did not remember his +former life, before the padrone came. Everything seemed to have begun for +him on that morning when the train with the padrone and the padrona in it +ran into the station of Cattaro. And now everything seemed to have +finished. + +Artois did not say any more to him, but walked slowly up the mountain +leaning on his stick. Close to the top, by a heap of stones that was +something like a cairn, he saw, presently, a woman sitting. As he came +nearer she turned her head and saw him. She did not move. The soft rays +of the evening sun fell on her, and showed him that her square and rugged +face was pale and grave and, he thought, empty-looking, as if something +had deprived it of its former possession, the ardent vitality, the +generous enthusiasm, the look of swiftness he had loved. + +When he came up to her he could only say: "Hermione, my friend--" + +The loneliness of this mountain summit was a fit setting for her +loneliness, and these two solitudes, of nature and of this woman's soul, +took hold of Artois and made him feel as if he were infinitely small, as +if he could not matter to either. He loved nature, and he loved this +woman. And of what use were he and his love to them? + +She stretched up her hand to him, and he bent down and took it and held +it. + +"You said some day I should leave my Garden of Paradise, Emile." + +"Don't hurt me with my own words," he said. + +"Sit by me." + +He sat down on the warm ground close to the heap of stones. + +"You said I should leave the garden, but I don't think you meant like +this. Did you?" + +"No," he said. + +"I think you thought we should be unhappy together. Well, we were never +that. We were always very happy. I like to think of that. I come up here +to think of that; of our happiness, and that we were always kind and +tender to each other. Emile, if we hadn't been, if we had ever had even +one quarrel, even once said cruel things to each other, I don't think I +could bear it now. But we never did. God did watch us then, I think. God +was with me so long as Maurice was with me. But I feel as if God had gone +away from me with Maurice, as if they had gone together. Do you think any +other woman has ever felt like that?" + +"I don't think I am worthy to know how some women feel," he said, almost +falteringly. + +"I thought perhaps God would have stayed with me to help me, but I feel +as if He hadn't. I feel as if He had only been able to love me so long as +Maurice was with me." + +"That feeling will pass away." + +"Perhaps when my child comes," she said, very simply. + +Artois had not known about the coming of the child, but Hermione did not +remember that now. + +"Your child!" he said. + +"I am glad I came back in time to tell him about the child," she said. "I +think at first he was almost frightened. He was such a boy, you see. He +was the very spirit of youth, wasn't he? And perhaps that--but at the end +he seemed happy. He kissed me as if he loved not only me. Do you +understand, Emile? He seemed to kiss me the last time--for us both. Some +day I shall tell my baby that." + +She was silent for a little while. She looked out over the great view, +now falling into a strange repose. This was the land he had loved, the +land he had belonged to. + +"I should like to hear the 'Pastorale' now," she said, presently. "But +Sebastiano--" A new thought seemed to strike her. "I wonder how some +women can bear their sorrows," she said. "Don't you, Emile?" + +"What sorrows do you mean?" he asked. + +"Such a sorrow as poor Lucrezia has to bear. Maurice always loved me. +Lucrezia knows that Sebastiano loves some one else. I ought to be trying +to comfort Lucrezia. I did try. I did go to pray with her. But that was +before. I can't pray now, because I can't feel sure of almost anything. I +sometimes think that this happened without God's meaning it to happen." + +"God!" Artois said, moved by an irresistible impulse. "And the gods, the +old pagan gods?" + +"Ah!" she said, understanding. "We called him Mercury. Yes, it is as if +he had gone to them, as if they had recalled their messenger. In the +spring, before I went to Africa, I often used to think of legends, and +put him--my Sicilian--" + +She did not go on. Yet her voice had not faltered. There was no +contortion of sorrow in her face. There was a sort of soft calmness about +her almost akin to the calmness of the evening. It was the more +remarkable in her because she was not usually a tranquil woman. Artois +had never known her before in deep grief. But he had known her in joy, +and then she had been rather enthusiastic than serene. Something of her +eager humanity had left her now. She made upon him a strange impression, +almost as of some one he had never previously had any intercourse with. +And yet she was being wonderfully natural with him, as natural as if she +were alone. + +"What are you going to do, my friend?" he said, after a long silence. + +"Nothing. I have no wish to do anything. I shall just wait--for our +child." + +"But where will you wait? You cannot wait here. The heat would weaken +you. In your condition it would be dangerous." + +"He spoke of going. It hurt me for a moment, I remember. I had a wish to +stay here forever then. It seemed to me that this little bit of earth and +rock was the happiest place in all the world. Yes, I will go, Emile, but +I shall come back. I shall bring our child here." + +He did not combat this intention then, for he was too thankful to have +gained her assent to the departure for which he longed. The further +future must take care of itself. + +"I will take you to Italy, to Switzerland, wherever you wish to go." + +"I have no wish for any other place. But I will go somewhere in Italy. +Wherever it is cool and silent will do. But I must be far away from +people; and when you have taken me there, dear Emile, you must leave me +there." + +"Quite alone?" + +"Gaspare will be with me. I shall always keep Gaspare. Maurice and he +were like two brothers in their happiness. I know they loved each other, +and I know Gaspare loves me." + +Artois only said: + +"I trust the boy." + +The word "trust" seemed to wake Hermione into a stronger life. + +"Ah, Emile," she said, "once you distrusted the south. I remember your +very words. You said, 'I love the south, but I distrust what I love, and +I see the south in him.' I want to tell you, I want you to know, how +perfect he was always to me. He loved joy, but his joy was always +innocent. There was always something of the child in him. He was +unconscious of himself. He never understood his own beauty. He never +realized that he was worthy of worship. His thought was to reverence and +to worship others. He loved life and the sun--oh, how he loved them! I +don't think any one can ever have loved life and the sun as he did, ever +will love them as he did. But he was never selfish. He was just quite +natural. He was the deathless boy. Emile, have you noticed anything about +me--since?" + +"What, Hermione?" + +"How much older I look now. He was like my youth, and my youth has gone +with him." + +"Will it not revive--when--?" + +"No, never. I don't wish it to. Gaspare gathered roses, all the best +roses from his father's little bit of land, to throw into the grave. And +I want my youth to lie there with my Sicilian under Gaspare's roses. I +feel as if that would be a tender companionship. I gave everything to him +when he was alive, and I don't want to keep anything back now. I would +like the sun to be with him under Gaspare's roses. And yet I know he's +elsewhere. I can't explain. But two days ago at dawn I heard a child +playing the tarantella, and it seemed to me as if my Sicilian had been +taken away by the blue, by the blue of Sicily. I shall often come back to +the blue. I shall often sit here again. For it was here that I heard the +beating of the heart of youth. And there's no other music like that. Is +there, Emile?" + +"No," he said. + +Had the music been wild? He suspected that the harmony she worshipped had +passed on into the hideous crash of discords. And whose had been the +fault? Who creates human nature as it is? In what workshop, of what +brain, are forged the mad impulses of the wild heart of youth, are mixed +together subtly the divine aspirations which leap like the winged Mercury +to the heights, and the powerful appetites which lead the body into the +dark places of the earth? And why is the Giver of the divine the +permitter of those tremendous passions, which are not without their +glory, but which wreck so many human lives? + +Perhaps a reason may be found in the sacredness of pity. Evil and agony +are the manure from which spring some of the whitest lilies that have +ever bloomed beneath that enigmatic blue which roofs the terror and the +triumph of the world. And while human beings know how to pity, human +beings will always believe in a merciful God. + +A strange thought to come into such a mind as Artois's! Yet it came in +the twilight, and with it a sense of tears such as he had never felt +before. + +With the twilight had come a little wind from Etna. It made something +near him flutter, something white, a morsel of paper among the stones by +which he was sitting. He looked down and saw writing, and bent to pick +the paper up. + + "Emile may leave at once. But there is no good boat till the 10th. + We shall take that...." + +Hermione's writing! + +Artois understood at once. Maurice had had Hermione's letter. He had +known they were coming from Africa, and he had gone to the fair despite +that knowledge. He had gone with the girl who wept and prayed beside the +sea. + +His hand closed over the paper. + +"What is it, Emile? What have you picked up?" + +"Only a little bit of paper." + +He spoke quietly, tore it into tiny fragments and let them go upon the +wind. + +"When will you come with me, Hermione? When shall we go to Italy?" + +"I am saying 'a rivederci' now"--she dropped her voice--"and buon +riposo." + +The white fragments blew away into the gathering night, separated from +one another by the careful wind. + + * * * * * + +Three days later Hermione and Artois left Sicily, and Gaspare, leaning +out of the window of the train, looked his last on the Isle of the +Sirens. A fisherman on the beach by the inlet, not Salvatore, recognized +the boy and waved a friendly hand. But Gaspare did not see him. + +There they had fished! There they had bathed! There they had drunk the +good red wine of Amato and called for brindisi! There they had lain on +the warm sand of the caves! There they had raced together to Madre +Carmela and her frying-pan! There they had shouted "O sole mio!" + +There--there they had been young together! + +The shining sea was blotted out from the boy's eyes by tears. + +"Povero signorino!" he whispered. "Povero signorino!" + +And then, as his "Paese" vanished, he added for the last time the words +which he had whispered in the dawn by the grave of his padrone, "Dio ci +mandi buon riposo in Paradiso." + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CALL OF THE BLOOD*** + + +******* This file should be named 20157.txt or 20157.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/1/5/20157 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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